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why won't it resonate
#prsk fa#cloudy draws#art#my art#fanart#project sekai#prsk#project sekai fanart#prsk art#pjsk fanart#proseka#colorful stage#kanade yoisaki#yoisaki kanade#not tje biggest fan of the 2nd one as much anymore since ive been looking at it for too long but holy shit i love drawing guys#trying to unlearn perfectionism within my school life and figured i should apply that mentality to my hobbies#since i realized i have been doing that very subconciously#so the kana5 event being another reminder that i dont need to push myself blah blah blah i shouldnt ramble#but yes yes this is another reminder that i love kanade dearly and maybe ill draw more from this event since holy fuck i love d/n/a#thank you azari for my life#project sekai colorful stage#pjsekai#prsk fanart
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Another year has passed, and with it the opportunity to reflect back on all that has happened. While my growth was not as dramatic as last year, I can still see lots of positive change.
I'll never have enough ways to say thank you for all the love and support you have given me this year. On to 2025!
(2023 summary here!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#art summary#Since last year's independent variable was PD-WWX; this year I used Lan Wangji.#Unfortunately his appearances were not very evenly distributed this year! Lots of LWJ's early in the year#then a dead period in the middle. He is forever my silly rabbit. I love drawing him!#If I have to put a label on this year; I'd describe it as 'experimental'. I pushed myself to do llots of new things!#I drew lots for dungeon meshi and that really boosted my growth. More body types -clothing details - expressions!#Ryoko Kui is a great artist to learn from and It made me realize that I had a lot to gain from doing more studies.#I also started working on a whole new genre of art! While it has taken a backburner spot - I'm working on a game now!#Digital art was my enemy last year but I have been getting a feel for it now.#Goals for this year is to 1) keep working on my personal projects 2) finish PD-MDZS! and 3) practice animation!#I didn't (couldn't) draw as much as I did last year...but I had to take a lesson in humility and taking care of myself.#Drawing is something I do 'for fun' but there were many times it became more stressful than it should.#I'm still learning how to find and maintain balance with everything life throws at me.#We are all works of progress and I am trying very hard to love the process and the journey! I don't really know my destination!#But I will keep taking steps forwards. I never want to be stuck and lost as I once was.#If 2024 was a rough year for you too; We're in this together. Let's keep taking steps together. No matter how small.#Love you all so very much. You've given me strength on the darkest days. Thank you thank you thank you.
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the new fifth-year✨
#I EXPERIMENTED SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH WITH THIS ONE#overall I’m happy with it🥰🙏#even though I see some parts I would change if I did it again knowing what I know now#but that’s what this crazy illustration project is for#to keep pushing myself and growing#anyways this is just for chap2 of my fic💓💓💓💓💓#it’s fun to go back to my painting roots#I always like painting a bit impressionist#and I did that a bit in this background#but I was also thinking of colors and etc etc😵💫😵💫😵💫#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit
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❝ It was not the thorn bending to the honeysuckles, but the honeysuckles embracing the thorn.
— Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights, 1847
#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsujiedit#sebaciel#ciel phantomhive#sieglinde sullivan#sebastian michaelis#wolfram gelzer#finally this project is done. it almost killed my laptop but it was worth it to finally know how to mask in photoshop.#i just wanted to push myself and see if i could do something this big and ambitious#i'm sure someone could improve on this format massively and i would love to see it!#also getting this under 10 mb was a challenge in and of itself. i hope it doesn't look too horrible sobs...#arkedit
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+ Original image and obligatory grayscale version under cut. (Have to click for better quality...)

#mouthwashing#jimcurly#jimmy mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing fanart#this is i think my very first painting#eh#im just gonna send it before i end up hating it too much#i was originally going to draw it as a meme but wanted to push myself this time#what canvas size doesn't cause the project to shrivel up and die when it gets posted?
