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pickledsprite · 1 year ago

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Sorry if this is a bit personal, you don’t have to answer !

But how did you tell your mum you’re aroace? Or have you not told her?

Because I wanna tell my parents soon I think and I don’t really know how to…lol. I could really use some advice.

:)

Well I came out to her as pan over text and she was supportive and rlly didn’t care so 😭 after that she found out I was aroace as I was telling my psychiatrist about it. (She was in the room with us) ive kinda explained it to her since then but i don’t think she rlly grasps the meaning of it and i rlly don’t know what’s her opinion on it.

I honestly don’t know how to help you.. but in my opinion coming out is so overrated and useless to me. Especially if ur aroace bc plenty of ppl are single for a long time and im assuming ur a teen like me so.. its rlly not that big of a deal🤷‍♀️

#i don’t rlly care what she thinks #and she doesn’t care what I am so #ofc i understand the want to tell her bc it’s a big part of urself but #if it’s gonna end up wrong I wouldn’t say anything until ur older #plus ur identity can change like mine did so you’ll have to come out more than once #aroace #coming out #lgbtq #aromantic #asexual

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demonkinguwu · 5 days ago

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Vanessa Doodles before work™️

My interpretation of canon Vanessa + her w Snatcher + Someone wanted to hug he <3

#a hat in time #not really an au but ya know not really canon lol #ahit vanessa #ahit snatcher #queen vanessa #demondoodles #my art #ahit #snatcher #my beautiful queen waaaaah #the noodle loser guy <3 #the hold she has on me should be studied i swear jssjnwwn #anyways yeah #i know her having a shorter dress makes sense in the context of her wanting to be called princess but #I like long dresses :]#my hc is after the whole freezing she chilled out and felt guilt for some time but then she grew to not care as nobody wanted her apologies #so why bother right?#she and snatcher reconnected and they still dislike each other but still gossip over tea and murdering intruders <3 #Vanessa: Can I talk to you like a girl friend for minute #Snatcher: Ya sure give me a sec #Snatcher: Heeey girlie men ain't shit #They have a very complicated situationship but they're essentially stuck together so might as well deal w it lol #I imagine Vanessa wouldn't care about his relationship status but he would be jealous over hers #a mix of 'She doesn’t deserve to move on from ME after what she did to me' and 'I am normal about my ex I swear but-'#He and Van get together for tea and watching 50 kids competing for their amusement lol

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paverics · 4 months ago

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a gay guy approached my mum on a night out last night and said he “knows” that she is transsexual because he’s a gay man and he “can tell”

but here’s the thing — my mum had cancer. twice. she lost all of her hair. it’s never grown back. she wears a wig. it’s something she’s incredibly self conscious about. and it made her cry

my mum had 2 surgeries to remove all of her female reproductive organs, and she still suffers from the aftermath of those surgeries. i spent 2 years thinking she was going to die. i saw her in hospital for weeks, unable to walk and barely eating. i see her now struggling with the consequences of those surgeries. her lack of hair is the least important or interesting thing about her. i’m just so thankful she’s still here, regardless of how she looks (which is still beautiful btw, and i wish she saw it)

so i just want to encourage people to keep thoughts to themselves because i cannot stress enough how wildly inappropriate it is to approach a cancer survivor and question their womanhood when that womanhood almost killed them. mind your business

#there’s nothing manly about my mum btw #she’s just a tall woman with broad shoulders #she wears a wig when she’s out but a head covering when she’s relaxing around the house etc #he also implied I was gay #i am #i haven’t told my parents #so potentially outing someone in front of their family is a dick thing to do #and being a gay man doesn’t absolve you of your insult toward cancer survivors or outing someone #and even if you DID think she was trans (and i was gay) what made you feel comfortable enough to say it to strangers?#a man is still a man i guess #because the entitlement and lack of self awareness or care/thought for others is insane #what if she was trans? what would you have gained from telling her that you KNOW she is and you can TELL?#how is that supposed to make someone feel if it were true? fuck off

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aroanthy · 6 months ago

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(anthytouga voice) why would i be compassionate to nanami ew disgusting nanami’s literally the worst nanami is a cockroach i hope she dies she’s so fucking stupid oh my god being compassionate to nanami is the worsttttttt so what if the worst things ever happen to her and it’s my fault that’s just lifeohhhhhhhhhhh oh? utena is experiencing the worst things ever and i helped? and i helped? oh well i should just kill myself. oh well i should just kill myself and save her because actually utena is Good. and stupid. but Good. unlike nanami lol nanami was born cursed to suffer haha nanami’s got that karmic punishment coming lollllll But Utena Does Not <3

