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#the sims 4#sims 4#ts4#s4#sims#simblr#another unnamed sim to the pile#I can't look directly at him im AFRAID hes too beautiful#I think every time I make a new sim#I get closer to a sim style that I rlly enjoy#hes still got some work to do but#I am enjoying his face a LOT.#I think smthn about his nose I gotta edit#and maybe a different eye mask#but the bushy brows ;-; <3 <3#also maybe see how he looks w/ darker hair but the blonde is CUNTYYYY
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"now, doesn't that look nice?" [insp]
#*chanting* skask skask skask skask-#vincent aurelius lin#adamandi#hello. let's talk about what's going on here! i've been tossing the idea about here wrt skin translucency ever since that post came out#(it's linked above fyi. but to quote it.) 'attempting to pursue this unachievable white ideal of the young academic; maybe leading to gory#representations of mimicry; replacement; taking on someone else's skin; altering the self'#this is primarily key in vincent and the skask; in the actual show iirc they used a jockey mask or smth? but i was thinking about the#delightful way skin is semi-transparent. and so a literal layer of skin alone would be unlikely to provide the whiteness pursued-#the under layer of the original tone would be there. so smth about the failure and unattainable.#additionally; at this point of the show the skin would have been likely yellowing or greying due to post-mortem development? so even more#Not white. from observations (as a kid;comparing skin tones?) white people have a pinker undertone (this might be. a generalisation but.)#here the lighting is yellowish to further push the difference + give the super harsh lighting that if you suspend disbelief has some hair#appear as blonde to further the ambrose-ness.#also the hair- messier on the non-ambrose side; a reference to the whole monologue about the haircuts they got#we bring to you also another episode of <i like drawing fabric folds> in the jacket symbolism! from bottom right to top left; it tracks#vincent throughout act two: the initial long jacket for standing out (nonchalance?) at ardess is removed; the yellow coat is put on- aided#here by ambrose's ghost which is represented by the hand! (it is very very slightly transparent- you can see the jacket pattern through it)#(if you look close) and then the satchel goes over it; this mimics the clothes in <oh ms reporter>#and then the Actual Ambrose jacket goes above along with the skask; following the outfit from the pyre scene at the end.#the spark/star thing is partially foreshadowing for the upcoming stabby eye trauma thing (@quincy) and partially just so i could highlight#the eye of the mask/ the place where vincent's eye probably is Behind the mask. because i liked the idea of merging faces; intersection.#back to the translucency of skin - you can kind of make out where the rest of his face is from the darker bit? aka it's not the same colour#as the skask. smth smth limited effectiveness...#tldr? face skin. jacket skin. altering appearance over time; unfeasibleness#when i was doing this i suddenly remembered covering my skin in talcum powder as a kid... hm. i'd forgotten about that.#anyways! when i posted my first ever adamandi thing i had the thought of 'this musical makes me want to paint' and surreally enough#that has proved to be so so true. and ngl i am really enjoying it? love it when the motivation to create is there haha#i will add as a disclaimer that i'm literally chinese and if the colours look off.. i did not mean to make a caricature. please be nice#that said because stage lighting tends to shift colours about a Lot i essentially used my own skin as a reference under yellow light?#so hopefully that checks out. <disappears>
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GUESS WHO LISTENED TO THE ENTIRETY OF EPIC THE MUSICAL LAST NIGHT WHILE WORKING ON MY PHILOSOPHY ESSAY. HAVE A DUUSU AND A FELIX
#I drew this is such a fervor last night after listening to the song one (1) time to the point where I'm questioning if it makes sense for-#-the embodiments of emotion to be called warriors of the mind but. In my head the song suits them#It's about finding a likeminded intelligent soul who masks the well of their emotion with cool calculation#and taking them in as an apprentice#Maybe maybe maybe. Stares out a window#Anyways I was BLOWN AWAY by the musical I love love love the different instruments and the motifs and the progression of Odysseus' morality#miraculous ladybug#ml duusu#felix graham de vanily#felix fathom#gray draws#Finally I have reached the end of the backlog. Withers away#epic the musical#tw eye imagery
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random but i'm so curious as to know how your eyes look, the way you described them in the past have me intrigued
weird girl eyeball compilation
