#and my inbox is open if you just wanna ! send something random to get the ball rolling !

[marymycete]

once again reaching out to the dash to plot relationships / dynamics with rose !! she's so on my brain I am so happy to talk about creating space to fit her in and vice versa fitting others into her life

[tarjapearce]

I am so sorry about what's going on. I found out that I was the victim of plagiarism (honestly outright theft) of an old oc of mine.

Like the design was an exact copy of my character right down to the scars on her body and the fandom she was created for! So I totally understand how you feel. (I did call them out for ripping the design of a character I've had for a decade, comment got deleted and I got blocked, no surprise 😅)

But honestly if you wanna talk about anything my inbox is always open! For some reason it won't let me open new DMs with people, it automatically sends new messages to one of my chats in particular and i have NO clue how to fix that; I feel so sorry for my friend who gets my out of context random messages .

And yeah the one night stand trope is used a lot, but the thing is.... You came up with OFAH. You named it. You gave the story breath and life. You are putting every tiny detail you could possibly put in, into it. You put all the angst and drama I honestly don't see in those "trope fics". Too many of them wind up with "he realizes his mistake and leaves his obviously unhappy relationship to marry his pregnant mistress and they live happily ever after" plotline.

You are putting in what would very likely happen in real life; including the PTSD of child abuse, the fear of carrying and giving birth to a child you didn't expect (possibly even don't want), the fear and uncertainty of giving the child up for adoption, of being a part of a big scandal. It's like reading/watching a good telenovela; the angst having me at times literally gasping out loud at some of the stuff going on in your fic.

And, oftentimes is something hard to come by when so much emotion and effort is put into it.

OFAH is YOURS, T. If somebody literally copy pasted it, and only changes a few things it is still theft.

They can spray paint your gold nugget silver and claim they "found" it, but at the core it is still a gold nugget they stole and covered with their own "work" to get attention.

I'm... What the actual fuck? I'm so sorry you also got stolen!

Oh my god.

Why I'm not surprised? Blocking when getting confronted? So damn mature and honest. Ugh.

And thanks fot the support dear. Means alot that people find out about this cause its not fair that people bust their asses creating for people to just take.

This has oddly motivated me to keep going.

STEALING IS NOT NICE. Don't try and be subtle about it. You'll be found out. Sooner or later. Besides, it's ridiculous and disrespectful af.

[primaviva]

my experience with rashad.

tw: racism, use of the n-slur (hard r for context) proceed with these things in mind and also don’t go and bring him attention by going to his page as he should not be on the internet for his own peace and everyone else’s. this is going to be long and have a lot of receipts/descriptions. do not send him shit on my behalf i ain’t move like that.

before i start, i want it to be clear that this is not confirmed. however, he has a history of doing fake anons to himself and to his (ex) moots from what i learned to either start drama, topics, or fw them so he can act as a supporter or victim if he sent the anon to himself. and this is NOT me jumping on the rashad toxic gossip train of tumblr 2023 but this type of behavior is disgusting and inexcusable. i am very convinced that it was him and want to share it to you all while leaving it open to criticism and speculation but PLEASE be careful and pick up the warning signs with these people from everyone coming out with stories about him.

now let’s get tf into it cus it’s a lot…

me snd rashad became moots after he noticed me like a post of his i think. his first inbox to me was him trying to do self promo for a fic of his he was writing which i thought was odd and a little weird so i ignored it but he ended up continuing to inbox me random things (which i don’t generally mind) so we ended up building some mutual association or sum on here.

however, around 9-10 days ago, rashad had got “sent” something in his inbox about afro latinos. this was the ask:

now, i am not going to invalidate afro latinos who have experienced this. as a latino, i have experienced prejudice but that is never comparable to a black latino or a black person in general who is mixed/has another ethnic group of origin. these things are said to people and have been said to me in a different context. however, this ask was directly after he had posted it and on top of that it simply is not something someone would say as an ask. i don’t know how to describe it, but it’s too directed, crafted in a way that it’s wording seems like someone trying to be racist, and so on. we had never talked one on one either so i was confused when i first saw he had tagged me in a post since i hadn’t seen what it was about yet. i don’t know how to describe it but there’s something in the wording and just the context of it all that made this ask so in genuine almost as if it was something he had asked himself on another account.

this was me tagged in it:

i of course reblogged and said my peace and now disgusting and ignorant it was because afro latinos are a minority even in their own community because of generationally taught racism from colonization and just our traditional way of life and teaching stripped from us and our culture. but at the time, i had no idea of his “track record” of doing this type of thing or even the drama he was getting messy with behind what everyone knew of him.

i wanna say this as it’s very important as to what i have to show next. i am not black. i have never stated that and my day one followers and moots know that i have black family and in fact most of my relatives are afro latino but i, myself, am a lightskin latina which is something i feel i have always made known at least in sum damn context clues. i also want to add that this took place september 18th and that’s alway really important to the story.

ok now lemme get into why this is even a post.

shortly after this, i had gotten sick and ended up going on a break from just the internet in general because i needed to rest my ass up before even doin a thing like school and writing n allat. i was gone for around 3-4 days. so this post was long “old” or at least not being seen by anyone. and the thing is my spam posts never get hella reblogs unless i add hashtags or say something that makes everyone and they mama wanna join in on the conversation. so tell me why, exactly three days later, around the day i came back, i receive this in my inbox:

what the fuck is this? like genuinely.

i had not seen this the first day i came back because my inbox was flooded with my actives rambling to me, compliments, requests, etc until yesterday morning when i was taking the time to reply to some stuff and it had come up. i was gagged like this language was so vile, nasty, ignorant, and dumb as fuck. why? for starters, i am not afro latino or black. me and others believe that rashad was under the impression that by the few posts he saw of me talking about the issue that he just assumed i was afro latino as well. i am not and people that follow me from long before all this know that.

