#and that made my skin crawl
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#i was watching an art video about the female gaze through art history#and although it had some intresting points#i couldn't help but think....#why do we sanitize the female gaze so much#why do we see it as this pure. holy truthful. gritty thing. never sexual.#i understand its like a push back against the male gaze definition#but we must know the difference right#between male artist and the male gaze#between women artist and the woman gaze#the male gaze is not something all men are shackled too... its its a deliberate choice to comadify female bodies#but its a choice! its not like every male artist cant help but do it. its not like there biologicly compelled#so it was so jaring for the video to make it seem like they were#And then to praise all these other female artist for drawing women UNSEXY. Unfantasy like. gritty and full of deep dark emotions#and i was confused because i felt like... arent those normal attributes that any artist og any gender could draw women as.#what makes it the female gaze. that its without male gaze traits? but then wouldnt any male art made by a guy just like...#drawing a little old lady be considerd... the female gaze#the video talked like men could never do this and yet many have.#and on another note#they didn't ONCE talk about Queer female artist and there relationship to art#and the one queer artist they did talk about they oh so conveniently left out that she was bisexual#why?#is it suddenly not the female gaze if its one female sexalizing another? sexualising themselves? why?#for a video that prided itself in pushing female artist up and saying HERE look at all thses women! it felt.... strangly.... sanitized#like it felt like they were saying yes these women are all amazing but.. only because they show femininity in a way that i dont find yucky.#and that made my skin crawl#there were lots of good points about female artist being pushed down or forced into marriages that killed there art careers#but it felt disingenuous#it felt like saying i think women female artist deserved to be praised (but only the ones i find palpable)#anyways food for thought
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these comments were under a post made by someone to remember their little sister passing away at a young age.
and just... what. the hell. what is wrong with antis.
I can't describe the feeling of disgust I got from reading the second comment. How can you even think this is an okay thing to say about someone you don't know?
#how are we the bad guys again?#i needed to get this out of my system#some people really just don't care about what they say and how it affects other people#and I'm not even the original commenter#yet just reading it made my skin crawl#proship#proship safe space#antis dni#proshippers please interact#anti harassment
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P1 clara route oh my god
#okay so she’s been my favorite for a hot minute#but actually playing her route is a totally different experience#like. fuck. this is a character literally made for me#it is shocking to see media that depicts so accurately what being stuck in a cult mentality is like#her whole dynamic with Katerina is INSANE to me#as someone with some personal experience in a situation like that. good lord#all interactions with block hit me like a GUT PUNCH#ik fanon casts him as her dad sometimes but he made my skin crawl#the fervent and desperate way he exalts her was just horrifying#and Clara accepting this from people because its the only way she will ever be loved#her entire story is about destruction being a child#and all children want is to be loved#and yet. the only person who loves her without condition is the twin she invented with a lie#it is so heartbreaking i need to lay DOWN#pathologic#pathologic 2#digital art#clara pathologic#clara saburova#pathologic classic hd
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Just want to say that having another writer rewrite and condense the six episodes that NG already wrote is like the biggest Fuck You to that asshole that we could hope for, while also still getting a conclusion that preserves the ending Terry wanted
Like I'm past the point of feeling like celebrating anything that has to do with s3 at this point... but this does, on some level, feel like a win
