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cranberry christmas
part iii of my series "texas sweet!" texas sweet masterlist and my masterlist
summary: it's your first christmas with the miller family, which brings all sorts of new feelings out of you and joel. he relieves your anxiety in a few giving ways (tis the season!)
tags: 18+, smut, anxious!reader, dilf!joel, joel is kind of a flop (but in a cute way), gentle!joel, found family (a little), the miller family being cute, reader has an anxiety attack, mentions of troubled family life, dorky christmas cheesiness, reader celebrates christmas, heavy on the f!reader for this one, reader has boobs, reader has hair, reader wears lingerie, dryhumping, almost powerbottom!joel (?), begging, nippleplay, hickeys, coming untouched, praise kink a little, realistic people in unrealistic situations, establishing of relationship
part i -> part ii -> part iii
a/n: this honestly got way out of hand, but i LOVE IT!! i hope you all have a lovely holiday season <3
(5.1k, not beta read)
âHow long have you been a dad again?âÂ
Youâre staring at the pile of gifts that Joel has âwrappedâ so far. The striped paper is wrinkled on a few of them like he balled up the paper before wrapping the gift, other ones have glaring bald spots that reveal what they are without having to unwrap them.Â
Joel huffs, grumbling to himself as heâs hunched on the floor, cutting out another square of paper to wrap a book.Â
âLong enough to know that if I stay down here too long my backâll hurt tomorrow,â he responds.Â
The Christmas tree in his living room has been thoroughly decorated, leaving the lights to reflect from glass ornaments onto his face. Joel looks stressed tonight, but heâs just been stressed all the time lately. The colder months have brought shittier weather, which has him worried about snowfall on sites that couldnât take it at the moment. Anytime youâve seen him recently, his skin has still been cold from the outside, his nose slightly red.Â
He looks at your pile of gifts, which have been neatly wrapped and finished with stick-on bows, and then scrunches his face, quietly mocking your words. You laugh, feigning offense as you tilt your head.
âOh Iâm sorry, I just assumed you would have been better with your hands, Joel,â you retort in return. Instantly his head is back up so he can look at you, a shocked expression on his face.Â
âYou sayinâ Iâm no good with my hands?â He asks, a bit incredulous.
Your eyes are rolling before you can help it, smiling as you shake your head.
âNoââ you start.
âI can prove that I got perfectly fine hands. Fingers too for that matter,â he dares.
Joel shoves the wrapping paper out of his way as he scoots his way over to you, his knees scrubbing the hardwood floor. Heâs smiling stupidly, clearly excited to get out of wrapping gifts.
âJoel!!â You huff, trying to squirm away from him as he gets closer to you. Youâve learned he has a serious personal space problem.
âWhat, angel? Sânot like anybody else is home,â he grins, nosing at your cheek.
And God. Yeah, finally, nobody is fucking home.
You and Joel have been something for the past however many months. Time has flown quickly, with life and love brushing past your skin in a wind of smiles. Work takes over Joelâs life before he realizes it, and it happens a lot. Maybe that would be a problem for most people, but you live right next door. Itâs not like thereâs space between you, especially since you can knock on his door whenever you want to.
But youâre both adults, and spontaneity requires energy that you both lack.Â
The current schedule youâve fallen into is seeing him on Friday evenings, whenever he gets home from work, a small date on Saturday if you have the energy, and family dinner on Sunday. Yes, youâve now worked up the courage to look his daughters and brother in the eye. After you started showing up more often they began to bond with you more, especially his girls. Ellie and Sarah are both young, both smart, and as different as they are, it just makes for a firecracker-y relationship thatâs hard not to interact with.
Youâve fallen into place as Joelâs something, as someone to his family.
The only problem you and Joel have is actually getting alone time. Since you both work so much, and heâs so family oriented, itâs been hell actually trying to get alone time with him. Not even just time to⌠do stuff. Just having a private moment is tough. Someone is always in his house, and as much as you have your own house, his feels more like home.Â
You didnât even set up your tree this year. The living room is bare of holiday cheer, save for the growing pile of presents that youâve built in the corner near the couch. Finding home in Joel has not helped you find your place in Austin still, the lack of familial familiarity has sucked the love from your walls. The whole house just feels like dead skin thatâs ready to flake away anytime youâre there. You want to brush it from its plot of land and go back to the place next door, where warm light and voices hold the roof down and raise it all the same.Â
So yeah, your house isnât really where you want to be, ever. Sacrificing sex with Joel isnât the best, but you want to be around him more than anything. As long as heâs there, you donât care so much if heâs getting you there. At least not usually.Â
âYeah, no oneâs home,â you repeat back to him.
The incandescent bulbs that are strung onto the tree are casting light through his hair. Tiny flecks of grey are all you can get a view of right now as he pushes his nose beneath your jaw, pressing kisses to the tender skin that tingles under his lips.Â
âMhm,â he grunts, biting at your skin then kissing over it when you wince slightly. âNâthey wonât be home for at least an hour.â His hands are skimming over the waistband of your pajama pants, warm fingers dipping to touch the band of your undies.Â
âYeah,â you say again. Youâre losing words. It always feels like you lose your words, breath, and brain around him, but maybe itâs because you donât need it. Joel keeps kissing at your neck as he reaches around, tapping your bum so you lift up for him.Â
The lights in the room flash into pink as your eyes slide shut and your pants are tugged down more. Itâs been too long, you need this, he needs this.Â
Joel doesnât hesitate. As soon as your pants are down enough, his hand is in your undies, skimming the hair there and then pressing against you. A surprised huff puffs into your neck as he feels how wet youâve gotten, how quick.Â
And then keys. And then the front door is swinging open. And then your pants are shoved up and everyoneâs home and you arenât in your mind, but itâs fine. Itâs fine.Â
Youâll find time before Christmas.Â
â
Today is Shitmas.
âShitmas. Yâknow, like the day in Christmas week where you do a bunch of Christmas-y shit,â Tommy had informed you about a week ago, after you had slowly turned to look at him in the living room.
The Miller family does Shitmas on the 23rd of December, and supposedly it includes, but is not limited to, family pictures in the living room, cookie baking and decorating (lead by Sarah), and sock snowman making.Â
They do this every year, and you can tell because as soon as you show up on Shitmas, youâre greeted by little sock snowmen. They line the stairs, each one with a year labelled on the belly. The first few are singular snowmen, but somewhere along the way it turns into two, marking when Ellie joined their family. Over the years theyâve obviously improved, but thereâs something special about the first few on the stairs. Mismatched eyes, splattered glitter glue, and Joelâs printing on their bellies, instead of Sarahâs, all grace the earliest dated snowmen.
Ellie was the one to let you into the house today, since apparently Joel is helping Sarah bake and his hands are ânasty,â in Ellieâs words.Â
âKinda ugly, huh?â Ellie teases as you crouch to look at them on the stairs. Sarah calls out somewhere in the house, over the noise of the electric mixer, and it makes you huff a laugh.
âI think theyâre endearing. Itâs nice that Joel keeps these,â you reply. She somewhat agrees, an âI guess,â begrudgingly leaving her lips before Joel finally walks up and she skips off back to the kitchen.Â
Joelâs drying his hands with a dishtowel still as he embraces you, sighing deeply.Â
âHey angel, sorry. Fuckin⌠Raw egg all over my hands,â he mutters as he squeezes you tight. The two of you pull apart for a moment, but not before Joelâs going back in and pressing a kiss to your forehead. As your palms settle against his chest, you canât help but notice how warm he is, the skin beneath his shirt, hot and giving plushly under your fingers.Â
âI like the girlsâ snowmen,â you tell him fondly, peeking over your shoulder at them. When you look back at him, heâs looking at them, a softness in his eyes.
âEllie hates doing those, she only does it because Sarah likes to.âÂ
â
Shitmas has been stupidly fun so far. Watching Tommy and Joel try their best to decorate cookies while Sarah makes Great British Bake Off worthy ones, all while Ellie smears smiley faces onto each one in an effort to make her sister proud has raised your spirits infinitely. You decorated a few cookies, but mostly watched in awe as Sarah expertly pressed sprinkles into each of the cookies and piped patterns onto them. It kind of felt like wasting cookies to not let her decorate them, even though she bakes them each year so everyone can participate.Â
Now, youâre sitting on the couch. The cookies are all sitting on the kitchen counter, abandoned as each family member bustles around the house getting ready for the picture theyâll take in front of the tree.Â
Surprisingly, Tommy is done getting ready first. Honestly you figured it would have been Joel, but maybe heâs putting some extra effort in today, rather than just running a comb through his hair. Tommyâs appearance at first is only surprising because of how meticulous he can be with his hair. Joel has told you about the times theyâve been late because his hair was âfightingâ him some mornings.Â
âHair cooperated with me,â he says as he takes a seat next to you on the couch. Sometimes it feels like Tommy can either read your mind, or just says shit to take up space. You respond with a nod and a mild expression of acknowledgement, a little off in your own world.Â
âYou forget your flannel or somethin?â Tommy asks next. You almost nod again, on auto-pilot, but then stop.
âWhat?â You ask, head turning in his direction. He laughs in disbelief, and for a moment you feel embarrassment start burning at the base of your neck in fear heâs laughing at you. Were you told to bring something and didnât?
âHold on,â Tommy says, grunting as he curls up and off the couch a second later.
He leaves you alone in the living room, left to listen to the crackling fireplace channel on TV and the sound of Ellie protesting over Sarah wanting to put hairspray on her.Â
Tommyâs heavy footsteps clomp around upstairs, leading into Joelâs bedroom. Not dissimilar to the girls downstairs, the rumble of Joelâs voice hits the floor and you roll your eyes, holding a laugh. There arenât words you can make out, but youâre sure that Joel is mightily unhappy at the random intrusion of his brother.
The more you learn about this family, the more you feel like youâre falling into place, and the more you experience being in it, the farther away your own family feels.
You sit on the couch, still as can be, as you listen to the sound of Tommy rummaging around his older brotherâs room, the sound of the hairspray being spritzed while Ellie groans. The sounds are feeling increasingly farther away, even though the girls are downstairs and the boys are only upstairs. Your eyes move to the cookies sitting on the counter, the messy dishes in the sink, and suddenly the stickiness from the icing beneath your nails is too much.Â
What are you doing here? What is this Hallmark movie family youâve found yourself in?Â
The thump of your heart ramps up, pumping blood to your ears and making it rssshhhh in the back of your mind just as you begin to chase your breath. Itâs all too nice, and maybe you arenât entirely undeserving, but this is all so unfamiliar. Your own family isnât terrible, but in comparison to this, it feels so dull. Christmas was just lights and presents before, not tradition and excitement the way that fucking Shitmas has been so far. Youâre one activity into the day and itâs already so much better than what you can remember from back home.Â
Maybe this is what influenced your decision to stay in Texas for the holidays. Maybe somewhere in you, you knew that this would be better. Youâre sitting here, in another familyâs home, taking your own family for granted, and for what? Some cookies and some pictures? For the sake of a relationship that isnât even labelled yet? You deserve this, you deserve to chase your breath and wipe your tears. Selfish girl, if you didnât feel right in your own family, what right do you have to find a place in theirs?
Nobody in this house asked you to be here but Joel, and really, you just showed up on his doorstep.Â
Your eyes are shut as you catch your breath, squinched together so tightly that you see sparks of colour behind your eyelids. Tears keep slipping out and you wipe under your eyes politely, trying not to choke on any noises. The bathrooms are occupied, donât make a fool of yourself in the living room.Â
Tommy and Joelâs voices increase in volume until theyâre in front of you, and you open your eyes to see the pair staring at you. Tommy avoids your eyes as soon as youâre looking back at him, while Joel just seems a little shocked.
âHey,â Joel says, a festive red flannel in his grip. âWhy donât we head upstairs for a second?â
â
You cry for a long while before you actually manage to tell Joel whatâs upset you.Â
Sat on the edge of his bed, you cry into your palms until your cheeks are red and blotchy, and snot covers the inside of your palms and the bridge of your nose. Itâs ugly, nasty, and not what you want to be doing at all. Your family is fine, just boring and emotionally detached, and youâre crying about it to the hardest working single father you know, who has essentially built his life on his own with the help of his brother.Â
âI just feel so stupid andâ and totally out of place. What have I done to earn my place here?â You ask him, eyes puffy and sad as you stare up at him.
Joel looks hurt. He has looked hurt for a long while, but you couldnât see it when you were buried in your palms. His brows are pinched, his eyes wrinkled at the outer corners as he looks at you, almost seeming to pity you. For a moment his eyes flash away, not to anything in particular, but just to gather himself.
âEarn your place? Baby, what?â He questions. You stay quiet, feeling just as confused as he sounds.Â
His hands clench where they rest on his thighs, then relax as he sighs, head tilting to the side so he can look at you again.Â
âYou donât⌠earn your place in our family, darlin, youâre invited.â
How could you be so fucking dense?
Anyone thatâs in Joelâs life, apart from Sarah, is somebody he actively invited in. His allowance of Tommy to be a near second father figure to Sarah and Ellie, his adoption of Ellie on its own, the majority of his family has been let in. It could have been just him and Sarah, but he wanted more so he allowed more, and he allows more because he loves what the more in his life is.Â
Joel takes a deep breath, again, and seems to steel his nerves.Â
âYou are so much more than invited into our family, angel, youâre welcomed wholly. But, if thatâs too much right now and itâs bringing you worry, itâs fine for you to just be my girlfriend.â
Girlfriend.
That is not the topic right now, that is so not the topic right now, but he said the word.Â
Joel loves the more in his life, and now heâs added you to that âmoreâ officially. A label, a name, a little add-on to your identity. Youâre putting âJoelâs Girlfriendâ on your imaginary nametag in a million different fonts in your head before you realize heâs still talking.Â
âYou fit right in with us, baby. The girls love you, Tommy loves you, I love you, but you know that one,â he laughs. âItâs up to you if you wanna think of yourself as a part of our family, but know that we already do.âÂ
A smarter response should come out of your mouth here. Joel has just said a lot of touching things that have sunk into the meat of your body, warming you, but a smart response isnât something you can manage.
âIâm your girlfriend?â You ask.
Joelâs brows furrow. âYeah?â
He says it the way an eighth grader would say âDuh.â
Your look of âWhen did this happen?â meets Joelâs look of âWhere have you been?â at the same time, and only then does he realize.Â
â
His apology for completely forgetting to ask you to be his official girlfriend for the last however many months is by cleaning you up really nicely for the photo.
Joel starts by fixing your hair, letting you sit between his knees as he gently pulls it away from your face. His hands run through it so carefully, a tenderness that only an experienced girl-dad like him could provide. When heâs finished, he leans down and presses a kiss to the top of your head, adding a mumbled âsorryâ in, just to really save his ass.Â
With anyone else youâd be upset at them for forgetting something so pivotal in a relationship, but with Joel you lend as much patience as he gives you. Heâs busy, stupidly so, and with how close and intense the two of you are with one another, itâs not absurd for it to have slipped his mind. In some ways itâs flattering, and youâd like to ask how long heâs been thinking of you as his girlfriend.Â
Youâre just about to when he holds up the flannel in front of you, the one that he and the rest of his family are apparently wearing for the photo.
âYou donât have to. Seriously. We just talked about family and stuff and if you arenât ready for that, then thatâsââ Heâs talking fast, but not as fast as you move to grab the flannel from him.
âIâm your girlfriend, of course I have to be in the picture.â
â
The rest of Shitmas was less, well, shit.Â
Ellie and Sarah did their yearly sock snowmen after the photo was taken and they turned out lovely, or at least Sarahâs did. Ellie purposefully overstuffed hers with rice just to see how big she could make the snowman before he exploded, which resulted in him exploding later that evening when his rotund body toppled down the stairs.
Now itâs Christmas Eve, and youâre prepping for tomorrow morning. Your house still isnât decorated in the slightest, the only festive thing about it being a laundry basket full of gifts that youâll tote over to Joelâs tomorrow morning.Â
Your lower back is absolutely killing you from wrapping the last of Joelâs gifts, something he had warned you of, but you had foolishly ignored. You figured it was an old man thing, not a consequence of too many presents. It feels like heaven when your back finally rests against the couch, your head leaning back as you sigh.
Since talking with Joel yesterday about the family stress and what the two of you are, you feel a hell of a lot better. Your lungs almost feel like theyâre more open than before.
Just as youâre relaxing, eyes sliding shut in stressless bliss, someones at the door.Â
You grunt as you peel yourself off the couch, trudging to the door and opening it. Itâs strange that anyone is at your door, especially since Joel is out with Tommy and the girls going Christmas light spotting.
Or at least heâs supposed to be.
Joel stands at your door in a loose shirt and grey sweatpants, looking sheepish.Â
âDo you want to come over for a bit?â
â
Alone. Finally, alone.Â
Youâre sat halfway on Joelâs lap, sucking a mark into his neck as he leans back, cursing softly.Â
âFuuuckinâ god, you know I missed you,â he groans. You nod into his skin, teething at the skin softly before pulling back to lick at the reddened spot.Â
Your hands grip up his sides, feeling the solid width of his body, the plushness of his tummy when your hands sink into the right spot, and you want to whimper. Heâs so stupidly big, and youâre so grateful he took his shirt off almost as soon as you both started making out.
Under the lights of the tree, he already looks fucked out. Joel is almost completely limp against the back of the couch, head leaned back to expose his thick throat, bitten down and bruised with marks he might regret in a few hours. His eyes are halfway shut, but dark as ever even in the warm glow of the room which also illuminates the contours that form along his tanned skin.Â
He feels your eyes on him, his own opening in an attempt to meet yours, but it only brings attention to his face. Pink lips sit pretty on his face, slightly parted and puffy from kissing you dizzy earlier. Again, his eyes squeeze shut as you drag your nails up across his chest, only to fly open.
âWaitâ Wait I have something,â Joel sputters. He slides you off his lap, scrambling to the Christmas tree with boyish urgency.
Joel returns with a red present, one that he actually wrapped fairly neatly.
Itâd be sweet if you werenât literally two seconds from tearing his grey sweats off his body and riding him into next year before he had shoved you off.Â
âItâs not Christmas,â you point out, but he shakes his head and shoves the gift into your hands.
Begrudgingly, you unwrap the gift and lift the lid off the box beneath the paper. Laying flat in the bottom of the thin box, cushioned by white tissue paper, is a red, babydoll, nightie. A blush lashes across your cheeks as you lift it out of the box, discovering that the top of it has no bra cups, or really anything to support your tits at all. Red ribbon frames the bust of the nightie limply in a triangular shape, a fluttery mesh making up for the remainder of the piece. It looks and feels expensive, and on top of that itâs totally sexy, even more so since Joel is the one that bought it for you.
Joel had gone out and picked this just for you, he had probably thought about you wearing this every night for the past week. The idea of it is making you increasingly more aroused, your eyes flicking to his, then down to the bulge in his pants.Â
âIf itâs too much then Iâll return it but,â Joelâs chest is heaving with excitement, biting his lip as he looks at the nightie, âbut I kind of want to fuck my beautiful girlfriend before Christmas.â
The two of you are upstairs quickly, with Joel settling in bed and you changing in the bathroom.Â
You look at yourself in the reflection of the mirror once youâve put the ensemble on, if you can call it that. The underwear that came with the nightie are barely a scrap of fabric. Normally youâd feel really uncomfortable in something like this, hyperfocusing on small things, like how the pouch of your belly looks, or how your tits donât look nearly as full as you want them to, but not right now.Â
Joel Miller just gave you, his official girlfriend, lingerie for Christmas. Because he wants to fuck you in it.Â
Shamelessly, you open the door into Joelâs bedroom, basically bouncing onto the bed.Â
âItâs so nice,â you tell him right away, wanting to show your gratitude. Heâs down to his boxers as he lays beside you, eyes scanning up and down your body as you sit in his bed, almost as sexy as you are naked.Â
Joel is still like that for almost a minute, making your brain run haywire. Tonight, heâs left the bedside light on. Itâs probably so he can see you, but itâs always special when he lets you see him while you both get intimate. He doesnât touch you at all, just scoots up the bed so heâs sitting upright and unblinking, until finally:
âI want you to use me,â Joel blurts out.Â
Itâs more surprising than the gift. Your voice is a tiny whine in the back of your throat, your mouth forming the word âwhat,â but before you can finish, his hands are on your hips, lifting you onto his thigh.Â
âThere, I want you to use me there,â he near-demands.Â
Youâre speechless. Joel is vocal in bed for sure, always talking a lot and never really quiet, but he hasnât been so⌠commanding before. Heâll ask for things occasionally, a certain position or act, but not like this. Your hips are still as he pushes you down onto his thigh, the hair on it smushing into the softness of your skin.Â
âCâmon, angel, I can feel you. Fuck my thigh, use me, I want it.â He encourages.
Joelâs hands grab onto you tighter now, starting to make you move your hips until you do it on your own. It feels like youâre making a dumb face, eyes wide and brows pinched together, but you canât help but feel surprised.
This is Joel, your Joel, who was hesitant to have sex with the lights on, or even let you look at his dick in general, and now heâs making you hump his thigh? Itâs completely new to you, but you arenât mad.
Once youâve picked up your own pace, and stabilized yourself with your hands on his shoulders, he reaches up. Joel keeps his eyes trained on your face as he takes advantage of how your tits are on full display in the nightie, plucking and rolling your nipples in his fingers all while talking you through whatâs going on.Â
âI know, I know you needed this,â he nods at you, âI needed it too, baby. Missed you like this.âÂ
It feels awfully good grinding against his thigh, and something about this newfound side of Joel with the added fact that you guys havenât had a moment alone in probably a month, is making this so much more explosive. You roll your hips just right and gasp as one side of the undies slips into the slit of your cunt, the less soft edge of the elastic brushing your clit. A pathetic noise is ripped from you as your hips stutter, body shocked from the sudden direct stimulation.
âNo,â Joel says right away. His hand reaches around and cups the bottom of your ass, letting his fingers sink into the crease between your butt and thigh as he drags you forward again.Â
âWant your messy pussy all over me, please angel I need it so bad,â he says, guiding your movements as you start to go limp, head falling back. You barely register the feeling of his hand on your waist, trying to balance you as he fucks your wet cunt onto his leg.Â
You let out a tiny noise as the elastic of the undies bites into your clit again and for whatever reason it makes Joel groan too.Â
âSâexactly what I wanted, angel. Wanted my pretty girlfriend to come all over me anâ have her tits in my face.â
Whatever the hell has gotten into him you hope it gets into him again. He keeps rubbing you into his leg until youâre begging for more stimulation, your limp arms reaching to grab at his hand and push it up to your breasts again.Â
âM-my nipples,â you beg softly, tears pricking at your eyes from the overstimulation on your clit. He doesnât hesitate, half smiling as he starts playing with your nipples again.
âLike this? Is this gonna make my pretty baby come?â He teases as he rolls your nipples repeatedly between his fingers.
All of it is too much, but itâs exactly what you wanted at the same time. Your orgasm completely fucks you out as you keep your eyes on his, mouth hanging open dumbly as he keeps one hand playing with your nipple and the other reaching down to cup your ass and grind your cunt harder on his thigh.Â
âGood girl, fuckinâ God,â Joel says, staring down as your ruined undies mash into his skin. You canât tell if youâre coming down or if this orgasm is just super long for no reason, but if it was ending, itâs extended the moment Joelâs thigh clenches up.
You look down as you whimper, wondering why heâs chosen midway through your orgasm to fuck you up again, but then realize that he didnât choose.Â
A fat, pearly, translucent bead, sprouts from where the head of his cock lays beneath his black briefs. You can see it grow bigger in the light, listening as Joel groans and curses, his lower half thrashing beneath you. His chest is heaving and the hand on your ass is digging deep.Â
âJesusâ God, baby, what you do to me,â he grits through his teeth as his back finally hits the headboard again.Â
Frankly, youâre speechless. You didnât realize that would happen, or really that it could happen. You werenât even touching him and he came, he was only watching you. It isnât like he shot a huge load of come, but still, something came out.Â
Joel seems to be coming to the same conclusion as he breathily laughs, looking down at the mess before tugging you down onto him anyway, burying his nose in your hair.Â
âGood gift,â he mumbles, maybe to you, maybe to himself. âDefinitely buyinâ you another one next year.â [ <3 ]
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well đ after literally 3+ years of masking and double masking with N95s and KN95s and social distancing and not going anywhere where i can't be assured i won't be in close proximity to someone with COVID ya boy got COVID , , , ,
#my lungs feel like absolute shit man ; ;#it's like a footballer rammed straight into my back and stood on top of my crumpled body for good measure ; ;#all because my brother still hangs out at movies and restaurants with his friends . . . . . . . .#and stupidly i was so excited to see him back after a month of being away#so we sat and watched a movie together on tuesday#and then wednesday he was like 'oh shit turns out i have covid sorry'#ogughgh . . . . . .#apparently he was feeling bad even on tuesday but he has such a history with head colds that COVID didn't even show up on our radar . . . .#i'm paying for it now though hhh ; ;#hindsight 20/20 and all that#can't stop coughing and i'm running a low grade fever#but most of all JESUS my chest hurts so much ; ; ; ; ;#it's like the agony of an asthma attack only so much more focus on the pain than the inability to breathe#i'm lucky that at most it just feels like there are rubber bands around my chest when i try to breathe deeply#but god#i'm supposed to start my internship through my college next week#this. might literally fuck me over in so many ways but hopefully my mentors will be accommodating . . . . .#in any event uhgghghgh i'm just frustrated because i've been so so careful for years and years . . . i never stopped masking . . . . .#i got the vaccine and all the boosters and yet . . . . . . . .
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Chapter 21- Paradise
Summary: Now that you and Javi are married, it's time for you to enjoy two weeks of nothing but your three favorite "S's"- Sun, sand, and sex. Lots of Sex.
Word Count: 13.9K
Warnings: SMUT (18+) unprotected p in v sex, oral (f and m receiving) vaginal fingering, praise kink, marriage kink, big, fat, nasty, unspeakable breeding kink (WHOOPS), stopping birth control/starting a family, kind of semi-public sex (sex on the beach hehe), alcohol/drinking (y'all are getting wasted at the pool), I'm convinced these two can't have sex without getting caught (sorry, Chucho), Javi in a bathing suit, these two are so stupidly in love
A/N: ..... Hey.... Y'all remember when I actually wrote for this story.... đ I'm genuinely SO sorry that this chapter took me literal months to finish, but she is finally here!!! Thank you so much for all of your patience and the love you've shown these two even in this story's absence 𼺠I hope you enjoy these two horndogs on their honeymoon!!!
