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"You could've have lived forever!" Continuation! Oh boi, this one is angsty
Creator: @honeqq
(4/7)
Pt 1 | Pt 2 | Pt 3 | Pt 4 |
#gravity falls#bill cipher#book of bill#billford#the book of bill#stanford pines#mrbillpines#It gets worse before it gets a little better and then it gets devastating#I tried making Mr Bill in character#I hope I did him justice :3#anyways rate the pain from 1-10#endlesspaint#delicioustarong#Just saw the doodles and the fact that Bill doesn't look at Clifford in the eyes because he reminds him of Ford hurts my soul--
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just looking at these hand poses was enough to give me carpal tunnel and that's how u know they're prime megu material
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#yuuji itadori#megumi#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#itafushi#sometimes u gotta take a break from drawing megumi to draw different megumi and thats on self care#smiling megu for the soul he said heart emoji i said :D#i tried to do the poses myself and . u kno. im not convinced hands are meant to contort that way guys :( it hurt :(#so yuuji can share my pain i think tht bit is cute#tried smth a bit different w the skin rendering and i rly rly like it holy#very early era vacuumchan inspired :'> lov them SM sighs#also ripped megus jacket directly from a pinterest fit bc one of us deserves nice things :((((#if sukuna wont stop wearing megumi in canon ill just play dress up to cope
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protecting each other
#trigun#cw blood#nicholas d. wolfwood#vash the stampede#vashwood#my art#hurt/comfort#i needed to draw them covered in blood#nothing more romantic than going ape shit when your buddy is injured<3#and then lovingly tending to his wounds and staying by his side to comfort him<3<3#they both would blame themselves sm for letting the other be wounded#ww wouldnt try to argue with vash that its no use for him to feel guilty and would just be there until his mood is better#while vash would try to understate his pain to try and reassure ww but he would totally see through his bs#THEY NEED TO COMMUNICATE PROPERLY IT MAKES ME GO CRAZY#vashwood nose nuzzle heals my soul#raepliica_art
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"Do me a favor and put your arms around me."
#ocs#original character#npcs#for#masks: a new generation#ruth and tony#antonio salvo#tony salvo#ruth blum#i did psychic damage to myself earlier imagining what their worst argument was like before they got divorced#the really nasty kind of arguments where you know just what to say to hurt someone. and you want to hurt them.#anyway then i needed to draw something cute and nice to soothe my soul#we're good#anyway#when ruth was using tony to get an annoying ex off her back#and tony was there to return a book to her. and just to see her.#tony very unused to physical contact because he thinks his super strength will break everything/anything/anyone so he pushes people away#but then!!#oh yeah#superheroes#true strike#truestrike#masks: overlook#masks: overlook city#thumbs up at overdeveloping npcs so they can properly pass their trauma down to the younger generation#went too long without drawing again and now i must pay the price
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lavender bath
#soulsov#soul of sovereignty#ysme#loic's just outta frame. i won't be satisfied until i can draw him pretty enough to placate my gay ass#the heart wants what it wants and what it wants today is implied hurt/comfort#soulsov spoilers#?#it's her epilogue appearance
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spooky dog
#they called him ol ‘why do u have human fucking eyes’ back in high school#this is my friends dog and he rlly does look like that i did not stylize his eyes#anyways tryin to build a style of digital pet portraits that doesnt 1) kill my hand Or 2) kill my soul#so far this feels like enough stylization to avoid killing my soul but i think my hand is always killed a little no matter what#better than the other brush i was using tho the angle and pressure on the old one hurt it bad#my art#id in alt text#dogs#digital art#pet portrait#artists on tumblr#<- idek what that tag does or means i just see everyone using it so im copying
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When I imagine touching you I rename myself: animal. A body whose body wants your body, berefit of the rest.
