#and then lying abt him not having junk

[redcallisto]

Thinking about how the stitches on Mahito’s hips are intended by design to lead your eyes downward from the direction of it and how Gege still gave him those stitches

[puppyeared]

fake ep idea + doodles

[autistic-sidestep]

lying down thinking very hard abt sidestep trying ortega's cooking for the first time, canonically them liking anything ortega makes, that ortega learnt from tia elena that feeding people is the best way to befriend people and that SO many of their fond memories are food-related. (bumped into overdrive with a sugar vice step!) the necessity of needing to eat a lot to maintain their telepathy helps, ofc!

#Sugar—my brain needs the energy.     One drawback of your telepathic powers is that you need a lot of carbohydrates, and sugar is the easiest way to get them. […] the syrupy drinks you were used to back when [you were at the Farm]…

even chen's memory of a happy sidestep involves food

[non(knowssteelsuspects) tacticianstep] [i]So excited about a milkshake. Laughing with Anathema. The almost childish glee with which ${che} delighted in normalcy. In junk food and music. In movies.[/i]

which is why he stocks the fridge for an ally/friendly step

*label steelfridge (steelshelf true) "Raiding the fridge again?" Steel's voice is too soft for being inside the HQ. […] "Yeah, I'm a regular criminal," you joke, not looking back. Your eyes catch that damn shelf again, with your name clearly on it. There are some beers at the back, as well as assorted snacks. All things you've stolen in the past.

this can even be triggered by marcia from the business base

*label businessstart Sometimes, you pretend that this is what ordinary life must be like. Having a job. A daily routine. Surrounded by normal people, thinking unimportant thoughts. It's a nice enough fantasy, easy to indulge in when you sit sharing a meal with Marcia. She's brought a chili today, not as spicy as you're used to, but for a moment, you're having a flashback to another table, to another shared meal. Familiar laughter. A sense of belonging. You shut your eyes hard, and when you open them, it's Marcia's face you see and not Tía Ortega's. "Was it too hot?" Marcia looks concerned, and you realize your eyes have been tearing up. "I'm fine," you lie, hiding your face as you bite down on a piece of bread. "Thanks for sharing." "A meal is meant to be shared," she says, triggering more memories you don't want.

leading onto comforting spaces and memories with elena and ortega, it's definitely true ortega's strongly associated with food - all their meetups tend to revolve around meals

As do snacks. Is that part of what ${he} learned from ${his} mother? Feed people to make them comfortable, and you suppose the alcohol is mostly for ${him}self. (vice = "sugar") $!{he} always lets you steal ${his} snacks.

"Ooh, they have pancakes." "Pancakes." You shake your head. (*if vice = "sugar") Old memories. You used to eat those together.

What else did you have that wouldn't bring back traumatic memories? Clubs without Anathema, karaoke without Sunstream coming to life on the stage? Dinners with Tía Elena?

(retri epilogue, ortega pov)

Food. When in doubt, always go for food. $!{he} learned that trick at a young age, and it has never steered ${him} wrong.

memorial park meetup

[non alcoholic vice step] "You don't have to talk," ${he} assures you. "But what do you say we get a cup of coffee and a bite to eat?" "Coffee…" You almost laugh, because that's how people work, isn't it? When something uncomfortable happens, make sure to eat or drink something. It will make things better.

hoots

Of course ${he}'d pick a spot like this, [if see_shrink] where ${he} knows you would feel safe, especially after what you just went through. [else] the site of many of your escapades. Familiar. Safe.

"You know what Mamá would have said…." $!{he} wags ${his} finger in the air with a serious look on ${his} face. "If it tastes bad, it's good for you." Your voice is a fair approximation of Tía Elena's; you've heard that sentence often enough. For some reason, she had always been very concerned for your health. Intent on not letting you go hungry.

and ofc, the apartment scene

  "I'd like that," you admit. It sounds good; a little privacy is what you need right now. "Been a while since I ate something homemade."     "I think I still remember your favorites," ${he} says with a chuckle. "Wow. It's been ages since we did this."     "Yeah," you look away to hide your smile. "I miss it."     "So do I." For a moment, you think ${he}'s going to say something else, but ${he} doesn't.     "I like your food," you finally admit, a little lower than needed, because you're not sure how ${he} will react.

*if ((wound = "a severely bitten lower lip") or (wound = "a severely bitten lower lip, and a sore shoulder"))   "Are you sure you're going to be okay eating with that lip?" $!{he} touches ${his} own in sympathy.   "I'm not going to starve," you say with a careful smile. "Just don't make it too spicy."   "But I like spice…," ${he} complains.   "Sucks to be you then."   [*if ortega_friendship >= 75] Your smile softens somewhat. "You can always add it last, just to your portion."

"Any requests?" $!{his} voice is light and airy, clearly attempting to strike a lighter mood. "I like everything you make," you say, with a nonchalant shrug. [...]

It feels surprisingly normal sitting in Ortega's kitchen, one leg pulled up on your chair, watching ${him} cook. You helped cut the vegetables, but once the preparations were done, the stove was all [hers/his]. A familiar routine. It used to be what you did back in the day, maybe not every week, but when you had the time. The smell brings back fond memories [...]

"It's been a long time since we did this." Ortega again, breaking the silence that had been building, putting food on your plates. "Yeah," you admit, wishing it didn't smell so good, wishing the smell didn't take you back. […] "Do you like it?" "You're a good cook but such a sucker for compliments," you say, shoving in another mouthful. "I like it." […] You don't know what to feel as you watch ${him} eat, sharing ${his} table, sharing ${his} food. Sharing ${his} home. $!{his} friendship. $!{his} heart.

epilogue (recovering in chen's apartment + dating ortega)

 "Your kitchen really sucks." Not exactly the smartest thing to say, but ${he}'s never been that good with words when ${he}'s stressed. "You know that, right?"   "I know," Wei sighs, with the long-suffering look he has perfected over the years. "And you know it too. You say it every time you cook here."   "$!{he} cooks here?" [...]   "Occasionally." Wei sits down at last, giving Spoon a scratch before the dog pads back to ${name}'s side. "When ${he} feels I've been eating too badly."   "I know your stomach doesn't always agree with food, but occasionally you just need some homemade caldillo." ${ortega_name} turns back to the stove, glad for the opportunity to busy ${his} hands. The closest thing ${he} can get to meditation, that, and the bike. [...] And everything starts with a delicious dinner. Even if ${he} has to be careful with the chili.   $!{he}'s made worse sacrifices.

of course ortega learned it all from tia.

 "Not Ortega?" Steel sounds surprised, which is annoying. Are you that predictable?     "You know Tía Ortega. Dishes get done in that household." You can't help but smile at the memory. Another life. Another world. Did you use to be happy once?

[...]

Once upon a time, [if ortega_former ally] you were a frequent guest at [Elena's] house // [else] you were close. Back when she lived in the city. Invited into her home, at her dinner table. Hugs. Friendly laughter.

[...]

But it would also mean meeting her again. Stepping back into the past, being soft, loved, cared for, and you…you're not the same. Ortega hasn't told her about you for a reason.

i just.... augHHH. food as love.

[thebreakfastgenie]

#i always assumes he was joking abt the sister @imeminemp3

That works as a headcanon, but someone knit him a sweater. The references to her don't really make sense as jokes, unlike a lot of Hawkeye's lines about Crabapple Cove.

#my personal headcanon os that he had a sister that died young and lied about the sweater#in one of the eps where he wrote a letter that ended with 'say hi to mom and sis for me'#and considering he mentioned his mother being dead later on i think it's a fair conclusion to come to @guy-in-a-dress

This works as a headcanon, but lying about the sweater doesn't really make sense in the context of the episode. Hawkeye's mom was alive in the early seasons, and later retconned into having died when he was a kid in season 6 Mail Call Three when Hawkeye tells Radar his father is a widower and mentions a woman his father dated when he was twelve. I have personally never liked "kiss mom and sis for me" as a reference to their graves or whatever, it just feels icky and it's very obviously not the intended tone of the scene, but that's a matter of taste. Dead sister is not a headcanon I will ever jive with but it does work as a headcanon inspired by the show's lack of continuity!

#I like the idea that his ‘sister’ is just a cousin that hung around his family a lot growing up#so he *is* an only child but he has an honorary sibling @yeehawkpierce

This is my headcanon too, at least for fic purposes!

#prev! made up cousin Billy is actually inspired I want to dive into that psychological masterpiece @bee-notes

It's kind of crack but fascinating... how would it work? What really caused the psychosomatic sneezing, then? Was any part of that memory real? And of course... why?