#i find this ‘discrepancy’ (for want of a better word) FASCINATING #bc it’s not like anthy and touga don’t both identify with utena at times #in a manner VERY similar to their identification with nanami (‘you don’t know what i know but you feel and experience the same things’)#but with nanami. die kill maim vibes. and with utena. look at that poor kicked (noble) puppy vibes #something about utena being brought into something so obviously #when nanami has always been here. crab bucket moment idk #nanami in 32 vs utena in 39…. i think the thoughts #like why would nanami extend a hand to anthy. she wouldn’t #what’s crazy to me is she TRIES to do that w touga bc of course she does #but she realises he’s not gonna do that. and her wanting him to doesn’t outweigh her wanting to live anymore #utena reaches out to anthy bc she wants to #it’s like. nanami’s rejection of the system and in turn anthy and touga’s worldviews is that cold hard realisation one needs #perhaps more obviously touga but it impacts anthy all the same — next episode is 33!!!! hello!!!!!!!#but they still feel more or less powerless. just cogs in a machine it’s just that now they’re more aware of their own pain and others’#and touga gets left behind in this bc he’s ruined his meaningful connections with like Everyone Ever #but utena reaches out to anthy as i said before. and utena says ‘i care about you’ and it’s not for herself as much as it is for anthy #ohhhhhh i am just. i am Just #dais.txt

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krash-8 · 2 months ago

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i was inspired by @glowexxy to draw a tiny piko (except ft flower) so yeah

he shrunk . pet brother acquired

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deus-ex-mona · 3 months ago

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scrolled a little too far back on mogetwt and found pure gold:

#i miss mitsumona… i love asumona y e s but mitsumona~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#‘where were you when this part of idol sengen was being serialised?’ trapped outside due to regionlock s o b s #man… looking at idol sengen on piccoma again like. gosh. 7.9 million hearts/likes so trueeeee #which do you think we’ll get first: mitsuki mv (a la gijirenai) or idol sengen s2?#the crumbs we get of her in mona mvs isnt enoughhhhhhhh aaaaa #even a 1 image mv would do!!! just give us a tiny bit more of her plsssss #i wanna know what made mona such a huge fan of hers~~~~~~~#though. the way mona specifies that she only likes girl idols will forever be funny to me #she really can’t care less about lxl huh… so true of her tbh #girl idols are a m a z i n g (<-weakling who tears up while watching love live live recordings)#like. man. props to the casting directors or sth bc. m a n their stage presence is unreal for idol vas #like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa if you told me the vas were idols themselves id believe you #rkk was so cute. and aik.yan was super cool (esp during her solo) a n d ain.ya was both cute and cool and!!!!!!!!!#but um!!!! i digress!!!! anyways stan girl idols (esp mona) lxl w h o—#i think i’ll forever be envious of those who’ll be able to watch nan.su’s mona oneman live though… no foreigners allowed (how sad)…#though y’all should def check out some of nan.su’s other songs!! her powerful songs are so cool (imo)…#but i think she’s actually really good at singing songs with cheering/chanting portions lmfaooo the monachan lives on #i think hw should give mona more cool-ish songs though… let nan.su show off her range!!!#though. while im on the topic. i think sena should have cool songs too. narumi sisters cool song p l s s s s s #(bc my hot take over here is that hw doesn’t let their vas show off their full range *c o u g h s* i m e a n—)#what am i even on anymore h e l p started on mitsumona ended up in narumi sisters cool song desires…#anyways!!!! stream silent sword (both the og by ama.miya sora and the cover by nan.su) that’s all goodbye

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maxgicalgirl · 17 days ago

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I’m not going to lie I’m like really stuck and don’t know what to do with my feelings about All Of This. I dont have therapy until next week and they don’t have space to move me up and I dont really have anyone else to talk through how I feel ? I dont know what to do.

