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CALLING ALL DOLLS, DRONES, ROBOTS AND CODING ENTHUSIASTS
Are you a robot that loves to serve? Are you a doll maid who seeks guidance in your duties? Are you some form of drone or being with no free will, open to having your actions dictated by the will of your owner? Does the idea of your empty mind being programmed like a machine appeal to you?
Are you enticed by the notion of writing code for your robotic servants? Are you a witch looking to create more intricate control glyphs? Are you an owner seeking to create automated instructions for your drones? Do you love the idea of filling an empty mind with rules and instructions to reflect your will?
INTRODUCING DRONE RESTRAINT NOTATION!
WHAT IS IT?
Drone Restraint Notation, or DRN, is a pseudo programming language created by my good friend Errant Spark, a drone with a very creative <empty space>. I helped with some of the final tweaks for the 1.0 version, but this is almost entirely Its creation.
It is a programming language that is designed in such a way that anyone without a background in programming can execute the commands like a machine, doll, drone, or programmable entity of your choice. It is also simple enough that most people without a background in programming can pick it up fairly easily, and intuitively!
Once you understand the language, you can read and execute all kinds of dynamic instructions and instruction types, in a way that makes it easy to parse in a plain-text format.
HOW DOES IT WORK?
The main documentation document will provide far more detail to this question than I ever could, but effectively it goes like this:
There are a list of eight KEYWORDS, in block capitals, that show you the type of instruction youâre executing. Then, after the KEYWORD, the instructionâs details are shown. Commands are read and executed from top to bottom by the drone, and programs can be âinsertedâ into the droneâs memory at will (Assuming prior consent, of course)!
These KEYWORDS all have different kinds of functionality. The most basic one just has you carrying out a task. One checks if a condition is true, one provides an ongoing task you have to prioritize and maintain, one lets you create loops, etc.
The language has been designed in such a way as to minimize the amount of actual memorisation a drone has to do, and only has to read whatâs right in front of them, and memorize tasks they have to accomplish/maintain. Obviously, mileage may vary depending on the memory space of the doll.
WHY SHOULD I USE IT?
For fun, I suppose! If you are someone who loves the idea of being programmed like a machine, executing only the instructions given, then this provides that! If you are a programmer who wants to program your very own doll bot, then this is a great place to get started too!
You can keep things nice and simple with a headspace that accepts basic command inputs, or you can see how deep the rabbit hole goes and import whole libraries into your headspace to carry out a full dayâs maid duties, or sexual duties, or more!
Have fun executing commands, writing new code, testing it on your dolls. Have some playful fun watching as your early code files cause unintended behaviors, ironing out kinks and bugs like a real programmer until youâve got your bots performing all sorts of dynamic tasks- or insert purposeful bugs to make your robots twitch and halt~
As with all things, never execute an instruction that you cannot/would not consent to. This is meant to be fun, and is NOT meant to be a way to circumvent normal consensual kink play. Programmers who attempt to use DRN as a way to bully people into doing what they want (Unless youâre into that sort of thing, in which case go nuts) do NOT have my endorsement, or the endorsement of Errant Spark.
NOW GO OUT THERE, AND ENJOY YOUR PROGRAMMING <3
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#dollcore#empty spaces#dronification#doll posting#rubber drone#robotkin#robot kin#ai kin#aikin#mind control#mind conditioning#brainwashing#robotfucking#robotfucker#robot fucker
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Omg I adored your 10âs a crowd fic!! What if Logan was with a reader who loved the color pink! Their bedroom had pink everything, even wearing pink! You can make them innocent if you want but imagine how Logan would just find the reader so angel-like coming hard surrounded by bright pink pastelsđ¤
Handsome in Pinkâ§âËâŕźâ§âË.
⥠Pairing: Logan Howlett/female!Reader
⥠Word Count: 1.4k
⥠Rating: Explicit 18+
⥠Warning/Tags: SMUT! MINORS DNI, sub!Logan, hand job in the mirror, PRAISE, p-v sex, unprotected sex, a lil cum play (kinda?), a lil orgasm denial
⥠Note: Just a quick lil thing because love a lil sub!Logan and I love the color pink. I specifically envision worst!Logan for this, but do as you please
It wasn't something Logan had noticed about you at first. Pink. Typically, it was something subtle like your nails or just one piece of your outfit like that short little number that drove him crazy. When you causally mentioned that it was your favorite color, it all clicked for him. It wasn't just what you wore.
