#and like one of the best fandoms ive ever been in
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this happens to me like. every day.
#fnaf#charlie chatterbox#please god free me#help me to make better financial decisions 😔🙏#i just get#obsessed with a new weird niche fnaf merch item every day and like#make it my mission to track it down and own it#i dont need these things. i dont need to be doing this#this is from the grab n go mystery packs made by phatmojo i believe? anyway ive got two in the mail#now im getting obsessed with the snaps figures#i didnt realize it has actually been a blessing that every other fandom ive been in has had like. no official merch up to this point#home/stuck vld ok/ko tma NO MERCH#there is some sort of addicting chemical in receiving a little totem of your blorbo in the mail….#and just putting them on your desk and staring at them#if they ever release any gr bonnie merch im literally doomed#because anything they release ill have to buy a freddy buddy for him#and if i get a freddy well i should have a monty too to complete the polycule#but then it’d be fucked up not to get chica and roxy…….#and at that point i should also get the vanny to have the whole set and lets be real the vanny piece is usually the best one in any lot anyw
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There is something to be said about the fact that half the time, marginalized characters end up being the "normal" ones in fanon when that is so clearly not the case.
#thinking about all the cases of 'duke is shocked by the batfamily!'#effectively using duke as an outsider pov when he's literally not#or how cass is the Best Girl#also i say marginalized but i really just mean they're not white#oh actually another case of this is dick. he's schrodinger's character of color cause im pretty sure he's roma in like. maybe two runs#and then it was dropped. BUT actually i wont expand further that's for the circus posting#but regardless. the 'golden boy' rep does come a lot from. fanon. there's so many instances of him being the 'father' or blerg. 'mother' of#the group. and literally why. the only character he really has a fatherhood claim to is damian and that's because of the specific situation#stop making the eldest(s) in your ''''found family'''' the parents!!!!!#stop forcing your found family into a nuclear family structure!#anyways back to the point. 'why doesn't damian get this treatment?' 1) i said half the time and 2) racist introduction#damians also interesting because he is drawn so white for a lot of his appearances so he's also a kind of schrodingers white person.#chekov's white person? idk#project for later would be to compare character of colors' introductions and their portrayal in fanon#also admittedly batman is not the best media to analyze this through because there's multiple axes of shittiness#oversexualization racism classism ableism sexism... is tim the only one who comes out unscathed???#anyways the other reason batman kinda sucks for this (as well as dc) is just that a sizable portion of fans like. don't engage with the#source material. i've seen a lot of people say they've only ever touched fic/fanon. which. well. it becomes a feedback loop#ive also been in fandoms i haven't touched the source material for so i'm not juding. but there's a reason i've stopped that#jkb.talk
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something Very Funny to me about how my most recent fic on my actual ao3 account is for a long dead fandom and has been sitting at quite literally 1 hit since i published it but both things i've finished now for npmd have gotten like. parts of an actual community in my comments and i get to Talk To People About Things and look through the accounts and other fics of people who mention they write too and and and. ohhh fandom my best friend......
