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cressidagrey · 3 days ago
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The Queen of Romantasy and the Race Car Prince - Chapter 11
Pairing: Lando Norris x Elizabeth "Lizzie" Treshton (Original Character)
Summary:
Elizabeth Treshton—bestselling romantasy author, queen of fae heartbreak, and sworn devotee of a carefully structured routine—never expected her service dog to abandon protocol and diagnose a Formula 1 driver with something. But that’s exactly what happens when Mara the wonder-dog ditches Lizzie’s side to aggressively alert to none other than Lando Norris in the middle of a coffee shop.
Warnings and Notes: 
Mention of epilepsy and service animals. I don't myself suffer from epilepsy, so I asked my IRL friend, who thankfully was nice enough to let me ask her all the questions I could come up with. The rest I asked Reddit. So everything that's wrong...that's totally my fault and not on purpose.
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
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Lizzie barely had time to take in the Quadrant studio before a guy launched himself across the room like he was personally greeting a royal dignitary.
“Oh my god, you actually brought her,” he gushed, stopping just short of throwing himself at Mara’s paws. “Lando never lets us meet his friends—”
Lando sighed theatrically, rolling his eyes as he led Lizzie inside. "Because you're all lunatics."
The man grinned, unfazed by Lando's comment. "Yeah, but we're your lunatics.”
Max Fewtrell, already grinning, lifted his phone. “Right, formal introduction time. Lizzie, welcome to Quadrant chaos. You already know me—”
“Tragically,” Lando mumbled.
“—but this is Ethan, who thinks he runs things, Ria, who actually runs things, and Steve, the only adult in the room.”
Lizzie grinned. “Nice to finally meet you all.”
“Oh, we’re making this official,” Ria said, practically vibrating as she rummaged through a box on the table.
Lando groaned. “I already hate this.”
Ethan smirked. “Oh, you will.”
With a dramatic flourish, Ria pulled out a small fabric bundle and unfolded it.
Lizzie blinked.
It was a Quadrant dog bandana. Black with neon streaks, the brand’s logo stitched neatly in the corner.
“You made her merch?” Lizzie asked, trying to hold back a laugh.
Lando let out a long-suffering sigh. “Okay, listen. I can’t be seen walking a dog wearing Ferrari merch—”
"You could just walk her," Max chimed in.
"Shut up. Anyway.” Lando picked up the bandana. “And I highly doubt Lizzie would let me put McLaren papaya on her—”
“Not happening,” Lizzie confirmed.
“So this is a compromise.” Lando gestured at the bandana like it was the only logical solution. "I thought she’d want a little Quadrant flair too.”
There was a beat of silence as everyone seemed to process his logic.
Then, everyone started laughing. Loudly.
"Oh my god." Ethan shook his head, grinning. "Lando Norris, dog-walking fashion expert. Who would have thought?”
Max snorted. “Honestly, I get it. The internet would never let you live it down.”
Lando shot him a look. "Exactly. Have you checked Twitter lately? They already think I'm the biggest Ferrari fan in the history of ever. I don't need to give them any more ammunition."
Everyone else laughed harder. Ria was trying to catch her breath. "Oh my god, Lando, you're such a drama queen."
Steve, the supposed only adult in the room, was the only one who didn’t laugh. Instead, he studied the bandana with a considering expression. “Honestly, it is a good look. The orange would have clashed with her coat anyway.”
That set off another round of laughter, but Lando looked oddly appeased by Steve’s assessment.
Max clapped his hands together, grinning. “Right, Mara needs to try it on. Lando. Do your thing.”
Lando rolled his eyes, yet he knelt next to Mara. The Labrador seemed to realize this was important, because she sat perfectly still, her eyes trained on the bandana.
Lando wrapped the bandana around her neck, adjusting it until it fit snugly.
“There we go. She’s a Quadrant girl now,” he said, ruffling Mara’s ears.
 Lizzie crouched beside her.
“What do you think, girl?” she asked. “You like it?”
Mara gave a single wag of her tail.
“Oh, that’s a yes,” Ria confirmed, nodding sagely.
“100%,” Max agreed.
Lando stood, hands on his hips. "Of course she likes it. I have good taste."
Lizzie suppressed a smirk, trying (and failing) to hide her amusement at the ridiculous scene unfolding before her.
"And he's modest too," she joked.
Lando shot her a look, though there was no real annoyance behind it. "Hey, I'm just stating facts."
Max snickered. "Lando Norris, humble as always."
"You all just wish you were as humble as I am," Lando shot back, rolling his eyes.
Ethan gave an exaggerated sigh. "I know. It's tragic really. If only we could be as modest as the great Lando 'I'm a better driver than everyone in this room' Norris."
Lando flicked him off in response.
"So, this is where the magic is gonna happen?" Lizzie asked curiously, staring around the warehouse. "It looks..."
"Like an abandoned warehouse?" Max suggested drily. "It's for the aesthetic of the photoshoot."
"And what is that aesthetic?" Lizzie asked. "Where to dump a body?"
Lando shot her an amused glance. "Dark, edgy, abandoned industrial-chic, I think."
"Yeah, it's our 'we're really cool and don't care' vibe," Ethan chimed in.
Ria nodded. "And it's cheaper than renting out an actual studio."
"Not to mention we have the freedom to set everything up exactly the way we want," Steve added.
"You know...for the vibe," Max said, wiggling his fingers in the air.
"I think the aesthetic choice is very 'Lando','" Lizzie mused, eyeing Lando, who looked offended.
"What does that mean?" he asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Hmm..." Lizzie tapped a finger against her chin, pretending to think. "Rich, edgy, slightly obnoxious..."
"I am none of those things," Lando protested.
Lizzie stared at him. "Lando, you literally bought a Range Rover on a whim. Now you are sitting here,  in front of the dog, whose bandana you had custom designed as we debate the 'aesthetic' of your photoshoot in a warehouse."
Max snickered, while Ria and Ethan tried to hide their smiles. 
Lando huffed. "Fine, I see your point. But it's still a cool aesthetic."
"It's definitely unique," Lizzie conceded.
Max's grin widened as he turned to Mara, who had been quietly observing the entire exchange. "And what do you think, Mara? Do you think Lando has a cool aesthetic?"
The Labrador simply sat there, with her tongue lolling out, blissfully unaware of the debate about Lando's cool factor.
Lizzie smiled. "I think that's a solid 'yes' in dog language."
"Alright, alright. Enough making fun of me," Lando complained, though he didn't look particularly bothered. 
Steve, who'd been watching the whole exchange, finally spoke up.
"You know, I have to say, this is already more fun than most photoshoots."
Granted, Lizzie had managed to get through her life with literally only three photoshoots unless one counted random selfies with fans, so she tended to agree.
It was quite fun that she got to watch the whole thing go down though, shooting Lando's newest merch collection, while Mara happily took a nap on her feet. It was...interesting to see this side of him. 
Lando, as it turned out, had a knack for modeling. He effortlessly fell into different poses, morphing from nonchalant cool to charming casual without breaking a sweat. Lizzie couldn't help but admire him.
Ethan, as the photographer, seemed to be having the time of his life. He directed the shoot with enthusiasm, barking instructions like the self-proclaimed art director. "Okay, Lando, give me intense stare. Yeah, that's it. Now, throw in some smolder."
Max, playing the role of the hype man, didn't hesitate to boost up Lando's ego.  "Damn, mate. You were made for this. When are you gonna ditch racing and become a professional model?"
"Never," Lando shot back, without even pausing in his poses. "I have too much dignity for that."
"Dignity? You?" Max laughed. "That ship sailed years ago."
"Oh, shut up," Lando retorted, but he couldn't quite hide his smile.
Lizzie watched all of this with amusement, her eyes fixated on Lando as he moved in front of the camera.
He was a different person in front of the lens.
Confident, charismatic, almost...intoxicating.
It was easy to lose herself in the view, especially as his gaze frequently met hers, his smug smirk sending tingles down her spine.
God, he was handsome.
After what felt like hours, the shoot was over.
The lights were shut off, the equipment packed away, and the warehouse slowly returned from a makeshift photoshoot studio back to an abandoned warehouse.
Lando, as if waking from a trance, wandered over to Lizzie, his gaze roaming over her in a way that she could only describe as hungry.
