#and thank you SO MUCH to everyone for your patience with my messaging/inbox issues <3 i love this hellsite

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THE DAY YOU'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR!!! IT'S HERE!!!!!!!!

Thespius Green: A Fashion Zine is now available...

free to view here in Canva,

and free to download here on itch.io!

Special shoutout to @scribblelimbo for all his incredible help and wisdom in making & formatting & publishing the zine, to @jathis for all their wonderful support throughout this process spreading the word and gathering submissions, and to EVERYBODY who submitted their artwork! You made this community project possible!

Also a wild coincidence, but happy birthday to Yugo Limbo!! wow!!!!!!

Thank you SO SO MUCH to everyone that participated!!! please check out the credits below :]

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Witness : 26

Not Right

new moodboard created by @iheartsebastianstan​ Thanks to them and to anyone who wants to create one of their own or some art, I would be eternally grateful. You all are so amazing!

Character(s): dark!Bucky, dark!Steve, too

Masterlist

Warnings: this is a dark!fic, it contains non/dubious-consent elements. Some violence as well at the beginning. It goes without (and with) that this is 18+.

In this chapter, sex and internal conflict.

Summary: The reader feels her world closing in but it might be too late to save herself.

Notes: Okay, thanks to everyone and their patience with this series. Honestly the response has been overwhelming! I love you all so much and it's really meant a lot considering my recent mental episodes. I hate that I have so many issues and they always pop up at the worst times but this series makes it easier to deal with. I know y'all have come for the story and don't need a whole dump here but I think it's a little obvious that I've poured a lot of myself and my internal struggles into this one and so it just means so much more that it has had such a big response. Again, thank you for listening to me ramble and supporting this series! <3 Now, onto actual business here! This chapter has some juicy little tidbits (and I don't mean sex) just something y'all have been waiting for... I hope you all enjoy :) Tomorrow will be the second chapter of Happy Together so brace for some dark!Steve and Saturday will be another one shot requested for the raffle! (Again dark!Steve) so we have quite the line up. Anyways, as usual, comments mean the world to me. It's nice to have feedback and I just love hearing all your reactions and thoughts. :D You guys are so wonderful.

Please, reblog and or reply with your thoughts!! I’ll see you in the next one. :)

As promised, Bucky and Steve left town at noon. You were relieved to see them go but the looming threat of their presence had distracted you from the dark thoughts which now began to rise in the back of your mind. Vague memories of words exchanged; about you, about others. Gill... you knew nothing about her, only that she used to sit at the very desk you were now behind. And, if you were to guess at it, she had also been involved with the two men who had you caught in their claws, though you couldn’t say how.

 You tapped your fingers on the desk as you scrolled through Pepper’s inbox, weeding out the junk, responding to those which could be generically shrugged off. It was second nature now. Almost fun. You imagined what it would be like to be her. On the arm of one of the most powerful men in the world, protected from others who might wish you harm. You were in almost the complete opposite station in life. You were trapped under the thumb of one who saw you as nothing more than a prop and you had little means of helping yourself.

     “I promise, she won’t be another Gill.” “She’s not another one of your toys…”  

 What had happened to your predecessor? The black text blurred past your vision as you thought, scrolling the wheel as you thought back to your nights spent with both super soldiers. As much as Bucky set your nerves on fire, Steve was utterly terrifying. He was able to flip a switch, turning from the smiling office colleague to sinister masochist. You could feel his hands on your neck then. Had Gill felt the same fingers against her flesh, the same dread mixed with airiness? Is that why she had quit?

 You sat back, looking around the office. There was no one there but you were ever paranoid. You leaned on the chair, glancing just down the hallway as an idea tugged at your mind. You took a deep breath and moved the mouse, hovering over the “sent files” link before clicking. Pepper’s emails, including those written by yourself, appeared before you. You began to scroll down, watching the date revert until well before your first day. And then you found it. An email with a familiar name upon it; ‘Daily Roster’ fwd. Gill Nazar. You stared at the name, another glance around the office.

 You clicked and let the air out of your lungs. Nothing beyond the usual message; a list of names, times, special instructions. It was the same thing you received every morning. You clicked out and opened up the browser, typed in the former secretary’s name and hit enter with a rush of a anxiety. As the little circle reeled beside the cursor, so did your head. The results popped up and your heart dropped. You clicked on the first link; a headline already forgotten.

 ‘MISSING WOMAN: FORMER SECRETARY ON THE RUN?’ It was the most recent story on Gill, declaring that previous reports of her disappearance had been exaggerated and she had in fact merely run away from her boring office life. You explored those which preceded that, every day back in time building the heat along your spine. There were no clues which could have led to her discovery and the last article gave only an account of her wild college days, not far behind her, and a questionable quote from a “friend” to support its thesis. Yet the case had been closed and no one was looking for Gill Nazar any longer.

 It just didn’t add up and you suspected your inevitable disappearance would make even less sense. The thought chilled you to the core and a sudden wave of terror came over you. If you didn’t get out soon, you would be the woman pasted across the articles, but only for a week before you were buried beneath the next week’s headlines. Another would sit in this chair and contend with the super soldiers.

 You were shaking. Your eyes were glued to the screen and you couldn’t stop the panic as it filled your veins like ice. You needed to act soon or be lost forever.

A couple days later, after the revelation that Gill hadn't necessarily quit for a better job or due to a sudden windfall, you were still trying to figure out how to process the information. You couldn't say for sure that she was dead but it wasn't an unlikely conclusion either. The way Steve and Bucky spoke about her as good as confirmed your suspicions. And if her fate was so shrouded in mystery and fatalism, what then would yours be?

 This wasn't just something you could forget but you could try to suppress it, at least distract yourself from it. It all seemed pointless now that your fate was as good as confirmed. Even as you played along you weren't promised any other end but that which you had tried to barter yourself out of.

 Currently you were in the middle of a convenience story, your arms filled with a multi-pack of gummy worms, gummy bears, and sour keys. The endorphins afforded by such an indulgence might be enough to ward off the shadow which loomed over you. A couple chocolate bars were added to your load and you dragged your feet up along the last aisle. Your eyes caught shiny plastic packages, hung on security hooks, and you skidded to a halt. You tapped your toe and looked around.

 You stared at the flip phones. ‘Burners’ they were commonly referred to as by dealers and similar criminals. You chewed your cheek, the wheels slowly beginning to wind on your head. “Excuse me,” You called over to the cashier, bent over the daily crossword in the newspaper. He almost reminded you of yourself and your doldrum work. “Can I get two of these phones please?”

