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twiddlebirdlet · 5 years ago

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Inbox Collective Part I

Anonymous said: People are saying we should be happy because Chris looks happy. Looking happy and actually being happy are two different things. Yeah, he’s smiling in those pics but IS he happy? That’s the most important question. He said once before he’s a terrible liar and while I do believe he may have tells, he’s a talented actor, which means he I’m sure he can fake it good enough when be needs to. This is the same man who hid his face while out his fam at Disney now he’s facing the camera? 💁🏾‍♀️ LOL

Anonymous said: I hope whatever Chris is getting out of this arrangement is worth it because he looks like a joke now

Anonymous said: Here’s the thing, I wouldn’t actually mind if they were real. I’d support it and think it’s cute. But everything they’re doing looks fake and staged to the max. You never know, they could be Ben/Ana or Shawn/Camila 2.0 where it seemed fake, but turned out to be real, or Tom Hiddleston/Taylor Swift where it was clearly PR. Only time will tell. However, I do think it’s ironic that Tom/Taylor happened around the time Tom was nominated for a Globe, and won. Chris’ team def wants that Emmy nod.

Anonymous said: JS said in Vulture that he is extremely a private person and here he is doing poses for the paps in the middle of a pandemic lol. I thought MK was the girl who will call paps on them I guess here is Lily lol.

Anonymous said: Niall Horan said if you dont want to be papped you will not be papped. This photo reeks PR stunt. Taylor and Tom already did this back then when he is about to be nominated in emmys 🤣 I guess this one is way worse than Minka.

Anonymous said: you saw video 🤣 !! Backgrid said it was yesterday July 7, not today 😂🤣 DailyM they you left so bad as always 🤣 and they killed your article love in the park with the video 🤣🤣😂

Anonymous said: Srsly. They shouldve brought in the professionals to handle this. Did a table read. "Block the shot (set up up their positions, actions, etc)" at the hotel. Fincher, DuVernay, Joon-hoo. Or maybe Apatow since this and his life is a "big dumb comedy." His words. 😉

Anonymous said: For his next pap walk, I would suggest him making some training and some chemistry test before. Just the looks of him and the actress can sell the stuff for the public (who will not give a second thought after seeing that) but the older stans that will follow him through the years, will see through it quickly.

Anonymous said: Never thought we would reach another low level after JS.

Anonymous said: The fucker always walks like that when he knows he’s being watched. I can’t deal hahahah SO PR 🤣😂

Anonymous said: I could've lived without the video. It was bizarre. The ice cream eating was aggressive lol😂. Idc what anyone says they aren't comfortable around each other. She actively swung out of the way to avoid touching him while walking. They should've built up reporrt before public outings. But I guess Chris' time is limited like they bought his time along with the daily mail package. I feel like this is going to be very t swift hiddleston. He won't ever live it down and when asked insist it was real.

Anonymous said: I wonder how hard they’ll try to sell this crap in the coming weeks/months when it’s obvious that they’re trying so hard right now that they’re massively failing lol

Anonymous said: I kinda got a feeling after Saturdays pap stroll things fell through and after getting dragged for not wearing masks, and that this is damage control and he’s just not that into her. Especially with the watermelon thing paired with the weird body language. Like it seems so, odd.

Anonymous said: To the other anon questioning watermelon talking: Acting is actually quite ridiculous. If you saw hot things look on set, you would not be in awe. Everything is exaggerated and fake. It all comes together in editing. Most of the big actors I’ve seen on set often look quite silly in the moment.

Anonymous said: Biiiitch can you imagine? Lily: *licks ice cream* Hey Chris, watermelon. Chris: *licks ice cream* Haha, watermelon. Anyway all this just truly gets me thinking about if he does one day end up with a girlfriend and keeps it on the down low, is he willing to continue these types of publicity stunts. He has said in interviews that he wants to settle down and have kids but I think if that was something he truly wanted he could find it. I don’t think he’s ready to give up the Hollywood game just yet

Anonymous said: to the anon who said they would find chris and lily saying random words silly- they could be talking about how stupid the fans who buy this are and how many "cute couple"s and" they're adorable together"s they're gonna get after this cringe fest. or maybe she told him how she'd staged this to get rid of the "lily james snorting powder in a park" images that come up first on google search and she's happy he agreed 😏 for whatever reason none of us knows (yet)

Anonymous said: So they not even have a real conversation? Whoa 😲 this show getting worse every minute

Anonymous said: (Diff anon, I’ll use 🔅 as my marker for when I send in) As an actress upcoming in the industry watermelon talking is probs the first thing you learn in scene work if you’re a backdrop/extra/filler. This looks extremely staged and I’ve had training for dealing with paps/how to look and act when paps are around. Also notice how they’re “faced out”. If you’re an actor you know how to face your body outwards towards “the crowd” to get a good shot. They’re sitting to get perfectly photographed.

Anonymous said: I'm pretty sure I read on here or maybe elsewhere "We're not going to find out who his future girlfriend is based on who he follows on Twitter." Well technically I guess that's true :D Also we were dismissive of any chance of him and that athlete because she lives in Canada, and yet he was willing to go to the UK.

Anonymous said: They look like two people who are trying to ACT like they don’t want to be noticed and be all nonchalant but in fact they know the whole purpose of being there is to be noticed. It’s an act, pure and simple.

Anonymous said: The way they are eating their ice cream in saying one word between two licks is so weird! One strick tongue, one word, one strick tongue, one word. First time i see people eat like that. In a normal universe you talk and time to time you eat. You make break between. And are eating them so quickly. And Chris doesn't see to be the kind of man who lay down the grass like that. They are a big joke.

hagarsays said: But also we don’t know what’s happening behind the scenes maybe there is something going on between them we don’t know but saying this whole thing is stage well maybe it is but also what happen if they are dating and they are making it official now I’m not trying to start a fight or anything this is just what o think

Anonymous said: I'm feeling second hand embarrassment from all of this. Even if it seems it's working for his mentions on twitter.

Anonymous said: Me on Monday: Chris, where is 😷; me on wedneday afternoon: Chris, what 😯🤔🙄; me on wednesday night: oh, Chris 😂🤣🙈🤦‍♀️

Anonymous said: Maybe this whole things is the "work" he traveled across the ocean for…

Anonymous said: This is hiddleswift 2.0 😂

Anonymous said: Two PROFESSIONAL actors can’t fake one date. He really think he will be nominated for Emmy? Go back to Concord Youth theatre and learn some lessons how to look like you on a real date.

Anonymous said: For me what sold this as a PR move (no matter whether they get romantically involved with each other for real or not) is not just the fact of the timely pics and vid from BackGrid but usually when celebrities are "unknowingly"/ "unexpectedly" papped almost immediately you find fan pics of their sightings all over the place. But that's not on their case.

Anonymous said: I’m imagining a Ben and Ana situation where we get pap pics of Chris and Lily in Boston and Chris’s niece and nephews are running around with a Lily James cutout 🤣

Anonymous said: celebrities as big as chris and lily have incredibly talented teams... youre telling me BOTH TEAMS were unable to properly hide them from the paparazzi??? nah, they definitely wanted to be seen.

Anonymous said: That video has my DYING😂😂😂 y’all are actors do better😂😂

Anonymous said: At first I was mad at Chris for this shit he made, but after that video I can’t wait for more. THIS IS THE BEST COMEDY SHOW. Chris please don’t stop, give us more material to lost respect for you.

Anonymous said: Something that I always found attractive on Chris is the fact that although he played the PR game, it was subtle and he never looked thirsty. For me, the paps pics used to be a happy occasion to see him. Now he looks... thirsty? Still not on the same level of other celebs but it seems he took the first steps to reach that low. I have nothing to say about Lilly. That is her thing, she is just doing more of the same. And she is definitily not alone on this.

Anonymous said: He might hate having to do this, but he's choosing to, and not even bothering to *try* to look into her. That video made it glaringly clear that it's all pr

Anonymous said: I feel like you don’t want him and lily James to date Idk why

Anonymous said: I’m so sorry but this is not a real relationship. That video and these park pics really did it for me. I can’t stop laughing at this spectacle I feel like this is more Megan for damage control

Anonymous said: that video makes it look so staged even the way they are sitting. Wonder what will be next?

Anonymous said: I think these pics were taken on Saturday the day after. It has been wet in London (good ole British summer) and they would not be sitting on wet grass. Does scream PR. Chris will have to be returning soon to US for his ASP launch unless he zooms from London. Sill can’t believe he would fly over for a hook up it has to be work related as will.

Anonymous said: What’s going to happen if they come out and say they been dating you still not going to believe them you will still think it’s PR

Anonymous said: Also if they wanted this whole thing to be PR they would have started a long time go before DJ came out I really think they are dating like we can never know what happens behind close time

Anonymous said: I don’t even know which parts of that video more funny. That awkward ice cream licking while paps shouting or that awkward walk like two strangers. And some people really think these two are real life prince and princess love story.

Anonymous said: I feel like we are all jumping to conclusions with this whole lily and Chris situation but MAYBE JUST MAYBE they are really dating

Anonymous said: I feel embarrassed for them in these photos. No offense I don’t mean to come off rude. But this is so staged. I thought maybe this was real but a video I’m sorry there was a purpose for this

Anonymous said: There nothing wrong with the video the paparazzi is being so nosey you acting like they are staring at the camera but they are not they are just talking

Anonymous said: They look more interested in their ice creams than each other 🤣. Why didn't Jenny get this treatment? At least Minka got a few pap walks.

Anonymous said: There nothing wrong with the video the paparazzi is being so nosey you acting like they are staring at the camera but they are not they are just talking

Anonymous said: Oh yeaaaah, they seem super natural and in love in that video 🙄🙄🙄🙄

Anonymous said: Is there any possibility that they are genuinely dating/having a fling but are using it for PR at the same time? Or are perhaps just fwb?

Anonymous said: I know this is a weird thought, but her clutching the hotel bag felt like her guilty conscience speaking. If she really had slept with him, she wouldn’t be so desperate to prove it. Maybe I’m wrong, though. He flew all that way, he might as well get something out of it, since he’s killing his reputation. I thought I actually heard a story about him laughing at the TS drama on the avengers set. Oh, how the tables have turned.

Anonymous said: Do you think there’s any possibility they’re just starting out dating or just friends with benefits maybe?

Anonymous said: Someone on Twitter said Lily begins filming something later this month? Hopefully this nonsense won't last for long. He's sort of flushing away his credibility and good will by pulling such stunts when so may people are going through such hardships and tragedy. It's so insensitive and out of touch. Especially if this is all for an Emmy nom. That award belongs to Mark Ruffalo anyway.

Anonymous said: I would pay all my money to see Scott’s reaction watching those pictures from the park. I think he’s second hand embarrassed for his brother. Or maybe Chris will get some lessons how yo look more natural on their next date.

Anonymous said: I agree with you. Celebs can't scream "my privacy", "leave me alone", or "ugh, LA" (as Chris said once in an interview) when they are doing this kind of thing. That are actors and actresses who never used this kind of tool or are rarely papped and manage to have a good career. But maybe those are the more talented, that get screenplays at their doors? Or the ones who truly give a sh*t about fame?

Anonymous said: So we've decided all this PR probably isn't for ASP, and maybe it's for the Emmys, even though it's a long shot he'll be nominated, and he definitely won't win. That's a hell of a lot of hassle to go through. And I still don't get why it was necessary to go to the UK for this when he could've been papped with an American actress. Is it just because it'll be easier to break up with her when the charade is over? Long-distance, conflicting schedules etc.

Anonymous said: First time of his pap walk career I see Chris watching paparazzi. Not one made unintentionally but a few! And in laughing! He never did it with Minka, he lowered his head or acted usually, same with Jenny and their airport pics, just the time to order a taco or get their bags back but now he watches the camera, exposed during maybe one hour?

Anonymous said: I heard that today it is raining in London! people who live there mentioned it !! So maybe these photos were not really from today

Anonymous said: There’s always been something I’ve disliked about Lily, I’m usually really into actresses but with her there’s just something that is off-putting, perhaps cold or clout chasing etc. Do you know what I mean? I can’t exactly put my finger on it but my guesses/feelings/thoughts about famous individuals and people in general usually turn out to be correct without fail.

Anonymous said: I’m a Trevor Noah fan! How do y’all know him and Minka are dating?👀

Anonymous said: Why I want to know is why Chris would do this with Lily of all people, she’s so not his type from what he’s said but he’s also said that that goes out the door when you meet someone. They don’t seem to have anything really in common other than acting? Do they have any shared likes, he’s known for being really politically involved and she doesn’t, he seems a big animal lover but she doesn’t. Anything else you’d like to add? 😂

Anonymous said: Someone needs to create an account like that Ana de armas update account on twitter soon if this keeps going the way it is...

Anonymous said: So I’ve got a really really good intuition/sixth sense it’s actually quite scary. I can usually guess correct on things that happen months before they actually do or pick up on people’s changes etc. I have an uneasy feeling about Chris and Lily together, something doesn’t seem natural or adding up to me.

Anonymous said: I find this whole thing just odd. I think celebrities are so used to being at the forefront of news outlets that with the virus and movements they are doing really desperate things for attention and it’s almost humorous.

Anonymous said: Is it just me or was lily distant like alway looking away , and towards the paps ?

Anonymous said: I guess it’s safe to say this sh**how is going to get worse before it gets better (and less fake?)

Anonymous said: You said : “As for ASP, I don’t think he gives a crap about that at this point.” That’s kind of sad, seeing that he put so much effort into it, maybe that’s we’re all this comes from.

hagarsays said: Wait Chris probably went to London after he did his pre-recorded stuff for variety,deadline and 92y

Anonymous said: If i was chris’ PR, i would def not want this PR stunt to be bc we’re pushing for an emmy nom. Thats just tasteless & not the mark of a “serious” actor like chris wants to be. He made a mistake ignoring the deadline interview (unretweeting) bc it is just one of the few big ways that could get ppl taking him seriously bc it was MATURE. Lowkey weird to be 39 & doing classless PR stunts w/ an actress who isnt down to settle like he seems to want

Anonymous said: US said same thing as dm. I do not confirm the relationship between them again! that leaves me a lot to think about 🤔

Anonymous said: I’m confused. You do think that yes they are a real couple or no they’re not and it’s just PR?

Anonymous said: Def agree with you about ASP. Now it seems like he didn’t even give a shit. Some would think someone who wants to be taken seriously with his political website he would stay lowkey and wouldnt pull a PR bullshit but here we are. I guess Emmy nom is more important. Also guys its not about fans its about general public. The more ppl talk about him the more getting a nod from Emmy. Cuz the award shows need audience and if the ppl they nominate has new ppl interested in them it means more watchers!

Anonymous said: What post did he like that mentioned him? Was this on Twitter? What did the post say? Very confused and speculative rn bc this seems so staged.

Anonymous said: I can't wait till the paps 'accidentally' catch them strolling around Concord 😂

Anonymous said: Is that a new necklace Chris has, the pendant looks bigger than the usual one or is it just me. Also noticed the gold watch 😳

Anonymous said: Reminds me of hiddleswift that relationship started when he was in talks to get a GG. If we get lovey dovey pics i will be on the PR train. plus she has work scheduled for the fall and he’s kind of a homebody and she insta allowed in the country. So I don’t think it will last

Anonymous said: I’m confused about why get a cab to the park. Also it’s friggin cold here ATM. And many showers. Why bother.

Anonymous said: Mood, I'm not sure if it was you that mentioned that some of his friends posted pics on SM attending parties for 4th july. Analyzing all this situation I think that Chris and at least some of his friends can be entitled and irresponsible. He was even more irresponsible.

Anonymous said: This is backfiring on Chris big time. Some of his stans might be kissing his ass, but other people are pissed. The photos made it to ONTD and people are shitting on Chris real hard. And talking about Lily snorting it up in the park the other day IN THE MIDDLE OF A PANDEMIC. Those photos of Lily barely had any rotation and now people keep bringing them up. This is so stupid. Why would he do this now?

Anonymous said: Also, one last thing: I think this confirms that chris DEFINITELY has a type, and it has nothing to do with brunette hair, her own independence or a great ass. Instead, his type really does seem to be basic, emotionally needy and fame thirsty actress. Like, he's on chick #3 who seems desperately thirsty for media attention. It's a pattern ON HIS PART for sure. I don't think he really cares about privacy so much as he cares about being judged or seen in a negative way.

Anonymous said: all theses pics of Chris made me wonder why we never see any pap pics of him with his family I find a little strange cause they are very close

Anonymous said: It can't be just me that thinks that if the did indeed hook up this weekend or even before (where even is that theory coming from), then they'd at least look more comfortable around each other. Because you'd think the play would've been this park set up first and then the hotel stunt.

Anonymous said: Anyways, I wonder if Jenny is getting married soon? Because as soon as I saw the ice cream pics, my first thought was: oh, I see, so jenny's wedding must be coming up soon... like this is a kind of petty revenge on his part. He's just such a dumbass that he fucked it up by forgetting about the global pandemic. Doh! I may be crazy, but my intuition about stuff like that is very often on point.

Anonymous said: Idk why but i feel like maybe Michelle introduces them since lily and Michelle worked on downton Abby and Chris and Michelle worked on defending Jacobs maybe that’s how they meet or got introduced

Anonymous said: They went to the park so whenever you Google "Lily James Park" you get these pictures w/ Chris instead of the ones of her snorting whatever it was she was snorting the other day.

Anonymous said: Worse than that, wasn't the post actually criticizing/mocking him? So he reads. He's OBVI on board with this, so of course he's checking for or is being informed of it's reception in real-time. His "Old man yells at sky" spiel abt mod tech doesn't jibe w his deleting a couple of tone deaf tweets (months aft his mentions/comments were in shambles), getting "caught" liking/unliking at lightning speed, etc. He reads, he just responds subtly: Dodger content, blue hearts, got snippy in a kids video.

Anonymous said: It still sucks that he did this when people are literally dying due to Covid19. Surely, their meet cute could have waited till things were better? I was supposed to fly to London later this year but can't because I'm not a wealthy white men with an abundance of privilege. It's like they are rubbing their privilege in our noses. Even if this is real, it's a terrible way to begin things. Makes them both look careless and selfish.

Anonymous said: Why do you think Chris went on instagram Was it maybe to see what people thought out him and lily being together Or because he relieds he should of been wearing a mask , and wanting to see how people reacted to that

Anonymous said: What do you think is going on? I’m so confused as to whether they’re genuinely dating and whether they’ve been dating for a while or not, how they’re going to work the relationship- will she move or will he? Is it PR? She’s only been known lately for her Sky Mobile ads so publicity for her, and also the Backgrid stuff

Anonymous said: I think she called the paps at the hotel and now the morning after Chris is doing damage control with mask and ice cream. She is literally holding the hotel bag probably from the night before. To your point no way they would release his hotel

Anonymous said: Plus Lily has been papped multiple times since lockdown began. I don't she has ever been photographed in a mask. So this is a first for her. He obviously told her to wear one.

Anonymous said: I showed other people the pics, including someone NOT in the fandom, and they said it doesn’t look like a couple. It just looks like friends. None of the pics look “cozy”...he’s walking with his hands in his pockets and when his hands are out, they aren’t holding hands. They are just walking and talking like friends. And she looks directly in the camera again. She KNEW paps were there. It’s so staged it’s embarrassing 🤦‍♀️ Why would HE be okay with that? I thought he hated Minka doing that?

Anonymous said: dodger better be pissed about that shitty haircut. if chris was going to break quarantine anyway, what was it all for?

Anonymous said: The fact they went for a masked pap walk today totally shows they or their teams checked their mentions.

Anonymous said: Did they leave the park together in the taxi or just her?

Anonymous said: I guess that the mission was accomplished with the new pics. Anyone who dares to mention that there is still a pandem... STOP BEING JEALOUS!!!! CINAMOON ROLL IS JUST LIVING HIS LIFE! HE DESERVES IT!!! Wait, but he traveled from the country that has more cases... YOU ARE JEALOUS! HE NEVER DOES ANYTHING RIGHT FOR YOU BAD FANS THAT DON'T SUPPORT HIM! STOP! IT WILL HURT HIS FEELINGS!!!! LET ME CUDDLE MY CUTE 39 YEARS OLD BABY!!!!! But now on a serious note, I think I'm finally done with fandoms. Anonymous said: I’m confused about the timeline. The article says Wednesday but people who live in London say the weather is not consistent with the photos. It’s rainy and cold. Who rolls around in wet grass? But why lie about the day?

Anonymous said: Even if it’s not him checking what’s being said about him someone on his team is don’t be naive anon.

Anonymous said: She hasn’t been seen wearing one in public during the day until today...lol they knew to wear one

Anonymous said: Chris is wearing a bandana for dogs.... I was searching it up and yes it is for Dogs and it is the same pattern..... As a fan of taylor swift, this is basically the same with tom hiddlestone. A complete PR one lol. You can even clearly see it🤣🤣🤣

Anonymous said: Even if Chris wasn’t checking his mentions, his team definitely is. They are paid to do do. But he is checking 😉

Anonymous said: usa magazine said the same thing as daily M !! I do not confirm the relationship between them again! that leaves me a lot to think about?

Anonymous said: That fact that once again they are both looking into the camera has me rolling my eyes. You both are actors you are paid to NOT look into cameras🙄

Anonymous said: Times will tell if it's just a hook up or a serious relationship

Anonymous said: Wait did Megan courier that mask to him 😂

Anonymous said: i think chris needs to go home and have a serious think about his action maybe scott and mama evans can talk some sense into him

Anonymous said: it’s so strange that him and seb have this going on at the same time

Anonymous said: Damn. This all could have be done is such a cute and fairy tale way if they waited a little bit. But I guess overall people are liking and we are just a small piece of the internet. But in middle of a pandemic? Really gross for a "woke and political" bae. His privilege is showing.

Anonymous said: I’m sorry Minka dear for calling you the attention seeker who calls paps on you and Chris. I guess this one is the worse Lol.

Anonymous said: If this isn't for the Emmy nom, then I can't comprehend why he's doing this. Many people are saying "Oh, he's been seen too long without a public gf, he needed one." Okay, so why not find an actress in Boston, or NYC, or even L.A.? Do they have any managers or agents in common? This must be some kind of setup.

Anonymous said: What I really don’t get is why anyone is supposed to buy this stuff as real? Considering they live on different continents and in the long run, to paraphrase you a little, neither of them would likely to move. If anything, this doesn’t just look temporary, it looks tawdry and irresponsible. I have zero respect for either of them right now.

Anonymous said: did they leave the hotel only to have ice cream on park?

Anonymous said: There’s a picture of him holding her arm and one of her getting into the taxi. Looks like he followed her into it to me!

Anonymous said: both Chris and Scott have c*ke rumors about them and know he’s with a girl that has been rumored using drugs with a friends on a park what a great combo

Anonymous said: I always thought that fake relationships for PR are tacky, as using real relationships for PR is tacky (IMO). If this is fake, a hook up, or a real relationship in the beggining, being papped this way when he clearly knows how to avoid paps when he wants is tacky and cheap. And in the current moment that the world is, trash.