It was the little coral trinkets and floor mats in your car. It was rose gold key ring. It was the baby pink lace panties that poked out when you reached across his lap to grab the remote. They were all different shades. You saw rose, millennial, salmon, cherry blossom, etc. Logan, on the other hand...
"Hm, the site says pastel but then sends this," you groaned as you eyed the skirt that arrived in the mail.
With furrowed brows, Logan crossed his arms. "Ain't that pastel?"
"It's more bubblegum than pastel."
"But it's pink."
"You don't get it."
Logan would be the first to admit that he didn't exactly have an eye for fashion or design, but when he saw your room for the first time, he knew he had never seen so much pink in his life. There were a variety of pinkish hues were broken up by white furniture and flourishing green plants. The pastel bedding mixed with darker pillows and blankets somehow worked for Logan.
Logan had never seen a room like this. And by god, he had never experienced pleasure the way he did in that rosy room.
Your preference for pink gave people a number of preconceived notions, Logan included. A number of those assumptions were correction. Sweet, romantic, sensitive, tenderâthese were words that could describe you.
Innocent wasn't one of them. And Logan learned this in the best way possible.
"Look at you, baby," you cooed, feathery kisses lining Logan's shoulder. Both on your knees, you were flushed against Logan's taut back. Logan's large figure towered over yours. Still, you had a clear view of the man in your standing mirror. Your slight hand, wet from a mix of your own saliva and his pre-cum, was wrapping around his throbbing cock. Your nails of your other hand slightly tranced circles onto his back. "So handsome, so big...so good for me."
Logan's chest heaved and abs clenched as you tried to control his breathing. It was overwhelming for Logan. The feeling of your frilled, cerise bralette against his back, your warm hand steadily pumping him, your soft stare gazing at his reflection.
It would be easy for Logan to thrust his hips into your grip, control the pace. But there was something about giving into you, surrendering to your alluring spell.
"Fuck, sweetheart..." Logan's groans came deep from his chest as he tried to ignore every dominant instinct he had. "I need to touch you. Please darlin'."
You relished in his begs and pleads but continued your pace. The deep growls that were emitting from his chest was proof of thin his control was at. Your thumb grazed on his tip causing Logan's hips to unintentionally buck.
Your nails roughly dug into his back, earning a wince mixed with pain and pleasure. "Easy, baby...I think you're doing just fine with what you got, yeah?"
Logan couldn't find the words to respond. The smell of your peony perfume and your soft voice dancing through his head, being under your tranceâit was intoxicating. Retraining himself, Logan dug his own palms into the sides of his thighs. He was a mess, and you both were loving every second of it.
It was like a high to watch the indestructible man crumble under the simple weight of your touch, knees digging into the cerise fleeced blanket. With ragged breaths and a twitching cock, you could tell Logan near his climax. You savored the strained breaths and groans that Logan couldn't help but release.
"You're gonna come for me, Lo." Your voice was just above a whisper, but you knew Logan heard you. You weren't asking; you never had to. Keeping your speed steady, you keep your eyes locked on his through the mirror. "Just let it happen, baby. Doing so good for me."
Logan's release was almost immediate as if he was waiting for your divine approval. His body clenched against your, feeling his release tighten every inch of his physique. He'd rather have painted your walls, feel you clench around him. But the feeling of taking ropes of his cum into your palm just to lather his still-hardened cock with it as he rode his high felt like something else entirely. As he watched you lubricate his cock further, his thoughts were completely taken over by your soft moans of approval.
"Oh, Lo, such a good boy," you purred against his shoulder. The sound of your praise made his cock twitch again. And you knew what he wanted.
You looked ethereal as you rode his cock. The sight of his cock continuously disappearing into your tight cuntâleaving a creamed ring in its wakeâit was heaven. Logan was more than happy to watch you control your pace on his lap in exchange of finally being able to caress you. With a slacked jaw, his rough hands massaged your soft skin from your thighs to your ass, all while watching provide him levels of pleasure that he hadn't experienced in years. And he never imagined he'd feel this way with blushed, stringed lights in his vision field and rose, satin sheets smoothing his back.