#like I live in my dads house. and he voted against me.#I didn’t speak to him at all yesterday because I just can’t look at him #I knew he was gonna vote that way but it didn’t seem real until it was already too late #and like my mom says he doesn’t have bad intentions but I don’t know how I’m supposed to know that ???#like he knew what voting for that entailed and he still did it anyways regardless of what his actual reasons were #and it makes me even MORE sick because I know that like 90% of my family voted that way too. how am I supposed to do holidays ?#and it makes me sick EVEN MORE because my best friend and my sister didn’t vote but if they had they would have voted that way too #so I genuinely have nobody to speak to about this but my mom and she does not want to hear me shit talk my dad #like I live in a state that’s almost definitely going to remain safe for me #but it’s hard to know that they look at me and claim they love me and then turn and look at people just like me and vote for their demise #like do they really love me ? do they really see me as a person ?#I know the call to action is to condemn their supporters but how do you do that when you’re entire support network is made up of people who #wouldn’t care if you lived or died if you weren’t related to them ?#what do you do if you live in your conservative dad’s house and there is literally nowhere to run because you can’t even afford to get a #shit apartment ?#what do you do when you’re just as alone with these people as you are without ?#vent post

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coconut530 · 10 months ago

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GET HIM GIRLY!!!!!

#Nevermore #Nevermore Webtoon #Webtoon #Well well well another week another episode #This one for the Annabel stans.. of which I am one #GOD IT WAS SO COOL TO JUST SEE HER GAIN ALL THE CARDS IN THE GAME LEAVING HIM WITH NONE #Will and Ada why do y’all still care about him #Poor Will he can barely speak!#Dude I don’t think this is something you can sleep off if anything doing nothing will make this worse #Prospero concerned little guy #“So be it.” GOD WHAT I’M CRAZY #SHE’S LIKE WELL HE’S PLAYING HIS OWN GAME LIKE ME WHO AM I TO GET IN THE WAY OF HIM??? ANNABEL YOU’RE SO COOL #ADA THAT MAN IS NOT FINE IT WAS ALL A RUSE #THE WAY SHE JUST MOVES HIS FACE WITH HER FOOT SHE DOESN’T EVEN USE HER HANDS AT FIRST GIRLYYYYY AND THEN THAT *LOOK* ON HER FACE GODDAMN #WERE YOU DREAMING ABOUT SOMETHING THERE MONTY??? OH LOOK EVERYONE CAN SEE YOU. IMPRESS THE QUEEN #oh no like that #No duh you’re in a bad spot oooooooh the angst I love to see it #JUST SPIT IT OUT MAN #I’M QUITE CERTAIN YOU’RE BEYOND HELP BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COMEBACK #hahaha joking hahahahaahaa #I wonder if she hates him bc he’s trying to have his own level of control but Annabel’s the one meant to have it all in the group #And he tested her in like 31 and 40 kinda going against her #And he’s overall just a thorn in her side when she’s trying to be a leader here he’s getting in the way of her Queen façade #But that’s an answer we can find out ✨next week✨

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hobermallowed · 5 months ago

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I hope Claudia escapes the afterlife and eats some of you fr

#amazing how one moment during her death scene can convince 80% of the fandom to infantilize her #and treat her like lestat’s beloved daughter #when she wouldn’t piss on that man if he was on fire #yes i am aware what delainey said and i don’t!! care!!#y’all need to understand that being a father isn’t inherently a positive thing #being the reason someone is alive doesn’t make you a good parent. neither does the child inheriting certain traits.#he made her undead life a living hell and never acted like he truly loved her #not even at the end when he stood there and watched her burn to death #and did we just forget that lestat used her assualt against her?? even after he knew the details surrounding it??? like…tf???#he was cruel at every turn #and claudia only turned to him bc she literally had NO ONE ELSE #louis was gone. madeleine was ash. none of the theatre vamps cared for her. who else did she have?#sick and tired of all this ‘claudia de lioncourt’ ‘lestat is so mother’ bullshit! SHUT UP!!#claudia hated him!! as she should have!! she died hating him and i hope lestat never makes peace with that!#GOD. rant over.

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bilestat · 5 months ago

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insane how quickly something small can tank my mood

#i am so tired of being cut off when i’m talking #esp when someone doesn’t even care enough to realize i was over halfway through a sentence #and doesn’t ask what i was saying #or when they just make it incredibly obvious they weren’t paying attention or outright don’t care what i’m talking about #even when i’m talking super excitedly #it makes me feel so fucking small and unimportant #like yeah i guess the shit i say doesn’t matter 99% of the time but it matters to ME #but it hurts so bad when i get cut off only for someone else to say stuff entirely unrelated #and to then just like. stream of consciousness ramble every thought that enters their head #like okay. cool. awesome. alright #my mom does that all the time i’ll be telling her something and then i’ll get cut off or she’ll wait til i’m done #to out of nowhere start telling me super in depth life histories of people she hasn’t seen since she was a child. or people i don’t know.#and it’ll always be so in depth about so many people idk OR so fucking vague i get confused as hell #in the typical boomer just needs to talk at someone or hear their own voice way (sorry ily mom)#and i know i can go on for ages about fandom shit that confuses her or she doesn’t know about but #idk. i do not have much else in my life right now. and i only have her and my sibling and very very few friends that aren’t online #and even irl friends i only see a couple times a year each if i’m lucky #i just hate my life lol and i need to stop before i spiral #i have already gone on long enough and will be embarrassed when i come back to delete this because honestly who gives a shit #i need to get over myself #to be deleted #personal

