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This is one of the most underrated parts of Dream Thieves. Just so much to unpack.
Adam's indescribable horniness for Helen's kitten heels? Like, sir? Are you okay?
IMMEDIATELY projecting said horniness onto Declan? He's not even THERE. Why's he catching strays? Foul.
It's even more foul considering it's not remotely true. Dating Helen would be Declan's personal hell. For one, she's smart, loves meddling in people's lives, and has immense resources at her disposal. Helen Gansey and her sexy sexy shoes would be his worst nightmare. Forget dating, even being in the same room as her would make Declan start to dry-heave in panic.
And SECONDLY, you know Declan is at once wildly resentful, disgusted, and bewildered by eldest siblings who aren't massively parentified. Like, what do you MEAN your life's sole purpose isn't to protect your younger brother? Sounds fake, but ok. Couldn't be me though.
#now I need fic where helen and declan meet#but anyway#adansey this and pynch that#what about adam's psychosexual obsession with all his friends older siblings??? Huh???What about that?#wasnt there something with him and orla too?#trc#The Raven Cycle#The Dream Thieves#Adam Parrish#Helen Gansey#Declan Lynch#Richard Gansey iii
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it's criminal how few fics there are about adam and declan's dynamic, especially when you consider how declan absolutely clocked adam's shit in greywaren.
#like the parallels are right there guys#if anyone can match each other's freak it's these two#but lowkey this is like that one thing where if you can't find what you're looking for you should just make it yourself...#the ideas are flowing but they're getting muddled with the niall/mor pre-cringefail marriage fic that's been stewing in my brain 4 too long#declan lynch#adam parrish#trc#the raven cycle#tdt#the dreamer trilogy
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Because Ronan knew grief like he knew Adam Parrish, unknowable Adam Parrish. In breath, and heartbeat, in the lines around his eyes and the freckles on his shoulders. Ronan Lynch knew Adam Parrish in the tilt of his smile, the light of his eyes and the lines over the palms of his hands. Because Ronan Lynch would know Adam Parrish in life, in death, and in all that was in between. Then, now, tomorrow, always.
#the raven cycle#pynch#ronan lynch/adam parrish#ronan lynch#adam parrish#wanted to share this little snippet from my latest fic#im a little obsessed with it nglâŚ..butâŚ..maybe itâs stupid and im jsut too obsessed w myself
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Loving Adam Parrish is an act of self care.
#if you get it you get that Iâm serious#some days I canât even think about him because it makes me đĽ´đĽ´#you know itâs fkgnrjfj when Iâm being unwell on main#I havenât read a single pynch fic in weeks because I just đĽ´đĽ´ with his character sometimes the â¨relating⨠of it all feels too real#Adam Parrish#army of one#pynch#trc#the raven cycle#the dreamer trilogy
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first chapter of my Blue and Adam in a time loop trying to save Gansey in TRK fic is up. Itâs part one of two of the first loop am planning for 5 loops 10 chapters alternating povs, this one is Blue pov.
#s speaks#my fic#trc#the Raven cycle#Blue Sargent#Adam Parrish#Richard Gansey#(even though he was only in the chapter at the very end over a phone lol)#Maura Sargent#Calla Johnson#Gwenllian Glendower#Orla Sargent#Bluesey#Adansey#Bluedansey#Pynch#Sarchengsey#those are all pairings that are going to be a part of this fic for sure Iâm sure others will be too because everyone is in love with everyo#in these books.#not so happy with the title I wanted something to do with mirrors and time but everything seemed cheesy. And this kind of fits#trc fic#time loop fic#tesselation
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hi everyone!! i signed up for fandom trumps hate this year. winning bid to one of the listed charities will get minimum 5k words of fic from me in either alex stern/ninth house OR raven cycle fandom.
bidding is now open and runs until this sunday so if you are interested... hit me up! my bid page is here; feel free to contact me if you have any questions :)
#fandom trumps hate#fth2023#the raven cycle#alex stern series#ninth house#bunch of other bids up for trc fandom too... i think i am the only auction for alex stern fic lol /)__(\
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Someday Snippet
Thanks @lynxindisguise for the tag!
Iâm writing like four different fics right now, but this weekend I went down a Pando spiral because one of my besties is currently reading TRC for the first timeâŚ
So hereâs a bit from my Pando files that made Mel cry today, in which Adam Parrish gets a puppy.
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It was an early summer Monday when Adam Parrish received the two phone calls that would change his life.
The first call came in the morning. It was an unusually slow morning for Adam who rarely allowed himself the luxury of slow mornings. But he had just turned in his last final exam the night before, and he did not have a shift at his campus job until the afternoon, so he could find no reason to spur his body into its usual state of frenetic action.
He was getting soft, he thought, as he walked his dog lazily along the Georgetown sidewalk in the early morning sunshine.
Technically, Lux was not really a dog. Technically, she was a gift. She was a dream creature, Ronanâs latest, and possibly one of his last. Ronan continued to debate the ethics of creating living creatures, internally and aloud with Adam, and they usually agreed in the end that it was best not to indulge in God-like acts of creation regularly, or frivolously, or really at all, if he could help it.
Ronan could have lied and told him Lux was an accident, but Adam would not have believed it. She was too complex for that, and besides, Ronan hated to lie. No, Ronan created Lux with all the focused intention and maniacal pride required to create anything, and she was a wonder.
Well, currently she was stopped on a patch of grass, attempting to sniff her own asshole.
Luckily that was not the extent of her talents. The true gift of her could not be observed like a dog show trick. It had to be felt.
When Ronan had given Lux to Adam, theyâd been at the barns. Ronan still dreamed best at the barns. Adam had awoken from an unusually long and deep sleep to find Ronan sitting up beside him, clutching a small bundle of warm white fur to his bare chest. Lux was so bright, pure white like the sheets in Ronanâs room dappled with sun, that Adam almost mistook her for part of the downy landscape of the bed. But then Ronan turned her face to Adam and he could see that she was a puppy, new and pearlescent and squinting into the light.
âDonât be mad,â Ronan had said, before Adam could speak. âI made her for you.â
âRonan,â Adam cautioned, though against what he wasnât sure. She had already been made. Ronan could not undo it now.
âDo you want to hold her?â Ronan asked, before Adam could think up another protest.
Adam nodded, because yes, he really did want to hold her. He already loved her. He would wonder later if this love was natural or an effect of Ronanâs dreaming. She would not be the first dream creature of Ronanâs with love built in.
Ronan passed the creature to Adam, so carefully. He was always tender with ephemeral and defenseless things. As soon as Lux left his arms, Adam saw a shadow cross Ronanâs face. A trace of regret, as if he didnât want to give her up, there and then buried. Adam was about to call him on it when he folded Luxâs creamy white fur against his heart for the first time and understood.
Lux was a dream that Ronan had not wanted to wake from. When she squirmed against his skin, settling, Adam felt the opposite of lonely. He was within the kind of rare, good dream where he was surrounded by friends, by people who loved him and who he loved, in all the clumsy ways he loved them. In the sweet comfort of this dream, no one was missing.
âOh,â was all he could say to let Ronan know that he felt it too. He hastily brushed a tear from his eye.
#I promise I am working on True Blue too#and Vamprie AU#and actually the third long promised AFTG fic#but also having a lot of Pando related thoughts#trc#the raven cycle#adam parrish#ronan lynch#pynch#pynch fic#light follows darkness and all that#the real heads know what I mean
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am i gonna have to start writing fic again just to combat the shortage of autistic!gangsey fics in the trc fandom
#theres far too little for characters as autistic as these#(to be clear i am autistic myself)#and just. general nd fics? wheres my ocd gansey. my biploar adam. adhd ronan.#must i do everything myself smh#anyway send me prompts ima get into writing fic again as a challenge for new years#emery.exe#the raven cycle#trc
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popping back in for a minute to say, yes, i have a new account @becomingicarusâ (i post more trc!) and yes, i have an ao3 (where i post polygangsey fics, ronsey fics, and roahsey fics :) as well as some other fandoms!)
itâs about a girl whoâs destined to kill her true love with a kiss, a boy with a life-and-death obsession with hunting a dead welsh king, a boy who thinks he is not enough, who is the eyes and ears to a magical forest, a wounded boy who can dream things to life, a smudgy boy, a toga party. it is about three brothers and deadbeat parents and teachers who want to kill you, it is about how far theyâll go to get their answers, it is about sleeping trees and a house full of psychics, itâs about loving people so deeply youâll never get the chance to even think about life without them. itâs about trust and bees and being gone and being remembered and phone calls late into the night and kissing ghosts for practice. it is about orange lipstick, ravens, clawing someoneâs eye out, it is about orange camaros and mint leaves and cereal boxes where floor should be. it is manic, it is all-consuming, it is gut wrenching in the best way and lovely and it is being murdered outside your house on a hot afternoon (your favorite son finds you).
#trc#the raven cycle#ao3#fic rec#sorry. this is a shameless plug actually. my fics feed my soul so i want u to eat well too.#if thats ur thing.
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ALPHA! GOJO x F OMEGA! READER
+ synopsis. you live in a world where omega and alpha qualities are medically treated at birth to become dormant later in life. present day, only betas & pseudo-betas exist, pheromones & its effects are left in the distant past, and heats & ruts are reduced to monthly cycles of being slightly hornier than normal, nothing more.
so, what happens when a curse you encounter induces a heat in you far worse than anything recorded in modern times?
+ alternatively. in which even a special grade sorcerer isnât immune to the curse-induced heat of an omega â you, the partner he's pined for over the course of your entire friendship â forcing you and him to go back to your primal roots.
+ cw. forced A/B/O dynamics, lovesick! gojo, slight! geto x reader, sorcerer! reader, dubcon (technically sex pollen), reader is born an omega, gojo and geto are born alphas, gojo's infinity can't block scent for fic purposes, geto doesnât turn au, use of restraints, mating call, mutual pining, it gets playful / lighthearted in the middle, implied 'medical' use of sex toys, dirty thoughts, lordosis, petnames (angel, love), pussy job, constant pov switches towards the end, cunnilingus, ass fingering, piv, cervix kisses, confessions, shared orgasm, creampie, knotting, no beta bye, 3.5k+ words, MDNI
+ masterlists. general â jujutsu kaisen â collab
âĽď¸ akiâs note. big thank you to raven (@raven-cincaide) for sprinting with me ⥠++ this very late fic is part of my into the omegaverse collab ⥠please show some love to everybodyâs amazing works when you can!
He came as soon as he heard. Plagued by his racing thoughts, Satoru stands still, chewing on the inside of his cheek as he watches you from behind the glass window. Though he appears to be calm, seeing you like this is torture.
âHow long has she been in there?â Suguru puts his hands in his pockets, taking the spot next to Satoru.
âToo long,â he breathes. And itâs only been half a day. His 6 eyes have been agonizingly locked on your form the entire time, piercing blue eyes peering through the glass and into your poor disturbed soul. Youâve been crying non stop ever since they found you. Eyes glossy, pupils blasted, spewing incoherent words, skin damp and hot.
They needed to restrain your arms and legs to be able to perform tests on you, but that didnât stop you from crossing your knees, relying on friction to rub your pussy as best as you can. All this, as your body wriggles beneath the harsh clinic lights. Youâve gone absolutely feral. Your cries are pitched an octave higher than what Satoruâs used to. And as much as he doesnât want to believe it, itâs as if⌠âItâs as if sheâs calling out to someone.â
âTo you, you mean?â Suguru scoffs.
Paper seals secure the walls of your room. Remnants of the curse linger around your body and because of that, theyâve deemed it safer to assume only born-betas are allowed direct contact. For now, at least. Shoko says they donât know if there are aftereffects â meaning, if exposure to a victim could also trigger a rut in an alpha. And now theyâre dealing with pheromones, not just cursed energy, so infinity is out of the question. That means Shoko gets to stay with you, and the two born-alphas are to stay on this side until further notice.Â
Satoru hates it â being separated from you by a wall like this. Not like you werenât already normally separated by one, considering your room in the dorms is right next to his. But he particularly hates how this renders him unable to barge in on you any time he wants.
Right now, he wants to annoy you. He wants to poke fun at you. He wants to pull your strings because he likes it when you get fake-mad. Youâre cute when you do that. Plus, he uses it to his advantage knowing you can never actually stay mad at him for too long â a weakness the two of you share.
âHeard the report got it all wrong.â Suguru pats Satoruâs back. âSpecial grade 1, was it? Quite the leap from semi-grade 1.â Suguru shakes his head, chuckling in disbelief. Heâs never seen his best friend so distraught. But Suguru reassures him, telling him not to worry and reminding him of the fact that, at the very least, âSheâs alive and kicking. Well, kicking too hard for that matter. Those knots are gonna bruise.â
âShe shouldâve called me. Fucking idiot.â Satoru clicks his tongue.
They have brought in experts â historians, even. They have tried every omega medicine known to man. Emergency suppressants that were once obsolete are concocted that same day. Everything shouldâve shown immediate effects. And yet, itâs almost laughable how it all seemed like they were only giving you placebo meds, forcing you to down so many in so little time. Since nothing has worked, Shoko sent them away.
