#and theres like. No other therapist in town that doesnt just boil my issues down to The Trans Thing
Text
for some reason I've never had the urge to sh through cutting? i've done it maybe twice and both times it just felt :/. it's not that i'm afraid of blood or pain or something, in practice i'm fine with either and probably have something of a fascination, but it's just? never felt satisfying? and this isn't a complaint really its just. Odd, i guess? like. i feel like my brain should at least get some sort of satisfaction from it but it just. Doesn't.
#what ive always done as a kid is beat something/myself up#sorry childhood bedroom door you deserved better#i guess thats a sensory-seeking thing?#idk.#id bring this up to my therapist but uh.#she got uncomfortable if i ever went deeper than that i was a little sad that week#so. havent been to her in years#also my friend fucked her daughter and was said daughters lesbian awakening and the therapist does Not know any of that#and its a little difficult to be emotionally vulnerable when you know that about them yk#and theres like. No other therapist in town that doesnt just boil my issues down to The Trans Thing#at least this lady just wouldnt acknowledge it except if i asked for the papers i needed for transitional healthcare#so.#love the south
2 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
