#and on top of that nobody EVER reblogs ANYTHING thats not meta or memes or fandom from me anyway.
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why are there so many people following me, please tell me why is there so many people, what did i do
#guys. please. i closed the asks and disabled dms because its become overwhelming for me. i have a limit.#im an unstable messy student. i can't do anything big. im stressed all the time because of the shit that happens irl.#all i can do is post and reblog. i have no money to spare because im financially dependent on my family and giving it away to strangers-#-will get me in trouble because a) we are tight on our budget ourselves and b) the person in charge of finances is VERY BIASED TOWARDS-#-MIDDLE EAST AND NOT IN A GOOD WAY. I don't agree with them one bit but I'm forced to suck it up and pretend for the sake of my sanity#I'm sorry. I do want to help but I have a limit too. It's out of my hands.#and on top of that nobody EVER reblogs ANYTHING thats not meta or memes or fandom from me anyway.#I'm not a big influencer. I'm not popular. I'm not even that remarkable in terms of original content. i barely even post art here anymore.#i had only like 80 followers before this and majority of them probably ignores me on their dash anyway.#and those who don't ignore me only ever reblog stupid memes or cat videos or hot takes from me and NEVER the original posts.#FUCK. THEY DON'T EVEN ENGAGE WITH FUNDRAISERS I SHARE! THE MOST SOME OF THEM GOT IS JUST A MEASLY LIKE!#NOBODY EVEN CARES FOR MY ART. THIS BLOG WAS ORIGINALLY INTENDED FOR SHARING MY ART. WHY WOULD THEY EVEN CARE FOR OTHER THINGS FROM ME?!#I'm thinking of commiting a big blog purge leaving only the art posts and fundraisers. or ditching this fucking blog entirely to start over#fuck the whole world for letting the atrocities happen and fuck those who cheer on the genocides and fuck israhell specifically#and fuck america and russia as well for fucking shit up for BOTH OTHER COUNTRIES AND THEIR OWN PEOPLE.#AND FUCK COLONIALISM. AND WHILE WE'RE AT IT FUCK IMPERIALISM AND FUCK BIGOTS.#venting in tags#sorry for being rude.#i wish i could do more
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