#and really cool drawing of our sonas ofc!!!!!

[th3lightyougaveme]

im excited for valentines if im autistic enough about pokemon i can gift my partners an applin once more......

[taltalily]

Screenshot! ◇ sticksona moots meetup in Ibis :D

Tumblr probably ate the quality so uh fullscreen. pls. Yeah thanks :,3

Also apologies to all the mooties i forgot/ didnt have power to draw/ dont have sticksonas!! If not in this drawing, you are included in my heart. <3

RAMBLE & ALTERNATES UNDER THE CUT!! WUHOOOO

@asteroid-fruitcup GET HIT WITH THE INITIAL LETTER AHOGE BEAM!! YOU GET AN A SHAPED AHOGE!! FOR 'ASTEROID'!!!💥💥🔥🔥💥🔥🅰️🔥(i changed it a bit from ur original design ehe ooppps this was too perfect i couldnt resist. DONT SHAKE ME IN THE TUPPERWARE FOR THIS) and ALSO i drew your kandi braclets... but forgor to color them... im so sorry i wanted them to be rainbow but i forgot and now i already exported it 😔... such is life... 😔😔🔥🔥💥🌈 -

This drawing was a really fun practice in perspectiveeee and anatomyyyy n things!! Im aware that most of yall probbs dont look like that irl, but uhhh this is about our SONAS, obv idk what yall look like irl lol. Though i was trynna sort of make em vaugley resamble genders n things but tbh idk, i just had fun w that :)

@tiny-creaturr TINY CREATURRRR. TINYYY EYYY HOW R U. I rlly rlly hope i did ur sona justice here... ehe i dunno i got evryones colors from pics of their sonas. Your's is from the one card thing of darkie's Bday!! Jus a fun fact. :). I made you be EXTRA CHAOTIC YEAHBH 💥💥💥💥‼️‼️ and also GREEN! GREEIE! idk what im saying atp uhhhh hope u like it overallll :))))

OOH AND, NO BLUR VERSION!!!! HERE IT IS:::

@thechos3n1 hiii. YOU'RE IN THIS BC OFC YOU ARE >:DDD I WITNESSED THE CREATION OF UR SONA YOU'RE OBLIGATORY EHEHEHEE :33 i hope u like it toooo you're giving me picture horns xD ✌️ cuz our sonas r practically besties in their loreeee so it was fitting to draw u there! Also ur one of my bestiest online besties in the real trust!!!

Btw here's the non-angled versions, so stylish!:

And of course, my newest mutual, the art request vicsec shipper and tiny tsc collector themself, @mariako-750! FUN FACT, you're actaully the reason i started this drawing in the first place!!! I wanted to make dope fanart for your sona :3c its was GONNA originally look like THIS:

Pretty cool, but a lil bit empty... and THEN i rememberd darkie's and asteroid and creaturr's sonas too! N there was space at the table soo YEAH i added them!! N it was 100% for the better hehe!! BuT YEAH!! THIS IS A GIFT! FOR U AND FOR EVERYONE ELSE HERE!!! I appreciate you all lots <3 (:

Also, i drew EVERY SINGLE ONE HERE even UNDERNEATH what is showing in the final. This took effort. APPRECIATE IT

And here's what happens when u just export the full thing normally as a jpeg instrad of taking a screenshot:

It kinda looses the checkerboaed pattern ): but uh yeah! Thats the drawing!! :3 i had a lot of fun w this and dont look at the flaws i was NOT supposed to put this much effort in this!! I get carried away by art too easily apparantly xDD.

HAVE A GOOD DAYYY! OR IM SHAKING YALL IN TUPPERWARE! ALL TOGETHER IN THE TUPPERWARE CONTAINER MUAHAHHAAA /silly /J!! Exploads!.

[aibouart]

I hope this isn't a weird ask to send but:

I related really heavily to your post about what vent art has done for your psyche. Less specifically with vent art and more a vent blog where I privated the whole thing and would make unrebloggable vent posts (unrebloggable just in case if anything broke and slipped out of confinement)

I've had two of those kinds of blogs. Both ended up just being a negative confirmation bias zone for me to spiral out of control just if I looked at a post.

I'd see the timestamps and remember what made me make those posts and it'd make me lose myself all over again.

The second time I made the blog I told myself I wouldn't read back on the posts but 1) I cannot hold myself accountable to not do that so I did it and 2) the frequency of the vents ended up just achieving the same end result

Vent art for me is so much more work that it's rare, and I usually do end up very pleased with the end result and art typically helps more bc I can't just make art as quickly as I can make text posts. There's still some vent art that hurts like hell to look back on ofc but I understand that feeling of like...this art coming from someplace real.

I think learning to realize that drawing stuff without meaning can hold a meaning of its own (sharing joy, whimsy, etc etc with the world to remind ppl it's not all bad, or give them a safe place to indulge in something bright and colorful instead of the horrors of whatever reality they've currently got) can help ease into accepting the non-vent art as just as important and meaningful

It's tricky, but all of us who suffer more from our own vent posts/vent art can heal and move forward and find meaning in other expressions of other feelings.

Vent stuff can be such a powerful tool, so I'm glad you're learning how to be more careful with it. I wish you nothing but upward momentum from here!

thank you for the message, it does mean a lot to me to find others who went through something as similar that i did--even though it fuckin SUUUCKS

for me, ig my speedy art backfires with vent art. i have done pieces that i took (more) time with:

but for the most part it looked like this:

and they'd get posted within like 10 mins of each other (sometimes less)

i definitely think art doesn't need meaning to exist, but you spend so long hearing "what do you think the meaning behind this is" or making art like i had been doing that DID hold some meaning and i started to just feel like my own work was exempt.

it's hard to move past vent art and accept my work as worthy of existing even if it's just some pink furry staring at the camera doing nothing, instead of my sona ripping itself apart because of some deeper meaning. cuz like i do like my vent art, i think the limited colours i would use is cool and the compositions or expressions are intriguing, but getting into the headspace to draw all that just isn't worth the price anymore. but it sort of makes my current art feel shallow or empty.... like im not "trying", for sure.

and granted majority of people on this blog haven't even seen my vent art either it's not like anyone else's perception is skewed. it's just like a personal issue i've had as i recover from vent art/blogs WUURGG

but despite all that i draw what i want anyways, nothing can really stop me from doing that. i just kind of ruminate the whole time JKBSDBFBSD

thank you again for reaching out, i forgot i made the post when i woke up this morning and immediately panicked but nothing bad happened so i am feeling ok about sharing..!!