#and the ppl that rlly love me are in the future waiting for me. too far away to reach. across the internet and through a screen.
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navysealt4t · 10 months ago
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i haven’t seen anyone talk about this yet. but after owen sees the finale and is fighting to stay in the tv and just screaming “this isn’t real!” “you’re not my father!” like. what the fuck. how am i meant to function
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sparklykaminarii · 11 months ago
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HIIIIIIII!!! I was wondering if you could do Aizawa x student!reader?? Ik you don't normally write anything but JJK but i rlly like ur writing and would js love to see you make this. 💐TYSM BABESSS ^^
DARLING CAN I BE YOUR FAVORITE?
[•~teacher!aizawa x student!reader SMUT !! (COLLEGE AU!)~•]
[•~synopsis: aw man you failed another test, guess you'll have to fuck your hot teacher.~•]
[•~a/n: i tried my best anon !! js for you, and keep sending in request ppl :D ~•]
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"heeey eraser!!" present mic squeals, rushing into the classroom. aizawa looks back at the yellow haired male, obviously fed up with all his bullshit. "whatcha doin?-" eraser mic asks, dragging a chair next to aizawa, not noticing the students were taking a test.
"grading papers"aizawa replies, not paying any attention to the yellow haired individual who was interrupting his class.. present mic looks across the room, admiring all the students and just taking on the sight of the future generation of heroes. "shouldn't you be-" aizawa begins, soon cut off by present mics loud and obnoxious voice "Ooo, this class looks promising shouta, whose ya favorite?"
aizawa rolls his eyes, "don't have any. I don't like picking favorites." he says firmly. present mic is slightly baffled at his response, "really? if I could pick a favorite, I think id pick that red haired kid- actually no wait maybe the green haired one but-" present mic continues to babble on and on to aizawa. who was very obviously tuning him out.
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as the bell rings, you watch all the other kids leave the classroom. all giggling and chattering about their plans for the weekend. they all seemed so busy in their conversations, so busy that they didn't notice you were staying back, which was perfect.
as soon as the last person exits the room you walk over towards aizawa. a sly smirk creeping up on your lips. "you said you needed to talk to me?" aizawa places the stack of papers he was grading down, on the table, he leans back in his chair. eyes fixed on you and your figure. "you failed another test, y/n." he says coldly, "and I hope you remember our little deal, hm?" he asks, tapping on his desk, signaling you to come sit.
"how could I forget..." you mumble sitting down on the table, watching as the black haired man approaches you. he was emotionless and rough looking. but you knew deep down he was just as excited for this as you were.
he stands in front of you, in between your legs, and he lifts your chin up with his hands. he stares down into your eyes, "bet you failed on purpose too... didn't you? fucking slut" he mumbles before crashing his lips on yours, you feed back into the kiss, the intensity and passion increasing. aizawa's hands sneakily begin to grope your tits through the fabric of your uniform, caressing them with his rough hands. making you let out breathy moans.
aizawa continues to sloppily kiss you as he begins to unbutton your top, your moans only making his cock harder. you could feel his bulge against your thighs. aizawa pulls away from the kiss, looking down at you with hazy eyes, he places your uniform top on his chair, leaving you in your bra.
he gives your breasts a tight squeeze, admiring the way they bounced. you let out a sharp cry from the sensation. "so pretty f'me aren't you sweetheart?" he coos, hands reaching to your bra's clasp, quickly unclasping it. he throws your bra across the room and leans you back slowly, making sure not to hurt you.
as you lay back down you can feel aizawa playing with your nipples, his finger grazing the surface. he watched as you would squirm more and more whenever he went harsher. aizawa then places one of them in his mouth, tongue swirling all over your nipple. you gasp at the sensation and place a hand in his hair. you can feel the wet patch in your panties grow as he continues to play with you.
his hand reaches towards your other nipple, making sure to give it attention too. he squeezes it lightly as he sucks on your other tit. you let out soft moans as you feel the sensations overtake you. "thought you didn't like pickin favorites?" you mutter, voice shaky and hoarse. aizawa responds by squeezing your nipple harshly, a muffled mumble leaving his lips which sounded like a "shut up..."
soon enough aizawa also gets your skirt off, leaving you in your panties. he lifts both of you legs onto his shoulders, pressing his bulge against the wet patch on your panties. you let out a mewl at the feeling of his clothed cock pushed up on you. "see what ya do to me pretty girl? fuck- I could do this all day..." he groans, grinding against the wetness seeping through your panties.
aizawa hastily unbuckles his belt, and slides his pants and boxers off. freeing his long dick. a soft sigh leaves your lips at the sight. you had fucked aizawa a couple times before but still, his long shaft always surprised him and made you crave him even more. "look at m'pretty girl, so mesmerized by my cock, it's okay sweetheart you'll get it soon..." he pushes your panties to the side, aligning himself with your hole.
"c'mon sweetheart y'know what you gotta do now..." he hums, tucking hair behind your ears. "aizawa... pleaseee" you whine, hands reaching for his hips. aizawa slaps your clit, making you jolt back "y'know damn well that isn't good enough, beg for it like the dirty bitch you are." he demands sharply.
"p-please daddy, need your cock so badly..." you mewl, you didn't care how stupid you sounded, you had one thing on your mind right now. and you needed him badly. aizawa smirks slyly and whispers "anything for my girl..." and he pushes his cock in. you both let out content moans and groans as you feel each other.
he lets you adjust to his size before ramming himself in and out of you, your slick coating his cock fully. "so fuckin wet f'me, baby..." he groans, hands gripping on your hips. his pace was so quick and rough, just the way you liked it. his hips bucked into you without any mercy.
"you're so slutty for this, fuckin ya teacher just to raise your grades? dirtyass slut." he mocks, pushing your thighs closer to your chest, his shaft abusing your cunt even deeper now. you let out sobs and cries from all the pressure, the feeling of his leaky tip constantly hitting your cervix. you were in pure bliss.
aizawa admires the sweet noises, both your mouth and cunt makes. he could feel the way your walls would tighten around him with each thrust he gave, signaling you were close. he looks back up at your face, you looked so dazy and lost. babbling about how good you felt, so cock drunk you couldn't even speak correctly. aizawa chuckles at the state you were beneath him. "we just started pretty girl, don't tell me yer already too fucked out-" he teased.
his calloused fingers start trailing down to your clit, rubbing soft circles on it, as aizawa begins to feel his own orgasm creeping up on him. the pressure on your clit makes you yelp out with pleasure, the familiar knot in your stomach tightening at a hasty pace.
your walls sucked in his cock snuggly, aizawa knew you were on the brink of your orgasm. "c'mon baby, tell me who fucks you the best..." he grunts, his voice hoarse and raspy. his words simply didn't register in your brain, all you could focus on was the release that was building up in you. aizawa slaps your clit again, his voice harsh and demanding "answer m'fuckin question slut. who fuck you the best?"
you jolt up at his words, "y-you do daddy!! you do!!" you mewl, a sob leaving your lips as you cry out from the harsh orgasm you just endured. aizawa felt your liquid wash all over his shaft, which was enough to bring him to the brink of an orgasm. he pulls out of you quickly. and begins jerking himself off quickly, hot strings of semen decorating your stomach. you both let out heavy pants of satisfaction. "made such a big mess pretty girl, let's clean up okay?" he affirms, helping you back up.