#the 1 hit fic was written ENTIRELY for myself i knew i was getting nothing from that but like.#even with other fandoms ive written for on my main account? theres been nothing and no one NEARLY as welcoming as other fans here#i did make an INCREDIBLY good friend with my qpr fics in a specific fandom and its one of the best things thats ever happened to me#but writing the nerds is like. there's an actual COMMUNITY i see names i frequently recognize i see people whose fics ive read or#whose blogs i follow#its just. it feels so so lovely its like when i wrote for [redacted] except So Much better#<- creators of redacted did NOT care for it much only the community rly did. but here the community AND creators care so much for the story#and its soooooooooooooo#aly.txt
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#periodical life updates#(<- NUMBER 3!!!) I FINISHED THE ANIMATION AND EVERYTHING FOR THAT PROJECT AND SENT IT OFF! super excited!!#it looks really cute! i tried my best and im mostly satisfied of where i landed <33#it's my little sibling's birthday today!! it's also the first official meeting of lgbt club!! (the other event was a fun lgbt mixer)#my backpack smells bad. like mildew or mold maybe? urgh its awful and gives me a headache. i might need a new one. i dont know. urghhh.#my programming homework is due today!! yike!! but other than that my personal projects with deadlines are all done!#INIQUITY NOW THAT YOU HAVE TIME ARE YOU FINALLY GONNA WORK ON YOUR SELF SHIP BLOG?? YES!! HOPEFULLY!!#truthfully i /have/ been working on it on the side. it looks decent but the colors;;; i have always been pretty sht at color picking?#i can adjust with filters but without that im like. a little not good yet lmao. gotta do some studies sometime perhaps#BUT YAY EXCITED!! ive got some rambles and doodles and a tag system and f/o info which is extremely cumbersome (affectionate)!!#also i have new fandom ocs for the latest dimension 20 campaign and im so delighted heho <33 this campaign is literally so fun.#im watching it with my sibling when its done!! OOH ALSO I FIGURED OUT HOW TO PNGTUBE AND i will likely never use it BUT COOL!!#i dont like. talk. lmao. my art streams are 1) silent 2) rare 3) only shared with my siblings. pngtuber is a little useless. but CUTE!!#i got boba tea yesterday!! sandy bought it :3 <3 and we're having pho and cheesecake later and i might plan out a little excursion today?#like i might get a treatsie. OR i'll just sit on campus as usual and get a mango smoothie and draw for a while (or work on homework.)#(lets be honest its likely the former. i might get a little back into traditional? ooh or maybe i'll practice my asl?) HEY THOUGH.#ive been thinking about making a henrey stickmn (ask)blog to practice asl? like. no plot. just henry teaching ellie and charles asl#really funny considering my Real concept of an askblog for THSC. not ace or eca; but a secret third thing (⛎) ;)#then again since when have i EVER followed through on an askblog lmao?? damb im all over the place today. we're already hitting tag limit#okay!! 3 AM!! if im going early tomorrow i gotta eep! goodnight everyone i love you!! see you tomorrow if i have the energy and time!!
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After ALL this time... I finally have it!
Please may I welcome you to the OFFICIAL full design for Polly/Jarvis!
This is the most fun I've had doing a digital piece since making Lars! You have no idea how happy I am with this!!!
Some closeups of my favourite parts, there's so many 'cause they're all SO GOOD
They're definitely the most elaborate Spirit design, and for the Octopod itself that's very very fitting!
I might make a simplified version that mostly affects the coral/whisp because that would be the most difficult part to recreate exactly...
I can't stop looking at him. This is the absolute best I'm ever gonna draw this incredible entity :)
#octonauts#octonauts au#oh hm. polly and jarvis are octonauts ocs on their own. SO#octonauts oc#the octopod#bright colours#eyestrain#cw bright colors#cw eyestrain#i followed my first design a bit too closely and ended up making her brighter than she probably should've been !! hence the tags#GOD. so proud !!! so so proud! so as a treat for myself here are some other official tags <3#digital art#artists on tumblr#.wow only two. man im never gonna be brave enough huh#anyways ! gAAAAHHH please enjoy !! this is the most proud ive ever been since that pencil crayon drawing of unspoken crimes !!!#and I PINNED that for like a month#i might. i might put a LINK to this in the current pinned post cause the current pinned one is important. OH WAIT#i'll do a [best of the month/week] sorta thing. yeah that make sense#OKAY. BYEBYE octonauts fandom stay tuned!! i might make similar works for the gup spirits !!!#hershel’s octonauts au
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OK not to go on more rambles because I can’t stand seeing people who disagree with me, but I just want to get one thing off my chest about the fandom argument against watcher lore.
I often hear that watcher lore “takes over all the theorizing in the fandom” and I just. Genuinely have no idea what other types of theories are SUPPOSED to exist??? In the life series fandom???
