#and nsp is still around apparently?!?!

[sleepanonymous]

Info on this 8-bit NSP cover below the cut.

I'll be honest I utterly forgot it was Friday and I didn't have a Lost Media post in my drafts. I threw this together at 12:30 in the morning and I'm too lazy to convert the video into an MP3. I'm also too lazy to re-edit the screenshot to crop out the half link (it doesn't work anyway/is incomplete). Sooo... here's this 😅 Also look at those views omg 👀

[green-eyes-and-orange-ties]

5am, Lakehouse

Inspired by V Black's delivery of "...to hold you" in ep1.12 (like their talent just Takes.Me.Out.Every.Time) & by my cat needing to be closer than physics will allow before she'll sleep

The sunlight bounced from the lake playing across Sebastian's skin. Angelo watched the patterns form and dissipate. He watched as the sun gently wash through Sebastian's hair, creating an array of colours before running off again.

Sebastian twitched as he fought against something in his sleep, a dream? A memory perhaps? Nothing good.

Angelo reached out; pausing. An unseen moment of hesitation.

A rush of warmth and affection radiated out from the point of contact and flooded through him. Angelo closed his eyes, allowing himself this.

Angelo pulled him closer to his chest.

He could feel the warmth of Sebastian's back along his forearm and the softness of his hair between his fingers.

Pulling him closer.

Sebastian's hair brushed his cheek as his forehead pressed against Angelo's neck. Angelo could feel his heart reaching though it's cage attempting to hold Sebastian itself.

Closer.

Angelo could feel Sebastian's breath from parted lips cross his collar bone. Slowing with each exhale, the tension previously held ebbing with each sigh. An arresting surrender.

Sebastian shifted against Angelo, he felt an arm drape across his side and a hand against his back. It was Angelo's turn for his breath to hitch as his heart fall away somewhere within.

Angelo closed his eyes against time and wished this moment could be an eternity.

[mytastessuck]

Starbomb: Starbomb

Eeeeeyup.

So, to ruin my credibility even further...yes, I am a Game Grumps fan. I started watching them out of curiosity in 2016 and watched them on and off for a while until I fell in the trap of those damn Sleeping Aids videos uploaded by their fans and I've been watching them semi-regularly since.

Are they perfect? Fuck no. They suck at games and Egoraptor is the bad Mike Tyson simile of previously problematic content creators. But you already know I'm a NSP fan and I like Danny's singing voice and some of Egoraptor's raps (have fun finding the ones without the n-word!) are pretty skilled and he has a genuine love for the genre and, somewhat more importantly, those games he's bad at. So there, my justification for being a Starbomb fan...despite the fact I've uploaded Starbomb songs before so this really shouldn't have come as a surprise to anyone. Since the album was uploaded for free, I'm going to upload the whole thing below so feel free to read after every song so that everyone can know how to feel after every song. Now...COMMENCE THE CRINGE!

Intro

God, this whole thing is nostalgic. The guys introduce themselves and Arin does a rather impressive paraphrasing of a Fair Use segment that shows that 1. since this album is a parody and 2. they acknowledge they don't own the characters, they don't technically need to be sued. as of January 12, 2024, Nintendo and others apparently agreed.

Song Score: 7/10

2. I Choose You To Die

This is the gate: if this song turns you off, you're probably going to hate this album. Starbomb doesn't care about canon, your feelings or even making clever jokes about the franchise: they thought it would be funny if there was a story about Ash going around fucking up Pokemon, going to jail, getting bailed out and shot in the sack by Pikachu. Is it funny? By my standards...meh. It didn't really grab me. My own description of the song is honestly funnier to me than the actual song itself. I don't hate it but it's definitely not how I would introduce someone to the band.

Song Score: 5/10

3. Luigi's Ballad

Here we go, the real shit: with special guest vocalist Rachel Goddamn Bloom (Crazy Ex Girlfriend creator and star), we get crassed up versions of Mario, Luigi and Peach as the brothers fight over her in a hilarious ditty. Arin is having fun, Danny is competent and Rachel is perfect, like always...I'm actually glad that Peach didn't pick a brother at the end because, as douchey as Mario was being, Luigi didn't give an actual reason for being attracted to her. Maybe he was just as shallow as Mario only he was more devious about it? Who cares? Peach is going to fuck a mushroom.

Song Score: 9/10

4. It's Dangerous To Go Alone

A bit darker but still a well-done song (Philly shout-out! Woo! We suck less than Raccoon City!). They gave Danny the lead in this and it works, Arin's freak-out at the end as Link is legitimately chortle-inducing. Chortle-inducing I say. Sexual predation has never been (subjectively) funnier.

Song Score: 9/10

5. Mega Martial Problems

Might be my favorite song on the album. Mega Man and his wife (Roll? Some chick? Who cares?) are being given marriage counseling (sex counseling, actually) by Dr. fucking Wily and Mega Man kills robot masters to get toys to fuck his wife with, ending with Zero being killed by his Mega Dick. Arin is a good rapper and Danny manages to sing distinctly as a german doctor and Mega Man's wife (he raps a bit at the end...it's actually listenable). Seriously, if you're not the biggest Mega Man fan and if canon isn't important to you, go check this song out.

Song Score: 10/10

6. Rap Battle: Ryu Vs. Ken

Hur hur, Ryu rules, Ken sucks, hur hur. That doesn't bother me though. What does bother me is the content of Ryu's lyrics: he's supposed to be talking about how badass he is and he keeps going on about his dick? Forget canon character, if he was just some nobody he would sound like he's eight years old! Once you hear it, you won't unhear it. It's just a bit...desperate? And I can't help but feel like I'm supposed to take him seriously. This song is fine for the most part but...yeah, definitely one of the weaker ones on re-listens.

Song Score: 6/10

7. Crasher-vania

Pretty funny song about Simon Belmont committing hate crimes against the creatures of the night having a Monster Mash. Fun fact: I don't know the story behind this but Arin and Danny did a censored version of this song for a MST3K telethon. See it here:

Song Score: 8/10

8. The Book of Nook

On a re-listen, this is a competently hilariously fucked up song about Tom Nook being a dickhead mafia landlord...but I'm detracting a whole point for the use of the archaic slur "mongoloid". I guess they didn't want to use "retard" and tried to be smart about it. Sorry guys; try harder.

Song Score: 8/10 (I still gave it a high score so maybe I'm part of the problem.)

9. Sonic's Best Pal

Probably my other favorite song on the album. The perfect Sonic darkfic: Tails snaps due to his insecurity (Hey! A canonical character flaw; I'll wave as I see it fly by.), gets on drugs, fucks whores and shoots Eggman. They knew what they were going for and they got it. Kudos, Starbomb.

Song Score: 10/10

10. Regretroid

Emily Hughes (pretty neat singer and apparently a friend of Danny's...I don't know) stars as an understandably grumpy Samus against the Nice Guy (TM) Kraid in this epic star tale. Awesome tune with a hilariously dark ending (I mean...it's not like the puppies were destined for a good life if space dragons were just handing them out in baskets.)

Song Score: 8/10

11. Kirby's Adventures In Reamland

Either this or the Tom Nook song was the first song recorded for the album and, unlike Tom Nook's song, Starbomb hates this one. Me? Another "meh"....it's crass for the sake of crass but the guys are doing that the whole album so I'm not really affected by it. They spitroast Kirby and namedrop Meta Knight and Dedede. That's it. Move along, barely anything to see here.

Song Score: 7/10

12. The Simple Plot of Final Fantasy 7

Ha! Take THAT, convoluted JRPGs! Seriously, this is one of the better songs on the album and I love how they try to turn Cloud into this smooth talking self-aggrandizing asshole (not a far cry from him in canon, mind) and how they didn't call Ryu by name. He's Ninja Gaiden now. Perfect way to end the album.

Song Score: 9/10

13. Outro

Just the guys being dorks and teasing the second album (Player Select; won't be reviewing that one so I'll spoil my opinion for you: it's not as good as the first one.). It was always fun to hear them fuck around. Reminds me a bit of their Sleep Aids.

Song Score 8/10

Album Score: 8/10

Decent album. As we all know, I have shit taste so that makes my opinion superior to yours. Since this was an album review, I'll be taking a week off to unwind and come back next Friday with the typical song a day schedule. See you then.

[goofmemes]

NSP’s “The Prophecy” Sentence Starters

Warning, some mildly N/W/F/W

Intro (The)

“Well met, young adventurer!”

“That day has finally arrived.”

“Because that’s what’s been foreseen by... THE PROPHECY!”

The Mystic Crystal

“Now gods and men and all between shall blow my necromancing schween!”

“Alas! For he was strong as fuck.”

“Search the forests, search the seas, search time and all realities.”

“Yes, my king/queen, it shall be done.”

“And that’s where our story begins.”

“Hey, ___, is that a mystic space portal behind you?”

“You've sailed across the sky and stars. The gods have brought you here unharmed.”

“My arms are broken, and I don't know why my chest is smoking.”

“I’m sure we’ll look back on this and laugh!”

“Ah, ___, do you think you could please warn me before you're about to light our righteous way?”

“Alright fine! Whatever man!”

“Then they ran straight away for they gave not a shit.”

“___, your heart is kind.”

“Stand back, ____, I'm going to hug them!”

“I probably should have brought some weapons.”

“I should have been in more pain than could ever be spoken...”

“Look, ___, the portal back home is opening!”

“Now fare thee well. It seems that our journey is at an end.”

It’s Bedtime

“Little child, close your eyes.”

“You’re like an angel in the moonlight.”

“It’s bedtime! Fucking bedtime!”

“Let my army of demons rock you to sleep!”

“I see you’re still awake for some reason. ...Was it the demons?”

“There's a boatload of pirates and they're fighting police.”

“Do you ever think about how ghosts can't be stopped by anything?”

“Would you like to see a slideshow about where meat comes from?”

“Apparently lots of venomous snakes can open doors! Who knew?”

“Check out my airhorn!” *HOOOOONK!*

“Here's one last bloodcurdling scream!”

The Wishing Bear

“I’m gonna ask for world peace. There’s so much pain and suffering on this earth...”

“OH NO! AAHH!!!”

“IT’S NOT THE WISHING BEAR!!!”

“CALL THE POLICE!! THE POLICE!!”

“Oh, real fucking nice, dude...”

I Don’t Know What We’re Talking About (And I Haven’t for Awhile)

“My heart was racing, and now we’re on our first date.”

“Now it's 10 o'clock and the meal is done, but the conversation's just begun.”

“You're fascinating, I feel blessed.”

“I don’t know what we’re talking about. And I haven’t for awhile.”

“I've been daydreaming about a pterodactyl named Lamar."

“I’m not absorbing anything.”

“Smile and nod.”

“Is it my turn to talk?”

“You’re looking at me -- Oh, God!”

“Focus... Focus....!”

“How many Draculas are hiding in this room?”

“I’d make an awesome cop if I could stop committing crime.”

“Anyway, why don't you and I go back to my place and, oh, I see you left at some point...”

Welcome to My Parents’ House

“I know what's on your mind.”

“The look in your eyes says 'take me tonight.’”

“Well I’ve got just the place.”

“Welcome to my parents' house!”

“You seem like a keeper.”

“I got my very own room and tons of free food.”

“Can you believe this shit is free?”

“S-sorry, sorry, every-everything's fine!”

“You need to go to bed.”