Anonymous said: The pictures are funny. The whole thing is funny

Anonymous said: This is giving me Bradley Cooper and Suki Waterhouse vibes. Down to the picnic in the park when they were reading Lolita. Also widely known as a PR setup to begin with and with similar star profiles (though Lily is more known than Suki was). At least someone on their staff picked up on the mask criticism. I agree it would be comical if we weren’t in the middle of a damn pandemic. But it very clearly had a distinct PR setup vibe.

Anonymous said: Do you guys noticed his watch? Completely different from what he normally wears. Actually, I think at his daily life, he doesn't wear watches.

Anonymous said: In other pics she’s looking directly at the camera

Anonymous said: I’m dying of cringe. People gave Ana de Armas so much shitty for being “thirsty”, bc you know, Chris is such a private person, but flashforward to July 2020 we have Evans eating ice cream and laying on the grass of a London park with Lily James during a pandemic. Hahahahaha. I honestly thought he could do better.

Anonymous said: It won’t even last lol, she is based in London. And this will end in a few months cuz of “hectic schedule and long distance” LOL.

Anonymous said: And if she was the ONE?

Anonymous said: I don’t know how he would manage a relationship where their in different counties and during a pandemic

Anonymous said: Remember the comments mentioning that there were no pics of Lilly entering the hotel and that maybe she stayed there just for being pictured? I wonder if the hotel bag was an answer for that? If the criticism about the masks were not unnoticed by them, to the point that for the first time she was pictured with a mask, I wonder if all this is answer for those comments and about her being treated as "dirty secret". Not damage control, but a way to control the narrative they want to sell.

Anonymous said: He’s not holding his chest while he laughs. So I don’t believe any of the pictures 😂

Anonymous said: Do u see this relationship lasting ?

Anonymous said: still from all these pictures they haven’t touched

Anonymous said: Is this on par behavior from Chris the last time he had a showmance with the other Lily?

Anonymous said: Something about this whole thing smells fishy. I just can’t put my figure on it. I have a deep feeling that this won’t last very long at all. Maybe even a month. For a new couple, they don’t seem affectionate at all. So weird honestly

Anonymous said: the one thing i can't wrap my head around is why now. I've heard rumors he has a website launch coming up? Maybe? Anybody? It really looks like he went abroad in the middle of a pandemic to see a girl. Sloppy management

Anonymous said: Being seen traveling just for fun during a pandemic shows not great judgement. Just a terrible idea to destroy any legitimacy or goodwill he had right before launching his already problematic and naive political website. Yikes.

Anonymous said: Maybe she watched DJ as Michelle is one of her friend and she sent message and that is the way all this mess started

Anonymous said: If they are dating good for them they make a cute couple but I think they way they have gone about it is not so great.

Anonymous said: I can’t even click the link you posted of the pictures cause that sneak pic I saw while I was scrolling... I cringed so hard 😬 I’m laughing honestly lol. idk if is the fact that he’s (they’re?) eating ice cream (and on a park? )or whatever, it looks so dumb to me lmao this is sending me 😂

Anonymous said: Do you think they’re actually dating then, Chris and Lily???

Anonymous said: Do you think it’s PR or real?

Anonymous said: lmfaooooo what a nice wholesome masked date in the park after being called out for no masks and looking tawdry

Anonymous said: surprise surprise the photos and the publisher are the same again

Anonymous said: Oh my goodness! Tell me he doesn’t pay attention to what’s being said about him. What a poseur. Ironically, the ET report started with celebrities like Tom Hanks stressing how important it is to stay home and wear masks. Chris is such an irresponsible jerk.

Anonymous said: 10+ pictures of them hanging for a while and none of them kissing??? Hmmm, sure Jan. They’re totally dating 🙄🙄

Anonymous said: Also, not to nitpick, but their body language doesn’t scream sex. They apparently slept together the first night, but it doesn’t show here. They should have reversed these pap walks.

Anonymous said: Chris never did that. it sure is PR

Anonymous said: This is looking more and more like the beginning stages of a relationship now. I can’t believe this is pr anymore. It seems to me like he flew to London to be with her and now they’re trying something new. I would hate for her to be the one he settles down with

Anonymous said: How do we know he’s trying to change his image, he seemed fine with how he was as far as it looked like from interviews. Have you read or heard something new about him out there?

______ said: What do you mean by'not friend zoned'? I don't get it.

Anonymous said: another blackgrid and DM exclusive. Why do this PR now?

Anonymous said: This is so staged lol.

Anonymous said: the mask in those new photos just proves he’s had one with him the entire time you wouldn’t get something like that in the uk

Anonymous said: this isn’t that deep. he was prolly there for something, has connections with her friend group, staged a walk, maybe hooked up. I would be surprised if they had been talking and dating for months. this was set up, him and Scott followed her at the same time. To your point zero pics of her inside and with her wandering around outside. Of course that was on purpose. she looks single and happy away from Matt and everyone is talking about Cpt. America & Cinderella. Just backfired and was too messy.

hagarsays said: So now that new pictures came out we can confirm they are dating now??

Anonymous said: anyone want to talk about his account previous username though joshpeck3030

Anonymous said: I’m not sure I buy him auditioning for her film. There’s a hierarchy in Hollywood. Bigger actors are usually offered roles first, and then the film is cast around them. He really hasn’t been the one up for a screen test in a long time. Like I said before, I work in this industry, and there’s a lot of ego. It is entirely possible, just highly unlikely.

Anonymous said: I wonder if we'll actually hear from Chris team closer to the weekend since it will have more impact for the weekend. Even if he was in on the pap walk it's nothing like Seb where both people actually look like they're together.

Anonymous said: What are carly & lisas instagrams? How do ppl know who follows who

Anonymous said: I think another thing to add is the JS said Chris likes to stay home and she would want to travel but he didn’t. He also said that he doesn’t like to travel in and interview. I don’t think that would change in the 2 years he’s been publicly single and 5 months in quarantine

Anonymous said: is it possible ce did some sort of screen test on like zoom or something for the paris trap before he came to the UK? idk about this whole thing. some people think because there are no pictures of lily in the hotel that she just came for the pictures then left after the paps left

Anonymous said: Makes me wonder if theres something wrong with hollywoods “most eligible” bachelors bc they’re single. If normal ppl can find love, they definitely can esp with how much exposure they get to love. Idk 🤒

Anonymous said: That Conversations at Home interview he did was dated 29th June. So he was definitely in the US last Monday.

Anonymous said: I know I'm going to get yelled at for this bc it's pap pics why does Chris look so angry in the last shots where Lily is on the other side of the gate/fence? He's also keeping alot of space from Lily at that point. Even in earlier pics he's not exactly walking next to her. I honestly don't think this was on Chris this time tbh.

Anonymous said: But what if the date was the work? If they’re setting up a long game PR relationship, maybe that’s why he went. If his next film is in London, he’ll be able to follow up with more daily mail stunts. Soon, he’ll have hey fever in the park with her friends.

Anonymous said: But logically if this wasn’t PR, which it is, this relationship would never work. The most i see is a causal summer hookup fling. She just got out of a 5 year relationship, l like JS and she lives across the pond. For someone the before the pandemic spent most of his time in MA I don’t see that changing. And lily is based in London and is an upcoming actress who, if she had to move to the states, would go to LA or NY. Not to mention mama Evans probably won’t like her “hay fever”

Anonymous said: some chris fans are so boring, we always talk about theories on fandom and it never hurt chris before. Sometimes this is entertainment, no one is hurting anyone, but there are some fans who pretend to be naive and love everything Chris does, but hate others like Jenny and Chris ex-girlfriends and are also the same fans who are chasing him on twitter like that episode in which they discovered the topics that chris follows

Anonymous said: Do you think he’s still in the UK or back in Boston?

Anonymous said: Also Lily doesn’t seem like his type whatsoever

_____ said: Also megan REALLY cleaned up chris’ image. She had to do the lord’s work of undoing every single time chris was papped pre marvel & i gotta commend her for that. What a gem, i hope she gets paid $3938383838293

Anonymous said: Two of the three people he followed were Bel Powley and Douglas Booth. He worked with Bel on Lobby Hero, and probably knows Douglas too as he is her boyfriend. Btw, where can you all see his location on IG? It doesn't appear for me at all.

Anonymous said: Do you think Chris is going to get the Emmy nom?

Anonymous said: Do you think there will be any more sightings of Chris and Lily together?

hagarsays said: I agree I truly think he really went there for work or some type of business cause I been his fans since 2016 and till now he only flys somewhere for family vacation or for businesses or movie or work he doesn’t seem the type of person to fly somewhere like London for a date cause that’s stupid THERE HAS TO BE A WORK REASON I can’t think of anything else besides work

Anonymous said: Who is this Gemma person that Chris follows? When was Chris with lily on Friday, I thought the club/taxi/hotel was Saturday?

Anonymous said: the last two were the girl who worked in Lobby hero and her boyfriend !! I already knew them !! And to add the location of Instagram is not so precise, I say it because I follow people and I see that their location is different on Instagram. another example, sebas is in USA but it was seen yesterday in Spain !!

Anonymous said: the last people he followed on instagram are British actors, maybe it’s a project to come

Anonymous said: Do you think Chris and Lily are dating?

Anonymous said: He follows her friends? That’s so weird to do after one date unless they’ve met before. I don’t feel like this is pr anymore

Anonymous said: it's funny, because Sebastian's account is based in the USA and he's in Spain, same with Chris Pratt! Something it’s not right

_____ said: Just going back to if chris is cheap/sleazy irl, i definitely think he used to be sleazy & the residual effect is left. On deuxmoi, ppl talk abt him going to taipei to hook up w ppl (while filming push) & he hooked up when he was in LA last month. (Not slut shaming) but just pointing to the fact that chris doesnt have the steve rogers personality most ppl think

Anonymous said: I can’t stand Lily’s friend Gemma. Don’t know why but there’s just something about her that grates on me.

hagarsays said: I will die of laughter if there a statement from either team saying they aren’t together but they where seen because they might start in a movie together that we don’t know about yet😂😂

Anonymous said: Does anyone from Chris's inner circle apart from Scott and Carly follow Lily on IG? That may be a good indication of whether this is real or PR/hookup or a relationship. Also, it's hard to believe that they started dating before lockdown like that anon claims given that they were on separate continents. Also, she wasn't even in the first batch of people he followed on IG. Wouldn't his gf be one of his first follows?

Anonymous said: I have a friend from England on Twitter and we've all been talking about this. She said the travel quarantine mandate for the US doesn't start until July 10. They have their own separate rules from the EU.

Anonymous said: Twitter is full of mentions of the new beautiful couple alert. People do romanticize everything that involves beautiful people. Even what seems tasteless PR/ booty call during a pandemic.

Anonymous said: I was looking at the pictures from Chris and Lily Collins date and at least they looked like that could be a date. I would be disappointed if Chris and Lily J announces they are dating after those embarrassing pictures trying to enter his hotel from different entrances. They clearly knew they were followed by paparazzi so they can’t denied they were busted. So tacky.

Anonymous said: What I'm trying to figure out is how they would try to play the long game. There are so far no films he would be involved in shooting in the UK. Unless he flies back and forth expeditiously, which once again bad idea, I think even publications would side eye it. The Blast, even though they seem like a fan blog, pointed out fans nonetheless found a discrepancy that this more than likely the first weekend they met. No way a physical relationship has taken place prior. I can't wait to see how they

Anonymous said: 2),because it's going to be flawed and totally dangerous to keep up. Possibly he could still be in the UK but not for long. I don't understand what they thought to accomplish. Unless there is a real relationship but there is too many plot points pointing to this either being new or fake. Like you said he can throw around as many big words as he likes it doesn't make up for the lack of common sense. I truly believe whatever happens next will be pulled out of his ass unless megan orchestrates it.

Anonymous said: I noticed how Chris keeps saying that he doesn't care about how he's perceived in recent interviews. I mean, it's obvious he does, right? He sits and checks his Twitter mentions for god's sake! Do we have any idea about whether he's back home yet?

Anonymous said: “press about skeavy side entrance hookups during a pandemic is quite an image overhaul for the two of them” Why are we still going with the side/back door story? New pics of him inside & she’s nowhere in sight. Maybe she was just standing at the side/back door while she was on the phone arranging her ride out of there or where she was going next, alone, & didn’t need to stand at the front since she wasn’t going inside?

Anonymous said: I hope lilly knows even after Chris is long gone that's all people are going to ask her about. She could win an award and one sentence would be about that the rest about how she dated/hooked up with captain america. If I wanted to be known for something I wouldn't be romantically linked to Chris lol. His captain america image follows him like herpes and attaches to anyone less famous he comes in contact with. Even Scarlett gets asked and she's just a friend.

Anonymous said: I feel like Chris is trying to go for a Clooney/Pitt/DiCaprio image. Sexy bachelor that every woman desires and is a serious actor. He has the superhero thing in common with Clooney😂

Anonymous said: Another question: did he intend his blatant disregard for human life to be showcased as well? Or was that just a fun bonus?

Anonymous said: I was actually wondering about image overhaul, but then why did he spend a year launches political site and trying to look respectable? He wants to play both sides? Also, doesn’t this make the intern hookup seem more plausible now? Poor judgment is his thing

Anonymous said: I wonder if this is his way of casting off the good guy Cap rep Marvel built him, and letting the world know he’s a real Boston douche. I actually remember that I didn’t like him pre-Cap. He used to strike me as annoying. I thought I was wrong about that, but, now….

Anonymous said: Something struck me with those new pics. I know we are making assumptions that maybe she didn't enter but if that was the case, why he was at the lobby of the hotel after entering it? It seems that he is trying to get permission for her, you know what I mean?

Anonymous said: Since as of now there isn’t anything about Chris and lily situation as of now can we move on and talks about anything until we get something new or important to talk about cause we haven’t gotten anything since yesterday😂

Anonymous said: (1/2) Idk what this is but the problem is the WORLD is in the middle of pandemic & he traveled to the UK to party into the night. The same wknd thousands of ppl flooded the streets of London because pubs reopened. If it's a PR stunt, I don't understand it at all because it makes him look privileged & out of touch. Especially w/ this club being an exclusive club for the rich 🙄. I'm just taken aback because he's been maintaining a mature image with ASP & social justice things lately. (2/2) He seemed to wear a mask at the BLM protest & then suddenly he's stunting in LDN in the middle of a pandemic? Right before his website is about to launch? What I do find interesting about the pics is they remind me of the Tom Hiddleston & Elizabeth Olsen pics in London from 2015. And idk how Chris & Lily could have had something this entire quarantine because there are pics of her w/ Matt Smith from May 15, so this would've been a very distant & fast relationship to suddenly have 🤷🏻‍♀️

Anonymous said: so they said was is single? in ET or did they just say same as the articles !!

Anonymous said: I just rewatched the Entertainment Tonight segment and it was mentioned that when Chris and Lily spotted the paps in the cab they decided that Chris would go in one entrance and Lily to a different entrance. It just said there were rumors of them being romantically involved. No mention about reaching out to their PR teams about this. So still don’t know what to think 🤔

Anonymous said: Is there a possibility that Chris knows his ASP endeavor was a waste of time and money and lost likely will be considered a failure? Therefor stepping out with a new woman as a distraction is the easiest way to make people forget (since he is one of Hollywood’s most eligible bachelors).

_____ said: Is anyone else noticing a sudden influx of articles essentially flushing the daily fail and other articles out mentioning them? I’ve seen 6 so far. 😂

Anonymous said: Someone on deuxmoi say that her friend hookup with Chris when he was in LA recently

Anonymous said: Do you think the ET coverage makes it more likely that it’s PR?

hagarsays said: You think we will every get any confirmation or statement from Chris and lily rumor romance cause every media outlets are taking about it reaching out for comment like I’m surprised they didn’t say anything YET it makes me think they want to people what they want to think

Anonymous said: Why is she walking to the front glass doors in one photo and then walks around more to the back? But the photos of him released today he was inside the glass doors and she was no where seen. Was she already at the back door and when did she take her little stroll to the front and he wasn’t there.

Anonymous said: I wanted to ask after you made that comment about in the past Chris’ team would mention he is still single or dating around if seen with a woman. So my question is since nothing was said from his team could they really be together?

Anonymous said: Just curious, why do you say Chris was never serious about his relationship with Jenny? I wasn’t around then

Anonymous said: They obviously didn’t make out in the cab. That’s really hot and heavy for a hook up. 🙄 Neither showed much emotion or smiles or anticipation. They looked quite bored actually. You’d think they’d get out and laugh about the situation. He looks panicked. This is Chris right?

Anonymous said: What was the PR issued statement with subsequent Minka days (I remember the first one being “she did a number on his head...which should have been a red flag for MK). I don’t remember the other rounds, though

Anonymous said: BBC Series ‘The Pursuit Of Love starring her is set to film late July in Bristol. No male lead has been posted on IMBD. Wondering if that’s why he was in London and getting them papped would sell that story. Wondering if Chris would do a BBC series, also Emily Mortimer is directing and that looks to be her first directing project (what I can see on IMBD)

Anonymous said: Why would a couple who was together want to pretend to not be together knowing the paparazzi was there? Do they get paid for an exclusive scoop so they make an effort to not look official? If they are together why not look happy & go in together? Why the smoke and mirrors? Is this because he’s not committed yet? If he’s dating her he was really rude. Wouldn’t a cute picture be a better win? They could go with couple or friends even work spin. This looks shady esp knowing the cameras were there.

Anonymous said: I was just reading what you said about the Entertainment Tonight segment that if Chris and Lily being together was that he was “still single” or dating around from his team but since they didn’t say anything yet could it be tru they are really together? Just curious

Anonymous said: Are you still thinking this is a stunt

Anonymous said: This whole thing is getting rehashed over&over again&if no new pics come out it'll be just like the other Lily where when they talk about their relationships she will have once been linked to Captain American star Chris Evans. Its same thing with J.S. most gossip sites can't mention her without him&it'll bring up articles with her name when you search him. The funniest thing I've heard about it is that according to ET they went in separate doors cause they spotted the paps.

Anonymous said: Do you think they'll be anymore pics released from that night or is that all of them, also has anyone picked up on the new pics of him or are they not bothering.

Anonymous said: I agree that this was most likely a PR stunt from Lily’s team, but it’s not like she’s completely unknown. She’s def more known and well regarded in the industry than Minka and Jenny. I don’t think she’s necessarily “using his fame” since they both agreed to the stunt. If anything, it maybe benefits both of them for the time being. Lily is well off without Chris’ money and status imo.

Anonymous said: I have a bad chronical hay fever and I... don't put medicine in my nose that way???? Seriously. Do I do it wrong?🤔

Anonymous said: I’m not even sure US Weekly came from Megan. When she puts together something there is sources who are friends etc. Even with Lilly Collins. US weekly seemed to be more on her info than him. What do you think

Anonymous said: So she was photographed sniffing and nothing happened? This is a white privilege, black people are murdered for walking on the streets. is this what Chris wants for him? That kind of privilege?

Anonymous said: Besides him traveling during a pandemic, no masks and whatnot is wrong on so many levels and can’t be defended. Some who follow Chris I think this is so weird as he says one thing and totally does the opposite. He wants a family life and carve pumpkins yet does Pr with Lily who is in Primrose Hill group that all kinda posh and party. It’s just confusing but entertaining 😆

Anonymous said: If it is just PR, why didn’t he pick someone local? Was his entire business in London being papped? He could have taken a page out of Ana and Ben’s book, and been papped in LA. Hell, he could have even photobombed their pap walk with his or date and gotten free coverage.

Anonymous said: I think that maybe we should stop talking about the women he dates or is linked with and start thinking of what them show about him as a person. I'm still waiting to see one that is smart and talented and has her own career, or business, for her own merits. The type of woman that a confident straight man would be proud to have at his side, you know? Maybe those one run away from him?

Anonymous said: "Why does Chris seem to have such bad taste in women?" /// maybe it's because if he was with a good woman she'll call him on his bullshit unlike the circle of yes men/ women he probably prefers and he doesn't want that per say so he retreats to women who enable him and when he gets tired drops them to the side and let's his fans eat them alive, since he almighty can do no wrong in their eyes so whatever happens it must be the women who were never "good" in the first place

Anonymous said: This is like totally random and idk if I’m the only one who thinks about stuff like this lol, but do you ever think about what Chris’ mom and other family member think about this whole lily thing?

Anonymous said: Well non of his inner circle of friends follow her yet so that's something 😂

Anonymous said: Now an anon's friend's cousin's mailman's building maintenance's 3rd grade teacher KNOWS abt this "months-long romance?" Ok. IT DOESNT MATTER if real or pr, new or old --- if they're sooo familiar with each other: 1. Why not stay in his/their luxury hotel and "make out" so to not get 'visibly' caught by anons, and 2. Why not arrange for her visit/stay at the hotel BEFORE even coming to the UK, let alone while on the cab ride after CLEARLY being pap'd, if they've been "courting" so long???? Mess.

Anonymous said: I can't imagine this English rose in Chris Boston friends circle if they actually a thing. Jenny and Minka fitted there and It looked like they were friends with his buddies wife's/girlfriends. At least at those moments they dated Chris. Lily is too posh and to immature for Chris friends. But this is just my opinion.

Anonymous said: Do you think they’ll continue or will it be swept away like Lily Collins?

Anonymous said: I know it’s impossible to say at this point, but how long do you think a PR showmance like this will last? He’s obviously done it before but I wasn’t very active in the fandom then.

Anonymous said: “classy isn’t her signature pap stroll” 🤣 i love you 😘 😂 Chris really likes cheap girls.

Anonymous said: Does Chris just not care about his image? Why would he be okay with PR/pap pics that make it look like he was having some cheap prostitute sneaking in his hotel? This could have been done so much better without it making it look like either one of them is trash. Why does he wanna look like trash?

Anonymous said: LOL Last time I checked you don’t blow your nose not with a slender piece of paper that looks like you are snorting something. Keep it classy Chris Evans. Keeping it classy.

Anonymous said: Talking of not a good look, your jealousy is coming through as hatred. I think you need to back away from the fandom

Anonymous said: Maybe this is his new image. He’s put out stories twice now about dating around. Maybe implied promiscuity wasn’t enough. He wants us to really know he sleeps around and to get used to seeing him do it, perhaps? Or he genuinely likes her and she’s allowing him to reveal his inner sleaze bag?

Anonymous said: Huuum... Minka now looks classier than her. Lol

Anonymous said: Also to note both Chris and Sebastian are signed to CAA. Stan signed with them on late may and now is going yatching to Ibiza with a foreign women that curiously has the right passport to enter the country. Chris and James looking straight at the paps. Both couples photographed by Backgrid. 👀

Anonymous said: Sebastian was seen with a fan there picture on twitter and he not wearing a mask he been see 3 times with no mask in Ibiza and Chris was only see with no mask once in London😂😂😂

Anonymous said: If they do have some kind of relationship, this might actually work, since he’s shown here he’s willing to ridiculous pap stunts. He didn’t do those for Minka and Jenny.

