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Simone and Lauren have every right to be pissed about the direction their characters were taken in. They got cast to play these complex characters and accepted their roles hoping to expand on said characters, just to be written out after the strike with no personal character development. There’s so much more they could have done and could still be doing with the adult characters, specifically Lottie and Van who never really got a chance to grow and find their footing.
#van palmer#lauren ambrose#simone kessell#yellowjackets#lottie matthews#i don’t really talk about it because i still love the show but the adult timeline has really gone downhill#it should have been a character study on trauma not a comedic side plot and these talented actresses are being wasted#i’m not defending the showrunners anymore now that they’ve gone om record and said they decided to just do what they think is fun#instead of expanding on and honouring the story they wrote in season one#yj critical#yj spoilers
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AUGH I’d love to see more time looping odile if possible,,,,, how do you think she’d like; “devolve” over each of the acts as compared to Siffrin over time :O
ok im gonna be honest i did like portrait edits months ago and just never finished them. so here you go
act 3:
act 5:
#some of them are still missing... I'll edit this post if I finish them as well#isat#isat spoilers#odile loops au#day 108#isat odile#i'm too lazy to individually export them in transparent atm...#tell me if yall ever need it#edit: I FORGOT TO ANSWER THE QUESTION#I mean yeah technically the portraits work but I do have Thoughts about this#I just think that throughout the loops odile becomes more. annoyed. and irritated#Like by act 3 fighting isn't really amusing anymore#dying/getting frozen is. ah. welp#But by act 5 she's just speedrunning#Just super irritated. like die already i've got variables to test#act 3 frozen is a momentary rest; the break is nice and she knows she can get back next loop; it's fine. act 5 is ugh seriously#tired. annoyed. unamused. what a waste of time#anyways wait how long has it been since I posted#(sees date of last post) OH. um#sorry guys I've been busy job (internship) hunting#will I post more from now on? No promises <3#Thank you for sticking around nontheless... I appreciate all the stuff yall send in my inbox <3#isat au
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its been a while since my last summer mochi 🌺🏖️
#the cat witchs guild#the misc adventures of mochi and lime#tcwg#tmaomal#mochi#art#ocs#original#shy and pouty because coco coerced her into beach time and she cant go swimming#never wears anything so revealing ever#(a treat for lime he he)#i feel like i dont do a lot of solo character art anymore#but i wanted to doodle something tonight...#during the beach ep she stays on the sand under the umbrella the whole time#coco quietly to mochi: look fine you dont have to swim but the whole point is to let lime see you like *~this~*#anyway. lime stays there with her#mochi: if its too hot you should go swimming!! you dont have to keep me company!!#lime: nah im good (id rather die than be away from you wearing that swimsuit)#lime: (the hottest mochi ive ever seen and im gonna waste my time in the water????? hell no)#lime: if youre sweating why dont you uhh......take off the sweater#mochi shy af#its fine if she doesnt. he still has the lower body views
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(wip? possibly?)