“Let's use our inside voices.”

“Sometimes ___ just hangs around to make sure I make good choices.”

“Get out of here, I said I'm on a date!”

“You always do this when I have company over!”

Wondering Tonight

“Sometimes I think of you and I.”

“No time will heal a wounded heart.”

“When I look up at the stars I wonder where you are.”

“I wonder who you’re slamming hard tonight.”

“Who is looking deeply in your eyes?”

“I sit here underneath the moon, wondering how our cherished memories were gone so soon.”

“...You were all I'll ever know of grace.”

“I'm missing you like crazy tonight.”

“I'm sitting here just thinking about why I'm alone without you next to me tonight.”

Ninja Brian’s Kids’ Album

“I kinda feel like I owe them one.”

“Everybody dies alone!”

“You know what-- I’m not doing this.”

The Decision Part 2: Ten Years Later

“Well we're still freaking awesome and we're back at your house!”

“We're all grown up and ready for romance.”

“Now maybe we can help you out, ‘cause ___ and I are still single somehow.”

“Now we're so fucking mature!”

“But before we begin, let me tell you where we've been.”

“We've had so many adventures.”

“I’ve had almost-sex with like a hundred girls!”

“There were Unicorn Wizards and samurai.”

“Wow... since we last saw each other, we've grown so much. As people, as ___... and also as people.”

Do Math With U

“Hello, my love. I've been away so long.”

“Let me pour you some champagne.”

“I wanna do math with you.”

“And our division's been too long.”

“Finally we’re here alone.”

“If our love was two trains traveling opposite directions at thirty miles an hour, baby, we'd still feel the same.”

“I guess it must be fate.”

“Now give my sweet ellipse a kiss.”

“Between me and you, we've got nothin' to prove.”

“Your curvature turns me on.”

“Calcul-me and calcul-you, girl, that makes calcul-us.”

“You know, they said it would never work between us. We're from completely different worlds.”

“Also. You fuck good.”

“I’ll love you till the end of pi.”

Thunder & Lightning

“But when I woke the next morning, I witnessed something odd.”

“I now had a new calling: I was destined to fight crime!”

“So I bought them a little unitard and found them a tiny cape.”

“I ran to the the city's toughest gang and screamed 'There's no escape!’"

“First you hear that rumble baby and then you see the flash!”

“Turns out being struck by lighting doesn't give you any powers.”

“They caved my head in with a pipe and beat me for several hours.”

“I looked up to the blackened sky and said an ancient prayer.”

“Lord, if you're there... Please infuse my nuts with the power of a thousand suns.”

“Holy shit, you’re real!?”

Outro (Prophecy) 

“Congratulations, traveler!”

“Induct them into the league of champions with one, final, triumphant chord.”

[tellmewhatyouc]

“What if I don’t see it?”

Fictober Prompt #12

Fandom: TWRP/NSP

Characters: Danny & Rhys (OC)

Words: 318

Rating: G

Warnings: None

A crew of two people wasn’t exactly the most functional, but they did what they could. Things probably would have been a lot easier if Danny had listened to Rhys and picked up a much smaller ship-- but they’d agreed to make a rule to stop arguing about that, so she wasn’t allowed to bring it up anymore.

Today’s fuckup involved a broken navigational system, and naturally, it was Rhys’s job to fix it. She was lying under the console as Danny stood close by, reading off the troubleshooting section of the ship’s manual. “It says there’s a green reset button,” he said, “Everything’s sorta going back to that. That’d probably be a good first step.”

Rhys looked around her for a moment before she asked, “What if I don’t see it?”

Danny frowned. “Are you sure you don’t? It comes up in, like, every section. It’s gotta be there somewhere.”

Rhys sighed. “Where’s the help section for ‘I’m the only mechanic here, and one of two people on a ship made for a crew of ten?’”

“Come on, Ro--”

“I know, I know,” she muttered. Right. Sore subject. “But I really don’t see anything. I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again: this ship is defective.”

Danny shushed her. “Don’t talk about her like that,” he said. “She has feelings.”

“She’s a ship,” Rhys said, but she couldn’t help a little laugh. “You can’t expect me to-- Oh!”

Danny jumped. “Oh?”

All the screens in front of him went black before they powered back on. “Found it!” Rhys said. She slid out from under the console, still lying on the ground, just looking up at him. “You know how you insisted on getting everything made custom, so they replaced a bunch of parts with blue stuff?”

Danny blinked. “Oh… yeah?”

“Apparently, that included the reset button.” She slid back underneath the console. “Go fix the manual.”

[gokailyger84]

Could you write werewolf!brian and Arin interactions and how he sees Arin and Dan friendship? Please thx

Arin looked up, hearing his doorbell ring.  

Putting down the book he was reading, he got up and walkedto the front foyer.

Opening the door, he smiled seeing Brian standing there,duffel bag hanging from his shoulder and looking uncomfortable.

“Hey Brian. Come on in.” Arin said, stepping aside andletting the older man through.

“…Hey, Arin.”  Briangreeted, walking in.  

Shifting his bag, Brian waited patiently for Arin to closethe door, absentmindedly noticing Mochi and Otto near the living room entrance,watching him with peaked interest.

After Arin closed and locked the door, Brian followed him upthe stairs to the guest room.

Turning on the light, Arin waved his hand, gesturing to theroom.  

“You can leave your things in here.  I have the blankets and pillows already inthe living room.”

Brian nodded, walking into the room and placing his bag ontothe bed. He then unzipped it and took out a blue blanket.  One Arin couldn’t help but notice was one ofDan’s.  He also took out some toiletries,an extra set of clothes and a couple of books. Digging in his pockets he pulled out his phone, keys and wallet andplaced them on the nightstand by the bed.

Grabbing the hem ofhis shirt, Brian moved to take it off but paused, turning to Arin.

“You know you don’t have to do this, Arin.  No matter what Danny has told you.  I don’t need to be watched.”

Arin leaned against the doorway, taking in Brian’s tenseposture and suspiciously blank expression.

Dan had warned him this may happen.

“It’s no problem at all, Brian.  I’m happy to help you guys out. Besides, Suzy’sout of town and I could use some company.”

With a grunt, Brian pulled his shirt up and off, tossing itinto his bag.

“What I’m saying is, it’s not needed.  I’ve taken care of myself for years withoutyours or Danny’s help.  I think I canmanage a couple of nights on my own, while he’s out of town.”

Arin crossed his arms, watching as Brian started placing histhings neatly on the dresser and putting his clothes into the empty drawers.

“What about your separation anxiety? Is it really okay toleave you alone?  Dan told me whathappened before.”

Brian stiffened at the words.  

He had figured that Dan would tell Arin about that.  The main reason for Brian needing someone tobe with and watch him during full moons. He was still replacing the destroyed clothes and furniture in his house.

“First of all, I don’t have separation anxiety.  The Wolf does.  And I have…coping routines for it in place.”

Arin raised an eyebrow at that.  He already knew that Brian hated that he wasa werewolf.  Not just because he was ascientist but also because of the perceived burden it placed on his and other’slives.

It was interesting to hear Brian talk about, essentially,another side of himself as if it were a separate entity.  

Dan hadn’t been kidding when he told Arin pretty mucheverything he’d need to know to take care of Brian properly during histransformations.

“Coping routines that no longer work?”  Arin asked.

Brian turned his back towards Arin and took off his jeans,leaving him in a pair of loose boxer briefs.

“I was unprepared back then. This time, I had more than enough forewarning to prepare for Danny’sabsence.  But he went and involved youinstead.”

“Seems like an unnecessary risk to take.  You don’t even know if what you have plannedwould even work.  And I’m starting tothink that there’s more going on than just you not wanting to “bother” me.”

Brian pursed his lips, staring down at the floor.

He glance over at his phone, then looked back at Arin.

“I have about 30 minutes before the full moon comes up.  I’m going to go ahead and change, so I’llkeep my normal height.”

Arin didn’t miss how Brian changed the subject.  He knew from experience, getting Brian toopen up was like pulling teeth.  He wasn’t the sharing type in regards to his feelings and emotions. Keeping it all locked away.

Dan had said that wouldn’t be the case when Brian changed.  Arin was very interested to see how thatwould turn out.

“Why do you need your normal height?” Arin asked, watchingas Brian’s hands began to shift.

“The Wolf doesn’t know your house like mine and Danny’s.  I don’t want him breaking anything.  I’ll also be able to keep my mind and getyour cats used to this form before the Wolf takes over.”

Arin nodded, not bothering to dwellon Brian’s identity issues.  Having seenBrian’s werewolf form before, at the office of all places, Arin knew it wasbig. Taller and larger than Arin’s own 6’2”broad frame.

Watching Brian’s body change andmorph, Arin couldn’t help but wince, hearing the bones snapping and realigning.  It was pretty gruesome but took no longerthan around two minutes.  

Brian stood before him, lookingpretty much like a large wolf, standing on its hind legs.  Kind of a surreal sight to see.

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Arin turned another page of his book.  He was sitting on the couch in the livingroom, leaning back and propped up on the arm with a pillow. Mochi was curled up,purring, on top of his thighs.

On the floor, lying on several blankets, including Dan’s,was Brian with Mimi pressed into his side. Otto was upstairs, not caring for the large wolf now in his home.

Arin had already fed Brian, cleaned up and gotten them bothand the cats settled in for the night.  

It had been surprisingly uneventful when the full moonfinally rose.  Brian hadn’t said muchmore after he’d first transformed.  Onlytelling Arin that his wolf mind would take over once the moon was up. ButBrian had been rather docile, so far.

He’d only asked where Dan was once.  Other than that, he was quiet and seemed totry and take up as little space as possible.

A complete opposite from what Dan had told him mayhappen.  Arin had been expecting ahyper-active, unfiltered Brian running around his home but he was getting noneof that.

He figured it had more to do with Dan’s absence thananything else.

Dan had told him that Brian said, his “wolf side” hadimprinted on Dan and was very loyal and attached to him.  Dan wasn’t sure if he completely believedthat.  He had apparently learned a lotfrom Brian’s “wolf side” regarding how he truly felt towards Dan.  

Arin wasn’t that surprised.

While Brian was very good at hiding his feelings, Arin hadseen the way Brian would look at him back when they first met.  A certain gleam would enter his eyes, wheneverArin showed up for a skype call between him and Dan.

Arin wasn’t blind.  Heknew that look and was sure he’d given it to some of Suzy’s male friendsbefore, back when they were still dating.

Looking down at Brian’s current form, Arin could understandwhy Brian tried to distance himself from the “wolf side”.  It left him open and vulnerable. Words Briandidn’t like to be associated with.  

It was no wonder he treated the situation as two differentbeings occupying the same body.

“Miss Danny.”  

Arin barely suppressed a startled jump.  

Brian hadn’t said a word for hours now.  Just quietly watching tv.  

Turning his head, Brian looked up at Arin.  His bright blue eyes filled with sorrow. Arin could feel his chest clench just lookingat them.

“When back, Arin? Danny back soon?”

Arin placed his book down on the small table beside thecouch.  Shifting, he sat up, causingMochi to move to the other end of the couch, having lost his human bed.

“He’ll be back in a couple of weeks, Brian.  He went to see his family.  You remember that, right?”

Brian nodded, pushing himself up into a sitting position, resultingin Mimi meowing loudly before joining her brother on the couch.