and like let’s really read the text and what it says because it’s speaking about black latinos not being latino because they have no “true” spanish or indigenous blood, which is something that this man is always talking about and presents, to me, as an insecurity (a valid one DONT get it twisted) as a afro latino. he, or “anon,” goes on to call me the n word with the hard r multiple times and tells me i should have stayed a slave and then goes on to bring up taino ancestors (my ancestors) which i just found beyond disrespectful and crossing a big ass fucking line. im not sure if im describing this well, but just by the way that these anon asks are worded they seem very “fake” as in not that this couldn’t happen or hasn’t been told to anyone, but it doesn’t feel organic and just feels like forced racist comics to give you content.

he also texted me for the first time in tumblr dms the same day as this post or the day after the ask was sent to me, i believe, so coincidence or not …

i am 85% sure this is rashad.

to me, it feels like he did this as a way to maybe validate how he feels as a afro latino with other mixed latin im him since afro latinos face so much prejudice. however, to seek validation by doing an anon to yourself about your own post to get others to hype you up and validate YOUR ethnicity is completely unhealthy especially in this way. THIS was vile. THIS was uncalled for and beyond einstein level comprehension skills. THIS is inappropriate and a sign you shouldn’t be on tumblr.

rashad has been involved in a lot of drama public and not and has a constant thing to blame it on his “episodes” and such. while i think that self diagnosing is valid because people, especially poc, can’t get proper mental care rn, to state it as a fact is something that self diagnosers do not do and acknowledge it isn’t right. even so, it is not valid to blame bad behavior on your mental health. and even if you did “take accountability,” in your so called apologies rashad, you go from saying you don’t use your mental health as an excuse but at the same time use it in that context for why you shouldn’t get hate and we should all stop criticizing you and your actions because it should all be forgivable in a way where we can just move on with no consequences.

yes, rashad does suffer from mental illnesses or some type/types of mental issues whether they are underlying or not but the problem is that the internet is literally his scapegoat from this and is feeding into his problems which is why he does the anons, the posts putting people on blast, etc. if you have not seen he has taken this drama from tumblr to discord to instagram. but it is clear he does not feel any microscopic ounce of guilt or genuine sorry in this specific situation. he says he’s “acting like the big person” but goes to attack people who tried to talk some sense into him in his petty onika miraj type posts sayin shit about shoving ice dildos into peoples puss puss and sneak dissin mfs who have a right to see what he’s doing when he is continuing to be petty in the heat of this whole thing by talkin abt people.

he’s struggling with so much and the internet is not for him and it shows in the way he handles confrontation, parasocial relations w people online, and how he copes with his issues by running to tumblr or any other social media. he has stated before he is an ex manipulator and so on and a place like this is not where he needs to be. so do not feed into the anons he sends, do not feed into the petty and compulsive posts he puts together, and just don’t interact with him. he needs to find his own inner peace on some preacher to the church type shit like this a tyler perry movie and not effect those around him with his own internal mess.

so don’t take this as me trying to like ride off this situation or just me saying these things just because all my moots or in it and i wanna be involved on some nosy bitch shit. but something like this is very serious and i was gonna be quiet on my suspicion but something as disgusting as this being said to me and not put on some blast by my classy ass just didn’t feel right. do not go to his page like he his “gone” just take this in a way to educate yourself on the typa person he is and as an example of why you shouldn’t get emotionally attacked to the internet or get involved with people like this.

pay attention to how ppl act and the red flags so you can just cut them off and save y’all both the “i survived” trauma. again, this isn’t confirmed (the racism post) because i have no way to prove it but he has a history of it and i just wanted to come out with this because it made me uncomfortable and disgusted.

NOT EVERYTHING IS FOR THE INTERNET !

[justporo]

My lovely people, just a small lil thing: please never hesitate to talk to me if you want to! I might take some time to respond but I love talking to you all and other than Astarion I usually don't bite! Quite the opposite if I may say!

That being said, I will try and open my Asks again if you want to send in some thoughts or just wanna say hi! (And quite honestly I miss getting random messages about stuff...)

REQUESTS ARE CLOSED!! Please respect that. While I love receiving all your ideas I have way too many to get to already. Despite from what you might've seen me say some other time: I can't cope with an ever-growing inbox, it will stress me too much. Please respect that.

Asking my thoughts on stuff, asking about headcanons, just showing me something or just waving hello is always majorly welcome and definitely makes my day!

That's all, love you my sweet lil gremlins!

[e-dubbc11]

Thank You for 400!!

Celebration Anyone?

Pic isn’t mine. Found it on Pinterest.

Greetings lovelies from my little blog!

Thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone who follows me, comments and reblogs my fics, throws a ♥️ at anything I post/write or sends a tag game my way.

To my pocket friends that I chat with on the regular and sometimes not so regular, you always bring a smile to my face when I see your messages.

I know interaction has been down here in the Tumblr-verse lately but I’ve decided to do a celebration anyway. I hope you’ll come say hello and drop something in my inbox ♥️

I don’t really have a name or a theme for this celebration so I’ll just say thank you again and the rules will be under the cut.

This isn’t limited to my followers, although I would love it if you did.

My two muses I write for are Matt Murdock and Billy Russo, although there are a few characters that I wouldn’t mind trying to write for ( Dean Winchester, Donald Pierce, Quinn McKenna, Brock Rumlow, but I’m really scared to. Maybe I just need a nudge 🤣

Send in as many as you’d like

Fuck, Marry, Kiss (or Kill if you wanna make it interesting) I’ll do characters from the following…

MCU

Supernatural

Netflix Series ( DD, Punisher, Defenders)

Boyd Holbrook characters

Ben Barnes characters

Fall Activity Moodboard 🍁🍂🎃👻🍺

It’s getting to be my favorite time of the year in my neck of the woods. I love everything about autumn. This one is for mutuals only OR if you have ever reblogged and commented on any of my fics.

Send in any character with a fall activity (apple picking, Halloween related, cider tasting, etc.) and I’ll make a moodboard for you

Song Lyric Prompt

Full disclosure, I am not a new music girl. I probably stopped listening to newer music around 10 years ago. But I love anything from the 80’s thru early 2010’s. (I love older music too from the 60’s and 70’s)

Send me a character and a song lyric (from those time periods) and I’ll see what it inspires me to write

Miscellaneous

Send me a character plus a fluffy or smexy gif and I can try to write a drabble/fic based off of that gif

Pick a scene from a fic of mine and I’ll write it from the other person’s POV.