#also even when people send him stuff I just imagine it's like those random care packages that will get sent to soldiers#like through some school / church program#and he pretends it's from family

I don't personally care for this at all. I don't understand why he would? In Life With Father he has no mail, but claims a piece of junk mail and spends the whole episode trying to win a pony. He's completely open about it. Pretending random care packages are from family seems OOC for him. I also think Radar at least would know, it couldn't stay secret. And we see various characters benefit from letter-writing programs. Hawkeye himself receives a bunch of letters from a school because he's friends with teacher who organizes it. I just don't see how this makes sense. If you've thought about it more and have an explanation I'd be interested though!

#I mean for the first season I did think that Daniel was actually dead and Hawkeye was writing letters to him as a coping mechanism

Okay I genuinely need to know how. Hawkeye responds to letters Daniel sent him and receives longjohns from him in season 1. How did you think this worked? This is honest curiosity.

Hawkeye has a child cousin. Why don't we talk about that more.

[clementinecoastline]

still thinking abt iwaoi... (honorary part 3)

thinking about timeskip iwaoi in uci and san juan but they haven't gotten together yet. what then?

home is where the heart is and your heart's with someone else and they don't even know. oikawa goes through his entire day with iwaizumi's heart beating in his chest and he doesn't even notice. they don't realize it, don't see it. they know they're in love but they don't see it in the other and it's so, so obvious.

in the smiles and the staying up late and the incessant worried texting.

(tooru: hope you haven't been staying up too late studying

tooru: or not taking breaks

and oikawa hesitates before continuing

tooru: and that you've been getting enough to eat!!! after all the lecturing you've given me about eating junk food!!!!

tooru: i know you can do it! so you don't need to worry!!!)

(hajime: make sure not to overdo it

hajime: don't practice too hard

hajime: you're the best anyways, get it in your thick skull

hajime: just make sure to be careful

hajime: don't eat too much junk food. and make sure to be careful with your knee)

('it's just iwa-chan texting me again,' oikawa clarifies to his teammates when they ask about the silly smile that had overtaken his face, 'he's just nagging. honestly, is he my mom?')

(no, they think, but he does love you)

oikawa visits irvine one time, and iwaizumi has spent so much time insisting that no, oikawa doesn't love me like that, and convincing his friends that it's one-sided. and then oikawa shows up and the pure adoration in his eyes is overwhelming. they wonder how iwaizumi doesn't see it.

maybe it's because when something is a constant, you never realize it's different.

have they ever not looked at each other like they hung the stars in the sky? have they ever doubted that they'd spend their lives together? (ironic, considering how far apart they are now) has iwaizumi ever seen a different look on oikawa's face?

they were children and iwaizumi was brave and caught bugs and 'saved' oikawa from the grosser ones. they were in middle school and iwaizumi 'saved' oikawa from the depths of his own mind. they were in high school and iwaizumi was his ace and his partner and his most ardent believer.

they are here now and they have never known anything else. their love has grown and matured but it has always been there and they've never known a world without it. it is hard to recognize what's always been there.

oikawa introduces iwaizumi to his teammates on a video call one night. 'we want to meet this iwa-chan of yours!' they cry, 'he sounds so exciting!' and so oikawa calls him up, giving in after so much time spent going 'no, i can't have him corrupting you all so you can work against me!!!' and iwaizumi is there and one of them goes 'oh my god, this is the iwa-chancito?'

and oikawa doesn't have the presence of mind to point out that that's two diminutives combined. he's too focused on iwaizumi himself. and iwaizumi hajime apologizes about how insufferable oikawa must possibly be, simultaneously praising him at times because 'he might be annoying, but he's still the best teammate you can ask for'

i think their love shows in the way iwaizumi picks up no matter how early or late oikawa might call, and vice versa. oikawa is tired and lying in bed, wondering if he made the right calls, if he's actually any good for anything, and iwaizumi will sacrifice his rest just to tell what he sees as immutable truth.

the sun rises in the east, the earth spins on its axis, and oikawa tooru is remarkable and unforgettable. the earth orbits the sun and oikawa tooru could hold it all in the palm of his hand and iwaizumi has never doubted that for a second. (and oikawa has never doubted that about iwaizumi either.)

but no yeah it’s totally unrequited.

[oya-noya04-archived]

wooo a new blog, could i please request hc’s for tendō, tsuki, tanaka and kuroo cuddling their shy and soft s/o?? (it’s her first time cuddling and she’s kinda jittery?) thank youssss💗

cuddling with their shy s/o

characters : tendou, tsukishima, tanaka, kuroo

gender neutral reader

a/n : whOoo new blog 😌 ty ty for requesting and I hope you enjoy it!🥺💞

gif credit : tendou/kuroo - @/houseofkarasuno

tsukki - @/akaashiisbae | tanaka - @/kaheyama

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satori tendou :

- you’re over at his house for the first time and honestly?? things are going suuuper well

- y’all watched movies, ate a shiT ton of junk food, tendou gossiped abt his team but you didn’t hear that from me 😗

- eventually, it’s time to sleep🤩 buT like,,

- the whole time u were with him y’all didn’t cuddle or anything,,

- tendou tried sO hard omg 😭 he tried “accidentally brushing your hands together” in an attempt to get some cuddles in but uh-

- you swiped your hand away to get more popcorn 😔💔

- buT this time, tendou was determined 😼

- you on the other hand😳 were panicking and nervous as fuCK

- “we don’t have to do this if you don’t want to,” tendou’s voice interrupted the million of thoughts running through your head.

- you snapped your head up and meet his kind eyes, a change from his usually mischievous ones.

- “n-no! it’s okay!” you pause, thinking about what to say next, “i’m fine, it’s okay.”

- his lids lowered and his gaze went from being soft into ones that were teasing.

- “if you say so,” and with that he wraps his long arm around your torso, he pulls you in close, lips coming dangerously close to the crook of your neck.

- you feel his soft breath on your skin and your cheeks immediately warm up in embarrassment.

- you tense up and tendou looks at you.

- “you okay?” although he meant it, he couldn’t help the slight mischief in his voice.

- “mhm,” you say not trusting your voice enough, a few moments later you relax.

- tendou notices the change of behaviour and takes this time to rub small circles on your stomach.

- “you’re really cute like this you know?” he mumbles into your neck making you squeak out loud.

- “satoriiii” you whine and hide your flustered self into the pillows as tendou’s laugh fills the air around you.

kei tsukishima

- this bitch- 🙄 ugh this bitch is so annoying

- at times, he understands your shyness and will do his best to make the situation as comfortable as possible

- bUT AT OTHER TIMES

- this bitch will take advantage of how shy you are

- yk, say things like :

- “oh? you’re flustered already?”

- “c’mon y/n, I didn’t tease you that bad,”

- “hm.. cute”

- SJDHJDDJ TSUKKI PLEASE-

- y’all cannot tell me tsukishima kei wouldnt go all out to make his s/o a shy mess

- uGh and he’s have his stupid smirk too 🙄

- oH BUT CUDDLING?? this is where things change 😈

- not rlly-

- tsukki’ll be a bit flustered at first ngl

- but seeing as you’re already nervous abt being close to him? yeahh he’ll be fine

- tsukishima laughed at himself at the sigh of you nervously fidgeting with your hands as you sat on the edge of the bed.

- “are you scared of me or something?” he blurts out making you jolt, lifting your head up you glance at him. a smirk was plastered on his face that was soon replaced with a sigh.

- “you can come closer, you know? we’ve been dating for a while now,” he rolls his eyes teasingly. you muster up the courage to slip under the covers with him.

- good! you were beside him... except you’re as still as a rock, worrying that you’re breath would cause too much of a ruckus.

- sighing once more, tsukishima pulls you in closer leaning in to give a light peck on your forehead.

- “kei I-“

- “hush, you looked cold.”

- sUREEE TSUKKI

- you catch the hint and drop your shoulders, burying your head into his chest.

- you fall silent as you realize what was going on right now.

- “ahh, getting shy now?” kei’s voice comes through and you whine against his chest, hitting it lightly.

- “shushhh, leave me alone,” you huff as he hums contently and rubs your back, soothing you to sleep.

ryunosuke tanaka :

- first off,, mans loves your shyness

- it fills him with sM joy and pride

- you’re also sOoO fucking adorabe?? like?? it’s not fair???