"You’re staring," Lizzie pointed out, fighting down a shiver as his gaze continued to linger on her.
Lando gave her a lazy smile, not bothering to look away. "Can you blame me?"
Lizzie’s heart did a little flip, her cheeks warming under his gaze. She was still getting used to this — the casual intimacy between them, the easy banter, the way he looked at her like she was the only thing in the room worth seeing.
She could hear the others packing up and chattering in the background, their voices a soft, background hum. But right now, her attention was laser-focused on Lando, his eyes still holding hers captive.
"We need to get going," she said, kinda hating herself fo having to say that. "Tasha will kill me if I am late to my own reading."
Lando nodded, reluctantly tearing his gaze away from her.
“Right, right. Can’t have Tasha coming after you with a pitchfork,” he said, his tone light but his eyes still holding that intense look.
She gave him a smile, but she promised herself that tonight…tonight she was going to take advantage of that massive bed in their hotel room. 
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"We banned all flash photography and we'll had somebody tell them to just ignore Mara multiple times," Tasha said seriously.
Lando hadn't known that Lizzies best friend slash pseudo-sister also had the role as personal assistant slash point of contact for everybody that was involved in Lizzie's actual job...but he had learned that over the last few weeks.
Lando leaned back in his seat, watching Tasha as she talked. She was a force to be reckoned with, that much was obvious. He couldn't help but respect her dedication to making sure everything ran smoothly.
And he was also very glad that Lizzie had somebody with her at all times that knew the ins and outs of her epilepsy better than anybody else.
Tasha was a godsend, both a best friend and a safety net for Lizzie.
As Tasha continued briefing them on the night's schedule, Lando let his gaze drift to Lizzie, who was listening intently to her friend.
She was an absolute star to look at as always, but there was something different about tonight. There was a spark in her eyes, a hint of excitement, and a faint smile on her lips he really liked.
Lando was not the type to sit and listen to people gushing over books for hours, but given the way Lizzie looked, he was sure he could put up with it...
He had been to his fair share of movie premieres and gallery openings, but those were easy. He took a few pictures, flashed a charming smile...he was the center of attention. 
But tonight…Lando Norris was completely ignored. Because he was uninteresting. 
Elizabeth Treshton was the star. 
Lando Norris got to sit backstage and follow along from the shadows. 
And quite frankly, he found the whole experience fascinating, just because he got to see Lizzie's world.
The world of books, of words and imagination. It was utterly foreign to him, and yet he couldn't help but find it fascinating...especially with Lizzie in the middle of it.
She was the star here. She was the one people wanted to see. The world she had created, the characters that had been born out of her words on a page...millions of people had read these words.
And they loved them.
Lando found, to his surprise, that he couldn't take his eyes off her as she walked on stage, as she read a few pages, as the hall clapped, and as she answered the first few questions. It wasn't even about the words anymore, it was about the way she talked, about the way her eyes shined. About the way she was fully in her element.
He wasn't looking at a different woman...but he was looking at a facet of hers...that he hadn't yet gotten to completely see.
And he found himself wondering how many there were. How many layers he still had to uncover, how many things he still needed to discover.
He was a race car driver, speed and competition were his domain. He was living the life he'd always wanted.
But sitting here in this venue, watching Lizzie take the stage and make an audience of strangers hang onto her every word like the last light in a dark cave...he knew he was only scratching the surface here.
The rest of the reading, the Q&A and the signing went by in a bit of a blur. He was too busy watching Lizzie and the way her face lit up when fans came up to her and told her how her writing had moved or inspired them. And when she was finally finished, making her way towards him with a tired smile on her face, he couldn't help but reach out and grab her by the hand to pull her closer.
Her steps faltered for a second as he pulled her closer, but when she looked at him, her expression melted into a soft, tired smile. "You held out pretty well," she teased lightly.
Lando shrugged nonchalantly, his grip on her hand tightening. "I had a pretty good view to keep me entertained," he replied, his gaze drifting over her face with an intensity that belied his casual tone.
"Oh? And what exactly was so entertaining about the view?" Lizzie asked, amusement sparkling in her eyes despite her obvious tiredness.
Lando's smile widened into a lazy smirk. "Just taking in the show, Miss Treshton," he said, his thumb tracing circles against her wrist. "You were quite the spectacle up there."
Lizzie arched an eyebrow. "Spectacle, huh? Are you just trying to butter me up, Mr. Norris?"
"You are incredible, you know that?" he told her seriously.
She stared at him wide-eyed.
"And not just tonight," he continued, unable to keep the admiration out of his voice. "You've built a whole world with your words, Lizzie. And you've got millions of people wrapped around your little finger, myself included.”
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writeriguess · 21 hours ago
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hiii may I request katsuki x reader where he has to go to a work trip overseas and reader stays home, where she finds out she’s pregnant (or it could be the other way around, we stan prohero reader) 🥹 ofc when he comes back she has the news prepared, please tooth rooting fluff 🫶🫶
Future Little Explosive
Katsuki Bakugo had been gone for just over a week on an overseas work trip, and it was already driving you insane. He called every night, making sure you were eating properly, locking up before bed, and not overworking yourself. He was as gruff as ever, muttering complaints about jet lag and how annoying his colleagues were, but you could hear the longing behind every word. He missed you. And there was something you hadn’t told him yet—something that made every call feel heavier with a secret.
You were pregnant.
The realization had hit you two days after he left, when your body felt off in a way that couldn’t be ignored. The nausea, the exhaustion, the unusual cravings—it all clicked together. A few tests later, and there it was: two solid pink lines staring right back at you. You had spent the following days in a mix of shock, excitement, and pure anticipation, thinking of how to tell Katsuki the life-changing news. You could already imagine his reaction—equal parts disbelief and sheer pride.
You had started picking at your meals more, wondering if you should change your diet already. You found yourself resting your hands over your stomach absentmindedly, marveling at the fact that a tiny life was growing inside you. The thought made you emotional at odd moments, and you cursed your hormones when you teared up over something as simple as dropping a spoon. More than anything, though, you wished Katsuki was home to experience this with you.
By the time he was due to return home, you had everything planned. You wanted it to be perfect—something that would catch him off guard in the best way possible. You decorated the living room subtly, nothing too flashy because you knew your husband would immediately be suspicious if he walked into something too extravagant. Instead, you placed a small, neatly wrapped box on the kitchen counter with a onesie inside that read: Future Little Explosive.
When the front door finally swung open, you practically ran to him, throwing your arms around his neck as he grunted in surprise, his strong arms instantly securing you against him. He smelled like the airport and faintly of smoke, but to you, it was the most comforting scent in the world.
“Missed me that much, huh?” His voice was low, teasing, but there was a tenderness behind it that only you ever got to hear.
“You have no idea,” you murmured, breathing in his scent. It had been too long without him.
He kissed your forehead before stepping back, scanning you up and down with narrowed eyes. “You look different.”
Your heart jumped, but you played it cool. “Long week.”
As he dropped his bags by the door and toed off his boots, you grabbed his hand, tugging him toward the kitchen. “C’mere, I got you something.”
He raised an eyebrow but followed without protest, his sharp crimson eyes flicking to the small box on the counter. “What’s this?”
“Open it and see.”
With a skeptical huff, he tugged at the ribbon and lifted the lid. His brows furrowed at first as he pulled out the tiny onesie, turning it over in his hands. The room was silent for a moment, and you watched as realization dawned on his face.
His grip on the fabric tightened slightly, eyes flicking up to meet yours, wide and searching. “Wait… are you serious?”
You nodded, tears already pricking at your eyes. “Yeah, Katsuki. We’re having a baby.”
For a second, he just stared, his jaw clenching like he was trying to keep his emotions in check. His fingers trembled slightly around the fabric, his breath shaky. And then, with no warning, he surged forward, crashing his lips against yours in a kiss that was all passion, relief, and overwhelming love.
“Holy shit,” he breathed against your lips, pulling back just enough to rest his forehead against yours. “You’re serious?”
You let out a watery laugh, nodding. “Dead serious.”
A rare, unguarded smile broke across his face, something so raw and full of emotion that it made your heart swell. His hands, which had always been rough and calloused from years of hero work, were gentle as they moved to rest on your stomach. His touch was hesitant at first, like he couldn’t believe it was real. Then, he pressed his palm fully against you, his warmth seeping through your clothes.