Prompt Lists

I’ll leave some prompt/dialogue lists below and if something strikes your fancy, send it on over with one of my muses (or challenge me with a new one from the above list) and I’ll see what I can do with it. Or if you have one in mind not on these lists, that’s absolutely fine also.

Confessions of Feelings

Kiss Prompts

Hurt/Comfort Dialogue/Prompts

Random Dialogue Prompts

Autumn/Fall Dialogue/Scenarios

I’ll keep this open until September 16 CLOSED

Again, thank you all for following me, for commenting on my fics, just all of the things! Nothing goes unnoticed, I promise you ♥️ Everyone’s support means a lot to me and I hope you continue to like the content I put out. ♥️

Tagging some of my lovelies that always cheer me on and hug me from afar whenever I need it, thank you again!

@mindidjarin @saintmurd0ck @munsonownsmyass @ilovewhiteroses @ruflirtingwithme @russosafehaven @qu1etwolf @kayhi808 @k-marzolf @wheresthesunshinesblog @danzer8705 @snowkestrel @fictional-hooman @itwasthereaminuteago @fluffyprettykitty @mattmurdocksscars @theradioactivespidergwen @skvatnavle @imagine-a-fictional-boyfriend @music-indie-tv @idaofinfinity @vaguekayla @pedrito-friskito @wint3r-h3art @freshabogados @gijos @nutmeg17 @jvanilly

[pink-strawberry-kissess]

hey i just wanna disclose that i do delete repetitive asks and i just got a bunch that i've already answered a few times already - so pls just go through my archive or something cause it gets old after awhile, repeating the same answers

bUT if you ask nicely like i've gotten before like "not sure if you answered this or not" i will try and direct you towards my answer

i still get tons of asks almost every day and im doing this for fun so it's my prerogative and up to my discretion whether or not i wanna answer and also if i wanna delete any asks that seem redundant

also just some courtesy rules, please don't yell at me via my asks

i'm open to most people and differing opinions but also please don't spam my inbox with more than a few asks.

i can tell if it's one person or not, so if you wanna just engage in a convo, then just send all your thoughts in one ask - not 4 - 5 separate ones

i'm still a person and not just a random online void where you can just yell stuff about

[thetearsofadove]

I honestly love writing and writing for other people, but after doing it for years and seeing just how rude people can be is really making me reconsider releasing my writing for other people.

I love fanfiction. I've been writing it for almost 10 years. Started when I was 12, I'm 21 and turning 22 in February. I've blossomed. Fanfiction, both reading and writing it, has helped me grow as an author.

So obviously I'm going to want to share it with people. But...my god, it's become a horrible experience every time I've tried.

First, the entitlement that I see from readers. Sometimes, even from fellow writers. I don't know what's worse; when a reader is being an entitled douche, or a fellow writer.

Stop clogging my inbox with "UPDATE!! UPDATE!!" or things along the lines of begging me to update. I have a life. I have animals to tend to, I have money to make, I have mental health to keep in line. I'll update when I get to it. And if I don't? Apologies. But don't make it worse by making me panic.

I was nice enough to release free shit for you. Show me respect.

Also, stop telling authors what to write. Stop dictating what they should be writing. They don't have to write for a specific audience if they don't want to.

I wrote for DBD at one point and stopped because one asshole spammed me saying "write for Adam!! Horrible author, won't write for Adam".

I was going to in the future, I only started writing a few of the characters so I could work my way up. But I gave up.

Go find a writer that suits your tastes instead of insulting and demanding a random ass author to do it for you. Or, better yet? Do it yourself. We cannot read your mind, we have no idea what you want.

Wattpad is one of the worst sites for this. As a writer? Fuck Wattpad. Some of its users are so immature and entitled, it's insane.

I also cannot stand how people treat authors/writers like we're just these emotionless writing machines. I've specifically stated I am not taking requests right now, it's on my profile, so why are y'all sending me requests after I've stated they make me anxious and make me feel pressured? I left my ask box open for questions, that's it. I'm urged to now close it.

Authors/fanfiction writers are writing stuff for YOU for free. I am more than happy to write. I write for fandoms I'm not too involved in. I educate myself about said fandoms and characters in those fandoms so I can write them the best I can. I do it for YOU. Stop treating me like I'm not a human behind the screen with a life.

Also the lack of manners drives me fucking INSANE. Say please and thank you. Show some appreciation instead of "write this 4 me kthanx". It feels horrible, and like I said above, I am not some emotionless AI that writes for you. I have feelings. I spend an hour at the least out of my day writing for YOU when I could be writing for myself, drawing, watching my favourite TV shows...whatever.

Like...in general, be nice. Be kind. You wanna request? Add a please and thank you. Don't pressure authors. Also, don't make authors feel like they're responsible for your moods. I've been guilt tripped with "write this bc I feel sad and if you won't, I'll be more sad and it'll be your fault :((" and it makes me feel horrible.

I gave up writing for people in the past because I am let down every. single. time. It's 2023, fanfiction has existed for a VERY long time, the fact that being kind, patient and understanding isn't common knowledge is mind boggling.

Also? Get to know me a little bit, ffs. I have emotions. I have interests. Don't use me for just my work. It feels awful when I post something rambling about an interest or asking a QUESTION and I end up being ignored. It's fucking horrible.

[hyperfixated-on-cod]

Introduction🤪

Hi hello! I wanted to make this post bc I’ve been wanting to start a new blog for a minute now soooo I figured why not start with an intro post.

(I’ll update this again with tags and such once I really get going with this blog)

This is an 18+ blog. MDNI.

Online I go by Panda, I’m 23. I’m nonbinary and my pronouns are he/they.

I’ve been on and off Tumblr since about 2011, but this is my first time making a blog dedicated to something and actually posting on it. The last time I made a fan page was on Facebook around 2012.

My fanfiction phase restarted early last year, so naturally I’m back on Tumblr again🥴 bear with me, I’m a little rusty.

Severe ADHD makes it to where I have loads of hyperfixations going at once, and I need somewhere to dump my thoughts other than my friends’ DMs😅

That being said, this blog will strictly be for posting about Call of Duty: Modern Warfare ONLY. There might be a couple reblogs from my other fandoms here and there, but I’m gonna try to keep that to a minimum.