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A Cut From Every Cloth
Series of vintage photo mockups to commemorate Tarsier Studios turning 20 this year, featuring the main members of their pantheon in cultural clothing
Outfit descriptions and references below
Little Nightmares
Six - Japanese hakama, haori, and hair ornaments Mono - Swedish Dalarna suit Runaway - Embroidered Baju Melayu with headwrap


LittleBigPlanet Vita and Tearaway Unfolded
Sunshine - 19th-century Yorkshire dress with bonnet and lace shawl Atoi - Scottish tartan kilt and flat cap Sean - Regency-era suit with cybernetic motifs Flounder - Ringmaster uniform with Russian punk rock motifs Marianne - French folk dress with gothic accessories Otis - Appalachian denim overalls with decorative trim


The Stretchers, Statik, and Fists of Plastic
Red medic - Mexican serape wrap and sombrero Blue medic - Zoot suit with fedora and metallic accessories Dr. Ingen - Victorian pinstripe suit Hero - Hainanese bamboo dance costume



The City of Metronome
Ten - Irish-inspired coordination with walking hat and Galway boots New - Bai and Hmong Hoa-inspired outfit with traditional headdress and Hong Kong embroidery



#I HAVE BEEN GRINDING ON THIS PROJECT FOR THE PAST MONTH.. AUGOAHGDK#I gave myself the personal deadline of july 1st because it’s what pops up when you search ��tarsier studios founding’#no idea where that date came from because all reliable sources only give the year#regardless!! It’s the push I needed to finish this thing in the way I wanted#i needed another exercise in self-discipline aksdfkds after getting over the initial hurdle of starting i would get so excited abt progress#plus studying all these unique designs was rly fun and it pushed me out of my comfort zone (still had to add some personal touches tho)#i guess this is just my way of saying thank you to them for inspiring me and that I really look up to their work. iykyk#keiArt#tarsier studios#little nightmares#little nightmares 2#secrets of the maw#little big planet#littlebigplanet#little big planet vita#lbp#tearaway#tearaway unfolded#the stretchers#statik#statik institute of retention#city of metronome#the city of metronome#mono soup#ln six#ln mono#ln runaway#vintage#vintage photography#digital art
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Kat the knight
Pleading her allegiance
#Kat and Lily#fantasy au#ARRUUGHHHH I LOVE THEM!!#hehehe drew a couple of kats recently for my art portfolio :3#been working on a huge project that I need to finish soon and I’m horribly burnt out so I haven’t been posting ❤️#plus working on opening commissions (not sure any sort of time frame for that)#my favorite lesbians tbh <3#erm a hahahaha never ask me to draw backgrounds 🦅#erm the flowers are symbolic and I dunno I wanted to make this piece about loyalties and false idols or something??#b/c Kat is pledging allegiance to what she swore to destroy?? makes sense so no one but me because I refuse to explain it even to myself#no art doesn’t need to mean something or anything at all but my teacher really is pushing for some sort of meaning so I dunno here it is#I have another piece maybe I’ll post it here (it’s another Kat)#artists on tumblr#art#my art#illustration#finished piece#digital art#2024 art#my oc art#lady knight#:devious:#I really like this piece#armor
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Crying and throwing and begging Emily Axford to finally drop her concept album about the different monsters in Greek mythology
#i didn't really vibe with most of the campaigns after c1#but god does Emily's songs fuck so hard that i kinda wanna try to push myself to get into it#i listened to all of c3 and i think i zoned out for 80% of it and i fully didn't know what was happening#ill luck henry fucks so hard but i did not listen to that season because Autisim and i didn't wanna#god the lullaby at c3 is INSANE#wOMAN MY GOD#emily pls#'oh its just a little pet project i poke at sometimes' EM??? WHAT DO U MEAN???? ITS ALREADY A MASTERPIECE THE FUCK#anyway#didn't care about c3 but i did like the songs especially hardwon's fuck balled#naddpod#naddpod c3#not another dnd podcast#emily axford
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In relation to my “how dare project sekai have shows within a game that i wish were real” post i have decided to do the same thing lmaoo
And by that i mean ive had this cinematic universe in my head for a fic i need to write and part if it involves leo/need writing songs for the musical movie (think like how mary poppins has songs in it—old disney movies to reference something more popular)
Which has led me to wanting to write a song for the movie in my fic—
This is what my multifaceted brain gets me—multi media projects woooo
#the fic idea is actually so peak i swear i have so many snippets from it written down and in my head#but also 1 i need/want to do more research (and yknow go the extra mile of making up a fake movie in a story what could go wrong)#and 2 writing a full story start to finish is hard omggg i can just kinda do one shots if i push myself to but full fic?#oh when summer comes and i have free time just you wait (except for some reason im only motivated during school TvT)#project sekai#prsk#pjsk#wxs#rui kamishiro#tsukasa tenma#because yes ofc its about them#im allowed to like popular characters—sue me#its also#ruikasa#featuring your favs#leo/need#saki tenma#>>> queen i have her written in my brain so well no im totally not gonna project onto her a little (i am)#saki as a way to move the plot but shes also her own person and she has her own pov section that will probably be part of the main fic dont#know yet but it will be written regardless#i have 1 scene kinda written (well thats a lie but its the one with a good start and end and the only one id want to post rn)#so i might post that once i start actually working on this#anyway rant aside yeah i started writing lyrics for a song today—kinda cringe and cliche but its supposed to be from sakis pov#actually just realized idk if i shouldve wrotethis in the tags—hmm#i’ll make a grand post about all my aus/fic ideas-maybe—im too worried somwones gonna steal before i can write it lol#wonderlands x showtime#rant#fic ideas#the song would work by itself tho so i might do that :D (totally not because i wanna see if i can make money with it for merch+cosplay noo)#im so tired gbye
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HAII !!! I love your Julie joyful drawings!! They look so adorable and beautiful and your art style is amazing! I hope you have a good day and get some rest if you need it! 😋
HIIII HEHEHE THANK YOOUOU AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY TOO... I'll try to get sleep but no prromises.. Heres two julie sketches I haven't uploaded yet... The first is in my first julie drawing but you can't really see it because it's covered LOL
ALSO.. I THINK IVE SEEN UR POSTS AROUND BEFORE.. WE SHOULD BE MOOTS...
