Every day I wake up and try to move on from this show, but I end up spending two minutes screaming into my closet about the fact that my boy Lucius kept getting told to shut up about his trauma in this season and that his "happy ending" was only given to him once he shut up and "moved on" and stopped being angry and that this was somehow portrayed as the healthiest reaction to trauma on the show.
But hey, if Frenchie's box and Izzy's shark and Archie's "they always get away with it" worked for them, why wouldn't it work for Lucius?
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Summer of Lawlu: 6/13
Confession | Heart Swap | “I thought I lost you”
@truffyfest
it’s technically still thursday on the us/canadian west coast! (i say - living very much not on the west coast lmaooo) anyway I’m finally halfway through Wano, so a post Gear 5 awakening moment felt apt 💕
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every day I am finding it harder and harder to be normal about thousands of years worth of reincarnations of the same pair of childhood best friends
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Been rly productive lately compared to the past few months and I’m finally sleeping ok( atleast everyday now (instead of the every other day like before…) . Have been able to do a lot but it doesn’t feel like i’m doing enough still :’)
Like I know I can draw faster, or I could work for longer than this (i used to draw like 10 hours when i was obsessing over something lol) , but damn brain just crashes after just a few hours and it cannot stay on task anymore even though I rly want to just finish more.
but anyway, my sleep schedule is starting to look like an average adults’ sleep sched so wahoo🙌
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ultimately the thing about the, "how dare the rest of Bells Hells debate whether to save the gods or not when Orym's family was killed by the people trying to kill the gods" take is that a personal tragedy is not a determinative argument, especially wrt an issue this fundamentally world-altering. its completely understandable that Orym finds the deaths of Will and Derrig inextricable from this topic. what's being demanded of him emotionally is enormous. but nothing about being in opposition to the gods requires that someone take the actions Ludinus and the Ruby Vanguard have taken, and they are far from the sole representatives of this ideology. and Will and Derrig's actual feelings regarding the gods had very little to do with their deaths.
(and, really: if the deaths of Orym's family makes questioning the gods' place unconscionable, than what does Aeor make of supporting them?)
beyond that: the discomfort of a single individual does not disallow a topic from discussion. it's an indication to tread lightly, with care and patience for that individual. but it is not grounds to consider a conversation as vast and complex as this one decided. especially given that Orym is far from the only member of the Hells who has intense emotions and traumas tied up in this; Orym's feelings should not take precedent over, for example, the negative experiences Ashton and Laudna have had with gods and their followers.
but also, like, even if you truly believe that anyone being ambivalent or antagonistic towards the gods in this situation is self-centered and wrong, unconditional support is simply not where the Hells are at. and if they don't talk about it now, they're gonna have to talk about it later, when they're being asked to put their hand on the scale and there's mere moments left to act.
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Starting to think my LoK ideas are veering too far from the source.
I have a tendency for lightheartedness in my storytelling that hasn't been sitting well with me as of late. Maybe I've just had too much Land of the Lustrous influence leak into the mix, but I almost feel guilty for headcanoning as much wholesome stuff as I do.
LoK is a gothic tragedy, steeped in grey morality and predestination with the faintest tinge of hope on the horizon. I feel like my work, both written and visual, can't do that atmosphere justice anymore.
It was funny in the beginning: "Hey look, the big scary vampire is being silly!" But that's become almost all I contribute. I'm straight-up awful at writing angst, and yet I feel like a fraud constantly putting a positive spin on something so dark. It just feels...unrealistic. Unnatural.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I can't seem to remedy my own headcanons with what I think I "should" be headcanoning. There's no right or wrong in fandom, but because LoK's is so close-knit I fear I might "ruin" something if I stray too far from canon.
I see headcanons I disagree with all the time, and yet I somehow can't allow myself the same grace to freely play with ideas. I'm always prefacing my thoughts with phrases like "I imagine" or "I like to think", because I'm constantly wary of writing something "wrong". It's confusing, isolating, and maddening.
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IN THE SOURCE , you will find three hundred & sixty three gifs of THEO ROSSI in season one of the show ‘ luke cage ’ ( 2016 ) . please don’t claim these gifs as your own . like & reblog if you plan on using them or just enjoy them !
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am I making it too deep to be put off by how much miguel is being reduced to a sex object / loser when he's still like a very competent hero with trauma
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ah. the blood curse pain is setting in for real now. keep me in your thoughts. not sure if I'll survive work tomorrow in this state.
someone needs to take me out back and shoot me tbh
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