“We’re gonna have a little brat running around, huh?” His voice was softer now, almost in awe.
You placed your hands over his. “Yeah, we are.”
He exhaled sharply, then let out a low chuckle, shaking his head in disbelief. “Shit, I’m gonna be a dad.”
“Yeah, you are.”
For once, he seemed lost for words. His usual cocky attitude had melted away into something far more vulnerable, and it made you love him even more. He pulled you in again, holding you like he never wanted to let go. And in that moment, you knew—this was the beginning of something incredible.
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sevsgiirl · 3 days ago
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— piss her off ‘til she hates me, pt. 1
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pt. 2, pt. 3
mechanic!sevika x reader. men and minors dni.
synopsis: when the vacant house next to sevika’s finally got new tenants she didn’t think much of it. as long as her new neighbors didn’t cause any trouble, all was well. that is until she found out the neighbor had a young daughter.
word count: 9k words:
tags: age difference, alternate universe, mechanic!sevika, brat!reader, enemies to lovers, oral sex, dom!sevika, sub!reader, pet names, scissoring, fingering, hate sex, vaginal fingering.
note: for clarification, reader is 20 years old while sevika is her canon age in this (38-40)
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sevika wasn’t the buddy-buddy type when it came to her neighbors.
as someone who mostly kept to herself, she preferred to be left to her own devices, granted she wasn’t necessarily unapproachable. if you’d knock on her door to borrow some tools, she’d likely lend you hers. have some problems with your plumbing? on a good day, she’d offer to fix it herself.
she’d even attend the annual neighborhood barbecue sometimes, but she wasn’t the type to knock on doors and welcome the new people who had just moved in with freshly baked cookies. that’s something she left vander to do.
so when the vacant house adjacent to hers finally got some new occupants after the previous tenant moved out 3 months ago (a friendly old woman named babette who she would never admit to missing, she and her homemade lasagna she’d offer sevika for dinner) she didn’t think much of it.
but she was curious, so she peeked through her blinds to get a good look at the new tenants, trying to assess what she had to deal with.
when she looked, she was simply greeted by a man who looked to be in his 50s hauling out boxes - slouched posture, flannel button-up, and leather boots. he had the tiredness in his eyes that indicated he was just an everyday samaritan. she was happy about that because she liked her peace.
but before she was about to close her blinds again, a new figure caught her eye. this one younger, miles younger, who sported beaten up doc martens, ripped black shorts that ridden up too high around the rear area that sevika was quick to avert her gaze when she stared too long, and a loose fitted top that was sliced around one shoulder, leaving it exposed.
with painted black nails and eyelids adorned with dark eye shadow, sevika watched as you got out of the front seat of the moving truck and inspected the house in front of you with an intense gaze. before a small smirk made its way to your face, the kind she knew only meant trouble.
“looks great, dad!”
sevika couldn’t believe this.
𐙚 ˙ ⋆ .˚
it’s not that sevika wasn’t fond of people younger than her.
she was just too old to handle any of their shit. not that being forty-one was geriatric by any means, but she liked her peace, and she couldn’t necessarily have that if she had someone twice younger than her living just down the block. the possibility of house parties being thrown already sending shivers down her spine.
she already had vander’s daughters out of her hair, and even then she heard from him they’re coming back home for their semester break this week so that’s another problem to deal with. you couldn’t be too far from their age range either, probably closer to vander’s eldest, violet. which relieved her in a way.
she hasn’t even spoken to you yet but she dreads the day she’ll ever need to. but it seems as though your father heard her prayers because it didn’t take long after the moving truck drove off when a sudden knock came from her front door, making her raise her eyebrow.
she opened it and just her luck she was greeted by your father, a soft smile on his face as he gave her a gentle wave “hi there, me and my daughter just moved in and I wanted to formally introduce myself.”
sevika gave him a curt nod “I noticed. welcome to the neighborhood.”
again, she wasn’t the type to knock on people’s doors and give them a formal introduction to the whole damn block. the only way she ever got to know people was when word got around about her being the town’s mechanic. she was mostly acquainted with the fathers and uncles, meanwhile the women her age she preferred to sleep with. occasional flings here and there, nothing serious.
the only people she’d consider her friends were vander and silco, and perhaps some of her co-workers back at the mechanic’s shop but they lived elsewhere.
it was hard for her to truly get along with someone, albeit she isn’t opposed to making friends, it’s just something that takes time. she’s a tough cookie.
your father, on the other hand, seemed civil enough. sevika didn’t even notice the container he carried with him until he lifted it “well, my daughter baked some brownies and I thought maybe I’d give you some. wouldn’t hurt to befriend a few folks on the first day, and well, you do live next door.”
she eyed the container while she debated whether to return the gesture or not, and as she thought long and hard about it, she didn’t want to appear like an asshole.
“care for a cup of coffee, then?”
and that’s how she found herself sitting across from your father at her kitchen table, with him sipping his coffee while she chugged her third can of beer of the day.
despite herself, your father was pretty pleasant. thirty minutes of mundane chatting and she’s already gotten to know quite a bit about him - widowed and left to take care of his only daughter, your mother dying while you were only eleven years old. breast cancer. she offered a bit of sympathy which he appreciated.
“never got remarried?” she couldn’t help but ask.
your father laughed softly, shaking his head “no, can’t. when she died a part of me died with her, and I don’t think anybody can truly fill that void. plus I don’t think my daughter would be on board. not that she wouldn’t let me, she never cared but I know she still thinks about her mom a lot.”
sevika let out a hum “I get it. my mom died when I was young too. it never got easier.”
“it doesn’t.” he replied “she’s twenty now. a sophomore in college but sometimes I do feel like she’s clinging onto that part of herself when her mom was still alive. she became a bit rebellious after that. threw herself to drinking at sixteen, I tried to stop her which worked when she finally became eighteen, but her habits still kick in.”
sevika would be lying if she said she didn’t feel bad for the old man. she didn’t have any kids and quite frankly, has no intention of having any in the near future, but she can only imagine how difficult it’d be to see your child spiral like that and have it be out of your control.
“she’s doing a lot better now?” she asked.
your father nodded, although it seemed a bit uncertain “I think so. she’s on her mid-semester break and will be back by the end of the month.”
sevika sighed internally at that, at least she won’t have to worry about you potentially becoming a problem for too long.
her and your dad conversed a bit more after that - about how he decided to move here because he a got new job in town, and how your college was located two hours away, making him think that your visits would be limited given how you don’t like traveling for long hours (again, another win for her) he also asked her about her prosthetic arm ‘bad car crash. got stuck and had to get it amputated’ she explained and he gave a sympathetic look in return.
soon, she led him up to her front door. it was nearing the evening anyway, but she surprisingly appreciated the company.
“sorry if I took up much of your time, sevika.” your father apologized and she smiled. a genuine one.
“it’s no bother. if you ever need help don’t be afraid to ask.” sevika said and she meant it.
your father offered a grateful nod, walking down her driveway and next door to his house. when sevika looked, there you were waiting for him.
you decided to change into something more comfortable since you arrived. a tight-fitted black tank top with thin straps and grey cotton shorts that exposed your legs to the cold air. you didn’t seem to be wearing a bra either and given the weather, she could notice your nipples poking through the fabric even from where she stood.
sevika shook her head. goddammit . she just made friends with your old man and here she was ogling at his daughter. she wasn’t even supposed to like you.
as your father walked up to your front door he sent her one last wave goodbye, which made you finally look at her.
for that brief moment, your eyes locked. she couldn’t decipher that look on your face when you studied her, arms crossed as you cocked your head to side while your father spoke “she’s our next door neighbor, sweetheart. sevika, meet my daughter!” she only smiled awkwardly while you continued staring at her.
suddenly, that same smirk made its way to your face again, opening your mouth to respond “hi sevika,” you said, your voice sultry and sickeningly sweet. sevika hated that it did something to her.
you didn’t give her time to acknowledge your greeting before you turned on your heel and went back inside, and she didn’t even realize her chest tightened the entire time you two made eye contact until you were finally out of sight, making her breathe normally again.
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theonottsbxtch · 1 day ago
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WHEN THE WORLD GOES QUIET PT.2 | LN4
an: i'm seeing a lot of love for this and i'm glad! i hope you guys enjoy this as much as i enjoyed writing this - i'm now omw to the library to write some more stories for you guys hehe
wc: 6.1k
part one
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FOR DAYS, SHE MOURNED.