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âWe have all of our bags?âÂ
âYup.âÂ
âPassports?âÂ
âMhmmmm.âÂ
âPlane tickets?âÂ
âYes.âÂ
âWeâre positive that we have-âÂ
âBaby, I promise, I triple checked everything this morning, itâs all waiting by the front door, all we have to do now is just wait for my dad to pick us up and take us to the airport, and all my wife needs to do is take a deep breath and relax.âÂ
My wife.Â
Even though you had been married for less than 24 hours, you knew the sentiment of finally getting to be Javiâs wife wasnât wearing off on you any time soon.Â
Javi smiled, playfully crossing his arms and raising an eyebrow at you as you ran through your honeymoon inventory again, knowing damn well you looked like a fool in your frantic pre-traveling state. You more than trusted that Javi had everything the two of you needed before you left for the airport, but you just couldnât shake the fact that you felt like you were forgetting something, despite all your checks and re-checks.Â
âWell, your wife will be much more relaxed once we land after being trapped in a flying tin can and have two feet on the ground again.â You sighed, trying not to let your fear of flying override your excitement to finally arrive in the Bahamas later that day. âGod, I feel like I forgot to pack something important but I canât figure out what.âÂ
As you stared in frustration at your pile of suitcases, you could feel Javi sneaking behind you, flushing his chest to your back as his arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer to him as he rested his chin on your shoulder, planting a soft kiss on your temple.Â
âI think I know what it is.â Javi smirked, his kisses traveling down your jaw as he nipped at your ear, making you turn your head back toward him in confusion.Â
âOh, so now youâre a husband and a mind reader. That honestly will come in very handy.â You teased, giggling while you shifted around to face him, draping his arms around his neck as his hands traveled down your waist, reaching down to grab a handful of your ass. âJesus Javi, what in the world am I forgetting, because you seem pretty darn happy I canât remember it.âÂ
âYou really donât know?â Javi asked, almost mockingly, tightening his grip around your hips, peppering kisses along your jaw and neck, the hot words of his breath dancing across your skin.Â
âNo, Mr. Mind Reader, I donât, and youâre making it very hard to concentrate and figure out what it is.âÂ
You were trying your best to genuinely let your brain run out its train of thought, but as Javiâs kisses across your collarbone became wetter and sloppier, trying to form any sort of coherent idea was practically impossible.Â
Javi paused for a moment, reaching both hands up to cusp your face, his broad hands cradling your jaw as his thumbs swiped across your cheeks, looking up at him to see the boyish grin spread from cheek to cheek.Â
âYouâre forgetting something because youâre forgetting to bring it on purpose. Something we threw away this morning, remember?âÂ
Oh shit.Â
You were forgetting something. Only, now that you finally remembered what it was, you couldnât be happier that you had forgotten it.Â
Your birth control.Â
As Javi watched your face quickly fade from confusion to delight, your grin was just about as wide as his, biting down on your lip to try and contain your excitement while your heart felt like it was going to beat out of your chest.Â
The two of you could actually start trying for a baby.Â
âYou remember now?â Javi teased, laughing to himself at how wide your eyes had gone, practically beaming from the inside out at your husband, feeling butterflies swirl in your stomach and heat building in your core.Â
Leaning up, your mouth met Javiâs in a sloppy dance of tongues and teeth, lips crashing together in electric excitement, grabbing a fistfull of the fitted green t-shirt covering his chest and tugging him closer towards you.Â
âHow much longer until your dad is supposed to be here?â You rasped, already breathing heavily from your frantic kisses and anticipation.Â
Quickly, Javi looked down at his watch wrapped around his wrist, the gears turn in his brain, calculating if the two of you had enough time to do what he knew you were proposing.Â
âFuck- Like, 40 minutes?âÂ
Without saying a word, both of you agreed in silent, rushed nods that 40 minutes was enough time to give yourself enough of a buffer, and the risk definitely didnât outweigh the reward, knowing there was no way in hell that you could wait an entire plane ride and arriving at your hotel room to fuck.Â
In an instant, your mouths were crashing together again, Javi grabbing the underside of your thighs to hoist you up, wrapping your legs around his waist as he carried you back towards the couch in the living room, the back of his knees hitting the sofa as he collapsed into his seat, you still straddling his lap without ever parting your lips.Â
Javiâs hands crept below the hem of your shirt, shuffling it over your head and tossing it on the floor before shuffling your shorts and underwear off to join your top in a crumpled pile on the floor. Your hands worked rapidly at the waistband of Javiâs shorts, lifting up off his lap to push them down his thighs, revealing the hard and weeping mess his cock had already become since carrying you over to the couch, your cunt aching at the sight of his length and how desperately you wanted to be filled by it.Â
âGod, I wanna fuck you so bad.â You whimpered between your wet kisses, shifting yourself closer to hover over his dick, so turned on that you were convinced that your arousal was already dripping down your thighs at an embarrassing rate.Â
âBaby, you have no fucking idea.â Javi groaned, dragging his fingers through your folds, your body jolting at the sensation at the pads of his fingers rubbing over your clit, throbbing and aching under his touch. âJesus Christ, youâre so fucking wet.âÂ
Reaching down to wrap your hand around the base of his cock, stroking it a few times, you slowly lowered yourself down onto his tip, knowing that with your limited time and how turned on you were, you didnât want to feel anything besides the sweet sting of Javiâs stretch filling you to the brim.Â
The two of you moaned in unison as you sank down on his length, bottoming out until you had taken every inch of him, taking a second to adjust to his size before rolling your hips over his lap in figure eights.Â
âF-fuck, you feel so good, Javi.â You whined, circling your bottom half faster, the friction of the hairs at the base of Javiâs cock rubbing deliciously against your clit combined with Javi groping at your breasts, sucking at one of your pebbled nipples while he rolled the other between his fingers, making your breath hitch in the back of your throat.Â
Javi began to let his hips rut up into yours, thrusting his length deeper into your cunt as you rode him, his hands sliding down the sides of your body and wrapping around your ass, massaging the plump flesh between his fingers while his lips crashed into yours again, catching each otherâs muffled moans.Â
âF-fuckâŚâ  Javi whined, tightening his grip to try and maintain his composure as his thoughts began to flow straight from his brain through his mouth. âIâm gonna fuck you so full of me, Osita. Fuck a baby into you, get you pregnant, watch you grow our our kid and give us our perfect family.âÂ
âOh my god- fuck- yes. Please, Javi. Fuck, I want you to knock me up. I wanna- fuck- I wanna make you a daddy.â You moaned, running your hands through the dark curls of Javiâs hair as he began to pound into you even harder, his fingertips gripping your hips with bruising intensity as he guided you up and down his cock, the two of you both so lost in your own pleasure that you hadnât heard a faintly familiar voice echoing from the front door.Â
âJavi, Mija, I know Iâm a little early but I figured youâd rather get to the airport earlier than later!âÂ
Little did poor Chucho know that today was one of the few times in his life that he would regret showing up anywhere earlier than expected.Â
Surprised by the lack of response, despite the packed and stacked bags waiting by the front door, an unsuspecting Chucho kicked off his boots and began meandering down the entryway towards your living room, where and even more unsuspecting you and Javi were half dressed and sprawled across your couch trying to make a baby.Â
âJavier? Mija? Are you two ready to leave soon? I was hoping that- Oh Dios Mio!âÂ
âAHHHHHHH!âÂ
With Javiâs back to his dad as you sat in his lap, you were the first to lock eyes with your now father-in-law, your jaw practically falling to the floor as you let out a panicked shriek, causing Javi to whip his own head around, terror running through his veins as he frantically threw you off his lap and tried to cover the both of you with the nearest blanket he could find.Â
âJesus Christ, Pops!â Javi shouted, hands covering his face that had turned bright red in quite possibly the world's worst kind of embarrassment. âWhy are you here so early?! Please just, I- I donât know, for Christâs sake, please go wait outside!â He sighed, pointing towards the front door where Chucho had just regrettably entered from.Â
âHow was I supposed to know!? I figured I would be safe! Say no more, I will just go wait on the front porch. Aye, aye, ayeâŚâ Chucho replied, quickly scampering away towards the door, eyes peeled to the ground and arms up in self-defense, waiting until you heard the soft slam and clicking lock behind him before peering out from underneath your blanket shield.Â
âJesus fucking ChristâŚâ Javi groaned, hands still covering his face as you looked up at him, cheeks glowing beet red in embarrassment.Â
âPlease donât tell me your dad just walked in on us having sexâŚâ You winced, absolutely knowing the answer to your question, but still somehow praying that maybe, just maybe, you were imaging things.Â
â... My dad definitely just walked in on us having sex.â Javi sighed, his face as almost as red as yours, scrambling to find your clothes scattered between the cushions, tossing them over to you, frantically trying to cover yourself up to save any ounce of dignity you had left.Â
âWell, looks like I am going to start walking to the airport because I donât think I can ever make eye contact with your dad againâŚâ You muttered, making you and Javi laugh just enough to try and ease the uncomfortable tension, wondering how in the world you were supposed to spend an entire ride to the airport with Chucho without wanting to crawl out of your skin. âI thought you said he was supposed to get here later!â
âWell thatâs what I thought too, but apparently not!â Javi grumbled, shuffling his shirt over his head, combing his hand through his hair to try and fix the mess you had made raking your fingers through it.Â
âGuess we wonât have any worries about getting to the airport on timeâŚâÂ
âGuess youâre right about that. Fuck meâŚâÂ
âSure you donât wanna start walking?âÂ
While Chucho, you and Javi had seemingly made a silent pact to not say a peep to each other the entire car ride for the duration of your drive, every passing second seemed more awkward and uncomfortable than the last, truly regretting your decision to not grab your bags and walk along the highway to try and catch your flight.Â
It wasnât until Chucho began pulling up to drop the two of you off that he decided it was time to break your truce, his eyes meeting yours in the rear view mirror as the two of you sat awkwardly in the backseat, bracing yourself the moment you could feel his mouth begin to open.Â
âYou know, the night of our wedding, Lucia and I just couldnât keep our hands off each other either, it was so-âÂ
âDad!â Javi interjected, his face physically scrunching in pain at the thought of how his father planned to complete the rest of that thought, trying to cut him off before he could get any further.Â
âLo siento (Sorry)! God forbid I try to do something to ease the tension!â Chucho chuckled, throwing his hands up in defense at his statement.Â
âI donât think where you were headed was the way to do that, Pops.â Javi muttered, letting out another deep sigh of embarrassment.Â
 âWell lucky for you, it looks like weâre here.â Chucho smiled, pulling into one of the parking spots outside of your gate and turning off the ignition. âHere, let me help you with the bags in the trunk and-âÂ
âNope, already got it, Pops, please do not get out of the car.â Javi begged, practically sprinting out of the backseat to the trunk, you quickly following behind him, beginning to sheepishly unload your luggage from the car.Â
Of course, Chucho being Chucho was not about to take no for an answer, slowly fumbling his way out of the car to greet the two of you at the trunk with a mischievous grin stretched ear to ear.Â
âPops, please, I told you Iâve got it, I-âÂ
âOh hush, Javier, I am just coming out to say goodbye, yo promento (I promise).â Chucho laughed, grabbing Javi by the shoulder, giving him a little shake.Â
âBye Chucho.â You grimaced, leaning in reluctantly for a hug. âThanks for dropping us off. S-sorry about earlier.â You couldnât help but wince again, eyes darting to the ground at your last sentence.Â
âOh mija, donât apologize. Could be worse.âÂ
âIâm not really sure how it could beâŚâ You whispered under your breath, just loud enough for Javi to hear, making him hold back a snort.Â
âBesides, I think this bodes well for my bet I have placed.â Chucho smirked, crossing his arms over his chest as the two of you looked at him in confusion,Â
âYour bet?â Javi asked, raising an eyebrow at his dad.Â
âMhmmm. The bet between me, your family, Mija, and the Murphyâs.âÂ
âAs much as I love a vague and cryptic guessing game, any chance youâre gonna tell us what that bet is?â You laughed uncomfortably, looking back between Javi and Chucho.Â
âOh, donât you worry, Mija. I think the two of you will know soon enough. Okay, enough of that! I will let the two of you go. Have a safe flight and a wonderful trip. I couldnât be happier for the two of you. Enjoy your first of your many amazing adventures as a married couple.âÂ
While you couldnât deny you still werenât far off from wanting to find the nearest hole and disappear in, you couldnât help but feel your cheeks warm at the sentiment of Chuchoâs well-wishes, placing your hand in Javiâs and squeezing it tight, beaming up at your husband with love and excitement.Â
âThanks, Pops.âÂ
âClaro (of course). Alright, mijos, adios. Have fun. But not too much fun, if you know what I-âÂ
âYup, we know exactly what you mean, bye, Dad!â Javi grunted, gently turning his father around and pushing him back towards the car making him laugh, giving the both of you one last wave goodbye before disappearing down the road.Â
âJesus Christ, Iâm glad thatâs overâŚâ Javi sighed, wrapping his arm around your waist, pressing a kiss to your forehead.Â
âYou can say that again. What bet do you think he was talking about?âÂ
âHonestly, no fucking clue. And truth be told, right now, I couldnât care less. Because right now,â He paused, leaning down to hold your cheek in his palm, forcing your gaze up at him, âall I care about,â he paused once again, planting a playful kiss on your lips, âis getting my beautiful wife onto this plane so we can start our honeymoon.âÂ
âSay it again.â You smiled, pressing up on your tiptoes to kiss him back.Â
âMy wife. My beautiful, amazing, drop dead gorgeous wife, who has single-handedly made me the luckiest man in the entire world.â Javi smirked, biting down on his lip as his grip tightened around you, making you giggle.Â
âEasy there, Romeo, we still have a whole flight to get through, ya know.âÂ
Fortunately, your flight and arrival to the Bahamas was much less eventful than anything that had happened this morning, the embarrassment of your father-in-lawâs unfortunate timing quickly fading away as you strolled up to the front desk to check into your room for the next ten days of nothing but what you had deemed your three favorite âSâsâ-Â
Sun, sand, and sex.Â
Lots of sex.Â
âHi there! Welcome! My name is Cassandra, how can I help the two of you today?â A woman smiled politely from behind the check-in desk, quickly clacking away at her keyboard.Â
âHi. Weâre checking in for PeĂąa.â Javi beamed, grabbing your hand in his, gently rubbing his thumb over both sets of rings wrapped around your finger, knowing there wasnât a chance in hell heâd ever get used to the fact he was lucky enough to get to call you his wife for the rest of his life.Â
âPerfect! Let me get right on that.â She nodded, fingers tapping across the keys as she looked up your information. âAny special reason for your stay here?âÂ
âHoneymoon.â The two of you answered in sync, laughing to yourselves at your well timed response.Â
âWell why didnât you say that to begin with?! Let me see if I have anything I can upgrade you to for your stay!â Cassandra scoffed, almost comedically offended that your opening line hadnât been âItâs our honeymoon, upgrade our room please!âÂ
âOh, you donât have to-âÂ
âOh, honey, please. This is my favorite part of my job. Absolutely the least I can do for the two of you. Congratulations. Just give me one second here andâŚ. Ah! Yes! I thought this one was available. Letâs upgrade you to the Ocean View King Suite. This one is one of my favorite rooms. You get the most beautiful view of the sunrise right from your balcony!âÂ
You and Javi looked at each other beaming, grins plastered across your faces in surprise. âThank you so much, this is so nice of you to do for us.â You smiled.Â
âOf course. Least that I can do. Like I said, itâs one of the highlights of doing this job. Alright, well, here are your room keys!â Cassandra grinned, passing the key cards and room information over the concierge desk and handing them to you and Javi. âIf you head over to your right, thereâs a bay of elevators that will take you to your room. I hope that you two have a wonderful stay, and enjoy your honeymoon!âÂ
âThank you again, we really appreciate it.â Javi nodded, stuffing things into his pocket before leaning down to give you a kiss and reaching back to grab his suitcase and your hand in his.Â
As Javi turned, leading the two of you towards the elevator, you couldnât help but laugh at Cassandraâs face, her eyebrow playfully raised and head nodding in approval, pointing at Javi and giving you a thumbs up, as if you needed more confirmation that you had made a top-tier choice on the man you were going to spend the rest of your life with.Â
âWhatâs so funny?â Javi smirked, tilting his head in confusion at your giggles as the two of you stepped into the elevator with the small crowd of people on their way back to their hotel rooms.Â
âNothing. Just some reassurance that I cleaned up pretty damn well in the husband department, which I canât say I disagree with.â You snickered, reaching up to wrap your hand around his jaw, squeezing his cheeks in your grasp.Â
âYouâre such a dork, you know that?âÂ
âA dork who is now your wife, thank you very much.â You sassed, crossing your arms over your chest, making the two of you laugh quietly to yourselves until the ding of the elevator caught your attention. âOh! I think this is us!â Quickly scrambling to grab your suitcase, you dashed out of the elevator as the doors parted, followed by Javi, trying to keep up with your excited pace.Â
âAlright, Mrs. Dork, weâre room 2331.â Javi grinned, pulling the information from the front desk out of his pocket, scanning the hallway for rooms approaching your number, watching you search in front of him with detective-like accuracy.Â
âOkay, letâs see, 2329⌠2330⌠Here! Here it is! 2331!â You beamed, showing off the number of your room Vanna White style to Javi as he began to slip the room key into the card reader, pausing for a moment to stare at you with his sweet brown eyes in the midst of your goofiness. âWhatâs that look for?â You teased, smiling back at him.Â
âJust reminding myself of how lucky I am. I love you, Mrs. PeĂąa.âÂ
Mrs. PeĂąa.Â
You couldnât help but let your heart skip a beat at the sound of him saying it, still not quite sure that the incredible reality of your new last name had completely sunk in with you yet.Â
âI love you too, Mr. PeĂąa. Now, you gonna open this door so we can put this room to use or what?â You smirked, raising your eyebrow at him playfully, gesturing towards your hotel room door.Â
With a quick swipe of your room key the two of you unlocked your door to get a first glimpse of your hotel room. At first, the both of you were convinced you must have been in the wrong place, because this was the most beautiful, luxurious hotel room that you had ever laid eyes on. Complete with a giant king bed covered in fresh white sheets, free standing tub, huge couch and living room area, newly renovated, and most impressively, a huge set of sliding glass doors that lead to your balcony overlooking a breath-taking view of the beach and ocean below you.Â
Mental note to self- you owed Cassandra at the big desk the biggest thank you ever.Â
âHoly shit, Javi. This is gorgeous.â You muttered to yourself, dropping your bags off at one of the closets at the front of the room as you began to wander and explore, gently poking and prodding around as if you were a tourist in a museum, rather than a hotel guest in your own room.Â
âItâs got no lack of options, thatâs for sure.â Javi laughed quietly to himself, following behind you as he set down his own bags before doing an investigation of his own, the majority of which was spent watching you excitedly explore the inâs and outs of your new home for the next 10 days.Â
âNo lack of options?â You asked, tilting your head in confusion, as you turned towards Javi, hands resting on his hips with a smug grin spread from ear to ear.Â
âMmmhmmm.â He replied, making his way towards you until his hands were wrapped around your waist, pulling you against his chest to force your gaze up at his brown eyes, pooling with an equal combination of excitement and mischief. âNo lack of options in this room for places I get to fuck my beautiful wife.âÂ
âYouâre so bad!â You teased, giving him a little slap to his chest as the two of you laughed, knowing that you had the exact same thought, he was just the first to say it.Â
âOh câmon, like you didnât think the same thing.âÂ
âOkay listen⌠youâre not wrong. I would be a liar if I didnât walk in here and think about how many different furniture choices we could fuck on before we had to leave.â You sighed in a playful defeat, your breaths slowly transforming to light and giggly to low and needy as Javi slid his hands resting on your hips down to your ass, palming it in his grasp.Â
Craning his head down to rest in the crook of your neck, you couldnât help but moan as he sucked at your pulse point, wet kisses consuming your neck and jawline as a damp patch began to pool in your underwear, falling apart under Javiâs touch.Â
âWell if thatâs the case, what should we break in first, Osita? What does mi esposa (my wife) want? â Javi hummed, slipping his hands under the waistband of your shorts and underwear, pushing them over your hips and down your legs until they pooled around your ankles, leaving your bottom half bare.Â
Snaking his hand between your bodies, you whimpered as his fingers ghosted over your core, grazing over your clit with just enough pressure to make you shutter in anticipation, feeling the slick of your arousal beginning to coat your thighs with want and need.Â
âF-fuck-â You stammered, trying to string together anything that resembled a coherent thought, âThe b-bed. Fuck me on the bed, baby, please.âÂ
Without another word, Javi had scooped you up under your thighs, forcing your legs to lock around his waist as he carried you toward the bed, mouths crashing together in a hungry mess of tongues and teeth.Â
Javi set you down, gently laying your back on the bed just enough to let your lower half hang off the edge so he could make a home between your legs, draping each one over his shoulders and pushing them open further to reveal the wet, puffy mess in between your thighs.Â
You should have been embarrassed with how worked up you already were from a few kisses and some ass grabbing, but with how excited you were to be here with your husband, without a worry in the world besides how many times you could disrespect your hotel room before you had to leave, you had no shame in how you were already dripping with anticipation as Javiâs eyes locked on your core.Â
âFuck, sheâs so pretty.â Javi cooed, admiring the glistening sheen of your slick covering your folds, planting gentle kisses along the soft skin of your thighs, creeping closer and closer to your center. You sat up on your elbows to watch as Javiâs fingers lazily traced your cunt, collecting your arousal, rubbing with just enough pressure to make your clit throb even harder than it already had been. âAlways so wet for me, Hermosa. My perfect wife. Fuck, I still canât believe youâre all mine forever.âÂ
âForever.â You whimpered, breath hitching in the back of your throat as Javiâs tongue dragged across your core with a broad, flat stroke, looking up at you with those devastatingly sweet, chocolate brown eyes, pulling off you with the look you knew all too well meant you were absolutely a goner.Â
âTastes so fucking sweet, baby.â Javi hummed, carefully bringing two fingers to your core, sinking them inside your weeping hole to prod steadily against your g-spotÂ
âOh my god, fuck-â You whimpered, Javi working at a painstakingly slow pace that still had you writhing under his touch, his mouth and fingers moving in the perfect combination of pressure to already have a tingle beginning to build at the base of your spine despite the fact he had just started eating you out.Â
Your jaw went slack as his digits prodded faster, his tongue swirling and flicking against your sensitive bundle of nerves, ragged moans and whimpers escaping from your lips, growing louder and more wonton by the second.Â
âThatâs my girl.â Javi cooed, pulling off you just enough to catch your attention, his fingers never faltering in pace, âFuck, I could listen to you like this all day, Osita. All the pretty noises my wife makes just for me. Câmon, baby. You want everyone here to know who makes you feel this good, huh? Tell them, sweet girl, who makes you feel this good?âÂ
âY-you, Javi, fuck- You do, baby.â You moaned, feeling your pussy begin to flutter around Javiâs fingers as his smug smirk pressed back against your cunt, now sucking at your clit with a ferocious switch intensity he knew would send you over the edge in an instant.Â
Squeezing Javiâs head between your thighs, you cried out louder, chanting his name like a prayer with each second you grew closer and closer to your end, feeling arousal creeping through your body at a rapid rate.Â
âJavi, Javi, fuck- Oh, baby, Javi, Iâm gonna- gonnaahhhhhhh-âÂ
In an instant, your orgasm crashed through you, filling you with all consuming pleasure that had you seeing stars, sobbing out as your cunt clamped down around Javiâs fingers that were pulsing inside you through your high.Â
At this point, you were probably close to suffocating your poor husband, but it was his own damn fault for knowing how to make you cum so hard, your soul just about left your body.Â
Finally regaining enough inhibition, you let your legs fall open, freeing Javi from the thigh prison he had trapped himself in, still smirking with delight despite his red face and shortness of breath.Â
âJesus Christ, Osita.â He laughed, standing up as he began to shed his clothes, tossing his shirt and shorts in a crumpled pile on the floor, followed by his already tented and stained boxers, revealing his painfully hard cock, slapping against his stomach and bobbing between his legs as it was freed. âYou tryinâ to kill me, baby?âÂ
âI could ask you the same thing.â You huffed, chest still rising and falling with heavy breaths as you came down from your high. âSorry, not my fault you make me cum so hard I put you in a headlock between my legs.âÂ
You and Javi both couldnât help but laugh as he helped you slide further up the bed, crawling over you and caging you under his broad body, peppering every inch of your body with kisses and intentionally tickling you with his mustache in all the places he knew made you giggle the most.Â
âIf I die between my wifeâs thighs buried face deep in her pussy, Iâd die a happy man.âÂ
âWell I have no plans on intentionally murdering you on this trip, so count yourself safe this time, PeĂąa.âÂ
âBaby, Iâm convinced youâre just trying to kill me slowly this entire trip, considering you have nothing packed in your suitcase besides bikinis and sundresses.â Javi sighed, arms planted around your head as he laid overtop of you, kissing up your collarbone and neck, all the way up your jawline.Â
âJavier PeĂąa, we are literally on a tropical vacation to the Bahamas. Would you have liked me to pack, a parka and snow pants?â You teased, breath hitching in the back of your throat between giggles, trying to maintain your composure between the wet, hot kisses, Javi was planting across your skin.Â
âNo,â He grumbled, âYouâre the hottest woman Iâve ever fucking met, baby, you donât think people arenât staring at you everywhere you go? I canât fucking blame âem, but they better notice that ring on your finger and know youâre off limits.âÂ
Heat crept through your cheeks, butterflies swirling in your stomach from what he had said, picking up on the notion behind his thoughts. Javi wasnât a jealous man, but fuck, was he a protective one, and God help any man who tried to knowingly make a move on you while he was around.Â
He wanted everyone to know you were his, and you just as badly wanted everyone to know he was yours.Â
âMaybe just the ring isnât enough, baby.â He smirked, nipping and tugging at your skin with his teeth as he snaked his hand between your bodies to stroke himself and line his cock up with your entrance. ââCause you know what else isnât in your suitcase?âÂ
Your birth control.Â
You didnât have to say a word to know exactly what Javi meant, your face swelling with a mixture of excitement and want.Â
âJavi, oh fuck-â You moaned, cut off by the sweet sting of Javi pushing into you, filling you up with every inch of himself until he had bottomed out, stalling for a moment to let you adjust to his fullness before slowly dragging his cock in and out of your cunt.Â
âMaybe,â he groaned, biting down on his lip at just how good you felt around him, warmth and wetness coating his length with each stroke, âMaybe that ring on your finger isnât enough, Ostia. Maybe once they see you pregnant with our baby growing inside you, theyâll know youâre mine.âÂ
It never failed to amaze you just how Javi knew how to make you short circuit with words alone, hoping the entire resort didnât hear the absolutely pathetic whimper you let out at the idea of finally carrying his baby, showing off your family to the world, and the man who had given it to you. Â
âFuck, knock me up Javi. Wanna- wanna make you a daddy.â You whined, wrapping your arm up around his neck, running your fingers through his dark and sweaty curls, tugging him closer to you until your mouths were molded in a messy clash of tongues and teeth.Â
âChrist- Yeah, baby girl? Fuck, Iâll give you whatever you want. Iâll fuck myself so deep inside you, itâs got no choice but to fuckinâ take. Keep you stuffed with my cum every day until it sticks.â Javi groaned, gritting his teeth as he grabbed the backs of your thighs, pushing them to your chest and pulling you closer to him so your back began to arch, giving himself the perfect angle to split you open and keep every last drop inside of you.Â
You could feel every inch of Javi filling you, perfectly punching against that soft, spongy spot inside your cunt with each thrust, keeping your thighs still pressed against your chest as the lower half of your legs wrapped around the small of Javiâs back, ankles locking together to keep him as close and deep inside you as you could.Â
âDĂĄmelo, papi.â You cooed, wicked smile stretched from ear to ear watching Javi physically having to stop himself to let out a strangled groan, clenching his jaw and scrunching his face to keep from busting right then and there. Â
âJesus, fuck-â Javi grunted, finally gaining enough composure to open his eyes and look back down at you beneath him, smugly smirking, âThatâs how this is gonna go, huh?"
The chocolate brown of Javiâs eyes began to darken with lust, dragging his cock out and ramming into you so deeply, a pathetic whimper fell from your lips, nearly knocking the wind out of your chest feeling him practically in your stomach. Your whimpers quickly turned to sobs as he did it again, slowly dragging his length out of your wet, warm walls before pounding back in to you with a blinding intensity.Â
Leaning down, Javi grabbed your arms, pushing them outstretched above your head until your wrists were crossed over each other and Javi had them both in his firm grasp, pinning you to the bed with the weight of his body and grip. It was like something feral had ignited inside him, brow furrowed and teeth gritted with a laser focus, snapping his hips to thrust himself deeper and harder, melting you to a helpless puddle beneath him, your cries of pleasure and desperation only egging him on more.Â
âYou want me to fill you up, baby? Then youâre gonna be a good girl and take every last fucking drop. Every. Last. One.â He huffed, syncing his words to each thrust, keeping a bruising grip over your wrists with one hand, and digging his fingertips into the meat of your hips with his other. âTell me what youâre gonna do for me, baby girl. Tell me whose pussy this is.âÂ
âItâs yours, Javi. Fuck, fuck, fuck- itâs yours, baby! I- oh shit- I promise Iâll be a good girl and take it all. Want you to fill me up, Papi.â You sobbed, arousal seeping through your veins as Javiâs cock punched against your g-spot over and over, each stroke faster and more intense, blinding your body with pleasure.Â
Your hotel room was drenched in the borderline pornographic sounds of skin slapping against skin, wet squelching of your pussy squeezing Javiâs cock tighter and tighter as you could feel the coil beginning to tighten in your stomach, crying out without any inhibition for your volume, Javi grunting and panting with equal intensity.Â
âThatâs my girl. You gonna let everyone hear who this pussy belongs to? Let everyone know that Iâm gonna fill you up and get you pregnant?â Javi mewled, watching the way your eyes were nearly rolling in the back of your head, snaking his hand gripping your hip down between your bodies to rub firm and frantic circles around your clit to help push you over the edge knowing how close you were.Â
As soon as the calloused pads of Javiâs fingers were pressed against your sensitive nub, you were seconds away from the brink of collapse, cunt clamping tighter and tighter around Javiâs cock, choking it with your velvety walls.Â
âYes, yes, yes, fuck, fuck, Iâm so close baby. Donât stop, donât stop, please, fuckfuckfuckfuck!âÂ
Instantly, your orgasm crashed through your body, blinding white heat flooding your vision, pleasure shooting through every inch of you to the point you felt like you had left your own body. You could feel your body going limp beneath Javi, knowing he wasnât far behind you given all his tell tale signs as you soaked his length with your arousal.Â
Javiâs thrusts had forgone any type of rhythm, now sloppy and erratic, his balls tightening and tensing in his stomach, babbling and moaning in your ear, whispering sweet nothings before he found himself in the same state of you.Â
âThatâs it, hermosa. Cum all over my cock. Cum all over me before I fill up this tight little pussy so full itâs got no choice but to take. Oh fuck- Fuck, canât wait to get you pregnant. See you carrying our baby. Gonna make you the prettiest fucking Momma-ahhhhhhh, fuck!âÂ
With one final stutter of his hips, Javi was painting the inside of your cunt with thick, warm ropes of his spend, keeping himself flushed as tight as he could to your pelvis, making sure a single drop didnât escape as he plugged you with his cock, cumming so hard he couldnât help but whimper. The weight of his body slumped on top of you, syncing your heavy breaths, the sticky and sweaty sheen of your chests pressed together as Javi planted a slow and sensual kiss on your lips, swallowing your moans in his mouth.Â
âHoly fuck.â You half whispered to yourself, letting out a bliss-filled giggle.
