#and suprise i was the only one he was misgendering constantly

[taurus-spacecraft]

Lol cant with almost everybody i come out to irl being weird about it like. Im so sorry for being average height with narrow showders and big hips. Its not like i can change it in the settings, i can see you treating taller more masculine looking trans guys with more respect and i hate you for it. Please stop and just be normal

[wilczachannn]

hello there !! i was wondering ,, can i req a p!cc!tommy x gn!reader ,, reader is genderfluid and is feeling a bit dysphoric since they’re more femme presenting and want to seem more masc ?? if you end up writing this then tysm !! have a nice day / night >•<

⊱ ⸾⤻🅶𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐅𝐋𝐔𝐈𝐃, ᴄᴄ! ᴛᴏᴍᴍʏɪɴɴɪᴛ ‧₊˚ :

𖠳 ꒰ 𝘪𝗇 𝘸𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗁 ໒꒱ ⋆ﾟ₊

ⵌ you are genderfluid and feeling a little dysphoric, because you want to seem more masc.

𖠳 ꒰ 𝘨𝖾𝗇𝗋𝖾 ໒꒱ ⋆ﾟ₊

ⵌ platonic // angst // fluff

𖠳 ꒰ 𝘸𝖺𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀 ໒꒱ ⋆ﾟ₊

ⵌ dysphoria.

i apologise to all of my beautiful genderfluid people out there, if anything in this is incorrect! please tell me so i can fix it! i kinda like how this turned out ngl--

thank you for your request!! <3

being a genderfluid person, meant that's you're gender changed constantly. but lately you've been feeling a lot of dissatisfaction about yourself. maybe not all of you, but your looks. no matter how you dressed you still felt feminine. and that was a problem. you didn't want to be seen as a femme, you wanted to be seen as a masc. to the point where you didn't want to be actually seen by people around you, including your best friend, tommy. it all started slowly, so nobody would notice your absence.

after awhile tommy finally noticed something was off with the way you behaved, well since you weren't going out anymore, he decided to suprise you, by showing up to your house uninvited. that's a total tommy thing to do. and he did just that. but before he left his home, he made sure to bring some snacks, because he would be staying the night at your house, although you didn't know this at the time, your parents did and they agreed to it. they also noticed your odd behavior. they knew about you being genderfluid, and they never had a problem with it. i mean, you were still yourself, the only thing they had to do is ask who you were in that moment.

once tommy was ready, he walked out of his house and started walking towards yours. he was the first person whom you told you were genderfluid. it made him so happy that you trusted him enough to tell him something like that. he was the one who convinced you to come out to your parents. that was probably one of the reasons they liked him so much.

he knocked on the door of your house. your parents let him in, as always. tommy thanked them, and started walking up stairs to your room. on your bedroom door there was a sign that said "don't come in. tommy can bite." it was just a piece of paper, that you wrote on when you were bored and decided it was perfect to hang on your door. tommy let out a somehow quiet laugh, as he busted through your already broken door.

"hello! who are you at the moment?" tommy asked, this was his way to never misgender you. the sudden laud noise made you flinch a little, but you smiled at his presence. tommy grinned back at you and closed the door behind him. you sat on your bed, looking at your hands, playing with your fingers anxiously.

"oh, i'm [name], [pronouns]." tommy nodded at the information, while taking out all things that he brought. snacks, some water and a hoodie. nothing much but for a sleepover it was enough, plus you had some food in your room as well, tommy observed. "so, what brings you in today?"

"sleepover, of course." you titled your head to the side, before letting your head go down. "hey, what's wrong?" he asked curiously. you looked back at him.

"i just-... seem so feminine all the time, and it doesn't matter how i dress, because i will always end up looking the same." tommy signed at your response, he understood your point though. even when you are using she/her pronouns you want to be seen masculine.

"you can have my hoodie, it's not the most masculine thing to wear, but i think it would help a little." you smiled at his idea, although would it be fair to steal his clothes? even if he wants you to wear it, it still feels wrong to you.

"are you sure it's okay?" you questioned, tommy nodded, so you grabbed the hoodie and went to grab a binder you had. you once again smiled at tommy, thanking him for everything as you walked out of your room to go to the bathroom and change your clothes.

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[greenpaladinofnature-blog]

If i get someone instred in it I may make a Rebellion/Hitoshura blog

full details under cut but there are a few users I want to aviod...mostly for my own personal helth.

