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Alastor is the song gloomy Sunday? Like??? Duh?
He's literally the song gloomy Sunday. The jazz stuff, the radio stuff, the being really nice and comforting but actually driving you to do what he wants? The constant 1920s references? The media stuff? New media vs old media rivalry with a giant television?
Broadcasting the misery and screams of suffering people and using it to build his evil?
He's gloomy Sunday. Also war of the worlds. But mostly gloomy Sunday.
Even the name is a pun. It's a pun on the work of that writer who we don't talk about anymore who used to write characters with puns that told their secrets. It clearly indicates that he's gloomy Sunday.
Use your brain.
Alastor could have been Native American
Before anyone screams racism, removal of representation, or whatever I redirect you to my post about the Voodoo representation of the show.
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First thing first, Alastor is not a Wendigo but his cannibalism aspect led to fans believing the contrary, a belief that was pushed further with him being a deer. Wendigoes aren’t related to deer at all, they mostly look like men who are visibly starved and all. The deer thing came from pop culture.
Now you’re gonna ask..
“You’re all for representing properly religion and culture why would you want him to be American Indian if he’s not a proper wendigo?”
He could be a skinwalker with small elements of wendigo.
Here’s a small rewrite
It’s not related to Hell’s Safe Haven, I’ll be doing something different, feel free to take the idea for your oc if you want. But remember, Always do research :)
Why a skinwalker? They are shamans who started as healers but broke taboos from the culture which involve using their ability for harm and curses. If you’re smart then you should see where I’m going with this.
Rather than being an “evil voodoo man” Alastor could have been a shaman who transgressed important rules and became a skinwalker, one of these taboos is murdering a close relative to align with darker powers which pretty much fits for Alastor. Obliviously, you don’t villainize the whole culture, you can still show that shamanism, when not perverted by skinwalkers, can do good. Alastor’s mother could have also been a shaman and went to Heaven.
He could still have been a serial killer, stalking and learning the routine of his victims before killing them. Then he could have died in the snow because hunters noticed his activities in the forest, thanks to their dogs smelling the putrid flesh of the bodies he was carrying around, and then he got shot. Or you can have it that he managed to escape but got lost and had to eat part of the corpse he managed to get with him, but he also had to use their skin to not try and protect himself from the cold in vain partially linking him to Wendigoes.
In Hell, he could have looked like a starved disturbing-looking deer, starved because of wendigos and deer because that’s the animals he favored the most to lure people. In terms of powers, he could have the ability to reproduce people's voices through electronics mainly using radios to do so. A cool detail could be that these voices sound slightly disturbing and fake.
He completely took a more charming and refined aesthetic once in Hell to appeal to and manipulate others more easily. Skinwalkers are described as carrying bones I guess that could help for a possible redesign. Since his appearance is quite scary he could wear a hat to hide his face.
The actual critic
This is really a surface-level thing, it's a first draft based on Wikipedia, but you can’t say that it’s not remotely much more cohesive than whatever Viv is doing with Alastor.
This is something that absolutely frustrates me with the Hellaverse, Viv has very surface-level concepts, and she doesn't do enough research to bring them to their potential. It happens with Voodoo, the Goetia, the Seven Deadly Sins, and the whole pantheon of biblical figures.
What she does is she takes these cool ideas and slaps them onto her oc without much thought.
Take an example with Andrealphus, he teaches math and geometry so one of my first thought is to give me space manipulation. This means he can basically change your location in an enclosed space, turn an entire room around, and twist it to his liking. With his knowledge of maths and geometry, he knows what to do specifically to make you land exactly where he wants which makes him extremely hard to fight inside a house, especially if it’s a big place.
He could also completely reshape the laws of geometry and physics, how funny would it be to see that he lives in a small house, not taking much place but then you go outside and discover it’s basically a whole castle? It’s generic but it makes sense and makes places for lots of interesting scenes for fights or just aesthetics.
Vivziepop chose to give him ice power, for some reason. I mean math isn’t really an attractive notion in terms of supernatural abilities but you can still do something interesting with it. Unless his castle is a geometrical wet dream, I don’t see a possible link between the two. It’s a matter of creativity and the willingness to do research to cultivate it, she doesn't have that.
