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once again reaching out to the dash to plot relationships / dynamics with rose !! she's so on my brain I am so happy to talk about creating space to fit her in and vice versa fitting others into her life
#* ā¦ OOC ā are the residents evil sir. )#rattling the bars of my cage !!!#work has me so EEPY and everything I have to reply to is fairly long so I am just staring longingly at the dash#holding rose out so gently. I like her#platonic familial antagonistic I am so happy to plot literally any sort of dynamic my ims are always open to mutuals#and my inbox is open if you just wanna ! send something random to get the ball rolling !
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this is a random idea, and you totally dont have to write it if you arent comfortable but could i maybe request a oneshot about reader who sh with finnick and like they havent had sex yet because she doesnt want him to see her scars and its just lots of comfort and really fluffy?
good things come to those who wait.
pairing: finnick o'dair x fem!victor!reader
content warnings: this work contains topics regarding self-harm and scars, however nothing is graphic at all, and this is mainly focused on the comfort aspect of things. finnick is a sweetie pie, pre-established relationship, mentions of sex but nothing intimate, hurt/comfort.
word count: 1.0k
author's note: this is a topic that really hits home with me, and my intentions are never and will never be to offend anyone. my inbox and dm's are always open. this work is purely made to help people feel less alone, not to romanticise any topics covered.
Finnick has always been ever so sweet with you. He has never once made you feel pressured into doing anything you werenāt ready for, and thatās one of the many things that separate him from your past boyfriends.Ā
You know he would never even think about judging you for the scars on your thighs but no matter how much you reassure yourself that he wouldnāt mind, there is still that tiny voice in the back of your head that says, āWhat if?ā
Youāre seven months into your relationship with Finnick when you decide that itās best you sit him down and have a conversation with him about how youre feeling. Things are starting to get serious and you can tell that despite his gentleness and his patience, heās beginning to worry that thereās another reason for why you havent slept with him yet. Finnick opened up to you about his sexual trauma in the Capitol pretty early on into your relationship and you donāt want him to worry that you think heās ābrokenā or ādamaged goodsā and thatās why you havenāt slept with each other yet, because that couldnāt be farther from the truth.Ā
You think Finnick is without a doubt the most handsome man you have ever laid eyes onā but heās so much more than that, too. Hes considerate and thoughtful and caring and kind and you donāt want to ever make him think heās not good enough.Ā
So despite your anxiety, you push through and anxiously wait on the sofa for Finnick to return home from his dip in the ocean.Ā
Your heart is thudding against your ribcage so fast that you fear it may jump straight out of your chest. The front door opens and shuts before Finnick calls out your name.Ā
āIm in here!ā You shout back, focusing all your effort on keeping your voice steady and calm.Ā
Finnick peeks his head into the living room and smiles. Two dimples poke into his cheeks, one on either side of his mouth, as he grabs a beach towel off the radiator and starts to dry himself off. Heās caught off guard when you donāt immediately start chastising him for dripping water in the house, and that is the first thing that sends bells off in his head. āAngel? You okay?āĀ
You suck in a steadying breath and pat the sofa next to you. āCan we talk?ā Finnickās mind starts whirring into overdrive as he worries that you might be breaking this off with him, and you instantly backtrack when you see the panic on his face. āNo, no, Iām sorry. Donāt panic, I just need to tell you something. Itās nothing bad, Finnick, I promise.ā
He seems to relax a little at your comforting words but his steps are still tentative as he crosses the room and sits down on the sofa next to you. āAlright,ā He says warily. āDo you wanna tell me whatās going on?āĀ
You swallow the lump in your throat. You know this is going to be an awkward conversation to have, but both you and Finnick agreed that communication was key to maintaining a healthy relationship. You figure you might as well be honest and get this over with. Thereās no point in beating around the bush so you come right out and say it as bluntly as possible. āI wanted to talk about why we havenāt had sex yet. I mean, thatās something you want, right?ā
Finnick nods reassuringly. āOf course it is but only when youāre ready. I donāt want you feeling pressured into it.ā
Your tongue darts out to wet your lips. āI want to. God, I really, really want to. Iām just scared.āĀ
Finnick tilts his head to one side but slowly reaches out to grab your hand. He intertwines your fingers together. āOkay. What are you scared of, angel?ā
It takes everything in you not to burst into tears and you have to clear your throat a couple of times before talking aloud. āI have scars. On my thighs.ā
Realisation dawns on Finnick but he doesnāt open his mouth to say anything. Instead, he nods to show that he is listening, and squeezes your hand to encourage you to continue.Ā
āI was going through a really tough time after I won my games. I turned to someā¦ well, less than healthy coping mechanisms. Iām better now. I havenāt doneā¦ that, in a good few years. But I still have scars from it.ā You take a deep breath, keeping your eyes trained on a spot on the floor in front of you. āI know you wouldnāt judge me but I was just scared that youād think I was damaged orāā
āOkay, let me stop you there.ā Finnick cuts in. His voice is stern but soft. āAngel, some scars donāt scare me, and they certainly donāt make me think youāre anything less than beautiful. All it does is tell me how resilient my girl is. I would never think less of you for this. I need you to know that, alright?āĀ
It feels like a weight has been lifted off your chest. āNo, I know that, I justā I donāt know. I was scared you were gonna leave me.āĀ
Finnick uses his free hand to smooth your hair off your forehead. āI know, angel, I know,ā He murmurs. āYoure not gonna get rid of me that easily, okay? Iām in this for the long haul.ā He smiles softly and knocks his shoulder into yours.Ā
You worry your bottom lip between your teeth as you finally make eye contact with him. āYouāre not saying this just to make me feel better, right?ā
Finnick scoffs but his voice is full of affection when he speaks. āAngel, you should know by now that Iām gonna tell you the truth, regardless of if you want to hear it or not.ā
You chuckle. āFair point, well made.ā You hesitate. āSo, you know, just to clarify, you do want to sleep with me?ā
Finnick grins. āMore than anything. But weāre gonna do this at your pace, okay? Weāre gonna take it as slow as you need.ā
Your lips tug downwards into a frown. āYou donāt mind waiting?ā
Finnick pecks your forehead. āYou know what they say, good things come to those who wait.ā He pauses. āAnd, angel?ā
āMhm?āĀ
āScars or not, I still think youāre the most gorgeous girl Iāve ever laid eyes on.ā
#grace talksšš·#the hunger games#thgs#thg#finnick odair#finnick odair x reader#finnick odair x you#finnick odair hurt/comfort#hurt/comfort#fluff#finnick odair fluff#finnick odair angst#angst#sam claflin#catching fire#mockingjay#blurb#fem!reader#drabble#oneshot
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my experience with rashad.