Whatâs worse is, the curse is exorcised. And in the world of Jujutsu Sorcery, killing a curse usually takes all its enchantments with it. So, if the curse is dead and youâre still experiencing the worst heat known to man, they could damn well consider your revert permanent if they donât do something about it quickly.
The two men jolt back upon smelling a very pronounced aroma of burnt cinnamon on Shoko whoâs left the room for the first time in the last 6 hours. Her hair is slightly disheveled, slightly damp from sweat. And the circles around her eyes have grown visibly darker and heavier.
âCanât imagine our forefathers going nuts over that stench.â Suguru lightens the mood, fanning his hand in front of his face. He blinks his tears dry as a result of inhaling a whiff of the strong odor.
âItâs not that bad.â Satoru scrunches his nose as heâs suddenly taken aback, though heâs not particularly repulsed by the scent. If anything, heâs immediately convinced itâs something he doesnât mind living with. âPlus, I heard itâs slightly different for every omega.â
âFinally, some fresh fucking air,â Shoko murmurs as she leans on the glass, head thrown back as she lights up a cigarette. Apparently, she hasnât had one since they brought you in. âWelp, tried everything. Even left her alone with toys to doââ
âHerself?â Suguru teases.
Satoru scratches his throat. âDid it- uhm⌠did it help?â
âNot one bit.â
âMaybe you⌠didnât give her enough time?â Satoru nonchalantly suggests, pouting as he subconsciously takes notes for himself if he ever gets presented with the opportunity.
âI let her at it for an hour.â Shoko huffs out smoke in the direction opposite to the two men. âI even gave her⌠options, you know.â
Satoru mentally kicks himself as his thoughts run wild. He can still see the tip of the pink silicone popping out of one of the trays, girth not so different from his. He hates Shoko for doing a shitty job at concealing it because blood rushes to his cock just by looking at that thing, knowing it had gone inside you. He thinks about what other toys Shoko had you use â thinks about which one was able to make you cum the fastest, which one was your favorite?
Fuck. Now, he has to keep adjusting his stance, marching in place like a damn soldier till he manages to get his half-hard cock into a better position in his pants. Using his hands then and there is not an option for obvious reasons.
âSatoru.â Shokoâs tone becomes more serious. âYou can drag this longer than it needs to be. But you know thereâs only one surefire tried-and-tested-literally-by-millions-way to cure a heat.â She takes a long puff, blowing smoke in between words, embers flickering on the end of her half-done stick. âYou up for it?â
âDonât be stupid.â Of course he is.
Suguru and Shoko shoot each other knowing glances, the former raising an eyebrow as if to say âwatch thisâ. âSatoru, If youâre not gonna do it, I wiââ
âIâll fucking kill you,â Satoru spits, not letting his best friend finish his sentence. The two quickly exchange low fives, chuckling at the expense of their lovesick friend. Satoru turns to Shoko, paying no mind to his friends so blatantly enjoying themselves in the middle of a crisis. âYouâre sure youâve done everything you can?â
âEverything I can, yes. Youâve exhausted all the favors you can ask of me, itâs high time you deal with your own problems.â Shoko prods two fingers onto Satoruâs chest.
âWant her to want it,â Satoru speaks softly.
âAre you blind? Did your fucking 6 eyes stop working?â Shoko looks at Satoru, puzzled, as if she wonders why Satoru isnât seeing what sheâs seeing. âOh, Iâm pretty sure she wants it bad.â
âWant her to want me.â
Shoko rolls her eyes and disposes of her cigarette though itâs a couple more puffs away from when she usually stops. Sheâs at her limit. âWait here.â
Trying to prove a point, she goes to the supply room and comes back with two handkerchiefs â a white one and a blue one. She then pats the white one with the sweat off of Satoruâs nape, and the other with Suguruâs. âPray with me, boys. One of youâs gonna have to return to their roots.â She cracks her neck, preparing to head back in.
The sound of your cries increase and decrease in volume when Shoko opens and closes the door behind her.
âShoko, Shoko, please! Make it stop! Make it stop! Make itââ
Shoko waves the blue handkerchief above your head, grabbing your attention for only a few seconds till youâre back to screaming in agony. She can almost hear Suguru scoffing on the other side. She then takes out the white cloth with Satoruâs scent, and like a moth to a flame, youâre instantly drawn to it. Your breaths have finally steadied. You take quick bouts of whiffs, head craning every which way she drags the piece of cloth.
She leaves you with the handkerchief after letting your arms and legs loose, allowing you to curl up in a ball as you desperately inhale Satoruâs scent. Itâs the first thing that has calmed you in hours. Nonetheless, this relief is temporary. Pretty soon youâll be needing something stronger. Something more potent. Something in its rawest form.
âS-satoru,â you breathe through the handkerchief, staring at the two-way mirror like a faint prayer to the god you know is there. âShoko, please get me Satoru.â Your words are clear as day, and thatâs the first coherent thing youâve said all day.
Shokoâs eyes dart to where sheâs sure Satoru stands. âDo you see it now?â she mouths.
Satoruâs jaw stiffens, stomach now a mangled mess of anticipation and guilt. On the one hand, heâs relieved. Heâs not sure what he wouldâve done if youâd reacted the same way to Suguruâs scent. On the other hand, he knows whatâs going to happen now. Not like he didnât see this coming.
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Though she didnât have to, Shoko chose to make a nest of Satoruâs clothes for you in his own bed. âThought Iâd at least make the effort to help make it romantic, no?â
Except nothing about this is romantic. Jujutsu dorm walls thankfully arenât thin, but thin enough for him to hear your cries from behind his door.
Satoru takes a second to collect himself, getting square with the fact that this isnât how he wanted your first time to go. He can smell you from where he stands, forcibly reminding him for every second he delays that youâre in there, waiting for him.
Heâs played your first time over and over in his head as he fucked his fist â almost every morning in the shower, once or twice in your room when you were out on a mission, and many, many times in the very bed youâre nestled now. Out of the hundreds of scenarios heâs made up of him making love to you in his head, heâs never once pictured this.
His friends have pestered him about this for so long, urging him to take the first step or else Suguru â and on some occasions, Shoko â wonât hesitate to whisk you off your feet. But he tells them he has his reasons for constantly holding off. He says itâs because youâre perfect for him, and so he wanted your first to be perfect â plain and simple. He says it so matter-of-factly, too. But now, to hell with the perfect scenario because as it turns out, itâs mother nature herself who decides to give him one crazy hell of a push to make a move.
Satoru enters his room. Greeted with the raw and unbound fragrance of your heat, his heart pounds in his chest. He coos upon seeing you hugging his pillow, all plump and ready for him. Suddenly, it registers in his head that heâs seeing you naked for the first time, lying in his bed. âGod, youâre so beautiful,â he says more to himself, trying to convince himself that this is real â that youâre real.
ââM sorry, it hurtsâ hurts so bad, Satoru. âM sorry!â Heâs sorry it has to be like this, too. But heâs not so sorry that youâd asked for him.
With dried up tears along your cheeks, and fresh ones in your eyes, your cried out voice croaks, âSatoru, help me please. I need you.â You roll on your belly, propping your forearms as you bury your face in his scent, whining into his pillow, back arching + ass perked up, as you shamelessly stroke your pussy to his face. âN-need you now, please, please, please?â
Fuck.
Even now, it melts his heart seeing you so full of want.
âShh, shh, shh. Iâm here arenât I?â
Satoru doesnât miss the way your hand grips the sheets as you watch him discard his clothes. He sees the absolute delight in your face, the flexing of your belly, the further bend of your back, the quicker strokes of your fingers around your clit. But itâs the sight of your nectar dripping out of you that finally makes him break.
With how hard he is and how much he wants to devour you like crazy, he could easily be mistaken for an alpha in a rut. He swears his chemical makeup has nothing to do with it. He just wants you that bad.
Suddenly, the space between you and him doesnât exist. You moan out loud just by being touched by him. He engulfs you in his arms forcing you to sit up, hot skin against even hotter skin, your back pressed flush against his torso as he buries his face in the crook of your neck. And your slick â god, your honeyed slick â begins to coat his hard cock speared between your legs and along your puffy folds.
Fuck.
âSweet angel.â His eyes roll back as he takes in all of your scent.
His cock twitches between your legs, pre-cum starting to drip off his tip. He feels a tingling sensation in the pit of his stomach as soon as he gets into contact with your slick. Your touch is so fucking electric. One hand wraps around your stomach while the other reaches for your breast, cupping and kneading the soft flesh, feeling your thuds of a heartbeat beneath his palm. You smell so fucking good upclose, your scent keeps hooking and hooking him in, and taking care of you is all he cares about. That's all that matters. Heâs holding you now and yet heâs unable to satiate this mad need to be closer to you. He needs to be closer. He needs to make love to you. Needs to be in youâ
âS-Satoru.â You guide the hand on your breast, intertwining with his fingers, pressing harder, rougher, against your skin. âYou feel so good, Satoru. Please move. N-need more.â
Satoru releases a deep groan in your ear when you bring your knees together, locking his cock between your legs as you begin to grind your pussy on his erection, nectar lubing your every sway.
âE-easy, eaaasy,â Satoruâs voice is low and breathy. He hisses with every roll of your hips, breath hitching as your pussy drags his foreskin back and forth, balls kissing the back of your thighs. Mind hazy with want, he presses his cheek on yours, planting open mouthed and sloppy kisses on the side of your face.
âNot so fast!â Satoru holds your hips in place when you start to pick up the pace, making you whine, âWhaââ
âToo fast, Iâm sorry.â Satoru trails apologetic kisses along your jaw. âNot there- donât want to cum there.â
He apologizes as a tinge of guilt prickles his throat seeing you so utterly vulnerable. Your eyes plead for him to fill you then and there but he needs this moment to last as long as possible, even if it means prolonging your agony.
âS-Satoru, canât wait any longer!â You try to move your hips but theyâre locked in place.Â
âNo.â He says, firmly, and it hurts to tell you that. âNot yet.â Tears well up in your eyes as your chest heaved at the height of your confusion. Your mouth opens, trying to find words, but before you get to complain, he gives you a soft, chaste kiss â your very first one, he realizes â and tells you, âGet down for me.â
And with tears in your eyes, you oblige. He supposes this is the work of the reemergence of your makeup and raging hormones, making you so pliant and submissive, youâre willing to do his bidding even when youâre on the verge of insanity â when, before this, you always had a stubbornness in you heâd always been fond of. But then again, at this very moment, youâre desperate. And youâre desperate for him.
âSatoru, I donât know what youâre up to b-but please, donât take long- oh!â Your protests are quickly replaced with cries as you feel a soft, wet muscle slide across your folds. Heâs always had that habit of not letting you finish. To think itâs something he takes to bed with him makes your stomach coil. âFuck!â
Hot breath fans your folds as he splits your slit open with his tongue, and all you can do is shudder in place, wallowing in the extreme pleasure that dozens of toys werenât able to give you. Youâre practically leaking on his face, honey dripping down his chin, the tip of his nose pressing into your ass.
His tongue squelches with every lick, twisting your core in knots with every line drawn. And then itâs as if Satoruâs lips are sealed around your clit, puckering and sucking on the sensitive bud.
âSatoru, oh god. âToru, so good, âs so fucking good~â Your eyebrows furrow, lips pursing as he relentlessly flicks his tongue on your clit.
âOh!â You scream when a honeyed digit enters your ass, thumb hooking and pressing hard against your g-spot, all while his tongue remains fixated on your clit. âFuck- mmm!â
You canât help but mewl and cuss into your first orgasm â the first one he granted you, that is â wave of pleasure washing across your body as he eats out your high. And while itâs a sensation that gives you a sense of satisfaction, youâre left wanting more. Youâre left needing more.
âPlease fill me- canât wait any longer- please, alpha~â
Oh, now youâve done it.
âSorry, love.â Satoru pulls you back into his chest and cups your cheek, making you look over your shoulder and into his face. âNeither can I.â
âSato- Oh!â Gagged by the feeling of friction in your aching walls, the very first one you had welcomed since your heat, youâre at a loss for words when his cock enters you, bottoming out straight away. Your mouth forms an âoâ and he instinctively closes the gap, savoring your mouth, and with every click and swirl of your tongues, he thinks you are probably the softest, most delicate thing heâs ever tasted.
He knows heâs screwed, tasting you for the first time, knowing heâll never want anything other than you, your lips, your pussy, this feeling ever again.
You feel as if every pump of his cock scratches that stubborn itch thatâs spread across your pussy since your heat. And every satisfying ram of his hips kisses your cervix, bringing you closer and closer to your high, as if this â his cock, and the feeling of his body rocking your own â has been whatâs missing in your life.
âScream for me, angel,â Satoru grumbles against your ear as he feels himself nearing his own climax. Suddenly, his mouth is back on yours, kissing you, with you purring against his lips as he fucks you through your shared high.
âIââ When his pace comes to a full stop, you know whatâs about to come. And he doesnât know what to say. Shokoâs already briefed him on whatâll happen to an alpha who cums in an omega in heat, not that he doesnât know what a knot is. He just doesnât know what to expect. Still, he wants you to take it. Even now, he wants you to want it. But he studies that curious look on your face, and as he scrambles for words, it seems itâs your turn to finally shut him up.