“Yes.  Danny say.  Many time. Reminder.  But still miss.”

Arin offered him a smile.

“It’s okay to miss him, Brian.  He’s your partner and best friend.  I’m sure he misses you too.”

Brian huffed in acknowledgment, looking as if he wanted tosay more but decided against it.

It seemed even in this form he could hold back but usuallychose not to.  Quite telling, actually.

“I sorry.”  Brian saidinstead.

Arin’s brow furrowed in confusion.  He hadn’t expected that.

“What are you sorry for?”

Brian looked away, staring at one of Suzy’s paintings hangingon the wall.

“Long ago.  Not like,Arin.  Threat. Take Danny.”  He said.

Arin’s eyes widened in surprise.  The admission was particularly blunt.  Not surprising but blunt.

“You thought I would take Dan away from you?”  Arin asked, hoping to get Brian to open up tohim for once.  

Out of everyone in Arin’s close circle of friends, Brianremained a closed off mystery.  Even Danhadn’t reached as far as he’d initially thought in their relationship.

“When in London. Listen to Danny.  Feelbetter.  Hear Arin too.  Danny very happy. I gone.  Hurt.”

Arin nodded as he listened to Brian’s brokenexplanation.  

Brian and Dan had told him before on separate occasions,that they credited their success mainly to Arin.  Dan’s exposure on Ga/me Grumps elevated notonly Dan’s popularity but also NSP’s presence.

Arin didn’t see it like that.  Neverhad.  He wasn’t thinking of the influencehis old and new fanbases would have on Dan and Brian or their band.  

He had just wanted to help his friends.

“Danny better.  Youhelp lots. I failed. Left Danny. Hurt.  Arin better.  I worse.” Brian continued, his ears droppinglow on his head.  A small whining soundcoming from his throat.

Arin shook his head, sliding off the couch onto the pile ofblankets.  He reached out a hand andgently ran it through Brian’s thick grayish fur.

“That’s not true, Brian.” He calmly said, trying to comfort his older friend.  

Arin had no idea Brian ever felt like this.  He really was a master of hiding his truefeelings.  Arin may have picked up on hisattraction to Dan but not his guilt and remorse towards how their livesunfolded.

“Sure, I may have helped a bit to get you guys out there butIt was you and Dan that caught mine and Ross’ attention in the firstplace.  That was all you guys. As for moving away.  Brian, you had to support yourself and youhad worked so hard towards your goal.  Itmay not have lined up with what Dan wanted but I’m positive he understood.  Just like you didn’t want to get in the wayof his goals, he didn��t want to keep you from yours.”

Brian met Arin’s eyes.

“But got in way.  Ifstayed maybe band better. Danny happy. Not hurt.”

Arin shook his head, amazed at how deep Brian’s guilt went.

“You went about it in a different way, Brian.  Even though you were in London, you keptworking with Dan.  Kept yourconnection.  Yes, Dan was worried. Weboth know that.  But he also admired yourcommitment.  Working full time as aprofessor and still putting your all into making music and writing lyrics.  Even though, Dan was expecting NSP to breakup, it never did.  Because you never gaveup.  You never let Dan go.  And I know he loves and appreciates you so muchfor that.”

Brian’s ears began to rise. His tail wagging slightly.

“That truth?”

Arin smiled, wrapping his arm around Brian and pulling himclose when he didn’t move away.

“That is the absolute truth. Dan adores you, dude.  He needsyou.  I’m sure he’d say his life is muchbetter with you in it.”

Brian leaned forward, nuzzling into Arin’s chest.

“Good friend, Arin. For Danny.  For me.  I thank.”

Arin tightened his hold on Brian, pressing his face into hisfur.

“You’re welcome, Brian.”

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The following morning, Arin was up, moving about in thekitchen.  

Standing in front of the stove, he flipped another pancakein the skillet.

He heard shuffling and a muffled yawn behind him.

“Morning, sleepyhead.” Arin said, looking up to see Brian still in his pajamas, scratching hishead, making his hair more of a mess than it was.

“It’s afternoon.”  Hegrumbled, pulling out a chair and taking a seat at the table.

Arin smiled as he watched Brian bend down and pet Mimi.  She had taken quite a liking to Brian’s presence.  

“I tend to think that whenever you wake up is considered morning.”  Arin said, slipping some pancakes onto aplate and placing it in front of Brian.

Brian nodded his thanks, grabbing the bottle of syrup.

“An illogical way to look at it but sure, whatever.”  He mumbled, before beginning to eat.

Arin laughed as he poured two glasses of orange juice,giving one to Brian and taking a seat across from him with his own plate ofpancakes.  

“Everything doesn’t have to be logical to make sense, Bri.”  He said.

Brian rolled his eyes.

“Don’t I know it.”  Hesaid in between bites.

The two continued eating in a comfortable silence.  

A few moments passed, before Brian placed his fork down,having finished and glanced up at Arin.  

“Hey, um about last night…” He began.

Arin shook his head, cutting him off.

“It’s okay, Brian. Don’t apologize for what you said. It’s not needed.  We can keep lastnight just between us, if you want.”

Brian let out a small sigh, his head slightly lowering.

“Could you?  I just…Imean the Wolf…it’s frustrating. Having my thoughts put out there, you know?”

Arin nodded in sympathy. Once more noticing how Brian blamed “the Wolf” and not acknowledging theproblem.

“I get it.  I reallydo.  I know you’re not as…emotional asthe rest of us.  But I want you to knowsomething.”

Brian looked back up, meeting Arin’s eyes.

“You don’t have to just depend on Dan.  I’m here too. Not just for the werewolf stuff. I mean anything.  Like, if you everhave something you can’t talk to Dan about. My door’s always open.  I’ll bethere for you.  Whenever you need me.”

Brian stared at Arin, his eyes slightly hardening, before herelaxed, sighing once more.

“Thank you, Arin.  Iappreciate the offer.  I may take you upon it…one day.”

Arin’s smile widened, glad to finally make some headway withthe oldest Grump.

“It’s no problem, Brian. No problem at all.”

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Let Me Warm Your Heart Part 8

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Words: 1964

Summary: Some meetings are strange, they give you odd feelings of nostalgia and are tinged with dreams of a safe future. Can Credence truly start hoping again?

Warnings: mentions of abuse

Disclaimer: I ain’t earning a single dime from this nor do I own anything except my OCs. GIF credits to the owner/creator.

The snow drifted from the heavens in a lazy manner, settling into small piles on the ground and painting the pavement white. On their downward journey, a few of the flakes got caught on his eyelashes and Credence wondered if he looked like an idiot, standing in the cold with bare minimum protection against the December wind and a handful of sheaves nobody bothered looking at. Probably. A peal of laughter rang out in the silence and he raised his eyes to stare at an ongoing snowball fight across the street. The kids were slugging each other wherever they could aim at, slipping and sliding in their haste but still intent on waddling in their thick woollens, bright smiles alit on their rosy cheeks.   

A frisson of jealousy coursed through Credence at all the could have been’s had he grown up with a normal childhood. The ringing laughter felt like a stab in his heart and the cold made the ache in his hands even more apparent. What was the point in mulling over things that would never change though? His eyes, which had been trained on the gamboling children until now, caught a glimpse of Y/H/C locks crossing the road and moving further away from where he stood. For a moment his breath hitched in his throat. Was it perhaps possible…? Following his gut, Credence rushed after the woman who so closely resembled Y/N. After so many sleepless nights spent dreading his nightmares, could fate finally be favouring him?

He nearly lost sight of her twice but his long strides and the fear of losing the woman he loved for a second time made him lurch forward and grab a hold of her sleeve. Tugging at it, he called out, “Y/N? Y/N!” She turned and his heart sank. He had mistaken someone with a similar hair colour and gait to be her. Was he getting so bad in his despair that he had started hallucinating? He was afraid he would soon go insane if this carried on. “I’m.. I’m sorry. I mistook you…for someone else…” he whispered an apology. The woman pulled her hand away, a look of disdain on her face and left while muttering about weirdos filling the streets.

He stood stock still in the bustling street, the groans and curses of passerbys for blocking the road not falling on his ears. Credence wondered how long it would be before he went raving mad because Y/N was no longer in his life. The nightmares of the past week, which had been so vivid they almost seemed like ominous foretellings of the future, came rushing to his mind again. Had something really happened to her, something that kept her away from him for so long? Something life threatening? These thoughts coupled with the frustrations of the past few weeks brought him so close to tears that anyone who bothered to spare him a glance would wonder if something were wrong. 

Someone bumped into him, pulling him out of his depressing thoughts. “Sorry, I didn’t see… Oh Credence!” the glazed look from his eyes cleared on hearing his name and for the first time he seemed to notice his surroundings. The Japanese grandma had somehow materialized in front of him. In a daze he heard her explain about being out on errands and how she had accidentally bumped into him. “But enough about me, what are you doing here?” He stared at her, not comprehending how to respond. He was standing in the middle of the road dumbstruck because he followed a mirage? Because he was a lovestruck idiot who couldn’t distinguish between reality and wishful thinking? He didn’t know anything at this point. Saving him the efforts, the woman glanced at his hands clutching the NSPS pamphlets. “Ah that explains it.” She pointed at them in understanding, a smile gracing her wizened features. “But dear boy, you really should put on some gloves. It’s deathly cold these days.” With these words she took his hands in her’s and immediately frowned when he shrank away from the touch, hissing at the friction caused by her mittens against his lacerated fingers. 

The damage was done. She took in the state of his hands and looked up at him, the frown deepening. He saw the thoughts whirl behind her eyes and the questions arising on the tip of her tongue. He shook his head when she asked what had happened, unable to admit the horrors he faced on a daily basis. “Did someone hurt you, Credence?” His eyes widened at the question and realization dawned upon her when he hesitated to reply. “It’s okay. You don’t have to say it, I understand.” She gave him a sympathetic nod, the frown never leaving her face. 

Gently, she told him to follow her and took him into a secluded alleyway, away from prying eyes. Turning to look at him with a tender look she motioned for his hands, “May I?” He hesitated for a moment before nodding and setting the pamphlets aside, placed his hands in her’s. She waved her palm over his wounded fingers and the pain, along with the lacerations disappeared. He stared unblinkingly at the seeming miracle happening before him, a thousand thoughts flashing across his mind. Was what he had seen just now really happening? Or was he still following a hallucination resulting from his recent dream? “Are you a…witch?” He spoke in a whisper, awed by the spectacle before him.

The woman smiled, “There are things that not everyone is aware of and names which can be too dangerous to invoke”, she gave a furtive glance to their surroundings, “So let’s keep it that way, shall we?” There was a twinkle in her eye as she said it and Credence nodded in response. “Although, we could try something…” she waved both hands in a sweeping motion around them and the air rippled for a moment before settling to its previous state. “What…?” A shiver of fear swept him and he wondered what he had gotten himself in. It was an instinctive reaction, something on a primal level that had come so abruptly that he was left breathless. But the serene expression on the old woman’s face helped ease a bit of his anxiety and the fear dissipated just as suddenly as it had come.