twļæ¼: racism, use of the n-slur (hard r for context) proceed with these things in mind and also donāt go and bring him attention by going to his page as he should not be on the internet for his own peace and everyone elseās. this is going to be long and have a lot of receipts/descriptions. do not send him shit on my behalf i aināt move like that.
before i start, i want it to be clear that this is not confirmed. however, he has a history of doing fake anons to himself and to his (ex) moots from what i learned to either start drama, topics, or fw them so he can act as a supporter or victim if he sent the anon to himself. and this is NOT me jumping on the rashad toxic gossip train of tumblr 2023 but this type of behavior is disgusting and inexcusable. i am very convinced that it was him and want to share it to you all while leaving it open to criticism and speculation but PLEASE be careful and pick up the warning signs with these people from everyone coming out with stories about him.
now letās get tf into it cus itās a lotā¦
me snd rashad became moots after he noticed me like a post of his i think. his first inbox to me was him trying to do self promo for a fic of his he was writing which i thought was odd and a little weird so i ignored it but he ended up continuing to inbox me random things (which i donāt generally mind) so we ended up building some mutual association or sum on here.
however, around 9-10 days ago, rashad had got āsentā something in his inbox about afro latinos. this was the ask:

now, i am not going to invalidate afro latinos who have experienced this. as a latino, i have experienced prejudice but that is never comparable to a black latino or a black person in general who is mixed/has another ethnic group of origin. these things are said to people and have been said to me in a different context. however, this ask was directly after he had posted it and on top of that it simply is not something someone would say as an ask. i donāt know how to describe it, but itās too directed, crafted in a way that itās wording seems like someone trying to be racist, and so on. we had never talked one on one either so i was confused when i first saw he had tagged me in a post since i hadnāt seen what it was about yet. i donāt know how to describe it but thereās something in the wording and just the context of it all that made this ask so in genuine almost as if it was something he had asked himself on another account.
this was me tagged in it:

i of course reblogged and said my peace and now disgusting and ignorant it was because afro latinos are a minority even in their own community because of generationally taught racism from colonization and just our traditional way of life and teaching stripped from us and our culture. but at the time, i had no idea of his ātrack recordā of doing this type of thing or even the drama he was getting messy with behind what everyone knew of him.
i wanna say this as itās very important as to what i have to show next. i am not black. i have never stated that and my day one followers and moots know that i have black family and in fact most of my relatives are afro latino but i, myself, am a lightskin latina which is something i feel i have always made known at least in sum damn context clues. i also want to add that this took place september 18th and thatās alway really important to the story.

ok now lemme get into why this is even a post.
shortly after this, i had gotten sick and ended up going on a break from just the internet in general because i needed to rest my ass up before even doin a thing like school and writing n allat. i was gone for around 3-4 days. so this post was long āoldā or at least not being seen by anyone. and the thing is my spam posts never get hella reblogs unless i add hashtags or say something that makes everyone and they mama wanna join in on the conversation. so tell me why, exactly three days later, around the day i came back, i receive this in my inbox:

what the fuck is this? like genuinely.
i had not seen this the first day i came back because my inbox was flooded with my actives rambling to me, compliments, requests, etc until yesterday morning when i was taking the time to reply to some stuff and it had come up. i was gagged like this language was so vile, nasty, ignorant, and dumb as fuck. why? for starters, i am not afro latino or black. me and others believe that rashad was under the impression that by the few posts he saw of me talking about the issue that he just assumed i was afro latino as well. i am not and people that follow me from long before all this know that.
and like letās really read the text and what it says because itās speaking about black latinos not being latino because they have no ātrueā spanish or indigenous blood, which is something that this man is always talking about and presents, to me, as an insecurity (a valid one DONT get it twisted) as a afro latino. he, or āanon,ā goes on to call me the n word with the hard r multiple times and tells me i should have stayed a slave and then goes on to bring up taino ancestors (my ancestors) which i just found beyond disrespectful and crossing a big ass fucking line. im not sure if im describing this well, but just by the way that these anon asks are worded they seem very āfakeā as in not that this couldnāt happen or hasnāt been told to anyone, but it doesnāt feel organic and just feels like forced racist comics to give you content.
he also texted me for the first time in tumblr dms the same day as this post or the day after the ask was sent to me, i believe, so coincidence or not ā¦
i am 85% sure this is rashad.