âI love you, Satoru.â
Satoru chuckles. More to himself.
âI love you, too.â Satoru, with breaths uneven, relaxes his forehead against yours. Satoru steadies himself, and pretty soon, you collapse in his arms as his knot locks in your core.
...
"Hey," Satoru breaks the silence. "You know... taking my knot like that means you practically asked me to marry you."
"Shut up."
â
Shoko alternates between looking at you and flipping the pages of the report in her clipboard. It seems that youâre technically back to normal but sheâs got that look in her face as if a couple of words are stuck behind her throat.
âItâs fine. Hit me with it,â you prompt. âWhat is it?â
âWell, youâre now a full-blown omega is what it is,â Shoko says without an ounce of concern in her voice. âBut seeing as youâve got⌠help now,â Shokoâs eyes dart to Satoru whoâs standing in the corner, âthereâs really not much to do about it.â
âIs that so?â You chuckle at the playful tension between Satoru and Shoko.
âYouâre âhelpâ, by the way,â Shoko addresses Satoru.
âA big one, too,â he adds.
âKeep it in your pants.â Shoko puts her clipboard aside and scratches her temple. âStill, itâs insane that this is what finally brought you two together.â
Shokoâs words put a longing, knowing smile to your face. "This silly guy waited too long."
âHey, if thatâs what it took. Who am I to complain?â Satoru shrugs, ego fluffed by the thought that youâre finally his. And the fact that he and you are the only active alpha and omega in the world? How special is that?
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Conquer
Part 2 of 5
Series Masterlist
Series Summary: The king intends to take a bride. You just never thought it would be you. (Soulmate AU where Loki won)
Chapter Summary: Itâs no surprise that Loki has a gift for talking dirty and you wish that it didnât work as well as it does. You wish thatâfor exampleâit were a little more challenging for him to talk you into letting him get you off in the limo on your way to a gala event hosted by the Swedish government.
Pairing: Loki x Female Reader
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Chapter Warnings: Smut, 18+, Minors DNI, enemies to lovers, dirty talk, praise kink, edging, teasing, p in v sex, vaginal fingering, orgasm delay, semi-public sex, light Dom/sub. (see series masterlist for series warnings)
A/N: I realize that the GIF I'm using for this chapter is TVA!Loki, but the attitude is very much in keeping with this chapter, so I decided to forgo accuracy in favor of thirst. Also, you may be thinking "Part 2 of 5? I thought this was going to be 3 chapters!" Me too. Welcome to what it's like being in my brain: even I don't know what's going on here.
The wedding night isnât the end of the sex, of course.
The immediate, sharp need for your first coupling is gone, but thereâs a dull and persistent ache that keeps you coming back to his bed every night (and several times during the day). Loki is equally ravenous, if not more so.
While youâve come to terms with the fact that youâre going to fuck him, you still donât like being the one to initiate sex. It sounds silly, but it feels like admitting to a vulnerability that youâre not prepared to acknowledge, let alone act on.
The problem is that your sex drive has skyrocketed since the wedding.
Youâve heard about this happeningâthe saying soulbonds are meant to be consummated, but some are more thorough than others didnât come out of nowhere. You just didnât think it would be a problem for you, especially once you found out who your soulmate was.Â
You were wrong about this, of courseâyou are constantly horny. Your mind is a cineplex of perversion, constantly playing memories of the times that he has fucked you, ways he might fuck you next, his hands, his lips, his tongue, his annoyingly perfect cock. It makes you want to run your brain through the washing machine, like a couple of Tide pods and an extra rinse cycle might fix this.
But the part that drives you crazy is that he always seems to know when youâre in these moods and he always manages to claim the upper hand. It isâlike so many things with Lokiâprofoundly irritating.
Itâs all physicalâyour conversations are limited to the mundane or the utterly filthy. Itâs no surprise that Loki has a gift for talking dirty and you wish that it didnât work as well as it does. You wish thatâfor exampleâit were a little more challenging for him to talk you into letting him get you off in the limo on your way to a gala event hosted by the Swedish government.
You can feel his gaze caressing your body as you walk down the stairs to meet him. Your dress is gold and glittery, and hugs your curves while the slit sneaks just high enough that you know the fashion blogs will call it daring. You keep your eyes on your feet and your hand on the railing as you navigate the stairs in your heels. Normally, Loki would comment on thatâsomething about how you needed proper education in comportment, you were a queen, queens donât stare at their feet, people expected elegance, blah, blah, blah. Tonight, though, heâs silent as he takes you in, which you know means that heâs particularly enchanted by how you look. For a brief moment, you allow yourself to feel sexy and confident, to enjoy the fact that the most powerful man on the planet has been rendered speechless by how you look.
Are you ridiculously horny? Sure, but youâve got it under control. You can hold out for an evening and youâre pretty sure Loki hasnât figured it out. If he had, he almost certainly would have said something inappropriate when he offered you his arm. Heâs probably going to be distracted by the gala anyway. Why had you ever doubted yourself?
When the two of you get into the limo, you remember why.Â
The moment the door shuts behind you, Loki is pulling you close, his hands cupping your breasts and then sliding down to your thighs while his lips latch on to the spot where your neck and shoulder meet.
âWhat are you doing?â you ask, as though his intentions are in any way unclear.
âYou need to come. I can smell you.â Heâs hiking up the fabric of your dress.
Well. So much for him not noticing.
Your cunt clenches. âWeâre in public.â
âThose windows are tinted and the partition is up.â His breath is warm on your neck as the fabric of your dress pools around your waist.Â
âI can still wait.â
âOh, I donât think you can.â His fingers slip between your legs (when did you spread your legs for him?), gently grazing the gusset of your underwear, which you know is embarrassingly wet. âSoaked already,â he breathes, rubbing your clit through the thin fabric. âYou need to come.â
âI-I c-canâI can wait untilâoh fuck.âÂ
He pushes the fabric of your underwear aside and lightly teases your clit with the tip of his finger.
âYou canât,â he rasps, lightly nipping at your earlobe. âYouâre such a greedy, needy little thing. Your cunt is insatiable.â
He presses his first three fingers together and rubs your clit in a big, broad circle that makes your back arch.
âFuck,â you breathe, your hands flexing against the seat. âFuck, just like that.â
âI thought you said you could wait?â he says with that mocking lilt to his voice, the one that makes you simultaneously want to punch him in the face and also ride him hard and fast and a little rough.
âShut up,â you grit out.
He laughs low in your ear. âOh, you donât mean that, I know you love it when I talk you through it.â
You hate that heâs right.
âYou love hearing about how tight and wet you are, how hard I am for you.â He drops his voice lower. âHow hard Iâm going to fuck you.â
You canât help the quiet moan that falls from your lips.
âYes, you love it when I talk to you like this,â he purrs. âAnd I love hearing what an utterly filthy, wicked girl you are.â
You whimper, despite your best efforts to keep quiet.Â
âOh, I like that little noise,â he says, increasing his pace ever so slightly. âLet me hear you.â
âI hate you so much.â
Youâve said this to him before and like all the other times, he simply laughs. âHate me all you like, darling, but you and I both know that you love what I do to you.â
You bite your lip and try to focus on the pleasure thatâs rising in your hips.
âHas anyone ever made you come as hard as I do?â he muses, like heâs just making casual conversation. âFrom the way that you scream and beg for it, I imagine that there havenât been very many that were capable. Your cunt has quite clearly been neglected.â
Youâre going to ignore what heâs saying. Thatâs what youâre going to do. Thereâs no reason to listen to any of what heâs saying.
âThe truth is that you need me, donât you?â he says, nipping at your ear. âYou need me because I know exactly what to do to sate your needy little cunt. I know exactly how to make you scream.â
You hate how close you are, hate how the impending rush of your orgasm has basically rendered you speechless, save for a few incoherent whimpers.
He brings his lips close to your ear, lowering his voice to a growl. âWhat would those pitiful Midgardians say if they knew their queen was such a needy little slut?â
Instead of delivering a stern rebuke, you come hard. Incredibly hardâit is arguably one of the most intense orgasms heâs given you yet, blazing through your body with a ferocity that leaves you shaking in its wake.
And he notices.
âOh, you liked that, didnât you?â he purrs as he rubs you through the aftershocks. âI felt how hard you came, how utterly desperate you are for me to fuck you.âÂ
âLoki, please,â you breathe.
He tugs at your underwear. âTake this off.â
Your first instinct is to challenge him, but the fabric is now uncomfortably damp and you desperately need him to fuck you, so you lift your hips and slide your underwear down and off your legs without any complaint. He takes it from you and sticks it in his pocket.
You expect to hear the clink of his belt buckle followed by his silky smooth voice ordering you to sink down on his unfairly perfect cock. Even though youâve just come, you want more. You always do with him.Â
(You decide not to think too much about that last part).
Instead, though, he smooths his hair and settles back into his seat, looking out the window. After a moment, you clear your throat expectantly.Â
He glances at you, utterly casual. âWhat is it?â
Your eyes narrow. Heâs playing dumb and you both know it.Â
âYou made me take off my underwear,â you say, biting back a sharper reply.
âI did.â
âSoâŚfuck me.â
He gives an amused little chuckle that makes your palm itch to slap him. âDarling, weâre in public, that would be unseemly.â
You roll your eyes before you can stop yourself. âYouâre full of it.â
His gaze turns smoldering and stern. âAnd if you want to be full of my cock later tonight, youâll change your attitude.â
Youâre not sure if itâs the absence of underwear that makes you feel more aroused than usual or if heâs awakened some latent perversion you were previously unaware of. Possibly, itâs both.
Your breath hitches and he smiles like he knows he has the upper hand.
âDo you want that?â he says. âDo you want me to fill your tight little cunt with my big cock?â
Youâre so far gone that you find yourself nodding before the thought of being contrary can even cross your mind.
âWell, then,â he says, flicking an invisible speck of dust from his tuxedo jacket, âyouâre going to have to earn it.â
You huff out an irritated sigh and yank the skirt of your dress back down. âYouâre an ass,â you say with a scowl.
âAnd youâre going to do exactly as I tell you or you wonât be coming at all.â
You stare at him, lips parted in the start of a complaint.
âAnd however much your pretty cunt is aching right now, I imagine it will be twice as worse tomorrow with no release,â he says. âIf Iâm feeling generous, of course. I could always make you wait longer.â
You close your mouth, biting back the urge to scowl.
He smirks. âThatâs my good girl.â
Your cunt throbs. By the end of the night, your thighs will surely be sticky with your own arousal.
âThis is unfair,â you grumble, crossing your arms and sitting back in your seat.
âBehave,â he says as you approach a rather impressive set of gates. âWeâre almost there.â
A flick of his wrist sends seidr racing along your skin, smoothing your hair, straightening your dress, and fixing the smudge of lipstick at the corner of your mouth.
Your underwear remains in his pocket.
You have a feeling itâs going to be a long evening.
The Minister for Finance is giving a presentation. Youâre not entirely sure that you would have been able to follow it under normal circumstances, but certainly not with Lokiâs hand up your dress.
The two of you are seated at your own tableâitâs one of the more stupid formalities he insists on, though you suppose itâs advantageous in this instance. His actions are obscured by the table and tablecloth and probably a little magic, but your heart is still racing with the thrill of it. His movements have been slow and deliberate, and the result is that heâs effectively been edging you for the duration of this forty-five minute presentation.
It feels incredible; itâs agony. You love it; you hate it.
âYouâre being a very good girl,â Loki murmurs to you at one point and that alone nearly sends you over the edge.
âYouâre a jackass,â you whisper back to him.
He chuckles. âIf you want me to let you come once we get home, Iâd suggest changing your tone, my love.â
You resist the urge to scowl, but only barely. âYou made me come in the limo over here because you said I couldnât wait,â you point out. âWhat happened to that philosophy?â
âIt was supplanted by a desire to see what happens when I tease you for several hours.â A wicked smile curls at his lips. âBesides, I love how tight and desperate your cunt feels when I make you beg for me.â
You always come hardest when he makes you beg for him. Youâd never admit it, though.
âIâd think youâd be more concerned about getting caught,â you say. âWhat do you think that would do to your image?â
âOh, I think it would do wonders for my image,â he says. âAttentively tending to my wifeâs needs despite potential social embarrassment? Itâs rather feminist of me, donât you think?â
âOkay, first of all, that is not what feminiââ Your voice cuts out as he rolls his finger in a particularly devastating circle.
âWhat was that, my love?â he asks, voice thick with faux concern, his true intent easily betrayed by his shit eating grin. âYou seem distracted.â
Youâre not entirely sure if youâre tensing your muscles in anticipation of an orgasm or in an effort to stave it off. âYouâre awful.â
His voice drops. âBut Iâm making you feel so very good, arenât I?â
You take a deep breath, trying to soothe the tightening knot in your belly, even as your body is begging you to rush toward it.
âArenât I?â His tone turns stern and you hear the implied order loud and clear.
âYes,â you bite out.
âYes what?â
You swallow. Youâre starting to get close, closer than heâs let you get so far. âYes, youâre making me feel good.â
He smirks. âYouâre getting close, arenât you?â
You nod, taking another deep breath through your nose. Keep it together.