- ugh,, when you get too shy around new ppl and cling onto his sleeve? 🥺🥺

- like, he’s so proud that he can make you feel safe, that was his sleeve that you were holding onto, you’re hiding behind his back when you get flustered

- truly adorable

- he loves showing you off, but obviously you may not be comfortable with that

- so he brings up cuddling sessions in private

- “so.. what do you think?” he tilts his head, giving you a warm smile, obviously a huge change from when he’s with his team.

- excitement fills your veins, or was it nervousness? honestly at this point it’s both-

- “of course!-“ he quickly adds, “we don’t have to do anything that doesn’t make you comfortable!” he flails his arms around wildly, as if that would help comfort you.

- “but if you want..”

- you take a moment to think about it, of course you’d want to cuddle with your boyfriend! you’d be lying if you said you’ve never daydreamnt about being wrapped in his arms

- you nod, and he starts by situating you on top of his lap. your cheeks flush at the position and tanaka smirks.

- “don’t tell me you’re getting shy already,” he smiles and you turn away, hiding your warm cheeks from him.

- “sorry I can’t help it,” you reply truthfully, he shifts into a more comfortable position before smiling at you.

- “don’t apologize babe, I like when you’re shy, it’s cute.”

- “ryu!” you squeal, cheeks heating up as tanaka laughs kissing your temple lightly, rubbing the apple of your cheek with his thumb.

- “adorable.”

- “you’re going to be the death of me.”

tetsuro kuroo :

- son of a bitc-

- is pretty used to shy ppl because he hangs out with kenma a lot so he knows the drill

- but that does noT stop him from teasing the hell out of you

- loves to tease you, but will also know when to help you through your shyness

- will try and help you come out of your shell but won’t over do it

- he doesn’t rlly care abt PDA, if you’re into he’s into it, if you’re not he’s not 🤷‍♀️

- buT will show you off once in a blue moon,, specifically when a dude is too close to you 🙃

- you’re over at his house, he bring up the topic of PDA/cuddling

- you think about it for a bit before glancing up at him, his eyes are soft and kind

- unlike his usual cat eye ones

- he still has a predatory gaze on you, watching your every move, that part never changes

- you nod, and he picks you up, bringing you to his bed. he gently urges you to come closer to him, seeing as you pulled away as soon as you felt his sheets under you.

- “ahh getting shy, chibi-chan?” your boyfriend’s deep voice whispers in your ear, purposely leaning in closer to get a reaction out of you.

- you squirm, as kuroo laughs heartily at his successful attempt on flustering you. he wraps and arms around you, pulling you closer into his chest.

- you tense up at his actions, but his soothing and warm touch has your shoulders relaxing. eventually, your body loosens up.

- “you’re okay now? no longer shy?” kuroo teases and you slap his chest lightly, whining in embarrassment.

- “tetsu~ you’re so mean to me,” you huff, crossing your arms resembling a small child that had enough of the teasing.

- he laughs, but listens to your complaint to not to tease as much.

[whoreadsnowadays]

You know what? Fuck it. Cam shatter headcannons

At first Cam thought it was a prank. Like there's no way. This has to be some practical joke, right? He hoped, only for him to be wrong.

He came to the lab to find little brother lying on an old cot barely breathing, with a gaping hole in his chest. He can feel his heart physically sink.

Little guy was practically his little brother too, he can't stand the thought of not being able to see him again.

He tries to help out Donnie in the lab and finding the materials to fix little bros plastron. Lots of searching and breaking into junk yards too.

Cam trying to sew/knit/embroider but then remembering about little bro and it keeps distracting him from being able to finish.

If this is in the version where Shredder finds out about little brother because of the spraypaint incident (I came up with it for the angst >:) ) Cam is going to be blaming himself the entire time. He shouldn't have taken him with them. Its all his fault. He and Casey are not allowed to be near little brother or even know the lair because of how angry Leo and Raph are. Mikey and Donnie being angry, but more disappointed.

If it's in the the regular timeline, he won't really blame himself. He's just wondering what would have happened if he had actually gone out that night. He was planning on it. But decided not too that night. He wonders how different things would have been if he had gone.

DUDE. DUDE?? YOU CANT JUST 1. DROP THIS ON ME WITHOUT WARNING, AND 2. MENTION AN EVEN ANGSTIER ALTERNATE TIMELINE OFFHAND????? /pos

Leo in the regular timeline blaming himself entirely, and then in the spraypaint timeline, him finding out about Shredder knowing abt lil bro because of Cam and going from blaming himself to blaming Cam and Casey almost entirely!!!! Obviously he's still beating himself up for what happened in the moment, but more often than not he's cursing out Cam and Casey for even taking him out in the first place-

AND AND AND LEO AND CAM ALREADY KINDA DISLIKE EACH OTHER, BUT THIS WOULD RUIN THEIR RELATIONSHIP FOR A LONG TIME AFTER THIS. LEO GOES FROM FINDING CAM ANNOYING TO ABSOLUTELY FUCKING DETESTING CAM DUDE.

He'd never really get over it either I don't think, there'd be none of them getting closer at the farmhouse, there'd be no slow awkward bonding at the end of season three, the only time they get close is during the space arc where they both realize they like space heroes, and if lil bro survives (who, by the way, is feeling so guilty abt ruining any semblance of a friendship they could have) realizes they both like space heroes, and forces them together to talk about it, but even then the conversations are somewhat awkward and clipped.

And CAM feeling so so guilty and having that "our relationship is horrible" realization early, and being so devastated that Leo fucking detests him, and they never get over that immense guilt bc everytime they see Leo they're reminded of it-

HONESTLY CAM AND CASEY'S RELATIONSHIP WITH ALL THE TURTLES BEING RUINED. Raph refusing to speak to either of them, he knows they didn't mean to hurt his lil bro but he's so angry, just the thought of their faces makes him wanna punch something. And Mikey refusing to hang out, and Donnie not answering any of Cam's messages, and all of them absolutely reinforcing Cam and Casey's ban.

Finally Cam begs April to let him use her phone to call Mikey, because he wont answer for them, and he's sobbing over the phone saying sorry over and over and explaining he really didn't want anything to happen, and how it wasn’t Casey's idea to go out so don't be mad at him, "please don't forgive me just because I'm sobbing over the phone, please, I just couldn't go another day without at least saying I'm sorry, I know it doesn't help and I know it doesn't fix anything but I'm so so sorry" and it takes the kraang invasion and the farmhouse for all of them to finally come back around with Cam, recognizing that it was just as much their fault as it was Cam's, and slowly letting them back into their lives. Of course they also slowly warm back up to Casey, but honestly I'm thinking more abt Cam rn sorry buddy u have so much transmasc swag.

[tendouluvr]

bakugō helping you clean your room - gn reader

- fluff, comfort

- warnings: doesnt exactly say depression but can be implied? reader will just say they lost motivation lately and felt like they couldn’t do anything bc its been a hard time but im leaving it as vague as possible so anyone can imply anything really, no swearing <3

- wc: 983

a/n: :o first writing post!! i got this idea when i saw a vid on my yt rec and it was a clean in real time w me vid i love cleaning vids

baku a lil ooc i think not sure i didnt wanna make him sound too harsh bc reader doesnt need that attitude rn but i hope he still sounds blunt enough for him to be bkg

p.s. this isnt edited and written in proper grammar. i use u, ur, lowercase, literally how i text so just a heads up. i’ll come back and rewrite this properly one day maybe

#! bakugō😑 hes loud

#! enters ur room by stomping until he realizes that there isnt floor space to stomp

#! adruptly stops and lets out one of his little “oh?” while he stares at ur lying body on the bed with ur head stuffed in between two pillows

#! “baby?” and he’ll get a grunt and a whine from u in return

#! “ur rooms a little... do u need help?” he mumbles

#! u slowly get up and look at him from across the room while mumbling something

#! “what? speak up”

#! he maneuvers his way thru ur room to u

#! “i said i havent had the motivation to do anything lately. its been hard for me to do much to be honest. im sorry it’s so messy, i know this wasnt what u were expecting when u came in”

#! “tch, don’t apologize. ur fine. i’ll clean it. wanna help?”

he starts clearing out all of the dirty laundry laying around ur room and while he does that u take ur time picking up some cups around ur desk area. u placed the used cups, some still had water and some was empty, into an empty basket laying around so u can bring it all out to the kitchen at once.

bakugō works fast so he was already done with picking up the dirty laundry and was now folding and hanging ur clean laundry thats just been sitting in the corner of ur room waiting to be put away.

“do u want to time urself? or do some countdown to help u stay focus or something?” bakugō asked u once he saw that u got distracted with some keychain on ur desk.

“hmm? oh, sure! sorry i just haven’t seen that keychain in a while heh.”

