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i'm still mad abt totk like $70 for asset flip was insane
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Do you think you'll ever finish Enchanted To Meet You? It's SO good.
I doubt it- people wrote think pieces about how fucked up they thought the premise was, or how it was proof people who shipped Feysand knew it was abusive.
When in reality I just wanted to write something a little dark.
#ive tried to come back to it few times because it was SO FUN#and then it wasn't#I think the fic culture is different now than in 2022 but the feelings linger
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IV The Tower
During all the time Ptolemy had been in the Other Place, he had not been scared, at all: he had felt such exhilarating freedom, comparable to nothing so far.
Ptolemy had never had difficulty to acknowledge his fragility, his being vulnerable to diseases and much frailer than his peers; he knew to be lucky, being born in the royal family, where he didn’t have to do as much as lift a finger. But he also knew to not be interested in physical strength, so his frailty was never an issue for him.
Until he had gone and come back from the Other Place.
He felt as if he had stones instead of limbs; every breath was painful. He was laying supine inside the pentacle he himself had drawn and then broken hours (days?) before and he couldn’t get up.
Ptolemy took a deep breath, trying to ignore the stabbing pain in his ribs and the surging fear. It was silly, he had not been scared before pronouncing the words of the backward summoning because he knew Rekhyt would have been on the other side, and had not feared the elemental walls nor of the chaos raging around him… He had not feared even his cousins nor the assassins.
Fear or not fear, however, he couldn’t stay laying there forever.
Ptolemy tried to put his strength on his arms and legs, but he didn’t receive an answer. He tried to look at his body and for the first time could glimpse his hands.
It wasn’t good.
But it wasn’t good staying there and wallowing in self-pity, too: he knew there would have been consequences. Even if he didn’t tell Rekhyt about it, Ptolemy knew there was the possibility to not survive a journey like this. Instead, he was alive, even if with some difficulty, and he was inside a pentacle. So. So he could call Rekhyt.
His body was just a little price to pay: Ptolemy knew that from that day on everything would be different.
#and then it wasn't#:'(#bartprompts24#bartimaeus prompt week 24#bartimaeus trilogy#bartimaeus sequence#ptolemy#the tower
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i think our flag means death is going to end in a historically accurate way, but in its own version of historical accuracy -- i.e., ed and stede faking their deaths in order to retire. here are the reasons why.
retirement has been foreshadowed consistently from ed's first full episode on the show (1x04). 1x09 hinges on the idea of retirement (the failed plan to run away). the idea of ed (and stede by association, in 2x07) leaving piracy behind has been heavily embedded throughout season 2. inevitably this seems like it would be where the show is ultimately headed in the season 3 i really hope we get
building off that last point... the idea of faking one's death as a way of escape has also been present throughout the show, particularly in season 1. specifically, ed's plan in 1x04 is to fake his death and assume stede's identity, in order to retire. for sort-of different reasons, stede fakes his death in 1x09, and although that doesn't seem to be something he's trying to keep consistent this season, the faking of his death was still an important plot point. it doesn't seem out of the question that they'd revisit this plot point again as a way for two infamous pirates to leave things behind
while ofmd is mostly not historically accurate at all, it does keep a lot of things true to history (real people like mary bonnet, spanish jackie, calico jack, anne bonny and mary read, etc.; specific things being true such as blackbeard marooning stede bonnet's crew, izzy hands getting shot in the leg, stede bonnet making people walk the plank, etc. etc....). with all this attention spent on these nods to history, it seems to me that they'd keep it consistent with the historical exits of blackbeard and stede bonnet.
i grew up in north carolina, where the historical blackbeard died, and the stories i grew up hearing sounds soooo much like a fuckery to me, if put in the context of ofmd. shit like "it took multiple attempts to kill him, rasputin style" "when his headless body was thrown overboard, it swam around the ship multiple times" (x) screams either of an elaborate fuckery, or of stories of said fuckery being exaggerated through multiple retellings. if this happens, i really hope the writers do something with these batshit crazy legends, that could legitimately be fun
this premise, depending on how it would be approached, has some seriously angst potential. (i am specifically talking about this post. that is what i want)
i love the fact that the show doesn't insist on being grimdark 100% historically accurate -- in fact, i don't think ofmd could exist in its current form if it tried to do this. but the references to/portrayals of real history are fun. and it almost feels like the show is trying adhere to history a certain amount on purpose, based on things i've read in interviews. and so i just think it would be fun if the show indulged in the angst of that tragic ending, blanketed in the knowledge that everything is ultimately going to turn out fine and happy in the end
#i have believed this truly since march 2022#honestly i think my conviction is continually influenced by the fact that i expected the show to be like. 0% historically accurate#and then it wasn't#and i am a history nerd so it's hard not to indulge#ofmd spoilers#ofmd#our flag means death
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Mmmm my little 5 +1 lay on hands fic about Xenk and the party has already gotten out of hand so to speak.