âI could let you come,â he muses. âEveryoneâs watching the presentation. You could be quiet, couldnât you?â His pace increases just slightly, enough for you to start to feel the tempting, shimmery tendrils of release. âDo you want that, lovely?â
Itâs not a good idea, but you nod anyway.Â
âI had no idea you were so filthy.â His fingers are massaging your clit more firmly and you bite back a gasp because you know it wonât be long. Youâre trying to keep a straight face, but youâre struggling. You are so deliciously close.
âAre you going to come for me?â he asks quietly. He knows the answer.
You nod, not trusting your voice.
But just as youâre about to start to tip over the edge, Lokiâs hand retreats and the building pressure in your hips diminishes back to that steady, throbbing ache just as the Minister for Finance concludes his presentation.
Loki is smirking like he expected this. âAh. Unfortunate timing.â
You may kill him.
âYou did that on purpose, you ass,â you hiss at him.
âOh, youâll thank me for it later,â he says, his voice dropping low.
You scowl at him, though you suspect heâs probably right.
You get a slight reprieve during dinner, but only in the sense that Lokiâs hand is no longer up your dress. Your aching arousal remains, coating the inside of your thighs. Your heartbeat seems to be pulsing in your clit, the muscles of your cunt aching as they clench repeatedly around nothing.
While his hand is no longer up your dress, Loki continues to be as unhelpful as possible.
âShall I let you unravel on my tongue?â he murmurs to you during the main course. âOr do you need my cock first?â
âI think you need to stop talking,â you say as evenly as you can muster.
âWhatever for?â he asks with the sort of feigned innocence that tells you he knows exactly what heâs doing. âSurely youâre not concerned that Iâm going to make you come simply by telling you what I want to do to you.â
You take a slow sip of your water.
âOr perhaps that idea appeals to you?â he asks, dropping his voice even lower. âDo you want me to make you come in front of all of these people?â
Thereâs something about the idea thatâs admittedly appealing in a taboo sort of way, though you arenât quite sure you actually want to pursue it or if youâre just so desperate that even objectively bad ideas sound good.
âTruly, I doubt you could keep quiet,â he says. âYou and I both know how much you like to scream for me and Iâve been teasing you for what, three hours now? But perhaps thatâs what you want. You were about to come for me earlier. Perhaps you want them all to know what a needy little slâah, Stefan! So good to see you again.â
Loki has seamlessly directed his attention to the Swedish official who has approached your table. His ability to be charming and personable is irritating, particularly when heâs often been uttering absolute filth to you mere seconds before. Meanwhile, your brain has completely short circuitedâyour thoughts stopped being anywhere near coherent when he started touching you under the table during that presentation and your cunt is pulsing. You manage a polite smile and a pleasantly vague expression that you hope hides the fact that all you can think about is Loki throwing you down on the table and fucking you until you canât walk straight and youâve screamed yourself hoarse.
âYou conducted yourself quite well,â Loki says softly once the man leaves. âIâd never have guessed that youâre hiding such a needy, sloppy cunt under that dress.â
You take a deep breath. âWhatâs to stop me from slipping off somewhere and taking care of things myself?â
His eyes flash a little dangerously and you hate how much it thrills you. âIf you do that, Iâll see to it that you donât come for a week. At least.â
You are irritated with him, certainly, but you are far more irritated with yourself for being even remotely aroused by his words.
âYouâre insufferable,â you hiss instead.
Loki smirks and leans in to whisper in your ear. âWeâll see how you feel a few hours from now when Iâm buried in your tight cunt.â His breath ghosts over your ear and it takes everything in you not to shiver. âI suspect Iâll find you much more agreeable. You always are when you need to be fucked.â His voice drops even lower. âAnd I know how much you need it.â
Your legs are shaking and you wonder how youâre going to make it through the rest of the evening.
You almost come during the concert.
It was probably easier for them to set up the orchestra on the same stage as the presentation, but it means that youâre still sitting at the same table as before, which gives Loki more than enough cover to continue touching you. His hand is creeping back up your dress before the oboe even plays the tuning note and while heâs still going slowly, itâs been four and a half hours and your body is aching for release in a way you have rarely felt.
His fingertip skates across your clit just a little too quickly and firmly and suddenly, youâre poised right on the edge. One more stroke of his fingers, just one more slight movement and youâll come.
Itâs a split second decision, so quick you can scarcely think twice about it. You desperately want to come, but even though you almost let it happen earlier, you know that a stifled public orgasm isnât really what you want. You want him to hear you screamâyou donât want to hold back.
And you want to be good for him. You want him to reward you for being good, you want to be his good girlâ
You shake your head to dismiss that thought and grab his wrist in a silent warning. Quickly, he moves his hand away, sliding it to your knee. Your cunt shudders and aches, the pulsing throb of your arousal even stronger than before.
He brushes his lips against your ear. âOh, very good, darling. Youâll be rewarded for that.â
âYou could reward me now and take me home,â you say pointedly, though it would probably be more effective if your voice wasnât so shaky.
He chuckles, draping his arm around your shoulders. Every so often, youâve seen a candid photo of the two of you in People or one of the other celebrity magazines and youâre always taken aback by how normal you look. You imagine that it would be the same if someone were to take a photo right nowâyouâd look like just another couple cuddling and canoodling instead ofâŚwhatever it is you actually are. Soulmates who hate each other but fuck like itâs their job and the rent is due? Thereâs no easy way to classify your relationship, which you suppose is for the best: this is not the sort of thing that should be common enough to have its own word.
âWe still have quite a bit to go.â He brings his index fingerâthe same one that had just been up your dressâup to his lips and closes his eyes like heâs tasting something divine. âNorns, I can taste how desperate you are.â
You cross your legs in the hope that it will alleviate the pulsing ache between your thighs (it doesnât). âYouâre not helping.â
âOf course Iâm not,â he says. âI told you, I want you begging for me by the end of the night.â
âHow have I not already exceeded that threshold?â
He smirks. âI like to be thorough.â
Five minutes later, his hand is back between your thighs.
âLetâs try that again,â he murmurs. âDo you think youâll be able to resist a second time?â
Somehow, you doâand two more times after that. By the end of the concert, your heart is pounding, your legs feel like rubber, your cunt is dripping, and youâd easily sell your soul for an orgasm.
âYouâre doing so well, darling,â says Loki. Heâs been full of praise and filthy promises and you canât decide if that makes it better or worse.
âCan we please go home?â
He chuckles. âOf course not, that would be rude.â
âI have a hard time believing youâre concerned about rudeness, considering where your hands have been this evening,â you say with a pointed look.
âYou wound me.â He stands and offers you his hand. You take it grudgingly, your legs wobbling slightly. âNow. Come help me charm the Minister for Defense. I need him to be much more cooperative about sharing intelligence.â
The only good thing about schmoozing with Swedish officials is that Loki canât have his hand up your dress while doing so. Even so, he still finds ways to be constantly touching youâa hand on your lower back, your elbow, your shoulder, your waist. These things shouldnât be erotic, but he somehow manages to make them so. Every brush of his fingers against your bare skin is agony: you are burning for him.
You watch the clock tick through another hour and a half while trying not to let anyone on to the fact that youâre keen to leave. Time feels like itâs draggingâeven when the event officially ends, it still takes another thirty-seven minutes for you to say your farewells and make your way out to the front where your limo is waiting.
Your legs are shaking as Loki helps you into the limo. He slides into the seat next to you and you find yourself leaning into him, unable to resist any longer.
The door shuts.
âLokiââ you start to say.
âWhen we get home,â he says promptly.
âYou canât possiblyââ
âOh, I can.â He pulls you into his lap. âIâve been hard for you all evening,â he purrs in your ear, settling you so that the thick column of his cock presses hard against your ass. âDo you know how many times I nearly dragged you off to some empty room to take you up against the wall?â He brings his mouth down against your neck, teeth pressing against your skin just hard enough to almost hurt. You tilt your head to the side to give him better access, guiding his hands to your spread thighs.
âDo you know why I didnât?â he murmurs against your skin.
âBecause you make terrible choices?â you say before you can think it through.
His low laugh rumbles deliciously against your throat. âNo.â His hands slip underneath the hem of your dress, fingertips skating along the tender skin of your inner thigh. Your hips roll forward almost unconsciously, your breath hitching.Â
âI didnât because I know that you need to scream for me,â he says. âJust as much as I need to hear you.â His fingertip grazes your slit. âAnd you know that we canât do that properly in the car.â His finger strokes your clit and you moan. âPoor thing,â he murmurs, tracing a slow circle over the sensitive skin. âI donât think that Iâve ever made you this wet.â
âLokiââ
âIâm not giving you permission to come yet,â he murmurs, adding just a little more pressure. âI need you to be good for just a little longer.â
You let out a whine that youâre not at all proud of as he moves his hand away to gently massage your inner thighs. âLoki, please.â
âBe good.â His voice promises pleasure and punishment and everything in between and you feel drunk with desire.
âIâve been so good,â you say, bringing his hand back to your cunt. âPlease just let me come.â
âWhen we get home.â
âJust once. Please.â
He chuckles and brings his lips up to your ear. âYou know that Iâm going to take care of you,â he murmurs, his voice low and soothing. âYou know I always take care of your needy cunt. I always make you come. You just need to wait a little longer.â
âI need to come now.â
âThink about how good itâs going to feel if you wait just a little longer.â
âIt would feel good now.â
âIt will feel even better in our bed.â He rolls his fingers in a slow circle on your clit. âYou know it will.â
You whimper, rolling your hips with his hand.
âI donât think Iâve ever seen you this desperate,â he says. âIâm rather partial to it.â
âDonât get used to it,â you grumble.
âOh, Iâd advise you watch your tone, darling,â he says low in your ear, sliding a finger inside you, his thumb taking up the rhythm on your clit. âI donât want to deny you, but I may have to if you keep being so pert.â
As if to make a point, he slides another finger inside of you and you find yourself once again on the edge. You grab his wrist, your breath coming in shallow gasps as you try to hold back the rising tide within you.
âOh, good fucking girl,â he growls and the pride in his voice makes your cunt clench hard on his retreating fingers. âYou want to come so badly, but youâre being so good waiting for my permission.â
âGod, this had better be worth it,â you say as you wait for the pulsing ache between your thighs to recede.
âIt will be,â he murmurs against your neck. âYou know it will be.â He shifts you in his lap so you face him and guides your hand to his cock. âDo you feel how hard youâve made me? Iâm aching for you.â
You rub his shaft, working your way up to catch the tab of his zipper between your fingers. He looks at you, eyes hungry, a smirk curling at his lips.
Slowly, you pull down the zipper.
âOh you wicked thing,â he purrs, a low groan escaping him as you wrap your hand around his shaft and slowly begin stroking him. Heâs rock hard and throbbing, and your hand quickly grows slick with his precome.
You lean in, brushing your lips against his ear. âI want you to fuck me,â you say, flicking your tongue against his earlobe.
He chuckles. âAre you trying to flip the tables on me, darling?â
Youâre a little miffed that he figured that out so quickly. âWould that be so bad if I was?â
He laughs again. âYouâre adorable.â He slides a hand along your inner thigh and back under your dress. âBut I think we both know whoâs really in charge here.â
Even the possibility of his hand touching your cunt has your breath quickening and your hand faltering in its rhythm on his cock.
Youâre not about to admit defeat, though.
âDonât you want to fuck me?â you say, trying to keep the quaver out of your voice. You give his cock a few long, indulgent strokes. âWeâre nearly there already. All Iâd need to do is move a little closer.â
He chuckles, his hand sliding up to lightly tease your folds. âI would have made you warm my cock the whole ride back,â he says casually, like heâs commenting on the weather, âbut I donât think you could have done it without coming. Youâre too sensitive.â
Your lips part like you have something to say, but all rational thought and the entirety of the English language has fled your brain and even more arousal is pooling between your legs.
Loki smirks like he knows all of this and he briefly strokes you from your entrance to your clit before withdrawing. âAh, weâre nearly home,â he says, moving your hand away and patting your thigh before tucking himself back into his trousers. âLetâs make ourselves presentable, shall we?â
You climb off his lap and straighten your dress, but donât even bother trying to fix your hair or makeup. You stumble out of the car a minute later, hoping that you donât look like youâve spent the entire evening poised on the brink of orgasm.
Loki, of course, is annoyingly put together. He wraps an arm around your waist and leads you forward.
âOh, the things Iâm going to do to you when we get to our rooms,â he says under his breath as you make your way into the foyer.Â
âThat had better be a promise,â you say.
âI thought we established that Iâm the one who gives you ordersââ
âWe established nothingââ
One of his advisorsâSigurd, the same one who spoke to you in the hotel when he found youâis approaching Loki at a brisk clip.
âYour majestyââ
Loki barely takes his eyes off of you. âLater,â he says, waving a hand in Sigurdâs direction.
âSire, itâs urgent.â
Your heart sinks. Loki stops and turns to Sigurd, eyes sharp, mouth pulled into a firm line. âIt had better be.â
Despite the intensity of Lokiâs expression, Sigurd looks unbothered and remarkably calm. âWe received new intelligence on the matter you inquired about earlier, your majesty.â
Lokiâs expression darkens and you realize with a sinking sensation that he has to go deal with whatever this is. âA moment,â he says to Sigurd before turning to you.