this is a part of the painting that made me cry yesterday bc nothing worked, its not like i had it in mind, but maybe not all is lost yet
(OCs, at the bottom there, Zaphira she/her, and big lad, Shargon he/they)
#ganondoodles#art#painting#wip#artists on tumblr#digital art#ocs#original art#the solution was crying#and then basically redoing both zaphira and the entire arch they are walking through from scratch#calling it 'solution' but it has barely solved anything#not crying anymore#jsut want to cry for all the wasted time though#and it looks nothing like i had in mind#i knew it wouldnt be like that anyway but still .......... i wish i could draw how i saw it#it was so much cooler#but i have to get there somehow#.......... shargon is way to tall here but it looks cooler this way#already made him smaller like three times#normally in this form hed be like over 2 meters but not like this#hes trying very hard to be scary
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Hello!!! I see that you're a benitesco shipper!! I'm so intrigued by the ship, what drew you to them? :D
guilty as charged lol 😂
honestly my first reaction to seeing benitesco was "what? ew! people ship anything these days" but then i saw cool art of them and was intrigued as well
why do i like them? well, tedesco is hot old man who sucks, and i want him to suffer. and if he fell in love with vincent, hoo boy would he suffer. i'm fascinated by the thought of someone getting their entire shit rocked and worldview shattered by this other person who's just mild and kind, and also favored by capital-g God. like imagine you go through life believing this or that is righteous, you believe in it so sincerely, you make it the basis of your personality, and then the Holy Spirit from Bible actually appears in real life only to slam the incorrect buzzer at you. now you're totally uprooted and the only person who seems to be on the right track is the guy who just stood up for the Opposite of what you stand for and also called you petty and stupid and said in front of 106 other guys that he'd rather be shot by the taliban than deal with you. what do you EVEN do
i want tedesco to slam himself against vincent over and over like a fly against a windowpane and for vincent to only give him kindness that tedesco has never learned to receive or even parse. i want to see the dog eat dog world guy learn mercy. also i want vincent to be spurred into passion: he overcame his reticence in the auditorium scene and stood up in front of everyone just to tell tedesco off. i would like to see more of that reproachful avenging angel ass side to him, i'd like to see him verbally spar with tedesco and find he enjoys it
i also like the contrast between them of profane vs saintlike. i'm all for tedesco, whom i picture as kind of jaded abt certain areas of the church, being in awe of this genuine holy man appearing. i'm also here for vincent being coaxed out of his shell by a loud and confident companion and sampling little mundane joys. like, give that poor tired man some good food and wine and stupid jokes and even a hit off the vape if he wants
#also the sex would go crazy style. who said that#imagine it: tedesco who has no shame anymore abt breaking his vows just like ''it happens! everyone does it! that's life!''#and vincent who's like i prayed long and hard and i think god wants us to love. so we shall have this sex :)#they're not wasting any time dithering and having angst abt it!! (there's other stuff to angst abt)#answer'd#benitesco
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Jinx and Isha bc I think they're neat, it was supposed to be a quick doodle but it got out of hand very quickly
#Ignore the background. I tried and fought for like 7 hours and then lost#Surprisingly this time I didn't have issues drawing the hair so that's good#Also bc all my pain and suffering went into THAT DAMN BACKGROUND GOD IT TOOK FOREVER#it was supposed to be messy but I kept redefining details and uuuuughhhh#but whatever who cares I'm not bitter#jinx arcane#jinx fanart#jinx and isha#isha arcane#isha and jinx#Arcane#Arcane s2#arcane season two#I've been trying to get rid of this style of rendering bc I'm not vibing with it anymore but I'm too used to it so it's hard idk#basically it looked better with just the flat colors but then again. Took too long to let that effort go to waste yk#i drew something#id in alt text#alt text
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Dozing noblewoman and her strange young friend.
#bbc ghosts#sophie bone#bbc ghosts robin#bbc ghosts art#art entry#Robin's hair is so much fun :')#tumblr compressed this to hell and back it seems </3#making as much art as i can before i go back to work next week. RIP#every other month i get frustrated because I can't line art very well anymore and then remember how much more fun lineless painting is#and roll my eyes at myself for having wasted my own time and by the same time the next month ive completely forgotten#<- cursed by adhd bad memory to repeat the same mistakes#now for blog archival purposes:#green#neutrals#bbc ghosts fanart
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hey this isn’t aimed at anyone in particular but I’m saying it for the record here: if I tell you no, please stop messaging me about fundraisers and mutual aid.
I get enough messages that it’s impossible for me to keep up without devoting at least half an hour each day, when I’m not even on tumblr that long most days. Me having a boundary about this isn’t a moral failing, it’s a lifeboat for me on my own blog.
In my personal life I’m already advocating and donating literally as much as I can spare. This is not me not caring, it’s just me not willing to interact with that on the one place I go online to not interact with irl news and world events for the most part.
I cannot be upset all the time. I cannot be upset everywhere. I cannot use all my emotional and mental energy fielding my own upset from ongoing events. My options are to hold boundaries about this or stop coming online at all.
