#and lately I have been hella bussy

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Vanitas' character analysis

Hiiii again, we are two days away from the Vanitas no carte back so it's a good moment to share this little analysis I made like... 3 weeks ago (I know, I am the worst, let me be).

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This is from the start of the Catacombs arc, when Vanitas is laying in the roof waiting for a late hour:

When I read this in the manga, I understood it as if he was just watching the button, looking tired for what he is about to do (visit the chasseaurs, Moreau, etc) and going to rest.

But then the anime aired. And they added this extra frames:

The focus isn't only in the button (as happens in the manga), but in the moon and it is reflection in the button too!

The first time you see it, you don't have context, but after a second round you can understand the exhaustion in Vanitas eyes (the anime didn't make it so remarkable as the manga):

In addition, thanks to the latest arc, we learn about Vani's past with Misha and Luna and how meaningful the moon became to Vanitas:

Then Misha remember the day Luna died and this is what he remember about Vani:

When Vanitas looks to the moon it's not only him looking to a giant rock from far away, he is looking directly to a representation of Luna (his savior and the person that doomed him to carry her mark).

So, coming back to this two frames I love very much:

I think it is a very poetic visualization of Vanitas's mind in that moment. He remembering his past; how he was trained as chasseur, how he was taken as a guinea pig for Moreau and how Luna arrived to his life.

Luna represented by the moon, Moreau represented by the button and all of it fused with the light of the moon being reflected in that little metal piece to make Vanitas remember the day he met the Blue Moon:

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All of this makes me wonder if that bittersweet memories make Vanitas' feel more good or bad, since all his relationship with Luna is a spectrum from absolute hate to complicated love. I wonder if he thought in that roof about Luna to find strength for what he had to do (confront Moreau again) or if he was looking for determination in his mission to destroy Luna...

Also, a little detail I point out because some people didn't see it:

Vanitas' pocket watch

Misha's pocket watch

Basically, a present to both from Luna. That Misha has it yet isn't weird since he adores Luna, but Vanitas... It's another hint of his love to Luna.

Also, and with this I stop I swear, look Vanitas' face after looking to the watch. Tell me what's in your mind baby, don't be shy and stop being so mysterious.

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Edit : Matt Murdock x fem!avenger!reader

Summary: reader is an avenger who gets shipped with daredevil. And she's familar with all those TikTok videos of them together but made her mission to never let Matt know about them. Even if she would be more than happy to make them reality. It only takes two slightly nosy friends to slip that secret out......

A/N: reader hero name is Shadow. A snippet of her story is here and here.

@somest1 hope you'll enjoy that.

"Matthew."

"Karen." something was definitely on. She never called him by his full name unless she was going to drop him some news that she knew he was not going to like

"Do you know what TikTok is?"

"Vaguely. Is it that app when teenagers do some crazy dance?"

"Crazy dance?" Foggy scoffed "CRAZY dance? You my friend should really get educated on the latest technology news. tiktok is the place where you can express yourself freely, not only by dancing but also by creating edits of the people you know or fictional characters you like....." he started ro rumble, for a while unaware of his friends' shocked face expression." Sorry." only then he realised how he exposed himself "please, continue Karen."

"I'm actually glad for your little lecture, Foggy" she laughed "makes it easier for me to present my case."

"Present your case? You definitely spend to much time with us." Matt smirked "you became a lawyer rather than a journalist."

"It's useful at times." she shrugged "but if it ever were to happen I know Y/N would stop me. She uses a lot of modern words I never knew existed so my vocabulary is expanding in many fields."

"She has to be up to date with that. After all, she runs social networks and is in charge of the PR. No one would be interested in her company if she was using words like "thy" or "thou".

"Speaking of Y/n....."

"What did she do this time.....?" Matt sighed, seemingly annoyed but his ears became just slightly reddened at the tips. "And most importantly, does it have to do with her civil indentity or the Shadow one?"

"A little bit of both I suppose. She's been the object of interest of late."

"What interest?" now Matt was up, not realising that the mere thought of Y/N getting too much attention made his Darevil instict kick in. "I.... I need to stretch my legs...." he awkwardly tried to cover up for the mistake, both Karen and Foggy noticed.

"I didn't mean it like she's in danger or anything like that." Karen scoffed.

"And even if she was, she knows how to handle herself better than Dare...I mean, you, my friend" Foggy added. "She's an avenger after all."

"What is it then?" Matt insisted

"She's a role model for a lot of people. Teenagers. Kids. Who actually use the apps. And they make edits of her. Different edits. And....ships."

"What now?"

"A little edit with a pairing of people who the author believes are good fit." Foggy explained, quickly catching up where Karen was heading with her explanation. Oh, yes, he saw those little videos posted everywhere on the social platforms. I mean, how could he not, they were trending for a couple weeks not.

"Ok. And why exacly are you telling me this? It's not like I can or want to see them." Matt turned away from his friends so they won't see the look on his face. Meaning he actually had something to hide.