“it’s fine. here, use my phone and give urself however much time u need.”

“thank u katsu~,” u said, grabbing his phone and giving urself 10 minutes to pick up the remaining cups (and a plate but lets not talk abt that), go to the kitchen, and come back.

u made it back with almost 3 minutes remaining and decided to lay back down until the timer went off. bakugō was finishing up the last bit of ur laundry and was just organizing ur closet.

u heard the closet door close and brought ur head up to see bakugō walking towards u on the bed. he brought his arms out and u sat up to wrap ur arms around his waist while he’s standing, hugging ur shoulders.

“good job, baby. im hella proud of u. do u wanna keep resting? i can clean the rest.”

“no! i’ll help, what do i do?”

he lets out a low chuckle and tells u that u can go get a big trash bag from the kitchen so u guys can throw away any junks found while cleaning ur desk and shelves. bakugō began vacuuming, seeing that the floor was pretty much clear from any clutter that could get in the way, while u left to do ur task.

when u came back with the trash bag and some disinfecting wipes, he was halfway done vacuuming so u decided to start clearing out one of ur shelves. this was one of a few u have that holds some random books and figures that just so happens to be in ur room (yk those random stuff u find in ur room that u dont know where it came from but u do know abt it, yea im talking abt those)

u took everything out to wipe the shelf with the disinfecting wipes and then began sorting thru ur items so ur shelf can be less clustered. a little humming and sorting later, u finally decided on what to keep and what to throw and started putting it all back onto ur shelf.

bakugō just finished vacuuming and went over to u to help clean the other shelves so it’ll be done faster. he chose the top three shelves and took everything off at once. he wiped down all three and started sorting thru ur belongings, asking u now and then if u wanna keep something because he wasn’t sure. soft humming could be heard from u and echoing hums could be heard from bakugō.

bakugō has a good memory so he remembers where everything is suppose to go, so dont worry ur pretty little head abt him messing up ur stuff. after all, he does care abt u and everything related to u.

u were done with the two shelves he left u, so u went over to ur desk and repeated the taking everything out, wiping it down, and sorting process all over again for every corner of ur desk. bakugō eventually finished and came over to help ur last bit.

u were sitting on ur desk chair rearranging a small figure u have of ur favorite character from ur favorite show when bakugō suddenly lifted u up so he can sit on the chair and u on his lap.

u gasped at this and held onto his arms while he tightens his grip on u. after a moment and u guys settled down, u went back to ur figure while bakugō stuffed his soft face into the nape of ur neck. he leaves kisses on ur neck and shoulder before finally resting his chin onto ur shoulder.

“u did a great job today. if u ever need help remember im here for u, angel. u dont have to feel bad over something u cant control. i’ll keep telling u until it’s drilled into ur head, you’ll even hear it in ur sleep.”

at the last sentence u let out a quick laugh, but nodded ur head telling him u understand.

“i love u katsu.”

“hmm, love u more.”

[moonguilt]

random klance and adashi headcanons? 🥺🤲

i have been meaning to put some grocery shopping headcanons out there… so here u go (plenty more beneath the cut as well):

-when keith and lance are falling in love and in their honeymoon phase with each other, they jump at the opportunity to go grocery shopping together because a) they wanna spend every moment with each other, and b) it’s domestic af and it makes them feel like they Have Something

-once they’ve been together a while, the novelty wears off and the laziness kicks in and they both try to find increasingly ridiculous ways to get the other person to go shopping without them

-keith usually goes for willful/feigned ignorance: “what kind of toothpaste did you say you wanted?” like 4 separate times, and then “idk they all look the same to me, i usually just grab whatever” and when lance inevitably goes on a tirade about the importance of his Very Specific brand and flavor, keith concludes with a “maybe you should buy it in person if you want to be sure you get the right one”

-lance’s tactic neglects logos and instead relies on pathos: “keeeith i am so tired” “keeeith my toes are still so cold from the walk home” “i promise i’ll go next time keith pleeeaase kosmo is in my lap and he’s so comfy look at him keith look. we are having a bonding moment keith dont interrupt us”

-when lance REALLY wants something Very Specific and is genuinely worried that keith will mess it up, he will give in to keith’s strategy and just go shopping himself, but 90% of the time keith is a Weak man and lance always gives him a big toothy grin and a kiss whenever he agrees so honestly you can’t blame him

-also it gives him a chance to restock his emergency midnight snack lunchables stash without lance giving him the “you are a grown man and my mamá gave me so many good recipes for us to try out and yet you choose to bring this under our roof” lecture (even though keith is sure that he bought 5 packs last time and only ate 3 of them but now their pantry is mysteriously devoid of lunchables, which means somebody in this house is lying about their disdain for lunchables)

-but ANYWAY sometimes they still actually do go to the store together just like old times and when they do:

-taking turns doing the thing where you run and put your weight on the back of the shopping cart and let it glide-(getting caught doing exactly that by an employee and being told off for it after they nearly knock over a chef boyardee can display)

-choosing an item on the list that they have no idea where to find & racing each other to see who can find it first

-“do you see this toothpaste keith. do you see this? can you see the name? can you read the flavor? you see how it says ‘for sensitive teeth’? do you see it?”-“considering you are practically shoving it down my throat, yes.”-“well then maybe your esophagus will be able to remember it for you next time you go shopping”

-keith grabbing the last pack of rainbow gold fish bc they are his favorite-toddler wanted those goldfish & starts crying-”ah shit fuck hey hey hey uhhh” cue keith turning a desperate look toward lance bc he Does Not Know how tf to handle small crying child-lance is like “dude, baby, sweetheart, my man, just give him the goldfish we can get the regular ones”-but keiths like?? bitch?? i got these first?? also im gay and these are my pride fish?? dont be homophobic-lance is about to argue with him abt it but then the kid’s mom gets involved and is like “how could you make my baby cry he’s just a kid let him have his goldfish dont be selfish”-you’ve activated Protective Lance mode-“um okay first of all, rude, keith got them first. second of all, this isnt even healthy for your kid. THIRD of all these are rainbow colored and keith is gay so maybe dont be homophobic??”-things escalate and keith and lance nearly throw down with karen and little jimmy in the snack aisle-they savor every last one of those fucking rainbow goldfish later that night, just out of pure gay spite

-lance spending several minutes inspecting individual broccoli stalks meticulously to make sure they buy only the very best-he narrows it down to two but keeps debating between them until keith comes up behind him and slumps against his back, wrapping his arms around lance’s waist and muttering something about how cold the produce aisle is-lance makes a snarky comment about keith being a whiny baby & keith retaliates by slipping his freezing fingers under lance’s shirt, prompting a startled yelp and giving keith the opportunity to pluck a broccoli stalk from lance’s hand and put it in the cart

-“okay, while we’re here, let’s grab a cucumber for the salad”-“gotcha, one cucumber coming right up–.. hey.. hey, keith, this one kinda looks like a–hehehe–hey keith, do you think i could–hnnkeehehe–do you think i could fit this one up–”-“oh my god”-“what do you say keith–you, me, this cucumber, a bottle of wine–”-“alright im getting on line.”-“wait wait babe im kidding come back let me put the cucumber in the cart”-“NO go get a different one, i am NOT letting that one anywhere near our salad”

-selfies with the local Stop & Shop robot. lance thinks it’s kind of creepy but keith thinks it’s cute and lance thinks that’s cute, so

-“lance we left the reusable bags in the car”-“quiznak. well that’s okay, we can just use plastic bags this one time and i’ll make sure we put them to good use at home so it’s not wastefu–”-“no. we paid money for our bags. we have to use them. i’ll be right back”-“keith we parked way down on the other side of the–oh my god KEITH WATCH OUT FOR THAT OLD LADY holy shit SLOW DOWN oh my god man”

-keith tries to sneak those storebought sugar cookies, you know the clear-boxed ones that they always put out front with holiday-colored frosting and sprinkles, into their cart-“keith what is with your obsession with processed food”-“it was all had to eat when i was living alone in the desert”---“baby that is very sad and you know i empathize with your tragic anime backstory but put those godawful abominations back or so help me”

-only, keith isn’t the only one who likes processed food

-yeah, another reason keith is so used to it is because even after he started living with shiro, he kept eating that junk because that’s all shiro ever ate too

-shiro is a slut for kraft mac & cheese

-this presents a problem for him and adam, because adam loves spicy food and loves to make spicy food for shiro to eat

-but shiro is a big baby, and due to his inability to cook and his subsequent reliance on kraft & campbell’s & top ramen, he basically has white people taste buds

