#and its nearly midnight so im gonna go sleep for an unhealthily long time and keep isolating myself from everyone who maybe cares abt me
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lmao so my lil rest might end up going for longer than a week, just a heads up, i’m not gonna put an exact timeframe on it but i’ll try not to let it go for too much longer.
my brain has just basically decided to Stop Working lmao, i managed to write one (1) full oneshot over the past five days and that’s it, which isn’t that great for me, i used to be able to churn out one or more a day lol
anyway i’m chipping away at part 8 of the buried secrets series atm and wanna finish writing the whole series before putting out any more parts if i can, then there’s another series i’ve started writing that i wanna post once all of the buried secrets parts are posted. idk i’m just chipping away at things and slowly they’re getting done but i get rly rly anxious if i dont have at least like 10 finished works in my drafts and if i’m not at least three parts ahead in a series lol, atm i’ve only got part 7 done in my drafts and probably six finished works total in my drafts ?? but my brain is being Ultra Annoying and telling me that I Cannot Do Anything Right Ever and that my writing is Horrible and Only Getting Worse, to the point that i honestly can’t tell if anything i write is decent or shit anymore lmaoooo, so basically i’m trying to work through that and get the energy to actually write and go through my stories till i’m happy with them
idk sorry if this is tmi, basically just my brain Sucks and i have Zero Energy to do Anything Ever which is super fun
tl;dr: anxiety is Bad and i’ll be back to posting new content as soon as i can, but it might be another week or so, who knows, sorry
thanks for being patient with me, i’ll be back as soon as i can, much love to u
#personal#i'll probably delete this later#i wrote 600 words today#which is something#i've almost finished writing part 8#probably only 1000 words or so left#that said i've already written like#3500 or so of it#so it'll be a long boi#when i do finally get it done#which will hopefully be tomorrow or the next day#then i can start on part 9#hopefully#anyway my brain is Broken which is super fun and good and fresh etc etc#and its nearly midnight so im gonna go sleep for an unhealthily long time and keep isolating myself from everyone who maybe cares abt me#and go about my general life self sabotaging as usual lol#great stuff#and i havent got therapy for another like 2 weeks lol so this should be Fun#this is all probably tmi sorry im tired#like i said i'll probs end up deleting this later#hope yall are good etc#much love to u
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