"Maybe you would be more interested in the matter if you knew who she's being shipped with....."

"That's her personal bussiness. I have nothing to do with it. Besides, I should be getting back to work, so if you excuse me......" he turned around on his heels and dissappeared in the office, closing the door.

"Foggy?" Karen looked at the other lawyer, silent cry for help in her eyes.

"Yeah, yeah, I know. For a lawyer, he can be one hell of an idiot outside of work not getting the hints. "

***

"Hey gyus!" Y/N peeked through the door to Nelson & Murdock law firm. Clearly she was already done with her civil work for the day and came to check up if her friends were still alive in that office. After all, it was hella late.

"Y/n! How nice to see you. I though you would be on your vigilante shit already." Foggy raised head from the papers he was burried in.

"Hush! Keep it quiet, Fog, will you? Can't risk getting my secret identity out. Besides, there's no threat outside today. I would feel itdue to my .... you know, powers" she waved her hands and a thread of shadow appeared. "And if anything happens, Kate and Peter would call upon me. Those two cannot work together, they are both chaotic....."

"I see." Foggy hummed.

"What?" Y/N frowned, feeling that there was something he was not telling her.

"Nothing!"

"You're one bad liar, Franklin Nelson." the girl sat on the chair on the opposite site of his desk and bored eyes into him "Talk."

"Stop doing this."

"I'm not doing anything."

"And who is a bad liar now, huh?" Foggy bridled "I can feel your.... shadows luring me."

"One thing, Foggy. I don't use them for such petty reasons, all right. I know better than to abuse them. My shadows can be a bit ... moody at times. It;s not a force to play around with. So, cross my heart, I'm not doing anything."

"You try to interrogate me in my own office!"

Y/N sighed deeply and rubbed her forehead.

"It's sad you see it that way, but I understand. Maybe we can have some take out instead. I bought some Chinsese." she motioned towards the huge bag, now sitting on the floor. Only now, Foggy realised the smells coming from the package. And the fact that he has not eaten for like 10 hours.

"You're heaven send."

"The upper might disagree with that."

"Foggy? Did you see the latest.... Oh, hello Y/N" Karen walked right into Foggy's office with the phone in her hands and smile on her face, probably due to the video she was watching.

"What put a grin like that on your face Karen?"

"Nothing."

"You two are in collusion with something, aren't you?" the girl rolled her eyes "fine. keep your secret. I will find it out sooner or later and ...."

"Something smells nice here...."

"And here he is. The third musketeer. Hello, Matt."

"Y/N." he muttered, gaze fixed on the floor like he was trying to avoid any possible contact with her, even if he could not see her "what's the scent?"

"New shampoo, I suppose? Do you like it?" she laughed knowing he had super sensing with things like this. "But seriously, I bought some spring rolls and dim sums. Figured you workaholic forgot about lunch. And probably breakfast. And probably yesterday's lunch."

"Did you bring....?"

"Your favourite noodles? Sure I did, Matty." she smiled and he reciprocated with the brightest smile Karen and Foggy has seen on him for the whole day.

"Shall we then?" Karen moved to sit by the table and her gaze crossed with Foggy's who only smirked knowingly.

***

It's been barely an hour since her arrival at the Nelson and Murdock when she jumped at the signal of her phone.

"Damn it! It's Peter" Y/N cussed

"Peter like that spider guy?" Foggy almost choked on his food "When can I get to meet him?"

"Sorry guys, seems like there is in fact an emergency tonight. And while I would love to stay, someone else I know is desperately needed out in the streets, so rain check?" she schmoozed hoping her friends would understand.

"Just go!" Karen waved her hands, already used to such situations.

"Wait. I'll go with you." Mat stood up as well

"Why?"

"I'm bored. I need some action." he shrugged and she smirked .

"Jealous of me getting more attention than you? You don't want me to steal the spotlight, right?"

"Were you thinking anything else?"

"You're just the devil of hell's kitchen, Matty. A local hero. Are you sure you're not beyond your pay grade, trying to deal with the Avengers?" Y/N raised an eyebrow, clearly trying to spite him.

"Young avengeers" he clarified.

"And that makes you even more out of the league." she smirked

"I see the open spot as a team leader. Maybe I should take that instead."

"Over my dead body, Murdock!"

***

Regardless of their constant bickering, Matt and Y/N made quite a good team. Even if they were both individuals, during the years they knew each other, they learned how the other thought and how to avoid a fracture and internal fights. And as much as they would rather die than admit it out loud, it was nice having backup from time to time. Or someone to tend to your wounds.

Did they trust each other? Yes, on some deeper level that only waited to be discovered.

Were they friends? Well, if you were to ask them that question both of them would say yes, but... something more was lingering. And now, after the fight, when the adrenaline was pumping, hearts beating rapidly and they weren't Matt and Y/N but Darededevil and Shadow, Murdock had less inhibitions about her being at his place, resting and getting patched up. Normally, she would just go back to her place, but this time, his apartment was closer and it was wiser to dissapear from the fight scene faster. She really had no counterarguments to that. So she made sure Peter and Kate made it home safe and now, she was just laying on Matt's couch in shorts and tank top, legs dangling freely over the armrest, fresh dressings on her abdomen and an ice pack on the shoulder.