 He pushed himself away from the counter and came out from behind the lottery tickets and gum to shove a round key on the hook. He unlooped two and brought them up to the counter where you met him on the other side. You set the rest of your wares before him and he punched in the items dully. He seemed rather unfazed by your purchase but you gathered a place like this would have shadier types than yourself frequenting the joint.  You accepted a plastic bag and and took your haul out onto the street. Finding your car, you slid inside and started the engine, a plan piecing itself together in your head. Well, nothing substantial but a line of communication. A way to protect yourself and your mom when an escape presented itself.

 Back at your apartment, you took out the twin phones and charged them. You activated them with a set of fake names and typed in a message from one to the other. You left it unread so that the notification still showed.

     Mom, text back when you get this. Y/N.  

 You would buy a parcel tomorrow and send it without a return address. That way Bucky couldn't track it. You felt an odd sense of accomplishment, a fragment of your independence secreted away. Even if you were caught out, you had tried.

 You dumped the packaging down the building's chute and hid the phones beneath your kitchen sink, just behind the trash can. Just in case. You never knew when Bucky would return and he always seemed to drop in at the most inconvenient times.  Your suspicion proved prudent as you slept heavily that night. No longer did the sense of doom hang over you so darkly and you dozed quite comfortably in your own bed. The morning after held a simple task and a rare sliver of hope.

 But you were roused to half-slumber by a distant sound. There was a presence in your room thought your mind refused to retreat from its respite, instead you listened as if through a tunnel. A series of rustling, metal clinking, and muted footsteps. The mattress dipped beside you and a warmth snaked around your waist. At last your eyes snapped open and you grabbed the hand tucking itself under your side.

 “It's just me,” Bucky's whisper was not as comforting as he would have hoped. “Go back to sleep.”

 You tensed against him, not expecting such...gentleness? He wasn't forcing your legs apart or holding you down. In fact, he was giving you a new option. You would take sleep if it saved you from his usual tendencies.  The rest of your night was spent in a shallow sleep, the presence beside you kept you from sinking back too far. In the back of your head you wondered why he was there. After days away on a mission he had decided to show up at your place in the middle of the night and slink into your bed like some long-awaited lover.

 Still you resisted consciousness if only to avoid the answers to those questions. You were woken however against your will. Your mind still shrouded in drowsiness you grumbled as a hand pushed its way between your legs, sliding up your thighs, careful circles drawn along your clit. It was almost relaxing, the warm nestled in your pelvis as the fingers carried on. It was only as the grunt rasped in your ear and you felt the prodding along your back that reality slapped you.

 Bucky was spooning you, his hand squeezed between your legs as he teased your clit, your shorts gone. Your own hand shot down to try to stop him but a soft ‘uh uh’ kept your from doing so. Slowly, he shifted away from you, his fingers still tugging at your core, and rolled you flat onto your back. He pushed your legs apart and you let them splay open, wondering if this was actually some twisted nightmare. A most confusing one indeed.

 His beard tickled across your shoulder and along your neck, his lips laying sweet pecks along your skin. Your heart was hammering in your chest. What was he doing? This had to be some trick. To be so gentle with you he must have been planning something awful. His nose brushed across your cheek, his eyelids hooded over his blue eyes as they closed and he leaned closer. His lips were on yours before you could turn away and your eyes were wide open. He was kissing you. He had never done that before.

 His fingers continued to pluck at you and you moaned despite yourself. The heat was pooling just so and you couldn't resist the flames licking along your thighs. You shuddered against him and he removed his lips at last so that you could turn your head and pant at the sunlit bedroom. He pressed his head once more into the crook of your neck, bringing you to a most disconcerting climax.

 As the after waves took you, Bucky climbed on top of you, replacing his fingers with his cock, running his tip along your folds before slowly entering. You gasped. You wanted him to stop because it felt so unfamiliar, so wrong, and yet you wanted him to keep going. The intimacy of his actions was both long-missed and entirely unsettling. You craved it, just not from him. Not in this circumstance. His breath was hot against your neck as he began to move within you, one hand on your hip, the other tangled in your hair, cradling your head.

 You tried to resist the tingling his touch was sending through you but your mind was too tired and your body weak. You gripped his bicep as he moved against you, your nails digging into his flesh as you fought him and yourself. There wasn’t any real strength put into it as you felt like jelly beneath him, every thrust sending a star across your vision. Your eyes rolled back and you let the haze take you, your name ringing in your ears as you met with yet another orgasm.

 Bucky grunted your name low in your ear, bringing you back to the moment. You felt the warmth spill within you, his cum filling you and seeping around his cock. He collapsed atop you, not moving as he breathed heavily, his head just beside yours on the pillow. The glow of your lust began to fade, the oddity of reality like a bucket of cold water poured over you. You could handle him treating you like a toy, tossing you around, manhandling you, calling you a good girl, but you couldn’t do this. Him touching you so softly as if he actually felt anything but pure spite for you, saying your name…

 “Get off of me,” You whispered, “Please, please.” You began to panic, smacking your hands against his shoulders as you begged him. You couldn't breathe. “Please. Get off!”

 He pulled out of you, sitting back with visible shock on his face. You quickly rolled over the edge of the bed, barely getting your feet under you before you met the floor. You tripped over yourself as you scurried out to the washroom, slamming the door and locking it. You felt his cum dripping down your leg and you cringed. You stepped into the tub, turning on the shower head and detaching it as you frantically tried to wash him away. It was all wrong. He hated you and you hated him. That was how it worked.

 You cranked the faucet off and dropped the hose, falling back against the tub as your body shook. Your top was askew and splashed with water, your bottom half chilly from the cooling drops across your skin. You closed your eyes and swore aloud. Your plan had to been to bide your time but how much longer would you have?

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Big Sorry #2

Who would have thought I would ever need to write that? Me definitely not.

Seriously though guys, I’m so very sorry about this lack of communication. I’m not trying to come up with empty excuses for why things are as they are because however many words, in the end they’re just that: words. They won’t change anything and I apologise for that. Let me try to explain anyway as good as I can and once I’m done I’ll tell you what we decided to do to make up for it.

So first of all, I’m a full time student working part time. I tried to finish the zine in October, but as I’m a writer and not an artist I needed time and feedback to deal with the zine-designing. As I worked on the issues that were brought up, a couple of co-workers got sick and I had to work extra shifts that made it difficult to balance the zine and university. I thought it would be solved quickly (I mean how long are people sick in general? 2 weeks? Sounds easy enough). Well, let’s say I was wrong.

