#and she doesnt front or anything i dont think. shes just kinda there
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dullahandyke · 9 days ago
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reading a webpage titled 'am i plural' with big impressions of middle fingers in my mind. i go my own way i don't fit the #mold come on blathnaid we can do our own thang
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arundolyn · 3 months ago
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ohhhh my fucking god nobody needs to like know any of this medical tmi but it is literally 11 pm and if im kept up one minute longer when i just laid down trying to go to sleep by my mother YELLING REPEATEDLY that she needs to pee. im going to actually go insane. she got a catheter in. Yesterday. it is working. she won't listen to anyone when they tell her that this is the case. help me jesus. im sure if a nurse comes to check on her tomorrow they'll probably get the same response. my brain will simply explode
#crow.txt#the absolute levels of stress im under could create diamonds out of free floating carbon atoms my fucking god#can i have. Literally just one day of peace. just one!! fuck!!!!#at least now i have SOME validation from everyone else of shit that mom has honestly kinda always done#be absolutely furious and bitchy usually for no good goddamn reason and then immediately turn it off to look good in front of someone else#i had a feeling mom coming home was gonna be utterly miserable sooner rather than later#i literally cannot leave my room without her yelling for dad bc she thinks im him i guess. she has gotten him up like 4 times now#what the fuck do you want any of us to doooooooooooo. according to dad shes also just been really fucking hateful today#including to her SISTER who has been facilitating literally everything medically for her for the last month plus#like on one hand i know its hard and frustrating etc etc absolutely. on the other. what the fuck are you yelling at any of us for!#whatd we do! not a damn thing for the most part! holy shit im exhausted#and then im sure she will have the audacity to wonder why i dont really want to interact with her much rn#its very apparent she doesnt really understand whats going on or how much of anything works at this point including hospice care#but i truly cannot help you when your knee jerk response is to yell and be abusive. like. dads not been great either#bc hes also one to bitch and moan and yell abt shit. but like. so is mom. more than usual#and ill actually be damned if i let her treat me like that honestly ever again. like idk for once i can just#walk away from this behavior with zero consequences. i dont have to take it anymore. im not free but at least im fuckin closer than i was#guess my aunt wasnt kidding when she said her being coherent and rational last week might be the calm before the storm
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gingerpines · 23 days ago
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teen!caitvi AU drabble based on this art by me!
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warning: i am not a writer! and english isn’t my first language! i hope this still makes sense :) its a bit messy its not very well explained sometimes but i hope i got the point across! enjoy!
Ekko was sent by benzo to deliver things at jayce’s workshop and vi and claggor join because ekko’s quite young to go on his own anyways, vi is like, acting as the bodyguard and shes looking all tough and mysterious making sure ekko is okay constantly
they knock and stand at the door, vi staying behind ekko to look around and jayce is like come in! bc they have quite a lot of things and while vi stands back still cautious, she completely drops her tough demeanor when she sees young cait tinkering with some of jayce’s stuff, goggles on. Vi tries to be discreet but her eyes keep darting back at Cait while ekko and jayce conclude business, claggor catches vi but doesnt say anything, and cait comes towards them, taking the goggles off, a big smile on her face.
"Nice to meet you all!" she goes in her thick british accent and she offers a handshake to Vi who doesnt know what to do with that so she kinda blushes and stares at cait, cait going "I’m Caitlyn!" and, embarrassed and flustered, vi just frowns and doesnt say anything, sorta turning around and caitlyn takes that VERY personally and from that point on she’s got beef with her and Vi kinda regrets how stupid she acted but tries not to think about it too much.
now everytime ekko has business in piltover, vi INSISTS on joining, saying its for safety but really its in the hopes she’ll run into caitlyn again. one time at a fair, benzo has a booth to sell things in piltover and ekko runs it, naturally, vi and the other kids join, Jayce and Caitlyn visit the booth and when cait sees Vi she just turns her head away with a frown, still upset at their last interaction and refusing to look at her, and Vi decides to tease her and ask about what theyre doing here. Cait kinda ignores her at first but ends up yapping about jayce’s and her’s latest experiments and shes talking sooo much and vi listens to all of it and when cait realized shes been talking too much they both kinda laughs and then jayce says they have to go so they leave and they smile at each other
throughout the fair Cait tries to “accidentally” walk in front of ekko’s booth again, and when she does, Vi is gone and she asks Ekko where she went and ekko shrugs, cait keeps walking around until she sees Vi walk around and cait joins her and they just kinda tease each other and argue the whole day but in a cute way but they both try to pretend they dont like the other bc they have such different lives and vi keeps calling cait entitled but she doesnt even mean it. From then on, Vi starts sneaking out to meet Cait outside her gate, but she has no idea how to get her attention, so she kinda sits there in the rain for a while until one of the dog starts barking, waking, thankfully, only Caitlyn up who looks out her bedroom window and goes outside to see little wet puppy vi standing at the gate and trying to make up an excuse as to why shes here like jayce forgot a tool from ekko and it was just easier to get it to her house instead and they end up talking until so late even tho its freezing outside, the gate still separating them, like the wall that socially separates them.
they start meeting up almost every week, like clockwork, outside of Cait’s house to talk, and for Cait to yap about things she likes while Vi listens. one day, Cassandra catches them and forbids Cait to see Vi again. They both cry themselves to sleep and Vander notices Vi’s change in mood after that, and asks her about it. she tells him everything and apologizes for lying and sneaking out but vander isnt upset, he hugs her and tells her theyre going to figure it out.
Vander decides to go talk to Cassandra at the next Piltover-Zaun event, Vi standing shyly behind Vander’s leg, Caitlyn standing straight next to Cassandra, both girls so excited to see each other again even tho its weird and awkward with their parents talking in front of them, Cassandra listens to Vander who’s putting on The Charm™️ and she eventually sighs and allows them to see each other bc she sees Vi isnt a menace
that day they both walk around Piltover, often almost holding hands but theyre too shy so they don’t, but Vi wants to show Cait she likes her but she doesnt know how to because they shouldnt and also because she doesnt know how to show love in a way that Caitlyn would understand. they walk around and its comfortably quiet this time, even tho theyre used to yapping and yapping for hours but this time they just want each other’s presence. at one point they walk through a tiny crowd and theres a small group of Zaunites laughing at them, at the contrast between their clothes and demeanors and they hear one of the boys call Caitlyn and a not-so-nice words like stuck up or worse, Vi isn’t even sure but she immediately knocks him down in one punch and Cait has absolutely no idea what to do or say but she then grabs Vi’s hand and they run away, when theyre safe away from that crowd, Caitlyn gets SOOO mad in her little british accent and Vi just sits, knuckles bloody, listening to Cait lecture her.
Eventually, cait calms down and looks down at Vi’s hands and sighs, starting to unwrap her bandages to check her wound muttering “You are such an idiot, Violet.” and Vi just smiles as Cait cleans her wounds.
bonus:
cait begging her mom to let her bring vi to one of the shooting tournaments and Vi joins and they have so much fun and cait lets vi try out her rifle and shes so bad and they laugh and caitlyn teaches her and theyre having a moment but cait’s parents interrupt and theyre blushing and being silly teenagers with a crush and they dont know how to deal with it. cait is definitely the one to fall first even tho she represses it bc vi is from zaun and thats not how she was raised, but she becomes closer with vi and vi realizes wayyyyy too late that she has a massive crush and also that cait is not being slick about it in the slightest. she talks about it with vander at the last drop she sits at the counter with her head in her hands like ughhhhhh i hate having a crush its so stupid and vander laughs
thank u for reading :))
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t3ag3rs · 9 months ago
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i loved your bakugo headcanons omg, the joy i feel when someone writes for characters and actually includes their canonical personalities lol idk if you write for any other characters, if you don't then you can just ignore this, but if you do then could you write similar relationship headcanons for Kirishima or Shinso? :3
hi! im so glad you enjoyed my Bakugou headcannons! I hope this kirishima one fits to your liking! sending lots of love <33
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i definitely think kirishima first ends up seeing you talking to mina on a random day. you and her are just talking about dance when you two are suddenly interrupted by the outgoing redhead inquiring about who you are.
he suddenly realizes that you had went to junior high with them but had never really hung out with the popular group due to having a close circle of friends- one of whom is mina.
"actually? I never saw you..!" he chuckled rubbing his neck with a slight blush, you just wave it off with a quick smile, "nah dont worry bout it.."
well fuck... now at least kirishima knows what exactly he likes the most about you. your gut wrenching, heart pumping, adorable ass smile.
would immediately try and get mina to help him out with you in every. single. way.
"mina, whats her favorite color? And chocolate? To add to that thought- flowers as well. god mina I sound desperate!"
poor baby is so whipped for you he actually cant even manage to hide it in front of you.
kirishimas the type of person to rant to his friends about you with absolutely no knowledge about his surroundings. so much so that he doesnt realize you can hear him occasionally..
do you mind? of course not! its not like you dont have a small- okay fine. major thing for the red head as well...
"kiriiiii..!" groans mina, "stop obsessing over her and just confess goddamnt!" she exclaims frustrated while throwing her hands in the air.
"tell who what?" you grin overhearing their conversation.
you look at the two confused before mina starts, "you see y/n, kirishima here has a-" until you see a hand slapped over her mouth.
"nothing!" grins kirishima quickly. you nod slowly before you see mina side eyeing him with a knowing glance. "fine.." sighs kirishima dropping his hands.
"as i was saying.. our little man over here has a fat crush on you" she says nonchalantly, shrugging her shoulders. you immediately break out a shit eating grin, "oh- yeah i kinda know.. he isnt very good at hiding things..." you chuckle.
"why didnt you say anything!" whines kirishima, "you couldve saved me so much time and effort!" completely forgetting that you hadnt given an answer to his confession.
