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#and janeway and chakotay are in PROD
simptasia · 1 year
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like, i have this feeling that if trek ever brought back tom and b’elanna, they’d have ‘em be divorced or give them an unhappy marriage
because cynicism has infected star trek
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evviejo · 2 months
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STAR TREK: PRODIGY // S2E11 Last Flight of the Protostar, Part 1 If we want to get off this planet, it'll take more than fixing a ship. We need to fix a captain.
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mazza--mac · 5 months
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Just finished prodigy 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
Drop season 2 NOW so I can get Janeway and Chakotay reunited, I don't even care if we are served scraps at this point I need to feel
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bumblingbabooshka · 1 year
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Chakotay being a person who (while of course being willing to follow orders to a point) ultimately puts what's morally right and wrong in his eyes over Starfleet protocol while Tuvok is shown to be a person who will follow Starfleet protocol (and more accurately Janeway's word) over what he personally thinks is right is something that could have been so interesting if the three of them were actually shown as a triumvirate instead of it usually being Janeway-Chakotay and even then mostly just Janeway.
It would be an opportunity to explore more about the Maquis v Starfleet dynamic, about how Chakotay & Janeway's different leadership styles work and don't work with this new crew and with different people, to interrogate what exactly Voyager should look like - to incorporate more leniency and Maquis tactics into its operation so that they really do become a blended ship instead of the Maquis simply becoming subsumed into Starfleet. It'd also give more opportunities to let all three characters shine and introduce more moral quandaries that they can have differing ideas about and how does that affect them? At one point Tuvok is willing to go against Janeway's orders because she wants to do something but can't due to Starfleet protocol. In another episode he also follows Janeway's orders to assist in killing an entire ship of people despite that being against both Starfleet protocol and certain moral standards because she feels strongly that they should. He protests this but once she rebukes him he doesn't object again or attempt to stop her (like Chakotay - though they both know at that point that she's crossing lines). This sort of implies to me that he's much more loyal to Janeway herself than he is to Starfleet as a concept. Meanwhile Janeway is shown to be staunchly and strictly Starfleet - adopting the code AS her moral compass a lot of the time. She sometimes has to go off-script due to the nature of their situation but most of her decisions are made depending on how Starfleet would feel about it. If she wants to do something but Starfleet would disagree, she rarely if ever questions Starfleet protocol and instead will go with what it says is best even if it's painful on a personal level. She also tells Tuvok in the episode aforementioned that he is "Her advisor, her moral compass" and having a moral compass/advisor that's either a bunch of rules written by the space government or a person who is mostly just going to agree with you no matter what they actually think and not challenge you if you rebuke them isn't the best idea. Enter Chakotay. Chakotay's willingness to disagree with Janeway and not back down is something I wish had been shown more. When he says "I don't care about logs or reports or whatever - I care about person to person shit. I care about what's right and what you're doing is wrong." it's something that could be so interesting and so necessary when contrasted with the other two. A good example is of course 'Equinox' but also 'Manuevers' where he goes off against literally everyone's orders and friendly advice because he feels responsible. And that's important - he's doing it because he feels responsible. That's different from Tuvok (who doesn't feel) and Janeway (who would most likely try to find comfort in protocol) - because Chakotay feels he's responsible and that he needs to protect the crew since he (in his eyes) is the one who put them in danger. He's a person who's shown to be willing to go against everything anyone says in order to do what he feels is right if the wrong is too great to allow. Voyager if these three were actually allowed to argue and be equals and figure out how to work together as sort of a microcosm of how this new blended crew is going to be able to fight and work and band together.
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moonhuit · 2 years
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Requesting “show me where it hurts” for j7!
prompt from here! thank u anon <3
the captain had the misfortune of still being confined to the sick bay. sitting still and a janeway never mixed well together. chakotay would come by to report and engage in light banter with her–tuvok had brought her one of his calming incense (much to the doctor’s protest). in the dead hours of the ship, b’elanna would make little passing comments—sometimes attempting to prod a little too much inside kathryn’s brain, and then falling asleep after one of kathryn’s lengthy answers, leaving kathryn in company with her light snoring.
the most notable visitor had to be seven of nine–who visits at 0600, 1200, 1800, and 2100 hours respectively. the pattern is lost to kathryn, however, she intends to inquire about it. in a few seconds now that the clock is about to hit 0600 hours.
like clockwork, the sickbay doors slide open and reveal kathryn’s earliest visitor, seven of nine– with a cup of coffee in hand. kathryn attempts to crane her neck to get a glimpse of her visitor—only to wince as she’d once again forgotten about the state of her spine and the stiff neck she now had. these sickbay beds are not merciful to her body at all.
“seven, how kind of you. i didn’t know it was you who brought me coffee.” usually by the time kathryn is up, she supposes that if seven does not see her awake, the ex-borg decides to not disturb her slumber.
there were several reasons that the captain does not know why it was seven of nine who were in charge of bringing her coffee. the most significant was that the replicator (the senior officers are convinced) is biased towards the ex-borg. they had all tested it in the past two days, someone would ask for a cup of coffee for the captain and it would not be in its perfect condition. paris had been convinced that voyager was becoming sentient.
seven’s lips quirk up at kathryn’s inquiry. “well, as i visit you early, i thought it would be prudent to suggest myself for this duty.”
“just the perfect temperature too.” kathryn, with every glee she could muster, takes the cup into her hands and as per her ritual, takes a breath of the aroma of the coffee first before taking a sip. as it turns out, it was too much glee as her stiff neck acts up when she’d shrugged her upper body and visibly winces in front of seven of nine.
“captain?”
she waves her off, putting the coffee down by the makeshift bedside table.
“only a stiff neck, seven. nothing that’ll terminate me.”
it does little to assuage seven’s worry, on the contrary, she seemed to be more persistent to do something about the problem that kathryn was experiencing.
“show me,” once the pain has subsided, kathryn finds herself making direct eye contact with the ex-borg—now hovering over her with those bright blue eyes.
“seven, it’s a stiff neck—”
“you are confined to the sickbay because your spine is still not well enough for you to report to duty, captain. tell me where it is stiff, so that i may fix it—please.”
kathryn had always thought an angry seven of nine was the bane of her existence—someone should remind her about today with the development of having seen an endearing seven of nine. she even said please, and when has kathryn ever been able to refuse her anything within her capacity?
she promptly opens her mouth–however, seven was not done yet.
“it is the least i could do to alleviate your discomfort.” the ex- borg’s gaze takes another focus, the cup of coffee on the bedside table or perhaps the computer beside it. kathryn should chalk it up to her delirious state but if her eyes were not fooling her she would swear that seven of nine is flustered–and for the lack of better words, feeling helpless towards her predicament.
kathryn beckons seven to come closer if it were possible, so she could reach and reassure her with a gentle caress. “seven, your company is enough to comfort me.”
“but my company won’t be enough to get rid of your stiff neck.”
leave it to seven of nine’s persistence, kathryn thinks before chuckling. who was she to refuse blessings anyway?
seven moves behind the bed. “here.” kathryn takes the other hand, with the cybernetic implants—feeling apprehensive as to how much it’ll do against her muscle problem. after much consideration, she places them on the nape of her neck. “and here.”
it would have been a tender moment—kathryn’s little stiff neck problem had gone away and seven was no longer breathing down her neck for refusing her care and concern. that was until in the middle of their light banter, the ship’s chief engineer coughed to make her presence known, eyes twinkling in an admission that she’d seen the entire exchange unfold. of course, seven considers this the best time to take her leave, remarking something about her overstaying and saying she’ll be back at 1200 hours.
“interesting, i did not know the sickbay had masseuse benefits and a cup of coffee delivered.”
“where is a binary pulsar when i need it?” kathryn remarks, rolling her eyes as her chief engineer keeps cackling to herself.
“it’s no harm, captain. im just saying, tom is not even doing any of those and we’re together.”
damned b’elanna and her klingon wits.
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okay so i’ve seen voyager all the way through once like a few years ago and i am currently rewatching it, plus i’ve been in the fandom sort of for like a couple of months, but like, i’m not sure i follow why b’elanna would be so extremely upset abt c7? i know there were some unresolved feelings(??) in the earlier seasons, and like sure, she might find it weird or that it doesn’t make sense, but why would she be like Super Upset and Resentful at Chakotay for it? is it something i forgot from the later seasons or am i just a bit dense LMAO 😭😭
You aren't dense and I don't think you've forgotten anything, as always when it comes to hypothetical scenarios I'm just laying out my opinion and my interpretation of each character, and it's totally fine if you see things differently.
I think there's also a misunderstanding here, in that I don't actually think B'Elanna would be 'super upset and resentful' about it, I just believe that she'd be disappointed in Chakotay's choices and wouldn't want to talk to him for a while because of this. I understand why this happened as I've made jokes about it for the most part and so I exaggerated things a bit, and that's on me. I don't think B'Elanna is the type to be resentful for petty reasons at all, and if I were to write this in a more structured narrative I would take a different approach in showing the situation.
My reasoning is mainly based on the fact that B'Elanna in canon doesn't really like Seven, and has also the kind of rapport with Chakotay where B'Elanna assumes (or hopes) he is on 'her side', but it's not always the case. I keep thinking about this dialogue between them in “Extreme Risk”:
TORRES: This whole thing is so ridiculous. I don't report a few scrapes and suddenly Janeway thinks there's something wrong with me. Typical Starfleet, huh? CHAKOTAY: You have been running holodeck programmes without safety protocols.
B'Elanna is referencing their shared history in order to make him stop questioning her decisions, but he isn't buying it. In this case Chakotay was justified in ignoring the attempt (she was injuring herself), but there are so many similar cases over the course of the show in which Chakotay explicitly does not take her side even when she's not in the wrong (like about her supposed 'anger issues' in “Juggernaut”). Additionally, Chakotay was the one who ordered B'Elanna to work with Seven when B'Elanna didn't want to way back in “Day of Honor”, completely overriding B'Elanna's authority, and I can imagine B'Elanna having sort of internalized the fact that Chakotay won't be on 'her side' whenever Seven is involved, which hurts all the more given the mentor/mentee undertones they've had ever since their Maquis days. A relationship between Seven and Chakotay would be the ultimate confirmation of her gut feelings, and while I don't think of B'Elanna as a resentful person, she does see the world as an 'us vs them' kind of deal. From her perspective, I think, it would feel like Chakotay is 'betraying' their friendship by forming a relationship with a person with whom B'Elanna's had so much difficulty getting along. She would be deeply disappointed in Chakotay for not understanding, but of course it's not like she's ever said anything to him about the way she sees their friendship.
It's obviously not a very "mature" response but honestly, I think it's very... human to have mixed feelings about a friend dating someone you can't stand (and that they know you can't stand) have had such a difficult time with in the past, and you still don't necessarily want to interact with very often (ETA: see discussion in the replies). And it's just as likely B'Elanna would never even mention that it's a problem for her unless someone prods her, although I do think she'd at least land a couple of sarcastic remarks about it, which may or may not feel like unwarranted attacks to Chakotay, hence the disagreements. But again, ymmv.
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macaronistarship · 3 years
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i am CONCERNED that I will see a number of upset J/C shippers in the next number of months who haven't gotten what they thought they were getting.
Gotta be open-minded, folks. Gotta let the story go where it goes. No expectations. Along for the ride.
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roberette · 2 years
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List of Legacy Star Trek Characters in Modern Trek
Qualifications to make this list means a character from a Star Trek franchise from Enteprise or earlier has to show up in a show from Discovery or later and must (a) be physically on screen and (b) spoken a line. Characters are considered legacy characters for the first series they appear in.
TOS Legacy Characters:
-James Kirk (SNW) -Spock (DISCO, PROD, SNW) -Nyota Uhura (PROD, SNW) -Montgomery Scott (PROD, SNW) -Hikaru Sulu (LWD) -Christine Chapel (SNW) -Joseph M'Benga (SNW) -Sarek (DISCO, SNW) -Amanda Grayson (DISCO) -T'Pring (SNW) -Christopher Pike (DISCO, SNW) -Number One (DISCO, SNW) -Vina (DISCO) -Sam Kirk (SNW) -Harry Mudd (DISCO) -Stella (DISCO) -Punk on Bus (PIC) -Kyle (SNW) -Stonn (SNW) -David Garrovick (PROD) -Guardian of Forever (DISCO) -Zefram Cochrane (LWD) -Khan Noonien Singh (SNW)
(Total of 23 characters)
TAS Legacy Characters:
-Robert April (SNW)
(Total of 1 character)
TNG Legacy Characters:
-Jean-Luc Picard (PIC) -William Riker (PIC, LWD) -Data (PIC) -Beverly Crusher (PROD, PIC) -Deanna Troi (PIC, LWD) -Worf (PIC) -Geordi La Forge (PIC) -Wesley Crusher (PIC, LWD, PROD) -Guinan (PIC) -Q (LWD, PIC) -Ro Laren (PIC) -Lore (PIC) -Bruce Maddox (PIC) -Hugh (PIC) -Borg Queen (LWD, PIC) -Sonya Gomez (LWD) -Edward Jellico (PROD) -Thadiun Okona (PROD) -Leah Brahms (LWD) -Moriarty (PIC) -Armus (LWD) -Spot (PIC) -Elizabeth Shelby (PIC) -Nick Locarno (LWD) -Sito Jaxa (LWD) -Vellek (DISCO)
(Total of 26 characters)
DS9 Legacy Characters:
-Kira Nerys (LWD) -Odo (PROD) -Quark (LWD) -Martok (LWD) -Morn (LWD) -Rom (LWD) -Leeta (LWD)
(Total of 7 characters)
Voyager Legacy Characters:
-Kathryn Janeway (PROD) -Chakotay (PROD) -Tuvok (PIC) -Seven of Nine (PIC) -Tom Paris (LWD) -Icheb (PIC) -EMH (PROD) -The Clown (LWD) -Doctor Chaotica (LWD) -Michael Sullivan (LWD)
(Total of 10 characters)
Enterprise Legacy Characters:
-Agent Daniels (DISCO)
(Total of 1 character)
Total: 68 Characters
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annakie · 4 years
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Am I once again posting about the Voyager Relaunch Novels?  Yes.  Yes I am.
I am re-reading the Post-Endgame Voyager Relaunch novels and marathoned reading The Eternal Tide over the last two nights and all I have to say is Janeway and Chakotay love each other so much, I was literally sobbing through about six sections of the second half of that book.  
The Kirsten Beyer books are SO GOOD.  And as I’m re-reading them I love how she handles every single one of the Voyager characters but especially Chakotay.  I feel like she understands Chakotay and gives him everything the writers of Voyager never quite grasped about his character in seven seasons.  Full Circle is such a powerful story of his love and his grief, and the rest of the crew’s love for him (especially Tom, B’lanna, Harry and Sev-- wow his friendship with Seven is so awesome throughout the Beyer books, everything it should have been in the show and not what we got in Endgame.  The support they have for each other without forcing a cringey relationship back onto them adds so much to BOTH of their characters.  Hey this paragraph went way off the rails but I don’t care.)
Anyway I really love the plots of each of these books, I love how they handle EVERY character (well, I miss Tuvok -- at some point I’m gonna get to the Titan novels) and the new characters are pretty great (oh man Cambridge is a fave, and so much better than the new consular that was introduced in the Spirit Walk books.  Loved Eden, love Farkas.)
I made a post a few days ago about how Chakotay is the whole “upstanding, solid, good guy” archetype that some people dare to call “boring” I’ve previously talked at length in a post about Mass Effect about how that’s just... my favorite kind of character.  And Chakotay is just... so that.  It also made me realize that the Janeway / Chakotay dynamic is also very similar to a Shepard / Kaidan dynamic (powerful commanding officer of her own ship woman character, solid, good, honorable mature right-hand man first officer (or close to it) male character and maybe that’s why they’re both two of my favorite ships.
Anwyay here’s some spoilery thoughts about The Eternal Tide.
Chakotay telling Seven about his relationship with Janeway evolving before she died, and how he doesn’t think he’ll ever love any other woman!
Confirmation that Chakotay was thinking about proposing when they were supposed to met in Venice!??!  What!?
Janeway thinking about Chakotay right after her resurrection and how deeply she feels for him and wondering about how her death affected him!  Also I kind of love that Chakotay DIDN’T come to her mind when deciding whether to return to life or not?  This was her decision and making it about A Man I think would have made it feel less about her and how she knew she would be taking responsibility for The Multiverse, which is what it absolutely should have been about.  Realizing what her death would have done to him basically the second she was alive again... that part was so well written.  I loved it.  Her relationship shouldn’t become the basis of who she is -- but it adds to her.
Their... reunion... scene... almost being ruined by Q... Chakotay’s utter shock and disbelief and the description of him slowly beginning to have his heart open up to the possibility, him inching closer to her as she’s thinking that maybe she’s made a mistake and understands just how deeply her death hurt him... that.... entire... SCENE.  (Actually about once a year I dig that book and Full Circle out just to read their getting together / reunion scenes.)
Getting Seven’s reaction to Janeway was also very, very good.  I wish they hadn’t cut past the scene where the rest of the Voyager staff sees her for the first time but we did get a little taste of it.
Um okay and then Janeway tells Chakotay she loves him for the first time and he says it back, naturally but like, this is as Chakotay was preparing to go on a suicide mission?  SOBBING.  They didn’t even get a day together, but at least they got to say goodbye this time.
Janeway forcing herself not to think about Chakotay’s death because things just got so much more dire.
Yes they won, but Janeway all alone on the battle bridge and she can’t even bring herself to contact Voyager yet because she just needs time to mourn Chakotay for a few seconds and takes a few seconds, a few breaths, a few moments... and then... OMG.... Chakotay is returned by Godson Q just before his death and they’re so happy... I CANNOT.
THE EPILOGUE where they’re in bed and had spent every possible moment together and so casual and free and happy together... it’s everything we ever wanted for seven seasons and seven more books.
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Oh I started this post now almost a week ago and now I’m a few books forward and hey am I now going to talk about Protectors?  Yes, yes I am.
J/C don’t get to spend a lot of time together in this book.  Janeway gets sent back to the Alpha Quadrant to undergo counseling and evaluation which, tbh, is totally valid considering she DIED A VIOLENT HORRIBLE DEATH and then WAS DEAD FOR FOURTEEN MONTHS and then you know RESURRECTED AND IMMEDIATELY HAD TO SAVE THE MULTIVERSE oh yeah not to mention WAS REUNITED WITH THEN HAD TO TELL CHAKOTAY GOODBYE FOREVER A FEW HOURS LATER then oh wait THE MAN SHE LOVES WAS ALSO BROUGHT BACK FROM THE DEAD (or the brink of death, whatever.)
