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heres a crappy venn (??) diagram explaining the dynamics in the tl4j time travel au bc it's easier than trying to write a full plot
#tl4j time travel au#slightly longer ver is cal and ezra have 1. accepted what's happened to them and 2. know tragedy has given them an amazing found family#which they wouldnt have if everything was 'fixed'#and ezra knows from the wbw that changing the past is a Bad idea (which alongside the found family thing cal accepts n agrees w)#but ahsoka cant take her own advice and insists fixing this is Different to the Kanan thing#bc she has not accepted it the same way and her life is soo much more depressing and seeing the live republic reminds her#if she fixed the timeline she'd have her whole family back (bc rn she just has luke) and thered be so much less horrible horrible loss#and luke is the force's specialest boy so he assumes itll all work out great#its basically 'attachments + compassion for those the empire killed' vs 'attachments + acceptance of the world that exists now'#like both 'sides' are going half good jedi ideology and half attachment ig (tho cal n ezra i think have a one-up on jedi-ness of their idea#misc tag#but even tho cal n ahsoka/ ezra n luke have opposed goals theyre the only ones who understand what the other is going thru#so u get fun dynamics as shown by the diagram
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The funny thing about the PJO cabin system is that everyone's always all 'oh the twelve' this and 'the twelve' that but that's absolutely not even remotely accurate. To start, right off the bat it's thirteen, not twelve, because they don't count Hades. But not really because before Percy, there were no big three kids, so we're down to ten active cabins already but it's actually eight because Artemis and Hera don't make demigods.
And of those eight, Mr. D is stuck at camp (thus not really making new demigods all that often) and his only two kids don't even sleep in a cabin, they sleep in the Big House with him.
So, pre-Percy, there are seven active cabins at Camp Half-Blood:
Glee club, the Jocks, the Nerds, the Geeks, the Farmers, the 'Sketchy Kids' and the Popular Kids.
Or, in other words, the Apollo, Ares, Athena, Hephaestus, Demeter, Hermes (and the unclaimed kids) and Aphrodite cabins.
What's cool is that you can already see the cabin dynamics in the show. For example, the Athena cabin allies with the Hermes cabin for the numbers. The Hermes kids plus all the unclaimed kids? It's the biggest cabin in the camp by far. It's a battle strategy. Luke and Annabeth's close relationship is just the cherry on top for Annabeth. It'll be really cool to see how the show develops the differences in the cabins during the series.
#pjo tv show#pjo series#if i remember correctly it's the Hermes cabin then Ares and Apollo in terms of numbers. Aphrodite would probably be next.#but the Athena Hephaestus and Demeter cabins were always under twelve kids.#they state exact numbers in one book... and if you don't want spoilers turn back now#but after the war theres only three Hephaestus kids left so like.... the numbers go real fucking low#the entire camp population plummeta#iactually really fucking depressing watching this camp filled with small tiny children knowing that only a very small fraction of themlive
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Goth music obvs has a reputation for being macabre but that glosses over the sheer number of gothic rock songs that are some guy being so desperately horny it sounds like it's causing him physical anguish. So not that different from other genres really
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Fanart of my most recent comfort fic diphylleia grayi by stacytrouille on ao3 🥺🥺🥺
This chapter (chapter 21) is one of my favorites so far because gojo is so utterly adorable, I love his baby gay tendencies on their totally-not-a-date hangout session before the plot™️ happens.
10,000,000/10 everyone should read it, it's so very good trust me🙏
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#stsg#satosugu#gego#satoru gojo#suguru geto#my art uwu#most of these doodles are just them standing around looking stupid im sorry 😭#they deserve more#im gonna be rereading it here soon maybe i can draw more#chapter 21 was so cute and good it cured my depression and made me draw again wow#theres a secret version of the little pic with better lighting but its them outside and thats not where its taken 💔
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Thinking about how in the Shadow dub, I kinda tried to turn the idea of a timeloop into a metaphor for depression, but I’m pretty sure that’s just because I was depressed.