"I actually had fun this time." she chuckled and Matt frowned.

"Dislocated shoulder and a knife to the stomach is fun for you?"

"Not as much as standing against the Chitauri, but yes, it is."

"Stop bragging, will you?" he rolled his eyes, grabbing her legs and taking a spot on the couch, so that her limbs were now resting on his lap. And it was strangely comforting and .... domestic.

"Bragging? Me? You know I would never. Just pointing out at some past events here."

"How old were you when Loki attacked New York? 5? You were not really fighting!"

"I was 15!" she huffed sitting up "And I was already a SHIELD agent! Where were you, huh? High school? I can absolutely imagine you as an awkward teenager "

"You know what..." Matt started but chiming of her phone stopped him from finishing.

"Ugh! I'm not done with you!" she squirmed and reached for the device checking who has the audacity to interrupt her fight with Matt.

"Who's that?" he asked.

"Why so interested all of a sudden?"

"Someone might have mentioned somethign about you getting attention on..... Tiktok?"

"Yeah, trust me, all the heroes and vigilantes do." she muttered

"You know about it?"

"For crying out loud, Matt." she moved her legs and sat up making him miss the contact "I work with the apps! No matter if I want it or not, I came across some of those videos. Some of them are really, really good, those kids have skills, but I try not to search for them. Sometimes you come across some things you wish you could unsee....." she tensed a bit at some distant memory

"I don't think I will have a problem with that" he smirked and her shoulders relax at the joke.

"I bet! It's Karen by the way, speak of the devil. She send me some link. Might be that thing she was watching in the office that got her smiling like crazy." without any hestitation Y/N opened the link and much to her suprised she was put through TikTok .

"She's spending work time on the Internet? Maybe I should reprimand her ..... Y/N?" he felt the change in the atmosphere when Y/N started the edit.

"Oh, no..... " she whispered muting it immediately so that Matt won't hear the music. Heat waves. Used as a soundtrack to her, i.e. Shadow's ship with Matt, i.e. Daredevil. However she was not fast enough.

Sometimes all I think about it you......

"Damn that fucking device!" she almost threw it across the room.

"What is it?" he asked suddenly getting a lot of mutually inconsistent vibes from her.

"NOTHING!"

"You can't lie to me, you know."

"It's nothing, Matt. Forget it." she exited the site, not wanting to see more and put the phone on the table. "Can we go back to our argument?"

"I....." Matt opened his mouth but once again her phone started to ring.

"Ugh!" Y/N cried and picked up.

"Looks like someone's addicted." Matt teased

"Shut up! Hello? Peter? Did you get home safe? Good. Me? Yeah, I'm fine, I'm hanging at Matt's place. You what? Ok, all right I guess." she covered the phone "he wants to go on speaker. You don;t mind, right?"

"Since when do you care about my opinion?"

"It's your apartment. Even I can respect the host boundaries if...."

"Do it. I like that kid."

"Mr. Daredevil?" Peter's voice came through

"Hey kid. You good?"

" Pretty fine."

"No troubles on the way?"

"No, sir. But I .... um..... Can I say something?"

"Keep it rational, Pete" Y/N rubbed her forehead. Parker was like a youger brother to her, but sometimes he acted like a total teenager. With all the worst things coming from it.

"I've been going through your fanpage, Y/N...."

"My what?" the girl raised her head, eyes widening. She knew about the videos and stuff but fanpage? "I can't remember appointing you the head of my personal PR!"

"Let him talk, Y/n. this is going to be fun" Matt slapped her leg playfully and she stuck her tongue at him.

"Um... thanks, Mr. Murdock. So like I said, I;ve been running....."

"And?" she was getting impatient

"I just gotta ask. Are you two together? Cause there are a lot of comments about how good you would fit and.... Y/N? Mr. Murdock?" poor boy was clearly discouraged by the silnce on the other side.

Fuck..... y/n thought. And to think that mere minutes ago she was fighting that Matt would not hear that song. Now it was out.

"Do they?" Matt dwelled, using his lawyer skills to trick the teen. "what exactly do they say?"

"For example......"

"Ok, this is enough. Thank you for calling Peter, this was extremely enlightening. I'm gonna hang up now, take care"

She disconnected, not sure how to act now. The best way out was probably to shrug it off, but since she was emotional before it might not work. However, being casual was worth a shot.

"Well that was a hell of an evening" she stood up and streched her back, a bit of skin showing. "I think I'm gonna head out to my place."

""Y/n" Matt grabbed her hand and made her spun. "Can you explain?"

"Explain what?" she took a step back but he followed "Peter's tosses? I think he's projecting, I swear I saw him hit his head during the fight and....."

"Did you know?"

"About his mental incapabily and wanton imagination?" she was trying so desperately to cover the heat she felt rising towards her cheeks, heartbeat picking up, hands starting to tremble.

