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I don't know whether to be excited or afraid that Rayla has taken Runaan's position as team leader. I think I like it, though. Katolis has been her home for the last couple of months. She knows this place, and its people, more than Runaan does. She should lead the way.
#tdp#tdp spoilers#runaan#rayla#tdp s7 spoilers#i can't believe they're back in the tree#i love the tree shot so much#and now it's even angstier#who knew that was even an option#this show is angsty tree shots all the way down
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Do you think if the trolls all came back, like everything in the main comic did happen and they were alive again. Do you think Feferi would actually forgive Eridan? Or want to even be his friend after everything? I don't personally like the erisol and fefertasprite interaction…felt rushed…..so I just wanted to know your opinion if things were different! :)
Yeah, I think they would be! Feferi is one of the trolls who takes dying the least badly (relentless optimism) and Eridan does genuinely feel bad, which means a lot when it's Eridan. I think she really is genuine when she says she wants them to be friends and also that she's really not the type of person to hold a grudge, and like... death is SUPER cheap in Homestuck, it's really not the horrific, irredeemable, irreperable damage that it is IRL - and if you're talking about (Feferi) and (Eridan), then they're both dead (and irrelevent) now, so the score is kind of even.
In general, the fandom - I mean, people in general, really - tend to have difficulty divorcing themselves from other people. We tend to assume that the people and characters they like will hold similar opinions to themselves. This is how people who like Karkat and don't like Eridan can mentally gloss over or even block out their clear, close friendship, or how people who dislike Cronus can end up overlooking that Meenah actually takes his opinion seriously and unironically defends his wizard thing. Feferi really isn't mad at Eridan or upset about dying the way we probably would be, because she's friends with the horrorterrors, relentlessly cheerful, comfortable with death in general, and death is also just not really that big of a deal in this setting. "I'm really sorry about that, that was shitty of me" is honestly probably all the apology she needs, especially if they came back to life anyway.
#i dunno in general the fandom loves to blow stuff up#and make it all way way angstier than it needs to be or was even shown to be#by all accounts feferi takes dying really well#im sure shes still not STOKED to be eridan's friend again but out of all her faults#holding long unreasonable grudges isnt really one of them#(that's a kanaya thing actually)#eridan's always gonna be an annoying pest to her in large doses but i think she basically thinks of him as a friend#also eridan responds to problems overwhelmingly with Fight#so this idea that eridan will be forever mopey and angsty also doesnt ring true to his character#if anything i can see him becoming annoying again because now he won't stop fucking apologizing#like bro chill its fine already oh my god why is everyt)(ing suc)( a PRODUCTION wit)( you#because thats the last point too like#homestuck always returns to humor#hussie even says in the book commentary that homestuck is lighthearted and comedic at its core#that it keeps returning to that as a touchstone#even during its tensest moments like murderstuck theres just constant funnies and gags#so i just end up going kinda :/ when an interpretation is purely maudlin or cathartic#like its more homestuck when its funny and characters treating murder with the same gravitas as irl#not only doesnt make sense in universe where death is cheap - ESPECIALLY for trolls#but also just doesn't really feel very homestuck to me#but that is 100% personal taste so if you like that stuff by all means keep enjoying it lol#you just arent going to get uber angst from me u_u
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Edwin puts his notebook in his left shirt pocket because it has his family crest on it and he wants to keep it close to his heart. Despite his familial relationships being "tenuous" (see: them neglecting him and failing to look for him after he disappeared). Despite everything. Because it connects him to people he loved. Even if they didn't love him. I am Unwell
#edwin payne#george rexstrew#gr cameos#and NOW MY NOTEBOOK THEORIES ARE EVEN ANGSTIER#dead boy detectives#dbda
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I think it makes perfect sense that Imogen doesn’t want to save the gods, given that she’s tried to connect with them before and been ignored.
It’s sort of a self-fulfilling prophecy - of course the gods are going to avoid her, when her powers come from an entity designed to destroy them. If gods can recognise greatness, and strength, and dormant powers, I’m sure they can detect that sliver of Ruidus tied to her soul. She feels tainted, and she didn’t know why for such a long time, but I suspect the gods did.
And given that her Ruidus powers have been dormant inside her for her whole life, it makes sense that she’s been influenced by its desires, Predathos’ instincts bleeding through and quietly influencing her. Of course she’d be predisposed to rejecting the pantheon as a result.
I know a lot of people read that as selfish, but I think it’s way more complicated than that - and that’s why I love Imogen, for her complicatedness. She’s constantly fighting for control, trying to make sense of powers she didn’t ask for and sometimes making poor choices, wrong judgements. And that’s okay, it’s what makes her interesting.
