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you ever think about how edwin got like. no warning, no time time to process, nothing, when he reappeared on earth faced with the fact that virtually everyone he knew in life is dead. his parents? probably died in the 1950s or so (at best) almost forty years prior to edwin’s return. if any of his classmates were still around, they’d have been elderly, possibly senile, and in a few years they’d all be gone– except, of course, edwin. nothing looks the same, cars look like spaceships, there actually are spaceships, he can no longer see the stars, and everyone he knew is dead.
#he may be dead too but he’s certainly not gone. he’s a lingering relic. something lost to time#that’s some existential dread on an incomprehensible level#like. he meets charles quite soon after returning from hell and it’s implied he’s pretty much just been haunting that schoolhouse in that#time right. so I seriously doubt he’d have visited– let alone even Found– his parents’ graves. I wonder if he ever did that with charles.#maybe charles providing him enough emotional support to feel like he could handle it.#I know that he wasn’t close to his parents in life– nor was he close with anyone that we know of– and yeah I think that’d definitely make#things a bit easier in certain ways; he never felt like he belonged in his time/place in life or amongst his family or peers#so being displaced from all that wouldn’t feel like losing very much#in a way#but… I mean still#and he inevitably would have those lingering thoughts of what could’ve been–#yes he could’ve died in the war and his life likely wouldn’t be very fulfilling considering he’d probably be forced into a marriage he#wouldn’t want or if he was found out he could’ve been imprisoned and ostracized and disowned. plenty of ways his life could’ve been awful if#but also what if his parents loosened up a little as the times did? as in- what if he actually got to know them? what if they tried to#have a relationship with him of some sort eventually? it’s not impossible#it’d have to eat at him. that and wondering if either of them felt guilty#or felt a loss. or anything#hoo boy. fun stuff#edwin#edwin payne#rambling#dead boy detectives
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Are you alive? Is 2025 your date of death? We miss you mate
HI!!! OKAY SINCE A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE CONCERNED AND I GENUINELY DON'T WANT ANYONE TO WORRY (especially with how the year is kicking off) I'll say it-
I AM ALIVE!!!
I know it's been a long while, and I apologize for that!! I didn't want to start off the year this way, and actually wanted to start it off with a one shot (and the one that was supposed to come out on Christmas, along with the remaining chapters of the red dawn and so on) but I'll be honest and say that I got distracted, caught up in one too many things, and fell out of DC for a hot minute before crawling back like a man starved.
I've missed you all so much, and for the past few days have been trying to get those things I mentioned together so that I can finally have something up again! Even if I've royally failed the challenge back in October, those last chapters will and are still uneditied and basically made on a time crunch. The oneshots are getting done as we speak, and Chapter 4 is in the works :]
If it sounds like a lot and absolutely insane, that's because it is!! I'll be honest and say that I'm more excited for other projects then what I'm currently working on, but am focusing more on getting things done because you all deserve that and especially for all of your patience and kindness! I know I've said it before, but the Not Series really isn't my best work, and I don't think it will be, but even then I still want to produce a Chapter that you'll enjoy - but if anyone sees a decline in quality (despite the first and 2nd chapter essentially being written in one sitting and posted on the same day), that's probably why!
I do have some updates regarding some of the fics I said I was planning on writing, with the biggest update being in regards to "Ghost" as I've essentially almost rewritten the entire plot at this point, but I'll get there when I get there.
Nevertheless, yes, I am still alive! Even if you probably won't hear too much from me until those couple of things get done, I'll try to multitask and such as much as I can! The way of how I post things may be a little odd, but it'll mostly be with when I get them done, and with all the time I have at the moment - well, I might actually be able to meet my own deadline this time around... even if that new years oneshot is already 13 days late, and I'm not going to talk about the rest of the stuff I have to work on.