He lowers his voice so that only you can hear him. âGo to our rooms,â he murmurs. âIâll be there as soon as I can.âÂ
You nod and he leans in, brushing his lips against your temple. âBe good for me.â
A thrill runs through you.
By the time you get back to your rooms, though, youâre a little annoyed. Heâs been teasing you for hours and when you finally get home, he suddenly has another work thing?
It would almost be funny if it wasnât so frustrating.
Though admittedly, he did look pretty surprised and annoyed by Sigurdâs sudden appearance. Itâs probably not fair to blame him for that.
Probably.
You take your time getting undressed, mainly in the hope that it will somehow hasten his return or trick you into thinking time is passing quickly. Not that youâre looking forward to him returning for any reason other than sex. You still hate himâyou just really need him to fuck you. Thatâs all it is.
You hesitate for a long time over the collection of silk nightgowns in your wardrobe. Should you put something on? Should you just wait naked on the bed? A silky green number catches your eye. Heâd probably like that. Heâs pretty predictable when it comes to that sort of thingâput on his colors and he goes feral. With any luck you wonât be wearing it for very long, but you might as well do what you can to facilitate that outcome.
You contemplate underwear and decide thereâs little point, given that tonightâs set is still tucked into his pocket.
You situate yourself in the middle of your bed and try not to think about your throbbing cunt. It would be so easy to get yourself off, but you know that it wonât be as good.
You need him.
You try to ignore the thought. Itâs just physical. Thatâs all it is. Youâre on edge from being teased all evening. It doesnât mean anything.
You wait.
Itâs late when you finally hear the door click open, followed by the tap of his dress shoes on the floor.
You sit up in bed, your eyes roving greedily over him. His suit jacket is gone and his tie is draped around his neck, shirtsleeves rolled up. You are loath to admit it, but itâs incredibly hot.
Before you can even get any words out, heâs striding across the room, eyes hungrier than youâve ever seen them. His clothes disappear the second he hits the bed, followed swiftly by your nightgown. Seconds later, heâs on top of you, mouth seeking yours, cock pressing insistently against your stomach. Your hands are just as greedy, skimming up his back and combing through his hair.
âHave you been good for me?â he murmurs as he nudges your thighs apart.
âYes.â
âDid you touch yourself?â he asks, his voice stern.
âNo,â you say.
He knows youâre not lying and the hungry smile he gives you almost makes it all feel worth it. âGood girl,â he growls. âDo you want me to fuck you now?â
âYes,â you say breathlessly, your legs wrapping around his waist as he drags his cock through your slickness. âPlease.â
He chuckles as he lines himself up at your entrance. âI know, darling, Iâm going to take such good care of you.â
Your cunt is so slick and sensitive from his hours of teasing that just the act of him sliding inside of you feels like youâve reached your own personal nirvana.Â
âOh, fuck.â Your voice comes out in a whimper and your legs tighten around his waist to hold him in place because he feels so overwhelmingly good.
Loki lets out a low groan as he eases inside you, catching his lower lip between his teeth as his brow furrows. âPerfect.â He leans in to kiss you as he starts to move. His first thrust is slow but even so, it draws a whimper from your throat. Heâs always felt good, but this is transcendent.
âOh god, please donât stop,â you gasp.
âI wonât, my love.â His voice is tender as he moves with an aching, slow precision. âNot until youâve had your fill.â
For the first time this evening, you let down your guard. Every time heâs touched you tonightâeven before the gala in the limoâyouâve had to hold back to some degree. You havenât been able to give into it, to let yourself be completely unbound and unguarded. But now when heâs moving inside of you, you have the freedom to just be and feel and itâs exquisite. Every thrust of his hips, every reverent caress of his hands, every sigh or groan is an opportunity to discover a new kind of heaven.
âYou were magnificent tonight,â he murmurs, sliding his hand between your bodies to rub your clit. âEven with my fingers playing with your pretty cunt under the table, you looked every inch a queen. My queen.â
Heâs never talked to you like this before and it makes your body sing. You arch, rolling your hips with him as the building wave inside you rises impossibly high, as though every orgasm you almost had this evening is starting to arrive all at once. The tension in your hips is equally fantastic and unbearable, a supernova of sensation that may destroy and remake you all at once.
âFilthy girl, I can tell youâre getting close,â he purrs, tilting his hips so he hits the spot that makes you tremble. âYou act so prim and proper in public, but it takes so very little to turn you into my perfect little slut when I get you alone.â
You are approaching the peak, the whirling center of the storm building inside you. âLokiâplease, I canât, Iâm gonnaââ
âThatâs it, darling. Soak my cock like a good girl.â
You always come the hardest when heâs inside you and this is no exception. The pressure in your hips is suddenly and spectacularly ablaze with a shimmering euphoria that draws a raw and primal moan deep from inside your chest. You are a fountain of sparks, all the tension and desire of the evening finally reaching its apex. You have yearned for this all night and the resulting blaze is spectacular.
His pace is still slow, but Lokiâs eyes are wild and you get the sense that his composure is hanging by a thread. Though his eyes occasionally flutter shut as your cunt convulses around him, his gaze is locked on you in a kind of wonder.Â
âDo you have any idea how good you feel when you come on my cock?â he rasps.
Even in the throes of utter bliss, you need to hear his voice. âTell me.â
âI would create entire worlds and walk through the fires of their destruction just to feel you come.â
You shudder out a sigh. âMore.â
He picks up his pace just slightly. âI would flatten mountains and raise valleys and reverse the currents.â
âMore.â
Heâs hitting that aching spot inside you again and the rolling tremors of the aftershocks are starting to coalesce into another building wave. You moan and his hand moves back to your clit, slick fingers pressing and rolling in just the way you need.
His eyes shine, bright with lust as his hips and fingers work diligently to unravel you again. âI would take down the stars and bring the heavens to the earthâŚâ
His words are making you dizzy and his movements are coaxing the pressure inside of you into a cyclone that you know is going to take you down.
âLoki, please.â These are the only words you know because your entire world is him moving inside of you, inevitable as the sunrise, the architect of the heavenly destruction and renewal that is building and building in your hips.
He shifts so his weight is entirely on his elbows, bringing his lips up against your ear so you donât miss a single word. âI would lay my crown at your feet and forsake my nameâŚjust to feel you come on my cock.â
The coil in your hips snaps and unfurls into a starry, sparkling oblivion that has you crying out his name over and over like heâs your ending and beginning, the center of your universe. Your eyes are shut against the onslaught of intense sensation, but you can feel him reaching the blissful height heâd been speaking of. He groans and slurs out a few incoherent oaths before succumbing to you and filling your pulsing cunt with his hot release.
His mouth is on yours and heâs kissing you like he means it as he slows to a halt. You lie together for a long moment, hearts beating wildly against each other.Â
This felt different than other times. There was an intensity there that had nothing to do with the sex. You donât know what that means, other than itâs definitely not any kind of feelings for him. It must be something else. Youâre certain itâs something else.
âI didnât realize Iâd be called away upon our return.âÂ
Youâre so distracted by your thoughts that the sound of his voice startles you slightly.
âOh, um, yeah, I figuredâŚit seemed unexpected,â you say.
He lifts his head to look at you, green eyes intent. âTrust that there are very few things that could have pulled me away from you in that moment.â
Heâs being sincere. Itâs not what you expect and that scares you a little, though you canât quite articulate why. The idea that he would care whether you thought heâd intentionally extended your wait hadnât even occurred to you. You donât really know this side of him.Â
âSo, it wasnât likeâŚmaking a proclamation designating June National Peanut Butter Month.â You know youâre deflecting, but you donât know what else to do.
He frowns. âThat canât possibly be a real thing.â
You shrug. âIt might be. Lots of governments do stuff like that. Maybe you should consider it.â
His smile is slight, but brief as he stretches and slowly eases out of you. âI will leave that to others.â
Thereâs a beat of quiet and you suddenly find yourself desperate to fill the silence. âWhat did they need to talk to you about?â
He looks at you sharply and you wonder if this was the wrong thing to say. Loath as you are to admit it, this conversation has fostered a flicker of warmth between you, a fact you only notice now because of its sudden absence.
âItâs nothing you need to concern yourself with,â he says as he rolls off of you. Itâs not unkind, but itâs also not warm, and the discussion is clearly closed.
Part of you mourns the loss of that little spark of closeness, but a larger, louder part is intent on pretending it never existed in the first place.
âSuit yourself.â
Youâre annoyed and you roll off the bed and go about your evening routine with a little more clattering and stomping than is strictly necessary. Thereâs a lump in your throat that you donât understand and youâre full of feelings you canât define. You eventually settle on the bed with your back facing him, glaring at the wall like he can see you.
But then he reaches for you in the darkness, his arms winding around your waist, nose nuzzling against the nape of your neck as he pulls you to his chest. And instead of reading him the riot act, you let him hold you and let yourself relax into his embrace, fingers twining around his. You sleep better like this, you tell yourself. Thatâs the only reason youâre allowing it. Itâs nothing to do with him.
Youâve told yourself that every night since your wedding and every night, it gets a little more difficult to believe.
Next chapter coming soon
#loki smut#loki x reader smut#loki x reader#loki x female reader#loki laufeyson smut#loki x female reader smut#loki fanfiction#conquer
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Me, thinking Iâm smart exploring Boston/Cambridge/Surroundings for fic inspo: đđđ
Me 4 days later not understanding why Adam Parrish would EVER want to leave: đłđ§đ˛đ¨
#I have flown too close to the sun#how will I ever write canon compliant fic ever again?#pynch#Adam Parrish#TD3#the dreamer trilogy#the raven cycle#TRC#Ronan lynch
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"i'll teach you" with henry and noah for the ship ask game maybe
hmm I struggled because I donât have a lot of thoughts on them together but hereâs my attempt:
âSo it took them how long to figure out you were a ghost?â Henry asked.
Noah huffed. âA couple of years. And I kept telling them too!â
Henry whistled. âMan, youâd think with all that supernatural spelunking under his belt heâd be better at playing ghostbusters.â
Noah rolled his eyes. âI love Gansey, but he rarely knows whatâs going on around him.â He paused for a second, like he was listening to something Henry couldnât hear.
A thought occurred to Henry. âCan you read minds?â
Noah hesitated, then said âItâs not quite that way. When Blue is around sometimes I can hear distinct thoughts, here are clearer to me than anyone elseâs. Otherwise I just get impressions and ⌠feelings.â
âI donât suppose thereâs a chance you could teach me?â Every time Henry had been asked the question of what superpower heâd want, his go to was reading minds. Occasionally if he thought that would freak people out he went with invisibility. The fact that Noah had both those qualities at his disposal intrigued him.
âIâll teach you,â Noah paused a beat. âTo mind your own business. Besides, I know you really want to know what Gansey thinks of you, and Iâm not going to tell you.â
Henry huffed. âFine. Can you teach me to play that video game then?â
(Send me a char or pairing + three words and Iâll write a scene based on it)
#when in doubt on how to write a dynamic in trc think about both chars relationships with Gansey#some of both their relationships with Blue too. and also both of them have Adam foilisms#s speaks#asks#trc#the raven cycle#henry cheng#noah czerny#my fic#mayhaps-to-dream
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Sleepy Afternoons
A/N: Teehee ngl I just wrote this as a period comfort fic indulgent for myself. I hope you nerds enjoy it as much as I liked writing it!
CW: AFAB reader on period, jokes of breeding, using a dragon as a heating pad, pretty much just fluff
WC:2000
Synopsis: A lazy Sunday, the perfect start to a week on your period where you'll be constantly pestered by your dragon boyfriend.
A dragonâs hoard in times long before consisted of fine jewels and immense mounds of gold, shiny objects as far as the eye could see. Whether it was stuffed in the depths of a cave or deep in the forest, a hoard barred spikes and âDO NOT ENTERâ warnings; whether they were legible or not was never up to the righteous dragonâs responsibility.
Adventurers and bandits never heeded these signs of caution, getting stuck in the narrow holes meant for dragons to shimmy through or meeting their demise through puzzles and endless booby traps-- such monsters were thorough in keeping their treasure safe. Any item that caught the creatures attention could be found in their rich reservoirs, even if they were mere wave-smoothened stones from a lake, an old lover, or a prettily decked-out concubine that was too tempting not to take.Â
That however, was centuries ago. Dragons, like the rest of us, must conform to modern society, technology too powerful and people too abundant to go around flying and terrorizing just to get oneâs hands on a pretty penny.
Your boyfriend, once a ravenous creature with a cave of glittering gems and fine craftsmanship-- that he may or may not have maimed many blacksmiths to steal-- now resided with you in too big of a bedroom. You had argued before buying the apartment; who would need this much space? But his hoarder tendencies clearly made up for the abundance in space. Gaming consoles, silvery granola bar wrappers, aluminum dollar store trinkets, books with glittery covers-- the floor was almost unseeable with his trash and treasure mixed together. He wasnât necessarily dirty-- in fact every item had its own spot and preferred place, which is why it killed a piece of him any time you threw away something that should not be âdecoratingâ your shared home.Â
Though as you practically took care of both of you, it was hard to keep up being the caregiver in the relationship. Especially, on your period. Sunday, what a perfect day, to realize you had a whole work week ahead of mood swings and lower abdominal pain, all mixed with the gory massacre youâd face every time you went to the bathroom. Your cramps didnât usually come in this early of a start, but it seemed like nothing was going quite right today.