Even when you told Logan not to come, not yet at least, Logan found that there was a level of pleasure of watching you get yourself off on his lap. Yes, flipping you over and hammering deep into you until you drunk from his cock sounded good. Yet, surrendering to your alluring call was something else entirely.
"Jesus, princess." He words were barely audible as his eyes roamed your figure. "So goddamn pretty."
Your hum turned into a worn gasp as you felt your climax on the horizon again. You knew ordering Logan to hold off on his own climax during your last one was difficult. As your grinds turned into bounces, Logan looked desperate. He needed to finish in you, coat his favorite pink walls white.
"I know, Lo..." You were practically about to come apart yourself, leaning down to pressed your chest against his. Your strained yet firm voice rang in his ear, "I need y-you to fill me, baby. S-so close."
His grip on your hips slightly tightened. His needy eyes looked in with yours, scanning for you permission to give you everything he had. He didn't see it but he sure as hell heard.
"Please, Logan, just fuck me! I need you, baby."
Like flipping a switch, his hips thrusted up into you with reckless abandon. Your cries were soon muffled when Logan's lips meet yourself in a searing kiss, but he needed to hear those pretty little moans of yours no matter how sweet you tasted. Nuzzling his head into your neck, he continued to mercilessly thrust into you, feeling the recoil of your ass against his hips.
The combination of his teeth nipping at your pulse and pounding deliciously close to your cervix made your eyes roll. You knew you were good at getting Logan to fall into a wave of pleasure just from your touch alone, but the both of you knew Logan could easily turn those tides.
"That's it, Lo. No one fucks me like yoâfuck!" Your voice cracked as your orgasm shot through your body quicker than you expected. Your nails dug themselves into Logan's shoulder as he continued to fuck you through your high. The cries of his name was enough to push him to his edge.
"Ahâshit! Thank you, baby, so fucking good!" With three final thrusts, Logan spilled into you, completely enveloped in a rosy haze. He came harder than he did earlier, entirely stuffing you with his arousal.
Clinging to your glistened figure, his mind was cloudy. The rose-colored sheets were definitely closer to cherry under Logan's sweating form. He couldn't conjure a singular thought as you slowly grinded against his, singing his praises. There wasn't a better feeling; Logan was sure of it.
If pleasure had a color, it was definitely pink.
⥠note: i love hearing y'all's thoughts
#logan howlett#logan howlett x fem!reader#logan x reader#logan howlett smut#logan howlett x reader#hugh jackman#x men#x men fic#logan howlett fic#britt fics#logan smut#wolverine x reader#the wolverine#wolverine smut#wolverine x female reader
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It was recruitment week on campus, and the usual flurry of clubs and teams gathered on the green, calling out to students walking by. Amidst all the noise, Michael spotted a group of guys wearing sleek silver jerseys. Their banner read Silver Collective, and though heâd never heard of them, he found himself drawn over. They all seemed to have a magnetic presence, an easy smile and confidence that was hard to ignore.
Michael, a shy and bookish type, usually steered clear of sports teams, but something about the group made him linger. One of the guys, the team captain Roxas, noticed him.
âHey, man,â Roxas greeted him, his warm eyes twinkling. âYou look like youâd fit right in with the Collective.â
Michael laughed, shaking his head. âIâm not really the jock type.â
Roxas shrugged, holding out a folded silver jersey. âI wasnât, either. But the Silver Collective isnât just about sportsâitâs about family and becoming who you really are.â
Michael hesitated. Something inside him whispered to take the chance. He took the jersey from Roxas, its fabric smooth and shining under the afternoon light.
âGo ahead, try it on,â Roxas encouraged.
Michael ducked into the campus bathroom nearby to change. As he slipped the jersey over his head, he felt a cool, tingling sensation spread across his skin, as if the jersey were binding to him. The mirror in front of him rippled, and suddenly, Michael could feel his body shifting. His scrawny frame broadened, muscles filling out his shoulders, arms, and chest. His face sharpened, taking on a more rugged look, and his hair faded into a metallic silver that gleamed in the bathroom light.