âJesus Fucking Christ.â Javi panted, quietly laughing along with you, gently brushing the damp and wild strands of your hair out of your face, âFuck- You gotta be careful with that âPapiâ shit, Osita.âÂ
âOh yeah? And why would that be?â You teased, smirking as you raised an eyebrow at him and bit down on your lip, knowing damn well why.Â
âBecause if you keep that up, I donât think weâre ever leaving this room.âÂ
After dinner and giving a few more pieces of furniture in your hotel room a good test run, the two of you had happily called it a night on day one of your honeymoon, eager to explore the rest of the resort as the two of you rose with the golden rays of the sun beaming over the horizon of your ocean view window, flooding your room with warm and welcoming sunlight.Â
As much as the both of you were convinced you could have easily spent the next 10 days without leaving your hotel room, you made a pact that you would spend some time going to explore the rest of the resort after spending some much deserved post-wedding de-stressing in the sun by the pool, drinking as many mojitos and frozen daiquiris as you could stomach.Â
And as amazing as non-stop sex with Javi would have been, soaking up in the sun poolside with a drink on one side of you and a shirtless husband on the other, youâd say that this was a pretty close second.Â
âAnother one?â Javi smirked, eyebrows raised at you as his brown eyes peeked over the edge of his aviators, gesturing at your nearly empty glass.Â
âI mean⌠if youâre offering.â You giggled, tipsy after a few drinks and hours baking in the sun, happily holding out the remainder of your mojito for Javi to exchange for a new one.Â
âI think the bartender and I are about to be on a first name basis pretty soon.â Javi laughed, shuffling out of his beach chair, grabbing his empty cup along with yours to bring back with him to the poolside bar that had been visited a questionable amount of times by the two of you since you had gotten to the pool this morning.Â
âYeah? Are you gonna tell the bartender the frozen strawberry margaritas youâve been getting from him all day are for you and not for your wife?â You teased, pulling your sunglasses down to look at Javi, playfully rolling his eyes back at you.Â
âShut up. Theyâre fucking addicting. You had one, can you blame me?âÂ
âIâm just giving you a hard time, Mr. I Wonât Drink Anything But Beer and Whiskey. Donât worry, your secretâs safe with me. Although, Iâm sure Steve would get a kick out of knowing youâve downed like, 7 of these since weâve gotten here.âÂ
Setting down both of the drinks, you found yourself in a fit of squeals and giggles as Javi reached down to scoop you up out of your chair, carrying you bridal style to the edge of the pool before jumping in with the both of you, the refreshing cool of the pool water crashing over you as your bodies bobbed under the surface.Â
âPendejo!â You laughed, splashing Javi as your heads peered above the edge of the water, Javi shaking his hair, damp and clinging to his forehead from your added assault, grabbing you by the waist before you could go any further, shifting you to wrap your legs around him as he held you, childishly swaying you through the water.Â
âTe amo, esposa.â (I love you, wife) Javi teased in a mocking tone, responding to your name calling.Â
âJokeâs on you, because I wanted to get into the pool anyways. Youâre lucky youâre handsome. Mojito me, PeĂąa.â You splashed again, rolling your eyes at his over exaggerated kiss before he swam away, shooting you a wink while he waded his way to the poolside bar.Â
It wasnât long before Javi was making his way back, a drink in each hand, happily handing you your mojito as he got to the edge of the pool where you were sitting, lifting himself up to sit beside you and take a swig of his margarita.Â
âMiss me?â He smirked, raising his eyebrows at you.Â
âTerribly. Most agonizing 6 minutes of my entire life.â You teased, playing into the dramatics as Javi picked up your left hand, admiring the diamond ring and wedding band adorned on your finger before gently kissing it.Â
âSorry to keep my wife waiting. I hope that youâll accept this mojito as a token of my apology.âÂ
âI think thatâs a fair enough compromise.âÂ
After a few more hours and several drinks later, it was safe to say that you and Javi had definitely both been in better states than you currently were, too far gone to care about the potential consequences of tomorrowâs hangover to stop yourselves.Â
âWhat time do you think it is?â You asked, sunkissed body sprawled out across the pool chair.Â
âWife OâClock.â Javi answered, snickering to himself at his answer.Â
âJavier PeĂąa, thatâs not a real time, you dork.âÂ
âHalf past mojito. A quarter âtil my next margarita.âÂ
âJesus ChristâŚ.â You paused, one of the life guards crossing behind you catching your attention, âHey, excuse me! Do you know what time it is?âÂ
âUhhhhh, looks like itâs almost 6!â The lifeguard replied, looking down at his watch before continuing on his path.Â
â6?! Oh shit!â You gasped, sitting up straight in your chair.Â
âWhat? Whatâs happening at 6?!â Javi inquired, seemingly less concerned with whatever was supposed to be happening then that had you so riled up.Â
âJavi, we're supposed to be at dinner right now! We made reservations at that italian place, remember?!â You grimaced, frantically starting to grab the towels and clothes you had scattered around the pool deck.Â
âOh fuck! Shit, uh- okay, here, lemme help you!â Javi joined in on the gathering of any item that belonged to you that he could find, tossing it into the bag you had brought down with you, hoping that you didnât forget anything that had come with you to the pool.Â
While the haphazard gathering of items was a good enough sign to any onlooker that you and Javi were more than likely intoxicated, the both of you didnât realized just how drunk you were until you both tried to stand up out of your beach chairs, grabbing on to each other in a wobbly dance of giggles. Â
âWoah, I think I drank a little lotta margaritas.â Javi stammered, laughing to himself.Â
âFuck, I did too. Jesus, how many do you think we had?â You giggled, face scrunching in anticipation of the number that was definitely going to be higher than you had intended when you came to the pool this morning.Â
You could see Javi trying to drunkenly calculate his trips to the pool bar in his head, counting across his fingers in a serious concentration, tongue sticking out of his mouth, as if it was going to help him focus better.Â
âLetâs see, I think after adding them all up⌠We drank a lot.âÂ
âIf we canât even come up with a number, thatâs not good. Fuck, I didnât even bring real clothes! Our room is so far from the restaurant, thereâs no way weâre even gonna be close to making it!â You pouted, shrugging your shoulders in defeat.Â
âJust put on the cute little dressy thingy over your bathing suit. Or just go in your bikini. Youâre so hot they have to let you in.â Javi smirked, biting down on his lip as he looked you up and down, giving you his best drunken attempt at his bedroom eyes.Â
âUnfortunately for you, I donât think the other patrons of this resort want to watch me eat pasta half naked, ya sicko.â You teased, giving him a nudge to his stomach a little harder than you had intended. âOkay, cover up will have to do, I guess. Do you have your shirt?âÂ
âYou donât wanna watch me eat pasta half naked?âÂ
âAs much as Iâd love to, maybe another time, weirdo. Okay, we have to go! Or else weâre not getting any pasta, naked or not! Focus, PeĂąa, focus!â You commanded in your best pretend stern voice, grabbing the rest of your things in your hands while Javi stood there, admiring you like the drunken, lovesick fool he was.Â
âYouâre so fucking sexy when youâre bossy.â Javi smirked, raising his eyebrows at you, âOkay, fine, fine fine, letâs go. Lead the way, Mrs. PeĂąa.âÂ
If you didnât feel drunk enough after simply trying just to stand up out of your pool chairs and collect all your belongings within a 5 foot radius of you, you sure as hell did trying to drunkenly navigate the resort to find the restaurant you were looking for. After asking several employees, you somehow managed to stumble your way through the hotel to find your intended location, âCiao!â , one of the higher-end dining experiences the two of you had planned for your vacation.Â
âHi. We are married, and we are here to eat pasta.â Javi proclaimed to the hostess at the front of the restaurant, who was looking back and forth between you and Javi, riddled with confusion not only by Javiâs opening statement, but from the fact the two of you were nearly out of breath from running around every inch of the resort, clearly drunk, and still dressed in your swimsuits.Â
âUmmmm, okay? Whatâs the name on the reservation?â The hostess asked hesitantly, flipping through the pages of names and times written down for seating tonight.Â
âPeĂąa. We were supposed to be here at 6 but we had a lil too much fun at the pool, but not enough fun that we completely forgot about dinner! Weâre really sorry!â You explained, trying your best to keep your composure, biting your tongue to subdue your drunken giggles.Â
âYeah, like, so sorry. I had a lot of margaritas today.â Javi added, turning his head to let out a little burp at the end of his sentence.Â
âI donât see any PeĂąaâs on the reservation for tonightâŚ.â The hostess sighed, flipping back and forth between todayâs pages, clearly not amused by either of your antics.Â
âOh no⌠Does that mean weâre not getting pasta? Shit.â Javi pouted, crossing his arms over his chest like a little boy.Â
âOh wait, are- are you sure it was a reservation for today? I see PeĂąa on here at 6 for tomorrow?âÂ
âOh shitâŚâ You and Javi replied, nearly in sync, visibly grimacing at the fact that you had spent the past 45 minutes in an alcohol induced frenzy, running through the resort to find a restaurant you werenât even supposed to eat at until tomorrow.Â
Whoops.Â
âMy badâŚ.â You shrugged, sheepishly frowning as you looked back and forth between the hostess and Javi, âOkay, well, um, weâre gonna- Weâre gonna go then.â You winced, grabbing Javi by the hand to slowly drag him away from the restaurant, hoping that the physical distance would somehow spare you the embarrassment you had just subjected yourself to.Â
âYouâre fine, just- We do ask that our guests wear more, um- appropriate attire when they come to dine with us.â The hostess scoffed, huffing at you and Javi, looking you up and down with your beach bound outfits and hands full of pool accessories as you continued to back away.Â
âShe doesnât wanna see us eat pasta in our bathing suits?â Javi whispered in your ear, making you snort so loud it almost hurt your chest, trying to keep from bursting into full blown laughter before making it out of eye and earshot of the hostess, jabbing him in the stomach with your elbow, only spurring him on further, âShe doesnât know how sexy youâd look shoving a fist full of garlic bread down your throat with nothing on but a bikini? Her loss.âÂ
Now out of sight of the restaurant, you and Javi exploded into an obnoxious fit of drunken giggles, feeling completely idiotic for wasting nearly the last hour of your night in a whirlwind journey to nowhere.Â
âWell, looks like no pasta for dinner tonight.â You sighed, playfully throwing up your hands in defeat. âI am starting to get really hungry though⌠Like too hungry to go back up to the room and change and then come back down and wait at a restaurant for more food.âÂ
âYeah, shit, Iâm really hungry too⌠Wait!â Javi paused, his face lighting up with excitement.Â
âWhat, Jav?âÂ
âDidnât we pass a pizza place on the way up to the room when we first got here?Â
The grin on your face was now equally as wide, almost certain that you and Javi were having the same drunk recollection.Â
âI knew there was a good reason I married you.âÂ
Somehow or another, you had not only managed to find your way to âPapaâs Pizzeriaâ, you had managed to successfully order an extra large pizza for the two of you to split, and make it back to the room without any pizza casualties on the way.Â
Even a drunken you couldnât help but realize how lucky she was to have married a man like Javi, and not just because of his excellent memory for pizza restaurants- What you had been through in the past hour and a half could have easily sent any other couple into an ugly spiral of arguments and blame theyâd cast upon each other for âruiningâ the rest of their night.Â
Youâd been witness to so many relationships and marriages where couples barely managed to genuinely enjoy each otherâs company, let alone have fun together. Cohabitation drenched in resentment and unhappiness towards each other, forced proximity the only thing keeping them together. Â
You were positive that there would never be enough âthank youâsâ that you could send out into the universe for letting you marry your best friend.Â
Because what would have been a soiled evening for so many others, was quickly turning out to be a better night than you could have ever imagined, plans tossed out the window to sit cross legged in your king sized bed together, bodies draped in fluffy hotel robes as you mowed down on slices of pepperoni pizza, giggling over shared, drunken secrets with your favorite person in the world.Â
âOkay, your turn now.â You snickered, shoving another bite of lukewarm pizza into your mouth, giving Javi a playful shove into the sea of pillows at the head of your bed.Â
âI just went!â He protested, trying to talk through the mess of cheese, sauce and crust he was still chewing.Â
âNuh uh! I just did, remember? We got off topic because we started talking about the Farrah Fawsect poster you had in your room that your mom made you take down, but you were the one who asked me about who my first celebrity crush was, remember?â You insisted, pointing your half bitten piece of pizza at him, forcing him to hold up his hands in defeat.Â
âOkay, okay! Canât blame me for forgetting after thinking about that poster, though.â Javi shrugged, smirking at the thought of his 12 year old self gawking at the beautiful blonde actress hanging above his bed, âShitâŚ. Gimmie a second, let me think.âÂ
âIâve given you plenty of seconds, goofball! Like all the seconds I spared you thinking about Farrah.âÂ
âShut up. Okay,â he paused, taking another bite of pizza, âwho was your first kiss?âÂ
âReally? Why, you gonna go hunt him down?â You snorted, feeling like you were gossiping with your teenage best friend at a sleepover rather than with your husband, Javi laughing along with you as he shook his head, âIt was Jack Mullins in the 7th grade.âÂ
âOkay, and?â Javi prodded, smirking as he interrogated you for more information.Â
âIt was at a Halloween Party my friend Sarah had at her house. Iâm pretty sure we were playing truth or dare, and all my friends knew I had a massive crush on him because he was the cutest boy in the 7th grade. So they dared me to kiss him and I did it. It was so awkward, and I had no idea what I was doing. Pretty sure we kissed while the âThe Monster Mashâ was playing, too. I was so embarrassed after that I cried in the bathroom and then walked home and didnât even say goodbye to anyone. Didnât ever think Iâd speak to him again and he ended up being my date to prom.âÂ
âWow. That was a way better story than I was expecting to get. âThe Monster Mashâ? Truth or Dare?â Javi chuckled as your cheeks turned red, watching your eyes at his enjoyment of your story.Â
âOkay, I was 12 Javi, some of us were weird, awkward teenagers. Iâm sure that you were very easily the Jack Mullins of your middle school and had girls at the door lining up to kiss you.â You rebutted, having seen plenty of pictures of teenage Javi, thanks to Chucho, knowing whatever awkward phase he went through was only a fraction of your pre-teen pain.Â
âNo, I wasnât. I was a pretty shy kid. All my friends had their first kiss way before I did.â Javi shrugged, now sounding slightly more embarrassed.Â
âOkay, so what? They were 12 and you were 13? I donât believe it. I would have had the biggest crush on you in middle school.âÂ
âIâm being serious!â Â
Câmon, Javi, if Iâm telling you about my Monster Mash kiss, I get to hear about yours!â You insisted, giving him the biggest fake pout that you could muster until he gave in.Â
âI- I was 16 when I had my first kiss.âÂ
âYouâre joking.âÂ
âWhy would I joke about that?âÂ
â16?!âÂ
âOsita, youâre making it sound like I was 72 when I had my first kiss, not 16.âÂ
âConsidering how cute you were, yeah, I am! Okay, spill! Now I need to know!âÂ
âIâm telling you, I was a shy kid. Didnât really come out of my shell until 10th grade when I started doing swimming. There was a girl on the team I always thought was really cute, but I was too chicken shit to do anything about it. All my friends had girlfriends and dates to go to homecoming with, and I didnât have anyone, so they forced me to ask her. She turned me down, told me she already had a date. I was devastated. Went to a party with the team after, got drunk for the first time because I was so upset, and ended up kissing my friendâs older sister, Katie. Made out in the laundry room in the basement for the rest of the night. My friend found us after he realized we both had gone missing and ended up punching me in the face and almost breaking my nose.âÂ
âHoly shit. Thatâs a way better story than mine.â You gawked, eyes going wide at the turn Javiâs story had taken.Â
âI wouldnât say way better, just stupid.â Javi huffed, âYou do dumb things when youâre young.âÂ
âWell, you must have been a pretty good kisser even back then if she made out with you for an hour. Honestly, would have been dumb if she didnât make out with you, in my humble opinion.â You giggled, scooting closer to Javi as you snuggled into his lap, resting your head on his outstretched thigh and letting out a big yawn. Resting his hand on your back, Javi pulled you closer, running his fingers through the sun kissed ends of your messy hair, smiling at all the tell tale signs sleep was beginning to creep through your body and the way you snuggled up next to him.Â
âOkay, one last question because all these mojitos are catching up to me and Iâm getting sleepy.â You mumbled, feeling your eyelids begin to droop as you curled up in the warmth of his body, comfort flooding over you from Javiâs presence.Â
âOkay, hermosa. Your turn.â Javi cooed, his voice softening to match your sleepy tone, pressing a gentle kiss to the top of your head.Â
âIf you could change anything about your life, anything you want, what would it be?âÂ
Javi paused for a moment, his fingers still daintily stroking across your hair and back as he thought. Truthfully, there were plenty of things he wished he could change about his past. It would take him less than a minute to come up with a list longer than most people could muster in a lifetime. He had wasted so many years of his life, bitter and remorseful about the things he had done, condemning himself to suffer the consequences of his actions. And yet, somehow, despite all of the things he could have said, out of all the painful things he wished he could go back in time to change, there was one answer that prevailed above all the rest, an answer that couldnât have been easier to choose. Â
âI wish there was a world where I would have met you sooner. That I would have gotten to love you just a little longer.âÂ
He waited for your response, settling into the silence until it was broken by one of your soft snores humming against his thigh, signaling to him you were sound asleep in his lap, not having heard a word you said. He laughed softly to himself, remembering the first night he had stayed at your apartment, and how it had ended just like this, conversation flowing until the early hours of the morning until you couldnât fight sleep any longer, eyelids shutting as you fell asleep in his arms. How he watched you gently drift to dreaming, wondering if he was, too. That somehow, some way, the world had managed to bring the two of you together. And even if he wished he would have gotten more time to love you before youâd met, Javi knew that heâd be forever grateful for every minute he had left with you.Â
Despite the raging hangover the two of you had the next morning after you woke up from your alcohol and pizza induced coma, the rest of your honeymoon had been some of the most fun that the two of you had had in years. Youâd spent multiple days at the pool, soaking up sun on the beach and swimming in the ocean, eaten so much delicious food you were convinced you were going to combust, drank more mojitos than youâd like to admit, and had even gone snorkeling on a tour through some of the islands outside your resort.Â
You also had been having so much sex, you were starting to feel bad for the rooms on either side of you.Â
Everything about your honeymoon had been everything youâd ever hoped for and more, but with only one full day left of your vacation, you couldnât help but feel a little sad that your perfect trip to tropical paradise was coming to a close.Â
âWhatâs that look for, porbrecita?â Javi laughed, sneaking up behind you on the edge of the balcony, watching you watch the sunrise with your cheeks propped up in your palms, pouting at the way bright pinks and oranges were greeting the sky. Standing behind you, he snaked his arms around your front so he could bring your back to his chest, kissing the top of your head while his arms settled around your middle.Â
âI donât want our honeymoon to end.â You sighed, craning your neck just enough to look at Javi over your shoulder, âIâm sad itâs gonna be over.âÂ
âI know, mi amor, me too.â He softly chuckled, planting a long kiss on your cheek, the whiskers of his mustache making you giggle, âBut what if I told you I have one more surprise for us before we go home tomorrow?âÂ
This made you swing all the way around, now chest to chest with Javi as you looked up at him in confusion, âWhat? I thought we were spending our last day on the beach just hanging out?âÂ
âWell we are, but what if I told you I rented one of those fancy cabanas at the end of the beach for us to use to celebrate our last day here?â Javi smirked, watching your face light up at his proposition.Â
âWait, actually?âÂ
âYes, actually.âÂ
âBut arenât they like, super expensive to rent for the day?âÂ
âI mean⌠theyâre not that expensive.âÂ
âOkay, the pause tells me that you spent way more money than you needed to on this, Jav.âÂ
âAnd what if it was? Iâm not allowed to wanna spoil my wife on our honeymoon?â Javi grinned, gently cupping your face and playfully shaking it, making you laugh again.Â
âYour wife doesnât need to be spoiled, just getting to be here with you is more than enough.â You paused, giving Javi a little nudge as he dramatically rolled his eyes at you, chuckling to himself, âWhat, you goof?âÂ
âI hope you know that because youâre my wife, Iâm planning on spending the rest of my life spoiling you, whether you like it or not. Iâd give you the fucking moon if I could, Osita.âÂ
âWell lucky for you, a day at a beach cabana will do just fine.âÂ
While you never would have asked Javi to purposely spend extra money on things you really didnât need to make your trip any more special than it already was, you couldnât deny that spending the day in your own private cove of the beach in a luxurious cabana with food and drinks being served to you at your request wasnât a bad way to spend the last day of your honeymoon.Â
The daybeds in the cabana had made a perfect place for a shady, mid day nap for the both of you, lazily waking up from the soft kiss Javi had planted on your shoulder, exposed from your bikini top, freckled and sunkissed from days in the tropics.Â
âIâm gonna go for a swim, Hermosa. Be back in a sec.â Javi cooed, gently stirring you from your catnap.Â
âMmmmmmkay.â You smiled, flipping over for another kiss on the lips before Javi slipped out from the flaps of your tent, softly blowing in the breeze. You sat up on your lounger, the sight of Javi in nothing but his bathing suit waking you from your brief sleep in a matter of moments.Â
Even though you had seen Javi in nothing but bathing suits for the past 9 days, you were convinced it was a sight youâd never find yourself getting over. There was no doubt that you had always found him incredibly attractive, but something about this trip had skyrocketed him to another level of sexy you didnât even know was attainable. You werenât sure if it was the unbuttoned floral shirts, excessive time spent shirtless, his messy and wet beach hair, or just the fact that now you got to call him your husband- truthfully, it was most likely a combination of all of the above.Â
You perked up, pulling back the fabric door of the cabana enough to watch Javiâs arms stroke through the ocean, popping his head above water with a brief shake before he was shallow enough to touch the sandy bottom again. As he sauntered in from the ocean, you couldnât help but admire the width of his shoulders and chest, glistening from the sun and salty water. You let your gaze travel down to his swim trunks, feeling your mouth water at the way they hugged his waist and crept up his thick thighs. With each step closer to shore, you couldnât stop staring at the way his trunks were clinging to his lower half, perfectly outlining his generous length.Â
Javi must have noticed the way you were staring at him by the subtle smirk that had broken out across his face as he approached the cabana, eyeing you up and down right back.Â
âYou have a good swim?â You asked, feeling your stomach swirl as you took in every inch of him, glowing in the sunlight.Â
âMhmm. Did you have fun watching me swim?â He teased, tongue tracing over his teeth while he raised his eyebrows, knowing damn well the effect he was having on you.Â
âMaybe. What, Iâm not allowed to enjoy the view? Not my fault my husband is so handsome.â Your smirk was almost as wide as his, biting down on your bottom lip as Javi entered the cabana, letting the flap to the entrance close behind him before caging your body under his on the lounge chair, trailing hot, wet, kisses across your chest and stomach.Â
âSay it again.â He mewled, looking up at you with his big, brown eyes as his kisses trailed lower and lower, watching as he began to settle himself at the edge of the chair between your thighs.Â
âMy husband is so handsome. Youâre so handsome, Javi.â You sighed, feeling the damp patch in your swimsuit bottoms growing, soaking the fabric with your slick and arousal.Â
âYouâre so fucking good to me. Fuck, Iâm so lucky.â He groaned, slinging your thighs over his shoulders, eyes still locked on you while he began to tug at the strings of your bikini, leaving your bottom half bare.Â
There was a part of you that knew you should be worried about someone catching the two of you, barely concealed by the flimsy confines of your cabana, but the part of you staring at your husband between your legs about to eat you out seemed a lot more convinced that this was the best idea Javi had all day.Â
âYouâre so fucking perfect. Everything about you. Iâm the goddamn luckiest man alive, you know that baby?âÂ
Your response to his question was nothing but a ragged moan, feeling him draping his arm over your hips to hold you in place as he slid two fingers into your heat. He curled his hand to reach the spot inside you he knew made you crumble before diving back in between your legs, beginning to lick you up like a man starved.
His tongue swirled against your clit, the firmness of each stroke and the deep press of his fingers making you writhe under his touch, shooting your hand down to grab fistfulls of his damp, curly locks to brace yourself as he ate you out relentlessly.
âOh my god, fuck, Javi. Fuck, you feel so good. Fuck-âÂ
You could feel him switching tactics, latching his lips around your sensitive nub, rapidly sucking at the throbbing bundle of nerves, working his fingers deeper in your cunt as he felt you begin to clench around him.Â
âFuck Javi, fuck, right there baby- fuck, Iâm close.â Your fingers were buried so deep in his curls, tugging just enough to pull his face closer to you as you could feel your orgasm building at the base of your spine, desperate for him to give you your sweet release.Â
His thick fingers bumped along your g-spot, curving them ever so slightly in the way he had memorized like the back of his hand to make you come undone. The tingle along your spine quickly spread down your legs, pleasure building rapidly throughout your body as you felt yourself on the edge of release. Lifting his arm off your waist, he reached up to grab your hand laying out on the lounge chair, engulfing it in his grasp as he intertwined his fingers with yours.Â
âDamelĂł, (give it to me) sweet girl. Let go, baby, Iâve got you.âÂ
You could feel the pressure inside you snap, the tingling in your veins quickly transforming into full blown pleasure as your orgasm swept through you. You gushed around his hand, cunt clenching down on his fingers as you came, losing all sense of inhibitions as you cried out with a volume much louder than intended.Â
But with Javiâs fingers still curled, prodding against your g-spot, you had a feeling those cries werenât coming to a halt any time soon. It was only moments after your orgasm had finished he was already on a mission to give you another, tongue lapping up every ounce of your slick as it pressed against your clit.Â
âJavi, holy shit, baby, oh fuck.â You whined, bucking your hips towards his face and arching your back as he circled around your bundle of nerves, your moans and whimpers only egging him on more.Â
Even after all this time, there was a part of you that still couldnât believe how fast Javi could make you cum. He had memorized every twitch, every tug of his hair, every breathy whisper to know what made you fall apart under his touch, loving every second of watching you come undone for him.Â
You could already feel the tingling of your next orgasm beginning to creep up your legs and into your stomach as Javi sucked at your clit, greedy for him to help you hit your second high.Â
âPlease donât stop, Javi. Fuck baby, fuck, fuck, I- ahhhhhhhhh.â That was all it took before you could feel the waves of pleasure rushing through your body again, your pussy throbbing as your orgasm flooded over you.Â
Your legs were all but jello at this point, trembling around Javiâs head, still buried between them. Your last two orgasms had been so intense, you werenât sure you could take a third, but with the way Javi knew your body, you also were convinced it would barely take anything for you to cum again.Â
âJ-Javi- fuck, baby, fuck I canât-â  Â
âGimme one more, Osita. Câmon, sweet girl. Wanna make my wife cum one more time.â You nodded, looking down at the shine of your arousal covering his smirk, knowing that at this point, you were so worked up and overstimulated that just the fingers already inside of you really were all you needed to give him your last orgasm.Â
Javiâs fingers had already sunk so deep into your cunt, already so overly sensitive to every push and pull of his hand, that the grip you had on his hand had become so tight, you could feel your knuckles turning white. You cried out his name as it fell from your lips, babbling incoherently as the third rush of pleasure crashed over you, gushing onto Javiâs fingers. Â
âThatâs my good girl. My perfect fucking wife. I love you so much.â Javi carefully pulsed his fingers a few more times as he felt you clench around him, making you hiss as he withdrew his hand now soaked in your slick, bringing the digits to his fingers to suck them clean with a satisfied smirk.Â
It was only moments before his sly grin had quickly shifted to full blown panic, you, still too blissed out to wonder why he was scrambling to throw a towel over your bottom half and one to hide the erection under his as he sat himself in the chair next to you. Thank god Javi still at least had an ounce of inhibition left to see the footsteps of the server who had been periodically checking in on you strolling their way through the sand under the edge of the cabana, saving you both from what could have been an incredible amount of embarrassment.Â
âHi, how are you two doing? Anything else I can get for you right now?â Your server asked, peeking his head in through the flaps to see you and Javi trying your best to act as natural as possible.Â
âN-no, Iâm good. You good, honey? Need anything?â Javi asked, looking over at you as his hand ran over the back of his neck, trying his best not to grimace at the awkward tension stewing between him, you and your poor, unsuspecting server.Â
âYou know what, I think Iâm gonna have another drink.âÂ
âAlright! Another mojito for you, maâam?â Your server asked, whipping out his pad of paper to note down your order.Â
âNo, can you make this next one a Sex on the Beach? That sounds really good.âÂ
It truly took everything in Javi not to burst out laughing, choking on his own spit at your perfectly timed order, shaking his head at you in a humorous disbelief.Â
âPerfect, well Iâll be right back with your drink!âÂ
âThank you so much!âÂ
Once your server had disappeared, you and Javi erupted in hyena like laughter, the combination of your joke and almost fatal timing throwing the two of you into a fit of giggles.Â
âYouâre fucking ridiculous, you know that?â Javi chuckled, looking over at you as he shook his head.Â
âWhat? Itâs our last day, figured we might as well have a little sex on the beach. The drink sounds like itâll be good, too.âÂ
Your mid-afternoon flight had made for an easy morning to pack up and soak in the last little bit of your honeymoon. It had given you just enough time to enjoy your favorite breakfast place, and have one more of the best blueberry waffles youâd ever tasted before your last shower (and shower sex) to get ready for your departure home.Â
While you were sad your vacation had come to an end, there was no denying that every last bit of your trip was absolutely perfect, and even more so that you got to spend it with the most perfect person you could think of. You were convinced you could have gone anywhere in the world for your honeymoon and you would have felt the same- in the end, it wasnât the destination that mattered, it was the fact you got to spend it with your husband.Â
The fact that you got to spend every vacation together for the rest of your lives only made it that much sweeter.Â
While flying would never be enjoyable, you were thankful your trip home was fairly painless, granting Javiâs hand some grace, considering you didnât feel the need to keep it in an iron grip for the two hours it took you to arrive back home.Â
You were also thankful that it was Steve and Connie who had offered to pick you up from the airport instead of Chucho, sparing you and Javi the same sort of awkward embarrassment you had endured on the ride to start off your honeymoon.Â
Well, it may not been the same kind of embarrassment that you had experienced with Javiâs dad, but it was foolish of you to think that Steve was letting you get away scott free.Â
At least he had managed to get creative with it, making a greeting poster with âWelcome home, lovebirds!â on it to help you find him and Connie in the airport crowd, making Javi let out a sigh loud enough that Steve probably could have heard it from the tarmac.Â
âHey! There they are! Welcome home, Mr. and Mrs. PeĂąa!â Steve grinned, pulling you and Javi in for a hug as you found him, Connie following suit with a much less dramatic greeting for the both of you afterwards.Â
âHow was the honeymoon? Did you guys have a great time?â Connie asked, offering to take one of your suitcases, nudging Steve to do the same. âÂ
âIt was really nice. It was everything we could have hoped for. The resort was beautiful, the food was great, and the weather was fantastic. It really was perfect.â You smiled, looking up at Javi, nodding in agreement, reaching out to wrap his arm over your shoulder.Â
âThanks again for picking us up.â Javi chimed in, the two of you now following along behind your friends as they began leading you through the airport towards their car.Â
âDonât mention it, Jav. Least we could do.â Steve replied, reaching out to give Javi a little punch to the arm.Â
âWeâre super excited to hear all about your trip!â Connie added, looking back at you and Javi with a genuine grin.Â
âExcited to hear if Iâm gonna make good on my betâŚâ Steve muttered, laughing under his breath.Â
âSteve! Seriously? You promised in the car you werenât gonna bring this up!â Connie huffed, giving her husband a slap to the chest, and a grimace that clearly was the silent way to ask âWill you please shut up?âÂ
âWhat?! I put good money on it, Iâm confident!âÂ
âWait, is this the same bet that Javiâs dad was talking about on the way here?â You asked, looking back and forth between Javi, Steve and Connie in confusion, perplexed as to what you and Javi had to do with whatever bet he and the Murphyâs were in on.Â
âGo ahead, Steve! Why donât you explain?â Connie scolded, hands on her hips as she stared down her husband in all his big mouthed glory.Â
âYou bet on it, too!â Steve retorted, holding his hands up in defense, pointing at Connie to claim her as part of the guilty party to whatever was going on.
âWhat the fuck are you guys talking about?â Javi asked, trying to cut to the chase of whatever cryptic game they were playing.Â
âAfter yâall left on your wedding night, we- shit, this does sound kinda bad when you say it to their face, huh?â Steve paused, letting out a huff as he turned back to Connie, grimacing in agreement, âUs and your family and your dad made a bet.âÂ
âA bet onâŚâ You led, waiting for your answer.Â
Steve sighed again, hands on his hips as he stared at the ground before looking back up at you and Javi, âA bet on how quick it would take after the wedding until the two of you announced you were pregnant.âÂ
You didnât even want to know how red your face was turning, but judging by the sudden pink flush of Javiâs cheeks, you had no doubt you looked exactly the same, if not worse.Â
âTo be fair, your dad was the one who started it!â Steve exclaimed, pointing at Javi to let him know he wasnât to blame for his friendâs embarrassment before shifting his finger to point at you, âAnd your brothers were the one who said we should make it a bet! I just wanted in on it!âÂ
âJesus fucking christ.â Javi sighed, face in his palm as he rubbed his temples with the pads of his fingers.Â
âI hope now you know weâre not gonna have kids just to spite all of you.â You teased, crossing your arms over your chest as you tilted your head at Steve. It was enough to catch Javiâs attention, eyes going wide that there was even a shred of you being serious, laughing to yourself as you watched the relief flush over him when you shook your head at your own joke.Â
âYeah, okay, whatever you say.â Steve chuckled, his voice oozing with sarcasm, simply shrugging before turning back around to continue your journey to the parking garage.Â
Javi took his free hand, intertwining it with yours and giving it a gentle squeeze as the two of you trailed behind the Murphyâs soft smile on his face that despite his friends and families bet revolved around your sex life, there was a very real possibility that sooner rather than later, someone was bound to make their fifty bucks.Â
âWhatâd you bet?â Javi asked, feeling entitled to know how Steve had gambled after heâd spilled the beans on his little wager.Â
âWell, letâs see, yâall got married at the end of July, so July to August, August to September,â Steve paused, doing the quick math on his fingers as he calculated his answer, â9 months from now would be April, so Iâll be damned if youâre not tellinâ us your havinâ a baby by the fall and itâs here by the spring. And I know for a fact neither of yâall would be mad about that one bit.âÂ
And as much as you both hated to admit it, it was one of the few things in life that Steve Murphy was very, very right about.Â
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Different is Better
Tyler Owens x Reader
Summary: Javi invites your ex back with Storm Par amidst the flirtation between you and Tyler.Â
Notes/Warnings: This was a combination of requests, so it's not exactly what everyone asked for, but I got it as close as I could, sp hopefully it satisfies in some ways. Allusion to smut. Cursing probably. Scott sucks (sorry to the Scott lovers), Javi sucks a little too (sorry to the Javi lovers).
Words: 2850
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The second the Storm Par team finishes settling on the schedule for tomorrow, you remove yourself from the rest of the chasers in the parking lot, Wranglers included, and press your back into the outer wall of the motel. Perfectly out of sight and free to feel how you want without judgment.
You canât breathe around him. You canât think properly. And damn him for fucking loving it. Damn the smirk that slices into your skin. Damn fucking Javi for requesting his participation on the team after swearing up and down that he wouldnât. Damn him for not warning you, forcing you to spend the last half-hour since his arrival in wild discomfort.