#Tbh I don't know how I could have possibly enjoyed 6 episodes of NG's own words at this point#It would have made my skin crawl watching the actors say his lines#Good omens#Good omens s3
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kept seeing mouthwashing anya fanart before i even knew the game existed and was like “cute people getting in the halloween spirit drawing Wendy Torrance from the shining!”… then i got introduced to The Horrors
#excellent game tho#genuinely made me nauseous and my skin crawl in the best fuckin way#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game
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THEY could give me the surgurey i need (inspired alot by evojellys designs for em. GREAT STUFF)
#THE SUCKENING IS S O COOOOL GUYS VIV N VEX ARE SO FUCKING COOL AND FUNNY... CHARLIES FLAVOR OF DERANGED IS JUST#SO PERFECT FOR THIS CAMPAIGN.. I LOVE HOW HE DOES HORROR AND EVIL AND SCARY AND AAUAUUUGHGHGUUHGHG#their teeht arnt spiked like normal vampires but theyre sharp n smooth like a Beak. in my beautiful heart#ALSO UGHGHGH BIG SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 7 BUT#THAT THING WITH THE MAP. WITH THE DEMONS N VAMPS. THEYRE KEEPING TRACK OF THEM.#'so viv. was that one of mine or one of yours?' IS THIS A PET PROJECT OF THEIRS OR SOMETHING. ARE THEY PULLING MORE STRINGS THAN WE THINK#IS ONE TUGGING AT THE DEMONS AND THE OTHER TUGGING AT THE FANGS? PITTING THEM AGAINST EACHOTHER SO THEY KILL EACHOTHER?#AND THEN ITS EASIER TO TAKE THE BODIES FOR THEIR FUNNY CREATIONS?? IT PROLLY WASNT EASY TO GET SUPPLIES B4 EDWARD CAME INTO POWER#BUT OH MY GOD.. POOR EMIZEL.. THE MEMORY OF HIS CREW WAS TAKEN AND THEN HE WATCHES A BUNCHA THEM GET HORRIBLY DISMATNLED N DISTORTED#HE KNOWS HE CARED FOR THEM AT SOMEPOINT N HE KNOWS THE MEMORIES WERE TAKEN BUT HE JUST. CANT. AUAUUGGUAHGUAHGUAHGUHG#THAT SUCKS SO BAD FOR HIMMM EMIZEEEELL EMIZEL CMERE BABY BOY ILL SMOKE U OUT BOY. GET AWAY FROM THOSE EVIL GUYS I AM BETTER N CAN BE TRUSTE#viv n vex are so cool...theyre fuckin CRAAZYY N SCARYYY BUT ALSO. SO FUNNY... I LOVE A PUNNY JACKASS... 'LOOKS LIKE YOUVE BEEN: DISARMED!'#'IVE MADE THAT JOKE 6 TIMES AND ITS STILL FUNNY EVERYTIME' i gotta draw more of their bullshit...#im already doodling up the 'YOU CAN CALL ME MOMMY!!' bit. i gotta draw more o the monstors n the horrors too... especially emizels sire UGH#I LOVE VILLIAINS THAT ARE SO GENUINELY SCARY BUT SO FUNNY... charlie just does evil ppl like no one else idk what it ISSSS#okayokayoka y im normal im. relistening to the ep n im at the edward part. oh my god. i actually love him. he actually makes my skin crawl#IM DONEthats my rambles for tha day. back into my hole i go. also i have comms open. cmere pspspss i need moneyyy heyyyy cmereeeee#check out my main artblog. GO!!!
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"What is it you want, Buckley?"
"Uh. W-what d'you mean?"
"From this job. You really wanna be scrubbing the crapper like Han?"
Buck bristles at that. Bites his tongue, and hates himself for it. "No, sir." The way Gerrard regards him, his eyes snagging on all of his flaws and insecurities, makes Buck feel small. Makes his skin feel ill-fitting.
Gerrard hums, nodding to himself as he changes out his club for a heavier headed driver. "I hear Nash denied your bid for captaincy."
It's not a pleasant memory. But trying and failing because he wasn't up to the job is different from being capable and being denied. "He said I wasn't ready. I respected his decision."
"Hmh." Gerrard inspects his chosen clubface as though the right angle of disapproving sneer could smooth out any imperfections. "I think you could have real potential, under the right guiding hand." Gerrard lines up his next shot. "And with my tutelage, Buckley, you'll make captain yet."
It's.. not what he was expecting. But it's not not what he was expecting. It's what Tommy warned him about. It's what Hen and Chim told him to not get distracted by - the promise of career advancement. He'd be lying if he said he didn't want it, didn't think about it, hadn't considered applying for captaincy at times before Gerrard took over.
Gerrard takes his swing and the ball goes flying. Buck doesn't see where it lands. He isn't looking for it. Doesn't care.
