#and surgery isnt until 4:30

[alohdark]

Today is surgery day

Good bye Gallbladder

[kinglypup]

i was at the hospital yesterday for literally 10 hours which is bonkers.

[destinyc1020]

Sunday Confessions:

1. Paul Rudd looks his age to me lol ik ppl hype him up saying he looks "ageless" bt he looks his age (54) n theres nothing wrong with that (ik some ppl hasve issues with aging.. lik its nt a priveledge to age n grow older). He prob has good genetics, a good skincare routine that includes sunscreen, balanced diet and has little to no cosmetic surgery which can age you very drastically.

2. On the contrast Kylie Jenner looks A LOT older for her age (almost double her age if im honest), n honestly it looks lik her face is frozen in some instances. All the plastic surgery she got from such a young age is disturbing, i hope the overload of wanting various surgeries from that family dnt trickle down to all their (biracial) daughters bt honestly its probaby inevitable.

3. Good that Jacob/Austin/Cailee etc got recognition from Elvis/Priscilla movies bt i cant get beind the resurgence of Elvis, a whole MAN who was attracted to an underage GIRL, its disturbing. Again, this has nothing to do with the actors cuz thats their job bt just the hype for Elvis as a person (beyond somebody being a fan of his music) isnt for me, n something ill never get.

4. I want more dark/brown skinned it gurls who are in their 20s. Thought it b letitia wright bt that anti-vaxx/anti-lgbtqa thing didnt help. Thoight it b dominque thorne but her show hasnt come out (when i thought it would by now?). The closest who i can think of is keke, whose great bt i want MORE black young women, lupita, whose gorgeous/talented bt older, and Kiki Layne, who i last saw in about 5 minutes in Dont Worry Darling 😔 literally WHERE are the dark/brown skinned young women in hollywood, its tiring

Wow Anon.... I hope your edges are in tact rofl 🤣

1. I think Paul looks good for his age. He doesn't look 50s to ME (more like 40s), but hey, not everyone will agree 🤷🏾‍♀️

2. Kylie.... no comment 😬

3. I honestly haven't seen the "Priscilla" movie yet, so I'm not sure how he's portrayed in that film, but the stuff that I've read from Priscilla's own mouth so far, it sounds like they started off as friends, but I could be wrong. 🤷🏾‍♀️ But yea, I totally understand Anon if you don't wanna watch. Even though he didn't marry her until she was of age, it will never not be weird because he knew her when she was 14. 😵‍💫

4. I totally 100% agree with this Anon. 🙏🏾 I've been wanting to see more darker-skinned black women representation in the 20s age range in blockbuster Hollywood films for AGES. 😩 I feel like we're only really recognized when we're late 30s or early 40s and beyond. Or, when we're too young to play someone's love interest. But darker black women in their 20s onscreen? It's just so rare these days..... 😔 They make it seem like we don't even exist.

[inkybinkyboink]

anyways so clopin

i was thinking about him being a guardian figure for everyone him meeting esemerelda and immediately going “we’re siblings now” and they are!!!!! hes like an older brother. they paint nails. they have bitch and braid sessions. they commit arson together like theyre a package fucking deal. he’s ready to be there for her  24/7 365 like if she needed him in australia at 4 in the morning he would be there. 

esmerelda starting to date phoebus and clopin immediately being like “if you hurt her ill fucking kill you” but then they grow on each other and clopin isnt an echo chamber for esme, if she has an argument with phoebus he looks at the situation in a neutral light and tells it like it is. phoebus being this like 30 year old whos kind of had nothing but chaos in his life up until then, and clopin being this calming presence, like man definitley has his wild moments no doubt, but hes by no means immature or excitable. clopin begrudgingly driving phoebus home and they stop at the store and xyz happens and out of nowhere phoebus starts having a panic attack and they rush back to the car where its quiet and clopin talks him down and its a fucked up bonding moment :)

clopin being the older brother/father figure quasi never had. man is the backup if Esmeraldas busy. I feel like the second trust is built between him and another person he gets really affectionate which is good in quasis case bc man needs a lot of physical reassurance and hugs. I want quasi and clopin baking together.

I want clopin ordering for someone if they're too anxious to order no questions asked. he picks up a kid so they can see the menu.

man reads and reads and reads holy shit he has so many books

give me clopin being a dad but not like the way phoebus is a dad, like a sage old man with a paternal essence. he’s patient, and listens, and thinks quickly. he’s witty and protective and caring but also still able to have fun and joke. clopin’s the type of guy to joke in a dark scenario. he could be going in for like open heart surgery and just before the anesthesia knocks him out he goes “remember. you’re operating on my heart” and then he blacks out like he has the ability to make light of any dark situation.

man definitely did community theatre as a kid

and probably dance too hhhhh little clopin tap dancing

stopped after he fucked up his ankle and it clicks permanently now

clopin sitting with one leg crossed over the other reading a magazine

Will give someone his food even if it means he goes hungry

definitely a "are you hurt" "no" kind of guy

oh man clopin during the past few years? man wears the FUNKIEST masks

makes them himself or buys them from independent artists

listens to the WEIRDEST music

like,,,, you think he listens to like rock or some shit and it's fucking Tibetan throat singing remixed with John Williams or something insane

clopin not liking Phoebus AT ALL and then after years and years of knowing him it eventually culminates to the two guys falling asleep on each other in the back of a car on a roadtrip.

he has the WEIRDEST scars like someone's like shit man what are all those scars on your hand and he's like "yknow it's funny I actually fell off my porch into the brambles-"

ufhdhshsh I just love him ok.

[milfisolde]

i just noticed that i would like mercy 50000000 times more if she was a poc and idk how to feel (,,warning for long tags)

[lifecandoterriblethings]

1-92 on your ask post?

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

Yes, since he lives with me, I'd say that's a definite possibility!

2. You talked to an ex today, correct?

Absolutely not haha

3. Have you taken someones virginity?

Hasn't everyone?

4. Is trust a big issue for you?

I mean yes, and no.

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?

I get to hang out with the person I love everyday. I'm very lucky

6. What are you excited for?

To go on a cruise next year!

7. What happened tonight?

I went grocery shopping and hung out at home.

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?

Its not disgusting if anyone gets wasted, but know your limits people.

9. Is confidence cute?

It can be as long as the person isnt cocky.

10. What is the last beverage you had?

Water

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

That would be one

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?

Absolutely!

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?

I dont have plans yet

14. What are you going to spend money on next?

Who am I kidding, probably food.

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?

Yup!

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?

I sure hope so

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

My boyfriend, my best friend and my grandma

18. The last time you felt broken?

All too often, I'm sensitive

19. Have you had sex today?

Nope!

20. Are you starting to realize anything?

Ummm what am I supposed to realize?

21. Are you in a good mood?

I am, but I'm tired

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?

That's a no for me dawg.

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?

Yes they are

24. What do you want right this second?

Something we have been hoping for months now.

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

He would be dead.

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?

Part of it is.

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

No because I need to laugh

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

My boyfriend watching disney plus

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?

My great grandma

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?

Depends on the situation

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

Nope!

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?