“In these times, it’s necessary to cast some… precautions. So that unwanted eyes don’t see something that is for the privileged few.” Her eyes glinted with those words and Credence couldn’t help but feel wonder at being addressed as such. “You must be cold in those tattered clothes”, she said, picking up on the original conversation and snapped her fingers. A tiny blue flame erupted from them and he stumbled back in surprise. “Don’t be afraid, magic is not something to be fearful of. Here, it’s warm enough to hold but not so much that it will burn.” Sure enough, when he hesitantly approached the now merrily burning ball of light, heat radiated from it. The woman handed it to him and Credence couldn’t help the awe that washed over him as he felt the pulsing blue flame spread it’s magic through his veins. A warmth bloomed in his fingers and traced it’s way up his arm, almost tickling as it touched him. “And it changes form as desired…” the flame transformed in his hand and a dragon comprised entirely of blue flames flew across his palm, circling his head once before nustling his cheek and dissipating into thin air. 

“That’s just a tiny glimpse of its true scope and believe me Credence, I think you have the ability to harness it too.” Before he could deny anything, she continued, “There are people out there who will be more than willing to help you with your… situation” she spared a glance at his fingers and looked back up at him quickly, “And your sisters will not face any harm in the aftermath, I assure you. We will be willing to go to that extra mile, after all, you are one of us.” Credence looked in awe at the elderly woman, brushing his cheek with stunned fingers. The spectacle that he had just witnessed was otherworldly and so were the words she had whispered in a low whisper, as if sharing a centuries old secret. Magic was so ethereal and fascinating and everything beyond what he could ever even dream of. And he had just been told that he could become a part of this world! The possibilities of the grandma’s words were dizzying him with their magnanimity.

“Just think about. If you give me the word I’ll speak with some higher ups…” “Yes!” The word tumbled out of his lips before he could stop himself and his readiness earned a Cheshire grin from the grandma. “Wonderful! I’ll get in touch…” but the thoughts that had been plaguing his mind made their way out. “Will you really be able to protect my sisters if I’m no longer there?” “Credence, you don’t have to worry about them. Are they subjected to the same conditions that you are?” Her sharp gaze turned to his hands and he tucked them under his jacket to avoid the gaze. He shook his head, “None of the kids are hurt. It’s only me…when I’m out of line…” Her gaze turned steely. “Kids? There are more?” “Yes, Ma feeds many children under the Church. In return they just have to hand out some of the flyers like me.” He shrugged. “Okay, I’ll see what I can do. You just have to trust me, yes child?” He nodded in response. Another thought crossed his mind and he opened his mouth to ask the question that trembled on his tongue, unsure whether it would be appropriate or not. 

“You can say anything you want dear, I won’t harm you”, the elderly woman had noticed his hesitation. “Do you know someone by the name Y/N L/N?” An inscrutable expression crossed the woman’s face and she asked him, almost as if she were operating on a different plane altogether. “Why do you ask?” “I don’t know… I just… wondered whether you knew someone like that…” The woman shook her head and quickly dismissed the topic, asking him if he needed to go home soon. Credence got the feeling that he had been subtly lied to, for what purposes he didn’t know. Or at the very least there was more to it that a mere wordless denial. Either way, this woman knew Y/N, that much he was sure of. 

He bid adieu to the grandma once he had taken ahold of half the flyers (she had insisted on taking the others to ‘distribute them among her friends’) and with promises to meet him at the end of the week at the same place. When he turned to look back at her, she had long disappeared into the crowd; as if walking on two alternate planes, here one moment, gone the next. He touched his cheek once again, the ghost of the warm dragon’s breath still lingering on it. He remembered the vivid dream that had him bawling his eyes out just a few days prior and wondered for the umpteenth time whether the old woman was someone Y/N sent because she couldn’t meet him herself. Perhaps, she was helping him from the shadows because it had become too dangerous for them to interact in person. He hoped that were true. Because if that wasn’t the case and something unimaginable had happened, he wouldn’t be able to live with himself even if he found the freedom he was being graciously offered. For no taste of tantalizing joy could be truly appreciated without Y/N by his side, that much Credence was sure of.

A/N: Aye I’m alive and well. Also this has been written. Unedited and shitty imo. A thousand apologies (read that in Ranjeet’s voice) for those who asked whether I had plans to continue this or not. I fully intend to finish what I started. Feedback would save my life and help me attain nirvana. Reblogging ALWAYS helps. Excuse any typos and let me know if you want to be added to the tag list. Some of you couldn’t be tagged, please tweak your settings

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11 Questions

hey y’all!! so i was tagged in this thing by @libtertysir (thank you for tagging me!! i’m sorry i took so long to get to this) and i’ve never done one of these before, so i really hope i did it right!! i tried to not make myself overthink the answers but there were a couple times when i did, so sorry about that,, anyways I’m gonna put my answers and all of that shit under the cut BUT the people I’m tagging in this next are:  @georgiapeaches-n-cream, @linquenelsprite, @eldritch-queen, @theradicalace, @afantasticmess, @alexfuckingdies, @introverts-unite, @fowl-play-blue-jay y’all don’t have to feel obligated to do this if you’d rather not, but yeah!! if you are, you should at least read the bottom of the posts bc the questions for y’all to answer are down there,, anyways-

What is your earliest memory of school?

Before elementary school, I went to this school/daycare place called “the young school”. I have multiple specific memories from there, (including being taught how to yo-yo and not at ALL figuring it out, getting very concerned over the words to “ring around the rosie”, and not at all understanding the point of nap-time) but the very earliest is from the first day there, when I realized I had to be separated from my brother and was absolutely terrified. 

What is your favorite candy bar, and describe everything good about it!

Kit Kats! It’s probably a pretty typical answer, but it’s always the first one that comes to mind. I love that they break into two, and they’re so crunchy! My favorite part has to be the flavors, though. We have this asian market a little while away from my house that sells a bunch of flavor variations, and they’re so good! Most places just have chocolate and vanilla (which is seasonal), but this place has cookies and cream, matcha green tea, strawberry, peach, mango, and some others! I’ve seen pictures online of the amount of flavors they offer in Japan, and they look so good!! My only problems with them are that I can’t try all the flavors ‘cause they aren’t here, and, of course, that they have milk (I’m lactose intolerant).

What 3 songs would you use to introduce someone to your favorite band? 

I don’t really think I have a favorite band? I usually don’t, I just listen to whatever music I’m feeling at that point. Although if I did have to pick a favorite right now, it’d be NSP, and the songs I pick would vary GREATLY depending on the person. However, I actually was going to introduce them to someone I know, and was going with “take on me”, “peppermint creams”, and “6969”!

What was one weird thing you did with your friends in high school that you’re not afraid to admit? 

I’m gonna be real, y’all, I’m still in high school! I don’t think I’ve done anything weird enough yet that it would fit here, so I guess I can’t answer this one.

What musical instrument do you hate hearing the most, and why? 

This might be very obscure, but a “crank-style ratchet”? We were doing an activity in music class and someone chose that for their instrument and let me tell you, this thing sounds HORRIBLE. I couldn’t think of an actual instrument, it’s more of a noisemaker, so I’m sorry if my answer technically doesn’t count!

If you could, what personality trait of yours would you give to everyone else in the world?

I’m pretty sure “acceptance” is a personality trait, so it’d be that one. Just so people can be less bigoted, you know?

If you could learn any skill, what would it be, why, and how would you use that skill to make at least 5 friends? 

Assuming we mean skills that are physically possible, I’d want to learn art. Not regular art, I mean that next level shit. I’d want to learn how to flawlessly make art using any medium in any art style and it would always look exactly how I wanted. Every time I make any type of art- drawing, painting, sculptures, ANYTHING- it’s never quite right. I would love to be able to always make it look exactly how I wanted. I’d make friends by then being the best fucking artist to exist ever. Just make art of anything and everything, give art to people I meet, make friends.

Bees?

Honestly, I love bees but whenever I’m near them, I’m absolutely terrified of them. Fuck yeah, though, bees.

What is your favorite thing about your face? (Positive Answers Only, y’all are beautiful people)

My eyes! How they look, I mean- I have absolutely horrid vision, but that is a long and complex story for another time. Here’s a fun fact: they’re so bad I had to write this post in another software before copy-pasting it here since this format has so many words so close together that I can’t read this. I’m trying to make the format a bit easier by adding more spaces, but still. My eyes suck.

Do you have any ghost stories?

The one I remember the best is the time when I was younger that I was convinced there was a ghost since I kept hearing scratching noises on the walls and I was upstairs. There were also some strange whistling noises, but that was just the wind. Apparently the scratching was a raccoon, but I still don’t know why it sounded so close? Did it climb up the side of the house or something? Plus, it was really windy out, so how would that thing even get up there? I know it’s not that great, but it’s the first one that came to mind.

A door appears in front of you, and takes you to a room with someone who you want to forgive, and someone who you want to be forgiven by. Who are they, and what happened to between you?

Oh boy, this is a heavy question. Like, a really fucking heavy question. The person I want to be forgiven by would probably be someone who was actually best friends with my shitty, abusive ex boyfriend. We’ll call him L. He was horrible, so fucking horrible, and I still have SO MUCH trauma from that relationship, but that’s for another time. His best friend, however, knew that the things L was doing were bad, but stayed friends with him- for reasons I don’t know. I think, after things got really fucking shitty between me and L, that his best friend started to get angry at me. L’s best friend was an extremely sweet and caring person who I sometimes really, truly miss. I will never, ever understand why they stayed friends, or how you could even stay friends with someone after knowing about how badly they abused other people. Now, on the other hand, the person I want to forgive. This is a lot harder to think of. If I’m being honest, the answer I really want to give is myself? I know that’s probably kinda dumb, but there’s a lot of shit I’ve done and never fully forgiven myself for and I really, really wish I could. That shit, however, is too personal for this post.

WOW i hope i didn’t bring everyone down with that last bit hskjhfdgh

anyways !!as for the people i tagged earlier!

Your questions are:

1: If you had to pick an instrument and a color to describe yourself, what would they be? 2: Describe your favorite outfit and/or what you wore today! 3: What’s the last song you had stuck in your head? 4: Do you have a dream job, and what is it? It doesn’t have to be realistic!
5: What’s your favorite ice cream flavor? 6: Tell the story of the last time you cried from laughter! 7: What’s your favorite superhero / superpower? 8: Do you know that you’re so fucking valid and important? 9: What’s your favorite movie / video game / series of any kind that’s super obscure? 10: Do you have any stories that are actually true, but sound unbelievable? 11: What are your thoughts on birds?