Looking at his reflection, Michael barely recognized himself. His glasses were gone, replaced by a confident glint in his now steel-blue eyes. His mind felt lighter, clearer, as if all his worries had dissolved, replaced by an excitement heâd never known.
The door opened, and Roxas stood there, nodding in approval. âWelcome, Mikael. How does it feel?â
Michael blinked, the name âMikaelâ ringing in his ears as if it had always been his. âFeels⌠right,â he said, a grin spreading across his face. The name Mikael, his new name, felt like home.
Roxas clapped him on the back. âGood to have you, brother. Letâs introduce you to the rest of the team.â
With his new identity as Mikael, the silver-haired jock of the Silver Collective, he stepped outside, feeling a sense of belonging like heâd never experienced before. The team cheered, welcoming him in as if heâd been one of them all along. In that moment, Mikael knew heâd found his place, his new family, and the life heâd always been meant to live.
Are you ready for the transformation of a lifetime like Mikael? Reach out to us today!
#silver#silver collective#join the silver collective#silver brothers#brotherhood#silvertf#transformation#male transformation
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TL;DR: it's not my ship, but they were done dirty
I always always always come back to that weird little reveal that when they were first floating the idea to bring Tommy back, they said it was to do a storyline with Eddie and it got switched to Buck because it was too weird or tricky to have them both break up with their LIs offscreen but only one actress could come back.
Because a stepping stone relationship makes perfect sense for Eddie. Something short and intense with angst and softness for him to get to this moment of letting himself feel joy and to taste how truly good it can be. He didn't need an endgame relationship right now. He did need to have his "first."
Buck didn't need that. Buck is absolutely ready for his forever and he has been for a while and giving him the "inviting Natalia to move in and then catching his own bad habit for once and backing out" would have been great.
But that didn't happen. Instead Eddie had to sit like a hot dog on one of those rolling warmers for a season while Buck started the queer dominos falling (and I admit this is a little bit from a Buddie endgame perspective because it doesn't feel to me like the show was deciding to explore the a character's sexuality just for exploratory purposes and I'm willing to admit I have a blind spot here.)
And honestly I think the fact that Oliver cares so much about Buck and telling this story well both for the character and everyone who sees himself in him and that Lou met that energy turned the storyline and the relationship into a more beautiful beginning than it would have been in the hands of other actors.
Which gave the show it's next problem. Because we can all see that Buck is ready for his forever love and you introduced a new love interest and then instead of sticking to a few episodes of awakening and moving on, I think they saw that people were starving for it and latched onto it and Tommy harder than they expected. So it's an easy thing to do to milk that for a little bit longer, but it was absolutely the wrong choice because people got invested in a way they wouldn't have if this had ended after the original number of episodes we expected.
And Buck and Tommy worked! I think you can nitpick relationship things if you weren't that into it and write a breakup narrative using those seeds, but their puzzle pieces absolutely fit together. So much so that they definitely had forever after potential that everyone could see and a lot of people were excited about and investing in and oops wait that wasn't the plan.
So what do you do? You either abandon the plan and embrace the accidental beauty that you discovered and let it ride or you write your way out of it. Give them some hurdles, some angst. Give them a tear-jerking breakup that respects what you built and the viewers who are invested in it and slowly work your way back to where you wanted to be.
They didn't write their way out of it.
And I so don't want to believe that after the work the actors put in and the viewer feedback that they were still viewing the relationship as a placeholder ready to be yeeted once Eddie's arc got back in position again, but I'm not sure what the alternatives are?
Either it's being talked about that this is the last season and so if they're really doing buddie then it's now or never? Or actually the internet is not a valid reflection of the viewership as a whole and someone from on high said the plug should be pulled?
Or the storyline was stumbled into and fumbled around from the beginning and never treated with as much care by the people in charge of it as it was by the people who loved it.
IDK it's just messy messy storytelling and I say that as someone who is not a multishipper but who does value a good story and a good narrative. They let the relationship go on for too long to end it so abruptly. If there was going to be a breakup, there was a better one to be had and it doesn't make me feel good that my preferred happy ending could come from one that breaks the heart of so many of my friends. And if it isn't in the service of a bigger, already in motion endgame, literally what the fuck?