Well he lives with me, so I sure hope so

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

HELL NO

34. Listening to?

My boyfriend snore

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

Not very often

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?

Sleeping next to me

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Yes

38. Who did you last call?

My grandma

39. Who was the last person you danced with?

Tyler

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?

Because hes cute!

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?

To long ago

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?

Nope

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

Yes!

44. Do you tan in the nude?

Nope, and I can't get a tan anyways

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?

Never

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

Every night

47. Who was the last person to call you?

Tyler

48. Do you sing in the shower?

Not anymore

49. Do you dance in the car?

Sometimes

50. Ever used a bow and arrow?

Yes

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

A couple weeks ago

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?

Depends on the musical

53. Is Christmas stressful?

Yes

54. Ever eat a pierogi?

No

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?

Apple!

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

Doctor or a teacher

57. Do you believe in ghosts?

Possibly

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

Yes I have

59. Take a vitamin daily?

Yes!

60. Wear slippers?

Everyday!

61. Wear a bath robe?

Yes

62. What do you wear to bed?

A t shirt!

63. First concert?

Britney Spears haha

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

Cant I have all three?

65. Nike or Adidas?

I like both, but I'm a Nike girl

66. Cheetos Or Fritos?

Cheetos!

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

Sunflower seeds

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?

Enchanted

69. Ever take dance lessons?

A very long time ago

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

Yup! Because I'm with him!

71. Can you curl your tongue?

Yes

72. Ever won a spelling bee?

Nope!

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

Absolutely

74. What is your favorite book?

I have so many

75. Do you study better with or without music?

Without music

76. Regularly burn incense?

Nope!

77. Ever been in love?

Yes!

78. Who would you like to see in concert?

I'd love to see Post Malone again

79. What was the last concert you saw?

Post Malone

80. Hot tea or cold tea?

Hot tea

81. Tea or coffee?

Tea

82. Favorite type of cookie?

I love snickerdoodles

83. Can you swim well?

Yes

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

Yes

85. Are you patient?

I can be

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?

DJ

87. Ever won a contest?

Nope

88. Ever have plastic surgery?

No but I've scrubbed in on plastics

89. Which are better black or green olives?

BLACK

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

10/10 would recommend

[tifu-today-i-fucked-up]

TIFU and didn't tell anyone about my chest pains and it turned out to be atrial flutter. I was 17.

Ok so for those who dont know what atrial flutter is, its when the top two chambers of the heart are beating at a rapid and irregular pace that could reach up to 300bpm. This all happened when I was 17, and my doctor told me this happens once in every 15-20 years in kids in my age group (I have no idea if this statistic is actually true or not but it was said to me).

It all started on a tuesday night, I was playing dota with my friends and after our game I went upstairs to take a shower and then go to bed. When I got in the shower I felt my chest twitch in a weird way. I did not think much of it and just wrote it off as a muscle spasm. The twitches continued until after I showered but it was late at night and I did not think it was anything serious. I got right into bed and went straight to sleep.

I woke up that morning and I immediately feel the twitches again. It was pretty early in the morning and I still thought it was a muscle spasm and was kinda too tired to care. I got dressed, ate breakfast then drove me and my sister to school. Throughout the day the twitches continued, I didn't say anything about them to anyone until my last class of the day. I was sitting in my AP Bio class and I notice that my vision starts to get spotty as if I have a concussion, and I notice that my chest is getting tighter and its harder to breathe. I ask my friend sitting right next to me to feel my chest and see if my heart beat felt weird. He felt it and immediately said the rhythm was inconsistent. I then go up to my teacher, who used to be a physical therapist, and ask her if she can feel my pulse. She feels it for about a minute and says, "Yeah that isnt right, can someone walk him down to the nurses office?". After being walked down the nurses office, she listens to my heartbeat and immediately asks me for my parents phone numbers. I give it to her and as she calls my parents other nurses in training each listened to my heart and they all confirmed that it was beating irregularly.

My parents then pick me up and take me straight to my pediatrician. She listens to it for about a minute and her eyes grow wide. She leaves for a minute and gets a colleague for a second opinion. Her colleague confirms that she hears it too and they both call the hospital and arrange me a check up with a heart specialist.

(This is where I knew shit was getting actually serious.)

The heart specialist hooks me up to an EKG machine and gives me a couple of ultrasounds on my heart. After about 30 minutes of testing, he looks at me and my mother and says, "Your son has atrial flutter, this means that the top two chambers of his heart are beating at 300bpm. We will give him a little time to see if it corrects itself but if not, he may have to get surgery to correct the condition. This is very rare for teens in his age, this happens once in every 15-20 years in kids his age group and I have never seen it so young. Its a good thing you finally said something because if you would have waited 4 more hours you probably would've had a heart attack." The heart specialist then calls for a room because I will have to stay overnight for monitoring. The hospital I guess wanted to make more money so I am then sent to the ER just to have the same tests happen again and they also reach the same conclusion (The heart specialist went ballistic after they told him to send me to the ER). After the ER, I am then sent to my hospital room for the night. Before going to sleep a nurse comes in and says that she is going to give me medicine that will slow down my heart rate while I sleep to reduce the chances of a blood clot forming. She also told me that since I am an athlete my heart rate may slow down even more but assured me I was going to be okay. She gives me the medicine with shots through my stomach and I think she also used the IV as well. Throughout the night I drifted in and out of sleep and my heart monitor goes off once about every two hours. Whenever it goes off a nurse comes into the room, checks my vitals and then leaves without disturbing me so I just think its an alarm that tells them to check up on me. After the fourth or fifth alarm, three or four nurses come into my room and start rapidly messing with my IV and heart monitor. One nurse turns the light on and asks how I feel. I say I feel fine just kind of tired (It was 4am at the time). Her tone then gets a lot harsher and she repeats her question. I say I feel fine and she tells me that I need to stay up for the rest of the night because my heart rate dropped to 36 bpm while I was asleep. They lower the dosage of my heart slowing medication and then leave the room again. Kind of shocked about how low the heart rate was I stayed awake for the rest of the night in a super emotional state. I played chess for the rest of the night to keep my mind off everything.

That morning around 10am, nurses and doctors stream into my room coming in with an EKG machine, another heart monitor, and an ultrasound machine. They tell me that surgery is about to start and within minutes I am having saline pumped through my IV, it feels like ice is running through your veins and your mouth tastes like copper almost. They then come in with this huge syringe that has this white liquid inside (I think it was propofol) and in my last moments I kinda think to myself "damn this is really it, God save me if you can but just do what you gotta do if this is it.". I closed my eyes for what I thought could be my last time and it all turned out okay. Its been two years since and I am doing fine with my heart.

>

Sorry for formatting btw I don't post a lot and don't know how to perfectly format but I wanted to share my story.

Oh and I am born on leap day too so I guess I am a pretty lucky :):

TL;DR

Had twitches in my chest, didn't tell anyone and I was sent to my school nurse, to my pediatrician, then a heart specialist, and turns out I had a condition that is pretty rare for my age group that could've kill me if I didn't tell anyone. My heart rate dropped super low while I was sleeping and I got surgery and all was good.