#i love timeloops man#and i think that the ‘timeloop as depression’ metaphor absolutely holds up#just theres more to it than that#also for anyone curious yeah thats the angle i was pushing
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ignoring genAI thumbnails on youtube isnt enough i need a button that gives them a little shock
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zenos, but he's getting spammed by his weirdly tech savvy great-grandfather.
#sketch#wip#ffxiv#zenos yae galvus#garlean communicators but some of them are just really sturdy flip phones#man's just trying to train in peace before his phone starts exploding#this is also spawned from me remembering how tech savvy zenos himself is implied to be lol#he can probably drive- he can pilot- and we've seen him fix/salvage one of the machines before-- im giving him a phone#but it's also just one of those “zenos is a self made prodigy” kind of things that I really enjoy#which makes the decision of dropping the old model of the garlean reaper in Ala Mhigo kinda funny to me#we really mightve just stolen this man's depression fixer-upper#(but also a little sad because it makes me think that he's tried --a lot-- of things trying to make himself happy and it just never worked)#theres probably a lot of things he knows how to do but just doesnt bother with them anymore
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a very powerful Song (sauron is terrified)
inspired by @fistfuloflightning's magluth!
#silm#silmarillion#maglor#luthien#maglor/luthien#<- possibly#magluth#random headcanon maglor's beleriand era Song is sauron-proofed in a way finrod's wasn't#bc sauron was able to corrupt finrod's alqualonde song into the kinslayings#whereas maglor's songs are mostly laments about how many terrible things he/the noldor did and how much they lost#theres uh. not much for sauron to corrupt that he hasn't done so himself already via the power of musical depression#so 'this is sad maglor play noldolante' might actually be reasonably effective
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@midoyuzuweek day 7 | christmas / wedding / free day
mdyz christmases you will always mean everything to me. decided to give lineless art a shot again after how many years and it was pretty fun!! also i lied when i said the ghostic piece was my favorite actually cause this was extremely fun to draw
ideally this wouldve been the last day but because i am sick and twisted theres one more tomorrow 👍 beware
#duck scribbles#enstars#mdyzweek2025#midoyuzu#yuzuru fushimi#midori takamine#yuzumido#ensemble stars#the depression is eating me alive i think and this week has been some solace but if i go missing for a while dont worry too much abt it#xmas live youll always be famous......#last time i tried lineless/smth akin to painting was like 2022?? im pretty sure.but this time it feels a lot more like just regular lineart#with added stuff on top. Lineart Two if you will. and i had an absolute blast (i love lineart)#ink pen my lovely wife i missed you i am so sorry for abandoning you all these years#the art pencil brush is too satisfying ive neglected you for so long in favor of it#also screw you flambe outfit for that annoying design at the back. it got covered up anywaysssss argh#ughhhhhhh i dont wanna do assignments and midterms. i have to lock in again.... i dont wanna....#other than getting to do this ship week its honestly been Incredibly Indescribably Excruciatingly Miserable for me for the last seven#or so days. or i guess its been a few weeks already. this thread is so close to snapping but feck it we ball i guess#at least theres fictional characters to get me through the fact this sorry excuse of a government reinstated martial law#hate it here
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a little family
#buddy daddies#my art#doodles#sometimes a family is an two misfit assassins and the daughter of the guy you offed and thats a okay#but lets not talk about that#we love healing in this house and how do you heal if not after suffering#reis journey through depression and kazukis journey through grief#what 1 little girl does to a man#its 5 am all i can offer are doodles but i love them very much#i know we do reasonably get to call them cowards for not making it gay (esp at the end bc come on)#but i do love whatever relationship they have going becuase theyre just. Thats marriage babe....#theyre not going to be doing any dating with that committment that is the most domestic ass setting ive ever seen#everyone and their mother assumes theyre married/dating and doesnt even question it because theres NO QUESTION T O ASK#only the people involved apparently dont know theyre married#ok nvm they were cowards for not making it gay. but again. theyre clearly married your honor. theyre just a little stupid
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i'm looking for song recs, does anyone know any songs that musically sound upbeat or cheery but are very clearly about death/dying/we're fucked kind of vibe. any genres or decade, i'm just trying to make a playlist lmao
#i'll share it here if i get enough songs to justify an entire playlist#right now theres only like 6 lol#you would think with my whole scene i would have more songs on hand#but alas#most of them are just depressing#they need to be a depressing AND a bop
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For fanfic purposes, I enjoy the parallels of switching the romance narrative from “We deserve each other” to “I don’t deserve you” for angst purposes and also I think there can be something touching with Fiyero finding beauty in Elphaba’s looks and Elphaba being intrigued by Fiyero’s mind. I want both of them learning to love and accept the part of themselves they’re most insecure about, because to accept to other’s love for them they have to acknowledge and accept the many reasons why they love each other, including that.