I decided that I don’t want long rambles here so I’ll leave the rest under the cut
Like, my best guess is predictions, for who will die and what the next gimmick might be, etc. but watcher lore never overshadows those conversations, and they’re much better being called “predictions” than “theories”.
Then there’s character analysis, which SOMETIMES people will throw watcher lore into (note: if someone explicitly states that they are talking about their watcher lore related headcanons for a character then you have no reason to complain that their analysis has watchers in it). But once again, and even more so this time, I wouldn’t call that a theory? It’s a character analysis. And unless it’s about Grian they will very rarely mention watchers anyway (unless again it’s a post dedicated to the watcher lore and op’s ideas for that). And Grian is one of the most popular characters so there’s plenty of other posts about him you could look at instead lol. He’s got all KINDS of fans.
Then there’s just general discussion of the life series which IS NOT TAKEN OVER BY WATCHER LORE. Bro I see SO many discussions about life series lore that has NOTHING to do with watchers (or just has a one off line about them). Idk why people act like the fandom is too obsessed with watcher lore to talk about events within the series when we literally DO talk about them lol. If we only cared about watchers we’d be the EVO fandom not life series 😭
My next best guess is the most ridiculous one to me. Are the theories that watcher lore is overshadowing… theories about why the games exist and why these people are in them? SOMETHING THAT… ONLY ONE OF THE CCs HAS GIVEN ANY SORT OF CLUES TO?? The ONLY CC who has gone “hey life series fandom! Here’s some things for you to make theories on!” MARTYN IN THY LITTLE WOOD??? LITERALLY THE ONLY GUY WHO IS ACTUALLY INTENTIONALLY GIVING THE FANDOM SOMETHING TO MAKE THEORIES ON. AND IT’S THE WATCHER LORE THAT IS “taking over the theorizing space” I DON’T KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU THAT IT IS GENUINELY THE ONLY THING TO THEORIZE ON THAT HAS ACTUAL GROUNDS. I’m sorry that your little ideas are ACTUALLY the fanon and not the watcher lore that is called fanon WAY more than it should be.
If you want to speculate on explanations for the death games that don’t involve watchers, go on ahead! But I don’t see why the people taking what one of the CCs has given us as an explanation are a problem?
Like I’m genuinely so confused. “Watcher lore takes over all the theories in the fandom” my guy Martyn “Watcher Lore” LittleWood is the only person giving the fandom theory material. If this is really such a problem for you then why don’t you beg the other CCs to sprinkle some lore for you to theorize on.
Anyways my next best guess is headcanons. But it’s like bro who cares about someone’s headcanons. Leave people having fun alone. It’s not even really theorizing. What is going on in this fandom anymore it’s just “hate on Martyn’s hard work for no reason except I hate the fandom” everywhere.
#trafficblr#life series#sorry for all the ranting about this fandom. it’s actually one of the best fandoms I’ve ever been in.#my biggest problem is the large amount of Fun Police fans who refuse to acknowledge Martyn’s work as anything but fan service.#and all the other fun police fans who are fun police for different reasons.#but that’s my only issue with this fandom tbh. it’s got like the least discourse I’ve ever seen#YES. A MCYT FANDOM HAS SOME OF THE LEAST DISCOURSE IVE EVER SEEN. IVE BEEN THRU HELL.#the most important part rlly is that the discourse is so unserious. like this post for example. none of those words are real problems.#and you don’t need to bring up more serious discourse that exists in this fandom ok I know. but it’s really scarce compared to other fandoms#yeah I keep posting about things I don’t like in the fandom and then in the tags talking about how I love the fandom. so what.
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This is very off topic but- i thought you would appreciate the fact that i'm going to write about the classic to geno to error timeline in my philosophy essay.