#somebody bonk me w a sledgehammer and take away my pad#...actually just hit me it'll hurt less#vtm#vtmb#tw blood#vampire the masquerade#vampire the masquerade bloodlines#vtm bloodlines#vtmb andrei#Ship: soul-Inmates#OC: Gretchen Grim#my art#Sabbat#vtm sabbat#vtm art#vtmb art#tzimisce#tremere#vtmb cqm#wod#wod art#world of darkness#vtmb fledgling#vtm tremere#vtm tzimisce#clan quest mod#vtm oc#vampire oc
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“you are a museum of everything you’ve ever loved.” — jiang cheng, who carries his mother’s zidian, cares for his sister’s son, kept chenqing with him and held onto a promise for 13 years, and even led the sect he inherited from jiang fengmian
#jiang cheng#jiang wanyin#canon jiang cheng#i love him so much#he hurt my soul and shatters it into a million pieces#im devastated#jiang cheng please smile just once#someone please give him a kiss to the forehead and tell him everything is okay
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Apparently it's canon that the Vinsmoke brothers can't handle complex flavors and they're very picky eaters, so now I can't stop thinking about them being embarrassed of telling that to Sanji (that AU of them trying to get along after they start developing feelings) because they think he'll laugh at them. So they deal with it in secret and eat their brother's food without saying anything bc they're just that proud until Reiju is the one to tell him. And he scolds them for being a bunch of babies and starts cooking simpler types of dishes so they can eat what they want.
#honestly thinking this is just product of all the experiments and surgeries judge put them through#i'm too soft for these siblings ngl it hurts my soul just thinking about their lives#one piece#black leg sanji#vinsmoke brothers#vinsmoke siblings#vinsmoke ichiji#vinsmoke niji#vinsmoke yonji#vinsmoke reiju
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please Please PLEASE everyone go read Like Every Tree Stands on Its Own by @mightybog it is phenomenal and has deliciously altered my brain chemistry. AND there's a sequel in the works which is sure to be just as marvelous and heartwrenching and beautiful as the first.
Seriously, I have been rotating this story for days, even made some picrews about it (courtesy of ElenaA's Kiss Crew, beloved).
Anyway, please go read and kudos and comment and show her some love because she deserves it.
#bbc merlin#merthur#merlin#arthur#like every tree stands on its own#fic rec#arthur pendragon#there are so many moments im still not and never will be over#merlin and gwendydd discussing arthur's death#the love confession#the brilliant weaving in of quest for camelot story beats particularly the ones associated with if i didnt have you#arthur talking to hunith near the end#the end itself#OHHHHHH THE END#and just merlin and arthur and the way they orbit each other and draw each other in#such a perfect balance of angst and joy#the hurt/comfort is exactly the dosage i require#as is the silly fun and love#also the way that so many legends and myths and pieces of arthuriana are woven together into something so tight knit - perfection#feeds my inner arthurian maniac in the best way#dont think i told you that yet mightybog dear but you should know#been obsessed with the arthurian legend for longer than i can remember and this filled every nook and cranny of my arthurian soul
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currently watching mummy on the orient express
#twelveclara#doctor who#my art#it’s a squee episode aka mostly only merited by its shipping moments LOL#but enjoyable#my soul kinda hurts right now and my meds aren’t working very well so im just. overcompensating with doctor who
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*grabs the Vanguard Vaggie idea and scuttles back under her goblin rug*
OKAY BUT
Imagine, like after they retreat back to heaven, the other exorcists...start talking. They start talking *behind Lute's back*.
At first it's pain and bitterness and betrayal at Vaggie fighting them. 'How could she do this? How could she hurt us?!'
Then, maybe during some hit and run nonsense that Lute has them doing, the conversation shifts. They start noticing that Vaggie doesnt go for the kill unless she has to. Doesn't maim. She always gives them the chance to run, to go home... And they start talking. They talk about those better times with the Vanguard. They wonder aloud why she fights for hell. And maybe, just maybe, they talk about how they miss her. They miss Vaggie. They miss having that feeling of her looking out for them.
I wonder how long it might take for one of them to linger. To lower their weapon. To take off their mask.
Even then, it takes a long time for the first exorcist to *stay* after they should have retreated. For them to ask for a place to stay. But as more and more start to come to Vaggie, to the *Vanguard*, and ask for a home...charlie cant help but be grinning as she holds Vaggie's hand.
ayyyyeeeeeee!!!!
what if there was that slooooow realization that when Vaggie was around, their vanguard, they all felt more like a team together. she liked things done Right and done Well- wasn't bothered with competing- took training and exterminations Seriously- kept them all sharp sure but also turned something that was just Adam's shits and giggles, just a GAME, into a purpose and a duty again. something to be proud of and do their BEST at (while still having fun)
so yeah when Adam and Lute come back with her halo saying she's sided with hell, betrayed them all, damned herself and gets to rot there with them- there's that anger. oh they HATE her for doing that-
because they miss her
and things were better, they all felt better, when she'd been around, and that's gone now and it's her fault
or adam and lute say so anyway
can you IMAGINE in this au, the shift when Lute 1v1s Vaggie... and doesn't come back to heaven with her head?? DOESN't beat her? and Adam's DEAD?