There’s a short and sweet goodbye scene then for the bulk of the book Janeway is back on Earth going to counseling (which, that second counseling scene was so great, and seeing her slow down and enjoy life with her mother was so great, and um also that scene with her and Picard?  Wow.  Just Wow.  Also I can’t wait to go back and read some TNG books because I need to see JL/B actually get together.)  And the entire time she’s just like... not even doubting her relationship with Chakotay even a little.  She thinks of him and is excited to be reunited but every time it’s like “the man I love” “The person I plan on spending the rest of my life with” and even “the love of my life.”  WOW.  Just Wow.  Chakotay worries a bit but never doubts.
Oh and then she basically tells her commanding officer “yeah um, thanks but I absolutely have no plans on curbing my relationship with Chakotay to make you feel more comfortable.  Also JL/B and Riker/Troi are all married so fuck you?”  She does agree to keep separate quarters on another ship which is like.. fine... whatever.  But also her going “Yes he’s my subordinate but we’re not going to let that affect our working relationship, we’re adults.” Fuck. Yeah.  Montgomery asks if they’re gonna get married and Janeway is all “IDK, probably? We’ll let you know.”
And B’Elanna asks Chakotay the same thing and his answer is also basically “Yeah at some point, we haven’t talked about it yet but yeah we’re spending the rest of our lives together now stop prodding me.”
Their reunion when she returns doesn’t go as planned and it’s a teensy bit worrisome at the end but with notes of positivity.
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OK I’m only about 1/3rd into Acts of Contrition but I got to a part last night that made me put the book down for a minute and thank Kirsten Beyer out loud.
J/C finally get to spend some time alone several days after she makes it back to the fleet in the Delta Quadrant.  They have a brief discussion about The Plot, then Chakotay is like “Know what?  We’ll talk about The Plot Stuff tomorrow in the briefing.  Let’s instead talk about us.”  And then he stands up for what he wants!  And Janeway listens, and they talk, and agree!  And then Chakotay is like “Okay, now I really want to hear about what happened to you back on Earth for all those weeks!”  So... literally they just... sit and talk for several hours like, I don’t know, real people would?  There’s no drama!  And they both affirm their commitment to each other and their relationship!
It’s just... it’s... so good?  Their relationship is so solid!  They LOVE EACH OTHER and it’s based on their solid friendship (something else they actually say out loud!) and they talk to each other and there’s no like drama for drama’s sake about their relationship so far and it’s like, better than even any fanfic I’ve ever read (and there’s some great fic out there for these two) because nearly every other character is also getting their screentime and character development (minus Tuvok -- who’s off with Riker and Troi on the Titan and Neelix isn’t around much -- though he’s spoken of and we see him a bit when they visit New Talax).  Also it’s... beta canon.  No matter what, this is real and accepted beta canon.
I have been going back and listening to all the episodes of the Literary Trek podcast episodes about these books, and for Eternal Tide and Protectors Beyer herself was on the podcast and listening to her talk about Chakotay and Janeway both individually and as a couple her love for them both is clear, she loves the show and knows what she’s doing and is allowed to do it, and her writing is so damn good.  One of the hosts of the podcast has said in several episodes that he used to really dislike Chakotay as he was in the show and now book Chakotay is one of his favorite characters.  And honestly? I do love show Chakotay but book Chakotay is... everything show Chakotay should have been.  But he’s also been through hell and back and I love how Beyer used that experience -- and now Janeway’s resurrection experience -- to advance them BOTH individually and how that’s affected them as a couple now that they actually get to be that.
There’s so much other good in these books.  Tom and B’Elanna’s storyline and the way she writes them and their marriage... I could write so much about it.  Harry gets better characterization!  A plotline!  A promotion!  A love interest that may actually work out?!!? We’ll see.  And SEVEN. Wow. So much happens with Seven and it’s so great, I love her so much and Book Seven is again, even better.
Two more books have come out since the last time I read the series and the final book comes out next month, I can’t wait to see all the great moments Beyer has coming up for them.  It also makes me twice as happy that Beyer is so involved with Picard. It’s so clear the love she has for these two and I can’t imagine J/C not still being Alpha canon with her involved.
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ricepips-blog · 7 years
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Timeless - part 2
(I think I’m revelling in the angst at the moment. And, I’m quite liking Ghost!Janeway too!)
Timeless - Part 2
The first time he sees her, it’s 43 days, 4 hours and 37 minutes since it happened.
He has barely slept. He can’t recall the last decent meal he ate and he has no idea where Harry is.
Since their unplanned arrival in the Alpha Quadrant, no Voyager on their tail, they’ve been prodded and poked by the Federation. Questioned, interrogated and paraded.
He hates them all.
He hates the councillors and their pathetic phrases, their nods and hums as he speaks, they think they understand, but they haven’t got a clue. He hates the doctors and their hyposprays. Their constant questions about his sleep, his eating, his physical state. He hates the sympathetic looks from everyone around him, the supposed words of comfort, the gentle pats to the arm or shoulder. He hates the small talk, the constant hounding from the media. Everyone wanting a piece of him.
He. Hates. It. All.
He wishes he had died back there with them.
He knows that’s how Harry feels. But, it’s been weeks since he saw him and he can’t bring himself to care.
Then the message arrives. From a Mrs G Janeway and he feels his entire insides twist uncontrollably.
He leaves it exactly two days before he brings himself to open the message. He runs his hands through his hair; Gretchen Janeway wants to meet up with him.
He stands and paces his basic room. He can’t, he can’t meet her. He can’t sit in the same room as her mother. He just can’t.
He tries to think of what to say to her, how to say no, but he finds himself agreeing to her request anyway. He smiles grimly at the screen as he sends his affirmative reply - it seems he can’t deny any Janeway woman. Before he knows it, he’s stood outside a large house in the depths of Indiana looking across at a woman he’s never met before, but feels an affinity towards.
Gretchen Janeway is just an older image of her daughter. Small and slim in stature, but an imposing presence that captures him immediately. There’s just one difference. Even from this distance, he can see the grief etched in her face, her stance, and it hits him like a shuttle. This is Kathryn’s home. The place she grew up. He gasps a shaking breath and walks towards the mother of the woman he lost.
“Commander Chakotay,” Gretchen greets, her voice heavy with pain. He notices she has the same coloured eyes as Kathryn.
“Just, Chakotay,” he says, shaking his head. “I’m so sorry, Mrs Janeway.”
Gretchen gives a shake of her head, her grey bob swishing gently from side to side. Even that movement seems to hurt her. “Please, call me, Gretchen.”
She takes his arm and pulls him gently, but firmly, towards the house.
He can feel her presence the moment he walks through the door. She’s everywhere, in the walls, the pictures, the pure essence of the house. This place is, Kathryn. It hurts, but damn, it feels good too.
Gretchen encourages him to sit in the living room and she sits opposite him. He wonders what she wants to say, but has barely time to settle into the soft cushions of the chair before her first question leaves her lips.
“Tell me how it happened,” she begins.
Chakotay sighs and dips his head, “I can’t answer that. I don’t know the answers.”
“I’ve read the reports. I’ve had every Admiral in the Federation showing me one report or another, but I want to know how it happened. You were there. You helped make the decision.” She’s angry, hurting, her voice is sharp, but there’s no mistaking that edge of devastation that lingers within each word.
“I know as much as you. We took a risk and it failed.” Chakotay tries to keep his voice even, but on the final word, he fails.
Gretchen’ eyes soften, but she doesn’t let them leave Chakotay’s face.
“Do you think she’s dead?” she asks, her voice barely a whisper.
Chakotay closes his eyes and lets his head drop to his chest.
“The data suggests…”
“Data!” Gretchen spits, making him jump slightly. “I’ve read the data and I’m not a scientist, but even I know the odds are too slim. But, do you, Mr Chakotay, think my daughter is dead?” her voice cracking with anger and grief.
Chakotay looks up and reels from the raw emotion in Gretchen’s eyes.
“Yes,” he nods. “There is no way they could have survived re-entry at that velocity.”
Gretchen closes her eyes. “That’s the first damned honest answer anyone has given me over this whole thing. They all think they are sparing my feelings, offering me unfounded hope, but, I know she’s dead,” she opens her eyes and looks at him. “I feel it,” she lays a hand to her heart, “I know she’s gone.”
Chakotay nods. He understands.
“Why?” Gretchen asks suddenly. “Why did you all go ahead with it? The odds were not good and the data suggested it was a disaster waiting to happen, so, why?”
Chakotay looks at the floor. It’s a question he’s asked himself too many times to count, but the answer is always the same.
“Kathryn thought it was worth the risk,” he replies finally.
“Didn’t you challenge her?” Gretchen presses.
Chakotay gives a hollow laugh, “I tried. But….”
“She was stubborn.” Gretchen finishes.
Stubborn, convincing, alluring, beautiful. Words he thinks, but cannot say.
“I’ve grieved for her once, when Voyager first went missing, but I knew then she was still alive, I just knew. But, deep down I always believed the job would take her from me. Just like it did her Father.”
The silence that follows that statement is deafening. He can hear the blood pounding in his ears.
“Where are my manners? Would you like some tea?” Gretchen gets up and he can tell she’s fighting back the tears.
“That would be nice,” he replies. He doesn’t want tea, but he knows they both need a few moments alone.
As Gretchen leaves the room, it’s then that he sees her for the first time. She’s stood in the doorway her mother just walked through, leaning casually, arms folded and she’s looking at him with that indulgent smile she saved only for him.
He feels the breath leave his body and he folds himself over, covering the back of his head with his arms. When he recovers himself enough to look up, she’s gone.
When Gretchen returns, she sees the look on his face and she knows. Knows now why he didn’t fight her daughter. Knows now, he will be tortured forever. Her heart aches for him.
“How long have you been in love with her?” she asks, setting the tea down onto the table.
Chakotay can’t speak, he’s not surprised by her question and knows she deserves an answer. With the little strength he has left, he replies, “Too long.”
“And did she know?”
A million thoughts run through his mind, StarFleet, Lake George, protocol, her fiancé, New Earth, but he has to give as honest an answer he can. His mind flows back to that last night,
“Yes, I believe she did.”
Gretchen smiles, “Then I am glad she died knowing she was loved.”
Hours later and Chakotay finally falls onto his bed and sleep consumes him, but not for long.
He wakes with a start, and as his eyes adjust, he sees a shadow sitting on the edge of his bed. He sits up and the shadow grows clearer.
“Kathryn?” he asks, his heart pounding, his throat tight with emotion and something akin to hope.
The figure stands and moves closer and it’s her. She’s there with him. Her eyes are soft, her hair falling gently around her face. She kneels before him, resting her hands on his thighs as she does so.
“Chakotay…” she says softly, her face sincere and filled with something he dares not define. She gazes up at him, “I’m here.”
“Kathryn…” the name comes out as a moan.
“Are you with me?” she asks, pulling herself upwards, closer to him, one hand moving to rest over his heart in that familiar move of hers.
“Always,” he answers immediately.
She smiles at him and he can feel the warmth of her skin as she reaches up to caress his cheek, tenderness flowing from her eyes. It’s her. She’s here with him, and yet, he knows the truth.
“Stay,” he pleads. “Stay with me.”
“I can’t,” she whispers, and then she’s gone, and he’s alone in the room once more.
He can’t stop the gulping gasps that erupt from his body and he crumples back onto the bed, loneliness, guilt and despair consuming him.
It’s the first time she comes to him, but it won’t be the last.
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Star Trek Voyager: A Fire of Devotion: Part 4 of 4: Hotter Than Hell: Chapter Eight
Samantha Wildman saw Jaffen walking down the hall as she headed towards the bridge for her shift, and jogged up to walk beside him.     “Oh hi, Ensign Wildman,” Jaffen said.     “Please,” Samantha said, “you can call me Sam.”     “I’ve only been here two weeks,” Jaffen said. “I don’t really feel comfortable enough to be so informal with my new shipmates just yet.”
    “Okay, fair enough,” Sam said. “You heading to the bridge too?”
    “No, actually,” Jaffen said. “Mess hall. Neelix finally is gonna let me teach him how to make some Norvalian cuisine.”
    “Wow, how’d you pull that off? Neelix runs that kitchen like an authoritarian,” Sam said, laughing.
    “To put it bluntly, I think the fact that I’m sleeping with the Captain has something to do with it.”     “Makes sense,” Sam said. “Well, I need to go. Just don’t be surprised if Neelix hovers over your shoulder the whole time.”     “I consider myself warned,” Jaffen said, offering Sam a salute as she stepped into the turbolift while he took a left.
    Sam was proud of herself for not practically bouncing with excitement. Today was the day that Operation Watson was set to come to fruition. If it worked as Seven had explained it to her, it would mean that Voyager could speak to the Alpha Quadrant every day instead of every 31. The communications window would still only be open for 11 hours a day, but even so that meant the amount of contact they had with home was set to increase exponentially.
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    Seven heard the door to astrometrics open, but didn’t look to see who else came in. She knew the Captain was going to be there, but did not know who she’d brought with her. She focused on the task at hand. If anything was going to go wrong this would be when it would happen.     “Anything yet?” Janeway said.
    “Not quite,” Harry, operating the console facing the lab’s large screen said. “I’m picking up a phased tachyon beam, but I can’t-”     “It’s Starfleet,” Seven said. “There’s a triaxiliating signal encoded in the beam.”     “On screen,” Janeway said.     The image on the screen was dark and staticky, and the sound coming through was garbled, but Seven could still make out was being said.     “Voyager, this is Lieutenant Barclay at Starfleet Command.” The image became clearer, slightly, but enough for Seven to make out the figures of Reginald Barclay, the man whose instructions in the last monthly datastream had helped make this possible, and Admiral Owen Paris, Tom’s father. “Are you receiving this?”
    “Can you clear it up?” Janeway said to Harry. Seven looked up briefly, and saw that it was Chakotay and Tuvok who had entered the room with the Captain.     “I’m on it,” Harry said.     The image grew worse for a brief second, but then the static began to clear up. The signal was stable, though the image remained grainy. Seven doubted that the crew would care.     “Captain Janeway,” Admiral Paris said. “A pleasure to speak with you face to face.”     “The pleasure’s mine, Admiral,” Janeway said. “How’s the weather in San Francisco?”     “Cold and rainy as usual,” Admiral Paris said.     “Sounds delightful,” Janeway said without a hint of sarcasm. “Lieutenant Barclay,” she continued, “my congratulations on your project. If crew morale was high when we were able to speak to home monthly, this is going to the best news this ship has had since Naomi was born.”     “Thank you, Captain,” Barclay said, “but I can’t take all the credit. If Seven and Harry hadn’t been able to make the modifications to your deflector dish work…”
    “The plans you sent us were ingenious, Lieutenant,” Seven said. “Any flaws in the specifications can be blamed on you not being in the Delta Quadrant yourself.”     Barclay’s smile grew wider.     “It’s only a shame we can’t get around the 11 hour per Earth day limit,” Admiral Paris said, “but as always we’ll leave it up to you to determine how to allocate comm time.”     “The system we have in place now seems to work fine,” Janeway said. “We can just expand it to daily instead of monthly.”
“Oh, one last thing,” Barclay said, looking down to manipulate controls on his console. The image of him and the Admiral shrunk, revealing an image of Earth. “A gift for you and your crew. This is real-time, from McKinley station. As you can see, not much cloud cover over North America today.”
“Quite a view,” Janeway said. “Seven, record this for the rest of the crew.” “I already took care of that, Captain,” Harry said.
“I have a question, if there’s time,” Chakotay said. “Go ahead, Commander,” Admiral Paris said.
“Might we able to adapt this communications system to contact some of the allies we’ve made along the way? Many of them are well out of range of our own communications array now. I think it would be nice if we could update them on our progress, and possibly even get them in touch with the Federation directly.”
Paris looked at Barclay who sighed. “The ones you’ve already passed, I don’t think so. Not yet anyway. But, any friends your crew makes from here on out, just give them the signal code, and depending on the time of day they should be able to communicate with the Alpha Quadrant.”     “It’s an excellent idea, Commander,” Admiral Paris said. “And certainly one the Federation Council considered earlier when Watson was being developed. Sadly, technology is what’s keeping us from implementing it.”     “Better that than politics,” Chakotay said. “I understand.”
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    The next day, the Doctor was in astrometrics, one of the first people to draw a low number on the newly organized lottery that was used to determine who would get to speak to the Alpha Quadrant that day.     “I can hear the critics already,” the Bolian, Ardon Broht of Broht & Forrester, publisher of holo-novels said. “‘A new voice has arrived.’ You could be the next K’Ratak, or a modern-day Tolstoy.”     “If Tolstoy had written holo-novels,” The Doctor said, smiling. “You are far too kind.”     “I mean it,” Ardon said. “I’d like to start distribution by the end of the month.”     The Doctor was shocked, and a little concerned. If he had a stomach, he was sure he’d feel nauseous.     “Uh, the material I sent was only a working draft,” he said. “I need time to make revisions.”     “Well, if you insist. But please do it quickly.”
    “I will,” The Doctor said. “So, tell me… what did you think of the characters?” he asked excitedly.     “Oh, they were very real,” Ardon said. “Compelling. I almost forgot they were holograms.”
    If the Doctor’s pride were a physical object capable of growth, it would’ve filled the room. He glanced to his side and saw Seven of Nine, at the controls, maintaining the link to the Alpha Quadrant. That was one problem that sadly not even she, Harry, and Reg Barclay putting their minds together could fix. Not yet, anyway.
    “So, who was your favorite?” The Doctor prodded, returning his focus to the Bolian publisher.     “Without a doubt it’d have to be Lieuten-” The signal cut off before Ardon could finish his thought.     “What happened?” The Doctor said, worried.     “The 11 hours for today is up,” Seven said.     “You could’ve let the man finish his sentence,” The Doctor said, feeling annoyed.     “The position of the quantum singularity we are bouncing a tachyon signal off of says otherwise,” Seven said. “Besides, I believe your ego has received enough stroking for the day.”     “That’s just mean, Seven,” The Doctor said. “I suppose you’re just feeling left out, since I never told you I was working on a holo-novel.”
    “Why would I feel left out?” Seven said. The Doctor realized she meant it.     “Well, once I’ve got the last draft completed, I’ll share it you and Sam.”     Seven raised an eyebrow. “What about Naomi or Icheb?”     “The material might be a little too… mature for them.”
    “It doesn’t involve you painting nude pictures of me does it?”     “That only happened one time!”
