#and then december 2022 i started seriously restricting and lost like 30 lbs in a month
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thinking about how i literally never would have developed an ed if i hadnt been on shtwt!!!
#because there is so much fucking overlap between shtwt and edtwt#and ed content slowly found its way onto my twitter page#and i just kept consuming it and eventually began purposefully seeking it out#at that time i never really managed to restrict#i would fast for a day then eat 2000 cals at dinner#i only lost a few pounds but i had rampant ed thoughts#and then december 2022 i started seriously restricting and lost like 30 lbs in a month#and then christmas fucked me over and i gained it all back and then some#and here i am now and my habits are exponentially worse than they were in 2022#its funny how that works#i only get worse with every relapse#its for the better#i have to get this disgusting fucking fat off me#ill burn through all my muscle first but i dont care#i have a long way to go but i can do it#i will do it
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