to me, it feels like he did this as a way to maybe validate how he feels as a afro latino with other mixed latin im him since afro latinos face so much prejudice. however, to seek validation by doing an anon to yourself about your own post to get others to hype you up and validate YOUR ethnicity is completely unhealthy especially in this way. THIS was vile. THIS was uncalled for and beyond einstein level comprehension skills. THIS is inappropriate and a sign you shouldnāt be on tumblr.
rashad has been involved in a lot of drama public and not and has a constant thing to blame it on his āepisodesā and such. while i think that self diagnosing is valid because people, especially poc, canāt get proper mental care rn, to state it as a fact is something that self diagnosers do not do and acknowledge it isnāt right. even so, it is not valid to blame bad behavior on your mental health. and even if you did ātake accountability,ā in your so called apologies rashad, you go from saying you donāt use your mental health as an excuse but at the same time use it in that context for why you shouldnāt get hate and we should all stop criticizing you and your actions because it should all be forgivable in a way where we can just move on with no consequences.
yes, rashad does suffer from mental illnesses or some type/types of mental issues whether they are underlying or not but the problem is that the internet is literally his scapegoat from this and is feeding into his problems which is why he does the anons, the posts putting people on blast, etc. if you have not seen he has taken this drama from tumblr to discord to instagram. but it is clear he does not feel any microscopic ounce of guilt or genuine sorry in this specific situation. he says heās āacting like the big personā but goes to attack people who tried to talk some sense into him in his petty onika miraj type posts sayin shit about shoving ice dildos into peoples puss puss and sneak dissin mfs who have a right to see what heās doing when he is continuing to be petty in the heat of this whole thing by talkin abt people.
heās struggling with so much and the internet is not for him and it shows in the way he handles confrontation, parasocial relations w people online, and how he copes with his issues by running to tumblr or any other social media. he has stated before he is an ex manipulator and so on and a place like this is not where he needs to be. so do not feed into the anons he sends, do not feed into the petty and compulsive posts he puts together, and just donāt interact with him. he needs to find his own inner peace on some preacher to the church type shit like this a tyler perry movie and not effect those around him with his own internal mess.
so donāt take this as me trying to like ride off this situation or just me saying these things just because all my moots or in it and i wanna be involved on some nosy bitch shit. but something like this is very serious and i was gonna be quiet on my suspicion but something as disgusting as this being said to me and not put on some blast by my classy ass just didnāt feel right. do not go to his page like he his āgoneā just take this in a way to educate yourself on the typa person he is and as an example of why you shouldnāt get emotionally attacked to the internet or get involved with people like this.
pay attention to how ppl act and the red flags so you can just cut them off and save yāall both the āi survivedā trauma. again, this isnāt confirmed (the racism post) because i have no way to prove it but he has a history of it and i just wanted to come out with this because it made me uncomfortable and disgusted.
NOT EVERYTHING IS FOR THE INTERNET !
#šŖ· ā daliaās spam#i donāt know what to tag this but just read w an open mind#some people need to stay off the internet for they own benefit#let war be OVER
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My lovely people, just a small lil thing: please never hesitate to talk to me if you want to! I might take some time to respond but I love talking to you all and other than Astarion I usually don't bite! Quite the opposite if I may say!
That being said, I will try and open my Asks again if you want to send in some thoughts or just wanna say hi! (And quite honestly I miss getting random messages about stuff...)
REQUESTS ARE CLOSED!! Please respect that. While I love receiving all your ideas I have way too many to get to already. Despite from what you might've seen me say some other time: I can't cope with an ever-growing inbox, it will stress me too much. Please respect that.
Asking my thoughts on stuff, asking about headcanons, just showing me something or just waving hello is always majorly welcome and definitely makes my day!
That's all, love you my sweet lil gremlins!
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Thank You for 400!!
Celebration Anyone?

Pic isnāt mine. Found it on Pinterest.
Greetings lovelies from my little blog!
Thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone who follows me, comments and reblogs my fics, throws a ā„ļø at anything I post/write or sends a tag game my way.
To my pocket friends that I chat with on the regular and sometimes not so regular, you always bring a smile to my face when I see your messages.
I know interaction has been down here in the Tumblr-verse lately but Iāve decided to do a celebration anyway. I hope youāll come say hello and drop something in my inbox ā„ļø
I donāt really have a name or a theme for this celebration so Iāll just say thank you again and the rules will be under the cut.
This isnāt limited to my followers, although I would love it if you did.
My two muses I write for are Matt Murdock and Billy Russo, although there are a few characters that I wouldnāt mind trying to write for ( Dean Winchester, Donald Pierce, Quinn McKenna, Brock Rumlow, but Iām really scared to. Maybe I just need a nudge š¤£
Send in as many as youād like
Fuck, Marry, Kiss (or Kill if you wanna make it interesting) Iāll do characters from the followingā¦
MCU
Supernatural
Netflix Series ( DD, Punisher, Defenders)
Boyd Holbrook characters
Ben Barnes characters
Fall Activity Moodboard šššš»šŗ
Itās getting to be my favorite time of the year in my neck of the woods. I love everything about autumn. This one is for mutuals only OR if you have ever reblogged and commented on any of my fics.