#xenk yendar#xedgin#me to myself: this will just be a few short scenes#😑#and then it wasn't#exploring how he shows affection is fun#especially when the party starts to notice
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He's wearing Yakou's hoodie btw
#rain code#mdarc#raincode#viviakou#yakovi#vivia twilight#yakou furio#furilight#I don't know why I made this ok I just did#this was supposed to be just some quick silly doodle#and then it wasn't#not my best work#but it doesn't matter I will keep posting vivia#I will keep posting viviakou#and my art skills and my lack of confidence in them will not stop me#my art
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I want to watch the next episode of Burrow's End but I'm TERRIFIED that it's going to break my heart.
#my first introduction to dnd was fantasy high#whoch has sad moments. but is altogether a happy campaign#then i played a one shot with friends that was just two hours of us going theough a haunted circus thing#i wrestled a bottle of poison away from our steongest party member with a nat 20 and drank it because i wanted to know what it was#thats what i thought dungeons and dragons was. happy gay high schoolers and opportune nat 20s to drink poison#but the latest one shot i played had a sad ending? and Burrow's End exists??????? whats up with that???????#no criticism to any dms. especially aabria#its just not what i expected. and thats completely on me#i saw a campaign with stoats ajd thought 'oh this is gonna be so cute and nice'#and then it WASN'T#i am so tired
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BULL! I went looking for a VERY SPECIFIC post about a flower taht had some niche tags, and I when I tried to find it again, after searching with EXACY SAME NICHE TAGS, I never found it again! Tried every tag it had and thought it had!
It shows what you need, yes, but never when you need it! And you'll never see ot again, just have vague memories of it!!!
Tumblr is a fate driven website. You can't find posts through the search function, you see them when you're meant to.
#in fairness it could've been deleted#and i did try looking only around 5 or 6 months later-#But it had some very unusual tags you wouldn't find normally so it WAS easy to find#and then it wasn't#AAAAAAAAAA#tumblr
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all that remained were fields of dreamless solitude
only you can show me this
#jayvik#arcane#do you think he kept talking to him for years and years#and discussing the ideas like they used to but he never answered#do you think jayce still has some life to him because he wasn't alone there all this time
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My fellow bitches under 5'5. Whatever the money, do not take a job working at a middle school. A fellow adult tried to put me in detention last month and would NOT give up until I showed her my badge proving Yes, The School Hired Me To Work Here. It's not meant for people our height.
#personal#back to work tomorrow prepare thyself#i have had other adults try to take my phone away ask if I have a tardy pass the aforementioned detention incident-#THE LIST GOES ON#i usually get an apology after they realize im twenty fucking six but sometimes im like#....if you need to apologize this profusely for talking to me like that when you realized i wasn't a student#maybe you shouldn't be talking to the students like that either?#i get it they're irritating as hell but like. as soon as you realized i could report you for yelling at me the way u just did#u HELLA backtracked.#maybe some self reflection is in order?
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it's extremely critical that you see the photo of the perp walk for luigi mangione as being propaganda. i've seen so many people wave it off and instead fawn over his looks. and trust me, i know it ended up being kind of pathetic and weird - but please don't brush it off as a "modelling opportunity" for him. it's a fucking terrifying message the police are sending.
i want to make a few comparisons here, in case you're not from the US or familiar with why the perp walk thing is something to pay attention to. just to set the groundwork for why this is a purposeful, unusual, and cruel act by the nyc police - for why this is not a common occurrence and for why that matters.
the prosecution alleges the show of force is due to the charge of "terrorism." for comparison, in june 2015, tsarnaev was found guilty for the boston marathon bombing, which killed 3 people and injured hundreds. his actions are considered to be an act of domestic terrorism. i have spent the last hour looking through google for pictures of similar to mangione's perp walk - and so far, i have found zero. i also just do not personally remember a moment like that, despite living in boston at the time.
they allege that luigi is a stone-cold killer who carried out a longterm plan, making him particularly dangerous. again for comparison: in nyc, recently cory martin was found guilty of the killing of brandy odom. the murder was planned and premeditated to steal insurance money. and yet no staged perp walk. why didn't her life matter enough for a "show of force"?