IM SCREAMING THEIR TIMELINE IS MY EVERYTHING I HAVE BEEN OBSESSED FOREVER AND EVER IF YOU DONT GET FULL MARKS ILL DIE
#if you ever feel like sending it you know where to find me#no bc im obsessed with the entire timeline of basically decay and tie in lore of the entire thing#the concept of not only the affects of trauma and isolation but also the changing of situation and environment having that big of an impac#is so fun to analyse#the impact of knowledge on this guy and how this relates to the entire concept of timelines is such a good psychological stufy#on top of the environment changes that sans goes through theres also the entire thing with all the relationships in his life#starting with gaster that is clearly a large affect on the sci to classic time until eventually the genocide route changes him again but#more drastic because of his new position stuck in save forever until eventually the void#and then you apply the little typology pseudoscience to his personality and way of thinking throughout this#and then apply the whole multiversal war lore to how he reacts and responds to the creation of aus#and then you consider all the fandom relationships between the sanses and how they react to one another specifically between the main#timeline and aus because of how different their lives weny#AND THEN ADD ON THAT SANS IS HOT???#ive been obsessed for 8 years sorry for the tag essay#also sans is just funny#sci is my personal favourite because of everything listed above like he hasnt even experienced all of that#but in some interpretations you assume that he DOES know all that happens and he still goes on??#also cpau is my yearly christmas ritual best personification of sci not in terms of anything important but like just how he acts and talks#bhc did blue best thats irrelevant but i need everyone to know about it#not a poll#mars talks#mars is talking a LOT
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Not going on Anon but I remember seeing your ISWM sideblog and thinking you were like some huge fandom big shot dkckdkfnf... but now you are one of my best gay people in my phone <3
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#FHDJFBDJNFF#thats so crazy nah I don’t think I’ve ever been a big fandom hot shot 😭 only like some posts that just hit off#IDK I HAVE POSTS THAT HIT OFF BUT I DONT THINK IVE EVER BEEN A BIG SHOT B GN FNNFNF#HIII ZUL HIIII ur one of my best gay people on my phone too#asks#zulzinho
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i love finding drama in fanbases im not a part of. i love reading online drama abt things that dont pertain to me. i am a nosy little bitch first and foremost
#one of the very few reasons it will suck when twitter falls off entirely <///3333#where else will i get my necessary dose of ridiculous fandom drama that doesnt impact me <///333#currently knee deep in kp0p drama on twt and wooo buddy#ppl argue abt these groups like its the fucking olympics???#'my group won x amount of awards in the past two months and your group hasnt' ITS MUSIC??#LISTEN TO THE MUSIC???? IF THE MUSIC IS GOOD TO YOU THEN THE GROUP IS DOING IT RIGHT???#sounds like sports twt out here. yall it aint that deep. if they do cool dances and you like the way they sound then thats all they need#am i fuckin missing something.#does the sound and cool dance moves of the group directly relate to the amount of arenas they can sell out in a row#hell some of the best concerts ive ever been to were standing room only#some didnt even have a stage or barricade they were too small#just enjoy music what
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i may be the most content starved person in some of my fandoms
#if you think youre lacking content well boy let me tell ya#the author hasnt mentioned my blorbos name in years and was totally happy to throw away his character#both my main blorbos got their characters tossed away for the sake of another character the creator and fandom likes better#plus the fandoms care very little for my favorite and at best no one talks about them at worst just assinate their character to heaven#all i ever have going for me is special interest juice and boy oh boy oh boy#boy boy boy#that juice has been evaporating for literal months#and it is getting genuinley distressing for me#usually when my life is particulary sucky and i am exhausted my health is declining im carrying half the world on my back#because i certainly dont have the time to lose my shit#and as a therapist friend ranting in some tags on tumblr is frankly going to far for me#surprised i didnt delete all this by the time ive posted it#anywho this is fine#i would punt to some special interest juice but noooo#and this time of course I have to gain weight#love that. love being shamed for being all of 150 pounds
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I think you mistakenly tagged that Disco Elysium fanart as uncaptioned/undescribed?