#ignore my crusty lashes & swollen eyelids beauty was never my strong point - neither is my personality#y my eyeballs look so smol when on their own tf#HOW THEY LOOK SO oval here and so circle IRL#I swear over the years they went from bright blue to green to grey to now whatever all these are I just cbf lookin for older pics#now I guess they just look like a swamp and look differently depending on my surroundings#BC some of these looked SO DIFF when u could see the clothes I was wearing in the pic#like maybe our minds construct colour based on our surroundings idk bro#so Ive come to the conclusion they r basically grey and reflect whatever it is in the room like my soul#ofc even my eyeballs are pro at masking I should have known#turns out I’m not unique just weird#also these r mostly all in bad lighting so I’ll let u know if I ever enter the great outdoors#bc I’m being told they look so diff to all these when outside#I guess they reflect the sky more IDK bruh they r actually blue outside as not demonstrated here rip#I’ll keep u posted if I ever discontinue bedrotting#also these r shitty old iPhone quality lMAO#btw u can tell which of these r the most recent bc the light inside of my eyeballs died#actually it died long before any of these pics but even more so now#also rn the white part of my eyes r red so this is not an accurate portrayal of current day is it LMAO#Anyway these pics r making me want to apply mascara correctly but I cbf
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I do think nhw trickster has just. an entire wall of whatever building he's staying in that's just a huge display of his mask collection. being in that room is SO fucking unsettling I think
#all the eyes feel like theyre watching you.....#and theres like. no organization whatsoever. just a bunch of masks haphazardly thrown up on hoot#*hooks#i also think. whenever i picture him doing his taylor-style pacing around in his room simultaneously controlling a bunch of#puppets in different places. he does in fact do that in the mask room.#he doesnt clean them either so the ones he doesnt wear much are covered in dust#and the ones he DOES wear a lot are just caked in like. blood and dirt and grime#maybe he'll get someone else to clean his favorite ones just so he can see them better but i think he forgets about that a lot#new haven wards
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trying to work out veritas' actual name is so funny like one second it's aurelius then next it's bob. what do you guys think his real name is ?
#* ✦ 𝐈. ❮ ooc ❯ ⸻ ❝#see i struggle because i don't know whether he was given one with significant meaning#like i do think they saw him open his eyes and go oh this kid not like the others#but because he's in a society whose geniuses have been wiped out like would they have just given him an average name#also why would he use a different name#are you masking your true identity ratio i need answers#maybe he's a cosmic criminal or some individual that's gone awol but has actually just assumed an alias#anyways i will ponder on this until the cowards actually give us his canon backstory and world#he might just have coincidentally been called veritas and got invited to veritas prime but idk that seems too on the nose
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thinking about that "there's nowhere for me to hide" quote that's been going around and the fact that it's actually the opposite. i know he's mostly talking about writing and yes when it comes to am he's the one doing (most of) the lyrical work on records as opposed to tlsp where him and miles are 50-50 and they have a whole different creative process than he does with am. but when it comes to being on stage, performing with am is actually the time he hides most. perhaps exactly because he's up there alone as a frontman, hence the need to "protect" himself by putting on a persona, a mask that can be conveniently taken off once he's hopped off stage (a theme that has been widely explored in the last albums, but really it's been there his whole discography - including obviously tlsp with the bourne identity and also his solo work with songs such as hiding tonight). but when he's up there on stage with miles, and miles is "up there singing with [him]", he says it gives him somewhere to hide because that 50-50 ratio that comes with writing translates to their stage presence as well. however one could argue that it's that same equal ratio that makes it so that he doesn't, in fact, hide at all when it comes to tlsp performances, and especially eycte era ones. because the knowledge that not all attention is on him, but rather distributed equally on the both of them, added to the reassurance that having miles there gives him, results in what is maybe his most genuinely maskless behaviour, of which we've seen countless examples during the 2016 tour. and although one could also say that that one, too, could partly be a persona in and of itself, the point still stands - he might be hiding in different ways depending on whether he's up there as the am or tlsp frontman, but being two halves of a whole with miles certainly didn't give him more of a hiding place. on the contrary.