It had been so good without him. The best chasing youâd done in years. Relaxing, free from tension despite the chaos of rolling into the heart of unpredictable weather. In his absence, you chased with excitement; you chased with that tingly zingy feeling in your gut; you chased with a pounding heart, with hands shaky not from nerves but from raw, untainted energy shooting throughout your entire body.Â
The last two months of chasing renewed your love of the craft and proved more than anything that Scott has beenâand still isâa soul-sucking, life-draining leechâŚ.to you, anyway.Â
But everyone already loves him, just short of instantly obsessed with him, especially the females of the group who neglect that âaward-winningâ personality heâs managed to display in only thirty-two minutes. Shamefully, it almost makes you wish the team Javi assembled had fewer young college girls and a heck of a lot more mature, determined women. They would easily see past his looks and recognize that his intelligence does not surpass that of anyone else on the team. He is not some rare, fascinating, genius savior who has come to solve all of the data-collecting problems the teamâs been having; heâs just an extra helping hand that, frankly, you firmly believe you donât need.Â
But noâŚas has been the case each time youâve worked together since you ended your little college flingâor whatever the fuck it wasâhe gets to be Mr. Perfect, and youâre stuck as the angsty bitch who whines over him being here.Â
âSoâŚthatâs the guy, huh?â Tyler asks as he rounds the corner and joins you under the cover of near-darkness.Â
He practically shines under the damaged streetlampâs thin, flickering light. Youâre not looking at him, but you donât have to be to see that much clearly. He glows in your peripherals, and with another step closer to you, your heartbeat stumbles within your ribcage.Â
Tyler is the one thing you credit for reviving you. What started as a less-than-friendly rivalry changed when you accepted a challenge to chase with his crew one day, and though Javi was displeased, you were too curious about Tylerâs methods to turn him down.Â
With one ride in his truck, the spark you thought had long died reignited. Now you have a respect for Tyler that the rest of your team does not. RespectâŚand a bit more.Â
Though you would never abandon your team, you became increasingly hooked on the idea of chasing with Tyler again, and it was so stupidly obvious. And with that obviousness, an unspoken essence of sorts developed between you. A forbidden attraction youâre both aware of but have yet to fully act on, though not for lack of trying.
You take turns almost breaking that final barrierâheavy breathing, noses nearly brushing, lips a hairs-width away from connecting, but something always gets in the way: his team, yours, the weather. But not this time. Cock-block of the day? Scott Miller.Â
Tylerâs eyes stay on your cheek as he stuffs his hands into his front jeanâs pockets. âI didnât know that was your type.â
When you look at Tyler, your brows knit at the disappointment on his face. He offers a smile, but itâs far less convincing than what he is capable of, like he didnât even bother trying to give you one of his good ones. And youâve seen a good smile from Tyler Owens. It can knock anyone off their feet.Â
âIt isnât,â you tell him as you turn your attention back to the miles of grass in front of you. At night, under such little light, the eye gets tricked and the blades blend into a vast span of blackness, like a giant hole in the ground just a few feet away. One you might consider jumping into it if you could.Â
âI mean, it was,â you continue, âbut not anymore.â
He nods. âYou have to work close with him?â he asks, though he already knows the answer.
âUnfortunately.â
Tyler blows out a breath. His hand runs through his hair before his head falls back against the brick wall of the motel, eyes closed and chin tilted toward the night sky.Â
âFuck,â he mutters.Â
âYea.â
Cicadas fill the following silence. Lightning bugs sprinkle throughout the space around you, thriving in the intense humidity that adds a thin sheen to your skin. You can see him thinking. Questioning. His fingers tap against his clothed thigh and your stomach clenches with dread. The last thing you wantâthe thing that would crush youâis Tyler sizing up whether or not you are worth the trouble of an ex even cockier than he is and more arrogant than you once believed him to be. One thing Tyler and Scott have in common: the adoring attention from young women. Youâve heard the stories from Lilly and Boone, and at any point, Tyler could tip his hat in adieu and return to his many fans to seek the encounters youâve been hoping to share with him. Â
Tyler turns his head to you. âYou still like him? At all?â
âNo,â you answer, trying not to be offended by the question he has a right to ask. To you, itâs absurd, insulting. To him, itâs covering his bases and understanding what, if anything, he is getting in between by pursuing you, or considering pursuing you. âThe way he approaches relationships mimics the way he approaches chasing,â you continue. âControlling, nit-picky, demanding. I couldn't stand it.â Heâs nothing like you, you want to say, but for some reason, donât.
Your heartâs discomfort eases with the slow spread of a smile across his face. You step toward him. âLook, Tyler, I know we havenât really talked about us, but Iââ
âThere you are. I was starting to think I ran you off.â
The intruding voice snatches your attention and Tyler immediately pushes off the wall, positioning himself closer to your side. âI'm not sure you're threatening enough for that,â he says.Â
Scott smirks, one eyebrow arching. âAnd you are?â
âTyler,â he says, reaching out his hand in a play-nice gesture. âOwens.â
Realization dawns on Scott. âOh, of course,â he replies, a mocking grin forming as he accepts the handshake. When he takes his hand back, he crosses his arms and cocks his head to the side. âYour reputation precedes you. How many followers have you managed to stack up by playing around for entertainment?â
âSubscribers,â Tyler corrects. âA mil.â
âMust be validating after failing to make it professionally.â
Your gut twists, fists almost clenching, but you restrain yourself from showing his effect on you. âThatâs not why he does what he does,â you scold your ex sternly. Tylerâs head whips to you. You can just barely detect the gentle smile on his face.Â
Scott hums, nonchalantly advancing closer to hover over you. His eyes penetrate like lasers into yours. âYou know, you should really think before you fraternize. You wouldnât want to make us look bad,â he says, running a knuckle down your cheek. You flinch away from his touch and he grins. âThatâs all,â he says. âGood night, you twoâ And then he turns on his heel and returns from where he came.Â
âCharming,â Tyler sarcastically snips. âI see the appeal.â
â
He fucking left you behind.Â
You were trying to finish up his job after he failed to properly secure Javiâs tech, but as you were doing so, the tornadoâs size grew and its speed picked up and it was headed right for you. Scott screamed at you, panicked in a way youâve never heard before, but when you werenât quick enough for his liking, he slammed your door and drove off, leaving you to looming disaster.Â
If not for Tyler, youâd be dead. He spotted you in his crewâs attempt to flee, and though it was an insane risk, he came for you, leaping out of his truck and grabbing you as he yelled for Boone to take the wheel.Â
He practically threw you into the back seat before crawling in after you and wrapping your shivering body in his arms.
âTyler, man, I donât know if weâre gonna be able to outrun it!â Boone called back, eyes darting between the blurry road in front of him and the rearview mirror.Â
âThen drill us into the fucking ground!â
And thatâs where you stayed, huddled together, your face in his neck as the storm tried to tear you apart.Â
â
Are you out of your fucking mind!â Tyler shouts, stomping through the parking lot of the motel refuge.Â
To your relief, the small, aged structure was out of the tornado's path, if just barely, and in the aftermath, the owner offered free rooms to those in need. Except for Boone, who holds you steady as Tyler storms off, the Wranglers pass out whatever shirts and food they have available, providing what comfort they can.
Javi inserts himself between Tyler and Scott, his hands up to keep Tyler back. âWoah, woah, calm down.â
âHe couldâve fucking killed her!â
Javiâs concerned brow settles from shock. âW-What?â he asks. âWhat are you talking about?â
Tylerâs as vicious as a lion, his teeth bared, claws out as he tries to side-step Javi to get to Scott, who has backed up a step. âHe left her out there!â
You can see the Adamâs apple bob in your exâs throat. His composure is on edge. Heâs never been called out before, not even by you. âShe was being stupid.â
âShe was doing your job!â
Scott scoffs as Javi blinks, trying to adjust to the rapid-fire information being thrown at him. Heâs never been good at an onslaught of facts, needing that adjustment period for things to properly sink in. Heâs careful that way. Itâs his methodical mind. He takes his time with his planning, and that extends past his inventions. âLook, everyoneâs safe. Everyoneâs tired. Letâs just get some rest and we can deal with this tomorrow.â
âYouâre letting him stay? After what he did?â
âRight now, no one has anywhere to go,â Javi explains, and though true, it doesnât mean Scott has to remain here now that the threat is gone. Javiâs eyes dart past Tylerâs shoulder to your shaken form. He sighs an exhale that deflates his entire chest, his eyes close, and he shakes his head. He brought this on. He knows it. Scott was a mistake, and while it wasnât Javi who put you in danger, you donât mind him absorbing some of the guilt of what happened. âJustâŚtake care of her.â
Tyler huffs and says, âThatâs more than you people do,â before turning around and coming for you. Boone passes you off with a nod. Tylerâs arm goes around your body, his hand rubbing up and down your bicep. You wonder where he stored the rage so quickly, but you appreciate that he didnât set any of it aside for you. After all, youâre the reason he almost died. Youâre the reason his friend almost died. Just because it was not a potential consequence of your choices, the stress of near death can keep anyone on edge. But not Tyler, apparently. He has other priorities.
âCome on,â Tyler says. âLetâs get you cleaned up.â And he guides you to your room, the very same one youâve been tempted to invite him to since your first chase together. You didnât imagine this was how he would come to join you.
â
Tylerâs jaw slackens when you exit the bathroom in a small towel that barely covers your body, and he quickly rises from where he is sitting at the end of your mattress, wiping his palms on his jeans as if to remove the moisture collected there. His eyes go wide, but they canât seem to meet yours, his green orbs trailing up and down your body.Â
âTheyâre a bit short,â you tell him.
âYea, I, uh,â His hand runs over his hair down to his neck. âI know,â he says, instantly conjuring the image of a bare Tyler, water droplets covering his skin, a measly towel wrapped around his waist held together by one hand; a hand that, if removed, would cause the towel to drop to the ratty carpeting. âDo you, umâŚyou need anything? I can try to get youââ
âNo,â you stop him. âIâm alright.â A beat passes, and then he nods and blows out a breath. âThank you, for saving me. You didnât have to risk yourself like that.â
His eyes find yours then. âYou canât possibly think that I wouldnât.â
âI know youâre kinder than most. Braver than most. But youâre not stupid, and saving me was a bitââ
âDonât say that. Iâd do it again,â he says. When he steps toward you, the towel suddenly feels much smaller. You feel exposed under his gaze, but to your surprise, not embarrassed. Scott had a way of making you feel less than in what seemed like a thousand different ways, but not Tyler. His eyes marvel. âAnd again.â
You take a deep breath, releasing it slowly out your nose.Â
âAre you still shaken up?â Tyler asks you.Â
You shake your head. âNot really.â
He stops directly in front of you. âCan I finally kiss you then?â
Your lips part. The towel falls, not necessarily with intention, but you canât hold the thing up and wrap your arms around his neck at the same time. And, right now, one is more important than the other.Â
Tyler tastes like the cola from your fridge that he mustâve had while he waited for you in the shower. His teeth nibble at your bottom lip, and you open for him. His hands settle on your bare waist for what seems like all of two seconds before theyâre sliding lower, squeezing flesh, and pulling you in closer. Your fingers pick at the buttons of his shirt, the first few coming free.Â
âYou sure about this?â is muffled out between kisses.
You pull apart just long enough to say yes before youâre kissing him again, helping him out of his clothes, and falling into bed together.Â
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A knock wakes you. You turn over under Tylerâs arm and, careful not to wake him, rise from the bed. You grab his shirt off the nearby chair and pull it over your head, then slip on some sleep shorts before heading for the door.Â
Javi smiles when he sees you, a sense of relief allowing the muscles to release their tension in his body. âHey,â he says before his eyes fall down to yourâTylerâsâshirt. He raises a brow.Â
You shrug. âI like him.â
Javi clicks his tongue. A modest sign of disapproval. âRight, wellâŚI just came by to apologize and let you know that I kicked Scott off the team. He left about an hour ago.â
You hum in acknowledgment. At least youâll avoid the drama of your ex figuring out you âfraternizedâ with the leader of the other team. Being storm chasers, dramatics runs through your blood, and itâs not as if Tyler would shy away from any remarks Scott may throw at him or you, but this just happens to be one issue youâd rather not waste the energy on. Itâs not his business, anyway.
âThanks, Javi.â
âI really am sorry,â he says. âI never wouldâve imagined heâdââ
âI know. Me either.â
Javi sighs in the silence that follows, then he says, âYou sure about Owens?â
You nod. âIâm sure about Owens.â
âI guess we canât be on opposite sides then, can we?â
âThat would be nice,â you say. Javi gives you another smile. âTheyâre not so bad. I mean, I know they do stuffâŚdifferently, but they donât leave anyone behind.â When a twinge of guilt flashes across his face, you say, âIt wasnât your fault.â
You canât tell if he believes thatâs how you truly feel, but as you nod in reassurance of that statement, he nods with you.Â
âOk,â he says.Â
âOk,â you repeat, and then with one final grin, Javi disappears down the hall.Â
You close the door and strip yourself of the clothes youâd thrown on to get back into bed. Tylerâs still asleep. His breathing is soft, even, comforting, and luckily, your spot beside him has maintained its warmth from where youâd been laying all night.Â
âIâm sure about you, too,â he suddenly says, voice groggy and eyes remaining closed. He lifts his arm, and you tuck yourself back into his embrace.Â
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obsessed bf x pretty gf trope hcs w sero & shoto pls & ty đđ (seperately pls)
Itâs only 7 months late but here u go anon đ
a/n: I wrote this in an hour in the bathtub so if it is shit- donât tell me bc Iâm just getting back into writing đđ
Shoto Todoroki
He fits this trope so well.
He is THEE resident pretty boy of UA so it makes perfect sense that he has the prettiest girl in all of Japan. (The world)
He is the teeny weeny ist bit dense on like how to take proper photos of you for the âgram but trust that he WILL be searching up everything about lighting and angles and exposure and zoom- all that nonsense.
If youâre a social media girly he may leave like one or two comments. He isnât the best about being outwardly obsessed with you, he is all about those private small moments. Not being able to take his eyes off you anywhere. Always needing to be beside you. If he canât be with you then trust he is texting you at every free moment and expects a response within 5 minutes.
He loves shopping with you and helping you pick out outfits or jewelry or how to style your makeup that day. He has no real opinion on what looks better tho he just loves seeing you get all prettied up. (Yk that tiktok where the girl is trying to decide on a dress color and her bf is just like âwtv u want mama u look breathtaking in bothâ ?Thatâs him.)
I feel like he doesnât really buy you anything in the beginning of your relationship bc he doesnât really see the point/value or something in that BUT all it takes is for kaminari to get you some product youâve been wanting for a while for secret santa and seeing how touched you were by the gesture sends him into over drive:
âOH MY GOD! KAMI!!â You exclaim- wrapping your arms around him. âHow did you know? Iâve been looking for this everywhere!â Shoto notices how big your eyes got and the slight blush on your cheeks from excitement and he feels, something unpleasant. Jealousy? Envy? Possessiveness? Whatever it is he doesnât like how grateful youâre acting toward the blonde. I mean sure, he got you something nice youâve wanted but thatâs not his job (he just so happened to get you for secret santa so he kind of had to get you something) heâs not your boyfriend only your boyfriend- HIM- should be gifting you stuff. Then he kinda has a âohh.â Moment and realizes he has never really gotten you anything just because.
Anyways after that whole interaction he is getting you anything and everything you look at for more than a second. You keep looking at some necklace at the store? Bought. He sees you liking tiktoks about girls getting flowers? Now youâre getting a bouquet every date night. Does he himself have money? No, but that No.1 hero daddy sure does. And letâs be honest he kind of owes shoto for making his childhood - for lack of a better word- awful.
In conclusion, Shoto loves his pretty girl and will do anything she asks of him without question.
Hanta Sero
Clawing at my cage for this man.
Now sero has been⌠infatuated with you since he first laid eyes on you one faithful morning. You were ordering at some coffee shop he passes by on his way to school and just one glance had him stopped dead in his tracks. The way your hair framed your face perfectly, your face in general because holy shit- you were gorgeous. Straight out of a magazine. He quickly took notice of the little embellishments you made to your uniform.. uniform? The same one Mina has. OH MY GOD YOU GO TO UA AND HE HAS NEVER SEEN YOU BEFORE?
He literally cannot stop thinking about you and boom you appear again in the halls. Your going the opposite direction has him with your friends and he sees you all have a little cafe cup. Did you buy them all a drink before class? So youâre stupidly gorgeous and nice. Great, he, for sure, has no chance with you now.
But oh thatâs where he is wrong.
When you guys start dating he actually cannot believe it. He is very guarded at first because- now itâs my personal hc that sero is a bit insecure- he canât fathom how you, YOU, would actually want to date someone likeâŚhim.
But once those walls come down he doesnât shut up about you. Seriously all his friends are so annoyed:
âGood god soy sauce if you mention your little girly friend again Iâm hurling you across the city.â
âYouâre just mad you donât have a girl as pretty as mine- donât worry baku-man, Iâm sure one day some poor person will take pity on your soul.â
Sero did in fact get hurled across the city that day.
Now where he differs from Shoto is that this man is a GOD with a camera. He has that artistic eye and is able to capture you being your baddest/cutest/authentic self.
Literally yaâll
He also has a good sense of style. He never thinks you look bad in one thing versus another but he will take into account the vibe of where youâre going and whatâs youâll be doing and give his opinion based on that. Because he grew up with sister and knows how to get around the âwhich one looks better?â Type question without hurting you.
Now sero doesnât have money to spoil you senseless but what he does have is the forever lasting instinct to put your comfort above his own. Itâs freezing and you didnât wear a jacket because âa hoe ever gets coldâ? Donât worry sero will give you his and be visibly growing icicles on his body to keep you warm. Feet hurt from those impractical shoes? Heâs caring you all the way home even if he is still terribly sore from a killer arm workout the day before with kirishima. A no a mudy puddle and youâre wearing your new white shoes :(! Well sero is laying his jacket down over it or simply caring you over the puddle. He isnât the type to roll his eyes at how âridiculousâ or âspoiledâ youâre being. You are y/n freaking l/n. Heâll do whatever you need to make sure nothing in your life goes wrong.
He also is the type to spam comments in your TikTok or Insta post and makes all his friends do the same. Not that you need it- he just loves fueling your ego.
#woohoo first day back after my 6 month leave#not that any of yall care#also I started watching jjk (yeah in late I know)#sero x reader#sero hanta#mha headcanons#hanta sero#hanta sero x reader#shoto x reader#shoto todoroki x reader#shoto torodoki
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Do you want me to help you?
masterlist ko-fi ao3
Summary: As you and Bucky spend time at your place, things get hot pretty fast.
Word count: 2k
Warnings: +18âď¸smut, subby Bucky, he's jetting his first blow job, come eating.
Author's note: enjoy<3
It was another Friday night when you invited Bucky to your place so you could order some food, watch movies, and cuddle under the blankets.
You and Bucky met almost six months ago at the coffee shop. You were walking in when someone suddenly bumped into you, and you ended up lying on the ground with a large coffee stain on your pink blouse. The man who caused this mess ended up being an Avenger. Sergeant Barnes, a former Winter Soldier, was really cute when he got all nervous and couldnât stop apologizing for the situation. He said that he really needed to be somewhere else, so he took your number with a promise to pay you for everything and ran away, leaving you with shock and excitement bubbling in your body.
You were too stunned to speak, because not only was it an Avenger, but it was Bucky fucking Barnesâthe person whose whole biography you willingly studied in school. He was much taller than you imagined and definitely more attractive. His apologies seemed to be really sincere, so you were just stupidly nodding while he was speaking. Bucky asked for your phone so he could call himself and have your number until he would have time to properly make amends.
Then you didnât know that you had just met your future boyfriend.
Soon he called you and asked you to meet him at the cafe, and you agreed without any hesitation. He was too sweet for his own good, and that minidate was one of the best experiences that youâve ever had.
Now, you donât know how you ended up in this situation, but you were sitting on Buckyâs lap on your couch while the two of you were too lost in the kiss.
Of course, you have already kissed, but most of the time it wasnât too rough or desperate. You knew that Bucky had hard times trusting people, so you didnât push him with anything. You were happy just to be with him, and if he needed time to start touching you or have sex, it was okay.
But right now, something has changed. His hands were gripping your thighs, pushing you harder on his erection in the jeans. Bucky kissed you like a starving man; his tongue was in your mouth, and he had already bit your lower lip several times. You were so lost in the pleasure that you didnât even notice that you started moving your body against his.
At that moment, he came to his senses, stopped your hips with his hands, and pulled out of the kiss, breathing heavily.
"What happened?" You asked while trying to catch your breath. "Was it too much?"
"I donât know." He looked you in the eyes, and you saw that his own were much darker than usual. "It was too long ago, and I'm not sure that Iâm ready right now." He looked down as if he were ashamed to say this.
"Thatâs okay, baby, I promise. We can go at your own pace. I didnât have sex for some time too, so thatâs okay." You smiled at him while your hand found a place on his stubbled cheeks.
"Itâs not just a few years." He mumbled.Â
"What?"Â
"I havenât had sex since I went to war." Silence fell on you while you were trying to process his words.
"Wait⌠really?" He nodded.Â
"You know, while I was with HYDRA, I was busy with different⌠things. And after that, I was just trying to get back to a normal life."
"I see, but I really thought that you at least were with someone in Bucharest or in Wakanda."
"No. In Bucharest, it was unsafe to even go out in the streets, and in Wakanda, every woman was for me like a sister, you know? You are the first one who I wanted to know as more than a fri-Oh, shit!" He suddenly gasped. You just wanted to move a little bit, but instead, you accidentally touched his erection.
"Oh my God, Iâm sorry!"
"T-thatâs okay, just donât move, please. It will disappear." Bucky threw his head back on the couch and closed his eyes tightly.
"Do⌠do you want me to help you?" You asked almost innocently. "I mean, we donât have to have sex, but I can do other things to help your problem."
There was another awkward silence when Bucky opened his eyes and looked at you with an unreadable expression on his face.
"You donât have to do that. Really."
"What if I want to?" You moved closer to his face, almost touching his lips. "Would you let me take care of you?"
Buckyâs eyes were dark again, full of need and lust. Finally, he nodded slightly. You gave him another sweet kiss on the corner of his lips, and not wanting to waste any more time, you slipped from his lap onto the floor.
"Wait! You want toâyou donât have toâI meanâ fuck." Bucky hid his face behind his hand from embarrassment. You act like a fucking child.
"Hey, baby. Talk to me. Itâs okay." You put your hands on top of his, pulling them away. "What happened, James? You thought I meant to help you with my hands?"
"Mhm. Iâve never done this before." He mumbled something that you almost didnât understand. Bucky's face was pink, so you put your hands on his burning cheeks to calm him down. "Iâm sorry that Iâm such a mess."
"Youâre not a mess, Bucky. So youâve never got a blowjob? Even before the war? I thought you were a ladiesâ man." You asked gently.
"I was, but back in the day, it was hard to find a girl that would do it just because, you know? Sex was more available because blowjobs were more intimate, I guess. And Iâve never had real relationships, sooo." He just shrugged, feeling even more embarrassed.
"I understand. And thatâs okay if you don't have experience in something. You donât have to be ashamed, at least not with me. I still want to do this, if you donât mind." Bucky nodded again before leaning closer to your face and kissing you with passion.
While you were kissing, your hands slipped from his face, running across his chest and abs, right to the bottom of his jeans. You pulled away from the kiss and pushed Bucky back onto the sofa. As soon as the pants were unbuttoned, he helped you pull his clothes lower, and you gasped.
His beautiful dick was standing right in front of your face. Hard, thick, with a vein from one side and pre-cum leacking from the tip. Honestly, youâve never found them attractive, but it seemed like Bucky was perfect everywhere, so the sight before your eyes made your mouth water.
"Holy shit." You breathed out as your hand wrapped around him, and the fingers barely even touched each other. Your boyfriendâs body instantly tensed; he was not used to this kind of touch. You gave him a few strokes, seeing how his eyes rolled back in pleasure and a tiny moan escaped his mouth. "You know, thatâs a shame that no one put this pretty cock in their mouth." You smiled as Buckyâs ears got pink from your praise. "Look at me."
As soon as he did as you told him, you looked directly into his eyes and licked him from the bottom to the top, swirling your tongue around the tip. The taste instantly filled you, and you slightly moaned, sending vibrations down Buckyâs body.
He tried to hold himself together. He really did. But the sight of you on your knees, looking him in the eyes with his cock in your mouth, He completely lost it and let out the loudest moan that he had ever made. Both metal and flesh gripped the sides of the couch, but the pleasure was too intense, and he was overwhelmed.
You started moving your head up and down, still looking Bucky in the eyes. The tip of his dick met your throat, but there were still a few inches left.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck! Y/N, holy shit!" He whined and threw his head back.
You let him slip out of your mouth with a loud âpopâ and started stroking him with a hand, using the mixture of your saliva and Buckyâs pre-cum to make it easier.
"Put your hand on my head, baby. Do whatever you want." Bucky hesitated for a few seconds, but then his right hand fell on top of your head and made a messy ponytail. You smiled and put your lips back on his dick, gently licking and sucking the tip. The hand on your head slightly pushed you down, and you allowed Bucky to control you.
He slipped back into your mouth until his head touched the back of your throat. You started moving on your own, but Buckyâs hand was still tightly holding your hair as he was showing you the pace that he liked. Your eyes were watering, and saliva was dripping down your chin, but you didnât care about it when your boyfriend was such a mess.
Buckyâs eyes were partly closed as he was trying to look at the beautiful view before him. Your pretty lips were wrapped around his cock, and it was probably the hottest thing that he had ever seen. He couldnât hold back the small moans escaping his mouth because it was too goodâfeeling your warm and wet mouth around him. He tried not to push you too hard, but from time to time his grip tightened and his hips moved by themselves, making you choke.
"Doll." Bucky moaned. "Please, baby, Iâm so close, oh myâ fuck." He instantly pushed you lower, but you didnât seem to mind. Instead, you moaned around his cock, lifting your free hand on his torso under the shirt. You felt that his body was tense, and the muscles under your fingers were trembling. You knew that Bucky was close, so you ran your nails over the hot and soft skin. "Dollâ doll, you should move. Iâll cumâ fuck, please." Bucky whined and tried to take you off of him, but you didnât let him and instead swirled your tongue around him.
You felt it before it happened: Buckyâs body tensed, his cock twitched, and a loud moan filled the room. In a second, your mouth was filled with a warm, a little bit salty, and a little bit sweet seed. You moaned at the taste, still sucking his dick until you knew that he had completely finished, and only then swallowed every single drop.
Buckyâs hand fell out of your hair on the sofa near him, and he was sitting there almost senseless with heavy breathing and closed eyes. You helped Bucky put himself back into pants and then sat on his lap again.
"James?" You gently put your hand on his face.
"Mm." Bucky finally opened his eyes, and you have never seen him in this condition: sleepy, relaxed, with a tiny, lazy smile on his face. "Canât believe that you just did it, doll. It was better than any sex that Iâve had in my life." He leaned into your touch. Bucky grabbed your face and dragged you closer until you two connected in a kiss, and he could taste himself on your tongue.
"Iâm glad you liked it."
"Liked? Doll, you almost sucked my soul out." He chuckled. "Now I have to pay back." Suddenly, one warm and one cold hand were under your pajama shorts.
"Not today, baby. Youâre tired. Would you stay for a night?" You bumped your nose with his, leaving light and short kisses on his lips.
"Of course, doll."
#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes#bucky fanfic#bucky x reader#bucky x you#james bucky barnes#james buchanan barnes#marvel#bucky barnes smut#bucky barnes x you
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you love me (i really do) ~ lando norris
~ part 1 ~
warnings: drinking, angst
Everything came back to her now about that night in a flash, the night Lando got a podium in Singapore. It had seemed like a blur in the moment, since the celebration had been so quickly swallowed up by endless shots, blaring music, too much touching, and the way Landoâs touch felt hot and heavy all over her.
Heâd wanted to celebrate it, thatâs obviously why he was crazy drunk- his eyes bright with the sort of excitement only a champion had. Heâd been so happy, soaking up every moment of attention that blared on him. Sure, Carlos had won the race, but Lando had been enjoying each second like he was the one taking home the first place trophy. Â
The photos and videos seemed endless. There was him getting out of the car, his toothy grin, the way his face lit up in pride as he raised the trophy high above his head. Each scroll past the photos felt like more of her restraint being chipped away at her body.
Her situation had become so direly drastic to the one sheâd found herself deep within only a matter of hours ago. Her surroundings went from the blinding neon lights of the club, to the sudden dim shade as her head remained buried under layers of thick blankets. Her neck craned at an uncomfortable angle to look at her phone screen as her thumb idly swiped through twitter. It seemed like a bad dream, a bad hangover at that- all regret with all good memories just narrowly out of reach.
Seemingly, the whole platform had been going crazy over the âCarLandoâ podium. The memory of seeing it first hand was beyond hazy for her, but seeing the photos now- it mustâve been the best of his career. Standing on the second step next to his best friend, champagne coated his face in a glimmering sheen under the luminous night light celebrations.Â
Each new piece of media that appeared on her timeline caused her resolve to falter slightly more, being steadily replaced with the desire to bombard his phone with strings of apology texts. She shouldnât have walked out on him, she shouldnât have left without an apology, she shouldn't have ignored the three times heâd tried to call her presumably just after heâd woken up in an empty bed.
But she also shouldnât have slept with him.
He was her best friend and not even a day ago, he was on top of her, all over her, inside her. Whoâs to say when he did it with her wouldâve been different? It was likely the exact same as every other time for him- have a good race (sometimes even if it had been a shitty one), get drinks, wait for a flock of attention from girls, give the most basic of compliments, â you have beautiful eyes,â, âyouâre fucking gorgeous in that dress,â, and wait for them to fall to their knees for him- literally.
Maybe it would wash over, maybe heâd be fine by the Japanese grand prix, Qatar at the least. Heâd be fine, he always was. He somehow managed to consistently pick himself back up after each bad race, getting over a one night stand would be much easier than that.
Right?
Japan was the race directly after Singapore, and she didnât attend. Lando wasnât going to miss her, sheâs pretty sure of that. After the initial few calls heâd attempted to make to her the morning she left him in the hotel, heâd gone seemingly radio silent. He was posting regularly on instagram, liking stupidly immature tweets, even hinting towards big upcoming projects for quadrant. He was.. normal. Unaffected clearly.
She took a flight to Australia, reckoning it was just about the safest place she could escape from Lando. The Australian grand prix was way back at the beginning of the year, and unlike his teammate, this wasnât even his home, and he had no reason to go there.
She could camp out here for as long as she pleased- or at least until the middle of march when the 2024 Australian grand prix would be taking place. From the 24 of september until the 20 of march (give or take a few days), she had just about 6 months to sort herself the fuck up with him, or just escape somewhere else.
Trying to ignore all the information and blast of new media as the Qatar grand prix approached was near unignorable. McLaren was clearly confident about the track, and they believed that even under the unideal conditions of the track and the surrounding environment, that the cars were designed to fit each aspect of the Lusail Circuit.
And she wasnât necessarily purposefully ignoring anything Lando related- in actuality she sometimes found her fingers hovering over a new interview of his. It was refreshing to see him happy, looking a whole lot better than sheâd been feeling the last few days. So when her calendar pings as a reminder that qualifying was happening at 7 am, despite the stupid hour sheâd need to be awake for it- she watched it anyways.Â
Lando narrowly ended in 10th after his lap times were deleted. Oscar suffered the same fate, but still had the advantage of being 3 places ahead of his senior teammate for the sprint shootout. Unfortunately he suffered again in the sprint shootout, Oscar starting in pole position while he came narrowly behind in second. Considerably an impressive feat, but for someone who wasnât satisfied if he was not very first- Lando couldnât have seemed more disappointed.
