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fellhellion · 8 months ago

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his internalised homophobia flavoured cowardice etc etc but genuinely kind of obsessed with the way this is the only glimpse you really get into what yosuke has been mulling over in relation to kanji specifically over the course of like. months at this point.

#like. this in conjunction w the cut romance lines about focusing on the murders to avoid confronting himself...#idk. i just think a lot about the way theres really quite a lot of himself that yosuke doesn't show to other people #even to souji as this conversation demonstrates #and theres this interesting mix in him of self awareness and just. willful blindness at times #and snippets like this show both of those qualities imo #dwelling on something for months and months at this point and yet not being able actually articulate that in front of other people #out of like. what i see as pride and embaressment and every bit of conflict tangled up in what he recognises in kanji #and puts down in him (because recognising that u put people down to try make urself feel better doesnt automatically rid urself of that #behaviour or thought pattern or the anxieties which help underpin it)#like theres a degree of ambiguity as to what yosuke actually SAID sure but tbh what kanji summerises sounds more like a quote than like #how he would reframe something in his own words imo #anyways! forgive the yosukeposting <3 #tunes talks persona #persona 4

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