#and keep negativity low but this time I'm failing (´；ω；｀)

[sskk-manifesto]

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[moonraccoon-exe]

oh no your response was so wholesome sdkljg;kadjf i'm sorry for being negative orz i wasn't really feeling all that great because Life Stuff when i was writing that but i wanted to write to you anyway;; thank you for writing such a sweet thing though because i feel a little better aaaaaa,, you're literally precious though?? *gives you pet if that's okay?* i do want to do something kind for you though!! like maybe if i can fix my writing or something so i can make you something good.. -ciro (1/2)

CIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

*GLOMPS AND STAYS HUGGED TO YOUR HEAD*

CIRO BUDDY MY FRIEND, HI AGAIN!!!

I’m sorry I didn’t reply on Saturday night; the maccoonie had already gone to bed. And sunday was horrible regarding energy omg i was so low on it? And by the time I gathered some it was already almost 11 pm for you, so I felt a bit bad of how late it was and I thought maybe it was better if I replied today ahahha aah ;w; Sorry I took so long, buddy, and thank you for waiting so patiently!!

Edit: Zomg, I tried to have this done for yesterday and I FAILED OTL  So 1 extra day of thank you for waiting aah ;w;

But anyways

CIROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!( ´ ▽ ` )

I’m so, so, so happy to see you around once more, buddy!! Always a joy and a pleasure to read from you aklsjddjagsklgj THIS ASK IS AS LOVELY AS ANY OTHER FROM YOU AND THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY AAAAH

No worries about being negative, we all are every now and then!ヽ(・ω・)ﾉ

Also note something important, buddy, 

when I say we’re not allowed to be negative here, I don’t mean we can’t vent or talk about sad things or be sad.

That’s wonderful!! Because we’re feeling. And to drop by to vent or share something sad, even that is positive in its own way, because you’re trusting something personal with  me, and trust is something so beautiful. And venting helps to clean the heart and help it, and it also allows me to give you a virtual hug, so wherever you see, even sharing something sad is positive in its own way!!

What I mean with not being allowed to be negative, it’s just about how we talk about ourselves, am I right?

You can be sad and struggling, but, at least here in racc’s lair, you’re not allowed to think you’re a bother, or not interesting, or anything bad. Each time we’re in racc’s lair, we’re all nice, and beautiful, and kind, and a good person that loves and is loved, and is worth it, and is valuable and valued. 

At least I see you that way!! I think you’re wondeful and a good hooman and that’s what matters, okay? Don’t you go around thinking or saying otherwise, at least not here, aye? And if you can’t help it, share it and I’ll convince you otherwise, you’ll see! ( ´ ▽ ` )

But anyways, yeah! That’s what I meant!!

I’m so sorry to hear that you weren’t doing so great at the time you messaged me. (｡•́︿•̀｡)  It’s so bad that Life Stuff happens sometimes, I wish I could do something to help. But I’m happy that I managed to make you smile even if just a little!! :D

That’s like, mission accomplished, aah. I’m happy to know you felt a little better after my reply, that’s so nice to know! Thank you!! ٩(◕‿◕)۶

ASKLDJFKLADG AKLFJAS KLGADGLKADJG AASKLDJ 

ALSO, YES

PET ME

I LOVE TO BE PET I- I- HASNDJDGNJDGNSD, YES. Pat pat on my head and it feels like the world is SO MUCH BETTER AND NICER. Pat pat on mah head, pat pat on my back, pet the coon, pet the coon, pet a little tiny moon~ (˙︶˙)

Aaah….thank you for petting the coon!! PETTING MAKES THE COON SO HAPPY YOU HAVE NO IDEA AKSDJKDGJADHAS AKHDJFHSDF  BEST GIFT EVER AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

[Imma add the keep reading here, buddy! Hope that’s okay, sorry!]

AKLSJDAGJ AKLDFJAS KLJFSAKLJ GAKLSJD AKLSGJADKL FAJDF

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW

CIROOOOOOOOOOOO!! (/▽＼*)

You don’t need to make something for me to be kind to me, really!! As I said, it’s fine if you want to make something but don’t you feel like it’s the only way to show me kindness or something, alrighty? Because the mere fact that you decidd to drop in and talk with me, that’s super sweet and kind already!! Not everyday does anyone offer you their friendship, and each time we talk you’re SUPER kind and super sweet with me!!! You’re ALREADY making me something kind, you’ve been super nice with me, buddy!! ( ˙꒳​˙ )

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASPS

YOU WRITE AND DRAW!?!?!?!?!(☆▽☆)

CIRO THAT IS SUPER AMAZING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH o(≧▽≦)o

YOU WRITE AND DRAW OH MY, THAT IS SO AMAZING AND SO AWESOME, I BET THAT YOUR STUFF IS SUPER AMAZING AND THAT YOU’RE INCREDIBLE AT BOTH THINGS HOLY SHIT, YOU DRAW AND WRITE THAT IS SO EXCITING AKLSJDAKJDG AKLGDJS 

Honestly, Ciro, EVERYONE who has ever said “I’m not very confident about my art/writing” and then show me are LIARS KLAJSKLDJGKDALFJALKJ

What I mean is, I bet you’re AMAZING and you just don’t realize it!! Did you know it’s a real thing? That every creator won’t EVER be able to see the real size and beauty of their creation because you saw the whole process, so there where the public only sees the sculpture, you STILL see the block of stone badly shaped and not nearly half-done. 