Regardless, rest assured! I'm not dead yet, and progress is being made! ... And what better way to show that then being late once again! LOL
#talking daydreams#yandere batfam#not series#the red dawn#batfam oneshots#trust me i cannot believe how late i am either#but at this point i'm tired of it and just trying to get things done#i don't want to produce something half baked either but i am trying my best to keep things fresh and interesting as well#i will say that the oneshots do get a little dark tho!#and so does the red dawn but that's a given considering how that little series is going#again i know i failed that challenge without a doubt#and honestly writing 5 whole chapters in 5 days was crazy enough#especially with how my writing style is#not to mention the ideas i come up with#but again i want to try and keep things the way they were supposed to be initially#the not series is going to be rushed#that i will admit#but its also so that i can focus on stories i feel are more interesting#and have actual substance and effort put into it#that isn't to say that i don't like it#it was just a rushed idea i put out haphazardly and am following with an equally rushed out story#and i feel like you guys definitely deserve better then that#besides#i have plenty of other ideas for neglected readers that are - in my opinion - much more interesting anyway!
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Im not just saying this bc I'm a youtube person who does it.
MAN I wish it was more common for youtuber video essayist to upload their videos as text essays.
I understand it might be born from some idea of limiting views/profits if people just read your vids on a blog rather than watch. But there's so many essays I don't want to watch but would read.
There's a lot of book reviewers too who only operate on YT and not a blog. I get it. But I often can't watch a 2 hour vid but can read 15k words, y'know?
#Yewchube#Yes there's plenty of essayist who do vids which do not translate purely as text or reviewers who go more off the cuff#This is fine! But there's plenty where I just wish I could read it.#But obviously I guess it does in theory affect views. I kinda doubt it? Maybe if you were a HUGE YTber but#I get a few thousand views on my blog a month max mostly on older stuff like lightlark#I can't pay someone for subtitles so having a text version means i can offer that for reading along or as an alternative#And I think many people simply wouldn't watch a vid on a topic but would read an article so it isn't likely taking away from main audience#I would guess most people who read my blog are not actually actively choosing it over my videos. Not a big enough proportion it affects me#Also let's be real: you can skim text to see if the essay is something you vibe with and can't with videos
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i keep thinking about the odyssey i am THINKING about wei wuxian as odysseus. you were dead. its been years since you’ve seen your family. the child you left behind is almost a man. you wear a face they don’t recognise, you sneak in through the back door. the dog gives your identity away. the world knows it’s you when you draw your weapon. the person you love recognises you by the original symbol of your love—a secret that no one else in the world knows about, still, because they kept it safe for all these years. you get the chance to go back and despite everything, you found home waiting for you; he kept your place and raised your son and he was still there waiting for you when you got back. tell me o muse, about a complicated man i am extremely not okay
#cql#mdzs#wangxian#wwx#lwj#meta stuff#greek mythology#i am not fine i am not sane in the slightest#no idea if i’ve posted something similar to this before#i definitely started my odyssey journey thinking about them but then i got sidetracked with. the actual odyssey#i have been on an absolute greek tragedy bender though so there’s. plenty more to come. but also. HHHHH#the dog thing is so silly but i couldn’t help keeping it in because that is SO funny#this is soooo self indulgent i am sorry for subjecting u all to this#thank u to helendamnation my beloved for listening to all my rambling this weekend about this#jesus. home waited. the odyssey is about many things but it is about a man coming home.#and despite everything. he gets to come home. and he gets it because his home waited for him.#despite him being dead. despite the gods. despite the suitors and the pressure and the doubt.#in most stories home moves on without you but this time. this one time. home waited.#homeric hyperfixation haze
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Dc x dp idea 85
Danny keeps freezing things. That on its own. Not a big deal. When it takes ectoplasm to melt, naturally or by an ghost attack it becomes one.
He could also just will it away. To bad he doesn’t know that. In Amity it just goes away on its own. How could he know that doesn’t happen everywhere?
Now his parents have dragged him on a cross country tour of all the ghost haunts and attractions.