She barely left her bed, drifting between fitful sleep and hollow wakefulness, the hours melting into each other like wax from a candle burned too long. The world outside continued - newspapers shouted about the war, footsteps echoed in the stairwell, rain pattered softly against the windowpane - but none of it touched her. It all felt so distant, like she was floating just outside of reality, unable to reach it, unwilling to try.
The soldiers had come back two days later after the first visit. They handed her a small box - Lando’s belongings. He didn’t have much. A pocket watch, the glass cracked but the hands still ticking. A battered deck of playing cards, edges worn soft from use. A few letters he never sent to her, some half-written, some only a few lines long. A book of poetry she gave him with his name scrawled inside the cover, the pages dog-eared and stained with ink. He lied to her, he said he’d never read it. A cigarette case, dented, still holding one last cigarette as though he was going to come back and smoke it with her in the rain while she sang.
She ran her fingers over each item carefully, as if memorising the feel of them, as if holding these things would somehow bring him back. She placed the box on the small table by her bed and left it there, untouched after that, unable to look at it for too long.
A week passed. The grief didn’t lessen, but it settled into something quieter, heavier, pressing down on her ribs with every breath.
And then, on the seventh day, there was a knock at the door.
It was weak. Barely there. Just a soft, uncertain tap tap tap, as if the person on the other side wasn’t sure they had the strength to knock at all.
She ignored it at first - probably some children selling biscuits. She barely had the energy to move, let alone answer the door. But then it came again, a little stronger this time, though still unsteady.
Slowly, she pushed herself up, wrapping her dressing gown around herself as she crossed the small, dimly lit room. Her body felt leaden, her mind sluggish, and for a moment, she thought it must be one of her neighbours - maybe Mrs. Holloway from downstairs, coming to check if she was still breathing.
She unlocked the door with tired fingers and pulled it open-
And nearly collapsed where she stood.
Lando.
He was standing in front of her, barely upright, swaying slightly on his feet like a man who’d been fighting gravity for too long. His face was bruised and still slightly bloodied, one eye swollen, a cut running along his temple. His uniform was tattered, stained with dirt and dried blood, his left arm cradled against his side as if even the weight of it was too much to bear. He looked ruined. Wrecked by something that should have killed him.
But he was here. 
Alive. 
A slow lopsided grin pulled at his split lip, his voice rough and hoarse as he rasped-
“Missed me, sweetheart?”
Her breath hitched, her vision blurred. For a moment, she could do nothing but stare, her hands gripping the doorframe to keep herself upright.
Then, before she could think, before she could stop herself.
She threw herself at him.
Her arms wrapped around his neck, her body colliding with his so suddenly that he let out a low groan of pain, but she didn’t care for a brief minute. He was solid. Real. Her fingers curled into his torn uniform, her face buried in his shoulder, and the sob that has been trapped in her chest for weeks finally broke free.
He let out a shaky breath, his good arm tightening around her waist as he whispered, “Took a long bloody way home, but I got here, didn’t I?”
Home.
She pulled back just enough to look at him, her hands cradling his face, her thumbs brushing over the bruises there. He winced slightly but didn’t pull away.
“You-” Her voice cracked, raw from days of silence. “You died.”
He gave her a faint, crooked smirk. “Nearly died. Big difference, sweetheart.” His voice softened. “They shot us down over France. I-” He swallowed, something dark flickering through his bruised gaze. “I shouldn’t have made it.”
Her fingers trembled against his jaw, her heart thudding painfully against her ribs “But you did.”
“Yeah.” His voice was barely a whisper now. “Yeah, I did.”
She stared at him for a long moment, her breath uneven, her thoughts a tangled mess of grief and disbelief and absolute, crushing relief.
Then she grabbed his collar, yanked him forward and kissed him.
He made a low sound in his throat, startled, but he melted into her, his lips warm despite the cold that clung to his skin. It was desperate, messy, edged with too much pain and too many unsaid words, but neither of them cared. 
When they finally pulled apart, he let out a breathless chuckle, his forehead resting against hers. “Blimey. If I’d known I’d get a welcome like that, I’d have come back sooner.”
She huffed out a tearful laugh, skating her head as fresh tears slid down her cheeks. “You’re an idiot.”
“Yeah, well,” he murmured, his fingers brushing weakly over her wrist. “You love me anyway, don’t you?”
She didn’t really know what love was growing up, she was raised knowing that she could only love God and the Church. But here, staring at this messy boy with his messy curls and lopsided grin, she thought of how much she mourned him, the lie she voiced for him and realised that yes, she did love him.
She exhaled, her fingers still cupping his face, and nodded.
“Yeah,” she whispered. “I do.”
He closed his eyes for a moment, like he was letting it sink in, letting it steady him. Then, with a small, pained sigh, he leaned into her touch and muttered-
“Reckon I might need a lie-down, sweetheart. Nearly dying’s exhausting work.”
She let out a watery laugh, shaking her head as she finally pulled him inside, shutting the door behind them.
She still didn’t know how this was possible, how he was here, when she had already mourned him. She didn’t know if she would ever stop waking up in cold sweats, thinking it had all been a dream.
But for now, he was here and that was enough for her.
Once inside, she took care of him. Took care of him in the only way she knew how, with love.
The small flat wasn’t much, but it was warm, and it was safe, and for now, that was enough. She helped him out of his tattered uniform with careful hands, breath momentarily taken away as she took in his build. Her fingers ghosted over the bruised ribs, torn skin, the places where war had left its mark on him. He hissed when she pressed a damp cloth to the cut on his temple, but he didn’t complain, only watching her with a look that made her chest tighten.
She tried not to meet his gaze, tried to focus on the task at hand. But then-
“So,” he drawled, his voice still rough, still weak, but carrying the familiar edge of teasing. “Heard you called yourself my fiancée.”
Her hands froze.
Her stomach plummeted.
Her eyes snapped up to his, wide with horror. He looked far too smug for someone who had nearly died, his bruised lips curling into something that might have been a smirk if he wasn’t so exhausted.
She stammered, struggling for words, but before she could say anything, she glanced down at her hand.
And her heart stopped.
The ring.
It was still on her left hand. She had never switched it back.
Heat flooded her face so quickly she thought she might faint. She dropped the cloth to his lap and yanked the ring off, shoving it back onto her right hand, fingers trembling, her whole body ablaze with mortification.
“That was- I had to,” she spluttered. “They wouldn’t have told me anything otherwise, and I needed to know.”
Lando let out a low chuckle, wincing at the movement. “I dunno, sweetheart. Sounds an awful lot like a proposal to me.”
She picked up the cloth and threw it at his chest.
He let out a breathless laugh, catching it before it fell to the floor, but the sound faded quickly, something heavier settling between them. She swallowed, focusing on cleaning his wounds, pretending she wasn’t still burning from the embarrassment.
“You really did that?” he asked for a moment, his voice quieter now, “You went all the way out to Bovingdon?”
She nodded, dabbing gently at his brow. “Didn’t have a choice, did I?”
Something flickered in his gaze- something unreadable, something deep. “That was dangerous darling, what if something happened to your train?”
“I needed to know, Lan.”
He went quiet after that and she continued to work, washing away the blood, the dirt, the remnants of everything he had endured. The worst of it was his ribs, bruised and maybe cracked, but there was nothing she could do except wrap them, murmuring soft apologies when he flinched beneath her touch.
When she was done, she sat back, studying her work.
“You should be in the military,” Lando muttered, voice laced with exhaustion. “Proper little nurse, you are.”
She huffed, rolling her eyes. “I would be in the military, if they let me fight.”
His gaze softened. “I reckon you’d win the whole bloody war if they did.”
She scoffed, but the corner of her mouth twitched upward. For a moment, just a moment. Things almost felt normal.
But then, Lando let out a slow breath, the teasing fading from his face.
“I lost Oscar,” he said.
Her heart clenched.
Lando’s right hand-man. His best mate. She had met him once- just once, outside the bar, both of them too drunk to be serious about anything. He had been tall, full of quick wit and easy laughter, and Lando trusted him with everything.
She didn’t know what to say.