#thoughts that haunt me while i'm trying to take a Normal&Peaceful Shower TM#mind you this isn't even about milex i just find it very interesting how he talks about being able to hide when he's up there with miles >#> as opposed to am. because bruh. that is the furthest thing from hiding we've seen on tour in 2016#those were some of the most genuine antics/shenanigans/smiles/behaviours he's ever shown in 20+ years of career#it was just a man being silly with his best friend. not a single thought behind those eyes. except maybe one-- [gunshots]#but yeah it was just real. and he's real eith am too it's just. in a different way#something was in the air in 2015/2016 that made him not worry about putting on a mask and we'll never know what it really was#and i think that's incredibly interesting#alex turner#arctic monkeys#tlsp#ramblings#btw while reading this you have to imagine me putting him under a microscope. to study him
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rly wish they brought the endearingly odd parts of the original revue starlight play to the anime/movies…for example like hikari’s unnerving fake smile/demeanor and junna’s hysterical laugh out of nowhere and futaba’s more aggressive attitude. also i miss maya’s white gloves. and unrelated but yeah nana should be taller she should be like 6 foot at least
#i do love hikaris unrelenting autism stare i really do#but there’s something about her acting that rly drives home the point of her having lost her radiance when it’s a more stark difference#like in their first revue in the play where junna’s all freaked out by hikari and the whole situation but then turns the tide because she#realizes hikari has no real dream no true light in her eyes. and hikari’s mocking grin just drops.#also hikari has much more of a sophisticated elite kind of vibe when she first transfers��in the anime its like she’s definitely amazing#coming from studying abroad at a highly regarded school and everything. but her attitude is more like a stoic kind of creature#and i do love that creature#but i also love mimori’s graceful polite charm that feels just a little too contrived#idk maybe it’s just because as an autistic person i relate more to masking#but since it’s a story about the stage and acting#hikari putting on an unnerving elegant act like that is more impactful to me#pip speaks#revue starlight
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HI i'm So glad you agree w my tags on that vid of wilson on speed... <333 seriously though imagine. house putting his hands around wilson's neck and feeling his pulse beating away at like 90mph. when he pulls away he has a bloody lip cus wilson was trembling so hard he bit down on his lip on accident. fuck my lifeeeee i cant stop thinking about them
ohhhhhhghgg ......!!!!!!!!!!!!! i must have you know i read this during shopping with my mother and i could NOTT stop grinning because that visual is so insane ... fuck......
#asks#head in HANDS.#godd just like. a moment of tenderness from house + wilson being uninhibited in the way that he is .......#i don't buy that house doesn't know wilsons medical history i think he's intimately aware of it but maybe wilson. idk. gets choked up#if i was sussed out by my famously unemotional best friend to be on antidepressants idk i think i would lose it a bit#and then its “hey. wait. come here” and there was a line in a fic about Touches#smth about touch when there is tenderness + care behind it (maybe house worries that the dose Was too high) and house masking that worry#through. checking his pulse. one on his neck one on his wrist breathing slow so wilson can mirror it#by hyperventilating. and then the opposite happens and wilson closes his eyes holds his breath and bites his lip#“house. close your eyes.” & he doesn't know what he expects but every inch of his body wants to do it so fuck consequences he'll do it#and then his heart rate rises for an entirely different reason .#<- is that anything. the visual was too much to leave as a visual#when i tell you i lost my mind when i saw this ask i was like ohhgggg... mind blown WIDE OPEN. crazy. ty <3#cee's house rambles#ferret tag
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how are you feeling today? did you make it through unscathed?