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ivanisdying · 7 months ago
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ranting (blitz&stolas relationship)
(ive been very inactive i apologise..)
i cannot fathom how angrynthe whole blitz n stolas thing is making me.. ppl hating on both sides but they r both in the wrong??? stolas saying hes never looked down on him when he HAS. has bro forgot the entirity of season 1?? stolas constantly called him his 'little imp' or his 'little plaything', and never really took him seriously. blitz could see that as mocking. but even then stolas's nickname for blitz is blitzy and he uses it infront of striker implying its a petname not that hes mocking blitz. in the first pilot ep he says along thw lines u do ur job and ill do mine. the whole deal was that in order for blitz to keep using the book was for him to have sex w stolas. so idk... another thing about the book. i think it was his only excuse to keep seeing stolas which is why he begged and begged for it. saying he NEEDS the book. he was about to apologise and you CAN HEAR IT "stolas, wait, im s-" AND THEN HE GETS TELEPORTED OUT... YOU COULD SEE HIM REACHING FOR HIS ROBE.. the fact their argument was where the crystal thing was and its when everything started. . . in an episode when stolas is laying down in the bed and blitz is crawling over to him he eyes the book as its the reason why he was doing it. in apology tour he pushes the book out of the way and is only looking at stolas !>!@>?!?!!@?! he doesnt care ab the book he cares ab STOLAS they both said what they needed to say but i dont think either of them fully took it in. stolas shpuldve let blitz talk but HE DIDNT.. in apology tour you can see his expression change whenever he looks at stolas and it BREAKS ME. and blitz apologises to verosika i think she actually forgave him. instead of calling him blitz-O she just calls him blitz which might imply a friendship or acquaintance in the future.. she gave him cake and left n i think she realised blitz is his own biggest hater. iv3 kinned blitz since the beginning tho i rlly liked moxxie.. silly guy stolas has complete right to be mad at blitz because he cant keep giving himself to someone who wont hear him out. but i beleive when blitz realises he loves him itll be too late. "im not in love w u anymore" "i didnt know u ever were" GHJRHFJDHFJH when blitz got jealous over stolas making out w another guy.. jealousy = feelings
blitz is harder to understand and sympathise for because he lashes out and gets upset by anger. it def has to do with his self hatred. notice how when stolas mentions anything about him leaving blitz splits and starts freaking out. he def has abandoment issues or bpd.. i think him n verosika is a reason why hes too scared to actually commit to another relationship.
they NEED to short shit out and have a gen talk or their situationship will go nowhere. it pains me knowing how bad they both struggle. in apology tour when blitz starts looking at him with a guilty look he sees stolas as his depressed and alcoholic self. and even when the guy asked to dance HE STILL LOOKED AT BLITZ FOR APPROVAL. i dont get why ppl hate on stolas for making out w a guy drunk when blitz did the same thing?? when they are walking down the hall stolas had covered every family photo except for leaving a space for where octavia was and rhat broke me... blitz doesnt believe anyone could actually love him. let alone a prince. and he says this multiple times but i dont think stolas really hears him. their trope is that stolas fell too early and blitz fell too late owls only fall in love once and he's pinged on him since they were kids LIKE ?!!?!?!? if stolas found out that he was bought to spend the day w him i think he'd distance himself even more. i need blitz to break down in stolas's arms like js something. im beginning to believe blitz does feel remorse for his actions and actually starts to feel bad ab what hes done. ghgghghhg this relationship makes me wanna rip my hair out and scream and roll on the floor (I mightve missed some things but this will conclude my rant)
I SWEAR vizzie is allergic to happiness ....
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whatudowhennooneseesyou · 3 months ago
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I'm older than you and I've never been in a relationship so I understand it.
How do you feel? I'm another bloomer ig 😂😂😂
oooh, this is a deep question and I love it, it's 2am here so perfect time for some deep thoughts and pondering.
in Australia, the average age ppl get into their first relationship and start having sex is between 15-17 and I'm over 25 and never been in a relationship and a virgin so I'm past late bloomer territory..
i'm in the 'the leaves have crumbled up and dried' territory.
I feel like as a female, it is more 'acceptable' for a woman to be a late bloomer than a man, I feel like there's less judgement and pressure b/c women in society are deemed more romantic and more likely to wait for 'the one'.
So I guess I'm lucky there,
It's just more lonely and frustrating than anything else b/c I don't have any good excuse or reason to be a late bloomer other than I just haven't met or had anyone that has found me romantically attractive or want to pursue a relationship.
And yeah, I have initiated and shown interest to ppl who've I've had crushes on in the past and have been turned down.
I used to struggle with it a lot and I occasionally still do but not as much with feeling like I'm being punished or feeling like there's something wrong with me by not having romantic/sexual experience at my age when I am attractive, educated and emotionally available and committed.
I'm not religious, nor am I waiting for marriage or practicing abstinence so it's rlly just a 'it hasn't happened yet' kinda situation.
I am also demisexual so that inability to have sex w/o an emotional connection further diminishes my opportunities for romantic relationships where hook-up/one night stand culture is so prevalent and preferred right now.
I was having this discussion with a friend and I think a part of that is when I was growing up, I was only told that men would never reject a woman's advances and interest b/c they're easy so when I've asked out guys in the past and they've turned me down it's like wtf??
am I not doing something right as a female? what's going on here?
I feel like the biggest insecurity I have now with it is when I will be in my first ever relationship and having to reveal that I am a virgin b/c that's not considered 'attractive' by Australian standards- it's expected of me to have a lot of experience at my age being a female.
And also b/c 'virginity' in Australia (at least where I live in Australia) is actually a bit of a turn-off for most men the same age as me- I have friends and have watched tiktoks and heard conversations in public about how they don't want to be with a virgin b/c it's too much of an 'effort' to be someone's first time or they don't want to have to 'train' that person or they don't want to be with a virgin b/c the sex will be bad.
which is just absolutely disgusting imo and so low-effort and I would never want to be with someone who views 'virginity' as burdensome but I know statistically that at my age, it is more likely that my future partner will be more experienced than me and I just hope that my enthusiasm, understanding of what I desire and like and my openness in trying new things will be enough.
So yeah, it is lonely and frustrating and makes me feel slightly insecure but I don't regret it b/c I feel like I have saved myself a lot of emotional pain and anguish by being a 'late bloomer'.
I just hope I experience a long-term romantic relationship before I turn 40 b/c I just can't wait that damn long.