So me and Angelic got to talking last night about the DMC timeline and how it actually omitted the novels and was a cut page because the DMC timelien was supose to be up to intrepretation just like the ages of voltron characters and this was done to aviod discorse on rather or not the books were legit since the novels that take place after he parts ways with Lady in the end of 3 and before he meets trish in begining of 1 around the time after Lucias death in 2. (lucia being hintead art as another one of his first demon hunting partners the other his canon feancee’ Beryl but shit goes down part of the plotline and they break up its a plot thing SO NO SPOILERS you really want to read the novel if your a BIG DMC fan. it will give you a better insite into Dantes mindset around women.)

well the “offical guyde book” was the smae deal with the timeline it was a headcanon that got published when it should not have because canon was open to individual influince (being rather or not you read the novels.

artists do this to aviod having to go into information they consider to be irrelivant and or self explanitory just liek its self explanitory that all the paladins were Students at the Garrison (under their real names at one point in time) so ergo however you see the garrison should be refelcted in how old you see the paladins. this has not happened for the very reason there was not a DMC timeline ever supose to be published.

I did some digging it turns out the misprint of the Dropped page in the DMC Trade Paperback was only printed in about 500 copies and most are listed as “destoryed” meaingn with a rateing of 2 or lower “missing pages, water damage, ripped covers and basicly a very poor quality not even useful as a reader but more as parts to repair other copies. soem were even traded in and destoryed by publisher, But GET THIS again here “Indago books” was said to have copies of this book but the book was missing the holografic centerfold the offical one had that was YOU GUESSD IT a nodd to the novel in the fact it had a full color image of Dante and his original two partners! Lucia and Beyrl in the background.

so thanks to soem fake distribtuors there are a list of 800 FALSE copies on the market.

We wager that Tay who is a advid Anti Danshura (Dante/Hitoshura) along with one of her friends more than liekly has a fake but it should benoted the fake is MISSING the holografic centerfold that is present in all the originals.so voltron fandom; Fam dont worry you arent teh only peeps to fall for that shit. Trolls been using fakes to herass amd poke peple in other fandoms for years.

In fact I even saw the nutral ending loop endind bad ending in nocturne and yep I can confrim Naoki’s (the original name for the protagonist of nocturne) computer does get a total of 5 e-mails but only 3 are of importance One indicated the School he attending is a Combined Highschool Univrsity (not entirely uncommon japan since you have to take a test before getting into hicgschool) one is a e-birthday card form Chikai along with a “still not a date” type invite (halarious and I wish they translated these in the english version) that confirm that the protagonist is 20 years old and thelast one recived CONFIRMS the nutral ending is a TIME LOOP and he was dropped off before hte meeting to visit his “sick teacher”

Now another confirmation form teh creators Piunpoint dantes age at this time to be 25. this means its canon that HItoshura is only 5 years younger than Dante UNLESS you go with teh SMT alt True Demon ending where Hitoshura runs off with Raidou and Has never meet Dante.

In this timeline for nocturne it’s 100% possible for Hitoshura to not only be older than Dante by literaly hundreds of years, its possibel for him to be a force behind rebellions power and That got me thinking that would be an awsome muse to do but the DMC community is another brand of toxic in most instances so only if I get a dante instred will I try that boat.

clearly I would prefer Tay’s influince free because I have seen peopel liek her and relitivly have no desire to even roleplay around them they are very toxic in nature and constantly degrigating people around them to minipluate their “favs” its destructive abusive (in the miniplitive since) and assinine.

I have enough shit form this dusty person (who im not suprised they know, still have no fucking clue why dutsty is so hellbent on makeing me look liek shit thou bitch allredy reeks of entitlement of the kind that I get triggered by and do my best to aviod STAY IN YOUR FUCKIN LANE WHORE not liek im intentionaly gogint o send you requests anytime soon or at all for that matter let me have my fuckign corner and stay in yours.) I do not need her firends startign shit with me too. (and yes im wawre its been a while since you poked a contact of mine and I know who you shat on me to so thanks for beign an asshole to Lance mun. you do not want to know how I found out you were behind that crap but dusty with all due respect leave my firends alone and FUCK YOU!

bottom lien tay and her retard group (that really just need to make their gettoh asses private since they are rather agressivly exclusive anyway) If I get a dante or sparda that is game (and willign to accept that theespellweaveris indeed a posychotic troll still talking shit about me behind my back and needs to be ignored in that regard) I may make a Rebellion/Hitoshura Side blog... thou I honestly doubt I will find them on tumblr anymore given again “agressivly exclusive” nature of the “popluar BITCH” (I shoudnt even have to have deal with dusty because the misgendering was form an anonmious using friend of Evans who DID APOLIGZE for it to spite beter judgement telling them it wouldnt matter for shit and it didn’t because dusty was being an entitleasit WHORE again of the likes that use their trans status to hurt other people. in case they were wondering THAT IS WHY PEOPEL QUESTION RATHER YOUR REALLY TRANS)

So clerification Dantes timelien literaly has NOTHING to do with HItosrua’s age ratio to him since its canon in the verse where Dante is the one he meets that they are only 5 years apart. the other timeline being one where he sncounters Raidou instead and inherits time traveling powers thrugh his “Bound By Fate” relationship with the Devil Summoner.