Helllo!!! Yes I have, tysm for telling me! I fixed the tags now
#fandom related#disco elysium#aaahh it happems that i occiasionally tag things wrong#i try my best to tag everything so it can be easily found if searched for or blacklisted if needed#i also intend to go through my undescribed/uncaptioned tags one day to see if the images have been described since i put them into my queue#or add an id by myself#also i misspelled happens and occasionally. anyway#i hope you guys have a lovely weekend#i feel so good ever since i found out this week that i have a chronic illness#like. all the struggle all the exhaustion was never my fault at all and there actually /is/ smth wrong w me#all along i've never been not good enough. ive just been undiagnosed. and now im taking medication which will hopefully improve things#the weather is rly nice here today. im writing applications and wachting ted lasso s3#later today we'll go groceries shopping#it's a good day :D
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i just finished a book series for the first time in. a long time. I've been keeping up with it since i was like 13. what the Fuck do i do now how do i recover from this event what do i do with my life
#i havent read a new book in ???? probably years ???#amazing what getting out of the school system does to you#but now???????? how do I live with the fact there will never be any more of that universe other than just. cry#ive been reading these as they came out for so so so many years#and i put off reading the last one for maybe 3 / 4 years but now ive Done It#ans the author has a new series and its very good but its not the same at all#and yeah i could read fic but i dont feel like i want anything different or expanded on really#and also theres like 50 fics total its a surprisingly small fandom considering the absolutely tectonic impact the books had on me#im so ;-; rn#like unbelievably;-;#if youre this deep in the tags though i love u and u look good today#also you should totally read the long way to a small angry planet by becky chambers#and all the other books in the wayfarers series#theres only 4 and theyre all Stunning i promise#honestly the best sci fi I've ever read I'd say#books#wayfarers
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the big Vent post abt my family today and that post i saw went to my fandom vent blog instead, ur welcome lmao
#text post#best thing i ever did but it sucks bc i feel like my feelings and ideas are valid here re: some of the fandom stuff#i just have been slapped back down enough to know that stepping out of place to bring it up is useless for me#but there's always the vent blog#where everything is privately posted no one gives a fuck and the points don't matter lmaooo#legit tho the vibe is so 'yall dont wanna hear me u just wanna dance' to paraphrase from the song so truly i sit here like#if u create in the fandom ur feelings increasingly matter less and less what matters is if ur making anything and if it Matches#the current Most Perfect Least Problematic trope that's the obsession of the week#whatever im done with it for now i need to clean up and say hi to the roomie and try to feel not like total shit the rest of the day#maybe ill pop some of my tumblr only stuff over on ao3 today finally#folks there have been perfectly polite and just leave a kudos and dip and tbh? that's been some of the kindest interaction ive had lately#and im so grateful for it thank u to those folks for keeping me writing#and to the folks here who give the tumblr only thus far pieces a read and a like u guys have kept me going very much too. thank u
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fic: you always listen carefully to awkward rhymes (18+)
summary: “Sounds good,” she says, a cute little smile crossing her face. She sets down her bag and basket of berries, and Davenport can’t help but stare at her. Not for the first time, he wishes he could draw her too, if only to capture that smile and the elegant way her fingers run along the handle of the basket before pulling away.