#critical role#imogen temult#laura bailey#critical role spoilers#my phone autocorrected complicatedness into complicated mess and honestly that works too#I love you for it regardless#don’t get me started on her feelings about control now she knows Delilah is there for all her private moments with Laudna#there’s a fic in the making after the last episode that just got even juicier#and by juicier I mean angstier#imodna#laudna#delilah briarwood
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I read your Immortal AU tag all the way back to August 2023. Love love love Perky!! Have you made/would you consider making an FAQ for the AU??
Holy crap August 2023??? Gee it's been that that long already?? So so so happy to hear that! Im pretty messy when showing them so I'm glad that tiny old fool is liked <3
I haven't made one! To be honest I kinda forgot those existed lmao. I should probably do that, even I sometimes forget what I've answered and what I haven't
Though b4 that I should probably figure out how to answer a few that have been sitting in the mail,,,
#i also need to spin the wheel on what comic to do next#the options go from 'Stupid af' to 'bittersweet long ass one' to 'unspoken angst' to 'Even Angstier animatic im not even sure i can make'#to also just 'ok now cuddle'#and a bit of 'ok but what if i just get really into the backstory of this oc. Because to know 'em you gonna know all the others b4 this one-#-even tho ppl are here for dca mostly'#okay i actually have. a lot of options#maybe i should narrow that down#but yeah! FAQ is actually a very great idea thank you so very much from reminding me that exists <3#i should work on a fixed post too with the tagging n stuff#pats u in the head. welcome to the perkeo cult Pillowspace that is the ceo of for some reason#immortal au#immortal au ask#almariza-alakazam
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Comfyvember 2
Story: The Four (original) Prompts: Favourite song — Holding hands — Walking and talking
Note: The first syllable of "Myrian/Myriath" is meant to be pronounced MEER, not MIRE.
The bed was soft, the blankets warm, the darkness eased by silver bands of moonlight that stretched across the floor through the wide open windows that let in the soothing rush and sigh of waves rolling onto the beach. And yet Timor could not sleep.
The boy sat on the low bench by the window nearest his bed, hugging his knees to his chest as he gazed out over the sea. The moon was only half-full, yet it limned the crests of the gentle waves as they curled over and tumbled back down into the black depths.
For once, Timor wasn't afraid of the darkness or his unfamiliar surroundings. His heart was too heavy for fear. Too numb.
Perhaps that's the answer I've been seeking, he thought with a sigh of bone-deep weariness. The key to courage is to be so wounded you can feel nothing more.
“That is the sigh of a man twice your age,” a voice said softly behind him.
Timor's heart didn't so much leap as give a feeble lurch of surprise. It helped that he instantly recognized Farawin's voice. He didn't look up as the Myrian crossed the room on softly slippered feet. “C-Can't sleep,” Timor mumbled, still staring out into the dark night.
“I thought as much.” Farawin stopped at his side, folding long-fingered hands that almost seemed to glow in the moonlight. “That is why I sought you out.”
“Even if you t-tuck me in, I won't b-be able t-to sleep.”
“I am not here to play nursemaid, my friend. But as long as we are both awake...will you walk with me?”
Timor looked up at him. Farawin's pale skin was luminous in the moonlight, the silvery scale-like patches of skin on his cheeks and neck shimmering in a way they didn't in full daylight. His long, golden hair had been washed and pulled back in an elaborate web of braids such as Timor hadn't seen since the first day they'd met. But unlike that day (so long ago it seemed), there was nothing but compassion and understanding in those sea-green eyes.
Farawin held out a hand. With another weary sigh, Timor took it and let his friend help him to his feet.
It wasn't until they'd passed quietly through the corridors of the Myrian palace and stepped out onto the main street that Timor realized Farawin had never let go of his hand. He didn't mind, though. It felt good to have something to hold onto.
There were few people out at this time of night, so for most of their midnight stroll, there was no one to stare at the elegant Myrian prince walking hand-in-hand with a scrawny, dark-haired human boy who walked with slumped shoulders and nibbled at the finely embroidered sleeve of the tunic he'd been given.
After a few minutes, Timor realized the white cobblestones of the main street of Myriath were fading away into a simple stone-lined path. “Where are we g-going?”
“To the Ash-Phanash.” Farawin pointed along the path they followed, which led to a round building on the edge of the cliff Timor had seen out his window. The dome shone white in the moonlight.
“What is it?”