The sprint was worse for him afterwards, dropping from 1st to 2nd as Max took his spot. Oscar retained his pole, keeping his pace throughout the whole race to eventually take home his first win (even if â it wasnât a real raceâ) as a rookie. Lando, once again, was not thrilled. After being in the sport for 5 years, he was still chasing the high that would accompany a win.
On the day of the actual race, Lando performed only slightly worse than Oscar- the two of them securing the second âMcPodiumâ of the season with Oscar on the second step and Lando in third. Beneath the sheer exhaustion, near matching grins spreaded across both of their faces as they proudly held up their trophies. There was no doubt that Lando would every let the fact that his rookie teammate got win before he did- that much was evident in all the post race interviews.Â
There were certainly moments where she contemplated sending him a message, congratulating him on another podium to add to his collection. It did feel wrong though, appearing again out of nowhere when he achieved something notable. She didnât want to come across that sheâd only be there for him when he was successful. In actuality, she really just wanted to be back in his life. Surely a week without contact wouldnât end the multi-year friendship they had.
But after all, a lot can happen in one night. Maybe Lando would gradually just turn into a distant memory of hers- somebody that she once knew.
At COTA, Lando secured his fourth podium in a row. Heâd gotten 2nd in Singapore, 2nd in Japan, 3rd in Qatar, and back up to 2nd in America. This time, Oscar doesnât join him on the podium, Lewis does instead. Two multi world champions- one a recent 3 time champion, the other with 7 titles- and Lando right there next to them. Heâd be next, she was sure he would be.
Itâs quite the sight, the three men stood up on their respective steps. Lewis- the past of formula one. The man who ruled the sport for years, taking home win after win. Only challenged by the very race winner of Max Verstappen. He was the face of formula one for the time being, and likely could be for the following few years. There were only a few talents in the sport who had the potential to fight Max for those future titles- and Lando was certainly one of them. He had a good car, a teammate who could challenge and push him to be a better driver, he had the determination- the drive to win.
Mexico wasnât anything to write home about. She tried to not watch it, getting an icky feeling each time she saw Lando on screen because the only place her mind would go to was how sweet his mouth tasted. It seemed that the only thoughts that would flood her brain each time she saw anything related to him, her body went into a sort of remembering state when all she could think about was how sheâd felt that night. He ended in 5th, so maybe she shouldâve just not watched the race. His face was hardly shown beyond a clip of him just before getting onto the car, and then in the post race interviews. At least she didnât stay up all night thinking about it.
Brazil on the other hand was a race worth watching- Max in 1st, Lando in 2nd, Fernando in 3rd. The gap between Alonso and Norris is insane, especially given Fernando was a 2 time world champion with more than 20 years of experience. Heâd be next, she knew it. Heâll be a world champion soon, and her only wish was that sheâd be smart enough and brave enough to reach out with congratulations. She also hoped that heâd be happy to receive one from her.
Notably the worst race of the season is Las Vegas, given that Lando crashed on Lap 3. He slammed straight into a barrier, his car almost flinging backward with the power of hitting a wall at 180mph. It was the only race she didnât want, but hearing about it afterwards sent a cold sweat down her back. A sharp inhale filled her lungs and her hand stayed attached over her gaping mouth. She didnât check how bad the crash was initially, and wad glad when she heard he was out without any injuries.
Finally, the season finale in Abu Dhabi occurred. After such an intense season (that sheâd shamefully tuned in for more than she wouldâve liked to admit post Singapore), it was almost a relief when the race ended, because of the realisation that she wouldnât have to hear about Lando for a few months, until preseason testing at least.Â
With the slight friendship (and possibly to be further blossoming) sheâd managed to accumulate with Oscar, sheâd found out the Brit was basically doing a world tour over the winter holiday. Places such as Bali and Vietnam, then all the way over to Finland- or an adjacent. Sheâd be safe, the only two drivers who would be in the same continent as her would be the two actual Australian drivers- Liam in New Zealand if he counted in the f1 drivers realm.
So she took the few weeks she had off of work- which wasnât ever really solid as it seemed her career was all over the place, she took those solid-off holiday weeks to venture out to familiarise herself better with Australia. Sydney- she knew well, Brisbane maybe even more so. Melbourne the most due to attending the grand prix there every year for the past 6 seasons. But in all her time spent in Australia, sheâd never truly gotten around to exploring Western Australia.
So she did what any right minded person visiting Perth who had connections to F1 would do- she reached out to Daniel and asked for any recommendations for her holiday. But instead of simply giving her a list of places to eat, shops to visit, sights to see, he straight up invites her to spend a week at his farm.
Yep, Daniel Ricciardo, farm owner.
Obviously, she accepted the invitation due to lack of other plans and pure interest about what a f1 driver of over a decade could possibly need a farm for. So the next day, her legs awkwardly cramped up in between her suitcase and the back of the passenger seat in the taxi. Her fingers idly drummed against the window as sparse pellets of rain hit against it. The sun blared down through the glass despite the rain- clearly a perth summer was no joke when it came to heat.
The timing of the car finally slowing down just in front of Danielâs farm/house/home situation perfectly aligned for when her phone died. Manoeuvring her feet out of the tight squeeze where her suitcase was crushing her legs was her first problem, actually picking it up to carry out of the car was a whole different one. Once again, luckily for her Daniel was standing at the door, his signature grin lighting up his face.Â
After a tight hug and a quick exchange of the past few months they hadnât seen each other for (the time post SIngapore), he picked up her suitcase with ease and lugged it inside. The inside of his house was nice, beautiful even. That was expected for a millionaire- but it wasnât the typical too much money, not enough actual taste , it was classy and elegant, while maintaining a certain homely charm.
âThis is beautiful, Dan,â She murmured, shaking her head back as she gathered her hair into a ponytail. He barked out a laugh as he kicked off his shoes, 2 scuff marks on the ground ruining the otherwise picturesque place.Â
âThank you,â He grinned, âI try my best- or more so Heidi does,â Ah, that made more sense. Not that Daniel didnât seem capable of designing a nice place, but the fact that it was actually his girlfriend made a whole lot more sense.Â
Nudging her shoes off and over to join next to his, she gently stretched out her limp to relieve the formed tension in her back, âHeidi does a fantastic job then,â Her eyes travelled around the living room, taking in each piece of wall art and decorative choice.
Danielâs dirtied socks glided smoothly along the marble floors, âCan I get you a drink?â He hummed, one hand on the kitchen island to steady himself as the other opened the fridge door. He grabbed out a beer can for himself and so out of pure convenience and not wanting to seem âfussyâ, she asked for the same.
The harsh, bitter taste of beer abused her throat, an unpleasant and unwelcome decision at only 3 in the afternoon. On the other hand, getting her first drink down then meant that as the night progressed further, and drinks got heavier- sheâd be somewhat prepared from such a light percentage drink.Â
The rest of the evening was spent outside on the balcony, sipping beer and discussing the end of the season- how it had felt to get back to racing for him since the last race sheâd actually seen in person was in Singapore where heâd been replaced with Liam.Â
They spoke briefly about Liam at that, Max too- mainly his dominance that season, partially about him as a person in general. They moved to speaking about Oscarâs rookie year, and then unsurprisingly, the topic landed onto Lando.
Finally, in the last hour before midnight, with her legs tucked up to her chest, she looked to her left where Daniel was in a rocking chair next to her. âI hooked up with Lando in Singapore,â She murmured, her index nail scraping along the condensation lined glass where only the last few drops of her whiskey-coke remained. âWe hooked up and then I just left him there,â Danielâs eyebrows shot up, his lips parting in shock.
âI knew that,â He eventually exhaled, his words completely different from his surprised reaction. âLN told me pretty much the day after it happened, and for the following weeks too,â Shit, that felt awful to hear. Part of her had wished that Lando had magically stopped caring the day after it had happened- she wanted it to be easy on him unlike how it was for her. It was her decision to have left, he shouldnât have to continue to feel so deeply affected.
The wrinkles in the corners of her eyes deepened as she looked down, a comical laugh escaping her lips. âWhyâd you react like that then?â Her lips feel cold as her throat remains hot from the intense burn of the vodka shots theyâd stupidly taken a few hours prior. âYou looked.. shocked,â
âI was,â He admitted, downing the last of his drink before resting it on the corner of his armrest, the corner of the glass hitting the wood with a clink. â I am , Iâm shocked youâre actually admitting you just abandoned the bloke after a night together. He thought you would never mention it again- never speak to him again,â
The edge of passive aggression in his voice is noticeable even to the most clueless people. It made her squirm in her seat, the palms of her hands get sweaty, and a bitter taste filled her mouth. Daniel wasnât the type to ever get mad with anyone, or even be any bit confrontational, so the way he was speaking to her seemed so out of Ricciardo fashion.
âI know,â Her voice was barely a low hum, self disappointment pulsing through her body. âIâve felt like shit ever since- if that means anything,â When her eyes lifted off the wood panel of the balcony fence and towards Daniel, he was looking far out towards the night sky.Â
His gaze met hers though, his bottom lip grazing under his teeth. It was strange seeing him that serious. âDoesnât really mean too much to me, I think Lando needs to hear that,â Yeah , apologising to Daniel wasnât going to do much was it? Lando was the one sheâd left.
âHe actually cares?â Her voice came out more surprised and untrusting than sheâd expected. The scrunch of his eyebrows and twist of his lips in confusion gets her to keep talking. âYeah, like.. I guess I just assumed it would be just like any other hook up for him,â Her hand carded through her hair, pushing it off her forehead.Â
âHe cares more than anything,â Daniel murmured, a slight laugh attached to his voice. He wasnât mad at her at all, fully understanding her scepticism about how real the younger driverâs feelings were. âI know he doesnât seem as if he cares about each girl he gets with- but he cares about you,â Their eyes meet in a sort of sad and poetic way.Â
Daniel knows better than anyone the way she feels toward Lando, how sheâs felt towards the Brit for years. Up until that night in Singapore, sheâd waited for the day she could look at her best friend and not feel the most excruciating twisting in her stomach and cracking of her heart because he was the one thing she wanted, and the one thing she couldnât have.
âIn Vegas when he crashed, he asked for you,â The Aussie's voice had lost its humour, any sense of fun from earlier in the night having fully faded away. âSo many times. He was hysterical, couldnât understand why you werenât there to hold his hand,âÂ
Holy fucking shit. She wanted to cry, a tightening sensation formed in her throat, becoming painful to swallow. âI shouldâve been there,â She bit down on the inside of her cheek, the sharp metallic taste of blood spilling onto her tongue. âI fucking shouldâve reached out when I heard,âÂ
He squeezed her hand tightly, his thumb squishing her hand up to reach the tips of his index and middle. âYou had no way to know, you werenât expected to be there either. You have your own life, Lando needs to know that,â She canât shake it from her head though. âYouâre not in the wrong, you donât owe him to be there whenever he needs comfort. I think he just needs to know youâre not angry at him,â
Angry? Why on earth would she be angry? Lando hadnât done a single thing wrong to her, she did owe it to him to be there when he crashed, when he was scared and alone. âYes I do,â Her eyebrows drew to a pinch, a look of frustration clouding over her vulnerable near crying expression.
â You donâtâ
I do, Daniel. You donât get it. I left him, I left him there alone straight after-
âHe told me he loved me,âÂ
That got a genuine look of shock from the Australian. âShit. I didnât know that,â His voice got breathy and harsh around the edges.Â
âYeah.â
âDo you love him back?â
âYeah.â
His hand left hers, moving to rub over his face. âJesus,â It was so quiet between them that the noise of the near midnight light breeze was louder than either of them. âDoes he know that?â
The muscles in her neck tensed with a deep swallow of the spit gathering in her mouth. Gross. âNo. I donât think he knows I heard him either,â Sheâd never felt more shameful. Her mind had been so fuzzy with alcohol and lust that it had just been too much. âI didnât think he was serious. I didnât think he could seriously love me,â
God, she needed to shut up before she began bawling her eyes out to Daniel.
âWhy not?â She didnât quite know how to answer his question. There were probably a million and one things she could give as half arsed replies to why she didnât believe she and Lando should be together. The distance, constant travelling, lack of affection and physical ties. But Daniel could see right through her, he could see her lies.
âIâm just nothing like the girls heâs been with before. I didnât- I donât understand why when he could have absolutely anyone in the world, heâd want me,â She corrected herself, feeling far more vulnerable then sheâd ever allowed herself to be in front of anyone before.
Theyâre no longer looking at each other, both too focused at staring up at the stars above them. âYou make him feel safe. Youâre the only one heâs always felt like a real person around. Heâs not a race car driver with you, heâs not famous with you, he doesnât have to perform and impress you, to you- heâs Lando, heâs your best friend. And to him, youâre home,âÂ
Itâs difficult to form a single thought after that. So after the conversation pulled to a complete close, they both agreed it was late and they needed their rest. With a suffocating hug and reassurances that sheâll be okay, they parted ways- Daniel into his own room and her into the spare bedroom. His snores seeped into her room, yet they werenât what kept her from sleeping.Â
Lando was.Â
She swore she could hear him everywhere, even smell him. She wanted him laying down right next to her, his arms around her waist as she slept with her head on his chest. He was the only thing that could calm her down, make her mind shut up for a bit so she could just rest.
Her head had begun pounding and her mouth became infinitely dry from the excessive drinking, so with a struggle to stand up straight, she headed downstairs to the kitchen. Her eyes adjusted to the darkness and her clammy hands gripped onto the handrails as she took each step one by one.Â
Passing through the kitchen, she grabbed a glass out of a cabinet and poured a glass of cold water. She chugged it down eagerly, getting a refill before heading into the living room to sit on the couch and drink the rest. As the couch became visible to her poor sight, she saw a figure sitting at the end further away from her. A mop of curly hair was on top of the figureâs head-Â Daniel.Â
Clearly heâd been unable to sleep like she had. Maybe he felt lonely too. Heidi was back in Portugal over the winter break, so he hadnât seen her in a few weeks. He was probably in a similar boat as her right now.
She felt so empty after the past few weeks, and the hug sheâd gotten from him only a few hours hadnât quite been enough, so she set her glass down and stepped closer. The noise of her glass hitting the table grabbed the shadowed figure of Danielâs attention, his head turning to face her. âDaniel,â She mumbled weakly, sprawling onto the couch next to where he was sitting and wrapped her arms loosely around him.
When he didnât hug her back, she whined and dug her head into his chest. âPlease Dan, I need a hug,â Her voice sounded so desperate as it hit her ears. âI just.. I want my brain to shut up for once, I- Iâm just so tired,âÂ
âIâm not Daniel,â Her heart pounded in absolute panic. Her chest rose and dropped quickly as she attempted to think of all the possible explanations. This couldnât be real, this couldnât be an intruder. God, how had she been so stupid as to not switch on a light or anything before practically hurdling herself at this guy? If she died right now, it was all on her for being a thoughtless idiot.Â
But in a moment of clarity where her mind considered who could possibly be at the house that wasnât an intruder, she scanned through each person Daniel knew with curly hair and a British accent. Lewis? Didn't have curly hair. George? Also without curly hair. Ollie? Too young for Daniel to be friends with.Â
Oh.Â
âLando?â A sharp exhale left her mouth as his name slipped out. She twisted her head to look up at him, his features only slightly visible in the near pitch black room. Sure enough, big green eyes and plump pink lips stood out to her. Her face crumpled, her heart thrumming in her chest. â Landoâ
He clearly had recognised her too, his lips parting as his expression softened. His eyes felt like a million knives jabbing into her, his intense stare mapping out her whole face. The smell of his cologne was harsh on her senses, yet was the most comfort sheâd had in months.
âWhy are you here?â Her tone sounded accusatory, which clearly wasnât intentional. The comment landed poorly, his expression contorting strangely. Not helpful .Â
âSpontaneous Australia trip,â He didnât owe her an apology, but something was nagging at him to stay, to engage in the conversation. It was the most heâd seen of her in nearly 4 months. He couldnât even begin to express how good it felt to hear her voice after so long. âCame to visit Dan, maybe Osc next. Dan always tells me if Iâm ever in the country I can just come over.. soâ He trailed off when she didnât reply, and his mouth clamped back shut.
Just as it seemed he would get up and leave, his actions tense and rigid around her, his arms wrapped tightly around her. Quiet. Her mind finally went quiet. It was so peaceful for once. âIâm so sorry for everything,â Her voice was hardly a whisper, her mouth slightly muffled by the thick fabric of his hoodie. âIâm sorry for leaving, Iâm sorry for not contacting you, Iâm sorry for ignoring you when you tried to call,â Her breaths became more frantic, tears piling up in her eyes as she looked up at him.
âIâm sorry for- for hurting you, Iâm sorry for not being there when you needed me,â Her mouth and lips were so painfully dry, her tongue darted out to wet her lips before forcing out the final apology. Just as she was about to, his mouth opened as if he was about to talk. âDonât say itâs okay,âÂ
She knew him well enough to know exactly where he was going. He would apologise for absolutely everything that had ever happened to him, even if he wasnât the one in the wrong. âMost of all,â Her throat tensed as he stared her down intensely. âIâm sorry I didnât tell you I loved you back.âÂ
His lips shaped into a huge smile after a few seconds of emotionless shock, as if the news was the most impossible thing heâd ever heard.
âAnd you shouldnât forgive me,â She shook her head insistently. That was another thing hse knew about him, he was the most forgiving person ever. She could absolutely ruin his life a million times and with a single â Iâm sorryâ , theyâd return back to being best friends.Â
âBut-â
âYou canât,â Not only did she not believe she deserved his love, she didnât believe she deserved any sort of forgiveness from him, much less for him to still love her after all this. All she wanted was for him to not have any hurt from the whole ordeal anymore.Â
Lando tilted his head, his bottom lip tucked under his adorably gapped teeth. âYou donât get to decide that for me,â His eyes seemed impossibly bright despite the darkness, âCause I want to love you, and it seems as if you love me too,â His right hand cupped her cheek, his thumb rubbing over her chin.
That was correct, she still loved him more than anything. She could fight those feelings away, give him all the excuses under the sun as to why she wouldnât be with him- but her heart and mind wanted different things. Logically, dating a formula one driver whoâs whole life revolved around travel and constant adrenaline- her life that consisted of a lot of mundane jobs and chilling at home, they just clashed .
The illogical part of her, the part that was thinking with her heart, believed that nothing would be better than to attend races, watch from the grandstands, and kiss him after each race. She could comfort him if he had a bad race or quali, she could be there to celebrate with after a podium or even a win.Â
Right now, and maybe always, what her heart wanted was significantly outweighing what she thought was good for her. âYeah, I do love you,â It didnât feel or sound weird like it had when sheâd told Daniel about it the night before. It felt good, really good. Very right too, because in all of her years of friendship with Lando- ever since sheâd realised her feelings for him- she hadnât ever admitted to herself that she loved him.Â
But of course she did, it was clear as day. If she ever heard of anyone âlikingâ someone the way she âlikedâ Lando, sheâd know immediately it was love.
Her confession felt even better when she saw how his face managed to light up even further.Â
There was more she couldâve apologised for, and she could easily keep going, but she was quickly shut up with two lips pressed up against her own. Lando tasted just as sweet as he always did, a tinge of mint presumably from gum earlier on.Â
Her lips didnât adjust into the kiss at first, until he began to pull back and her lips secured over his bottom one, keeping him there. It took a few moments to warm up to it, but her mouth starts moving in time with his. Itâs so quiet in the living room that the only noise is the quiet hums and sighs they both let out. âIâm really sorry,â She murmured again
His hands moved to position her body to be straddling him, not necessarily to make the kiss sexual, but to make the angle more comfortable. âI forgive you,â His teeth tug on her bottom lip, drawing out the kiss for longer. He grinned against her lips, kissing her softer over and over. âAnd I love you,â He murmured again. âSo- please- stop- apologising,â He kissed her in between each word, trying to push forward his point.
It felt like a huge weight had been lifted off her shoulders, âOkay,â Her cheeks felt hot to the touch, painted a darker shade of rosy red with each kiss. âSorry,â
Lando groaned, his arms wrapping around her and pulling her in for more kisses. âFor each time you apologise, Iâm gonna shut you up with kisses,â He threatened, nudging her cheek with his nose.
âSorry, but Iâm gonna keep saying sorry then. Sorry, sorry, sorryâ He kept his promise, kissing her after each and every apology. âMmm, yeah. Sorry,â Her fingers slid into place in his mess of curls, tugging gently to keep him in place for each kiss.Â
âBad idea.â He clicked his tongue, tilting his head to avoid her kisses. âNo kisses till you stop saying it,â
That worked.Â
âOkay, Iâll stop. I promise,â She held out her pinky finger to further the promise. He kissed the tip of her finger and then held it tight.Â
âGood,â
âGood,â
â Good ,â His lips slotted back into place with hers, his hands resting on her hips as hers tangled further into his hair. âYouâre so pretty,â He hummed, licking into her mouth with slow and calculated moves.
âHmm, youâre prettier,â Her whole body felt hot, but so cosy on top of him. She hadnât quite realised how tired she was until that very moment, her words slightly slurred and her eyes heavy. She rubbed at her eyes, blinking away exhaustion.
He shifted underneath her, tucking his hands under her thighs to help wrap her legs around his waist. âArms around my neck,â He whispered, intentionally keeping his volume to a minimum so as to not wake her up more.Â
Her body felt limp as she rested all her weight onto him. He lugged her upstairs, opening the door with one hand as his other arm remained around her waist. âLannnn,â She whined as she pressed more kisses to his neck.Â
âYeah baby?â He murmured as he laid her down on the bed, her body heavy and weak as it hit the mattress. âWhatâs up?â Her arms dropped down to her sides as they unlinked from around his neck.
âStay,â It wasnât a suggestion or question, more an incredulously desperate request. âPlease, want you to stay,â She tugged at the hem of his shirt, wrapping it around her fingers.
He gave her a knowing look before nudging her over in the bed, crawling under the sheets next to her. âYouâre not going to walk out this time?â He raised his eyebrows, his teeth poking out over his bottom lip when he grinned.
âIâm gonna say it,â
âDonâtâ His voice went serious.
âIâm gonna say it,â
âDo.. not.. say.. It,â
â..Sorry,â
Lando let out a long groan, hauling himself half on top of her to smother her with his arms. âYou are such a pain in my ass,âÂ
âYou love me,â She pecked him, fighting back sleep just so she could keep kissing him
âI do love you,â He caved and removed his arms, placing them on either side of her face to corner her and kiss all over her flushed face.
âI love you more,âÂ
âNot possible,â He tutted, âAnd you need to sleep- now,â He nuzzled into her neck, his nose bumping against her ear.Â
âI just wanna stay up kissing,â She scrunched her nose up, her lip raising in disappointment.Â
Landoâs laugh was breathy against her skin, his hand idly swiping across her stomach to maintain some sort of touch. âTomorrow. Weâll spend all of tomorrow kissing- I promise,â
That was satisfactory enough. She stared up at the ceiling, a complete different scenario from when sheâd done exactly this last time with Lando laying on her. This time, there wasnât a single cloud of doubt in her mind. She knew how much he loved her, she felt right being so close to him, not worried for how things might change between them and if it would be awful the day after. She just needed to keep faith and keep communication.
As she felt her eyelids getting too heavy to keep hers open, she swiped her hand over Landoâs forehead to push his hair up and place a kiss there. He looked up at her slightly, and with a smile, âOscar lives in Melbourne,â He looked confused, probably thinking that he was mishearing her from lack of rest. âHuh?â His voice all deep and scruffy from sleep.Â
âThe flight from Perth to Melbourne is over 3 hours- you canât really just pop down the street to go visit Oscar,â Lando laughed weakly at that. He shrugged, wiggling up closer towards her so his chin was over her shoulder.
âHeâll come visit- heâll be ecstatic to know that weâre on good terms again,â Her hand drifted up under his shirt, her thumbs pressing into the joints of his back.
âOscar and ecstatic are two words that absolutely do not go together,â She mused, a complete disconnect from her mind and whatever her hand was doing. All she knew was that Lando was enjoying it based on the noises he was letting out.
âA half smile may dance across his mouth at the joyous information,â God , Lando had such a strange way with words.Â
âYouâre weird ,âÂ
âYou love me,â
âI really do,â
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Wukong, Mk, and Macaque with a very hyperactive + bubbly crush </3
[Mentions of NSFW]
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He always loved how talkative and straightforward you were, he's never seen someone as confident as you before.
When you first met, his first thought was literally just: WOW. This person is A LOT.
Would honestly listen to you for hours even considering that he can get impatient with other people sometimes.
Greet him with a hug, he'll try playing it off all cool and stuff but he lays awake at night thinking about it.
You two go out to the amusement park a lot. And your always dragging him to roller coasters or REALLY fast rides. He's 100% gonna excuse himself to go to the washroom and then throw up. But he loves you too much to ask you to leave.
He notices every little thing you do, like when your sitting down and you start kicking your feet. He's gonna die and come back to life.
As much as an amazing, strong, powerful and supercool (his words, not yours!) Diety he is, when he thinks about you he legit starts twirling around and jumping up and down squealing like he's your biggest fan.
I feel like he's really good at art, so he's gonna ask if he can draw you once in a while. Tell him you love it, and he's just gonna fall for you again. Even better if you hang it up in your house.
When you start dating, you'll feel more comfortable enough to get more relaxed around him, but it still shocks him how behaved you can be if you want to. He's definitely still used to you being all Impulsive and whatnot.
You two are literally the embodiment of eccentric reckless cutie x chill enabler and it works so well for you two.
This immortal fucking GOD is simping over a hyperactive human dumbass and he feels absolutely no shame for it.
Also let's be real, Wukong is the biggest whore known to mankind. So we all know damn well he's had fantasies of pounding that little mortal pvssy until you screamed.
đ Mk đ
Oh boy oh boy..
YOU TWO ARE LITERALLY MEANT FOR EACH OTHER. PERIOD.
You two gush over everything together, doesn't matter whether it's a show you love or some random shit Mk keeps rambling about like some bootleg illegal ripoff of a Monkey king inspired video game called "MONKE KANG: Asskicker 3D"!!!!!!!!
You both are stupid but you love each other justtt the same <3
In between shifts he'll get caught by Pigsy trying to text you and he'll do it again. And again. And aga-
So much ADHD.. You two get overstimulated being around the other so as much as you don't want, you have to take breaks from seeing him sometimes.
But even with all that energy he has, you still can't get enough of lil' ol' Mk.
He once tried to secretly replace himself with a clone because he wanted to hang out with you but got busy.. You found out right away and yapped about it for 4 hours.
Mk is emotionally unavailable most of the time, so when you two get some alone time, it takes all the strength in him not to confess flat-out because he missed you so so much.
Sometimes he wishes he wasn't the Monkie Kid because it takes time away from being near you. But it's okay, you plan stuff every once in a while.
You got really jumpy and happy when he showed you his Monkey form, and he let you brush his fur for the rest of the day. Now he's like that most of the time because one, he can't really control it. And two, you love his monkey form anyway!
He's definitely thought of fucking you animal-style in that form too.
Have fun being idiots together, the rest of the gang are on literal MISSIONS to keep you two apart.
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Ohhoo he loves seeing that stupidly pretty face of yours whenever you get all excited..
But to be honest, he thought you were REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING at the beginning when he first met you.
He only began to soften up a few weeks or maybe a month or two after realizing how much of a sweetheart you were, and that your hyperactive traits were just a part of what makes you, you.
Sometimes when you're in your room and you're on a call with someone, he'll send one of his shadow clones to listen to your voice for him so he can jerk off to it.
You go to all of his plays, and he's usually a confident guy. But one look at YOU? He's so close to accidentally stuttering on the stage he has to mentally slap himself to make sure not to.
His biggest turn-on is when you wear skirts and you're jumping around all giggly n stuff while he gets the perfect view of your ass.. That's why he prefers to walk beside you or slightly behind you to get that 4k quality.
You two definitely have that Yapper + Listener vibe. You can talk about some absolute bullshit and hell, he'll still be listening to you. But half the time he zones out imagining what that mouth of yours would look like on his cock.
He wanted to buy you roses but got embarrassed (surprisingly) and shoved them up Wukong's ass.
He's a biter. He's such a biter and even while keeping that "friendly" attitude with you, he always finds a way to put his teeth on you. Whether you're fighting over a snack or play fighting. Even during a regular conversation he just bites your shoulder?? Kinky much??? (Yes, he is.)
You found him sleeping on top of your ceiling so you threw a rock at him to wake him up and he started borderline hissing at you like he had rabies. He then realized it was you and didn't speak to you for a whole week.
You make him do things he wouldn't regularly do and it pisses him off.
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...Mable stuck with bill timestuck, you say? I wonder if that would go better or worse than dipper being alone with bill.
Here to mention that I somehow only noticed your signature when it was next to fiddleford, and thought you were (rightly) calling him a prince. It took an embarrassingly long time for me to connect the dots.
Haha youâre not the first person to mistake my signature for actual writing so dw youâre good lol!
And as for my thoughts of Mabel and Bill in a Timestuck AU,,,
I may or may not have written a drabble in a mutuals DMs a few years back about a confrontation between Mabel and Bill and the aftermath of it! I also may or may not have just fixed it up and straight up doubled the word count haha-
Since Iâm feeling a tad bit brave Iâm gonna post the drabble under the cut for anyone to read along with two doodles Iâve done for it, I only ask that yall be nice to me since I donât write very often and know I ainât that good at it hehe-
Also Iâm not lying this is like,,, 4707 words⌠I got possessed to write this haha
Before I begin!!! Important!!!
Trigger Warnings: Choking/Asphyxiation, harm to children, minor descriptions of small cuts and minuscule amounts of blood, verbal planning of commiting a murder/killing
(if I missed any please tell me!)
With that out of the way here's my stupidly long Timestuck AU drabble that's been on my back burner for years! The only thing you really need to know is that the twins time-traveled back after Weirdmagenddon of their own volition. Dipper is with Stan and Mabel is with Ford and Fiddleford. Mabel has been staying with the two for almost a month now and Fiddleford is the only one who knows she's a time traveler.
With the stage set, please enjoy!
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Itâs late into the night, Mabel is tossing and turning and can't go to sleep. Her mind is spiraling as she overthinks and worries about Bill, her brother, her Grunkles, everything. So at about 1AM she decides that sheâs not going to bed anytime soon and gets up off the living room couch which she has called her new bed while staying with her younger Grunkle Ford and Fiddleford.
Despite it being the dead of night Mabel thought itâd be a good idea to just make something food related in hopes it would tire her out. Also, she figured it would be a fun idea since she knows Stanford is most likely still awake and probably hasnât eaten in a while. She could make him something easy and sweet, like a batch of cookies, and give them to him as a gift! Who doesnât like 1AM cookies?! If she doesnât have the stuff to make that, eh, sheâll figure it out and make something else!
A bonus to this is that if Ford says heâs not hungry, a bold faced lie, sheâd use her sweetest and biggest puppy eyes until he ate some. Maybe she could even convince him to go to bed and not stay up till 4AM!
The brunette starts making a batch of cookies in the cover of night, making sure to have plenty enough for Fidd's in the morning, and putting her entire heart and all her worries into the mix in hopes the oven would ease away the stress weighing down her mind.
Sure it took a while, but it would totally be worth it to see her young Grunkle's face light up in shock at the sight of a warm batch of cookies shoved into his face and getting crumbs on his nerdy notes!
Right as she was finishing up wrapping up three separate plates worth of cookies in a napkin with a pretty little bow, for the â¨aesthetic⨠she happily told herself, she hears a pair of heavy boots walk into the kitchen.
The voice of her, now young, Grunkle Ford calls out her name in the quiet kitchen. Just as she had expected, he was awake.