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#stolen century#i originally wrote this in 2018.. then when i found out how much of the fandom violently hated davenport/lucretia i was too afraid to post#and the smut is a little ridiculous.. pretty gross and over the top lovey dovey.. but i'm fond of this one and glad i can finally share it#even if no one likes it#also this is titled after one of the best love songs ever written.. i included two performances because honestly rem was at its best live#the studio version is excellent too but they have some songs on their live album that are even better performances than the studio version#which is... very rare and impressive#anyway yeah... ive been in a posting rut for three months. why put writing and art online just to be hated yknow? but if anyone out there#could ever careabout these characters too it would really mean so much to me#so there is fulfillment in at least trying to connect.. i dont know....#my work might not resonate with others and how people have treated me in taz fandom makes me feel so alone.. but at least im trying..#Youtube
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I do kinda hope we get a sequel, it’d be nice to be able to talk about Lorabetta again
#smol has a vent#this aint as bad as my other vents but it's still a bit melancholy to go in my normal 'speaks' or fandom tag#cause like i dont wanna make out like 'oh the attentions not on ME im LEAVING this fandom' cause im not. but like.#it's one of my only fandoms ive ever truly been In. i made friends from it. i developed OCs for it. discussed the lore and game with others.#i was INTO it and made one of my favourite OCs ever. and people actually wanted to know about her!!!#people asked me about her!!! we made our OCs interact!!! thats not happened before!!#i finally felt like i was in a community! but of course things have lulled these last few months#which is only natural of course. people have their own lives and stuff to deal with they get into other fandoms its natural its normal.#the server aint fully dead most of us are still kinda there. i hope it picks up again at some point#but yeah no i finally drew a Lorabetta comic for Easter and i was PRAYING this might get more attention than the last one (which was 0)#cause i was following up a previous comic! one that got attention! i shared it in the server and....#nothing. no one cared i suppose. ik she's not like the Best or Most Popular OC in the fandom. i dont think she even registers#on a fandom-wide scale. but she matters to me. and it mattered that other people were interested. and that interest just...isnt there anymor#didnt help i nearly had her ruined for me over something i really shouldnt have got so upset about but i had no way of like assuaging#my worries so i lowkey spiralled a little bit so it left a sour taste in my mouth. another reason drawing her comic meant a lot to me#telling myself 'i still love her'. i want others to love her too. is that a lot to ask? maybe. ah well. such is life.#i reckon a sequel would also be very fun but i mostly do just want a reason to go back to Lorabetta. maybe Mollinda too#im sorry i left you by the wayside girls. and sorry to Lanabelle and Edithana for never developing you. but ya meant a lot to me. still do.#'wow shes apologising to her OCs thats so fuckin sad' yeah maybe but im a sensitive bitch me. its how im built lol
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Verryyy long ranting under this about vil and how this fandom treats him for absolutely no reason pls excuse any mistakes and feel free to correct me with any accidental misinfo i passed <3
Mentions of racism, fatphobia, eating disorders, elitism & ableism and also SPOILERS for Vil's character story (eng only)
Ever since this game started getting super famous in tiktok and twitter it seems that people just love to butcher literally every character in Twst and sometimes it's genuinely baffling how wrong some of the takes are, it really does make me wonder if some people just don't read the story and just skip every character who isn't their fave, and if they really do that, what makes them think they know enough about the rest of the cast to post in the character's main tag the most rancid read on a character, often accompanied by some accusations of literal crimes of bigotry that really should be taken more seriously instead of being terms thrown around.
I'm gonna be talking about Vil specifically but characters like Leona, Jamil, Sebek and a few others have it exceptionally bad as well (especially Leo and Jamil who's haters can even be quite racist)
I've been playing for a very long time (in eng) i remember being there to watch the Heartslabyul final release and the release of Savanaclaw's chapter and through these years ive seen the most horrific takes on Vil's characters, ranging from the accusations of racism (which have been debunked again and again especially by JP players) to accusations of supporting eds, fatphobia, elitism and ableism. The funny thing is that even with a very quick read of any of Vil's story you'll find out there is no support for any of such claims. They like to use the incident with Epel's accent when for years JP players have pointed out how this was strictly an error of localization since they couldn't find a situation similar to the one that is portrayed in the original game to put in eng twst, they went with the one we have where Vil asks Epel to "hide his accent" (he really doesn't he was talking about the way Epel is rude and disrespectful which would definitely end with him being beat up and then expelled bringing a bad fame to Pomefiore and also making Vil look bad for not properly guiding his dorm students) which is a terrible choice but alas it seems people prefer to ignore facts to stick with their claim that Vil is some sort of monster when this man is literally a teen. He's 18 years old and has to constantly look out for his image in and out of school since he grew up in front of the cameras.