"Y/N." his voice became soft, his touch lingering on her skin "Don't do this....." he brush a strand of hair behind her ear, so damn tenderly it made her shiver.

"Matt, I ......"

"Please, talk to me. Did you know?"

"I did." there was no point lying. He would know.

"Were you ok with that? with those videos? You mentioned seeing something you did not like and ...."

"I never consider any possibility of this becoming real...." she confessed "it was just a fantasty and ....."

"And what about now?' he whispered getting even closer

"Now?" she gulped "did anything change?"

"A lot. Now I know too."

"And?" she asked that question so quietly that it made her doubt if he even heard it.

"You should have told me sooner...." his hands wandered onto her waist pulling her close, slowly, carefully, giving her time and space to back out even if they both knew she wouldn;t do such thing. "Can I?" he brushed his lips over hers.

"Mhm....." she mummbled trembingly.

And when he finally closed the gap between them she wished she told him sooner. The way he was touching her, holding her close to him, kissing her..... It made her feel wanted. Loved. Not just as the Shadow, but as Y/N. She felt all. Happiness, relief, joy, sense of belonging, peace..... And a bit of fear and uncertainty if this was right. But that quickly melted away when he deepened the kiss and her hands instinctively moved towards his hair tugging at the roots making his groan.

"I think I'm gonna have to pay more attention to social sites from now on...." he pulled for air and rested his forehead on hers, one hand cupping her cheek, the other on the small on her back, preventing her from getting to far away.

"shall I remind you, you can't see....?"

"Oh, honey, I can imagine. From what I get that song from before.....?"

"Mhm. It was the soundtrack." she muttered "But you can catch up on it all later. Now, can you kiss me more? Please?"

"Don't need to ask me twice, baby." he smiled and captured her lips in his.

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[beware-thecrow]

mbti types from a very sexy ENTP perspective *wink wink*

Okay, so i’ve been thinking about this lately and since i have an essay about culture and politics to write for tomorrow; i’ll do what i do best and focus on something completely different.

so, without further addue, here we go:

INTJ: they care a lot about being the best and tend to be very proud of shit like grades, etc. Not my jam. They are smart, that’s for sure, but fun is not their strenght and can be very boring from time to time. Media tends to portray them as super conniving and scary, but in reality they are more like very awkward and shut in, even a little annoying and dense. The get shit done though, but they are more into details and precision than efficency. That’s why i tend to avoid working with them. Oh, and they are super slow to work with.

INTP: love them. They know wacky stuff and aren’t scared of speak weird shit. Same as INTJ they come across as awkward, but on the contrary, INTPs are hella funny. Kings of clever comebacks without being insulting. They are super smart and could easily top anything they do, but they just don’t care about competition or are bussy procrastinating.

ENTJ: these motherfuckers are so fucking DELIGHTFUL.They are clever, they are efficient, they are comic as fuck, but their humor can be very harsh and borderline offensive. Excelent taste in everything else, they choose violence every morning and would be lovely villains. I stand ENTJs any day, 10/10 would recommend. Oh! and they are sexy as fuck, i don’t really belive in marriage but i would totally marry them.

ENTP: Every assassin you’ve send after me desires me carnally. Selfcest? i fuck myself every day hoping for death to take me, she still refuses to make my wish come true, 10/10 would date me, i’m really clever and funny as fuck. (i tend to use my brains for useless shit, we’re all gonna die anyways.) procrastinate until i cannot bear the pressure anymore, then i get shit done so fast and nice, you’d think i can actually commit to things. No, I can’t.

INFJ: These little fuckers will make you believe they are sensible and caring. And they are, but not in the way you would expect. They have this tendency to ramble about ethereal shit and then PFFF! they are talking about work, finals and deadlines. They are soft as long as they feel comfortable. Then, they will crush you merciless, crying about it, but harsh still.

ENFJ: these people are crazy and that’s a lot coming from me. They tend to do stuff, all kinds of stuff. From the nicest favors to the most dramatic hateful scenes out of nowhere. Very caring and loving, tho. They love and ramble about feelings to anyone, caring about everyone at the same time. Will get you anything you need. They need some vacations, their drama just feeds my need for chaos and violence. When shit hits the fan and they turn into dramatic telenovela noises? bitch, i’m in for the show.

INFP: My mom, my best friend and another girl i know with whom i rant constantly about art. People think the F stands for crying, let me enlight you. These people are feisty and fiery. They are super passionate, but in a very introverted angry way. Full of beauty and hate,They will not hesitate to stab a bitch tho. Love animals, rant 24/7. Love them. They are not particularly funny, but they do laugh a lot, so they are fun to be around.

ENFP: Another one of my best soldiers. These people are super fun to be around. They aren’t the smartest, but they work really good with what they have. Cero chills, tho. Wanna fight? they will punch you before you can react. Always ready for some drinks. For some reason they tend to stay fixed on some people, so i assume they find rather difficult to let go. Overall they are really decent and good.