Anonymous said: Well since people are busting their chops. I think there is 3 options going forward. They double down on their ignorance (if they do hopefully they adhere to safety standards next time), he let's it fade away with no further mention, or the unlikely option his team releases a statement apologizing for the lack of safety/denying or confirming their relationship. Either way nobody but us is taking particular interest anymore. It was a flop.

Anonymous said: If you guys though Chris was worse look at Sebastian he was just seen taking a picture with a fan and wearing no mask and him and his GF was seen with no mask and while Chris didn’t take pictures with fans and wasn’t seen with lily at all since Saturday

Anonymous said: So is the new image supposed to make him look like a jerk? I don’t buy the new image thing. We’ve seen him where it looks genuine being polite to women. This group of pics just looks strange; he looks not very impressed and she looks like she has a chip on her shoulder.

Anonymous said: He went from 4.5 to 4.6 million followers on insta and 120 tweet per day to 1120 per hour. People are taking and this stunt worked. And like you said not money shot of her IN the hotel. My money is on that she is still with Matt but her team is going to play it like he got jealous of her male attention and came crawling back.

Anonymous said: Also-he was so in and out of London. Like what in Thursday/Friday out Sunday...if you were seeing a girl...you are flying to London for more than 72 hours.

Anonymous said: Now an anon's friend's cousin's mailman's building maintenance's 3rd grade teacher KNOWS abt this "months-long romance?" Ok. IT DOESNT MATTER if real or pr, new or old --- if they're sooo familiar with each other: 1. Why not stay in his/their luxury hotel and "make out" so to not get 'visibly' caught by anons, and 2. Why not arrange for her visit/stay at the hotel BEFORE even coming to the UK, let alone while in the cab ride after CLEARLY being pap'd, if they've been "courting" so long???? Mess.

Anonymous said: A showrunner from a TV show I follow resumes filming today in London. She has been isolating there for the last two weeks and posting discussing her quarantine. It wasn’t required since she was there to film. She did it because she has common sense and cares about people’s health. It’s really not too much to ask of people.

Anonymous said: I don't know if really his like was real? I say this because What a coincidence he like tweet of black Raven? a very critical account about him !! If there are screenshots of Chris's Twitter account on his likes, I will believe it !!

Anonymous said: The new pics make it worse for me simply because it shows him inside, close to staff, with disregard for masks. As someone else said, just because it isn’t required there doesn’t make it better. He’s a news watching American. He knows what the guidelines are. Him looking at the camera and her possibly not going in just makes this whole stunt even more stupid. It was irresponsible. Period.

Anonymous said: My head are spinning from all the theories I read about those pictures. Are they dating, are they doing this for pr, maybe Chris didn't knew about paparazzi, maybe she's already moving with him to Boston... oh boy 🤕

Anonymous said: This whole thing makes no sense. He stands inside while lilly walks around outside. The like makes no sense, but that was an accident I assume. Which makes me believe he's going through his mentions and knows people are pissed about the masks. If this is bad pr they should stop while they're ahead. If they're dating good for them keep it to themselves cause people are already doubting this crap. This thing is unbelievable and ridiculous, you're right he's not as smart as he seems so probably 2) Anonymous said: had a significant role in this. Maybe he does believe he needs the pr. Also I wouldn't believe anything an anon source says is from someone close to them. If they want this bs official they'll leak it to us weekly or some other junkie outlet they're dating. I think they're testing the waters with this pr stunt to see how much they can milk attention. I'm disappointed in Chris for even thinking this is acceptable.

Anonymous said: Yikes. He's gotta be as dumb as a box of rocks if he knew about the paps and still thought her going in the back way was a good idea. He's really not that smart (I think people play up his intelligence a lot), but with how tightly he's kept his private life shut down since Jenny, I find this to be strange, to say the least.

Anonymous said: I don't know if really his like was real? I say this because what a coincidence he like tweet of black Raven? a very critical account about him !! If there are screenshots of Chris's Twitter account on his likes, I will believe it !!

Anonymous said: The fact that he’s looking at his mentions just confirms my feelings of If being fake🤷‍♀️

Anonymous said: For me his behaviour this weekend was way worse than homewrecking a marriage, which affected few people. I didn't come back to the fandom after JS with the same energy I had before. Maybe this is what I need to leave. I never thought he was perfect or incapable of doing mistakes. But there are too many information out there right now about the virus. This left me with a taste of arrogance from his part.

Anonymous said: So we have money shots of him in the hotel but not her 🤔 but DM is the UK TMZ they are sleazy. They would have not problem waiting around for her to go in and leave his hotel. She could have never gone in or she could been in there but why not release them. There’s so many signs of this being fake but believable to people that don’t follow Chris/Lily/PR.

Anonymous said: the fact that he deleted two tweets just after post is a signal that his not that happy with this situation

Anonymous said: I also think maybe it’s why this was her team vs Megan. Even like his articles have “sources” of they are just having fun blah blah. Not even DM or any of the US ones have his team surrounding it. They are recycling DM as the source and no reps have confirmed or commented on anything. I think he wanted a sloppy night and she documented it. And also why it was posted later so Megan could get a handle on it.

Anonymous said: now we have pics of him in the lobby of the hotel but none of her so she really entered in the back door or she didn't even entered on the hotel

Anonymous said: Why would PR want ppl to see Chris as sleazy? Also why would Chris want ppl to think he’s sleazy? If he knew paps were there & was okay with the whole back door thing, looking like some hookup that was caught or something. Why would he be okay with that? Even if that’s not what really happened, why would he be okay with being looked at like that?

Anonymous said: ASP today posted and immediately deleted posts from instagram and twitter. I wonder if he's already regret this dumb trip to see a girl. I wonder what Mark K and Joe K thinking about this.

Anonymous said: “cheap, sloppy and sleazy are his hallmarks in real life” can you further explain this? I’m having one of those days, and I think I’m understanding it correctly but I just wanna make sure

Anonymous said: So why did he do this? I mean the PR game. The guy does not need this

Anonymous said: Can I ask your opinion do you think they hooked up or just a set up pap shlt as we don't see her enter the hotel

Anonymous said: Are you still saying it’s pr or have u changed your mind

Anonymous said: I'm a little bit lost here. He truly liked and disliked the tweet? It's ironic that yesterday you mentioned that there were no pics of him getting inside and today they are here. I wonder if pics of her will show up later or tomorrow. This wouldn't bother me at all in a normal situation. But the moment makes all cheap and irresponsible. Maybe cheap and dumb is what he is? Maybe that's why the asks in interviews are all the same. Not for privacy, but to avoid dumb answers.

Anonymous said: I wasn’t in the fandom yet, but from what I’ve heard about Chris in his 20s, it sounds like he had a “cheap, sloppy and sleazy” vibe back then too. And he had a cleaner image once he started doing the Marvel movies. Now that he’s done with Marvel maybe he’s showing his true colors

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housewarming party ( @foreverwednesday )

MH AA JS: "How the hell did you guys even afford a student pad like this? Come clean - which one of you is loaded?" Ja mes grinned as he looked to Cassidy, but he was obviously teasing. He was exaggerating - the house was nice, but it wasn't completely out of the ordinary. He just liked being positive about things. "By the way, I tried the fucking punch you guys made and I've only just regained my sight. So you need to put a warning on there or something." He chuckled, shaking his head. He was loving getting to know Cassidy and he hoped she felt the same. They hadn't yet had the dreaded what are we? conversation.

MH AA JS: "I'm so sorry Eli, I really liked her." Maddie said sadly, squeezing her friends arm comfortingly. He had just told her that he and his girlfriend had broken up and she felt really sad for him - she had only met her once or twice, but that was all it took for Maddie to like somebody. "We'll find you a new girl, the best girl ever! I think Cassidy basically invited our whole year to this party, so you never know - tonight could be the night." She beamed. Her own relationship had ended a couple of weeks ago, but it hadn't been anything serious anyway - and she tried not to hang onto anything like that. They had parted as friends.

MH AA JS: "Yeah, did you see the bloody guest list? I don't know how they know so many people. It's because Cassidy invites anybody she's ever met when she's pissed and Maddie considers the pigeons on the street her friend." Aiden laughed, shaking his head as he and Arthur took in the sheer amount of people coming into the house. "How are you feeling, anyway?" He asked, raising an eyebrow. If Aiden was honest, he was surprised Arthur had come - but he was glad. It meant he got to spend time with his friend and be distracted from Elijah.

CG AM EL joined the chat

CG AM EL: Cassidy laughed, shaking her head as she looked at him, "Neither of us are rich, are you kidding? I have three siblings, do you think that I would ever be considered rich with those siblings?" She asked with a raise of an eyebrow and a laugh. She thought the house was pretty nice though and she liked that she and Maddie were living together now. "Oh yeah! You've never been to one of our house parties before. Most people know how strong it is. But it's good, no?" She asked with a raise of an eyebrow. Cassidy knew that they hadn't had the conversation yet but she didn't mind. She was enjoying this phase.

CG AM EL: Elijah shrugged his shoulders as Maddie apologised. "It's okay, really. It just wasn't working." He had felt so guilty about the kiss but he had no idea how to talk about it. He had no idea how to sort out his feelings about everything. But he shook his head as Maddie mentioned a new girl. Elijah didn't think he was interested in that. He was slowly coming to terms with his sexuality but that didn't mean he was ready to talk about it yet. "I'm good being single for a while, honestly." He laughed with a shake of his head. "But what about you? Are you looking tonight?"

CG AM EL: "I didn't but I can imagine the amount of people the two of them have invited." Arthur shook his head with a chuckle. he had debated about not coming to the party but he wanted to be able to spend some time with Aiden and Maddie. He figured he could handle this. He hoped so. He shrugged his shoulders. "Just keep me away from the punch bowl." He muttered with a sigh. He knew he wouldn't be good if he drank something. He couldn't. He had to be clean.

MH AA JS: "Yeah yeah, you say that now... You know who else has three siblings? Prince Charles." James laughed, raising an eyebrow. He liked how casual things were between them - they could just really enjoy being around each other without any of the tricky stuff, for now. "Most people?! Cass, most people can smell it when they come through the door. I'm surprised it hasn't knocked Maddie out." He laughed. He thought it was obvious that Cassidy handled her alcohol the best out of the two. "It's good once you get past the burn, yeah. Tasty." He laughed.

MH AA JS: Maddie nodded her head - she didn't want to push too much, but she also wanted to show Elijah that she was there for him if he needed it. She felt that they were very similar people and she needed somebody like that around. She loved her best friends more than anything, but she was the sensitive one and she knew that. "That's cool, too! That's what university is supposed to be all about, right? Finding yourself or something like that." She smiled encouragingly. "Oh no, not tonight - I always think it's a little awkward to look for somebody among loads of people that you've invited. It would look like I had a plan or something." She giggled.

MH AA JS: "It's unbelievable, they're not going to fit them all in." Aiden laughed with a fond roll of his eyes, looking over to the girls. He was glad that the dust had settled between he and Maddie now, that they could just be normal - not least because it seemed like Cassidy might've finally forgiven him. "I'll be on guard, don't worry." He promised his friend with a nod of his head.

CG AM EL: "Oh yeah - don't you know? I'm the secret Windsor child. I didn't tel you. My bad." Cassidy shrugged her shoulders with a laugh. She liked how much she was laughing when she was around James. That was probably her most favourite thing about him, he was so funny. The brunette shrugged her shoulders with a laugh, "Maddie doesn't go near that punch. She'd be on the floor in like two sips if she did" She laughed. She loved Maddie but she didn't think she could handle her drink. "Exactly! So quit your complaining."

CG AM EL: If they were at lunch, or it was just the two of them, Elijah might have told Maddie that he thought he was gay but it was the last thing he wanted to do here. He didn't want everyone around them to know that and he definitely didn't want anyone to overhear them. "Yeah something like that." He chuckled with a nod of his head. He wondered if Maddie realised just how right she was. He had no idea who he was and he was desperate to find out. "That's very fair. But if you did, who would you go for?" He asked with a raise of an eyebrow and a laugh. He was making an effort to not look over to Aiden. He wanted to see what he was doing but he knew he needed to chill.

CG AM EL: "But hey - that's what the garden is for, right?" Arthur asked with a raise of an eyebrow. He had missed so much and he still felt like he was catching up with a lot of it but he was trying. He was trying to make things right. He wanted to be able to spend time with them. He wanted to work out whatever the hell had gone on. "Thanks." He chuckled with a nod of his head.

EH GS EC TM: "We're not close enough for that yet? I'm offended." James chuckled, shaking his head. He knew that things were still very casual between them and he liked that, but he could definitely see things happening in the future and he couldn't help wondering if that was the same for her. "Absolutely! It's really growing on me, now I'm over the initial shock." He smiled, taking another drink. He wasn't brave enough to chug it just yet. "So do you think we'll end up out tonight or is it a good old fashioned house party?" He smiled. He knew they'd have fun either way.

EH GS EC TM: Maddie was a strange cross between loving the idea of being in a relationship, but not liking the way it all felt unless it was somebody she really wanted to be with - it was why she enjoyed dating. Getting to know people, but not being completely committed. "Who would you say?" She asked curiously, a little smile on her face. She wondered what was going on in Elijah's head.

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EH GS EC TM: Aiden nodded his head. "James? Yeah, he's nice - better than Tommy bloody Morley?" He rolled his eyes, laughing. He had hated every moment that Cassidy had been with Tommy and he'd been right to, in the end. "It's a tough life we have, isn't it? Protecting the girls from terrible men." He grinned. He knew that he had once been one of those, but he really did feel like the girls were his sisters sometimes and that it was their responsibility to protect them.

CG AM EL: "I've been sworn to secrecy. You may never find out." Cassidy laughed as she shook her head slightly. Sometimes, she couldn't help but wonder what James thought about her. She wanted something more, she thought, but she wasn't about to say that to him. "See - it's good! I told you that you would love it." She laughed as she nodded her head. Cassidy gulped down the last of her drink, "I need more." She chuckled. "Guess we'll see how drunk everyone gets, right?" She asked with a raise of an eyebrow.

CG AM EL: Elijah didn't think that he actually wanted a relationship any time soon. He thought that things were more complicated when you were in a relationship. And Elijah knew that he actually needed to get his head sorted before he got with anyone else. He shrugged his shoulders as she turned the question to him. He wondered if he should just say it - tell her the truth. "Sammy is pretty." He muttered, nodding across to the girl he was talking about. He was a coward, he knew that.

CG AM EL: Arthur hadn't been around when Cassidy had been with Tommy but he had been caught up with everything that had happened. And he nodded his head slightly, "Yeah - from what I heard that was absolutely true." He chuckled. Arthur would protect both Cassidy and Maddie with everything that he had. They were his best friends. And he would do the same for Aiden too.

EH GS EC TM: "Oh man, I think the curiosity might just kill me." James laughed, rolling his eyes playfully. He enjoyed the fact that he didn't only get on with Cassidy, he got on with her friends too - they were all good people and they seemed to like him, which was definitely nice. He had already spent some time at the house, with her and Maddie. "I guess so! Judging by the punch, it'll be very drunk. Which is what we want." He chuckled.

EH GS EC TM: Maddie smiled, nodding her head. "She is pretty! I love her hair." There probably wasn't a girl on earth that Maddie would say wasn't pretty, if she was honest - she was a girls girl down to the bone and it was something she never wanted to change. She would always support another girl. "Do you want another drink?" She smiled as she filled up her own cup. It was pretty much half wine and half lemonade - she had never been able to handle too much alcohol.

EH GS EC TM: "Trust me, never has a truer statement been made." Aiden rolled his eyes. He thought Tommy Morley was just about the worst person to walk the Earth and he was never going to hear any different. He couldn't resist looking over to see what Elijah was doing - they hadn't spoken since the day he'd been over at the others apartment, but there hadn't been a day he hadn't thought about him.

CG AM EL: "The suspense will be all the more worth it." Cassidy shrugged her shoulders with a laugh. She really liked that James seemed to fit in with her friends. Tommy had never made much of an effort. She liked that James seemed to be completely opposite to that and her friends seemed to like him, which was always a bonus. "Exactly! And so who know where we might end up, right?" She asked with a raise of an eyebrow and a laugh.

CG AM EL: Elijah nodded his head, "yeah, I think so." He shrugged though. Because he knew that he wasn't going to do something about it. He knew that he didn't really think that she was pretty... not in the way that he was supposed to think, anyway. He wondered if Maddie knew, if she was just trying to dig. Didn't people say they know when people come out? "Yes please." He smiled with a nod of his head.

CG AM EL: Arthur laughed as Aiden spoke, he wished that he could say more about it all but he couldn't. He didn't know Tommy, didn't know how things had been with him and Cassidy. He had missed out on so much and he didn't know how he was ever gonna make up for that. "Do you want to go and talk to Mads?" He asked with a raise of an eyebrow. he had been itching to go over to them.

EH GS EC TM: "It better be. I have high hopes for these secrets now." James smiled, shrugging his shoulders. He didn't really have a clue what had happened in Cassidy's past relationship, with Tommy, but he also didn't really care - he didn't think it defined her or their potential relationship at all. "Do you have a favourite place to go?" He asked, a curious little smile on his face. He always liked finding out new things about her.

EH GS EC TM: Maddie smiled, nodding her head - it seemed like there was something Elijah wasn't telling her, but she genuinely had no clue what it was. She thought he would tell her when he was ready. "Do you want the same as me, or do you want to risk the punch? Cassidy made it and I warn you - even the smell is making me lightheaded." She giggled, shaking her head. Very occasionally, she would try one glass and it always ended in her being taken to bed early.

EH GS EC TM: Aiden wondered if the reason Arthur was asking that was because he had seen him glance over at Elijah and he internally kicked himself - he couldn't risk that happening. He didn't want anybody to know what was going on in his head. He wouldn't even admit it to himself. "Yeah, we can do." He said casually, shrugging his shoulders. His whole body warmed up at the idea of going and speaking to Elijah.

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CG AM EL: "We'll see. You better be on your best behaviour." Cassidy smiled as she shrugged her shoulders. She struggled talking properly about her family. It had never really been all that stable. Her parents had been arguing since she was a child, it was why she had always been so close to Aiden through her life. He was as much her family as her actual family were. "I prefer cocktail bars to clubs. Have you been to Nightjar? I love it there."

CG AM EL: Elijah wanted to tell Maddie about the kiss. Aiden was her ex and it wasn't like the two of them had, had a good breakup - even though they're on good terms now. He didn't want her to think that he was keeping something from her but he didn't know how to talk about it. The last thing he wanted was for her to hate him because of everything with aIDEN. "I'm absolutely not having the punch." Elijah laughed as he shook his head slightly. "I'll have what you're having please."

CG AM EL: Arthur had wanted so badly to be able to talk to Maddie, so he was glad when Aiden said they could go over to talk to them. Maddie was probably his most favourite people in the world. He never thought that he was deserving of someone like her in his life. "hey." He smiled as he moved over to the two of them. He hoped that neither minded that they were there.

MH AA JS: "I will, I promise. Table manners and everything." James laughed, raising an eyebrow. It would be easy, he thought, to feel out of place with this group of people, or like he was intruding - but it was anything but and he really appreciated that. "Oh, you do? I wouldn't have pictured that - I would definitely have pegged you as a club kind of girl." He smiled, nodding his head. "Yeah, I've been a couple of times. It's so cool!" He smiled. He would never not be surprised at how many amazing places there were in London.

MH AA JS: Maddie laughed, nodding her head. "Done and done!" She smiled, filling another cup and handing it over to Elijah. "Although Cassidy will one hundred percent make you try some if she finds out you've never tried it." She laughed softly. Her face lit up as she heard Arthur's voice and she turned to greet the boys with a smile. "Hi!" She beamed, looking at them both in turn. "How long have you been here?"

MH AA JS: Aiden smiled as they joined the pair, nodding in greeting to Elijah. He just had no idea how to play this and it stressed him out - he was usually a lot calmer, a lot smoother. Not a lot phased him, but this most definitely did. "Hi." He said quietly, his voice slightly gruff. He wondered if Maddie knew anything, if Elijah had told him anything... He hoped not.

CG AM EL: "Perfect." Cassidy nodded her head. She had made sure that James felt as comfortable as possible with her friends. She could understand how hard it was to join a group as tight knit as hers - she had tried to be in with Tommys friends after all - so she didn't want him to feel on the outside. "I don't mind a club, don't get me wrong." She laughed, "Though I'm not sure how i'm supposed to take that one."

CG AM EL: "Thanks." Elijah smiled . "Then we make sure that we don't let her know, don't we?" He asked with a raise of an eyebrow. Elijah was pretty sur e he wouldn't be able to walk if he had any of the punch. "Hey." Elijah smiled slightly as he looked up at Aiden. He didn't know what to say to the other. The last time they had seen one another, they were kissing. "How're you?"

CG AM EL: Arthur smiled as Maddie spoke. She was one of the few people who put Arthur at ease, just by the look on her face. He valued being around her so much and he was so happy to be able to see her again. "We've been here for a little while. Mostly trying to stay out of the way of that punch." He shrugged his shoulders. Arthur was really trying with his addiction but it was hard sometimes.

MH AA JS: "What, me saying I thought you'd prefer a club?" James laughed, looking curiously at the brunette. "I just thought you'd prefer a big party as opposed to somewhere more quiet, but I like it. I prefer bars, too. I love live music, you know?" He smiled. It was one of his favourite things; to be with his friends, having a drink and listening to beautiful music. He hadn't seen many musicals, but he definitely wanted to go and see the next one that Cassidy was in.

MH AA JS: "Your secret is safe with me." Maddie laughed softly, putting a finger to her lips and miming being quiet as she smiled at her friend. She really enjoyed having somebody who was so similar to her around. "Very good choice - if it makes it any better, it tastes like acid." She laughed quietly. She wasn't sure if that was the right thing to say, but she really wanted to be as normal as possible around Arthur. She needed him to know that everything would always be the same between them. She valued him too much for that not to be true.

MH AA JS: Aiden cleared his throat slightly as Elijah spoke - even hearing his voice made him feel something and he hadn't had that with anybody for a very long time. He refused to admit what it was, even now. Even after the kiss. "I'm good, thanks... Been busy." He muttered awkwardly, scratching his chin as he looked around the party. "How're you?" He realised that he actually really wanted to know.

CG AM EL: Cassidy nodded her head. "Yeah but cocktails get you drunk quicker and there's always good music in a cocktail bar too so.. and good offers." She shrugged her shoulders with a laugh. "Of course you do. I still need to see you perform, you know?" She asked with a raise of an eyebrow. She couldn't wait to see James doing what he loved, just like she couldn't wait for him to see her.