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lunicho · 11 months ago
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Saw this on another blog and wanted to send it to you too ☺️
Pick any 5 moots and describe them using 3 words! <3
ooh this is so cute, i love when ppl ask me to talk abt my moots cuz i love bragging about them!! the hard part is picking 5 moots to do this with hmm
@adoresol - passionate, honest, and devoted. i have actually been good friends with her for a good like four years now i think omg so there's many words to describe her but i think these are the best ones for now. she feels deeply and is very genuine in her emotions which is something i admire about her. she's also extremely honest, i love this about her because if i ask her something she'll be straight up with me. she's also very devoted bc like why is she still my friend LMAOOO she's so loyal and just like!?!?!?!?!?!??! my pookie wookie bear fr, i've told her so much cheesy corny shit abt how i feel abt our friendship so i'll spare y'all
@kissohee - its so hard to describe her with just three words! but i would say chaotic, lovable, and genuine. i never feel stress when talking to her and we've grown comfortable with one another quite quickly. i think we just have had this connection from the beginning and she just made me so so comfortable. she's also so loveable like im gonna hold her hand fr she's so cute. and she's so genuine, i always feel that she means everything that she says and it makes me even more comfy with her. she's also just like me we're both so random and we both talk a lot so its the perfect pace for me. the convos are always so fast like idk if ppl would be able to keep up with us and how much we switch topics LMAO but yeah! i hope that we just get closer and closer in the future and that she's always happy <3 (also open-minded would be a rlly good one for her but only her and i know why and that's the way its gonna stay LMAO)
@sminiac - saiii!!! i never include her in my moots posts so i wanted to this time :3! i'm gonna say kind, inviting, and adorable. she's literally so so kind, everytime i send smth or interact with her she's like "my dearest bunny!" AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY SO SO HAPPY!! she's always so sweet to me and like idk smth abt her is just so adorable. plus her blog rn is so adorable i love the layout. i do still get anxious to send too much stuff and things like that but ur so so welcoming and inviting that ik im always welcome but im scared to be annoying LMAOGDJ. i hope we can yap more and more abt 8turn tgt and just chat some more!!
@bubblegyu00 - energetic, humorous, and chatty,, our convos are extremely fast paced and go on for the entire day. i'm always laughing at smth or we're always losing it over smth someone did (usually a zb1 member or nicho tbh). she's energetic and keeps up with my pace and i do the same with hers. she also makes me laugh which is why i said she's humorous. we're always going on and on abt the same 3 things yet we never get tired of it like its gonna eat every single time PLS. BUT YEAH she's super fun, her nonnie to friend storyline is very very iconic and i love that for her. can't wait to keep screaming about kyungmin over and over <33
@xhdream - we've started to talk in the dms now and dinna's such a sweet girlie :(. i would describe her as easy-going, charming, and friendly. dinna's sooo so cute and always so sweet to me and she has been since the beginning. talking to her has been so fun so far cuz she's very approachable and she engages in the conversation so so much. our time difference is very big so we have to catch each other at a specific time but it's worth it everytime. there's just something about her that's so fun and so kind and that's why i said she's charming. her and her blog just have this good and sweet energy that i really really enjoy <3
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cumulonimbuns · 2 years ago
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Excuse me a moment for TKSD, as I must scream.
(Pretend there's an 80 line long string of "AAAAAAHH" I don't want to actually fill up the dash with that much junk text)
I love it. Chef's kiss. Beautiful. Sidon my beloved. Link my beloved. Flying dragon breaking out of her mindless state my beloved. Mwah.
I feel it necessary that you are making my polyam partner very, very gooshy about the polyamourous society of Zora you've made. They've been having a rough time with so many "Yona jealous of link and sidon" and "Yona blocks off link from Sidon" shit, and you and the Secret Confessions To a Sage comic by @kenneduck have literally sent them to tears of the happiness of good, easy polyamoury. They've been very gooshy.
And I can't wait to see how Chapter 5 goes. The ending of chapter 4 was soo good, and I loved the entire story. The line in chapter 1 about how Link was a tool to use for the kingdom, not a person that can have desires Mmmmmmmm good shit angst. And the Whole Breakdown was so good and aaaa Link keeps fleeing. And Yona getting right under there and swooping Link out of there I love her. I love what you have done with her. Just. Aaaaah.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!
I’ll scream for you, no worries lol!
But seriously thanks so much!!!!
And towards your partner, I COMPLETELY understand. I remember finishing TOTK and excitedly running to ao3. Only to see some of the first fics with Yona was just hating on her, or turning her character into a really mean lady who you’re supposed to root against. There’s nothing wrong enjoying your gay ships, but maybe don’t vilify female characters only bc they ‘get in the way’? It reminded me WAY TOO MUCH of my time in the Sonic fandom (I’m still a part of that fandom, always, love that silly blue hedgehog <3), and ppl would do the same to Amy in a lot Sonadow fics. WHICH DROVE ME INSANE.
I will always believe the hc of: wingman Yona, supportive wife Yona, or Poly Yona. They’re all wonderful <3 Just have these bitches love each other. It’s way more fun. I know once I complete TKSD I’d rlly rlly like to write a fic about SidYonZeLink, polyamory relationships are very dear to me, and I love exploring how complicated yet wonderfully caring they can be.
BUT OMG, I ALSO LOVE KENNEDUCK!!!! The Secret Confessions comic is just *chef kiss* GLORIOUS! I’m almost POSITIVE all of ya’ll have seen/read it, but if not—YOU BETTER GO RIGHT NOW AND DO SO!!! Their Yona is also so so so wonderful, she is so soft, and she and Sidon are so soft together. I love it.
I’m excited and nervous for chapter 5! I know a lot of y’all really wanna get to Link, but it felt important to write about the Sage’s to set up a couple of future events. I meant for it to be fairly short and then have a larger section dedicated to when they find Link, but thats… not exactly what happened. Atm the doc is at an even 19k word count (dunno how i managed that), and i still have a decent amount of things to write, SO…. Yeah. A lot of this chapter is really just about the Sages and the Sage’s bonding. If that’s not what you want than you can obviously wait til chapter 6, which spoilers, will be Link’s pov and ONLY about his recovery.
Thanks so much for all your kind words!! I rlly appreciate it <3<3<3
I hope everyone has a lovely day and that you enjoy future chapters and future fics!!
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madthetruemad · 28 days ago
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So geppie hasn’t backstabbed y/n in this new lifetime?
Hmm…a couple questions professor!
1. Does jing yuan still have a yan! Side like the future yuan? I think losing past y/n made him really really possessive and protective so does his emotional baggage also go *poof* since y/n did die but he didn’t get hurt as much as he would’ve the first time he lost her right?
2. And in the end y/n is gonna end up with Jing yuan, right…..? Right? Right? This is a Jing yuan ficccc.
3. Ooohhh, act 2 fei fei kiss scene??? Our wolf general needs some screen time? Fic time? Word time? Bleh whatever time too!