ISTJ: I fell in love with one once. He was the most boring man i’ve ever known. Very selfish and self centered, usually very mild about everything as long as he didn’t suspect you were laughing at him, then he would change 180° and say the nastiest shit. I cannot give a closer look about this type because my experience with it was just awful. Somehow he managed to crush my spirits and manipulate me into believing i was too much. He was wrong. He was the definition of obtuse.

(part 2 soon)

[minyoongimakesmefeelthings]

Paw Prints On Your Heart | Part 8

Theme: Hybrid!AU

Paring: Human!Reader x Dog!Jimin

Gerne: Angst/Fluff/Smut

Warning: Mentions of (sexual) abuse

Summary: When you find a hybrid being beaten up, you just had to do something. When you learn he is a run-away hybrid, you decide to take him in your home. Him and all the dark secrets haunting him.

PPOYH masterlist and requests

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 4,5 - Part 5 - Part 6  - Part 7 - Part 7,5 - Part 8 - Part 9 - Part 10

You sit on the couch in Namjoon's appartment, your face in your hands, elbows resting on your knees. "Jin is right, Y/N.. Maybe you should ask your parents for money.. You know they have it." Jungkook says, sitting next to you.

You groan. "I know, but I haven't talked to my parents in YEARS." You say, your voice muffeled by your hands. You remove your hands from your face and look at Jungkook. "There is no way they are just gonna give me something if I just show up after all these years."

The boys all stay quiet, thinking of maybe another plan.

"Jin.. Why don't Y/N and her parents talk to each other anymore?" Taehyung quietly asks, breaking the silence, tugging at Jin's shirt.

Jin looks at Taehyung. "Tae, that's not your bussi..-"

"It's fine, Jin." You begin. "You can tell him. It isn't a secret."

Jin smiles faintly at you. "Alright.." He slightly turns to Taehyung. "You know the kennel where I got you from?"

Taehyung whines a little. "Yeah?"

"Well.. Y/N's dad, is the director of the 4 biggest kennels in the city."

Taehyung's ears go flat on his head. "Y-Y/N's dad runs all those kennels?"

Jin nods.

"But how? Y/N is so sweet and kind.. How could her father..-"

You scoff. "I wonder that too." You stand up and walk to the window. "There, the rich part of the city." You tap the window with your finger. "I used to live there. With my mom and dad." You turn back around. "And our hybrid slave." You spit in discuss.

Taehyung grabs Jin's hand. "You had a hybrid as slave?"

"Not me. My parents, mutiple actually. Since I was little I was against it. Hurting an innocent being like that.." You look at Taehyung. "When I was old enough, I moved out. I haven't talked to my parents ever since.."

Taehyung stays quiet, not sure what to say. How could his favorite female in the world have a dad that did the most horrible things to hybrids? You sigh. "When I left, they offered me a hybrid, to use as slave. For in my new home. I got mad, said 'no' and left, never been back there."

"Maybe.." Jungkook starts. "You can go there and said you changed your mind? Saying that you found a hybrid you want?"

You stare at Jungkook for a while. "I guess.. I just don't know if I could ask for something like that years later.."

"You can always try.." Yoongi says quietly. "You really don't have a choice.."

You stare at the ground. Expression blank. Thinking. What are you gonna do? After staring at the ground for what seems like hours, you look up at Jin. "Jin.. Can you drive me to my parents?"

Everybody looks up at you, rather shocked. "You.. You're gonna ask your parents for money?" Jin asks.

You nod. "There is no other choice, calling the cops won't work. Sure, selling hybrids is illigal, but almost every cop here turns dirty for money." You sigh. "Let's just go before I change my mind."

You stand infront of the door to your former home. Swallowing the lump in your throat. You lick your dry lips and raise your hand to ring the bell, only stopping to look behind you to see Jin, Taehyung and Jungkook standing there, waiting for you to ring the bell. Your nerves are out of control right now. But you have to do it. You take a deep breath and ring the bell.

A few seconds later the door opens. You look up slowly. Looking straight in the eyes of your dad. "H-Hi dad.." You begin.

Your dad's expression is changing from his boring state into a shocked one and that one quickly turns into a wide smile. "Y/N! A-Ah! Please, come in, come in!" He says, stepping to the side to let you in. "And your friends, please! Come in!" He makes a gesture with his hand to Jin, Teahyung and Jungkook for them to come in.

Taehyung sqeeuzes Jin hand a little tighter. "It's okay, Tae," Jin starts. "I won't ever leave you anywhere. You know that right?" He smiles at Taehyung, who returns the smile while his tail starts wagging.

Stepping inside you look around. Nothing changed. Even the family photo of you and your parents when you were 5 is still hanging in the hall. You stare at it for awhile before your father starts to speak. "Jinsoo, take the coats from our guests." He says while closing the door. "Please come to the livingroom, Y/N." Your dad says as he walks away.