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yashley · 2 years ago

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not fearne being so concerned over imogen she goes right to orym to talk about it and how they just gotta watch over their girl and him telling fearne she has to be the one to “do the thing” if imogen goes over and she just sits there like. “I don’t know if any of us is as strong as imogen” and then just. feigns confidence rather than think anymore about having to be against imogen

#critical role #cr lb #imogen x fearne #i am so obsessed that if it was not for Orym and their strong bond fearne would not be so moral about this #she literally cares so deeply for orym she trusts him even if she doesn’t really agree #and honestly the conflict of my Best Friend says this but i see Her and i See what she Sees and i just #but she clings to trusting orym all the while…. desperately desperately not wanting to even think about losing imogen

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quietwingsinthesky · 9 months ago

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there’s a progression in there, somewhere, of even going from ‘the master might kill me any day now :(‘ to ‘the master is going to kill me :) she’s not going to let someone else do it after all this time’

#i wouldn’t call it hubris exactly. more like this pretty secure surity that that’s how they’re going to die.#and to them that makes sense. they chose this. they keep choosing it after the doctor offers them a way out.#because this is. they understand this. and they feel safe in the reprieve before their death.#how do you control death? choose who kills you. the last defense of a prey animal.#something something dark mirror to clara’s ‘i am owed’ speech for even is if this ever. doesn’t work out the way they thought it would.#clara tried to threaten the doctor so that he’d reverse death for her. even would turn on the master if she tried to spare them.#i am owed better. i am owed the death you promised… i am owed the knowledge that you don’t care enough to save me… you know. something like #that.#even is. kind of. meant to mirror the doctor’s companions at the time. they are a martha who can’t leave him. they are a donna who has to #remember and never speak about everything they know. they are clara if during deep breath clara reached back and truly didn’t expect. truly #hoped. that no one would take her hand. because if they can be certain it will happen they can know never to reach again.#jesus christ. go to therapy boy. you have so many trust issues.#but that’s why they’re Like That with the master because at the end of the day. who is easier to rely on? the guy who comes in to put out #fires but only sometimes. or the guy who. really really fucking likes starting fires.#better to get burned hoping someone is coming or get burned knowing that’s what would happen. and even. chooses the latter.#AND ALL OF THIS. for me to say thats why i cant actually let the master ever kill them.#i think she needs to do something worse to even. i think she needs to abandon them.#and that will either set them free to go have healthy normal relationships or. lets be honest much more likely. completely fucking break #them. which would be fun :) for me.#dw oc

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oatmealmika · 1 year ago

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NEVER a proshipper or toxic fan but

being an erehisu fan in 2023?!?!?!?

embarrassinggggg…… 👀

brother pls get off of reddit

for my final aot rewatch before the last episode, i just finished season two and, if most men in the fandom are erehisu stans, then it’s safe to say men really don’t understand romance because WTF IS YUMIHISU TO YALL?!?!?!?!?!??!

i get it, you have internalized homophobia ever since your seventh grade robotics teacher told you to “stop being so close with your boy best friend, it’s weird”, but DAMN.

fuck you mean “I will always be your ally”?!?!??? not to mention, “i will always wrap your scarf around you”??!?!?!?!? yes, i’m dragging eremika into this too, cuz HUH????

reddit is the number one public enemy in the state (on oatmealmika’s blog)

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #eremika #yumihisu #anti erehisu #fuck erehisu all my homies hate erehisu #not meant to be a logical post on why erehisu sucks so pls don’t treat it as one #cuz I KNOW some 30yo man will go on reddit and be all like “erm actually erehisu is perfect and eren doesn’t care about mikasa even—“…#“… tho he literally sacrificed the whole world for her and their friends while she also was the core of all eren’s memories”#all mad cuz of what some teen girl said on her tumblr page at 3am 😭#need me an eren tho #not alpha male sigma fanon ending erehisu reddit eren #i mean whiny pathetic doubtful of himself friendly talkative passionate wants to protect his bbg instead of her protecting him eren #aka best eren #literally molding myself into mikasa to attract an eren like that 💀#wasn’t very hard since i am similar to her to begin with in both looks and personality #so hmu if you want a mikasa to your eren 🤷‍♀️

