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0bsc3ne · 10 months ago

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for some reason I've never had the urge to sh through cutting? i've done it maybe twice and both times it just felt :/. it's not that i'm afraid of blood or pain or something, in practice i'm fine with either and probably have something of a fascination, but it's just? never felt satisfying? and this isn't a complaint really its just. Odd, i guess? like. i feel like my brain should at least get some sort of satisfaction from it but it just. Doesn't.

#what ive always done as a kid is beat something/myself up #sorry childhood bedroom door you deserved better #i guess thats a sensory-seeking thing?#idk.#id bring this up to my therapist but uh.#she got uncomfortable if i ever went deeper than that i was a little sad that week #so. havent been to her in years #also my friend fucked her daughter and was said daughters lesbian awakening and the therapist does Not know any of that #and its a little difficult to be emotionally vulnerable when you know that about them yk #and theres like. No other therapist in town that doesnt just boil my issues down to The Trans Thing #at least this lady just wouldnt acknowledge it except if i asked for the papers i needed for transitional healthcare #so.#love the south

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