Dusty DID recive their apoligy form the person who did misgender them and Evan agreeed with their friend that Dusty was not goign to accept it in for of continueing to attack her with their trans status whocxh is exactly what happened and I have had really really negitive esperinces with people like dusty who use their trans status to attack others before and would favor avioding users like DUSTY who use their trans status as a means to intimidate or hertass other users. gender nutral promouns used for dusty in light ofher raseing hell with Lovceismysword who contridicted the first gender dusty was refered to by evans friend since dusty themself said they were the oppsite gender. this act confirms that dusty was indeed using their trans status to intimidate and herass users.

Dusty if you are really trans you need to stop this shit where you use the fact your trans to attack people; that is why your prefrence is not being belived (also your mini bio did apprintly say at the time you prefer Male pronouns you cant not stick a correction in your rules to “test people” because your just insulting people who do not want to roleplay with you at that point because you create DRAMA and bitch about the very drama you created.

and I just know you guys are goign to see this bitch whine fuss and complaign so FUCK YOU anyway because you are more willign to listen to a kown CYBERBULLY than their victim so tryign to talk since into your lot is useless. just stay in your fuckign lanes and Tay you getto ass needs to stop pretendin to be a ex roleplay partner of mine. (ya we notice the icon change to Shiro and the claim  you made with it too. congrats you exposed your own ass because that “fact” was a HC between me and Vaguely relitive to one of our ploted verses.)

[kou-kaeru]

Coming out to my mom

My mom and her partner came for a short visit on their way to the sea, for planning Japan trip and pick up my sis. So I planned that would be the day I'd come out to them. Honestly, I never found it important to inform them. I never had a close relationship to my mom, she and my dad would be the last to know about the transition. To summarize, they are the people who know me least out of everyone, why would I tell them. I basically wanted to have a relaxed time in Japan without being misgendered and called the wrong pronouns and name constantly. This and thanks to my therapists advice they now were going to be informed.

"You already know I never felt comfortable with myself and my body. I've a lot of struggles and suffering, years long and there never was a sign of release. Except when I cosplayed. And that was because I cosplayed men. So in December, there was no forward anymore. Nothing worked anymore. I didn't work anymore. It was the last time I made a suicide attempt, ended up in hospital, my entire life was at it's ultimate end. Since then, I found small glimpses of hope, tiny ones. Because I started dressing as a boy in casual. In February I cut my hair short and for the very first time in my life I saw myself in the mirror even only for a part of a second. And it was amazing. It was an awakening. Those all steps of progress were nothing less than the best feeling I ever had. I accepted the fact that.. I'm a guy and it safed my life. Since 28th February I take testosterone. My friends and professors already call me 'he'. I put down my old name and the new, which is Kouhei, is being used by everyone already. I started my transformation to a guy and already now, I feel like myself more and more. I feel happy. For the first time in life I feel a connection between my body and me, and that people see me as the person I am inside. So, what I'm trying to say is, I'm going to be a guy, I've always been a guy."

I did it and they were very entirely understanding, which was a suprise tbh. My mom cried but she said she already kinda knew it, I've never been a girl anyway, and she's happy I finally feel better with myself. They're from now on trying to use the right pronoun and name. She even said she wished she had supported me better in early years and been better parents. Not in a 'oh what have I done wrong way' but genuinely! She wants to have closer contact now and help me with whatever I need help with.

I thought I wouldn't care about their reaction or opinion but it was indeed a release! It felt good to have their support.

This is very new. A family that stongens my back? A family that cares about me, that shows interest in me? Never knew she could be like that. It's scary kinda. I dunno how far I can trust her word and if I'd be able to open up, she's basically a stranger to me, we never had a connection. After their divorce my mom lost all ties with her old life and family. So it's obvious she now tries to keep her kids close at least and rebuild/build up a relationship. I'm unsure if to open up to her and end up getting betrayed. I'll be careful. Nevertheless, I feel easier now! :)