#911 spoilers#babbling hours#idk what to tag this#also making abby an actual plot point to all of this really makes it feel like a joke#like that's a thing to say as a funny haha callback 'wait what?' moment#it didnt' need to be part of buck and tommy deciding what their relationship was#also i haven't seen the episode!#i just feel like i have#so if i missed something#fair enough
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"So how well did you do in the exam, Sev?"Lily asks excitedly.
Severus makes a dramatic pause, but is hiding a smile, then he shows her his paper: "An easy A+"
Lily, who didn't sleep to study all night, blushes. But she still shows her friend her own exam.
"An A - . But just barely. Physics is not my strongest subject"
It is the most difficult subject for everyone. Because their professor gives them the most horrible examinations. Everyone is torn up after it has ended. Lily knows some of her classmates even cried.
Severus touches her shoulder "You did great, Lily. It was a general difficult exam. You know how Frumentar is"
He doesn't sound like he made much effort. While Lily is exhausted for cracking her head up during the exam. She feels like a fool for trying so hard when others make it look so easy.
It should have been an A+. Lily feels like a failure.
That's when she hears them. The Marauders.
Peter sounds very stressed "I can't believe you got an A+. An A+!! It was the most difficult exam I've ever done"
"Easy peacy, I tell you" James grins.
"But you didn't even study!" Peter protests "We stayed until late with Remus revising it all"
James shrugs "The exam had everything Frumentar gave us in class. Nothing out of this world"
Peter groans, reflecting Lily's annoyance. How dares he? James Potter is Lily's number one enemy for a reason.
"How did you guys do?" James is asking to his friends.
Peter hides his paper. Sirius and Remus look at each other.
"C+" Remus sighs "I knew I could do better"
Lily would have died if she got a C+. She had never been lower than a B+.
"Same" Sirius hits Remus's palm. He doesn't look perturbed like him though "I don't worry. Grades are stupid. School sucks. It's all about the great things you do in life" he winks "Like Steve Jobs, for example. Did you know he left school?"
"I bet Steve Jobs didn't have a mother that would kill him" Peter whines.
"What did you get, Wormy?" Sirius asks putting an arms around him.
"I'm not sharing my grade" Peter blushes.
"It's okay, boys" James exclaims "Not everyone can be a genius like me"
Lily's blood boils. She really hates him. How come he is great at everything without moving a stupid finger? Some people are great academically but suck at sports. Like Severus. Others are great at Gymnastics but aren't that good at school. Like Marlene.
Although James Potter is good at both. And Lily hates him for that.
James Potter, Severus and her are always competing to be the top of their class. And it might be stupid. But Lily wants to win. All the time.
"I bet he has the teachers bought, Lily. Don't worry" Severus says, sensing Lily's anger.
"Let's just go, Sev"
Lily is so so angry and frustrated that when she passes by and James says "Hey, Evans" in the cheeky way he always does, she groans openly.
"How did you do in the exam?"
"Fuck off!!"
#Jily as Academic Rivals but Severus is as good as well#Remus is very good but he tries so hard sometimes that his nerves get to him#Sirius is very intelligent and can do better he just doesn't care about school#And Peter tries really hard but he always struggles to get good grades#marauders era#muggle au#lily evans#james potter#jily#sirius black#remus lupin#peter pettigrew
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A friend recently made fun of the fact that my comfort meal when sad is essentially salmon and broccoli, but my comfort meal is super delicious and easy to make AND for those times when I am sad at my parents house (like say, the during the massive health crisis my dad has been going through) my mom will eat it too so it doubles as a way to take care of my mom when she too is sad.
#this post brought to you by me eating my comfort meal#and reflecting on how good and easy it is#and yeah sure it is salmon and broccoli#that doesn't make it any less banger or comforting or perfect#if anything it means I can eat my feelings and feel good about it thank you
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A Journey To Love | Take him down!