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Survey #108

*too lazy to think of song lyrics*

Are you a dreamer or a do-er?  Ehhhh not sure...  I'm really a mix of both. Do you think people get what they deserve?  In most cases, nope. Does it take a lot of physical pain to make you cry?  Yes. Name the strangest game you’ve ever played (video game or real game):  SH2 was such a mindfuck.  SH3, too. Do you like sitting in the front, back, or middle of the classroom? Front because I'm blind as shit. Do you ever see commercials for restaurants that aren’t even in your area?  Uhhhh maybe? Do you know anyone who has been struck by lightning before?  She wasn't directly struck, but my mom was washing out a can during a thunderstorm, something was struck, the electricity pulsed through the pipes, and the water shocked her. Which is better: living where there’s lots of tornadoes or lots of hurricanes?  Hurricanes.  I'm used to them.  I know severe hurricanes are technically worse because the scope of damage is far larger and there's also water damage, but I think tornadoes are WAAAAY more frightening. Would you pay if your dog needed an operation?  Well, technically, Teddy needs one and we can't afford it.  He's had an enlarged prostate for years, but by now, even if we had the money, him undergoing surgery would be dangerous with his age.  I wouldn't be comfortable doing it. If you’re a girl, what’s your favorite color of eyeliner?  So apparently boys can't wear eyeliner, that's nice to know.  I only wear black. Have you ever overflown a bathtub? No. Why did you ignore the last person you ignored? I had nothing to say.  But I guess that's not really "ignoring." What’s your favorite pizza place? Domino's, probs.  I don't like their crust much though. What’s at the top of your to do list in life?  Stay happy. Do you ever eat leftover pizza cold? I actually like cold pizza, so long it's not a few days old.  Then it's too hard. Where are you the most ticklish?  FEET DON'T FUCKING TOUCH MY FEET Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone?  A few people, yes. When you’re wanting a midnight snack, what do you normally get? I never really want a midnight snack.  But probably like those packets of six, little peanut butter crackers if we have them. Which cartoon character would you want to keep as a pet?  Awwww Courage <3  Or Pikachu, but that's an anime, so w/e. Do you like marshmallows? I don't love them, but I can eat a few. What is your favorite flavor of candy cane? The fruity flavor ones.  Especially blueberry and strawberry omgggg. Do you have any shoeboxes full of old photos/letters/other memorable stuff?  I have a huge box, dude. When was the last time you felt seriously embarrassed?  Uhhhh... I'm not sure.  A LOT of things embarrass me, but I dunno about seriously. Have you ever liked a song, looked up the lyrics to it, then hated it?  No.  I'm not the kind where lyrics depend on if I like the song or not, it's sound.  I have songs I like that have fucking awful lyrics.  I do know when to draw the line, though. What’s your favorite Christmas song?  "It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year" and "Christmas Chimes." Did you like the show Invader Zim?  I actually never watched it even though I wanted to back then. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve seen in a grocery store?  Okay so real shit Wal-Mart now has animal masks.  Like, furry head masks.  In the middle of the fucking hall. Do you prefer to pull off band-aids slowly or quickly?  Lol I admit I do it slowly. Have you ever met any bands/band members before? No.  But it is one of my goals to one day buy backstage passes to Metallica for especially my mom, hopefully me too.  She.  Would.  Sob. Do you enjoy riding around town looking at Christmas lights?  Awwww, I miss doing that.  We can't afford that extra gas money now, but also we live in a rural area, so there's not all that much to see.  There's a few people who go all-out though. What’s a good book you’d recommend? If I could recommend only one book, "Johnny Got His Gun" by Dalton Trumbo.  Fucking.  Phenomenal. What states have you been to in the past year?  Just NC. Have you ever sleepwalked?  No. What’s your favorite superhero movie? Uhhhh.  I really liked the Batman movie with Bane, and one of the Spiderman movies, but I don't remember which.  This isn't really a spoiler anymore, so, the one where his girlfriend dies. Do you struggle with acne? No.  Totally did through puberty, but it stopped when I was like... 18, maybe?  Possibly 17? Around what year did you start using the internet, anyways? Hmmm... 2004 or perhaps 2003?  I became more active when Meerkat Manor came out, but before that I was all about Webkinz and Neopets. What did you do for your 16th birthday? My 16th was awful, all I'm saying. Have you ever fostered an animal? You mean like, briefly watched?  No. What’s your favorite form of exercise?  Swimming. Do you have a back pack in a shape of an animal? I don't think I ever did. Do you still take hot showers when it’s hot out? My showers are pretty much always relatively hot. What’s your favorite type of cake? Red velvet. Name something you thought was cool when you were younger but don’t now?  Who the fuck was that monkey that was on a lot of shirts I don't remember. What was the last song you downloaded onto your computer? "Rocket Man" by NSP. What color are your headphones, if you have any? Black. Do you honestly like The Beatles or are you just conforming? I've never liked the Beatles. What was the last video message you received on your phone? Sara sent me a video of... Jem, I think? Who did you last talk to in Facebook chat? Don. When writing $ sign, do you draw one line through the S or two?  Ummmm I think two.  I write it so rarely I don't even know. Do you feel bad for people your age who have never had a significant other? No.  Some people don't want one. When do you plan on moving out? If you’re already moved out, how old were you?  I doubt I will until I'm in a long-term relationship.  I don't think I'd do well living alone. Would you kiss the last person you texted?  Only if I knew she wanted me to. What do you think of guys wearing colored skinny jeans? Go for it. Where do you normally get your hair cut? We go to a family friend named Kenesa. Would you trade last names with your best friend?  Sara's yes, I like hers.  Colleen no. Would you ever get blonde highlights? I have natural blonde-ish highlights, mostly towards the end of my hair. Will you go to your high school reunion?  Nope. Have you stayed up past 3 in the morning this week?  I think so. Do you ever not speak to someone because you’re afraid you’ll annoy them?  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH Personally, do you think you have a nice smile?  Nope. What animal have you always wanted as a pet but couldn’t have?  Probably a ferret.  They're just a lot of maintenance.

[lygerzero14]

Gonna do something a little different, since I was too far away to get decent footage for gifs

Guys, fair warning.  I’m going to recap the entire show, so if you don’t care, read on.  But if you are going to the show at a later date and want to be surprised, do not look at this.

SPOILERS AHOY!!!

When we got there, the line was already wrapped around the corner.   Finding parking was ridiculous.  We waited in line for, I think around 40 minutes before we got in.  Saw Ethan and Katherine from Mark’s crew walking to the end of the line.

I had payed for the premium tickets because Brian took too long to say there wasn’t VIP.  The staff had us go back outside to get VIP bracelet.  The lady at the balcony said she was surprised they gave them to us, cause apparently several people who bought the premium tickets were not give the bracelets, despite spending more money.

When we got up there I could see why.  There was a special guest list.  Vernon was up there with a bunch of people he had invited. 

The Ghost Satellite guys were up there and so were some people from the youtube red show.  (the youtube red people were very loud and rude, hardly paying attention to the show and trying to get Dan’s attention, especially someone name Jane. it was really annoying) 

But we had a great view of the stage and we got to sit at a small table, way better than standing. 

Vernon was sitting at the table next to us and I’m not sure but I think Amy was there. 

We saw Ethan and Katherine down in the crowd, only a few people recognized Ethan and got pics.

So the show was pretty amazing.  A guy named DJ Chris opened and did some raps. 

One of them I noticed was the song “I got Candy”  from Aqua Team Hunger Force(probably from something else but that’s were I heard it) He was alright.

TWRP came out and were awesome.

Energetic as ever. They played a couple of songs from there new album.  Ladyworld and Atomic Karate

When NSP came out, Danny’s costume was different than usual but it still looked good. 

You guys wouldn’t believe the delight on me and my bro’s face, when they started with ‘Cool Patrol���.  We were so hyped and sang along like crazy!  It was so freakin good!!  Love that song!

Brian did his quiet the crowd down, then hype them up thing.  Dan then told everyone how Arin came up with Unicorn Wizard.

They then played ‘Unicorn Wizard’, it sounded really good.  Then the cover ‘You Spin me round’. Ninja Brian was rotating in a circle, flipping the double bird. 

They then got delayed from playing the next song, cause Ninja Brian played the ‘Bloopy Reggae’ that turned into a’ Let’s get together and do Buttstuff’ song, as opposed to the ‘No Buttsex No Life’ from the last tour.

They then did ‘Road Trip’ and my gosh it sounded so amazing!

Dan went partially into the crowd and of course people grabbed at him.  Why he acted surprised, no idea.  He then revealed that TWRP talked him into wearing a cup in his costume. Perfect for that situation.  He then hit it with the microphone.  It was a loud thump.  Then Ninja Brian knelt down in front of him and flicked it, to Dan’s dismay.

They then played the slowed down version of ‘Dinosaur Laser Fight’.  Literally everyone was singing.  It was really something to hear. 

Brian did mess up at the final chorus and Dan started a chant of ‘You fucked up.’  Brian then took out his anger on one of the Unpaid Interns.

They then played the Ghost Satellite animation from the Chicago show, of how Danny survives Ninja Brian’s murders.

TWRP and Ninja Brian then played a classical rock song.  Then Dan did a shoutout to the youtube red show people and dedicated the next song to them(this was when those people got really loud and annoying) They then played ‘Everybody wants to rule the world’

Dan then talked about being a awkward kid, I couldn’t hear the rest cause of the youtube red people yelling at him, even though he had his ear pieces in.

Then they played the original song ‘Danny don’t you know’.  This song was really good.  I want to hear it again, cause it was a bit hard to hear the lyrics.  Dan got a bit emotional after it.

Then they played a video of Ninja Brian we were supposed to have a staring contest with.  I thought it was just going to be a image of him, but no, it got weird.  Like acid trip weird.  I don’t even know how to explain it.  Like at one point pieces of shit floated across the screen.  A tiny Danny and Arin came out of Ninja Brian’s head, his face melted and he had a chimp skull...it was so weird.

Anyways, Starbomb came out and their belts and wristbands were lit up. 

They played the ‘New Pokerap’.  Arin had to read the last few names from a sheet, he did good though remembering as many as he did. 

Egoraptor’s and Ninja Brian’s belts went out for some reason.  Egoraptor and Danny tried to relight them but pelvic thrusting at each other.   Egoraptor also pelvic trusted into Ninja Brian’s face, when he was inspecting it.

They then did ‘Mortal Kombat High’ which was okay.  They then did ‘Ryu vs Ken’ and I was so happy Arin made it through it without tripping over his words.  It sounded really good.

They then played the music video for ‘Rocket Man’ by Elton John.  It was interesting. They told people not to record it, so here’s just a blurry screen cap.

Then they came back out and played ‘The Hit’ for the last song. And they all thanked the crowd and took a bow.

It really was an amazing show.  Me and my bro, had a lot of fun.  Can’t wait to see it again in September.

[notyetjaded1]

Can we ask for answers to 1-100 :) just not ones you've answered already

It’s only taken ages, but alas! 

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

Um. good...question. Mikey? Maybe??

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

v shy

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

goth daddy ;p

4. Are you easy to get along with?

I like to think so?? once you get past the awkward 

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

take care of in what way?? also, which person I like? also define like

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

kind, intelligent, understanding, thoughtful, supportive, open people 

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

...i have not even the slightest of ideas

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

“opposite” gender

pst @destructiveducky :p 

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

“pretty much, yup!”

15. What good thing happened this summer?

i can’t believe it’s summer, good lord, but...getting to hang with friends has been fun! having the support of people in multiple aeras of my lief has been greatly appreciated, fixing the pool, not dying because of heat, NSP

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

yes

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

I mean, I do think it’s a little ridiculous to assume we’re the only inhabitants in this wide universe 

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

nope

19. Do you like bubble baths?

as a concept

20. Do you like your neighbors?

lol, there’s one in particular I’m fond of, but otherwise, don’t really talk to them so

21. What are you bad habits?

let’s not even open that can of worms

22. Where would you like to travel?

England, Ireland, Scotland...San Francisco, lol, yup

23. Do you have trust issues?

yes

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

Sleep. Or food. But probably sleep.

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

ummm, tummy? or legs? or face? or just. all of the body.

26. What do you do when you wake up?

make my bed

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

lighter

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

mom? question mark? 

30. Do you ever want to get married?

nope

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

yup

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

define celebrities? because jack and wiishu are #goals in all the ways

33. Spell your name with your chin.

rather not

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

used to! soccer and basketball!