If only the other vigilantes rouges would stop attacking around them. He keeps having to freeze their feet to the ground. He would not let another joker incident happen.
Rogues are not ghosts.
The other rouges need to be protected from his parents.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#dp x dc#dc x dp#dp dc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#ghost tour#Danny’s ice is unmeltable#it requires ectoplasm. amity has plenty in the air#so it melts like normal.#anywhere else.#well those villains are on thin ice it seems#joker got attacked by his parents#Danny had to nope them out of Gotham#no doubt Batman is aware of what happened#honestly Danny would rather go star gazing#not on these fake ghost tours#they are quite offensive in his ghostly opinion#he told all the rouges it should melt in an hour or two#sorry#they be stuck in place
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cw: harry potter, jk rowling, transphobia
I occasionally see posts/get messages about the various harry potter references in the bright sessions, etc. and I've gotten a bunch of new followers recently so just so any new/younger listeners of my shows know:
jk rowling is a terrible transphobe whom I hold zero respect for and I haven't given a dime of my money to her since she revealed who she truly is. I want the whole bright universe to be a safe space for trans people (including the trans folks in our cast and crew!) and if I could go back and remove those references, I would. but I can't! harry potter was an extremely significant part of my life until...well, until it became very clear who she really was. it makes me so sad to think that folks might be finding TBS now and get thrown out of the story by these references, but just know that the people who made the show do not stand by jk, and that in many ways, the show is a product of its time.
#the bright sessions#harry potter#jk rowling#transphobia#I know there's PLENTY to say about the bigotry in the actual books and I think there's a lot of merit to those criticisms#and I'll own to choosing not to see some of that stuff before all this went down bc the books were meaningful to me#(this is not HP specific - another beloved childhood book series that was EVEN more formative to me growing up)#(is also something I've grappled with in recent years bc I think the author is actually probably wildly misogynistic)#(even though he's never behaved badly (far as I know) in his public life - there's stuff in the text)#BUT ANYWAY#it can be so hard to remember that we didn't have ANY inkling of her bigotry in this regard until 2018#all of the original run of TBS was written before that#and I'll admit I gave jk the benefit of the doubt in 2018 re: her liking that tweet! I wanted to give her a chance to learn and grow#and she did....not do that#but TAMA was written in that little grace period#and then a few references in TCT were taken out during recording bc june of 2020 was when she really started to go mask off#and so we were making changes in real time#we didn't know what to do about quidditch#bc we were like 'this is a sport that people play in college and it's just called that?'#'and it's already canon that caleb plays?'#and it wasn't called quadball yet#anyway not trying to make excuses!#just know that none of those references were put in with any malice#and I guess I *could* go back and rerecord all those lines and replace them#but I know enough about my original audio engineering to know that it woudl be VERY hard to make it sound natural#and idk I do think there's something to be said for not covering up errors in old work#I'm not going to try to pretend HP wasn't important to me#EDIT: I've turned off reblogs for this post#also this is not me trying to tell other people how to approach their own HP fandom#fanworks especially - there's no benefiting jo in that - and I think it's totally legit for ppl to want to take HP as their own!
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Unlike them, Cyclonis doesn't sleep so no pj's for her.
#storm hawks#i had a whole rant about how#dark ace has plenty of bad aspects he can add vanity and no one wouls notice#ravess' fancy attitude is for the audience and doesnt extent to her home#and snipe just makes sense#but#im tired so just take this shitpost#shitposting#shitpost#not a ship#doubt i have to clerify that#but oh well#storm hawks snipe#storm hawks ravess#storm hawks dark ace#the dark ace#dark ace#my gif#i mean i made them#but you can use them as well#they are mostly requests anyway#also i still take gif requests#this tag section is getting too long#so#hows the weather#how was your weekend#watch anything good recently#i care about you
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Theres a variation of the "never ask a man his salary, a woman her age, etc" where the third entry is "and a transfem what she was doing pre-201x" that i see circulated on occassion, and never, as best as I can remember, with any kind of pushback or challenge but it strikes me as insidious bc like?