I didn’t want to post another empty lip service either, though, so I thought, I’d finish it in December and post about its completion as a Christmas gift. With the difference that my in-law went crazy bc of christmas and her 30th birthday on new years and then I had essays to write and shifts to work and, to make matters worse, my dad was hospitalised a week before christmas. He was released a few days later but even now he’s still on pain meds (his spine is drilling into his hip bone, leaving indents, which apparently only happened/was only noticeable recently and he was advised against surgery). I’m sure I don’t have to tell you how difficult the holidays were afterwards.

To make up for my break of schedule, I ordered the merch a day before new years and didn’t get to check the process of the order until two weeks later (we celebrated my in-laws birthday with a ~one~ week vacation on an island not too far away and the wifi was really bad). One of the orders had a delay of shipment as it crossed borders and I needed to get in contact with the people in charge to get the shipment from the border to my home. The other... well. Let’s just say I’m an idiot. (I didn’t know they needed me to approve of a draft okay).

(Look at all the postcards and sticky notes!!! <3)

And then there was the zine itself. During the time frame I couldn’t work on it, my trial versions ran out of time and I couldn’t figure out how to deal with the still open issues without getting a full version that I’d have to pay monthly throughout the next half year for when I’d only need it for another month. I was saved though by the amazing @macbeth-macdeath​ who not only dealt with my mistakes but also made it 100x more beautiful than I could have ever imagined!!! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH COREY!!!!

WHICH LEADS ME TO THE CONCLUSION OF THIS ESSAY:

THE ZINE IS DONE: F-U-L-L-Y DONE! NO PROOFCHECKS LEFT, NO FEEDBACK TO GIVE, NO PAGES TO EDIT: D-O-N-E! THE COPIES ARE ORDERED AND ON THEIR WAY TO ME!!!

SO SORRY FOR THE DELAY GUYS BUT WE DID IT!!! THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR PATIENCE UP TILL NOW, I KNOW IT WASN’T EASY WITH US. <3

Everyone who ordered from our shop, please check your mails! We sent the PDF to you. If you didn’t receive it, please leave a message in our inbox or email us with the name you put on the order.

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Responding to Positive Messages pt 4

Today’s a chill day if you couldn’t already tell, I’m going to focus a lot more on going through my inbox, some requests, and during dinnertime I have a queue ready for more Making Perfect content 

I love you all :) Thank you!

This blog is now my life too, I spend so much time on it. In a good way! I needed a more constructive hobby than just constantly refreshing tumblr

I’m glad we can enjoy this life together :)

I’m so glad this has opened the door to you for bonappetitblr! (Still haven’t come up with a better name lmaooo) Best YouTube channel

You’re a saint for joining me here :)

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And all of these ones are re: my breakdown :’) It’s amazing how differently I feel now compared to back then, I think I was just running on no sleep, having too many physical issues, a depressive episode, etc. So I didn’t get to say anything to you all in the moment but it was really nice and helpful for you all to reach out, it meant a lot. Thank you :)

Thank you for that affirmation, I think I tend to internalize a lot of pressure on myself and then take that and project it onto everyone around me. So this was a nice reminder of like, “no one will be upset with you but yourself”. It helped me a lot to rationalize the situation :) 

Thank you for your patience and support :) It’s good for me to have the reminder because I have a hard time internalizing it myself

The jar 2/3 vibes definitely came through, I laughed a lot when I read that a few days ago omg. I hope you saw I referenced that in my tags a bit ago it really left an impression 

Thank you so much for your consideration and for reaching out :)

@actuallyraven Yeah, rational Grace hears you and heartily agrees, she’s just also battling with ADHD hyperfixated Grace and oftentimes loses :’) And I’ve just always been the sort of person who can only go 0 or 100 (idk if you’ve heard Moderation by Florence + The Machine; FANTASTIC song and also ME)

But thank you so much for the affirmation that it’s not only okay to practice moderation, but in fact healthier. I think I internalized it some honestly, that’s why I’m doing a lot better today

@youcantcancelquidditch Thank you for your love :’) That was a really nice affirmation to receive, I’ve kind of tricked myself into having this ideology that your life should always be about what you do for others, without any expectation for reciprocation. I don’t know how to trick myself out of it because it’s not super healthy, but I think maybe step one is to know that the love you give is going to be reciprocated

Also your url made me think of this omg, when I worked at my library I helped out a coworker by joining the summer Quidditch team, and literally all the kids (who were in elementary and middle school) rocked the floor with me 

You didn’t need to hear that but that’s a fun detail

Thank you everyone again for reaching out! It means everything to me, and I love you feverently and eternally <3

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I've seen so many bronlies & salty Cas/Misha stans on twitter lately so I'm really happy I found your blog b/c you're amazing. I love you for always trying to find some positivity in everything & it upsets me when ppl sends you some asks like the last one. You deserve better than this. But don't worry and keep going. ♥

Hey! Sorry I somehow missed this ask from before I turned anon off! Thank you so much for your message :) It’s a shame a few people ruin it for everyone, but eh I’m sure I’ll turn it back on it a few weeks, or maybe I’ll wait til October and just let the hiatus wank pass. I just cba with the continual I hate x y and z about the show wank which I seem to get these days, perhaps because I’m generally SPN positive with a side helping of side eyeing what they’re currently doing, somehow ppl think it’s ok to barrage my inbox with their worries and wank for me to placate them with my positivity but I am just one person and one person gets TIRED of enjoying something, writing about how and why they enjoy it and then getting negativity in their inbox all the time. It’s exhausting and it makes me feel like my positive posts about actual canon are being ignored so ppl can just yell but what about meeeeeeee in my inbox. It’s a double whammy of crap. Also I’m now thinking for two :) finally! Fingers crossed all goes well I’m due in March, which as anyone knows who’s followed me for a while is a small miracle given I’ve been trying for 3 years and had only recently had a depressive episode triggered by my fertility issues.So I have literally zero patience and time for negativity while I’m creating life, tired and pretty cranky with first trimestre morning sickness anyway, let alone when it’s unfounded worry based on nothing but the hiatus quiet! I have questions that I’m squinty side eyeing the show for rn, because of CANON and production choices that have made me question previously appearing certainties. But I’m being logical and saying let’s wait and see what actually happens in s14, so like, let’s all chill and enjoy life in the meantime!!

[themysteryshack]

An Important Announcement...

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Hey, everyone--admin here.  For once I’m out of character on this blog, which is probably frustrating since I haven’t legitimately updated in quite a while.  However, I felt really bogus keeping you all in the dark about the state of this blog, so I’m here to finally clear all that up.