but mangione gets paraded by a veritable army of police officers as if he is a rabid animal. for a single citizen who allegedly killed one other single citizen, the "largest perp walk ever" occurs.
so what is the "strong message" that the mayor and the police were trying to send here? the mayor speaks as if mangione is already convicted of terrorism. there is a very thin number of people who feel threatened by the CEO's death. none of us felt like mangione needs to be under massive armed guard.
the message is that you shouldn't resist. they are trying to "make an example" of him - that if you behave badly and kill a single rich person, you'll be treated as if you killed hundreds of people. you will be treated worse than a man who was found guilty of terrorism. you will be considered guilty without trial. the message is that the rich are a protected class, and you cannot touch them without massive punishment. they are trying to prevent a revolution by showing dominance and force against you.
the message is that the police are a puppet of the wealthy and that the law is not equally applied across class disparity. it is "some are more equal than others." it is "one life is more precious than another."
the show of force wasn't for luigi. it was for us. it was a warning. they are trying to remind us who is really in control.
#i bring up tsarnev only bc i feel like people DID want blood. i lived in boston. people wanted to rip him apart.#i do not personally remember a moment where he was paraded around like that. and the fact we gave more dignity to him#than luigi .... is startling.#and i just realized last night i was like - i don't really remember a perp walk like that. maybe im misremembering#but i went to google and i was like. wait why the fuck was it so fucking big.#it WASNT a random act of terror. it WASNT to injure/kill as many as possible.#even if we consider it to be premeditated murder: when have we ever done this.#so brandy's life didnt deserve “a show of force?”#the mayor doesn't say ''our city wont stand for this'' when it's a planned murder for insurance money????#anyway . ur not immune etc etc etc#but i also wanted the comparisons in here in case ppl aren't from amercia etc#this ISNT normal or usual. this was overkill by like a million#on the other hand they gotta do this bc they're scared :)#i kept this bc i had ppl ask me not to delete this but i just felt like#it wasn't really poetry just talkin
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the steven universe hate is insane bc people are (or at least were) more upset that fictional war criminals got fictional hugs than they recognize that it singlehandedly advanced queer rep in children's media by lightyears and then straight up ate heavy retaliation for the nerve.
It does have real flaws that are worth discussing, but it also put their male protagonist in dresses and skirts and played it straight and even empowering, they aired a lesbian wedding on television, it was a genuinely queer, genuinely diverse piece of media through and through. It did a lot of real good for the real world.
But also the fictional characters caused fictional harm to other fictional characters, and didn't get an onscreen firing squad sentence. So, you know, it's basically ontologically evil in real life.
#i'll never shut up about how the last season ate a 20 episode cut because it was either that or cut the wedding#and the crewniverse stuck to their guns#of course it was rushed. They were literally punished for being queer#This is why we keep saying “you couldn't even handle steven universe” because not only was it actually good#but it did REAL WORLD good and FOUGHT for real world human rights#but because the fiction wasn't hayes code enough y'all lit the crewniverse on fire for it.#Abysmal priorities. Pathetic.#problemnyatic thoughts#steven universe
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see 0 note flop posts aren't that bad when they're personal but 0 note fandom posts feel literally so bad. like if you don't wanna play toys with me anymore just say that. i'll pack up my super cool awesome things and go and i'll sit on the other side of the playground by myself and i won't even look at you. fuck
#yes i AM thinking about a particular post. no it wasn't that good but still. a moment of heartache for sure#like it feels so bad but im too prou dto delete it and also too lazy
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Not to sound like a person who actually cares about children, but it's so alarming that there's this tendency and trend of not telling kids about their medical conditions that are in their charts.
I'm finding out as an adult that they (though it's not documented who) diagnosed me with a life-long, chronic condition without telling me when I was a teenager. I found out recently when I got curious about my medical charts, and otherwise, I would not have known what's wrong with me. I've been left with more questions than answers, and I feel like a private investigator investigating my own damn health and life.
Is this medical malpractice? Yes. However, I think it also speaks to a broader point of how children are seen to not be entitled to their own lives in any capacity, to the point where they are (intentionally or not) made ignorant about things that are or will affect them.
#youth liberation#politics#it is looking like i may indeed have this condition and it was diagnosed YEARS ago and wasn't treated. i am not too thrilled right now#i am honestly angry and devastated because my life was made SO much worse and i could have received HELP before it got bad
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