If you just slap very specific labels (like voodoos) on a character without thinking about how it could work for them and affect the world around them (if voodoo works then the Lwas exists), then not only you are not doing your “job” as a writer but you are just doing it for the aesthetic. It’s not wrong to do if it’s mundane things like saying that one character knows how to speak Latin, but in some cases, you gonna have to be careful about what you write in your stories.
#next youll tell me you dont realize he#returned#because of podcasts#specifically#this is possibly where dr cameron got the idea for psychic driving#they did use that and the deer imagery in hannibal#psychic driving#was a the only time the government every paid a settlement to the victims of a mind control experiment#they got people messed up on drugs or messed up their health and put them in a coma or whatever#and they looped a short audio over and over and over#ive always assumed gloomy sunday is where dr cameron got this idea#before that#they blamed jazz for corrupting the youth#i always assumed cia projects that paid for specific art with certain themes#mcgowan weird scenes inside the canyon#all kinds of stuff from the cold war google#modern art was cia weapon#i mean#the cia probably didnt make manson obsessed with helter skelter#but they definitely kept referring to what he did always referring to lsd and helter skelter over and over#and allowed the words to be the name of the book about the killings#so people who took acid and heard that song while on it or had it stuck in their head or thought about it too hard#would scare themselves straight right?#it happens to have really good words for a spooky looped hypnotic induction#just like#imagine theres no media other than books#and suddenly you have one record in your home#and theres a depression#and you just play that record over and over#the record spins over and over through billie pouring out all the sadness in her soul
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The funny thing about the PJO cabin system is that everyone's always all 'oh the twelve' this and 'the twelve' that but that's absolutely not even remotely accurate. To start, right off the bat it's thirteen, not twelve, because they don't count Hades. But not really because before Percy, there were no big three kids, so we're down to ten active cabins already but it's actually eight because Artemis and Hera don't make demigods.
And of those eight, Mr. D is stuck at camp (thus not really making new demigods all that often) and his only two kids don't even sleep in a cabin, they sleep in the Big House with him.
So, pre-Percy, there are seven active cabins at Camp Half-Blood:
Glee club, the Jocks, the Nerds, the Geeks, the Farmers, the 'Sketchy Kids' and the Popular Kids.
Or, in other words, the Apollo, Ares, Athena, Hephaestus, Demeter, Hermes (and the unclaimed kids) and Aphrodite cabins.
What's cool is that you can already see the cabin dynamics in the show. For example, the Athena cabin allies with the Hermes cabin for the numbers. The Hermes kids plus all the unclaimed kids? It's the biggest cabin in the camp by far. It's a battle strategy. Luke and Annabeth's close relationship is just the cherry on top for Annabeth. It'll be really cool to see how the show develops the differences in the cabins during the series.
#pjo tv show#pjo series#if i remember correctly it's the Hermes cabin then Ares and Apollo in terms of numbers. Aphrodite would probably be next.#but the Athena Hephaestus and Demeter cabins were always under twelve kids.#they state exact numbers in one book... and if you don't want spoilers turn back now#but after the war theres only three Hephaestus kids left so like.... the numbers go real fucking low#the entire camp population plummeta#iactually really fucking depressing watching this camp filled with small tiny children knowing that only a very small fraction of themlive
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Fanart of my most recent comfort fic diphylleia grayi by stacytrouille on ao3 🥺🥺🥺
This chapter (chapter 21) is one of my favorites so far because gojo is so utterly adorable, I love his baby gay tendencies on their totally-not-a-date hangout session before the plot™️ happens.
10,000,000/10 everyone should read it, it's so very good trust me🙏
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#stsg#satosugu#gego#satoru gojo#suguru geto#my art uwu#most of these doodles are just them standing around looking stupid im sorry 😭#they deserve more#im gonna be rereading it here soon maybe i can draw more#chapter 21 was so cute and good it cured my depression and made me draw again wow#theres a secret version of the little pic with better lighting but its them outside and thats not where its taken 💔
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Thinking about how in the Shadow dub, I kinda tried to turn the idea of a timeloop into a metaphor for depression, but I’m pretty sure that’s just because I was depressed.
#i love timeloops man#and i think that the ‘timeloop as depression’ metaphor absolutely holds up#just theres more to it than that#also for anyone curious yeah thats the angle i was pushing
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Goth music obvs has a reputation for being macabre but that glosses over the sheer number of gothic rock songs that are some guy being so desperately horny it sounds like it's causing him physical anguish. So not that different from other genres really
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zenos, but he's getting spammed by his weirdly tech savvy great-grandfather.