Send in any character with a fall activity (apple picking, Halloween related, cider tasting, etc.) and Iāll make a moodboard for you
Song Lyric Prompt
Full disclosure, I am not a new music girl. I probably stopped listening to newer music around 10 years ago. But I love anything from the 80ās thru early 2010ās. (I love older music too from the 60ās and 70ās)
Send me a character and a song lyric (from those time periods) and Iāll see what it inspires me to write
Miscellaneous
Send me a character plus a fluffy or smexy gif and I can try to write a drabble/fic based off of that gif
Pick a scene from a fic of mine and Iāll write it from the other personās POV.
Prompt Lists
Iāll leave some prompt/dialogue lists below and if something strikes your fancy, send it on over with one of my muses (or challenge me with a new one from the above list) and Iāll see what I can do with it. Or if you have one in mind not on these lists, thatās absolutely fine also.
Confessions of Feelings
Kiss Prompts
Hurt/Comfort Dialogue/Prompts
Random Dialogue Prompts
Autumn/Fall Dialogue/Scenarios
Iāll keep this open until September 16 CLOSED
Again, thank you all for following me, for commenting on my fics, just all of the things! Nothing goes unnoticed, I promise you ā„ļø Everyoneās support means a lot to me and I hope you continue to like the content I put out. ā„ļø
Tagging some of my lovelies that always cheer me on and hug me from afar whenever I need it, thank you again!
@mindidjarin @saintmurd0ck @munsonownsmyass @ilovewhiteroses @ruflirtingwithme @russosafehaven @qu1etwolf @kayhi808 @k-marzolf @wheresthesunshinesblog @danzer8705 @snowkestrel @fictional-hooman @itwasthereaminuteago @fluffyprettykitty @mattmurdocksscars @theradioactivespidergwen @skvatnavle @imagine-a-fictional-boyfriend @music-indie-tv @idaofinfinity @vaguekayla @pedrito-friskito @wint3r-h3art @freshabogados @gijos @nutmeg17 @jvanilly
#ericcaās 400 celebration#come say hi#i donāt bite#thank you!!#ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø#lovely friends#my friends are the sweetest#I really canāt believe 400 of you follow me#wow#seriously thank you
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hey i just wanna disclose that i do delete repetitive asks and i just got a bunch that i've already answered a few times already - so pls just go through my archive or something cause it gets old after awhile, repeating the same answers
bUT if you ask nicely like i've gotten before like "not sure if you answered this or not" i will try and direct you towards my answer
i still get tons of asks almost every day and im doing this for fun so it's my prerogative and up to my discretion whether or not i wanna answer and also if i wanna delete any asks that seem redundant
also just some courtesy rules, please don't yell at me via my asks
i'm open to most people and differing opinions but also please don't spam my inbox with more than a few asks.
i can tell if it's one person or not, so if you wanna just engage in a convo, then just send all your thoughts in one ask - not 4 - 5 separate ones
i'm still a person and not just a random online void where you can just yell stuff about
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I honestly love writing and writing for other people, but after doing it for years and seeing just how rude people can be is really making me reconsider releasing my writing for other people.
I love fanfiction. I've been writing it for almost 10 years. Started when I was 12, I'm 21 and turning 22 in February. I've blossomed. Fanfiction, both reading and writing it, has helped me grow as an author.
So obviously I'm going to want to share it with people. But...my god, it's become a horrible experience every time I've tried.
First, the entitlement that I see from readers. Sometimes, even from fellow writers. I don't know what's worse; when a reader is being an entitled douche, or a fellow writer.
Stop clogging my inbox with "UPDATE!! UPDATE!!" or things along the lines of begging me to update. I have a life. I have animals to tend to, I have money to make, I have mental health to keep in line. I'll update when I get to it. And if I don't? Apologies. But don't make it worse by making me panic.
I was nice enough to release free shit for you. Show me respect.
Also, stop telling authors what to write. Stop dictating what they should be writing. They don't have to write for a specific audience if they don't want to.
I wrote for DBD at one point and stopped because one asshole spammed me saying "write for Adam!! Horrible author, won't write for Adam".
I was going to in the future, I only started writing a few of the characters so I could work my way up. But I gave up.
Go find a writer that suits your tastes instead of insulting and demanding a random ass author to do it for you. Or, better yet? Do it yourself. We cannot read your mind, we have no idea what you want.
Wattpad is one of the worst sites for this. As a writer? Fuck Wattpad. Some of its users are so immature and entitled, it's insane.
I also cannot stand how people treat authors/writers like we're just these emotionless writing machines. I've specifically stated I am not taking requests right now, it's on my profile, so why are y'all sending me requests after I've stated they make me anxious and make me feel pressured? I left my ask box open for questions, that's it. I'm urged to now close it.
Authors/fanfiction writers are writing stuff for YOU for free. I am more than happy to write. I write for fandoms I'm not too involved in. I educate myself about said fandoms and characters in those fandoms so I can write them the best I can. I do it for YOU. Stop treating me like I'm not a human behind the screen with a life.
Also the lack of manners drives me fucking INSANE. Say please and thank you. Show some appreciation instead of "write this 4 me kthanx". It feels horrible, and like I said above, I am not some emotionless AI that writes for you. I have feelings. I spend an hour at the least out of my day writing for YOU when I could be writing for myself, drawing, watching my favourite TV shows...whatever.
Like...in general, be nice. Be kind. You wanna request? Add a please and thank you. Don't pressure authors. Also, don't make authors feel like they're responsible for your moods. I've been guilt tripped with "write this bc I feel sad and if you won't, I'll be more sad and it'll be your fault :((" and it makes me feel horrible.
I gave up writing for people in the past because I am let down every. single. time. It's 2023, fanfiction has existed for a VERY long time, the fact that being kind, patient and understanding isn't common knowledge is mind boggling.