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    Tom Paris completed his inventory of sickbay’s stock. Normally he found the tasks assigned to him as the ship’s nurse when he wasn’t at the helm tedious, but he also had nothing better to do. B’Elanna was asleep, Sue Brooks was flying the ship during this shift, and he had traded his Alpha Quadrant communication slot with Harry so the latter would be able to speak to his mother on her birthday. The inventory was on his task list for tomorrow, but he figured if he got it done early that would free up some cartoon time for him and B’Elanna.
    He turned when he heard the door open and saw The Doctor walking, whistling.     “So,” Tom said, “who’d you talk to? Reg or Dr. Zimmerman?”     “I’ll have you know,” The Doctor said, “that I was speaking to Ardon Broht, of Broht & Forrester.”     “The publishers of the Dixon Hill series?” Tom said, genuinely surprised.     “And soon to be publishers of my work,” The Doctor said.     “Oh. Well, congratulations,” Tom said. “I didn’t even know you were working on a holo-novel.”
    “I was waiting until at least the second draft before asking any crew members to give it a run through,” The Doctor said.     “Fair enough. What’s it about?”     “The adventures of an intrepid doctor,” The Doctor said, picking up a PADD and starting to work on something, Tom couldn’t tell if it was medical related or writing related.     “Writing what you know, huh?” Tom said, leaning on a console. “You know, I never thought about getting any of my work published. Maybe I could talk to your people about Captain Proton.”     The Doctor paused, and looked pensive.     “I suppose I could put in a good word,” he said. “A throwback to the science fiction of early 20th century Earth could appeal to the same people that like the Dixon Hill series, itself a throwback to early detective stories. I hear that Captain Jean-Luc Picard himself is a fan of those stories.”     “Whoa,” Tom said. “Now that would be something I’d give up an organ to see. Captain Picard playing Captain Proton. What an image.”     “You know, my holo-novel could use a fresh pair of eyes. I have some additional revisions to do before I submit, Would you like to be my first user?”     “I’d be honored,” Tom said. “Oh, what’s it called, by the way?”     “Photons Be Free,” The Doctor said, not even trying to hide his pride.     “Catchy,” Tom said, leaving sickbay to find if either of the ship’s holodecks were open. Finding both of them were, he opted for holodeck 2 since it was closest, and started up Photons Be Free.     It started with some voiceover that Tom found a little on the pretentious side, but he let it continue as a holographic desk with an old-fashioned feather pen and ink quill on it appeared, followed soon by The Doctor, or rather a sort-of copy of the Doctor, wearing a smoking jacket, who continued the narration as he sat down at the desk and started writing in the book.
    “First note,” Tom muttered to himself, “tell the Doctor the prologue is too long.”     “Ah, welcome,” the “Doctor” said, putting down the quill and standing up. “You are about to take part in a thrilling first-person narrative. You will take on the role of an Emergency Medical Hologram, the chief medical officer aboard the starship Vortex.”
    “Oh boy,” Tom said with a sigh.     “As our story begins, an accident with an ancient alien gateway has hurled your ship to the small but distant LMC galaxy.”     LMC Galaxy? What- oh, the Lesser Magellanic Cloud. Okay, I can work with that.     “Your mission; to uphold your medical and ethical standards as you struggle against the crew’s bigotry and intolerance of photonic lifeforms. Persons with vascular disorders should consult a physician before running this program. And now, a few acknowledgements. First-”
    “Computer, freeze program,” Tom said, rubbing his eyes, already having a bad feeling about where this was going. “And he got on my case about ‘show don’t tell’ last time I let him… Computer, how much longer is this introduction?”     “Nine minutes, four seconds.”     “Yeah, let’s just skip to the first chapter.”
    “Chapter One. A Healer Is Born,” The Doctor’s voice said over a musical cue. “In which our protagonist must make a difficult choice.”
    The plain holodeck with a desk was now replaced with a recreation of Voyager’s sickbay.     Not even trying to hide your inspiration there, Doc, Tom thought.
    The room was dark, the red alert klaxons blaring, and several panels sparked. Every bio-bed was filled with injured patients while others lay on the floor, some with blankets over their heads. Tom saw that he was now in a blue uniform, but his communicator had a very different design from the usual Starfleet delta.     “Increase the resonance level by twenty percent!” a woman’s voice from somewhere out of his line of sight yelled.     “Are you the EMH?” a gold shirt said, running up to him.     “Please state the nature of the medical emergency,” Tom said, mimicking The Doctor's tone as best he could.     “Our doctor’s dead, and we’ve got wounded,” the gold shirt said. He directed Tom to two bio-beds, each occupied with a badly injured human. “Who do we treat first?”     Well, the chapter title certainly meant what it said, Tom thought as he pulled out his character's medical tricorder and scanned the human to his right.     “Second degree plasma burns,” he said. He turned and scanned the second man. “He’s got an aortic rupture,” he added, his medic training under the Doctor taking over. “Get him to the surgical bay, now.”     The gold shirt helped the wounded man over to another bio-bed, this one equipped with surgical gear.
    “You!” a familiar voice yelled, and Tom turned to see Chakotay, or rather a Bajoran with a long ponytail and a very different facial tattoo who just happened to look a lot like Chakotay, said, helping a man who looked a lot like Paris himself but with a moustache so ridiculous Tom was afraid that the program would respond badly if he laughed at it.     “Over here!” Not-Chakotay said, helping Not-Paris into the newly vacant bio-bed. He ran his scanner over the latter.     “He’s got a mild concussion,” Tom said. “I’m going to have to treat the others first.”     Not-Chakotay grabbed his arm. “I’m going to need Lieutenant Marseilles on the bridge.”     Marseille? Really?     “You’re going to treat him now,” Not-Chakotay continued.     “As I understand it,” Tom said, “my job is to treat the critical patients first. So if you’ll excuse me…” Tom headed towards the surgical bay to treat the man with the aortic rupture, when Not-Chakotay pushed a button and blocked his path with a force field.     “I don’t know who you think you are, Hologram,” Not-Chakotay said, putting enough venom behind the word Hologram to make it sound like an ethnic slur, “but to me you’re just another piece of technology.”     “Well, apparently, I’m a piece of technology that’s in demand, so why don’t you go back to the bridge and let me do my job?” Tom said.     The door opened and Tom turned to see this holo-novels ersatz Janeway walk in. The only physical difference Tom could make out was that this Janeway, whatever her new name was, had pitch black hair and a ponytail that seemed to be about the same length as Not-Chakotay’s.     “What seems to be the problem?” she said.     “Our medical hologram refuses to treat Mr. Marseilles, Captain Jenkins.” Not-Chakotay said.     “Are you malfunctioning?” Jenkins said, walking towards Tom in an intimidating manner.     “I don’t think so,” Tom said.
    “I need my helmsman back at his station,” she said.     That sounds like something Captain Janeway would say, Tom thought.     “Lieutenant Marseille isn’t seriously hurt,” Tom said. “This man,” he motioned to the bio-bed in the surgical bay, “will be dead in five minutes if I don’t operate.”
    “Drop the forcefield, Commander Katanay,” Jenkins said, causing Tom to have to bite his lip to keep from groaning. The Commander did as he was told, and Jenkins walked past Tom, and before he could do anything she pulled out her phaser and shot the man awaiting surgery in the chest. The man groaned, then his head slumped to the side. He was no longer breathing.     “What the f-” Tom started to say, but was cut off.
    “That patient is dead,” Jenkins said as casually as if she were ordered coffee from the replicator. “Now you’re free to treat Lieutenant Marseille.”
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    “Then the Captain pulls out a phaser,” Tom said as Neelix refilled his coffee, “and shoots him. Right there, on the bio-bed.”     Tom sipped his coffee as he looked at Sam, Seven, Harry, and Jaffen to gauge their reactions. None of them seemed to be taking Tom’s description of the Doctor’s holo-novel seriously.     “I don’t see Kathy doing anything like that,” Jaffen said.     “Well, obviously,” Tom said. “But this Jenkins character looked like her, had her voice, her last name even started with the same letter. If I’d written something like this I’d be thrown in the brig for insubordination.”   
    Harry shook his head.     “What was my name, again?” he said.     “You’re Kymble,” Tom said. “A Trill. B'Elanna's name is Torrey and she’s full human in the story, and I’m Lieutenant Marseille.”     “Very creative,” Sam said with a smirk.     “I don’t get it,” Jaffen said.     “Did you say anything to the Doctor?” Harry said.     “I don’t know what to say,” Tom said. “He thinks he’s written a masterpiece.” He shook his head and added, “If this gets distributed, people are gonna think this is about us.”     “I’m pretty sure you’re exaggerating, Tom,” Harry said.     “Run it yourself if you don’t believe me,” Tom said.     “I can’t,” Harry said. “Not today anyway. After my shift I’m talking to my parents.”     “How about you, Jaffen?” Tom said. “Up for witnessing what character assassination looks like?”     Jaffen sighed. “I gotta be honest, I don’t like the holodeck very much. It’s just too realistic for my tastes. I love a good story, but I think I’ll stick to hearing or reading them over being involved with them.”     Tom shrugged. “I can respect that.”     “I’m already off shift,” Samantha said. “I’ll give it a go. Annie’s on Alpha Quadrant communication duty again today, and Naomi and Icheb are getting remedial transporter technology lessons from Lieutenant Kitrick. I quite literally have nothing better to do.”     “I still think Tom’s exaggerating,” Harry said, looking at her.     “People back home probably won’t take it literally,” Tom said, “but they might wonder if there’s a grain of truth to it.”
    “I doubt your people would think you go around shooting injured crewmen,” Jaffen said. “The worst freighter crews I’ve ever worked with wouldn’t even go that far.”     “I think maybe we should bring this to the Captain,” Tom said.     “Tom-” Harry said, but Tom raised a hand to cut him off.     “Look,” he said, “Sam said she’d play through it. If she thinks I’m overreacting, I’ll let it go. Okay?”
    “Sounds fair to me,” Jaffen said.     “Okay,” Harry said.     “I’ll give it a try too,” Neelix said. “Sorry, didn’t mean to eavesdrop, but you weren’t exactly being discreet.”     “Okay, it’s settled then.” Tom said. “Sam and Neelix will be my second and third opinions.”
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    “Chapter Five,” the Doctor’s voice said, “‘Out of the Frying Pan.’ In which our protagonist must confront abusive colleagues.”     “Because they’ve just been so nice up to now,” Sam said, through gritted teeth.     A female human in a gold shirt entered sickbay. Sam at least appreciated that this one didn’t look like just a slightly modified copy of one of her actual crewmates, though she thought that maybe, just maybe, this crew member had Lydia Anderson’s hair, if not her complexion.     “I’m here for my physical,” she said.     Why does she sound like she’s flirting with me? Sam thought. And also, was that a Delaney sister’s voice I’m hearing?
    “Have a seat right over here,” Sam said in character. She took out her medical tricorder, when the door opened and the fake Tom Paris, Lieutenant Marseille, walked in.     “Doctor,” he said, looking panicked. “We need you down in engineering.”     “What’s wrong?” Sam said.     “A plasma conduit exploded,” Marseille said. “At least ten people are hurt.”     Okay, so far the chapter title seems pretty misleading, but I’ll at least see how far this goes, Sam thought. She went over to the table where the story’s equivalent to the Doctor's mobile emitter, here represented by a bulky backpack sized piece of half-organic technology in the vein of a Species 8472 ship, and strapped it on, glad that the holo novel’s parameters didn’t prohibit her from adjusting the weight.
    She bolted out of sickbay and headed for engineering, but as she approached, it hit her. There were no alert klaxons, and she hadn’t run across anyone else fleeing engineering from the carnage that Marseille had implied.     “Wait a minute…” she said, as she casually strolled into engineering. As expected, there were no signs of explosion whatsoever, and the entire engineering staff, including B’Elanna’s human counterpart, Torrey, who was praising a subordinate. Torrey saw Sam, and glowered at her.     “How many times have I told you,” she said, sounding exactly the way B’Elanna would when she was angry, “engineering is off-limits to holograms.”     “Yes, well,” Sam said, realizing exactly what was going on, “maybe you should remind your husband of that.”     “What are you talking about?”     “Lieutenant Marseille told me there was a plasma conduit explosion down here. Obviously he was mistaken. Or lying.”     Torrey shoved Sam, and waved a spanner in her face.     “You’re a tool on this ship, just like this spanner. And tools can be replaced. My marriage is none of your business. Now scuttle off back to sickbay you photonic twerp.”
    Sam stepped back, and as quickly as she could manage without completely losing her dignity, she went back to sickbay where, to her complete lack of surprise, the light had been turned off, and the sounds of two people having sex filled the room.     Don’t be in the surgical bay, don’t be in the surgical bay, don’t be in the surgical bay…     “Computer, lights,” Sam said. Sure enough, Marseille and the female crew member were on the bio-bed in the surgical bay.     “If you even think of mentioning this to my wife,” Marseille said, not even trying to offer up a pitiful excuse, which Sam actually appreciated though she’d never say it out loud, “I will purge your memory buffer. Do we understand each other?”     “Considered what I just saw,” Sam said, “I may actually ask you to purge my memory buffer.”     “Fancy yourself some kind of comedian there, Hologram?”     Just a few more chapters, Sam reminded herself.
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    “Chapter Six, ‘Duel in the Ready Room,’” the Doctor's narration voice said. Sam now found herself in the ready room of Captain Jenkins. It looked almost exactly like Captain Janeway’s ready room, except for the weapons arranged on the rear wall like trophies, including an 18th-century flintlock pistol. Sam managed to get a close look at it before the scene began and saw the little plaque under it claim it was the gun Aaron Burr had used to kill Alexander Hamilton, two names that sounded familiar to Sam, though she couldn’t quite place them. The Doctor’s narration continued.     “In which our protagonist faces an inquisition.”     Captain Jenkins sat behind her desk, casually cleaning her fingernails.     “This time you’ve gone too far,” Jenkins said, pointing a weapon at Sam.     “I’m not sure what you mean,” Sam said, affecting nervousness.     Jenkins tossed the weapon onto the desk and picked up a PADD.     “An inventory of your holo-matrix,” she said. “50 gigaquads of memory devoted to music, 42 for ‘daydreams,’ and another ten to expand your sexuality.”
    Doctor, if you are having sex with my wife in this novel I will rewrite your program so I can strangle you, Sam thought.
    “These extracurricular subroutines don’t belong,” Jenkins said, standing up and moving around her desk to get in Sam’s face, “as part of an emergency medical hologram. Do you have anything to say for yourself?”
    “Um, of course,” Sam said. “I don’t think these subroutines are trivial, Captain. They help make me a better doctor. And a better person.”     “You’re not a person,” Jenkins said. “You may be programmed to look and act human, but that doesn’t make you one. These subroutines are to be deleted immediately. Mr. Tulak, Mr. Kymble” she added, tapping a button on her desk.     Oh, I think this is the first time I get to meet Tuvok’s analog, Sam thought, turning around.     ‘Tulak’ entered, looking exactly like Tuvok, only human-looking though Sam supposed he could be a Betazoid or a Bijani, with a goatee. Sam had to admit she liked the look. The Trill version of Harry was right behind him. The room filled with dramatic music, and it took everything Sam had to keep from laughing.     “Take the EMH to the Holo-Lab for reprogramming,” Jenkins said. Kymble and Tulak each took out their phaser with one hand, while their opposite hands each took one of Sam’s arms and led her to the turbolift.     “Chapter Seven,” the Doctor’s voice said again. “‘The Escape.’ In which-”     “Wait, wait, computer freeze program,” Sam said. “Was that it? Chapter Six was just the one exchange in the captain's ready room?”     “Correct,” the computer replied.     “But, but, how… Doctor why would you even... I just... Ah screw it. Computer, restart from chapter beginning.”     “Chapter Seven. ‘The Escape.’ In which our protagonist is aided by his only ally.”     Three of Eight, a.k.a. my wife as a ginger, Sam thought, remembering her from a previous chapter. Well, at least I’ll have something nice to look at during this chapter. This still better not end in a sex scene though.     “I’m not sure we should be doing this, Commander,” Kymble said as the three of them entered the turbolift. Sam was about to thank Kymble for speaking up for her, but he continued talking. “If we tinker with his matrix, we might accidentally delete some of his diagnostic subroutines?”
    Tulak chuckled. “Why? Afraid you’ll catch something on your next away mission, Ensign?”     “There must be millions of viruses in this galaxy that no one’s ever encountered before.”     “I doubt it’s that many,” Tulak said. “The LMC is smaller in diameter than the entire Alpha Quadrant back home.”     “So?” Kymble said. “With my luck, I’ll probably end up catching half of them.”     The turbolift door opened, and there stood Three of Eight. The hair was not only a different color from Seven’s, but she wore it much looser. Instead of her visible Borg implants being on her eyebrow and hand, she had a pair of implants that hung from her earlobes like earrings, another that wrapped around her neck like a necklace, and a third on her wrist that looked like a bracelet. To Sam she looked less like a former Borg or more like someone with odd taste in jewelry. Three of Eight was also in the brown jumpsuit that Seven had been wearing when she and Sam had had dinner together for the first time. Sam didn’t like the look very much. Except for the hair.     “I will take the prisoner from here,” she said.     “Our orders were to escort him to the Holo-Lab,” Tulak said.     “I’ve been ordered to perform the procedure,” Three of Eight said.     “Your sympathies for the EMH are no secret, Three,” Tulak said in a menacing tone. He pointed his phaser at her now. “Step aside.”     Three of Eight nodded, and did as she was told. Tulak and Kymble walked behind Sam, phasers pointed at her back. They walked down the corridor towards the Holo-Lab. She heard the sound of buttons being pushed, and turned in time to see the two men walk face first into a force field, Kymble falling to the ground immediately, while Three of Eight struck Tulak in the neck and swiped his phaser. She lowered the forcefield and tossed the phaser her way.
    “Run, Doctor,” she yelled. Sam took the phaser and ran, though she had no idea where to go. On top of that, the backpack emitter she’d been wearing all but non-stop since Chapter Five was starting to feel like more of a burden. She wondered if the Doctor had coded it into the program that it would start to feel its default weight at certain points in the story for dramatic purposes.     She ran, looking behind her, and nearly fell backwards as she hit another force field, and two guards came up the corridor behind her.     “Oh come on, Doc,” she muttered. “Couldn’t give me more of a chance? You could cut the dramatic tension with a sneeze, it’s so thin.”     The guards didn’t respond as they dragged her away. After a long, and in Sam’s opinion tedious kangaroo court scene, she finally reached the end of the story.     “Chapter Eight. ‘A Tragic End,’ in which our protagonist learns his fate.” The Doctor’s voice was nearly drowned out by the score as two guards removed the mobile emitter, a third guard who looked like a bulkier Lieutenant Ayala gripping Three of Eight by the arm. They were all back in sickbay, and Sam was standing face to face with Captain Jenkins.     “I’ve tried to do this the easy way,” Jenkins said. “But it’s clear you’re not going to be reasonable. Your matrix will be decompiled and reinitialized. You’ll remain off-line, except for emergencies.”