CG AM EL: "Thank you." Elijah smiled with a nod of his head. Maddie had such a calming presence, that it almost took away the edge he felt as he was looking at Aiden. He nodded his head as Aiden spoke, "yeah? With Uni?" He asked with a raise of an eyebrow. He really didn't like how awkward it was between the two of them. "I'm good - pretty busy too."

CG AM EL: "I remember." Arthur nodded. There had been one party where he drank the leftovers of the punch bowl when everyone had gone home. He remembered how bad it could be but he was still itching for it anyway. He hated this side of things. Arthur had underestimated just how hard all of it was going to be.

MH AA JS: "Shots get you drunk the quickest. Who taught you?!" James grinned, shaking his head as though he was disappointed. "But I do love a good offer. Life of a student." He chuckled. He wasn't poor, but his family were very average and he didn't mind that at all. "You do! I have a gig coming up, actually - next week. With my brother." He smiled. "You should come - bring your friends." He would love that; seeing Cassidy there, supporting him.

MH AA JS: "Yeah, with uni..." Aiden nodded his head. He had so many things he wanted to say, but because he felt like he couldn't say them, he was totally stuck with the basic small talk. "With placement?" He asked politely. He couldn't stop thinking about the kiss they'd shared, how it had felt... And how he wanted to do it again. He knew he needed to sort out his head, to figure out what the hell was going on with him. This wasn't fair on either of them.

MH AA JS: "Well, I'm staying away from it too - so we're in it together." Maddie smiled, shrugging her shoulders. She knew how much Arthur struggled and if she knew how she could take away even a little bit of that for him, then she would. But she knew it was going to take time and she was more than okay with that. "I'm really glad you came." She smiled happily; she would always invite him, whether he ended up turning up or not.

CG AM EL: "I meant an actual drink. That's an appetiser." Cassidy laughed as she rolled her eyes, "Speaking of shots though - you want one? We've got vodka, tequila, a little bit of sambuca maybe?" She smiled and looked up at him. She liked having someone that was able to understand her as much as Aiden did. "I definitely will! Text me the time and place and we'll be there." She knew that Maddie, at least, would go with her so she was already looking forward to it.

CG AM EL: Elijah nodded. Every time he looked at the other, he couldn't stop thinking about the kiss...And how much he wanted to be able to do it again. Elijah had broken up with his girlfriend after he had kissed Aiden, surely that meant something? "Yeah - there's a lot of work before and after so.." He shrugged his shoulders. He hoped that things would be easier with Aiden soon. He wasn't sure he could forget about the kiss but he could ignore it.

CG AM EL: "Sounds good." Arthur nodded. Maddie was one of the few people who understood what he was thinking, who could get into his head. He liked that from his friend. He liked having that kind of person in his life. "I'm glad I did too." He muttered with a nod of his head. "I'm glad I can spend some time with you guys." He felt like an old man, always in his new flat, so he was glad to be out with his friends.

MH AA JS: "An appetiser?" James laughed loudly, nodding his head. "Okay, then the cocktail is the dessert. What's the main course?" He smiled, raising an eyebrow. He liked having somebody he could just be silly with. He didn't see the need to be serious one hundred percent of the time. "I will! And I get to see you perform - when?" He smiled. He was so intrigued to see her perform and to hear her sing.

MH AA JS: "Yeah, I remember Maddie saying... What year is it you want to teach, again?" Aiden asked. He was trying to make small talk to keep the conversation going, because even though he didn't want to want it, he absolutely wanted to stay talking to Elijah. "Have you tried any of this?" He asked suddenly, holding up his cup with the punch in. He just needed something to say, so that he could stop thinking about kissing him again.

MH AA JS: "Me too. Always." Maddie smiled, shrugging her shoulders. No matter how busy she was, she would never turn down the opportunity to spend time with her best friends. "We should all do something tomorrow, maybe?" She suggested hopefully. She was conscious of the fact that they needed to do things other than party.

CG AM EL: "That's what i said. Too small to be an actual drink." Cassidy laughed as she shrugged her shoulders. "Oh - that's a good question. Wine? Wine is always with dinner, right?" She raised an eyebrow. She thought that, that was a pretty good answer. "We have our end of year shows soon, I'll figure out the dates and let you know?" She asked with a smile. She would definitely like him in the audience.

CG AM EL: "Nursery. So, the really little ones." Elijah nodded. He had always enjoyed being around children - he found them much easier to deal with than the adults. He looked at the punch and then back at Aiden, shaking his head, "I don't think I could cope with that. I'm a bit of a lightweight." He chuckled. He wondered if Aiden would bring up the kiss. He knew that he wouldn't.

CG AM EL: Arthur always liked spending time with Maddie, Aiden and Cassidy. He just thought that he would've preferred if it was just the few of them. He nodded as she spoke, "Yeah, I'm sure Cassidy and Aiden are gonna need something to soak up the hangover so we could go for breakfast?

MH AA JS: "Then yes, let's do some shots! Keep the sambuca away from me or I'll leave. I'll have vodka, please." James laughed, nodding his head as he decided. "Wine sounds like it'd be a pretty good main course. Or maybe beer? I feel like that's substantial enough, right?" He nodded his head, giving the matter some serious thought. "Oh, exciting! What kind of stuff are you doing in it?" He asked curiously. He was so interested in the goings on at drama school - he imagined it like something off a TV show.

MH AA JS: "Cute. You'd be great with the really little kids." Aiden smiled. He knew that if he ever had a kid, he'd want them to have a teacher like Elijah or Maddie. He though whichever kids they taught were lucky. "It's not that bad if you only have one cup, honestly... I'm cutting myself off after one more." He smiled, raising an eyebrow as he offered the other his cup to try. He didn't want to bring up the kiss, but it was all that was on his mind.

MH AA JS: "Absolutely, they're going to be so bad tomorrow." Maddie laughed, shaking her head. She rarely ever got drunk - she always stayed at the level she was at now, just light and happy. But she knew her friends wouldn't stop it there. "And maybe we can invite James, too? It would be nice to start getting to know him properly." She smiled. She loved seeing Cassidy and James together, she thought they made perfect sense.

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CG AM EL: "Lets get to it!" Cassidy laughed, quickly making her way through the crowd of people so that she could get to the drinks. "Yeah but Beer on top of vodka and cocktails? That sounds like a recipe for disaster." She laughed as she shook her head. She wondered if the two of them were ever going to have a conversation or if they were just going to keep going like this till they fizzled out. "It's a showcase, essentially. Dancing, singing, the lot."

CG AM EL: "I hope so." Elijah chuckled with a nod of his head. He loved teaching, he loved being a teacher. It was a lot, that was for sure but it was nice and it was steady and he enjoyed it. He thought that, that was all that you needed from a job. "You underestimate my tolerance." Elijah smiled as he shook his head slightly. But even so, he reached forward to take the cup and took a sip. He screwed up his face as he handed the cup back, "How are you drinking that?!"

CG AM EL: "Aren't they always after a night like this?" Arthur asked with a raise of an eyebrow. He definitely believed in hair of the dog. He thought that, that was probably the starting point to his addiction. He nodded as Maddie spoke, "Yeah, whoever." He shrugged. He looked over at the pair of them, "What do you think of him?" He asked, figuring that Maddie would probably liked him. She liked most people.

MH AA JS: "What is it they say? Beer then liquor, never sicker. Liquor then beer, you're in the clear." James laughed, shrugging his shoulders. "You're right though, I think my organs would actually disown me if I had all of that in one night." He shook his head. It wasn't unusual for James to wonder if or how he and Cassidy were going to move on in their relationship... He was ready for something a little bit more substantial, but he wondered if she was. "Exciting stuff! Do you have a solo?" He asked with a smile. He hoped she did - he really wanted to hear her voice properly.

MH AA JS: Aiden thought that Elijah and Maddie were probably two of the kindest people he'd ever met and for the first time, it struck him that he probably had a bit of a type. It made perfect sense that they wanted to teach. "Nah, you'll be fine!" He smiled, but he couldn't help but chuckle as he watched Elijah's expression change as he tasted the punch. He thought it was adorable. "Sorry, sorry! Maybe not." He laughed, taking the cup back. "I think I'm just used to it. Cassidy makes it all the time."

MH AA JS: "Sometimes not Aiden. Always Cassidy." Maddie laughed, nodding her head. She liked being able to look after her friends, though - if they went out with their university friends, Maddie would often get up and have breakfast on the table before Cassidy woke up. She liked being able to make her friends smile. Her face lit up as Arthur asked about James. "Oh, I love him! He's so kind and they're really funny together. Do you like him?" She smiled, raising an eyebrow. James was her favourite one of Cassidy's boyfriends so far, even if they weren't quite there yet.

CG AM EL: "I don't think i've ever heard that before in my life but I can definitely see it working." Cassidy laughed as she nodded her head. "It would be a lot. Let's never try it." She smiled. She poured the two of them a shot and handed James one of the glasses. "of course." Cassidy shrugged her shoulders. She had never doubted her talent and being surrounded by equally as talented people just made her want to work even harder.

CG AM EL: Elijah thought that he was pretty good at his job and he thought that he was pretty well suited to it. And he loved that he got to meet Maddie through that. She was one of his favourite people now and he wouldn't change that friendship for anything. He hoped that once he told her about the kiss and about what he was thinking, it wouldn't change. "All the time? How do you all still have a liver?"

CG AM EL: "Always Cassidy." Arthur nodded. He chuckled then, though. He liked that there were still things that hadn't really changed. he didn't know what he would've done had he gotten out and found that the three of them weren't even friends anymore. "I haven't spoke to him enough to have an opinion." He shrugged. Arthur wasn't ever one to just assume about a person. He liked to get to know them before making a decision on someone.

MH AA JS: "What?! It was like, the main advice my mum gave me when I started drinking." James laughed, shaking his head. His parents had always been pretty cool about stuff like that and although it was very early days, he knew that his mum and Cassidy would get on like a house on fire. "Thank you!" he grinned as she handed him the shot, clinking the little glass against hers before he downed it. "Ugh! It's worse than I remembered! Should've picked tequila." He laughed, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.

MH AA JS: Aiden laughed softly, shrugging his shoulders. "Maybe together, we all have enough working parts to form one, averagely working liver." He chuckled. It struck him how much their friendship group had changed over the last few years - there had been a time when they had all loved a drink, with the exception of maybe Maddie. Even she had drank a little bit more when there had been no reason not to. A lot had changed, now.

MH AA JS: The time when Arthur had been in prison had been probably the worst of Maddie's life, but she was so happy that they were still a group of friends now that he was out. She didn't actually know what she'd do if she didn't have all of these people around her - they made her life what it was, she thought. "Well, you'll get to know him tomorrow, then!" She smiled. "I think you'll like him, I really do." She knew her judgement was probably slightly skewed, because she liked everyone. But she really liked James.

CG AM EL: "My brothers were the ones who gave me advice on drinking so maybe that's why." Cassidy shook her head. She loved her brothers, they had basically raised her and she would never understand people who weren't as close to their siblings as she was. She downed the shot alongside James and shrugged her shoulders slightly, "It really isn't that bad!" She smiled, "Though we can do tequila too if you want?"

CG AM EL: Elijah smiled as he heard Aidens laugh. He thought that, that was probably the nicest sounding thing in the world. "I don't know if it works like that but I guess we'll go with it." He chuckled with a nod of his head. He had no idea if it was right but he wasn't about to comment much more than that. "So - did you bring anyone tonight?" He wasn't sure why he asked that but he couldn't seem to help himself.

CG AM EL: The other three were probably the most important people in Arthurs life. His parents had turned their back on him after everything that happened - Aiden, Maddie and Cassidy were the only people who were still there. He nodded, "Yeah, I guess i will. I'll tell you the verdict after that, then." He chuckled as he nodded his head. "You like everyone though, Mads. Can I really trust your judgement?" Though he was joking with her and he hoped that was clear.

MH AA JS: "That would probably be it, yeah." James laughed, nodding his head. He was the eldest sibling, so it was him that got to help out his younger brother with stuff like that and he enjoyed it. He'd always wanted an older sibling, when he was a kid. "It is so that bad!" He laughed, shaking his head. "Give me a minute to recover, then sure." He grinned, looking over at her with an impressed look on his face.

MH AA JS: "It would make me feel a lot better if we could just pretend." Aiden chuckled, raising an eyebrow. He loved being able to put a smile on Elijah's face. He was surprised at his question, though and it took him a couple of seconds to shake his head. "Um - no, unless you count Arthur." He laughed quietly. "Did you?" He really, really wanted the answer to be no. Even though he had no idea what was happening between them, he didn't want Elijah to be seeing anybody else.

MH AA JS: "I'll be sure to ask." Maddie laughed, nodding her head. She could definitely see James becoming a part of their little group, that was for sure. She let out a laugh as Arthur spoke, wrinkling up her nose at what he was saying. "I don't like everyone. Just most people." She chuckled. She found it hard not to find at least one redeeming quality in everyone she met. "I don't like Tommy Morley." She pointed out, shrugging her shoulders. After what he had done to Cassidy, she would never like him again.

CG AM EL: Cassidy loved being the youngest, though she had definitely wanted a sister while she was growing up. But as soon as she met Maddie, those thoughts went away. Maddie was family, like Aiden, and she wouldn't hear anything else. "You're a weakling." She laughed with a shake of her head before she took another sip of the punch. She shrugged her shoulders slightly.

CG AM EL: "Alright - I can pretend for you" Elijah chuckled as he nodded his head. He found it crazy how, despite how awkward the two of them was at the start of the conversation, they were able to talk properly now. It was really nice. He nodded as Aiden said said he didn't bring anyone. He definitely liked that. "No. Me and Jessie broke up." Elijah had been dying to tell Aiden that.

CG AM EL: "I have no doubt that you will." Arthur chuckled with a nod of his head. He liked that Maddie was so willing to give people the benefit of the doubt, he liked that she would like anyone until they gave her a good enough reason to do so. Arthur had thought what had happened with his daughter was a good enough reason. "Yeah - I don't think that many people do."

MH AA JS: "I'm not going to deny it - I'm not used to doing shots of straight vodka, that's knocked me." James laughed. He could handle his drink alright, but he still hadn't really found any shots that he absolutely loved the taste of yet.

MH AA JS: Aiden's eyes widened slightly as he heard that Elijah and his girlfriend had broken up. He didn't know why, but he hadn't expected that. He wondered if it had anything to do with him. "You - uh, you have?" He asked, raising an eyebrow. "How come?" He didn't know how it would feel if he found out it was because of him, but he almost wanted it to be.

MH AA JS: Giving everybody the benefit of the doubt was both Maddie's best and worst quality - she liked to be kind, but she was such an easy person to walk all over and she knew that. "He has a lot of friends, so - I don't know." She shrugged her shoulders. She didn't understand how people could be around somebody like him.

CG AM EL: "Oh my god." Cassidy laughed as she shook her head. "Do you need a sit down? I made sure my room was locked?" She asked with a raise of an eyebrow and a smile. She definitely wouldn't complain if she got to spend some time with James, just the two of them tonight.

CG AM EL: Elijah shrugged his shoulders as Aiden questioned him. "Because I realised I was lying to her." He shook his head. "Er - That - what happened at Maddies birthday made me realise I was lying to her." He couldn't look at Aiden when he was talking. He didn't want to lie to the other but he was really nervous about saying that to him. He just hoped that Aiden wouldn't run away at that.

CG AM EL: She might think it was her worst quality, Arthur thought that it was the thing he loved the most about her. And he would make sure that he wouldn't let anyone hurt Maddie. Arthur would always be there for her. "I guess." He shrugged.

MH AA JS: James laughed, shaking his head. "I'm a bit of a weakling, but I'm not a total lightweight. I can handle one shot, I promise." He smiled, nudging Cassidy gently. Although he absolutely wouldn't turn down a couple of moments alone with her, he absolutely didn't need to go and sit down because of one shot. "Good shout, though - locking your room. People always gravitate towards peoples rooms at house parties."

MH AA JS: Aiden's mouth fell slightly slack as Elijah spoke and he had to restrain himself from kissing him there and then. He was being so honest and Aiden wished he could do that, he wished he had the guts to start admitting who he was. "Can we - will you come upstairs with me?" He muttered, raising an eyebrow. He just didn't want to be around all of these people anymore. Not right now.

MH AA JS: "Anyway - we don't need to talk about him." Maddie laughed, shaking her head. She didn't like dwelling on subjects that none of them liked and she was glad that nobody here seemed to be a fan of Tommy. "What do you think of the new house?" She smiled, looking around. She was so happy to be finally living with Cassidy and she loved everything about their new place.

CG AM EL: Cassidy shrugged her shoulders, "Come anyway." She smiled. She didn't think that she would do anything with a bunch of people on the other side of the door but she definitely wanted to have a moment of just the two of them. She took his hand with a smile, starting to lead him to her room. "Oh yeah - there's no way i'm gonna let any of these horn dogs have access to my room." She laughed as she shook her head.

CG AM EL: Elijah couldn't look at him while he waited for the other to respond. He didn't know what Aiden was going to say to him. Elijah wasn't completely sure what was going on in his head, but he knew that, that was the reason why he had broken up with Jessie. He knew that he didn't love her, like he claimed to do. "Yeah - okay." He nodded. He had no idea what would happen but he wanted to see, anyway.

CG AM EL: "Nah." Arthur shook his head, a small smile on his lips. He hadn't really met the other but after what he had heard about him, how he had treated Cassidy, he definitely didn't like him. Arthur smiled as she mentioned the house, "It's really nice, Mads! You two are gonna have a blast living together." He wished that he had a roommate, it would make things so much easier.

MH AA JS: James nodded his head, a smile playing about his lips. He was excited to see Cassidy's new room - he thought you could tell a lot about somebody by looking at their room and he was excited to see if it matched up with who he thought Cassidy was. He smiled as she took his hand, following the way. "A very good choice, honestly." He laughed, looking around the room. People were already getting more and more drunk and he definitely wouldn't want them in his bedroom.

MH AA JS: Aiden's mind was going a hundred miles per hour and he didn't even know what he was doing as he lead the way upstairs. He just couldn't stop thinking about the fact that Elijah had left his girlfriend, after they'd kissed... Did that not mean something? As they finally got upstairs, he looked around to make sure that nobody else was there and leaned in to kiss Elijah, for the second time. He had been thinking about it ever since the first time.

MH AA JS: Maddie definitely didn't think that Arthur and Tommy would've gotten along, if they'd ever met and she was almost glad they hadn't. "It is, isn't it?!" She smiled, looking around. "It's going to be amazing. I didn't mind living with all those random people in first year, but this will be nicer." She laughed, raising an eyebrow. "And you can be here anytime you want, you know that right?" She smiled.

CG AM EL: Cassidy liked that he came along with her. She wanted to be able to spend some time, away from most other people. She unlocked the door and stepped inside with a smile. "This is it." She smiled as she looked around moved to sit on her bed. She didn't bother locking the door behind her. She didn't think anyone would bother them if they knew people were inside.

CG AM EL: Elijah had no idea what Aiden was going to do. Was he going to get mad at him? Tell him that he was completely crazy? He didn't expect the other to kiss her - but of course Elijah kissed him back. He, like Aiden, had wanted to do that since the first time the two of them had kissed. And he definitely had butterflies as he kissed the others.

CG AM EL: Arthur smiled as he listened to Maddie and he nodded his head ever so slightly. "Of course you didn't mind. You got to meet loads of new people. That's your dream." Arthur didn't think he would fair well if he had to meet new people, if he had to live with a bunch of strangers. "Thanks, Mads." Arthur smiled slightly. "But you don't want to tell me that because I'll never leave."

MH AA JS: James smiled as they got into Cassidy's room and stood for a second, taking a look around. He thought it was perfectly suited to her and he loved it. "It's so cool." He smiled, taking another look around before he went to join her on the bed, crossing one leg over the other. "Does it feel like home?" He asked. He knew that moving into a new house could probably be quite a daunting thing.

MH AA JS: Aiden hadn't even known what he'd planned on doing before he'd done it, but he didn't regret it now he had. He felt like everything he'd been thinking over the past few weeks went into that kiss and he couldn't help himself from pulling Elijah closer to him, not pulling away at any point. Kissing him wasn't like kissing anybody else, he knew that much. It didn't occur to him that while nobody was around just now, it was still a house full of people and anybody could come up at any minute.

MH AA JS: Maddie laughed, nodding her head. "Exactly! Although I could've done without living in a house of six. But it was still fun." She smiled. She had been a lot quieter than a lot of her housemates. They had all gotten along well though and she hoped to stay in contact with a lot of them. "And that wouldn't be a problem at all! You don't have to leave." She laughed. She would gladly have Arthur around all the time.

CG AM EL: Cassidy watched James as he looked around her room, she was definitely intrigued as to what he was thinking and the girl smiled and nodded her head as he spoke, "Yeah - anywhere with Maddie feels like home." She shrugged. She didn't think that she would be able to settle anywhere if Maddie, Aiden and Arthur weren't close by. She knew she's miss them all too much.

CG AM EL: Elijah happily kissed Aiden back. He didn't want it to stop. If it stopped, Elijah didn't know if or when it would happen again. But then he heard a short cough from close by - at the second one, he pulled back from Aiden. He looked at the person looking at the two of them, and then at Aiden. He had no idea what to do and he had no idea what the other would do.

CG AM EL: "Six other people? That's mad." Arthur chuckled with a shake of his head. He hadn't had a choice - he had to see loads of different people while he was in prison. But he definitely wouldn't chose to live with more than one or two usually. "Thanks." Arthur smiled as he nodded his head. He would forever underestimate just how good Maddie was going to be to him.

MH AA JS: James loved the closeness between the two girls - he thought he probably hadn't seen a better friendship before and that was why he felt so relaxed around them. He never felt like he was butting in. "So - did you invite me in here to proposition me? Take advantage because I'm drunk?" He teased, laughing quietly at his own jokes. He liked being able to spend a little bit of time just the two of them, on a night that was so busy.

MH AA JS: Aiden didn't hear the cough, he was too wrapped up in Elijah and the kiss... But as the other pulled away, he knew that something was wrong. His face burned as he looked at the person in front of them and then back to Elijah. He could only imagine what people would say if they knew, what his family would say. Yet he had wanted it so much. He felt almost ashamed of himself. He cleared his throat and moved forward, pushing past the person and down the stairs. He had to get away.

MH AA JS: "Well, five other people. And me." Maddie laughed, giving a little shrug of her shoulders. She was the kind of person that would put up with anything, really and halls had been a valuable experience - but she knew she would enjoy this so much more. "Don't mention it." She smiled with a shake of her head. She wanted their house to be a safe space for all of their friends, but especially the ones that needed it the most. If it were up to her, Arthur and Aiden would both have keys and could come and go as they liked.

CG AM EL: Cassidy couldn't help but laugh as James spoke and she shook her head, "What kind of girl do you take me for?" She asked with a raise of an eyebrow. Though she laid back on her bed, almost contradicting what she had said. She had a pretty good tolerance but the punch plus the shots had definitely left her feeling a little dizzy. Though James definitely seemed to be on her level, which she liked.