“I think you would call it a temple,” Farawin said. “It is where we sing praises to the Great Eagle, and where we hold meetings and rituals. When the moon is full, singers pass in and out in shifts, so that the building is filled with unceasing song both night and day.” He looked down at Timor with a little smile. “But tonight, we shall have the Ash-Phanash all to ourselves.”
They walked the rest of the way in silence. The Ash-Phanash had no doors blocking the entryway, so they simply walked in through an archway made of marble or some other white stone. After passing through a dark passageway where Timor clung even tighter to Farawin's hand, they emerged in an enormous round room.
Far above their heads, the dome they'd seen before stretched like the sky above them. Seats rose in tiers all around them, carved from the same white stone and covered with small round cushions for people to sit on. There were no torches or candles to light the enormous room, but somehow it didn't seem dark and gloomy. There were windows all around, letting in the moonlight as well as the fresh sea breeze.
Farawin led the way to the highest tier of seats, and they settled down on matching red cushions near a window that looked back over Myriath in the distance. Timor was glad to get off his feet; he hadn't realized how far they'd walked. Not to mention that he was still recovering from their flight to the island.
Peace seemed to permeate the very walls of the Ash-Phanash. Timor closed his eyes, listening to the distant echoes of the surf crashing against the cliff far below. Something in his chest loosened. He opened his eyes again and looked up at Farawin. “D-Do you have any songs for-for...for when you've...l-lost somebody?”
The sorrow that had been swimming deep in Farawin's eyes now bobbed to the surface. “Yes,” he murmured. “Would you like to hear one?”
Timor nodded.
Instead of bursting into song then and there, Farawin got to his feet and walked back down to the center of the amphitheater, motioning for Timor to remain seated. When he finally got to the small dais they'd passed on their way up, Farawin turned to face Timor again. He looked very small and far away.
Putting a hand over his heart, Farawin opened his mouth, and a melody as pure and clear as moonlight poured from his lips, as distinctly as if Farawin still stood beside him. Timor couldn't understand the words, if words they even were, but he sat there and let them wash over him like the waves on the beach.
In fact, there was something to the music that was reminiscent of the ebb and flow of the tide, of the wind rustling the trees, of water lapping against a boat, of the swelling and diminishing of the moon.
Time rolled on. The sea was ever-changing, yet ever the same. Timor closed his eyes again, and felt something like peace fill his chest where before had only been pain.
#comfy-vember 2024#favorite song#holding hands#walking and talking#the four#timor#farawin#i think this one is even longer and angstier than the first one lol DX#i just can't seem to write comfort unless i establish VERY clearly that they have something they need to be comforted FOR#i've rewritten the beginning of this story three or four times by now but never actually made it to this point#in the original version they've just dealt with one of their companions being killed in front of them#then i took that character out of the story and then i killed somebody else instead#and i think there was another version where that character would turn out to be captured by the enemy rather than killed?#suffice to say this story is just all a big jumble now (mostly because it's been over twenty years since i first came up with it)#and i haven't decided exactly how i want things to go#so i just kept things vague#but this particular scene is one i've had clearly in mind since i was twelve#so it's kind of surreal that i've actually put it on the page at last
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Drops Fantasy AU. Doesn't elaborate. Leave. (I mean I don't have much but I can and will elaborate if given the opportunity to lol)
#It's not called DnD AU cuz Idk enough about DnD sorry :( I don't even know all the classes like this is ranger right ? Cool bow dude#Anyway Luke is a ranger and Clive Is Not. Clive is faking it so hard but that guy has never used a bow before help him#Fantasy AU is the last thing keeping me sane rn :)) It's mostly projection and vent. Most traumas are increased tenfold#Clive endured SO MUCH in this I'm not even kidding. I'm sorry Clive I love you but you're getting that angstier backstory or so help me#clive dove#Luke triton#unwound future spoilers#lost future spoilers#My art#Fantasy AU#I think it's VERY funny how I usually post at 3 am but this one has been scheduled for like. 10 hours now#Cuz I'm sick (got a cold wow) so I know I'll be sleeping by like 8 pm lol
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what if i told u i impulsively started writing another rich kid asshole jaemin fic during my 10 minute study break and now im devastated because i have to get back to studying.
#i can only write for 10 minutes at a time bcs i have a upcoming deadline recitation i want to cry.#this one was inspired by my friend(?) who suddenly cut us off recently and started acting like a pretentious asshole<333#its a lot angstier and a lot more unhinged than top of the world that much i can tell u 😔😔😔#bye i have to actually study now im about to cry ive been studying nonstop this whole weekend yet ive barely even made a DENT
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whenever I have a bad day, all I have to do is think.