4. Love interest Sunday??? He and y/n did have at least a teensy Weensy bit of sexual tension righttttt? Hol’ up, Robin wing woman??? Pun intended btw.
5. Since geppie didn’t really betray y/n yet, so he maybe doesn’t deserve to be slapped? Just kidding, he totally does. Out of all the ppl I expected to backstab me, geppie wasn’t one of them. 😤😤
6. Is Jing yuan still marastruck?
7. Is the gonna be a reveal of what yuan was doing in the 300 years of y/n soul waiting to come back to life? He’s rlly gonna get it if he’s playing around with maids again!
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And I can’t believe you played with my heart like this 😭😭. You said fei fei wouldn’t betray y/nnnnn, bruh. My poor heart can’t handle being toyed like this, yk. Breaking a young lady’s heart, how cruel of you!
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I still can’t believe act 1 is doneeeeee. I had lots of fun with the plot twists and turns and rollercoasters! Thank you for writing this for us!! ❤️❤️
Nope! And even though gepard doesn't remember, y/n does ^-^"
1. Oh he definitely has a yan side. Because just like y/n, he remembers everything too. His emotional and physical baggage is still very much there
2. Lol, yeah. Though some drama and angst won't hurt anyone, right 👀
3. She'll definitely be getting some screen time (or word time???)
4. Sunday is definitely a love interest now, though it's still difficult for y/n to trust him
5. Justice for gepard
6. Nope
7. It will be revealed in a chapter or two ;)
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Sorry 😔
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I can't either! Tbh, I didn't even plan it for be separated into acts, but here we are lol
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tojiscrack · 2 months ago
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HELLO WIFEY IM BACK.
before i go to our regularly scheduled shitbag content, LETS TAKE A MOMENT FOR THE NEW CHAPTER OF LIAR LIAR???
HELLO I LOVED IT SMMMMMM
I AM SO GLAD THAT GOJO CLOCKED SUKUNA'S TEA! i cannot wait to see the future dynamics that come from this
ALSO Y/N SITTING ON GOJO'S SHOULDERS IS SO ADORABLE I LOVED IT
i was also so grateful to not have to read kamo speak in this chapter. brought me much joy. even tho Y/N'S BITCH ASS WAS SPENDING TOO MCUH TIME WITH HIM.
but i was very glad that megumi is starting to show more interest in her semi romantically.
now if you tear this away from me, i will hunt you down and shiv you when you least expect it.
for legal reasons, this is a joke.
I AM SO VERY EXCITED FOR FUTURE CHAPTERS!!!!
now back to our regularly schedule programming.
'like you seem sceptical but it’s not BAD 😫'
uh huh... sure... tbf i dont like beans
'i’ve never tried a desi breakfast ☹️ but i don’t doubt that it tastes great! it looks really good too 👀'
it's so yummy
'DON’T BE SURPRISED WHEN I SLIDE INTO UR DMS INTERROGATING YOU ABOUT THE AMERICAN GRADING SYSTEM 😫🫶🏽'
YES OMGGGGGGG I GOTCHUUUU
'but i just don’t think shin ramen is for me'
NONONO U CANT MIX THINGS UP THE FIRST TIME U TRY IT!!!
lemme put u onto a recipe
so, ur gonna just cook the noodles from the shin ramen with about a cup and a half of water. then, ur gonna take a bit of that water and add it to some peanut butter. hey hey hey stay with me now. trust my process. then, mix in the seasoning packet. and then add it to the noodles and let it simmer for a tiny bit of time. AND THEN BAM. banger noodles.
'ok but we also know that kay comes into my inbox every other day to chat shit about you 🌝'
this is the most british sentence ive seen in my life BUT YES U ARE RIGHT
'me personally, i think you should cut him off completely 😬 block button is free + he has a gf so i think just out of respect for that (even if he himself doesn’t respect that) you should do ur part by untangling urself from any of that 🫡'
see the issue here is, before we had our situationship, he was my guy best friend. and we have MANY mutual friends and are in tons of gc together. it just wouldn't work out to block him. thats the rlly annoying part.
'HOW IS HE EVEN PULLING YOU AND THAT OTHER GIRL?? 😭'
I HAVE NO CLUE. IT'S TERRIBLE
'start ur life anew (without him) and let him wonder how his life would’ve been sm better with you in it if he had treated you right and been a better person 😋'
I WISH BRO
'i’d hate to see how you’d behave with a girl you DON’T like 💀'
lowk bro acts the same LMAOOO
also i realized this today but part of the reason why i think he didnt tell me ab him and his ex getting back tgth is he knew i HATED his ex LMAOOO
'however, you should never rely on a man for his money, being financially dependent is a necessity'
oh of course not queen. i am a cs baddie on the rise. we both go to a college prep school. relying on him for money was never an option 😋😋😋😋
'everyone’s too busy caring about themselves to do anything about it :)'
our grade is so tiny we have nothing better to do than talk ab other ppl i fear....
and when i say our grade is tiny, i mean it. like most public schools have graduating classes of like
ehh 500 or so.
our graduating class is going to be 70 people.
'not until you wipe ur mouth from that indirect kiss from that THING you call a man 😐'
I STARTED CACKLING HELLO
'tojis bumcrack ‘cause i find that hilarious HAHAHA 😭😭'
YES OMG THATS WHAT I WAS HOPING IT WAS
'‘cause we’re exchanging cute nicknames but then he’s come back to ruin it :/'
i think shitbag for u in my asks is like kamo for me in ur story 😋😋😋
'DO NOT INVITE HIM TO UR PARTY 🌝'
THE ISSUE IS IVE TOLD HIM AB IT A LOT....
so the new shitbag lore is that
in a gc i have w him and some of my close friends, i was complaining about not having a bf and how i want one so bad.
and i get a call. i do not see who it is. i assume it's my mother bc it's late at night and i'm making too much noise. i answer the phone.
it's shit bag.
he turns the call into a ft and screenshares our school's directory, asking me what i think of every guy on the thing.
i think he's trying to set me up with one of them.
we narrow it down to the only two guys in my grade i'd consider being even slightly attracted to.
he decides to add a third guy to this list.
for this, there is more lore u must know.
back when me and shitbag were just bsfs, i rlly liked one of shitbag's friends. lets call him niceguy. niceguy, like his name, was rlly nice and rlly funny. and i've known him since 2nd grade bc we went to the same elementary and middle school.
and i started liking niceguy this summer bc i worked with him at a summercamp. it was lots of fun. and i ended up inviting him to my bday party and he came and we got a picture tgth which ended up being rlly cute.
i would talk to shitbag a lot ab niceguy, asking for advice and shit.
and then one day, i am looking through my phone. and at this point, we had our homecoming dance within 2 weeks of the present day. and i was rlly hoping niceguy would ask me bc we texted a lot and talked a lot in person. and a lot of ppl rlly thought he might like me back.