Also? Get to know me a little bit, ffs. I have emotions. I have interests. Don't use me for just my work. It feels awful when I post something rambling about an interest or asking a QUESTION and I end up being ignored. It's fucking horrible.
#this is a vent but you can rb if you relate to this#writing#fanfiction#x reader#i get a lil heated in here i'm sorry lol#do not reblog or reply w/ arguments because idgaf and you will be blocked#let me vent. let a writer vent#vent#tw vent#vent post#i'm just fed up ykwim#speaking up for the fellow authors#cause after nearly a decade of poor treatment i am Tired with a capital T
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Introductionš¤Ŗ
Hi hello! I wanted to make this post bc Iāve been wanting to start a new blog for a minute now soooo I figured why not start with an intro post.
(Iāll update this again with tags and such once I really get going with this blog)
This is an 18+ blog. MDNI.
Online I go by Panda, Iām 23. Iām nonbinary and my pronouns are he/they.
Iāve been on and off Tumblr since about 2011, but this is my first time making a blog dedicated to something and actually posting on it. The last time I made a fan page was on Facebook around 2012.
My fanfiction phase restarted early last year, so naturally Iām back on Tumblr againš„“ bear with me, Iām a little rusty.
Severe ADHD makes it to where I have loads of hyperfixations going at once, and I need somewhere to dump my thoughts other than my friendsā DMsš
That being said, this blog will strictly be for posting about Call of Duty: Modern Warfare ONLY. There might be a couple reblogs from my other fandoms here and there, but Iām gonna try to keep that to a minimum.
Below the break is my main fandoms, and other bits of info Iāll edit in later. Make sure to read my boundaries!
Main Fandoms:
One Direction
Iāve been a fan since 2011, and currently very emotional bc today (the day I write this post) is the last HSLOT showš
Hamilton
Iām a history major, and this show is a big reason why.
Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2
What can I say? I love masked men.
Newsies (the Broadway version)
Watched it for the first time last year, but if Iād seen it like a decade ago, it would have radicalized me.
Red Dead Redemption 2
Literally my favorite game ever, Arthur Morgan has my entire heartš
WHAT YOU CAN EXPECT TO SEE HERE:
Headcanons; almost entirely my own, sometimes elaborations of others Iāve seen on here (that will be credited properly if itās not a direct reblog), or requests from my inbox.
Story prompts bc Iām not confident enough in my own writing to make any of it public lol if you use any of my prompts, pls credit me and send me a link!!
Lots and lots of reblogs
Any NSFW posts will be marked accordingly
Simping on main, hence the title of the blog; Iāll post photos, gifs, etc etc of the characters and make comments like āI want him to crush me with his thighs.ā All in good fun.
TAGS INFO [tags listed below are always the first tag on the post if multiple are listed, followed immediately by the character(s) involved] [these tags are also on this post in this order so they can be easily accessed from this post]:
Any random thoughts or posts that arenāt immediately COD related will be posted under #Pandaās thoughts
Headcanons will be posted under #cod headcanons
General simping (like gif sets, photos, etc) will be posted under #im a simp
BOUNDARIES:
Be a decent human being. No racism, homophobia, transphobia, xenophobia, misogyny, etc.
Again, this is an 18+ blog. Do not interact if youāre a minor. Iāll block you.
My DMs are always open for any reason, especially if weāre mootsš©· if you wanna vent, Iām a great listener; we can also just talk about regular things or you can put requests there if you want, or if you want me to read your writing thatās cool tooš
My asks are always open for any type of request (I know I said I wonāt really post my own writing here, but I will if I get a request).
#Pandaās thoughts#cod headcanons#im a simp#call of duty modern warfare#cod mw2#codmw2#cod modern warfare#cod men#cod smut#cod mwii#ghost cod#task force 141#captain price#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#kyle gaz garrick#kƶnig
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Hello, I'm a new account here on Tumblr, I am slightly new to writing, however I have a ton of experience with details from roleplaying for so long. In the end, I was wondering if you had any tips or pointers for me so I can start this fantastic journey.
First off, welcome to the world of Tumblr! š It can be a little scary sometimes but I promise itās not all that bad once you get used to it!
And Iām sorry for taking so long to reply to your ask! Iāve been thinking about it ever since you sent it so I wanted to take my time and try to be as organized as possible when it came to answering. And as a preface, these are just tips that I find most helpful while writing, so what works for me may not necessarily work for you, and vice versa! Thereās no one right way to write after all š„°
Ok Iām gonna leave the rest under the cut but here we go!
1. Jot down ideas/facts/random things about your story. If youāre not ready to begin writing just yet or just donāt know where to start, grab a piece of paper and just info dump. Make little notes here and there. Where you want your fic to end up, whoās going to be in it, any themes or scenes you want to be sure to include when you start to write it out. I find this especially helpful for OC stories (or even reader fics with very specific attributes or hobbies), sometimes you just have to jot down what they look like or what they do for a living and suddenly you realize something about them that you didnāt know before. (Letās say, a specific fear or something that happened to them in the past, or maybe a close friend or past relationship they once held dear to them.) No one other than you will ever look at these notes so donāt be afraid to be a little messy with them!
2. Use your roleplaying background for scenes, dialogue, etc. I'm not too experienced with roleplaying so I can't speak for it in general, but if you have a history with it then don't be afraid to lean on it when it comes to fic ideas! Have a specific scene you once acted out, but can't get it out of your head? Maybe you want to try it with another character instead, or tweak the dialogue a little bit? Recycle these ideas for inspiration for your fics and see how they come out!