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

without TV

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

oh boy yeah

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

meow

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Forever 21, I guess? it’s cheap and easy

40. What do you want to do after high school?

um...bit late to decide that? but college was the answer

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

um. well. quiet it my general state of being, but it could also mean depressed, anxious, uncomfortable so. um. it means all the things.

43. Do you smile at strangers?

try to

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

space. the final frontier. 

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

coffee. food. the illusion of productivity. knowing I’ll get to go back to sleep that night. 

47. Have you ever been high?

nope.

48. Have you ever been drunk?

define drunk

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

only all the time

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

black?

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

constanly 

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

too much

53. Favourite makeup brand?

honestly I don’t even know enough brands to say

54. Favourite store?

can Amazon count?

55. Favourite blog?

mine :p but idk actually, I love a lot of them for different reasons. maybe I’ll do an appreciation post or something soon? 

56. Favourite colour?

black

57. Favourite food?

grapes

58. Last thing you ate?

cereal and honeydew for breakfast 

59. First thing you ate this morning?

see above. plus coffee

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

yup! won a jump rope competition. and..probably other things that I don’t remember? I don’t like...actively compete though

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

nope

62. Been arrested? For what?

nope

63. Ever been in love?

this is a very complicated question tbh

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

i wish I could, but I genuinely don’t remember it??????? assuming it was with who I assume it was. but like. idk. which either says a lot about the kiss or just my memory

65. Are you hungry right now?

a bit? 

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

they’re all...my friends and I like them all in different ways

67. Facebook or Twitter?

twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?

nope

70. Names of your bestfriends?

how do define best

71. Craving something? What?

food? sleep? being done with apps. freedom

72. What colour are your towels?

mostly black or grey

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

two

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

nope

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

in my room? zero

75. Favourite animal?

tiger?

76. What colour is your underwear?

um. black I think today?

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

see above

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

black and green

80. What colour pants?

black

81. Favourite tv show?

honestly idk anymore

82. Favourite movie?

Requiem for a Dream

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Mean Girls

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

Mean Girls

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

I’ve...never thought about it? 

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

The dad? sure. 

87. First person you talked to today?

ummmm. A coworker

88. Last person you talked to today?

like most recently? another coworker

89. Name a person you hate?

D*n*ld Tr*mp

90. Name a person you love?

So many a people and I want to name them all but not now lol 

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

in concept!

92. In a fight with someone?

not to my knowledge? 

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

3, I think

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

many.

95. Last movie you watched?

damn good question. Guardians of the Galaxy 2, apparently

96. Favourite actress?

Recently? I’m mildly in love with Kristen Stewart

97. Favourite actor?

oh god. idk anymore. arbitrary actor that I love: Aaron Tveit? George Blagden? good lord. i don’t know favs

98. Do you tan a lot?

i mean, I’m sure my body does because sun and I’m actually very olive, but like. not purposefully ever

99. Have any pets?

nope

100. How are you feeling?

sleepy

:D

[sunniapplepie]

Recap of Sunni's first time @ GG Live

Fuckin shit ok So we got there around 5ish, and already I’m nervous and worried I’m not gonma fit in or something. But then miraculously I start getting in conversation with some lovelies and ended up making new friends!

The gates of the Masonic opened up at around 6, and everyone went in and went through the security check and such. Then the opening for each floor level of the theater happened so we walked to our seats.

I got to meet @moopdrea !! It was a surreal thing and honestly meeting twitter friends irl is weirdly wonderful.

So then Moop and her buddy Emily decided to go get merch and food, & we came with. Got a stromboli and Player Select (the physical copy) and also dropped off grump fanart for Dan and Arin in a lil box they had at the merch booth for after the show.

Once that happened, we went back to our seats when FRICKIN ARIN JUST STRUTS ON STAGE AND DANCES TO SPOOKY SCARY SKELETONS. Everyone’s cheering and Arin’s just LOVIN it. So glad I caught it on camera.

Then soon Vernon and Suzy showed up!! Suzy looks so much cuter in person. And Vernon DAMN THAT BOD XP

So he set up Super Mario for Suzy to play blindfolded and we all cheered and yelled commands so she’d stop or wait or jump. She failed most of them XD BUT it was awesome anyway.

Finally, DAN AND ARIN MAKE IT IN. And let me just say, it’s as surreal as you can get. It was like they were real yet not really there??? I was basically blown away like “fuck, i love these guys and they’re right in front of my eyes waaaat” (side note Danny is JUST AS CUTE IRL AS HE IS IN PICTURES, SAME WITH MY DAD ARIN)

Just before the game started, Dan said he had a special friend in the crowd tonight, and it was his friend who introduced him to Brian all those years back to create NSP! It was the one girl from “The Decision” mv. And it was super sweet and made me all mistyeyed.

So started the game of choice, MARIO PARTY 10. And this time, it was split between one half of the room and the other. We were team Toad, while the rest of us were team Waluigi.

The game got fucking INTENSE man. And Vernon was running around the theatre and booking it up the stairs to the balcony like a boss O.O

We had A LOT of good players, yet Arin and Dan’s banter was by far the best thing. Also Arin trying to trick Dan with more elementary school jokes was amazing.

Arin: hey Dan, what’s a henway?

Dan:…..*serious face* I’m not falling for that. I’m still recovering from updog.

Also Danny NEVER did the floating weiner thing with your two fingers?? And Arin showed him how, THE GLEE ON DAN’S FACE AS HE’S LAUGHING AT WHAT HAPPENED WAS SO PURE.

So we played more Mario, and fricken there was a little 7 year old girl in the audience named Cadence that Danny had spotted and was just. THE SWEETEST TO.

He had her come up and play, and HE WAS ON HIS KNEES AT HER HEIGHT JUST TALKING TO HER AND ASKING HER LIKE “WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW? WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE POKEMON?” and I’m just sitting here like Danny you sweet man you I love you.

So that was awesome and Cadence got a group hug! (Danny, her, her dad, Arin, and the dude on team Waluigi). It was beautiful and awkward.

Finally it got to the final stretch of the game, everyone’s freaking out and unfortunately, Waluigi kicks our Toad’s ass. But we put up a great fight for second.

Then Q AND A TIME! I got so excited to ask my question, and Vernon comes up to my line, and he PICKED THE GIRL NEXT TO MY SISTER INSTEAD -_-

Alas twas not meant to be. However! I TALKED TO THE HOT PEPPER BOI! By that I mean it went like this:

Me: Hi Vernon! How are you? Vernon: good! how about you? Me: doing alright :3 …. Me: I’m sorry I’m all awkward it’s just like “omg your right here” Vernon: ah nah *waves it off ljke he’s not the best*

Soon the Q & A ends, there was a lot of emotional ones they asked (except that one guy who asked Dan and Arin out to prom)

Arin: will there be a corsage? What no? NO CORSAGE? Then forget it!

Danny: you better bring me home by 8 or my dad’s gonna kill me.

Arin: yeah I’ll be real upset.

*OOOOOOOOOOOO!!!*

And finally, they finished off the show with Danny saying some sweet words about doing this all for us and we mean so much to them. It made me love them all over again.

(little things to note:) -Arin not being able to flip the water bottle. Twice. -Danny missing the gum catch -Dan calling Vernon & Arin pieces of shit but immediately saying he was kidding and he loves them -Arin literally POSING for everyone. DAMN -Dan misunderstanding certain words that made everyone laugh their asses off -ARIN DOUBLE DABBING. AND DAN DOUBLE DABBING. -Cadence saying “I will destroy him” to her opponent. -Mason (a different volunteer for Waluigi) had Arin and Dan rub their faces on his beard. It was apparently like a shiatsu massage. -Jesus appearing in the corner of the room. Give it up for my boy JESUS! -Arin saying Suzy inspires him and Suzy peeking from behind the curtains as they exchange blowing kisses 💚💚 -someone hand farting the GG theme -a girl playing a tiny instrument (I wish I remembered the name of it!) -Danny standing on a chair -Arin semi sitting on a chair to match the height of another volunteer (he was quite tall) -Arin randomly screaming “shut up!” when we got too loud Cx -Vernon literally running back to the stage going “I LOST ONE OF THE VOLUNTEERS SHE WAS RIGHT HERE AND THEN GONE” -Dan spilling water everywhere -Vernon and Suzy's "mating call" for the boys -Dan mistaking Suzy for someone coming on stage -Arin floffing the floof hair -Arin being called “Big Cat” by Dan…after being insulted just so he can comfort him.

The show was such a blast and I loved being there. I only wish I could have said hi to them in person but that’ll have to wait till next time.

Also saw Vernon again, but just said a simple hi. I wanted a selfie with him, but he looked pretty busy and I didn’t wanna be THAT person

So then we hung out at Moop’s dorm (which is actually a lot bigger than I thought) and then I got picked up and driven home :3

[candyredterezii]

hey do u still have ur rly old autoplay playlist saved somewhere because that's top tier music and i used to listen to that while playing games

I apparently have one script in my post-it notes on my laptop and im pretty sure it was?? the last updated version 

honestly i might re-update it and repost it on my blog (but not have autoplay on ofc) but

yeah uhhhh

forgive me im dumb and idk how to rlly post it as an actual link so ill put the script under a readmore and you can post import it on the the scmplayer.co site

