#and my whole Yamato folder is just gone

[nagiru]

All of my quotes were from stories of mine. All of them different stories. And most of them were WIPs. I think that says a thing or two about the state of my fic folder and how my process goes.

Once again, all she could think of was a very genius sound of oh. She’d… forgotten. What it was like to be on this side of things. So long being the one mourning people, she… forgot about this.

Like, I can understand that he probably feels a lot of pressure exactly because he was the one appointed to Noctis because of his whole family being responsible to shield the Lucis Caelum... but also. fuck that, dude. learn to deal with your issues someway that doesn’t hurt your fucking pledged prince, ok?

Oh, he is absolutely still humane, but I feel he is somewhat similar to the Doctor, in that he is very humane, but he is not a human. Not that I think he’s a demon himself, but that he’s lost his human biology to the point it’s hard to be affected by stuff. Like, from his utter brokenness and desire to have things end, I gather that he probably tried to attempt suicide at some point, just to see if he could, but it failed, obviously. I think that whatever keeps him alive would also fight against drugs, because the dose he would have to take to have any effect, it would be understood by his body (that still thinks it’s a human body) as a threat, and it would be erased by the thing keeping him alive. So. Maybe he’d be able to get high for... like. 5 minutes. and then it’d be gone, just like that. So it’d be... not worth the effort, in the end.

Ugh, yeah, I couldn’t like Ronaldo, either. Sure, he wanted revenge/justice for his mentor, but. like. yes, he hates JPs and the Hotsuin... but does he realize that Yamato is a teenager? Does he realize that in his desire for equality, he should include those that disagree with him? Does he realize that just as he’s willing to sacrifice everything to get what he wants, so are others? Especially the person that was never allowed to be a child, because the same family he hates was the one responsible to bringing him up???

Yes!!! Cole is the cutest being ever. The moment I met him, I adopted him as our younger brother. I couldn’t refuse him. Solas was to the side complaining about our treatment of Cole, and I was there like, ��shut the fuck up, Solas, you can’t decide things for Cole. He wants to be human? I’ll make him a fucking human!” (I... do not like Solas much)

(I’ll admit I chose to go with Cullen because he’s pretty. that he ended up being sweet was certainly a nice touch, but it was just because he looks pretty. I also wanted to go with Dorian, for my partner, but I had already chosen to play a female, so it was unfortunately out of question. but he’s one of the best characters, imo; so very fun to argue with! And a nice flirt. like, it’s just for fun, and that’s cool)

Ghost of Tsushima is another game in my... probably too long... list of games I want to play. The battle system seems to be similar to the newest Assassins’ Creed, which I like, and the fact that it’s feudal Japan is pretty cool, too. And, sure, it’s pretty, haha.

Unfortunately, I do not enjoy games with first-person perspective. I have serious problems with mobility in those cases. I really don’t have any sense of space, so... it ends up annoying me too much, and so I realized I should just avoid them completely.

You get Sephiroth, Angeal and Genesis, and people looking in from the outside think they are just three good friends (?) who also maybe have a bit of a rivalry working for them and who are Very Competent. We, that can see them away from the public, realize that no, actually, Sephiroth and Genesis are children squabbling over the same toys, and Angeal is the long-suffering guardian of the two of them. And, somehow, they are friends, yes.

(do I love the interactions between the three of them? hell yeah)

Ugh. Ugh, Hojo. He’s probably the character I hate the most in Final Fantasy 7. I would even say in all Final Fantasy games... were it not for Bahamut, so. hard to say. He’s such a creep, and so disgusting, and just. his plans. the way he realizes his first impressions were wrong... and then decides to go along anyway, because the discovery? and how he kidnaps Zack and Cloud and fucking destroy them... and, of course, the whole thing with Sephiroth and how Sephiroth could never be a child (honestly, barely even be a person) just because Hojo looked at the pregnant woman that was possibly impregnated by him and decided that, no, there was no child, there was only a subject.

... I hate him, yeah.