3. Start writing random scenes in your fic. They don't have to necessarily be in order, and sometimes I find I work better when I'm working from the beginning straight to the end. But if you don't know where to start then pick out a random spot in your fic or an idea you want to elaborate on and go from there. This really helps you to get a feel of the characters, atmosphere, and overall tone of your fic. You don't have to necessarily include this in the final draft but it serves as a nice jumping off point to get your creative juices flowing!
4. Talk about your fic! Whether it's random posts on Tumblr or sending asks/fic ideas to your friends and mutuals, talking about your fics and those ideas floating around in your head help you get inspired to write them out! Discussing WIPs with my moots are so much fun and sometimes they can give you a different perspective or suggestions that you didn't know were there before. (And my inbox is always open, just so you know! I'm curious to see what kind of fics you wanna write!)
5. Write what YOU want to write. This is probably the most personal advice I can give you. Only you know what works for you in what you want to read and write, so don't be afraid to go a little crazy. Overused tropes, crossover ideas, character analysis, different AUs, it doesn't matter at all. Because YOU will be writing it, and your voice and style are what will make your fic yours. So don't be afraid to be a little "out there" with your fics, because no matter what there will always be someone out there who will want to read it! You just gotta find the right audience, but I promise they're out there!
Those are the points I can think of at the top of my head. I hope they'll be able to help you, but everyone's got their own style and way of writing so it's okay if you find something totally different that works for you. Everyone has their own personal preferences, that's what makes writing so much fun after all!
I wish you all the best and can't wait to see what you come up with! šā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
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Who Am I?
Hi, you can call me Phelia (they/she), I identify as Girlflux and Ace. I'm pretty sporadic, but still creative and passionate.
You can find me on a couple other sites, linked below:
AO3
Pinterest
Pixilart
Spotify
And in games:
Project Sekai (EN): 244539312341807106
I,switched to this account from (@fophelia1331-oldblog). I won't be updating the old blog.
Fandoms
Fire Emblem (Awakening & Three Houses)
Lobotomy Corporation (+ Library of Ruina)
Project Sekai (Hatsune Miku: Colorful Stage)
Puella Magi Madoka Magica
Your Turn To Die (Kimi Ga Shine)
Tagging:
my fic ideas - The random ideas I get for fanfics. Some I might use, some I might not.
my updates - Stuff going on in my life, thoughts, what I might do in the future.
my art - Stuff I draw. Usually some form of fanart, but not always.
my fics - The fanfics I actually wrote.
my au ideas - The random ideas that might not be turned into fanfics, but I'm posting about anyway.
my aus - The ideas I have for AUs that actually get used for something.
mystic wanderings - My Project Sekai fantasy AU!
the scales of scale - Stuff related to my series of Rui angst.
unit swap au - The current tag for my Project Sekai unit swap au, but I'm planning on giving it a better name.
misc stuff - Any other random stuff I end up posting.
old account reposts - Stuff I transferred from my old account.
A Couple Other Notes:
DNIs? I'm not going to put up a list or anything yet. I mostly just block anyone/anything that I don't want to see or interact with.
Requests? I don't take requests, sorry. If you say something that inspires me, I might be able to do something, but I won't be taking requests.
Trigger Warnings? I sometimes talk about subjects that can be triggering, and I do make content including these topics as well. I do my best to tag the appropriate warnings, but please let me know if I'm missing anything.
Wanna send me asks? Sure! No guarantee that I'll answer, but my inbox is open.
(Note: Please do not send asks requesting donations. In short, I don't have the ability to help, but this post explains it more thoroughly. 2nd Note: Please do not tag me to request donations either.)
Thanks for reading!
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Intro Post, I Guess!
I've finally cobbled together a decent intro post. Here I am, and prepare yourself; I tend to ramble.
Who Am I?
Hi, you can call me Phelia (they/she), I identify as Girlflux and Ace. I'm pretty sporadic, but still creative and passionate.
You can find me on a couple other sites, linked below:
AO3
Pinterest (Casual Stuff)
Pinterest (Art + Creative Stuff)
What Do I Do?
Fanfiction
A LOT of Overthinking and Analysis
Headcanons and Theories
Drawing / Fanart
Occasional Original Fiction
and Plenty of Rambling. My brain never stops.
Miscellaneous Notes
Main Fandoms (as of now):
Fire Emblem (Awakening & Three Houses)
Lobotomy Corporation (+ Library of Ruina)
PokƩmon
Project Sekai (Hatsune Miku: Colorful Stage)
Stardew Valley
Your Turn To Die (Kimi Ga Shine)
Tagging:
my fic ideas - The random ideas I get for fanfics. Some I might use, some I might not.
my updates - Stuff going on in my life, thoughts, what I might do in the future.
my art - Stuff I draw. Usually some form of fanart, but not always.
my fics - The fanfics I actually wrote.
my au ideas - The random ideas that might not be turned into fanfics, but I'm posting about anyway.
my aus - The ideas I have for AUs that actually get used for something.
the scales of scale - Stuff related to my series of Rui angst.
unit swap au - The current tag for my Project Sekai unit swap au, but I'm planning on changing it.
misc stuff - Any other random stuff I end up posting
A Couple Other Notes:
DNIs? I'm not going to put up a list or anything yet. I mostly just block anyone/anything that I don't want to see or interact with.
Requests? I don't take requests, sorry. If you say something that inspires me, I might be able to do something, but I won't be taking requests.