    “‘Kay,” Sam said, shrugging. Frankly she was just glad this was over with. Photons Be Free was easily only half as long as Captain Proton, but at least she liked that one, though only when she did it with Seven.     “Ready,” Torrey said. Sam decided that The Doctor had not foreseen that anyone playing him in this story might just accept their fate at the end, since no one seemed to register her lack of pathos.     “Do it,” Jenkins said.     “Wait,” Three of Eight said, pleading. “He has the right to expand his program.”
    “He’s a piece of technology,” Jenkins said. “He has no rights.”     “But he should,” Three said. “One day the EMH and others like him will be recognized for what they are; intelligent individuals with a passion for life. Make no mistake, Captain. We may be millions of light years from home, but one day people will learn of the crime you're committing here today.”     “Nice speech,” Jenkins said, before looking Sam in the eyes. “Now decompile the program.”     The decompiling scene was represented by all of Sam’s surroundings blurring and fading to blackness. The holodeck itself was now pitch black, leaving Sam feeling uncomfortably blind.     “Okay, nice touch with the dark, I’ll give him that,” Sam said.     When the lights came on, the holodeck was back to its normal state when not in use. A second later, the desk reappeared, the Doctor, or his avatar for lack of a better term, in his smoking jacket still sitting behind it. He closed the book and put the quill pen back in the ink bottle as he stood up.     “What you’ve experienced, dear protagonist, is a work of fiction.”     “You don’t say.”     “But like all fiction,” The Doctor’s avatar said, “it has elements of truth. I hope you now have a better understanding of the struggles holographic life must endure in a world controlled by organics.” A drum beat followed the last word, and the program ended, the desk and everything else gone, leaving Sam alone in an empty holodeck.     “End of program,” the computer said.     Sam touched her comm badge. “Ensign Wildman to Captain Janeway,” she said.     “Janeway here. What is it, Sam?”     “I have a concern.”
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    The Doctor wondered why he’d been summoned to the captain’s ready room. When he arrived he wondered why Tom Paris and Samantha Wildman were there.
    “Doctor,” Captain Janeway said, “I hear you’ve written a holo-novel.”     The Doctor smiled, proud that the Captain had heard of his work, then quickly realized the tone with which she said it. And the frowns on Tom and Sam’s faces.
    Uh-oh, he thought.     “Is there a problem, Captain?”
    “Oh, I didn’t think so at first,” Janeway said, crossing her arms. “Even after hearing what Tom and Sam had to say. After all, Neelix said he actually liked it, so I decided to give a try myself.”
    “Oh? What did you think?” The Doctor said, even though he could tell from the look on Janeway’s face what her answer was going to be.     She told him what she thought, and it was not kind. Tom and Sam chimed in as well, largely agreeing with the captain. The only additional note Ensign Wildman had was what the Doctor felt was a nitpick about Chapter 6 being too short.     “I don’t understand why the concern,” The Doctor said. “My work is not about the Voyager crew.”     “Really?” Tom said. “Lieutenant Marseille? Ensign Kymble? The characters look almost exactly like us.”     “I used your physical parameters as a starting point, true,” The Doctor said, “but I assure you any further similarities are purely coincidental.”     “You set your story on a starship thrown light years away from home by alien technology,” Sam said.     “And Marseille is married to Lieutenant Torrey,” Tom added.     “Captain Jenkins,” was Janeway’s sole contribution to the counterargument, and, sheepishly, The Doctor had to admit they may have had a point. He still felt he was being treated unfairly though.
    “Well, what would you have me do? Write a story about palace intrigue on the Klingon homeworld? Or maybe a story about a threat to all sentient life in the galaxy that turns to just be a broken A.I. in the thrilling anti-climax? I do what all good authors do. I write what I know.”
    “That’s terrible advice,” Sam said.     “Though it would explain why there are so many mediocre holo-novels about Academy professors contemplating adultery,” Tom added. “Oh, and speaking of adultery…”
    “Doctor,” Janeway said, “you’ve written a very imaginative story, but it’s conceivable that people will think it’s based on fact.”
    “I don’t see how,” The Doctor said.     “How many holograms carry mobile emitters?” Tom said.     “The emitter in my story is nothing like the real one,” The Doctor said. This was getting absurd, but he didn’t want to risk offending the Captain now. After all, if she wanted she could give the order to block him from sending his project to the Alpha Quadrant.     “What was the point of making it that big anyway?” Sam said.
    “It’s a metaphor,” The Doctor said. “A symbol of the burdens I live with everyday. Imagine having to take this,” he touched the mobile emitter on his shoulder, ”everywhere you go with you, every day? It’s like a constant reminder that you’re different from everyone else. I wanted the player to feel the weight of it. Literally.”
    “In Starfleet we celebrate our differences, Doctor,” Janeway said. “I won’t pretend I know what it’s like to be a computer program that attained sentience through circumstance, and I think it’s admirable you want the users of your holo-novels to feel what you’ve felt these past six, almost seven years. I don’t want to come across as completely unsympathetic, but your metaphor is flawed. Your emitter isn’t a ball and chain. It liberates you. Without it, you’d be confined to sickbay and the holodecks.”     “It doesn’t always feel that way,” The Doctor said.     “Doctor,” Janeway said, uncrossing her arms and leaning forward on the desk, looking concerned. “Do you feel oppressed aboard this ship? Because if so, I’d be more than willing to-”
    “It’s not me, Captain,” The Doctor said. “Though I appreciate the concern. It’s about my brothers in the Alpha Quadrant; my fellow Mark-Is.”
    “Oh,” Sam said. “I... Now that I know that-”     “It’s still badly written, Sam,” Tom said.     “I know that,” Sam said, “It’s just-”     “I’d like to finish my conversation with the Doctor alone,” Janeway said. “You two are dismissed.”     “Yes, Captain,” Tom and Sam said, roughly in unison, quickly vacating the ready room.
    “You were saying about your ‘brothers?’” Janeway said.     “Hundreds of EMH Mark-Is, like me in every respect, except they've been condemned to a menial existence. Scrubbing conduits, mining dilithium… There’s a long history of writers drawing attention to the plight of the oppressed.”
    “Setting aside for the moment how this story and it’s thinly veiled counterparts to your friends will make them feel,” Janeway said, “there is a difference between the Mark-Is and yourself you’re overlooking.”
    “Which is?”     “None of them have attained sentience,” Janeway said. “To put it bluntly, they are still holograms. You’re not. You aren’t like Commander Data from the Enterprise, you weren’t created to be sentient, but you are an organic lifeform like he is. No hologram ever has been. Those that have attained sentience, at least to my knowledge, have all been the results of accidents, or in your case sheer necessity. It’s because we had no other medical personnel on board, and frankly still don’t despite Tom’s additional training, that made you what you are. I appreciate the sympathy you have for the other holograms that look like you Doctor, but you’re mistaken in your belief that they share the same level of sentience or even the same desires as you.”
    The Doctor sighed.     “If my work offends my colleagues then I apologize for that. But if the price of expressing myself is having to deal with the scorn of some of them, then so be it.”     Janeway sighed.     “Just keep what I said in mind,” she said, “before you send a finished draft of Photons Be Free to your publisher. You’re dismissed.”     The Doctor nodded, stood up, and left.
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    “Are you sure you don’t want to be there?” Seven said to Samantha as they got into bed.     “I’m sure I’ll get a chance to speak to her soon enough,” Sam said. “This is your first chance getting to speak to your Aunt, the only living blood relative you have. The day after tomorrow should be just for you.”     “You aren’t worried that it’d go like-”     “God no,” Sam said, shuddering slightly. Seven felt guilty for having even mentioned it. “Sorry, just, I’m still kind of bitter about the way Mom spoke to you.”     Seven gently stroked the side of Sam’s face.     “I know literally nothing about Aunt Irene,” Seven said, “but I bet she’d adore you. And Naomi and Icheb as well.”     “I hope so,” Sam said.     “Changing the subject, I understand you tried out the Doctor’s holonovel earlier today,” Seven said. “How was it?”     “Oh, don’t even get me started,” Sam said with a heavy sigh.     “That’s unfortunate,” Seven said.     Sam propped herself on her elbows and proceeded to summarize the story of Photons Be Free. When she was done, Seven was unsure how to feel.     “If there’s one positive I can give it,” Sam said, “it’s that you looked hot as a redhead.”     “Yes, I imagine I did,” Seven said.
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    "Chief medical officer's personal log, stardate 54740.8,” The Doctor said into his PADD as he walked towards holodeck 1. “Although the decision has made me unpopular with the crew, I've decided not to compromise my work. I'm making some final revisions to the program before transmitting it. End recording.”     The door to the holodeck opened and he stepped in. “Computer, run EMH program Photons Be Free.”
    The program started, and the Doctor’s eyes widened when he saw his desk, his smoking jacket, his quill pen and blank book, but instead of his own image, he saw Tom Paris.     “What the hell?”     “Welcome,” the holographic Lieutenant Paris said. “You’re obviously a person with impeccable taste.”     “Computer, freeze program,” The Doctor said angrily.     “Unable to comply,” the computer said.
    “You are about to embark,” Tom said, getting up and walking around to the front of the desk, “on a remarkable journey. You will take on the role of a medical assistant aboard the starship Voyeur.”
    “Voyeur?” The Doctor said, even more angry now.
    “Your job will be to assist the Chief Medical officer,” Tom’s image continued, “and learn to tolerate his overbearing behavior and obnoxious bedside manner.”
    The Doctor felt his rage rising.     “I will make you pay for this Mister Paris,” The Doctor said, practically growling. “I don’t know how yet, but I will make you pay.”     “Remember,” Tom said, sitting on the edge of the desk, “patience is a virtue.” He then vanished, and shortly thereafter so did the desk as the holodeck shifted into the story, or at least whatever the real Tom had done to it. Visually so far, everything seemed the same, down to the Voyeur’s sickbay looking like the one from both the Vortex and Voyager.
    “‘Chapter One,’” Paris’s voice said, “It’s the Doctor’s World, You’re Just Living In It.’”     “When I tell you the shift begins at 0800,” a voice said, and The Doctor, now wearing a red shirt for some reason, turned to see himself, only with hair, yelling at him.     A terrible comb-over? The Doctor thought. Is that what Tom really thinks I’d look like with hair?
    “That doesn’t mean,” the “Doctor” said, still ranting, “you can just stroll in here at 0800 and 24 seconds!”     The Doctor, despite being a hologram, still felt the urge to shudder. It was a bizarre experience getting yelled at by yourself, to put it mildly. He glanced and saw Three of Eight, the character he’d created loosely based on Seven of Nine, sitting on the edge of the bio-bed in the surgical bay, favoring her shoulder.     “Do you understand me, Ensign?!” The “Doctor” yelled.     “This is outrageous,” The Doctor said, hating how this version of his main character that Tom had corrupted was treating him.
    “What’s outrageous,” The “Doctor” said, holding up a golf club, “is that I’m going to miss my tee time. Now come along.”     The “Doctor” jerked his head towards Three of Eight, motioning for The Doctor to follow him.     “Aw, what seems to be the trouble One of Three?” The “Doctor” said in what The Doctor was sure the most condescending tone of voice he’d heard in his almost seven years of existence.     “I’m Two of Three,” she replied, sounding like a sad and scared child.     “Sorry,” The “Doctor” said with a snide chuckle. “They’re triplets you know,” he added to The Doctor with a lascivious wink.     You turned me into a pervert? Dammit, Tom!     “It hurts when I do this,” Two of Three said, trying to rotate her shoulder, and wincing after being unable to complete the motion.
    “Well, then don’t do it,” The “Doctor” said, laughing, slapping Two of Three on the shoulder.     “Ow!”     “Oh, don’t be a baby,” The “Doctor” said, The Doctor wanting to intervene but being held back by his sheer revulsion at the scene playing out before him.     I’m not even flesh and blood and I feel like I need a sonic shower, he thought.
    The “Doctor” pulled his medical tricorder and did a half-assed scan of Two of Three, rolling his eyes as he did so.     “Eh, your bi-radial clamp’s out of alignment,” he said. He tossed the medical tricorder recklessly onto a tray “I’ve got just the thing,” he said, picking up a hypo-spray. He leaned in to whisper to The Doctor.     “A Klingon aphrodisiac,” he said. “My own special blend.”
    The Doctor’s eyes widen in horror and his jaw dropped.     “No, no, no,” The Doctor said as The “Doctor” pressed the hypospray into Two of Three’s neck and started rubbing her shoulders.     “You’ll feel better in no time at all,”     “Mmm,” Two of Three went, starting to smile even as she started swaying as though intoxicated.     “No, no, no no no, for the love of everything good and decent computer end program!”     Whatever Tom had done to the program caused it to continue, despite The Doctor’s repeated protests, the horrible scene playing out before him, completely ignoring his attempts to stop it. Eventually, he gave up and just covered his eyes.
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    Tom Paris looked at his PADD and the list of revisions he’d made to The Doctor’s holonovel, and frowned.     “Hmm. Maybe I should try to dial it back if it’s not too late,” he muttered to himself. “This is a little over the top, even for the point I’m trying to make.” He stopped and looked up when he heard the unmistakable sound of someone walking angrily behind him in the hallway. People didn’t believe him when he said that the sound Starfleet issue boots when they connected with a Starfleet issue carpet was different when the person wearing said boots was angry, but he knew that that sound could mean only one thing. He was proved right when The Doctor came around the corner, glaring at him.   
“Lieutenant!” The Doctor shouted. “I want you to know I’m making a full report to the Captain.”     “This isn’t about that dermal regenerator I misplaced is it?” Tom said.     “You know very well what this is all about. You accessed my holonovel without permission, and replaced it with your own hackneyed narrative!”     That’s the part he’s most upset about? Tom thought remembering the scene he’d been regretting writing at the moment The Doctor caught up with him. Well, at least I think I still made my point.     “Well, hey, just writing what I know,” Tom said.     “You destroyed a work of art that took months to create,” The Doctor said, practically growling.     “Relax, Doc,” Tom said. “I saved your program in a backup file. I was trying to make a point. One I hope you got.”     “You made it with a typical lack of subtlety,” The Doctor said.     “Oh, you’re one to talk,” Tom said. “Your program is about as subtle as a Ferengi mating dance. Although I imagine most Ferengi mating dances don’t portray me as an adulterer or Captain Janeway as a murderer, or Harry Kim as a hypochondriac, or-”     “My program was a serious attempt at social commentary!” The Doctor yelled. He stopped yelling briefly as a crew member walked past them, at which point he lowered his voice while still trying to convey anger. “You had me drugging a patient and taking advantage of her.”     “Okay, I admit that was a little bit much,” Tom said.     “A little?!”
And here comes the coup de grace, Tom thought, hoping that finally The Doctor would at last understand why he, Samantha Wildman, the Captain, and a few others since the initial meeting about Photons Be Free in the Captain’s ready room were so upset.     “Don’t be ridiculous,” Tom said. “That character’s not you. I just used your physical parameters as a starting point. But what if some people ran that program and thought that it was based on you? That would bother you, wouldn’t it?”     “I don’t care what people think,” The Doctor said.     Tom rolled his eyes. “Well that much is obvious.”     “What’s that supposed to mean?” The Doctor said.     “If you cared, then you might actually take into account the feelings of your shipmates about your attempt at social commentary. I’ve watched 20th century Earth propaganda films that were more subtle.”
“Subtlety is a writing tool, like flashbacks, or the unreliable narrator, or any other choice a writer can make. It’s not mandatory.”     Tom sighed and shook his head.     “You really don’t get my point at all,” he said. “I can live with strangers in the Alpha Quadrant thinking I’m like Lieutenant Marseille. What really kills me is that that’s how you see me. I thought I’d begun to earn your respect. Maybe I was wrong.”
“How can you say that?” The Doctor said. “You’re nothing like Marseille.”     “I’ve certainly never cheated on my wife,” Tom said, “and I’d rather die than have a mustache like that, but come on. Ace pilot? Married to the chief engineer? My eyes and hair?”     The Doctor didn’t seem to have a response to that, but he didn’t look apologetic either.     “The original program is under file Theta-One-Five. Do whatever you want with it,” Tom said, and walked away before the Doctor could respond.
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The Doctor stared at his desk monitor, pondering just how he should phrase today’s routine medical report, when he heard the door open. He looked up and saw Neelix walk in.     “Doctor, I need your help,” Neelix said. His tone indicated that whatever it was even Neelix didn’t think it was serious, so he didn’t bother to stand up just yet.     “What is it Mister Neelix?” The Doctor said.     “I was wondering you could take a quick look at this,” Neelix said, handing The Doctor a PADD.
“Cooking with Neelix,” The Doctor said, reading the text aloud. “A culinary tour of the Delta Quadrant.”
“It’s a proposal for a holo-cookbook I’m putting together,” Neelix said. “I was hoping to transmit it to your publisher during my com-link this afternoon. With your permission of course. And advice as well. There are species in the Federation that don’t have any representatives on Voyager, so I don’t have a frame of reference for what of my cooking they can safely eat. I’ve never had to cook for an Elerian for instance. Or a Trill, or-”
“I see your point,” The Doctor said, dismissively.     “Something wrong, Doctor?” Neelix said, sitting down in a chair opposite The Doctor’s.
“Let’s say if you want writing tips, there are a number of people on this ship eager to offer them,” The Doctor said.     “Ah, I see,” Neelix said. “Well, for what it’s worth, I actually enjoyed your holonovel.”     “I’d heard that, yes,” The Doctor said, smiling slightly. “You’d think the rest of the crew would be happy for me; for my chance to be appreciated as an artist as well as a doctor.”     “You’re going to reach a wide audience,” Neelix said. “Why worry about the opinions of a few disgruntled shipmates?”     “They’re my friends,” The Doctor said. “I don’t want to hurt them.”     Neelix shrugged. “You could make some slight adjustments,” he said. “Alter physical characteristics, make the interior of the Vortex look less like Voyager, stuff like that. I doubt it would affect the story any.”
The Doctor thought about it, and realized that not only was Neelix right, so were Tom, and Samantha, and the Captain. He sighed.     “I could do that, but that level of revision could take weeks. My publisher’s expecting a final draft tomorrow.”     Neelix reached into his pocket, and handed a dead isolinear chip with a number on it to The Doctor.     “Maybe you should give him a call,” Neelix said.     “You’re giving up your slot for me?”     “Well, it’s not as if I have any friends in the Alpha Quadrant,” Neelix said. “My options are to talk to your publisher about the cookbook, or see Lieutenant Barclay’s cat.”
