#and maybe someday I'll look back on it with longing rather than cringing | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

james-stark-the-writer · 2 years

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having tags you used to use for specific posts is honestly so weird to experience bc I do not want to see what the fuck teen me had to say about anything. anything I've said before 2022 does not exist, it's not canon, it never happened.

#never going into my archive again #that was a scarring experience #I used to overshare so much #so many thoughts that should have stayed in my brain #it's just me learning social media etiquette for like 4 years until I fully switched to twitter in 2020 and morphed into me today #it's so embarrassing and cringe but I'm kinda glad it still exists bc it was a genuine expression of emotion from a broken child #and maybe someday I'll look back on it with longing rather than cringing #anyway I have clinical brain rot now and I'm more articulate and understanding of what to say so truly ignore all my posts pre-2022 #I only mostly still stand by my media criticism from back then bc I was still learning to balance subjectivity and objectivity #and it was a lot to experience in a very short period of time but it's kinda crazy how far I've come since 2017 #so much growth #16 year old me would be proud and happy #I'm not particularly happy but I'm much more happier than back then #much less depressed and suicidal too #crazy how much good moving away from your insane family does to your mental health #anyway enough oversharing in the tags y'all get the point

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