#and then having a much better experience with orgo 2/lab right before graduating put some confidence back in me
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read your tags on your latest post (adorable drawing btw) and congrats on graduating!!!!! hope your break year was relaxing!!
Awww, thank you, dear Anon (I’m really pleased with how it came out, so the compliment is much appreciated by me <3 <3)!
This past year has definitely been… an interesting one to say the least, haha, but the amount of white hairs I started my break with has significantly decreased since; I’m definitely not missing any of the deadlines and studying and all that other jazz that comes with uni life, haha 😮💨
My break year was definitely much needed, though, I do think I’ll ultimately be prolonging it—at least a little bit. Been ruminating very much on it, and the conclusion I’ve come to is that I currently feel more and more of an inclination to pursue something creative primarily rather than taking on the structure and pain that comes with academics for a more stable career—for the moment, at least. I ultimately want to try and get a first draft of a manuscript finished first at least and see how I feel about it.
I can still go back to school if I decide this path’s not ultimately right, though I’m not sure if, when/if I do, it will still be veterinary/medicine-focused. We shall see, we shall see…
#asks#a little info-dumpy this one oops#but i feel like talking about this stuff aloud helps me get more of an idea of what i want/sort out what i should do#so ig i can’t help but ramble a little eheh sorry about that#i find it so funny how orgo 1 gave me such an existential crisis in my first year when i felt pretty sure what i wanted to pursue before it#and then having a much better experience with orgo 2/lab right before graduating put some confidence back in me#when a part of me kinda thought i’d be done#that hey—i’m not out of this race if i don’t want to be#that i’m not completely ill-fit haha#but yeah… question is what is it that i want whomp whomp#younger me would hate it so much but if my academic life really does end at a bachelor’s degree#i think i’d be fine with it#but i shouldn’t close that door either#should still keep my options open#man why does this feel so… heavy-ish??? i meant to answer this lightheartedly *i swear*#i suppose i should have more of these conversations irl haha#very much appreciate your ask anon <3 <3#‘twas nice to hear 😌
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