(source) story by (/u/ra29)

[nyakusan]

tagged by @lovekuramas ! ty :-)

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 15 people

1. drink - tea :~)

2. 📱 call -  my mom probably

3. text - a couple of friends! (about hanging out i think)

4. song you listened to - no clue what the eng title is but its a vocaloid song cover by eve

5. time you 😢 - like this morning because the wind was blowing in my face

HAVE YOU EVER

6. dated someone twice - no 7. 😘 someone and regretted it - :-) 8. been cheated on - no

9. lost someone special - not really

10. been depressed - mmmm not really

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - underage drinking is bad!

FAVORITE COLORS

12. any sort of. dark-ish red

13. uhh??? purples

14. jade? green

15. h i dont know!

in the last year have you

16. made new friends - yes sir

17. fallen out of 💛 - :-)

18. 😂 until you 😢 - oh yes 19. found out someone was talking about you - no

20. met someone who changed you - not really hm

21. found out who your friends are - like my friends are secretly vampires or something? :~) 22. 😘 someone on your facebook friends list - No One Uses Facebook Anymore

GENERAL

23. how many friends from your fb friends list do you know irl - No One Uses Facebook Anymore

24. do you have any pets - i sure do! i have one of those black and white cats (he has a big fat mole on his nose) and his name is zorro bc the pattern on his face resembles zorro’s (the old movie character) mask

25. do you want to change your middle name - dont have one

26. what did you do for your last 🎂 - well . i played some pokemon bc my dad bought me x as my present and he made a cheesecake that he thought failed but tasted pretty good to me

27. what time did you wake up today - 7:30 :-) thank god for later school times, i usually wake up at 6:30

28. what were you doing last night at midnight - listening to some cronchy asmr 29. what is something you can’t wait for - uh?!? getting my history final/ap exam over with

30. what are you listening to right now - world.search(you) by mili ! its a banger

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - perhaps i have

32. something that gets on your nerves - when people like.......walk really slowly and in the middle of a narrow sidewalk/path/whatever, especially if theyre walking side by side god i hate that so much

33. most visited website - tumblr(?)

34. hair color - a solid black 35. long hair or short hair - short?? its like. at my armpits

36. do you have a crush on someone - hm

37. what do you like about yourself - idk? there’s nothing that i particularly like but ig........i can read music??? lmao

38. want any piercings - i might get more on my ears?? i dont think anything else would look good on me

39. blood type - cool question? uh a+

40. nicknames - i. dont know! lets say anri is a nickname since its not my real name

41. relationship status - :-)

42. zodiac - aquarius

43. pronouns - she/her

44. favorite 📺 show - uhhh no clue, i dont really watch shows these days

45. tattoos - maybe. just maybe. but i already know my parents (or mom, at least) arent into that 46. right handed or left - left

47. ever had surgery - i have had teeth surgery, if that counts

48. piercings - just the standard one on each earlobe 49. sports - oh man i used to do tennis but then i Stopped lol im lazy

50. vacation - like where i want to go? south america :D

51. trainers - you mean the shoes??? no sir i dont wear them

MORE GENERAL

52. eating - just ate some yum dinner

53. drinking - none ;-)

54. i’m about to watch - fnljsdljnflgjsd idk 

55. waiting for - uh spring break

56. want - those little moss ball things??? i Want

57. get married - that sure is a lot of commitment 

58. career - graphic designer hehe

WHICH IS BETTER

59. kisses or hugs - hugs!

60. 👄 or eyes - eyes!

61. shorter or taller - no preference!

62. older or younger - just. literally anything that isnt too much of a gap

63. nice arms or stomach - i dont care about either one?

64. hookup or relationship - relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - troublemaker is cool but like, dont die

HAVE YOU EVER

66. 😘 a stranger - no  

67. drank hard liquor - underage drinking is bad!

68. lost glasses - no

69. turned someone down - mnjlh? maybe not sure

70. sex on first date - no

71. broken someone’s ❤️- i have no clue.?

72. had your 💔 - again i have. no clue fjkgbfkd

73. been arrested - no

74. 😢 when someone died - never experienced someone i know dying

75. fallen for a friend - hm

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

76. yourself - when im eating Good? sure

77. miracles - i suppose

78. 💛 at first sight - yes? maybe? like how do u know its Love but then again, i only know how i feel about things

79. 🎅 - no

80. 😘 on a first date - no

81. angels - no

other

82. best friend’s name - uh! idk man

83. eye color - very dark brown. like on the verge of black

84. favorite movie - princess mononoke! and also coco kshkfdsf

85. favorite actor - no clue! probably no one :-)

tagging @malmaratus bc she complained about me tagging all her mutuals 

[serraphima]

All. 85. Of. Them.

done and without any whining jay >:3c

1. Are looks important in a relationship? yes but not very

2. Are relationships ever worth it? yes

3. Are you a virgin? no

4. Are you in a relationship? yes, three actually

5. Are you in love? yes i am

6. Are you single this year? no

7. Can you commit to one person? i actually cannot, is why im poly

8. Describe your crush shes amazing, super smart, is making a robot, another one is super amazing at games and super adorable, and one is insanely creative and hosts a panel

9. Describe your perfect mate - tall, strong, dork, amazing, and willing to put up with me

10. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes, also lust at first sight

11. Do you ever want to get married? yes

12. Do you forgive betrayal? i do not

13. Do you get jealous easily? very much so

14. Do you have a crush on anyone? yes

15. Do you have any piercings? yes i have 8

16. Do you have any tattoos? not yet

17. Do you like kissing in public? i love it

20. Do you shower every day? i try to, sady im not good at remembering

21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? i hope so

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? see previous

23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? already done

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? i hope so

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? i think 3 is my limit

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? i believe so?

27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? i think so

28. Have you ever been cheated on? yes

29. Have you ever cheated on someone? yes

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? get my junk changed

31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? yes

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? yes

33. Have you ever had sex with a man? yes

34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? tried, wound up crying bc of sudden wave of dysphoria and at this point too scared to try again as i am

35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? yes

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? yes

37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? this one girl in high school

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? not really

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? yes

40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? i wrote a story for liv last year

41. Have you had sex so far this year? tried to

42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? its not long

43. How long was your longest relationship? coming up on 2 years

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 1 boyfriend, 6 girlfriends

45. How many people did you kiss in 2012/2013? none

46. How many times did you have sex last year? sadly none

47. How old are you? 22

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? oh

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? i cant pick a single thing i like about them bc theyre all so amazing i have a hard time

50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? no, she lead me on

51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? yes

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? myself multiple times since i think im a defective leech and a burden on society

53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? not to my knowledge

54. Is there someone you will never forget? the first dude who fucked me

55. Share a relationship story. i told an ex i might be ace and she stopped talking to me

56. State 8 facts about your body - 1 i hate it 2 i have good legs 3 i have a nice ass 4 i have scars on my thighs 5 i no longer have a gallbladder 6 my stomach is out to get me 7 my head almost always hurts 8 i cant tell what color my eyes are

57. Things you want to say to an ex - fuck you

58. What are five ways to win your heart? 1 be nice to me 2 love me 3 hold me 4 fuck me into submission 5 be willing to hold me when im having a bad episode

59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)

60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? i think maybe 2 years

61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? eyes and voice

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? besides fuck me into oblivion so im theirs forever?