"because i thought it was cute.." you admit with slightly flushed cheeks. you look away to avoid making eye contact before you feel kirishimas hands wrapping around your torso.
"so you like me back then right? please say that means you like me back.." he exclaims happily into your neck.
you just smile and wrap your arms back around him to give him his answer.
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averydayss · 9 months ago
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Look At Me⋅˚₊‧୨୧ ‧
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>>contents: in which Sunghoon becomes jealous of his admirer, y/ns new friend
>>warnings: fluff, angst, kinda cliche romance
>>now playing: Look At Me - Twice
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Everyone in the campus knows of y/ns crush on Sunghoon, its no surprise that she follows him everyday, gives him lunch which he never eats, tries to strike up a conversation which he never answers and so much more. The head over heels girl was so in love with the quiet popular boy that never considered her a choice
"Sunghoon, good morning!" Greeted y/n with a happy smile, after all it was always a good day when she meets sunghoon first thing in the morning
As always Sunghoon didnt answer anything, instead walking away from the interaction. leaving a disappointed but not suprised y/n to stand alone in the hallway
"i don't get why you still chase him y/n, hes such a cold guy that doesnt even appreciate what uve been doing to him for the past months" said Sana, y/ns best friend who saw her interaction with him
"Dont be like that! Maybe one day he would finally see me as a someone, i just need to have patience" said y/n enthusiasticly
Sana only sighed and shook her head before dragging y/n to class
After class finished, Sana, y/n along with Danielle and Hyein all went to the cafeteria to eat. As always y/n prepared sunghoons meal beforehand
The daily routine goes about how y/n would approach Sunghoon to give him his cooked meal only for Sunghoon to give a slight nod and later throwing it away
As y/n was about to approach the cold boy, Hyein stopped her. "I don't think you should do it today y/n. I heard he failed his history exam and is in a bad mood today"
"Nonsense! I do this everyday, im sure by now its a natural occurrence to him" said y/n stubbornly, Hyein can only sigh at the realization that her best friend was head over heels for the boy.
Y/n approached his table, there was him and his other popular friends. "Hi Sunghoon, here's ur meal" said y/n while giving Sunghoon a lunch box which she cooked before school
She didn't expect sunghoon to suddenly snap. "God y/n why can't you realize that i don't like you? Is that too much to comprehend for your stupid and stubborn head? Do you not realize that i never ate your lunch? Do u not realize that i would never like someone as low as you?" Said Sunghoon furiously.
Y/n felt her heart shattering at his words, sure Sunghoon never said thank you to her, but he never snapped at her especially in front of the cafeteria, where everyone was watching
Sunghoon continued to bash her and humiliate her infront of the cafeteria, y/n just stood there trying to hold back her tears, looking at the ground
Danielle and the rest quickly approached the commotion and pulled y/n to the girls bathroom to fix herself. All y/n did was cry, she didn't expect for Sunghoon to humiliate her for the entire school to see, all she can think was the revenge she wants. She wasn't sure of whats happening but she is sure about one thing, she doesn't like him anymore
They comforted her and walked her to her next period
"Listen up students, today we have a new student" said their teacher
"Hello, im Soobin. Please treat me well" said the new student whos name seems to be Soobin
Y/n wasn't paying attention though, she was still in shock about what happened at lunch earlier
"Soobin can sit next to y/n, y/n raise your hand" y/n heard that and raised her hand
"Hi, I'm Soobin" said soobin who saw the gloomy girl
"Hi im y/n" said y/n shortly, again still sad about what happened
Although it turns out, y/n and Soobin seems to have a click. They enjoy the same tv shows, has the same opinions, understands each other's humor, they instantly became close friends by the end of the lesson
The next day, Sunghoon didn't expect her to not greet him first thing in the morning, instead avoiding him. At first he was feeling good with this change, it was one thing off his plate and now he didn't have to be annoyed by another admirer
Y/n was having a good day, she spent time with Sana, Hyein, Danielle and Soobin. The people who appreciates her and loves her for who she is
At lunch time, Soobin and y/n ate at the cafeteria together. Sana and Hyein was busy studying for their history test in the library, while Danielle was practicing tennis at the school field. Which ultimately left them both together to get lunch
Y/n had so much fun, Soobin's jokes were making her mood so happy today.
Unbeknownst to her, Sunghoon who arrived at the cafeteria before her was staring at her, he was confused on why she didn't even greet him, nor did she give him lunch today
"Seems that uve got a staring problem, u like her or smth?" Jay jokingly asked
"No? Why would i like her? Im happy that she's finally not clingy to me anymore, i never liked her anyways" said Sunghoon. Y/n heard that sentence and she feels her heart shattering once again
"Don't say that, she put a lot of effort on ur lunch that u throw everyday, atleast give her some credit" Heeseung, Sunghoons friend said
"Yeah, if i had an admirer that put in that much effort i would be honored, besides she's quite cute" Said Sunoo, who in return received a glare from Sunghoon
"Hey do you know that guy? He keeps glaring at our direction since we've arrived" Said Soobin, pointing to the person not other than Sunghoon
"Hm? I don't know him, he is probably just spacing out" reasoned y/n while trying to drag soobin out of the cafeteria
Sunghoons deathly glare at both of them certainly was a shock to y/n, usually he never even looks at her even if she tries to talk to him, but she ultimately brushed that thought to her just being dramatic
This went on for weeks, Soobin and y/n became practically attached (platonically) and Sunghoon would always often stare at them the whole time
Sunghoon still wouldn't admit to anyone (even to himself) that he misses y/n, her talks, her lunch, and just her being clingy to him. Until one day he finally had enough
It was lunch break, as usual y/n along with her friendgroup was walking to the cafeteria to get some food, Sunghoon knew this and took the opertunity to approach y/n and her friends
"Y/n can i talk to u?" Asked Sunghoon who was still giving Soobin glares. Before y/n can answer Danielle did. "What do you want sunghoon, leave y/n alone she isn't bothering you anymore" said Danielle while the others agreed.
"No i promise it's not about that, can i just speak to y/n privately for a moment? It won't take long" Sunghoon tried to reason. Finally y/n said "Fine, you guys can go to the cafeteria first ill catch up later" said y/n
Once they were finally alone, Sunghoon immediately said "Why do you keep avoiding me these past few weeks? I thought u liked me" said Sunghoon
Y/n scoffed "How do you expect me to keep clinging on to u after what you said? Its true, u never appreciated my efforts. I should've listened to Sana" said y/n with a slight crack in her voice
"What about Soobin, what is with that guy and why are u guys suddenly close? Do you like him now?" Asked Sunghoon bitterly
"Don't bring Soobin in this conversation, you know very well that this is your fault, me and Soobin are just friends, but whatever we would be is none of your business. I thought u hated me anyways? What happend to u having one thing off ur plate?" Said y/n
"I didn't mean it i swear, i was in a bad mood. Im sorry, i genuinely miss all the things u usually do to me in the past, i don't like it when u look at anyone else, look at me" said Sunghoon with a slight pout
"it's okay, i forgive you. Besides i kinda miss making you lunch" y/n said half jokingly
"I promise ill change" said Sunghoon while kissing her forehead
Since that day, sunghoon and y/n ultimately started dating (against Sana, Hyein, and Danielles will)
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sonic-4-episode-ii · 1 month ago
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(bit of uhhh systemphobia/ableism in this one. interalized. shadow isnt actually ableist hes just bad a grieving)
tbh at first i dont think shadow would know what a system is
like sure, he grew up in a medical environment... but that doctoring was focused pmuch exclusively on physical disabilities, not mental illnesses.
even if he did find a DSM-I or something, he wouldnt have heard anything abt DID. though there are reports of it going back literal hundreds of years, they only got the proper term for it in like 2013, and it was pmuch nowhere in the dsm until recently.
even then, so so so many people act like it doesnt exist. like it isnt legit. even now, and especially back then.
i think that would cause shadow a lotta frustration. he tries to race sonic, just to be hit w 'sonic' aaying smt like "im sorry, love, hes not at front today. i can relay the message, though!"
tbh i think shadow would get pissed. that IS sonic. its his face, his body, his voice - ignoring the completely different tone used, one shadows never heard him use, one that barely sounds like him at all - so why is who is clearly sonic acting like they aren't?
they badger tails about it later, who gives them a straight answer they refuse. they interrogate knuckles, who tells them the massive history of DID in his tribe, which shadow completely ignores. annoyed (confused) tired (desperate) they go to amy, who tells them that - well, when sonic was a kid, he wasnt safe, so his brain split and made new parts of him that could help make him safe. now that he is safe, though, his brain still makes new parts, for any reason it wants - or thinks it needs to.
despite how clear these answers were, shadow wouldnt accept a single one of them.
sonic the hedgehog is one person. one concept. one thing.
a guy who loves adventure.
he is not the villain of his own story. he is not so sickeningly sweet it surprises even his little sibling. he is not so cruel and antisocial that he leaves people behind for months, refusing to talk for any reason other than personal amusement.
he is annoying. he is bothersome. he is pushy, and loud, and deeply immature.
he is frozen in time.
when shadow met him, he was all of these things. he still is. he always will be. he doesn't change. he doesn't grow.
amy grew two feet taller and has a part-time job, tails grew three feet and looks like an entirely new person. knuckles adopts a new fashion style every month.
sonic doesn't change. he has new clothes, but they're the same style he's had them in since they first met. he has a new cane, but that's just an accessory, it's nothing unique, it doesn't mean anything.
he's a superhero wannabee, a one-trick pony, the same phrase repeated over and over and over again.
maria used to tell shadow she saw monsters. not just the regular ones under the bed or in the closet, but standing in the hallway and staring at her, whispering gibberish nonsense words until she ran away, trying not to cry.
sonic told him that it has schizophrenia, apparently. some kinda mental disorder 'categorized by hallucinations, delusions, disorganized thinkin' and behavior, and flat or inappropriate affect'.
he laughed. maybe a little maniacally.