Below the break is my main fandoms, and other bits of info I’ll edit in later. Make sure to read my boundaries!

Main Fandoms:

One Direction

I’ve been a fan since 2011, and currently very emotional bc today (the day I write this post) is the last HSLOT show😭

Hamilton

I’m a history major, and this show is a big reason why.

Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2

What can I say? I love masked men.

Newsies (the Broadway version)

Watched it for the first time last year, but if I’d seen it like a decade ago, it would have radicalized me.

Red Dead Redemption 2

Literally my favorite game ever, Arthur Morgan has my entire heart😭

WHAT YOU CAN EXPECT TO SEE HERE:

Headcanons; almost entirely my own, sometimes elaborations of others I’ve seen on here (that will be credited properly if it’s not a direct reblog), or requests from my inbox.

Story prompts bc I’m not confident enough in my own writing to make any of it public lol if you use any of my prompts, pls credit me and send me a link!!

Lots and lots of reblogs

Any NSFW posts will be marked accordingly

Simping on main, hence the title of the blog; I’ll post photos, gifs, etc etc of the characters and make comments like “I want him to crush me with his thighs.” All in good fun.

TAGS INFO [tags listed below are always the first tag on the post if multiple are listed, followed immediately by the character(s) involved] [these tags are also on this post in this order so they can be easily accessed from this post]:

Any random thoughts or posts that aren’t immediately COD related will be posted under #Panda’s thoughts

Headcanons will be posted under #cod headcanons

General simping (like gif sets, photos, etc) will be posted under #im a simp

BOUNDARIES:

Be a decent human being. No racism, homophobia, transphobia, xenophobia, misogyny, etc.

Again, this is an 18+ blog. Do not interact if you’re a minor. I’ll block you.

My DMs are always open for any reason, especially if we’re moots🩷 if you wanna vent, I’m a great listener; we can also just talk about regular things or you can put requests there if you want, or if you want me to read your writing that’s cool too💜

My asks are always open for any type of request (I know I said I won’t really post my own writing here, but I will if I get a request).

[starstruckkittensweets]

Hello, I'm a new account here on Tumblr, I am slightly new to writing, however I have a ton of experience with details from roleplaying for so long. In the end, I was wondering if you had any tips or pointers for me so I can start this fantastic journey.

First off, welcome to the world of Tumblr! 😂 It can be a little scary sometimes but I promise it’s not all that bad once you get used to it!

And I’m sorry for taking so long to reply to your ask! I’ve been thinking about it ever since you sent it so I wanted to take my time and try to be as organized as possible when it came to answering. And as a preface, these are just tips that I find most helpful while writing, so what works for me may not necessarily work for you, and vice versa! There’s no one right way to write after all 🥰

Ok I’m gonna leave the rest under the cut but here we go!

1. Jot down ideas/facts/random things about your story. If you’re not ready to begin writing just yet or just don’t know where to start, grab a piece of paper and just info dump. Make little notes here and there. Where you want your fic to end up, who’s going to be in it, any themes or scenes you want to be sure to include when you start to write it out. I find this especially helpful for OC stories (or even reader fics with very specific attributes or hobbies), sometimes you just have to jot down what they look like or what they do for a living and suddenly you realize something about them that you didn’t know before. (Let’s say, a specific fear or something that happened to them in the past, or maybe a close friend or past relationship they once held dear to them.) No one other than you will ever look at these notes so don’t be afraid to be a little messy with them!

2. Use your roleplaying background for scenes, dialogue, etc. I'm not too experienced with roleplaying so I can't speak for it in general, but if you have a history with it then don't be afraid to lean on it when it comes to fic ideas! Have a specific scene you once acted out, but can't get it out of your head? Maybe you want to try it with another character instead, or tweak the dialogue a little bit? Recycle these ideas for inspiration for your fics and see how they come out!

3. Start writing random scenes in your fic. They don't have to necessarily be in order, and sometimes I find I work better when I'm working from the beginning straight to the end. But if you don't know where to start then pick out a random spot in your fic or an idea you want to elaborate on and go from there. This really helps you to get a feel of the characters, atmosphere, and overall tone of your fic. You don't have to necessarily include this in the final draft but it serves as a nice jumping off point to get your creative juices flowing!

4. Talk about your fic! Whether it's random posts on Tumblr or sending asks/fic ideas to your friends and mutuals, talking about your fics and those ideas floating around in your head help you get inspired to write them out! Discussing WIPs with my moots are so much fun and sometimes they can give you a different perspective or suggestions that you didn't know were there before. (And my inbox is always open, just so you know! I'm curious to see what kind of fics you wanna write!)

5. Write what YOU want to write. This is probably the most personal advice I can give you. Only you know what works for you in what you want to read and write, so don't be afraid to go a little crazy. Overused tropes, crossover ideas, character analysis, different AUs, it doesn't matter at all. Because YOU will be writing it, and your voice and style are what will make your fic yours. So don't be afraid to be a little "out there" with your fics, because no matter what there will always be someone out there who will want to read it! You just gotta find the right audience, but I promise they're out there!

Those are the points I can think of at the top of my head. I hope they'll be able to help you, but everyone's got their own style and way of writing so it's okay if you find something totally different that works for you. Everyone has their own personal preferences, that's what makes writing so much fun after all!

I wish you all the best and can't wait to see what you come up with! 😘❤️❤️❤️

[makoza]

Ayo!

Fun New Thing!: If you can guess where the quote in my description came from we can be friends.

Making a quick pinned cause I have noticed that I've been getting a few people following me around here and I just wanna let people know what they might be getting into by doing so.

First off, hi! My name is Michael and welcome to my main tumblr blog. This is basically my anything goes blog where if I vibe with a post I reblog it. Please be aware that I am random as shit. One reblog might be something like art or writing advice and the very next one might be talking about sex positivity. My interests are as varied as the stars and be forwarned I tag basically fucking nothing. Fast reblog is my life on this blog, so just be aware of that when following me.