63. What is your definition of “having sex”? dick or dick-like thing in hole that isnt a mouth or urethra or nose or ear

64. What is your definition of cheating? hooking up with someone without permission

65. What is your favourite foreplay routine? give head

66. What is your favourite roleplay? i dont really roleplay in the bedroom

67. What is your idea of the perfect date? we spend the whole day together

68. What is your sexual orientation? currently i think im bisexual homoromantic but its always in flux and could change

69. What turns you off? being a dick or a nazi or a pedo or a trump supporting alt right weirdo

70. What turns you on? well if youre ever near me you can find out for yourself

71. What was your kinkiest wet dream? being passed around like a doll between a group of people until i pass out

72. What words do you like to hear during sex? oh fuck yes. im simple

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? hold me

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? what hand someone is dominant with

75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? i had an ex buy me a pyrrha cosplay, i dont wear it bc it reminds me of what i did to him and it brings a whole lot of dysphoria

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? make them cum?

77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? so long as they arent super big like 20 years or if one person is still a teen im fine with them

78. What’s your dirtiest secret? if you call me a good girl or good kitten ill do anything you want

79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? i feel jealous anytime i see a cute girl bc i want to look like them

80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? a few minutes ago

81. Who are five people you find attractive? my girls (theres 3) anne hathaway, janelle monae, laura jane grace, and shawn spencer from psych

82. Who is the last person you hugged? fuck if i know

83. Who was your first kiss with? a girlfriend i had in high school

84. Why did your last relationship fail? ngl i misread this and thought it said a relationship, i didnt love her, i did my best to try to but i couldnt and i didnt want to hurt her anymore by pretending i could

85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? i am currently dating 3 people online

[teapical]

85 Questions ✨

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

hiii i was tagged by @loficafe to do the 85 questions tag game (thank you mac i love you! 😚💗)

umm i dont really want to tag 20 ppl so ill just tag a few lol: @jaemacchiato @kjiwife @vroomvroombaek @velvetpcy @exomutual @vitaminsoek @chan-yule

last

1. drink: vitamin water lol 

2. phone call: my dad

3. txt msg: my friend :3

4. song u listened to: love shot lol 

5. time you cried: um last night? lol

ever

6. dated someone twice?: nope

7. kissed someone and regretted it: hmm 👀 i dont remember actually sakjds

8. been cheated on: nope

9: lost someone special: yes

10: been depressed: 🤪

11. gotten drunk & thrown up: noooo

fave colors

12. soft purple 

13. warm and dark colors 

14. cream and beige like colors

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes!

16. fallen out of love: um nope

17. laughed until u cried: uhh probably

18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah

19. met someone who changed you: i think so!

20. found out who your real friends are: yeah kind of 

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no

general

22. how many of your fb friends do u know irl: like all of them 

23. do u have any pets: yes! i have 3, 2 cats and a doggo >.<

24. do u want to change your name: nope! i love it i just wish ppl would pronounce it right lol

25. what did you do for your last birthday: umm i think i just went to school? 

26. what time did u wake up today: umm like really late sakjdhsk well late for me, i woke up at 12:15 pm 💀

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: i was at some old ppl party ajsdh

28. what is something you can’t wait for: umm idk 

29. what are u listening to right now: the sounds from the show my sister is watching 

30. when was the last time u saw ur mom: a couple minutes ago

31. have u ever talked to a person named tom: yep

32. name smth that gets on ur nerves: when ppl talk to me while i have earphones in and then complain about how im not listening to them? sajhbds

33. most visited website: probably this one 

34. hair color: dark brown!

35. long or short hair: like on me? i have short hair 

36. do u have a crush on someone: nope!

37. what do u like about urself: my eyes 😳

38. want any piercings? idk maybe

39. blood type: a postive

40. nicknames: some of my friends call me mani ashdnk

41. relationship status: single woohooo

42. zodiac: capricorn! 

43. pronouns: she/ her

44. fave tv shows: umm i dont watch tv but if i do i usually watch kids baking championship and i recently started watching the good place!

45. tattoos: nope! i dont have any and i dont want any cause i hate pain lmao

46. right or left handed: right!

47. ever had surgery: i dont think so 

48. piercings: i have 2 on each ear!

49. sport: umm i havent done sports in a long time...🚶🏿 but i used to do track and field! 

50. vacation: oooo idrk i want to go to thailand lol

51. trainers: like shoes? sajhds i wear my nike sneakers a lot and my other sneakers 

more general

52. eating: nothing rn 

53. drinking: water

54. im about to watch: the good place hehe

55. waiting for: christmas day! 🎄

56. want: dinero 

57. get married: yes! one day hopefully

58. career: umm i really dont know 

which is better

59. hugs or kisses: ooo i love both 😣

60. lips or eyes: eyes

61. shorter or taller: taller 

62. older or younger: hmm older but it doesnt really matter tht much like as long as there isnt a big age difference

63. nice arms or stomach: hmm idk i like arms

64. hookup or relationship: i mean i dont mind either one...😳

65. troublemaker or hesitant: ooo i like hesitant but...i wouldnt mind a bit of a troublemaker 🚶🏿

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: nope 

67. drank hard liquor: yeaah

68. lost glasses: i dont wear glasses 

69. turned someone down: yep

70. sex on the first date: nope

71. broken someone’s heart: i dont think so 

72. had your heart broken: yeah

73. been arrested: no sakdj

74. cried when someone died: yes

75. fallen for a friend: hmm

do u believe in

76. yourself: lmao

77. miracles: yeah sometimes

78. love at first sight: no but i believe in like infatuation at first sight?

79. santa claus: nooo

80. kiss on a first date: maybe..

81. angels: yes!

other

82. best friend’s name: umm i dont wanna say it and like expose them sadjk

83. eye color: dark brown!

84. fave movie: ooo i dont think i have one...but i really love shrek!

85. fave actor: hm i dont think i have a favorite actor ahksdj

[midnght-sxn]

85 Question Meme

I was tagged by @walllflxwerr

Rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people

– what was your last…

1. drink: water 2. phone call: my mum 3. text message: about chibi art 4. song you listened to: brianstorm by arctic monkeys  5. time you cried: last night lol

– have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: nah 8. been cheated on: nope 9. lost someone special: to death? nope. probably did in other ways, but nothing that keeps me up at night 10. been depressed: i guess? really agree with @walllflxwerr on this. they said “not diagnosed depression, but I think anyone can experience it. It doesn’t have to be diagnosed to be experienced” 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

– favourite colours

12. orange 13. anything that you would label as “cyberpunk” 14. maroon probably

– in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yesss 16. fallen out of love: haven’t fallen in yet 17. laughed until you cried: a tear or two but don’t think that really counts 18. found out someone was talking about you: i don’t remember so probably not haha 19. met someone who has changed you: doesn’t everybody you meet change you a little bit? 20. found out who your friends are: somewhat 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: yeah

– general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: on a personal level? probably 60 percent-ish 23. do you have any pets: sadly (not really), no 24. do you want to change your name: nah 25. what did you do for your last birthday: i honestly don’t remember. might’ve had dinner with my parents? 26. what time did you wake up today: 10:30 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: showering 28. what is something you can’t wait for: to get new contact lenses 29. last time you saw your mother: everyyyday

30. what are you listening to right now: some dank yoga music 31. have you ever met a person named tom: holy shit i think haven’t??