'how's that for flat?'
shadow said it absolutely was inappropriate. sonic challenged him to a race. shadow told him only if you're prepared to lose, and the two fought for hours.
they did this constantly. at least once a week. 'enjoying' each other's presence, battling their way to the top.
this routine has been changed. shattered. because one day, sonic just wasn't home.
he could grow. he could change.
he could leave
but, half a week later, he comes back, running up from behind shadow as he takes a cruise on the dark rider, scaring the shit out of him by nearly running backwards into a building
it says it heard about that race he wanted. shadow tells him the offer's off. not taking no for an answer, it says it invites him to a race.
he accepts.
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rookiesbookies · 1 year ago
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So Im on a minor Soap obsession (Gaz obsession starts when @shotmrmiller posts about him, check out their Needs series bc 🤤) and by minor I mean major bc he and Gaz are my favs.
So i was like… what is Sergeant MacTavish met Captain MecTavish and his wife. Like HOW WOULD THAT GO???
Well dont fret bc I have an answer.
Under the cut
Yall can ignore this part it in italics bc doesnt mean anything but this is just my hc ig? But they dont change anything for what I wrote:
I feel like this woman is the definition of slim thick. She has the nicest birthing hips, a decently small sized waist, busty chest, a nice ass, and the thickest thighs. She has nice calves and is the definition of all natural. There isn’t a fake piece to her. She’s like 5’4” to the Captain, who stands behind her like a giant scary shadow.
I feel like she’s American and they bonded over both “hating” the brits.
She definitely has a size kink. Like has to.
She’s fiery. Like “my husband said no pickle,” type. The Captain knows if his wife goes “you need to handle it,” there’s a problem because there isn’t anything she won't take on. So it’s probably some douches asking to talk to her husband about buying a car or some shit.
Only part that kinda sticks is that I feel like she worked in intelligence? Idk
The good stuff:
The Captain sees Simon and pulls him into the biggest bear hug you’ve ever seen. Simon’s eyes are wide at the size of his once more nimble companion. His wife standing to the side shaking her head. No one knows who this strange lady is yet.
Price shakes his hand. Gaz is gawking at the size of this man, stating something like, “he’s the lumberjack and the whole forest.”
Sergeant Soap, out of habit started flirting with his wife from the future. The woman leans back against the counter top, sipping a water as the young lad flirts with her mercilessly.
“I’m almost old enough to be your mom.”
“I’ll just call you mommy.”
You get the point. Soap is basically purring at this lady as the Captain walks back over to her and wraps his arm around her hips, giving her a peck on the lips and Soap’s mouth falls open for the second time in a row.
Not only was he now the definition of manliness but he has the hottest woman he’s ever seen for a wife.
“That’s our bonnie?”
“That’s our bhean.” Which is Scottish Gaelic for wife. It rolls off the Captain tongue with 0 effort as his wife giggles lightly and presses a kiss to his neck.
Soap about faints.
“Do I miss when you used to flirt with me like that,” his wife turned to her husband and asked. The Captain moved to put an arm on either side, caging her in against the counter and helping her easily move to sit on top of it.
“Oh, I think ya do. Its that charm that won ya over after all. Got ya to marry me, dinnit?”
“If charm is what we’re calling the monster between your legs, then yes. Yes, it was.” The Scottish Captain laughed with his wife, a hearty chuckle that makes her hum in amusement and leave a peck on his scratchy beard. Soap about fainted again.
“WE’RE MARRIED TO A SUPERMODEL?”
“I’m an American Central Intelligence Agent, actually. We met putting Graves behind bars. Told him if he didn’t shoot him when we got him in the heli, I’d return his advances because Graves has some info I needed. Rest was history.” Her voice sounded like the best music Soap had ever heard. She was EVERYTHING. He’d pray to the ground she walked on and lick the rim of any cup she sipped from just to get a taste of her. He had a big fat crush on this woman.
The Captain could see the look in Soap’s eyes and sighed to himself. He forgot how much of a simp he was for his wife. He forgets how much of a simp he still is for his wife. Wondering if he still makes that dorky expression.
Soap tapped the Captain and pulled him into a different room. He got on his knees in front of his Captain self and begged, “PLEASE TELL ME HOW YOU DID IT. I NEED TO MEET THIS WOMAN NOW.” His hands clasped together, on his KNEES.
Captain MacTavish just pats his little mohawk and says “with time,” which makes sweet little Soap about CRY. Gave him some other small light hearted advice about her favorite flowers and that he’ll know when he sees her.
The Captain just makes his way back into the room and over to his wife. He gently returns to her, still seated on the counter, as she plays on her phone, and sticks his face into her chest with a content sigh. Her free hand goes to run her fingers through his hair and his arms tighten slightly around her waist.
Soap waddles in and his FOMO is off the hook. Simon shuffles over to him and in his best serious voice he goes, “I’d offer to let ya put your face in my tits but I don’t think mine are the kind ya looking for.” Before cackling to himself.
He heard the Captain mumble something to her about retiring, her having perfect birthing hips, and chubby Scottish babies which made poor little Soap break down.
She hummed back at comment about her having the job that’s less dangerous and how she’d let him have a whole little futbol team once he stopped doing the dangerous stuff. She pulled his head up, planted a kiss to his lips, and let his head fall right back.
His future is AWESOME.
Sergeant John ‘Soap’ MacTavish is officially excited for his future.
Masterlist is pinned on profile as always, don’t forget to leave me a comment or a request in my inbox to let me know what yall want to see!
Part 2 here
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vriskabot · 10 months ago
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do you have any davris headcanons?
i saw this ask the instant it came in and i could not believe my EYES. trust when i tell you ive been typing FURIOUSLY in the meantime okay. okay headcanons. -dave has always been a little genderweird and vriska putting makeup on him when she was bored one night unlocked his third eye and now he cant stop putting red shit all over his eyelids -vriska has also always been genderweird and you can see where im going with this. -she steals his clothes ALL the time -he pretends to hate it when she gets her disgusting $5 perfume stink all over said clothes but you know he loves that shit (and she knows it too) -flaming bisexuals -once theyve been together for a while they are THE most "i am going to have the longest silent conversation with someone across the room you have ever seen in your life" -they both think they can read each other like a book but in truth its only about 60-70% accurate -the inaccuracies are always funny as fuck though and 9 times out of 10 its some entirely off the wall MADNESS due to their upbringings they think is entirely normal. the conversations that directly follow these revelations are legendary amongst the extended crew and every single one thats happened in a public memo has been screenshotted by basically everyone they know -speaking of which. i dont think they dm for basically anything ever. they either have conversations right in the GC (sometimes in the middle of other conversations, which karkat fucking HATES, especially when they flirt with each other) or they speak in person/over the phone. no in between -they flirt with each other all the time and its disgusting but its incomprehensible to literally everyone else. vriska tells dave she found some gnarly roadkill and sends coordinates and dave is like "babe stop not in front of everybody" -she used to send pictures too but that got shut down real quick and now thats really all she dms him for -i dont think vriska likes it for the same reasons dave does but he did absolutely get her into the weird and wacky world of vulture culture. dave likes the wet specimens the most but vriskas a fan of bones and taxidermy -speaking of which. this is more vriska/troll-centric but i love the idea of vriska being able to eat bones. dave gets the same schoolboy "oh my god this is so cool" kick out of it every single time -im well aware that music is a time thing but i genuinely cannot comprehend a world wherein vriska is not a music girlie. this definitely did a lot of the heavy lifting in The Early Days because when youre emotionally constipated sometimes you gotta let a song do the talking FOR you -vriska 100% introduced dave to crunkcore and he got way more into it than she ever did. he listens to 3oh3 religiously -dave samples vriska on his tracks all the time because she CANNOT shut the fuck up. he also likes taking pictures of her but even after years together he still kinda keeps those to himself and gets flustered when she finds one -man i just really love the idea of them being fucking obsessed with each other. they rag on each other ALL the time because thats just how they feel the most comfortable being affectionate but at the end of the day they snuggle up all soft and quiet and just enjoy being with somebody who understands how hard it can be to even allow that to happen in the first place -they ARE super casually affectionate with each other though, even in group settings. i dont think theyd like grand pda like kissing or saying 'i love you' in public but personal space just doesnt really exist for them. they hang off each other and sling legs over laps all willy nilly -they also stim on each other. dave likes to play with her hair while hes talking and vriska likes to play with his hands/fingers when shes bored this post is so LONG i could keep going for days. please always ask me about davris, especially if youve got more specific questions!!!
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paingoes · 4 months ago
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Rubies
Communication
authors note: kitty uses the word ‘nonverbal’ here in a way that isnt really medically accurate. thats kind of a whole discussion im not gonna get into now but tl;dr delta has selective mutism and autism but he isnt “nonverbal” per se.