#hollypunkerspost#he sees her looks he acknowledges them and its his truth shes beautiful to him#fiyero ‘mr depression with a smile’ ‘mr self depreciating jokes about how dumb i am’ ‘mr i hope you can accept me the way i am now’#fiyero 🤝 captain kirk ‘green means go’ (im sorry)#fiyeraba#fiyero tigelaar#elphaba thropp#my thoughts on writing and also mentally ill fiyero is my headcanon and also theres a whole plot thing going on with that#anyone else ever seen return to oz?#mombi… the wheelers… 😏 so fucking scary man
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its slow and tedious. and god still plays her little tricks on me.. but i do really think its getting better
#walking on eggshells but i can see the light on the horizon. ... hatsune miku?!#sorry i had to#i find myself hopeful even when im depressed. i have really really bad days but they always end. there is always tomorrow.#the time will pass anyways#i think time is such a scary thing#but there is a big comfort in time . and how everything is always changing.#i am better than i was 5 years ago . and i will be better than i am now in 5 years#its slow but its changing#theres a future im clawing my way too. hands in the dirt blood under my finger nails. but at least i can picture it. at least its there#rambling
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this man is. embarrassingly transparent
#hate to put qian on blast like this#but it must be done#those four years of yuan being away was just (qian depression) (Lili and san pang exchanging exhausted knowing looks)#1st song: theres this girl by sign crushes motorist#2nd song: 饺子 (dumpling) by chinese american bear#unknown (2024)#unknown the series#qian x yuan#chris chiu#bl drama#CJ's edits
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I think regulus is the type of person who has messy handwriting when they're breaking down while writing poetry as a way to cope because he will never tell anyone about his feelings and isolate himself...
#regulus arcturus black#regulus being regulus#regulus black#regulus deserved better#regulus black headcanons#depressing shit#marauders era#the marauders era#james x regulus#regulus x james#jegulus incorrect quotes#jegulus#even if theres no jegulus
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controversial opinion betty has way more autistic traits / coding than simon but ppl immediately jump on assuming characters who are neurodivergent coded/ have those vibes must have adhd if theyre energetic and autism if they're calm
#like im not saying theres no adhd energy w her#but if ur going in the text theres so much actual evedence that she has autism#more than there is for simon#and more than there is for betty having adhd#sometimes autistic ppl are high energy#could write a whole essay abt bettys character from an autistic lense#w simon its like yeah he has autism but thats like number 15092749 on his list of mental illnesses#i mean betty def has bpd also and this is important#but simons like . has every neurodivergency under the sun ofc he has autism hes one of those ppl#who accidently gets a new diagnosis each week#and its not even in the top 3 most relevent ones to his overal character arc lolol#like. so obviously the alcoholism is the most important for him#then youve got the psychotic disorder coding esp substance enduced psychosis#dementia specifically for when hes ice king#depression and possibly bipolar#and possibly did or at least some form of dissociative disorder#and those r all def more important to his char than the potential autism#and theres others u could also debate#meanwhile you could sit down and get yourself some sources write a betty has autism essay and its essential to her character#with inline citations if you had the energy#which i might. we'll see
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