-adam is scandalized when he learns this the hard way after finding shiro nearly in tears over his half-eaten serving of dum aloo

-adam promptly declares that shiro needs a culinary intervention and they have been working towards the recovery of his palate ever since

-shiro is a creature of habit though, and he will try to convince adam to let them buy kraft mac & cheese whenever they go to the store together (which is often because unlike keith and lance, they never got tired of it and they still consider it a romantic domestic activity to this day. they’re just gay like that)

-when keith and shiro have their “broganights” together they indulge in all their crappy processed comfort food, much to the consternation of lance and adam, who bond over their shared exasperation and begrudging affection for their respective partners

[sybcritics-blog]

( lee jooheon, cismale, he/him, 24. ) — CHOI JUNGWOO, better known to the authorities as VULCAN, has been working for the kumiho for around SIX YEARS as a JANITOR. rumor has it, they can be DARING & KALEIDOSCOPIC but also IRASCIBLE & SYBARITIC which is why blood-stained hands, all black wardrobes, crooked smirks, and weaponry makes me think of them.

hey  demons,  it  me,  ya  girl,  gem  ...  back  at  it  again,  only  this  time  my  character  is  worst  than  the  first  one.  which  is  saying  something  because  oof  minwoo  was  an  absolute  disaster  !  so  if  that  gives  you  any  idea  as  to  how  this  shithead  is  gonna  be,  that  should  be  a  clue  !  

again,  his  whole  backstory  isn't  completely  figured  out  but  i  have  what  i've  already  figured  out  below  the  cut,  as  well  as  his  basic  information,  personality  &  some  wanted  plots  i  have  for  him  ! 

if  you  want  to  plot  with  this  lil  pyro,  smash  that  like  button  &  i'll  come  to  you  !  or  of  course,  if  you  like  d*scord  better  than  tumblr  feel  free  to  add  me  on  there  (  @𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕂𝕃𝔼𝕍𝕠𝕊𝕊!#9330 )  &  we  can  plot  from  there  !

                                         BASIC INFORMATION.

full  name:  choi  jungwoo. nickname(s):  jun,  woo. age:  twenty-four. date  of  birth:  october  31st. birthplace:  daegu,  south  korea. current  location:  seoul,  south  korea. ethnicity:  korean. nationality:  korean. gender:  cismale. pronouns:  he  /  him  /  his. orientation:  pansexual. crew  position:  janitor. occupation:  instagram  model  /  youtuber.  (  eboy  basically  ig  ) language(s)  spoken: korean,  english,   chinese,  japanese,  spanish,  greek,  thai  &  french.

                                    PHYSICAL  APPEARANCE.

face  claim:  lee  jooheon  (  joohoney  )  of  monsta  x. hair  color:  changes  frequently,  currently  dark  brown. eye  color:  brown. height:  6  '  1  ". weight:  175. build:  athletic. tattoos:  far  too  many  to  count. piercings:  multiple  in  his  ears,  a  tongue  piercing,  nipple  piercings,  a  scar  on  his  right  brow  from  an  old  brow  piercing.

                                                       HEALTH.

physical  ailments:  alcohol  abuse,  drug  abuse  & lactose  intolerance. neurological  conditions:  back  pain  &  occasional  migraines. allergies:  pollen,  mold,  dairy,  shellfish. sleeping  habits: 3-4  hours  a  night,  restless. eating  habits:  mostly  junk  food,  fast  food  &  take-out  but  he  does  enjoy  going  to  fancy  places  every  once  in  a  while  as  well  as  cooking  meals  at  home. exercise  habits:  jogs  every  morning,  is  in  a  boxing  group  that  meets  every  week. body  temperature: hot  natured. addictions:  alcohol,  tobacco,  drugs  &  sex. drug  use: frequent. alcohol  use: frequent.

                                          PERSONALITY. ( PT 1. )

label:  the  cataclysmic. positive  traits:  daring  &  kaleidoscopic. negative  traits:  irascible  &  sybaritic. fears:  large  bodies  of  water. hobbies:  boxing,  card  games,  video  games,  reading,  cooking,  comic  books,  jogging. habits: tbd. quirks:  tbd.

                                                 FAVORITES.

season:  fall. color(s):  black,  red,  green. music:  isn’t  super  picky,  doesn't  care  for  country. movies:  mostly  action,  suspense,  horror  &  comedy. sport(s):  watches  baseball  &  hockey. beverage(s):  anything  but  sparkling  water. food:  fast  food. animal:  dogs.

                                                     FAMILY.

father: tba. mother: tba. sibling(s):  younger sibling, nineteen. children:  n/a. pet(s):  german  sheppard  puppy. family’s  financial  status:  upper  class.

                                                     EXTRAS.

zodiac sign:  scorpio. mbti:  entp-a.  (  the  debater  ) enneagram:  type  eight. (  the  challenger  ) temperament:  choleric. hogwarts  house:  slytherin. moral  alignment:  chaotic neutral. primary  vice:  lust. primary  virtue:  pride. element: fire.

                                                BIOGRAPHY.

born  in  daegu  sk  to  a  lawyer  and  a  police  officer,  jun's  life  was  always  pretty strict.

they  always  made  sure  he  was  living  like  they  wanted  him  to,  cracking  down  and  making  sure  he  was  behaving  &  that  his  grades  were  at  the  top  of  his  class.

little  did  they  know  that  their  son  found  ways  around  having  to  obey  everything  they  said,  sneaking  out  of  his  bedroom  window  to  roam  the  streets  of  daegu  in  the  middle  of  the  night  &  things  like  that.

that's  also  where  he  first  found  his  interest  in  fire,  seeing  people  mess  with  small  bonfires  /  fireworks  all  the  time  caused  him  to  grow  curious.

so  one  night  on  one  of  his  adventures,  he  approached  a  group  of  kids  that  were  probably  only  a  few  years  older  than  him  and  they  allowed  him  into  their  group  &  allowed  him  to  start  messing  with  the  fireworks  himself.

it  was  from  that  moment  on  that  he  started  to  rebel  a  little  bit  more  with  each  day  that  passed,  eventually  sneaking  out  &  staying  gone  the  entire  night  only  to  sneak  back  up  through  his  window,  get  2  hrs  of  sleep  and  then  head  to  school.

parents  never  figured  out  about  it  though,  he  was  good  at  lying  to  them  &  anyone  with  any  sort  of  'authority'  so  he  was  able  to  continue  pleasing  them  &  pretending  to  be  this  pefect  son  all  while  living  the  life  he  actually  wanted  to  live.

the  only  thing  that  came  as  a  shock  to  his  parents  was  him  moving  out  at  the  age  of  sixteen,  getting  his  own  apartment  and  whatnot  so  he'd  stop  having  to  hide  how  he  wanted  to  live  or  have  to  sneak  out  of  his  own  home.

however,  to  them,  they  just  thought  he  wanted  to  become  more  of  an  adult  &  so  they  never  really  questioned  it  or  checked  up  on  him  without  warning.

he  had  just  turned  eighteen  when  he  was  approached  by  the  mastermind  after  getting  into  a  fight  at  a bustling  club,  leaving  the  other  person  laid  out  on  the  ground  while  jun  barely  had  any  injuries  whatsoever.  

the  mastermind  offered  a  job,  keep  people  quiet  or  clean  up  after  the  ones  who  can't  and  you'll  get  paid  shit  tons  of  money...  who  was  jun  to  turn  that  offer  down?

a  few  months  after  that  is  when  his  instagram  persona  started  forming,  posting  his  outfits  on  the  app  started  to  cause  people  to  follow  him  &  ask  for  more...  n  before  he  knew  it,  he  was  getting  agents  messaging  him  offering  to  be  HIS  agent  &  allow  him  to  make  even  more  money  just  by  posting  the  simplest  of  things  on  a  daily  basis.

again,  who  was  he  to  really  turn  down  the  offer?  especially  considering  the  fact  he'd  already  grown  a  taste  for  all  things  expensive.

&  thus,  jun's  double  life  began  once  more,  though  this  time,  both  sides  of  his  life  were  things  he  truly  enjoyed.