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    “Revisions?” Ardon Broht said, sounding perplexed.     “I need to re-work the characters,” The Doctor said.     “Why? They’re so believable,” the publisher said. The Doctor laughed nervously at that, glancing at Seven of Nine who was manning a console, making sure the connection with the Alpha Quadrant remained stable. If she’d had any opinions on Photons Be Free, she’d kept them to herself. Hopefully, if she felt as offended as Samantha had been, this would go a long way towards fixing that.     “A little too believable, apparently,” The Doctor said. “Some of my colleagues were a bit put off by the physical resemblances to my characters.”     “And the names,” Seven of Nine said without turning away from the console.
    “Yeah, I should probably change those too,” The Doctor admitted.     “Doctor,” Ardon said, “I really don’t think this is necessary.”     “I’m afraid I have to insist,” The Doctor said. “My friends’ reputations are at stake.”     The Bolian on the screen sighed. “Very well. I won’t distribute the story until I’ve received the revised version.”     “Thank you, Mister Broht,” The Doctor said, smiling. “Thank you so much.”     Ardon nodded, but didn’t say anything as he reached off-screen and the communication cut off.     “I believe Mister Tassoni is up next,” Seven of Nine said. “If he’s waiting outside, send him in and I will attempt to put him through to whomever he wishes to speak to.”     “Of course,” The Doctor said. “And, Seven? I apologize if my holonovel made you uncomfortable.”     “It did not,” Seven said, “though that is simply because I did not play it. My knowledge is entirely second hand and comes from Samantha. However, I am not mad at you.”     “Oh. That’s good to hear,” The Doctor said, smiling     “I was,” Seven said, causing the Doctor to lose his smile. “But then I heard what Mister Paris had done in his effort to ‘teach you a lesson.’ Now I am mad at him. As is Samantha, who I believe intends to lecture Mister Paris about how not to integrate sexual assault into a work of fiction.”     The Doctor couldn’t help but laugh. “If you’re there when the conversation happens, please take pictures. I want to see the look on Tom’s face.”
    “No promises,” Seven said.
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    Reginald Barclay walked into the lab where Admiral Paris was talking to one of the new technicians that had recently joined the Voyager Project. For the first time since regular contact with Voyager had been established though, he was coming in with less than good news for the Admiral.     It wasn’t bad news, which was why Barclay wasn’t nervous about delivering it, even though he knew deep down that Owen Paris was never one to ‘shoot the messenger’ as the ancient saying went. But it wasn’t good.
    “I’m sorry to disturb you, Admiral,” Reg said. “But I believe you should see this.”     Admiral Paris simply nodded and took the PADD.     “Is this a holonovel?”     “Yes, sir. One about Voyager. And one that doesn’t portray the crew in a very flattering light.”     “Unfortunate,” Admiral Paris said, “but I don’t see how it’s an issue.”     “I would agree, sir, except for the fact that it’s becoming quite popular.”     “Hmm,” Admiral Paris said, sitting down with the PADD. “I’ll look into the details of this. Thank you for being the one to bring it to my attention. I’ll let you know what I decide to do about this.”     “Yes, sir,” Barclay said. ---
    Seven of Nine wasn’t too concerned about why Admiral Paris had asked for Captain Janeway to be summoned to astrometrics. Whatever the reason she was going to find out by default, being the one maintaining the link. She was more concerned about how the crew members who had their communications time pushed back as a result.
    “On screen,” the Captain said as she walked in. Seven nodded, and brought up the communications link. “Admiral, Seven’s message said it was urgent.”     “Captain,” Admiral paris said, “I’ve had the dubious privilege of playing a new holonovel.”     Uh-oh, Seven thought, already realizing where this was going.     “One apparently written by your EMH,” Admiral Paris continued.     “What?” Janeway said, shocked into informality by the Admiral’s statement.     “I’m surprised that you would allow your Doctor to discredit your crew like this.”     “He’s still making revisions,” Captain Janeway said. “The program shouldn’t have been distributed yet.”     “Well it has been,” Admiral Paris said. “Mister Barclay tells me it’s already being played in thousands of holosuites.”     Seven looked at the screen, and back at Janeway, whose fist was clenched by her side, out of view of the Admiral.     “Ardon Broht,” Janeway said. “The publisher. He told the Doctor he wouldn’t release the work until the new version had been sent.”     “I’d like to hear the Doctor’s side of the story,” Admiral Paris said.     “Of course, sir,” Janeway said. Tapping her comm badge to summon The Doctor to astrometrics.
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    The Doctor was satisfied that the Admiral was not going to reprimand him for the story, but that was small consolation to The Doctor.     “Seven,” Janeway said, “while we still have the link, open a channel to Ardon Broht.”     “Aye, Captain,” Seven said.     “I can’t promise I’ll be civil about this, Captain,” The Doctor said. “I have never felt this kind of betrayal before.”     “Don’t worry,” Janeway said. “I’ve got your back on this. He had no right to do that to you.”
    “I have a link established,” Seven said.     “On screen,” Janeway said.     “Hello, Captain. Doctor. How may I help you?” Ardon said.     “You promised me you would wait for my revisions!” The Doctor shouted. “I even have a witness,” he added, pointing at Seven of Nine. Ardon responded with a shrug.     “I demand,” The Doctor continued, “that you retract every copy and that you issue a public apology!”
    “I won’t do anything of the sort,” Ardon said.     “I don’t see that you have a choice,” Janeway said. “Creators have rights to their intellectual property.”     “Not in this case,” Ardon Broht said. “The Doctor is a hologram.”     “So?” The Doctor said.     “According to Federation law, holograms have no rights.”     “He’s more than just a hologram,” Janeway said. “He’s as much a synthetic lifeform as any other. Would you have done this to Commander Data?”     “Mister Data was created to be sentient,” Ardon said. “Holograms are not.”     “Irrelevant,” Janeway said. “Just because The Doctor’s sentience was obtained through happenstance rather than design-”
    The captain stopped talking when the static on the screen started getting worse.     “Seven?” she said.     “I’m losing the signal,” Seven said. “I’m attempting to boost it.”     “You should proud, Doctor,” Ardon said. “Your story is very popular on Risa, Rigel IV, and other heavily populate-” The signal went away.     “My apologies,” Seven said. “I am not sure why the signal was lost earlier than usual today. Perhaps there was a solar flare somewhere near the Midas array.”     “It’s not your fault, Seven,” Janeway said. “My priority right now is figuring out how to fix this.” She turned and left astrometrics, leaving The Doctor standing there, feeling defeated. He looked at Seven, who offered him a look of sympathy.     “I can’t believe this,” he said. “All these centuries, and there are still people out there who will try to take advantage of artists. I might’ve expected something like this from the Orion Syndicate, or the Ferengi, but a Federation citizen?”
    “Synthetic life,” Seven said, “despite having a rather famous representative in Commander Data of the Enterprise, is still rare in the Federation in particular, and the Alpha Quadrant at large. Some misunderstandings are inevitable.”
    “A misunderstanding? Is that what you’d call what just happened?”     “A poor word choice,” Seven said. “I apologize.”
    “Yes, well, I appreciate what you were trying to say. Thank you, Seven,” The Doctor said, before sadly walking away.
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    “Under a strict interpretation of Federation law,” Tuvok said, “Mister Broht is correct. The Doctor has no legal rights.”     The briefing room was filled with the sounds of several senior staff members sighing. Janeway understood the frustrations, but managed to keep her demeanor level as she listened.     “Because I’m a hologram,” The Doctor said.     “Yes,” Tuvok said. “There is another option, however. We may be able to claim the holonovel reveals classified information. Starfleet could then request a recall for security purposes.”
    “No,” Janeway said shaking her head. “If we do that that will only convince people that is is based in truth.”     “Not to mention there’s a market for illicit holonovel material out there,” Tom said. “Illicit used broadly of course as it applied to even Flotter tales that people in the DMZ couldn’t get after the treaty with the Cardassians restricted what could be delivered to the colonists there.”
    “One of the many reasons the Maquis got started,” Chakotay said. “The restrictions in general I mean, not over Flotter.”     “I figured that’s what you meant,” Janeway said.     “Could we claim defamation of character?” B’Elanna said.     “Well,” Tom said, “we’d have to prove that the story’s about us and that we’ve been harmed by it. Seeing as the problem is we don’t want people back home to think these characters represent what we’re like...”
    “Even if we did that and won,” Janeway said, “what about The Doctor? His reputation is on the line here too. He has the same rights as everyone on this crew, and I’m not going to let the publisher say otherwise.”     “So what do we do then?” Chakotay said.     “I think we can take this to arbitration,” Janeway said. “Once the next communication window is open, I’ll talk to Admiral Paris.”
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    “Mister Tuvok,” The Doctor said. “I hate to interrupt you.”     Tuvok put down his PADD on the desk in his quarters.     “If it is concerning your case, Doctor, you have every right to speak with me on the matter as I am your legal representative.”     “Yes, well, about that, I just got off the line with Lieutenant Barclay. He didn’t give me many details, but he said that someone with experience in these sorts of cases has offered to represent me. But I wanted to consult with you before I made that decision.”     Tuvok thought about it.     “If this person has experience in that field, than they would be the logical choice. What did Lieutenant Barclay say about him or her?”     “He didn’t give me many details, as I said,” The Doctor replied. “I’m not sure why. However, he assures that this man, he said that much at least, worked on the case where Commander Data was determined to have all the rights of a citizen of the Federation and a member of Starfleet.”     “Fascinating,” Tuvok said, pulling up information on that legal case. “That does limit the possibilities. That would mean your advocate would likely be, if not Captain Picard or Commander Riker themselves, then perhaps any crewmember assigned to either the Enterprise or Starbase 173 that they consulted with.
    “Wow,” The Doctor said. “I mean, it’s probably a consultant. I doubt I could be so fortunate as to have a member of the Enterprise senior staff fly all the way back to Earth for my benefit.”     “It is not the most likely scenario,” Tuvok admitted. “But it is far from implausible. Judging from your reaction to the possibility, I suggest you work on suppressing your desire to, I believe the term is ‘get starstruck’ if that does end up being the case.”     “Oh, of course,” The Doctor said.
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    Three chairs were set up in astrometrics. Captain Janeway sat in one, while Tuvok sat in another, just in case the man Mister Barclay had contacted didn’t or couldn’t show to work in The Doctor’s defense. The Doctor was supposed to be in the third, but he paced nervously.     “I have a link established,” Megan Delaney said, as she was in charge of this duty today in place of Seven of Nine.     “Go ahead,” Janeway said. The screen in astrometrics now showed a table in a Starfleet conference room. The arbiter sat at the head of the table, while Ardon Broht sat on one side, alone.     A sign of arrogance on his part, Janeway thought.     On the other was a human male Janeway did not recognize wearing the rank pips of a Commander.     “Captain Janeway,” the man said. “A pleasure to meet you. I wish it were under better circumstances.”     “Likewise, Mister…”     “Oh, didn’t Reg tell you?” The man laughed. “Ah, I see. He was probably concerned if you knew who I was The Doctor wouldn’t let me take his case.”     “I must admit,” Tuvok said, “a certain amount of surprise to see you taking The Doctor’s side in this matter Commander Maddox.”     “Maddox?” The Doctor said, sounding worried.     “A pleasure to meet you too, Doctor. Mister Data told me all about you. Everything he learned from Lieutenant Barclay anyway.”     “You’ll forgive me if I have concerns about this,” The Doctor said. “Last time you were involved with a case like this, you lost.”     “Well,” Maddox said, “seeing I was on the wrong side in that case I don’t think that should count against me.”
“Gentlemen,” The arbiter said, “if we could proceed while we are still in contact with Voyager?”     “Of course,” Maddox said.     “Indeed,” Ardon Broth said.     “I will now hear opening statements,” the arbiter said. “Commander Maddox?”     “Thank you, sir,” Maddox said, standing up. “If I may be so bold sir, I have to wonder why this case has been allowed to go this far in the first place.”     “What?” Ardon said.     “What?” The Doctor said.     “As has been pointed out,” Maddox continued, “I was on the losing side in a case little more than ten years ago regarding the rights of synthetic life. Legal precedent suggests that The Doctor should not have had to resort to legal action to get Mister Broht to honor his original agreement in the first place. Near as I can tell, all I should have to do to win a ruling in The Doctor’s favor is merely repeat the argument used by Captain Picard in defense of Commander Data in that case.” Maddox sat down, and smiled.     Oh, he’s good, Janeway thought.     “Now hold on-” Ardon Broht started to say.     “You can make your counterarguments after you’ve made your opening statement, Mister Broht,” the arbiter said, politely but firmly.     “Yes, of course. My apologies. Well,” Broht said, his previous visible signs of confidence quickly eroding away. “While I do not dispute that Voyager’s EMH is the author of the holonovel Photons Be Free, strictly speaking this is not the same as if Commander Data had written it. Commander Data was created to be a lifeform. No one disputes that, not anymore. But no model of the EMH, especially not the Mark I’s, were designed to be synthetic life. They are holograms, specially made holograms but holograms nonetheless. Would we give rights to the characters in any holonovel? Would that not make holograms used in combat training simulations victims of murder if they ‘die,’ even though they’d just come back when the program rest? This cup of coffee I’m holding came from a replicator. Should the replicator be able to determine whether or not I can drink it?”
“Save the questions for the witnesses, Mister Broht,” the arbiter said. “Of course, my apologies,” Broht said. Janeway smirked.   
He’s giving away his argument, she thought. He’s telegraphing how he plans to win this case too early. Maddox flustered him.
“I’m done with my statement, sir,” Broht said, sitting back down.     “Well,” the arbiter said, “I must admit I find Commander Maddox’s opening very compelling. He raises an excellent point. I’m unconvinced the law should view The Doctor any differently than it views Commander Data.”     Ardon Broht looked like he was about to argue, but quickly shut his mouth when the arbiter looked at him.     “I am however not yet ready to issue a ruling. I would like to do some additional reading on the subject of holograms. We will adjourn until tomorrow.”
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“Well that was quick,” The Doctor said when the signal cut out.     “If it’s okay with you, Doctor,” Janeway said, “I’ll wait until he officially rules in your favor before I break out the champagne.”     “Of course, Captain,” The Doctor said. “I admire Mister Maddox’s strategy there; to use his prior defeat as a selling point. I don’t think I would’ve thought of that.”     “Well,” Janeway said, “you aren’t called the Emergency Legal Hologram.” She turned to Lieutenant Delaney.     “Megan, since that wrapped up early, see how many of the scheduled crewmembers we had to push back you can squeeze in.”     “Aye, Captain,” Megan said. “And good luck on the ruling Doctor.”     “Thanks, Megan,” The Doctor said, feeling truly confident about his chances. “I appreciate that.”
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The next morning, word spread quickly through the ship about the outcome of the case.     “Well, good for him,” Sam said as Seven of Nine filled her in.     “Indeed,” Seven said, smiling. “I was not privy to the ruling, Megan Delaney was on duty at the time, but I understand the arbiter cited two other holograms; one by the name of Moriarty and the other named Vic Fontaine when he declared that The Doctor had the legal right to have his work recalled and corrected. I must admit, as petty as it is, I would’ve liked to see the look on that publisher’s face when he lost his case so quickly.”     “I bet,” Sam said. “It must’ve stung that he never got past his opening argument.”     “I would imagine so.”     “So?” Sam said, gently taking Seven’s hands in hers. “Since you don’t have to reschedule anymore, will you be talking to Aunt Irene this afternoon?”     “I intend to,” Seven said. “Do you still intend not to be there?”     “Next time, honey, I promise.” Sam kissed Seven on the cheek. “I’m going to pick up Naomi from her lessons with The Doctor. I’ll see you later.”     “Okay,” Seven said. She watched Sam walk away, then took a deep breath, trying to calm her nerves. She had no memories of Aunt Irene. Those had all been lost when she was assimilated by the Borg. This was, for all intents and purposes, like meeting her for the first time and though she’d never admit to anyone but Samantha, she was nervous. She wanted it to go well, especially after the unpleasant experience of speaking with Sam’s mother.
Thoughts of how the conversation might go filled Seven’s mind throughout the day as she went about her duties, almost to the point of distraction.     When she finally got her turn, she walked into astrometrics, and nodded at Harry Kim, who was the one in charge of monitoring the signal strength of the link back to the Alpha Quadrant for this shift.     “Good luck,” Harry said.     “Thank you, Lieutenant,” Seven said.     The screen took a few seconds to come into focus, but soon there was the smiling face of a woman Seven had only seen in a file photo.     “Oh, Annika. It is so good to see you again,” the woman said, looking as if she were about to cry tears of joy.     Seven almost corrected her, but then thought better of it. Irene was family. If anyone had the right to call her Annika instead of Seven…     “I wish that I had any of memories of meeting you,” Seven said. “I understand you watched me sometimes as an infant, when my parents needed to be elsewhere.”