#i feel like i've been forcing my drawings all day so im gonna stop for now before i get a bit burnt out...#I do want to draw Julie more but i feel like I haven't been drawing that body type as well as I know i can do as of recently...#and that makes me oh so sad so I might have to take a break in drawing for my own health again..#usually when i get this way its bc I've been pushing myself.. I hope that is not the case...#it's always hard for me to tell sigh#AND ALSO I'M GLAD PEOPLE ENJOY IT.. I remember being so nervous when I started drawing her LOL#welcome home project#welcome home art#welcome home fanart#julie joyful#stargazelasagna#cheeseburgerrambles
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im curious to see how we'll see how we feel about takehiro and the others' new designs when they're fully revealed but it did get me thinking about how i would design his outfit. unfortunately i realized very quickly that i would just put him in my own fashion style: department-store-clearance-core
#art#traditional art#watercolour#fanart#virvox project#kurono takehiro#vocal synth#voicevox#no id rn because i havent figured out how to translate all this to alt text yet... gimme a bit to think on it orz#BUT yeah like. well im sure their new designs will be fine. but one thing that did stand out to me. is that i do not like muscle tees LOL#and i guess it snowballed. i like fitted tank tops. and loose 90s moe tank tops. but not muscle tanks. turtlenecks are fine.#but you know maybe my walmart clearance fashion sense works for him. i always liked that he kind of dresses like some fucking guy#like his blazer is pretty slick but the rest of him is just a guy in jeans and a t shirt. and i love that#like akashi dresses like my grandpa with better colour sense. kotarou dresses like a pokemon trainer? sourin has his like#traditional modern stylish thing going on. and the mysterious fur strip glued on the back <3 and aoyama dresses lowkey kinda hypebeast#streetwear esque. but takehiro? thats literally just some dude <3 <3 <3 i do worry his new design will make him tooo trendy looking#BUT im intrigued. i think they said they're hoping to do multiple designs by a bunch of people? which i hope they can#the original designs had a very. moe? appeal. a distinct sort of cuteness and squishiness without being toothrottingly so#that might be missing from some newer designs but if we have a whole variety we can have like#a zola project situation at least. like we have the stylistic amano art all the way to the v6 glossy designs#a whole variety would be nice. but i am worried about ryuuseis hair the most lowkey. what are we gonna do without his huge bizarre fauxhawk#BUT maybe i should throw my hat in the ring.... really push myself to make more fan designs and outfits for all these characters i like#maybe i'll be able to draw something thats not just zhers clearance clothes. maybe i'll step up to gap clearance clothes. even winners??
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wip wednesday
Gu Yiran runs after him, flashlight bobbing, and recognizes the room as soon as he steps into it. The darkened windows, the smashed furniture. Splinters of wood still scatter the concrete floor, next to a spot that’s darker than the rest.
This is where they’d brought him, at first. This is where Qin Yi had tried to bargain with him. This is where Gu Yiran had written down most of the list of ingredients needed to synthesize Lucifer, and swapped the last few for things that would explode when combined.
He shivers, then, or lets out a quiet breath. Or maybe he does nothing at all, and Zheng Bei can see it on him anyway, that he’s been here. Zheng Bei’s voice is gentle, soft, the voice he uses with young witnesses, when he asks, “Do you know this room?” He doesn’t touch Gu Yiran, but Gu Yiran hears him come around to just next to him, almost close enough that their arms brush.
i haven't been writing recently ... not quite sure why, but hoping it will come back to me soon if i just let it be and turn my attention to other things so i'm not giving myself pressure. to remind myself i have put together sentences before, here is a slightly old snippet from the part of ch5 of distance where beiran go back to the crematorium
#not sure .... i think pushing myself for a longer project for 520 day maybe was a bit ... overambitious#and now i have sucked all the nutrients out of my soil and i need to let it lie fallow for a bit...#the urge and brainspace to read craft books is occasionally back and so is the willingness to try new media which is kind of a nice change#hmm ... the constant slow learning of what my writing life looks like and how it fits with all the other parts of my life ...#my fic#wip wednesday#beiran ep15 coda fic#the first shot#雪迷宫#beiran#gu yiran#zheng bei
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Nothing has currently made me more happy this year than seeing Disney lose the “most successful animated movie” title. And not to dreamworks. Not to illumination. Nothing from the west, and from a studio that most people would have never heard of. Chengdu Coco Cartoon doesn’t even have its own goddamn Wikipedia page. But Nezha killed that goddamn mouse and shows everything Disney no longer wants to be. Creative.
