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johndonneswife · 5 months ago

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what they don’t tell you about instagram is that you’ll have 50 DMs to reply to, and after weeks of anxiously avoiding them you finally look and read and reply to everyone - and then people just start replying to you. AGAIN. immediately, even. and then you have 50 unread DMs again. so you anxiously avoid looking at them for weeks/months and then you finally bite the bullet and reply to people again…and they answer you within 5 minutes. again. and you just perpetually have 50 unread messages on instagram. and then at some point, you die.

#no but like how does everyone reply instantaneously like #WE ARE SO ONLINE…it’s so bad. i WANT you to leave me on read for months. years even. NEED you too do that actually #akwndkdoskdmfodo #this is the same way i feel about texting #in my head - discord is the only place where you are allowed to message me 24/7 - and where i allow myself to respond #idk it’s a mental thing for sure but it functions like AIM to me?#looking at my text messages stresses me the fuck out so even if the same people were texting me instead of messaging me on discord #i’d probably get overwhelmed bc of all the other texts i’m not replying to #and then just become paralyzed and not text anyone back ever lmfao #I NEED TO BE UNREACHABLE #actually can i like. turn off my instagram DMs like. is that a thing i can do?#i was also thinking about changing my phone number but i’ve had this number since i was like 15?#and it would just be such a hassle with 2FA and everything #but god. I NEED FEWER PEOPLE to know me #😭#anyway all this to say - instagram DMs terrify me - i went through them like three months ago #and had left some people on read for over a year lol it’s fine. it’s fine. instagram is not real #just call me 😭😭😭😭 JUST CALL ME 😭

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