At the moment, TheMysteryShack has taken a back seat in the grand scheme of things.  That’s not to say I’ve abandoned it!  Rather, life and all its hoopity-doop has majorly pulled me away from fandom things at the time (some of you who follow my main blog may notice that my art posts have been slow too). 

However, despite still wanting to keep it up, I can’t give you a definite date on when I can get things up and running.  I keep setting deadlines for myself in which to give it a revival, but it seems like something always gets in the way.  Therefore, until I can get the blog organized fully, TheMysteryShack is being placed on a temporary hiatus.

Now for those of you still interested in this little askblog of mine (bless you all by the way you’re so incredible ;u;), that may stir up a few questions or even concerns.  So here’s a bit more detailed information to try to clear those up as well:

“Every time an askblog says ‘hiatus,’ we come back 3 years later to no updates. You’re closing the blog, aren’t you, TRAITOR??”

Rest assured, while it may take a bit, this hiatus will have an end!  If I have any intention of shutting down the blog, I will absolutely let you all know in advance. Until then, THE PARTY NEVER STOPS! TIME IS DEAD AND MEANING HAS NO MEANING!

“So wait, what do you even need to organize?  Your sock drawer?”

While I do have some awesome Gravity Falls socks, there’s unfortunately a lot more that needs fixing. 

The issue here is, I really really want to update on a regular basis, but I don’t have the time to sit down and write more posts every single week--not quality ones, anyway.  Therefore, I’m hoping to use this hiatus to gather a lot of answered questions in my drafts, and then begin posting them regularly when the time is right.

“Does that mean you’re going to open the askbox again?  I have many questions about Stan’s shoulder hair.”

At the moment, I have literally hundreds of asks still sitting in the inbox, and even with the hiatus time, I won’t be able to answer them all.  Once everything is straightened out, the askbox is gonna reopen with much fanfare!  But until then, that fanfare is under lock and key in a very secret bunker in Peru.

“Why don’t you stop running the blog by yourself and get someone else to help you?  I do a very good Gompers impression.”

I don’t doubt it! However, TheMysteryShack started out as a very personal project for me,  and there are really only a couple of other people I’d feel comfortable sharing it with.  And even then, keeping this blog consistent is a big responsibility that I wouldn’t want to put on their shoulders! 

While I am flattered by all of you who have messaged me asking to write for the blog, I feel most comfortable managing it on my own at this time.

“Why not have a contest or event in the meantime until you come back?”

I’ve actually thought about this!  Trust me, I’ve mulled over everything from art contests to giveaways to even a new Gravity Falls fanzine.  However, arranging these kinds of things properly can take a lot of time and resources I don’t quite have at the moment. 

Once this blog gets back on its feet, I’d love to do something like that!  At the moment, though, this blog is feetless.  Er, footless.

Overall, TheMysteryShack is going to need a bit of time to get everything back together to give you consistent and quality Gravity Falls material. Despite all that, I hope you’ll stick around!  Many of you have been with this blog through thick and thin, and I just want to thank you so much for your patience.

I’ve been running this blog for almost four years now and I am absolutely floored by the love and excitement that you guys have put into it.  You all are the ones who really keep this blog going, and I really and truly can’t wait to back with you all again as soon as I can!

Stay weird,

♡ Jessica ♡

[agron-rebel-general]

For the first time in my life, I am admitting that I am not ok.

Writing is my therapy. And this is the first time I am expressing everything I have been feeling. You don’t have to read it. Or you’re welcome to. I just know I need to write this and I have no where else to do it. 

When I first came here on tumblr, I was welcomed into the fandom, into the role play community. Throughout this experience, I met some amazing and talented people. But I learned that it is not ok that I am here. That my presence here, has upset a balance once maintained. That me getting followers, is not a good thing. That me sharing my writing and graphics, is not a good thing. It had built resentment, bitterness, and so many other things. Those who I believe feel this way have already unfollowed me so maybe they will never see my apology. But I am sorry for being here. I’m sorry for existing. 

Over the last 3 years I have lost so many people that I once called my best friends. It usually happens one at a time, until they can’t take me any more. I learn the reasons why a little too late. The same reasons they once enjoyed my company, are the same reasons they later resent me for it. My positivity, my optimism, my excitability, my welcoming nature, my desire to post with everyone; words often said by the other person and it becomes an issue later on. It is me. I have accepted that and I’m sorry for it. I’m sorry that I inflicted myself onto you. This apology will most likely never be read by those people, but I need to say. I need it to be expressed. 

In all relationships I try to put my all into it. When I make a friend, a true friend, I give it my everything. I try to always consider their feelings, and am willing to work through my shortcomings. I wait for them, when they need distance, and am always here. Always ready to reply. Always willing to listen. Always willing to fix myself. I put their mental health above mine in all situations ,and never talk about how I feel. Only recently have I been able to do that . . . and even then, it is scarce. To talk about how I feel has never been easy for me. But I’m doing it now. Because I’ve realized, that over the past few years, in putting my friends mental health above my own, I have compromised my own. Everything has now come crashing down. I feel utterly broken and exhausted . To put in everything I have, to beg people to stay in my life, to be willing to make every sacrifice and compromise . . . and its not good enough. It never is, because I’m the problem. Because my personality is the problem. Because it is easier to cut me out and sever ties, than to try to work through things and be my friend. Otherwise, I would not have lost at least 4 of my best friends over the years.  

I never thought myself to suffer depression, but today, I acknowledge that I think I am. I have not eaten nor slept well for the past few weeks. I have had random breakdowns, including one at work where I could not stop crying in front of my students. I feel nauseous almost all the time. I feel withdrawn from my family and friends in real life. I can’t focus on my work. I think it is time to accept it for what it is. But the solution, is so much more difficult to find. 

I can feign excitement so that I don’t drag others down with me, and I will probably continue to do so. But for the first time ever in my life, I am asking for support. For help. For patience. There were very few people in my life that I could attempt to talk to about this, but they’re gone now. So I am at a loss. I have never felt this height of sadness before in my entire life. I just need something to keep me going. Something to give me hope that in this darkest time I have ever experienced, that maybe, just maybe . . . I have some worth. Maybe to someone out there, I am not a burden. That my friendship is not a curse. That it is worth keeping because I promise you, I would make any change if I’m the problem. But I can’t, if no one is willing to try. 