Jinsoo, you thought. You look to your right to see a panther hybrid walk into the hallway, neatly dressed as a butler. It was the same hybrid your parents had years ago, when you still lived with them. He started working for your parents when he was 10, his parents also working for your parents. He should be roughly your age. The panther hybrid looks at you, before his eyes lit up.

"L-Lady Y/N L/N?" He stutters.

You smile sadly at the hybrid. "Hey Jinsoo, please call me Y/N."

Jinsoo takes a bow. "Ofcouse Ma'am." He stands straight up again, ready to take your coat.

You hold up your hand. "It's okay, Jinsoo. We can do it ourselfs."

Jinsoo looks confused for a second before nodding. "I will get the tea ready." He says as he turns 180 degrees to walk away to the staff kitchen. You sigh and turn around to Jin, Taehyung and Jungkook. Taehyung and Jungkook were looking around, amazed by your former home. It was huge and everything looks expensive.

"Y/N.. Your parents are hella rich." Jungkook says, still looking around amazed.

You nod. "They are. Probably the most wealthy household in the city. Come." You say as you make your way to the grand livingroom. "Ever since I remember my parents were rich. That's how I met Jin when I was little. His parents live a few houses down the street. Our parents are friends.." You enter the livingroom after a Tiger hybrid opens the door for you. You give him a quick nod to show your graditude and step inside.

"Y-Y/N! It's really you!" You hear a female say. You see your mom stand up from the couch and run towards you, taking you into a tight hug. Your mom never changed. She still wears the most expensive clothes and most huge-ass jewellery ever one could ever want. "M-My baby is finally home!" She almost cries.

"Hi mom.." You say softly as you slowly put your arms around her, hugging her back.

Your mom lets go of you and takes both your hands. "Sit down, please! Tell me everything you've been doing lately. I missed you so much, my baby!" She says as she drags you over to the couch.

You sit down on the couch and watch as your mom sits on the other couch. Your mom looks over at Jin, Taehyung and Jungkook. Smiling friendly at them. "Please, sit down too. Oh, but no hybrids on the couch please." She says not once letting her smile drop.

"Mom," You hiss. "You can't make him sit on the floor."

The smile on your moms face drops as you looks over to you. "Y/N. You know what I think about animals on my couch."

You stare at you mom in disbelief. She didn't change at all. You quickly look over to Taehyung, who had his tail between his legs while standing slightly behind Jin. He looks scared.

Jin walks over to the couch, and sits down, his legs spread. "Tae, sit on the ground between my legs. I will pet you." He smiles. Taehyung's tail starts wagging slowly. He shows his boxy smile, walking over to Jin to sit on the floor before him. Once seated, Jin starts to comb his fingers through Taehyung's hair.

"Jin," Your dad suddenly starts. "I haven't seen you since you were little!" He laughs. "You look like a fine young man."

Jin smiles. "Thank you, mister Y/L."

Your dad turns his attention back to you. "Please, tell me princess: For what do we own the pleasure of having you here?"

You look down at your hands. "I-I.. I want a hybrid." You say quietly.

Your dad looks over at your mom. "You want your own hybrid?" He asks you in shock.

You nod. "Yeah. They.. Eh.. Would make my life easier.." You lie.

"If that's what my baby wants. She gets it. We have enough fine hybrids at the kennel, we can go now..-"

"No," You interupt him. "I have my eye on one. He was in kennel B, but someone took him before me."

"But we have enough to choose..-"

"No. I want.. No, I NEED that one, dad." You look at your dad. "But his owner is now asking half a million for him.. A-And I don't have that."

Your dad looks at you confused. "You want someone else his hybrid?"

You nod again. "Yes, I need to buy his adoption papers and then he's mine."

Your dad bites his lip. "That isn't something that's easy to do." He looks at you. "But I'll do everything to have my baby girl back in my life." He smiles.

You smile back sadly. You know lying is bad, but you also know you parents would never agree if you told them the truth. They always raised you to believe hybrids are nothing more than slaves.

"Your tea, Lady L/N." You look up from your thoughts. Seeing Jinsoo with a cup of tea in front of you.

"A-Ah. Thank you, Jinsoo." You smile at him, taking the cup from him, ready to take a sip, when you suddenly hear your mom scream.

"JINSOO, IS THIS BLACK TEA?!" She stands up from her place on the couch. "YOU KNOW WE DON'T SERVE OUR GUESTS BLACK TEA!"

Jinsoo quickly bows. "I-I'm so s-sorry, Lady L/N..-"

"ENOUGH!" Your mom yells. "STAND UP STRAIGHT." She demands.

Jinsoo does as he's told. You can see the fear in his eyes. Your mom raises her hand and slaps it across his face as hard as she can. Jinsoo falls on his knees after the hit.

"MOM!" You stand up from the couch and rush over to Jinsoo, kneeling next to him, placing your hand on his face, letting your thumb caress his cheek to stop the stinging a little bit. "WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?" You take Jinsoo's arm and help him stand up."YOU CAN'T TREAT HIM LIKE THAT, THEY ARE HUMANS TOO!"