âTâs wrong, darlinâ?â Your draconic, crusty-eyed boyfriend mumbled into your back. âSomethinâ hurtingâŚ?â
He had been asleep since noon, ignoring the stream of yellow shining down on him from between the cracks of the blinds. But with those poor eyes and slightly above average listening skills, he completely ignored the sun and heard your groans of pain as you curled into a ball. The aching in your lower tummy was like hellfire, crisp burning and somersaults of your organs unlike any other pain than usual. Nothing was helping, no cold rags or medicine, it was like your infinite headache and body pains were destined to consume you.Â
âCâmon baby answer me, I wanna help..â He pouted again.
âJust my stomach..â You downplayed, not sure if you could handle his frantic coddling if he realized youâre period started. The last time you made the mistake of doing so, you had pads stacked to the brim in your bathroom cabinets and tampons in your closets, the mass shoplifting endeavor of his creating even less space in your home. Well, atleast you were set for the next fifty-seven or so cycles.
 âI just need to rest nâ Iâll be fine, soonâŚâÂ
Another wave of pain came through, head ringing as soft nails raked up and down your sweating back.Â
âWhen will this be over,â you wondered.Â
Maybe that horrible breeding endeavor your boyfriend was always obsessed with was worth it if it meant you wouldnât have to suffer through this for nine months. Yeah, just nine months of morning sickness and bloating and growing a whole dragon-human parasite inside of you. But hey⌠the making part wouldnât be too bad, and atleast you would be crotch-pain free.Â
Man, now the pain was really talking through you.
âYer period, right?â Your dragon wonders, scratching the back of his head. Heâs more awake now, and you wish he was still passed out grabbing onto you, even through the sticky sweat from his body heat. âIâm sorry babyâŚI know it hurts. Whatâyou want me to do?â
âHowâd you even know..â You groan, almost annoyed at how keen he is. Next thing youâd know heâd be shoving some pretty pawn shop jewelry for you to hold to distract you from the pain.
âI donât think.. You want to know. And well thereâs the obvious, I noticed you changed the bed covers.â
Oh lord, was he talking about that split tongue-nose smell-ability âdragon thingâ again? Could your embarassment get any worse?
âDoes that mean youâve⌠EVERY TIME? Every time you knew?â
He sheepishly fell into the new sheets of warmth, those dark eyebrows lifted in innocence.
âSometimes before you knew, I think.â
Officially, you wish your boyfriend was asleep again. Maybe youâd just strangle him to end this mind-numbing conversation.Â
âWhat can I do?â He repeated. âGet you more pads?âÂ
âNo.â You shut him down as soon as the words left his mouth.Â
âWhat then? A snack, more pillows? Nowâs the time to be babied, you know. Unless youâd be okay with me coming to work with you--âÂ
You groaned, partly to shut him up and to vocalize the squeezing, contracting inside of you.Â
His clawed fingers came to cradle your belly, right below your belly button on your pelvic muscle. He rubbed, just gently, back and forth with a slight pressure as your head buried into the sheets beneath you.Â
âJust this.. is fine..â You murmur, feeling hot, humid breath exhale against your neck, emerald green slits baring into your twisted expression. He was watching you, the way your body reacted, the little signals of discomfort.Â
You heard a slight flutter of his wings as they adjusted, his body fitting against yours like a puzzle piece; it was nice to be the small spoon again, rather than cradling your needy dragon lover like a cocoon as he so often desired.Â
The dragon slowly pushed a leg between your bunched knees that stuck together, getting easier access to your tummy. His palm was so warm, as the torso flushed behind you kept a reassuring prresence. You almost turned on your back to get his palm farther against your stomach, the slight pressure and warm temperature soothing the ache in your lower back and groin.Â
âYou know⌠I could always breed ya, then you wouldnât have to--âÂ
âDonât try to convince me right now.â you spat, turning into him as his hand worked magic, the other brushing hair off of your neck and cheek. âThatâs not an option, especially right now.â
âWell, at the very least I can make you feel good. Might ease up some of the pain, yeah?â He laid back down to lean in closer.Â
You sighed; he clearly didnât understand the discomfort and embarrassment that his oh-so keen intimacy would bring you right now. You loved the sentiment, and maybe youâd be up for it if you werenât solely thinking about your physical misery, but you barely had the fortitude to look back toward him.Â
Your dragon buried his flared nose into the top of your head, lined against you like a perfectly shaped heat blanket.Â
âYou wouldnât even have to do anything.. Iâll do whatever makes ya feel better.â His other hand snakes beneath your hip against the bed mattress, pulling you back toward his body even closer, if possible. The warm, spiked fingers tapping alongside your pelvic bone made your skin spark, your lower stomach buzzing with numbed pain and a fullness that made you want to sleep for another week. âI donât like seeing you like this.â He frowns. âYour face.. You look so, uncomfortable.â
âWow, thanks.â You jab, feeling a heated tail slither up your knee, to your thigh. It almost flicked in apology. âMm.. Just stay my heating pillow and Iâll be fine.âÂ
âI can do that.â The confidence in his voice worries you, knowing heâll do an unnecessary load of more than you asked for. Your fetal position was gently yanked free, a pounced creature on your back as youâre forced onto your stomach. âIâll be the best spiky heating pad youâve ever seen.â
The strong, scaled forearms of your draconic spouse come to wrap around your hips, a burning touch ringing from his skin, worming his way beneath your comfortable pajama pants and shirt, skin on skin as his body temperature rises to accommodate your desires. His forearms seem to ripple against you, fingers tickling your sides as his legs trap against your thighs from above, most if not every length of his body pulsating against yours like a live, scaly cocoon intent on making you his personal plush, and he your sweet, warm monster.Â
âFeel better babyâŚâ He kissed at the nape of your neck, sandpapery forked tongue popping out to lick away your sweat. âItâll be over soon.. Iâma make it all better.â
You leaned deeper into the stuffy mattress sheets, the pressure on your abdomen welcomly encouraged as you push as far as possible into his fiery hands.
âIâm betting on it.â You muffle into the pillows, squirming your hips against his his body, warm chest and carved quadriceps surrounding you. The slight pressure of his inner thighs against your hips was welcoming, his mounted position atop of you seemingly odd to an outsider-- but you didnât care how weird it mightâve looked, as the calm of your gutted abdomen took over.Â
You yawned into the side of the pillow as you turned your head, lifting your hips just a little to soak in the heat radiating from behind you.Â
âAweâd, so sleepy huh? Need a little nap?â the dragon behind you poked.Â
Who knew a murderous, millenium-old dragon would be sweet-talking you so gently-- just a few centuries ago he was murdering travelers for stumbling just a few steps too close to his prized hoard.Â
âBut I just woke up.â You protest, upset at the sleepiness of the afternoon that was rubbing off from your draconic lover on you. âGot too much to do, canât lay in bed all day..like you.âÂ
You groan into the pillow as a wave of cramps hit you, only slightly set ajar by the gentle massaging of the skin above your pelvic bone.Â
âHrmm.â Your boyfriend thinks, shoving his warmly snout against your neck. âI guess itâs unfortunate that Iâm not going to be letting you go then. Not allowed to get up until you feel better.âÂ
You laugh, taking one of your dragonâs toasty hands to your chest to hold onto.Â
âIâll be here all week, then.â
It was here you felt the safest, the warmest, the most vulnerable and easily devourable-- well, thankfully dragonâs didnât particularly have a taste for the flesh of humans. Shutting your eyes, you let the guttural âhrmmâsâ of your dragon lull you to thoughtlessness.Â
âIf thatâs what it takes..â He presses a deep kiss close to your forehead, relishing in the sweet scent of your hair. The huffs from his nose tickle the back of your ears, such petrichor warmth and humidity so reminiscent of past lazy mornings. âYouâre not going anywhere, my diamond.â
#x reader#reader insert#writing#self insert#Terato#monsterfucker#monster lover#monster romance#monster boyfriend#monster fucker#monster fuqqer#monster x human#dragon#dragon x reader#draconic#dragon x human#afab reader#period comfort#comfort fic#monsters#monster fiction#monster fic#dragon fic#dragon fluff#fluff#fluff one shot
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pspspsps dinner time everyone
[cato/f!ambassador]
(1) (2) (3) (4) (5)
(5,700ish words) (im cooked)
CONTENT WARNINGS:
â˘slight dubcon [again]
â˘hints of size kink
â˘intercourse [M/F]
â˘discussions of virginity
â˘vague breathplay
â˘even more negligible aftercare
â˘degrading language
â˘mild possessive behaviour
â˘tumblr's pisspoor formatting as per last time
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im once again doing a free magic show here and pulling a rabbit (this fic) out my ass. so, without further a-do the tagging... @kit-williams, @passionofthesith, @pluvio-tea, @the-raven-lady, @bispecsual, @egrets-not-regrets, @gallifreyianrosearkytiorsusan, @lemon-russ. let me know if anyone else wanna be tagged if i do a part three HAHAHAHHAHA i might double down on the comedy-of-errors and have Guilliman get involved. Not like a three-way with this particular fic, even if I'd love to slut papa smurf out. There's always another time and another chance to sexualise an old man :3
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Cato finds you relatively easily.
Truthfully, you make no actual sport of it. But he's never going to pass up a cheap bit of entertainment at your expense.
At this time of the ship's cycle you're most likely to be in the east wing, pointedly the lower libraries. He knows this. He won't confess why or how he knows, thoughâso, fuck off.
You're lazy and predictable. To say nothing of the fact you're far too comfortable scuttling about his Father's vessel. If a hypothetical assassin ever could get onto the ship without being stomped into paste by him immediately, they'd have no problems tracking you down. You may as well be a sevitor running on rails for all your movements stay the same.
He notes you're not on the first level.
Nor the second.
You are on the third, in the leftmost quadrant.
In the restricted reading area.
You do have clearanceâbut the fact still irks him. Typically, this was for his more decorated brothers to catalogue Xenos. Typically, one needed to be accompanied to even access this level.
But oh, noâno, you're allowed.
You're allowed because you are a damnable leach of a woman. And also the bane of his existence, did he mention that? And you'reâyou'reâtucked up in secure side-room, reading on a data-slate; half-asleep in a little blue robe and looking the pict of adorable sloth.
You don't notice him immediately.
Clearly too absorbed in your gerrymandering-for-servitors cheat-sheet.
And that annoys him even more.
Because, are you really that obtuse? So unassailable in your own mind that you're this blatantly fucking oblivious? He's an Astartes, damn it. Sure, he's in casual rest attire instead of clanking plateâbut he's a large, two-and-a-bit meter tall trans-human war-machine standing in the doorwayâand you haven't even noticed him. Ignorant like some little rodent chewing away at crumbs in it's hovel.
His Father's got a vermin problem on board, and the mice are stupid and bold and literate... along with rather cozy, apparently.
A finely woven navy throw is swaddled around you where you're lying on the chaise lounge. And the sight of you bundled up inspires a vivid dĂŠjĂ -vu of the last time you were alone with him with little more than a blanket over you.
Cato hesitates for a heartbeat, swallows down the sudden lump in his throat and sets his jaw.
He steps into the room and waves a hand over the laser-pad locking mechanism.
There's a fractional second in which you become cognisant to the sound of the shutter door closing and where you actively notice him.
Then there's a shrill scream as if you've pinched a nerve.
The data-slate goes flying, pelted at his head. But it hits the shutter door and clatters to the floor, far-off any hint of a good mark.
Useless woman.
Realising it's him a moment later, you heave out a racketing sigh.
"Throne of Terra, Caâ" you start, and it sounds like you're going to say his first name before you rightly correct yourself and say, "C-Commander, you scared me half to death."
He immediately sets about accosting you, "Have you been sitting here with the door open this whole time?"
"No," you nip out.
"You are aware that I can tell when you're lying?"
"I'm certain you can," your tone flattens in a way he's only ever heard you talk to particularly sleazy representatives with. It's not an honest exchange, it's double-speak. It's mocking. You're mocking him.
He grits his teeth.
You've grown more open in your defiance towards him as of late, certainly not because of any revelation or reason and it rubs him in a dangerous, new way. He's not about to let it slide, either.
"Is that so?" His words are sharp and accusative and he hopesâhe hopes he'll get the delight of watching you cower like you usually do when confronted by him. "Have you been lying to me often, then?"
Half his hopes come true. You look away nervously and mumble something almost inaudibly, and he'd not have noticed if not for his far superior hearing.
It was, "...maybe," and all Cato can help but do being himself, is detonate.
"And what have you been deceiving me of, you scheming little whore?" He snarls, fumingâa dozen crimes and sins crowding his mind you might be tried for. Maybe he's been far too lenient to the actual reality of your evil. Finally, validation to corroborate his deviationâmaybe you'll admit you're some Slanneshi fleshchanger, and that you intended to have burrowed so deep in his mind.
Nonetheless, you're nowhere near even close to fast enough to defend yourself. But it's not like he gives you the chance.
