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uglyf4wn · 1 month ago

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where do i put all my vent edits?? my kpop stuff??? my traumacore stuff??? my not sfw thoughts and pics??? my yancore stuff????? maybe that anon was right and i am autistic but in my head i have a specific way i wanna do it, and i had a thing goin for every day for six years... call me chronically online or whatever but that was my only escape from reality..... where do i post everythng now??? plus everything i created and made and posted for six years is just gone... what even is the point in postimg

#some ppl have been so mean to me lately that im paranoid for being oversensitive #like yes i understand im clrny and cringey and overreactinng #it is just tumb1r nothing real i get it im stupid #but like now im sad bc i had a sideblog where i posted headcannons and imagines and stuff and #where do i post all of that now?????#it took time to build everything up and the fact that ppl interacted w it too feels nice #maybe im a self absorbed bitch but it feels nice to have interactions w ur content.....#and my sideblog for kpop and kdrama moodboards and edits 😭😭😭 fuckkkkk #where do i post fashion inspo now???????#god i had so many old sideblogs that...#ok i get it its stupid to be so attached to smth that can just be deleted #like it isnt even for sure that this website will exist in 20yrs #but maybe in 20yrs i wouldnt even care.... but now i care....#some of my writing i didnt even backup... but also what is the point when i'd have to start from scratch and no one would see it......#ok im literally so childish i know but .. aouchhhhhhhhie it suckssssss

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