Again, all the reasons and whoever the reasons are for this, will never read the message. Its been years coming and I have hit my limit. I don’t know what I’m asking for, or even if there is a purpose to this post .Only that I need to write it down. I need to acknowledge things, and accept things . . . so that I can move on. I need positivity, and if anyone is willing to give me that, I would forever be grateful. If anyone is willing to chat with me, write with me, anything with me, I just need that right now. I don’t think disappearing will help me. Deleting my blog at this point will not mend things. As I said, those with issues with me have already unfollowed or have long left my life. My attempts to work things out with them were to no avail. 

Some of you have been amazing and supportive and for that, I truly thank you. I won’t tag you because I don’t want to force you to read this post. But please know, you are the reason I have stayed here. The reason that I want to stay here. Whether you chat with me, send me memes/starters, plot with me, post with me, follow me, reblog my things, like my posts . .  .all of that, means the world to me. Thank you for tolerating me. Thank you for continuing to tolerate me. 

I don’t want to go on hiatus because, again, I don’t think that will help me. I want to focus on the people who are still in my life, and try to move past this agonizing hurt that has been taking a toll on my health, family, job, friends, and overall life. Emotionally, physically, mentally. For those who are still here with me, thank you. For those who write with me/send me things in my inbox, thank you. For those who follow me, thank you. I know I’m not worth much so the fact that there are those who seem to enjoy my blog, means a lot to me. More than I can properly express. 

I’m sorry for coming onto tumblr, but it’s too late for anything else right now. All I can do is move forward, and any help would be appreciated. I don’t know if I can keep talking about this, but distractions are welcome. Anything is welcome at this point. I just want to feel better and move forward. I want to be able to smile and laugh and just be positive and happy again. 

My apologies to those reading this if it comes off as needy. It is not attention seeking but merely, a way of expressing myself. Emotions I have suppressed for years. I no longer have a safe place to share them. This is all I have left. And I don’t want to lose it. 

I have queued replies and will hopefully be lurking about. I will try to write because all I can do right now is delve myself into distractions. Thank you to anyone who had read this. I sincerely appreciate it. I hope this will be the only post I make about this that is so long. I don’t know if writing about it has helped; I just know that I needed to do it. 

For any plotting and things, feel free to send me a message on tumblr, hit up my inbox, and I also have Skype which you can message me for my username. 

Also my words of advice: do not let anyone compromise your mental health. Do not neglect how you feel for the sake of others. YOU are important. If you set aside your feelings and do not advocate for yourself, you will wind up like me. It may be days, weeks, months or in my case, years. But it will catch up to you; and I hope no one will lose people that they love as a result of it. 

Much love and hugs. I hope to chat and write with you all.  

[flock-talk]

I just wanted to thank you foraletting your hard work on this blog. The unbelievable amount of helpful information has helped me and so many others so much. We are all very grateful for the cute pics of the birds and the perfectly short amount of time it takes you to answer our questions. Your so patient with us when we ask about something Thats already been covered. Thank you so much for all the time and effort you put in to help us and our birds. You'll never understand how much you inspire me

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I love your youtube channel.  Your bird training videos are awesome.  I also want to say that you are very very beautiful.  The way you work with birds show that you are also very patient and caring.  I wish you the best in everything you do.             

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Oh my gosh. Just watched your video ' meet the flock' again and I forgot how emotional it was! I rewatched Mia's story like 5 times, every time I had to stop myself from crying as my family would hear me. I admire your love for your birds so much. My budgie is refusing any and all vegetables I've tried so far and you really gave me some hope and a reason to keep going! Thanks.           

nobirdsforme                                             

I just wanted to thank you for all your hard work with this blog and sharing so many amazing tips and such awesome insight, while not glossing over the "down" sides to birds! You really helped me in my decision to get birds <3            

I don’t intend to demean or rush past any of these messages by compiling them all in to one, terribly sorry if it comes across that way.  I just never really know how to respond to these kinds of messages so they sit around and when I finally get around to posting them I’d feel bad blasting them all out at once and clogging up the blog so I pop them in one thing here to condense it a bit.

There was another submission that got sent through but I don’t believe I received all of it, had a super sweet intro but the message cut off as soon as you said ‘firstly’ and it lost you mid sentence so I’m sorry I didn’t get the whole thing but I am extremely appreciative for where that message was headed, really brought me up that was extremely thoughtful of you.

So thank you guys, in amidst the flood of questions or demanding answers seeing lovely little moments like these are extremely grounding.  It gets tense a lot of the time, everyone expecting everything from just one little me and losing it when I slip up, lose track, fall behind, or get tired.. it’s a lot more stressful than I would’ve thought it could be a couple years ago. Not to say I don’t still enjoy it, just that it gets hard and seeing messages like these almost force a moment to breathe, relax, and refocus.

Everything you say I take to heart, I read every message and nice things like these will sit in my head for a while, reminding me that this isn’t some cluster case of everyone grabbing at me trying to get what they want, that the work that I put in here is appreciated that the efforts are not unnoticed.

Anon 1) Thank you, I know your message has been sitting in here the longest, I’m sorry for the wait.  Hearing that I inspire you is unfathomable to me, I’m just a person who really loves birds and stacks apples in the evenings. “perfectly short amount of time” a little ironic considering how long it’s taken me to get to this message. Nonetheless I made it here eventually, every time I’ve been digging through the inbox I’d scroll past your message and it’d just make things a little clearer.

Anon 2) I’m sure happy that you’ve been enjoying the content, that’s very reassuring to hear!  It’s not always patience and perfection, everyone gets frustrated or lost at one point or another, but I’m always trying.  Thank you for taking the time to write that message, that’s incredibly kind of you,

anon 3) No one can look at a little floof’s face and not want to throw their entire heart in to it, still can’t believe I actually ending up posting that, you haven’t a clue how much time I spent staring at the footage wanting to cut it out.  Your message makes me glad that I left it in, having to work closely with struggling birds is rough, especially when the answer is so simple and they just won’t do it.  I’m so happy that you’re not giving up on your bean, you will get there, they will make it the hardest possible journey for you but you’ll make it through.

nobirdsforme) I’m glad the the main goal seems to still be hanging on, sharing all the cuteness without that veil of perfection blinding everyone from the realities behind all those fluffy feathers.  I never want to become someone that just hides the issues and faults, I want the problems and difficulties to be as accessible as all the positives.  Super excited for you and your beans, what kind of birds did you get/ are planning on getting? I’d certainly love to see pictures them some day!

Thank you all, truly, you taking your time to send me these messages means the world to me.

