#and then put a movie on while i eat bc presumably my roommate will just take her portion back to her room.... and rejoin her call
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phagodyke · 16 hours ago
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GRAAAAAAARGHHHHH okay im fine
#sooooo so tired today goddd........still in pain i mean when am i not but at least its not proper cramps yet. and stressed and lonely#but whatever i dont care im making a wholeass roast dinner. by myself bc my roommate doesnt like cooking. or hanging out with me i guess#well thats a bit mean i know shes tired this weekend n needs to recover but also shes on call w friends rn so.#i like cooking and sharing food but also to me the kitchen is a social space and when im making food to eat with other ppl i like to have#company for the whole process..... esp when its smth that takes a couple hours!!!! but its ok. mannnn#i mean i cant make her do anything if she doesnt want to be around me i respect that. but still im allowed to be frustrated#i miss living with more people like i dont miss the time period bc i was so mentally ill then but itd be nice to have one more person here#so i feel less insane abt thr fact i have a bigger social battery and need more from other ppl than the person i spend most time with#this chicken smells fuckin bangin tho at least theres that. should be done in 15 then ill rest it while i put yorkshire puds on#and finish off the roasties and maybe ill blanch some green beans too. and ill make a gravy from the trivet#and then put a movie on while i eat bc presumably my roommate will just take her portion back to her room.... and rejoin her call#at least im going out to see a friend tmr. and ill have gym on monday + we might get food after. and hopefully a movie night tues or weds#and gym social again thurs and ill see whos around sat n sun maybe i can convince someone to go for a hike with me#i cant be alone while im pmsing and in pain i learn this lesson every month when i start wanting to kms and then never change#made dough for brown butter cookies too so ill bake them after dinner while i do my ironing n then polish my boots#man i wish i couldve gone to the gym social today instead of doing my weekend chores. sigh..... roast chicken we're really in it now#.diaries#update ok maybe i was just hungry.
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