CG AM EL: Although Elijah knew that Aiden had only taken him upstairs because he wanted to kiss him with no-one else watching... he hadn't expected the other to basically run away the moment the were found. "Aid --" but he was already out of eyesight. Elijah shot the person who interrupted them a quick smile and then followed Aiden back down the stairs. Though he wasn't sure what to do with himself.

CG AM EL: "Still - that's a lot of people." Arthur chuckled as he shook his head. He sometimes wondered what he had missed out on by not going to Uni. While his friends were having all these new experiences, he was behind bars. Arthur nodded at Maddie and he moved so he could wrap an arm around her. "Sometimes, I don't think you realise how lucky we are to have you in our lives, Mads." he muttered and kissed her forehead.

MH AA JS: "Well, I don't know, look at the facts! You get me to do shots and then you bring me up to your room." James laughed, but he was obviously teasing. He wouldn't be objecting even if that was what Cassidy had in mind, if he was totally honest. He looked slightly concerned as she laid out on the bed, raising an eyebrow. "You okay?" He asked her softly, stretching his legs out in front of him.

MH AA JS: Aiden heard Elijah's voice but he couldn't bring himself to turn around. He kept thinking he was closer to being okay with what he knew was happening in his head, but then things like this happened and he knew he wasn't. He was afraid and embarrassed and he just wasn't ready. He looked around as he got downstairs, almost testing whether or not anybody knew, before he went outside for some fresh air.

MH AA JS: "Too many people." Maddie agreed with a nod of her head. She sometimes wondered what would've happened by now if Arthur had never gone to jail, if he had been in university like the rest of them. She still thought he could do it, if he wanted to. She smiled softly as his arm went around her, leaning into him contentedly. "We're all lucky to have each other. Me included." She told him quietly, shaking her head. She would always think that was true. They were all so lucky to have friends like they did.

CG AM EL: "And that could all be completely innocent." Cassidy laughed, speaking as though she had no idea what it was that he was talking about. She laughed and rolled her eyes, "Yeah, i'm good. Come lay with me?" She asked with a raise of an eyebrow. Cassidy had no idea what she and James were, or where they were heading, but she knew that she liked him a lot and, if she was completely honestly, probably the person she wanted to spend the most time with.

CG AM EL: Elijah thought about following Aiden outside. He wanted to know what was going on, he wanted to know if it was something he had done. But he was almost too scared of the answers. And he also thought that the other was old enough to come and talk to him when he wanted. He sighed before he moved over to the drinks table and poured himself another. He really wasn't in the party mood now.

CG AM EL: "Too many people." Arthur nodded. He had always wanted to go to film school and had gotten a place just before the accident. But now - He just wanted a simple life. Arthur loved film, he loved directing but he didn't think that anyone would want him anymore. "Yeah - but we're the luckiest." He chuckled, because he knew that it was the truth.

MH AA JS: "Sure it is." James rolled his eyes, laughing quietly. He thought Cassidy was one of the most fun people he'd ever met, but she also had a lot of ambition and that was something he found very attractive. He nodded as the brunette asked him to lay with her, kicking off his shoes and bringing his legs up onto the bed, sliding an arm around the others waist. It struck him that this felt very natural - he didn't even feel nervous or awkward. It was like they'd done this before.

MH AA JS: Aiden took a few deep breaths, trying to refocus himself - he knew that people would wonder what was up with him if he kept acting like this inside and he didn't want anybody to be suspicious. He took another deep breath and walked back in, scratching the back of his head. He didn't know what he was going to do, but as he stood around, it didn't take very long for a girl at the party to come over and start a conversation with him. He didn't even realise he was flirting at first, it just made him feel a bit more normal.

MH AA JS: Maddie shook her head with a grateful smile, but she didn't believe it for a second. She constantly felt lucky to have the friends she did. Her eyebrows furrowed with concern as she watched Elijah walk over to get a drink alone, looking pretty crestfallen. "Will you just give me a second?" She asked softly, looking up at Arthur before she headed over to her friend. "Is everything okay?" She asked him worriedly.

CG AM EL: Cassidy smiled as James laid down next to her and the two of them were quiet for a little while. She felt so comfortable with him. Cassidy was usually the person who had to fill the silence, unless she was with Maddie or Aiden. But she didn't feel that need with James and it was really nice. "James?" She whispered, after a couple of seconds. She moved slightly so that she could look up at him.

CG AM EL: Elijah was trying to make polite conversation with a couple of guests at the party. He didn't really know what to say to them. He wasn't good at talking to new people. He had surprised himself with how easily he could talk to Aiden. He was nice though, he would never shut down a conversation and that was how he had ended up in this one. But out of the corner of his eye he saw the other come in and start chatting - flirting - with some girl and his heart sank. Elijah looked to Maddie as he heard her voice. And he shrugged his shoulders. He didn't know how to say what was happening without telling her everything. "Can we go talk for a second?" He whispered to her, hoping she could hear him over the music.

CG AM EL: Arthur nodded as he listened to Maddie. He loved that she would drop anything for a friend of need. Though, as she went, he looked at the punch. Surely one glass wasn't going to hurt anything?

MH AA JS: James was so content, lying there silently next to Cassidy, that his eyes closed and he snuggled into her slightly. He wasn't asleep or even falling asleep, he was just so happy and content in that position. He opened them slowly as she spoke, looking at her curiously. "Mm?" He asked softly, wondering what it was she wanted to say to him.

MH AA JS: Maddie wasn't sure what she expected Elijah to say, but as he asked if they could talk properly, she knew it was something a little more serious than she'd expected. "Yeah, of course. We'll go up to my room." She nodded her head, beckoning for him to follow her as she lead the way upstairs. He was already whispering and she wanted him to be able to tell her what he needed to in confidence, not wondering if other people could hear them. "In here." She smiled, opening the door for him.

MH AA JS: Aiden wasn't particularly invested in his conversation with the girl, it was just a distraction and it made him almost forget the shame he'd felt after kissing Elijah. He was getting bored though and as he looked around, he caught Arthur's longing glare at the punch bowl. He didn't even say goodbye to the girl before he hurried over. "Hey - no. Don't, okay? Not tonight." He muttered quietly, looking at his friend with concern.

CG AM EL: Cassidy looked at him with a smile. She was sure that she could never do this with Tommy. They were always doing something, always busy. It was nice that she was able to take a moment with James and it just be the two of them and their thoughts and nothing else. "I really like you." She hadn't intended on telling him that tonight but she thought that right now was a good time for it.

CG AM EL: Elijah nodded and he followed after Maddie. He really needed her opinion but he wasn't sure how much he wanted to tell her. He knew that he couldn't tell her it was about Aiden. He couldn't take that away from the other - but other than that, he had no idea. "What would you do if there was a person you kissed twice but they almost seem embarrassed of you? Like, you kissed and then they're out flirting with some other person?"

CG AM EL: Arthur shook his head as he heard Aidens voice. he didn't like feeling like he was being policed, watched 24/7. He had, had that and he didn't need it now that he was out. "I wasn't going to do anything." He snapped, though of course he was. He didn't want Aiden to know that.

MH AA JS: James felt a smile spreading across his face as Cassidy spoke and he bit down on his bottom lip, trying not to make it so obvious. "Cassidy?" He asked quietly, mirroring the way she'd spoken before with a little grin still on his face. "I really like you too." He was so glad to know that his feelings were reciprocated, that she was thinking the same things he had been. He didn't wait for her to say anything else before he leaned in and kissed her.

MH AA JS: Maddie sat cross-legged on the floor as she listened to Elijah's troubles, her eyes widening as she heard the story he described. "Oh..." She breathed, concerned that somebody was doing this to him. "Um... Well, I suppose I would ask them why? I would ask them why they were embarrassed of me." She nodded her head, trying to think it all through. She didn't understand why anybody would be embarrassed of being with Elijah. "And if they give you an answer, if they admit that they are - well, then they're not worth being with. Because nobody should be embarrassed of being with somebody as amazing as you."

MH AA JS: Aiden cared so much about Arthur, but out of the group he probably had the clumsiest way of looking out for him - he was very obvious with his actions and he was always watching him, just to make sure. "Okay - well, I just wanted to say. If you were. Don't." He shrugged his shoulders, looking at his friend. He worried about him a lot - he knew he was still struggling more than he let on and he wished he could help.

CG AM EL: Cassidy rolled her eyes as he mimicked her. She liked that though. She enjoyed the fact that the two of them could tease one another and it didn't matter. It felt like she had known him for years, not just a couple months. She happily kissed him back though. She wondered if it still warranted a further conversation, so they were actually on the same page rather than just assuming, though she wasn't sure.

CG AM EL: Elijah nodded as he listened to Maddie. He moved so that he could sit opposite her. He definitely understood what it was that she was saying and usually, he would be telling anyone else the same thing. "I already know why.." Elijah muttered. Because of course he did. Or at least, he thought that he did. "I think they're embarrassed because - er - it's a boy. I was kissing a boy." He figured that, that was the closed he could get to saying that he was gay right now. He didn't think he could really say the actual word in relation to himself. Not yet.

CG AM EL: Arthur knew that Aiden meant well, he knew that his friend only did the things he did because he wanted to make sure that he was okay. But Arthur had spent three years behind bars, with people watching him constantly, and he could do without it now that he was out. "I'm not going too." He repeated. Though he knew that Aiden would know, because of his reaction, that he was.

MH AA JS: After a minute or so, James pulled away and looked at Cassidy with a charmed smile. "You are fucking gorgeous." He laughed softly, shaking his head in disbelief that he even got to be here right now. "So - I guess these new revelations warrant a conversation, right?" He smiled. He was chill, but he thought the only way to keep things chill was if everybody was on the same page, if there was no confusion. He had always been a bit like that.

MH AA JS: Maddie listened carefully and she couldn't deny being a little bit surprised when Elijah said it was a boy that he had been kissing, but the surprise didn't register on her face. She liked that he felt comfortable enough to tell her and she certainly wasn't going to make him regret it. "Okay... Well, does he - is this boy... Out?" She asked. She noted that Elijah hadn't said the word gay, so she didn't want to yet either. She would leave that to him, when he was ready. "If not, maybe it's less of a problem with you and maybe something he needs to figure out with himself before he can... You know, be a little more open."

MH AA JS: It didn't even occur to Aiden that he was probably making things worse by being this watchful - he just really cared and he wanted to stop Arthur from making any mistakes that he might regret later on. "Okay, good. How's the night been?" He asked, trying to change the subject so that they weren't speaking about alcohol the whole time. He wished that you could get some kind of training when your friend was a recovering alcoholic - or maybe a cheat sheet.

CG AM EL: Cassidy laughed slightly as James spoke to her, "you're not too bad yourself." It scared Cassidy a little bit, getting this close to someone again. She hadn't really been in a relationship since Tommy - and she hadn't come close to having a new one, not until James. "I think so." She muttered and she moved to sit up. She figured that she should probably be looking at him for that conversation.

CG AM EL: Elijah felt sick as he waited for Maddie to respond. He was worried about her response, though he knew that she was probably one of the nicest people he had ever met . He shook his head at her question, "No. He's not." He sighed. he knew, logically, he knew what Maddie was saying was right. But he didn't know how to think about it other than Aiden being embarrassed with him. "But what do I do in between? I mean - he didn't talk to me for weeks after the last time.."

CG AM EL: Arthur shrugged his shoulders as Aiden questioned it, "Yeah, it's been good. how has yours?" he didn't think that he had seen Aiden since he started talking to Maddie and he wondered where his friend had gone off too. Arthur didn't know if he was going to be there for much longer. he was finding it harder and harder to not drink and he didn't want to keep himself in that position.

MH AA JS: "I do try." James laughed quietly, raising an eyebrow. He'd had a few girlfriends in his lifetime, so relationships weren't completely alien to him, but he was getting to an age now where being in a relationship really meant something. If it was the right person, it could last for a very long time and he was acutely aware of that. "So - where are we at? Or rather, where are you at? What do you want?" He asked, sitting up himself and leaning against the headboard of the bed. He wanted to know what she was ready for, where she wanted them to move next.

MH AA JS: Maddie thought the situation actually made a whole lot more sense now that Elijah had told her some of the details. She liked being able to give advice, but she never wanted to give the wrong advice and make things worse. "Do you really like him?" She asked. She thought she could tell from the way the boy was that he did. "If you do, you should tell him... And then whatever happens, you'll know. Right? And you don't have to spend time waiting for the next... kiss or whatever happens. You'll know where you stand." She wished things weren't so hard for her friend.

MH AA JS: Aiden looked at Arthur sharply; he knew that logically, his friend was only asking about his night to return the question, but his brain was telling him it was because he knew where he'd been, what he'd been doing. "It was fine. Why? Did somebody say something?" He asked, his jaw clenching slightly. He wasn't ready yet - not to tell his friends or to tell himself. He just couldn't do it.

CG AM EL: Cassidy didn't like James' question because she wasn't really sure. She shrugged her shoulders slightly, "I really like you, like I said." She paused. They hadn't really spoke about their exs before and she thought that it was a pretty important conversation to have before they made any decisions. "I really like you but i was really hurt in my last relationship." She sighed. "Tommy - you probably know him. Everyone does." She rolled her eyes. "He cheated on me. Made me feel like I was fucking crazy sometimes - I just - I dunno." She shrugged her shoulders. "I don't know if I can get into a relationship without knowing that you won't do that and i think - I dunno." Cassidy sighed. This was her tipping point. She found it hard to talk about serious stuff.

CG AM EL: Elijah knew that everything Maddie said was right. He just needed to hear it - and he needed someone to help him get his courage up a little bit. "I do." Elijah whispered, dropping his gaze from her. He didn't like saying that but he knew that he couldn't lie to Maddie, not now. "That's what I thought you were gonna say." He shook his head. He didn't know if he was going to be able to do that, if he could get up the courage.

CG AM EL: Arthur narrowed his eyes as Aiden spoke, "no. Why? What's happened?" He asked with a raise of an eyebrow. He didn't think that anything had. He didn't think that anything going on was all that interesting - until he heard his friends response.

MH AA JS: James sat up a little straighter, wanting to show Cassidy that he was listening properly, that he cared. He nodded as she asked if he knew Tommy - he didn't even need to ask if it was Tommy Morley, he knew it was. He hadn't known how badly he'd hurt her and he hated him for it... Cassidy was a strong person, he already knew that and for somebody to hurt her that badly... He hated him. "I would never - Cass, I would never treat you like that." He told her, shaking his head. "I swear. But I know it's - it's an easy thing to say and not so easy for you to believe me." He understood that. "What if we - we don't have to get into a relationship right away... What if we're totally exclusive and I prove to you that I can be. I show you how loyal I can be. It's not a relationship, but we're not seeing anybody else. And once you're ready for anything more, you tell me?"

MH AA JS: As Elijah dropped his gaze, Maddie reached across to take his hand gently. She was so proud of him for even getting this far, for admitting to her what was going on in his life - and it changed absolutely nothing. "You don't have to do it right away, but maybe soon... But Eli, it's totally up to you. You only have to do what you're comfortable with and if for now that's nothing, then that's okay." She told him comfortingly, nodding her head.

MH AA JS: Aiden felt a pang of relief as Arthur said nobody had spoken to him, but then he realised that he'd probably sounded a little crazy if that was the case. "No reason... Just - the people here. They're strange." He shrugged, the excuse sounding phony even to his own ears. He wondered where Elijah was, what he was doing. He felt terrible for running away, but it was the only thing he could think of doing.

CG AM EL: Cassidy hated admitting she was anything less than the incredibly strong woman that she portrayed. And most of the time, that was true. But she had always struggled when it came to cheating. Her mum had cheated on her dad a few times - he forgave her for a while until he finally didn't. And she didn't want to be that as well. She nodded slightly as James spoke. She really wanted to believe him but she had also believed Tommy when he had told her the same things. "Yeah, I think that would be good." She whispered with a nod of her head. She thought that, that was probably the only way to go forward, right now.

CG AM EL: If it wasn't for Maddie, Elijah was pretty sure that he would keep all of this to himself. He had friends outside of her, a decent friendship group, but he didn't think that any of them would keep his secret, he didn't trust them as much as he trusted her. He nodded, "But what if I wait too long and he changes his mind?" He sighed. He wished he could be a little braver and just tell Aiden how he felt - but he had tried that tonight and now he was here.

CG AM EL: Arthur narrowed his eyes as Aiden spoke. He didn't believe his friend but he knew that he couldn't say anything about it. He wasn't going to push the other if he didn't want that. "Yeah - I guess." He muttered with a shrug of his shoulders. He knew his friend was distracted but he had no idea what to do about it.

MH AA JS: James had never cheated on anybody and he'd never been cheated on - so really, he didn't have much experience with the whole thing, but he could tell how cut up Cassidy was about it and he would never ask her to rush into something she wasn't ready for. "Then that's what we're going to do." He smiled, leaning down to kiss her again, softly. He was happy with even just a little bit more, if it meant that she was comfortable and happy. He thought that if it was meant to, then things would work out their way in the end.

MH AA JS: "Then he's not the right person. The right person will wait as long as you need them to and they won't change their mind." Maddie said softly. She knew she was probably a bit of a hopeless romantic, but she thought she would wait forever for somebody she really, truly loved. Elijah deserved this, whether it was this mystery guy or somebody else. "Be brave, Eli. You might get something amazing out of it and if not? You'll know you tried."

MH AA JS: Aiden knew that Arthur didn't believe him, but he was grateful that he didn't decide to push him on it. It wasn't that he didn't trust him, it was that he just wasn't ready to admit what he would need to say if he was going to tell his friend what was going on in his head right now.

CG AM EL: Cassidy wished that Tommy hadn't messed with her as much as he had. She wished that she could just get past it - though she knew that she was completely over him. "That's what we're going to do." Cassidy repeated with a nod of her head. She was sure that this was right. It was only a small step, but it was a step in the right direction none the less. She thought that, that was good.

CG AM EL: "Then he's not the right person." Elijah repeated with a nod of his head. He knew that he had to get that in his head but he struggled. He really wanted Aiden to be the right person. He hadn't felt like anyone as much as he liked Aiden. "Alright - lets get back to the party." He chuckled with a shrug of his shoulders. He just wanted to get rid of it all now. He wanted to forget it.

CG AM EL: If he wanted it before.- he definitely wanted it now. It felt weird with Aiden now and he didn't like that. If he knew where Maddie was, he knew that he'd tell her that he was going home. He definitely didn't want to go out with the others, he knew that.

MH AA JS: James smiled - he hadn't expected to have a conversation like this tonight, but he was glad they had because he felt so much closer to her than he already had been. "Okay, up." He smiled, getting up off the bed and pulling her to her feet. "You have a house full of guests and a cocktail bar to show me when we go out." He smiled. He knew they would have all the time in the world to come back here later tonight, but he still wanted to enjoy the night out with her and her friends.

MH AA JS: Maddie smiled and nodded her head, uncrossing her legs and getting into a standing position. Before she moved towards the door, she wrapped her arms around her friend in a light hug, kissing the side of his head fondly. She loved that Elijah knew she was there for him. "Let's go." She smiled, heading back down the stairs. It seemed like people were getting ready to go out, but she already knew she didn't want to go.

MH AA JS: Aiden looked up just in time to see Elijah and Maddie coming down the stairs and his stomach flipped slightly... Had he told her something? Did she know what had happened between them? He just wanted to get out of that party now and into town, to get drunk out of his mind. He couldn't be in that house right now.

CG AM EL: Cassidy definitely didn't expect for the two of them to have this conversation but she was definitely glad that they had. She liked knowing where the two of them stood now. "Alright fine." Cassidy laughed with a nod of her head. She took his hand though. She felt so much better now that she'd gotten it off of her chest and she was glad that the two of them could now have a fun night together. "You don't wanna go to a club?"

CG AM EL: Elijah smiled as Maddie kissed his cheek. She was the friend that he would trust all of his secrets with. He couldn't look at Aiden, even though he was the first person he looked for, as they came downstairs. He hoped the other would know that he wouldn't do something which would betray his trust. Elijah definitely didn't want to go out so he got ready to go home, instead.

CG AM EL: Arthur felt more and more anxious as he realised that people were getting ready to go out. He knew that if his friends were going, he was going - but it was the last thing he wanted to do. He knew that he would slip if he did.

MH AA JS: James could tell that telling him about Tommy had been something Cassidy had wanted to do for a while, so he felt good that she'd managed to tell him and that it had resulted in them moving forward in the relationship. He shrugged at her question. "You said you prefer bars." He smiled.

MH AA JS: Maddie looked around, smiling at the people in her house and stopping to chat quickly with a couple, but her smile widened as she found the person she was looking for. "Hey - sorry, friend emergency." She chuckled softly. "I don't think I'm going to go out... Do you want to stay over? Watch a movie or something? I'll even let you pick."

MH AA JS: Aiden felt his chest tightening as he looked over at Elijah. He liked him so much and he felt so terrible for what he'd done, but he couldn't go over right now... It would be so obvious. He got out his phone and sent him a text that said only two words: I'm sorry.

CG AM EL: Cassidy was just glad to get it out now. She was glad that it was out there. At least now the two of them would be able to move forward, she thought. She nodded her head, "I do. But it's a bit late for bars, don't you think?" She asked with a raise of an eyebrow and a laugh.

CG AM EL: Elijah sighed as he looked down at his phone. He didn't know what to say to that. Can we talk? Tomorrow?. He figured he had to at least try and do what Maddie had told him to do. He had to try and be honest with Aiden otherwise he didn't know where they would end up.

CG AM EL: Arthur shook his head as Maddie apologised. "There's no need." He smiled. He figured that she wouldn't disappear unless it was important so it didn't matter to him what the reason was. "Yeah, that sounds good to me.

MH AA JS: James laughed, shaking his head. "Not the really cool ones." He grinned, but he shrugged his shoulders. "We'll go wherever everybody else is going?" He suggested - he knew that was probably a club and he was absolutely fine with that, as long as he got to spend time with Cassidy and hopefully some of the others, too.

MH AA JS: Aiden looked up as he saw the text from Elijah and nodded his head. He knew they needed to talk and it wasn't fair to deny Elijah of that just because he didn't know what was going on in his head. He text him again. Yeah, okay. Are you going out?

MH AA JS: Maddie smiled; she liked that Arthur didn't need a reason or explanation, he just knew her well enough to know it was something she had to do. "Okay, perfect!" She was excited to spend the night with him - a lot more excited than she'd ever be to go out to a club.

CG AM EL: Cassidy nodded, "Yeah, that sounds good." She smiled. She couldn't wait to spend more time with James, "You'll come back here afterwards?" She asked with a raise of an eyebrow. She had already figured that he would but she wanted to make sure, wanted to see what he thought.