He's crossed the distance with a practiced speed. And quicker than you can even yelp, you are pinned to the loungeâa shackle in the form of his fist around your smaller throat.
The pressure is a limp handshake by his standards. You're not really choking. Just stifled slightly for good measure.
Still, it'd be a mere flex to break your neck. He could snap you like a stylus with what was to him, ultimately, nothing but a simple twitch of his fingers. And he would think more about the blatant contrasts between you both much longer if he wasn't far too distracted by the fact you even struggle prettily wantonly. Big eyes wide and glossy with animal panic. Involuntary tears gather at the corners as you register what's going on at last. The mad temptation to lick them if they so much as dare trail down your cheeks begins eating at him.
Some rational part of his rational mind reminds him he can't get the truth out of you when he's vaguely throttling you, thoughâand he lets you go begrudgingly. Instead opting for looming over you as you roll sidelong on the couch, breathing fast.
He crouches down to your level and grumbles, still absorbed in his raging.
"Speak," he barks, and pointedly grabs you by the chin.
"IâI hadn't actuallyâ" you start, breathless as you mumble. "Actually, uh, laid with anyone, even though I nodded I sort of... had."
He's staggered at the statement, "...that's it?"
A vague lie of omission, but it's not the great corruption he sought to root out.
Then he actually thinks about what you've just admitted.
Like fog banished under a rising sun, his anger at the thought of treachery immediately dissipates into blistering revelation.
"Hold on, you..." Cato starts, baffled and completely knocked for a six, meeting your gaze slowlyâgenuinely stunned as he pulls his hand back fully. "I... I was the first?"
You look away cursorily, face reddening not only with your previous strains, but with embarrassment.
Now, that was the reaction of a guilty conscience.
Cato doesn't know what to do with the information. Nor does he really know what he feels.
He'd been the first. He feels like he's won something over his brothers. Therefore, fuck the lot of themâand fuck Titus, specifically. Even if he's not sure why. He truly couldn't believe it. There's success, sureâbut then there's taking the laurels: whole and absolute. And this... this is exactly that. But oh, for some apparently vestal thing, you'd let him bully down to the hilt in your tight cunt; whining like a whore when he spilled himself inside you. Throne, it was almost suffocating to think back on it now. So willing to have your maidenhead taken, nevermind the fact you weren't the only one who'd had a new experience that day. But you didn't need to know that.
"Another notch to my mantel of victories then," he ultimately decides is the best thing to say, gloating to himself.
"Unbelievable," you sigh softly as you shakily sit yourself up.
But there's the problem again. The one tangible, constant problem with having laid you. It's made you mouthy. He only ever glimpsed your boldness when you interacted with other baselines in the past. You never sassed Astartes, or at least, he's never seen you do it. But now that stubbornness and unwillingness to back down in a political forum is on full display heedless of situation. As if you've suddenly become one of the auto-felating Imperial Fistsâor any of Dorn's insufferable ball-busting scions, really. Worst of all, it's only managed to somehow make him even more enthralled annoyed with you than usual. You're still too good at quashing your anger, hard as it is to rouse. But he loves loathes that you bite the lure instead of shying off now.
"To think that I was the firstâis your entire professional role not centred around charm? Would no one else have you with that rotten attitude you've been hiding?" he says, knowing he's being nasty, knowing he's twisting the knife; and absolutely praying for you to fall for it.
Cato watches a rainbow of emotions pass over your features, before you settle on one that makes you look like you ate something sour. He's hit a weak spot. But the sentiment holds true. His Primarch thinks you the best and brightest to sway planets? You couldn't even seduce some daft, drunken aristocratic fool to fuck you.
You, the prettiest baseline he's ever seen.
...maybe Guilliman is right in saying the Imperium has rolled belly-up with bloat.
"That's notâthat's not why and you know it," you open your mouth and jumble your words briefly before getting out, "Do you have any idea how hard it is to find someone who won't have a panic attack because of the several Astartes that insist on following you around?" You continue, raving and flustered, "Do you think anyone would get near me with youâorâor... maybe Captain Acheran, or the good Chaplain, let's say, breathing over my shoulder?"
"You should be grateful any of us waste our time babysitting you," Cato oafishly shoots back like a petulant child, brows furrowing, "You should be thanking me for doing the brunt of it."
Your nose scrunches up, "Pardon me, Commander, it's surely entirely my fault that we are both at the whims of our Lord Primarch."
He pauses.
Something about this interaction isn't stirring his temper like it should.
He should be absolutely livid with anger, or at the very least blowing your eardrums out with a 'shut the fuck up,' at full Astartesian line-command volume.
Yes, he should be seething, and yet he's not. To his surprise, he's actually feeling more enthused than anything.
This feels... exciting, almost.
"You've only grown the backbone to talk back to me because I fucked one into you," he remarks sharply in reply.
You sputter, and go red, robbed of your words.
"Or maybe this is mere performance," He adds with a sneer, tipping his chin up proudly.
You roll your eyes and let out a dramatic puff of air, "Y-You're such a..." you start, but your voice tapers offâand you look away, pouting.
"I'm a... what?" He taunts, leaning close.
You grumble, apparently feeling brave again; meeting his gaze and puffing yourself up.
"You're a bully," you hiss, clearly upset but undeniably frazzled enough to be somewhat ranting again as you add, "A bully w-who's so disgustingly egotistical you've convinced yourself you're some great conqueror or... something... j-just for having been in me, as if I've never put anything in myself before."
Oh, but wait, Cato likes the idea of that. He likes it so much he completely forgets to acknowledge the insults in your statement prior. He likes the idea of you suffering like he had beenâalone, yearningâaching for something you didn't know the dizzying reality of. He can imagine you smothering your sounds, those blessed whines he's got memorised, into a pillow in that cushy little quarters of yours, squirming on your meagre fingers, or maybe cold silicon. You didn't need that lesser imitation now. Cato'd gladly fill that role. He'd gladly fill that hole, too.
Nonetheless, he immediately wonders who you were getting off thinking about.
He'd streak the length of the ship for it to've been him you'd been fucking yourself over.
"Who were you thinking of?"
You blink at the completely offhanded question, then start sputtering, stalling.
"What? I-Iâ" you stammer, "That's not important or relevantâI just... did it, it'sâ"
"Keep lying and see where it gets you," He cuts in, raking you with an aggravated frown, and oh, excellent, you're starting to relearn he's not fond of your half-truthing, finally.
You duck your head a little, cringing under his gaze, trying to scoot yourself backwards. But there's nowhere to go.
Cato realises belatedly that in the middle of your antics, the sleeve of your robe has started to fall from your shoulder. His brain short-circuits momentarily with the sheer amount of air that floods his head. Your warm, soft skin on display just for him. He didn't get to see all of you last time. He felt a good portion of you, yesâbut he didn't get the chance to admire acknowledge the whole vista. Not because he was too desperate to rut against to try. Or because he was probably going to swoon like a fool if he did. Shut up, he's no coward. Afterall, his hands had been close to your chest, but nowânow he can actually look.
He's going to absolutely ruin that lovely canvas you've given him.
"Nobody," you say softly.
"Groxshit," he snaps.
"Fineâ" You swallow and start scrambling for a response, "Malum C-Caedo."
Cato genuinely cannot help but bark a laugh at that, "Spare me, you haven't even met the man, moronâyou're only saying that because your most recent reading was on his last briefing," he rolls his eyes. "You forgot I was there with Guilliman when you were given it."
You look at him like a cornered little mouse, and finallyâfinally, your sleeve falls just enough that he's given a perfect view of one of your tits.
"You already..." you grumble softly. "You already know who, then, so I shouldn't even have to dignify this."
"It's me, isn't it?" He asks darkly, and while he tries to sound haughty, the fact he's thrilled by both the notion and the sight of your partial nudity ends up warping his tone into a vaguely manic chuff.
You glance aside and stammer loudly, "N-No."
No, you sayâbut he hears your little heart flutter. And sees your pupils dilate.
"I hope you're aware you can't lie to save your life," Cato drawls.
Your gaze snaps back to his, and for a brief second, your expression is flushed with embarrassment; until it changes to a sour little scowl.
"I'm not a bad liar, you're just an Astartesâ" you start furiously, but check your flustered anger.
Cato smirks.
It's not a completely clean victory, but it's good.
It means his own lusting madness is at least reciprocally vindicated.
And at that realisation, Cato's impulse control violently loses balance; and he's painfully aware he cannot, for the life of him, contain the hungered almost purr-like sound that crawls up his throat.
You go back to looking transfixed at that, and he pauses.
There's something... pulling him in even more than before. He feels as if he's taken the bait, and the hook, and the line and sinkerâhell, he's taken a good bit of the rod, too. Everything's a little too heated, and he's got an innate, intuitive feeling you're just as wound up as he isâwait. He breathes in deep and slow, and scents the air. Throne, he may as well have been cold-clocked at the temple by a Dreadnaut for all the innate information he suddenly receives. You're quite frankly drenched in want. You're getting off on this. Smothering him in a dizzying biological chant of hormones that screamâfuck me, fuck me, fuck me.
He leans close, and puts a hand on the arm-rest; the other palm slowly moving towards your chest.
Your eyes follow itâbut you voice no complaints nor rejections.
Justified now, he's ecstatic. And your skin is as perfect to the touch as he remembers.
His hand looks huge compared to the breast cupped in it, idly toying with the consistency of the flesh in his grasp. It's much softer and malleable than he thought it'd be. Almost like a water-skin. Thumb depressing your right nipple, before drawing a thoughtless circle.
You sigh lightly and relax a bit, and Cato takes that as another open invitation.
He uses the same hand to tug away the fabric from your other shoulder.
Quick as anything, he's practically stuffing his face against you without any real warning, ignoring your flinch at his haste. Cato's letting the urges he'd withheld in that wretched shack out. And it's so worth the wait. He groans, licks a fat band over your left breast, and worries at the perked little bud with his teeth until you're squirming; only to drag his attention up to nip at your fragile throat.
You're breathing hard, and you open your mouth as if about to speakâbut ever spiteful, Cato rewards your attempt with the drag of his tongue and the press of his teeth; and that promptly shuts you up. The faint salt on your skin isn't half bad of a thing either, honestly. He rather likes it. It tastes like how you smellâand he's absolutely luxuriating in it. It makes it all the easier to map your chest from the curve of your breast to your collarbones, garnishing you with eager drags of his tongue and mouth-wrought bruises.
And now you're glorious. The marks on your skin are vividâhe's guaranteed you won't be wearing anything showy for a good while. No lovely vile plunging necklines for you to display to bastard dignitaries. Not unless you want to explain why they're Cato Sicarius sized. They'll also be a good reminder to you of exactly who's superior.
You're still too dazed by his efforts to realise the extent of his actions, but he knows exactly how hot and bothered it's made you. That honeyed reek of arousal is driving him insane.
Urged on, he digs a hand down and around your back and drags you off the lounge. Manoeuvring to turn so his back rests against the lip of the lounge, nigh dumping you before him on the rug.
"W-Why...?" You blink, stunned for a second before righting yourself and meeting his eyes. Cato's sat himself cross-legged, before letting them unfold, one tenting and the other splaying out.
"I did all the work last time," he starts impatiently, and leans up to grab you by the forearm; bringing your hand close close to the cradle of his hips, "Now it's your turn to do something for once."
...Cato's not sure you're actually listening, because he could've bet his helm you'd've become irate at that statement if you were. That, and you're glaring between his thighs.
Ironically, he also almost instantaneously finds he doesn't really care to continue the train of thought. Not when you trace the engorged bulge of him through the folds of his tunic. Groping at the base, before smoothing your palm to the rounded tip.
There's no accursed buttons between him and the open this time, thankfullyâand that means he can simply tug aside the folds of his layered tunic and bare himself from the belly down.
His cock lays fat and heavy with blood, smearing precum as it moves from his navel to leftward on his hip when he straightens up.
You're staring.
He scoffs at your apprehension and says, "Alternatively, perhaps you canâ"
A soft, "Shhh," leaves you.
He snorts like a big, angry stock horse, brow raised. No baseline, regardless of rank, would dare treat Cato like this; none would dare even think to treat to him like this. Except you now, apparently. You forget your station, your place. Making demands of an Astartes is nowhere near your clearance. Your best option is to implore, not command. Yours is to nod your pretty thick head and smile your fair rotten little smile and obey your betters.
"Didâdid you just shush me, woman?" Cato's nigh instantly consumed by a rush of anger at the sheer audacity, sneering. "In what reality do you think you've any right to shush me? I'm Commander of the Victrix Honor Guard, Grand Duke of Talassar and High Suzerain ofâ"
Of... of something.
Suddenly your insolence is inconsequential to him. All that matters is the smooth glide of your dainty hand on his cock, and the sight of your thumb and pointer being unable to wrap around and meet given how thick he is.
You look up at him slowly for a second, before your focus returns to apparently sussing out how best to saddle him. It's a timid gesture, like you're anticipating oversteppingâyou're cautious.
He's about to remind you of the fact you've taken him before, so Cato's proven he fits and all this coyness of yours is arbitrary. But he guesses the point is moot when you're suddenly already stradling his hips.