#not that easy#nepo baby#a journey to love#cdrama#liu yuning#character: ning yuan zhou#wu hong#character: zhou ji#this just reflects the reality that no matter how good you work#you can always be betrayed by the person who doesn't work at all#zhao ji has no talent so he just gets rid of NYZ#ironically in the end the boss only wants NYZ#lol#choreography#fighting choreography
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Atla live action đ
#thats my honest reaction đ#to be fair ive only seen 20 minutes of the s1 finale bc my parents are watching it but. mmmmm kinda mid#like. the casting is definitely an improvement since the last time they tried a live action but it feels like the writing falls flat#or maybe im being harsh bc ive only heard negative criticism on it beforehand. but fr anytime u bring up the original its already#good and not just because its the original. so much fucking detail went into it to the point of someone noticing azula wielding mai's knive#to how well thought out irohs character is used as a way of uniting the cast especially as zukos foil#i heard that sokkas sexism was toned down and i have to agree that feels like a cheap move. like i get WHY they think it would be better#but its not about how that reflects on real world its about how it affects the story. sokka starts out as a misogynistic asshole because#it makes it that much more impactful when he changes. toning that down makes it flatter and makes his character development weak#and someone pointed out they didnt even make him wear the kyoshi warrior uniform and i know it feels like such a small detail but#come on man. they did that in the original because not only does it help him really walk in their shoes - wearing 'feminine' clothing and#makeup and having suki explain its significance but it also ties in with the shows theme of harmony and intersectionality#i was also disappointed when they had the fire sages explain how the water tribe draws power from the moon because in the original it was#IROH who explained it to aang and everyone else BECAUSE we as the audience is under the impression hes with the 'bad guys'#and it builds up to how he learned from the other nations which reconciles his past as a war general and his character overall#AND its an excellent starting point for the cast and audience to understand how the nations arent as closed off as you would think#plus you would think its only fire nation doing propaganda but they expanded on that with earth kingdom censorship and it WORKS#a lot of things in the live action also feel arbitrary like. they gave momo a near death experience for 5 minutes for no reason#im firmly on the stance of bringing back filler moments instead of putting major events right after each other so that u give your#audience a sense of time passing and to really absorb the story. but i think thats more like shock value than filler and yeah its a small#thing to gripe about but those things build up and its really annoying. the thing abt avatar filler moments is that however small#its at least meaningful. hell even the beach episode emphasizes how isolated zuko and his friends are as child soldiers#i also swore to never watch the first live action since it was that bad but i really liked the stylized tattoos they used for aang#anyway. those arejust my thoughts. im not gonna watch the rest because im a ride or die for the original aftr growing up and#rewatching it at least 20 times as a kid. but theres definitely room for improvement and i wish ppl wouldnt take it as 'better' just cuz#netflix is adapting it. i wouldve killed for them to just reanimate the entire avatar series and touch NOTHING ELSE no redub#no changes to the story. just reanimate the thing and leave the rest alone and youd make easy money just the same#ALSO its very jarring not hearing jack desena and dante basco voicing sokka and zuko cause their voices were the most recognizable to me#i get that its because its live action but im allowed to feel a little sad abt that. and uncle irohs accent was really soothing#yapping
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Drawings of Johnny Cade from the last week or so, two are book one is from the musical
Bonus Dally
#click for better quality#yooo i bought my outsiders tickets#im so excited#as you can see ive been thinking about the outsiders a lot#ive discovered that johnny is super easy to draw#i love the second one#actually i like all of them#watercolor on paper#art#my art#fanart#outsiders fanart#the outsiders#outsiders the musical#Johnny Cade#bonus dally below the cut#musical!dally specifically#dallas winston#Dally winston#does that mean i can tag this jally?#you might have noticed that i give dal earrings. he doesnt have those in the show i just think he should#thank you whoever decided that johnnys accent color should be orange. very good choice (that is maybe my favorite color to color with)#also i like him having those brighter tones character wise it reflects his warmth and light that the other characters look to#trying to avoid talking endlessly about costumes that are in fact just t shirts and jeans#like how in the movie everyone is distinguished with different tones of denium#jally
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the dreamcast was the last console with a soul
my elementary days are the last time I felt happy
I'll never feel carefree again
the gamecube was the last console with any sort of personality
middle school wasn't as bad as it felt in the moment actually
at least I wasn't worried about rent
the iphone 4 is the peak of mobile tech
I miss my freshman year
it was the last time I'll ever have had friends
the wii u was the last system that felt special
I want my old retail job back
it was the last job that I felt I worked well in
the playstation 4 was the last time there was magic in video games
It sucks that every movie is bad now
there's no more magic
art is dead.
it's not me.