                                       PERSONALITY. ( PT 2. )

the  Worst...

short-tempered  as  heck,  will  snap  on  people  for  breathing  in  his  direction  wrong  if  he's  in  one  of  those  moods...

loves  violence... it's  a  problem.  will be  that  asshole  who  starts  bar  fights  just  so  he  can  fight  someone  ksfjghsdf

.... if  you  haven't  figured  it  out,  the  boy  loves  to  play  with  fire.  constantly  burns  stuff,  always  tries  to  take  things  of  other  peoples  to  burn  them.  also  likes  to  ... possibly  set  empty  buildings  on  fire  only  to  watch  them  burn  down.  yike.

can  be  extremely  goofy  &  joking  one  moment  and  then  the  biggest  grumpy  asshole  the  next.  all  really  depends  on  his  mood  at  the  time.

when  he's  in  a  good  mood  though,  he  loves  to  mess  with  people  &  joke  around  or  just  go  explore  the  area.  day  trips  are  his  favorite  thing  in  the  world  even  though  he  won't  admit  to  it.

however,  when  he  isn't.... don't  mess  with  him  bc  he  will probably  try  and  snap  ur  head  off  or  yell  at  you  for  the  dumbest  shit.  probably  figures  out  he's  being  a  dick  a  little  too  late  but  will  still  own  up  to  it  and  apologize  eventually.

a  bit  of  a  wild  card,  honestly.  you  never  know  what  mood  he's  going  to  be  in  or  what's  going  on  in  his  head  at  any  given  moment.

a  heaux,  shock  shock...  but  like  actually  really  bad  abt  it,  constantly  has  some  new  hook  up  or  something  like  that.

this  is  a  work  in  progress  as  well  so  that's  all i've  got  atm

                                                   PLOT IDEAS.

someone  from  his  past  who  knows  that  his  father  is  a  police  officer  &  constantly  gets  on  his  ass  for  all  the  stupid  shit  he  does  bc  they  don't  want  him  getting  caught  let  alone  his  own  father  finding  out.

his  go  to  person  for  all  things  stupid  as  fuck.  getting  high  on  the  roof?  check.  getting  drunk  &  dancing  on  the  bar?  check.  walking  around  seoul  at  4  in  the  morning?  check.

the  fire  &  ice  combination  we  all  want  for  our  muses,  they  fight,  bicker,  try  to  throw  hands  w  each  other  even  but  at  the  end  of  the  day,  they  actually  care  about  one  another.

someone  who's  able  to  see  the  softer  side  of  jun,  either  by  just  being  around  for  his  'down'  days,  or  finding  out  that  a  sleepy  /  just  woke  up  jun  has  a  tendency  to  be  soft  and  a  tiny  bit  needy.

the  jokester  friend  who's  always  pranking  jun  &  jun  tries  to  one  up  them  &  get  his  revenge.

the  LOATHING  plot...  idk  what  it  would  be  for  but  they  just  literally  can't  stand  each  other  &  they  make  sure  it's  known  to  the  world.

someone  who  puts  up  with  his  instagram  persona  and  goes  on  shopping  trips  &  appears  in  the  dumb  videos  he  uploads  to  both  instagram  &  youtube.

speaking of,,,,,  the  'dating'  rumor.  basically  they're  really  close  friends  &  are  seen  by  the  media  together  a  lot  so  people  just  assume  they're  a  thing  &  start  getting  hashtags  about  them  trending  as  well  as  all  the  other  fun  stuff  that  goes  along  with  that.

will  add  more  as  they  come  to  mind  !

[arodrwho]

critrole 2.54 lb

they still look so dazed lmao

Big Flask!!

oh caleb is there suddenly? i thought he was watching from an alley

spose we skipped over him walking in

god i love caleb & nott

“no i don’t work for them” lmfao

i love how fjord continues to coach ppl on how to like. blend in

it was put to me once as Have Some Free NT Acting Lessons From A Fellow ND & i. have never been able to see it any other way since

lmfao caleb i love u

man dairon’s cold

they? she & they?

“i have a hunch that the assembly may be aiding the krynn in some way” huh

that’s sure gotta feel some kinda way for caleb

“if i can use it to tear down the entire assembly from within on my return then i will have lived a very just life” oh damn

i saw a caleb reaction that sure was a thing

“u can. not in here” i love u caduceus

“ur the bird person. ur the bird person ur the person who’s sending birds” what

??????? caduceus what the heck

are u talking about like. did u see some birds flying round?

“i operate alone that’s how i’ve survived this long” lmao okay dairon

“other than you. your background” “are you referring to this” [gestures to horns] hm

“this is the front. it’s not my real accent” is this true or a lie caleb. are u lying to dairon or is this Accent Fact true

“how was i supposed to get better, you fucking left” ohhohohoho abandonment issues ahoy

“letting him have any seat of power in the government” twitch keeps skipping out but did u just say stuff abt trent??

what did u SAY

u named a bird & it didn’t come back u say?? what a coinkydink.....so did beau......

“she has a ferret named sprinkle that has survived against all fuckin odds” lmao “it’s a weasel!” lmfao

“please. live.” o damn

“i am terrible at accents” oh??

“sound like me” “try to sound like you. iiii’m a little goublin...iiii like buttons” “oh hi. i am loving pastries and also my gott is so cool u guyss” “eldritchh blaeeesssst” caleb i love u so much

“i like to swallow sworrrrrds” caleb i love u. i can’t cope with the amount that i love u

“thet’s niiice” “techinically. technikly” i love him

“i’ve always been a fan of a haunted well. well. wells’re great” cad ur so weird. u Do Not Like undead but u love ghost stories & there was also a ghost u didn’t wanna have to punch once. i don’t understand u + ghosts it’s..so confusing

“u need your eyes checked, there is literally mud caked in my hair” lmao

“u never seen a servant before?” s’some quick thinkin fjord

so much for not drawing attention to urself caleb

did u say “eldreeetch” there caleb, bc for a second it sounded like “they looked rich” but then ppl laughed? so i assume,

“i wouldn’t do that to u” then why suggest it fjord u asshole “...caleb can shrink u!!” fjord goes a step 2 far w/his teasing. nott responds by prodding one of fjord’s insecurities

i know ppl enjoy y’all’s antagonistic friendship but My Dude i would sure like it if fjord would lay off & stop apologizing after the fact, & so nott would no longer say rude things back

Be Nice To Each Other

mostly u fjord. be nice to nott. she pokes ur insecurities, sure, but i don’t see her sniping abt ur trauma, so like maybe leave hers alone? going “jk” doesn’t make that alright my dude

inconclusion [frowns]

this poor bugbear

god i love fjord here. he’s so intimidating it’s hilarious. 11/10

oh cool u borrowing the armor junk

“good luck out there” aw ily nott

ooooooo updates!!

“i want to give u sth” beau don’t give her the codex thing what the hell

like, i like dairon but i don’t trust her?

beep beep we return from break

sam thinks of nott as having boobs?

well that sure is an interp i suppose

i’m gonna stick over here though in the “nott has no chest or rly any curves to speak of” corner though

“going over spells in his head nervously” hi i love caleb

caduceus mvp

wisdom saving throw--a 26? fuckin nice

also, mlm caleb maybe? personally i’m still sittin in the aroace caleb camp but u know,, in past times, before the trauma, am fond of aspec bi caleb as a Thing

“iyldritchh bliste” lmao

boy these fuckers real hard to fuckin uhhhhhhh hit

seal? thing? seal itte

orrr follow the weirdos

no that’s ur wind-down/wrap-up voice :(((((

i don’t want to be doneee

but fine i gUESS

anyway that was neat!!

[aphgermanyheadcanons]

turkger headcanons, pretty please? i love your ideas sm!!

tysmmmm anon!

sadiq n lud are just rlly cute together?? pure??? despite whtvr might be happening around them i like to think these two have always just had a supportive sweet relationship and they’re just. Good for each other bc lud brings out sadiq’s genuine kindness and aspiration to be Good and sadiq brings out lud’s confidence and sense of adventure?? prayer hands but yes! let’s crank some hcs out ;)

sadiq has somehow transformed lud into a man who enjoys hugs and kisses and held hands despite the odds stacked against him many suspect it was the time sadiq massaged out the century old tension in lud’s shoulder muscles that converted him to the touchy-feely life but we are still Uncertain…

they like to arm wrestle and also actual wrestle it’s rlly ridiculous and usually ends w sadiq smothering ludwig in kisses

man?? also he is a man?? sadiq’s a man?? w noice muscles and scruff and a mAN’s voice and lud would be lying if he said he didn’t appreciate that

lud’s wardrobe definitely got a revamp and sadiq is frequently dragging him back up the stairs to get him into smth nice bc “it’s a shame for such a hot bod to be so horribly dressed!”