Trigger Warnings? I sometimes talk about subjects that can be triggering, and I do make content including these topics as well. I do my best to tag the appropriate warnings, but please let me know if I'm missing anything.
Wanna send me asks? Sure! No guarantee that I'll answer, but my inbox is open. (Note: Please do not send asks requesting donations. In short, I don't have the ability to help, but this post explains it more thoroughly.)
Thanks for reading, see you around!
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rules page szaiii į”£š©
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take into consideration of me and others ć
ā¤· minors do not interact please with all of the content on my page!
ā¤· i will not open any links from different platforms or apps apart from tumblr
ā¤· i will not engage with any form of hate across my page about myself or others
ā¤· all my posts across my blog will include intended lowercase
ā¤· my spelling and punctuation may also be slightly different to yours
ā¤· my blog caters to female readers, simply because i am a female. therefore, that's all i will be writing for. however i do not identify the reader by their race or weight
ā¤· please do not send requests to my dms or dm me personal questions or anything inappropriate
ā¤· please do not demand i write certain things, demand a part two or express hatred or disappointment in where i choose to end pieces of writing
ā¤· i will only reply to asks if i have inspiration towards the idea/plots. if i do not answer the ask please don't take it personally or spam my inbox. i will also most likely be taking my time when eventually writing about your request, so if i haven't already replied, i eventually will get to it!
ā¤· please do not spam my ask with off topic requests or statements. although i would like to chat with you guys, i would preferably be productively getting through asks rather then being spammed with random statements or questions. if you do wanna chat, you are more than welcome to leave a comment under my posts!
ā¤· i am open to writing for different characters, but just keep in mind that i usally will fixate on one or two characters.
ā¤· please do not request a character dealing with specific or deep issues, as i don't want to write about an issue especially if it's something i do not struggle with
ā¤· i do not and will not write for rape, self harm, suicide, insecurity issues and mental health issues
ā¤· i include warnings for each and every one of my writings before the text, so please do not reblog or reply with hate towards a certain warning, as i did warn you... if you feel like you won't enjoy a certain series or fic you do have the option of scrolling past
ā¤· most importantly, please do not copy my writings or make your blog identical to mine. if find it disrespectful when my theming or writing gets copied, as i do put alot of time, thought and effort into my blog and would hate for someone to simply copy me because they cant be bothered being creative or putting the effort in! yes i understand that i do not own the images but i do edit and add my own colourings to all images! if you are going to take inspiration from my theme or writings please credit me, just by tagging!
āæ NOTES š ą¼ please let me know if you need clarifying on any of these rules or if you don't understand why i have these specific rules, as i will be more than happy to explain!
yours truly, aritzia š xoxo szaiii
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Getting unprompted asks is literally the best thing ever.
#āāļ¾ā£ { o o c } ā Ā ā į“É“į“
į“Źį“ į“ ÉŖį“Źį“É“į“į“ į“į“į“ź±į“į“
ź±į“į“Ź ź±ÉŖŹį“É“į“į“ ā#// I swear I wind up dishing out replies so fast to them for some reason#// like ask memes are great but you ever just get a starter in your inbox? It's heavenly!#// anyway this is me saying that you are always welcome to send me stuff#// I will never be upset to have a random ask because it's such a good ice breaker#// this is on all my blogs#// your muse wanna smooch mine for some reason? go for it ; it might not work out but go for it!#// your muse wanna try to kick mine's ass? go for it!#// your muse wants to dump a slushie on mine's head? Also go for it!#// They're just so welcome to me!#// if you ever think up something your muse wants to say to mine but it can't be threaded currently#// my ask is always gonna be open!#// *blows kisses* be free with it because it will make my day#// also any ic questions will be welcome as well!
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Hi hi hi I know this is so random but I kinda wanted to tell you cause I have no friends and whenever something happy happens I just feel the need to tell somebody (even if itās a stranger, you donāt have to reply I just really wanna talk). Okay so like I was at the store with my mom the other day and while I was walking a really old man near me kinda looked at me. At first i didnāt think think anything of it until I passed by him and he stopped me. I was a little confused but by no means did I feel unsafe, my mom was right next to me. But then he literally said the sweetest thing ever. He told me, āRedheads like you are so specialā and it literally just made my day because I had such a bad day at school (some girl told me sheās scared of talking to me which honestly really hurt, even if she didnāt mean it like that). Plus earlier that day somebody told me my hair is too long and I should cut it, because if I just went to get it trimmed it would only be a waste of money, so the reassurance that my hair looked pretty made me smile. Again sorry so random just AGHHHH I love people like that theyāre so sweet. Bye bye :)
OH !!1 my lovely this is incredibly sweet !! im very glad you decided to send it to me bc it really cheered me up reading it too!
for what its worth i think red hair is . the singularly most beautiful hair colour in existence. i think it's just so pretty and im sure it looks angelic on you!! please try not to ever feel ashamed or insecure for it ! that's your hair ! you grew it all yourself ! you have it for a reason and it's lovely and rare and you should take pride in it !!
im also very very sorry about what people have said to you :( it hurts to be told ur intimidating , especially if you're not trying to be. i myself am quite quiet and reserved so a lot of people think im stuck up before they talk to me, so i understand. PLEASE if u ever feel the need to share smth like this again, my inbox is wide open !! im really happy that happened to you and it made me happy to read about. i hope u have the best day ever and take care of ur lovely hair <3
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thanks for tagging me @sunshineinbetween! :D
1. Why did you choose your url?
Mostly just wanted a change of pace from my old one! (Also my biological & abusive father was stalking my old url so.) But basically uhhhh i love wandering around in the middle of nowhere like a lost child and also corvids <3
2. Any side blogs?
Quite a bit actually! None of them are super active anymore because I stopped caring about social media. Only one that's still kinda used is @softsayings which is a joint blog between rickshaww and I.