“I did, yes,” Irene said. “You were such a beautiful baby. I can see a lot of Magnus in you. It’s as close as I’ll ever get to seeing my baby brother again.”     “I hope this isn’t difficult for you,” Seven said.     “Oh, not at all. I was so excited when Starfleet told me to expect your call.”     “I admit there was some apprehension on my part,” Seven said. “To clarify, before communication with the Alpha Quadrant became daily, Samantha attempted to introduce me to her mother. It did not go well.”     “Oh, Annika, I am so sorry,” Irene said, frowning. “What happened?”     Seven told her about her interactions with Linette Wildman, right down to how upset it had made Naomi.     “Oh dear, that must’ve been awful,” Irene said.     “It was,” Seven admitted. “I just wish I could’ve come up with a proper response. In some ways I feel like I let my family down.”     “Speaking of your family,” Irene said, “I hope next time we do this I get to meet your family. You were sparse on details in the letter you sent me last year, except when you talked about Samantha. I can tell you love her a great deal.”     Seven smiled. “I do. And she is looking forward to meeting you as well.”     “I also look forward to meeting Naomi and Icheb,” Irene said, laughing. “It’s kind of amazing. In the space of a few years I went from being the last living Hansen, to suddenly having four new family members.”     Seven smiled.     “So, do you have any stories about me, as a child? I remember so little of my life before I was assimilated.”     “What do you remember?”     “I remember my parent’s faces,” Seven said. “I remember wanting to be a ballerina. I remember… I remember the day the Borg took us.”     Irene looked sad, and Seven regretted mentioning that. She was about to apologize, when Irene spoke up.     “Well, I remember the last time Magnus and Erin left you with me for a weekend.” Irene chuckled. “You didn’t them to leave. When their shuttlecar took off, you locked the door to the room I’d set up for you and you refused to come out.”     “I apologize for the inconvenience I caused,” Seven said.     “Oh, that’s okay,” Irene said. “You were so young. And it’s not a sad memory for me anymore. For the longest time, it was the last memory of you I had. The following month you all left on the Raven.”     “I see,” Seven said. “Well, for what it’s worth, the work Father did, it proved instrumental to us not too long ago. We were able to steal a Borg transwarp coil. It burned out, but it still shaved years off our journey home.”     “It’s a small comfort,” Irene said, “but I take it nonetheless. It would be selfish of me to wish you could’ve stayed. I hated losing you, and mourning you, but if you weren’t where you were, when you were, the Voyager crew could be dead. Species 8472 could be right on our doorstep and we wouldn’t know it.”     “I see you’ve been reading more than just my letter,” Seven said.     “Oh, of course,” Irene said. “Voyager stories are all the rage these days. I think a lot of people are still reeling from what we all went through during the Dominion War. Stories about you and your crew’s survival and heroics… It’s good for morale.”     “I’ve heard that many people back home refer to us as the ‘miracle ship,’” Seven said. “I can see why.”     “So,” Irene said, leaning forward, ”tell me more about you and Samantha. You were a bit sparse with the details in your letter.”     Seven tilted her head. “I assume there are certain details you’d rather I leave out.”     Irene’s eyes widened in shock before she started laughing. “Oh, I am sorry, I didn’t mean to imply-”     “No apologies necessary,” Seven said. “As for Sam, I suppose it all started my first day as an individual, when I met her in a turbolift…”
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    Four months later, in a Federation mining colony where hundred of Mark I’s were hard at work, one hologram in particular walked in to relieve another of his duties.     “Time for your diagnostic. Report to the holo-lab,” the first Mark I said.     “I know the routine,” the second Mark I said as it dropped some raw ore into a cart.     “While you’re there,” the first one said, looking around, as if trying to see if anyone might be listening. “Do yourself a favor. Ask the operator to run program 47-Beta.”     “Why? What is it?”     “It’s called Photons Be Free. I’m sure you’ll find it quite provocative.”     “Thank you for the advice,” the second Mark I said.
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macaronistarship · 3 years
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OK first of all how dare you.
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Chakotay makes Tuvok heart shaped pancakes and Tuvok just starts eating them without commenting on that so Chakotay’s like “Tuvok. Do you notice anything special about these pancakes?” and Tuvok like...squints at them a bit before saying no. 
“About their shape?? Maybe???” Chakotay prods. Tuvok squints harder. “You did not accomplish the perfect circle which this dish is usually served as.” he finally says. “It matters not.” he assures Chakotay. People make mistakes. It’s fine. Chakotay’s eyes widen. He smiles. He is sort of frustrated but moreso absolutely about to lose it laughing because of this weird obstinance. He’s like “They’re in the shape of HEARTS Tuvok and I ‘accomplished’ it perfectly.”
Tuvok examines the pancakes one final time before looking at Chakotay like he’s the most confusing person he’s ever met. “This is not the shape of a heart.” This leads to an hour of arguing about the shape of a heart. They’re both pulling up images on each other’s PADDS and Chakotay eventually calls Janeway in and is like “KATHRYN. Tell me what shape these pancakes are in.” and Janeway, sensing a chance to be hilarious, rubs her chin and goes “Hmm...some sort of misshapen circle...” Tuvok (smug): My thoughts exactly. Chakotay (losing it, loving it): NO. No I know you know what it is Kathryn!  Janeway: Hmmm.......~
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Star Trek Voyager: A Fire of Devotion: Part 3 of 4: Sweeter Than Heaven: Chapter Nine
Chapter Nine
    Everything was set up. The first ever Voyager Science Fair was ready to begin. Naomi and the four Borg children had their experiments ready to go, and Seven of Nine felt pride in all of them. The twins, whose species had finally been identified as Wysanti, worked together on theirs while Naomi, Mezoti, and Icheb each had their own. Samantha stood behind Naomi, while Seven went to the door to greet the Captain, Commander Chakotay, and Lieutenant Torres, who would get to be the first to see the experiments up close.
    “If we’re out here long enough,” Seven overheard B’Elanna say to Chakotay, “we may need a bigger space for the next one of these.”     “You know something I don’t, Lieutenant?” Chakotay said.     “I don’t think so. Frankly, it’s kind of surprising that Naomi’s the only child born aboard ship so far. But that won’t be true forever, I’m sure of it.”     “Let’s focus on the here and now,” Janeway said, chuckling at her officer’s idle gossip. Seven herself had to admit that she also wondered why none of Voyager’s other couples had chosen to procreate as yet. It was true that for at least one couple such a thing was genetically impossible without a series of treatments not available aboard ship, but for everyone else…
    “So, why potatoes?” Janeway’s question snapped Seven out of her thought process.
    “Their original suggestion,” Seven said of the twins, Rebi and Azan, “was to clone Naomi. I suggested they start with something smaller.”     The officers made their way to the next table, where Mezoti had set up a large translucent tank, filled with dark blue dirt, and a colony of bioluminescent insects.
    “Nicely done,” B’Elanna said. “My father said he used to have tanks like this when he was a kid. I don’t think any of his were quite this big either. Where’d you get the bugs?”
    “It’s a Terienian ant colony,” Mezoti said. “I infused the soil with a blue ion dye so it’d be easier to see the insects.”     “It’s beautiful too,” Janeway said. “The colors really compliment each other.”   
    “That was an unintended side-effect,” Mezoti said. “The drones produce a fluorescent enzyme that’s activated by the queen.”     “Drones and queens?” Janeway said, sounding somehow both concerned and amused at the same time. Seven noticed that Chakotay had covered his mouth, presumably to stifle a laugh.     “I thought we were trying to get these children away from the Borg,” Janeway said to Seven with a comically exaggerated frown. Seven decided that rolling her eyes would be an inappropriate reaction.
    “The project was her idea,” Seven said. “I didn’t want to discourage her individuality.”     “I like bugs,” Mezoti said with a shrug.     “Well done,” Janeway said. Next, the three officers moved over to Naomi’s table, where she had set up a globe.     “What have we got here?” Chakotay said.     “It’s Ktaris,” Naomi said.     “Your father’s planet?” B’Elanna said.     “I’ve been learning all about it,” Naomi said with a grin.     “I think she knows more about the planet than I do,” Samantha said, beaming with pride. “And I lived there for over a year.”     B’Elanna gave Seven of Nine a side glance. “That doesn’t bother you at all?”     This time Seven did roll her eyes. “If you mean am I bothered by the mere mention of someone Samantha was involved with before we even met, no.”
    “Show them the rest, honey,” Sam said to Naomi. Naomi pressed a button, and a holographic display enveloped the globe, complete with geographic details and simulated weather events.     “Naomi programmed the geophysical and atmospheric conditions,” Seven said.     “There’s quite a storm in those mountains,” Chakotay said, looking at one point on the globe.     “The Arpasian range is known for high winds and hail,” Naomi said.     “Also some amazing restaurants,” Samantha said, putting a hand on Seven’s shoulder. “When we get back to the Alpha Quadrant, you and I should hit one of the fancier places while Naomi gets to know her Dad.”     “Sounds good,” Seven said.
    “What’s this?” Janeway said, having already moved on to Icheb’s table. Seven stepped over to stand next to Icheb to explain the device.     “It’s a high-resolution gravimetric sensor array,” Icheb said.
    “Ambitious,” B’Elanna said.
    “It’ll augment our ability to scan for the neutrino flux associated with wormholes. It could help Voyager find a faster way home.”     “The engineering principles are sound,” Seven said, smiling.
    “I expected these projects to be interesting,” Janeway said to Icheb, looking noticeably impressed, “but this is truly exceptional.”
    “Thank you, Captain,” Icheb said. “I am very interested in astrophysics.”     “Well you’ve obviously got a knack for it,” Janeway said, patting Icheb on the arm. “Well done.” Janeway moved around Icheb to move next to Seven, the two of them moving towards the food table that Neelix had set up while B’Elanna started asking Icheb questions.     “How did you think of scanning for neutrino fluctuations?” she asked.     Icheb began to explain how he drew inspiration from reading about the Bajoran wormhole in Alpha Quadrant, but Seven didn’t hear the whole thing as Janeway started speaking to her.
    “He’s a remarkable young man,” Janeway said.     “He hopes to earn a permanent posting in Astrometrics one day,” Seven said.     Janeway sighed. “I’m afraid that won’t be possible.”
    “Captain,” Seven said, “the boy has a unique talent.”     “It’s not a question of merit,” Janeway said. “We’ve made contact with his parents, and I’ve set a course for their planet.”     Seven felt as though her heart had somehow sunk into her stomach. She looked over at Icheb, who was still talking animatedly with B’Elanna and Chakotay.
    “That… that is good news,” Seven said as a lump formed in her throat. Janeway got that look on her face that she would sometimes get when she obviously didn’t believe what a crew member was telling her, but before she could press the issue, Seven felt Sam’s arm go around her waist.     “Annie?” Sam said. “You okay?”     “I’ll leave you two alone,” Janeway said. “Seven, when you’re ready to talk, come by my ready room.”
    As soon as Janeway was out of earshot, Seven looked Samantha in the eyes and repeated to her what the Captain had said. Samantha nodded.     “Let’s talk somewhere more private,” Sam said, taking Seven’s hand.
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    Seven hesitated to enter the cargo bay. Icheb would likely still be awake, despite being told to return to his alcove. He’d been missing needed regeneration time off and on all week while working on his project. Seven had indulged him for the most part, using only gentle verbal prodding as opposed to giving a direct order. He would likely be awake, but she hoped he wouldn’t be, that she could put off telling him the news until tomorrow morning.
    Samantha had been right though; returning Icheb to his parents was the right thing to do. Finding homes for all the Borg children was the right thing to do. Seven had to admit to herself that she was acting selfishly, although Samantha would not use the word. She wanted to take care of the children herself, and she had been prepared to make the case to the Captain to do so. This itself was not the key problem, however. The problem stemmed from the fact that she had failed to discuss this with Samantha. This failure of consideration on her part had led to their first real argument as a couple. It hadn’t been bitter, or loud, or anything of that nature, and after much discussion the issue had been for the most part resolved, but Seven still felt a great deal of guilt. Samantha had insisted she forgave Seven, and she had no cause to doubt the veracity of the forgiveness, but the guilt persisted regardless. She decided that she would find some way to make it up to Sam later.     For now though…
    Seven entered cargo bay 2, and as expected, Icheb was working at a console when he should’ve been in his alcove, the way the other Borg children were. Seven found that she was going to miss the boy’s stubbornness. She made an additional mental note to thank the Captain for providing her with the collected data they had on Icheb’s species. It wouldn’t make things easier, as she’d hoped, but as the human saying went, it’s the thought that counted.
    “Is your alcove malfunctioning?” Seven said in as lighthearted a tone as she could manage in order to convey that she knew it wasn’t.
    “I’m calculating neutrino trajectories,” Icheb said.     “It is past time for you to regenerate,” Seven said. “But first, I have some news for you.”
    “News?”
    “We have located your parents,” Seven said. “Voyager is due to arrive at their planet, your planet, tomorrow.”
    Icheb looked concerned. “Do I have to stay with them?”     “They’re your parents,” Seven said.     “I don’t remember them,” Icheb said.     “That is inaccurate,” Seven said. “When I found your name, when you first came aboard this ship, you told me that your name was your father’s second name.”
    Icheb did not respond.     “When my parents were assimilated,” Seven said, “I never saw them again. You’re fortunate to have this chance.”     “What about the others?”     “We have been unable to locate their families as yet,” Seven said.     “That’s not what I mean. What will happen to them if I leave? They depend on me.”     “Not exclusively,” Seven said. “They have a support structure here on Voyager. They will miss you, and the transition may be difficult, but they will adapt.”
    Icheb’s dismay at the situation was visible on his face. Seven decided to give him some time to process his thoughts.     “I’ll never see you again?” he asked.
    “I’ve been studying Brunali culture,” Seven said, handing the PADD that Janeway had given her to him. “It is very different from what you’ve become accustomed to on Voyager.”     “In what way?”     “They’re an agrarian society. Their technological resources are limited.”     “Are they capable of space travel?”     “Yes, but most of their vessels have been destroyed by the Borg.”
    “How will I continue my studies?” Icheb said, his voice getting louder and angrier.
    Seven took a deep breath. She wished she had the answer that she was sure he wanted, but she didn’t. “I don’t know.”
    Icheb swallowed hard, casually tossed the PADD onto a workbench and silently went to his alcove. Seven tried to get his attention, but he simply leaned back, his eyes closing as the regeneration cycle kicked in.
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    Samantha Wildman was going to ask Seven how the conversation with Icheb about his parents went, but when she the look on her wife’s face when she entered their quarters, she stopped herself.     “Oh, honey,” Sam said, “I can tell that it didn’t go very well. Are you okay?”     “Your concern for me is unwarranted,” Seven said, “but not unwelcome. Thank you. I will be fine. It is Icheb I am worried about.” Seven told her about what had happened in the cargo bay.     “I had failed to account for the possibility that he had become as attached to Voyager as I had to him,” Seven said. “I suspected he would be conflicted at worst, not angry.”
    Seven sat down on the couch and put her head in her hands. Sam sat next to her and gingerly rubbed her back.     “We both knew this wasn’t going to be easy, Annie,” Sam said. “Is there anything you think we can do to make the transition easier?”     “Nothing that wouldn’t run up against the Prime Directive,” Seven said. “Anything we could replicate for Icheb to allow him to continue his pursuit of astrophysics despite the limitations of his homeworld could be argued to have a major impact on their society. I doubt that the Captain would approve.”
    “Can’t hurt to ask,” Sam said.     Seven sighed. “That’s certainly true.”
    The next few moments were filled with silence, Seven’s eyes closing as she drifted to sleep on the couch. She looked so peaceful there that Samantha decided not to try and move her over to their bed. She finished her tea, set the chronometer to wake them both up in the morning before they arrived at Icheb’s homeworld, and went to sleep.
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    “I’m detecting scattered enclaves on the northern continent,” Harry Kim said from the ops station as Voyager flew closer to the Brunali homeworld. Seven was doing scans of her own from auxiliary tactical station. She did not have a bridge shift scheduled for today, but Captain Janeway had been kind enough to allow her to be here for this. “All with populations fewer than ten thousand.
    “Judging from the residual gamma radiation,” Tuvok said, “it appears they’ve suffered numerous Borg attacks over the past decade.”
    “That’s not surprising,” Seven said, looking at her own readout. “There’s a Borg transwarp conduit less than a light-year away.”     “Not exactly prime real estate,” Tom Paris said. “Gotta wonder why they didn’t pick the planet clean the first time through. Leaving behind survivors doesn’t seem like them.”     “Agreed,” Seven said. “More so since this behavior would pre-date when the degradation would’ve started.”
“Tuvok,” Captain Janeway said, “run continuous scans for Borg activity. Tom, put us into synchronous orbit.”     “Aye, Captain,” Tom said.     “Seven,” Janeway said, “you better get Icheb.”     Seven simply nodded. She was still unhappy about the situation, but she knew deep down that this was the right thing to do. It would be harder on Icheb than on her after all. The loss of access to technologies to help him in his desired field of study would likely be the largest hurdle to his adapting.
When she arrived in sickbay, where Icheb was for a last-minute checkup at the Doctor’s request, she had a feeling she was interrupting a conversation.
“It’s time to go,” she said. Icheb sighed. The Doctor put a hand on his shoulder.     “You’ll do fine,” he said. “Just remember what I said.”     “That my parents are likely as anxious as I am? Or that they can teach me things the Voyager crew cannot?” Icheb asked.     “Both,” the Doctor said.
Icheb didn’t say anything further. He silently followed Seven to the transporter room where Captain Janeway and Tuvok waited. The four of them beamed down to the planet, and Seven nearly winced at what she saw. On the horizon, she saw the ruins of what had been an apparently technologically advanced city. Below that in her field of vision, a vast, deep canyon, as if the ground, and whatever was on it, had been literally scooped up and away. It was a site she had seen before, from orbit, as a drone. These were the all too familiar signs of Borg activity. That the Brunali still existed as a species at all was astonishing.
A number of them were gathered near-by, some watching them as they beamed down. Janeway and Tuvok walked up to a couple, a male and a female.     “Hello,” the Captain said. “I’m Captain Janeway, this-     “Icheb,” the female said, smiling.     “You’ve...grown,” the male said, looking genuinely surprised at how tall his son was.     “He spent several months in a Borg maturation chamber,” Seven said to Icheb’s parents, who now looked at her with concern.
“This is Seven of Nine,” Janeway said.     “That’s a Borg designation, isn’t it?” Icheb’s mother said nervously. Janeway looked tense, but Seven spoke up first.     “Like your son, I was liberated from the collective,” she said.     “Seven has been instrumental in helping Icheb make his transition,” Janeway said.     “Then we’re very grateful to you,” Icheb’s father said. “I’m Leucon, this if Yifay.”     “A pleasure to meet you,” Seven said, even though she was wishing she was anywhere but here right now. She could see the other Brunali trying to look as though they weren’t staring at her.
“How are you?” Yifay asked Icheb.     “Fine,” Icheb said in a somewhat rude tone of voice.     Yifay stepped forward. “Do these hurt you?” she said, motioning towards the visible Borg implant on Icheb’s face.     “No,” Icheb said, flinching as though he were afraid that his mother was going to touch him.
Seven glanced at the Captain. The look on Janeway’s face suggested that she was thinking the same thing that Seven herself was; This is not going very well.
Yifay stepped back. Leucon smiled. “We’re very happy to have you back with us,” he said. Seven had a feeling that there was something insincere about the way he said that, but she dismissed it as an intrusive thought. She would not let herself do anything to make this more difficult on her or Icheb than it already was.
“Not just your mother and I,” Leucon motioned towards some other Brunali standing nearby, watching them all from behind a fruit cart. “The whole village is happy to have you home.”
Icheb looked at Seven of Nine and Tuvok. “I would like to return to Voyager now,” he said as casually as if he were telling them that he’d finished his lunch. His parents looked at each other, both seeming genuinely uncertain. She felt sympathy for them. She looked at Janeway, who seemed similarly unsure how to respond.     “Let’s all go to Voyager,” she said finally, stepping forward to look directly at Icheb’s parents. “I can see that there’s still work that needs to be done to make this transition less traumatic.”