I’m all for sharing information and signal boosting to reasonable extents, but the scale of it this year is so large and so enduring that it is literally not possible to for me to participate on every account I have. I’ve previously shared links to Gaza eSIM donations and a major hub of verified Go Fund Mes here and elsewhere online. We, the online humans, know how to look those things up ourselves by now. There are many, many people choosing to do advocacy work, and right now, I can’t be one of them.
If you’re extremely upset when I tell you I can’t share/donate right now about a Gaza family or personal fundraiser you ask me to share here, just unfollow and block me. That’s what those buttons are for. Protect your own emotions and energy and get me off your feed instead of staying upset and continuing to engage with online people or content that upsets you.
Please don’t send repeated angry messages based on manufactured purity politics and moral outrage into my messages and inbox when I exercise the right to run my own blog.
#and on that note#I also think some people need to sit down and ask themselves#if their old end times anxieties and fears and preparations and word spreading#haven’t filtered straight into a new non religious end of society and end of modern world order anxiety that they’re pushing on other peopl#even if it is the end times#you cannot change that by beating your own anxieties into other people’s heads#people can care MORE when they are GIVEN ROOM TO BREATHE#first rule of sustainable activism is you can’t do it constantly and you can’t push it on people constantly#you have to pace it and you have have have have HAVE to play long games#short term activism burns you out and if it leads to full despair from burnout it can get you killed via depression#it’s not a joke#there’s a reason your elders have books and community lore about healthy activism even in times of crisis#they lived it. they learned from it. learn from them.#spend your time doing things that can make real impacts.#do little things online but unless you’re an actual information hub you shouldn’t be posting constantly about it#people won’t even want to follow you anymore eventually because that’s not why they followed you#and then you have no audience for your important message anyway.#I know this. I learned it myself on other accounts.#please. stop. harassing me.#how is harassing me going to make me MORE willing to change my mind and post? just because you demanded it?#I am an autonomous person#this is my ONE curated space on the website#you have a multitude of tags and other users#don’t waste energy on a person who already told you no. let’s call that activism rule number two#spend your energy where it’s not likely to be wasted#you’re needed for a long haul#act like it 😭#and stop spamming me 😭#hey little star whatcha gonna queue?
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(scrapped painting)
its kinda fascinating how you can draw something well and instead of learning from it for the next drawing you repeat the same old mistakes that kept you from improving in the first place
(was supposed to the next scene after the previous good painting lol)
its a rly early sketch (i know it wont work out though, too much wrong) but Zaphira (standing) was winning the fight against the guy that challenged her (he also cheated and attacked her weak leg with a dagger despite it being a fist fight) so he ordered the soldiers he hid in the audience to shoot, Shargon is catching the arrows in the air before they can reach her and she trusts him enough to not even react to it
#ganondoodles#art#i guess#man .....#the scene itself is rly cool but i dont think it comes across here lol#im not even angry anymore#im just sad that i wasted almost 3 hours on this .... i redid the sketch alot too#even though i should KNOW i cant paint something if i got a sketch for it#i didnt do a sketch for the last one and it worked!!#and now im up an hours too long too#it feels embarassing to post even#i probably shouldnt even have saved it#its way more difficult too#i should just leave it be and move on bc im clearly not ready to draw it yet#its just hard to ignore that ... idk .. eagerness to please? as in ppl were interested in the previous one#so i wanted to show more of that scene#but i might have just ruined the mystery or something#anyway my blinking is like seconds long i need sleep
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#gif#why do I have to spend every christmas and every birthday alone#for what am I being punished#I am a good person#and I don’t think this suffering has any sense#it’s just that in life the happy people have good things coming their way#and the sad people always just get more trauma#I know I could have a relationship if I didn’t have such a traumatic childhood#my trauma lets me reject the good guys and waste my time with the aholes#but i don’t know what to do about it#every nice guy I met absolutely wasn’t attractive to me#and we also didn’t have anything in common#so I’m not even regretting rejecting them cause it wouldn’t have worked out#and they deserve someone who actually fancies them#i just wonder why I never met a nice guy that I have common interests with#or who matched my preferences lookwise#it really feels like I’m simply not allowed to ever meet the right person#and gotten to the point where I swipe for hours have a lot of matches and then ghost everyone#as I just know it either will be someone nice but not attractive to me or an ahole#I just don’t have any energy left anymore#I just want to experience love so bad but can’t do these dates anymore#I’m so so tired
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I love the "he asked for no pickles" meme with doorkeay bc I've only ever seen it with Gerry being the one talking and u just KNOW it's not bc Michael doesn't want to correct the food staff, but that it wants to correct them a little too much. Gerry has to step in otherwise they'll be there for at least another hour of Michael spinning some philosophical bullshit and scaring some poor fast food worker, and while Gerry doesn't necessarily mind Michael doing that in and of itself (he knows the thing he's in love with), as the only one of the two of them who actually needs material food he would like to eat that food before it gets cold tyvm.
