#and like no guys ik the roots of my issues i have unpacked them at length | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

kojakaj · 2 years ago

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i love when ppl tell me i should try to unpack my issues in therapy

like no babe, ik the roots of most of my issues

im just not telling u those parts because that’s where the line crosses the “being a joke” into “concerning”

but like yeah. ik why i hate myself and refuse to go to therapy, its the being gay/trans

ik why i have to sit near the exit of a room but also near the wall to see everyone, its because im terrified i will throw up/have a panic attack and i need to be able to have a quick exit and know how to navigate those around me so im not trapped

like i Know why im fucked up, that is not the issue lol

#ive had like 3 ppl tell me this in the past few days #and like no guys ik the roots of my issues i have unpacked them at length #tbh the only thing i Dont know is why i started hating myself #cuz like i was never bullied to my memory #my parents werent abusive or anything #i look like my mother so like not even that #i genuinely dont know how that entered my mind #to be fair i was 3 so #i probably just dont have that memory lol #but yeah everything else i have delved into it rlly far

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