Lando didn’t look at her, his gaze fixed somewhere far away - empty. “We were shot down over France. They got us good. We tried-” He exhaled, his hands twitching, curling into fists. “We tried to jump, but Oscar- his parachute wouldn’t open. I saw him go down. Couldn’t do a damn thing.
She reached for his hand instinctively, gripping it tightly.
“I don’t know how I made it back,” he admitted. “I ran back for Oscar, took him as far as I could and gave him a final prayer. Silly right?” he chuckled. “I took a bullet to the leg after that, nearly starved, but some French boys found me. Got me out before the Jerries could.” His throat bobbed. “But Osc-”
He didn’t finish. 
She squeezed his fingers, her heart aching. “I’m so sorry, Lando.”
He nodded once, slowly. But she knew this wasn’t something he would ever truly move past.
The war took and took and took.
And yet, somehow, against all odds. Lando had come back.
She let the silence settle between them, her fingers still wrapped around his. It wasn’t comfortable, not with the weight of what he had just said, but she knew better than to rush him. Lando seemed like the type of man who carried his grief quietly, let it sink into his bones where no one could reach it.
After a while, she exhaled softly and asked, “So, what happens now?”
Lando tilted his head back against the wall, his bruised face illuminated by the dim glow of the gaslight. He looked tired. Bone tired. But the ghost of a smirk still tugged at his lips.
“Well,” he drawled, “I’m on the injury list until I heal. Not much use to ‘em like this, am I?” He gestured vaguely to himself, to the cuts, the bruises, the way his left arm still hung stiffly at his side. “Can’t fly, can’t fight. Means I’m stuck here for a bit.”
She nodded, trying not to let the relief show too plainly on her face. He was here. He wasn’t being shipped back out - at least not yet.
Lando glanced at her, something unreadable flickering behind his eyes. “Father O’Connell said I can stay at the Church until I’m good.”
That made her pause.
“The Church?” She repeated, raising an eyebrow.
He huffed a quiet laugh, as if he had been expecting her reaction. “They’ve got a spare cot, and it’s better than the street, sweetheart.”
She bit the inside of her cheek, fighting a smile. "You? Sleeping under a roof dedicated to the Lord you don’t believe in?"
Lando smirked. "Reckon I’ll be fine, so long as the walls don’t cave in the moment I step inside."
She laughed then, shaking her head. "Blasphemous and injured. You’re on dangerous ground, Lando Norris."
"Wouldn’t be the first time," he murmured, wincing slightly as he shifted.
She hesitated for a moment, watching him carefully. He was exhausted. She could see it in the way his body sagged slightly against the chair, the way his hands trembled faintly from either pain or sheer fatigue. He was trying to keep up the bravado, but she knew better.
"Stay here."
The words left her mouth before she had fully thought them through, but as soon as she said them, she knew she meant them.
Lando blinked at her. "What?"
She crossed her arms, feigning nonchalance. "You heard me."
He raised an eyebrow, smirking faintly. "Offering up your flat to a war hero, are you?"
She rolled her eyes. "Hardly. Just an injured man who can barely stand upright."
Lando chuckled, but then he really looked at her—like he was trying to understand if she was serious. "I don’t wanna be a burden."
"You won’t be," she said, softer this time.
He studied her for a long moment, as if he was trying to decide whether or not to argue. Then, finally, he let out a small, resigned sigh.
"Alright, sweetheart," he murmured. "You win."
And for the first time in days, she felt like she could breathe.
She looked after him because someone had to.
She changed the bandages on his ribs with careful hands, wiped the dried blood from his temple, made him tea even though he grumbled that he wasn’t some fragile old man. She forced him to eat, nudging a half-stale biscuit toward him when he thought she wasn’t looking. And when his body ached too much to sit upright, she guided him to the small bed in the corner of the flat, ignoring his protests as she threw a blanket over him.
It was quiet work. Steady. Something to keep her hands busy, something to stop her from thinking too much about the fact that just two days ago, she had been mourning him.
She was pouring him another cup of tea when she spoke, her voice quieter than before. "I prayed for you."
Lando, sitting up against the headboard, glanced at her. His injuries had settled into something duller now—still painful, but less sharp, less all-consuming. He wasn’t wincing as much when he moved, but his face still bore the bruises of war.
He studied her, something unreadable in his gaze. "Did you?"
She nodded, fingers tightening around the cup. "At the church. When I thought—when I thought you were gone."
His jaw tensed slightly, as if the thought of her grieving him was harder to bear than his own suffering. Then, after a pause, he exhaled and said, "I prayed."
Her head snapped up.
Lando Hargrove, the man who scoffed at church, who smirked every time she wore her cross, who always had something sharp to say about the God she wrestled with.
She swallowed. "You mentioned, you were serious?"
He nodded, looking down at his hands. His voice was quieter now, rougher around the edges. "When I was out there. Alone. Before the French boys found me, with Oscar." His fingers curled slightly, as if remembering the feel of the earth beneath them, the cold, the hunger, the absolute isolation. "Didn’t know if anyone was listening. Didn’t know if I even believed it." His gaze lifted to hers, raw in a way she wasn’t sure she had ever seen before. "But I thought of you."
Her breath caught.
She didn’t know what to say to that, didn’t know how to unravel the knots twisting in her chest. So she just nodded, her throat too tight to speak.
The night carried on, slow and steady. She cleaned up the small mess from their tea, doused the gas lamp until only the dim glow of the streetlights filtered through the curtains. Lando had already sunk lower into the bed, exhaustion pulling at him with an unrelenting grip.
"You should sleep," she murmured.
His lips twitched. "And where are you planning on going, sweetheart?"
She hesitated. The flat was small—there was only the one bed, and the chair in the corner wasn’t much of an option.
Lando let out a quiet chuckle, shifting slightly to the side. "Come on, then. I don’t bite."
She rolled her eyes but, after a moment, relented. Carefully, she climbed in beside him, keeping a respectful distance, but the bed was small, and warmth carried between them in the sliver of space that remained.
For a while, neither of them spoke.
Then, just as her eyes were beginning to slip shut, Lando’s voice came, barely above a whisper.
"Still wearing that ring?"
Her lips twitched, but she didn’t open her eyes. "Go to sleep, Lando."
He let out a quiet, tired laugh.
And with that, for the first time in what felt like years, they both let themselves rest.
The night was still. The distant hum of the city had quieted, leaving only the occasional echo of footsteps on the cobbled streets below.
She had been deep in sleep, cocooned in warmth, when the bed jolted beneath her.
Then—
"Oscar!"
Her eyes flew open.
Lando was thrashing beside her, tangled in the blankets, his face twisted in something raw, something agonising. His breath came in short, ragged gasps, his fingers clenching around the sheets as if he were still there, still on the battlefield, still losing his best friend over and over again.
"No—Oscar—wait—"
His voice cracked, broken apart by a sob.
She moved before she could think, shifting onto her side, reaching for him. "Lando—Lando, wake up—"
But he wasn’t awake, not really. He was trapped in the depths of it, in the nightmare, his chest rising and falling far too fast, his body trembling under the weight of something she couldn’t see.
Her heart ached.
She touched his face gently, brushing damp strands of hair from his forehead. "Lando, love, it’s alright," she whispered, voice steady despite the tightness in her throat. "You’re here. You’re safe."
His breathing stuttered.
She ran her fingers through his hair, trying to bring him back. "It’s not real. You’re with me."
His eyes snapped open.
Wild. Glassy. He was still lost, still caught somewhere far away. But then his gaze landed on her—really landed on her—and something in him broke.
A strangled sound escaped his throat, and then he was clutching her like she was the only thing keeping him tethered to the earth. His body shook, and before he could turn away, before he could hide it, she felt it—
The tears.
Hot, silent, unstoppable.
Lando Norris was crying.
She didn’t hesitate. She lifted herself up, pressing soft kisses to his damp cheeks, tasting the salt of his grief. She wiped the tears away with her lips, her hands, her whole being, as if she could take the pain from him, as if she could bear it for him instead.
His hands curled into the fabric of her nightdress, his breath shuddering. He didn’t speak, and neither did she.
Instead, she held him.
And then, quietly, she whispered a prayer.
She didn’t know if he believed. Didn’t know if she believed anymore, not fully, not in the way she used to. But she prayed anyway, murmured soft words into the hollow space between them, words for Oscar, for Lando, for the war to end, for something greater than all of this.