Yeah I definitely didn't 😭 I've been hella congested all day and I definitely have a cough, but it's more bc my throat is bugging me than anything. I don't think I technically have a fever, my temp's just slightly elevated from where it normally is. It's fucking miserable bc I can't breathe through my nose and the damn thing fucking hurts, and I'm kinda uncomfortable and a little achy, but other than that I'm mostly just tired and a little hazy and generally just don't feel great, so I'm not dying like my partner was lmao. But yeah, all this to say that I'm fucking pissed at him and I literally feel like a goddamn plague rat 😭😭
#not snz#i fucking hate it here#I've sneezed a few times but not much#mainly just coughing#super sniffly tho#also i did go hang out with him just so i could bitch at him lmao#also i feel fucking disgusting and i was sad being in my room#like i don't want anyone to perceive me#like i was almost never sick when i was younger and if i was no i wasn't unless it was bad#but times have changed 😔#so no more going out and doing things while being either maybe or definitely sick 😔#thank god honestly but i still don't want people to Know#like don't fucking look at me let me rot in my hole and die alone#but i didn't wanna be alone apparently like i was very sad about the thought for some reason smh#so yeah we literally just hung out in the car#lowered the seats and had blankets and pillows and shit so it was kinda chill#and he bought food from a couple different places bc it's his fucking fault and he's trying to buy my forgiveness lmao#various soups and mac and cheeses and the general concensus was that they'd probably be good if we could taste them better 😭#some of them tho the texture was just not it like even a great taste couldn't save them imo#also there's a boba place that makes hot teas also so we went there a few times#ordered in advance masks on obviously so we were only in there for like a minute just to grab everything#like we were being as careful as we could#also he's like mostly feeling better like his fever broke apparently#he still sounds fucking gross tho lmao like his voice is shot and he still has a pretty bad cough#and now I'm like fucking whatever we both have the same gross ass fucking disease so it's fine i guess#but i still kept glaring at him as a first reaction whenever he decided to be symptomatic lmao#but i wasn't pressing myself against the window trying to escape so progress lmaoooo#anyway it was a chill day i guess like we were just hanging and making sure the other person wasn't dying lmao#I'm at home now and took a hot ass shower and my eyes hurt and I'm tired so it's probably bedtime lmao
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okay my eyes are still really swollen and my nose still hurts and my head still hurts and I'm so over it. it's been what, 9 hours?? I'm not enjoying this.
#all this just because I used some paint??#my eyes feel like immediately after you've been crying for 2 hours#not nice#and if I want to try again I'll have to accept that this will happen again and. that's kind of unpleasant. don't want that.#buuut. I only used them for a short while but it was already so much fun 😭 couldn't focus on it that well because everything hurt but it#was fun!#maybe if I wear a mask? don't know if that'd make a difference for my skin but I guess it won't hurt to try#sucks that it's winter and I can't open the window completely#maybe that's the problem#but if I can only use them outside or in summer it's pretty much pointless anyway#ugh.#overthinking this as usual but I wanna use these damn paints so bad!!#I've found a different brand that I can try. I don't know if they use a different oil or whatever but at least these ones aren't of unknown#age so I can rule out that it's just that they've. idk gone bad or something#personal
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THEY HAS NAMES-
this changes not a damn thing.