and so are so many of them actually- dead exorcists that vaggie helped kill, that vaggie helped fight off
why?
three years her being in hell and she'd never fought any of them or hurt any of her sisters when they came flying down- (and she COULD have) (used to be one of the BEST after all) it's only when they're sent after her HOME that she fights, almost as if-
as if killing isn't what she wants to do anymore, if she can help it
thats. not the same as turning against them. not the same as her siding with hell- even so lute and adam still wanted her dead, and even then, she'd let lute LIVE...
is that weakness and betrayal?
but she's not weak, if lute couldn't kill her. and she never killed any of them until they came after her. is that still betrayal?
or is it something else
is there anything kind of betrayal here. are they on the wrong side of it...
im not sure, if any of them would take off a mask willingly- risk hell-
i KNOW that even ONE moment of hesitation would get lute turning on them, just like she did with vaggie- worse maybe, now very aware of the danger of letting fallen angels live- HER mistake, not killing vaggie when she had the chance all those years ago
and if a wounded and abandoned exorcist staggered to the gate's of the hazbin hotel? if some of her other sisters went looking for her- KNOWING this time what the supposed 'betrayal' and 'sin' had been?
(a moment of hesitation)
(before one of them drops her weapon to knock on the hotel door)
yeah. they'd find charlie running to help them inside. probably already pulling out bandages- a demon with first aid gear in her pockets, always carried just in case, nothing like they were expecting-
they'd find their Vangaurd waiting there too, having gone ahead and made things safe for them to follow, just like always
that'd be pretty sweet
#hazbin hotel#vaggie#exorcist angels hazbin hotel#vangaurd vaggie au idea thingy#.#my eyes are crossing im half asleep and thiss has hurt#thank uuuuuu#yeeeee#wouldn't it be funny#if he exorcists turned into the GUARDIANS of hell#not#not because they like hell#but vaggie made them feel like they were doing ssomething important- keeping heaven safe- protecting angels-#not just#having fun serving up torment and death to sinners#and#if a sinner can become an angel#then#where does an exorcist owe their loyalty ?#the ones tellign them to kill souls that could be under their protection someday-#or the one who wants it to stop#who wants heaven to be what it was supposed to be#and wont fight for it otherwise#hmmm#heh#if sera tries getting ride of them all as a PR move#sends them to hell and doesn't open up a way back- get lute away- the last shameful reminder of her deal with adam gone#where would the exorcists go?#now that hell KNOWS they can be killed- where could they go to find safety?#hmmmmmmm
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mwah
#AAAAUAUGHHH UH OH MORE LEIFMUSE#BESTIE’S IN HER LEIFMUSE ERA AGAIN. SOBS AND DIES#this is actually part of my 100 follower milestone drawing but I’m posting it separately because oughhh#(hence why the quality sucks!! procreate does NOT like it when you resize images the pixels get all fuzzy (heartbreaking))#art#bug fables#bug fables spoilers#leif bug fables#bf leif#leif bf#I Never know what tag to use for bug fables characters!!! why are there 3 variations it hurts my soul#muse bf#bug fables muse#whatever their ship name is. is it really just leifmuse? sad#someone oughta come up with something better cause I’m too tired to#meif. luse. uh. lese. muif. idfk two moths who love each other very much
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Really fucked up that two ppl can care about each other and make their best efforts to communicate and still end up hurting each other so badly they cannot stand to be in the same room.