but as i'm going through instagram, i see his story is him, one of my not so close friends, and a hoco proposal sign.
i am torn. i am distraught. i have a 4 hour ft call with shitbag to discuss it.
and niceguy and the friend i'm not so close with start dating from that day forward.
after a month or so, they break up.
and that is why, shitbag wants me to add niceguy back to the list.
where was i going with this? uhhhh... oh right. so shitbag ended up fting me for too damn long going through our directory.
and then i told him i was gonna go sleep (WHICH I WAS QUITE PROUD OF BC WHEN I LIKED HIM, I WOULD STAY UP AND FT WHENEVER HE ASKED AND WOULD WAIT TIL HE WANTED TO SLEEP LMAOO)
and i havent texted him since!
now, on better news. i am currently replaying mystic messenger. i do not know if u know this game but i played it when iw as 13 and i am feeling very nostalgic as of late so i had to hop back on the game. i am having much fun and i think this is part of the reason why i havent been texting shitbag back.
god bless for fictional men!
anyways how is your life going wifey?
i think this may be the last of the shitbag updates so shorter asks coming soon!
LMAOOO
bye pookie
HI HI HELLO <3
‘I AM SO GLAD THAT GOJO CLOCKED SUKUNA'S TEA!’ — can you tell i’m a very biased gojo stan? 😋‼️ sukuna lovers are in enemy territory rn i’m jk, like yeah i hate that thing with a PASSION, but idc if you love no-neck-ed LMAOO
‘ALSO Y/N SITTING ON GOJO'S SHOULDERS IS SO ADORABLE I LOVED IT’ — i HAD to implement dadjo in the series bc as much as his relationship with the characters in canon was more like a fun older brother looking out for his students, he’s so father coded, specifically during the exchange event in s1 of jjk 😫 like his behaviour was sooo embarrassing-dad-supporting-his-kids (and the fit looked delicious like yum yum i’m eating well tonight 😁)
‘i was also so grateful to not have to read kamo speak in this chapter. brought me much joy’ — HELP HE’S JUST A GUY WITH A CRUSH 😭 the kamo hate is so funny yet i feel so bad for him 💀 but keep ‘em coming, it still lowkey brings me joy HAHAHA
‘even tho Y/N'S BITCH ASS WAS SPENDING TOO MCUH TIME WITH HIM’ — girl any more of the y/n criticism from you and i’m gonna start to think you hate our poor mc 🫵🏽😟🫷🏽
but just to be clear, it was just a tutoring session with kamo. they weren’t hanging-out-hanging-out, iygwim?
‘if you tear this away from me, i will hunt you down and shiv you when you least expect it’ — 🌝
i’ve been keeping my windows and doors locked SINCE the malakai hate train started a couple months ago, ‘cause i knew that if that poor emo kid was getting hate ‘cause of a random ANON who started shipping him and y/n (they’ve still yet to reveal themselves 🤨) then the kamo hate would rise astronomically from the very same ppl 😭
now with that threat, i humbly remind you of the ‘angst’ tag 🌝 no comment on anything after that
‘for legal reasons, this is a joke’ — i sURE HOPE SO??? 😭
‘I AM SO VERY EXCITED FOR FUTURE CHAPTERS!!!!’ — IAISNWISNWIEJ ME TOO, but unfortunately, at some point from here and up until june, there are gonna be super slow updates :( i��ll address that another time tho! <3
now for the rest of the askkk :)
there’s a problem with ur shin ramen recipe…
i am (unfortunately) a very picky eater. and i hate peanut butter ☹️ but you probably already guessed that with the ‘hey hey hey stay with me now’ 🥴 i’m sorry, peanut butter is vile
shin ramen is just not for me ig 🥲
now as for shitbag… ik you mention that you guys have mutual friends and are in several gc’s tgth, so maybe blocking him is just not possible here, but giving him clipped responses when he texted and declining face-times is very much possible, i believe 😁 get away from that sad excuse of a human being kay, PLS
like you can text him when he texts you first (the italics here are important) but make sure they’re very simple responses, nothing he can use as an opportunity to build on. and 4hr face-times are a nO NO.
absolutely no.
he has a gf, you are not his gf, and even if you DESPISE who he’s currently with, be the better person and leave it 😭
there! problem solved! 😋
‘also i realised this today but part of the reason why i think he didnt tell me ab him and his ex getting back tgth is he knew i HATED his ex’ — hmmm, this tells me a lot about him already 💀 i’m sorry kay, i do NOT like this imposter who-entered-earth-without-a-visa 😐
‘I STARTED CACKLING HELLO’ — HAHAHA 😭 i’m dead serious. i don’t like that guy. i even feel like ‘shitbag’ as a name for him is a compliment, if anything.
‘i think shitbag for u in my asks is like kamo for me in ur story😋😋😋’ — FREEZE 🤨🤚🏽
i don’t not support kamo hate, but i don’t support it either. and yet, this one sentence is the only kamo-hate-sentence that lowkey has me tweaking.
do not compare our respectful-nonchalant-dreadhead-kamo to that bin-juice-of-a-human-being-SHITBAG. EVER 🤢
‘so the new shitbag lore is that’ — STOP ✋🏽 HALT 🛑
did i forget to mention that i DETEST shitbag with my whole entire being?
‘and then i told him i was gonna go sleep (WHICH I WAS QUITE PROUD OF BC WHEN I LIKED HIM, I WOULD STAY UP AND FT WHENEVER HE ASKED AND WOULD WAIT TIL HE WANTED TO SLEEP LMAOO)’ — CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT 🥳 WE LOVE TO SEE IT
ok good, you’re not longer texting that unique-breed-of-human-kind, got my first point out of the way real quick. don’t ever text him unless he texts you
secondly, niceguy’s available. probably the only thing i agree with shitbag with. you should get with niceguy :)
my personal opinion that i have rooted to the core is to stay single forever and ever, marry fictional men and die in love with them, ‘cause that’s been my plan for as long as i can remember and look at me: no situationships, no drama, no SHITBAGS 🤭
‘now, on better news’ — YESSS
‘i do not know if you know this game’ — i’m not aware of it. even when i looked it up, i was a little confused haha. i was a moviestarplanet, stardoll, baby hazel, moshi monsters, bin weevils, purble place, club penguin, sarah’s cooking class, papa’s freezeria, pizzaria, hotdogaria (etc), roblox girly through and through 🥴
but i am super glad you are starting to find enjoyable things to look back on that take you away from the negative doom-cloud that is shitbag! 😙 idek you irl but that genuinely makes me so happy for youuuu <3
‘god bless for fictional men!’ — ameen 🌝
‘anyways how is your life going wifey?’ — ugh, don’t even get me started 😀 i’m living vicariously through you, honestly 😭
‘i think this may be the last of the shitbag updates so shorter asks coming soon!’ — THEY CAN STILL BE LONG, I LOVE HEARING ABOUT UR DAY AND STUFF AND GETTING TO KNOW YOU, but i’m glad shitbag will no longer be the centre of our conversations (literally who does he think he is, starring as a mc in MY blog)
I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAYYY ;)
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But hear me out—
At this point, they’re practically moving like any BL couple would. I mean, look at the events they do together, the games they play at fan meets—it’s all very couple-like. Even the actors and directors are openly shipping them, and the audience is eating it up! Let’s be real, the only thing missing from High School Frenemy to make it a BL is a kiss. 😆 The tension? The lines? They know exactly what they’re doing! Even the series editor seems to be keeping up with the shipping.