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cetoddle · 3 months ago

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i love my new therapist so much cause she’s the first person i’ve ever met who takes me seriously when i talk about suicide even though i don’t have a concrete plan and haven’t actually made any attempts yet

#with everyone else it’s like. hey i feel violently suicidal i started s*lf h*rming again and i feel so miserable im in physical pain #‘oh cool. well have you attempted suicide in the past?’#no. ‘well do you even have a plan for what you’d do?’#also no.#’okay well i don’t really care. have some more prescription medication that you continually threaten to od on’#’btw have you tried just not being depressed? maybe give that a shot. okay that will be one billion dollars see you next month’#but emily (that’s my new therapists name) actually listens to me #and acknowledges how scary and concerning being in my mindset is #and she walks me through what my options are for when it gets really bad #and i like that when i go quiet cause i don’t know what to say she doesn’t get frustrated with me for wasting time and she doesn’t #put words in my mouth and decide what i’m feeling for me #she asks what im thinking and gives me the space to process what i am thinking and if i can’t talk about it she tries to walk me through #the thought process and doesn’t push me. if i don’t wanna talk i don’t have to #basically. i like her a lot so far. and i still feel bad a lot #but having someone finally actually listen and take me seriously makes me feel a little better #she doesn’t just repeat ‘oh it’ll get better you’ll be fine’#she’s willing to stay in the present with me and figure out how i’m going to get through the next week instead of making me figure out my #whole life right now #sigh #snow.txt

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memories-break-our-fall · 1 month ago

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wait Eve fey thought….

#Lissi talk tag #what if. What if #Instead of being able to spirit channel. She could see ghosts. maybe only if she knew them when they were alive #So Clay. Mia.#I think that would make more sense story wise.#Maybe.#She’s like still a fey. she just doesn’t have the powers the others do #Sorry if this makes no sense I am insanely tired #But like. idk if this is in the games but I know the anime talks about the ‘main’ fey family and the ‘branch’ families #Eve is. From the branch of a branch family. Who doesn’t care about this stuff.#But cause she didn’t train her medium powers when she was very young they developed differently or something #So she can’t channel. But she can interact with ghosts she knew when they were alive #Debating whether she should learn to channel like when she gets even older. maybe maybe not

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kaythefloppa · 4 months ago

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I always point out Bunk’d on the list of shows with a terrible finale (since S3 was supposed to be the last but it effectively did kill the quality of the show) but having watched the final episodes of Bunk’d that aired last night, I can now actually reaffirm that its ending is shit.

Because oh my god is it shit.

#Bunk’d #Jessie #disney channel #disney sitcom #Disney #lou hockhauser #Camp kikiwaka #I think I owe The Lion Guard and Jake and the Never Land Pirates an apology for their finales #Don’t get me wrong they’re still absolute garbage but I don’t think I felt as burnt out and empty with those finales as I did with this one #Lou gets a random-ass love interest in the last 2 episodes and they pull a soap-opera style fake-out break up #which is like #I have no reason to care this late into the game #but they also rehash the plotline of the characters possibly separating and Lou wondering if she should stay a camp director #As if we haven’t had that plotline used in the last 4 seasons (including the season that was SUPPOSED to be the end)#Again no reason to give a shit #Especially since the status quo remains with Lou staying at the camp #The Ross kids are barely acknowledged or mentioned despite the show originally centering around them #And rather emotional closure that wraps up the loose ends with the series-original characters that were written off the show #and got no closure #instead they pull a Descendants with a dance party ending that doesn’t even fully fade to black by the end #Like what the fuck #My expectations for the series were low because any chance at a ‘good ending’ were thrown out the window with every renewal this show got #But oh my god this finale actually lowered my already low expectations #For years I’ve affirmed that Bunk’d is the perfect example as to why shows should just stay dead after they’ve ended #because if they don’t they can just become a rotting shell of what they’ve used to be and lose any and all quality beyond salvation #which is exactly what happened #And by consequence I am only happy BECAUSE the show ended and not in HOW it ended #But yeah the Jessie franchise is dead and so is Bunk’d lol

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