Lando’s breathing slowed.
His grip on her loosened, just slightly.
She stroked his hair, pressing her forehead against his temple. "Sleep, love," she whispered. "I’ve got you."
He let out a shaky breath, and for the first time that night, he let himself fall.
And she held him, long after sleep claimed him again.
The rest of the night passed in fits and starts.
Even as Lando drifted back to sleep, his body remained tense, like he was waiting to be dragged back into the nightmare. Every so often, he’d shift against her, his fingers twitching in his sleep, a quiet murmur of Oscar’s name escaping his lips.
She didn’t let go.
She kept him close, her arms a steady anchor, her warmth something solid against the cold weight of his grief. When his breath hitched, she whispered reassurances into his skin. When his body shuddered, she ran soft, soothing strokes through his hair. And when dawn finally crept through the curtains, bathing the room in a muted grey light, she barely realised she hadn’t slept at all.
Lando stirred first.
It was slow—his body unwilling, his mind reluctant—but eventually, his brow furrowed, and he let out a low groan, pressing his face into the pillow.
She smiled softly. "Good morning."
A pause. Then, groggy, voice rough with sleep, he muttered, "Bloody hell."
She huffed a quiet laugh. "That bad, is it?"
He peeled one eye open, squinting at the light before shifting onto his back with a deep exhale. His gaze flickered to her, taking in the way she was propped up beside him, watching him with something gentle and knowing.
"Did I wake you?" he asked, voice lower now, almost hesitant.
She hesitated before answering. "You were already asleep when I came back," she murmured, "but you weren’t resting."
Lando’s jaw tightened. He looked away, exhaling slowly through his nose. "I—" He swallowed, then shook his head, running a hand over his face. "Shit."
"You don’t have to say anything," she said, watching him carefully. "Not now. Not ever, if you don’t want to."
Lando was silent.
And then—quietly, reluctantly—he said, "I dream about it."
She stayed quiet, letting him find his own words.
His fingers curled slightly into the sheets. "Sometimes it’s just flashes. The airfields, the engines, the bloody gunfire. Other times…" He exhaled sharply, his throat bobbing. "Other times, it’s Oscar. Every time I close my eyes, I see him. He’s still there, still trying to hold on, and I can’t—I can’t—" His voice faltered, raw and uneven.
She reached for his hand, lacing her fingers through his.
Lando blinked hard, then let out a small, humourless chuckle. "God, you must think I’m pathetic."
Her grip tightened. "I think you’re human."
He glanced at her, something vulnerable in his expression. Then, without a word, he squeezed her hand back.
The moment lingered.
Then, as if suddenly aware of their closeness, Lando cleared his throat and made a weak attempt to sit up.
She rolled her eyes. "Slow down, soldier."
"I was never a soldier," he muttered. "Just a bloody pilot who got too good at running from death."
She didn't argue. Not about that.
Instead, she shifted out of bed, stretching her stiff limbs. "Come on, then. You need tea, and I need breakfast."
Lando gave her a lopsided smirk. "That an offer to cook for me, sweetheart?"
She arched a brow. "You think I’d let you in my kitchen with your injuries? You can barely stand."
Lando chuckled, wincing slightly as he swung his legs over the side of the bed. "Reckon I should milk this while I can, then."
She threw a pillow at him.
And for the first time in what felt like forever, the morning felt light.
The days passed in something dangerously close to peace.
For the first time in months—years, perhaps—she felt as though time had slowed, folding itself neatly around the four walls of her flat. Outside, London was still at war. Air-raid sirens still screamed through the streets, rations still stretched thinner by the day, and grief still clung to the city like fog. But inside, in the small space she shared with Lando, there was warmth.
Routine.
Something almost like a life.
She looked after him, of course. Changed his bandages when he let her, scolded him when he tried to do too much, forced food into his hands when he muttered that he wasn’t hungry. But he, in his own way, looked after her too.
He made her laugh, sometimes without meaning to. He occupied the space beside her like he belonged there, like there was nowhere else in the world he’d rather be. He helped her with supper, standing over the stove with a cigarette perched between his lips, poking at potatoes with the wrong end of a wooden spoon.
One evening, after she had taken a pan from his hands with a sigh and done it herself, he leant against the counter and smirked.
"You know," he mused, watching her work, "you’d make a bloody good wife."
She nearly dropped the spoon.
The words caught her off guard, lodging themselves in a place she couldn’t quite reach, settling into the corners of her mind like an ink stain.
She glanced at him, half-expecting some cocky grin, but his expression was unreadable. He was watching her in a way that made her chest feel tight, made her hands shake ever so slightly as she turned back to the pan.
"Shame, that," she said, forcing lightness into her voice. "Don’t suppose anyone’s taking applications."
Lando hummed. "Well, I dunno about that," he said. "I did hear you’ve already got a fiancé."
She groaned, covering her face with her hands. "I knew you wouldn’t let that go."
"Course not." He grinned, stepping closer. "Imagine my surprise, waking up from the dead to find myself engaged. You could’ve at least let me propose first."
She swatted at him half-heartedly, but the warmth in her cheeks betrayed her.
It stuck with her more than she wanted it to.
After that, the thought wove its way into everything.
When she was brushing flour from her hands after baking the world’s most pitiful loaf of bread, she caught him watching her, and the words you’d make a bloody good wife flickered through her mind before she could stop them. When he reached for something on a high shelf, when he nudged her with his shoulder as he passed by, when he said ta, love with that easy grin—
It settled in her chest like a secret, like a whisper of something neither of them dared say out loud.
The week and a half passed like that. Cooking together, filling the flat with the scent of onions and broth, losing themselves in the simple pleasure of warm meals and soft laughter. The war felt distant, just for a little while.
She knew it wouldn’t last.
But God, she wished it would.
Another week passed, a haze of quiet mornings, warm meals, and the occasional conversation that lingered too long, as if neither of them wanted to break the fragile cocoon they’d woven around themselves. There were days when they barely noticed the outside world at all, as though the war had turned into nothing more than a distant rumble, something happening on the other side of a window that had been carefully closed.
The mornings had become routine—her getting up first, brewing tea, him shuffling into the kitchen in a half-awake stupor, ruffling his hair as he grumbled about being woken. The evenings fell into a rhythm too, with them sitting on the small couch, half a room away, each wrapped in the comfort of the other’s company, while the world continued its war somewhere beyond the windows.
One morning, she woke with the warm weight of Lando's arm around her, his breath soft against the back of her neck. She hadn’t realised it at first, but somehow, during the night, he had pulled her close, and now she lay pressed to his chest, his hold tight, as if he couldn’t bear to let go.
She shifted, careful not to disturb him, and the soft sound of bells reached her ears—faint at first, a distant chime that grew louder. She frowned, trying to make sense of it. It wasn’t the air-raid sirens, and it wasn’t a church bell for a funeral. No, this was different. This was... celebration?
She carefully pulled herself out of his arms, wincing at the small space between them, and padded quietly across the room. Her fingers brushed the curtains aside, and she peered out of the window.
The street below was buzzing with life. People were spilling into the streets, laughing, shouting, and cheering. Flags were being waved. And there—there were the children, dancing in circles, holding hands like they were marking the end of something heavy. The sounds of joyous voices drifted up to her.
Her heart began to pound. No... it can’t be…
"Lando," she whispered, her breath catching in her throat.
She turned back toward the bed, her heart thundering as she crossed the room in a few quick strides. She leaned over him, shaking him gently at first, then more urgently. "Lando, darling—wake up!"
He groaned, rolling over and blinking up at her with a dazed expression, his messy hair sticking up in all directions. His face softened when he saw her, but it didn’t last long as the sound of the bells filled the room.
"What—?" He froze, his eyes suddenly clear, his breath catching.
She couldn’t contain the excitement in her voice, her hands gripping his shoulders. "Lando, the war—it’s over. They’re celebrating. Can’t you hear the bells?"
His eyes widened, then narrowed as he slowly pushed himself up, confusion flickering across his face before realisation dawned on him. The sound of the bells reached his ears, clearer now, and he could hear the cheering too. The world outside, the noise, the celebration—it was undeniable.
He sat up, blinking as he rubbed a hand over his face, disorientated for a moment as if he were still in a dream. Then, a half-laugh, half-sob escaped him, and for a moment, he didn’t move. He just looked at her, his gaze flickering over her face.