(Content: living weapon whumpee, discussion of past captivity, past abuse, discussion of war, (internalized) abuse apologism, dehumanization, emotional whump)
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katkittykat: hiiiiii :3c
nodiving: hey
He glanced over the top of his laptop screen, across the room where Kitty was curled up on the armchair. She flashed her teeth at him when she smiled. Her nails clicked against the keys when she typed.
katkittykat: this is so smart lowk idk why i didnt think of it sooner
nodiving: yeah
nodiving: i’ve seriously been drafting forum arguments in my head this entire time
nodiving: all of them probably think they won just cause i termed
nodiving: would it be weird if i just pick them back up like nothing happened
katkittykat: ya u might have to let those go tbh
nodiving: :/
It was very hard to type with the cast on. It took him much longer to write than it normally would. Luckily, she didn’t interrupt until she heard the typing stop.
katkittykat: so like whats the deal w u
katkittykat: are u not talking cause ur scared to?
nodiving: no
nodiving: yeah
nodiving: its not that im scared necessarily its just that its very very unnatural for me 
nodiving: it still feels rude and overfamiliar to me even if i know you dont see it that way
nodiving: this is a lot easier thank you
katkittykat: you dont have to talk if it’s uncomfortable !!!
katkittykat: its cool if ur nonverbal we can just keep texting like dis
nodiving: i think i do want to though
nodiving: its just hard
nodiving: please dont like…stop talking to me
nodiving: im trying
katkittykat: u will have to deal w us talking to u FUREVER !!!! >:3c
nodiving: <3
katkittykat: aaaaaaaah <33333
He hesitated a long time before typing the next message.
nodiving: do you think i should have stayed
katkittykat: what???? D:
nodiving: on a purely strategic level it seems like this was not the most optimal outcome
katkittykat: urghhhh 
katkittykat: well on a ~purely strategic level~ im not the best person to ask tbh
katkittykat: like im ngl galatea was NOT prepared for sudden reunification and thats why levon is so pissed at us X)
katkittykat: but it would have been hard no matter what and if the war had gone on we wouldve had to fight along 2 different fronts which is also noooooot good
katkittykat: and if we had to do that. we would have had to fight you! which would have been v v v not good  X(
katkittykat: so idk if there was really a better outcome? and even if there was like
katkittykat: its not ur problem
katkittykat: ur not just a chess piece to be moved around
nodiving: i kind of am though
nodiving: theres obviously been a huge fallout because of this and it feels wrong to write all of it off just because of. my rights or whatever.
nodiving: i feel like i kind of jumped the gun leaving when i did
katkittykat: aw jeez :(
katkittykat: i was curious abt that tbh i assumed there was some final straw for u but i didnt wanna pry obvs
katkittykat: seems like it was bad ?
nodiving: i dont know 
nodiving: i was more scared by the escalation it represented than anything that actually happened so i feel like i may have overreacted a little bit
nodiving: its hard to explain
katkittykat: ur ok! u can talk abt it when ur ready
katkittykat: but fwiw i really doubt you overreacted
nodiving: thank you
katkittykat: if anythin u seem to be kinda? downplaying it????
nodiving: it really wasnt that bad
nodiving: i could have gone longer
katkittykat: idk delta it kinda seems that bad
katkittykat: i think u got used to it
katkittykat: but that doesnt mean it wasnt bad
He gave her a nervous glance from across the room, his hands stilling on the keyboard. He reluctantly began to type again.
nodiving: did you say i didnt have to talk about it
katkittykat: yes!!!! mb
katkittykat: do u wanna play league omg we actually have time now
nodiving: yessssss
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nodiving: hi
sunspot: Hi Delta!!!! :)
sunspot: How are you !!!!
nodiving: im ok
nodiving: im sorry i was such a dick to you before 
nodiving: i was looking at the old messages again i feel really bad
sunspot: No you’re totally good! We were being really pushy i get why you were upset
sunspot: We were just worried for you honestly even when we didnt know you that well
sunspot: It was scary when you would just disappear for weeks at a time like that
sunspot: We just wanted to make sure you were safe
sunspot: Still do!
nodiving: thank you 
nodiving: i was scared too
nodiving: can i ask you something
sunspot: Yes please!!!! Yes I thought youd never ask!!!!
nodiving: is levon going to kill me
sunspot: Oh no
sunspot: He explicitly promised me not to
sunspot: Delta please do not tell me you have been worrying about that this entire time
nodiving: it stood out as a distinct possibility 
sunspot: Didnt he promise he wouldnt hurt you?
nodiving: yes
nodiving: you understand why i may be a bit hesitant to take him at his word
sunspot: Yes I guess thats our bad 
sunspot: But i really don’t think he wants that for you
sunspot: Do you think he’d wait for you to heal just to kill you at the end?
nodiving: not sure
sunspot: That was rhetorical! The answer was no.
nodiving: then what
sunspot: a good question
sunspot: I wish I had an answer for you and I really cant apologize enough for putting you in this situation but I'm afraid it could get very messy for a little while
nodiving: messy how
sunspot: In the broadest possible terms
sunspot: They dont really know what to do with you
sunspot: So that is something we are all going to have to figure that out together
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LEVON: Kitty.
LEVON: How are you, my sweet?
KITTY: omg hiiiiiii
KITTY: im rlly good actually things r rlly good!
LEVON: Any progress?
KITTY: ya i think so :)
KITTY: hes opening up a little hes still like. v v shy in person? but not as scared i dont think 
KITTY: hes very polite
LEVON: Poor thing.
LEVON: Does he have sensory issues? I hear that’s a big thing with psychics.
KITTY: ummm yeah hes v twitchy. i think he gets his signals crossed a lot but idk if hes aware of it? he just gets all hackle-y at literally nothing sometimes
LEVON: Interesting.
KITTY: how are things back there
LEVON: Well, it’s a shitshow. You’ll find out soon.
KITTY: eek
KITTY: um can i tell u smth
LEVON: Of course.
KITTY: i dont think hes ready yet 
LEVON: You have the rest of the month.
KITTY: no even then i just dont think hes gonna be ready
KITTY: he needs more time
LEVON: I feel like I’ve been more than generous in letting you keep an unsupervised superweapon(!) in your house for two months without disturbance 
LEVON: I’m not saying I’m going to put him through the ringer or anything but he does need to come back to base.
LEVON: You’re coming with him, so I don’t see what the issue is.
KITTY: will we b able to see him then :?
LEVON: Sure.
KITTY: can he room w me :3c
LEVON: Nope.
KITTY: why D:
LEVON: Security reasons. 
KITTY: levon :(
LEVON: This isn’t coming from me.
KITTY: but ur the boss!!!!
LEVON: Yes, but this isn’t an absolute monarchy. I’m still obligated to follow protocol and I’m obligated to listen to other members of the council.
LEVON: Who I should add, are a LOT less okay with this than I am. 
KITTY: ok i get all that but listen like
KITTY: i dont think u understand how fragile he is rn
LEVON: I think you may actually be underestimating him.
KITTY: uh wat do u mean by that
LEVON: He’s held his own within Empire for nineteen years. That’s not for the weak. He can handle a little strain.
KITTY: lol is that what u call it
KITTY: a little strain?
LEVON: Relatively speaking, yes. I’ll do what I can to make it painless for him. Personally, I think he’s innocent.
KITTY: he IS innocent
LEVON: Can you prove it?
KITTY: ITS SUPPOSED TO BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND!!!!
LEVON: That file you sent me. You made it, didn’t you? You’ve seen what’s on there? The casualty count?
KITTY: but thats not his fault!
LEVON: And I agree with you. But that’s what we’re going to have to establish. 
KITTY: but i dont want him to :(((
LEVON: What you want is not necessarily the basis upon which the courts operate.
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katkittykat: doing ok????
nodiving: yeah
nodiving: in my room
katkittykat: what do u do in there
nodiving: kinda just been sleeping a lot
nodiving: im really tired all the time i dont know why
nodiving: i didnt use to be
katkittykat: ur sleep debt is probably insaneeeeeee that why
nodiving: yeah
nodiving: im sorry that im like this btw
katkittykat: u dont need to apologize for resting bby theres nothing 2 b sorry for
nodiving: not just that i mean everything
nodiving: i know im not normal 
katkittykat: u rlly rllllly dont need to worry abt that around us i promise we r all freak bitches
katkittykat: i like talking to u tho and i think its ok if u dont realylly feel “normal” right now u dont need to b
katkittykat: u can just b urself and if u dont know who that is rn thats fine too becuz u have the rest of ur life to figure it out
katkittykat: i will still want to hang out w you anyway <3
It took a long time for him to respond. She thought he may have fallen asleep again.
nodiving: why are you being so nice to me
Her turn to hesitate. That was more of an Apollo question — he could explain it ad nauseam. She didn’t know what answer she could possibly give him, if he even really wanted one. 
There was so little she knew about Delta. Each glimpse she got of what his life had been like painted a worse picture of it. They always said he’s been through a lot when anyone asked; it was a convenient euphemism for a whole array of issues. He tried so hard to play his cards close it to his chest. It felt like a betrayal then, the way the signs slipped through. 
nodiving: you dont have to be
She frowned as she slowly tapped at the keyboard.
katkittykat: i wanna be tho
katkittykat: cause i like u
katkittykat: <3
Another moment of silence. She braced herself. There was no way she could try and unpack all of that herself. She hoped she would not have to. She would do it wrong.
nodiving: <3
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zoyo14 · 5 months ago
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dont kill me pls
uh, controversial opinion, i didnt like the MD finale
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now dont get me wrong, i feel like the ending was fine, but the trip to get to said ending? ehhhhhhhhhhhh..
the animation is like, the greatest, prob the greatest in the entire series. however, the writing for that episode feels under cooked. like, theres too many plot holes, too many lose ends, the pacing is absolute dog water.
but the biggest issue? N and Uzi's personalities changed. Uzi reverted back to pilot emo gremlin, and N turns into strictly Uzi support with PTSD.
like, idk, i feel like N really didnt do anything, like, you could prob remove him from the episode and it would be more or less the same. and if you look at the merch?