32. something that’s getting on you nerves: like the fact that 행복/幸福 is most commonly translated as “happiness”

33. most visited website: ao3 34. hair colour: black 35. long or short hair: long

36. do you have a crush on someone: nothing serious 37. what do you like about yourself:  38. want any piercings: tongue maybe??  39. blood type: most likely B but i never checked 40. nicknames: Han is the only one i claim 41. relationship status: single 42. zodiac sign: aquarius/pisces  43. pronouns: she/her 44. fave tv show: goblin 45. tattoos: none 46. right or left handed: right 47. ever had surgery: nope 48. piercings: three on two ears but at least one closed theyre all closed 49. sport: played volleyball in secondary high but i like biking i guess 50. vacation: romeee (and europe in general) (but also 西雙版納) 51. trainers: anything comfortable lmao

– more general

52. eating: instant noodles (for once!) 53. drinking: water 54. about to watch: just about to finally (finally) finish teen wolf 55. waiting for: this pimple to pop

56. want: question is too vague and i am too greedy 57. get married: sure, if its right 58. career: literary agent

– which is better

59. hugs or kisses: both 60. lips or eyes: both 61. shorter or taller: shorter than me is really short so...hahaha taller i guess 62. older or younger: does it..matter lol? as long as theyre emotionally mature (enough) and not old enough to be creepy 63. nice arms or stomach: stomach i guess 64. hookup or relationship: omg both. 65. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant with a random and rare streak of absolute recklessness

– have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: nope 67. drank hard liquor: how hard is considered hard 68. turned someone down: sort of 69. sex on first date: no. 70. broken someone’s heart: dont know 71. had your heart broken: in one way or another, nothing i didnt survive 72. been arrested: nooooo hahahah 73. cried when someone died: yes 74. fallen for a friend: no?

– do you believe in

75. yourself: isnt this a little vague? what about myself? am i a good person? will i be a successful person? will i be brave enough to overcome the obstacles in my life and keep pursuing happiness? maybe. idk. yes and no 76. miracles: maybe not like miracle miracle, but these impossible coincidences? things happening right when they need to? yes 77. love at first sight: nah, not the kind of love you should want anyway 78. santa claus: nahh im like, chinese, so like, not even as a kid 79. angels: i guess

– misc

80. eye colour: brown 81. best friend’s name: Oriana 82. favourite movie: uhhhh this one is really hard but the most recent favourite is probably call me by your name 83. favourite actor: I actually really like Domhall Gleeson hehe 84. favourite cartoon: uhhhh Brother Bear maybe?? Howl's Moving Castle?? 85. favourite teacher’s name: Ms Luc. Mad organised. One of few teachers who actually helped me improve.

thank you @walllflxwerr for tagging even tho we never interacted much! Feels like we have quite a bit in common too!

Not gonna tag though, since im already so late hehe

[wlwhyuck]

💫🌟85 questions tag🌟🌙

i was tagged by @najaeminclub to do this, and even though ive already done this it was awhile ago and i thought i’d do it again for fun lol 

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

last:

1. drink: water from my lovely hydroflask

2. phone call: my best friend last night i Love her

3. text message: “sippy sip bitch” to my fav cousin lol 

4. song you listened to: japan by famous dex

5. time you cried: uh last night nyoom

ever:

6. dated someone twice: nope

7. kissed someone and regretted it: nope

8. been cheated on: no

9. lost someone special: uh yeah

10. been depressed: yes 

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no bc i can Control myself and plus im never just drunk so ive never gotten to the point of throwing up....and i have a like. fear of vomit/vomitting 

favorite colours:

12. black

13. red

14. blue

in the last year have you:

15. made new friends: yes omg

16. fallen out of love: out of lust ? mayhaps. love? no

17. laughed until you cried: every time my dumb ass laughs at dumb shit i cry

18. found out someone was talking about you: i love hearing abt ppl talking abt me and this isnt even sarcasm 

19. met someone who changed you: yes and im grateful

20. found out who your friends are: this first year of college/university/whatever has shown me a lot and im grateful

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: i havent been on fb in like 5 yrs

general:

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: i never added ppl i didnt know irl

23. do you have any pets: no but i wish /:

24. do you want to change your name: used to want to change it from korin to korinne lol 

25. what did you do for your last birthday: dank ass korean food with my stupid friends that i love to death, threw a soft serve cone out a sun roof while on the freeway(not my proudest moment i dont usually litter ksjdfskljdf), and boba 

26. what time did you wake up today: like 8-thirty something

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching greys anatomy lol i got like 12 seasons to go before i catch up

28. what is something you can’t wait for: 88rising’s head in the clouds and honne in the same week! also im going to this super bougie kbbq place for my cousins bday w our friends soon we havent been in forever

29. what are you listening to right now: incidentally, head in the clouds by joji

30. when was the last time you saw your mom: like this morning before she left for work

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i have actually known zero toms my entire life

32. something that gets on your nerves: i work retail im sure you can imagine what gets on my nerves (customers)

33. most visited website: youtube and tumblr and ssense (bc i love torturing myself)

34. hair colour: black brown

35. long or short hair: its short rn !! but i miss my long hair too

36. do you have a crush on someone: @doysauce hey i have a crush on u 

37. what do you like about yourself: my knowledge of fashion and ive been told im a good listener and give good advice

38. want any piercings: i dont want any more tbh! i used to want industrials in both ears

39. blood type: i have. no idea

40. nicknames: korn flakes, cup o noodle, k, krin

41. relationship status: tengo una novia hehe

42. zodiac: capricorn

43. pronouns: she/her, they/them doesnt matter.. im agender/non-binary but its more a me thing than anything tbh !

44. fave tv shows: greys anatomy

45. tattoos: one on the outside of my wrist!

46. right handed or left handed: right

47. ever had surgery: no

48. piercings: just my ears!

49. sport: i dont Move.mp3

50. vacation: id love to go to japan, germany, russia, paris, korea

51. trainers: i have a pair of white a1s i wear almost everyday

more general:

52. eating: i’m eating canned peaches and i added ice bc. i hate warm fruit

53. drinking: water rn but i love oolong milk tea or matcha thai tea

54. i’m about to watch: greys anatomy S2E21

55. waiting for: my best friend to pick me up so we can go to the movies n eat n do dumb shit

56. want: fuckin air conditioning its so hot in my room bye

57. get married: perhaps one day but idk. my parents arent even married theyve just been together all these yrs

58. career: bithc a job in the fashion industry. in the digital editorial department of one of the following: ssense, dsm, grailed, dazed, nylon

which is better:

59. hugs or kisses: both uwu

60. lips or eyes: both

61. shorter or taller: taller 

62. older or younger: uh idk no one younger by like a yr or two lol

63. nice arms or stomach: i mean if its a Boy i love. arm girls i dont care bc theyre Perfect

64. hookup or relationship: relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant: 85% troublemaker 15% hesitant hehe

have you ever:

66. kissed a stranger: nah

67. drank hard liquor: strawberry sky yummmmm

68. lost glasses: yes every goddamn morning

69. turned someone down: uh yeah rip lol

70. sex on first date: if ur both down n consent then why not

71. broken someone’s heart: i don’t think so ?