[thatgirlonstage]

Dear Followers

Sorry for going silent and not answering asks and messages for the past couple days. I had a few rough patches as I started a new semester and just needed to sort out exactly what was going on with my thesis and related things before I felt like I could talk to anyone. I’ve gotten some sleep, had a good cry, met with my advisor, got into my for-fun class, and basically have a better grip on what’s happening. It’s all relative but you know

To everyone who sent me support following my tags rant on Monday, thank you so much <3 I’m not going to publish the asks for the same reason that I keep those rants confined to the tags - I prefer to keep those sorts of issues quiet and don’t want to invade people’s dashes with my personal problems - but I really, really appreciate it. You’re all lovely humans and I'm sending you all big virtual hugs.

Again, I’m really sorry to people who have been waiting on responses to asks and such - I see them, they’re sitting in my inbox, and I’m getting to them ASAP

To anyone still waiting for prompts, I promise they will get done and very soon!! The start of this semester was just way more chaotic than I was anticipating. Thank you so much for your patience and I’m really sorry it’s taken so long! As soon as I’m done with all of them I’m going to post a masterlist, so keep an eye out for that as well.

Alright, that’s all. Thank you all for being lovely - I’ll be more alive and responsive starting tomorrow

[helpersofindie-archive]

It’s 11:27 and the inbox is now open again! We closed the inbox on February 1st, and we’ve now had it closed for almost three weeks which has given us time to work through requests and get the inbox count down. We have gone from having 508 messages to 130 ( which is honestly amazing, that means we’ve managed to get through 378 asks). We now have 312 drafts instead of the original 370, and our current queue has 3 things in it. 

We’ve also accepted 11 new helpers into hoi, which is super exciting! They’re all super precious, so please give them a warm welcome! We’re all very happy to have them join the hoi team and I hope you all enjoy the resources they release on this blog!  While we have gotten the inbox count down to 130, we feel that we need a fresh start ( and a lot of the messages left now are old ones that no one has claimed ). Thus, we have decided to delete the inbox, so the inbox count is now at ZERO. A list with the deleted requests can be found below the cut. We ask that you do not resend the ones that weren’t aimed at a specific helper, BUT if you really want a request that you requested from someone you can resend it to someone else (or without a name).

We’d like to thank everyone for their patience during these 3 weeks, and also ask that you remain patient, since we still have a lot of requests in the drafts, and quite long to do lists. We hope everyone is having a good week and we’re excited that the inbox is now open once again.

remember, if you see your request in this list and would still like them to be done, then feel free to resend the request and hopefully one of the helpers will complete it for you! 

edit: only requests that were directed to specific helpers******

Hello! Could any of the helpers please make a gif hunt of Jonathan Hyde as Eldritch Palmer from the Strain? They can be normal and don't need any style. Thank you in advance!

Could someone familiar with wrestling do some rp icons of Randy Orton? More recent ones preferably. Thanks a million!

Can I request a manip of Ciara Baxendale and Grant Gustin? Thank you so much.

to anyone, I was wondering if someone could possibly make some 100x100 plain icons of tyler young in eyewitness? thanks if anyone can!

Hi! Could I request some icons of Ayase Haruka? If possible, from the movie "Umimachi Diary (Our Little Sister)". If not, any role would be perfect! Thanks!

Hi helpers, happy holidays<3 I was wondering if I could have a crackship of Tyson Houseman and Evan Peters please?

hello helpers! is there a helper who'd be willing to possibly help me out and make some base icons of Melanie Tran? ;w; And if not, could you please direct me to where I might be able to find some? Any help is appreciated! <3

Hi guys, I was wondering if I could request some icons of Tanc Sade in his role in Gilmore Girls pretty please?

Hey! Can i please a crackship of Finlay MacMillan and Freya Tingley? Thanks!

hey can i request an aesthetic of m/m interracial couples from lottie if she doesn't feel way too busy? thank you

Hi! Can I please get a manip of Jeremy Irvine and Xavier Dolan please? Thank you in advance!!

Could I please get a lovelt mannip of cory michael smith and eiza gonzalez? <3 <3 <3

Can I please request Rahart Adams icons from Every Witch Way, Liar Liar Vampire, and Nowhere Boys? Preferably border-less 100x100 HQ/HD? Forgot to add border-less in. x.x

Hey Gillan! Can you make some circular icons of Mune from Mune Guardian of The Moon?

Dear Jay and smutty-gif-hunt-anon, Thank you for helping out with what I'd be too embarrassed to request!! Rock on!

Hello if possible could I get gif icons of James paxton of eyewitness. any style works who ever seems inspired to do this works. thank you. I'm easy to please. Thank you again for all your hard work.

Will you make some Faith Wladyka icons?from Blue Valentine? Only if you're up for it :)

Hi Jay! Since you're the resident wrestling related helper I was wondering if you could help me with something. Could you make me a manip of Taylor Swift with the Raw women's title, please? Something similar to when Charlotte visited Today after wrestlemania? I didn't see manips on your WID, but I thought I'd seen you do a manip request before. Thanks in advance for your time!

I don't know if my request was received before or after the inbox was deleted so my apologies if this is a duplicate. Can I please get some roleplay icons of (Tristan Milligan) Lyle Lettau from season 13/14 of Degrassi? Thanks! <3

could i request some Darby Stanchfield rp icons as her role from abby whelan in scandal? preferably 70x70 white a light grey psd thank you so much in advance and god i love this blog - the indie community salutes you

Good evening HOI, could I request a man up of Shin Hye-Jeong and Jessica Parker Kennedy please?

Hi, Lottie! May I request some RP icons of Ryan McCartan as Brad Majors in the TV version of Rocky Horror Picture Show in style "scarlett," please? Thank you so much!

Hey guys! I was wondering if you could please do a manip of Kacey Musgraves and Derek Theler of them and some party or award show? Thanks, love ya bye!

Hey! I'd pretty please like to request plain static rp icons of Korean actor Jo Jung Suk if possible!

Hello! Could I please request an icon pack with Lily James in Downton Abbey using Blue's B6 style? Thank you so much! <3

This message is to anyone who has space on their todo. Culd i request some rp Icons of Keir O'Donnell on Wedding Crashers please ?

hey lovelies! I was wondering if someone was willing to do a manip of Emily Rudd and Matthew Daddario for me (sibling/friends vibes)? thank you in advance :)

hey there lovelies!! could i please request plain 100x100 rp icons made of christina masterson? thank you so much lovelies!