Before the excited brunette could whirl around and surprise Ford with the 1-2 AM batch of cookies she lovingly went and made by hand, his low voice rumbled out, âCould you grab me a mug? One from the cabinet.â
He sounded a little funny, like he just woke up. Mabel smiled as she could already picture Stanfordâs bleary and tired face as he goes to make a cup of coffee with the mug heâs asking for. She lets out a small sound of exertion as she pushes herself onto the counter since sheâs too short to reach the cabinets otherwise and gingerly opens the cabinet so it doesnât squeak and pulls out a mug. Based on the small cracks and worn paint on the ceramic it seemed a tad old, the faded words of âBackupsmore 1973â barely legible.
Just as Mabel turns around, about to lightly scold her young Great Uncle for drinking coffee at 2 AM instead of getting some rest, a large hand wraps around her little neck. She didnât even have a chance to scream as sheâs suddenly slammed into the now closed cabinet, the air knocked out of her lungs and her head spinning from the impact, a loud sound of ceramic shattering on the wooden floor echoing through the kitchen and Mabelâs ringing ears
A fearful confusion consumes her mind as she, unsure of whatâs happening in her dazed state until she catches a glimpse of Stanford. Gone were the warm brown eyes sheâs grown accustomed to, in their place were the sickly yellow slit eyes of a monster she knew all to well.
Bill Cipher.
âShooting Star, there you are! I think you're getting a tad too comfortable around here! Let's fix that!"
Malice built in her throat as she spat out, her brows furrowed and her brown eyes glaring down his yellow ones, âBill! You-â
âAh, so you do know me! I assumed so, but wasnât quite sure!â
The six fingered hand around her neck pressed a tad harder against the wooden cabinet behind her, making her wince from the pressure.
âHereâs the deal, Shooting Star, youâre being a massive thorn in my side.â
Her back was already aching from the impact of her getting slammed against the cabinet.
âMaking Sixer second guess his trust in me with your insufferable kindness and child-like whimsy.â
Her sock-covered feet were slipping and sliding on the wooden countertop, legs uncontrollably trembling as her fingers gripped at Stanfordâs large forearm in hopes of steadying herself.
âIt was amusing at first but now itâs just annoying. So I need you,â
His hand tightened even more, making Mabel let out a sharp hiss of pain.
âOut of the picture.â
Mabelâs feet no longer are touching the countertop as Bill suddenly pulls her away from the cabinet, easily dangling her little body in the air and effectively hanging her. Panic instantly shoots through her and tears well up in her eyes as her airway is suddenly completely cut off, her little hands grabbing and clawing at her possessed great uncleâs forearm while her legs wildly kick at the air, too short to even graze against Billâs chest.
Billâs free hand raises up and idly taps his chin, as his musing over something indecisively, an wide and uncanny grin stretched across the possessed scientistâs face as he loudly questions, âHmmm⌠how about⌠throwing you in the lake! If the water doesnât kill you the cold air will!â
Mabel started to thrash around even harder, her heart pounding in her chest as fear coursed through every nerve in her body, her flight response in full gear as she tried over and over again to get out of Billâs grip with no avail.
âOooh! Or I could just tie you up and bury you in the snow! I hear frostbite is real killer these days!â
Blood was rushing to her ears; she could barely hear a word he was saying. All she could focus on was the panic bubbling in her chest and adrenaline pumping in her veins, screaming at her that she didnât want to die.
It didnât take long before her vision began to blur, her clawing hands and kicking feet getting more and more numb and slow with each passing seconds. She could faintly hear Bill say something about âthrowingâ, âroofâ, and âclassic!â before she could feel herself almost completely clock out, vision fluttering in and out as her hand weakly claws at his arm one last time.
Just as she was about to give up completely, the polydactyl hand around her neck suddenly let go, sending Mabel unceremoniously crashing to the floor. She let in a large gasp of air, coughing her lungs out as air desperately tried to fill them once more. The brunette doesnât even care about the small shards of broken ceramic cutting into her hands or shins, she was trying to make sure she didnât accidentally start hyperventilating as drool and tears drip from her face to the floor with every sharp breath.
Mabel, disoriented and dazed, manages to glance up through strands of her long and curly brunette hair to see Ford still standing there with those disgusting yellow eyes, which were now staring off to space with annoyance clearly visible in his gaze.
"Geez Sixer, you chose the worst time to want your body back to 'test a new theory' huh?" He quietly mumbles under his breath, looking upset that his fun was being rudely ripped away from him.
Suddenly he stares down at Mabel, who was clutching her throat and panting heavily, brown eyes unable to stop crying. Despite this, despite all the pain and numbness that ran through her, she still found it in her to glare at the dream demon with as much animosity as she could muster while surrounded by ceramic shards and small prickles of blood.
"Well⌠weâll just have to pick this up another time, won't we Shooting Star?"
The possessed body of Stanford Pines strolls towards the archway leading out of the kitchen, however before he leaves completely, he stops and whirls around with that same twisted smile Mabel vividly remembers seeing on her possessed brotherâs face just a few months ago. "Oh, Shooting Star? Would you be a doll and clean up this mess? Wouldnât want anyone getting hurt now, would we?"
And with one final cackle he left, making his way back downstairs to Stanfordâs study, presumably to make it appear like he never left in the eyes of the oblivious scientist, leaving the little brunet alone on the floor to lightly grip her neck, wincing at the bruise that's bound to appear the next day.
She stayed there silently for what felt like hours but was only just a couple minutes, the adrenaline coursing through her veins slowly but surely fading away as the feeling finally came back to her numb fingers and toes, relieved that she isnât hyperventilating anymore and she can actually breathe.
She eased herself off the cold wooden floor, her little body trembling the entire time.
Despite the feeling of spite coursing through her veins for that awful dream demon, he was rightâŚ, she really didnât want anyone to get hurt⌠So instead of immediately going to fix herself up she spent the next 10 minutes sweeping up the broken mug and getting all the broken shards of ceramic into the trash.
Curse her and her big heartâŚ!
When she was done it was about 2 AM, and it was now officially time to check the damage.
Before she left the kitchen she made sure to put the plates of cookies into the fridge.
She didnât really feel hungry anymore.
With a couple of winces and hisses of pain she managed to tip toe herself up the stairs and to the bathroom, making sure she didnât accidentally wake up Fiddleford by stepping on a loose plank or opening the door too loud. Once inside she gingerly pulls out the old timey medkit from under the sink and sits on the floor.
Well, technically the medkit was modern since it was the 80sâŚ
Wah, Mabel! Not the time!
With a deep breath she gingerly treats the tiny cuts gracing her hands and shins, trying not to cry as she disinfects each cut just like Grunkle Ford taught her to at the end of the summer, plucking out mini pieces of ceramic embedded in her skin with a pair of tweezer like how her Grunkle Stan had taught her at the beginning of the summer (note from her past self, splinters are never fun).
Cleaning and applying band-aids to the cuts was the easy part, most of the bandages would be hidden under her sweater and the winter pants Fiddleford had gifted her during her first couple days staying at the shack.
It was her neck that was going to be hard to hide.
Mabel stood up and got on a step stool to look into the minor, immediately wincing at the sight of her bare neck, dark purple was already creeping in and bruising every bit of her neck. The brunette leaned closer to get a better look and almost whispered out one of the many swears she had accidentally learned from Stanford while living here.
There was a hand bruised into her neck, and it encompassed her entire neck.
She gingerly touched her neck and winced at the dull pain. Guess she wasnât going to take off her sweater for about 2 weeks now⌠just 1 week if she was lucky enoughâŚ
She tentatively took a step outside of the bathroom and tiptoed down the hallway again, trying to not make a single sound. Just when she got to the steps she heard a door open behind her, causing her to instantly crouch down and hope that she was far enough down the stairs that her body was hidden from sight.
She dared herself to peek just above the top step to see Fiddleford standing outside of his room, stretching and yawning before closing his door and walking towards the bathroom Mabel just left, making the 13-year-old let out a sigh of relief that he wasnât going to see her like this.
She knew she should probably tell Fiddleford what happened, but she just couldnât. Maybe it was that childish fear of getting in trouble over nothing getting to her, or maybe it was the fear that her young Grunkle would be blamed for what Bill did.
Regardless, despite her better judgment, she kept her mouth shut and decided to hide her bruises from everyone else in the house, silently thinking of a way she could somehow protect herself from Bill.
She could practically hear Dipper yelling at her about how bad of an idea this was, but she was too shaken up to think of anything elseâŚ
So, she kept with the plan even as she shakily slipped a sweater over her large t-shirt she wore as a night gown and fell asleep on the couch, huddled in the corner in a ball as vivid nightmares haunted her fitful sleep, showing flashes of a possessed Stanford Pines throwing her off either the house or a water tower.
She woke up the next day to the warm smell of breakfast and the soft tones of Fidd's humming a tune in the kitchen, her body absolutely aching and a tad sweaty from the combo of the sweater and the fireplace keeping the room warm.
Mabel winced as she got off the couch. Yep⌠her back is definitely bruised.
She tentatively walked towards the open archway leading into the kitchen, silently calming her nerves and trying to put a smile onto her face. It helped that Fiddleford is making breakfast, she loves his food.
The kicthen was so empty when she first arrived but the southern man immediately starting keeping the place stocked when it was clear that she was going to stay there for a while. He also insistent on making her a meal 3 times a day since she was a âgrowinâ lilâ girlâ. Because of her memories of Fiddleford being âOld Man McGucketâ were much more prominent in her brain it was easy to forget that he was once a father, but in those domestic moments when he doted and fussed over her it was clear that he was a good one.
Well, when he was sane that isâŚ
She quickly shook off the bleak memory.
Happy thoughts, happy thoughts, happy thoughtsâŚ
She let out a low breath as a wide smile covered her face, her round cheeks rosy as she happily skipped inside.
Fiddleford perked up at the sound of Mabel walking inside, smiling as immediately spoke with a fond voice, "Ey there sweetpea, sleep well?" He idly glanced behind to see Mabel in her baggy t-shirt/sleep gown as well as a sweater on top of that, making him raise an eyebrow as he playfully asks, "Did someone get' cold last night?"
"Just a little bit." Mabel playfully replied back, unable to stop the wince that crossed her face at the sound of her hoarse voice.
Fiddleford, who was already done making breakfast, immediately whipped his head around at the sound. "Honeybee, are ya' alright?"
She lightly coughs into her fist a couple times and passingly remarks, âIâm fine, it's just morning gunk! Just need some water, haha!â Trying to sound as nonchalant as possible.
Fiddleford still had a suspicious look in his eye as he looked over the little lady before deciding to let her off easy with this one, grabbing a rag and wiping his hands while replying with a quiet, âAlright, if ya say so, sunshineâŚâ
He quickly pours Mabel a glass of water and then grabs a plate of bacon and pancakes. âFer you, made just how you like it,â Mabel sits down in her chair as Fiddleford places the glass of water in front of her and a plate of pancakes and some bacon that is extremely burnt. âBurnt in a volcano.â
The brunette drinks some water first, happy to note that it actually does ease the pain in her throat! After that she eagerly grabs a burnt piece of bacon and shoves it into her mouth, loving the way flakey black residue smears onto her fingers and the overwhelming taste of what can only be described as âBURNTâ fills her mouth. She muffles out, âItâs perfect!â In between bites as Fiddleford chuckles at her antics and makes himself a plate. âYer such an odd lilâ duck, honeydew! Only kid Iâve ever met who wanna me taâ burn their meal!â
Mabel immediately shoots back, pointing at Fiddleford with a mouth full of bacon, âTahts cause ohther peowple are COWERDS!!!â
The lanky man lets out a full on belly laugh as he grabs his plate and sits at the table, the two beginning to talk about anything that crosses their mind.
Stanford wasnât going to join them for breakfast. Heâs usually asleep at this time or buried in whatever notes he was currently writing.
âŚMabel feels a little bad that she's kinda happy he wouldnât join them⌠Her throat feels like itâs constricting all over again at the thought of those sickly yellow eyes and horrid laughterâŚ
At some point while eating, Fiddleford makes a joke that makes Mabel loudly laugh, the sudden shout of laughter causing her to wince and try to grab at her throat. She stops herself a couple inches short of the grab and quickly puts her hand back down, but the damage was already done.
Fiddleford, concern coming back at full force, puts down his fork and immediately asks with a concerned tone, "Honey, is âere somethin' wrong with âur neck?"
Sweat began to bead on Mabelâs forehead and she tried to immediately brush off the concern with a not so convincing, "Whaaaaat, psh, nah!"
He raises an eyebrow at the clearly nervous little girl. "Mabel, if yer' hurt I'd like to know."
She starts to fidget in her seat, fingers wrapping together and her brown eyes darting away. "Look, it's not thaaaat bad you don't gotta worry about it-"
At the confirmation that she is indeed hurt makes him sit up and shoot back, "Well tha' just makes me MORE worried bout it!"
Unable to come up with anymore excuses Mabel plays with a fork in front of her, eyes locked with her plate. Fiddleford let out a soft sigh and leans closer to the brunette across the table and rests his hand on hers, a kind smile on his face as he gently adds on with that fatherly tone that immediately made Mabel feel better, "Darling, it ain't gonna get better if yaâ don't lemme help. I promise I ainât gonâ get mad, ya hear?"
Mabel tentatively glanced up at the southern manâs soft green eyes and could tell he meant every kind word.
So, despite her promising to keep her injuries a secret, she takes a deep breath and nods her head, gingerly taking off the thick hand-made sweater to leave her neck and bandaged up arms exposed to the world. The lanky southern manâs eyes seem to grow more horrified every passing second.
"Jesus, Mary, and Joseph-"
Fiddleford jumps up from the table, almost making his plate fall off while doing so, quickly rounding the table and crouching in front of the brunette with green eyes filled with so much worry and horror.
He found himself fussing over the girl who had easily wormed herself into his and Ford's hearts and found himself growing even more sickened at every bruise and cut he found, though nothing could compare to that sinking feeling of dread he felt looking at Mabel's bruised neck.
He cupped the brunetteâs face and could feel tears well up in his eyes as he stuttered out a confused, "W-wha'..., Mabel wha' on earth happened-" His heart breaking trying to even comprehend what could have happened to her.
On the opposite end, Mabel could feel her heart swell at Fidd's fatherly fussing, but tried to brush it off the best she could, not wanting him to worry about her.
"I'm fine really! I just, uh⌠tripped down the stairsâŚ? âŚYeah! Didn't want to worry you, haha!"
Fiddleford, who suddenly stopped paying attention to what Mabel was saying, let his eyes looking closer at the girl's neck before they widened in a horrifying realization.
"I⌠Is tha' a hand�"
A rush of panic suddenly runs through Mabel as she tries to come up with some excuse to throw him off, something, anything!
"Fiddâs it's FINE! I just⌠uh⌠wore a sweater that was too tightâŚ?â Goodness sheâs screwed, even she was aware of how unsure she sounded.
Fiddleford still wasnât paying attention. Instead one of his hands lowered from her rosy cheeks and ever so slightly touched her neck with the lightest of touches. His green gaze was analytical as finger traced down the bruised skin, talking to himself so quietly that even Mabel almost didnât hear him as he quietly began to count.
âOne, two, three, four, five, s-â
The blond cut himself off with a sharp inhale through his nose as the look of worry that had previously graced the southern man's face suddenly disappeared and was replaced with a look Mabel had never seen on his face before.
It was a quiet anger. The kind of anger that's terrifying to witness as it bubbles from deep inside but you refuse to let it show on your face, even as your hands begin to tremble and your vision goes red.
Without saying a word Fiddleford stood up and stayed completely silent, unable to say a word for about 10 seconds while his face was blank and unreadable. Finally, Fiddleford looked down at Mabel and gave a kind smile that didn't fully reach his eyes.
"Sweetie, could ya' stay here a sec? I have something importan' I need thaâ⌠discuss⌠with Stanferd."
After finishing that statement he gently patted the top of her brunette head and walked out of the kitchen archway, turning the corner and heading up the stairs that lead to Stanford's room, walking with such silent intensity that it kinda frightened her.
After a couple moments of staying frozen in her chair she finally managed to shake off the feeling, realizing she had to stop Fiddleford! As scary as it would be seeing Stanford again after last night's⌠incident⌠she couldn't just let Fiddleford go confront Ford without the full story!
She sprang up from her chair and winced at the pain radiating from her back. Yep! Still definitely bruised!
Mabel rushed out of the kitchen and up the stairs. She stumbles to a stop at the end of the steps as she sees Fiddleford standing outside Ford's door, just as quiet as he was downstairs. He raises his hand and gives a firm echoing knock and she could faintly hear her young Grunkle respond with a strong, "Come in!"
She hates that she shivers a bit at his voice.
She hates that she's a little bit afraid of him.
Fiddleford doesn't respond and instead just opens the door and then quietly closes it behind him. The door doesnât close all the way which makes a sliver of light from Ford's bedroom/study shine against the floor in the hallway.
Well... Fiddleford hadn't broken any windows or started yelling, so maybe, just maybe, he's going in there to calmly talk out the problem with Ford? Well, that was more wishful thinking on Mabel's part. She HOPES they will just, talk it out, and no one will get hurt...
A loud crash and shout echoed through the hallway.
A girl could dream can't she?
Mabel sprints to Stanfordâs door, tripping over herself the whole way, and yanks open the heavy wooden door as quickly as she could.
When she finally pries it open sheâs greeted with the sight of Fiddleford in the middle of trying to choke out Stanford, while Stanford is leaning against one of his smaller wooden cabinets, pushing Fidds away (to the best of his ability) with his foot, clutching his very bloody nose in confusion.
Mabel rushes in and pushes the southern man away from her bleeding Great Uncle to the best of her ability but Fiddleford upon seeing Mabel finally backs off from trying to murder Ford, but the look of pure anger firmly remains on his face.
Ford looks at Fiddleford with pure confusion as he pushes himself off the small wooden cabinet, clutching his bleeding nose all the while.
"F, what on earth has gotten into you!"
Fiddleford stared back with his mouth agape, absolutely gobsmacked, before finally yelling back, "Wha'- what's gotten into ME?! What's gotten into YOU Stanferd Pines!"
Fidds pushed past Mabel and jabbed his finger into the brunetâs chest.
"She's a lil girl?! How DARE you even lay a FINGER on her!"
"F what on earth are you talking about?!"
Fiddleford roughly grabs Ford's shoulders and pushes him to look towards Mabel with a surprising amount of force.
"SHE'S what I'm talkin' bout! Stanferd Filbrick Pines who gave you tha' idea ya' had tha' GODDAMN right to even lay a FINGER on her-"
Stanford couldn't focus on the rant Fiddleford poured into his ears instead his eyes state frozen on the disgusting purple mark staining Mabel's neck.
"Mabel⌠who-"
Stanford knelt next to the sweet girl who reminded him so much of Stanley in his youth and felt a familiar pang in his chest. That feeling he'd feel whenever Lee came home covered in bruises. That feeling to protect⌠and to hurt anyone who dares to hurt them.
"Sweetheart⌠who did this? What happened?"
Fiddleford scoffed. "Ya should know."
Ford shivered at how cold F had sounded. Out of all of his years of knowing him, Fidds had never sounded like this.
Then the meaning of those words finally hit him.
Stanford rushed to stand up and looked back to Fiddleford's furious eyes with his own look of disbelief.
"Y-... You think I did this?"
Fiddleford's eyes didn't change in the slightest.
"Ya'. Ya' I do."
"We've known each other for years, we went to college together, I went to your wedding, you are easily my best friend. Do you honestly think I'm capable of doing something like this?!"
"I used ta'," Fidds crossed his arms. "Now I ain't so sure."
Ford didn't know HOW to feel. This felt like a betrayal but not in the way Stanley's felt. He also felt offended. And hurt. And so many other emotions that were swirling in his chest.
"How? How did you even get it in your head that I had something to do with this!? How could you look at me and even IMAGINE me hurting her?! I can't even imagine myself hurting her! She's-"
"Hand."
Ford froze from his rant.
"What."
"Yer' tha' only one who coulda' done it. How do I know? Hand."
"Ya' always go on an' on about the statistics of someone' being polydactyly. About how different ya' are."
"I want ya' to look at how many fingers are on that handprint on 'er neck, look me in tha' eye, and tell me who's most likely tha' guilty party."
Stanford froze, his face turning white at the realization. He didn't need to turn around and investigate the bruise on Mabel's neck. He now knows it had 6 fingers. When you put all the facts together, one thing is clear.
He IS the most likely person to have done it.
But there's a problem with that.
He DEFINITELY didn't do it.
He glanced back at Mabel, who seemed to be nervously pulling at her nightgown the entire time. After a moment she finally glances up, but after looking into his brown eyes for less than a second she quickly looked back down.
He didn't do it. He knows he didn't.
But if he didn't, why did she look so scared of him?
He didn't do itâŚ
âŚDidnât heâŚ?
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Now this is a bonus doodle based on an idea I had for the aftermath of this! Stanford is stuck mulling over this in his room and when he finally leaves he notes that Mabel isn't asleep on the couch like usual. So of course he freaks out and assumes she ran away, running all over the house in hopes of finding her. He runs upstairs to Fiddlefordâs room and knocks frantically on his door to get him to help him find the missing girl.
Fiddleford opens the door looking annoyed and tired. When Stanford says he canât find Mabel and that heâs looked everywhere the southern man cuts him off by instantly replying âI know where she is.â That instantly calms down Ford but he looks confused as he asks âYou do?â To which Fiddâs opens the door a little bit more to show Mabel asleep on his bed.
Stanford lets out a soft âOh.â And just stands there, looking awkwardly at Fiddleford for a moment before trying to break the tension with a weak chuckle and asking âDid she want to have a sleepover?â The blond doesnât even hesitate to reply back, âYeah. Because sheâs scared of you, Stanford.â And closing the door on the brunetâs face.
Stanford doesnât move for what feels like forever before he heads back to his room, feeling a little sick.
Anywho, Iâm done now!!!
Iâm happy and sorry you read through all of that, you can leave now! đĽđĽđĽ
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Casual >> Johnny Storm
pairing: johnny storm x popstar!reader (no use of y/n)
word count: 3.7k+
summary: Johnny always meant to keep it casual with you but unfortunately for him, he wasn't so good at sticking to his word this time.
warnings: angst, johnny being his asshole self, hopeful ending
a/n: big thanks to my beta reader, mati! love you so much. her idea for a summary was "manwhore fucks around and finds out" which i thought deserved an honorable mention. this fic was inspired by my (believe it or not) first watch of fantastic four so enjoy and don't forget to reblog!
read part 2 here!
Johnny did not want to be here. Not here as in at a concert, Johnny loved concerts. Loud music, hot girls pressed right up against him as they either tried to flirt with him or get closer to the stage (both were fine by him), and lots of recognition from giggly blonde things that liked to cling to him in photo-ops. All that stuff was fine by him, truly. What he did mind was that it was your concert he was at. He hadnât spoken to you in months, not that his sister or Reed or Ben knew that. To them, you just werenât around the Baxter Building as much because youâd been on tour. But the truth Johnny had been avoiding since you blocked his number was going to be difficult to ignore when he was watching you sing your heart out for the next two hours.
Susan had been raving about this concert since before the tour had even been announced to the public. Youâd told her about it yourself, offering up four tickets for the whole fantastic Reed-Storm-Grimm family to go. It was a few weeks before you and Johnny fought so you were still around their home all the time, hanging out with Johnny or even just with his sister or on occasion, even Reed or Ben. Johnny watched from across the room as you confessed to his sister how much you would miss spending time with them while you were on tour, so they just had to come and see you perform when you were back in New York. The tickets were special, youâd saidâthey would give them wristbands and let them backstage to see you after the show. Susan had been thrilled. Johnny, not so much.
Youâd been going out for months out of the public eye, at Johnnyâs behest. âItâs just casual anyway so what does it matter?â he always insisted. He knew it bothered you whenever he said it but stupidly, selfishly he kept saying it anyway. When it all blew up in his face, Johnny really hoped his sister would forget about the tickets altogether. Boy, was he wrong. And heâd insisted to his family for months that you were just friends so he couldnât exactly use the excuse that youâd broken up, now could he?
It wasnât until you were nearing the end of your set that your eyes found Johnnyâs and you both froze. Thankfully you were between numbers so you were able to get your bearings quickly and continue thanking the crowd for their enthusiasm, but when you caught his eye a second time very much on purpose before holding your pointer finger up to the audience and then strutting upstage to talk to your band, Johnnyâs stomach turned to lead. When you turned back around, you were looking at anyone but him.
âSo the band and I were talking and we really want to thank you for being such a fantastic audience tonight. I mean, obviously I can stand up here and say âthank youâ a hundred times but I really donât feel like thatâs enough, you know? So to thank you, we wanted to give you guys a fun surprise. How does that sound?â
Everyone except Johnny squealed with excitement.
âIâve been working on a new song the last few months while touring. And if itâs okay with you, Iâd really like to sing it for you live for the very first time right now. Is that okay with you?â
If not for the sudden feeling of cotton in his ears, Johnny would have had to cover them with his hands with how loud the audience around him screamed. When you next locked eyes with him, you were smirking into the mic. Johnny gulped.
âThis song is called âCasual.ââ
Oh shit.
My friends call me a loser / 'Cause I'm still hanging around / I've heard so many rumors / That I'm just a girl that you bang on your couch
I thought you thought of me better / Someone you couldn't lose / You said, "We're not together" / So now when we kiss, I have anger issues
ELEVEN MONTHS AGO:
If you asked Johnny, he wouldnât have been able to tell you what the gala was for. It was probably some fundraiser for charity or other that Reed organized so they could stay relevant, but Johnny had been to enough of them to know he wouldnât be the one talking about anything of substance anyway, so heâd long since stopped paying attention. Normally these sorts of things were boring. The people with real money were the old, boring white collars with no personality aside from their wine and boat-in-a-bottle collections. Fortunately for Johnny though, this particular event seemed to be much more laid-backâyounger crowds, louder music, shittier alcohol. And if there was a party, Johnny always had to be at the center of it. So there he was on a Friday night, getting drunk off his ass and grinding to the music with New Yorkâs young elite.
He couldnât tell you why you in particular stood out to him. There probably was a reason at some point but he was much too drunk at the time for it to stick in his mind for long. All he knows is that one moment he was standing at the bar and the next, he was downing the rest of Benâs drink (ignoring the consequent protests), handing him back the glass, and making his way over to you. You were standing on the outskirts of the room, surrounded by similarly young and attractive girls who were chatting your ear off (or maybe it was the other way around). He wordlessly sidled up next to you, slipping an arm easily around your waist. You turned your head just enough to side-eye him, but you reluctantly allowed the gesture.
âDo I know you?â You asked stand-offishly.
âNope,â he popped the âpâ obnoxiously, âbut you will. Can I talk to you for a minute?â
You looked over to your friends for approval and while they looked as suspicious as you, they generally shrugged in acquiescence.
âI donât see why not.â
You looked him up and down appraisingly, handing off your drink to the girl next to you and allowing him to lead you across the room to a hidden corner.
âSo? What did you so urgently need to pull me aside for?â You crossed your arms, stepping just out of his reach.
âWhy so suspicious?â He raised his hands in surrender. âI just wanted to ask where you got that dress from.â
You cocked an eyebrow and he watched you search his face for an ulterior motive. Apparently finding none, you replied: âItâs Armani.â
âArmani?â He repeated, raising his eyebrows with intrigue. âDamn. Itâs beautiful.â
You waited impatiently for the punchline.
âWould look better on my floor though,â he winked.
âThere it is,â you rolled your eyes, unimpressed, before turning back toward your friends.
âHey, come on!â He stepped in front of you, stretching his hands out to stop you. âDonât be like that. Canât blame a guy for trying.â
âIf you want to sleep with me, Johnny Storm, youâre going to have to try harder than that.â
âFull name!â He smirked, pleased. âI wasnât sure you knew who I was for a second there.â
âI could spot your hot head from a mile away, Storm. And if I couldnât, the terrible pickup line would have given you away.â
âOuch,â he jokingly clutched at his chest. âGo figure. Whatâs your name, sweetheart?â
You leaned to the side to peek at your friends over his shoulder before sighing and giving him your name.
âOh, shit. Like the singer?â
You nodded your head slowly, mockingly.
âWell damn, I really did hit the jackpot, didnât I?â
âYou know who I am?â You questioned him, not expecting him to enjoy your style of music.
âDuh, my sister wonât stop playing your music,â he tried to deflect onto Susan.
âAnd you know that becauseâŚ?â You pushed.
He froze before awkwardly moving to rub at the back of his neck. âBecause I⌠maybe⌠have listened to a few songs myself.â
âSo the Johnny Storm is a fan,â you nodded, pleased with the revelation. âIâll be sure to tell my publicist.â
âHow about a deal?â
He took a risk and stepped toward you. You let him, though you pinched your eyebrows with skepticism.
âGo on.â
âYou can tell your publicist whatever you want as long as you let me take you out of this place.â
You watched his cocky resolve flicker behind his eyes as you walked toward him, not stopping until your chest was pressed fully against his. You craned your neck to press your mouth right up against his ear.
âOnly if you let me take you out of that suit afterwards.â
Youâd be lying if you tried to pretend that was the last and only time you saw him. As much as you tried to resist (which admittedly wasnât much), you continued seeing him. It was purely physical at first, him calling you at ridiculous times at night to fulfill a need or vice versa. But eventually, you found yourself seeking him out for reasons other than the physical. You craved his company so youâd invite him over for dinner or a movie, just in the privacy of your own apartment. When you finally visited the Baxter Building, it was only on the condition that you would be in-and-out and no one would see you. Heâd been successful in sneaking you up to his room without anyone seeing. It was the getting you out that failed.
âJohnny, dinner!â A womanâs voice called and Johnny jolted away from your lips.
âShit,â he muttered. âI gotta go.â
You blinked a couple of times, struggling to pull yourself out of the floaty headspace you always fell into when kissing Johnny.
âWhat?â
âYou gotta go,â he grabbed your hand, pulling you up off the bed. âCome on, Iâll sneak you back out.â
You snatched your purse up off the floor as Johnny tugged you toward the bedroom door, opening it to make sure the coast was clear before dragging you quietly toward the front elevator. Heâd just pressed the call button when the same female voice from before called out.
âJohnny, what are you doing over there?â The voice got louder as footsteps approached and Johnny shoved your hand away, covering his face with a groan. âI just told you that dinner wasâ.â
A beautiful blonde woman who bore some resemblance to Johnny turned the corner and did a double take when she saw you.
âOh my god, youâreâ!â
âYes, hi, guilty as charged,â you giggled nervously. âItâs lovely to meet you.â
You stepped forward, outstretching a hand for her to shake.
âSo youâre the girl Johnnyâs been sneaking out to see!â She shook your hand with enthusiasm. âItâs so lovely to meet you! Please, you have to stay for dinner. Iâll have Ben set out an extra place for you.â
âWeâre not together,â Johnny butted in, shattering the moment.
âWhat?â The blonde woman turned to face him, confusion glimmering across her face as you burned red with shame.
âWeâre not together,â he reiterated. âWhatever youâre thinking⌠weâre just friends.â
âOh,â she gasped, turning back to you. âWell, um, youâre still welcome to stay.â
âI would love to stay,â you smiled at her, embarrassment still burning at the back of your throat.
And as she pulled you away, you couldnât help but turn around and glare daggers at Johnny before rounding the corner.