"Bloody hell," he muttered under his breath. "Is this... is this really happening?"
She nodded, her own disbelief mirrored in her wide eyes. "It’s true, Lando. They’re celebrating. The war’s ended. It’s finished."
He sat there, silent for a beat too long, before shaking his head as if to clear it. Then, he suddenly sprang from the bed, moving quickly, as if the news had sparked something deep inside him, something that couldn’t be contained.
In a few long strides, he was at the window beside her, his eyes scanning the crowds below. People were hugging, crying, dancing in the streets. And for the first time in years, there were no sirens, no orders to follow, no planes overhead.
Lando’s hand reached for hers, his fingers squeezing with a kind of urgency she hadn’t felt in days. His voice was soft, still somewhat stunned. "It’s over," he whispered, his lips curving in something fragile—something that might have been a smile, if not for the look of wonder in his eyes.
She nodded, her heart swelling with something she didn’t know how to name. "It’s over, Lando."
He turned to face her, his hand still holding hers, his thumb rubbing along her knuckles in a slow, tender motion. His eyes softened, the hardness that had lingered around the edges of them for so long finally ebbing away. "What now, then?" he asked quietly, as if the question itself was almost too much to ask after everything.
She thought about it for a moment, the uncertainty of the future heavy in the air between them, but the weight of the moment didn’t seem as daunting now. The war had ended. The world was open. And somehow, impossibly, they had made it.
"I don’t know," she replied, her voice soft, "but we’re still here. And that’s enough for me."
Lando smiled then, the warmth returning to his face, and for the first time since she’d met him, it wasn’t just a smirk or a teasing grin—it was something full of hope, something genuine.
Then, without another word, he leaned down and kissed her.
The moment his lips met hers, the world outside—the cheers, the bells, the war that had just ended—ceased to exist.
Lando kissed her like he had waited his whole life to do it, like he had been holding it back for weeks, months, maybe even longer. His hands cupped her face, rough and warm, his fingers sliding into her hair as he pulled her in like she was the only thing tethering him to the earth.
She gasped against his mouth, barely catching her breath before he kissed her again, deeper this time, more desperate, more real. Her hands clutched at his shirt, fisting the fabric like she needed to hold onto something solid, like if she let go, she might slip away into whatever fever-dream this felt like.
His body was warm against hers, his breath uneven as he pressed her back against the wall, his lips trailing from her mouth to her jaw, then to the hollow of her throat. She shuddered at the feeling, at the way his hands mapped out every inch of her like he wanted to memorise her in case she vanished before his eyes.
She felt alive.
After everything—after loss and grief, after nights spent in silence, after waking up to a world that had been at war for too long—this was the only thing that felt real. This moment, here, with him.
His forehead pressed against hers as he caught his breath, both of them dizzy from the weight of it all. His voice was low, rasping against her lips, breathless and full of something she couldn’t quite name.
"Well, what to do with my life now?" he murmured, his mouth quirking into something like a smirk, "s’pose I’ll just live here then. With my fiancée."
She let out a breathless laugh, her hands still tangled in his shirt. "Oh, will you now?"
"Reckon so." He grinned, but there was something warm and certain behind it. "Would be a bit odd for me to be staying with a woman I’m not engaged to, don’t you think? The people they’ll talk and your reputation. It’ll be ruined."
She raised an eyebrow. "Lando, you do know you never actually asked me, right?"
For a second, he looked taken aback, as if the thought had never even crossed his mind. But then, without hesitation, he stepped back, took her right hand in his, and before she could say another word—
He dropped onto one knee.
Her breath caught in her throat, her heart hammering wildly as she watched him, watched the way his fingers gently pried the ring from her right hand and held it between them.
His eyes found hers, and for the first time, there was no teasing, no bravado—just Lando, raw and real, looking at her like she was the only thing that had ever mattered.
"I haven’t got a real ring," he said, voice quiet, steady, "not yet, anyway. But I’ll get one. I swear it." He swallowed, his thumb brushing against the band between his fingers. "I’ll find a job—something stable. I could go to school, or work at Billy’s pharmacy, or whatever pays enough to get us something real, something good. And then..."
He took a breath, his lips quirking up into a lopsided smile.
"Then, if you’ll have me, I’ll marry you proper. But for now, all I can do is ask."
He reached for her left hand, slipping the ring onto her finger where it belonged.
"So what d’you reckon, sweetheart?" His voice was softer now, his eyes never leaving hers. "Marry me?"
She stared at him, her chest tightening, her whole body light and heavy all at once.
And then, with the weight of the war finally lifting, with the streets outside alive with celebration, and with the man she loved on his knee before her—
She nodded.
"Yes," she breathed, tears pricking at her eyes. "Yes, Lando."
And before he could even stand, she threw herself at him, kissing him again like she would never stop.
the end.
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sunshinesfreckless · 1 day ago
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NON-DISCLOSURE PREGNANCY
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Pairing: Idol!Felix x Fem!Reader
Summary: How do you confront the man who got you pregnant when you signed a piece of paper that specifically told you to stay quiet?
A/N: I had this thought while rewatching Nana… when I saw this weird creature called Takumi becoming a father, and I just thought, hell yeah, I got an idea. Sorry if it seems a bit rushed—it was just a quick short story in my notes app again.
Warnings: I don’t know, man. Mentions of condoms and sex?
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She could still feel the small plastic stick in her hand. How the two plus signs stared back at her. How, despite their pale colors, they had burned themselves deep into her mind.
Positive… positive… po—
“Miss Y/L/N,” the receptionist called.
Y/N looked up.
“The doctor is expecting you.”
Y/N grabbed her bag and jacket and stood up.
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“Congratulations, Miss Y/L/N…” The doctor smiled as she handed her the document, confirming it once again. Positive. Y/N looked at the doctor, who immediately noticed the lack of enthusiasm. “We can discuss your options… in case you’re not ready to become a mother,” the doctor said cautiously. Y/N remained silent.
“Adoption… surrogacy… abo—”
Y/N shook her head.
“I… I’m not sure yet, you know?”
The doctor nodded understandingly.
“Problems with the father?”
Y/N let out a quiet sigh.
“Yeah… yeah, something like that.”
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She put on her jacket and glanced over at the pregnant woman scheduling an appointment. Her belly was much bigger than Y/N’s… but then again, Y/N was only in her second month.
She quickly left the clinic, walking down the stairs. As she pushed open the door, that damned poster blinded her once again—the one she had been trying to avoid.
“Problems with the father?”
Y/N looked up. Stray Kids stared back at her. But her focus was locked on one member—the one with long, blonde hair. The one who had whispered sweet nothings into her ear while taking her in an expensive hotel room.
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“Felix,” he had said, smiling. Y/N set down the cashier scanner she had been using to check out the two men’s groceries.
She turned to the man standing behind him. They were both wearing masks—except for Felix, who had pulled his down. Her gaze returned to Felix. “Can I help you? Are you looking for something?” The man behind Felix laughed, making both Y/N and Felix glance at him. “Hyunjin, knock it off,” Felix murmured before turning back to her. “No, I know where everything is, thanks. I was actually… I was actually looking for you.”
“Me?”
Y/N stared at him, confused. He had such delicate features…
She felt almost hypnotized by the beauty of this man.
Felix slid something across the counter toward her. She lowered her gaze to their groceries.
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“Condoms are provided,” the manager said. Y/N gave him an understanding nod. “Not that I’d poke a hole in them, huh?” She laughed nervously.
The manager didn’t even flinch.
“Oooohhh… okay sensitive Topic, sorry.”
She clicked the pen with the JYP logo on it. The room she was in felt sterile. So… uncomfortable. She glanced once more at the document in front of her. The three letters NDA stood out the most.
“If I break these rules, then what?”
The manager sighed. He had already explained it to her several times. “Then it will be expensive for you, Miss.” She pressed her lips together. With slightly trembling hands—when had they started trembling?—she signed the document after checking all the necessary boxes. She slid it across the table to the lawyer sitting opposite her. The lawyer packed up the NDA, stood up wordlessly, and left. “Follow me, please,” the manager murmured.
“How often do you have to do things like this?” Y/N asked as she quickly got up, grabbing her bag.
“I don’t disclose that information.”
He opened the door to the small conference room.