Hey there Samantha! Just wondering if you were up to making a gif icon hunt of recent Kat Mcnamara? Thank you! xxxxx

May I please request standard sized gif icons of Laura Vandervoort from the film Damage, please?? :333 Thank you, and Merry Christmas! <3

Thanks for being helpful and understand about my technical issues & letting me send my gif pack request here (Which admin would you like to complete the request? Anyone What is the url from the video? If it’s about a movie/tv show, tell me which the name of the movie/tv show+episode so we can find suitable download links.- skins 6x07 "alo" Who's the faceclaim?- holly earl as poppy champion Any specific PSD? Vibrant, Pale, Dark, or a link to one posted. " just 160x160 QUOTE text moodboard gifs

Hi Maxie! Could I request some icons of Taylor Dearden as Ophelia Mayer in Sweet/Vicious, in the mx17 style? Thank you!

Hello Ellen. Is it possible that I could het Dylan O'Brien gif icons in EL*013? Thank you in advance! :)

Hey Helpers! Is it possible I can get a twin Lin Miranda manip, one with short hair and one with long? Thanks!

May I request some Amy Nelson rp icons? [ underused face claim ] in any psd you want, I would appreciate it :D

Hello! Is it possible I could get roleplayable icons of Kalel Cullen? With a light psd and such?

Hello lovely helpers, can I please request for a manip picture of Elizabeth Olsen (brunette) with Evan Peters please? As a couple. Thank you so much. <3

Super random but can you pretty please make me some gifs of matthew daddario doing magic. Like instead of crackship gifs of him with another person , it would be of him and a faceless gif of magic aka gifs of wizard matthew daddario lol.

May I request a family template for Rachel Hilbert fc?

Hi, can i please request gif icons of Travis Fimmel in her role in Vikings (Ragnar)??? Thanks you very much. Oh, without border pls.

may i have a family template for sarah shahi? if you can, could her father be the one who's persian/iranian and her mother be the one who is spanish? but, if not, that's totally fine! thank you so much, helpers! xx

May I pretty please request a moodboard or aesthetic of Matthew Daddario and Cameron.Monaghan as Even x Isak from skam ?

Hello, there! First of all, I absolutely love your icons! I was just wondering if it was possible to ask for gifs/icons of Daniel Miller from Berlin Station? Thank you. Have a lovely day! :)

hey helpers! i'm currently working on creating a werewolf multimuse, and i want to have two packs represented- but for the life of me i can't think of pack names beyond the cliche "moonstone/bloodstone" kind of thing. so could you help me come up with names? if it helps, the packs are kind of opposites- good vs evil kind of thing. thanks so much!

Hello!! I was wondering if you guys could make me a manip of Tom Felton as Draco and Elle Fanning. As siblings.. Please and thank you! :3

Ayo! Can u make manip of Luke Hemmings and Dua Lipa, pls? Ty. ♡

Hi I was wondering if someone could make an Angelique Boyer gif hunt? I'm wanting to use her as a FC but realized there's hardly any gifs of her out there. I would appreciate it so much <33! Thank you to whoever decides to take it on.

Hi anyway! Can i request some Jun-ji hyun gif icons from The Legend of the Blue Sea please?

Would anyone be willing to make a gif hunt of Travis Fimmel in the the 2003 Tarzan, please?

You all are super talented and super awesome. i was wondering if any of you helpers could possibly do a manip or aesthetic of david gandy and helen owen as a power couple. Whichever would be easier. It's for a story i am currently writing.

Hello, can I please request icons of model and actress Nicole Fox? For whomever reads this I know her movies can be potentially triggering, so if you aren't comfortable with those, that's completely fine (frankly I'm just glad you're reading this). She was also in s13 of ANTM. If there's anything problematic about her, I am not aware, but please let me know. Thank you very much and have a great day x

Hi! I was wondering if any of you would be willing to do a family template for Romanian Actress Madalina Ghenea.

can i please request herman tømmeraas gif icons? thank you in advanced !

may i please request icons for maxence danet-fauvel?? Thank you!!!!

Could you please make some static rp icons of Ben Barns from By The Gun? Thank you!

Sorry, ignore my last message. Could I please request crackships of Britt Robertson and Jeff Goldblum from around Jurassic Park and The Lost World era? Thank you!

hey babes! i love all the manips you all do, so i was wondering if i could request a romantic-y manip of alec lightwood and max ehrich? preferably from under the dome for max, but really anything is fine for him! thank you so much

hello helpers! would someone be willing to make plain 100x100 icons of tom austen in his role as jasper frost from the royals?

I hope I'm not bothering any of you. I hope you all have a great holiday season. I was wondering if anyone would do a manip of Jessica Lowndes and David Labrava as a couple. You all do amazing work and should get more credit for all the hard work you guys put in. You are all talented.

Hey! I was hoping one of you would have the time to help me out with something. I've got all the human icons I need for my muse, but I'm seriously lacking in phoenix icons. I know there's Fawkes in Harry Potter, but I was hoping there would be manga/anime and/or other movies/shows with phoenixes in them that I could get icons from? Or if there are any icons/gifs out there already? Anything would help, please and thank you.

Hello is it possible to get Henrik Holm RP icons in G15 from his role as Even in SKAM?

do you guys make rp icons of animes and mangas? If yes can I ask for rp icons of Sarada Uchiha please? With a tiny white and grey border?

happy 2017 helpers ! hope you all are well c: i was wondering if i could possibly request a manip of seola from cosmic girls and hyungwon from monsta x ? please and thank you so much !

Hi there, can I please request a gif hunt of Jonas Nay from his role in Deutschland 83?

If possible could I get some Icons of the French Model Johan Akan the 3d scan for Nyx Ulric of Final Fantasy XV Kingsglaive? Please and thank you

Hello lovely helpers, can I please request for crackship gifs of Lily Collins with Evan Peters? They relationship is similar of Rosie and Alex's relationship in Love, Rosie. Thank you. <333

I lovely helpers! I was wondering if I could please request a manip of David Giuntoli as an X-Wing pilot from Star Wars? Thank you for your time <3

Hi :) Could you please do some Brent Antonello icons from the tv show Hit the Floor? I'd love that.

Hey helpers! Can I request a manip of Freddie Highmore as a Blue Lantern (or a green lantern if it's easier)?

Good morning helpers! Can I ask for a manip of Hunter Parrish and Robbie Amell please?

Can I have a manip of Kristine Froseth and Evan Peters? I'd like it if it was done mid-90's Polaroid style with using Evan's AHS Season 1 resources.

Hello helpers can someone make a manip of Zach Roerig and Matt lanter as best friend please?

hi, could i possibly get crackship gifs of america ferrera with long hair and chris (the guy) from the tv show skam? thank you in advance xx

Hey guys. I was wondering if any of you would do a manip of Rhiannon Fish and Scott Eastwood as a couple.

hello ! first of all, i'd like to thank all of u for putting in time to make resources for the indie community ! u guys are awesome ! secondly, i'd like to ask if any of you would be willing to make a manip of herman tømmeraas and ariana grande as friends ? thank u in advance !