#sketch#wip#ffxiv#zenos yae galvus#garlean communicators but some of them are just really sturdy flip phones#man's just trying to train in peace before his phone starts exploding#this is also spawned from me remembering how tech savvy zenos himself is implied to be lol#he can probably drive- he can pilot- and we've seen him fix/salvage one of the machines before-- im giving him a phone#but it's also just one of those “zenos is a self made prodigy” kind of things that I really enjoy#which makes the decision of dropping the old model of the garlean reaper in Ala Mhigo kinda funny to me#we really mightve just stolen this man's depression fixer-upper#(but also a little sad because it makes me think that he's tried --a lot-- of things trying to make himself happy and it just never worked)#theres probably a lot of things he knows how to do but just doesnt bother with them anymore
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i remember in college id tell people i wanted to go to grad school for linguistics and theyd be like ohhh interesting what can you do with a masters or phd in linguistics and id have to be like oh computational linguistics is a growing field right now so probably something with natural language processing and they'd be satisfied with that. but little did they know i didnt actually want that at all. the one time i did nlp for a class it was stupid and i hated it. i just wanted to learn advanced linguistic theory in the intensive setting of grad school. i didnt even want to do research or write a language grammar or anything... just theory
im still kind of like that with, like, most things? i hate real life application and use. i wish it would die
#it didnt help that my project was analyzing sentiment analysis on twitter. sentiment analysis is kind of cool but#dealing with twitter api and python without experience in either was frustrating#i was also extremely depressed that semester to the point that i almost took a break from college but theres no way that affected my view..
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a little family
#buddy daddies#my art#doodles#sometimes a family is an two misfit assassins and the daughter of the guy you offed and thats a okay#but lets not talk about that#we love healing in this house and how do you heal if not after suffering#reis journey through depression and kazukis journey through grief#what 1 little girl does to a man#its 5 am all i can offer are doodles but i love them very much#i know we do reasonably get to call them cowards for not making it gay (esp at the end bc come on)#but i do love whatever relationship they have going becuase theyre just. Thats marriage babe....#theyre not going to be doing any dating with that committment that is the most domestic ass setting ive ever seen#everyone and their mother assumes theyre married/dating and doesnt even question it because theres NO QUESTION T O ASK#only the people involved apparently dont know theyre married#ok nvm they were cowards for not making it gay. but again. theyre clearly married your honor. theyre just a little stupid
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i'm looking for song recs, does anyone know any songs that musically sound upbeat or cheery but are very clearly about death/dying/we're fucked kind of vibe. any genres or decade, i'm just trying to make a playlist lmao
#i'll share it here if i get enough songs to justify an entire playlist#right now theres only like 6 lol#you would think with my whole scene i would have more songs on hand#but alas#most of them are just depressing#they need to be a depressing AND a bop
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more doodles of this thing that haunts my brain and his boyfriend
More doodles centered around pre-godhood shenanigans under cut to keep post short for the sanity of others lol
tha legally mandated Only 1 bed trope ...
getting the old uniform out!
annnnd the obilgatory sad bonus U u U
#great god grove#ggg click clack#ggg thespius#ggg lovestory#i hope its a little clearer older clicky is balding as i intended lol#these two drive me insane a lot#in my heart they ran away together on a whim to pave their own way and they DID it. it took a while but they did it :]#...do you think in another universe click clack didnt make it to ascending and their story became one about tragic love? <- the evil in me#also context for the last comic: my hc is clicky always wore a suit until thespius ascended and switched to lower maintenance clothes#because right after thespie's ascension he got real depressed about their relationship and the clothing choice kinda stuck#so its thespius asking click clack to put on his suit again because he thinks heees sooo cute in it#(and def not also because hes aware so much time has passed and he wants to ignore it. look hes in his old outfit yay no horrors here!)#<- lies#also the wedding comment is specifically because like. imagine always joking about that w someone you have a crush on#then u become immortal#and realize ur relationships kinda doomed unless he also ascends#and u watch this guy u love get older and not really do anything romantic with anyone and kinda stay isolated#one half is happy your heart isnt broken cause theres still a chance he likes you#OTHER HALF ABSOLUTELY DISTRAUGHT CUZ UR THE GOD OF LOVE AND YOUR BESTEST PARTNER FRIEND IS ALONE (and not aromantic)#coughs. anyway.#thats a lot of tags sorry#sorry to the people who read these lol
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this man is. embarrassingly transparent
#hate to put qian on blast like this#but it must be done#those four years of yuan being away was just (qian depression) (Lili and san pang exchanging exhausted knowing looks)#1st song: theres this girl by sign crushes motorist#2nd song: 饺子 (dumpling) by chinese american bear#unknown (2024)#unknown the series#qian x yuan#chris chiu#bl drama#CJ's edits
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I think regulus is the type of person who has messy handwriting when they're breaking down while writing poetry as a way to cope because he will never tell anyone about his feelings and isolate himself...