He's too busy thinking about what it would mean if he made captain. And how that meaning would shift if Gerrard was the one who made it happen.
"Well? Whaddya say, son?"
#evan buckley#911 8x04#911 spec#fanfiction#.txt#hi hello this made my skin crawl. i am SO excited for the golf date 🫠#bucktommy
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if you won't be mine ... then
#ik i havent made it obvious here on tumblr but i was absolutely obsessed with this chapter holy fuck#hori COOKED with this chapter my GOD#ive been asking for ofa/afo lore for a year and we finally got it !!!!!#and fuckkkk i ate it all up and ate the plate too#im more active on twitter so u couldnt tell but yeah i fucking love the ofa lore/subplot#and i absolutely LOVE yoichi and kudou#so this chapter sent me to heaven esp the last panels#also this made me wanna kill afo with hammers even more fucking creep#and it was so well written about it too#my god the way talked about yoichi made my skin crawl#and also his philosophy was frankly interesting#still think he should drop dead by the end tho#anyways excited for more ofa lore my GOD ive waired for this shit for a year#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha kudou#shigaraki yoichi#shigaraki afo#all for one#2nd ofa user#mha manga spoilers#mha manga#mha 407#cw blood#dahlia.art
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the "obnoxious influencer" voice in the latest episode is the scariest thing the magnus protocol has ever done
#the 16th fear: youtubers#shout out to ki griffin they really nailed the inflection#made my skin crawl#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#the magnus protocol#the magnus protocol spoilers#magpod
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Things that every alpha male wants to hear from a woman during sex:
“I’m here to please you only”
“Use me however you’d like”
“Aah!! You feel so good, but let’s see if you can go deeper…”
“Go ahead, take a closer look… 👄”
(GGLK- GULP-)
“Haaah, delicious~”
“What’s the matter? I thought you WANTED to be inside of me!”
“Oough, you’re putting up quite a fight in there… but my belly melts misogynists <3”
“Stop shouting, nobody’s coming to rescue you~”
“Not so tough now, are we?”
“This is the fate you deserve for being so toxic to women”
(UUUUURRRRRRP 💀)
#is this anything#v.ore#v0re#soft vore#vore talk#nom’s thoughts#female pred#male prey#same size vore#implied vore#digestion#fatal vore#unwilling prey#vore scenario#implied digestion#cruel pred#vore kink#minors dni#apologies typing out alpha male made my skin crawl
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rambling? a statement if you will ♡
I'm doing some redesigning. I briefly mentioned why in a reblog with the updated version of some designs but I wanted to just make a post to clarify [let me note that this was a post that was decided by both me and Dollya so please don't think I felt forced into it, it was actually something I had already planned on doing before speaking with Dollya]
but back to the redesigning! why am I redesigning? partially because I'm indecisive and mostly cause i realized that i was heavily referencing designs i liked and that didn't sit well with me. I'm specifically referring to Dollya's [ @dollya-robinprotector ] design for fem Robin and Fray's [ @fraternum-momentum ] design for Syd and old design for male Robin. not only did it make me feel gross once i actually sat with it but it's super disrespectful towards the artists, even if it wasn't my intention. you may notice that I've deleted some posts, for example my "welcome to dolville" post, and that's because I am currently redesigning. I'd rather not still have those old designs lingering around on my blog, not just for their sake as two artists I really love but also my own. these old drawings with these designs were always going to be taken down post my realization that I was basically just copying and pasting what I saw on my feed from these two onto my own designs.