72. had your heart broken: yes 

73. been arrested: no

74. cried when someone died: yes

75. fallen for a friend: big Yeah

do you believe in:

76. yourself: mostly

77. miracles: sometimes

78. love at first sight: no 

79. santa claus: no

80. kiss on first date: if you’re both down then why not tbh 

81. angels: her name is zyla

other:

82. best friend’s name: tirza 

83. eye colour: brown

84. fave movie: interstellar, dunkirk, ready player one, arrival

85. fave actor: i dont have a favorite actor rip

i am not tagging 20 ppl sjdskjd but i Am tagging newer mutuals! @officialrenjuns @1aphrodite @donghyonce @sitgma @4-am @huangfilms @yuckhi @1yangs @saphore @littleprincejeno @1eehyuck @nctchenle

[thenerdybonbon]

answer these 85 questions, then tag 20 people- I was tagged by @ohboyseokjin 😍doing in a seperate post because boo tumblr.

Here we go!

LAST:

1.) drink- iced coffee 2.) last call- my mum 3.) text- probably mum again

4.) song I listened to The Eve by EXO

5.) time I cried- mmmmm came close watching that last ep of BTS run (RM and V at it again in my heart) but idk 

HAVE YOU EVER:

6.) dated someone twice- no 7.) kissed someone and regretted it- lol oh yeah 8.) been cheated on- mmmm complicated kind of I guess 9.) lost someone special- yes 10.) been depressed- I was treated for it in university but its been an on going thing since I was 13. 11.) gotten drunk and thrown up- oh yeah Tequila is a hellva drink

FAVORITE COLOR:

12.) Green (all shades) 13.) Purple (most shades) 14.) Red (most shades) 15.) Black

IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:

16.) made new friends- yes!  17.) fallen out of love- no 18.) laughed until you cried- lol yeah me and a dnd friend laughed so hard we had to stop the game coz I was basically not breathing 19.) found out someone was talking about you- oh yeah 20.) met someone who changed you- yes 21.) found out who your friends are- yeah sadly 22.) kissed someone on your facebook friends list- nope

GENERAL:

23.) how many friends from your facebook friends do you know irl- I tend not to add ppl on fb unless I know them IRL 24.) do you have any pets- yes, a very bossy Jack Russell called Tilly 25.) do you want to change your middle name- nah I kind of like it 26.) what did you do for your last birthday- went to dinner with my family, I’m not big on birthdays anymore 27.) what time did you wake up today- 7:20am 28.) what were you doing last night at midnight- listening to music to try to get to sleep 29.) what is something you can’t wait for-mmmm my TAZ comic to arrive 30.) what are you listening to right now- Lucky One by EXO 31.) have you ever talked to someone named tom- lol yeah my brother 32.) something that gets on your nerves- people not being considerate, like its not hard to think about how your actions might impact others, students who were talking over me in class! 33.) most visited website- honestly ao3, youtube and tumblr 34.) hair color- a violet/dark brown mix (so it looks dark purple in the sun but brown/black in doors) 35.) long hair or short hair- medium ish length rn but more on the long side 36.) do you have a crush on someone- idk I’m not aware of it if I do 37.) what do you like about yourself- physically, not much but I think I have a great sense of humor 38.) want any piercings- yeah wanna do my ears more 39.) blood type- O- 40.) nickname- gem, or gemgem 41.) relationship status- as my friends call me ‘the eternal single pringle’ 42.) zodiac- taurus  43.) pronouns- she/her 44.) favorite t.v show- Last Week Tonight with John Oliver 45.) tattos- none but I kinda want one but I’m afraid of needles and commitment  46.) right or left handed- right but working on being ambidextrous  47.) ever had surgery- to remove some teeth if that counts 48.) piercings- none rn, coz my ears heal suuuper fast 49.) sports- use to play hockey but none rn 50.) vacation- I’d like to go back to Japan or Europe or just to Melbourne 51.) trainers- like the shoes? I got some but ?????

MORE GENERAL:

52.) eating- sushi 53.) drinking- coke zero 54.) I’m about to watch- Some kpop playlist on youtube while I work 55.) waiting for- me to be bothered to do my work/prep for class tomorrow 56.) want- the ac turned up in here, its too warm. 57.) get married- lol maybe some but like no plans  58.) career- I work part time teaching at a uni and IDK I should make future plans but thats scary

WHICH IS BETTER:

59.) ??? not sure this was but it isnt here no more 60.) lips or eyes- if by lips you mean smile then smile 61.) shorter or taller- taller, even if its only like an inch (I’m 169cm/5ft6 i think) 62.) older or younger- normally older but there are exceptions but by no more than a few years 63.) nice arms or stomach- arms 64.) hookup or relationship- relationship  65.) troublemaker or hesitant- both, a thoughtful troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER:

66.) kissed a stranger- nope 67.) drank hard liquor- yeah 68.) lost glasses- often 69.) turned someone down- yeah 70.) sex on the first date- nope 71.) broken someone’s heart- maybe 72.) had your heart broken- yeah often 73.) been arrested- nope 74.) cried when someone died- of course but sometimes more for guilt for not being sad about it 75.) fallen for a friend- yeah story of how I figured out I wasn’t straight

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

76.) yourself- sometimes 77.) miracles- like in a ‘we make our own miracles’ way 78.) love at first sight- kind of, like in an ‘instant connection’ way but like to me love requires time to develop 79.) santa- lol not any more 80.) kiss on the first date- yeah but I don’t like to be pressured into it. 81.) angels- not really

OTHER:

82.) best friend’s name- @daemoninwhiteround2 this girl is the best friend 83.) eye color-green 84.) favorite movie- Pacific Rim, will watch all the time 85.) favorite actor- Tom Hiddleston is one I really like and Lee Joongi I watch almost all his stuff. 

Tagging people.... @daemoninwhiteround2  @mercurybuddha  @sadnakedtoast

@liamstolenboxers @kitspecktacular @bibliophilic-pluviophile @canadian-snow-queen @dankirkyyourbobbie-s @levifold @bright-elen @strawberrysuga @hc1701 @intrinsica @ultraawesomebitch @emma-error @teambulbasaur @darkolive001

And anyone else who whats to, I love reading these!

[sakuurae]

85 questions tag !

Tagged by @wtf-taeyong, and thanks again for the tag ! ^~^

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

Last…?

1. drink - Water with lemon !

2. phone call - My mum

3. text message - My boyfriend, haha. Were just online shopping together

4. song you listened to - Gods plan by drake lMAO

5. time you cried - Idk like a few days ago when i watched wolf children again with @taeyxong

Ever…?

6. dated someone twice - Naaah bruhh. I cant repeat mistakes haha.

