#and my hands are so tingly qnd burning (known issue and waiting for appt on that but its all just adding up and im aaaa)
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I know it is ok to make mistakes. I know it is ok to listen to my body and take breaks when I need to
I am also terrified I am going to get in trouble at work because I had such an awful day last shift and left early and had basically nothing done
Rly not sure what else I COULD do since I kept getting nauseous and wonky headed and stuck in the bathroom every like 20 minutes trying to wait it out
I just. Have fear and guilt. Especially since it's right before a holiday and we r gonna be busy.
#my stomach STILL feels off but like. im gonna have to go work tonight#qnd qnxiety qnd guilt dont help#i cant mcfrickin type lmao#i should be sleeping bc if nightshift but im dreading getting a text or phone call sm#and my hands are so tingly qnd burning (known issue and waiting for appt on that but its all just adding up and im aaaa)#venting -----#negative ------#nausea tw#venting and negativity#i am 30 years old and retail trauma from when i was a teenager is still fucking with me#(one job literally told me i wasnt allowed to leave my station while i was actively passing out)#(which could have been qvoided ifntheybhad let me get a drink and listened when i said i wasnt feeling well)#(and then they fired me over a similar situation not long after.#(turns out i had a chronic illness that i had told them about! wow! and told them things i needed and they didnt accomodate!)#(and then guilttripped me for having a medical emergency and fired me. very very illegal but i was so fricked up by their crap)#(and now any time i have a medical problem at work or feel sick or god forbid be human i freak tf out)#retail trauma tw#i guess idk#i do not need anything i am just processing and venting
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