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feral N? decapitating J??? i dont think N earned this, that didnt happen. im 99% sure N doesnt even lay a finger on J that whole episode, the most he even interacts with J is writing the "I O U one spaceship" note. like, the N that was teased and shown in the merch vs the N in the actual episode is not the same person. [no i dont mean that literally]
Vs stand? she 'died' fighting the sentinels, Uzi's? she sacrificed herself fighting the solver/cyn, N's? he didnt do that, eldritch J doesnt even show up in the finale, N doesnt really even fight outside of supporting Uzi and V, none of the DDs even get X visors for that matter.
alot of the characters feel useless i think. like, khan doesnt really do anything, nori doesnt really do anything, thad and lizzy, N, hell, even J. this episode just kinda boils down to Uzi vs Cyn with strong support from V. wouldnt be so much of an issue if Uzi hadnt had her time to shine in episode 7 aswell, like, everything before this was building up for N to take a grand stand or something. he should be PISSED at Cyn, everything and everyone hes ever loved got stripped from him because of Cyn, he literally DIED for Cyn back at the manor, only to watch as himself and V are mutilated and transformed into the DDs, and he gets dumped on a planet where hes abused by J for god knows how long, and when he finally starts to stand up for himself, make a friend/lover in Uzi, reconnect with V, they end up 'dying' right in front of him, FOR him aswell.
all of that stress, all of that fear, all of that anger, and what does N do when he gets back to the surface? sees J working with Cyn? sees Cyn literally destroying the planet? hell, even comes face to face with Cyn?? he just stands there in fear. weve seen N push past his fear before, weve seen N confront Cyn before, so why now is he just standing there? or the one point in the fight where he stops because Cyn flashes a picture of a dog on her visor, like, that shouldnt of have stopped him. thats the person he should hate the most in the universe right now, giving him second thoughts over a png of a random dog. like, huh???????
N also never gets a resolution to his literal years of CONSTANT abuse from J. the only time N lays hands on J is episode 2 with eldritch J. who fights J the whole finale? V. whos pissed at J for betraying them? V. but whos decapitating J in the mural? N. huh? what? why??? also this is a minor nitpick, but in the ending where N yells "THATS MY GIRLFRIEND!!! :D" that doesnt seem like an N thing to do, like, N is a very humble character, he doesnt come off as the type to brag about having a gf.
not to mention Uzi, omg. i think in the finale Uzi is just being a dickhead. for example, when N recovers her he openly says and expresses that hes angry at her for what she did, and what does she do? she headbutts him and calls him a bitch. now lets consider V. what does she do upon finding out N is alive? she apologizes profusely, UNPROVOKED.
what does Uzi do upon seeing V is fine? she makes a deadpan comment about how shes happy V is alive. now tbf, she does look back and give a genuine smile, just to say like "hey, im being serious tho", but like, still, damn Uzi.
another thing i dont like is how serious moments keep getting ruined by jokes. every time something devastating happens, you either dont get time to process it before gets resolved, or the tension is destroyed by a joke.
N getting his core ripped out for example, the second i started to panic, like "OH GOD CYN HAS N'S CORE-" his core is back in his body and hes fine after like 10 seconds. every 'fake out' death in that episode doesnt work, because it gets resolved in literally 20 seconds or less. but i feel thats more a result of the serious pacing issues in the episode.
the episode is 20 minutes, whatever, but keep in mind, MD: Intermission, THE FAN EPISODE, is about 21 minutes long. thats right, A FAN EPISODE MADE BY A COLLEGE STUDENT WAS LONGER THAN THE FINALE. WHAT????????
overall i just think the finale comes off as incredibly rushed, hell, even the merch seems rushed. now im not gonna point any fingers, but certain items seem kindaaaa, ehhhhhhh [cough cough, cat V plush, Cyn plush, and random sticker sheet that just uses the animatez box art]
but yea, thats my 2 cent about the MD finale, overall im prob gonna forget about that episode and go read fic rewrites or something
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the-s1lly-corner · 1 year ago
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Hay...... Do you think you could do tadc characters with a reader who has super bad depth perception (due to an eye injury) and as a result often ends up walking into things because they didn't realise it was right in front of them?? :3 (aka me)
TADC cast x reader who has very bad depth perception!
fuck it we balling!! (admin is now on a small time crunch, theyre not going to explode if they fail to finish this before they timer is up, but they are weird about time stuff) rolls around ehehehhehe i hope you enjoy!! i must admit, admin was a little stumped on this so this might be a little..... meh </3
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CAINE:
i think he blows it out way out of proportion... though im not sure thats the right word... i mean, if you manage to get close to caine (which is quite a feat considering before he didnt really. build genuine connections with circus members as well as being busy with... whatever it is he does...) he doesnt quite.. understand... so i think he insists on being your eyes, utilizing his... thousands of all seeing eyes. he can get overbearing at times so youre going to need to set the record straight and explain things to him... hes a little confused but hes got the spirit.... takes you to his room whenever things get hard (migraine, nausea, ect ect ect) and pampers you... so.. maybe him taking things too far/seriously isnt that bad...
POMNI:
has probably tossed you something before remembering your depth perception... the regret on her face is immediate, spreading over it before you even have the chance to react to whats going on... quick and long stream of apologies as she picks up the thing; it wasnt even likely anything important or fragile
eventually builds the habit to not toss things to people when they ask for something.. offers to read things out for you if you have trouble with it, as well as guiding you to dark places if you have trouble with migraines as well (while admin doesnt have depth perception he does have something funky with his eyes that make them sometimes roll and cross and it suuuucks)
RAGATHA:
oh she is so so so empathetic with you. as mentioned above in pomnis part, if youre prone to nausea or migraines, shes going to do all that she can to help you... usually lets you lay in her bed to collect yourself... helps you judge the distance things are, especially if its in a chaotic situation such as an in house adventure. if you open up to her about the reason behind your bad vision, her heart is going to hurt for you. if you need comfort, she will provide it; if you just need some ears, she will provide. generally very good about accommodating you
JAX:
has probably asked why your eyes look off, assuming they cross or otherwise arent "standard". doesnt really say it to be rude, well.. actually no this is jax hes likely just scoping to see what the deal is, though its more of a curiosity thing. gives a soft "oh" when you briefly explain why. honestly i think he has a habit of tossing things to people when they ask him for something, and i think this would carry over to you.... does sometimes feel bad, but hey! hes not trying to be mean (kinda...)
does not stoop low enough to use your poor depth perception to his advantage for pranks, though. hes an asshole but i dont think he would be that evil tbh...
KINGER:
honestly? same. like i dont think that he has bad eyes thanks to an injury, no rather i think its just because hes OLD!!! so theres times where you guys fail to be each others eyes. you have terrible depth perception, he is shortsighted... uh oh... good news is that hes always keeping an eye on you (no shitty pun intended) due to him constantly worrying about you, so the chance of you somehow being in the way of danger is fairly low.... probably.... if you tend to attract it, though, or are on the clumsier side, rest assured that hes keeping you in the pillow fort!/lh
ZOOBLE:
probably doesnt even notice it at first until you bring it up in passing, and honestly i dont think their view on you would change. sure they would try to be more accommodating for you since theyre not totally apathetic, especially since youre a friend and/or partner... but theyre not too... emotional, so unlike ragatha they wouldnt outwardly give you an excessive amount of.... pity? care? im struggling to find the right word, im afraid... will let you vent about it, though, if the issues that come with it cause any stress.. otherwise doesnt bring it up too much unless you bring it up, both because they dont think its too much of a big deal as well as not wanting to pry
GANGLE:
very sad very empathetic if you ever open up to her about the events leading up to your injury (assuming you remember/it was something that happened in the real world that carried into the digital world), and perhaps sheds a tear for you. helps you read and write things if you struggle with it, as well as even wrapping her ribbon around your eyes should any random bouts of nausea roll in. generally very sweet about it but is very careful about not stepping over any lines, tends to ask before doing something (especially with the blindfolding/nausea thing)
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ganondoodle · 1 year ago
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you know, as if it wasnt already boring enough that both link and zelda got back to their 'perfect' physical selves without any consquences from all that happened, the fact that zelda doesnt even remember anything either is just adding insult to injury
although it was also a lil disappointing at the end of botw that zelda didnt age even a little bit or had any other physical change at least she was conscious during the time she sealed calamity ganon in the castle and it overall feels less illogical
when you get the mastersword back in totk you get a cutscene of zelda with it after she had already transformed which kinda .... is weird? she seemed pretty awake there, and it being right after transforming is strange since the mastersword was already restored in that cutscene, i would expect it to be a slow progress- that said .. it also seemed like her soul was doing pretty fine, unlike how mineru said that you lose your soul when you do the dragon thingy; i guess it could be that that was jsut a thing that was believed without knowing if its true but ... why even mention it then, just to dangle some consequence in front of us only to reveal there wasnt any danger actually?
also someone (i think) commented once that zelda being turned back in that weird way was meant to be that she got time reversed .. which ... okay??? the teleport to that weird nakey floating dimension is still a weird choice to me (yes i know its probably the spirit realm or soemthing and thats why the ghosts that went poff already were there but it still feels off to me) .. aynway, i guess it was meant that ghost sonia + rauru did the give power to link thing that sonia and zelda did to rauru when he magic laser blasted all those poor moldoras (and never does it again ... why not magic laser blast away gan instead he was pretty openly standing on that rock problem solved hfldshnflsnjlfs) and that time reversed the dragon thing .... but aside from the symbol for the time thingy lighting up theres no indication for it if i remember right? its just some awkward looking magic beam blast save zelda edition (tm) why not at least include the clear tök sound that goes off when you use time reversal in game? would it have been both more clear AND cool if link was still standing on her head, the world gets that spirit realm filter like it did in skyward sword to indicate that theres a shift, then have the ghosties appear and let you as the player select time thingy and then her, ghosties give you their energy and the sound of time reversal goes off, the schemes of the world below goes black and white and start to shift; you dont need to literally show the path zelda had been flying over those thousands of years, but make the world a blurry mess and let the music speed up so you feel like you are actually doing something and then she turns back maybe near the temple of time (zonau edition) so its near the place where she was last human, the filters and ghosts disappear and whoop you got your epic falling scene ... but i would like to have zelda still remember it, otherwise it just feels .. weirdly manipulative? like lets reverse your brain and memory zelda no dont worry i meant good lmao trust me
that is if it was meant to be read as a time reversal on her .... but then i question why it wasnt used beforehand? couldnt you have done that to ganondorf even? if sonia and rauru can give you enough energy as ghosts then why couldnt sonia reappear after getting one-punche-mand-to-death or when you fight gan in the present time? is the excuse that he was so miasmafied or deep below the earth that the spirit world thing isnt in reach? couldnt you have done it after he did the dragon thing then? or is it a one time thing so they saved it for zelda? but then why didnt sonia get her ghost ass back there immediately after she died and time revrsed gan getting the enigma stone? ALSO if it was a time reversal on zelda where did the stone go??? shouldnt it be time reversaled out of her in some way to undo the dragon thing? where it go?? also to time reversal a body gotta be different to getting her soul back?? or was it just never gone so what mineru said about the risk was literally jsut so it seemed more tragic when it really wasnt??? like the apparent possibilty that the time reversal CAN be used on living things and not just objects makes me question it all even more?