"what will happen to Magnus after Alec dies?"
And my day gets worse.
#oh i go absolutely FERAL and my heart shatters completely when i think about this dont even#i never even read fanfics of this cause my brain is alr angstier than anything i've ever read and ever will read.#poor poor magnus im going to cry now#magnus bane#shadowhunters chronicle#alec lightwood#alexander lightwood#alexander gideon lightwood#malec#gay
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I'm suspicious of people who don't like Thomastair. Like why do you hate hope, man, why do you hate joy
Fr, fr, why do you hate happiness. Are you so afraid you’ll never experience that happiness. Are you so afraid you’ll be swept away by a wave while looking for a conch shell of happiness that you won’t go to the beach? Are you so afraid you’ll never feel see that elusive sparkle of love peaking out from behind a cloud that you shake your fist at the suns rays and run for the closure of your bitterness when the sky starts to darken?
#Also feel the exact same way about Henry and Charlotte#I love Matthew incredibly much but the moment someone starts talking about why Charlotte is the “worst” I’m like oh. you’re one of those#One of those “totally disregard all the characters from TID so you can make your blorbo angstier”#“Totally diss this other character so I can take the easy way and blame someone else for my characters problem instead of doing what you-#Should do which is analyze your blorbo and realize that of course their problems aren’t their fault it’s a mixture of circumstances and-#As a human being blorbo is flawed and that doesn’t make him any less worthy of love or any less of person and blaming other characters -#Cheapens that”#Also I haven’t met many people who don’t like Henry but somehow all the ones who do manage to be ableist#“He’s literally useless. He just walks around like an idiot. I mean what’s even the point if you’re like that?#-shockingly someone who favors autism speaks#Same person once hit me with things like “what do autsitic people even do for society. If I was disabled I’d just kill myself. It’s so -#Sad you’re autistic now you can’t get married. Autistic people really shouldn’t have kids they can’t be good parents”#Look man all the people who don’t like Henry bring it around to some variation of “he’s useless”#Literally in way world#Doesn’t align with your ableist opinion on what makes someone a full person or what constitutes love sure#But you’re incredibly wrong and all autistic people hate you#In short: people hate to see the girlies winning
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Thank you so much for the reikei art! They look so so...so soft?? I cannot describe it in a way that'd make perfect sense, but they're soft?? The way Rei looks at Keito and how... Keito's body language is just...Well, despite that little '...', but you know how that megane is. Thank you for the food; I'm going to be thinking about them for a veeerry long time!
kjfgjkgjgk i love soft reikei like you have no idea…im supremely obsessed with ‘childhood best friends who dramatically fall apart only to slowly come back together’ dynamic like its so. so peak (why do you think im such a big madakana fan lmao). every time i draw reikei i am thinking of how even after everything they would get to a place like this and thats probably why everything turns out so sappy…ty ty ty
#even when i write angst of them its soft angst#just cus#maybe someday ill go angstier who knows#for now tho soft n melty is good#tho actually now that i think about it based on some reactions to fics ive thought were ‘soft angst’#maybe my scale for that is off#thinking of the time i posted that wataei fic like ‘i dont think this is too angsty or anything ^^’ and a mutual was like#dude what the hell. this HURT.
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current plan is to post the Lethan prompt like first thing when I wake up (it's like 99% done but im on eepy meds rn and don't trust myself to proof read) and then try and finish A Miracle Too Good To Be True after
#miracle shaping up to be even angstier than the original vision i had of it#krauser hurting leon rlly bad physically and then starting to hurt luis but stopping and telling leon to come kill luis himself as revenge#against umbrella and continuously reminding leon throughout the fight that luis is umbrella. luis is leon's enemy 🥰#but i have to write the action scene now. i dont want to i don't like writing action. but i Gotta#i have the whole thing mentally choreographed it's just getting thst into words it's so hard
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thoma and lannion switch with tanjirou and nezuko with lanni as the slayer and thoma as the demon.