#tastypizza49#answered#oxenfree ii#oxenfree ii lost signals#parentage#oxenfree parentage#sage oxenfree 2#anna oxenfree 2#elijah oxenfree 2#alright. one more time#sage anna and elijah's timeline is an Alternate of these three's#same people just . . . more intense backgrounds#sage is olivia#anna is violet#elijah is charlie#the Only difference here is how they chose to look#what masks they bore#if i add on Anything to sage. it'll Maybe be giving her green eyes like olivia. but brown is hard to beat#contacts.................. contacts#ANYWAY. if you read this far in you get a cookie
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Just realized i forgot to post my design for if po3 made itself a humanoid body
There was gonna be another doodle but it didnt look right so you just get this. But it pulls on an electronic mask for the uberbots + bounty hunters
#but yeah like. the whole ‘he took inspo from mora bc shes the most humanlike’ thing. the fat and the eyes. like. the coloured sclera and-#-slightly different coloured pupil. yknow?#he doesn’t technically need the clothes but like. he doesnt wanna expose fragile robo parts. yknow?#i dont know a lot abt robots#excuse the lack of legs. again there was gonna be another doodle and im too lazy to add legs or smth on this one#and also dunno if he’d actually give himself legs. i think if he tried walking he’d immediately fall bc hes used to floating#POINT IS hes an asshole and uncreative /j#ANYWAYS#scov.art#inscryption#inscryption p03#maybe i’ll draw the mask thing eventually#btw if he was human he wouldnt look like this. this is just simply how he’d imagine himself as a human. yeah? yeah#ik what im talking abt im just poor at articulating my thoughts
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I have a heart failure thought...
#hrm#is it unheard of for the lead singer to preform a show like- just chilling on an altar the whole time?#like- with some choreography ofc but like maybe they have a more “sacrilegious” album so when they tour it they look the part#but im thinkin#since els whole thing in this universe is him masking when he's in the band/public eye 2 be perceived as cool/aloof/whatever#mans is draining the spoon meter regularly so like..he could just preform more or less laying down most of the show#anyway#i still don't have a solid sound for them yet but im getting a little riot grrrl type music w a lil ghost and uhhhh whats it called#queensryche(?) idk i heard 1 song and forgot 2 save it#their vibe is queer punk but like- different flavors of it depending on who's writing the music#maybe a lil ska in there too idk music stuff very well#heart failure#heart failure band#band concept stuff#oc concept#kinda#elliot rambles
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honestly i’m not sure i liked the results of my prompto overlay enough to justify how long it took to make diwhdksh
#i need to fix a few things and maybe make some different opacities but i am Undecided if i will keep it on him#gonna work on noct afterwards#more focused on a lip mask than anything bc it’s the one part on him i struggle with the most#i also wanna make an eye mask for both boys so idk we’ll see#lian blabs
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Funny thing is it's only rude if you're autistic. If you're not then it's totally fine to not like stuff and the convo goes:
- i don't like this, it's really just not my taste
- Ok
Autism thing i hate that it’s considered rude to not like a food and not want to eat it. And i hate that i have to be all apologetic about it instead of people just understanding that foods just aren’t for everyone and a person not wanting to eat something isn’t an insult to anyone’s cooking
#i never had issues with food being autistic#but can't count how many times i was riddiculed when i was vege#or when i was fighting severe ibs and couldn't eat a list of fodmap foods#people were like#oh but it's just a little bit#well yeah sandra i can't have that little bit because i can't have it#like#at all#it's an ingredient i can't have and it's in the dish#oh well i'll just take it out then you won't even taste the difference#kurtyna#But at work i' masking and had a situation like#my boss made us all winter teas and it was so sweet of her cuz she made the effort for us to feel cozy and all#she brought ingredients from home#and one of those was rosemary#idk maybe i'm allergic but when i worked at cash register i could smell that fucking plant from the moment it was put on that treadmill#it makes my skin crawl#like this weird shiver from the back of my head then back and sides of my tongue ending with creeps down my back#gross af#i know and understand why people might like it#but it's atrocious and a blasphemy#anyway#there was a whole damn stick of rosemary in the tea#and i was like#ohhh thank you so- is that rosemary? i'm sorry but i can't have it i just don't like it so so much#and i just took it out and threw into trash#and they never blinked an eye and were like#oh ok cool i like it but i don't lile xyz and we just sat by our desks and went on with our work#ok that went personal
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