data-config="{'skin':'skins/scmRed/skin.css','volume':11,'autoplay':true,'shuffle':true,'repeat':1,'placement':'top','showplaylist':false,'playlist':[{'title':'Jenny (instrumental) - Studio Killers','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tRRV2BHTLCw'},{'title':'Sp00ky Scary Style','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqlHdPlHK_s'},{'title':'The Fresh Prince of Tetris','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UVjlx6uClq0'},{'title':'It%27s Not Unusual - Tom Jones','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yca2BCwAnBQ'},{'title':'%u3082%u3046Tetris%u3057%u304B%u306A%u3044%u3058%u3083%u306A%u3044','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbzoJ98LeiA'},{'title':'Eurobeat Brony Discord (LivingTombstone Remix)','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xPfMb50dsOk'},{'title':'Matryoshka - Miku Hatsune & GUMI','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_JGaQ3g8WU4'},{'title':'Matryoshka - Teto & Ritsu and Zebra & Hashiyan mix','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqwODVt78KA'},{'title':'Ib ~ Puppet (Remix) - Neku','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=enKopGlI3-0'},{'title':'Ib ~ Dining Room (Remix) - Neku','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GL5-n8sckJk'},{'title':'Barbershop Quartet - God Only Knows - Bioshock Infinite','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1i8QTOV20Y'},{'title':'Witch%27s House - Spool of Thread','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lz1UgIdug1w'},{'title':'Ib - The Little Doll%27s Dream','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LAcObE4F7w8'},{'title':'I%27m Just Your Problem (Full Band)','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V94Tq6iTwXY'},{'title':'OFF - Pepper Steak (extended)','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q6GD9uZq5kQ'},{'title':'Sonic Adventure 2 Battle - City Escape','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLKVkH8dtWs'},{'title':'HSM -  Bop to the Top','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmMhAMnrJDA'},{'title':'We Are Angels (Anarchy) - PSG','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUsye9G3JBw'},{'title':'Jenny (Cosmicolor 8bit) - Studio Killers','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1p1w0nFgjc'},{'title':'Mad Father Ending Remix - Neku','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yginy2DW1ew'},{'title':'HSM2 - I  Don%27t Dance','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLpMVTBq0M0'},{'title':'HSM2 - Bet On It','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eEmbL308FAs'},{'title':'SDR2 - Punishment (Feat. Arcade Rabbit)','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KPOS1jZRzMw'},{'title':'Lazy Town - Mine Song','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3cC1VwD-syQ'},{'title':'Miss Monomi%27s Practice Lesson','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kUxRPfzUAqg'},{'title':'Cooking By The Book - Lazy Town feat. Lil%27 Jon','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5tVbVu9Mkg'},{'title':'Guren No Slamiyia ','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1Kua48nMdE'},{'title':'Snoop Dogg - Drop it Like it%27s Hot (Kirby Remix)','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3FZe5aWUAQ'},{'title':'Live and Slam','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z6jbMdWaeXY'},{'title':'Crystalmethequins - Homestuck vol. 9','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8rWfPPrKJ0'},{'title':'Make Her Pay','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-SJbq5j3ANM'},{'title':'Prawn Shop [Homestuck Parody]','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvstvbCT_wM'},{'title':'What%27s New Pussycat - Tom Jones','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ga3I5DTIA-E'},{'title':'Kill la Kill - Ragyo Kiryuin Theme [Blumenkranz]','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FRivqBxbHRs'},{'title':'Free Real Estate','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pmMGKu6_eks'},{'title':'No Reason Boner - NSP','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LOYQtbz_pPg'},{'title':'The Almighty Loaf','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSAJCRffjbs'},{'title':'Hello Hello - SeeU','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOoUvtSXspY'},{'title':'Stablefree - Discord Swing Jazz Cover (ft. Replacer)','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EeXCCk1Mahc'},{'title':'RWBY Theme: From Shadows ','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCQ_wTVlNQs'},{'title':'This Will Be The Day - RWBY OP song Full','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHvA8nld8kk'},{'title':'Time To Say Goodbye - RWBY Volume 2 Theme ','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdWCLT7kccY'},{'title':'Gal O Slamin ','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YO4XPHGwdW0'},{'title':'Mystery Skulls - Ghost','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0QKtgCFSeXs'},{'title':'RWBY Theme: I Burn','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ooyRIEN6pys'},{'title':'Biggie Smalls vs. Thomas The Tank Engine - Machine Gun Tank','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZ94C84gOTI'},{'title':'Thomas the Tank Engine Remix - Drop it like it%27s hot (full version)','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMQgvv6ngO8'},{'title':'Bioshock OST - Welcome to Rapture','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEFIZh_Zscc'},{'title':'Bioshock OST - Cohen%27s Masterpiece','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nlu2z2gkhhI'},{'title':'Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R5MWCnKeH2s'},{'title':'Gorillaz - Dare','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Yrr7D0eVwQ'},{'title':'Gorillaz-Feel Good Inc.','url':'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rJwbbQynhWs'},{'title':'Fallen Angel feat. 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[dark-grasper]

@crystal-doll tagged me on this like ages ago but I just remembered now and am preeeeeetty bored so let’s see whatthe heck this is

LAST:

Last drink: https://youtu.be/gl8BK7qEfKc?t=3 (water) Last phone call: Probably my mom? Who calls in 2017 Last text message: " ive been gone for so long weve apparently sold the bed to buy a chair” Last song you listened to: Barenaked Ladies - "Odds Are" Last time I cried: uhhhhhh I shed a tear here and there but the last time I full on cried was with “Kimi no na wa”. its not even that sad!!!!! I was just. emotional

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: ya Been cheated on: maybe?? Kissed someone and regretted it: YUP OH BOI Lost someone special: and its still too soon Been depressed: probably but ive never seen a therapist!! living life on the edge Been drunk and thrown up: I don’t drink!! Fallen out of love: yup

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend: yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy-maybe?? yes. i think Laughed until you cried: At least once a week. Its therapeutic. Probably Met someone who changed you: hmm, i dont think so Found out who your true friends were: ive always known my cold ones and their respective boys Found out someone was talking about you: nope, im extremely irrelevant to most people for obvious reasons (i dont do things)

GENERAL:

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: a bunch Do you have any pets?: does my plushie cat Sissel count Do you want to change your name?: uhhhhh I guess, probably What time did you wake up this morning?: 8:30, then 9:00 then I spent a while in bed oops What were you doing last night?: uploading the demo for my upcoming VN lol Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: im terrible with names but I dont think so...?? What’s getting on your nerves rn?: im to anxious to self promote my game lol i hate myseeeeelf Blood type: I have no clue, but I should get that checked. (<-same, Xen/Yuki, same) Nickname: Red!! but sometimes Mono(chrome) Relationship status: in a relationship Zodiac sign: Capricorn Pronouns: yes Favorite tv show: Uhhhhhhh Elementary is a good College: I finished it last year and I already wanna kms Hair colour: Dark brown. Long or short: Long-ish, its curly but if straightened it would go below my neck Do you have a crush on someone: not really What do you like about yourself: UFFFFF probably my humor??

FIRSTS:

First surgery: ear surgery shortly after I was born I believe First piercing: none First best friend: a boy next door!! im a living cliché First sport you joined: ive never joined a sports team in my life First vacation: I have 0 clue but I was on a plane with my parents so I guess somewhere relatively far?? (I was a baby) First pair of sneakers: white ones for P.E. probs pffff Eating: an apple!! well, im already done Drinking: nothing but I kinda want watter now I’m about to: work on the aforementioned VN have you seen my VN Listening to: Cool Patrol - NSP Want kids: at some point, probably, but im still WAY TOO YOUNG Get married: uhhh sure?? ill let yuki decide lol Career: I make videogames!! Got out of uni with a developer degree. Currently making this game that you have probably seen in one of the earlier links to it (??)

WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips or eyes: Eyes!! with glasses, preferably Hugs or kisses: hughs, i get super uncomfortable with kisses Shorter or taller: no preference Older or younger: I don’t care as long as I like the person. Romantic or spontaneous: both!!!! i mean, spontaneous CAN also be romantic right?? Sensitive or loud: n/a Hook up or relationship: Relationship. Troublemaker or hesitant: I don’t like extremes, I prefer something in the middle.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: Nope! I have, though, listend to the song kissing strangers for an entire day on loop. does that count? Drank hard liquor: as I said, I dont drink Lost glasses/contacts: Nope!! theyre my treasure, im extremely blind without them Sex on first date: under special circumstances, ye Broken someone’s heart: YUP what a trashcan I was. oh, the memories Been arrested: no!!!!!! but I did get a police warning once oops Turned someone down: once or twice?? or thrice. im a heartbreaker Fallen for a friend: yup

DO YOU BELIEVE:

In yourself: I think I do now!! Miracles: yup, always have faith for a last second miracle Love at first sight: hmmm nah Heaven: id rather the ghosts be around, I like the thought of that Santa Claus: he delivers me coke. a nice guy

[mysticalreadingnerd]

Let Me Warm Your Heart (Part 6)

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 |

Words: 2656

Summary: Love isn’t always rosy summers spent floating on tender clouds of euphoria. Sometimes it is loneliness and bracing the cold winters alone. Y/N and Credence both find the atmospheric dreariness reflected in their lives, separated as they are now.

 Disclaimer: I don’t own any character of the FBAWTFT universe. I wouldn’t have to spend time slogging over studies if that were true.

Warnings: None

It was truly strange how life brought things into perspective too late. For some reason, Y/N remembered the time when she and Credence had bumped into each other late in the evening. This had happened a few days after coming across him in front of Broadway. She had been bone tired after a gruelling training session and didn’t watch where she was heading. That had resulted in stumbling head along into someone. And that someone had just happened to be Credence. Maybe it was the fates that kept pulling her thread towards his, interweaving them in such an ironical manner, judging by the way she always chanced upon him in the unlikeliest of places. Y/N had apologized profusely for her clumsiness, fearing that she had hurt him. She sat there, unaware that she was practically straddling him, a dozen flyers strewn around them. He had just stared at her for a while, not believing his luck and then smiled saying, “It’s okay. I was just thinking about you.”

The wind had rustled his hair and his earnest expression had sent a warm tingle in her heart, his eyes shining in the evening light and a small goofy smile alight on his face. That was when she had started falling for him, she suspected. There were many similar instances that were literal neon signs screaming ‘you’re in love’ now that she thought of it. The way his ears turned bright red when Y/N lightly teased him about being a ladies’ man after at least 3 elderly women had smiled at him. She thought he was adorable. The way his mouth made a surprised O when he had his first coffee, his calloused hands being soothingly warmed by its heat. This innocence needs to be protected, she had mused. The way he stood silently watching over the kids from the NSPS, making sure that they didn’t get into trouble with Mary Lou (it didn’t matter even if he did instead). How the dreary light of the oncoming winter made his sharp features stand out even more, with the shadows dancing across his face. But above all, it was the kindness that emanated from his chocolate brown eyes when he smiled at the lost kid they had found. Credence had managed to stop him from wailing even when she had been unable to. 

She had been trying to deny it all this time, hoping that what she had felt was merely concern over a suffering boy she had stumbled across during a case. When in fact, she had been falling for the silent strength and gentleness with whose brilliance his soul shined. Y/N dragged a weary hand over her face, hoping she could be anywhere but this dimly lit room and wondered what Credence was doing right now. It was late afternoon and it been exactly three weeks since she had last seen him. He was probably scouting for a place for the next scheduled rally if her internal Credence tracker was correct. She thought about him often, at times, unaware that she was doing so until her mind had been consumed with the thoughts of the reticent man, thinking about how he used to smile at her with joy or look puzzled at something she said which he didn’t comprehend. 

Y/N shivered in her seat and idly wondered whether he was weathering the winter cold still clad in his threadbare jacket. That was more than likely to be the case. The first snow had made its appearance the day before and had it been up to her, the boy would be bundled up under a thick pile of blankets and made to spend the whole day lazing around in bed while warm, home-cooked meals kept him full. But it was no use pondering about how things should have been when it was no longer in her hands to change them. She had decided that being out of his sight would probably be the best thing to do. After all, out of sight meant out of mind right? She groaned internally, cursing herself. 

She knew better than anyone that Credence was starved for affection and given the attention she had been giving him, it was unlikely that he would forget her. If she had only been able to meet him once more, she could have cooked up a reason and made it seem like an assignment abroad. At least he wouldn’t worry about her and in turn, she for him. She had avoided the areas that they frequented and taken up longer work hours just to avoid accidently meeting him. But a part of her hoped that their paths would cross, just so that she could see him. See him and make sure that he was okay. But instead, Y/N found herself overseeing the interrogation of the wizard they had arrested for torturing Muggles. It shouldn’t have warranted her personal attention, but something about the man seemed… off. 

For one, he refused to talk with any of the Aurors. No manner of questioning had yielded any results and President Picquery had been at her wits end as to how to make him talk. There had been growing concerns ever since Grindelwald had disappeared from Europe and if a probable henchman of his turned up in America is would spell problems for the MACUSA. Y/N stood behind a screened wall, a one way glass blocking the criminal’s view. But despite that, for the past one hour, ignoring all questions aimed at him, he kept staring straight at her. It seemed as if he was aware of her presence and was drilling a hole through the glass with his gaze. His slit-like black eyes followed her every move and it felt as if he were sizing her up. Chalking this notion as absurd, she signalled the interrogating Auror to step aside and took up the reins in her own hands. The moment she entered the room, he looked up at her, the first movement that he had made since he had been brought there. He considered her with a slight tilt of his neck, like a snake coiling and uncoiling, curious of its prey.