3. How long have you been on tumblr?
...I wanna say 2017??? Is when I made my first account? I abandoned it after a couple of months and never picked it up again (it was a kin blog, surprising probably no one) and I made this one in,,, March 2018 according to the archive. So when I was about 16.
4. Do you have a queue tag?
I do not and the only thing I put in my queue is the anthropocene sea foam post whenever someone reminds me about it <3
5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?
This blog originally was a witchcraft blog. I. don't think that's the case anymore lmao.
6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?
@rickshaww my beloved drew us for my birthday present and I wanted to show it off :3
7. Why did you choose your header?
Cool and sexy abandoned building we found during a roadtrip and one wall looked like album art!! (Also think it's especially cool how that building had the lyrics from the Garages' Deicide written on the wall and how I'd absolutely never even think about doing something like that.)
8. Whatās your post with the most notes?
On this blog, it is, and I quote, "AAAAAAAA DISCIPLINE FUCKS HARDCORE" which 30 whole people seemed to like and I pray my blog never gets any bigger because if it gets like my old aesthetic blog I will just nuke this one and start over.
9. How many mutuals do you have?
No clue! I think I'm mutuals with most of the ppl I follow/that I regularly see on my dash though.
10. How many followers do you have?
109!! And I never want to get above 200.
11. How many people do you follow?
201! Also want to stay pretty low,,, too many and it gets overwhelming.
12. Have you ever made a shitpost?
uhhhhhh I cannot recall. Probably? Do the anthropocene spam posts count??
13. How often do you use tumblr each day?
Oof.
14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?
Uhhhh,,,, no...??? I don't think so, at least not a real one.
15. How do you feel about āyou need to reblog thisā posts?
You put too many of those on my dashboard and it's an instant unfollow babey!! I do not wish to see it <3 if I think it's important and I have enough energy to care I would reblog it anyway, you guilt-tripping me automatically makes me stop listening <3
16. Do you like tag games?
I do!!! Would love to remember to do themš. They make me feel like we are all sitting around a campfire asking each other weird questions.
17. Do you like ask games?
Sometimes!! I think it's funnier when I get just. random asks out of nowhere though. (my inbox is literally always open btw, go ahead and send me stupid shit if you're bored)
18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
A really popular mystic messenger fan artist at the time. became mutuals with me and then immediately dipped for twitter?? Otherwise most of my mutuals r just chilling in our little corners. Doing our little gay activities.
19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?
Uh,,, I don't think so? 100% aro here, no crushes to be found. Y'all do make me really happy tho :3
Uhhhh no pressure tags; @rickshaww @heathenhouse @redminibike1
#it speaks#the ask game question reminded me about the Cursed Baseball Bat arc and. i should rb that
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Ayo!
Fun New Thing!: If you can guess where the quote in my description came from we can be friends.
Making a quick pinned cause I have noticed that I've been getting a few people following me around here and I just wanna let people know what they might be getting into by doing so.
First off, hi! My name is Michael and welcome to my main tumblr blog. This is basically my anything goes blog where if I vibe with a post I reblog it. Please be aware that I am random as shit. One reblog might be something like art or writing advice and the very next one might be talking about sex positivity. My interests are as varied as the stars and be forwarned I tag basically fucking nothing. Fast reblog is my life on this blog, so just be aware of that when following me.
Please note: If at any point I post something that you want me to add a tag to simply link the post and what tag you need added and I will do so, but please don't expect me to remember to add it every time because, again, 90% of the time I use the fast reblog function.
Some topics you might see on this blog, but are not exclusive:
ā¤ Shipping Discourse
ā„ I am firmly proship. Don't like? Do us both a favor and just block me.
ā¤ Writing and Art Tips/Advice
ā„ I am both an artist and a writer. This stuff is helpful to me and might also be to any of my followers.
ā¤ Animals
ā„ That's it. Just animals. Usually cool color mutations but also just cool facts about them in general as well.
ā¤ Sex Positivity
ā„ This user is very sex positive and as such I might reblog posts about such topics from time to time.
ā¤ Fandom Things
ā„ I am part of many various fandoms so occasionally you might see me reblog something related to those fandoms.
ā¤ Self Shipping
ā„ I am a self shipper. And though I keep those posts primarily to my side, I might occasionally make a post here related to the topic. Cringe culture is dead, so don't like? Don't read.
ā„ By the by, please follow my self ship blogs for this topic specifically! @redwingedwolves is my main and @redwingedwolvesafterdark is my 18+ side!
Another thing to note on this blog, as stated in my bio, I am a 25+ adult and as such I do adult things such as cuss and discuss adult topics. If that has the possibility of making you uncomfortable simply block me. Do not, however, DM me, or send me an ask saying how I shouldn't behave in this way as there are kids around. I am aware of this. I am also aware that the tumblr app is listed as 17+ and the site itself is 13+. If there are teenagers here who are mature enough to go on the internet unsupervised, they are mature enough to curate their own internet experiences. This is my blog, I do as I please. Don't like? Block me.
My personal tags are #random shit and #mike-rambles. I use these for basically any and all text posts. Feel free to blacklist them if you don't wanna see my rambling.
Well, I believe that's it for now. If you have any questions my inbox is open.
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