#I like to think that the first time it happened Gerry did let Michael reorder and quickly learned his lesson as he spent the next 2 hours of#his life sitting in an incredibly uncomfortable and honestly kinda gross fast food booth while Michael would not stop fucking talking#yk the feeling as a kid when yr parents run into a friend and it feels like yr stuck there forever while they talk? same vibe#it's when they're both finally leaving (Gerry is still thinking abt how the cashier's hands shook and idly hoping they don't get swallowed#by a door anytime soon otherwise he'll have to find a new cheep fast food place to frequent while hunting and that'd be disappointing)#when he just freezes and is like WAIT MICHAEL WTF DO U EVEN TASTE FOOD THE SAME ANYMORE#(no it does not)#and Micheal gears up to go on a spiel abt Michael Shelly and glimpses of humanity seeping thru the cracks of the Spiral#but Gerry just sees this and throws their food bag and it and refuses to talk to or aknowledge it as he speed walks home#(when they get back they make out sloppy style regardless BUT it's the principle Gerry wasted so much data so he wasn't entirely bored out#of his mind and that shit is expensive Michael)#the magnus archives#gerard keay#michael distortion#doorkeay
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I wrote something, Vale.... It's nasty, ahahahah. I was thinking of Dilf! Mommy! Cult leader! Suguru... I know that's heavy (T△T) The brain worms got to me, and instead of studying, I wrote this... PLEASE GIVE ME SOME CRITICISM!! I love you, Vale!! I hope you're doing well (^∇^)💗
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"Y/N...come on, you know you have to do this." Suguru's sweet voice spoke to me as he started to nurse me on the sippy cup filled with formula. You felt so embarrassed as I nodded my head as I started to suckle on the nipple of the bottle. I felt tears prick in my eyes as you felt my mind shut down as he continued to coo at you.
"You're doing such a good job, little one. Making Mommy so proud." His soft voice spoke. As soon as you finished the bottle, he set the bottle on the table. you were sitting on his knee as he gently rocked me. You were so full. Your bladder was full too, and he knew that. The pink pastle gown rested on your bare body. You looked up at him with glassy eyes.
"Mommy... I need to go, " you whined as you slightly squirmed.
"I know," his soft voice spoke as his warm hand slipped under his gown gently, pawing at my pudgy stomach, making me feel the urge to let go. "Come on, doll, this is your punishment. Mommy wants you to let go. " His hand slipped under my panties, slowly toying with my cilt.
"No," you protest. His fingers started to move faster. It was really hard not to let right there and then. Your whines slowly start filling up the quiet room.
"Oh come on, you're my good girl, right? Let go for Mommy, come on." You finally snapped. The pretty pink night gown slowly started to have a growing wet patch. He doesn't care if his fingers get soiled along with the gown.