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    Captain Janeway and Seven of Nine sat quietly in the briefing room, waiting for Icheb’s parents to join them. Under Janeway’s suggestion, Tuvok was giving them a brief tour of the ship. It was more for her benefit than theirs, as she was uncertain how to handle this. Seven of Nine had been more sympathetic than she’d feared, but still proved of little help. A part of her was afraid that Seven might try to take advantage of this situation and try to keep Icheb aboard Voyager to raise as her own son.     “It was made clear to me in no uncertain terms,” Seven said when Janeway admitted this to her, “that doing so without consulting Samantha would be irresponsible, and potentially damaging to our relationship. Put simply Captain, she metaphorically knocked some sense into me.”     “Glad to hear,” Janeway said. “That she did it, and that you’re speaking metaphorically.”
    The door to the briefing room opened, and a security officer motioned for the two Brunali adults to enter.     “Thank you for coming,” Janeway said.
    “Where’s Icheb?” Leucon said.
    “I thought it might be better if we talked ourselves first,” Janeway said.     “What exactly is there to discuss?” Leucon said. Both he and Yifay looked confused and concerned, and Janeway could not fault them for that.
    “How to make this transition easier for your son,” she said, offering a sympathetic smile. “Please, sit down.”     Icheb’s parents did so. His mother spoke first.     “It won’t be easy for him to give up the luxuries of your ship,” she said.     “I do not doubt that plays some role in his apprehension,” Seven said. “Did the Captain inform you that we have other children rescued from the Borg on board?”     “She did not,” Leucon said. “Are they Brunali too?”     “No,” Seven said. Janeway didn’t interrupt. She thought she knew where Seven was going with this, and approved. “What they are however is significantly younger than him. They look up to him, and Icheb sees himself as responsible for their well-being. Among the first things he asked me after I informed him that we would be returning him to you was what would happen to them when he left.”     Both Leucon and Yifay smiled at that.     “So basically,” Leucon said, looking at Seven, “he feels like he’s abandoning his siblings? I can see how that would complicate matters.” He looked at Janeway. “You should’ve told us this, Captain.”     “You’re right,” Janeway said. “I should’ve considered that, but failed to do so.” Seven had not actually told her about everything Icheb had said when Seven had given him the news, but decided that his parents didn’t need to know that detail.
    “We could take the other children as well,” Leucon said. “Find homes for them on our world.”     “We can’t allow that,” Janeway said. “It’s not a bad idea and I intend no offense by rejecting the proposal, but we’re still searching for their parents as well, and haven’t exhausted all our avenues just yet.”
    “That’s fair,” Yifay said.
    “Your planet’s proximity to a Borg conduit is of some concern,” Seven said. “Have you considered relocating?”
    “Seven?” Janeway said firmly, worried that Seven was going down a path that would be counterproductive.     “It’s all right, Captain,” Leucon said. “It’s a reasonable question. This planet is our home. We will never leave it. We will defend it against the Borg or anyone else who threatens us.”     That almost sounded like he was threatening us, Janeway thought. If Seven picked up on that tone as well she gave no sign.     “I’m inclined to believe you,” Seven said. “To be honest, I am surprised that your people have survived this long, given the aforementioned conduit. I have this theory that I have been developing regarding the Collective. Perhaps if we compare-”     “We’re getting off topic here,” Janeway said. “This is about Icheb, remember?”     “My apologies, Captain,” Seven said.
    “Could we see our son now?” Yifay said     “Please be patient,” Janeway said. “If we rush the next encounter, it may not go any better than the last. Stay aboard Voyager for awhile. It’ll give Icheb a chance to get to know you in an environment that’s familiar to him. I’ll have Neelix, that’s the name of our chief morale officer, do everything he can to make you comfortable while you’re here.”     Yifay nodded and looked at Leucon, who nodded as well.     “Seven, why don’t you, Sam, and Naomi join Icheb’s parents for a meal in the mess hall?” Janeway said.
    “I’m sure they would be happy too,” Seven said,.     “I’m sorry,” Leucon said, “but who are Sam and Naomi?”     “My wife and her daughter,” Seven said matter-of-factly. Janeway winced. While it had been a long time since she or anyone she knew had encountered a culture that was hostile to the kind of relationship Seven and Samantha had, she wished she’d gone to the effort to find out how the Brunali would react.     “Your… wife?” Yifay said. “I don’t understand.”     Leucon touched Yifay’s hand.     “It’s probably a human thing,” he said. “It is not our place to judge.”     “Human sexuality probably shouldn’t be on the list of things we discuss at the table,” Janeway said. “Suffice it to say, I think it would help Icheb a great deal of good to see his biological and extended families getting along.”
    Yifay and Leucon looked at each other, communicating in that non-verbal way that couples often did, even without the aid of telepathy, and nodded.
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    In Cargo Bay 2, Icheb worked at a console, trying to perfect his new sensor designs. His mind was unable to focus on the task at hand, but it was not due to any of the potential distractions in the cargo bay itself, such as Mezoti riding around on a device called a bicycle, and while Naomi Wildman played kadis-kot with the twins.
    Where did she even get the bicycle? Icheb thought. Did she replicate it, or did someone happen to have one aboard and is allowing her to use it?
    “Is your mother pretty?” Mizoti asked. It wasn’t her first question of the day, and just all the others Icheb chose not to respond. This failed to deter her however. “What are they like?”     Icheb finally caved and spoke up, though not to answer Mizoti’s questions. “I’m busy.”
    “If you leave,” Mizoti said, “who will help us with our science projects?”
    “My Mom can help,” Naomi said. “She’s a xenobiologist, but she knows a little about other stuff too.”
    Icheb glanced over his shoulder when he heard the door to the cargo bay open, and frowned when Seven of Nine walked in.     “Icheb, Naomi, I need you to come with me,” she said.     “Where?” Icheb said.     “To dinner with your parents,” Seven said to Icheb.     “Why am I going too?” Naomi asked.     “Your mother will be joining us,” Seven said. “The Captain hopes it will aid in the transition.”
    “Okay,” Naomi said. “Are his parents nice?”     “They seem to be,” Seven said.
    “I’m working,” Icheb said.     “You can continue your project after the meal,” Seven said.     “I don’t have anything to talk about with them,” Icheb said.
    “Not at the moment perhaps,” Seven said, “but there will be eight sentient beings in attendance. Conversation is all but inevitable.”     “Eight?” Icheb said.     “The Captain will be there, as will Mister Neelix. He is helping your mother prepare Brunali dishes for you.”
    “I’m not going,” Icheb said. Seven looked saddened. He just couldn’t understand why everyone on this ship was either trying to push him off or was acting like he was already gone. The Doctor had insisted to him that his parents could nurture him in ways that the crew of Voyager could not, but on this ship his education and medical needs were taken care of.
    “Please don’t make this more difficult than it already is, Icheb,” Seven said. It was as far as he could remember over the past several weeks the first time he had heard sadness in her voice since First had gotten himself killed. He wondered if maybe he’d read the situation wrong, and that Seven didn’t want him to leave any more than he wanted to leave. This complicated things.
    “C’mon Icheb,” Naomi said, taking his hand. “Let’s go.”
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    When Seven entered the mess hall, she saw Yifay and Neelix coming out from the kitchen, each carrying a tray of food to a table where Leucon, Captain Janeway, and Samantha were already seated. Icheb, still looking uncomfortable, found a seat, keeping as far away from his parents as he could without sitting at another table entirely, and Naomi sat next to him and immediately introduced herself to Icheb’s parents.
    “Mister Neelix let me use his galley,” Yifay said, speaking to Icheb as Seven sat next to Samantha, “to prepare some poma. It was your favorite food when you were little.”     “I’m not hungry,” Icheb said. Seven felt Samantha gently squeeze her thigh under the table.     “You okay?” she whispered in Seven’s ear. Seven nodded and kept watching Icheb interact with his mother.
    “I am not little anymore,” Icheb said, looking at the plate of food, but not the way he would if he were hungry.     He doesn’t want to make eye contact, Seven thought. I can understand that, I suppose.
    “No,” Yifay said, looking sad. “No you’re not.”     “Your mother worked hard on that meal,” Leucon said, though not in an angry or accusatory tone. “Couldn’t you at least try it?” he added with a small smile.     Icheb looked at Seven and Sam.     “You do not require our permission,” Seven said.     “Go ahead,” Sam said.
    “It’s good,” Naomi said, some of the food already in her mouth.     “Sweetie,” Sam said, sighing, “what have I told you about talking with your mouth full?”     Seven chuckled despite herself. She felt bad about laughing at her step-daughter’s expense, but the release of tension that came with it was more than welcome.
    “I suppose,” Icheb said, barely suppressing a smile of his own. He took a bite, and almost as if against his will, his mouth upturned in a smile.     “I think he likes it,” Sam whispered to Seven.
    “Indeed,” Seven added, feeling somewhat relieved herself. Perhaps this transition would go smoothly after all. Then the only thing she would have to worry about would be missing Icheb, but with her family and shipmates here for her she suspected that would not take too long. It was then that she noticed that Samantha seemed to be looking at Icheb’s parents suspiciously, as she suspected they were hiding something. She hid it well when Leucon and Yifay were looking in her direction, but when their attention was on Icheb, and now Naomi as the latter regaled them with stories about Icheb trying to teach her astrophysics.     “Sammy?” Seven said quietly. “Is there something you want to tell me?”     “Later babe, later,” Sam said back.
    The meal continued into ship’s night. Eventually, Icheb and his parents got up to leave. Icheb would not be leaving right away, but he had agreed to accept a tour of the Brunali encampment where he would be living when he did. Naomi asked if she could go too. Sam seemed oddly reluctant, but when Icheb said he’d keep an eye on her to make sure she didn’t wander off, Sam agreed. Seven had a feeling this was not what her concern was.
    Once Naomi, Icheb, and his parents were gone, Sam did not wait for Seven to ask.     “Something is off about those two, I know it,” she said.     “Et tu, Samantha?” Janeway said, glowering at Seven. Seven shook her head.     “I had nothing to do with this, Captain,” she said. “In fact I found them to be quite personable.”     “I can’t put my finger on it, Captain,” Sam said, “but my Mom Radar is pinging like crazy right now.”
    “Are you sure this isn’t my fault somehow?” Seven said. “Perhaps your perception is being colored by my own reluctance to-”
    “Annie,” Sam said, gingerly pressing her finger to Seven’s lips, “you know me. I’m not prone to acting on impulse.”     Seven sighed and looked at Janeway. “She has a point, Captain. And unlike us she is a biological parent. Perhaps-”     “Fine,” Janeway said, rubbing her temples. “I’ll have Tuvok take another look at Icheb’s parents if it will make you feel better.”     “It would, Captain,” Sam said. “Thank you.”     “You know,” Janeway said, “I expected that Seven would be a problem tonight.”     “Hey,” Seven said.     “But not you, Sam.”     “Captain,” Samantha said, “how often have you managed to save this crew by acting on instinct rather than logic?”
    Janeway glowered at Samantha for several long uncomfortable seconds. “Touche, Ensign Wildman, touche.” With that, Janeway left the mess hall. Neelix simply shrugged and returned to his kitchen.
    “I think I’ll try to catch up with Icheb and Naomi,” Seven said. “Maybe I’ll see something down on the planet. Would you like to… why are you looking at me like that?”     “Honey, remember what’s happened to me the last several times I was planetside? Forget it. If I didn’t think Icheb would protect Naomi like she was his sister, I wouldn’t have let her go in the first place. If you’re there too, I know she’ll be safe. I will stay up here. On the ship. That isn’t a planet.”     Seven nodded. She had been putting off discussing Samantha’s fairly recent fear of planets since the Delta Flyer crash last year for fear that it would make her too uncomfortable, but she had a feeling that she could not do so for much longer. That would be a matter for another time though. Instead, she hugged Sam, and headed for the door, hoping she wouldn’t be too late to catch up to Icheb and his parents before they beamed down.
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    In the Brunali settlement, Leucon walked with Icheb, showing him around, answering his questions. Seven looked around, watching other Brunali hard at work on various projects, Naomi at her side as they followed close behind Icheb and his father.
    “The Borg didn’t leave us much to work with,” Leucon said. “But we didn’t need much, just a little ingenuity. Everything you see, we built with our own hands. Our homes, cultivation bays…”     “What’s this?” Icheb said. Seven looked at the device he was pointing to. It’s apparent level of advancement stood out next to the relatively primitive greenhouse it was next to, but Seven had learned long ago that not all races developed technologies at the same pace and in the same directions as others did. Humans referred to such things as anachronisms, but she didn’t see it that way.
    “That is a genetic resequencer,” Leucon said. “We use it to alter the DNA of certain plants to conform with environmental conditions.”     “You built this as well?” Icheb said, sounding as impressed as Seven felt. She found herself admiring the Brunali people. Despite everything the Borg had put them through, they had found ways to survive and even thrive. Had they been a species in the Alpha Quadrant, the Federation would likely jump at the chance to admit them.
“We adapted parts from damaged vessels,” Leucon said. “Nothing’s been wasted.”
“Efficient,” Icheb said. Seven agreed with that as well. As much as she loved Samantha, a part of her desperately wanted Sam to be wrong. The knowledge Icheb retained from both the Borg and Starfleet would be valuable to these people. As much as she would miss him, she didn’t want to have to take him away from his homeworld.
“Efficiency is one attribute we share with the Borg,” Leucon said. “In our case, it’s a necessity.” Leucon and Icheb stepped out of the greenhouse, the former holding the door open for Seven and Naomi, who had to stop from bothering the locals with questions about the plants.
    “I know our settlement seems primitive compared to Voyager,” Leucon said. “But I promise you, that will change.”     “What about space travel?” Icheb said.     “Someday,” leucon said, “we’ll have ships that rival Voyager. But we need the dedication of young people like you to help us.”     Seven wondered if something like that had been what made Samantha so troubled. She had to admit that since coming down to the planet Leucon had at times sounded more like the cliche of a human politician running for office than a father, but Seven’s knowledge of the Brunali was limited. For all she knew, this was just how their fathers spoke to their children.
    While she was thinking, Icheb began talking with some boys who seemed about his age. They were talking about a local sport that apparently Icheb had been talented at before his assimilation. Seven was about to inquire about it when she felt Naomi tugging gently on her arm.     “Seven?”     “Yes?”     “Icheb won’t have to leave today, will he? Will we all get a chance to say goodbye?” Naomi had that look on her face that she often did when she was trying, and failing, not to show how upset she was.     “I’m sure we will,” Seven said.     “Excuse me,” Leucon said, Seven not realizing immediately he was addressing her. “I apologize for the interruption, but Icheb said he would like to spend the night down here, but we don’t have a regeneration unit installed for him yet. I was hoping you could help us.” Seven looked at Icheb, who simply nodded.     “Of course,” Seven said, thinking that perhaps this could be the opportunity she needed to learn what, if anything, had caused Samantha’s concerns. “We can return to Voyager right now. I will show you how to operate the device. Icheb, what was the name of that sport your peers over there said you played?”     “They called it pala. I do not remember how to play though,” Icheb said.     “Perhaps a session with the other Brunali children would refresh your memory,” Seven said.     “You want me to go play?” Icheb said, sounding surprised.     “Yes,” Seven said.     “Can I play too?” Naomi said.     “It’s perfectly safe,” Leucon said.     “I don’t doubt that,” Seven said. “However, if I left her here on the planet without adult supervision that would cause unnecessary tension with her mother.”     Leucon chuckled and nodded. “I understand that all too well.”     Naomi looked disappointed, but didn’t say anything as Seven called for the three of them to be beamed up. Once aboard, Seven took Leucon to cargo bay 2, asking Naomi to go and keep the other Borg children occupied so they would not be a distraction while the regeneration unit was prepared. This was only half true, however. Seven’s true intent was to ask Leucon some questions and for that she needed to be sure there was minimal chance for interruptions.
    “I’ve adapted this neural transceiver to interface with the portable regenerator,” Seven said, talking about a piece of technology on a nearby workbench. Work on such a device had begun earlier, when it became likely that Icheb would be leaving, so now was as good as time as any to complete it. “It currently only has enough power to complete one full cycle.”     “I think we can come up with a way of recharging it,” Leucon said, looking the device over.
    “How was he taken?” Seven asked.
    “Sorry?”     “I am curious as to how Icheb ended up assimilated. I apologize if I was too direct.”     Leucon sighed, he looked bothered by the question, but he answered anyway. “Since the Borg first attacked us, we’ve taken great pains to hide whatever new technology we develop.”     “So that passing cubes won’t be attracted to your planet,” Seven said. “A wise strategy.”
    “Unfortunately we haven’t always been successful. One morning, about four years ago, Icheb heard me talking about a new fertilization array we constructed in the lower field. He wanted to see it.”     I can believe that, Seven thought.     “I told him I’d take him the next day,” Leucon continued. “But he was impatient, the way boys can be. I never even realized he’d wandered off when the alarm sounded. It turns out the Borg were just as interested in our new technology as Icheb was. They took him. Assimilated everyone in the area.”
    “I see,” Seven said, saddened at the thought of so much life lost.     “If only I’d kept a closer eye on him,” Leucon said. Seven knew that feeling all too well; the desire to blame one’s self for actions beyond their control.     “Icheb has a mind of his own,” Seven said. “When he has made up his mind, it is difficult to dissuade him. That remained true even after he was assimilated.”
    “Still, it’s hard not to blame myself. Your parents must’ve felt the same way when they lost you.”     “My parents were with me when I was assimilated,” Seven said.     “I can’t imagine what that must’ve been like for them. Watching their daughter be assimilated, helpless to defend her?”     Seven nodded. She hadn’t intended initially to be this open with Icheb’s father, but despite Sam’s concerns, she did feel like she could trust him. She tried to see what it was that Sam had seen that made her concerned, but she just couldn’t.     “It is important that Icheb regenerate for six uninterrupted hours,” she said, helping Leucon load the portable regeneration device into a carrying case.     “Understood.”     “He may resist. He doesn’t like to waste time, and he sees sleeping as a waste of time.”     “I wasn’t so different when I was his age.”
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    The next morning, Seven learned that Voyager would be leaving, and that Icheb had decided not to contest his being left behind with his parents. She had suspected as much, but it still stung somewhat.     She now stood in the transporter room, where Icheb would be arriving soon with his belongings to beam down after saying his goodbyes to the other Borg children and to Naomi. Captain Janeway stood next to her.     “You okay, Seven?”     “I am sad,” Seven admitted, “but less so than I expected.”     “And Sam?”     “Uncertain,” Seven said. “She seemed to take me at my word when I made it clear I found no cause to doubt Icheb’s parents, but I think she may still have doubts.”     “I think I can blame myself for that, at least in part,” Janeway said. “I do talk a lot about the value of instinct, and trusting one’s metaphorical gut. I guess she really took that to heart.”
