#and social shit happening at bars and breweries and stuff makes me so anxious because
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god i am fucking pathetic
#the irony of this after posting happily about things that make me happy earlier today does not escape me.#it's just#i want someone to do things with because doing things alone is scary and lonely#“do it scared do it alone” i know people will say but you can't tell me it's not easier with someone there.#and i have literally nobody#of my 2 local friends: one hasn't spoken to me in about 6 months and idk what even happened#the other has left the fucking country living all my wildest dreams and also being fucking stupid about it#my brother is around but always does things with his boyfriend now even things that he had promised me to do togethe4#which is his right and he's allowed but fuck if it doesnt make me feel like chopped liver#and social shit happening at bars and breweries and stuff makes me so anxious because#i really don't drink much anymore and i don't like it#i'm so fucking lonely and pathetic#i have one person and he's halfway acrosd the world#anna dot txt#i guesd for tagging if i don't delete this
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