You said, "Baby, no attachment" / But we're / Knee deep in the passenger seat, and you're eating me out / Is it casual now? / Two weeks, and your mom invites me to her house on Long Beach / Is it casual now?
I know what you tell your friends / It's casual, if it's casual now / Then, baby, get me off again / If it's casual, it's casual now
TEN-AND-A-HALF MONTHS AGO:
You were in his car, one of the many but you couldnât say which one this one was. It was dark when he picked you up in it and now you were god-knows-where, the passenger seat fully reclined as you laid half on top of him on it. You were tracing random patterns on his bare chest when he spoke.
âIâm gonna be away for a while.â
You stopped tracing.
âWhat?â
âSheâs got a house on Long Beach,â he elaborated vaguely.
âYour mom?â It was a shot in the dark. Youâd never spoken about his home life, nor yours. You didnât do much speaking when you were together so you only knew about the people youâd met when you had dinner at the Baxter Building. He paused at your question, though you didnât know why.
âMy sister," he clarified. "Sheâs going up for a few weeks and me and her fiancĂŠ are going with her.â
âThat sounds fun,â you remarked offhandedly.
âYeah,â he snorts and you eye him, confused at what was so funny. âThey told me to invite you, actually.â
You couldn't help the smile that crept onto your face.
âJohnny, I would love toâ.â
âI told them you were busy.â
And then the smile was gone.
âOh.â
It was silent for a moment, neither of you moving, both of you hardly breathing.
âDo you want me to take you home?â
âNot yet.â
You leaned up and kissed him again, drowning out the emotional turmoil that was rapidly threatening to consume your thoughts.
Dumb love, I love being stupid / Dream of us in a year / Maybe we'd have an apartment / And you'd show me off to your friends at the pier
TEN MONTHS AGO:
You hadnât seen or heard from Johnny in a couple of weeks. Sure, he said he would be gone for a few weeks but you knew he had your number, which meant was a choice not to call you, not an inability to. Maybe you were just being stupid. Youâd only been going out for a month, after all. And even calling it âgoing outâ was a stretch. You had to face the truth at some pointâyou were just one of his conquests. He probably wasnât even in Long Beach. He probably just needed an excuse to stop seeing you.
But as much as you tried to convince yourself of your idiocy, you couldnât help but imagine having a life with him. You could get an apartment together or even just move into the Baxter Building with him. Either way, you wouldnât mind. Maybe you could even have both and switch between them whenever you felt like it. Maybe next time heâd bring you to the Long Beach house and show you off to his family and whatever friends he probably had there.
Stop it, you scolded yourself. Youâre being delusional. You have to move on.
That was when he knocked on your apartment door.
I know, "Baby, no attachment" / But we're / Knee deep in the passenger seat and you're eating me out / Is it casual now? / Two weeks and your mom invites me to her house on Long Beach / Is it casual now? / I know what you tell your friends / It's casual, if it's casual now / Then baby, get me off again / If it's casual, oh, oh, oh
It's hard being casual / When my favorite bra lives in your dresser / And it's hard being casual / When I'm on the phone talking down your sister
SIX MONTHS AGO:
âPlease tell me heâs not with you,â Susan begged you over the phone. âOr that he is! Honestly, at this point I donât know which is worse.â
Johnny watched you with amusement from where he was sprawled out across your sheets, naked as the day he was born. He definitely either saw Susanâs name pop up on your screen or heard her voice from across the room. Either way, he knew exactly who had called you and why.
âUh⌠Iâm not sure how to answer that question.â
You put a finger to your lips, making sure Johnny stayed quiet, before putting her on speaker.
âWell, if Johnny just so happens to be there, would you please remind him that we have a very public, very live television appearance that heâs supposed to attend which starts in twenty minutes.â
You caught Johnnyâs eye and inwardly swore when you saw the sudden panic enveloping his face. He leapt out of bed, reaching for his own phone, and started whispering a chant of curse words when he saw what time it was. You threw your phone on your bed, ignoring Susanâs questions about what the noise was, and began throwing Johnnyâs clothes from the floor at him. As he dressed himself, you began searching through your wardrobe for an outfit of your own that wouldnât make it obvious from the wrinkles what you had been up to just before rushing to the studio.
âUm, yeah, I donât know where he is, Susan. So sorry. But if I happen to see him or um, am able to get him on the phone, Iâll make sure to let him know.â
âOh, god, Iâm going to kill him the next time I see him. I swear, Iâm going to take his phone away for a month!â
âYou canât do that, Iâm an adult!â Johnny retorted absentmindedly as he fastened his belt before freezing.
âJonathan Lowell Spencer Storm!â Susan bellowed from the other end of the phone.
âDamn it, Johnny!â You cursed him out as you desperately searched your wardrobe for your favorite bra.
âItâs in my dresser,â he reminded you, picking the phone up from your bed and handing it to you. âIâll go. You stay here.â
âJohnnyâ,â you began to protest.
âIâll get there faster if I flame on by myself anyway. Iâll see you later.â
He kissed your cheek before running out the door.
âFive minutes or Iâm kicking your ass, Johnny!â Susan called after him.
âSusan, I am so sorry," you apologized on his behalf. "We lost track of timeâ.â
She just sighed.
âItâs not your fault. My brother is⌠not the most responsible person in the world, to say the least.â
You snorted.
âTo say the least, yeah.â
âOkay, heâs a total blockhead.â
âYou can say that again,â you rolled your eyes affectionately.
âBut I love him,â Susan added. âAnd so do you, if Iâm reading it correctly.â
âWhat!â You screeched. âNo, I donât. Thatâs ridiculous. I would never⌠JohnnyâsâŚâ
âHe feels the same way about you, if it helps.â
âNo, he doesnât,â you replied honestly. âAnd even if he did, he would never admit it so Iâll take what I can get.â
âHeyâ.â
âItâs fine, Susan. Have a good interview. I look forward to seeing it.â
You hung up.
And I try to be the chill girl / That holds her tongue and gives you space / I try to be the chill girl / But honestly, I'm not
THREE MONTHS AGO:
âI canât do this anymore, Johnny.â
Johnny couldnât tell you what had started the argument. To be perfectly honest, heâd thought the night had been going really well. Heâd taken you to a fancy restaurant to celebrate right before you left for your big tour. You were in a secluded booth in the corner where no one would recognize you or even see you and⌠oh.
âDo what?â He blinked, forcing the lighthearted smile to remain on his face.
âDo this,â You gestured to the restaurant around you. âGoing out on dates and pretending like everything is fine.â
âI thought everything was fine,â Johnny protested.
âItâs not, Johnny!â You smacked your hands on the table causing the silverware to clank together. âIt never has been!â
âTell me how you really feel,â he grumbled under his breath.
âJohnny, you canât just⌠introduce me to your family, and kiss me, and take me on dates for months and then pretend like thereâs nothing there. Like thereâs nothing between us. I canât⌠I canât go on tour for six months wondering how you feel about meâif you think about me, if youâre waiting for me, if youâll even want me when I come back.â
âI told you at the beginning, baby. Iâm a no-attachment kind of guy.â
âWell, it doesnât feel very no-attachment, Johnny!â You snapped at him and his jaw snapped shut. âLook, I try to be the chill girl that holds her tongue and gives you space when you need it but honestly? Iâm not. Iâm not like that, Johnny. I love you, and if you donât love me back then I think weâre done.â
âYou think weâre done?â
âThatâs all you have to say? After all that?â
Well, Johnny never claimed not to be an asshole. And he certainly never did things halfway.
âWell I donât love you, so if thatâs how you feel then maybe you should just go.â
You sat there, panting, choking back the tears you refused to let him see if he was going to treat you like that after everything youâd been through over the last eight months.
âGo to hell, Johnny Storm.â
You grabbed your coat and purse and ran out of the restaurant. That was the last time he saw you.
Knee deep in the passenger seat, and you're eating me out / Two weeks, and your mom invites me to her Long Beach house / I know what you tell your friends / Baby, get me off again
I fucked you in the bathroom when we went to dinner / Your parents at the table, you wonder why I'm bitter / Bragging to your friends, I get off when you hit it / I hate to tell the truth, but I'm sorry, dude, you didn't / I hate that I let this drag on so long, now I hate myself / Hate that I let this drag on so long, you can go to hell
PRESENT:
It was the last thing youâd said to him. âGo to hell.â He deserved it, in all honesty. It was true that heâd never been one for attachment. Meeting you, sleeping with you, continuing to see you even when he knew it was a bad idea, it was all the biggest mistake heâd ever made. But he hadnât been able to stop thinking about you since you walked out on him, and seeing you up there onstage just cemented itâit was also the best mistake heâd ever made. And as he looked down at the wristband adorning his wrist, he made a vow to himself: He was going to fix things with you. No matter what it took.
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hii! since requests are open and all, do you have any thoughts about jayce walking in on viktor and the reader doing the deed?? i JUST cant stop thinking about it, would viktor be possessive, trying to cover you up with his own body or just straight up embarrassed. NOT TO MENTION jayce would be so fucking awkward about it and do something completely dumb like give a thumbs up after covering his eyes and apologizing jddbbdbdnskdbd
I accidentally made this way too horny
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Viktor x fem!Reader (MSFW)(18+)
Tags: Viktor being a bit of a bully | Viktor calling you a slut (affectionate) | messy sex | p in v| v fingering | getting walked in on and Viktor does not give a shit
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-Itâs not often that the two of you find yourselves busy enough for a long enough time that you end up getting handsy in the lab. Viktor, for one, is far more content to lay you out in the privacy of your own home and have his way with you, ravishing you until youâre breathlessly begging for him to stop. Or give you more.
-But that night is aâŚspecial occasion, of sorts. Itâs the busiest month of the year, for starters - finishing off all kinds of projects in preparation for presentation, hoping to gain at least a couple of sponsors to keep HexTech going for the next year.
-Youâre no stranger to the stress your boyfriend is under, having kept him company through the years while you gently tried to care for him and Jayce. Youâd only been friends back then, though.
-This year, youâre officially dating.
-Which means you wanted to do something extra special for him, to help him relax.
-And that just happened to be in the form of soft, sexy lingerie, hidden beneath one of your shortest, tightest skirts, and a loose, unbuttoned blouse. It was an outfit youâd caught Viktor ogling you in many times, even before you made it official. His gaze would often wander down your neck, trailing over every inch of exposed skin, down to where the edge of your bra just barely peeked out.
-It had been quite late when youâd shown up to the lab, late enough that even Jayce had thrown in the towel for the night and gone home to rest. Which was perfect for the plan you had in mind.
-Viktor had been distracted when youâd walked in, and youâd gotten all the way over to his desk before he finally took notice of your outfit.
- âYouâre trying to kill me,â he groaned, collapsing back in his chair, running a hand down his face while he unabashedly took you apart with his eyes. âWhat are you hoping to get from me, milĂĄÄek? Are you trying to bribe me into going home with you?â
-He reaches for you, then, his hands finding purchase on the soft of your hips, pulling you closer and closer until youâre nearly in his lap.
- âYou know I canât resist you when you dress in such slutty clothes,â he sighs, acting as though heâs entirely put-upon by your presence, and not stupidly turned on. As if you canât see the obvious strain in his trousers.
-He pushes you back against his desk, rucking your skirt up in the process. The moment he sees what kind of undergarments youâve got hiding, he nearly growls, sending a little thrill of excitement to your core.
-He pretty much bullies you out of your clothing, then, popping buttons viciously and shoving fabric aside, leaving most of them discarded carelessly on the floor. He teases you in a manner you might honestly consider a little bit mean, had you not been entirely prepared and hoping for this kind of reaction.
-He leaves bite marks wherever he can, little indents that you know will be tender in a couple of hours when heâs had his way with you. Teasing you with the soft lave of his tongue, only to make you squeak when the sharp of his teeth press into you.
-He slides his thumb over the obvious wet spot on your panties, briefly catching on your puffy clit. And when you jump slightly, whining at the sudden spark of pleasure, he decides, once again, to be a little bit cruel. Pressing down to rub hard, fast circles against you, making you gasp out and tremble beneath the sudden onslaught.
-So harsh it nearly spurs you into overstimulation, as more slick, sticky fluid drools out of you.
- âLook at you,â he mutters, finally slowing his ministrations to allow you to catch your breath. His hands find your hips again, quickly spinning you around to face away from him, sandwiching you between his body and the desk.
-You know what he wants.
-ButâŚyou want to hear him say it.
- âHands on the desk,â he hisses, pushing gently down between your shoulder blades, until youâre sufficiently bent over. âAnd donât move until I tell you to. Donât come, either, or youâll be leaving here unsatisfied.â
-You canât help the whine that escapes your lips, arching your back and spreading your legs just a little wider.
-His demeanor changes, then, going from demanding to something sweeter. At least on the surface.
-He finds a seat back in his chair, and wastes no time yanking your ruined panties down your legs, not quite caring enough to fully discard them. He strokes a thumb through your slippery folds, dipping both the left and right into your drenched hole, pulling them apart to spread you open as wide as he can.
-You know he can see you clenching around nothing, leaking and dripping and trembling beneath his touch.
- âLook at you,â he sighs dreamily. âYouâre so desperate to be filled up. I bet youâve been planning this all day, havenât you? Come up with your little scheme to come and visit me looking all pretty, hoping Iâll give in and fuck your slutty little cunt.â
-He pulls his thumbs out of you before you can reply, and brings his palm down on the meat of your ass, earning him a soft cry. Heâs quick to soothe the area, kneading your warm flesh, before repeating the process again.
-Itâs a punishment, you know, for disturbing him, for being irresistible and insatiable. Itâs because heâs frustrated with work, and needs to take it out on someone. You knew full well what youâd be getting into this evening, and despite the fact that youâre about to start begging him to let you come, youâre happy.
-He loves you so well, and itâs a treat getting to witness him lose a little bit of his usual control.
-Your ass is glowing hot by the end of it, so much that youâre positive youâre going to be sitting funny for a couple of days. Heâs four fingers deep in your slick pussy, spreading you impossibly wide yet still not giving you exactly what you want. He knows what you want, and no matter how much you whine and plead, heâll only give it to you when it suits him.
- âPlease, Viktor-â Another harsh slap to your ass. âSir, please! Please fuck me - I want to come, I want to come on your cock. Iâve been good today, I-â
-He curls his fingers just so within you, and you canât help the involuntary squeal that erupts from your throat. Your legs have long since given out, leaving you weak and pliable on the desk, not even able to close them in protest.
- âSir please,â you beg, on the verge of sobbing. âI want- I only want to come with you inside me- please-â
-And like the bastard he is, he only crooks his fingers again, and again, and again. Filling the lab with the obscene sounds of him bullying your soaked cunt, hellbent on making you come despite that fact that heâd distinctly told you not to. He doesnât care about the mess gathering on the floor between your legs, he doesnât care that anyone out in the hallway would undoubtedly be able to hear your desperate noises.
- âBut, I am inside you, no?â he quips watching in amusement as your whole body tremors under his ministrations. âOr are my fingers not enough for you? Are you that much of a whore that you can only come on my cock?â
-You dig your nails into the polished wood of the desk, so harshly that you leave little divots in the material. Tears budding in the corners of your eyes, threatening to tumble down your cheeks.
- âPlease,â you sob, breathless, âViktor please fuck me. I need you to fuck me. I need you to fill me up and use me, I need to make you feel good-â
-The air is tense between the two of you, as he rises to his feet and starts fumbling with the button on his trousers. You wonder for a second if youâve made him mad with all your incessant begging, if heâs going to reprimand you for demanding so much of him.
-But then, his lips meet the small of your back, leaving a trail of kisses up the curve of your spine, all the way to your neck, where he presses an entire slew against your shoulders and cheek.
- âYou do make me feel good, drahĂ˝,â he promises you tenderly, finally shoving his slacks down just enough to free himself from their confines. âYou make me feel divine, with your love, and your support, and your unyielding kindness.â
-He slides the blunt head of his cock through your folds a couple times. âAnd, of course,â he tacks on, âYou let me fuck you however I please. Whatever hole I want, whenever I want, youâre always ready to please.â
-You cry out, when he finally starts pushing into you, spreading you even wider than his fingers had. Slowly, slowly, easing his way deeper and deeper.
- He swears a little bit in his native tongue, words you donât quite remember the meaning of, but that youâve definitely heard before. Muttered while he works, hissed behind the back of snotty sponsors, whispered into the curve of your neck whenever he makes love to you.
- âYouâre a treat,â he groans, finally bottoming out inside you. âSo beautiful, perfect, hot and wet around me. Incredible.â He keeps you like that for a couple of seconds, simply savouring the way you feel, the way you squirm and clench and drip for him.
-But itâs not long before he starts moving. Tentative, shallow thrusts, easing you into it as to not overwhelm you just yet. His hands find your hips again, keeping you steady while he rolls against you. Gently, sweetly.
-Until some little noise you make flips the switch inside him again. He decides youâre sufficiently prepared, and his thrusts get harder. Faster, more precise. Stretching you impossibly deep, almost punching the air out of your lungs each time his hips meet the curve of your ass.
-It doesnât take long until youâre strung out on the edge, so close to orgasm yet not daring to let yourself tumble over. Not without his permission, and not before he finds his own release.
- âViktor,â you cry, limp on the desk while he takes his pleasure from you, using your pussy like some delicious little fuck toy. âI want you to fill me up,â you beg, âplease, I want you to come inside. Come for me, I want to feel you-â
-His fingernails dig into the meat of your hips, leaving little crescents in your skin. You know heâs close, if his silence is anything to go by. Too far gone to form a coherent thought, too focused on chasing his pleasure to speak, only able to reply with a clenched jaw and a growl.
-And then, he stops.
-And too late, you realize why.
-You glance over at the sound of a door squeaking, only to lock eyes with none other than Jayce, one of your dearest friends and the work partner of your boyfriend, and oh god he just walk in on you guys-
- âI am so sorry!â he nearly shouts, staring for half a second too long before he finally realizes he should cover his eyes. âI- I just came back for- I left my notebook- Iâm sorry!â
-Heâs out of the room just as quickly as heâd entered, shutting the door loudly as he goes, retreating briskly back down the hallway from whence he came. You canât help but stare at the spot where heâd just been, mortification slowly seeping into your very core.
-God, how were you ever going to look him in the eye again?Â
-How were you going to be able to keep any kind of professional relationship??
-And oh god, what about Viktor??? Heâd just been caught balls-deep inside of you.
- âOf all the times for the mood to die,â you groan, letting your cheek rest on the cool surface of the desk. You fully expect your boyfriend to agree, to tentatively pull out of you, and for the two of you to get cleaned up and try again another day.
-And he does pull out. Briefly.
-Before shocking a gasp past your lips as he thrusts back in. Gripping your hips even harder than before, yanking your body back towards him each time his hips come forward. Youâre embarrassed - youâre confused - youâre about to come.
- âViktor,â you warn, only for him to lean forward, just enough for him to start rubbing small, fast circles over your clit with the pad of his finger.Â
- âCome for me, milĂ˝,â he says, begs, âMake a mess for me, let me feel you come.â
-And how can you refuse?
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Heyyy! If youâre open for requests, thereâs this TikTok that I saw where a pregnant lady had her husband lift her heavy belly for a few minutes and it gave her some relief. I somehow could see Mingyu do that. His wife having a hard time getting used to her growth and him trying his best to help her đŤ đŤ đŤ
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"This is all your fault, you know."
At the sharp tone of your words, Mingyu looks up from his phone.Â
"This," you gesture at yourself, at the unmistakable way your stomach now protrudes, a little larger each day as time creeps closer to your due date. "This baby is already huge and we're not even halfway there. It's all your fault, Kim Mingyu. You and yourâyour stupidly big bones and your long limbs and your giant frame and, andâ"Â
It's another empty complaint, that's all. Lately that's been much of what comes out of your mouth the moment your sore feet touch the floor, having to support your new weight, and when you're rushing to the bathroom again after just having left it. And when you hear Mingyu's mom lament about how heavy he was at birth, you don't even want to think about how the next few months are going to go.Â
This pregnancy is both a blessing and a curse.
You get up from your chair, eager to crawl into bed and let sleep magically melt away your problems if it comes at all tonight. But before you can take a single step, Mingyu is there. It takes him two steps to cross the room and come to your side, and while he usually wears a big smile whenever he looks your way, now it's been completely replaced with a frown. A solemn expression.
"I'm sorry, baby," he says softly, gingerly pulling you into a hug.Â
"W-what? What are you apologizing for?"
"All of it."
You take a step back and try to wiggle out of his arms so you can properly read his expression. "Hey, I was just jokingâ"
"Y/N," he says, shaking his head as he loosens his arms, "it's hard going through all this alone. You know I would help if I could."Â
He's being genuineâthat much you can see, but that makes you all the more concerned. Is there something going on? What does he mean? So much of your attention has been focused on preparing for the baby ever since finding out the good news that you hardly had a moment to stop and consider his feelings in all of this, and for a second your heart drops at the thought that there might be something wrong.Â
Mingyu's never been one to hide anything though. He always wears his heart on his sleeve and speaks without a filterâwhich is only a bad thing when he showers you with overly cheesy complimentsâand even now, one look in his eyes tells you exactly what you want to know. You can see the excitement floating in his eyes, the absolute adoration at the start of this new chapter in your lives, the nerves of being a parent for the first time.Â
But also mixed in there is a ton of guilt.Â
While none of it is his fault, you can tell that he's feeling the immense guilt of watching you suffer to bring a child into this world while he is, well, still very much his regular self.Â
"Mingyu, you are helping. You've been doing all the cooking and running around to get me whatever I'm craving, which has been a lot these days. You set up the baby's room all on your own, and then there are your massagesâI'm going to get so used to having this luxury that I'll be asking for them even after all this."Â
His frown only deepens. "Baby, that's not enough. I hate seeing you in pain and being unable to do anything about it. I wish I could take it from you."Â
"Hey, look at me." You heave a sigh, reaching to take his face between your hands. "I'm fine, Mingyu. You know how strong I am, right? I can handle it. In fact, you should worry more about what this kid might do in the future."
"Knowing the two of us, that's probably true." He wavers for a second before a smile starts to creep onto his face, but he holds it back, almost shyly. "Y/N, can I try something?"
"Like what?"
Mingyu steps closer until the space between you diminishes, leaving only your belly pressed against his. Then in one motion, he takes his hands and carefully places them under your belly, and then lifts.Â
"Does this help at all?" he asks, face gleaming with tentative hope.
You slowly relax into his hands and take notice of how everything shifts. The weight pressing on your bladder is alleviated immediately, and your sore lower back feels much better. Even your feet aren't quite as in pain as before. "Yeah, actually. This helps a lot. Thank you, baby."Â
"Good. Then I'll do this for you all day." Then he nuzzles even closer to you, burying his face in the crook of your neck as you wrap your arms around him as much as you can. There's still too much space between you with the baby in the way, but when you close your eyes and listen to the sound of Mingyu's steady breaths, it's enough to spread a warmth in your heart that takes you back to the early days of your relationship.Â
"Hey, Y/N?" Mingyu pulls back slightly to look at you.
"Hmm?"
"Do you really think we should be worrying about how our kid might turn out? What they might be like?"Â
You study him, looking beyond the spark of anxiety in his eyes. "Well, yeah, but they'll be fine. Trust me, if they have your genes, they'll basically be perfect already. You were a perfect kid."Â
"I guess I kind of was." He stays still for a moment, but when he meets your eyes again, there's a mischievous smile threatening to creep across his lips. "Yeah, see, I wasn't exactly worried that the kid might turn out like me."Â
"Hey, Kim Mingyu!"
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Look After You (Christmas Fic) - Francisco âCatfishâ Morales x Reader
[moodboard for moodboardâs sake]
Summary: Itâs the first time youâve had Frankie home for the entire month of December, and you have some exciting news for him.
content/warnings: fluff, established relationship, reader & frankie are married, they have a daughter, girl dad frankie, classic christmas (no sad beige bullshit here), reader is pregnant, pregnancy announcement, their daughter is rambunctious & sweet, daughter is named Valentina (Val for short), Santiago appearance, alcohol mention (santi and frank have a beer lol), these two are so sweet you wanna throw up [2k-ish words]
a/n: okay first fic on tumblr, this feels weird. and yeah itâs wayyyy too early for Christmas but i hate that itâs snowing where i am and im pretending im happy about it (aka writing fics about Christmas) let me know what you think!!! <3
Christmas had stopped being a time to relax a long time ago. Even more so once you had your daughter. And your husband. But, Frankie was plenty of help, this evening, among many others, heâd offered to completely take over the bedtime duties for Valentina, that you normally split 50/50, so you could have some time to yourself, which you opted to wrap gifts.
It was the 23rd, and the wrapping was a little late admittedly. Heâd offered everything under the sun, a hot bath, a home cooked meal, etc. Youâd chosen to wrap gifts. This was the first year you got to spend the entire month with him. And Val was three. You settled down on your bed, with a bunch of gift bags, wrapping paper and a few bows. The gifts you planned for your daughter on your left, and a few for your husband on the right.
By 7 oâclock, youâd wrapped everything. Gift tags were what you had left. In your hand writing, you started to write your first name. On your daughterâs gift. You silently laughed at yourself, trying again, with a different tag, addressing it to Val, from Mama.
Youâd never get used to it in the best of ways.
You smiled at the tag, feeling stupid. Stupidly happy. The amount of joy that children got out of Christmas, would last forever, and seeing the joy from your daughter made all the work worth it.
Then you got down to your husbandâs little stack. A few useful items heâd asked for, a book heâd wanted, and a framed photo of the two of you. One from the day you told him you were pregnant with Val. Taken on a digital camera, heâs smiling wide, genuinely, while you press a kiss to his cheek. He had been trying to find time to get all the photos printed off the camera and frame some, specifically that one to put on his nightstand. You wrapped that last.
Cause that wasnât the only part of the gift. You had a letter, and more importantly, a pregnancy test.
A positive pregnancy test.
You looked at it for a moment, you only found out a few days ago, and decided youâd surprise him on Christmas Eve, with the photo.
A swift knock was put on the bedroom door, to which you hid everything at your side, throwing your sweater over it. âFrancisco Morales if you walk in here you may not live to see Christmas Day.â You call out, in a joking tone, as the door cracked open.
âHey there, Mrs. Catfish.â You place the voice immediately. Santiago. âHeard you were wrapping gifts in here?â
âYeah, youâre safe.â You chuckle lightly, standing up off the bed to hug him as he stepped in to greet you. âWhatâre you doing here?â You wrap your arms around him with a smile on your face.
âHolyâŚshit.â You furrow your brows, hearing his tone as you pull back, following his gaze. Fuck. âLooks like itâs Mama Fish of two.â He chuckled, looking back at you with a smile before you shushed him quickly.
He got a kick out of the nickname heâd come up with when heâd found out about Val.
âYeah, looks like it.â You smile, the reality kicking in a little. âFrankieâs supposed to find out Christmas Eve so keep it zipped.â He chuckles again, taking it to heart.
âHow far along?â He asks as you made an effort to finish putting everything neatly into its little box, and labeling it with his name.
âFour weeks. Only found out on the 19th.â You say quietly, stuffing presents into the closet, behind some storage boxes, stacking a few spare blankets over it for good measure.
âDamn.â
âDonât even do the math, Santiago.â You warn with a fake scowl.
âGuess me taking Val for the weekend paid off.â He jokes as you shoot him a look, opening the door and leading him back out into the hall to the living room to find Frankie.
The Christmas lights on the tree were plugged in, blues, red, purples, oranges, greens, yellowsâŚyouâd refused to give in to the sad beige trends, you wanted your daughter to have the Christmas you did. Full of life and color, and strange ornaments with memories and crafts and photos. Frankie was in the kitchen in the fridge, digging for drinks.
âYou found her?â He calls to Santi, to which he replies with a simple âyep.â âEither of you want a beer?â He asks, Santi gave you a look to which you held up a finger in warning.
âNo, honey, just water for me.â You reply, and he came into the living room a few moments later, two beers and a water. You thanked him and smiled, sitting down next to him on the couch while Santiago sat in one of your armchairs.
You spent the rest of the evening talking, catching up and laughing. Your daughter slept like a rock, and eventually you checked on her, making sure she actually was asleep. She was the spitting image of both of you, snoring softly. Your pride and joy, you never thought any man would ever make you feel safe and loved enough to have a child, a home.
The last two weeks, youâd been watching Christmas movies with Val and Frankie, curled up on the couch, as she got all excited about Christmas, and winter, and presents.
Last night, sheâd begged to make cookies sheâd found in an old cookbook of yours. Gingerbread cookies the three of you decorated to look like each other, accompanying the little house she decorated. She passed out from a sugar high on the couch between you and Frankie at only 6 in the evening. A miracle, for a girl like her. Heâd talked to you about how much he loved the two of you, quietly playing with your hair, for almost an hour before you both fell asleep.
By the time Santiago left, you both were tired, like average toddler parents were. You drag a blanket from the back of the couch, pulling it up and over the two of you, curling up with him for a minute.
âGood day?â Frankie asks, like clockwork each night he wanted to hear what you had to say. His eyes reflect the Christmas lights, and somehow every ounce of admiration and love he held for you.
âGood day. Got all the presents wrapped.â
âIâm glad, all ready for Christmas?â He rubbs your arm, pulling you closer.
âVery. You?â You look up at him, hand finding his soft brown curls, you see him wear more frequently now. Standard Oil practically owned his head of hair until you came along and convinced him the curls and little grays were perfect to you.
âI think so. Wrapped your gifts last week.â He grins down at you, hand falling at your waist, fingertips grazing your back and pulling you just a bit closer. You smile at him, God, you love him. His eyes shine a little more in the light of the tree, pulling you up to kiss him sweetly, your hand pressed gently to the side of his face.
âI love you.â You murmur, reaching just a bit farther up to press a kiss to the tip his nose, one of many things you adore about him.
âI love you, hun.â He kisses your cheek in return, letting you rest on his shoulder, just against his neck. You play with the hem of his shirt, yawning slightly. âHowâs a hot shower and bed sound?â He asks with a slight chuckle, you can feel it deep in his chest, with his heartbeat. The one he knows beats just for you.
By the next evening, dinner is served, chicken (considering your daughter wonât touch turkey), mashed potatoes (her favorite), and green beans (cause somebody needed her greens.)
âMama, do we get to open presents tonight?â Your daughter asks, her spoon spinning around in her potatoes.
âOnly one, since Santa hasnât come yet, sweetheart.â You grin, watching her take another bite, smiling at you and Frankie.
âDo you think Iâll be able to hear the reindeer? When heâs on the roof? Cause I canât see Santa?â Val asks, pulling her hair out of the little ponytail done by Frankie from earlier when sheâd âhelpedâ him outside shovel the snow on the sidewalk, messy from her little hat.
âI donât know about thatâŚbut I heard Santa has been leaving behind something extra special if we leave him some milk and cookies tonight.â Frankie smiles, explaining to his daughter what she could expect if she tried to stay in her bed and sleep.
âHmmâŚI think we should get to bed soon, Val cause Uncle Santi called before dinner and told me Santa had already come to his house.â You hum like it's nothing, and your daughter shoots up, finishing the remainder of her plate, and Frankie smiles at you.
âCan we go get my pjs? And brush my teeth? I wanna go to bed!â Val forgets she could even have one present tonight.
She takes Frankieâs hand, tugging it a little, watching you for approval. She drags both of you, through her bedtime routine like you usually have to do for her. You kiss her goodnight, and tell her Christmas will be there the sooner she goes to sleep, and that you love her. You lean on the doorframe, watching Frankie talk to her, telling her goodnight and that he loves her.