Your mom is surprisingly calm when she says: "Y/N, darling. If you want a hybrid.."

You stare at your mom, it's like your childhood all over again. From behind you, you hear Taehyung whine, probably feeling really uncomfurtable.

"You need to know who to raise one." Your mom finishes her sentence.

"I DON'T WANT A HYBRID TO USE AS A FUCKIN' SLAVE, MOM!" You yell back. "I WANT THAT HYBRID BECAUSE I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM!"

Both your parents and even Jin, Jungkook and Taehyung are staring at you in shock.

"Y-You love a hybrid?" Your mom starts, breaking the tension. "A-Are you OUT OF YOUR MIND?! NO CHILD OF MINE WILL BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SUCH A FILTHY LOW-LIFE!"

"WHAT?!" You yell back. "I'M YOUR ONLY CHILD, THIS IS WHY I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN YEARS!"

"HYBRIDS CAN'T GET YOU PREGNANT, YOU WILL NEVER GIVE ME GRAND-CHILDEREN!"

"EVEN IF I GET KIDS, I WILL NEVER LET THEM NEAR A MONSTER LIKE YOU!" You yell back.

"I WILL NOT ACCEPT..-" Your dad starts, standing op from his chair.

"YOU KNOW WHAT 'DAD'? KEEP YOUR FILTHY MONEY!"

"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE, Y/N!"

"GLADLY!" You yell as you turn to the door. "Jin, Taehyung, Jungkook. We're going." You say as you watch the boys stand up. "I'll get the money another way."

"Hey." You hear someone say. You look over at Taehyung, who was staring at your parents. "Y/N is the sweetest person I know and Jimin is the luckiest hybrid ever having someone so amazing love him and if you don't want your only daughter to be happy, then y-you're an even more h-horrible person than I thought you were!"

Your parents both look shocked. You stare at Taehyung in disbelief. Jin places his hand on Taehyung's head and smiles. "Looks like I raised my hybrid right." He laughs, making Taehyung tail wag.

You smile too, before looking at your parents. "Atleast some people know how to." You sigh deeply. "Goodbye mom, dad.." You walk to the door, placing both hands on it, pushing the heavy door open. You can hear your mom and dad yell at you, but you ignore it.

You quickly make your way outside, sprinting through the hallway, completly forgetting your coat. But you just need to leave that place you once called 'home'. The cold air hits you hard, but you don't even notice. You only notice the cold when tears slide down your cheek. "Y/N!" You hear from behind you. "Your coat." You feel your coat being placed over your shoulders, you look behind you.

"T-Thanks Jungkook.." You say, making a sob escape you.

"We'll find a way, Y/N.. I'm sure." He says, his hands still firm on your shoulders.

You choose to ignore what he says and continue to stare at the ground. "Jin, can you please drive me home?"

The appartment is dark. You didn't bother to turn on the lights. Jin dropped you home, offering to come with you upstairs, you refused. You wanted to be alone.

You sit on your bed. Staring ahead of you. Your cheeks are sticky from the tears, eyes stinging and nose slightly red.

Jimin. You lost Jimin. He's gone. You have no way to get the money. You rub your face with your hands, sighing deeply. You let yourself fall back on the bed. Looking at the ceiling. Another night without Jimin. Probably the first out of many. Months.. Maybe years. You failed Jimin and that's the guilt you have to live with your whole life.

To be continued..

[softbutchenergy]

kelly’s actual extended wishlist (≖ᴗ≖✿)

if any of these sound appealing to u, either like this post or slide in my messages and we can plot something out!! i rp on discord and on tumblr, and am down for about anything so -- here we gooo!

faces i want to play

nat wolff

alex wolff

camila cabello

normani kordei

hailee steinfeld

amandla stenberg 

laura harrier

eileen kelly

lily rose depp

alisha boe

shawn mendes

timothee chalamet

lily collins

kiersey clemmons

any skam fcs !!!

plots & ships i’m dying for are under the cut !!!

ships i need

camila cabello x any female fc

amandla x nick robinson

lily rose depp x timothee chalamet

eileen kelly x nick robinson

amandla x any female fc

camila x normani

camila x lauren

shawn mendes x camila cabello

shawn mendes x alisha boe

king princess x amandla 

nat wolff x anyone

alex wolff x anyone lol

josefine frida pettersen x lisa teige

henrik holm x tarjei sandvik moe

taissa farmiga x evan peters

naomi scott x bridgit mendler

madelaine petsch x camila mendes

plots ( a lot of the og posts for these are from deactivated blogs so imma just copy and paste some !! )

anything angsty that will hurt the both of us

road trips !!!