This is your punishment for leaving the compound without your Mommy Dearest. His fingers slowed down and teased you again. They slide down to your aching hole. His fingers quickly plunge in to you warm cunt, bring you to your orgasm. At the same, he brings your head closer to his nipples forcing you to nurse on it. Your cries become muffled even if your squirting on his long fingers. Your mind slips away as he continues to talk you through this.
He loves it when you become a crying mess on his lap. You looked so pathetic in his arms. Your punishments were a reward for an older man.
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Mdni, yandere/piss kink, yandere themes.
Flowernon....i could not read this in one sitting i had to tack laps around my house bcuz of how flustered i was getting
ANON???? DILF MOMMY CULT SUGURU????????? REALLY!?!?!??!?! ALL FOR ME???????????? OH MY!!!!!!!!!!!!
God this is so....I'm speechless I'm so weak..SO WEAK..so weak...so weak...
This is so fucking amazing flowernon like WOW WRITING ON YOUR BLOG WOULD BE THE BEST DECIDION LIKE PLLLLZ DO PLLLLLLZ
I'm really picky when it comes to why and how suguru punishes you, this is perfect...punishing you for leaving the temple..the way it could be worry for your safety (personal favorite :3c) or fear for you leaving him..drools
It's JUST the right dose of humiliation the praise as he embarrasses you... THE NIGHT GOWN MENTION LIKE ARE U READING MY MIND TO FIND OUT WHAT IM CRAVING???? You also know just how obsessed I am with suguru calling himself mommy and just baby talking you in general..bottle AND TITI?????
Damn it just kept getting better 🌷 YOU MONSTER!!!!!
Since you asked for feedback anon, Let me just say rq that I ADORED THIS and it's really hard not to let my bias get in the way of coming up with proper criticism 😭😭 I do believe that beginner writers are capable of creating insane works bcuz they accidentally "break the rules" not that there are any, but when you so a lot of people doing this and avoiding that you kinda feel pressed to follow along, what I would recommend if you stay consistent with the way you'd like to refer to the mc, bcuz if you take another look it hoes from "i" to "she" to "you" and that could confuse the reader in case there was another character other than suguru in the fic, i personally prefer "[name]" over "y/n" just bcuz it gives like...a fancy illusion? Lmao that's just me tho!!!!! Its really not worth mentioning at all!! I just figured I'd add another option to the table incase you prefer it :3c
#ilysm flowernon ty ty ty ty tysssmmmmm for sharing this with me#if it was posted without me being informed#i would have likely not seen it bcuz THERES BARELY ANY FANFICTION ON MY DASH ANYMORE???????????#i love this so so so so so soooo much anon tysm again :<<<#it really included all the buzz words 😭#ilysm 🌷 anon PLZ DON'T EVER STOP!!!!!!!#ur mind is brilliant plz don't let ur talent go to waste 🫶🫶🫶#–. 𐙚 ̊vale.answers.ᐟ.ᐟ#˗ˋˏ –. 𐙚 🌷̊.anon.ᐟ.ᐟˎˊ-#tw yandere#tw age gap#tw piss kink#tw mommy kink#˗ˋˏ –. 𐙚 ̊Dilf.suguru.ᐟ.ᐟˎˊ-
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i've never been able to convince myself people into music-based subcultures exclusively for the fashion are entirely posers. these are music based scenes so yes it's a little odd, and sure they're more likely to fall into consumerist habits- but you (generally) have to pay for music or access to clubs and venues so it's not like the rest of us are immune (and none of us have to fall into consumerists habits anyway). if fashion is a type of communication and self expression through art, and is so deeply associated with most subcultures as to be almost a dress code, then i see no reason why it's significantly less valid a mode of participation than a shared and publicly displayed love of music- another form of communication and self expression through art. if you can be goth but not dress the part i feel like you could make a good argument that you can be goth and not listen the part. i understand defending the origin of a subculture you care about but it's not 1979 anymore things have changed. definitions are always reshaping themselves around time. sometimes it feels like it's just a rejection of fashion as a legitimate art form more than anything, which is absurd because it's one of the loudest and most immediate forms of cultural connection, communication and self expression we have as a species. i don't think it's what anyone means, but i always wonder
#said as someone who does listen the part#mine#you should still learn about the music if you've decided to identify with a music based subculture#because it is a culture and deserves your time and effort to learn about#but idk. i don't think you have to like it#no one say anything about punk specifically. defending the virtue and purity of the punk subculture (not movement. subculture) is a waste#of breath if for no other reason than it has been so beaten up and watered down and built back up etc etc through its sheer impact and pop#that you simply cannot define it ridgedly anymore
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Ok, so there's this entire economy that's built on returned/overstock goods that were on shelves in America eventually ending up in Mexico right?