It doesn’t feel like they’re avoiding the BL angle intentionally; it’s just how things played out, they got big doing a bromance series so.... If I remember correctly, wasn’t Wu a last-minute addition? I think there was a staff member who went live and mentioned they were surprised that the story ended up leaning toward SkyNani. I don’t know all the details, but I’m happy with whatever they’ll offer us in the future. Hahaha. Of course, I’m still praying for them to eventually do a BL together. 😭
Honestly, based on what I’ve observed, I don’t think Sky would mind doing a BL with Nani. Have you seen him in Nadao? With Tor? HAHAHAHA. Sky seems open to these roles (I guess). With Nani, though, I’m not entirely sure what he thinks about it. Either way, it’s up to them, and I’ll support whatever they decide. HAHAHA! 🌷
AHAHA THEY AREE 😂 the heavy cobranding with all the events right now (gmmtv’s response to the sudden popularity) combined with skynani’s obvious enthusiasm and appreciation towards it makes me think they’re gonna be paired together (in whatever capacity) for the near-while. all the shipping's an inevitable consequence of that, and tbh I love how everyone (other actors and industry ppl included) are having so much fun with it right now 😌🫶🫶
Your second part’s so interesting !! I never rlly thought about it like that, but it would make sense that they’re kinda just vibing things out lol, no one expected hsf as a non-ql series to get as big as it did, so everything’s been kinda unprecedented since (also why a lot of the promos are so couple-y – I feel like that’s the only way gmmtv knows how 😭) Seconded, I’ll continue manifesting the skynani bl for sure, but honestly I’m pretty happy with whatever we get with them, and even though wu’s a bromance series I already know it’ll be gay as hell 😌😌 (like hsf was already like that without any expectations on it lol)
Yeahh skytor are too cute, I love all the nadao gang 🫶🫶 (rip) and with jjtor pairing up as well in smym (I will never get over this, my og ship), the sky’s the limit ahskdjfk
Also this is complete speculation and just my opinion, but yeah i do agree that sky would be on board with doing a bl rn, nani not so much, but again we don’t know these people, I will be patiently waiting for what’s next and whatever happens happens 😌😌🙏
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zzl0z3rxx · 5 months ago
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Intro <3
Hii!! Erm this is my first time doing a intro so pls bare with me here😭 This isn’t my 1st time on here or first acc. I was jus getting bored of my old acc so yaur
Erm so ig i’ll tell u some basic info
Im black 😭(so erm if ur racist pls stay like 6 ft away/jk but if u r racist I could care less bc I hate black ppl too 🥰/its giving uncle ruckus)
My fav emojis r:😭😔😛🥰😝💀🤓😼🙁
My fav colour is blue but I have more like sage green, red(all kinda tbh)/ any pastel colours/ and ermm I actually forgot 🙁
I draw erm yeah lol
Im problematic if u couldn’t tell 😭 but guys I promise im nice
My bday:6/26
Ermm i dont rlly have any preference for pronouns but im rlly jus used to she/her(not that im comfortable with those it’s just what my family uses bc ofc they would) but u can use any pronouns(actually no i do prefer he-him-they-them BUT ITS UP TO U GUYS BC IM A PPL PLEASER 😁😁😁😁😁😁)
Also u can call me by my real name Ari or some stupid nickname(pls make one for me) ALSO i have multiple little sonas like idk how to explain it like they’re all me/ for example:Adora Alex, Alex, Riri, Ri, Ira, Adora, and Axel and I think its more. Idk but like all them r the same person but in one IDK BC IDK IF ITS LIKE A DID THING OR NOT😭
I love-hate bugs like I made these lil comics with human designs for bugs and I love researching them but I hate seeing them irl😭 erm well im fine with grasshoppers and ants etc but others NO
Songs I like/love(NOT ALL BC WHO FINNA PUT ALL THAT)
(i love steve lacy/frank ocean/odd future/tyler, the creator/Dazey and the scouts/Destroy boys/AND LOITER SQUAD 😛😛)
ALSO IM NOT SHARING MY AGE ON HERE BC I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH DOING SO 🥰🥰🥰
My interests
Proships
Eddsworld
Among us(okay guys dont bully me but erm I used to draw among us nsfw/ IT WAS LIKE 2 MONTHS AGO DAWG😭)
Dead plate
Mitski
Tyler, the Creator(im literally getting audio cd’s for Christmas of his albums and I already have his vinyls except for bastard and goblin 😛)
Melanie Martinez
Incredibox Sprunki
Countryhumans(unfortunately 🙁/im a victim fr😔)
Countryballs ig
Ybf/your bf game(okay guys im just joking 😭)
Dick figures(I love this fandom so much, also unrelated but literally NOONE OR NOTHING CAN GET ME TO LIKE HOMESTUCK😭)
Fnf
Fnaf
My oc’s 😛
Pasta(like I rlly like pasta)
Ao3-Archive of our own
Scp
Htf-Happy tree friends
Oddbods(ik they literally don’t say shit and it’s cringe BUT I DONT GIVE A FLYING erm flip i was gonna say flip, but yeah jeff is my pookie fr 🥰🥰)
Necrophilia-other philia’s ig(idk if thats how u even spell it)
Mr. Circus Papa:Ghost eyes/The finger game/and the rest of his comics-art(some of his comics r on webtoon and other apps and u can see some art on patreon)(also bc i dont feel like putting it anywhere else, I DO NOT SUPPORT IRL INCEST OR OTHER STUFF THAT I SAID I ONLY LIKE FICTIONAL THINGS)
Erm im running out of things so MOVING ON
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Also a lil not so fun fact/ I wear glasses 🥲
OKAY SO ERM I DONT RLLY HAVE A DNI BUTT(lol “butt”) I WILL SAY THIS IF YOU R LIKE 20-54(okay thats not even a possible scenario) DO NOT INTERACT PLSS but other than that ily guys :3
ALSO PLS DO DONT COME LEAVING DEATH THREATS OR HATE COMMENTS BC I WILL RECORD ME KMS/jk❤️🩷💕💕
Also this blog will be so boring and depressing 😭 like yk SH and vents and ED stuff ig but erm some other stuff this stuff will have ig(i dont wanna actually say bc yk digital footprint/lil bit too late for that bud)but like yk incest shotac0n and other crap idk im rlly lazy so I might not post at all(prob jus reblogs) OH WAIT ALSO I LIKE INVADER ZIM 🥰 forgot to mention that lol also I prob do have other interests too but idk oh I like coryxkenshin(idk how to spell his name😭) aphmau/SSSniperwolf/laurenzside and i kinda used to like inquisitor master(well I liked everyone besides her like yk sora, jaxx and etc.)