That is a great idea, and honestly very believable. Hojo would fucking do that, yes.

(personally, thinking about it, I think Jenova might just be petty and not like women because they are harder to control to her wishes, in her experience)

Yeaaaah, Ryan and Graham leaving was sad and I ended that episode crying, but, like. yes??? Graham being all happy to go and then changing his mind immediately when he realized Ryan wasn’t going? He loves going on adventures and seeing the universe, but Ryan is his grandson, and he refuses to leave him alone.

(and that ending. that fucking ending. the throwbacks to season 11. the fucking bicycle. the way they are all ready to start UNIT all by themselves, since apparently it is still fucking off, go figure... like I said, I was crying by the end of it)

Right? I was actually pretty happy with the character when she was the not-Dalek in the Asylum of Daleks. She was pretty and funny and stuff...

... and then we were forced to deal with her 24/7 around the Doctor, and her story with Danny sucked, and the way she-- honestly, there’s this short prequel to The Name of the Doctor called “She said, he said” that I watched out of curiosity and, fuck that, the way she’s so “perfect” for the Doctor??? I fucking hated it. I hated how she was forced to be the perfect person for the Doctor. And the best episode with her, in my opinion, was Face the Raven, because, hey, her death was beautiful, and not just because I was vindicated to see her go.

Right? Season 1 had a pretty cool Rose. Bad Wolf was nice. Her stance of “actually, I’m going back because that’s a man who always faces the universe alone, and I don’t want him to be alone anymore” was ok. But then, season 2 was like, “no, this is a love story”, and I hated it. And since, I can’t even like Rose herself. can’t even read stories with her, because I’m just angry with what her character is, in the end, even if the stories don’t go the romantic route.

Only very, very rarely I’m okay with Doctor/Companion (and most of those times, it’s with an OC, for some reason), so I absolutely agree that the Doctor shouldn’t get romantically involved with Companions. I like Doctor/River (especially in fanfics, because River is almost always written as a badass), and I love Master/Doctor, but those are the only romances I read in Doctor Who, honestly. I tried reading Doctor/Clara and had to toss the story away before I went on a rant on the author who, honestly, did nothing wrong. It just... doesn’t feel right, with me.

Fuck people. honestly, I don’t even understand why people are so focused on others’ genders. Of course, I also don’t quite understand gender in general, and usually use “female” just because I’m AFAB and ok with the term, even if it doesn’t always feel like a fit, but also -- if someone tells you a name and how to refer to them (in English, pronouns; in Portuguese, that might be the choice between male or female forms of treatment -- because all our words are gendered, stupidly enough, and that applies to adjectives --, or, as I recently found out, one of the neo-pronoun-like method of treatment...), then what else does it matter? If someone enjoys one kind of clothing, that’s what they should wear. If someone enjoys make-up, hey, good on them. Their likes and dislikes don’t matter to you, unless you’re trying to make them happy or they are sharing it with you. Their labels are theirs; if they want to share them, hey, nice! but you don’t have a right at it. it’s not hard! Respect others’ choices and take what you’re told and respect that, too.

(like I said, I don’t care much for gender, myself, but it’s just. annoying, sometimes, especially because I know people that do care for gender, and honestly, what’s so hard about accepting and respecting what you’re told?)

(... I also discovered recently that I get annoyed at the thought of “real name”, because that’s usually said in regards to someone’s birth name. why the fuck should your birth name be considered you real name? what makes that more “real” than any other name? anyway... yeah. that was a bit of a surprise, when I heard it and got angry. I didn’t even know that myself...)

... gods, I hate you a little bit, just saying. I hadn’t ever thought of Kuja and Genesis before you, and now I have this desire for more of them, but fucking hell, Genesis isn’t even in Dissidia, so they never even met, and I honestly doubt there’s any content for the two of them, so that’s a desire that will go unfilled, ahhhhh.

(unless, of course, I manage to write something for them. there’s a thought...)

@nagiru It got super long again! Can we use Read Mores from now on to keep the length down?

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