they like to chill at cute cafes and talk abt Literature and History and Mythology and Things and it’s chill and lax

sadiq likes to drag lud to events and show him off to everyone there by casually walking around w his hand around his waist and lud has just gotten used to it now and honestly it makes him feel good abt himself 

lud in turn drags sadiq to the mountains and they go off on ridiculous camping adventures and eat too much junk food and then complain abt how much stuff they brought to each other as they consume said stuff w/o genuinely caring bc honestly who can go wrong w too many smores

sadiq just has this Energy and normally?? that would drain tf out of lud but w sadiq it’s Different and even tho sadiq is hyped he can calm down and just listen and that’s?? nice?? bc he’s still energetic, still lively, still pushing for adventure but lud knows in the end that he cares and he’ll be there to help him put away the dishes after the party

sadiq is in lov w lud’s brightness and his lil spark of competitiveness and they like to go off and play football and sadiq will gush to lud abt how smart and athletic and confident he is and how sexy that is and lud is in general and boy is it embarrassing but it’s also helped bc hey if sadiq, as cool as he is, is complimenting him there must be smth worth complimenting B)

sadiq get a lil melancholy sometimes abt the Past and lud has gotten in the habit of making sure business is settled for the hour for him and then sending him a Nice Text and this tends to restore sadiq’s belief in humanity

in the flip flop situation sadiq is good abt setting everything down and just hugging lud or holding his hand and re-affirming him verbally and effectively out of the Bad Mood

basically?? they’re cute??? as a couple they’re unexpected, they’re unique, they’re defo not every nation couple but they have each other’s backs and it Works this was a blessed ask anon

[inside-aut-blog]

Autistic Beau (Critical Role)

right out the gate the most obvious thing is that fjord explicitly coaches her on social skills. like, several times. several at her own request

the How To Give Compliments lesson in particular stands out, bc she’s like “wait. i sounded rude?? but i was being genuine!”, & she asks for his help practicing doing compliments right (& proceeds to do…badly); perfect example of missing social cues & struggling w/tone + facial expressions

literally the…entire aftermath of the bowl argument tbh:

explicitly asks fjord for help w/the apology bc she isn’t sure how to do it

when fjord goes “you, not good at apologizing??” she has to check if he’s joking; “you’re being facetious, aren’t you?

fjord: a great place to start w/apologies is to mention the stuff you just said beau: that i’m not good at apologies?

(a completely logical but also also very literalresponse)

fjord goes, “it takes a big person to apologize for something. little people are the ones that make mistakes and just let them go,” & beau’s all, “oh, like nott? a little person”; behold, another literal response

beau says “oh okay” when fjord tells her she shouldn’t smile while apologizing; seems genuinely surprised + grateful for the advice

fjord: there’s a thing called sarcasm that you ride a line with sometimes beau: okay, that’s good to know

(canonically struggles w/unintentional sarcasm, heyo)

an example of this is when she’s telling the group about what happened when she first met dairon, & they don’t really believe her bc she doesn’t sound entirely serious, even though she rly is

fjord also has to kinda talk her through that first hug w/caleb? she doesn’t know how to do it; unfamiliar & uncomfortable w/comforting folks

oh! fjord jester & nott all coach her through her awkward apology to toya

she’s generally low-empathy. like, she has to be told to apologize to toya, she struggles to understand caleb’s pov whenever they argue, she thinks jester’s genuinely happy & unbothered after the iron shepards stuff, she’s not all broken up by the dragon debacle, she affectionpunches the injured guy in felderwin, etc. etc.

on that note–she outright says that punches & the like are how she shows affection, & uhhh showing affection in unusual ways? that’s autistic.

relatedly. she seems most comfortable doing more traditional affection quietly? like, silently handing jester a tissue, waiting til jester’s asleep to tuck her in, wordlessly putting a hand on caleb’s shoulder, etc. (which isn’t necessarily autistic in itself, but is a mood for this autistic, so on the list it goes)

also like, ppl remark over & over again abt her poor social skills, particularly nott (“you think she was dropped on her head or something? she’s just very sort of…you know…”, “beau is terrible at relationships and social interactions,” [paraphrased] “you shouldn’t talk to yussa you’re abrasive and bad at this sort of thing”) and fjord (“sometimes when you compliment people it sounds like a fuckin insult,” “there’s a thing called sarcasm you ride a line with sometimes,” “[insert various bits of socialing advice here]”)

is the very first person to remark that holding + petting frumpkin, Designated Emotional Support Stim Cat, is therapeutic

on that note, again–beau has that weird characteristically autistic thing of mixing up informal & hyperformal speech? she speaks aggressively casually most of the time, but will still drop in shit like “facetious” instead of “joking,” & “therapeutic” instead of “calming,” & etc.

when she tells the truth, she’s almost invariably blunt, eg “i’m kinda concerned for your well-being–it’s fine, i’m not that concerned,” “i don’t know why i told you [i slept with dairon],” [insert literally any argument here], etc.

uhhhhhh sth abt her reaction to caduceus’s “tell the truth” thing–like, it doesn’t seem to’ve fully occurred to her before then that she could be selectively honest, or just bend the truth rather than outright lying? which strikes me as potentially autismrelated in the sense of. that’s a shade of gray, & black n white thinking is autism thing

anyway.

pocket bacon. a) doesn’t seem to realize it’s weird, & b) samefood…….

voice edges on monotone at times

just the fact she’s still wearing the cobalt vestiges early in the campaign, when she’s left the monks & hasn’t joined back up yet–sticking w/what’s familiar when it’s not necessary or even rly practical? autisti c

undercut + topknot? easy-to-take-care-of hairstyle, tie it n go

her eagerness to Get Into Sneaky Shit & quiet disappointment when she’s left out of said sneaky shit “bc it’s her whole thing” makes me think that like. that sort of espionage junk was maybe an old special interest of hers, in addition to obviously being Her Trade

big emotions that she struggles to regulate, esp. anger/frustration; has openly admitted having anger issues

relatedly she’s canonically gotten so frustrated & upset that she’s just started crying (granted it was at a broadly overwhelming moment–the succubus fight–but none of the others cried so like,)

lowkey has that “connects easier to animals than people” thing going on? is noticeably delighted every time she’s given frumpkin to hold; the very first time she holds him she’s all “he likes me :D!” –is also noticeably upset when the prof thaddeus saga goes down

lifelong struggle to make friends; never rly had them before the m9

asks a dude why he’s afraid of fire, ie why he has dissociative & nonverbal episodes whenever he burns someone to death. is then shocked that the reason is So Heavy

mmmm perseverates; eg in battles she’ll often Keep Trying To Stun over & over despite lack of success, in arguments she’ll keep hammering the same point, in General once she decides she wants to know a thing she digs & digs until she finds it out (file that under adhd as well)

sometimes overshares w/strangers w/out realizing she’s overshared; eg “yeah my parents named me beau because they always wanted a son,” said to bo like 30 seconds after meeting him

is shouty when they first meet keg & then apologizes for it & says “i’m trying to work on the manners thing”

the “long may he rein” bit at molly’s grave was echolalia

ok SO we all know traci is beau’s straightsona yes? but i hereby propose……….she is Also beau’s ntsona (sociable, bubbly, polite, uses more variation wrt tone of voice,,,)

when she touches the little window thing in halas’s study & pulls jester along with her, she’s like “ahhh! my actions have consequences that affect other people!!!” & that. is what we here in this house call an Autistic Mood (specifically a low-empathy autistic mood)

“is it wrong for me to feel okay when everyone else feels really bad” is Also an autistic mood (of the same variety)

she’s a great negotiator in terms of like. tactical shit? but when it comes to fuckin–emotional mediation stuff, she rly struggles. see: when she tries to mediate between nott & caleb in the apothecary basement (trips over her words & trails off, doesn’t seem to know what else to do/say)

canonically hates the color yellow. consider: is bc sensory bad

makes name puns. i’ve not met an autistic yet who didn’t love puns

seems surprised that no one else caught that her name is beau & she fights w/a bo staff–the redundancy is obvious to her, so surely it must be to everyone else aswell?? (what do u mEAN no????)

OH. when beau says to jester “i mean…you could watch if u wanted” re: her hypothetically kissing dairon & then is like “…would that make you uncomfortable? –nevermind” that’s. autism; foot in mouth not realizing how other ppl will feel

misses…..unstated implications. like down in the sewer w/the drow, they decide to just leave the dude & the beacon behind & beau’s like “we’re letting him leave without it?” & the others are like. we’re leaving both we don’t know if he’ll take it [wonk] not our problem, & she’s again like “but he won’t take it?” until fjord translates & goes “yes, he’s taking it”

she’s like “caleb u can just get a new fuckign jacket, god” but does she get herself a new one?? no. she jus adds a new lining to the monk robes she’s already got & calls it good, like a goddamn Dweeb

also when her arm wraps got burned off she immediately went to replace them; i’m betting she just Feels Weird w/out them bc Is Different, + that they provide some nice pressure times

also after the yussa encounter she says “ i could barely speak i could barely get words out,” which like. semiverbal……….

in ep 57 she said the “sensory overload” words, so mark that down for a phrase she is readily familiar with

[dreamyeyes26]

Let's get this bread! These are fun, and ngl they make me feel validated bc im emotionally hungry like that, aight since i exposed myself we can go on with it now:

Are you named after anyone?