(also was it meant to imply that rauru somehow through his arm got them both into the ghosty dimension?? bc how did they get there, and why cant they do it again? if spirits are fine over there even if they already went poof then why act so sad about mineru fking off like that? just go back there and say hi? njfkdnjkdj)
like im sorry i cant help but overthink all of this, with every supposedly explanation i just question it more?? i dont want to sound like one of those guys that go -OoHoh there was no clear text explanation for it so i dont knooooOOOOoOw i dont know how to use ma braiiin it makes no seeeensee- or maybe i am? i dont need an explanation for everything, in fact i LIKE when there are unexplained things, but it still has to feel .. whole? there are unexplained things that make a world and story feel more mystical without taking you out of it, but theres also a way to leave things both over AND underexplained with it seemingly contradicting itself or it just trusting that you take it all at face value and never think about it that it just feels off, the the first big moment where i felt SO taken out of the game i felt actually stunned was when i was at the shrine of life and it wasnt there anymore, at all, the cave shaped like a vague imitation of it, i felt like the game was laughing at me for being so distraught about it, like what you remember and care about the game this new one was supposed to be a sequel to? lmao, anyway theres a puddle of healing water :)))
idk i just ... if its not obvious already zelda is my special thingy so of course i overthink and criticize it in ways that may seem insane to the average person, but thats just how i work i guess :/
(i am still too thinking so much about how it all feels like such an afterthought, like especially with the weird time bubbles that literally NEVER COME UP AGAIN???? WHAT WAS THE POINT??? AND WHERE DID THEY COME FROM??? and why youd choose to suddendly give zelda time powers out of nowhere and then basically not do anything with it?? zelda astral projecting to the temple of time somehow even tho her soul was lost but is also fine just to give you the time reversal gimmick is so ?? oh wow look at that zelda gave you her sage oath before you even knew about them look how coool ok but how? and why? it wasnt the actual engima stone you touch to go into ghosty world either just like a .. a weird ghost of it, it just feels off man, ok you got zelda out the way and have your neat gimmicks and uuuh dang we need to find a way to give them to you idk lol listen, i KNOW you are not supposed to question it, i KNOW they always go gameplay over story but goddamn the story ruined the gameplay for me bc everytime i think about playing it again i just get reminded of the things that dont make sense or are just so .. lackluster in ways that even botws worst parts didnt)
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DRAGONS RISING S2 P1 SPOILERS UNDER CUT
my thoughts per ep :3!!
ngl thisbisbjust me live typing my reaction but wtv!! also cw for lots of colorful language hehe
ep 1
- THE SILLIES!!!! also riyu is huge??:?2);
- lloyd is so cute when hes eepy
- “maybe you outa crawl into your crib for a nap buddy” WAHHHHHHHH
-lloyds nightmares omfggg poor thing
- SORA OMG NO WONDER HE COULDNT SLEEP theyre visions right
- spinjitsu-ing out of his nightmare to move out of the way and save his children can someone put me out of my misery
- “my nightmares are getting worse uncle” NOOOOOO
- OH MY GOD ARIN AND LLOYD NIGHTMARE TALK WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
- arin imitating wu i xant
- cinder?,
- LLOYDSD
- ???? ok
ep 2
- new intro sooo good fr WHO TAUGHT CINDER SPINJITSU DOE
- resistance kills
- xan percival be rhe new emperor (is 12 years old)
- OH??
- poor lloyd :(
- Frohicky serving swamp ass fr
-WILDFYRE
- lloyd acknowledging his panic attack someone let me out of my cage
- wait so wildfyre and kai dont have the same power right
- HELEODOSJFNS HIM BUEPING UP THE FLY
- ????
- the sillies!!
- arin cannot be mean im sorry
- HELP “i really didnt think a human could dance like that!”
- arins voice is so non-threatening hes so baby
- “i dont know anything about that” “cool :) thanks for your time!” HELEODOS
- arins so gullible i love him !!! (if he gets the lloyd treatment i MIGHT jump off a cliff)
- “wow. im really bad at spotting liars :,)”
- sora being rebellious :000 !!
- lloyd and arin i cnt .
- ZERO CATS DETECTED IN THIS IMAGEJFKEJFJ
- LMFAOOOOO LLOYD
- why r they just standing there omfg ☠️
- whoa. what if jay hits the gong OH MY FOD!!!!!! (it will not happen im delusional and just want evil jay)
- no causw wait now i think itll happen
- WHOS KNOXKING
- PERCIVAL AND ARIN<333
- wait so do the gongs power like is it permanent or no
- wait my stupid ass-cinders not that one twitchy guy right.
- percival!!!!!! fav side character
- “how can a language look evil” “trust me it does”
- alright what the flip
- WAIT LORD RAS CUESED THW WORMS.. my stupid ass how did i not realize this
- WAITTT FORBIDDEN FIVE… (doesnt know what hes talking about)
- is cinder one of the forbidden five
- wait no im srupid
- Ok.
- LLOYD HAVING A PANIC ATTACK NOOOOOOOOO MY BABY :((((((((((
- acrually theowing up at him like panicking oh mymgod oh kymgod
- “whoever you are” HELPPP
- uh oh chat
- what if one of the ppl w wolf masks is jay
- NOOOO NYA AND LLOYD I CANT DOT HIS . throwing up
- “then just use spinjitsu-oh right sorry” My god
- literally what will happen if u hit the gong that many times
- “u know i thrashed the last one right” NO WAYY
- succeeded.. (?)
- CHAT
- can i learn shatterspin please!!
- whoa like actually this is so cool im sorry
- lloyd frm the trailer!!
- NOOO WILDFYRE
- “wildfyres hurt bad” im crying
- oh my god one of them is going to turn evil to help save thwm. thats whats gnna happen ik it
- Wheres cole.
ep 3!!
- what r u training for clearly ur alreasy powerful
- is cinder into-oh nvm
- kai getting angry.. i missed this
- can someone translate wus notes
- arin :(
- poor lloyd i cnt
- dude kai with gis like wings or something QHAT IS RHAT IM SO EXCITED
- lloyd plz
- Huh
- WHAT THE FLIP??
- who voices the life symbol
- strwngrh is coles :,3
- id be like hello??? IM RIGHT HERE??
- why r they arguing right in front of him
- K see that did not help
- lloyd is going through Way toocmuch and its ep 3
- oh my god. kai and wildfyre can aomeone throw me off a cliff please
- the boringest :(((
- what the flip
- frohicky x zane is kinda cute sorry
- :(( kai !!! i xant
- breaking my silence. jordana x cinder anyone
- oh theyre actually so evil
- lloye sleeping hes so cute
- WAHHH ivlove rhsm
- “what about the younger ones” sobs
- UM WHO WENT ON BOARD
- WILDFYRE.
- U R NOT ALL BETTER I CNT
- soras lil story :(
- how Did she get out
- oh trueee. but the source dragons were basically telling him to find them so.
- lloyd with a grabber thing omfg theyre having sm fun
- “no offense buddy” HDKWJDKSK
- “WHOS HE TALKIMG ABT” HEKDOSKD
- alright what the flip
- have i ever mentioned how much i love nyas beauty mark . i have a lego figurine of her n the beauty mark makes me emotional
- arin n sora :,(
- i love these new suits!! but dragon rising s1 still fave
- waittt what isbgoing on
- WAIT
- WAITTTTTT I SAW THIS SCENE AS A SPOILER
- arin and his parsnts i cnt do it.
- “what, no? i love you i miss you” Kill me.
- Ohh no i sont like this
- oh my god lloyds is going to break me
- No. no. Why would you do this.
- “i blame myself nephew” no No!!!
- NOOOOOOOO OH MY GOD
- JAYA OH MYGOD THIS IS THE PART THAT I GOT SPOILED FOE
- OH KYMGOD NOOOOO
- nya is so. smart i cant. n the way she knew it wasnt happening . Even tho thats wuite literally what will happen if he finds her
- this is like that visionary ninjago fic
- what did kai see..
- “i know the real jay couldnt forget me” It might seem crazy what im bout to say….
- WHAT DID KAI SEE!!!! (i say louder)
- kai literally jumping off
- HELP??