Hello, can I please request a romantic "instagram-post like" manip of Zendaya and Cristiano Ronaldo? Thank you!

hi there! i hope you're all having a lovely day! could i please request gabi demartino gif icons?

Hey helpers! Can I request a (romantic) manip of Keahu Kahuanui (preferably with facial hair) and Nick Jonas? Thanks!

Hi, can I please request rp icons of Vika Bronova?

Hi guys, I was wondering if you could help me with a url for a Lord of the Rings elf original character, I'm using Emilia Clarke, primarily in her role and Daenarys Targaryen? thnx

Hi Helpers! I would like to know if any of you could do somes gif icons or icons of Trè Samuels, if is not a trouble. Thank you very much in advance <3

Hello! Could you guys suggest first and surname's for Naressa Valdez? ( I'm not sure if this counts as two asks? ) Thank you so much!

Hello, may I please request plain ( with pixel texture) gif icons of Jan Lisiecki ? Thanks in advance !

hello dearies! can i request some plain icons (bases, to be clear) of spencer macpherson in american gothic please?

could you please give me some ronan lynch urls? tysm, i love your blog!!

Could someone pretty please make a manip of Eva Green and Jeffrey Dean Morgan, by any chance? Thank you

hi love, can you do some gif icons of ryan gosling with beard and some from crazy stupid love? tysm <3

Hello can someone please make me some crackship gifs where it looks like Matthew Daddario has super powers.

hi i'd love some simple rp icons of alex steele in her role as tori santamaria in degrassi please <3

Oops! Sorry, I didn't realize there was a form! I recently changed my mind, though, and was wanting just plain RP icons (Robby Benson from The Chosen). Is that doable? Ahh sorry and thank you!

Can I pleeaaasseee get 100 x 100 black and white light textured rp icons of Amandaschronicles/Amanda Mckenna? It would mean so much to me! Thank you sm for all you guys do!

Could I please request some rp icons of Rodrigo Santoro? Thank you!

May I have an aesthetic (or a moodboard which ever you'd like to make) of Kristine Froseth and Evan Peters (AHS season one resources pls) as heads of a mafia known as the Gemini Mafia pls?

hello, could i request icons of Çağatay Ulusoy in a plain style, please? hope you guys have a great day and thanks for all that you do!! ♥

Can I please request some gif icons or a gif hunt, I'm not sure which is easier/preferred, of Raúl Esparza, please?

Hi! I was wondering if it was possible for someone to do a manip of Lady Marian (BBC Robin Hood) and Prince Arthur (BBC Merlin) ? Thank you. :)

Hello, yes! If you're still dong manila, can I have one of Katey Sagal (as Gemma Teller) and Norman Reedus. Preferably as a couple.

Is there any chance you could do a faceless gif hunt of a couple with a blonde female and a male who has dark skin? Thank you so much in advance!

can i request a manip of ryan potter and keiynan lonsdale?

can i please get a dominic sherwood x ashley moore manip? thank you

Hello helpers! I was hoping someone would be able to make regular, 100x100 RP icons of Morgan Lily! I would be much appreciated! Thank you for all of your help!

I'm not sure If you are still doing manipulations but if you are could I please request one of Matt Ryan and Marie Avgeropolous. Thank you. You guys are flawless.

hello! hope you're all doing well! i would like to request icons of Sophie Stuckey (from any and all ages, please). I did put in a request before, but i'm not sure if that's been done (and i haven't seen them) or rejected or forgotten about? so if anyone could make them or direct me to them or .. anything else? that'd be greatly appreciated. <3

Hi helpers! I was wondering if I could ask one of you lovelies to make a family template for Alex Brooke? Thank you so much!

could i ask for billy cranston from mighty morphin power rangers (David yost) icons? thank you thank you thank you :)

hey lizzie! thanks for opening your requests again. could i please request some icons of daniel sharman in the style L6? thanks so much!

hi lizzie!!! hope you're having a brilliant day! could i please ask you for some icons of jeremy irvine in the style L7? thanks so much!

hi hello lizzie! hope this isn't too much of a bother, but would it be possible for me to request some icons of Sean O'Pry in L7? thank you x10000 !!!!

lizzie could you pls make rp icons in L7 of chris wood as jake riley? :)

hey lizzie, could i please get rp icons of ivana baquero as eretria in L1?

could i please request gif icons of bellies during various stages of pregnancy? in short, gif icons of pregnant bellies? nothing fancy style-wise, but maybe a light texture, since i think those look best! thank you so much to whoever takes this up! (and another thank you to the rest of you, since you guys help the community so much!)

Hello! I have been unable to find any resources of Maeda Goki. He's a sadly underrated FC. If you know of some that already exist, could you link me please? And if not, could you please make some plain (no texture/border) icons of him from any role? Thanks for your help!

Hi Lia, could I possibly re-request the Toby Regbo as young Jaime Lannister aesthetic I asked for, if you'd like to do it?

can you make some icons of dean and renee kissing on total divas plkease??

I'm not sure if you've answered this but I I use Marie Avgeropolous as an fc and I know Olivia Steele-Falcone played young Octavia in The 100 but I don't know if she has enough films to create an icon pack.I know you have a gif pack form but I didn't see one for icons. Is it possible for anyone to do these for me, I would much appreciate it. Or if you have already done them can you link me? Many thanks in advance. You guys have been fabulous so far.

Is it possible for someone to make some PNGs? I need some supernatural creatures/scared/crying PNGs but I can't really find any. A mix of those would be great but just scared/crying PNGs are absolutely cool too.

hello! I was wondering if i could please request some icons of Tahlena Chikami? Possibly base icons? Or at least very little editing? I'd really like to use her as an fc, but she has almost no resources that i could find. thank you for your consideration and your time!!

would anyone be willing to make a manip (preferably a selfie) of cody saintgnue and ashley moore? :)

Could someone possibly make a manip of Jon Hamm and Michelle Forbes? They are married in my roleplay so possibly something of them cuddling or anything would be fine. Just a picture of them together would be amazing all together.

hey there lovely helpers!! i was hoping i could please request some 100x100 plain rp icons be made of ming na wen in joy luck club? thank you so much!!

Hello! If icon requests are open, may I please request plain 100x100 icons of Lulu Antariksa as Rowan in t@gged? It's on go90 :)