Please note: If at any point I post something that you want me to add a tag to simply link the post and what tag you need added and I will do so, but please don't expect me to remember to add it every time because, again, 90% of the time I use the fast reblog function.

Some topics you might see on this blog, but are not exclusive:

➤ Shipping Discourse

➥ I am firmly proship. Don't like? Do us both a favor and just block me.

➤ Writing and Art Tips/Advice

➥ I am both an artist and a writer. This stuff is helpful to me and might also be to any of my followers.

➤ Animals

➥ That's it. Just animals. Usually cool color mutations but also just cool facts about them in general as well.

➤ Sex Positivity

➥ This user is very sex positive and as such I might reblog posts about such topics from time to time.

➤ Fandom Things

➥ I am part of many various fandoms so occasionally you might see me reblog something related to those fandoms.

➤ Self Shipping

➥ I am a self shipper. And though I keep those posts primarily to my side, I might occasionally make a post here related to the topic. Cringe culture is dead, so don't like? Don't read.

➥ By the by, please follow my self ship blogs for this topic specifically! @redwingedwolves is my main and @redwingedwolvesafterdark is my 18+ side!

Another thing to note on this blog, as stated in my bio, I am a 25+ adult and as such I do adult things such as cuss and discuss adult topics. If that has the possibility of making you uncomfortable simply block me. Do not, however, DM me, or send me an ask saying how I shouldn't behave in this way as there are kids around. I am aware of this. I am also aware that the tumblr app is listed as 17+ and the site itself is 13+. If there are teenagers here who are mature enough to go on the internet unsupervised, they are mature enough to curate their own internet experiences. This is my blog, I do as I please. Don't like? Block me.

My personal tags are #random shit and #mike-rambles. I use these for basically any and all text posts. Feel free to blacklist them if you don't wanna see my rambling.

Well, I believe that's it for now. If you have any questions my inbox is open.

[roofhid]

Getting unprompted asks is literally the best thing ever.

[chihirolovebot]

Hi hi hi I know this is so random but I kinda wanted to tell you cause I have no friends and whenever something happy happens I just feel the need to tell somebody (even if it’s a stranger, you don’t have to reply I just really wanna talk). Okay so like I was at the store with my mom the other day and while I was walking a really old man near me kinda looked at me. At first i didn’t think think anything of it until I passed by him and he stopped me. I was a little confused but by no means did I feel unsafe, my mom was right next to me. But then he literally said the sweetest thing ever. He told me, “Redheads like you are so special” and it literally just made my day because I had such a bad day at school (some girl told me she’s scared of talking to me which honestly really hurt, even if she didn’t mean it like that). Plus earlier that day somebody told me my hair is too long and I should cut it, because if I just went to get it trimmed it would only be a waste of money, so the reassurance that my hair looked pretty made me smile. Again sorry so random just AGHHHH I love people like that they’re so sweet. Bye bye :)

OH !!1 my lovely this is incredibly sweet !! im very glad you decided to send it to me bc it really cheered me up reading it too!

for what its worth i think red hair is . the singularly most beautiful hair colour in existence. i think it's just so pretty and im sure it looks angelic on you!! please try not to ever feel ashamed or insecure for it ! that's your hair ! you grew it all yourself ! you have it for a reason and it's lovely and rare and you should take pride in it !!

im also very very sorry about what people have said to you :( it hurts to be told ur intimidating , especially if you're not trying to be. i myself am quite quiet and reserved so a lot of people think im stuck up before they talk to me, so i understand. PLEASE if u ever feel the need to share smth like this again, my inbox is wide open !! im really happy that happened to you and it made me happy to read about. i hope u have the best day ever and take care of ur lovely hair <3

[basaltbutch]

thanks for tagging me @sunshineinbetween! :D

1. Why did you choose your url?

Mostly just wanted a change of pace from my old one! (Also my biological & abusive father was stalking my old url so.) But basically uhhhh i love wandering around in the middle of nowhere like a lost child and also corvids <3

2. Any side blogs?

Quite a bit actually! None of them are super active anymore because I stopped caring about social media. Only one that's still kinda used is @softsayings which is a joint blog between rickshaww and I.

3. How long have you been on tumblr?

...I wanna say 2017??? Is when I made my first account? I abandoned it after a couple of months and never picked it up again (it was a kin blog, surprising probably no one) and I made this one in,,, March 2018 according to the archive. So when I was about 16.

4. Do you have a queue tag?

I do not and the only thing I put in my queue is the anthropocene sea foam post whenever someone reminds me about it <3

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

This blog originally was a witchcraft blog. I. don't think that's the case anymore lmao.

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

@rickshaww my beloved drew us for my birthday present and I wanted to show it off :3

7. Why did you choose your header?

Cool and sexy abandoned building we found during a roadtrip and one wall looked like album art!! (Also think it's especially cool how that building had the lyrics from the Garages' Deicide written on the wall and how I'd absolutely never even think about doing something like that.)

8. What’s your post with the most notes?

On this blog, it is, and I quote, "AAAAAAAA DISCIPLINE FUCKS HARDCORE" which 30 whole people seemed to like and I pray my blog never gets any bigger because if it gets like my old aesthetic blog I will just nuke this one and start over.

9. How many mutuals do you have?

No clue! I think I'm mutuals with most of the ppl I follow/that I regularly see on my dash though.

10. How many followers do you have?

109!! And I never want to get above 200.

11. How many people do you follow?

201! Also want to stay pretty low,,, too many and it gets overwhelming.

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

uhhhhhh I cannot recall. Probably? Do the anthropocene spam posts count??

13. How often do you use tumblr each day?

Oof.

14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

Uhhhh,,,, no...??? I don't think so, at least not a real one.

15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

You put too many of those on my dashboard and it's an instant unfollow babey!! I do not wish to see it <3 if I think it's important and I have enough energy to care I would reblog it anyway, you guilt-tripping me automatically makes me stop listening <3

16. Do you like tag games?

I do!!! Would love to remember to do them😔. They make me feel like we are all sitting around a campfire asking each other weird questions.