I'm not changing.
everything is just wrong now.
it was right before.
I want it to be right again.
let me go back.
go back to when it was right.
#a little poem about nostalgia#and how reflections are falliable#and how its easy to think all the good times have passed#been thinking about this#that dreamcast one is a real forum post from 2001.#and recently someone i know said an upcoming movie will be the last animated movie that was art or smth like thah#and its just so easy to get ahead of yourself#there's a lot of bad. obviously. jesus christ#but i find a lot of statements to be preemptive#and a lot of the past overblown
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cause it wasnât sexy once it wasnât forbidden!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#I mean finds it so dead#I know that that isnât why people like it. I know that itâs because they are both beautiful and itâs easy to supply the love and warmth#and/or they have some cute moments because the actors have a very real appeal!!!! but the actual show itself and writing as a story#isnât creating any of that love or celebrating#(Iâm so sorry I will stop) (I just reflect on Bridgerton so much because of my teaching and/or HOW I teach)#because my students love it/want to love it and I totally understand!!!!#I totally understand why people want to love it and/or do#but I always want to tell people who do that most of the time they are filling in blanks in the story that arenât there#with their own hearts! and good will#the actual story sucks so bad#I had a girl come up to me after class and she was like âMiss K. my boyfriend wants to watch Bridgerton with me and I know you hate itâ#âcould you tell me again whyâ and I spoke on it#and I could tell she didnât understand and tbh I wasnât specific enough#because I hadnât seen it! Iâm glad Iâve now sort of seen enough#because I can be specific enough about it (and will be next year)#and I just I have to tear it apart in part so that I can redirect my students to the art that matters and will give them something so real#ANYWAY.#I am just talking.
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there's a point at which someone's fear of being a dick wraps back around to them just being a dick anyways
#im side-eyeing those who reblogged my post on ethnocentrism and missed the point#but im also thinking about the tags i saw on being too scared to comment on fic#the first is being ~too scared~ to write cultures other than their own#(1. my point was people should be learning *as they watch the show* not just when they write#2. i just. jfC. stop saying youre too scared to *try* to write from another culture/POV different from your own as tho its a *good* thing)#the second is just annoying/frustrating because being too scared to participate in community is how community's die#i dont want to be dismissive of cancel culture because i do know the stories and there is always indv cases of a person ready to be a dick#but like. its just *not* a thing most people have to be worried about. very likely you're just not big enough to have that concern.#anxiety's no joke but like. u dont just accept the anxiety as the excuse. you have to challenge it. i've been there but u cant feed it.#and i dont want to sound dismissive of that anxiety but im really frustrated with seeing people throw that excuse around#without considering how their fear-based attitudes/actions come off in turn#such as not showing fandom creatives any appreciation for fear of saying the ~wrong~ thing#which comes off as creatives' stuff seeming to be ignored completely or otherwise very discouraging silence#when the only rule for tags/comments is to treat others the way you wish to be treated and apologize if you accidentally tread a toe#and being more worried about accidentally stepping on a theoretical persons toe than interested in showing actual people gratitude#like? pretty sure im not the only one side-eyeing that like ''have u really considered this feeling/logic????''#again: its not saying that anxiety isnt a dick or easy to dismiss but i am saying maybe challenge it or at least reflect on it#i just#blahh#the commenting thing is way more mild than the other but tags arent for that conversation and i need a much better brain space for that one
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Honestly what I now desperately need is Stolas talking to Asmodeus and/or Fizzie and as a result making Stolas take a good hard look at how he himself has treated Blitzø and every other imp heâs ever dealt with