Vil's character is all about beauty and self care and self acceptance yet for some people this seems to translate to "starve yourself if you don't want to be a disgusting fat pig" which is very weird to say the least considering all mentions Vil makes about diets he is talking about keeping a balanced diet to nurture your body and even has a voice line pointing out the importance of eating. Vil himself may be coded to have an ED in his overblot and Lab vignette but he has never and would never encourage one, he literally goes out of his way to annoy students to take care of themselves what makes anyone think he'd encourage them anyways? It's such a weird thing to assume of a character.
A lot of people seem to think that Vil is also the "beauty standart" king which doesn't even make sense considering vil is a gnc man, he already doesn't follow beauty standards and would definitely be against it, Vil's vision of beauty for himself may be twisted due to his traumas and troubles yet his vision of beauty for others is always exclusively on the person being their best version, this includes dressing how they want to and feel comfortable in, using whatever makeup they want (or just not using it at all) etc.
The way Vil speaks is often misunderstood as he tends to be strict and can be read as mean (I've already shared my theory on what may have caused this behavior here before so i won't be getting into too many details) but Vil is a famous and respected housewarden because if you actually stop and think about his advice the end result is always an effort to make the person's desires come true. (a good example is how Vil made Epel clean the windows and although Epel was displeased with the hard labor in the end he notices how the task may help with muscle growth and gets happy)
Vil's way of caring for others is often misunderstood and obviously that's understandable, not everybody may get his "rougher" way of handling advice, but also it's a bit weird how people react to it when in game all of the characters seem to be okay with it, Pomefiore has a lot of students and if they considered Vil to be a bad leader he would've been voted out a long time ago, no? And if i remember correctly wasn't it said in game they had very few transfers? (as in characters moving out of Pomefiore and into other dorms) That wouldn't make sense if Vil was really the cruel leader some people make him out to be. The truth is Vil is a nice caring person and his students recognize that which is why he is respected all across the school and not simply on his dorm (because ive seen people say Vil has brainwashed the Pomefiore students into thinking he is a good housewarden 💀)
Vil surely has issues he needs to work through, after all this game is literally about that, dealing with troubled teenagers and their internal struggles and the importance of asking for help (omg friendship is magic...) but Vil is also a teenager, and he is one of the characters that show the most desire to get better, immediately showing regret and apologizing to Yuu and his classmates for the danger he put them in, that is because Vil genuinely does care for them.
Another accusation people make is ableism, i remember seeing many posts saying Vil wouldn't respect disabled people and/or mentally ill people which is 1- extremely fucking rude to say? 2- absolutely wrong. Again just a quick read on Vil's character will tell you everything you need to know about how he'd feel about disabled people, he'd treat them like everyone else, and would adjust his handling accordingly to their needs, i really don't get where this claim comes from but it's quite ironic because a lot of Vil haters tend to be ableist themselves by claiming that Vil is a bad person mentioning traits that are often caused by mental illness and the effect of traumas, failing to analyze how their treatment of a character that displays common mental illness symptoms may affect people in real life who displays the same symptoms, and often being ableist themselves by judging these actions irredeemable and inherently evil/heartless, once again dehumanizing people with mental illness in real life who deal with the same symptoms.
Another common thing is the constant invalidation of Vil's trauma. A lot of people seem to read book 5 with their eyes closed and take away from the story that the reason Vil "got pissy and almost killed a guy" (wording of a terrible post i saw a few days ago<333) is because he's a "spoiled brat who couldn't handle getting the paper he wanted in a movie boo hoo" which is kind of funny with how terribly wrong it is, i really don't know what your thought process has to be to get his backstory this wrong but sure, let's start; The start of Vil's problems with being cast as a villain starts from when he was very very young, he was just a child when after being cast as a villain for a movie he was almost beat up by a group of boys for being an "evil guy" and by his reaction it wouldn't be impossible that this wasn't his first time dealing with that kind of thing. Vil also tells jack (who scared away the group) that he had trained so he would be able to deal with them on his own which again, could be a hint that this wasn't that uncommon in his life. In Vil's overblot dialogue is all we really need to know to debunk this claim.