So, long story, I am named after a characterisation of a real person in a song, basically in the past mum was super leftist, she named me after a song that is abt 3 anarchists that lived in the mountains and got shot, fake names poet gave them were "Nazlıcan, Bedirhan and I Suphi". I am the first one to die in this poem turned into song, and in the song i am referred as a free spirited wind driven in the end 'a delicate butterfly corpse' woman. The real meaing of nazlı-can is coy,gracefulI, slow, kind-life,heart. Soooo told u it was long let's finish the game here hehe.

2. When was the last time u cried?

I get teary eyed at stuff easily but when it comes to actually crying I am the worst bc I got used to stuff and hurting. Last time I crired was fourty days ago or sth when I had the worst panic attack of my life and hugged my bf and begged him for it to stop (oops darkness hello sorry).

3.Do u have any kids?

Me is 26, I dont plan on having them, also i dont think i want kids, i wanna adopt a puppy when my life isnt as hectic as it is tho.

4. Do u use sarcasm a lot?

I am a Jane Austen woman, turn bitter reality into laugh material and throw it into the faces of those who cause it.

5.Eye color?

Hazel

6. Scary movie or happy ending?

Happy ending against all genres. Also opinion time, scary movies are generally logically incorrect, you have to try hard to find a good impressive one, so i laugh and yawn and roll my eyes during most of them, i once slept while watching one with friends, also i hate gore, unnecessary imo. Plot twist i am all for illogical stuff in romance tho cause who cares im a sucker give me it, im addicted to fast dopamine lmao.

7. Special talent?

I am good at languages, my ear picks up on the meanings of different languages, so i can understand a 20-50 percent of it if i hear it enough. Also im emphatetic as heck but that might be a weakness.

8.Where were you born?

🇹🇷🇹🇷🇹🇷

9.Hobbies?

Idk her. I tried to have those but im tired. My hobbies include lying down, sleeping, eating junk food, worryin over everything. Also i love poetic shiz.

10. Pets?

My family has 2 doggos 4 cats we live in the same city and i love those babies to death. Tho kitties are not fond of me that much bc i love them violently and physically and theyre like get ur filthy hands of off me, but my goldens love that, since i am practically a golden retriever at heart, not as pure tho.

11. Sports?

I took basketball, volleyball, hmm lemme think, one tour aroumd a tennis court ended in misery and my lungs giving up. I can do zero of them still and i also still havent learnt swimming if you dont count planking on top of water as swimming. I am good at running from responsibilities sport.

12. My height

177 cm

13. Fave subject?

Up until high school i despised and couldnt understand pshysics (Leslie u are actually a genius and a god to understand those stuff), other than that i loved everything bc nerd stuff, i was especially fond of my geometry teacher and geometry tho. In med school life was a misery but i liked pathology, microbiology and ophtalmology.

14. Dream job?

Still to this day musician, concert pianist 😭

15. Tag ppl:

I wanna learn abt ur cute stories too but only if u want to @asequeltoserendipity @jamlescookiejar @quietalien @blondekimseokjin @zombiewerewolfqueen pls guys do this as if i tagged u bc i have a week memory and im on mobile so rip but I wanna learn, byeee💙💙

alright you clowns 🤡 it’s my turn

Tagged by the homies @napofamikrokosmos @jayhoee @favjoon @ahh–lexia and @taeicci 😘

1. Are you named after anyone? Nope but STORYTIME! My parents made a bet that if they were going to have a girl then my dad would name her and if it was a boy then my mom would. So my dad went to the library, read some baby name books and made a list to take to my mom. The ones he had circled became my first and middle name 😎

2. When was the last time you cried? like actually cry? probably like a month ago. I don’t cry often and I hate myself when I do but that’s a whole other story folks 🍵

3. Do you have any kids? 👀 not in this present time, ya girl barely got into her 20s oof

4. Do you use sarcasm alot? Sarcasm? Who is she? Idk her

5. Eye color? Poo poo brown 💩

6. Scary movie or happy ending? I’m a sucker for happy endings and I’m a wuss when it comes to scary movies.

7. Special talents? Uh I mean I used to dance, specifically with flags and a tambourine. Twas dope.

8. Where were you born? Somewhere in the state of California. DM me for my coordinates 📍🗺

9. Do you have any hobbies? Maintaining a terrible sleep schedule, drinking loads of coffee and being one soft dweeb

10. Do you have any pets? My doggo Benji 🐶 and my kitty Mochi 🐱

11. What sports have/do you play? like I wasn’t on a team but soccer was like mandatory to learn I guess (hispanic tingz 🤷‍♀️)

12. How tall are you? 5'5 or 5'6, I can’t remember

13. Favorite subject in school? back when I was younger it was math and science LOL now it’s just science specifically thermodynamics and power control systems 😎 🤟🏻

14. Dream job? damn y'all still got dreams and aspirations? jk 😔 uh I’m trying to work in the energy industry not sure in what specialty

15. Tag humans: (but what if you’re robots? 🤔)

Only if you want to! @starry-sky-1 @sodium-hydrogen-carbonate @zombiewerewolfqueen @quietalien @dreamyeyes26 @jamlescookiejar @blondekimseokjin @asequeltoserendipity

[imbecilenumber1]

i think.... once i get back to school in march things will be a lot better. i lost so much when the schedule of school and the location of not being home around food all the time existed. it’s been a real detriment this time. instead of not packing a lunch and therefore having nothing to eat, i have immediate access to all the shit. to make it worse, now that my mom knows i’m relapsing she’s buying a ton of junk. and i like to think i’m self aware, so i know that i have a disorder that says eating is bad. but i also know something about myself: when in the presence of junk, i binge. so like, i KNOW my restrictive habits and hatred of junk food is slightly irrational, but it’s like.... two ends of a spectrum. if i’ve already eaten one cookie, welp, it’s over, might as well eat 20 cookies. and i think no one understands that, that i have a binge eating component too, and i HATE that bc that means when everyone is panicking abt me losing weight then they buy junk food and have that be the option, and that’s how i ended up gaining so much weight. but i’m not allowed to SAY that bc i’m Disordered and my brain is lying to me and i can’t be in any way cognoscente of my own situation and disorder and how it functions. i hate everything. and my dads so much fucking worse than this. like, he buys what i eat, which is the WORST thing to do bc i eat what’s there. and that leads to him randomly buying heart cookies from trader joe’s that are 130 apiece and then i eat 4 of them and whup how did that happen, and then he sees i ate them, so he goes out and buys more and then everything sucks and i dunno. my dad basically gives me what i want (within reason) because he wants me to LIKE him, and that used to be why he was my favorite parent, but now i realize i hate it. i wouldn’t know how to vacuum, or clean my room, or dust, or go out and see the world if it weren’t for my mom. my dad has zero desire to take some control and i hate it. sure, that leads to shit like lots of fights with my mom when i don’t want to do chores on my one day off, but at least i know how to DO them. my father is giving me zero life skills and i resent him for that. and it makes for a tense household bc then i have to make all the decisions all the time and when i don’t want to someone gets pissed at me for not wanting to always make the decisions. why ME. why not YOU. i just..... it’s hard to have no responsibility outside picking what restaurant and other simple “i want” decisions, and i don’t know what to do with those feelings.

this fucking devolved didn’t it. point is, my parents need to stop buying junk food because then that becomes literally all i eat which isn’t healthy for a multitude of reasons, thank you goodbye.

i’ve been binging roughly 1200-1400 for the past two weeks and i need to fucking stop. it’s showing. i’ve already lost almost 40 lbs and i only need to lose 30 more to be okay with where i am. i could’ve done 15 by now, but i can’t stop tucking eating. i think..... i think i’m going to get back on track this week. i cant put it off abt longer, and i’m back at my dads for two weeks, and he doesn’t know that my doctors know abt my weight loss yet. i can do this. i just have to remember, i can always eat food some other time, it won’t go away, and if i do i’ll finally be okay with my body.

[angstandhappiness]

LOVING THE ART AND TAGS, OUCH TOO

fake ep idea + doodles