With one small hand finding a place on his stomach, and the other holding his cock straight beneath the obscurity of your garbs, he feels you lower yourself enough to make contact; testing before offering a little more urgency.
With an agonisingly careful roll of your pelvis, the head of his cock catches against the soft ring of muscle at your entrance for a second.
He grumbles despite himself.
He can't watch his cock sink into you like last time thanks to the curtain of your robe, but at least he can certainly feel every millimeter of it happening.
Tight heat feels like a death shroud over his mind as he draws a blank on anything else.
And finallyâfinally he's stuffed down to the hiltâand oh, he's filled you to your end just like the last time. Throne, he's drunk off the spongy heat the thick head of cock is squared right up against.
This position's made your cunt just that bit shorter inside thanks to gravity.
You whimper, clearly trying desperately not to start shaking.
You start shaking anyways.
He's fascinated by the small, restless palms now pressed flat and trying to find a counterpoint on his broad, tunic'd chest. Soft and un-calloused aside from the small bump of a pen's rest on your writing hand. Everything about you is warm and soft. Inside and out, you're all his.
He exhales harshly through his nose and blinks, gaze shifting from your hands to your tits, then to your face.
You wear an even more flushed expression now, overwhelmed, with all your focus on him.
Right where it always should be.
"Hurry up," he grunts sharply.
You swallow hard, and promptly drop your gaze.
You, surprisingly, manage to lift yourself up despite your theatrics. And, little by little, he watches you strain up until just the tip of him is still buried in you.
Angling yourself, you keen, carefully sinking back down on his cock and reeling at the stretch again as you settle, ass meeting his dense quads with a soft plomf.
He can see you biting back a moan, pointless as the act is.
"Keep going," Cato grits out, "I didn't tell you to stop."
You frown halfheartedly, and your insides clench around him despite yourself.
You start a slow rhythm, the noise of colliding skin on skin echoes in his ears. Slick friction, and fucked-out, half-stifled cries. Your pace quickening. Riding him. Using him at your own leisure, like the precious wretched little thing you are. You repeat the same dizzying motion again and again, and againârising and sinkingâup, down, up, down; until it's clear you've found an angle that hits something just right, sending you over the edge with a rattling gasp.
A low groan crawls up the back of Cato's throat and slips free without restraint.
He's barely able to cope through the tight squeeze of your orgasm around his cock; but he steels himself, winning the fight to not spill in you right then and there at that. No small thanks to the furious couple hours he'd spent earlier in the simulated night cycle furiously attending his urges.
His calloused mitt can hardly compete with the nigh painfully silken clench of you. And the viewâThrone, to simply watch is a level of spectacle he can't even put into words. It's nothing short of hypnotic seeing your face soften with fucked-out delightâhe can't believe he'd ever thought it was good the first time around when he hadn't even seen you meet your end.
You stop suddenly, seated to the hilt, trembling and oversensitiveâgrinding back and forth, nails digging into his pectorals through his tunic.
"Just... n-need t'catch my breath..." You whimper, and that debauched tone wreaks havoc through his mind. An unceasing urge to pound you to tears overtaking what little sense he has left. It's the ravenous fact that you, the little parchment-pushing temptress, are all tuckered out from cumming on him so quickly. He's preening at the fact he feels that good to youâoh, he's going to send you limping back to your quarters.
He wants to watch you break.
"You lazy little cunt, you can't do a thing right, can you?" Cato groans, your thighs twitching as he lifts you by the hips and makes you sink back down.
He gets the treat of seeing your eyes swim back in your skull, dumb with sensation.
Lulled by the reedy, oversexed moans slipping from you with each motion; and he can't help but start thrusting up, matching pace.
"Hardly even four and a half minutesâand you're a mess, absolutely useless." He heaves, dropping you to full-hilt for a second to manoeuvre you better. You're nigh but a gasping dead-weight, delirious.
If you're going to act the entitled bitch, he'll screw you into something alike submission. Which is exactly why he's then pulling out, shoving you against the lounge on your back; and moving your thighs to bracket his hips as he half kneels on the rug. Just to slide himself back inside, balls-deep in willing flesh. The only dignity he affords you then is the space to wrap your arms around and behind his shoulders. Which you rightly do without demand.
Hold on, was the unspoken order.
Then he's fucking you into the lounge like his life depends on it. He's glad to notice it's bolted down, but the damned thing creaksânonetheless, he can barely even hear it over the perfect sounds you're making.
Rolling his bottom lip between his teeth, barely holding back the noises that choke his own gullet.
"You're so damn lucky you're a nice tight hole," he rasps harshly, "That's all you're good for, hm? For me to fill?"
There's a gutting sort of beauty in the way you're looking up at him with open desperation. He's trying so hard not to fall victim to the siren call of it, but it's perfect vile and he can't help but fold. He'd kill for that look to never leave your face when your eyes fell on him.
"Fuck, I must be in your womb at this rateâwould you like that? My load in your womb?" Cato says between a great lungful of air, only to start huffing madly to himself when you nod drunkenly. "Good, because that's exactly where i-it's going."
Mind reeling with every resounding sticky slap of his balls against you, paired with scorching wet slide of him pumping in and out of you. You're crying, all your sensibilities lost in the thorough pace he's ploughing into you with; trying to pull him in by tugging at his shoulders, but with your meagre strength it's merely a vague suggestion.
Still, he leans into it, if only to finally seize the chance to lap the tears off your cheek, and you sob; trying to turn nose to nose with him. Your pathetic pawing at his broad back only exacerbates the overwhelming urgency in his blood.
He's so close.
Bliss crests up like a tide inside him, building and building, stunned with how it makes him buck into you. He's dazed in a way he surely wasn't designed to be resilient against. He can't even shut his damn mouth to stop moaningâand only technically manages to do so when you cover it with your own the very second he's about to finish; your legs squeezing impotently down on his hips, trembling through another climax.
His nerves light up like an orbital barrage, body rocking against the pretty, willing thing below him that you are. He has no idea what's going on beyond that. Are you kissing him? Is that what you're doing? Half his brain is stunned by the idea and the other half is flooded by the rushes of pleasure in his system making his tendons cramp, ravaging him with the sound of his hearts thudding in his ears.
Working himself right into agony; he's tensing against you as he empties himself as deep as he can. His pace finally breaks pattern and staccatos as his mind leadens.
Lulled by the molten satisfaction that swamps him soon thereafter, Cato blindly tries to chase forward and keep your lips on his. Emphasis on tries. He thinks he likes it, foreign as the sensation and sentiment is. He's got his tongue in your mouth, but no real clue what to do beyond lapping further in like a man dying of thirstâand then, of course, you decide to start weakly thrashing for air, blunt teeth grazing against the invading muscleâso, with a miffed groan; he pulls away, drooling as he slumps front-long against you and the lounge with a rumbling sigh, letting his eyes close as he basks in the afterglow.
You're panting still, nosing against the nape of his neckâlikely having difficulty respiring under his weightâbut despite that, you're still twitching around his spent cock, just like last time.
Wistfully, he wonders if he could sleep with you stuffed full of him like this. Slotted together and absolutely buried in your cunt; reaming you out as far as your small frame will allow. He enjoys the idea of that, and of holding you close.
He listens meditatively as your breathing steadily evens out, a soft in-out rhythm he can hear start in your chest only to feel warmly dancing across his collarbone a moment later.
Your small hand glides up the back of his trapezoid and combs through the short hair at his crown.
He shivers almost immediately at the act, thoughts clouding. He doesn't know what he's supposed to do, now. He can't really bring himself to do anything. He's locked in. It's like he's been sedated, or scruffed about the neck. Then your fingers trace the bare skin behind his ear, and he snaps from the trance enough to crack an eye open to glance down.
"Don't push your luck," he bites out automatically and leers away.
You immediately stiffen, and lurch yourself backâseemingly completely confused.
He's not exactly sure why he reacted that way either, but he's certainly not going to address it.
Ultimately, he opts to pull his cock out of you with scant decorum rather than linger on the topic. Then he settles into a kneel as he eyes the soaked-in stain below the bunched-up fabric of your robe.
"Well," he snorts.
And damn, it's difficult to hold a straight face at the overdramatic, painfully oblivious pout you shoot him.
So, Cato just continues watching you with a cruel sort of satisfaction as you sit yourself up shakily, and realise the mess.
You blanch, promptly shutting your legs and fussingâyour ass is half stuck to the fabric of the lounge by your own slick and his spent when you move to stand on shaky, unsure legs.
He's aware of the fact you're after something to wipe away the aftermath. But he's far too content observing you struggle for the moment. Pleased, even. Especially when he's treated to the cringing gasp that slips from you when his semen no doubt starts dripping down your thighs.
You're panicking within seconds. He can hear your heartbeat quickening, plus the acrid tang of baseline stress hormones pervading the room.
There's nothing to spare. Unless you want to leave another smear across the lounge cushioning, but he doubts you'd go so low. He, however, has no such reservationsâand yanks the plush velour padded square up to wipe his cock off. It's not as if he wasn't going to toss it down one of the incinerator shafts on the library's second floor anyways.
"Doâ" you begin softly, but amend yourself, "Would y-you have anything... to..."
He stares at you, brows furrowed.
Floundering now, you waddle close and swallow harshly.
"To... wipe this up?" You finish, barely a whisper. He can tell you're sour at the fact you're stroking his ego and essentially too full of him to go anywhere.
Cato scoffs, holding up the seating cushion, "What? Too spoilt to use this?"
You cringe at him, "People have sat on thatâhundreds of people, probably. I-I don't have your immunity to infection."
Cato cedes on that point at least, because he assumes being a baseline is hell. And so very not his problem, too.
Completely out of left field, comes the temptation to lick you clean. His mulish hind-brain reasons it's a brilliant idea, namely because you'd likely be squirming for him again. Even if he has no real idea of what to do beyond that. Lap at your clit, probablyâhe's not actually done any of this before exceptâwell, except just slamming into you. He has the basic gist of all of this from biologis graphics and pornographic motionpicts. Yes, the latter are technically contraband on Ultramarine chapter vesselsâThrone, he actually remembers when that was put into force. He was still green behind the ears when that'd happened. But those specific brothers had displayed it for abstract amusement, not... it's intended purposeârather: 'Lo, look at this curiosity, brothers! See they're fornicating, how very so strange! Baselines am-i-right?'
Honestly, it's never actually anything heretical, except for maybe the terrible acting.
He'd deem that punishable by death.
Regardless, Cato's guessing the process of licking something can't really be some sage art form. Not like duelling, and fuck, he's stellar at that. He's stellar at almost everything, he reasons. So why not that? You're such a wanton little thing he'd probably make you finish on accident.
Yet he decides against it as soon as the logical part of his brain boots back up. Largely given the fact he's probably already going to have a hard time as it is trying to avoid others on his way to mask the stink of sex. His brothers have keen noses, it wouldn't be difficult for them to notice the smell of you on his way to his chamber if he's not careful. Let alone if it's smeared all over his face. Next time, howeverâ
"Surely it's not that bad," he says off-handedly.
A surge of shame appears on your face as a red, blotchy belt across your cheeks, and you seem about to protest before he grumbles.
"Still, you really ought to find a solution," he remarks idly, and he notices the implication isn't lost on you.
You frown softly, and wrinkle your nose at him.
"Maybe some manners would help you achieve your goals," he adds, with a clearer spite.
Your frown grows nigh comically harsh.
Cato grunts wryly, satisfied at your annoyance and paws at the hem of his tunicâtearing a portion off and holding it out to you.
You grab the edge of it and tug, but he doesn't let go.
"And what do you say?"
"Thanks," you answer hastily.
He raises an eyebrow and pulls the torn fabric back towards himself ever so slightly, causing you to over extend closer to him.
His stare stays locked on yours, and he gets the treat of watching you dither and fluster under his focus momentarily before you amend, "T-Thank you..." you swallow, and break eye contact, adding; "Commander Sicarius."
"Was that so hard?" Cato scoffs, especially thrilled as he lets go of the scrapâeyeing you as you trot aside, and gingerly begin to wipe away the mess of satisfaction coating your thighs and rear.
When you're decidedly done, you stomp back over to him and hold out the soiled fabric.
He reaches for it, only to have it promptly pulled away.
Cato scowls, and takes a step forward into your spaceâonly for you to inch forward into his.
You're tormenting him then, he decides; or rather he thinks. He's not sure. You don't look smugâyou look... nervous? Your lips have drawn into a thin line and you keep glancing between his eyes and behind him randomly.
"What?" He huffs, narrowing his eyes.
"Lean down," you mumble, then quietly make the additional effort of throwing in a "...please."
Cato grumbles at the request but complies, and Throne, he's glad he does; because suddenly you're up on your tip-toes, your hand on his jawâand your lips are on his cheek.
He blinks, dumb as a mule. It's over as fast as it started and he can't even begin to unpack the elation he's abruptly feeling.
Heedless of his dazzled state, you clear your throat with a bashful laughâand then the rag is suddenly stuffed into his open hand. He's still frozen there as you practically rush out the room, scooping your previously flung data-slate up as you frantically wave the door mechanism open and vanish from view.
A long wheeze escapes his throat in the empty room, his face thudding with heat.
Oh, he's fucked fucked.
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