#regulus arcturus black#regulus being regulus#regulus black#regulus deserved better#regulus black headcanons#depressing shit#marauders era#the marauders era#james x regulus#regulus x james#jegulus incorrect quotes#jegulus#even if theres no jegulus
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these guys make me sick /vpos
this is literally All of The Buildermans including my own interpretation of the build a man whos just the biggest dork known to ROBLOXian kind
#oh lord what do i even tag this with. do i just#block tales#the robloxia until dawn#builderman#shedletsky#telamon#roblox art#theres so much shit going on in this post PLEASE IM NOT GOING TO SURVIVE#ill figure out a doombringer design im happy with one day i swear. i swear#now I fw depressed Builderman hcs and all don't get me wrong.#but he has not a single thought in his head beyond joy. in my heart#he's a genius but also he's just#the dumbest fuck sometimes#he shares the braincell with his fellow gaggle of administrators
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Yuri crumbs. (I used every drop of motivation I have for this)
#gangle x zooble#zooble x gangle#abstragedy#tadc zooble#tadc gangle#tadc#tadc abstradgedy#gangle#tadc fanart#the amazing digital circus#zooble#they depressing#frick#I just lost my doggg#Pluh#😔✊#Queers#THERES A BL AND A GL COMICS AT MY SCHOOL LIBRARY
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came back just to post these. okay bye
#gbf#belifaa#did you get triple zero (summon)? the sanfaa scissoring summon? SSS? i sierotixed it. It was awesome. Everythung in gbf is going right for#e except for the fact that i had to sieroticket it but its alright. just the notion of so much lucilius is just enough to put me back on my#feet again it’s almsot unreal how much lucilius-centric stuff theyve pushed out the past few months. his GBVSR debut. his summon.#Omg when I saw the gbfes fashion show i was a few seconds behind zen and she told me “You wont believe this” and I was like “WHAT? BELIEVE#WHAT? WHAT? WHAYT DO YOU MEAN” and the official lucilius cosplayer walked out in his robes it felt unreal unreal like it was seeing my onl#dreams come true after years and years of being like Theres no way they’d do that. There’s no way they’d make a cosplay for lucilius in his#robes because hes in his void outfit forever. BUT THEY DID…..AND THERE WAS BLOOD UNDER HIS SKIN….AND HIS LIPS WERE GLOSSED…AND HE HAD A LIT#LE BIT OF TAREME AND TSURIME (TARIME) ACTION ON HIS EYES AND EVERYTIME HE WALKED HIS ROBES KIND OF FLUTTERED AS HE SHUFFLED ALONG I HAD TO#SIT ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR lay down on the bathroom floor and I almpst puked from how nauseous it made me i was OVERJOYED BEYOND MY PHYSICAL#LIMITATIONS OF HAPPINESS . I WAS SO HAPPY. THIS YEAR HAS BEEN UTTERLY MISERABLE FOR ME AND I HAVE NOT BEEN THIS DEPRESSED SINCE HIGH SCHOOL#BUT SEEING LUCILIUS like this genuinely blew me off my socks . I don’t know if i should be 100% thankful because I’ve been trying to figure#out how to balance my emotional state with the media i consume but#I think i really needed it. thank you lucilius for ending my 2023
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bad day,
boyfriend comfortable,
#sorry for the annoying fic links!! heres art#maybe i will do one with will having a bad day idk#theres just alot of will having a bad day and mike comforting him and not enough of vice versa imo#world cold and hard boyfriend arms soft and warm#mike wheeler when he deals with some good ol depression#maybe they just both had bad days??? idk u figure it out#byler#stranger things#mike wheeler#st mike wheeler#mike wheeler stranger things#st mike#will byers#st will#stranger things fanart#byler fanart
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