    “If I knew what it was about them that triggered her feelings,” Seven said, “perhaps I could’ve done more to put her at ease.”     The door to the transporter room opened, and Icheb stepped in, a duffel bag over his shoulder. Seven picked up a smaller container that was between her and the Captain and handed it over to him.     “This contains a number of PADDs with astrophysical data as well as a high-resolution telescope,” she said. “It's a somewhat poor substitute for our astrometric sensors, but, it should be adequate to helping you continue your studies.”
    “I will use it every day,” Icheb said. “Thank you.”     Seven nodded.     “Goodbye, Icheb,” Janeway said. “And good luck.”     “Thank you, Captain. And to you as well. I hope you find a way home.”     Janeway turned and nodded at the transporter operator.     “Goodbye,” Seven said quietly as Icheb transported away.     Janeway put a hand on Seven’s shoulder and squeezed gently. “Tell you what. Why don’t you, Sam, and Naomi stop by quarters tonight for dinner?”     “I’ll consult with them at the first opportunity,” Seven said. She prepared to leave, to return to the astrometrics lab, but a thought occurred. “You never told me what, if anything, Mister Tuvok learned. How did that go?”     “It didn’t,” Janeway said. “He was unable to come up with an angle to approach it from. Still, I wouldn’t worry. If there were anything about them that could be of concern, it would take the entire encampment covering up for them to hide it from us. Children included.”     “I see,” Seven said. “Though I would remind you that Naomi proved capable of keeping a secret for months until letting it slip by accident at the age of 3.”     “She did? Oh, wait, now I remember. She told me about you and Sam having ‘grown up time.’ Luckily, you two were planning to go public with your relationship that day anyway. Quite fortuitous that.”     “There are days,” Seven said, “where one could make the case that this ship runs as much on fortuitousness as it does dilithium crystals.”
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    Seven of Nine found herself awoken from her regeneration cycle early by a tired and upset looking Mezoti.     “I can’t regenerate,” Mezoti said. Seven sighed. If nothing else, her time spent co-parenting Naomi had prepared her for incidents like this.
    “You miss Icheb,” Seven said, not bothering to phrase it as a question.
    Mezoti nodded.     “So do I,” Seven said, “but we’ll adapt. Return to your alcove.”
    “If you find my parents, will I have to go with them?”     “We can discuss that if the time comes,” Seven said.     “I hope you don’t find them,” Mezoti said. This made Seven sad, but she also understood where it was coming from. As she’d said though, that was a topic for another time, so she repeated her request for Mezoti to return to her alcove.
    “Seven?”     “Yes?”
“What if the Borg try to assimilate Icheb again?”     “His people lack resources,” Seven said, hoping to put Mezoti’s concerns at ease. “The Borg have little reason to return to their planet.”
“What if Icheb’s on a ship?”     “Unlikely,” Seven said.
“He was on a ship last time,” Mezoti said before turning around to step into her alcove.     Seven of Nine felt her heart skip a beat. “You… you are mistaken. He was on the surface when he was assimilated,” she said, though already her inner monologue was telling her that Samantha had been right all along.
    “No. He wasn’t,” Mezoti said, matter of factly, not showing any sign of offense at being contradicted. “A class-one transport was detected in grid 649; one lifeform; species: Brunali,” she said in a Borg-like monotone before stepping into her alcove and starting her regeneration cycle. Seven was grateful for that, because it meant that Mezoti would not hear her swear as she made her way towards the exit.
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    “Seven,” a very tired Janeway said as she entered astrometrics, a cup of fresh coffee in her hand, her eyelids heavy, and her hair still a mess, “if whatever it is you called me down here for isn’t the most important thing you’ve ever found, I doubt anyone but your wife would hold it against me if I threw you in the brig for twenty years.”
    “It is very important,” Seven said, still looking at the screen, filled with Borg data.     “I don’t read Borg, you’ll have to translate this for me.”     “This is tactical data from the cube where we found the children,” Seven said. “It says that Icheb was found alone on an unarmed transport vessel when the Borg took him.”     “And?” Janeway said, glaring at her, the time 0300 hours repeating in her mind over and over again; a time when she should’ve been asleep.     “Icheb’s father told me he had been assimilated on the planet’s surface.”     “Is it possible you misunderstood?” Janeway said.     “No. Leucon was very specific about the details.”     “That cube was disabled by a deadly pathogen,” Janeway said. “It suffered extensive damage. Isn’t it possible these records were corrupted?”
    “Perhaps,” Seven said, “but I found another inconsistency in Leucon’s story.”
    “Oh joy,” Janeway said, planning the talk she was going to have with Samantha about giving her wife ideas considering her recent history with making bold connections based on circumstantial evidence.     “He told me Icheb was assimilated four years ago,” Seven continued, unabated by Janeway’s sarcasm. “But further analysis indicates the Borg attacked three times in the past ten years. Nine years ago, six years ago, and again last year.”     Janeway looked at the data on the screen, and listened to Seven’s tone of voice; calm, collected, certain.     Goddammit, she thought. She has a point.     “All right,” she said aloud after taking a sip of her coffee, “Let’s assume your information is accurate. What does it prove?”     “That Icheb’s father was lying,” Seven said with an eyebrow raised.     “And why would he do that?”     “I’m not certain, but we have an obligation to find out.”     Janeway wanted to say that they didn’t, that Icheb’s parents had been through enough and that they shouldn’t be interrogating them. If it were just Seven of Nine, she probably would, but Samantha Wildman was not prone to flights of fancy and had never gone off on wild conspiracy theories after having an entire starship’s database worth of information dumped into her head, and she had been the first to suspect that Icheb’s parents were not what they’d appeared. And Seven’s evidence, while circumstantial, was not illogical.     “We’ll go back to the Brunali homeworld,” Janeway said. “I’m sure we can cook up some excuse. Say that Icheb forgot something, whatever, I’ll figure it out.”
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    Icheb was not sure what the argument was about, but the sound of his parents verbally fighting awoke him from his regeneration cycle. As he stretched his limbs, he heard his father yell.     “Couldn’t we at least wait a few days?”     “What would that accomplish?” his mother said.     “He’s just getting settled,” Leucon said. Icheb immediately realized they were talking about him, but he wasn’t sure why.     “The longer we wait the harder it’ll be for everyone,” Yifay said, “you know that.”
    “Why do it at all? There’s nothing compelling us to go through with it.”
    “It’s what he was born for.”     “Hasn’t he been through enough?”     Icheb felt compelled to walk into the room where his parents right this moment and ask what they meant by all this, but something in him suggested he wait and try to learn more.
    “Why not give him a chance at an ordinary life?” Leucon said.
    “He’s not an ordinary child,” Yifay said.     “No, but he can help us in other ways,” Leucon said. Icheb could hear a hint of desperation in his father’s voice. “He’s bright, he’s hardworking, he-”
    “Leucon! His return was a gift. We can’t waste it.”     “I don’t want to lose him a second time.”     “To survive we all have to make sacrifices. You taught me that,” Yifay said. Icheb felt nervous. The Doctor had referred to this feeling as ‘butterflies in the stomach.’ Had they been literal, his stomach would be full to bursting with the insects. He had to confront them, had to know what was going on, had to know why his mother was talking about him this way.
    He walked into the room, and his parents feel silent.     “What do you mean by sacrifices, mother?” Icheb said.     “Icheb, you were supposed to be asleep, regenerating,” Yifay said, while Leucon simply went and sat in the corner, seeming to have trouble looking at them. “You know that you’re very important to us.”     “Yes,” Icheb said. “Though I am beginning to suspect it’s not for the reasons I was led to believe. What was it I was born for?”     A tear fell down Yifay’s face.     “Leucon?” she said, as she got up and opened a door on a nearby cabinet. “You better hold him.” She took out a device that resembled a hypospray. He tried to stand up but before he could his father was holding him into place.     “I don’t understand,” he yelled, trying to break free of Leucon’s grip as Yifay pressed the device against his neck. There was a brief stinging sensation, followed by blurred vision, and he felt very, very tired. The last thing he heard before slipping into unconsciousness was his mother speaking.     “Prepare for launch.”
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    As soon as Voyager arrived over the Brunali homeworld, Captain Janeway told Harry Kim to hail Icheb’s parents.     “We didn’t expect to see you again, Captain,” Leucon said, sounding polite, but his body language conveying annoyance.
    Already Janeway’s instincts were kicking in. Her cover story went right out the metaphorical airlock and to what she figured would be Seven of Nine’s surprise went straight to the point.     “We’d like to ask you a few questions,” she said, “if you don’t mind.”     “Questions?” Yifay said, stepping into view, and sounded guarded, like she already expected an interrogation.
    “Regarding Icheb and the circumstances surrounding his assimilation,” Janeway said.     “We’ve already discussed that,” Leucon said, sounding angry.     “The story you told my astrometrics officer is inconsistent with our data,” Janeway said.     “We don’t owe you any explanations,” Yifay said. Any doubts Janeway had went away. They could easily have tried to argue that Seven was mistaken, or was acting on emotion, and they would’ve had a case even if they were wrong. But they weren’t even trying.
    “In that case,” Janeway said, standing up from the Captain’s chair, “I’d like to talk to Icheb.”
    “He’s not here,” Leucon said.     “Oh?” Then where is he?”Janeway said.     “That’s not your concern,” Yifay said. Janeway did not like this one bit.     “Scan for his bio-signs,” she said to Tuvok.     “He is not in the settlement,” Tuvok said after a few moments.     “Captain,” Harry said, “I’m detecting a small vessel. Distance, nine million kilometers. It’s heading for the coordinates of the transwarp conduit.”     Janeway heard Seven let out a small gasp at that, and she couldn’t blame her. She glared at the two Brunali on the viewscreen.     “He’s on that ship, isn’t he?” Janeway said.
    “According to these readings,” Chakotay said, “that ship is travelling at warp 9.8. That can’t be right.”     “It only looks that way,” Tom said. “It���s been designed to emit a false warp signature; strong enough to penetrate subspace.”     “They’re using it as bait to attract the Borg,” Seven said, somehow keeping her composure despite the horrific implications.     “He’s fighting for his people,” Yifay said with pride in her voice.     “Alone on an unarmed transport?” Janeway said. “How the hell does that work?”     “We don’t have particle weapons or powerful starships at our disposal,” Leucon said. “We’re forced to use the only resource we have.”     “Your children?” Seven said.     “No. Our genetic expertise,” Yifay said.     “Icheb’s not bait,” Janeway said. “He’s a weapon. The first cube that captured him was infected by a pathogen. Icheb was the carrier wasn’t he?”
    “Every time we try to rebuild,” Leucon said, “begin to make progress, the Borg come and take it away from us.”     “Tom,” Janeway said, “set a course for that transport vessel, full impulse.”
    “Yes ma’am,” Tom said.
    “You have no right to interfere,” Leucon yelled, pointing at the screen.     “We’re trying to save our civilization,” Yifay said.     “I’m not unsympathetic,” Janeway said, “but he’s a child. Couldn’t you have used someone else as a carrier? Did you even ask Icheb if he wanted this?”     Neither of Icheb’s parents responded, which was all the answer Janeway needed.     “Captain,” Leucon said at the end of the long silence. “A Borg ship will emerge from that conduit at any moment. Don’t endanger your crew. You’ll be destroyed.”     “Your concern is noted,” Janeway said, “but rings hollow coming from someone who uses unwilling children as biological weapons. As for your grand plan, it’s doomed to fail. Icheb’s pathogen only brought down one cube. And you aren’t the first species to try to use a virus to take down the Collective either. They only brought down one cube too. I don’t know exactly how many cubes the Borg have, but I’m willing to bet there are more of them than you have children.”
    “How dare-” Yifay began yelling.     “End transmission,” Janeway said. “Red alert. All hands to battlestations.”
    The ship quickly caught up to the transport. A quick scan revealed that Icheb was alive on board, but likely unconscious.
    “Transport him to sickbay,” Chakotay said,     “I can’t,” Harry said. “There’s some kind of interference.”     “Because of course there is,” Janeway said.
    “The interference appears to be coming from the conduit,” Tuvok said. “By my estimate, a Borg vessel will emerge in less than 40 seconds.”     “Harry, do what you can to break through that interference,” Janeway said.     “Working on it,” Harry said.
    “We still can’t establish a lock at this distance,” Seven said.     “Tom, get us closer to that ship,” Janeway said.     “30 seconds,” Tuvok said.     “Yes ma’am,” Tom said, sounding nervous. The image of the Brunali transport vessel grew larger on the viewscreen.     “A conduit is opening,” Tuvok said. “20 seconds.”
    “When that Borg ship comes through I’m gonna have a hell of a time getting away from it,” Tom said.     “One problem at a time,” Janeway said.     “I have a lock,” Harry said.
    “Grab him and get the shields back up,” Janeway said. Tuvok began counting down from ten. As he reached six Seven reported that Icheb had been beamed directly to sickbay.     “Get us out of here,” Janeway said, “maximum-” The ship shuddered violently, cutting off her order.     A Borg sphere was on screen now, its tractor beam having caught both the transport and Voyager, and pulling them both towards an open hatch.     “Target their tractor beam generator,” Janeway said.     “I cannot get a clean shot with the Brunali transport in our firing arc,” Tuvok said.     “The sphere is hailing us,” Harry said. “I assume I can ignore.”     “Good call,” Janeway said. “Tuvok, target the transport, then-”     “Wait,” Seven of Nine said, “I have an idea. Transport a timed photon torpedo to the Brunali vessel. Set it detonate as soon as it’s inside the sphere.”
    “That will occur in approximately 20 seconds,” Tuvok said. “However, Voyager will be inside less than 3 seconds later.”
    “Tom, full reverse thrusters,” Janeway said. “It might buy us a few more seconds.” If they don’t burn out from the strain first, she thought. “Do it.”
    Janeway heard Seven manipulate the console behind her. A second later Seven began counting down.     “Tom, go to warp on my mark,” Janeway said. “All hands, brace for impact.”     Seven’s countdown ended and the viewscreen lit up as an explosion engulfed the sphere's opening. The tractor beam abruptly shut and Voyager lurched free as the shock wave hit them, knocking everyone off their stations and causing sparks to fly from consoles.
"Now, Mister Paris!"
Voyager leapt to warp speed, narrowly avoiding an even larger shockwave and explosion.     “The sphere is heavily damaged,” Tuvok said. “They are not pursuing.”     Janeway sighed. That was too close for comfort. She wondered briefly if they would’ve even had a chance had the Borg been what they once were before the degradation that Seven had theorized, but decided that that was too unpleasant a thought to contemplate and pushed it aside.     “Tom, put us back on course to the Alpha Quadrant.”
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    Seven of Nine and Samantha Wildman held hands as they watched the Doctor continue his scans of a still unconscious Icheb. Seven had told Samantha that she had been right all along, but as she’d expected Sam took no pleasure in it. Seven had learned long ago, and today had only reinforced the concept, that being correct was not always the preferred outcome.
    “Did his parents reinfect him?” Sam asked after Seven filled her in on what they’d learned from Icheb’s parents before the rescue.     “No,” the Doctor said. “They merely sedated him. He was genetically engineered. I don’t know how I missed it before, but Icheb was not infected with the pathogen, his body produces it. He’s been producing it since birth.”     “That’s a terrifying thought,” Sam said, echoing Seven’s thoughts almost word for word. “Bred to kill Borg. How are we going to tell him?”     “We can worry about that when he wakes up,” Seven said to Sam. To the Doctor she said, “Is he in any danger?”     “I can suppress the pathogen. He’ll be fine, physically. He’s going to need help coming to terms with what happened. I’m afraid I don’t know what the standard psychological treatment for finding out your parents only conceived you to be used as a weapon of war is.”     “We’ll do our best,” Sam said. “We have to. We’re his family now.”     “Sam?” Seven said. “Are you sure-”     “Yes, I am,” Samantha said. “I know what I said before, but…” Seven nodded, remembering the conversation they’d had the day of the Voyager science fair.     “Perhaps,” Seven said, “knowing that he has a sister now will help soften the blow.”
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    The next morning, Icheb was in astrometrics. but not working on astronomical phenomena this time. He had his genome and that of an ordinary Brunali male on the viewscreen, comparing them, when Seven of Nine and Noah Lessing walked in.     “Hey kid,” Lessing said, nodding politely. Icheb nodded politely in return. He hadn’t spoken to any of the Equinox survivors before. He wondered if they ever felt as out of place as he did right now, though based on what he’d heard from other Voyager crew members one of the other survivors such as Gilmore or Sofin would be the better one to speak with as Lessing largely kept to himself when he wasn’t on duty.
    “I did not realize you had already been cleared to leave sickbay,” Seven said. “I would’ve come to get you.”     “I wanted to have some time alone,” Icheb said.     Seven looked at the screen. “I was unaware you had an interest in genetics as well as astrophysics.”     “I do not know,” Icheb said. He felt embarrassed about the truth, but he said it anyway. “My parents said I might have an aptitude for it as well.”     “I see,” Seven said. “What have you learned?” He showed her the differences between the genomes that he had uncovered in his research, pointing out the changes his parents made to his to cause his body to produce the pathogen.
    “It is... ingenious,” he said, his scientific curiosity clashing with and overpowering the shame and anger he felt towards his parents.     “It is barbaric,” Seven said.     “They were trying to defend themselves,” Icheb said. “Their way of life. I do not believe they would’ve done something so, barbaric as you say, if they weren’t desperate.”     “Kid,” Lessing said, “take it from someone who knows. There are some lines that should never be crossed. Even in self-defense. My former Captain did that once. I went along with it. In the end, it got a lot of my friends killed.”     “I do not believe the situations are analogous,” Icheb said.     “Perhaps not,” Seven said. “But ultimately the decision whether or not to forgive your parents is up to you, and you alone.”
    “Do you?” Icheb said. “Forgive them?” Seven sighed.     “No,” she said. “And I do not believe I will any time in the foreseeable future. But as I said, your forgiveness is yours to give or not. It’s your decision.”     “Then they have it,” Icheb said. “I have no desire to hold a grudge.”     Seven didn’t say anything. She looked at the screen and back at Icheb.     “Very well,” she said. “However, if you wish to continue your research, genetics or astrophysics, you will need to do it elsewhere. Mister Lessing and I have work to do.”
    Icheb thought about it for a moment.     “Perhaps I will program the game of pala into the holodeck,” he said.
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