But erm guys I think that concludes this intro- OH MY OHIO SKIBIDI GYATT i forgot to tell yall, i know German 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 but erm yeah thx for reading like fr tho bc not even my friends read the stuff I write for them 🙁 but yaur (i dont think im ever doing a intro again I rather just yap irl-I hate texting 😭)
ALSO IF U WANNA BMF PLSSSSS SAY SOMETHING IM SO LONELY LIKE PLS ASK TO BE MY FRIEND IM SO FREAKING DEPRESSED( I promise im cool :३) (Also if u need to vent my DM’S r always opened! Even tho I may reply late)
I made this at 1:00-2:46 am listening to loyalty by Kendrick im going to be so tired tomorrow 😭🙏(I gotta get up at 5:00 😁)
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enmi-land · 1 year ago
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HELLO DILAAA aaaa just found your new acc, so sorry that happened to you it must have been an awful experience i would def cry 😭 i went through your asks briefly to fully understand what happened and i have NEVER met an author who is as considerate of their readers and patient as you. its some of the reasons i love you and your blog so much ahh 💖💖
but please please take some time off to cool down so you can come back with a clearer mind! dont feel the need to rush into anything with all the requests and drafts that you had, especially with your plan for mila’s birthday special 🥲 we’ll wait for you, take as long as you need !! i hope you feel better soon dila 🥹
HELLAUR ANONNIE!! 🤩 i’m glad you were able to find it okay!’ I was worried since this is a new account i was on shadowban for a day or 2 so my announcement post about what happened to my account wasn’t showing up in the tags, and i was just hoping my readers would still find it somehow so they didn’t panic ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 but that’s so sweet thank you so much it makes me happy to have such understanding, kind and patient readers like you 💖💖 like blr can be a bother, but ppl like you always make it better 🩷🩷🩷🩷
i’m currently in the process of making a decision for the future of my works ☹️☹️ after the blog deleting incident i just don’t rlly know where else to go with my blog here on blr anymore, i just feel a little demotivated and lost with my direction, so the current works may or may not be put on the back burner as a second priority to other works which i’ll talk about in a sec 🫶
if you guys didn’t know, one of my favourite authors on wattpad was the user baesuzi before she deactivated — i’m not sure if you guys know of her, but she was a poly writer who had so many good works before she disappeared from wattpad, and seeing how much i miss her works inspired me to consider focusing on finishing a poly fic with an actual plot line 👀👀
i already plotted out fate, vampire/rejected soulmate au as well as the rewrite for criminal love (the mafia au) and i think you guys would rlly like those ones bc of the elements included in them (and mila happens to somehow be in them) 🫶🫶🫶
it would be easier as well to write smth with an end in mind, compared to this 8th member au which is just continuous, and i would like o feel the satisfaction of completing smth you know?? so we’ll see how it goes but lmk if you guys have any opinions, bc i’m open to ideas - but just so you know, i don’t think i could ever fully drop this fic. it’s too close to my heart to let go of 🩷🩷
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zyonicorn · 8 days ago
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Hiii, how are you? I can't wait to read more! You're truly my favorite Jihyo writer. One of the things I love is how both the reader and Jihyo switch, with no fixed top/bottom dynamic. Of course, I’d also love to see some soft moments as well! And lastly, I can't wait to read a future Sahyo story. You're doing amazing! I love youuu💗💗
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ok this is like the BEST compliment ever 😭❤️‍🩹 tbh i have a pretty low self esteem and ive NEVER EVER thought im a good “writer” until im here at tumblr. You, Ms Strawberry emoji and all other ppl were so kind and istg i dont even know how to express my thankfulness to all of u thru words, tho it sound exaggerated but it’s true :).
also im rlly happy that someone actually noticed me not giving a fixed position for reader and hyo 😭 for most of the ppl theyll think jihyo is a top cuz she just takes the lead of everything and is a strong independent woman, but i feel like she can be soft and controlled too. She will be all needy and obeying commands when she’s horny, which i think would be a good point to write abt in my smuts.
and I ALSO CANT WAIT TO WRITE ABT SAHYO SO PLS STAY TUNED LOVELY 💕💕
tyssssm for leaving this cute and kind comment <3 it’s so sweet to know that i can be someone’s fav 😭♥️ pls continue to support me and girl i gotta say ur my fav reader too (tho i dont have much) 😙😙😙
off topic but working on Nahyo rn ^^
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heartmatic · 12 days ago
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Song recc time teehee..
I Wish I Never Met You by Babygirl, Sunflower by Michele Leigh, maybe Man by Quinnie if Rover was (RIGHTFULLY !!) salty as hell......
Some lyrics in Never Love An Anchor by Crane Wives makes me think a bit.. "On some level I think I always understood that these hands of mine were clumsy not clever / So I tried to do the best that I could, but try as I might I couldn't bring myself to hold you".. oough. "This heart of mine that's guilty, not remorseful"; Because Andre knows he fucked up and he feels really bad for it, but he (at the moment) didn't regret being straight up, because he felt it'd keep them both from getting more hurt in the future.. he's not sorry for doing what he thought was the right thing, but he feels terrible about hurting Rover how he did
After Midnight or Casual by Chapel Roan mayhaps.. AM feels a lot more Andre cuz of how bubbly it is… Duvet by Bôa…
Can you tell I really like Rover being upset with Andre after the conversation, because I am. Androver saves the world. That's all for now GOODNIGHT !!!!!! 💥💥
hai monroe 😁
I Wish I Never Met You.. yes... i have a similar song (more angry) Turbulant by Waterparks. rovers not a regret person he doesnt dwell but man he does get pissy abt it sometimes like oh ok. i shouldnt have ever done all this..... SUNFLOWER classic..... almost even andre pov bc hes. dumb. LIKE doesnt rlly understand fully at first why rovers so mad at him after the Talk. assumed it would all go back to normal......... AND YESSS man by quinne. salty rover. i think that describes a lot of his emotions after the fact so well... thinking abt this too. looks into the distance
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Never Love An Anchor 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 oh so youw ant me dead........................ BC YEA!!! HE THOUGHT HE WAS RIGHT!! he freaked and thought that it was the best decision in the moment... it gets more clear to him as rover distances from him more (literally cuts* him off, back to just coworkers and rover tries to move back to his old department/diff position...)
ive never rlly fully gotten into a chapell song im interested...
After Midnight yesss a bit more andre but i could see it as both ish. duo song..... loosening up with eachother smileee <33
Casual. wait . youre cooking. their whole early relationship was just "no strings attached!" i made them fuck buddies back then idk if ill keep that but you get the idea.... whole casual thing "I thought you thought of me better Someone you couldn't lose" guh
DUVET IS SO REAL another classic ive heard a lot but never rlly listened to the lyrics of... the whole lying thing with andre i love. i think hes kind of an ass liar (i think abt the virus minion thing LOL) rover kinda can always tell at least......