- “i knew he was fine” U DID NOT
- ok now what
- watch the teachwr be like . oh nvm
- Thwyre cooked
ep 4
- OHHHHH MY GOD
- O HMYGOD OH MY GOD !!!!! IF THEY MAKE LOST SHIPPING CANOIM KILLINGN YMSELF
- WHY WOULD YOU DOT HAI TOCME
- pls im so scared i realyl cant
- COLE WAS THE REAL CHEF??? I FUCKING TOLD YALL HE COULD COOK !!!!!!! I TOLD YALL!!!!!! I WAS THE #1 COOK-COLE TRUTHER
- “why do u say stuff like that” /);&2&$;
- making art :,))
- literally coles family
- THEY ACKNOWLEDGED IT THEY SAID THE THING
- a city could be lost i think- oh. No no. No. if they take the cowards way out im actually never watxhing this show again /hj
- wildfyre is so funny
- why is he attacking them riyu is litwrally right there
- “ive always got you arin” im ending it all
- THAT THROW WAS SO COOL
- arin please
- HES SOS ILLYRJJSNF
- ughhh i know hes not gnna feel. great after that
- “is there some sort of social cue im not picking up” OH MY GOD!!! HES SO AURISTIC CODED
- huh???? why does it talk ☠️☠️
- HUH LMFAOO
- LMFAOOOOO ARIN LAUGHING MDKDJSJ
- OH MY GOD BACK TO GEO NOOO
- oh my god. if they. if they do what i think theyre going to do i will lose my mind.
- cole save me cole if you can hear me save me save me cole
- bonzle is so funny new kin
- NOT MY BEST WORK ☠️
- ok geo self sufficient he should be.. ok..
- why do they want bonzle???
- COLE OH MY GOD
- OHHH MY GOD
- is there a lego set of this dragon cause i want it
- yall better hear me out on this dragons va… /hj
- so how did cinder even learn shartterspin
- COLE OH MY GOD SNGRY COLE
- angry cole supremacy
- husbands
- WE REALLY MISSED TOUR BREAKFASTS OH MYMGOD
- OH MY GOD OH MYGOD OH MYOGOD LOST SHIPPING I XANT
- cole and geo r sooo gay
- lostshipping makes up for laxk of jay tbfh
- Ok i didnt know dragoks could be ninja either??
- ok but how cool would it be if one of them turned evil to fight them like
- omgomgomg
- yeah why did they want bonzle
- i want a bonzle figurine like NOW
- omg omgogmogmogm
- THEM TRYING TO PULL UP THE ROCKS
- ok she knoes . aomething
- jordana is actually insane
- alright what the flip
- Oh . No… no no
- it is a little funny wildfyre
- YESSS TRAINING ARC
- IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SCENEE
- WHERE CAN I GET A FROHICKY PLUSH PLEASW ANSWER QUICKLY
- PLEASE TELL ME THE STORY
ep 5
- ITS TO WORK ON CONFLICT ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️
- theyre aoo dating
- the heart on the plush ☠️
- the lil looks zane ans cole gave each other bc they havent seen each other in peobablt years someone put me our ofnmy misery
- Ok bonzle let us know fr
- UM?????????? BONZLE???????
- omg i was waiting for this scene omg where they like switch stuff frm their mexhs
- SO WHAT IS WILDFYRE THEN
- heat and fire. what
- GEO AND COLE!!!
- ZANE?? CLURXHING THE PLUSHIW?? COLE AND GEO HOLDING HANDS??
- MASTER WU??
- DRAGONS CAN DO SLI JITSU
- NOOO WU AND BONZLE :(
-wu not bringing it up is so canon
- loneliness :(
- Oh my god garmadon this season??
- Ohh my god. i MIGHT like wu after this
- little one :(
- its wildfyre pretending shes a mucoid that reminds me shes litwrally a child and i cry
- Ok is this get mad at arin day What the flip.
- OHH MY GOD
- COLe AND GEO HOLDING HABDA OH MYMGVOV
- OH MYMGOD????+> mygodbi cant icant
- cole has become. so so so soft it makes me so emtoional
- hello??
ep 6
- ohh my god the forehead touch.
- NO??:&/$:
- lloyd havinf anxiety incnt
- “my other family” Cryingn
- oh. oh no
- not dorama bro fuck this guy genuinely worst character i hate him sm
- cole not veing a performer :(
- this is some power ranger type transformstion
- why doesnt zabe have a mech
-qlright ehat the flip
- didbt type a lot this ep i was eating candy
ep 7
- bonzle is so silly
- THTEE MONASTERIES
- AAAAAA BRUISE FIGHTING OVER VIDEO GAMES AND GOING ON A DATE I CANT DO THIS.
- JAY REFERENCE OHHH MY GOD
- she loojs like ice kings gf frm adventure time. i forgot her name
- i feel so bad for arin this actually sucks
- OHH MY GOD IM SO ARIN!! not beinf able to take compliments bx hes so hard on himself . Kin
- wildfyre about to save them all rn by getting along w the dragons
- her acknowledging that kais her favorite can i please be let out of my cage
- Ohhh mg god??? hes dying?? no wonder hes so grumpy
- what is this lady saying omfg 😭
- NOOO WAIT OH MY GOD !!!
- “im just a bundle of nerves stumbling around in a daze” WAHH
- ohh lloyds gnna turn evil sorry not sorry
- can we get more baby lloyd and master wu scenes plz
- lloyds inly part mortal tho
- WHAG THE FLUP WHAT THE FLIP
- ghis is trap… this is a trap bonzle omfg
- nvm im just scared
- yeah theyre cooked chat gg
- Oh no. theyre cooked
- OH MGMGOD OH MYMGOD JAY????? IS JAY GOING TO BE OH MGMGOD
- PLEASE VILLAIN JAY SAVE ME SAVE ME VILLAIN JAY VILLAIN JAY IF YOU CAN HEAR ME
- kai gets so frustrated when he cant learn something its so cute
- Ohh my god lore.
- “just fun. no need to worry about saving the world”
- OHHG MY GOD BABY KAI AND NYA
- NOOOOOOO
- HE DID THE. HE HOLG CRAP
- GODDDDD I LVOE KAI AND NYA SO MUCH I CANT DO THIS
- thats so infsresting that he got it first like not to be that guy but - THSE BLOOD MOON WHAT THE FLIP
- COLE!! GEO!!! GET DOWN!! THEY COME FOR GAY PEOPLE FIRST
- EXCUSE ME??
- omg omgomgokg jay jay jay jay jy
- PLEASS VILLAIN JAY SAVE ME VILLAIN JAY VILLAIN JAY ID YOU XAN HEAR ME
- i hate the administration sm
- TRUEEEEEE !! zane is so silly
- THE SILLIES!!
- why is the administration mad like U MADE THE RULES ☠️
- save me agent jay walker agent jay walker if you can hear me
- Ermmm O HMGMGOD
- OH MY GOD AGENT JAY WALKER IF YOU CNA HESR ME
- AGENT JAY Wlker o hmygkod
ep 8
- NO ACTUAL WAY THAT HAPPWNED CHAT AINT NO WAY
- anyways. dragosn pulling the most epic prank . turning to stone
MY APP REFRESHED AND I LOST ALL MY NOTES
was mostly juat acreaming abt jay tbfh
anyways im at the part where they fell
- DID SOMEBODY SAY BOOM /ref
- genuinwlt almost had a heart attack there shoot
- bounty has to be destroyed at least once a season
- i need a bonzle figurine im so srs
- rlly confused rn 💯
- poor thint :(
- Okay get in
- wait im scared is she being tricked rn
- is this a trap idk im scared
- WAIT TIA A TRAP ITS A TRAP ITS A TRAP
- NO I DONT LIKE THIS I DONT LIKE THIS
- ok wasnt a trap but lord ras ass
- NOOO
- jordana be so fr
- “never seen her before in my life” LMFAO
- this sucks on god how is this going to be semi-wrapped up in 2 eps
- i thought that atorm was a lloyd nightmare ngl
ep 9
- ok baby lord ras liek i gaf???
- Ok nvm i do feel bad him w the apple put me out of my misery
- him sacrificng ppl is kinda crazy tho like hello?
- Like hello???? no way we cld actually feelcbad for him (did feel bas for him)
- wildfyre si scared of heights :(
- lloys getting all these visions is genuinely so sad and nya comforting him put me out of my miswry!!!
- LEAVE BONZLE ALONE
- ALEIGHT WHAY THE FLIP
- LITWRALLT WHATXIA RHIS
- THE ROCKS??
- but wherws the road road road road /ref
- RIYUS FLYING
- OO KILL EM
- “sorry i cabt remember your name!” OHH MYKDJSJDN
- “whats your elemental power?” its autism
- invisible shoes??
- HOW DID IT TAKE HIS VOICE
- COLES A PUPPYYY AAAA
- “im ALWAYS adorable” CUTEEJDKSNFM
- they cannot be fr
- cinders so-Lemme chill
- OU KY GOD HES BORDERLIJE FERAL
- if arin saw lloyd and nya as his mom and dad i wilk start screaming crying theowginh up
EP 10
- NIOOOOO ITS LLOYD AND NYA O HMYGOD
- WAIT HOYL FUCK I KNEWNIT I KNWW IT WHAT DID I SAY CHAT WHAT DID I SAY THEYRE EVIL
- OH MGMGODDDDD THATS ACTUALLY CRAZY IM SKIPPIGN THE INTRO
- bonzle :(
- ok nvm theyre not evil . Shoot. why did i want it so bad
- NOOO BONZLE
- ohh no chat
- cinders insabe
- Ok byt hes so.. Hear me out
- sharterspinning be so cool doe
- NO. NO NO N O N O
- oh ky fod i litedally paused it hc i cldnt NOOO
- OH MYMGOD NO ACTUAL WAY
- GG CHAT GG
- AND WHO IS THAT
- oh my god. is kai dead like
- NOOOO :(
- LLOYDDDD OH MY GOD
- YESSSSS
- BONZLE FIGHT BADK
- BONZLEEEE OH MGMGOD
- OH KYMGOD ARIN UR NOT SRS
- sora..
- wair.
- NO NO N O N O KAI
- ???
- what the flip
- what the actual flip chat
- ok what rhe flip
- jordana genuinely tweaking rn
- ok whos lord ras’ master
- lloyd n cole hug i cant.
- BUT MY BIG BROTHER WAS ALWAYS MY HERO FUCK.