7. kissed someone and regretted it - Nopee

8. been cheated on- Lmao (sadly yes)

9. lost someone special- I suppose so

10. been depressed- We all feel depressed at times

11. gotten drunk and thrown up- Happens way too often ! 

fave colors

Omg this messed up the number format but ... pastel pink, pastel yellow, and white

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - Definitely—on this site as well as in person ! ^~^

16. fallen out of love - Nope ! 

17. laughed until you cried - All the time. I laugh easily at a lot of things so imagine what im like when something is actually hilarious

18. found out someone was talking about you - Yeah ! But its okay, it doesnt matter because people who know you the least always talk the most about you !

19. met someone who changed you - Definitely, @ loving bf

20. found out who your friends are - Alway knew and we stuck together since senior year of hs

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - I dont even have a facebook

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - I really dont even have a facebook and i also wouldnt add people i dont know in person

23. do you have any pets - nO but i want to claim my cousins dog. She has a white shiba

24. do you want to change your name - Nope ! Its a present from my parents so id never : )

25. what did you do for your last birthday - My friends and i got a hotel room for the night and partied in there

26. what time did you wake up today - Like 07:00

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - Sleeping lol

28. what is something you can’t wait for - Summer plans !

30. what are you listening to right now - Back to you by selena gomez

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - No ? But ill reserve this for the day i meet tom misch lmao jk

32. something that’s getting on your nerves - Nothing really ! Things have been really placid

33. most visited website - Youtube and google drive !

34. hair colour - Light brown to blonde but im going back to pink

35. long or short hair - I have medium lengthed ! Its by my ribs

36. do you have a crush on someone - Yeah who else

37. what do you like about yourself - I like my personality !

38. want any piercings? - I dont want any more : ) i have seven and i regret getting that many and i honestly believe it was just my experimental edgy period ahaha. I dont even wear earrings anymore

39. blood type -  ???

40. nicknames - Every time i see this question i cry. Just make more puns already omg. Rae is a nickname, billy rae cyrus, raenglish major, sun rae, raeddy, furrae ... help.

41. relationship status - Taken !

42. zodiac - Leo

43. pronouns - She/Her

44. fave tv shows - I dont watch tv !

45. tattoos - I have one on my back and its a minimal outline-like drawing of dolphins hopping above waves. (It really isnt extra at all lol it looks like someone with a great steady hand drew it with a .38 pen on paper)

46. right or left handed - Right

47. ever had surgery - Nope

48. piercings - Sadly seven

49. sport -  Im all in for basketball these days, but in my other tags ofc i stated ping pong and badminton, etc.

50. vacation - Heck yeah i just got off one

51. trainers - ???

more general

52. eating - Nothing but im probably going to drive for ice cream

53. drinking - Water like always

54. i’m about to watch - Nothing ?

55. waiting for - My motivation to kick in so i can write soulmate ten more

56. want - To be happy ! ^~^

57. get married - I want to !

58. career - Professor, definitely. I want to make each class meeting more extra than the previous

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - Hugs are nice, but so are kisses

60. lips or eyes - Eyes

61. shorter or taller - I dont really mind to be honest. I care about personality way more before physical qualities. It just matters whether or not youre happy with the person and for me, looks isnt needed ! They fade away over time, but a good heart doesnt : )

62. older or younger - Doesnt matter to me either, but no huge age difference for me, haha

63. nice arms or stomach - Doesnt matter either

64. hookup or relationship - Relationship because my hoe phase is over

65. troublemaker or hesitant - I aint bringing a trouble maker home to my parents

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - It can happens

67. drank hard liquor - It isnt deemed a party to us unless theres hard liquor lol so yes

68. lost glasses - LMAO yeah i got new ones recently. Theyre the trendy circular ones

69. turned someone down - Yeah

70. sex on first date - Nope

71. broken someone’s heart - Yeah but im sure they grew from it the way i grew from heartbreaks—we all do

72. had your heart broken - Oh yeah

73. been arrested - Nope !

74. cried when someone died - Yes

75. fallen for a friend - Yeah ! Feelings cant just be prevented; people cant help how they feel often ! Usually when i crushed on someone i would just tell them and if i get rejected then i move on, and if not then we start something. My bf was a friend i fell for really hard and i told him, and then we ended up together : )

do you believe in…?

76. yourself - Always have to !

77. miracles - No ?

78. love at first sight - No, but attraction is !

79. santa claus - When i was five lmao

80. kiss on a first date - Not for me, but it happens !

81. angels - ? :x

other

82. best friend’s name - Lucy and i made jokes of her being lucy from fairy tail a lot before. Now all we do is watch miraculous ladybug and cry

83. eye colour - Brown

84. fave movie - I guess iron giant; i dont watch much movies

85. fave actor - Dont have one !

Tagging: @taeyongtime @taeyxong @jungwxoo @jencto @amorenjun @okmica

Only if youd like ! ^~^ Maybe thisll serve as a break from writing, haha

[dxlxntwxnz]

85 statements!!!

Rules:

Answer these 85 statements about yourself

tag 20 people

I was tagged by these people (thank you thank you!!!) : @idk-dolans , @tidsoptlmist , @graysonsturtle , 

I tag: @ramonesdolan , @ethxndolan, @xwildlikewildlifex, @g-e-dolan @whatmakesmehappyy , @mygoofylittlemeatball , @gbdolanworld , @litdolans , @rainethan , @dolantwins-1999 , @fineappledolan , @sj-dolan , @laneswervingdolan , @lovewhatyoudodolan , @sunflower-dolans , @california-grethan , @tattooeddolan , @spiffydolan , @asapethan , @dolantwinsss

Last..

1. Drink - Water

2. Phone call - Canadian Blood Services lolololol

3. Text message - my pal Jenn

4. Song you listened to - Don’t Wait (feat. Sam Carter) by Neck Deep (that link isnt the version I was listening to, but is a dece live vid and the only “official” thing I could find on youtube) 

5. Time you cried - Haven’t got a clue, I don’t cry often

Have you ever…

6. Dated someone twice? - No

7. Kissed someone and regretted it - Yes

8. Been cheated on - As far as I’m concerned, no.

9. Lost someone special - Yes

10. Been depressed - Yes

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up - Yes but it was a little baby puke

Name three of your favorite colours

12. Red

13. Black

14. Teal

In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends - Yes

16. Fallen out of love - No

17. Laughed until you cried - I do this almost daily!!

18. Found out someone was talking about you - Uh no, I’m irrelevant lmao

19. Met someone who changed you - I’m gonna say prolly no

20. Found out who your friends are - I think I’ve always known

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list - Yes

In general…

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl - I’d say 85%. There’s a bunch of people I went to school with that I would recognize in person but that I don’t really know.

23. Do you have any pets - Yes! I have a dog!!

24. Do you want to change your name - I don’t have anything against my name tbh, also what would i even change it to ahaha

25. What did you do for your last birthday - Nothing at all

26. What time did you wake up today - 11 am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night - Playing the Sims 4

28. What is something you can’t wait for - Neck Deep concert next week!!! *heart eyes emoji*

30. What are you listening to right now - New Orleans is Sinking by The Tragically Hip

31. Have you ever talked to a person named tom - YES! I know at least 3!

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves - Slow walkers or people who slurp their food (no matter what kind of fucking food it is??????!!!!)