Yea, I get that there is Definitely that brand of white lgbt+ lefty whos allyship and """deprogramming""" is ENTIRELY dependent on the fact that they realize they're fucked in the alt/far-right circles they formerly ran in but like? Thats the thing too, like: first of all, can we let die the idea that its normal for ppl to have/had "edgy" nazi phases?
Also, more to the point: why is the implication that its a singularly and uniquely transfem thing? Like not only isnt it, but it also makes me think of bad-faith ontological arguments wrt socialization.
#Like tbc im under no illusion that everyone ive seen who reblogs that fucking meme is trying to be crypto but i also have no doubts that#You'd find PLENTY of transmisogynists in the notes of that post who are a hair away from going mask off
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*Implied noncon, small Miquella. Link leads to full image.
Miquella's charm compels love, not controls actions, so what were to happen if the one charmed has a twisted view of love? Only Mohg acts that possessive, so no, he did not beat the allegations, and I for one, am happy about that.
#elden ring#miquella the unalloyed#Miquella the kind#Mohg lord of blood#Mohg#Miquella#MohgMiq#incest/#noncon/#dark content#the dynasty is all his too he found the mother before miq got involved and is still pursuing that goal#he's not empyrean and needed a god to be a lord#so he had plenty of reason to be interested and miq in some ways might have added fuel to that fire#and had to make the best of a less than ideal situation#anyway look how the (NON DEMIGOD!!) charmed people act- still with their own doubts they just get along with each other now#indeed even ansbach merely switched to trying to figure out what miq was doing- not fully serving him just not stopping him anymore#people just are scared to like a good compelling rapist character (literal or metaphorically but the imagery is unsubtle)#also uh. the cult member is obviously gonna have biased views on his lord lmao#he's meant to be sleepy here i just felt like drawing half lidded eyes thats why they're open dont think too deep on that part haha
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No abyssal go on
(nothing graphic, but I don’t want to make people uncomfortable, and I might be getting too comfortable talking vaguely of max and Volumnia fucking)
I just had a lot of questions and no real concrete thoughts:
Do you think she would want to initiate a threesome? Or just put Max in the cuck chair?
Do you think she wants to get Max’s wife pregnant? Do you think she wants to instruct Max on how to get his wife pregnant?
Does she have sex with them and compare notes? Does she make them have sex with her and each other and then compare notes?
Oh my god! Does she actually attempt to have a control for her mpreg experiment, and try to have Max and Max’s wife get pregnant at the same time?
Is this the origin of Felicia Crowmotion? (I guess I have to send this post to Lu now)
She’s bouncing these questions off Max and he’s like “my wife would not sleep with you.”
I think Max’s wife would be like a Toxic Besties hater but not of them as people just their whole relationship. She’d be like “I wish they were just fucking, because at this point I feel like they’re going to kill each other in front of everyone and it’s going to ruin everything.” <- I think this was basically what I said in the original Max has a wife idea post.
I don’t think she’d want to play into whatever this is but… well, when your husband irritates you enough who knows?
#it’s not like she’s cheating cuz I doubt that they’re exclusive and well Volumnia isn’t about to blackmail max… or if she was she already#has plenty of material.#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#abyssal stuff#volumnia gaul#maximinius ravinstill#ask response#valsansretovr
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would you ever get a hair transplant? if so, who's hair would you want?
Are you implying that I need a hair transplant?