17. Do you like ask games?

Sometimes!! I think it's funnier when I get just. random asks out of nowhere though. (my inbox is literally always open btw, go ahead and send me stupid shit if you're bored)

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

A really popular mystic messenger fan artist at the time. became mutuals with me and then immediately dipped for twitter?? Otherwise most of my mutuals r just chilling in our little corners. Doing our little gay activities.

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?

Uh,,, I don't think so? 100% aro here, no crushes to be found. Y'all do make me really happy tho :3

Uhhhh no pressure tags; @rickshaww @heathenhouse @redminibike1

[ryvgvji]

the banning sex was so damn good😫💕i just have so many imagines going through my head to send you for mha! would you be able to do the same concept but for midoriya, todoroki, bakugou, and tamaki?💕💕

yes i can! :)) my inbox is always open for request. just make sure to read the rules so you know what to request.

(apologies for any grammar errors.)(and the long wait.)

✰ characters: Izuku Midoriya, Todoroki Shouto, Katsuki Bakugou, Amajiki Tamaki.

✰ banning Shouto, Midoriya, Bakugou, and Tamaki from sex for three week? what’s there reactions?

Shouto Todoroki

how did we end up here? huh?

why would Shouto get banned from sex?

easy. he was trying to make you jealous

you two decided to link with the 1A gang

but what no one knew was that you and Todo secretly had a thing going on

while at the event , Shouto had been talking to Momo , trying to make her laugh and even touching her from time to time

his hand would rest of her knee and shoulder , he’d even brushed her hair out her face , glancing over at you with a smirk

you’d roll your eyes as you felt your blood boil hot

some of the others like Mina and Deku would notice and ask if you were alright

you simply nodded you head and put on a fake smile

“i’m doing just great.” you reassured them

“you think you so slick huh?” you scoffed at Todoroki. he gasps and puts his hand on top of his heart. “me? never.” he said with a smirk. oh how much you wanted to smack that look of his beautiful face. he stepped closer to you and you stepped back, your legs hitting the bed in the process, causing you to sit down. he pushed you back, causing your upper body to fall against the bed.

he took this opportunity to straddle your waist, trapping you between his knees. his hands traveled to the hem of you shirt, pulling it up over your chest. “i saw the way you was looking at Momo tonight,” he whispers, tracing down your cleavage. “pure jealousy on your face. wishing it was you that i was touching.” he pulled at your bra strap, snapping it against your skin. he looked deep into your eyes. “if you wanted me, you could’ve told me.” leaning down, he captures your lips on his. you wrap your arms around his neck pulling him in closer.

you took the opportunity to push him off you and straddle him instead. this time, your the one in control. you kiss down jawline to his collarbone. you suck marks on them. he lets out small groans, kneading your thighs each time. you could feel him get more and more excited as he started to grow against you. you teasingly grind into him dragging out a prolonged groan from him. “fuck, i need you.” he wraps his arms around your waist. but before he could do anything, you pull away from his grasp. “to bad. no sex from me for three week baby.” and with that you walked out his room.

for the next two weeks, Shouto been silent. anytime you would try and talk to him, he goes mute. you weren’t even mad cause you found it funny. he could literally be talking with Midoriya and Iida and as soon and you join the convo he shuts up. he acts this way until the last day of the punishment. literally when the clock sticks 12 midnight, he’s at your door. “let’s not waste time, shall we.”

Midoriya Izuku

let’s see why this cinnamon roll would end up in this situation

he did something...

something you deliberately told him not to do

but did he listen, nope!

no matter how many time you told him

you warned him over and over again , begging him to not do this

“if you ever do this i will knock the day light out you.” you sternly say , but deep down your worrying

instead he completely tuned out your warnings

now you are in this situation where he is hurt and wounded

none of this had to happen , could’ve been avoided

“why?” you could feel angry, sadness and worry flow all through out your body as you look at a wounded Deku at your door. there’s nothing but silence from him. you pull him straight to your bathroom. you sit him down on the closed toliet seat. “remove your shirt.” you instruct as you rummage through your bathroom looking for a medkit. he did as told without any problem.

“kitten, y-y/n, look i’m sorry.” he held you arm as you clean the wounds on his face and neck. you pull your arm from him, turning away. “i told you not to - i told not, NOT get into it with Katsuki, and what do you do? go against my word.” you feel the tears start to form in your eyes. “why, just why would you go against me? i don’t get it.” you feel his hand on your waist trying to turn you around but you don’t. “y/n you got to believe me. i-i didn’t mean for this to happen.”

“so then what did you mean to do? how you end up like this?” you finally turn around to face Deku, tears rolling down your cheeks. his face contorted in complete hurt. “nothing. i wasn’t thinking, believe me baby.” he reached for your hand. “no Izuku. y-you have to go.” you say. turns start to well up in his eyes. “what do you mean?” you felt the angry that you once felt return. “get out! don’t talk to me! and also no sex. for three fucking week. now leave.” you turn your back to him, waiting for him to leave. “but-“ “no! leave.” and with that he left, door closing behind him.

for the next three weeks Deku spent his time apologizing and letting you know how sorry he is, and how wrong he was for not listening to you. call after call, text after text. he would let you know how bad he felt and wanted your forgiveness. finally on the last day of his punishment he would arrive at your door with flowers and a gift. once you pull him in a passionate kiss, he knew what that meant. “kitten let me show you a proper apology .”

Katsuki Bakugou

let’s be honest here

there are many ways that you can ban this man from sex

but in this particular case , you two got into an argument

was it a necessary? no

but ofc is escalated a bit too quickly

literally over something small that you had mentioned about to Bakugo

harsh words and profanities were exchanged between you two

“you know you’re really starting to get on my fucking nerves y/n. you always complain!” he raises

you go back and forth at , at each other’s neck

“well then if i complain so fucking much then get the fuck out.” you raised your voice louder than his. you walk a bit closer to him so that you two were only inches away. “since i get on your nerves, you could just leave.” his red eyes stare deep into your own.