Y/N checked the reports related to his arrest, most of them not giving up much information about him except for vague facts about how he tortured the victims to near insanity using demonic forces. He had been a pain to restrain, the backlash of his magic bringing down an entire warehouse and nearly obliterating three agents. He had managed to escape twice before they had finally caught him, half passed out from using too much blood for his sacrifices (apparently, demon summoning required magical blood, much to their relief in this case). She had met her share of crazy, blood purists in her time as an Auror but nothing made her skin scrawl more than the dead black eyes staring at her. Y/N shrugged off the sinister vibes aimed at her. 

“Let’s stop this pretence and get to the point, shall we? We have enough evidence to persecute you, and what awaits you doesn’t look good. Torture of innocent Muggles, one of whom was an ambassador, flagrant misuse of magic, use of dark rituals, forbidden blood magic, destruction of property through magical means in contradiction to secrecy laws, besides violating at least 40 other clauses of the International Statute of Secrecy.  It will be easier to just talk and may be the MACUSA could be a bit lenient. You either speak up or face the execution squad. There’s no means of escape.” The man, Asian from his appearance, didn’t blink even once as he considered her words. As soon as she was done speaking, a snicker escaped him, at first low in pitch. Bubbling up his throat, it grew louder and louder until it was a full blown laugh. The hair on her arms stood up at end as the air surrounding them crackled with magic.

“You are funny”, he said, a smirk painted on his face. He hadn’t moved an inch from where he had been sitting throughout the interrogation, restrained with bindings, recovering from battle injuries without even his wand on him.  Being able to channel magic despite that meant that he was dangerous beyond their comprehension. If he were to unleash his true powers, burning the MACUSA to the ground with no one else standing would be cake walk for him. Calmly, in a silent show of her authority Y/N stood up and spoke, “You can rethink your stance on this. It would be better to talk instead of wasting your energy like this. But you won’t have long.”

She exited the room to the sound of his booming laughter, as Aurors rushed towards the room to secure him. She ordered them to keep him in complete isolation, tied up and no one to enter his cell without her express permission. This was a matter more grave than she had imagined. They would have to use force if necessary and though she didn’t like using underhanded means, the alternative seemed grimmer than they could afford. She would have to report to the President soon and though she wasn’t looking forward to it, Percival Graves too. Dark times were here.

Credence looked up when a hand tapped on his arm for a flyer, but the touch was too rough, too hasty to be hers. Still, ever hopeful, his gaze did a quick sprint to the person’s face only to be disappointed. Yet again. It was just another street-side vendor looking for ways to pass his break time. He sighed as his Ma droned on in the background, his body slumping further into its perpetual slouch. He wondered for the umpteenth time where Y/N was. It had been 21 days since she had last met him. Not that he had been counting or anything. It wasn’t that they had decided to meet up regularly (it usually happened through mere coincidences) but this was quite unusual for her. He had grown so used to her presence in his life that her sudden absence made it that much harder. 

It felt like a lifetime since he had last seen her. Not just in his imagination or conjured up in his dreams like a wisp of a memory but in person, seen her brimming with life and filling his own with vibrancy, felt her laugh vibrate through his ear drums, touched her soft, unmarred hand as it warmed his own along with his ever beating heart, which sped up every time their eyes met. He just wished to see her once more, if for nothing else, but to make sure that she was okay. He had been worried sick by all the disastrous ‘what ifs’ that his mind had conjured over her prolonged disappearance and his heart ached with longing and sadness, anxious for her well being and hurting at her unexplained absence. Before his mind went off on a similar tangent, he scanned the crowd again just to make sure that she wasn’t there. 

It comprised of the usual people mixed in with a few unfamiliar faces, spread across ages, some of them curious, others whiling away time with nothing better to do. Credence was about to look away when an elderly woman standing on the periphery caught his eye. Being short in height she struggled to see what was happening and stood on her tiptoes. Silently, he withdrew from his position and approached her, hoping to help her navigate the crowd. 

Unsure whether to call out or to tap on her shoulder to draw her attention, he was put out of his indecision when the lady lost her balance and stumbled across his feet. He steadied her reflexively as a few of the flyers slipped from his grasp. A strong sense of déjà vu hit him when he realised that this was how he and Y/N had first met.  A pair of kind eyes looked at him as the woman regained her balance, her hand resting on his arm for support. Credence did his best not to flinch at the touch. He still found it difficult unless it was Y/N’s. “Thank you, young man.” A lilting voice accompanied the warm smile. She seemed vaguely familiar but he couldn’t quite place where he had seen her, if at all. Maybe he had seen her at a previous rally. “I hope I didn’t hurt you, child.” 

Credence looked at her once again, struck afresh by the words she spoke. Then he remembered her. It was the same woman who he had met during a rally, the kind Asian grandma who had complemented him on his name. Today she had donned a flowing winter coat instead of a kimono, so he couldn’t recognise her in the first instance but the homely aura still clung to her demeanour. In response to her question, he merely shook his head. “I’m glad”, she hummed in relief, “It wouldn’t sit right with me if I hurt a sweet soul like you, even if unknowingly.” Her words though gentle hit him in the gut. He looked at his adoptive mother, who was winding up her speech, calling supporters to come forth when they petitioned for wider public awareness. Coldness crept in his chest and settled there. Lost in his thoughts, he didn’t notice the woman observing him carefully.

“Credence?” he looked at the grandma again, surprised that she had remembered his name after all this time. “Don’t look so surprised. I may be old, but my memory is like an elephant’s”, she chuckled at her own joke, its meaning lost on him. “Besides, I could never forget a handsome boy as you even if I tried.” Crimson dusted his cheeks at the compliment and he remembered Y/N’s words of being a natural ladies’ man. It couldn’t be true, could it? “I’m not”, he muttered denying any such notions. “I won’t insist on it if you’re uncomfortable but I speak nothing but the truth.” Her eyes twinkled and he couldn’t help the small lift the corner of his lips did. 

“Credence?” Another voice called out to him ,this time louder and more impatient, lacking all warmth that the previous caller had. The chill in his chest spread to his bones, creeping into his marrow. His attention whipped to the centre of the crowd where his mother stood looking at him with calculative eyes. “Duty calls, I presume?” the old woman asked, sizing up the elder Barebone now approaching them. Credence gulped, unsure whether he had done anything wrong or not. “Hello, I hope there isn’t any problem?” Mary Lou assessed the single flyer that had escaped his notice when they had bumped, her eyes flashing though a smile adorned her face. 

The lady smiled and said, “None at all. This fine man here was just helping me pick up the flyer I dropped in my clumsiness, silly old me can’t do much except live out my abundant pensions you see. From what he told me, your cause seems quite noteworthy. I’d love to hear more about it.”  Mary Lou gave him a once over, before deciding that things seemed fairly in order and launching into an in depth campaign talk with the woman. 

Credence couldn’t help but be bemused at how she had managed to divert Ma’s attention and saved his skin in the process. He silently thanked her, glad that angels similar to Y/N were still present in this world. He let out a sigh, all would be well with life if only he could meet her soon. “Don’t dally, there’s work to do”, his mother said to him over her shoulder, a cold look freezing him in his tracks. She glared at the flyer on the ground in a silent warning. Picking up the fallen flyer with his icy fingers, Credence hoped he could see Y/N before this winter froze his heart beyond redemption.  

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A/N: My procrastinating ass has no excuse besides being totally unproductive since the last update. Sigh. Not completely happy with this but I needed to get plot rolling forward. I will eternally hate filler chapters. Message me to be added to the tag list. The last three tags don’t seem to detect you guys, please tweak your settings to enable tags.

~ Mystical reading nerd

[crantzypants]

SO I recently found a message I wrote to myself, answering just some stupid questions, but I wanted to post them here and then reanswer them because apparently I made this New Years Eve 2015 into 2016.

End of 2015/Start of 2016: 

Current number of followers: 28 The last thing I REALLY posted was the "You cannot YIFF the cat, sir", and I'm very proud of that. I'm currently about to make a post with Bill being the Prettiest Girl at the Party. Bloomy is gonna kill me..... 

2017: I have 238 followers, for some reason. Not quite sure how, but I won’t complain. Last thing I personally posted was bragging like a jackass about RvB haha.

Friends made through Tumblr: only Bloomy, but that really doesn't count at all. (Here's to talking with y'all more and maybe makin some more online friends!!) 

2017: Bloomy you always count. And I adore the friends I have made on this site. (Hatey, Peeps, Wandy, I love you three so much). There are some people I follow and are mutuals I’d love to get to know as well though :D

Current thoughts: Damn I have an entire play to reread and sound design for. 

2017: I am so tired, and I won’t foreseeably have a break until four weeks from now when the play I am working on is solidly on its feet.

Current Book: Ready Player One. Really good, btw 

2017: The Everything Box. Hopefully after that will be The Last Unicorn.

Music/Band: Oldies, always and forever. Band wise, been listening to a ton of NSP. 

2017: Truly, some things never change.

TV shows/Fandoms: just got back into Supernatural (Which we don't take seriously, giving us some of the greatest jokes like asking if a character "Is gonna cwy wittle baby", Dean's mom, how Sam and Cas get bullied on the playground, and Mom bingo (the idea Cas has a list of all the characters moms and is trying to bang them so he can get " Bingo"). Along with the idea that I can quote the line before the character says it and fortelling what will happen) Also, Gravity Falls (Just got the news its last episode is Feb.15) and Wander Over Yonder.....can't think of anything else show wise.....I guess Fandom wise, also Undertale

2017: So....so much TAZ and RvB. And Voltron now that it is back. Looking forward soooooooooooooooooooo hard to Brooklyn 99 like DUDE. And while I am not in the fandom, Tales from the Borderlands will always be in my heart forever. Also I haven’t watch Rick and Morty yet like wtf? 

Ships?: I mean I usually make fun of all ships (not the IDEA of shipping, I just like making fun OF ships. It's funny and humorous to me), but Fiddauthor is good, and Supernatural reminded me I really like Destiel. Hmmm, I'm sure there are some other ships...eh, oh well. You know what this goes up today next year so yeah, I can get on board with people who ship Syl and Peeps  

2017: Just ship all of everything. Shipping is great when wars are not forged around them.

Best Part of 2015: Australia, making new friends, finally feeling at home in college by my senior year. 

2017: Having found a job that I really enjoy in theater, learning about my love of writing and trying to teach myself and learn more to improve my writing skills. Having friends at work, still being able to be friends with old college friends and a family who loves me.

What do I think 2016 will bring?: Graduation, the fear of not getting a job, the actuality of probably getting a job in theater after fretting for a while, more friends and opportunities, staying in touch with friends and family, the hope I can travel again. 

2017: Hopefully the rest of 2017 will have me grow in my theater job, and that it will become easier, and that I will have time to write. Possibly go back to school in order to creatively write. Continue to talk with people and be more open towards new opportunities and become more willing to take risks.

 Anything to improve on?: Sound Design Skills, maybe tone it down a bit in the real world with not being a stereotypical smol angry. 

2017: Not feel like everything is out of my control, not have a panic attack, learn that I don’t fuck everything up.

Any notes?: Keep on Meming, my friends.

2017: Love yourself and those around you.