CG AM EL: Elijah smiled slightly at the text back from Aiden. He was just glad that Aiden was willing to talk to him. no. i'm going to go home. have a nice night, though!. He didn't think that Aiden would argue with him. He just hoped that the other really would meet him the next day, so they could talk about things.

CG AM EL: Arthur liked that Maddie wasn't that into drinking. He liked that she wasn't that big of a drinker, he liked that he had someone to go home with, to spend time with. "You can pick whatever you wanna watch." Arthur smiled. He knew he would do anything for Maddie.

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go-diane-winchester · 6 years ago

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How do I know Jensen hates the militant destiel shippers?

@supernaturallygayforyou said the following:

''people may hate me and you but Jensen doesn’t. He just doesn’t like for his character to be reduced to a ship (which I have realized I’ve done and apologized for in my comments because I do actually love supernatural and the post was a joke). he doesn’t mind destiel shippers and is comfortable with hanging with jared and misha.''

I told her that Jensen hates the hellers, but apparently she didn't believe me, thus giving me the opportunity to reopen this can of worms. First, lets identify a heller. If you have the following vile traits, you are a heller. If you don't, then you are a normal destiel shipper in whom we see no fault, other than your terrible taste in men. Because seriously, Misha? No hate though. Just a little revulsion but no hate. You do you. These are heller traits:

Hellers tag their ship posts in the main tags.

Hellers accuse CW of queer baiting.

Hellers ship shame.

Hellers threaten Jensen with death.

Hellers want endgame destiel.

Hellers tweet Jared that he should die.

Hellers threaten kidnapping, arson and poisoning.

Hellers call Jensen a homophobe.

Hellers insist Dean is anything but straight.

Hellers pretend to like Jared and Sam but secretly want both gone.

So how do I know that Jensen hates the hellers. Lets look at the timeline:

October 2014 - NerdHQ

A bunch of horny destihellers planned to throw Astroglide on stage every time Jensen and Misha spoke. The organizers were asked permission to bring this stuff to the event, and they notified Jensen and gang to ask for permission to allow it. They were not given permission and Misha was excluded from the panel. Only J2 and Mark Sheppard attended. This is the first inkling that Jensen was getting aggravated with the hellers.

January 2017 [Jaxcon]:

A heller asked an ignorant shipping question, even though they were banned from asking shipping question. Jensen succinctly said ''Destiel doesn't exist''. He was bashed on social media and that is where he got the first death threat. The homophobia accusation has been happening since 2014 and mass media is aware of it. So essentially they are ruining Jensen's reputation. But if I point out that Misha's ugly face is ugly, I am such a meanie, right? The result of this relentless bullying and death threat, manifested itself, at Jibcon. Explain to me how Jensen can like the hellers after the question, the bullying and the death threat.

May 2017 [Jibcon]:

Jensen has a breakdown during the only panel he shares with Misha, and Jared shuts the panel down early. But hellers thought he was flirting with Misha. The man who mocks Misha on any other day, chooses this one convention to get all sexual. Could it be because of the online abuse and the death threat? Could it be because he was pacifying his abusers, during the only panel where he knows they will be watching? Nah, it must be because the bag-eyed overlord is totes irresistible. Tell me how Jensen likes the hellers who can have such a negative effect on him.

June 2017 [Comic Con]

Misha pulls a chair stunt that makes Jensen and Jared look like bullies. They become aware of it. Jensen knows what the hellers will do. But he loves them, right?

October 2017 [Nolacon]

This was the con where J2 reiterated that Misha is NOT the lead, and the hellers went after them, calling them rape enablers for using a stale joke from previous cons. The media got wind of it and J2 issued a statement and no apology. The hellers got angry because they wanted separate con panels for J2 and didn't get it. There was a rumor that they were trying to get Jared fired from the show, but I have not receipt for that. Tell me how despite this unnecessary hurdle, Jensen still loves the fans.

November 2017 [DCcon]

The scandal has only just subsided. Its affect on the boys showed in the Js behavior when they took to the stage. Jared was suffering from a manic episode [which was painful to watch] and Jensen was already angry. The insufferable J stans were there, getting the wrong end of the stick, as per usual. Jensen stans said Jared was being disruptive. Jared stans fought back or said that Jared was being ''extra'' because he was trying to cheer Jensen up after the scandal. Ironically, it was a Jensen stan who recognized that Jared was suffering from mania.

Jensen was being patient with Jared because he has seen Jared's manic episodes and the crash that is likely to follow it. I have to say Jensen, despite already being angry with fans for the scandal, was still very patient with Jared. Anyone else would have been at their wits end. Jared is very lucky to have a friend and co-worker who has so much compassion. Especially considering the state of this panel. Let me point out that this was the worst panel I have ever witnessed, because those were some of the most horrible attendees. One of them told Jensen to shut up when she was given the opportunity to ask them a question. That will give you an idea of how horrible this panel was. The other questions were either boring or the person asking the question went off on a tangent about themselves. I only watched it once and never again.

This is a link to the panel, for those who mind watching Jared fall apart and Jensen looking close to driving his fist right through a wall.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gOBs7Hp9FRo

At the timestamp of 15:53, this exchange happened.

Jensen: ''We pull our punches. So if we do connect, its not a full... you know, its a 50% power punch. It shouldn't knock you out, unless you have a really weak chin. But, eh...''

Jared: ''Like Misha.''

Jensen: ''Well, you could just go...'' Blows out air hard and makes a splatting sound, ''Eh, I'm kidding. We love Misha. People will get mad at me know.''

The look that Jared gave Jensen showed why the episode happened. He didn't follow up what Jensen said, with a snarky remark. No jokes. He just moved on but not before putting his hand on Jensen's shoulder and Jensen bit his lower lip. They figured out that the scandal happened only because of Misha's fans. They joined the dots beforehand. That is why they were messed up during that panel. Jensen's facial expression when he said that last bit. You can tell he is completely insincere when he says they love Misha. So Jensen knew who caused the Nolacon scandal, and why they went after him and Jared. But he still loves the hellers, how exactly?

November 2017: Honocon

This con was going to be destiel friendly. The hellers were running their mouths off about it on social media. Jensen and Misha was getting a panel together for the first time in Creation con history. Jared would not be interfering or so they thought. Jared threw a spanner in the works, staying on stage for longer than he was needed, fiddling around with the keyboard and the drums, disrupting the entire panel. This time he wasn't suffering a manic attack. This time he was doing it on purpose. That is what you get when you anger the boys. During J2 panel, they kept making shippy remarks about each other. No, its not because they ship themselves. We are not stupid like the hellers. Straight men don't ship anything. They were doing it to annoy the hellers. During the Cockles panel, Jensen laughed at Misha's walk and Empty Cas voice choice. Other than the insults flung at Misha, they just did the recycled paper airplane story. Destiel fans are scattered around the globe and not the majority of the fans in America. So the con didn't do well. Honocon was never mentioned again. Whether it pops up again in the future remains to be seen. Despite loving the hellers, why is he essentially spitting in their face.

December 2017: Sydney con/AHBL

J2 was in very good form during this panel, because pig-of-a-face was not attending. Jared played guitar while Jensen and Robbie sang ''Free Falling''. Here's an adorable tiny clip of Jared being adorably adorable while eating an egg roll. Only 42 people watched it so shame on all of you. Heres the link:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bPE5JlGp8dg

See how happy they are when Pee puddle and his splatterings are not present. So why didn't Jensen miss his heller fans?

May 2018 - Birmingham

Misha shares a panel with Jensen and Jared, and Jared places himself between the two of them. Misha tries to pull the stupid chair stunt again, but Jared put a stop to it. Misha picks up the topic of the shirt sharing for the heller's benefit. Jensen throws out that he has shared underwear with Jared. When Misha pointed out that the brothers were not affectionate people generally, J2 shot him down by saying Sam and Dean were very emotional and affectionate with each other. Between the stripping, the mocking and the icing, Misha did not enjoy the panel. Why is Jensen punishing his beloved heller fans.

May 2018 - Jibcon

After Jensen's breakdown the previous year, suddenly Jibcon was no longer destiel con. Suddenly shipping questions were banned. Hellers bashed Daniella for that. When the much anticipated cockles panel happened, Jared threw a spanner in the works, and crashed the panel brandishing balloons. Hellers tore him apart on social media. At the beginning of the panel, Misha put his hand on Jensen's shoulder. Jensen tapped Misha on the knee and then rubbed his fingers together in a disgusted manner. So he instantly squashed the shippy vibes Misha was pushing for. During the panel, Jared and Jensen took the time to laugh in Misha's face whilst in character. Why did Jensen allow his heller fans' only panel to be taken away from them?

July 2018 - Comic Con

Jensen placed himself between Jared and Alex, and every time Misha opened his big mouth, they just pulled faces and laughed. Doesn't he care how its going to affect his heller fans?

September 2018 - Indycon

This was the Misha-led con. No J2 in sight. It flopped. Misha is consistently losing fans. Only the really crass and tasteless ones really like him. This has nothing to do with Jensen and his opinion of the hellers. I just derive great pleasure in pointing this out to you.

December 2018 - Jaxcon

A heller got into an argument with Jensen during autos because she insisted Dean was bisexual whilst Jensen was saying that Dean wasn't. Misha confirmed [as if he has the authority] that Dean is indeed bisexual. Jensen must absolutely love the hellers after that, right?

Whatever I told you now is a brief overview. More in-depth posts are on my blog on all these subjects, except for DC Con 2017 which I elaborated on in this post. During 2017 and 2018, the online attacks have increased including telling Jared that they wish him dead. This was tweeted to him. Jensen's death threats increased to include an arson and poisoning threat. Hellers even threatened to kidnap Jared's children. Many of these tweets were directed to Jensen. The receipts for all of these, are on my blog. They are getting worse. I fear that they might actually act of their threats one day. The threats start from mistagged posts which is why I always call those out. Stay on your lane and you will offend nobody.

To summarize:

Jensen hates the hellers because they threatened to kill him, in various ways, ruined his reputation by accusing him of homophobia and threatening to kidnap Jared's children whilst also hoping that Jared would die along with Sam. Oh, and Misha is ugly. The End.

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chocolatemillkk · 6 years ago

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The Odds (JS)

Request: so you know how joe is the prankster, what if y/n was pulling a prank on him like a fake pregnancy and she actually takes the test to colour in the lines an it turns out she’s actually pregnant ??

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How would he believe it more?

I bite my lip as I stand under the fluorescent lighting of the pharmacy. I go over the steps in my head-I couldn't give anything away to Joe that this was a prank. He sniffed out a prank like a dog sniffing out fear.

The boys had approached me with a plan-it was time I got Joe back for the prank he pulled on me earlier this year and they were lending me their help. They insisted a pregnancy prank and I was outweighed so I had agreed.

Caspar and Josh helped me with the cameras, Jack watched my facial expressions and gave me pointers, and Byron was going to update me when he got home. But now, for choosing the actual pregnancy test.

I shouldn't be this scared to buy a pregnancy test, I scold myself. But what if the cashier at the counter thinks it's real.

But so what if it's real!?

I blow out the air from my cheeks and shake my head. It's not like I was pregnant. This was just for a prank.

But-I should try to make it as realistic as possible. That meant buying multiple packs. Alright.

I swipe as many tests as my hands can grab and bring them to the counter.

"All of these?" The man asks.

"Yup! I'll pay with cash please." I respond as if my credit company would flag the purchase-I roll my eyes. I was a 27 year old woman who'd been with her boyfriend for four and a half years. It wouldn't be the end of the world to be pregnant-last week I overheard a 20 year old talking about her daughter! This isn't weird!

Yet I still stuff them into my purse before making my way out. I had two hours until Joe showed up-I should hurry.

At home, I double check that the cameras are hidden and then open all the boxes and throw them into the trash, covering it with tissues. The plan was to leave one on top for Joe to notice first. Which one should I put? Well, which one should I colour in.

And then it comes to me-maybe I should just take one. For fun. There was no harm-it would make the prank funnier and more convincing if I peed on the stick.

I move to the kitchen and knock back glass after glass of water until my bladder feels like it would explode. I rush back to the bathroom and dig out a package as I sit on the toilet. This one says ten minutes. Alright.

I suddenly start to feel nervous.

"It's a bloody prank," I mumble. "Get a grip. Just ten minutes."

I should check the cameras again as I wait. And grab a pen-I'll colour in the lines once my test shows up negative. I'll have to do that for all of them anyway.

Except.

When I check the test, it's not what I'm expecting.

"No," I whisper to myself, squinting at the faint second line. "No fucking way. What are the odds!"

So I take another one.

Ten minutes later, it's the same thing.

"Maybe I'll choose a different kind."

Ten minutes.

A positive sign.

"Shit!" My emotions feel like someone's put them in a shaker and is demonstrating how to make a martini. Shock, nerves, joy-overwhelming joy, crash into me like waves and I clutch the sink not to tumble down. "Fuck!"

What do I do? What do I do! I was pregnant! I was bloody pregnant with Joe's baby and we hadn't even planned this! We were safe. Usually. We'd talked about having kids. Eventually. But now?

My phone vibrates on the sink. Byron texts me to let me know they were on their way home. Twenty or so minutes, he specifies. I pick it up and open Google. Maybe I had cancer-isn't that why men take the tests? Or it was a mistake...maybe I should take another. Just to be safe.

But I waste another ten minutes and it's the same. I pull up my app and count the days since my period. I was meant to get it last week but that's normal. I think...

I really was pregnant.

You ready? Byron texts again after my no reply.

No! I don't know what to do! How do I plan for this? Byron! Stall him!

I take my panic out in text form. Byron texts back something reassuring-as if I was simply panicking over a prank, and I have to sit. The room was suddenly spinning.

"In, out." I put my head on my knees and take a deep breath just like my therapist suggested. Okay Y/N, evaluate the situation: you're pregnant.

That's it. That's the situation.

I look up and catch my eye in the mirror. And my head suddenly stops whizzing about; I was pregnant. With a baby.

My hands go to my stomach and for the first time I realise what that meant. There was a human life growing inside me. That was the product of love, a lot of love. I was having a baby, a kid with the man who made my heart ache with the love I had for him. This kid would be so so so loved.

Suddenly, I have an idea.

Dropped him to the door-see you on the other side, Byron texts. He had an excuse about going to Caspar's. I send back a smiley and turn on the cameras. Joe would appreciate having the footage of finding out. Unless he didn't want the baby...shit, what if he hates the news-

"Hello?" Joe calls into the flat. "Y/N?"

"Hi!" I can hear the fluttery pitch of my voice. Luckily, the sound of Joe clinking his keys on the table hide it. "Had a nice time out?"

"Yeah. What you been up to?" Joe sheds his jacket and kisses my cheek. I'm bursting with raw nerves and I can't hold it in.

"I have news-I have-I need to talk to you. To tell you about something. Can we talk?"

Joe chuckles as I rephrase the question a thousand times. "What about?"

"Um, wait here. Sit here. I'll be back."

Joe suddenly looks suspicious as I push him into a chair and rush to the bathroom. I scoop the five positive tests and the two empty ones, stuffing them into the pocket of my hoodie. There was no going back.

"What's this about?" Joe asks with his brows pulled together. His look is intimidating, like he thinks he knows he's being set up. His intense expression plucks at my nerves like violin strings so I do what I do best and begin to blabber.

"Okay. So I don't know exactly how to put this babe. It's big-huge news. And I hope you're excited, if you're not then I...well I don't really know-I'm so nervous! My palms are sweating! My palms never sweat unless that's-it's a symptom? I should look that up but-"

"Y/N," Joe puts his hands on my shoulder and chuckles. "How many coffees did you have?"

"Ohh coffee," I groan. "I would have savoured this morning's cup better if I knew..."

Joe raises an eyebrow and I can tell realisation is dawning on him. Oh no. I better say it quick.

"I'm pregnant," I say at the same time Joe asks, "Are you...?"

"You're joking," Joe says immediately. He looks my face over but he can't read it the way he wants so he glances down at my belly where I realise I had proof.

"No! No I have-"

Joe's already gotten up and walking straight to one of the cameras.

"Y/N this isn't a funny prank!" Joe whips out the camera to check it was recording. His cheeks turn pink. "That's not funny."

"I'm not being funny!" I rush to the camera and set it back on the shelf. "I want to record your honest reaction! I-I swear I'm not pranking you!"

"How did you find out?" Joe demands.

I pull out the handful of tests and watch Joe reach out and pick one up.

"No-not that one. That's unused." I pick it out of his hand and exchange it for the rest. "I did it a hundred times-I'll admit it was supposed to be a prank. The boys were in on it and everything but I took the test for fun-just to see and I realised it had the two lines-see over there. So I panicked and took another but I still didn't believe it so there's one with-"

Joe stops me when he grabs my face in his hands, "We're pregnant?"

For the first time my eyes well up with tears. "We're gonna have a baby."

"Oh my god," Joe hiccups as he crushes me to him. He keeps saying the same three words into my skin and I wrap my arms around him too. He smells like someone who just came from a pub, but underneath it's Joe. I suddenly wonder if babies could distinguish smells. I swear I'd read something like that-

"I-My mum will be eccstatic! Your mum's been waiting for this since we got together!" Joe shouts.

"We've got to think of good ways to tell them all!" I shake out of my thoughts.

"We're having a baby!" Joe says like saying it was making it more real. "A baby. And they're gonna grow up and I'm gonna be a dad! Love, we'll be parents!"

"I know," I laugh and it clears the nerves from my body. Relief settles in its place, especially seeing Joe so willingly accept our unborn baby. He wanted it too.

Joe cups my face and kisses me hard. "Baby," he says against my lips.

"Now I don't know if you're talking about me or this baby." I reach down to my stomach and that jolts Joe into remembering that's where the baby was. He puts his hands over mine and looks back up at me, grinning.

"I can't wait to make the boys think this is a prank."

"I'm excited for their reactions. Oli won't be the youngest of the group any more."

"He'll get over it." Joe chuckles.

"Yeah," I get lost in Joe's wonder-filled eyes.

"I love you." His eyes shine euphoric, and I was sure it mirrored my own.

"I love you," I wrap my hands around his neck.

Joe slides his hands around my hips and squeezes me before letting go completely.

"I can still squeeze you right? It won't do anything to the baby?"

"Oh my god Joe you squeezed me!" I gasp.

"Oh no what did I do." Joe grabs me by the shoulders to steady me.

"Nothing," I say and I can't help but laugh at the sheer panic on his face.

"Bloody-" Joe takes in a breath. "You can't do that!"

"I promised a prank!" I motion to the cameras and Joe laughs with relief, both of us too giddy over the news to say anything more.

We were going to be a three-person family now, and the boys were definitely going to be pranked for this. Although, if I thought about it, they were the reason I found out.

Not that I was going to tell them that.

#i wrote this and it was too short #hence the panic version #the calmer version was so small #anyway hope you like it #joe sugg #joe sugg imagine #joe sugg imagines #thatcherjoe imagines #youtube imagines #fic #thatcherjoe #thatcherjoe imagine #jack maynard #caspar lee #byron langley #josh pieters #baby imagine

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letsbitchyfestcollection · 6 years ago

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There are a lot of rumors about Jensen being gay since his days on Days Of Our Lives. Supposedly he had a thing going with one of his co-stars. Andrew somebody? However, I never watched DOOL (I’m a Y&R fan) so I can’t comment on this. However, some pictures are worth a thousand words. :disdain: [IMG] Jared and Jensen’s sudden engagements/marriages within months of each other raised a lot of eyebrows. Ted C had been hinting for a while that Jared and Jensen are Judas Jack-Off and Dash Dingle Dream (Altho, Ted officially stated the Js are not JJO/DDD BV’s he was alluding too), and that they’re marriages are fake. The fact the Jensen’s frozen-face, attention-seeking wife Danneel Harris felt the need to defend her and Jensen’s relationship just brought more attention to it. Old news, but Back in 2010, Ted C said, "Jared Padalecki and his super-tight Supernatural bud, Jensen Ackles, will sooner marry each other than who they're currently rumored to be getting hitched to. If I'm wrong? I'll get Taryn Ryder(Awful Truth writer) a date with Ryan Gosling." Danneel tweeted back, "Hey Ted, tell Taryn to buy a new dress because its happening baby!" Then Ted tweeted, “@taryder (Taryn) is so excited ur actually getting married! U and Jensen doing newlywed reality show to prove me wrong?” Then Danneel tweeted. “We've been building up our tolerance for liqueur and national scorn 4yrs in hopes that some1 would afford us this opportunity." Then Ted made a post on his blog saying, “Wow. As a jaded-ass gossip crank, I'm duly impressed. Not only does this babe have the balls to banter with some jerk who said her fake marriage would never happen, she's damn smart about sticking up for herself in the process! Maybe this wedding will materialize after all? I want an invite, Danneel! I promise to keep it all off-record and not to kiss the groom, deal?” Then she went on Ted’s show the Awful Truth and promised him she would tweet him pics of Jensen’s V-day surprise for her (which she never did). This shit did not fly over well with Jensen. He had to have gotten on her ass because after the trainwreck she set in motion with Ted C, Danneel didn’t make a single tweet for weeks. She disappeared. Then Jensen was photographed by the paps out and looking pissed off. There were rumors of them having broken up during her twitter hiatus. Jensen is a very private person. He broke up with Joanna Krupa for talking about their personal/sex life in a magazine and on a radio show. But the wedding that Ted C called, nothing but a PR stunt, still took place. Jensen couldn’t have married someone more opposite of himself (or did he?). Before the big mess with Ted C, this hoe would argue back and forth w/ Jensen’s 13 yr old fangirls on twitter. Genevieve Cortese (Jared’s wife) and Danneel do not get along. They are not friends. You would think with the J’s being best buds and how close they are, that their wifey’s would be going shopping together and having girls night out. But.. nope! Danneel wasn’t even invited to Gen and Jared’s wedding, but Jensen was there and was also one of his grooms. In the episode where Dean and Sam go to alternative universe where they are actors named Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki (basically playing themselves on the show) Genevieve comes back, but not as the demon Ruby, she plays herself being married to Jared. But where was Danneel? Danneel is Jensen’s real-life wife, so why wasn’t she in the episode that they played their real lives? I remember someone asked would she ever appear on Supernatural and she said she wouldn’t because she’s so hated there. But she was never asked to be on this special episode of SPN in the first place. She know damn well her ass would jump at the chance to be on Jensen’s show. But they wasn’t having any of that. She is known to be a burden on the crew when she visits the set. Often talking down to people and acting like she is above everyone, barking orders and demands, and she anit even on payroll. Girl walks the red carpet with her hubby for the premiere of a bomb J.Lo movie, that she was only in for like 5 mins, and already thinks she’s A-list. Then she gets a starring a role on a show that was doomed from the get go, Friends With Benefits, and that shit was cancelled after season one (I only watched for Jessica Lucas). She desperately tried to get the role of Megan Fox’s replacement in Transformers 3, but was told she looks her age. She has stated that she didn't pose half-naked or pay her 'dirty dues' just to end up being a no name actress. Because any woman who takes their clothes is destined to be a big, hollywood star, right? The whole 'casting couch' thing must be true when it comes to Danneel. She has proven herself to be a famewhore who would do anything or anyone to help her failing career. She was dating Riley Smith (who was in New York Minute w/ Jared), one of Jensen’s best friend’s for years, and they shared a townhouse. Then she started fucking Jensen when they did that lame ass TIH movie together. I remember when Danneel tweeted about her engagement to Jensen, Riley tweeted one word 'heartbroken’. Riley had brought a ring and was gonna propose to her but came home one day to find all of her stuff moved out. It was his house that she just moved into like she moved in with Jensen right after they got together. And Riley’s mom helped her get started in Hollywood. What a way to show your gratitude. This is another reason why I sometimes question whether Jensen is as nice and down-to-earth like most people says he is. I’m not surprised at Danneel. She’s a bird. But Jensen fucking his best friend’s girl and how that went down doesn’t really sit well with me. Not too mention, her being a bitch to a fan at a con right in front of him. I mean, damn, is she worth it? That pussy must be golden for him to stay with her after all of this. Unless the rumors are true. Beard’s don’t grow on trees, I guess. For those who said J & J aren’t down with the brown. I sorta get that vibe from Jensen too, not so much Jared. Jensen doesn't seem like the type that'd be interested in sista's, unless she's an exxotical. But who knows? One thing is for sure, when it comes to women, Jensen has a type. And that’s slutty white girls. Danneel, Joanna Krupa, Tania Saulnier,etc.