#As a child of Disney adults and who grew up on Disney and has gone to the parks multiple times and has done several school projects on#Walter Elias Disney YEAH IM USING HIS FULL NAME#has grown up with the dolls and movies and the video games I’d play with my sister for hours#I’m so happy Nezha 2 is beating it#Having frozen be one of the first movies I watched in theaters and then slowly watch the companies decline in movies over the years#While I get more into creative works myself like writing drawing and music#Nezha 2 is what truly solidifies that Disney lost#Lost their creativity lost their respect for animation lost their want to push boundaries lost respect for writers#Lost respect of their musicians and actual voice actors and fans of their work#I don’t actually know where I’m going with this uhh fuck the mouse eat the rich watch nezha#talks with buzzsaw
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quick and loose (24 hours and counting) thing i tried to finish before move-in i'm calling it here i was defeated 😔 let's see if i can finish it before classes actually start (no) featurnig partial view of my krita setup (default) god be with ye all i need to be doing last minute packing in five-odd hours and then i will not sleep for four entire months god be with y'all
#ian beale#mira ramachandran#wip#art wip#look guys if i finish this it'll usurp what i think is the what a creep animation as my longest finished ian project#if things go to plan my other project will dwarf this#has already dwarfed it at least threefold i think#my courseload last semester was so light that i had like twenty hours free each week to do rb art#and do other responsibilities and have a social life i think i only turned down social activities once for it#i'm expecting to get obliterated this semester though so if i don't finish this#and i don't want to flunk out and i'm not wrong#and if i actually have self control#like 50/50 may not have art for a while. but maybe not look guys i'm so good at not getting sleep#man idk how to write dialogue is been a hot minute#will i delete this wip later maybe idk i'm frazzled and tired i really shouldn't be on this rn#anyways it was a great summer with all of you!!!!#had a great time pushing myself creatively and artistically#very inspired#thank you all
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stuck in a state of feeling like water
#flowing and bored and wanting to move even though technically i already am#what kinda poetic shit am i on today#okay anyways I'm stuck in this state of “i wanna do stuff” even though I'm technically doing stuff#i wanna draw and write and do blah and bleh but ... i have absolutely no motivations atm 💀#i have ideas but no push to proceed with said ideas#i neeeeeedddd to work on stuff#but am i gonna? mmmMMMMMMmmm maybe#maybe later#maybe I'll push it off for another week who knows the world is full of infinite possibilities#I'm still staring at my sodablog like “yeah i should probably write over there” but like i said there's not much motivation#and then I'll turn over to my project and my art wips like “hmmm... they can wait but i REALLY wanna finish those...”#but I'm stagnant#stuck waiting for a wave#maybe I'll have to start just doing shit my damn self instead of waiting#but then when i do do stuff i just get bored#hmmmmm#decisions decisions#how do you make water move without a force i ask myself#I don't really think you can i answer myself#but I'll damn sure figure it out#rambling to self
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you ever feel so in love with your own OC-
(probably wont be able to finish this today... but maybe this weeks # Wolfgang Wednesday 🤫watch this space etc )
#just opened the file to look at it before i head out tonigt hfhdfks#im in a weird headspace wrt art again so heres a tag rant#whenever i make something that feels really self indulgent ie its not like a bigger project that moves the plot or something#i start to feel guilty like i should be doing more or pushing myself and my art more#and part of me is like. its literally fine the art is there to make me feel happy that i can make it why does everything need to be So Much#but i still feel like some alarm bells like uh oh spent too much time lately focusing on wolfien thats Not Allowed when you should be#spending time developing other characters and the story and shit#does this even make sense like ? help#i feel i hit a good stride in january with story art and some story developments#but now i feel my recent art doesnt reflect that and that disconnect is frustrating to me#like i wish i could beam this stuff into peoples brains because sometimes having so little time for art is so suffocating#and ive covered just like a Fraction of what i want to with my art in terms of the story and character dynamics etc#ultimately i think all of this malaise is just coming out of seasonal depression brain and clearly not. rational#but its malaise nonetheless
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