#and just the girlhood experience of hatred jelousy over pretty girls but them being so sweet to you

[ghostlyfates]

i love lacy. i think it's my favorite song on the album. it's so looking at that beautiful, social and funny girl in your class and hating her but not being able to at the same time because she hasn't done anything to you and she's actually so nice and sweet. it's one of your best friends when you were in highschool being popular and gorgeous and liked by everyone while you're introverted and no boy has ever found you pretty and you envy her to the point of feeling a bit sick but you love her so so much. it's looking at your best friend almost worshipping her not knowing if you want to be her or be with her. finding yourself always staring almost obsessively at that gorgeous girl in your class with the adorable laugh again not knowing if you want to be her or be with her. accidentally liking the same boy as your best friend and keeping it a secret so you don't upset her but it kills you slowly because you know she's so much prettier and lovely and he would always choose her because you would too.