EVERYTHING BEING STRICTLY PLATONIC TOO !!! >u<
#sydney speaks!!#silly little guys switch with even sillier little guys..#now the only thing i need is to decide if its a kny-esque setting or a pirate au setting with the whole rankings stay the same..#thoma and lannion are so baby argh#kai’s gonna have a field day with this lmao (he’s gonna make this au ten times angstier)
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The heart wants toxic yuri and drunk calls and drunken confessions but the mind tells me to be a responsible adult living in the real world with a 9-5 😐
#why is this world so boring why can't i be an immortal witch who dies every night in the battlefield only to be cleaned up and resurrected#in secrecy from my gf who hates fighting but only to be found out to her horror and be cleaned and picked up by my gf every night#why can't healing magic exist in the form of girls kissing why can't i be puking flowers if im puking anyway#like healing and doing better is great but god is it boring lmao#i kinda miss how dramatic my first unofficial heartbreak was.. like that was bad for my health but very interesting for the plot#now instead i journal and play an instrument and don't talk to ppl abt how i feel and work a stable job and hang out with my friends#WHICH ARE NORMAL PEOPLE ACTIVITIES and i think it's good to be being a normal person rn but i haven't had a like. big dramatic cry yet.#i cried before the break up but i haven't really had a big sob or anything after it and part of me misses feeling the range of emotions#like i was angstier when i was 15 this experience has been so calm and muted it even surprises me i feel like i should feel more hurt abt it#alas i missed my best chance to like actually act heartbroken. like if i do anything now it's kinda gonna be more for the experience and bit#god it's the theatre kid in me lmao i just. i want to experience what it's like crying and calling drunk walking home in your friend's arms#but ig if ur w ur friends they wouldn't let u call ur ex? so ig walking home alone at night drunk and crying!#but that feels unsafe. so maybe just. drunk alone at home? but that also feels like a liability#what do u even say on the call? im drunk can u pick me up pls? 💀💀💀 i don't think that's gonna work.#ok god i need to stop thinking abt this lmao im gonna be tempted to do it for fun but aaa self control self control#think instead abt the independent project u have. and ur diagnostic score. and the fact that u already broke ur favorite shirt.#where do ppl get interesting lives. the older i get the more my life has settled down into some stable npc life which i do like. but still.#can't help but realize i live in a very different world than most ppl. my coworker constantly asks me how old i really am.
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thinking about the dark urge is giving me the drive to write fanfic like never before
#again: don’t hold me to this i fantasise more about writing than i actually write#hhhhhhhnnngggg i love the dark urge#the narrative !! the angst !! all of it !!#i need recommendations for books with similar characters RIGHT now#it’s also giving me ideas for an oc that already existed but now is going to be even angstier >:)
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Ooooh this is so interesting!
When most people say Mary should’ve been attached to Moriarty, they use it as a way to turn her into a full-tilt villain and ultimately remove her from the equation, and that always irritates me.
But this. This is really cool. Oh you know what would’ve been the perfect fit? If Mary had been one of the assassins Moriarty put in place after Sherlock’s fall to monitor his friends to try and make sure Sherlock was really dead, with instructions to kill John if she got any inkling that Sherlock might’ve faked it. And considering Sherlock was actively hunting those assassins down and arresting/killing them during his time away, that would’ve made a really cool storyline. Like she was sent to do a job, and once she finds out he’s alive she’s supposed to kill John, but like…. she really is in love with him, and Moriarty is dead now, and the rest of his network is gone so…. Wow. Yeah that would’ve been such a perfect fit.
Though I guess they didn’t go that route because that story was kind of done already with Irene. The whole “Big M sent me after you, but I fell in love with you so now I regret it” thing. But I still think it would’ve been great.
“I don’t think she is evil and I don’t think she is a beast. She has had a job [a]nd she’s done beastly things, but so has most of the people in Sherlock. I mean John Watson would have killed people, that’s not a great thing. [H]e’s a soldier and everyone in Sherlock would have killed people, It’s just that she’s done it more and better than them.”
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Martin Freeman defending Mary Watson’s character when called evil (x)
Word!!!!
(via lilsherlockian1975)
Maybe it’s the “better than them” part that has them hung up….
#this would’ve been even angstier and more heartbreaking than it already was in canon#like John was just mad that she lied about who she was#but imagine if she had actually been a threat to him and working for their greatest enemy#oh the trust issues that would ensue#as if they didn’t already#I wonder how that would’ve effected the whole her shooting Sherlock plot point though#because it SURELY would’ve come out that she was an operative like as soon as Sherlock made his return#because he would know#oh but you know what#in canon he noticed that she was suspicious from the beginning but ignored it because he liked her and they were friends#what if that same thing happened in this au and he DID know who she was and what she’d been sent to do#but he deduced when he met her for the first time that she really did love John and wasn’t a threat to him anymore#so he didn’t say anything#and then that leads into the whole thing where Magnussen uses the info to blackmail her#oh my god it’s all coming together now#😂#sherlock au#I love this so much#mary morstan#sherlock meta#kinda#bbc sherlock#Moriarty#John Watson#warstan
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