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kristiliqua · 1 month ago

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you ever be talking to yourself and over explain shit while youre ranting even though youre literally talking to yourself and already understand the concept and point of what youre trying to say because youre talking to your-fucking-self but you continue to over explain anyway because you feel the need to even though you Know you dont have to whatsoever ?

yeah so the doctors said i dont have adhd or autism . shrug

#this is just one thing . dont diagnose urself over one thing #but this is one thing of many for me #and my selective mutism prevents me from feeling like my test results were accurate #since the autism test didnt accommodate it at all #and the adhd was basically just a fucking reaction and impulsivity test . no questions or nothing #fuckin test u could do online on goddamn human benchmark #plus an iq test ? or a pattern recognition test #like they literally asked zero questions bc thats the nonverbal test they had #woo selective mutism !!!!!!!! hooray !!!!!! (dw im working on dealing with it now :3 so hopefully after that i can do some retesting)#anyway i like listening to this one yt video of like . hours of ‘pink noise for autism’#i should listen to it more . it like …. turns off excess noise n thoughts . im sure the ‘for autism’ part doesnt apply for me tho ! haha !#idk what normal pink noise sounds like but this one is good :)#instead of getting a diagnosis ig i’ll just tear up while randomly thinking about the adventure zone . idk Shrug #and occasionally find myself randomly walking on my tippy toes for literally no reason #like other times i walk normally but Sometimes . Sometimes i go on my toes without realizing #there are many such oddities in my life i suppose #some of which Could just be my uber anxiety #but i wouldnt be so sure . idk anxiety and autism n shit can look similar n its annoying LOL #anyway rant over i dont fweakin know #autism #neurodiversity #thats all i have the balls to tag this with ok bye #kristiliyaps

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