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phoebelovingcare · 2 years ago

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"gee, bee, it's been a long while since anyone's seen mage sister art from you! isn't that something you used to be known for? what happened?" well you see someone came into my inbox to ask me why actual, genuine, in-real-life incest was bad, not exaggerating, and well that was it for me

#negative #vent #incest ment #dont mind me im tired and in pain #but jesus fucking christ man #loving these characters has taken s fuvking toll on my psyche i swear #i s2g the mage sisters have done so much fuvkinb damage to me indirectly because people have no respect #for boundaries or nuance or otherwise #i had a fucking mental health crisis because i had to defend myself from triggers over abd over and over #i started seeing literally everything as a threat to me #i say ''dont talk to me if you ship them'' abd people come yo me and say ''but why not?? i like it''#cant uou just listen the first time??? cant you see the problem???#i just couldnt keep doing that shit man #abd when i would move on to other things abd people would devate me there #id fucking fight them!! because im scared!! because ive done so much research abd been in so kuch pain!!!#i cut off a friend because no matter what she could not grasp what had been DONE to me #and she just kept tearing yhe wound back open #i have nightmares of her being let back into my spaces. ive been separating myself from her faves.#people are noticing. i just cant TAKE it #i dont want to have another dream about her. just go away. let me forget.

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