#my stuff#i feel soooo bad talking to my therapist about the same topics over multiple weeks#like i feel like they're sooo sick of it like damn can this bitch get Over It alreadyyyy#hi yes actually can we talk about the near catastrophic sense of betrayal and loss that has haunted my soul for over a month?#can we talk about how I overcompensate for other's possible feelings and emotions to desperately mask my terror at feeling out of control#can we talk about how even when I know ppl acted with logical reasons necessary for their situation it still hurt me?#and that this pain fills me up with so much anger and frustration that I'm powerless to put anywhere that won't hurt someone#so it just cooks me inside and makes me grind my teeth constantly for weeks#im so angry i did not deserve to be treated like this it's not fair and I have no capacity to fix it or control when it feels better#i just have to survive and wait until i forget about it and hope they don't decide to reach out and fuck it all up#cause i can see that happening#i'll finally be free of thinking about them and generally going about my day unbothered and they'll ask to get coffee or something#and I have no idea what I should do in that scenario. because I don't think we can be friends.#and you have not treated me with the compassion and warmth I treated you#i would want to say mean things. hurtful things. I would want to bite back for once.#and that's not me. that's not who I want to be.#i don't wanna see you. go away. don't talk to me if you're not going to make the pain go away.
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Irondad fic ideas #129
In an AU where everything is the same except Tony survived the snap in Endgame, MJ and Ned are both very aware that something is up with their memories. Huge, overlapping chunks of their lives are gone. And Spider-Man has something to do with it.
The only public figure Spider-Man has ever been closely associated with is Tony Stark. In need of answers, and not the types to just let something like this go, the kids hack and heist their way somehow onto Tony Stark's secret lake house property. It's weird that no alarms go off when they get close, but they manage it. They're about to knock, when Tony Stark, savior of the universe, opens the door.
He does not look great. Aside from the general post-battle healing and the fact that they have literally caught him at home, there's just something...off. It doesn't take long for them to realize that it's the same thing that's off with them, too.
Something important has been taken from all of their lives. Someone.
After Tony calms down from his initial freak-out, MJ and Ned (though mostly MJ) manage to convince him pretty quickly. The fact that FRIDAY never alarmed because they're in her system already is a huge point to their side.
And, the fact that he agrees with them. He survived the battle, everything should be fine. But something is so, very wrong. He's grieving someone he doesn't even know.
So, a new team is born. A trio united to find their shared missing person, the eraser mark in their memories none of them can bear to lose, all for different reasons.
They don't have much to go on, but Tony agrees with them on one thing: Spider-Man is involved somehow. And that's a good place to start.
#irondad fic ideas#banging pots and pans: hurt/COMFORT fic hurt/COMFORT fic dON'T FORGET THE COMFORT#peter needs hugs in so many different categories#best friend hugs gf hugs and dad hugs are literally the bare minimum required for my soul#irondad and spiderson#nwh fix-it#peter parker#tony stark#michelle jones#ned leeds#spideychelle#ironfam#just imagine that ned and mj rock up to the stark cabin during their winter break#like they tell their families they're going camping or smth and end up spending an entire two weeks of frantic holidays w The Stark Family#even better when they all get their memories back and that family is finally COMPLETE#and then when it's time to go back to the city#ned is just like:#flash will NEVER believe us#irondad fic idea#spider-man no way home#additional clues that mj happens to notice in Tony Stark's house:#a teenage boy's BEDROOM. a desk in stark's private lab labeled The Kid's.#btw tony & mj are two sides of the same fake stone cold bitch#if either of them were going to crack open the emotions in front of strangers those strangers would be each other#just something to think about#tony: you loved him. the person we're looking for is your boyfriend#mj: the person we're looking for is your son#queueueueue
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“Dean.” A creak of the floor as Cas pushes himself to standing. Then the dip of the mattress as Cas settles on the edge of it. His voice is closer when he says, “I’m worried. Please tell me what’s going on.”
Even if he were able to speak, he doesn’t know how he would explain this to Cas. Everything is just so much, and how can he make Cas understand that?—Cas, who created galaxies, who witnessed all of human history from its very beginning, who even now could crumble skyscrapers into dust with one withering look. Dean doesn’t have the strength today to sit up in bed. He doesn’t know how to explain this to a being more powerful than he can possibly comprehend.
“I’m tired,” he says finally.
Even the half-truth is so shameful that it makes tears burn behind his still-shut eyelids.
[dean is having a bad time. cas is there for him. read on ao3]
#dean ‘i’m an empath and i do this by deciding in my own head what people are thinking and instantly believing it’ winchester#this is just some good old fashioned hurt/comfort for the soul#i said i was taking a break from tumblr NOT that i was taking a break from being insane about them#my work#supernatural#destiel#spn fic#spncreatorsdaily#deancaskiss
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