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hey there demons! it me, sam ( she / her, 21, est timezone ) who also writes elvie the spooky nerd and i’m super excited to bring in an old fave muse of mine! i’ve had this IDIOT forever, but i’ve tried to revamp him a little to fit this lovely rp & i’ve given him a new fc! anyway, details are under the cut, so feel free to check those out & then message me @elvvce if you’d like to plot!

DISCLAIMER: this is a sideblog so i might post stuff to the wrong acc sometimes js

so, this guy right here…riley ignatius parker-warrington…will throw hands if you call him anything other than parker. it’s what everyone calls him. you gotta be really special to call him riley and not immediately get decked for it. tbh most people probably think parker is his first name anyway so! moving on

parker was born to a wealthy family in a small but affluent village called alderley edge in cheshire, england. he’s the youngest of four sons so he has three older brothers.

his family, the parker-warringtons ( known more commonly as the warringtons ) are stupid rich. it hurts me to think about it askdh. they’re basically the british rockefellers. parker’s great x6 granddad started the family business back a couple centuries ago and nowadays they’ve got their hands in everything from business to architecture to real estate to education to oil...they own a lot of stuff. the warrington building in downtown london was completely made up just now is basically the rockefeller center of the uk.

the family drama has been highly publicized in the uk & europe for longer than anyone can remember at this point, but not as much in america.

anyway, parker spent his early years sheltered and pampered and homeschooled by tutors and nannies bc his parents never had time for him but it’s whatever he got over it really early on in life.

parker’s always been a huge troublemaker with a restless nature so his wealthy, uptight, lowkey shady af parents who are obsessed with the family’s image could never really deal with him and eventually decided to just ship him off to boarding schools all over europe, just one after the other after the other bc he kept getting kicked out lmao.

about the only thing he enjoyed about his childhood and schooling were his music lessons. he was taught to play piano, violin, and even the harp. other things like math and history and science didn’t come easily to him at all, but music? he was great at it and he’s always loved it. during his teen years while away at boarding school was when he first procured an electric guitar and learned to play. along with that, he also discovered punk music, aka the greatest thing in the entire fucking universe if you ask him. far as music goes, he’d found his calling in his early teenage years.

at school he was basically that rebellious kid in all the movies who wore doc martens with his prim & proper school uniform and carried around a pocket knife and cut class to go smoke while vandalizing school property and would absolutely fuck up some prissy pretty boy’s face just for looking at him the wrong way.

literally the only reason he actually graduated rather than flunking out was because his father was able to pull some strings aka bought his very last boarding school a whole new library wing. parker did actually consider running away a few times, but there was a part of him really reaaaaally deep down that actually enjoyed some aspects of school ( though he very strongly believes many education systems across the world need a serious overhaul and blahblahblah don’t ask him unless you want a lecture ). anyway, the moment he was done with school, he did finally skip out on…well, everything and everyone and ditched the country altogether, heading out first to seattle washington, then to los angeles, california, and then he finally settled in new york city when he was twenty years old, meaning that he’s lived in nyc for the last three years!

started his band, rabid porcupine, right after moving to the city. they’re a punk band, popular among the subculture and virtually unknown to everyone else. parker is the lead vocalist, guitarist, songwriter, overall face of the band but don’t get it twisted he could never go solo his whole band is important to him.

his parents have threatened to cut him off & disinherit him about a billion times but will probably never actually do it even though they see him as a huge disgrace to the family name. they call sometimes but he never picks up. if anybody asks he’d probably say that he hates his family but he honestly doesn’t. i don’t think he’s capable of hate lmao. he doesn’t like them and he’d rather stay away from them bc he and his family just do not get along, but at the end of the end of the day, v deep down he has like….a teeny tiny molecule of affection for them even though his family is 100% genuinely awful people

lemme...stop? and just give you a few quick facts bc this is getting super long who’s even still reading this?

looks like he could kill you and could actually kill you

he hasn’t been home in like five years but he still has the heaviest most posh british accent you will ever hear in your life + he knows he’s fulfilling a stereotype here but he doesn’t care he fuckin loves tea

his three older brothers are named sebastian, nikolai, & rian. he doesn’t get along with any of them but he and rian he by far has the worst relationship with rian, his identical twin who’s a few minutes older. unlike most stereotypical twins they’ve literally never been in sync, have never gotten along and have probably beaten each other up before.

his family is big on modern day arranged marriages but you can miss parker with that bullshit he will date whoever he wants

that being said i think he’s probably...straight? idk tho & like who’s really straight anymore honestly

most people think that he’s a jerk bc he’s incredibly standoffish and temperamental but he’s actually...not that bad? like he’s sure he’s permanently grumpy but he also holds the door open for people and says thank you to janitors and probably helps old ladies across the street and would literally rather die than be rude to wait staff in a restaurant

seemingly very passionate about everything always openly expresses his emotions. he doesn’t...know how to hide them? he doesn’t know how to pretend like he doesn’t care?

adrenaline junkie, reckless af & likes to party but isn’t into hard drugs. he’s tried once or twice but just really isn’t a fan. he smokes & drinks & smokes weed sometimes but that’s it

very observant and good at reading people

basically the walking talking rl embodiment of the jerk with a heart of gold trope.

knows he’s not the easiest person to befriend but if you are his friend, then he’s gonna be loyal af, the realest ride or die of all time

however, he tends to take the tough love route when he’s trying to help someone out. like just bc you’re his friend he’s not gonna coddle you bc you’re upset he’s gonna tell you how to how to deal with your problems & emotions

which is funny bc lmao he’s angry af 1000% of the time. will throw hands anytime anywhere

so to the surprise as nobody he took up boxing as a kid and to this day it’s the only sport he cares about at all. he still boxes once or twice a week as a hobby & it’s probs pretty good for him tbh

also took a lot of music lessons back in the day. he’s actually a very talented pianist who probably could’ve gone on to play professionally if he stuck with it but nah. he likes the guitar. you’ll probs never catch him playing the piano which is a shame bc he honestly is a beautiful pianist :/

worked as an auto mechanic before he committed to his band full time but highkey misses it sometimes. he still likes cars & absolutely loves motorcycles, will talk about them all day with you if you want.

he has a motorcycle which pretty much built it himself from scratch and it’s just…it’s literally his child ok he will freak if you so much as lay a hand on his motorcycle ok /f r e a k/ like don’t even look at it the wrong way

feminist af

parker is grumpy and angry and standoffish but look he really is and really tries to be a decent guy. anyone who knows him well would see that very clearly and honestly, that’s probably why they stick around even though he can be difficult.

since this is officially a novel i think it’s time for me to sTOP LMAO. i have no specific wc in mind but i’d love to plot so please feel free to message me if you’re interested! as always i’m super excited to plot and write with everyone!

#excessintro #drug mention tw #i think that's it #this is...a Mess and a novel but i hope you enjoy!

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All the questions!!!

Oh wow…There we go!

1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say…

I LOVE YOU TOO WHY ARE WE SHOUTING??

2: Did you get to sleep in today?

Answered :(3: You never know what you got until you lose it?

Somehow true. You never know how much one person means to you until you lose them. 4: Do you have siblings?

Yep gotta a pain in the ass sister. 5: How many kids do you want?

Answered :(6: Who was the last person you held hands with?

Taemin.7: Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss?

Unless Taemin is up on a chair or a table?? no??

8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care?

He better be playing Rihanna at my funeral or I will come back to deal with him!9: Last person to talk on the phone?

My mom. 10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?

Yeah..his cat?11: When’s your birthday?

September 3. Mark the date. Bring me glam presents. Mwah12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?

First is probs when I was like 5? 6? I smooched this girl and thought I was total badass. Last person would be Taemin? Couple of minutes ago? 13: What kind of phone do you have?

Iphone 7 :)14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?

Now? Jeans. I usually go by sweatpants when at home and I sleep in my boxers. 15: Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago?

Definitely. I grew up a lot from who I was 5 years ago. 16: What were you doing at 4 am?

Sleeping with Taemin on a couch probs17: Would you rather write a paper or give a speech?

WRITE THE PAPER. I am not to be trusted with a speech. Unless it’s a stand up comedy one. 18: Are you lying to yourself about something?

Definitely. Do I need to say what is it?? I am confused by this question :(19: Last night you felt…?

Happy and relaxed. 20: What’s something you cannot wait for?

Answered :(21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but when somewhere different?

Duh I still tell my mom I go grocery shopping then order pizza lmao22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night?

Like 4?23: Are you a morning or night person?

Morning person 24: What did you get your last bruise from?

probs Hyuna hit me. 25: Do you reply to all of your texts?

I try to. 26: Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for. What do you do?

Pick up?? What is this question??27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

No28: Anyone you would like to get things straight with?

CUBE ENT. Ha. Ha. Ha.29: How many months until your birthday?

Two /wiggles brows.30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

I just hate peanut butter :(31: Did you like this past summer?

This summer?? So far?? Yes??32: What were you doing before you got on the computer?

Eating.33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do?

Congratulate her on the nice catch. Tell him that she snores and likes guys who spoon for her. 34: What is the last thing you said out loud?

Fuck? Damn? Most probably Fuck. 35: Your mood summed into one word?

Amused.

36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey?

Working.37: What are your initials?

HS /JS38: Are you a happy person?

Some days.39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago?

Not really. 40: Where do you want to live when your older?

New York41: Have you had your birthday this year?

No so all mark the 3rd of September42: What did you do yesterday?

I cleaned my apartment and did some grocery shopping 43: What will you be doing tomorrow?

Sleeping? Hopefully. I also promised Taemin we will go clubbing together and I cannot wait.44: How late did you stay up last night?

Not late since I was tired. 11pm or something?45: Is there anyone you would do anything for?

My mom and my sister.46: Is it hard to make you laugh?

Not if you have a great sense of humour.47: Do you believe ex’s can be just friends?

Duh I cannot be a hypocrite now since one of my exs is my best friend can I??48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again?

I don’t think so. 49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012?

Whoa…That is like two centuries ago…I would say 1.50: Do you wish your ex was dead?

Not at all. 51: Have you ever dyed your hair?

DUH. 52: Would ever take back someone that cheated?

Ahh man I actually don’t know? Depends. Tending not to because cheating is such an useless thing in my opinion. If you are in a relationship you can fall out of love and you can hit it on with someone else but that’s why break ups were invented. 53: Was New Year’s Even enjoyable?

It was a hell of a party!54: Bet you’re missing someone right now?

I am. 55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?

Ask my mom who almost lost her mind when I showed her my revolver tattoo. She liked the birthdays and had no probs with the small triangle but the revolver was too much (as she would say lmao)56: Sleep on your back or stomach?

SIDE.57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be ?

NEW YORK58: What would you change about your life right now?

My career.59: Has anything upset you in the past week?

Work.60: Are you on the phone?

Not just now.61: Today, would you rather go forward a week or back?

I only go forward. 62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car?

The moneyy63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?

Yes.64: Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?

Yes.65: Have you ever copied someone elses homework?

YEs66: Are you the type of person who liks to be out or at home?

TOUGH QUESTION. Both?? Depends on the day. 67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?

Yes..68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?

Yes.69: Could you use some sleep right now?

HELL YES.70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re 18?

Long past that age lmao.71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you?

Hmmm depends?? If it’s something major then yes. 72: What’s your favorite color?

Blue. 73: Have you ever slept in the same room with someone you liked?

Duh74: Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand?

My phone. ALL THE TIME.75: Do you get annoyed easily?

Not really?? But when I am in a bad mood I do tend to get really angry at small things.76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?

I guess that is their decision?? I know that I would tell someone if I liked them straight up.77: Do you have a person of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?

@nvpch78: Does anyone call you babe?

@taemn93 79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

besides my mom and my sister, 2.

80: What do you prefer, relationship or one night stand?

I used to be the one night stand guy and the relationship kind of guy and for me relationships just seem more stable. I am also biased since the relationship I have at the moment is the best so far. 81: What color hoodie did you wear last?

Army Green82: Is there someone who meant alot to you at one point, and isn’t around anymore?

my dad.

#r;#periwinkle #thanks for sending me stuff #I may be slow #but I am pretty #naexson

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EPISODE ONE

“its week ONE. why is everyone being so cracked i hate it here i absolutely hate it here someone take me out with a sniper rifle” - aria

HOH: Jev UPSIDE DOWN: Jacob & Gina NOMINEES: Kiki & Nash POV: Nash FINAL NOMINEES: Kiki & Mo EVICTED: Mo (14-1)

PRESEASON CAST ASSESSMENT

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dEdLzVoyttU&list=PLFEwPPy8j010XXwntq80VSU0qLNTNpSIN&index=2&t=0s

JOEY

WOO holy shit this cast is filled with such insane personalities, and I cannot WAIT to play this game!

NASH

tell me why i'm already nervous

NASH

waits patiently for mo to pick another damn person to infect

GINA

skghkdgljhgdlj BRAIN HURTY,, sm people to talk to and everyone is so so nice! just glad I'm not winning hoh

ARIA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-bwCxQGRhk

alternative title: im very mean for 20 minutes

KIKI

so far the cast seems very sweet! a little quiet so far but otherwise im really enjoying talking to them!! and i think the twist is a cool idea but could be dangerous.... maybe a little too easy to expose alliances

GINA

I really like this cast! I'm actually really good friends with Aria (but we keeping that a secret) and I recognize Joshua from other orgs! Also, this twist seems super fun!

ARIA

okay,,,,okay,,,ok,,,k my brain is struggling to complie everything ive learned today i am STRUGGLING!!!!

So!! Lets make a tier list

We're working together (didnt even need to discuss)

-Nathan

-Jacob

-Gina

Asked to work together

-Joey

-Joshua

Implied we're working togther but lower tier

-Jev

-Josh C

-Monty

Super Sweet & Nice

-Bri

-Kiki

-Dem

-Mo

Sweet but i want a response

-Nick

-Emma

_saira

-jake

-Nash

So thats what i've gathered for today mostly, Jacob-Joey-Jev-Joshua all seem to really want to work close with me and we've talked a bit of game ( ITS ALL THE Js HELP) and seem super open while the girls seem more closed off as of now, kinda worried gina isnt gonna be active enough but idk, oh also everyone is noticing bri is CHAOS and that nick is talkative/assertive. more to update in a bit but heres a trust ranking for night one, one more thing jev said he doesnt like nathan or nick :OO and someone else mentioned nick being overbearing

1.Gina (i love her to the moon and back)

2. Nathan( the charisma SNAPPED this game go off sir!!)

3. Josh C (they're also charismatic but they're hecking hilarious and our view are pretty similar)

4.Jev (they cared about me!! and im nice to them and this is just really wholesome)

5.Jacob (LOVE him but we havent talked enough beyond "we're winning this game")

6.Joshua (super fun to talk to, same og community king)

7.Bri (they wont keep info to themselves but shes SO sweet pls take my heart)

8. Joey (hes kinda sketching me out tbh but also he wants to work with me so)

9.Nick (they wouldnt put me up and thats all i could ask for)

10.Monty (PLEASE trust me i need ur braincells)

12.Kiki (sHES SO SWEET AND GOOD AT ART ADORE HER)

13.Mo (existential dread buddies <3)

14.Dem(approached game w/ me,,,but on the first message so might be doing that w/ everyone)

15.Nash (kate protection gang!!!)

16.Saira (we loVE DOGS! and thats it)

17.Emma (feel better soon,,,then pls talk to me k thanks)

18.Aria (dont trust anyone,,,not even yourself)

DEM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykD4dZjsDl0

BRIANNA

https://youtu.be/odNZXz-jNtw

If alliances have been made already, I am gonna have some QUALMS... This cast is very cute, I love meeting new people, let's see we have

Aria - an ANGEL we've been talking about SIX the musical and slime tutorials

Brianna - The first person to recognize me using a Carole & Tuesday song in any of my videos. I'm v grateful.

Dem - He kinda jokes like a mom...

Emma - I'm friends with Emma outside of the game and she is such a chaotic sweetheart. We been in the house a day and she plays Lois Griffon singing Doja Cat... for what...

Gina - I have not talked with her, I just said hi.

Jacob - Jacob is nice. I think I've yet to have a super positive ORG experience with him tho. So. Yeah.

Can I do the rest tomorrow cus I'm tired and just not in the mood. Okay thank you.

SAIRA

I was a little surprised by the amount of people dming me but they all seemed pretty nice! The twist sounds cool, I'm excited to see how it plays out

JEV

i definitely did NOT expect to win the first hoh but here we are, i have no idea what i'm gonna do but i need sleep so that's tomorrows problem

JOSH C

HELLO! it's your boy josh coming to give you some thoughts on the cast. coming into this game, the only person i know of beforehand is.. JACOB who has managed to snake me in both games we've played together so that's cute. i don't really have a choice but to trust him for now bc that's my only outside connection so we'll see how it goes. he's fun to talk to so i don't really mind but my eyes are PEELED for it going south.

my favorites just from the first night are probably aria, kiki, nathan, and saira. for no REAL reasons other than i just feel like i've had the best conversations with them and they were more fun than the rest of the cast. i'm not sure if those will stay the same but that's HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW!!

i've reached out to everyone and heard back from everyone (other than nash.. dunno what that's about so i'll just let it sit there. i don't REALLY mind bc it's good if i win HOH because it's a good reason to throw someone up there). everyone is cute enough, though i think i've connected LEAST with brianna, dem, joey, and monty? just haven't gotten a lot of energy back from them but i'm hoping that was just FIRST NIGHT jitters of people not putting in their full effort into their social game.

i'm going to spend today just chatting with people so i have a base relationship with them and that way if jev goes the route of asking people who they'd him to nominate -- i'm not someone they name simply for not knowing who i am. trying to be a little SOCIAL QUEEN. fun and funky so let's hope it pays off.

for the twist, i'm not really sure how to play this. i don't think the first round is going to have the BEST power hidden in it but it'd be nice to know that i for sure won't be first boot. (though i'm feeling OKAY enough that jev won't kill me bc we've talked at least). i think i'm going to wait a minute before i ask someone to send me in, or someone just sends me in on their own accord. that way people don't look at me for having a secret power bc it'll be really easy to narrow down who has one and that's just such an unnecessary way to get a target on your back. i like the twist, it's just hard to figure out how to play it and maybe i should just wait until someone does it for me or i'm one of the later people to get it so i get safety when there are less people in the house and it'll be harder to survive.

xoxo gossip josh

SKINNY NICK

https://youtu.be/yNBReh_pBPk

NATHAN

He's here, he's queer... and oddly enough starting off by not doing a Video DR; however, I think when making an initial first impression/trust list this method seems to go a little smoother... First off, coming right off of Big Brother Pasio and thrown into this game has made my head hurt more than it should. I forgot how annoying and tiresome the initial conversations are with everybody. With that said, I have begun to kinda pick out a path that may be suitable for me this season. In Pasio, my goal was to lay low, not be seen, and form connections. That strategy is going to be partially active this time around as well. I'm a big personality, and while that's fun and cute, I learned by keeping a low profile in the beginning portion while remaining social it does wonders. I don't need to be a Skinny Nick character and be talking in the house call and house chat at every ounce I get. With that being said, this season is full of Pasio players... some in which I had both good and bad experiences with. However, pushing that aside I really have my eyes set and locked on Aria. I have a feeling that the other Pasio alumni may see her for how she played in Pasio and I do as well, but I want to make sure her and I are on as good as terms as possible. She did NOT like me in Pasio, so rekindling that flame is ultra important. Alongside Aria, I get to play with both Monty and Jacob who I've had rocky relationships with in the past, but have grown to become great friends outside this. Working with them is going to be vital, but keeping them too close is suicide. With that being said, here's my initial trust ranking:

1. Aria

2. Jacob

3. Nash

4. Jev

5. Josh

6. Monty

7. Joey

8. Nick

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END LIST

JOSH C

okay, well nominations just came out and i can't say i'm too surprised that nash got nominated for eviction considering she hasn't responded to me yet and most everyone else is saying the same. i can't really imagine anyone using the veto on her unless she has a complete social turn around in the next 24 hours but that seems like.. a stretch. just gotta hope she doesn't win! we love an easy first week boot!

i'm a little sad about kiki getting nominated because i've really hit it off with them, but i think it's a good way to secure some trust with them and spark off a relationship. i've been trying to already be like YOU GOT THIS, YOU'RE STAYING! NASH DOESN'T TALK TO ANYONE! and i think they're being receptive. i like that i can joke around with them, so i'm hoping they enjoy me as much as i enjoy them.

i've also had aria and jake come talk to me about noms which means they trust me and that's GOOD. i want to try to secure something with them soon because i think they're both people that would want to work with me and i know that jake doesn't have a lot of connections already so being an early ally of his would be BIG.

just trying to focus on being a cute little social presence so people don't really focus on targeting me early on. i think this is a game full of half social players and some.. not so exciting people so it'll be easy to just slip through by not being the most boring person around. i don't want to promise TOO many people loyalty just yet but i think building a small core for myself will be important to keep me safe and i'm hoping that can come with jake/aria/kiki/jacob(?)