What Vil wanted wasn't just to be a hero in a movie, he wanted to be seen, to be heard and cherished, he wanted to be more than a pretty prop they could put on the front to get attention only to be taken out of stage when he was no longer necessary in the next scene, do you get it? He wanted to be able to see his hard work pay off, to see his efforts of years being rewarded, to for once not be exchangeable for someone more favorable. Vil wanted to feel like all his pain was worth it in the end because finally he could shine in the stage, being himself instead of just another persona to attract people. In his overblot it's shown clearer than ever that Vil does not have a stable view of his own image unlike what he has trained himself to show, even calling himself ugly and begging them to not look at him. I don't think Vil is used to be being vulnerable, which would explain why he was so freaked out when the overblot happened, and why he cried when his beauty (the one thing about himself that was always recognized by others and therefore the thing he'd always been the most desperate to nurture) was taken away by aging in book 6 (note; the fact Vil sacrificed it for his classmates also just debunks the people saying he only cares for himself, if he did he wouldn't be who he is.)
I said i wouldn't give my thoughts again but i will, just briefly, i believe an easy explanation to Vil's behavior (the tough love he gives and his strictness) might be because of the industries he grew up in, we can't know for sure how similar twst's version of the movie and modeling industry is when compared to the real life one but considering the way Vil is, my guess it's that it's pretty similar, especially in the regard of their treatment towards children, in Vil's overblot he hears two staff members talking about how he'd never be able to pull off a relatable role because he is too perfect, and sure those may not look like insults, but to Vil who's only dream his entire life was to be seen in good light, those words stuck to him so deeply they'd come back to him during his overblot. (note; i have not seen a jp translation of the overblot scenes so i don't know if they also suffered from localization issues, if anyone has a link to one i could see id really like to see what the staff said to Vil)
The general point of Vil's overblot was how his efforts and hard work were always overlooked and ignored in favor of someone else, this happens with quite a lot of characters and happens as well with another overblot (Leona, who happens to be quite similar to Vil in many ways) and although i don't expect anyone to read it and think of analysing it more deeply even with a shallow vision of his overblot it's still incredibly insensitive to call it a "non-problem" especially considering the fact this is Vil's ENTIRE life, he's been working hard and failing for years again and again and that does get to you. I remember when i posted my first rant on Vil quite a lot of people who reported to be skilled at something (say for example music or dancing) as a child that any failures absolutely destroyed you inside, and that people who haven't passed through the same tend to call them dramatic and say they're overreacting to situations that can be classified as trauma depending on how much it mentally impacted said child. (and in Vil's case it's clear it had a massive one, after all he wouldn't have overblotted if he didn't have issues that had been bottled up until they finally exploded)
Mentioning Leona again, he and Vil share the same sentiment of anguish for being discarded and having their hard work be thrown away, the difference in them is the way they reacted to it, while Leona ended up not seeing any value in attempting to do anything because he assumes the outcome is always going to be the same, Vil overworks himself and forces himself to do things he might hate clinging to the hope that this time it'll work out.
Since we're talking about trauma ill already answer some things that may or may not come with this post (because in my first one i got this response a lot) "Vil's a fictional character it doesn't matter" and sure if you think like that cool, personally, when im talking about a fictional character that tackles real life traumas and issues, i talk about it as if referring to a real person because the character has been written with one (or multiple) in mind.
Twst may have issues but the character writing is undeniably about real life traumas and experiences, and the characters are quite accurate and good representation of the issues they tackle, so when you invalidate them, you are by result invalidating real life issues. Of course this won't stop anyone and i know that a few people will probably scoff at this and brush it off as being too sensitive but personally if you wouldn't dare invalidate say for example Riddle's traumas because you know it's a representation of mommy issues, which is a very real problem, to not go against your own morals you should also respect the issues of all the other characters, even if you personally think some are more "serious" than the other.
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