Random companies like Target or whatever pay X dollars to put some crap on their shelves until it's clear it's just not selling, so instead of eating the loss they sell it at basically 0 profit to some asshole with a truck and the ability to tolerate the god awful amount of paperwork moving goods across that border entail.
Ok and then that some asshole gets to the border and they go through everything they've got and decide what's worth Actually paying the import taxes on and what's basically just land filler. And they take their trash pile and they go to the trash store in whichever border town their in, and say "hey you want this crap?" and the trash store owner says "Nope! but I know some poor schmucks who'll buy it because they can't afford anything better." And they put the trash on the shelves.
These are all the returns, the opened boxes and damaged but Technically probably still functional, things it was just too expensive to try to import into Mexico bc they were worth less then it would cost in fees to get them on shelves there.
Ok, and as a child of one of these towns, you go in to these stores and you buy a basically new Video Game™ for like 2 dollars. And it's crap. Its not shovelware for a show you think you've never heard of or anything but it was still something made to put Product™ on Shelf™ and it'll be lost media in a few years because every single copy ended up in un marked cardboard boxes in towns like yours.
but it's what you had the money for and so it's what you think all games are like until you move somewhere with an actual game store and find out that wait no, theres games that don't crash constantly and have more depth than a dry river. You see the same crap games that were all over your town but no one buys them because they have better options. which is how they end up on the trash store shelves eventually.
And then a decade or some odd later you have to deal with people who've always had access to the good stuff and the word of mouth knowledge or TV commercials or magazines to tell them What was good before they bought it claiming the crap they bought and returned or never gave time in the first place just didn't exist and that shovelware is an artifact of modern game dev instead of something that was always there since the beginning.

#the fact you can download patches is fucking Bonkers. What do you Mean the game can fix itself instead of just being#trash forever?? Its a fucking miracle.#idk im just bitching about how entitled some folk sound when they have to be patient about their toys instead of buying on launch day#it used to be So much worse!! its not even making Vast amounts of plastic waste anymore!!#because you can just. Go to wherever has an open wifi connection in your town and have your game magically fix itself if you dont have#a connection at home/ dont have the data to do it through a mobile hotspot
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I genuinely love sn and ln so much. They re not the only gachas i play/have played, but the nikki series has consistently brought me joy and allowed me to express my creativity and its just a wonderful place to be yk? I complain about a lot of stuff but at the end of the day it s series im really happy to have spent so many years in, and im happy to continue to support it. I just really love this world and these games man
#i play genshin and wuwa and have played other gachas#im a filthy gacha gamer sorry 😔#but nikki is the only game i truly have never felt like i was wasting my time while playing if that makes sense#like it feels like an actual net positive to my life?#wuwa hasnt pissed me off severely yet but it also doesnt feel like im enriching my soul when i play it 💀#it s quite more fun than genshin at this point tho. i kinda only play genshin for the story now and dont log in for dailies anymore#call me when natlan drops#love nikki#shining nikki#might as well tag#lets all come together and love nikki (series)
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I had this uncle (past-tense. He’s not dead, I just wish he was) that always tried to argue politics with me and my sisters and would get really pissed off because I’d grade his argument.
People do not like that.
#I have no problems debating but you got to be good at it#don’t waste my time otherwise#I don’t talk to this man anymore and haven’t since trump’s first go around#I truly hope the worst for him and his fucking mother
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