So your brain is “Yo. We like. We need to finish it, ya know, it looks hideous…” but the thing is IT’S ALREADY COMPLETE!!! You just don’t see it because it takes so long to create something, your brain keeps the image of what it looked like as incomplete, so you literally can’t see the real size and weight of the final result as the public does. 

So just know that, dear Ciro!! I won’t tell you to go ahead and write or draw/paint anything if you’re not confident about it, but I do tell you that I know for sure you’re much, much better than you think you are. And I know that as a fact!! 

Still, no pressures, dear Ciro. Art in any form is a very intimate and personal thing, and we all have struggled with showing it to others or not, and it’s okay if we don’t! I won’t force or pressure you to do something you’re not comfortable with or still don’t have the confidence for. That’s okay, buddy, you take your time to gather the courage and confidence that you need, however long it takes. No one is pressuring you, alrighty? ( ˙꒳​˙ )

I know you’re amazing, but I also understand if you don’t have the confidence. There there, buddy, just keep making art and enjoying of it!! (ノ_

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

ABSOLUTELY NO WORRIES ABOUT THE COFFEE, BUDDY!! 

No worries there! I understand many of us around here are broke, we all have our reasons and such, and it’s very common nowadays, so no worries! That would really be a good tip if someone has any spare cents that they want to give me, but I won’t die without it, so that’s okay! The money I get from there, I’d spend in tiny personal likes and such because I myself don’t have any income and I’m too shy to ask from my parents lately hgnhnfghfg but that’s okay!

As I said, I don’t need it. So while it would be nice to receive a coffee, it’s really just an extra!! And not everyone has spare cents to give. I myself wish I could give ko-fis to all those artists and authors I like, but I can’t, aaaw ;n; 

So I really, really understand the struggle and no worries, mah boy Ciro! The mere intention is faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar more than enough for me, I’m SUPER FLATTERED AND HONORED that you thought about it!!! AAAAAAAAAAH *SQUEAKS LOUDLY* THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! That you thought about giving me real money is really…so beyond me and means A LOT!! THANK YOOOOOOOOOOOOU!!!  o(≧▽≦)o

*loUD BREATH IN*

IM LOV U TOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

*IS STILL HUGGED TO YOUR HEAD*

YOU’RE SO GOOD TOO, YOU ADORABLE SWEET LITTLE HOOMAN YOU’RE SO NICE AND SO GOOD AND SO KIND AND SO SWEET AND AKOJFL GDAHGKLAJ FDHAGSNJ AHUIFHK I DIE, I LOVE THAT YOU EXIST, YOU NICE CREATURE, I PET YOU

*PETS YOU*

NICE NICE CIRO, MADE OF AMAZINGNESS.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASPS

LOVE AND SUPPORT!?!?!!? FROM MAH BOY CIRO!?!??!!?!? FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!?!?!?!? (☆▽☆)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

*LOUDLY SQUEAKING AND BOUNCING ACROSS THE ROOM*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

CIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

*GLOMPS AGAIN*

CIROYOUWONDERFULCREATUREHOWAREYOUREAL GODSBLESSTHANKYOUFORYOURGIFT THISISAMAZING I LOVE IT SO MUCH THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

THAAAAAAAAANK YOOOOOOOOOOOOU!!! o(>ω

Ain’t nothing sweeter and more pure than love and support, even more if it’s from my buddy Ciro!! You adorable creature, n’aaw, I felt all- all AKLSJDKLGJADKFJ inside reading that part!! (*ﾉ▽ﾉ)

How dare you make me feel all this joy HUH? HUUUUUUUUH?

ALKJDKLAJGALKSAJKLF

Seriously, Ciro, buddy, you are SO SWEET AND NICE, HOW DO YOU DO THAT HNNGH FGHNFHNG

*THROWS ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT BACK*

YOU HAVE MINE TOO. ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT EVERYWHERE FOREVER OKAY, IT FOR U. CAUSE U GOOD AND U NICE AND U EVERYTHING HNFDJLAJLSDKJDGDKLGL. ALL THE RACC LOVE AND SUPPORT GOES WITH YOU AND IMMA SMACK IT ON YOUR FOREHEAD SO EVERYTIME YOU SEE A MIRROR YOU SEE THE RACC SUPPORT OKAY HERE I GO I

*sMACK*

THERE WE GO. IT LOOKS BEAUTIFUL AYE? *pets your forehead* THERE THERE, NOW YOU CAN GO AROUND WITH MY SUPPORT AND LOVE THAT SHALL FUEL YOU AND MAKE YOU GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EVERYWHERE YOU WANNA GO!! /o/

AND YEAH!

Ciro my dear, Ciro you nice, nice thing, THANK YOU. c:

Thank you for dropping by again, dear Ciro, it’s ALWAYS a pleasure and a joy talking with you!! Thank you for waiting so patiently for me to reply aah ;w; And thank you for being AS IMPOSSIBLY SWEET AS YOU ALWAYS ARE OKAY THANKS

And just thanks for saying hi, buddy!! I love talking with you!! 

Have SO MANY warmie, fluffy, spongey raccoonie hugs, dear Ciro!!! Thank you for everything again!! ( ´ ▽ ` )

I hope you’re having a MOST FANTASTIC day, buddy!! (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