- WILSFYRE NOOO
- this is rhe weost thinf tht couldce evwr happwnwd
- bonzle n kai wahhh 😭
- no axtual waycir ended like that
Thank u all for coming. i will now be crying my eyes out
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differentcoloredcontacts · 9 months ago
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What if they met a villain outside of school, (who wasn’t like doing villainous stuff when they met) and they had developed a relationship, until they just see you on the tv, with a headline like “masked villain finally revealed” with a big ol’ picture of you.
Not proofread we die like men
Probably a bit ooc for some of these characters but oh well.
Awase - 'haha no dont kill people your so sexy ahaha.' Seriously though he refuses to believe any of it at first and his friends have to pull him to the side to really drive it into him that you wernt a good person. He still tries to find anything to redeem you (a justifiable motive or smthn)
Sen - after he found out he looked like he wanted to kill you for a while. I mean hes quick to get into fights and who wouldn't want to fight someone who betrayed them? But he mostly just stays in his room and shuts himself off for a while.
Kamakiri - bro kinda gets pissed at himself for not being able to tell you were a villain when the two of you spoke. I mean this dangerous villain was right there and he just let you walk away.
Kuroiro - he manages to keep his nonchalant front when he first finds out but as the day goes by he cant stop thinking about it. He ends up sitting in his room in silence trying to convince himself that the news article wasn't real.
Kendo - shes so confused and conflicted when she found out you of all people were a villain. She managed to convince herself that you were being forced to do these villainous acts by someone else. But even she knows its just denial. For someone so calm and collected she looses that a bit when it comes to the people closest.
Kodai - shes another one of the students who locked herself in her room. You two were so close yet you were a villain. She would refuse to open her bedroom door for anyone for a while. The only exception would probably be one of the girls who came to comfort her and make sure shes eating properly.
Komori - she was one of the ones that cried the most when she found out you were a villain. You were so kind and the two of you quickly became close so you betraying her like this hurt her more than shed like to admit.
Shiozaki - shes so shocked and sad when she finds out. She doesn't quite cry or lock herself away like some of the others but she does sulk for a while. She keeps to herself and is a bit more reserved than usual but its hard to tell how upset she is about finding out your a villain. Its hard to tell how hard it really effects her.
Shishida - hes honestly one of the most hurt when he saw on the news that you were a villain. You two were instantly close when you met and he thought you were one of the nicest people hes met. Not only was it surprising when he found out but it left a impact on him emotionally that he most likely cant recover from
Shoda - it takes him a week or two before the fact that you betrayed him really sets in. But when he does finally get it nailed into him that you were a bad person then he silently gets frustrated and upset. Other than that he tries to act like it doesn't effect him because he doesnt want those around him to worry
Pony - she gets really sad for a while and finds a lot of comfort hanging out with the rest of the girls for a while. She seems quiet and tired for about a week or so but she brushes it off and insists that shes fine.
Tsubaraba - he really tries not to let anyone see how upset he is when he found out. He desperately tries to keep up this cool guy persona in front of his friends only to fight back a break down the second hes alone.
Tetsutetsu - he went on a run after finding out you were a villain. Running helps clear his head not to mention its good exercise. But even though he practically ran around til he was about to collapse he couldn't clear his head at all so instead he just ends up holed up in his room for the day.
Tokage - for a long while she lies to herself saying you never existed or that you two wernt that close. She leaves whenever your mentioned or she sees something that reminded her of you because its the only thing that can stop her from breaking down. She lies to herself to try and stay strong
Manga - he blames himself more than anything else. He blames himself that you became a villain when it had nothing to do with him. He keeps telling himself that if he met you earlier he could have stopped you from becoming a villain but he knows that theres nothing he can do now exsept sulk.
Honenuki - despite how friendly and social he is he became quite reserved for a while. He always had his mind somewhere else and let his grades slip a little. After a few weeks have gone by he goes back to normal but he brushes it off when anyone asks him how hes doing. He knows opening up is important but he doesn't want to, at least not now.
Bondo - hes more in shock than anything else. You seemed so nice when you were hanging out together. You even let him talk about how excited he was to be a hero. All while you did villainous deeds on the side.
Monoma - i wanna write something kinda sad for him but the only thing i can imagine is his angsty ass blasting sad songs from musicals while dramatically sighing to himself in his dorm room. But seriously though he becomes reserved for quite a while and even leaves class 1a alone during that time.
Reiko - she keeps a strong front when around her classmates but she slowly starts to break down once shes in her room away from everyone else.
Rin - after he finds out someone so close to him was a villain he starts to push himself to get stronger, in the unhealthy way. He loose sleep and forget meals because hes too busy training/ studying. He'll get to the point where he can barely stand up straight without feeling dizzy, all because he feels guilty of not being able to save you before you became a villain. This is the self punishment he thinks he deserves for something that isnt his fault.
Gif Anime - Blue Period
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xxxg0ryygurlll13xxx · 3 months ago
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i seem to be surrounded by horndogs and their slutty girlfriends.
i mean i dont wanna sound like a prude i dont plan on "saving myself for marriage" or anything in fact the quicker i can get the label of "virgin" off me the better but actually "doing it" is kinda scary. the closest ive ever gotten is buying condoms (which are way too expensive at my local CVS) and bringing them to my bfs house once. i pussied out of actually doing it tho. maybe ill just lie to ppl and say i have done it. my friend isnt a virgin she never really made a big deal abt it tho when she broke up w that guy, she did make a big deal abt having sex tho. for weeks shed talk abt how she "needed" to get laid again and how good it was, and how i wouldnt get it when i responded w "u have a right hand dude". which tbf i wouldnt but still kinda rude lol one time i was playing that miku rhythm game in front of her and she was like "lina ur gonna be a virgin forever" which may be tru but i dont plan on becoming a nun. several times i have been called a "virgin" as an insult or been told its not surprising i am. which idk if thats a compliment or insult......at least im not seen as easy ig?
and i am well aware that in 10 years, or even 5 years none of this will matter and nothing anyone at my high school calls me or thinks of me will matter but it bothers me now. my bf is lucky hes the only guy in his friend group w a gf so he doesnt need to lose his vcard to prove anything to anyone they already think hes cool for that. i however am in a diff predicament. i mean the thing the other catholic girls school in my area say abt us is "*school name* high *school name* low *school name* girls love to blow!" which from what ive heard around school from girls isnt entirely false.
worst part is is that i cant even use the excuse that no guy will sleep w me. i have a bf for fucks sake whos been waiting for me to be ready for awhile. hes sweet abt it tho cause i feel a bit bad abt it. anytime we talk abt it he tells me not to force myself and that it really doesnt matter if i lose my vcard or not and that hell wait as long a i need. hes so sweet like that. but i feel bad for him i mean its been like a year since he brought up doing it. i even bought condoms, went to his house saying i was ready and then pussied out when i got there. the girls in pornos seem to be having a great time and so does my friend so idk maybe my fear is unwarranted
idk whats scarier sex or being a virgin till i die.
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somedayslater · 4 months ago
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the impossible trio from no home ! minju and marie are fighting because minju was awful so marie played a dirty trick on her in retribution. hara is just here for the show. apparently they roomed together in their last year of HS ?? we didnt see any of it...
i have such a soft spot for marie. She's cunning and smart, funny and sincere, depressed and hopeful. i really liked her arc and i would have liked to know more about the rest of her story. she had to go back to her house from time to time during HS... i guess her family isnt as bad as eunyung's so she was not in immediate danger but it still sucks. i hope she went to her aunt instead. now that she's an adult, she doesnt need her family's permission to travel (she was interested in a working holiday in her chara's notes) , or do whatever she wants ! im so happy for her, i hope she keeps or finds a support network so her hopeful side is the stronger one.
minju... welll. I feel the same way about minju as marie lol. Fascinating -not often in a good way, but more in a "is she seriously serious" way-, and deeply unlikable. I really liked it when marie was like, "stop bothering haejoon, he needs a good person" and it wasnt batter she was seriously thinking it lol. I agree with her 100%. Minju is such a funny character. Even if i often wanted to shake her up, i always really liked it when she was on the page and was waiting for her next obnoxious move.
Hara is honestly the only character i didnt like as a character nor a person in no home. i wasnt interested in her, didnt agree with her mentality and so was frustrated when the narration kept putting her in a "she's right" light. I feel like she was saying stuff wanan wanted to say (unlike minju who the author knows is awful), so it felt like she wasnt really fleshed except for the vague idea that "working and bettering yourself is good". i especially didnt like her interaction with eunyung, where i felt like she was patronizing without knowing anything about anything. i guess wanan agree it's the most bland character, since she appeared so little. (i know she's a fan favorite and i can see why, i just dont like what she represents ! and its interesting to question myself about what she represents and why i dont like it, so im still grateful for her existence).
wanan created such a large panel of colorful and interesting characters ! its especially so rare for female charas. it honestly felt good to dislike a female characters for who she was as a person, and not because the author was treating her actions/arc poorly. A female character that sucks because of her moral rigor is a special treat.
Still, it's kinda sad the male characters had so much more screen time. i guess in the case of eunyung and haejoon it's normal, since they were the protagonists of the story. we didnt see so much more of juwan either i guess. but still, since we were following mostly eunyung and haejoon in their dormitory, we didnt witness a lot of the girls interactions. It would have been nice to have a few cameo of them in their dorms, especially if they shared a room. like seriously ? minju and marie living in the same room ? their fights must have been gold, they dont have anything to envy to eunhae fights. i can only guess they tried to appear nice-ish in front of hara so their fights were more manageable... probably
i like the idea its an absurd love triangle with both minju and marie having a crush on hara who is absolutely not interested in both, and in their fights they keep getting closer until...... mwah !
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i suck so much at coloring it makes me sad ! how do people color and dont make it uglier than the sketch ??
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