#and so here i am! in the living room w/ dhmis and my laptop
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Visit Tumblr Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
12.7% of mobile users access Tumblr.
Text
or uh... No sleep until interview. still screaming though
i have finally landed a job interview and i have Such mixed feelings about it
#i have given up on sleep for now#instead i will watch dhmis the series for the nth time and#well. i tried to crochet but its low lighting and im working with black yarn#ill pick it back up tomorrow... dont wanna mess up the start of the second warmer!#instead i think i will fire up the docs and torture some puppets!#how telling is it that my personal therapy ranges from *crochet cute things* to *brutalize fictional characters*#hey its a safe way of releasing stress and aggression#i think im in the mood to work on the decapitation fic!!#absolutely unprompted#im not even that nervous. im compartmentalizing and employing mental tactics to keep calm#and at an acceptable more fuctional level of nerves#But I Still Cant Sleep#im wired. i lay down and instead of thinking of my usual bedtime stories that help me pass the fuck out#i start thinking about things that get my more wired#my past. my present. world injustices. imaginary conversations that make me angry#and so here i am! in the living room w/ dhmis and my laptop#rambling on to strangers online about personal goings on. as i do.#i hope that one day i am fulfilled enough in my day to day life#that i dont feel the need to overshare online to this extent <3
121 notes
·
View notes