“is that what you want? you want me to leave?” he said leaning dangerously close to your face. you nodded your head, “very much so.” you smile. he leans back with his arms folded. “if that what you want, then surely i will do so.” he said. you walked right over to your door, opening it for him to walk through. “then leave, peace out.” you gestured out the door.

he walked through the door hands shoved deep in his pockets, huffing in the process. he turns around one last time to look at you. “oh and since i complain all the time and get on your nerves, i guess it’s best if you don’t get sex for three weeks right?” you could see his expression of shock and regret. he was going to say something but you cut him short. “yeah that does makes sense, bye.”

for the next few weeks he is physical, mentally and sexually frustrated. anytime he’d see you and he’d look at you and scowl but it’s unintentional. he just doesn’t know what to do. he literally counts down the days on his fingers. he would eventually apologize like three, two days before the punishment is over. so as soon as he sees you on that last day, it’s on sight. he’s not wasting any time. “y/n, i’m sorry. and i wanna show how much i’m sorry.”

Amajiki Tamaki

he didn’t do anything

i really don’t see the little baby causing any trouble

you were just bored and had a random thought popped into your brain

you thought of a way to torture him

what if you banned sex from him for three weeks

just as an experiment for fun

so when you were with him you told him

“Tama.” you called to him. he turned to you from his game. his face pure with an innocent smile. he hummed. “i think we shouldn’t have sex.” you told. he rose his eyebrow. “huh?” confusion clear in voice. he held back a laugh. “for three weeks.”

surprise falls on his face. his mouth hung open as he stuttered to find words. “t-three we-weeks? wh- what did i do.” he says, bit a of sadness in his voice. you only smiled. “nothing.” he pouts at your one word answer. “so then why n-no, making love?” you just couldn’t hold back your giggles anymore, he sound like a little toddler. “Tama, you didn’t do anything, this is just a test.” you explained to him.

“if you could go a the whole three weeks, i will give you a reward at the end.” you said. a shy smile creeped on his face and he turned back around to face the game. “o-okay.” he said lowly. you went over to him and give him a hug from behind. “your too cute.” you kiss him on his cheek.

for the next three weeks, Tamaki has been trying his best not to fail your test. he missed touching you an incredible amount. he didn’t even know how much he craved your touch until now. some nights he would lie awake in bed, thinking about how much he missed your body pressed against his in, make sweet love to you for hours. when the weeks were up, he encountered you on your way home and followed you along. “y-you said that you h-have a reward for me?”

[longlivestarker]

tony claimed peter, everybody knows peter parker is tony stark’s pet and belonging.

tony couldnt support anyone touching his sweet boy, he’s his. entirely his and tony makes sure to mark his neck every day for people to understand (many times a day, fuck that healing factor) and everybody knows better than to try to even talk to the boy

peter loves being owned by tony, makes him feel loved, protected and also hot inside. but- the truth is, peter also is possessive. and he knows tony owns him, but he wish like he could feel he owns tony sometimes too..

tonight particularly, when tony is shamelessly flirting with this blonde woman. the woman didn’t even approached tony. tony did. and peter hates that, how can the man pretends peter is his, if peter can’t say the same.

so he just watches them from afar, tony isn’t even laying an eye on him, peter’s heart getting heavier and heavier with the time passing.

he feels like he can’t do the same. if the roles were inverted, tony would have gone crazy about this, making sure who peter belongs to. so why peter can’t do the same ?

but when that woman leans on tony’s touch and they both laugh, it’s too much. he’s had it. peter’s hurt and his brain just fried. he jerks up and rushes to them, without even thinking twice about it.

tony doesn’t even has the time to open his mouth to say something when he sees peter arriving.

“get. the. fuck. away from him.” the boy squeaks, a dark look in his eyes. he sees tony’s jaw opening and not closing.

“excuse me- who are you ? his son ?” the woman ask with a mocking tone. peter’s hands are shaking. the fact he could just punch her right in the face right now.

“no, but i do call him daddy. now get away from him before i-”, but he gets cut by tony squeezing his arm.

“excuse us, guess he’s right. have a nice night lydia!” tony says, before pulling peter’s arm to bring them in a corner of the room. they missed the blonde saying her name wasn’t lydia.

“okay that was hot but… what was that all about sweetheart ?” tony asks, a teasing smile on his face.

peter can’t even feel ashamed about it. he’s angry. and hurt. “it’s not funny tony! you- you always say everyone im yours but then- then you just go flirt with another people! i don’t wanna be yours if you can’t be mine. i want you to be mine too. mine.” peter admits, his eyes getting teary, but he’s not crying.

tony’s response is a kiss, a passionate kiss. in front of everyone. he grabs peter hard. peter’s whole body beams at that.

“im so sorry, baby, i thought you knew- i thought you knew i was yours, completely yours, peter.”

I don't know when did it happen that people started sending me starker in my inbox, but I'm living for it. Bless you and all the other writers.

"he’s his" we do live for possessive+ Tony Stark. YES FUCK THAT HEALING FACTOR. LET THE HICKEYS SHOW 😍😍😍

Tony, you idiot, you can't just flirt with random chicks? Why and WHY DID HE START??? I'd be okay if the woman started it, but she didn't.

Ok but I do really want peter to do the same... let tony taste his own medicine. I love jealousy in fics. Tony would go crazy. I can already see it.

“get. the. fuck. away from him.”

OH. YES PETER!!! Go for it!!! Show that bitch that she can't touch your man!!

HIS SON LMAO. HAHAHAH (you know me 🥴)

*“no, but i do call him daddy.* OGJeiojgoesjgi Peter omg :D:D:D Fuck I spit out my water. HAHAHA. This was perfect.

TONY ARE YOU REALLY SUCH AN IDIOT? ISN'T YOUR IQ LIKE... THROUGH THE ROOF??? Fuck, do you not see you're hurting your boy? 😭😭😭😭

“im so sorry, baby, i thought you knew- i thought you knew i was yours, completely yours, peter.”

I am melting. This was amazing! And angsty and then soft just how i love it 🥺🥺

Thank you so much for sharing!!!

[13uswntimagines]

Cliche (Tobin x Reader)

Request: Marriage Proposal 

Author’s Note: Special Thanks to @literaryhedgehog​

“I’m just saying, I opened my inbox. SOMEONE should have messaged me,” Tobin said, tugging on her hair frustratedly. You watched in amusement, loving the way the sunlight caught her hair, as you exited the movie theater. She was so focused on her tirade that she didn’t even look down as she stumbled over an uneven brick in the patio, just continued walking. “It’s been open for days and I reblogged several of those ‘send me a number and I’ll answer a question’ posts!”