#probably Mello's little friend's#he's got plenty and I doubt he'd notice if I snipped a little off#ask blog#death note#death note ask blog#rod ross#dwight gordon
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Makes me super uncomfortable seeing other Ashkenazi Jews claiming to categorically be "not white" when they live e.g. in the US of A. Don't get me wrong, I agree that Jews have conditional privilege, and that especially for Jews who look very Jewish, whether in terms of religious garments or in terms of stereotypical features, the stakes are different. (There is also a racialized element to antisemitism that is poorly understood by those who don't pay attention to it, i.e. all Gentiles all the time.) But for a pale-skinned person living in the country that is universally understood as Racism Central, who is not assumed to be Jewish off the bat by everyone they meet, to defensively claim to not be in the social category of "white" at ALL is actually very stupid, politically disingenuous, and incredibly disrespectful given the fact that, again, we are pale-skinned people living in Racism Central. Tokenizing Jews who would be categorized as "nonwhite" or "people of color" if they lived in the US is also massively disrespectful and is just actual straight-up intra-community racism if you're doing it to claim their racialized social category as your own.
#i also know there's plenty of variation in all groups of jewish people#like e.g. sephardic jews are not universally 'the brown jews'#but ashkenazim are the particular group i see doing this#no doubt because gentiles think of askhenazim as 'the white ones'
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Note to self: write that Christmas fic at some point so perhaps it can be posted for Christmas next year
#maybe I'll try and make that one of my goals for one of the months. I doubt it'll encompass 20k by itself but still#I DO wanna get it done and perhaps planning “okay that'll be March's goal” or w/e would help#but who knows. the inspiration must strike#maybe sometime around late October when we start setting Christmas at work...get in the festive spirit with plenty of time...
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i wish there was more CRAYDL in Impulse (1995). I need more CRAYDL in my life.
#bonemeal says silly stuff#Impulse 95 is full of loveable and relatable characters and I happened to latch onto the one character#Who is never physically seen and only has text boxes in a few panels in like 3 issues and never appears again#I keep thinking about the implications#Assuming CRAYDL can’t see inside the timestream#They just saw Thad Max and later Bart go into that portal#And only Max and Bart come out#Do you think they know? That Thad CHOSE to do that? Or do you think they blame Bart and Max? Or do they blame nobody? Do they blame Thad?#They spent hundreds of years with only each other as company. How does that loss feel? How many more years will CRAYDL be alone?#I doubt that someone would go out of their way to help or move or repurpose or even kill CRAYDL after that.#They’re just an AI. There’s plenty more like them out there and those are probably better at following directions.#Do you think CRAYDL knew the other inertias? Do you think the later inertias were the same Thad as before? How do you think CRAYDL felt#Being helpless to stop inertia from being ‘killed’ again? Regardless of whether it was the same guy do you think CRAYDL was watching?#CRAYDL… I miss you… CRAYDL…#I wish I could give CRAYDL a big hug. :(#dc#impulse#inertia
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Also not to talk Jekyll and Hyde again but I'm forever obsessed with this line from the first chapter
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It's spectacular, just a truly terrific line, but also demonstrably not true. Utterson specifically spends the whole novel trying to make sure Jekyll doesn't go to the devil, but it's a doom he cannot prevent.
#Jekyll and Hyde is such a weird little tale. and it is little. if you’ve got an hour or two free I'd recommend it#you can no doubt find plenty of free pdfs of it online
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Im going to attend comic fiesta 2024 tomorrow with some friends, if you spot me feel free to say hi! :D
#idk what im gonna wear on the head yet#i have a christmas reeindeer headband - pompompurin headband and a grey beanie#i might go with the beanie to go with the look#im extremely shy tho so i doubt anyone's gonna spot me plus this image is hazy af (deliberate) WHEEZE#im gonna meet up some malaysian cod artist too!!!#well...1 for now HAHAHA idk who else is going#IM GOING TO HUNT DOWN ALL THE GHOST COSPLAYERS#manifest for me yall i wanna grab one at least PFT#i say Ghost bcuz i dont think anyone's gonna cos Price (sad face#Konig and Ghost i think will have plenty#last year there were a group of ghost cosplayers PLEASE I HOPE THEY JOIN THIS YEAR AGAIN#this is my first con in nearly 7 years im very excited for it#hehe#gummmyspeaks
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