33. Most visited website - Probaby Gmail lmao 

34. Hair colour - Brownnnnn

35. Long or short hair - Long

36. Do you have a crush on someone - My boy Gray (unless Luke Hemmings is around because he is my OG love)

37. What do you like about yourself - I like my sense of humour 

38. Want any piercings? - I think I want my septum pierced but aso not stressed about it

39. Blood type - O+

40. Nicknames - kpells 

41. Relationship status - In a relationship

42. Zodiac - Pisces

43. Pronouns - she/her

44. Fave tv shows - How I Met You Mother, That 70′s Show, McMorris and McMorris

45. Tattoos - None right now but SOON

46. right or left handed - Right!

47. Ever had surgery - Once

48. Piercings - Ten, all on my ears!

49. Sport - I play (awful) hockey and I used to do karate for a looooong time

50. Vacation - I really want to go to Australia

51. Trainers - Vans, but I do enjoy a good Nike/Addidas shoe

Even more general…

52. Eating - BARBECUE BITS AND BITES DON’T SLEEP ON THIS GREAT SNACK

53. Drinking - Water

54. I’m about to watch - How I Met Your Mother for the 13th time

55. Waiting for - My feet to warm up

56. Want - A vacation, I need to see the beach and also really really need the sun and some heat

57. Get married - One day

58. Career - Maybe on the radio, or perhaps a (sports) photographer

Which is better?

59. hugs or kisses - Hugs

60. lips or eyes - Eyes!

61. shorter or taller - Taller

62. older or younger - Older

63. nice arms or stomach - I want to say stomach (but also arms) 

64. hookup or relationship - Relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - Hesitant because I need someone who won’t make me anxious

Have you ever…

66. Kissed a stranger - Nope

67. Drank hard liquor - Yes

68. Lost glasses - Do sunglasses count?

69. Turned someone down - Yes

70. Sex on first date - Nope

71. Broken someones heart - Yes

72. Had your heart broken - Yes

73. Been arrested - No

74. Cried when someone died - Do fictional dogs count?

75. Fallen for a friend - I don’t know tbh

Do you believe in…

76. Yourself - I try my best!

77. Miracles - Yes!

78. Love at first sight - No, but I do think that attraction right at the beginning is quite important

79. Santa Claus - Nah

80. Kiss on a first date - Yes

81. Angels - I mean okay, but I do really believe in ALIENS

Other things…

82. Best friend’s name - I have more than one best friend

83. ‎Eye colour - Brown

84. Fave movie - Straight Outta Compton, Josie and the Pussycats and School Of Rock

85. ‎Fave actor - I don’t know if I have one, but I do love Tyler Posey as a person

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tagged by @sunpetals and my dash is dead rn and im trying to ignore sth so might as well overshare again smh....

last

1. drink - coffee

2. phone call - my mum

3. text message - telling my friend that were gonna work it out somehow even though her decision to change universities really fucked me up and im still not ready to think about it (well that “Ignoring sth” thing really isnt working out for me)

4. song you listened to - sonando de ti (thank you @luthoring lmao)

5. time you cried - today haha see last text message

ever

6. dated someone twice?- haha no

7. kissed someone and regretted it - yeah

8. been cheated on - no

9. lost someone special - luckily no

10. been depressed - ??? honestly who knows

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - uhm YA!

fave colours

12. red!

13. dark green

14. softish light turquoise

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yeah!

16. fallen out of love - no

17. laughed until you cried - yeah!

18. found out someone was talking about you - hm yeah but i dont really remember what it was about, luckily I pretty easily forget upsetting but irrelevant stuff like that

19. met someone who changed you - no i dont think so

20. found out who your friends are - i already knew!

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - yeah!

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - all except 1 or 2

23. do you have any pets - yeah a cat !!! see here (but she lives at home with mum)

24. do you want to change your name - nope i actually love my name a lot

25. what did you do for your last birthday - saw star wars with my friends

26. what time did you wake up today - 8am WAY Earlier than the last days where I spent all of it in bed lmao

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - on my phone

28. what is something you can’t wait for - eh finally getting my shit together to write applications for an internship and getting one! I hate having open deadlines like that

30. what are you listening to right now - nothing

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - yeah

32. something that’s getting on your nerves - a lot about how uni works in general

33. most visited website - atm tumblr

34. hair colour - darkish blonde

35. long or short hair - asuhfaisugh the worst question! love my long hair but been meaning to cut it REAL short for like 2 years now. i just cant decide so i do nothing

36. do you have a crush on someone - what are crushes haha :(

37. what do you like about yourself - i guess mostly everything #positivity

38. want any piercings? - maybe!

39. blood type - i have no idea 

40. nicknames - loads of embarassing german ones from my mum! apart from that not really

41. relationship status - single

42. zodiac - sagittarius

43. pronouns - she/her

44. fave tv shows - ohhh so many! just look at what i reblog tbh

45. tattoos - none yet

46. right or left handed - right

47. ever had surgery - yeah on my chin but i was awake so does that count?

48. piercings - nah only my ears

49. sports - uhm i used to do horseback riding! I love all kinds of action sports and cant really be bothered with “boring” stuff sadly 

50. vacation - dream vacatioN? anywhere i guess! 

51. trainers - LOVE sneakers but i dont train in them haha (got the usual converse, nikes...)

more general

52. eating - had a vanilla donut earlier

53. drinking - a lot

54. i’m about to watch - depends on what my mum and i can settle on

55. waiting for - april 7th!! Basquiat exhibition at fancy museum feat. art party afterwards (new wave dress code, 70s/80s vibe ALL OF THAT its gonna be lit)

56. want - gf!!!!!

57. get married - YEAH!

58. career - scientist!

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - kisses i guess! im not thaaat big on casual intimacy like hugs sadly (trying to get better though) 

60. lips or eyes - oh both!

61. shorter or taller - i really dont care

62. older or younger - idc but since im usually the youngest person around everywhere i go anyway i guess older

63. nice arms or stomach - idc

64. hookup or relationship - relationship!

65. troublemaker or hesitant - REALLY depends on my mood! usually id say hesitant but the sun sag tends to really come through sometimes

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - yeah

67. drank hard liquor - too often

68. lost glasses - 20/20 bitch

69. turned someone down - if we talking randos @ the club then yes!

70. sex on first date - no

71. broken someones heart - i wouldnt know

72. had your heart broken - nah

73. been arrested - no

74. cried when someone died - at funerals yes

75. fallen for a friend - nah

do you believe in

76. yourself - yeah!

77. miracles - YEAH

78. love at first sight - attraction but not love

79. santa claus - nah

80. kiss on a first date - yeah why not

81. angels - hm hard question

other

82. best friend’s name - several i couldnt pick!

83. eye colour - blueish grey

84. fave movie - thats a loaded question!

85. fave actor - I could never pick! 

tagging uhhh @mistaekn and anyone who sees this and is bored and wants to overshare or distract themselves!!