THANK YOU MONRGEHJFALG i heart when yoiu give me songs i jump up and down im sorry im always late to them . AND YES i hearttttt thinking abt it too..... i thought abt it so much back then that recently i said, wait. lets go back to situationship androver and now i post abt it a lot again LOL, ppl must know... so many songs abt getting hurt by love........... its hard to find particular ones that i love for rover but youre getting some im v happy. i shoudl jsut make a new playlist for this specific era of androver
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bolandoando · 2 months ago
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worked a double yesterday and worked again today and i was so sleepy i slept sitting up at work after drinking a red bull that did nothing. i also felt some strange vertigo. im not too sleepy rn and painted my nails. i got an LED lamp and gel x kit but im waiting on some design brushes. i love that peel off base coats exist. i dont like !! how my thots in my head are cogent and deep but when i voice them i sound naive and like a horny commonsense-less passionless dummy. but i rlly AM !! sexually frustrated and i rllu don’t know what to do careerwise of future wise. even if i win the lotto i wouldnt know what to do that wud be worthwhile, what to live for. i wanna travel but i want it travel to make me feel grown up and comfortable and capable in the world and connected to ppl. i want connection! and to be a real not corny not boring not submissive person
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seongminiz · 7 months ago
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hii i’m soo sorry for not getting back to u sooner😓😓
those are all great answers hehe🫶🏻🫶🏻 i hope u find all the sonny angels ur looking for at some point!! the marine ones are so cute (the SEAL😵‍💫😩 /pos) im waiting for the day i have the chance to buy a marine series one, i just ordered 2 sweets ones and an animal series 1 today because i saw them come back into stock at my local shop😈😈
i feel like no one (like the shops in my city) sells fruit flavoured milk tea anymore🤕 i’ve been obsessed with brown sugar milk tea lately but the melon is soo good and the colour is so pretty usually, i feel like it makes it taste better 👅 (i hope we’re talking about the same flavour)
omgg yes ragdoll cats r soo majestic and they have rly sweet personalities too!! i think!! they’re pretty calm n cuddly from what i understand🥹🥹 i’ve always wanted to make freebies but i get overwhelmed, what kind of freebies are u gonna make for tbz? u said u use pictures u like do u make them into lomo cards or other items?
side note, what’s ur favourite cravity comeback concept so far? (i think ive asked like song n mv before but im wondering like.. ✨aesthetic✨ although i might’ve asked this before too) and what concept would you like to see them do in the future? if u don’t know like the name of the concept, if u have an idea based on like a concept another group has done?
- 🧁 anon
🧁 ily but i need u to stop apologizing for everything 👹 /lh
aaaaa im so jealous omg i fr cant find any sonny angels in my country they just straight up dont sell them here 😭 maybe when i go to London for tbz i'll buy some ! (even tho with the exchange rate n everything i'll spend wayyy too much 😭)
omg no wayyy here they usually sell more fruit bubble tea than 'normal' milk tea ! like i think theres only one shop in my city that does that but tbh im not a big fan of milk tea bc im lactose intolerant n dont like how vegetal milk (soy , almond n coconut milk r the ones i tried) tastes n sometimes the texture is weird too 💔 n i dont rlly like tapioca pearls either bc of the texture lol (autism n sensory issues r hell bc like omg i want to try so many things but sometimes its not even a picky eater thing its just that the 'wrong' texture will make me genuinely nauseous)
shgsfjbf yea making freebies is stressful 😭 i made them for onlyoneof n so many ppl liked them i want to do it for every concert i go to now 😭 yea its basically lomo cards but instead of just taking a pic n printing it i add like doodles n stuff on it ! if u want i can maybe show some pics of the ones i made for onlyoneof n maybe the ones im planning for tbz too (even at the risk of 'outing' my identity lmao) n im also making stickers !! (for onlyoneof i also made a few freebies that were literally just yoojungs face edited on a painting of the virgin mary n they were actually the ones ppl liked the most lmao but i wont do that for tbz bc while ik in my country younger ppl dont care that much abt religion n will just find it funny , idk how ppl in the uk would react to smth like that 😭)
OK SO INSANE QUESTION BC I'LL START YAPPING BC I LOVE TALKING ABT CONCEPTS N STUFF LIKE THAT
my favs r gas pedal n megaphone (yea i like futuristic sci-fi space stuff idk) n i'd like to see them do it again but maybe more fleshed out n with a higher quality/budget since gas pedal was relatively early on in their career n megaphone was a bside . same for vvv , i rlly like the royal concept n would kill to see them do it again but only if starship puts more effort into it lol or maybe kinda similar to a royal concept but something more fantasy even tho i think its unlikely they'd ever do it 💔 n whatever they do i need starship to bring back league of the universe godddd pls (they kinda did bring it back with evershine but i need more)
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ev1lf4g · 8 months ago
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Ꮺ feeling lighter / name of the game is pining
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━━━ no tw
sometimes i forget that i can ask even the simplest things from my spirit guides. asking for detachment has caused a noticeable change in my surroundings. i'm letting go, i'm forgiving, i feel true peace.
letting go feels like what i do best sometimes. but i know what is and isn't meant for me, at least i think. trust has trained my eye to when i am worried about the wrong things.
i have been noticing my flaws more often, which may sound concerning now that i think of it. while I have some insecurities, i am pretty confident in myself truth be told.
often feel guilty for my brutal honesty and my pushiness. i dislike this quality in some people but most qualities i dislike in ppl are bc they reflect mine.
i enjoy my individuality but i am also aware that everyone is an individual. i want to take my flaws and transmute them until i am a better friend to myself and others. i want to learn how and hope future me would tell me he has.
i feel my youth more deeply than other days. I'm thinking about things more concretely outside of my usual blind optimism and it's fair to say that i'm learning myself all over again, introduced to new parts of myself but simply asking "what if that rlly happened?"
i am no exception to romanticizing my sadness as an artist but i would like to learn how to translate my joy into my art. translate my newly cultivated perspectives into my art too; always.
god i love him. the love i feel for him is unlike any i have experienced, the limerence that overcomes me whenever i think of him is almost crippling. pining can be titillating as miserable, too.
it's driving me crazy sometimes, i think. thinking of how perfect we would be together, intoxicated by the thought of our chemistry alone.
i dream of our tension, our passion. i get frustrated with him and myself when i want to rush this, want so badly to berate him with my undying loyalty, scream at him "i belong to you idiot!!!!" but instead i sit and wait. patience is a boulder on my back but i'm shockingly content.
the good news? nothing lasts. the bad news? nothing lasts.
death to what no longer serves me, death to distractions. even now with all i have endured, i feel stronger than ever.
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