“Babe, you run an anonymous fandom blog for a sci-fi television show that stopped running 15 years ago,” you said, rolling your eyes. 

“19 years, ago,” Tobin corrected, “and it has a pretty strong fanbase! That fanart I made got at least 100 likes.”

“You’re just lucky they didn’t match the brush strokes or something and figure out it was you. Like they did with your other fake Tumblr. They’re like crazy detectives,” You said side eyeing your girlfriend. 

“I mean, I was making fanart of us on that one, it was pretty obvious.” 

“I love it when you paint me, but It’s really creepy that you put it on the internet,” You huffed, crossing your arms tightly across your chest. 

“Oh come on, I only posted the ones I made from press photos. You have a problem with the high definition, you talk to Alyssa’s girlfriend. She’s the photographer.”

“As long as you keep your drawings just for us, yeah?” You asked. Tobin had quite the eye, and she often found her greatest inspiration when you were relaxed. When you let your guard down. That mess the that many of her sketches of you were most certainly not suitable for public consumption. 

“Anything I draw from life instead of from a screen I keep.” Tobin winked at you and linked her arm through yours. “So, what did you think of the movie? Or was it too romantic for you, you action-thriller loving fiend?”

You shrugged. “I think it was a little too cliche. Like who the fuck brings a diamond ring to the airport and uses the intercom to propose to the girl who just dumped him for a job across the country? And then she chooses him?” Some plots just made zero sense. At least your action movies didn’t force a girl to choose a person who was completely wrong for her. 

“Oh come on, everyone loves cliches. I’ve seen the number of ‘there were only one bed’ fics you’ve read.” 

“Those aren’t forced heteronormative love stories that don’t actually care about the characters” You scoffed. 

“I have seen your archive of our own bookmarks, do we want to continue this conversation?” Tobin said sweetly, looking at the windows of the shops you passed, though you could see her suppressing a smile. She loved winning, be it argument or soccer game. 

“My archive history doesn’t count,” you grumbled, pouting. It wasn’t your fault you had been kinda into Bellatrix dating Hermione, especially when they were both the same age and you got to see some Hogwarts hijinks (it helped you weren’t a Ron fan either). 

“Sure, sure. Tell you what. You don’t like my new favorite Rom-Com? Show me you can do better,” Tobin gestured to the outdoor coffee shop along the route ahead. “Real life coffee shop AU. Here’s your chance to defy heteronormative love stories and cliches in the most romantic way possible.” 

“Just please don’t spill your drink on me ok? You already have my number,” You asked, raising your eyebrows. You happened to like this shirt and didn’t want it to get ruined. 

“That would be a cliche, wouldn’t it? I thought you wanted to avoid those?” Tobin said, raising her eyebrows to mirror yours as she pulled out a chair from one the tables, “you’re chair, mon chere?” 

“You can be quite the Gentlelandy miss Heath if I do say so myself,” You smirked, settling into the chair she had pulled out for you, kissing her cheek. 

“Why thank you,” Tobin said, tossing her hair back playfully before settling into her own seat. She grabbed the menu and opened it up. “So, what are you thinking? Asking the barista to make heart-shaped foam? Splitting a pasta dish and reenacting lady and the tramp?”

“I was thinking a cafe mocha with no whip, and I’m pretty sure this place doesn’t sell spaghetti,” you said, setting your chin on your hands, leaning on the table. 

“I think I’ll get a nice chai latte. And a muffin on the side.”

“Lame. How do you live in Portland and hate coffee?” 

“I thought you were supposed to say nice things. We already know each other, this can’t be enemies to lovers AU!”

“You’re still stuck on that?” You asked, sighing when Tobin raised her eyebrow at you. “Fine. How nice of you to choose a predictably unusual drink, and healthy snack for our date. Better?” 

Tobin snorted. “Undeniably.” 

“Good,” you watched her as she placed your orders with the waitress, thinking over what to do. She managed to place the order with her usual level-headedness, but she had the slightest smirk as she turned back to you. It was both loving and a challenge. 

“Babe,” you said, “I literally have no idea how to make this a living coffee shop AU. I can’t remember the last time I read one of those where neither of the characters was a barista.”

“First I think we talk about random things while sipping our drinks, wondering how we get each other so well,” Tobin started, setting your drink on the table in front of you. 

“So basically do what we normally do, but with added pressure?” 

“Yep! Wanna start? You can tell me about that new fanfic writer you’ve been reading? The one who writes the really cute Sonnett fics?”

“Oneanddone has a couple… it’s like they actually know about Snippets from her and Lindsey’s relationship,” You said, your lips ticking up. 

“That sounds fun and not at all creepy,” Tobin said, leaning forward. 

“The best one was where Lindsey flew all the way to Sweden to propose. It was cute, but entirely too cliche,” You winked at Tobin, so she knew you were continuing the joke. “She just showed up and proposed after Emily won the championship and Emily kissed her hard hat and all. Like they would give the fans that much PDA in one shot,” 

“Hmmm, better check for cameras then,” Tobin said, ruffling in her pocket. You heard the sound of candy wrappers, as usual following a movie with her. 

“What?”

Tobin got down from her chair and kneeled in front of you. “Y/M/N, I have liked you since the first day I met you. You were smart, beautiful, and had a hell of a right hook. Watching you on that punching bag was one of the sexiest things I had ever seen, up until the day you agreed to go out on a date with me. And the date after that, and the date after that. I fell in love with a woman who’s not afraid to have an opinion, who will ask to pet every dog she sees, and who loves listening to me rant about any subject over the moon. Now I know you don’t like cliches, so I didn’t get you a diamond,” She pulled her hand out of her pocket and held the ring pop up for you to see, “I got you a cherry. I also have a grape and orange in my purse. Will you marry me?” 

“Yes,” You breathed out, forgoing the ring pop in favor of kissing your girlfriend- fiancé. 

“Such a cliche,” she murmured against your lips, threading her fingers through your hair. 

“Shut up and kiss me,”