#and she starts scrubbing my gooch down with some awful kind of abrasive brush to numb it or whatever while saying dont worry this will help
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auntie-histamine · 4 years ago
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#tws ahead do not read on if you are not prepared#tw genital mutilation#tw patient abuse#i woke up this morning remembering I'd had some really bad dreams but couldn't remember any specifics#but now as I'm lying here in bed the biggest one is starting to come back#and jesus it was fucked up???#i had to go see a special doctor bc something was going on in the Down There region#and because it was a dream i didnt go to my beloved obgyn instead i went to someone i guess i found on the internet?#and when i got there i realized it wasnt a doctor's office building it was like an old factory or something#but i got shown into a room that looked like it had come right out of dishonored#and in comes this lady doctor who in retrospect looked like a supervillain#and she doesn't even talk to me doesnt tell me her name or anything just starts trying to go to work#and I'm like woah woah woah who the hell are you and what are you doing#and shes like i know how to fix you its a simple procedure and just starts GETTING ME PREPPED FOR SURGERY#and obviously I'm panicking and saying shit like no i dont want you to do this and no you have to tell me whats going on first#and she starts scrubbing my gooch down with some awful kind of abrasive brush to numb it or whatever while saying dont worry this will help#and idk what exactly the procedure was but i could feel it and it hurt and for some reason i remember cutting and electrodres??#and the entire time I'm telling her to stop and that it hurts and i can feel it#but she keeps telling me that I'm fine and that itll be over soon#so at some point after I'm released i realize that I'm not bound to stay and i pick myself up and scream fuck you at her as loud as i can#and storm out of the room#as im getting down the stairs the doormans phone rings qnd its her telling him to stop me#so he tried to stop me but didnt get up or anything#he was giving me the same we're trying to help line#so i screamed fuck you some more and got out#and then i guess the dream morphed into somethjng else#but my god#that's really fucked up???
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