something based off i don’t smoke and i bet on losing dogs by mitski

a star is born kinda plot (but also based off chesapeke by better oblivion community center)

anything based off stuck in love

anything based off of any ship in skam, parks and rec, how i met your mother, new girl, or girls :’)

single mother/father plots <3

this small town girl who lives in a small ass town by the sea and who has basically never set foot outside the town but who loves it there bc she loves the sea more than anything else and she honestly doesn’t know a lot about the outside world but she really doesn’t seem to care and then comes in the big city boy who has spent his entire life downtown and who absolutely hates nature and who spends most of his time listening to underground music and thinking that he’s cool bc he reads obscure books but then his parents catch him partying too much and doing drugs a couple of times so they ship him off to his “crazy” aunt’s house which happens to be in the small town that the girl lives in. and at first he kind of tries himself with the girl bc he’s bored and he plans on getting out of that hole as soon as possible but  she rejects him and that’s the first time that it happens to him and he gets rlly insulted so the two of them start bickering and arguing and fighting all the time and maybe at one point that turns into some kind of romance/friendship in which the girl shows the boy to appreciate the sea and the boy shows the girl a bit of the outside world 

I NEED A PLOT WHERE MUSE A AND MUSE B HAD BEEN DATING FOR LIKE 3 YEARS AND IT WAS REALLY HELLA SERIOUS BUT ONE DAY MUSE A JUST UP AND LEAVES BECAUSE SHE GETS SCARED OF THE COMMITMENT AND ALL OF THAT AND THEN LIKE THREE MONTHS AFTER SHE BROKE UP WITH HIM IT’S POURING DOWN RAIN AND SHE SHOWS UP AT HIS DOOR STEP COMPLETELY SOAKED TO THE BONE AND SHIVERING AND SHE’S PROBABLY GOING TO GET A COLD AND SHE’S ALL “I DIDN’T KNOW WHERE ELSE TO GO” IDK ??? LIKE THIS IF YOU WANNA DO IT 

please an arranged marriage between two socilaite families/ big names in their city. but like she’s still stuck in the party stage and fucking up because she’s upset with her parents or unhappy with her life and he’s dealing with a lot of pressure and stress from his family to take over the family bussiness and it’s just two polar opposites but it could be super cute sometimes when she gets super drunk and he picks her up and hold her hair back when he throws up and stays up to give her a glass of water and make sure she sleeps well even though he has a huge meeting in the morning that he should be resting for. but also the angST and the fights and the ‘i didnt ask for this’ and making each other jealous and sexual tension

gimme a plot where … basically, muse ais this corrupted soul, always drinking too much, getting too high, they can barely function and muse b is basically their saving grace, always coming through in the middle of the night after a drunken phone call asking for a ride home. and muse b only does this because they’re agood person at heart, but they can’t deny that muse a’s actions actually disgusts them. but they’ve known each other for too long and muse b always promised they’d never let muse a down, because they know they’re the only thing that’s STABLE in their life. and this has become their routine, muse a texting/calling muse b when something goes wrong and muse b coming around to rescue them. there’s not much to their friendship beside that, these days, because muse a doesn’t really acknowledge them otherwise. andmuse b just settles with the fact that they’re being used, but they can’t bear to leave muse a alone, knowing that they probably wouldn’t survive without them … but then ONE NIGHT, when muse b is carrying muse a into bed, tucking them in like they usually do and they’re about ready to say goodnight until muse a, who is completely out of their mind intoxicated, mumbles somethingbarely audible that sounds a lot like ‘i love you.’ muse b thinks to brush it off, until muse a continues professing all these FEELINGS like ‘i really fucking love you, please, don’t leave me tonight’ and muse b is just STUCK. because muse a is so bad for them but muse b is the only good thing in their life … so they stay. 

i need a college plot. i need muse a, a shy but openly gay painter in his first year. i need muse b, a soccer star who is “definitely straight” in his third year. i need muse a to ask muse b out on a date and muse b accepts because he’s dared to by his team. its awkward and its tense because muse a is fumbling over his words and saying the wrong things. i need muse b to walk him back to his apartment and muse a kisses him and its hot and rough, completely unexpected and they have sex and its very awkward because muse b is dominant but has no idea what to do. and i need muse b to use muse a for sex because he definitely is 100% straight but muse a is a good fuck. i need muse b to start falling for muse a. i need muse b to get scared and defensive, now playing part in the bullying that the soccer team has been doing against muse a. i need muse b to just honestly be a really shitty person but muse a to love him through all of that.

okay but… give me an f/f plot where muse a is a hopeless romantic with a long term boyfriend and her best friend since childhood, muse b, is a closeted lesbian who has had a thing for muse a for as long as she can remember however, as of recently a has been pretty negligent towards b and hanging out with her boyfriend instead. so, to repay b – muse a plans out a road trip, full of cheesy pit stops, road side attractions and sketchy motels, spanning over the entire summer. being in the car with each other for that long with each other means petty little arguments about how much time a has been spending with her boyfriend and/or weird sexual tension. ++ late nights at shifty bars and motel rooms getting wine drunk = make out sessions the two pretend to forget by the next morning. lots of angst from muse a’s side since she has a boyfriend she’s been with for years and angst from muse b’s side because she has to listen to the girl she’s had feelings for forever talk about her boyfriend the entire trip…. YES!!!