Your hand finds your abdomen without really thinking. Jesus Christ do you love him, and God are you glad to be the one having his children.
You quickly tuck both hands in the pockets of your jeans as he turns to you, walking out with you. He takes your hand, leading you back to the living room.
âIâve got something for you.â You say softly, he presses a kiss to your head. You reach under the couch, as youâd hidden it earlier in the day, and he chuckles a little. You hand him the box and settle with your legs over his lap, he brushes your knees with his free hand. He looks at you to see if itâs okay to open, his hands making the box look much smaller than it was. You nod, encouraging him a little, a small smile on your lips.
He shakes off the top, pushing back the wrapping and looking at you, a large grin on his face, taking up the photo frame, setting the box beside him. He pulls you in tightly, still holding the framed photo. âIâve been meaning to do this, this is amazing, thank you-â
âFrankie, Iâd take another look in the box before you thank me, honey.â You joke slightly, he lets go of you, giving you a confused look, taking the box back up, taking back some more of the wrapping, he looks back up at you, his eyes wide, and you donât even know how his smile got better. He wraps you up in his arms again, pulling you up to hold you as close as he can.
Youâre every good piece of him, youâre the one thing he could ever dream to have.
âWeâre having another baby!â Heâs impossibly happy, excited and holding you tight, kissing you repeatedly before you can even say another word. âIâm a dad, againâŚâ He lets you go a little to look at you, glancing down at your stomach, and back to your eyes. âThank youâŚâ
Those big, brown eyes and that smile, that got you here in the first place.
Youâre smiling, blushing with how excited he is. He pulls you back in, once again, elated, with little tears at the corner of his eye, holding you close. The only place he wants to be.
âI- Iâm only four weeks. Only found out a few days ago, just wanted to surprise you.â You stumble over your words, and he kisses the side of your face, still holding you but loose, so you could breathe, and he could look at you.
âItâs amazing. Itâs more than amazing, itâs the best fucking Christmas gift.â He grins at you, hands rubbing your arms up and down as if to warm you. âI love you so much.â
âI love you too, Francisco.â You just about melt into his arms, his comfort the same as a blanket while it snowed outside.
He made you happier than you couldâve ever believed you deserved, let alone believed you would find. And yet, he reminded you somehow everyday of how much he didnât deserve you.
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7 Thousand Miles: S.M
MingiXafab!Reader
fluff
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CW: some explicit language (nothing major), Yunho and Wooyoung mentioned
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"I miss you lots babe. I can't for our next break, ready to see you" Mingi pouts as he stares at the screen, it's not the same. He'd much rather have you here with him than via video chat. The feeling was mutual though. You missed his touch, his presence, his morning voice, his smell, the cuddles, everything. The screen time wasn't enough, you NEEDED to see him. Mingi unwillingly hung up after being summoned by Hongjoong leaving you to ponder on how you were going to plan this and who you'd turn to for help.
"No no no it's going to be perfect I promise, I'll be there in a few minutes, Terminal B right?" Yunho asked over the phone "Yeah, I'm at baggage claim right now so it should be another 10ish minutesâ you sigh feeling your foot tapping in impatience. Itâs been too long since youâve seen Mingi and each ticking second felt like decades. Once you FINALLY retrieve your bags you raced to the exit to find Yunho standing with an obnoxious sign waiting for you. You debated if you wanted to just act like you didnât know but unfortunately he didnât give you that option âHEY (Y/N) OVER HERE! HEY IâM RIGHT HERE. LOOKâ Yunho yelled basically loud enough for all of LAX to hear. You mentally facepalmed hoping no one recognized him. Luckily you were able to get to the car without a mob swarming. âSo, itâs been 3 months since youâve seen him. Are you excited?â Yunho questioned, stupidly. You turned to give him a look that screamed âduhâ to which he chuckled and threw his hands up in defense.
It took about 15 minutes to get to your hotel and the whole time Yunho went on and on about how whiney Mingiâs been recently. âThe sound check is in a couple hours, Iâll send a car to come get you. Text me when you get to the arena and weâll go from there.â He said before you exit the car, you thank him, bidding your goodbyes and walking to check into your room. For the next two hours you spent getting ready, fortunately, as soon as you were done you got a text saying that the car was waiting for you, grabbing your things you raced down not bothering to use the elevator. The car ride over was excruciatingly long. Your anticipation making it harder and harder for you to wait. Itâs been way too long since youâve been able to hold your lover and now you were only mere miles away. When you finally arrive to the arena, you throw the door open, quickly thanking the driver, rushing to the doors. Yunho seemed to be already waiting for your arrival "It's okay, she's with me" He told security as you passed through the many halls. There were so many people moving around trying to get ready for tonight's show it was hard to make anyone out. Your thoughts are interrupted when you feel someone grabbing you from behind and spinning around "OH MY GOSH (Y/N) I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE ACTUALLY HERE, MINGI IS GOING TO FRREEAAAK" "Wooyoung put her down. You're going to make her sick" Yunho laughed as he tried to get the excited boy to put you down. Wooyoung reluctantly put you back on the ground, steading yourself on Yunho "Where is Mingi?" You asked looking around at the many people "Hongjoong is making him go over his parts again, he's been a little out of it lately, his dressing room is this way though" Wooyoung says as he leads you through "It's okay if I wait in here right?" You ask nervous that someone will say something "PSH of course it is, he shouldn't be long" He winks, walking out.
It's been 10 minutes already and you can't stop your leg from shaking in anticipation. Any minute he's going to walk through that door, any minute you're going to see your beautiful boyfriend. You nearly jump out of your seat when you hear voices outside of the door "I don't need to go in my dressing room for anything, I want to go pee" You hear Mingi whine "Oh.... well yeah do that first but then change after, you smell gross" Yunho replies their voices getting smaller and smaller as they walk away. You sigh sitting back down, feeling slightly disappointed but you don't really want Mingi to pee himself when he sees you. But the longer you have to wait the more your anxiety goes, you nearly shit yourself when you hear the doorknob turn "Okay Yunho I'm going in, see! Happy" Mingi says dramatically "No, but you're about to be" Mingi gives him a confused look as he pushes open the door. You stand when you finally see him, it's been 3 months since you last saw him, his hair was longer and maaan did it suit him. He didn't notice you when he first walked in, immediately taking his shirt off, your eyes widen as you clear your throat to make your presence known. Mingi jumps and turns with a little scream clutching his heart. The fear instantly dissipates when he realizes it's you "Am I hallucinating?" He asks. You shake your head as you step closer to him. Mingi, with zero hesitation, takes you in his arms and you're not sure if he can squeeze you any harder but you squeeze him back with just as much enthusiasm. "I can't believe you're actually here! How did you even- wow I just- wow" you laugh at how he stutters. He suddenly stops looking you so deeply in the eyes you feel as though he can see your soul "I've missed you so much" he says before FINALLY pressing his lips to yours, your hands find his hair pushing him impossibly closer. He pulls away breathless "I've waited way too long to do that" You say laughing out of breath.
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Do you want me to help you?
Bucky Barnes x Reader
Summary: when you and Bucky stay at your place, things get hot pretty fast.
Words count: 2k.
Warnings: smut, Bucky gets his first blowjob, heâs insecure, and loud, a lot of pet names, swallowing.
Authorâs note: iâm here again with a little one-shot to fulfill your dirty mindsđŠˇ
*English is not my first language, sorry if you find any mistakes*
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It was another Friday night when you invited Bucky to your place so you could order some food, watch movies, and cuddle under the blankets.
You and Bucky met almost six months ago at the coffee shop. You were walking in when someone suddenly bumped into you, and you ended up lying on the ground with a large coffee stain on your pink blouse. The man who caused this mess ended up being an Avenger. Sergeant Barnes, a former Winter Soldier, was really cute when he got all nervous and couldnât stop apologizing for the situation. He said that he really needed to be somewhere else, so he took your number with a promise to pay you for everything and ran away, leaving you with shock and excitement bubbling in your body.
You were too stunned to speak, because not only was it an Avenger, but it was Bucky fucking Barnesâthe person whose whole biography you willingly studied in school. He was much taller than you imagined and definitely more attractive. His apologies seemed to be really sincere, so you were just stupidly nodding while he was speaking. Bucky asked for your phone so he could call himself and have your number until he would have time to properly make amends.
Then you didnât know that you had just met your future boyfriend.
Soon he called you and asked you to meet him at the cafe, and you agreed without any hesitation. He was too sweet for his own good, and that minidate was one of the best experiences that youâve ever had.
Now, you donât know how you ended up in this situation, but you were sitting on Buckyâs lap on your couch while the two of you were too lost in the kiss.
Of course, you have already kissed, but most of the time it wasnât too rough or desperate. You knew that Bucky had hard times trusting people, so you didnât push him with anything. You were happy just to be with him, and if he needed time to start touching you or have sex, it was okay.
But right now, something has changed. His hands were gripping your thighs, pushing you harder on his erection in the jeans. Bucky kissed you like a starving man; his tongue was in your mouth, and he had already bit your lower lip several times. You were so lost in the pleasure that you didnât even notice that you started moving your body against his.
At that moment, he came to his senses, stopped your hips with his hands, and pulled out of the kiss, breathing heavily.
"What happened?" You asked while trying to catch your breath. "Was it too much?"
"I donât know." He looked you in the eyes, and you saw that his own were much darker than usual. "It was too long ago, and I'm not sure that Iâm ready right now." He looked down as if he were ashamed to say this.
"Thatâs okay, baby, I promise. We can go at your own pace. I didnât have sex for some time too, so thatâs okay." You smiled at him while your hand found a place on his stubbled cheeks.
"Itâs not just a few years." He mumbled.Â
"What?"Â
"I havenât had sex since I went to war." Silence fell on you while you were trying to process his words.
"Wait⌠really?" He nodded.Â
"You know, while I was with HYDRA, I was busy with different⌠things. And after that, I was just trying to get back to a normal life."
"I see, but I really thought that you at least were with someone in Bucharest or in Wakanda."
"No. In Bucharest, it was unsafe to even go out in the streets, and in Wakanda, every woman was for me like a sister, you know? You are the first one who I wanted to know as more than a fri-Oh, shit!" He suddenly gasped. You just wanted to move a little bit, but instead, you accidentally touched his erection.
"Oh my God, Iâm sorry!"
"T-thatâs okay, just donât move, please. It will disappear." Bucky threw his head back on the couch and closed his eyes tightly.
"Do⌠do you want me to help you?" You asked almost innocently. "I mean, we donât have to have sex, but I can do other things to help your problem."
There was another awkward silence when Bucky opened his eyes and looked at you with an unreadable expression on his face.
"You donât have to do that. Really."
"What if I want to?" You moved closer to his face, almost touching his lips. "Would you let me take care of you?"
Buckyâs eyes were dark again, full of need and lust. Finally, he nodded slightly. You gave him another sweet kiss on the corner of his lips, and not wanting to waste any more time, you slipped from his lap onto the floor.
"Wait! You want toâyou donât have toâI meanâ fuck." Bucky hid his face behind his hand from embarrassment. You act like a fucking child.
"Hey, baby. Talk to me. Itâs okay." You put your hands on top of his, pulling them away. "What happened, James? You thought I meant to help you with my hands?"
"Mhm. Iâve never done this before." He mumbled something that you almost didnât understand. Bucky's face was pink, so you put your hands on his burning cheeks to calm him down. "Iâm sorry that Iâm such a mess."
"Youâre not a mess, Bucky. So youâve never got a blowjob? Even before the war? I thought you were a ladiesâ man." You asked gently.
"I was, but back in the day, it was hard to find a girl that would do it just because, you know? Sex was more available because blowjobs were more intimate, I guess. And Iâve never had real relationships, sooo." He just shrugged, feeling even more embarrassed.
"I understand. And thatâs okay if you don't have experience in something. You donât have to be ashamed, at least not before me. I still want to do this, if you donât mind." Bucky nodded again before leaning closer to your face and kissing you with passion.
While you were kissing, your hands slipped from his face, running across his chest and abs, right to the bottom of his jeans. You pulled away from the kiss and pushed Bucky back onto the sofa. As soon as the pants were unbuttoned, he helped you pull his clothes lower, and you gasped.
His beautiful dick was standing right in front of your face. Hard, thick, with a vein from one side and pre-cum leacking from the tip. Honestly, youâve never found them attractive, but it seemed like Bucky was perfect everywhere, so the sight before your eyes made your mouth water.
"Holy shit." You breathed out as your hand wrapped around him, and the fingers barely even touched each other. Your boyfriendâs body instantly tensed; he was not used to this kind of touch. You gave him a few strokes, seeing how his eyes rolled back in pleasure and a tiny moan escaped his mouth. "You know, thatâs a shame that no one put this pretty cock in their mouth." You smiled as Buckyâs ears got pink from your praise. "Look at me."
As soon as he did as you told him, you looked directly into his eyes and licked him from the bottom to the top, swirling your tongue around the tip. The taste instantly filled you, and you slightly moaned, sending vibrations down Buckyâs body.
He tried to hold himself together. He really did. But the sight of you on your knees, looking him in the eyes with his cock in your mouth, He completely lost it and let out the loudest moan that he had ever made. Both metal and flesh gripped the sides of the couch, but the pleasure was too intense, and he was overwhelmed.
You started moving your head up and down, still looking Bucky in the eyes. The tip of his dick met your throat, but there were still a few inches left.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck! Y/N, holy shit!" He whined and threw his head back.
You let him slip out of your mouth with a loud âpopâ and started stroking him with a hand, using the mixture of your saliva and Buckyâs pre-cum to make it easier.
"Put your hand on my head, baby. Do whatever you want." Bucky hesitated for a few seconds, but then his right hand fell on top of your head and made a messy ponytail. You smiled and put your lips back on his dick, gently licking and sucking the tip. The hand on your head slightly pushed you down, and you allowed Bucky to control you.
He slipped back into your mouth until his head touched the back of your throat. You started moving on your own, but Buckyâs hand was still tightly holding your hair as he was showing you the pace that he liked. Your eyes were watering, and saliva was dripping down your chin, but you didnât care about it when your boyfriend was such a mess.
Buckyâs eyes were partly closed as he was trying to look at the beautiful view before him. Your pretty lips were wrapped around his cock, and it was probably the hottest thing that he had ever seen. He couldnât hold back the small moans escaping his mouth because it was too goodâfeeling your warm and wet mouth around him. He tried not to push you too hard, but from time to time his grip tightened and his hips moved by themselves, making you choke.
"Doll." Bucky moaned. "Please, baby, Iâm so close, oh myâ fuck." He instantly pushed you lower, but you didnât seem to mind. Instead, you moaned around his cock, lifting your free hand on his torso under the shirt. You felt that his body was tense, and the muscles under your fingers were trembling. You knew that Bucky was close, so you ran your nails over the hot and soft skin. "Dollâ doll, you should move. Iâll cumâ fuck, please." Bucky whined and tried to take you off of him, but you didnât let him and instead swirled your tongue around him.
You felt it before it happened: Buckyâs body tensed, his cock twitched, and a loud moan filled the room. In a second, your mouth was filled with a warm, a little bit salty, and a little bit sweet seed. You moaned at the taste, still sucking his dick until you knew that he had completely finished, and only then swallowed every single drop.
Buckyâs hand fell out of your hair on the sofa near him, and he was sitting there almost senseless with heavy breathing and closed eyes. You helped Bucky put himself back into pants and then sat on his lap again.
"James?" You gently put your hand on his face.
"Mm." Bucky finally opened his eyes, and you have never seen him in this condition: sleepy, relaxed, with a tiny, lazy smile on his face. "Canât believe that you just did it, doll. It was better than any sex that Iâve had in my life." He leaned into your touch. Bucky grabbed your face and dragged you closer until you two connected in a kiss, and he could taste himself on your tongue.
"Iâm glad you liked it."
"Liked? Doll, you almost sucked my soul out." He chuckled. "Now I have to pay back." Suddenly, one warm and one cold hand were under your pajama shorts.
"Not today, baby. Youâre tired. Would you stay for a night?" You bumped your nose with his, leaving light and short kisses on his lips.
"Of course, doll."
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Week 6 Part 1 - Sorry / Welcome to the Shouto-bus! đ
Summary: Midoriya works two weeks in a row and Y/N is worried. Y/N meets Midoriyaâs friends. The adventure starts NOW!
Warnings: Swear words, a hint of suggestiveness if you squint.
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Deku did not come home last week. At all.
You are not going to lie, itâs starting to bother you; itâs not really about you missing him, even though you definitely miss him every day but about his own personal health; he might be a hero but heâs also a human being and working almost two weeks without a single day off or at least 8 hours of sleep must take a toll on his body by now, making his missions much more dangerous.
With that said, today is his last shift before his three days off, so you decide to wait for him; you are sure heâs going to come back half dead and you really want to make him look into the mirror to prove your point.
Itâs 11PM when he stumbles in through the door, which is quite early for him, but still, not a normal time to come home after leaving at bloody 5AM.
âMidoriya Izuku.â You stand in front of the hero with a serious face; he looks just as bad as you thought he will, his costume is full of holes, his skin is dirty, his hair is a mess and his face is pale and tired.
âNice to see you tooâŚâ he mumbles grumpily, not even looking at you as he makes his way to his room.
âIâm worried!â You yell so he can hear it through the door, your heart beating out of your chest from anxiety. Your words are being ignored once again, the shower laughing at you mockingly as Midoriya turns it on and tunes you out completely.
âThat was really rude, Midoriya.â You yell again and run into your room, slamming your door with a loud bang; you are really thankful for not sharing a wall with a neighbor.
You give up on your plans completely as you wrap yourself in your sheets like a burrito, ready to ignore the whole word while your heart breaks into thousand small pieces.
You just wanted him to know you care. You just wanted to hug him and tell him to take care of himself.
Loving a hero really fucking sucks.
~â˘đĽŚâ˘~
Needless to say, you are way too winded up to actually sleep. It feels like youâve been tossing and turning for an eternity but it probably wasnât even that long; 30 minutes, maximum of 45, at least thatâs what your phone says when you look at it. You are supposed to go camping tomorrow and you were so excited about it until now, but by the look of it, it would be better for you to cancel; these people deserve to rest and the last thing they need is the awkwardness that comes with you and Midoriya being in the same space after a fight, if you can even call it that; being ignored is probably worse than being yelled at, in your opinion. Yes, you are just a stupidly lucky fangirl living with her favorite hero but you definitely did not deserve the silent treatment.
âAre you up?â Midoriya whispers through the closed door, his voice full of guilt.
âNo.â You answer begrudgingly, way too hurt to be reasonable. No one can blame you really, youâve been spoiled to death for a month, then got shat on, out of the blue.
âY/N, Iâm sorry⌠please let me in.â He begs, his broken voice making you feel terrible about your behavior. You sigh and let your anger fade away; there is no reason for you to act this way. Itâs stupid and childish, and definitely not something the hero needs when he comes home after being away for two weeks.
âOkay.â You mumble, your voice barely audible, but itâs just enough for Midoriya to barge in through the door and kneel in front of your bed to bow.
âY/N, Iâm so sorry, that was absolutely uncalled for, I was just so excited to see you but then you looked at me like Iâm a piece of shit and⌠You were scary! I didnât mean to sound so rude but I was so disappointed in that moment! I canât sleep knowing I hurt you, pleaseâŚâ Midoriya mumbles, his head constantly banging the floor as he bows over and over.
âHey, stop, youâll hurt yourself.â You move your arms out to stop his head, and apparently thatâs all you had to do for Midoriya to actually stop; he moves his head under your palm, waiting to be pet like a fucking dog starving for attention. When you ruffle his messy, wet curls, a tiny sniff leaves his mouth; in only a few seconds heâs up from the floor and up on your bed, his head hidden in the crook of your neck; personal space be damned, pro hero Deku is in your bed, basically on the top of you. This is how you die. This is way too much for your little heart. He smells amazing and his skin is still damp from the shower and itâs just too much and too soon andâŚ
âLetâs not ever do that again, okay?â He mumbles into your neck, his breath hot against your skin and you canât help the tiny whimper leaving your mouth.
âItâs okay, Midoriya, letâs sleep okay? We need to wake up early tomorrow.â You try your best to sound coherent and not like your ovaries are on fire under the greenetteâs weight, probably failing miserably at it, but knowing how oblivious Midoriya is to your âmore-than-friendlyâ affections, you probably managed to get away with it for now. You kinda start to understand why is Katsuki so done with his shenanigans; this guy might be the best hero in Japan but he is absolutely unaware of everything around him when it comes to his personal life. You are quite sure there is a neon sign on your forehead right now saying âIâm in love with your stupid assâ yet he is blissfully ignoring it.
âCan I sleep here tonight?â
⌠no.
Nope.
He did not say that. He definitely did not say that. Heâs not THAT oblivious, is he?! He canât think itâs acceptable for two roommates to share bed without a proper reason.
âYeah, we can swap rooms if you canât fall asleep in yours.â You answer as Midoriya plops down on the other side of the bed, laughing.
âYou are so silly.â He fucking GIGGLES and makes himself comfortable; one arm on your belly, one leg over your knees.
Am I a fucking joke to you, dear writer? Do you want me to die an early death?!
Also, what is this nonsense?! This is unrealistic, excuse me?!
âI missed you, Sweet Pea. So much.â Midoriya mumbles, his head back in the usual place, buried in your hair and giving you a heart attack.
Why.
Why is this happening and how are you supposed to say no when he sighs and melts into your side like he belongs there?! How are you supposed to tell him this is way past the friend-zone?! How are you supposed to tell him to go back to his room when he pulls you close, and OH MY GOD HE JUST KISSED YOUR NECK. Like proper kissed it, open mouthed and wet and so fucking good?! His lips were so soft and he did it with so much affection, it made your whole body tingle in a really not friendly way?!
⌠get your shit together, woman.
âIâm sorry, that was an accident.â He moves away, letting you breathe for a few moments.
HOW DO YOU KISS SOMEONEâS NECK BY ACCIDENT?! HOW?!
âHow?!â You say out loud; you are quite sure your face is about to explode so thank god there is barely any light in the room right now.
âWell, it just felt l-like the r-right thing to do?â He stutters while he hides his face with his arms.
âSo it wasnât an accident then.â You mumble, out of your mind.
âIâm⌠going back to room.â Izuku skedaddles out of the bed and stumbles to the door; he opens it and makes his way back to his room but not before he rambles âGood Night, I love you.â
Good nightâŚ
I LOVE YOU?!
âOh my god, I did not mean to say that out loud, oh my god this is so awkward.â The door closes but the mumbles continues. âOh my god, why am I like this, why canât I just shut up, goodamnit Midoriya Izuku, get your shit together, what are you doing?!â
Another door opens and closes and the mumble dies down; you lay on your bed, dead inside, trying your best to make sense of the last few minutes, but you canât come up with an acceptable explanation other than Midoriya has to be quirked.
Oh well. You will ask about his day tomorrow.
Now, you just need to take breath⌠then anotherâŚ.
âI love you too, you fucking weirdo!â You yell from the top of your lungs while laughing like a maniac; this is the stupidest fanfiction youâve ever read. This is just ridiculous.
Fuckâs sake, you really need to sleep.
~â˘đĽŚâ˘~
Helpless, oblivious fuck: GuysâŚ
Kacchan: Donât.
Helpless, oblivious fuck: I kissed her neck, told her I love her and then I ran away.
Shitty hair: Iâm out of words.
Kacchan: Did she say anything?
Helpless, oblivious fuck: she called me out on it then she laughed. Oh, and she said she loves me too while laughing her cute little ass off.
Shitty hair: ⌠conclusion?
Helpless, oblivious fuck: I messed up and she hates me now.
Kacchan changed Midoriyaâs name to âLost Cause.â
Kacchan blocked âLost Causeâ.
~â˘đĽŚâ˘~
Shoutoâs âminiâ bus⌠is huge.
You are not sure why are they even calling it a mini bus; it has 18 fucking seats, goddamnit!
The fact that the hero randomly decided to get a special driving license for buses just to be able to drive his friends around for camping is absolutely adorable though. Itâs the last thing you wouldâve thought Todoroki Shouto would do. This revelation would probably break the fucking internet.
The bus is metallic black with dark burgundy details, and while it is indeed just a mini bus it looks shockingly expensive. When Shouto opens the door, a bunch of eyes stare back at you from the inside; Uravity, Froppy, Cellophane, Mina and Jirou are ganged up at the back, Ingenium and Creati are sitting at the front, next to the drivers seat, Bakugou and Kirishima are in their own world, sitting next to each other around the middle of the bus, Kaminari doesnât look like he decided where to actually sit yet as he is standing awkwardly between the two gangs, looking at them both. Shinsou is also here, trying his best to blend into the furniture, hoping no one will notice his existence. When Kaminariâs looks at him he averts his eyes and puts his massive headphones on to make his intention to stay alone obvious. What a heartbreaking moment for poor Kaminari-kun.
When you two get on, the group attacks you right away; everyone is yelling over each other to introduce themselves, all hyped up in these early hours of the morning. Midoriya smiles next to you, even though the awkwardness from yesterday is still obviously there and heâs just about to make his way to the front-gang when you grab his hands aggressively; awkward or not, you are way too overwhelmed to stay alone with all these new people. There is a surprised expression on his face but he doesnât try to go away anymore; he snuggles close, hand squeezing yours and your anxiety flies out of the small, open window, letting you enjoy the moment again.
After the introductions, Shouto clears his throat, making the whole gang go silent. This really is a school trip. There is a weird rumble coming from one of the empty seats, which makes you feel a bit weird, but you decide not to comment on it for now; itâs probably just the wind.
âNow that everyone is here, letâs go through the attendance list!â Shouto stands in the middle of the bus; yes, the bus is tall enough for these massive heroes to stand in; and goes through everyoneâs names one by one. When he gets to the end of the name list, Kirishima moans about not being able to bring his friend, Suneater, but Katsuki tells him he wouldnât have come anyway. Savage.
âLetâs all sit down now, we will have enough time in the woods to get to know our new addition to the family!â Iida chimes in.
âLetâs not overwhelm her on the first day, okay?â Momo adds with a tiny smile pointed at you; you already like her. A lot.
The gang sits down, Kaminari ends up with the back-gang, Midoriya and you sit at the front with the âteachersâ; Momo starts a light conversation about work, telling funny stories from her last mission while Midoriya dozes off on your shoulder, still tired from the two weeks of work. No one comments on the closeness of the two of you, but you know itâs only the matter of time; someone will certainly point it out after a few pints of beer. After an hour, Shinsou sneaks closer, probably sensing the comfortable vibe around the group and adds his own little mission-story about a guy with fifteen noses all over his body. You canât help but giggle, shaking the poor green man out of his slumber.
âSorry.â You mumble while you play with his hair to soothe him. He doesnât say anything coherent just grumbles and snuggles closer, melting into your touch. A fond smile appears on your face as the heroâs tiny snores fill the air around you; Momo looks at you questioningly but she tries her best not to ask the question sitting on the tip of her tongue; you are thankful, but at the same time you feel bad for them so you decide to speak up about it. Jirou also sneaks over to your group, overwhelmed by Minaâs loudness and sits down on the other side of you then pops her head on your other shoulder in a silent support.
âYou know⌠I was a massive fan of him when I moved in.â You admit. âKyouka didnât tell me who am I moving in with and I was in a pickle so I went along with it; I trust Jirou with my life, sheâs been my friend for ages. I had a life-sized cardboard cutout of him tucked under my armpit when I met him for the first time.â You giggle awkwardly, making Shinsou giggle as well; apparently heâs a sucker for awkward stories. âI still feel bad sometimes, you know⌠I feel like I donât deserve his trust, Iâm terrified to make a mistake but heâs relentless. I wanted to keep a distance, but I clearly failed.â A self-deprecating giggle leaves your mouth.
âBut you donât see him as pro hero Deku anymore.â Momo speaks up, looking straight into your eyes. âThere are no fangirl-sparkles in your eyes, Y/N, what I see is fondness. And Iâve never seen Midoriya looking at someone like that before. Whatever this is, itâs a good thing. And Iâm happy itâs you. You are sweet, funny and cute and fit into our little group perfectly.â Momoâs knowing smile make you feel jiggly all over; you can sense the misunderstanding in the air.
âMomo, w-we are notâŚâ you are just about to mumble out a bunch of nonsense but Jirou stops you.
âY/N I love you and I understand this is all new to you but if you say thereâs nothing brewing between you two I will throw you out of the window.â
âHeâs literally sitting right here!â You whisper aggressively but your words are met with nothing but a smirk.
âOI, Zuku!â Jirou yells, making the half-asleep greenette pop his head up from your shoulders. âI have a guy I want Y/N to meet, is that okay? He said Y/N is really cute and wants to go on a date with her.â
Midoriya visibly tenses next to you, his hands snaking around your waist protectively as he stares at Jirou with pale face and dark eyes. He pulls you closer with one swift move, still staring at Jirou with murderously.
âI do not own Y/N, why are you asking me?â Midoriya retorts, but his body is literally shaking from the pent up stress.
Jirou looks at Momo and says âI told you so.â and changes the topic to something else; Midoriya doesnât dare to snooze anymore, he listens intently to every single word with his arms around your waist. You have no idea what just happened, to be honest.
âYou wanna go⌠on that date?â Izuku whispers into your ears, making you shiver.
âIâm not a fan of blind dates, so no.â You answer honestly. âIâm not looking for a relationship. Iâm happy with what weâve got. Iâm happy now and I donât need anything else.â You smile at him and you canât miss the way he looks down at your lips and back up to your eyes then to your lips again as the whole world stops spinning for you two.
âOh my god, you two are insufferable.â Katsuki chimes in and sits down at the front, Uravity right in his toes.
âI feel like I really came at the wrong time.â Uraraka scratches the back of her head awkwardly as she plops down next to the explosive blonde.
âItâs always the wrong time with them.â Katsuki grumbles, looking at you two with resentment.
âKacchan!â Midoriya hides his face in your neck in embarrassment and you are not even phased by his actions anymore; itâs so funny to think about how flustered you were in the first few weeks yet here you are now, barely even bothered by Midoriyaâs snuggles.
âWe are here!â Shouto stops the bus; Uraraka moans about her not being able to join the gossip but she makes her way out of the bus, albeit reluctantly.
Letâs do this! - you hype yourself up as you step out into the forest, surrounded by nothing but green grass and massive trees with your favorite hero by your side.
Next Part!
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Potato ramble:
- Wow, Deku really went for it, didnât he?! Iâm just as surprised as you are, to be honest. I donât think he realized how suggestive that was and donât forget that he was extremely sleep-deprived, so his walls were down completely, just enjoying to be able to be around you after not seeing you for so long.
- Btw week 6 will have at least 5 parts, Iâm sorry. Youâll really enjoy them though, there is so much happening in the next few chapters! You two definitely get even closer to each other on this trip⌠Khm.
- Daily shopaholic potato update: this is the last update as I feel like this is getting out of hand on my side đ so instead of telling you about all the funkos I bought this week I will tell you a funny story instead. So Iâve been on a shopping spree to get some elegant stuff for an engagement party so I went into TK MAXX. (if you donât know the store, itâs full of fancy (branded) but cheap clothing, mostly shopped by older people. Everyone thinks Iâm weird for loving it, but I certainly do lol) I just passed by the childrenâs section and⌠I found this. How did this end up in TK MAXX? Donât ask me.
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