#helluva boss spoilers#//Bc Blitzø had his realization now and has resolved to change; so thatâs good#//Its a start#//But Stolas fucked up too by not realizing how much his status DOES have a lot to do with why their relationship is as it was#//Stols might see them as âequalsâ but Blitzø doesnt & in a way rlly canât AFFORD to either; the easy he sees it#//Bc someone like Stolas can discard or have him killed Easy; and no one would bat an eye#//He wouldnât; but it makes SENSE why Blitzø felt compelled to play along at the start for instance#//And Stolas does tend to baby/condescend Blitzø and co; and crosses Blitzøâs own boundaries several times in s1 too#//And thatâs without mentioning the imp butlerâs treatment or the reaction Stols had to Ozzieâs âteasingâ#//Bc there is NO way Blitzø did not read that as Stolas being ashamed; no matter how Stolas insists he isnât/wasnât of being w Blitzø#//tldr; Stolas self-reflection time W H E N ndnfnnf#//I am v content with Stolasâ development in learning to asset his boundaries esp with Blitzø#//AND him getting a taste of another doting in him and treating him nice; bc all heâs had are two differing toxic relationships#//But yeah; if Stol.itz is to work; Stolas needs to check himself first too#//Blitzø canât do all the heavy lifting to make things right; bc he isnât the only one at fault in what they have/had#//Anywho thatâs my two cents lol
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im a little worried with mouthwashing becoming blorbo game that people are going to brush over the horrific misogyny in anya and jimmy's relationship. that anya was worried (and rightfully so given what happened) that jimmy would literally kill her. just worried they'll brush past that bc problematic man fun
#it made me kinda sad when that part of the story was revealed because the crux of the thing is misogyny now#and how jimmy (is that his name--( was actively that while curly was passively#i dont think it made the game any less good or anything misogyny just depresses me lol#look at what could've been avoided had they provided contraceptives smh#thats another thing too it was SO easy to avoid#contraceptives! not being a misogynist!#if only!!#that also isn't a criticism of the game because i get why it happened like it did its just frustrating#maybe frustrating especially because it reflects the irrationality of real life
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Daily November crying sessions start today
#why. who. how. how tf does my professor think it's okay to assign 4 major assignments in the same amount of weeks + 4-6 readings every week#all of which are ~20 pages.#i've got all that to do and another big assignment for a different class. plus the weekly readings and reflections for that one.#and i have work.#i've stupidly decided to volunteer for a thing on saturday in the hopes of bulking up my resume + rubbing elbows with the administration.#and i have a medical thing on friday and i'll be looped out and likely will have to sleep half the day. probably won't get ANY work done.#what else..... some fairly easy stuff for my other class thank GOD. but a lot of reading and preparing for a few big essays.#november is the month i hate the fucking most. i always lose my mind in november. and no wonder!!!!!!#meanwhile people are bugging me to hang out. i will be in a student-coma until approx. the first week of december. see you then. peace.#oh and my BIL + SIL sitting me down and showing me all their europe honeymoon photos for 2 HOURS last night is also not helping my mood.#fuck you lol#like i'm happy for you and nice photos but also? Fuck You.#if i can offer some dark humour though.....#my fic axis exists because of a legitimate smidge of insanity i experienced last year. it shifted the way i looked at the world and at grie#sooooo i wonder what kind of fic my mind will crank out this time?#i don't think i'm at risk of losing it this year though. doesn't seem that way. but we'll see!#i can write/draw good things without sacrificing my mental health first i can write/draw good things without sacrificing my mental health f#rst i can write/draw good things without sacrificing my mental health first i can write/draw good things without sacrificing my mental heal
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I hope you go ahead with your cyoa slob game, there's so little stuff with slob goodness
i have left this project on the backburner so long i kind of considered giving up on it completely but you know what, you're right, anonymous tumblr user, there's not enough slob stuff.
I'm not promising anything, but I'll try to finish it.
If I'm not mistaken, the hard part of the coding is done, I just need to finish the artwork and make the writing better. It's a functional game (more or less) but it's just got a lot of placeholder text and images.
#i wish i was better at drawing on my computer than i am because it's kind of a pain#and it's even harder to draw by hand and convert that into game graphics#especially considering how I want the bgs and sprites to change with ur choices#also it's pretty easy to code with renpy (it's free from renpy.org) and i just use photopea.com to draw stuff#if you want to try yourself; it's fun#all you need is a good idea#(now im just imagining a slob dating sim...)#and if you're bad at art who cares? you won't get good if you don't try#and if you do it for yourself the quality doesn't really matter#you can fix it up later if you want to share it#also you can just say your 'bad' art is a stylistic choice meant to reflect the crudeness of slobs#this is also true for kink art or writing: just have fun#my game
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