JAKE

chile............. where the fuck am i?

i dont know what dimension i'm in right now with these people but i am ready to show them what i am made of!! so far i've felt..... on the outs of most of what is going on so im just gonna give my perspective on things so far!!

the cast....... ill just do an assessment

dem: said maybe three words to me since we've started... so there's that

saira: seems like a queen! i def need to talk to her more i've been sleeping on her and i think we'll get along well

joey: girl sometimes idk what this man is saying to me but we're rolling w it..

nash: her "sick" ass hasnt responded to my message from yesterday so bye

joshua: oh he can work! hes fun to talk to and i def see some potential to working with him. hes only 16 so yung so pure i remember those days </3

nathan: hes so hot god i literally want to eat his entire ass but i dont wanna be creepy so im trying to subtly flirt with him SDLKJFSKF he seems to be a sneaky player to me but hopefully thats not the case and we can be a showmance later on hehe

emma: LEGEND. QUEEN! PUT SOME RESPECT ON HER NAMEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my ride or die in this thing <3

jev: oh jevfrey my angel im so happy he's here!!! he's a loyal guy from what i remember and ill def be working with him ESPECIALLY now that hes the first hoh ayyyyY!!!! i feel completely safe with him

kiki: oh i LOVE THEMMMM we had a great connection from the jump and i have a soft spot for them for sure. theyre sadly nominated this week i did not know why jev made that decision but i will make sure they stay know THAT

monty: monty left me on read :( we had a kinda awk convo so idk how monty feels about me right now?? i def dont think he trusts me and ugh i hate the tension!!!!!!!! i hope we can resolve it all and be friends again

josh: KDJKFG i love this man... hes not entire truthful and is def playing me a bit but i think he's great and hopefully he doesnt turn out to be the snake i think he has the potential to be

gina: idk what to think of this girl she doesn't reply much to me and we haven't really spoken much for me to really get a good read of her. i infected her and idk if she'll take that a certain way i came to her with the explanation that we just havent talked as much. idk shes fine?

mo: hahhaha hes a cutie too and i think hes not much of a talker so i think hes nice for the most part it's just kinda hard talking to him sometimes

brianna: um....... yeah we haven't spoken yet and she infected me so idk how to feel about her yet. she claims it was this number system but do i fully believe thats what she based it on? not really.. so ill def have to talk to her more

aria: NOW THIS........ THIS IS ELEGANCE. THIS IS CLASS. THIS IS EXPENSIVE. THIS IS TASTE, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN! this 15 year old girl has me shaking to my god damn core with her social game within a 20 minute conversation ive already devoted my entire game to her and our "attention whores" alliance. iM GAGGGEDDDD i really like her and i know shes a big threat but if shes with me then we can do some damage together hehe

skinny nick: SKINNYYYYY i dont have much to say about nick i think they're well connected in this game so i have to make sure i'm good with them a little more. our convos are a little dry hopefully that'll change as the game goes on

jacob: a sweetie.. i really like jacob as a person but as a player he scares the shit out of me DSLKFGFKJ he lied to me like every round in BBHOS9 so i dont rly know if i can trust him. he def has other friends in this community hes playing with so ill have to sus out who exactly that is...

and......... yeah! kiki and nash are nommed. gina n jacob went to the down under. i think jacob will def get whatever power is down there he is one lucky man so i wouldn't be surprised if it's something good. oh well hopefully when i go i get whatever the best thing is a dpov mayhaps!.......

i hope the next hoh is something i can win because i want these people to TALK TO MEEEE tell me where their heads are at for god's sake! me on day 2: why arent you telling me all your alliances? dFGKLF i feel like im okay just gotta talk to some said people more and try to make sure they dont hate me!

JOSHUA

I thought Jev was nice but I'll have to go back on that because he absolutely is not fooling a single person, I thought we'd be allies but he's been acting sus all day so he can choke on rat piss. Joey and nick literally aren't talking to me at awl so... they can choke and die too. Aria is talking to me a lot but I know she talks to everyone a lot sjdkjds queen of big brother pasio... but I trust her for now I guess. Other than that I'm not super like concerned with anyone else I mean brianna kiki gina mo are nice I guess.. mo is a little hard to talk to though so :( anyway glad to be here but my social is kind of rocky skjdjskdj : ( ( ( ( (

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SKINNY NICK

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trying to hint to dem that I’m not okay... wonder if it’s working

ARIA

its week one. its week ONE. why is everyone being so cracked i hate it here i absolutely hate it here someone take me out with a sniper rifle im sick of this, but its fine im gonna try to do my best to explain EVERYTHING bc whew is there a lot..

First off lets start with the fact ive been talking with everyone from the moment i woke up and my fingers hurt so much but also now people like me and thats all i need in life so heck yes!! So when it was nash vs kiki i start planting seeds to keep kiki with people and then nash wins veto so thats thrown out the window yayyyy-

Things start happening after jev renoms Mo. First off i get a call with crack kills (joey bri me) and we discuss the vote a little bit with Joey leaning towards keeping Mo and Me/Bri wanting to keep Kiki, joey leaves and me and bri talk about the alliance we were invited to (jacob josh jake kiki us) and then i notice theres a house vc which i then go and join alone.

It was silent for a bit before they mentioned they were talking about votes and were being kinda secretive about names but i asked directly so Mo tells me that dem told him that there was 5 confirmed votes against Mo (nash Jacob Nick Joshua/Jacob(dont remember which) and Josh c) he said the names really fast so i mightve missed a few and nathan interjects about my notes and like??? shut up nathan???? anyways i act all shook about an alliance and we talk about votes and apparently when mo campaigned to bri she just sent "hugs" and im caCKLIGN FDSGFDSH anyways that confirmed 5 votes is gonna make people nervous and cause people to keep Mo which like, im not totally against but i just want a unan vote please. Also i think dem & emma dont really trust me which is big ughhh idk if one of the pregame girlies (any of the names from that list) win hoh next week ill throw one of them utb easy peasy

So then i start asking around to gina and she ghosts me??? gina NEVER ghosts me so im sketched out there and Mo is asking for my help when i already told kiki i would save her its such a messsss. So if i had to guess the sides i would say

PREGAME GIRLIES: Nash Jacob Jake Joshua Josh c kiki

UNCONNECTED NOT PROTECTED: Dem Joey Emma Nathan Mo

Whomst: Saira Jev Monty Nick Gina Bri

Help: Aria

So, where do i go from here? How do i make sure this vote comes out hecking even,,, im not sure. nvm i am sure because Mo just told me they want to give up HFBHJBSDFS MO MY SAVIOR ILL NEVER FORGET YOU KING <<<<3333333 okay nvm hes not fully giving up but im giving him an avenue that would make my life much easier where im telling him to have good convos with people so they connect more and if anyone feels moved theyll come to me and ill get the ball rolling with a easy peasy unan vote hopefully. But i think i might be able to manipulate this situation to my advantage WHEW im hyped now!!

So lets say mo leaves the thought of those "five confirmed votes" is still gonna be in peoples heads mainly dem/joey/emma/nathan which might form into a side and go hard for hoh taking out some big social player and then we have two sides going after each other which would be cute.

I would make trust rankings but i trust no one fbhsafd and thats on pewiod

JAKE

WHEW!!!!!!!!!!! im not the first boot :~) let's celebrate that....

but i'm not too thrilled about these noms...... im happy nash won POV she started talking to me more and shes actually really cool so i wanted her to stay. i am sad kiki is nominated i don't want them to go at all..... and mo being the replacement nominee was a shock to everyone i think.....

i don't have a problem with mo leaving cuz we have a weak connection i just thought dem was going up based on my prior conversations with jev. he says dem started talking to him more but i just wish jev would talk to me and emma about his decisions if we're "aligned"?? like whats the point of having an alliance if we don't have any say in your decisions?

today i woke up to a message from josh asking me what i think about being in an alliance with jacob brianna aria and kiki........ and im just like wtf where this come from and he said that jacob is making it and its just his fave ppl??? im like ok like im not one to turn down an alliance but i let him know that i dont rly trust jacob n brianna as much as the others in the alliance. hopefully this makes him feel close to me and not blab his mouth to jacob ab that!

brianna has yet to speak to me and jacob is just someone im always gonna have a hard time trusting sooo if i have to nominate them down the line i won't hesitate unless this alliance is genuine and helping me in the game.

i really only trust emma so far with aria being my secret spy and big meat shield im gonna need in this game. aria's super well connected and im hoping she'll be able to provide me w the information i need to take bitches down later on.

i think i'd be worried about brianna winning bc we've never talked but at least we have this alliance possibly in the works?? and i dont know if nick would nominate me we haven't talked much..

but i want to win the next hoh so people actually talk to me LOL praying i can win

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Episode 2 - “The pair thing doesn’t leave much room for dRaMa and I want DrAmA” - Madison

Ok, so I'm going to recap everything I experienced during this scramble as there is a lot to cover. Willow and I lost the tik tok challenge by 2 points which sucks so we have to go to the warzone now. The warzone is kinda cool. I get to talk to more than just willow which is cool. Everyone seems to like each other and for the longest time no one had a name. Sadly, Brandon shot himself in the foot and was voted out by everyone because he never spoke a word to anyone. I kinda feel bad for the guy but you know, atleast Brandon has 100% voting accuracy. That's kinda hard especially in survivor. I also forgot to mention that I have hit 2 spaces on the Battleship grid so hopefully I get an idol or advantage soon!

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Tribal went accordingg to plan;BDC went in a 12-0 vote 😧 I hate first tribal nerves. But its over and Im good. I think i made good connections with people. Made stronger connection with Madison. We both love Dumbo 🐘. I got to talk more with Stephen and Matt so i think those are bonds i could use later on in the game or if I find myself in the warzone with them again. Cullan and Ian were pretty good and nice people. I got along with Ian a lot. Willow was a nice person, we just didnt get to talk a lot today cuz she had 2 finals today. I didnt get to talk with jacob or doodle. (But i already had Jacob as a friend so he is someone who i played with before but dont remember. Oop 🤭) overall iI think warzone this round was a positive thing.

i'm shook that we were safe from the tik tok immunity. i'm even more shook that we got second????????? in it. like what??? i literally was editing the video with like 4 (four) minutes to spare because my idiot ass partner decided last second to tell me that he wasn't able to edit it and tik tok wasn't loading on his phone. like? when were you planning on telling me this information..... anyways we won, so i guess i can't be too upset with him. warzone thing is dumb, unfortunately i was a part of another season monty hosted that has this twist and got screwed over by it hardcore, so shrug. i'm assuming the same thing will happen this time around because of how new all of these people are. i know barely any of them and i'm just gonna assume for the most part they know each other or are at least aware of each other whereas i'm like i know owen and stevie??? it's just one massive eyeroll. gonna just try to focus on not going to tribal though. if we did i would have zero issues voting tommy out. he's zzzzzzzzzzzz. first night of the game i like offered to call while we figure out who to vote, tried to get to know him, etc. he gave minimum effort, didn't want to call, didn't ask me anything about me or make any attempt to get to know me. so i have zero attachment to him which sucks because i feel like for the most part people are going to stick with their assigned sign partner. idk if it's just because he hasn't played a game outside of fb before and they all suck or what but girrrrrl he needs to step it up. i've been working on this puzzle for a minute. for a while i couldn't beat like 2:20~ but randomly got 1:43 and am gonna hope that that's a competitive score, at least good enough to keep us out of the bottom. tommy sucks and can hardly break 2 minutes after being very up front that WE ARE WINNING THIS. i told him i think my score is easily attainable so that he'd try more LMAO because i really don't wanna lose this early. i think my outlook on the game would be so much different had i not gotten stuck with a stale ass plank of wood for a partner.

I really hope Renne and I could atleast be in the top 6 and be immune. But being in in the top three would be cool only because we would see guardians of the galaxy. I got 2:27 and Renee around 2:46 i believe so we should be okay unless these people are monsters at puzzles.

Look I was going to try to do video confessions every time for this game but sometimes you look so bad the Face ID on your laptop doesn't even recognize you as yourself...and that's literally me right now. So text it is! Hey! I'm having a gr8 time. Such a fun game! To recap last round, I had SUCH a good TikTok plan and then Jacob and I are illiterate and didn't realize when the videos were due, so we lost. BUT I think that was a blessing, because we got to talk to people outside of our sign pair, which was really beneficial. At least for me it was. Talking to Renee, Ian, and Maynor was great, and I think I'd be down to work with any of them later on. Stephen potentially too, but he still scares me. Too much history lmao. Tribal was the easiest ever but I can already tell this is gonna be like Mongolia and Hogsmeade where NO ONE talks about the vote until the hour before, which is exciting, but also very stressful. I'm ready to be in a chat with more people in it though. The pair thing doesn't leave much room for dRaMa and I want DrAmA.

We F*CKEN tied!! I just saw the scores and we only got 6th because I got a faster individual time than the 2 Tauros. I’m so happy that me and Renee could take a breather even if it is for one day. I really like Renee and I’d be down to work with her all the way to the end. Hopefully she feels the same way cuz we could be dangerous together.

Ya boy just found the fucking Topaz Idol, suck it bitches! This is the first idol I have legitimately found, I get nervous about having advantages though, I don't want to waste them which has lead me to be voted of with an advantage in my pocket before. I can use this idol to turn votes against me into votes for whoever I want which is beautiful, I hope to genuinely fuck somebody's day up with this! However, if I've found one already, you can bet your ass somebody else has found something as well. Let's see whose dick is bigger, whoever you are.

So far this game has been interesting. When it started I was SHOOK by the 12 tribes of 2. Definitely thought it was going to be interesting and potentially scary navigating how people get voted out. Then the first round was voting off a team right in the beginning just based on who is on it pretty much. When that team ended up being Nehe and Chips I was PUMPED because from a previous game Nehe and I did not leave things on the best of terms. Then one of them gets to come back. And it's Nehe. Great. I did not want to let that bother me much so I figured I would worry more about it when the time came to worry about it. Then the next immunity challenge happened and i truly did not think Owen and i would do so well because I am not normally good at these things and i am shook that we won. Owen's editing ideas were what saved us I think. So not only were we safe for that round, we also get to go to the oasis! And who else but Nehe is there too. I was initially dreading it because I wasn't sure how the conversation was going to go. When we did end up talking he said that he has calmed down, matured a bit, and wants to put things behind us and move forward. I still am not sure if I believe it or not, or at least to what extent I believe it. There is always going to be the thought that he could be playing me due to our history. It's hard not to bring things from the past and carry them in the present and let it effect relationships with people. Seeing Kait in this game I was initially a little worried because I don't know what that working relationship is like. I haven't played a game with Kait in a long time but I do not know where we stand as far as working together. It will be hard to navigate but the reunion was nice to have. Another thing that is worrying me is Owen. Right now we are working well together in the challenges, I haven't had any problems with Owen in the past that I can remember, and we generally respect each other's existence I think? Idk I am just not sure what the relationship is between us two. We also don't really talk much being on this tribe together and I don't know if that's because we are kinda solid and we don't need to do the initial meeting each other and talking to build a relationship, or if because we are both content with how things are running and waiting for circumstances to change to actually start playing the game. It is hard with these teams of 2 as tribes trying to navigate how to play. With that being said, i also am unsure about what I should be doing in the oasis. I have been chatting lightly with people but I think it is too early to be strategizing with them. I don't want to play too hard and there is the possibility of not going to tribal council with these people for a while so the connections might not be worth my while to make. I am just unsure if I am being left in the dark about strategy this early on, or if I am getting paranoid over nothing because it is still a bit too early in the game for people to strategize with this game structure. Time will tell and I hope Owen and I keep winning while the game is still like this

I am voting for Matt today. All of my decisions are arbitrary until this twist ends because nothing really has weight yet at all. Also, I feel like I can definitely trust the people who voted last time because there is little incentive to betray because the voting pool is so volatile. I expect relatively straightforward votes until we actually start playing Survivor. Ready for the casting portion to end.

I’m feeling pretty good currently! Being like just safe in the middle is exactly where I wanted to be in this game, although it js a little awkward not really being able to strategize right now. I feel like I’m really good with Adrian though and in a place that we can move forward as a pair. I really just wanna make sure I make the merge or til a swap or something because I’m really ready to do well in this game. But I wouldn’t trade safety in this game for anything at this point.

Hey! So, we lost the challenge again which sucks. Willow isn’t the greatest at jigsaw puzzles, but that is ok. Is losing a bunch is making us less of a threat and giving us more social connections with the rest of the game. I got the legacy advantage last night which is awesome. No one knows I have it and I’m not going to tell a damn soul about it. I heard Matt’s name thrown out so I’m going to see if that’s what everyone’s down to do. Everyone seems to like me which is great so hopefully my charm keeps me around for a while. Me not showing excellent challenge performance is also a bonus. I’m getting weird vibes from Nehe. He talks a lot which is why I tried voting him out the first time. He’s too fucking like able so I know he’ll be tough to get rid of. People need to learn to take their hearts out of the game eventually and learn to vote someone out even if they love having the person around. The longer he lives, the harder he will be to kill.

It has been good not having to stress over tribal today. I just hope that Matt B isnt going or anyone else that I talked to in the last warzone cuz they were cool and would like to have the possibility of working with them later on in the game. Update on idol search. I guess M4 and it was a hit and ive been trying to going around it but so far it has been 2 misses so far. I have M3 and N4 left so i hope that tonights guess at 10:05pm is a hit because this is the closest Ive been to finding something in these searches. I hope its something good for my game. I just hope no one has found this ship yet.

Well, another day another dollar I guess. I was really nervous that Timmy and I weren't going to do well in the puzzle challenge because puzzles aren't my strongest challenges, but we were able to pull it out once again and save ourselves. I am starting to get a little nervous about consistently getting 4th or 5th because we are still some of the only players in the game who have not talked to anyone but ourselves. Hopefully we are still early enough in the game that we can make connections with people down the line, but the more time I waste just sitting around the more nervous it makes me. I would never throw a challenge because lord knows that I love having immunity, but if we don't place in the top 3 for the next challenge we're gonna have to figure something out. Timmy is great but you can't win this game just by having one friend and one friend only.

So I had thought that the people from last round would stick together, but apparently some people are voting for Matt? I dont mind much, I’m taking a Sandra-esque “I’m happy to vote whoever as long as it aint me approach.” Might stop me over strategising

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All that stuff about being Sandra this season? forget it. I’m back on my bullshit. Nehe wants an alliance with me, doodle, corey, and devon. But apart from Nehe I have barely talked to any of those guys. So im gonna try and make a counter alliance of Me Matt Ian Chloe Willow and maybe Cullan? If I tell them whats going on they might join me and vote out Nehe, or maybe doodles the better play?

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Nevermind the nevermind all these people are like “Oh? A counter alliance to protect myself from an alliance without me? Nah i’m good, getting voted out is fun!” So screw them Im voting matt, see ya suckers.

Hello Did I mention last time that I’m ready for this weird twist to be over and for us to be normal tribes? Either way it felt nice to win and I’m glad I don’t have to go back to that warzone, but at the same time, I worry if we stay out of it too long we won’t have made any allies or friends through a tribal and that could be dangerous moving forward to a swap, maybe if we stay as signs for much longer I’ll mention that to maynor and see how he feels about throwing one hm

Top six is great top three is better but like....I have a feeling it’s the wrong six to be in rn. Those bottom six get to talk and strategize. None of that happens here in the oasis zzzzz I was thankful to get to talk to Kait twice that part was rlly good. Nehe and I had a little bit of a talk. Thomas is SO BORING ATO TALK TO tho hsjshdjd I was excited to meet someone new but omfg. He was like ‘I study math’ and I was like ‘omg I could never’ and he was like ‘well I can !’ PLS LOL So I’m kind of dying here but maybe it’s better to be safe. I’m just scared the game is moving without me. Idk I guess it’s early for that.

I think I forgot to write a confessional this round so far so...WHY DO WE ALWAYS GET 4th!! I know it’s only been 2 challenges but still. I usually hate social games but I’m dying to talk to at least someone who isn’t trace. Don’t get me wrong, he’s great, but this game is so boring so far just because I can’t talk to anyone. That’s really going to screw me over in the long run. At least if you fuck up in challenges you get to talk to people. It’ll make it easier for me to get voted off since I’ll have no connections so I’ll need to work my ass off if that time comes. Fuck.

fuck these bitches. to start off, i lost immunity by less than 2 seconds which SUCKS. thought i had a decent time but i guess not Back in the warzone, theres a few people i was here with last time, including Ian, Stephen and Cullan which is nice. Willow and Chloe are back too, but we didnt speak last time so i made sure we spoke more frequently this time. Basically a group of Devon, Taylor, Corey and Nehe. Stephen W let me know this was going on and he didnt want it to happen. So i started putting forth effort into targeting taylor, but then it made more sense to go for nehe because he is also the other solo in this game. Now on PAPER it would make sense for me and Nehe to work together and have each other's back but clearly he doesnt care lol. So i focused my attention to the people that seem like they really do wanna keep me (Stephen, Ian, Cullan, Willow, and Chloe). I made my rounds, multiple rounds tbh and tried to make my best sales pitch to them. Stephen, Cullan, Ian seem all 100 with me and im like 60% sure willow wants to keep me, but her responses are so delayed that i cant really get a good read. Chloe is the biggest question mark for me just because its late for her and shes starting another org and has assignments to work on. I want to believe that she would keep me because i expressed a lot of interest in working with her in this game. As of now its 9:40pm which means 20 mins till my fate is determined. I would like to think the 6 person group i got together can stick with me and keep me in the game, but i really dont know anymore. I wouldnt be shocked if i left 9-1 tbh. these people dont wanna play the game this early or work with me when i can easily be an extra number for any pair in this game. I hope to god i stay because its been such a different experience and a new world for orgs, and i wanna stay and fight. so fingers crossed i guess

It is 10 minutes to tribal and im nervous to see what happens. This 2 person tribe twist is really weird. I want to more people. I just hope is someone i havent really talked to. Hopefully the next challenge is something that me and Renee can be good at.

Okay so we formed an alliance named The Pact which is basically a temporary alliance for warzone where the trick is to throw immunity, go there together, and get someone who isn't us, outta the game. It was created by Nehe and involves him, taylor, stephen, devon and I. Am I honestly going to THROW IMMUNITY? idk. I don't trust taylor whole heartedly But I would like to work w him for some time. I have had info coming back to me making it seem as though he genuinely likes me so! kfnskdlgdslk anyways. Tonight, the vote is matt. I am terrified if it isn't. xoxo, gossip girl.

Behind the scenes of the vote last round that sent Matt packing, I was informed by Stephen that Doodle(Taylor) has been making alliances all over town. That lets me know he is not a long term pro Ian player, conversely Stephen has won a lot of my favor. I took that knowledge to Willow, as someone else that is supposed to be "working with" Doodle ka boodle I felt that she needed to be "generally aware". I wish I would have also shared with Devon that knowledge but I didn't. Doodle can think he is running the Warzone, I'll be quietly letting people know exactly what he is. A fake. A fraud. A man building himself up to be burnt and burnt bad. I knew what he was from the moment he pm'd me with "omg lets be long term allies I hate tiktok too", buddy you can do the heavy lifting for now, I'll vote you out the second you stop playing in MY interest. The trap I think so many TS players fall into is that they begin to think they're playing a single player game, you're not the only one with friends.

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