I've actually spoken with both Dollya and Fray about this situation. we're okay now! though they'd both be perfectly in the right to be upset with me, they were both very calm and nice about the situation so I'd like to thank them [again lol. I just know y'all must be tired of me thanking you and saying sorry. also Fray, don't worry I'm not beating myself up over this ♡ but thank you for worrying. the posts were going to come down regardless lol] this is unfortunately probably not the first time I've done something like this, the only difference being that no one saw it before because it was artwork I never bothered posting and I ended up changing the designs again when I did start posting. it's not from a place of malice, honestly most of the time I don't even realize I'm doing it for a bit, but it's still like shitty behavior. so I felt Fray and Dollya both deserved an apology. plus Dollya and I both thought a clarification was needed for people who follow me and for their sake [and for future reference because this sort of situation I'm sure isn't uncommon, in fact Dollya told me how common it was for her].
anywho thank you guys for reading and sorry for the long post but it was necessary ♡
tldr I took down some old posts because I was basically just copying designs and I hated it as well as the designers. and Dollya and Fray were both very understanding of my dumbassery ♡
edit note: I hope this doesn't come across as me trying to make excuses, because I'm not. I engaged in shitty behavior and I own that.
#also the sight of my old artwork made my skin crawl 😬 so it was bound to come down anyways#also dollya I know you mentioned my fem kylar [?] and genuinely I don't remember where the little angel clip came from#but the jellyfish cut came from a pinterest photo. but i do agree that the combo felt familiar ♡#i hope this makes sense cause i literally just randomly woke up at 4am and wrote this all 😭#i hope this is written well for your reference Dollya! I'm going back to sleep now ♡#whispers in the void#and#important!! please read#edit note: I'm just genuinely a dumbass y'all. but anyways this is unlikely to happen again because I'm paranoid#so I'll be monitoring myself pretty heavily
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#I struggled so hard today#and for no apparent fucking reason#I struggled with something at work that I've done for the first time while also constantly task switching#and I STILL NOTICED MY MISTAKE#but the fact that I made a mistake in the first place is fucking killing me#I feel like I will be executed for it#it makes my skin crawl#and to know that I'll have to go up to another human being who I respect deeply and be like hey I made a mistake please don't hate me#is the first fucking thing#BUT IT DOESN'T NEED TO BE#part of science is noticing your own mistakes so why is this so terrible to me#I know upbringing bla#yes I was raised to believe that among all other things I'm smart#and I have had this proven to me over and over and over growing up#so when I actually struggle with something I can no longer be smart therefore I am nothing#utterly worthless#and nobody even meant me any harm by telling me I was smart#this is such a STUPID FUCKING problem to have#uh I was told I'm smart#bitch what#yes being yelled at from 10 through 28 by my father for completely unpredictable reasons did not help with me thinking this is terrible#BUT STILL#get your shit together#see and even now I'm beating myself up for struggling with something#URGH#I just want peace and not existential dread whenever I make a mistake that is definitely my fault#personal#so and if you've actually made it till down here I'm giving you a big hug#we'll make it somehow
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Blogtember Day 8: “Nothing bad happens”
I always wonder how different life would be if Ash never did get that scar...
#Ashleigh's Art#pokemon ask blog#daily pokemon#filler#doodle#blogtember#pikachu#ashleighpikachu#I didn't wanna draw anthro ash for this because it would mean drawing a minor shirtless and the thought of that made my skin crawl
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Somewhere beyond the sea reading update
oh right I forgot when reading the hearing chapter, I hate Rowder ofc but when she pointed out that the new inspector won't be male I actually laughed because I mean she has a point, like, we all thought how stupid EUM was in sending a sad alone gay middle aged man in the first place
#so like duh#good morning#was it difficult#no ok actually it's kinda horrible and i hated her for saying something like that#it made my skin crawl#but yeah also kinda funny#sorry#somewhere beyond the sea#the house in the cerulean sea#tj klune#reading update
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me at work: oooh thats some odd beeping in the background of the new cellar letters episode its really making my skin crawl
the alarm in the warehouse i'm cleaning: (:
#it made my skin crawl because its the oh god run to the alarm panel noise#comm fails making the alarm go off bane of my fucking existence#noise canceling headphones good though#i have the sound CRANKED UP for this show always its so good#🥔#the cellar letters
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I've made a mistake
#g.txt#NOTHING BAD HAPPENED i watched a horror movie snd boy howdy it made my skin crawl#got my ass anxious as fuck...... activated the Fear Receptors#my tolerance for horror is pretty high but it hit very close to home and EUUUGHHH im still thinking abt it
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