Y/N winced as her sneakers squeaked against the expensive flooring.
Seoul’s most luxurious hotel. Her cheap shoes. Not a great combination.
She took a nervous breath as she stood in the elevator beside the manager. He noticed her tension. “It’s not a dentist appointment,” the manager said. “Well… this doesn’t exactly happen every day either,” Y/N mumbled, gripping her bag tighter.
“Felix is nice. Don’t worry.”
“Are you seriously giving me reassuring words right now?”
The manager stepped out of the elevator, and she followed him.
“Then why were you so mean to me in that little room?”
The manager rolled his eyes and unlocked a door.
He handed her a card.
“He’ll be here any moment. Please give me your phone.” Y/N quickly nodded and fumbled through her bag to find it. The manager placed it in a small plastic sleeve he had pulled from his pocket and gave her a thin smile before leaving, letting the door fall shut behind him. Y/N glanced around.
The curtains were drawn, the bed neatly made.
Only now did it truly sink in—what she was about to do—when someone else opened the door.
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She tried to remember if there was anything in her contract about what happens when you get pregnant by the idol you spent a very passionate night with… Y/N bit her lower lip as she desperately tried to think. She looked away from her tea and out at the view in front of her. That view was the JYP building. She probably looked like one of the fangirls sitting in the café, pacing up and down, waiting for one of the idols who worked there to come outside. Y/N glanced at them. One of the girls had a Felix photocard attached to her pants. The girl looked over at her, and Y/N quickly averted her gaze, turning back to the window. She rested a hand on her stomach, trying not to think about how HE had groaned into her ear with that deep voice. How HE had nearly emptied an entire box of condoms because of her. How HE had held her close, his forehead pressed against hers, telling her how good she felt… Y/N shivered.
She often sat in this café. Every day after work. She was in the middle of her second month and looked up as the employee brought her a tea.
“The usual, right?” she asked with a friendly smile.
Y/N thanked her and took the tea.
“Do you like any of the bands?” the employee asked. Y/N waved her off. “I just like the tea here.” “Oh.” The employee laughed and walked away. Y/N let out a small yawn. Her head ached from overthinking. She buried her face in her hands, propping herself up on the table.
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“Please, two iced Americanos and a lemonade.”
The café employee nodded and grabbed three cups.
“Tough practice today?” she asked as she walked over to the coffee machine.
“Yep.”
She glanced at the three idols who always came by just before closing time, knowing the café would be empty. Chan fumbled with his wallet while Hyunjin and Felix looked at a girl sleeping at one of the tables. “Is she okay?” Felix asked. The employee followed his gaze. “Oh… she’s here a lot… drinks tea, stares out the window, thinks a lot… I suspect she’s pregnant. She always has her hand on her stomach. I let her sleep; you never know what people are going through.” Chan looked at her, too.
“And the father of the child just lets her sleep in a café?” Felix murmured, concerned.
Hyunjin grabbed his arm. “Don’t worry about things that don’t concern you.” Felix looked at Hyunjin. As the three of them left the café, Y/N was gently woken up.
“Miss, we’re closing.”
She sat up in her chair.
“Sorry…” “It’s completely fine, please don’t stress.” Y/N gave a small smile and placed some money on the table.
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How was she supposed to tell him? Did she have to tell him? Yes, no question about it. Did she want to tell him? Yes, no question about that either. She wouldn’t be able to live with herself otherwise. She carefully stepped onto the street, heading toward the building. No matter what anyone told her—she was keeping the baby. She would manage with or without this company’s help. With trembling hands, she reached for the door and opened it. Security immediately approached her. “One moment, please, I can explain– wh—” She yelped as they grabbed her arms, trying to drag her out, when someone noticed her. “Stop, stop,” said none other than the manager from that night. Y/N’s eyes widened. “I know her. Let her go. I want to know what’s going on.” The security guards hesitated but then released her. Y/N looked at the manager.
Shit.
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Felix stared breathlessly at the ceiling of the studio, gripping his water bottle tightly. The door opened. “AHHH, look who’s visiting us!” Seungmin called out. Felix sat up. The manager didn’t look amused. “Is there trouble?” Changbin joked, taking a sip of his water. “Felix. Come with me.” Felix went pale. The guys stopped joking. Felix adjusted his sweatpants and pulled off his beanie, placing it next to his water bottle. He looked at Hyunjin, who gave him a confused glance.
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Y/N stared at the Twice poster. If she avoided the Stray Kids posters, maybe she could think about it less. Maybe it wouldn’t feel so final. The office door opened. Reflexively, she lowered her gaze to the tabletop. Felix froze in the doorway. “Is everything okay?” he asked immediately, his voice full of concern.
“I’ll leave you two alone for a moment—you have a lot to talk about.” The door closed again.
Y/N took shallow breaths. Her fingers dug into the fabric of her dress as she slowly looked up. Felix was still standing in the doorway, slightly out of breath from training. His blond hair was tied back, but a few strands had come loose, falling into his face. Despite the slight sheen of sweat on his skin, he looked perfect.
As he stepped closer, she suddenly felt so small. So stupid. Stupid because she knew her words could change his entire career. She opened her mouth—nothing came out.
“Y/N?” he asked gently. At least he remembered her name.
Her gaze wandered to his freckles. Would their child have them too? She hoped so. It had to.
Since when was he so close?
She flinched when she realized he had crouched down in front of her chair.
Right. She still had something to tell him.
“Before I start…” Her voice was rough. “I don’t want you to think I expect money or anything. I’m telling you because you should know.” Felix furrowed his brows. “Y/N, what—?”
“I’m pregnant.”
Felix turned pale.
“I’m keeping the baby.” She spoke quickly before he could react. “But whether your name is on the birth certificate is up to you. You can’t force me to have an abortion, and whether you pay child support is your decision. I just wanted you to know. I couldn’t sleep at night because—because you didn’t know.” Her gaze flickered. “I don’t want to ruin your career.” Felix blinked several times. Then he raised a hand. “Hold on.” “What?” “Stop over-explaining, sweetheart.”
Sweetheart.
He stood up, ran a hand through his hair, and took a deep breath. “Okay, shit.” Y/N clenched her hands in her lap. “So… I’ll be honest with you. I’ve never been in a situation like this before.” Felix looked at her. “Did you not save my number?” “Your what?” “My phone number. I left it for you that night.” “Oh.” Her cheeks grew hot. “No, I… I must have missed it.” Felix grabbed a piece of paper from the desk and quickly scribbled a number on it. “Save it immediately.”
Y/N took the paper with wide eyes.
Felix looked at her seriously. “Forget it. I don’t want you to have an abortion. Keep the baby. And I’ll take responsibility. Just tell me how I can help.”
She swallowed. “And if this all gets out?” Felix let out a dry laugh. “I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t be the first idol with a secret pregnancy.” He crouched down in front of her again, his hands wrapping around hers. “Please forgive my lack of enthusiasm.” His thumb brushed over the back of her hand. “That was just… a surprise. I actually planned to get to know you better before raising a child together.” “What?” Felix smirked slightly. “I left you my number because I wanted to see you again. Do you know how frustrated I was when you never called?” Y/N’s face grew even hotter. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know… I didn’t know you wanted that.”His gaze dropped to her stomach. “And you’re sure it’s mine?” he asked carefully. Y/N nodded immediately. “Felix, I’m a thousand percent sure. We can do a paternity test once the baby is born.” Felix sighed. “Management will probably insist on that. Do you know how many fake paternity claims Hyunjin has already had to deal with?” Y/N couldn’t help but smile slightly. Felix squeezed her hands tighter. “We’ll figure this out, okay? You and me. We’ll make it work somehow.” She looked into his warm, freckled face—and for the first time in weeks, she didn’t feel alone anymore. Y/N swallowed. Felix’s thumb was still gently brushing over the back of her hand, as if trying to soothe her. But her heart was racing. She wasn’t sure if it was because of his closeness or the fear of what was coming next. Felix took a deep breath. “How far along are you?” “Almost three months.” He nodded slowly. “Okay. This… this is real. Holy shit. It’s been that long already?” Y/N let out a nervous laugh. “Yeah.”
Felix looked at her like he was searching for the right words. “Do you have someone supporting you? Your family?” Y/N hesitated. “My family doesn’t know.” His gaze softened. “Have you told anyone?”
“No. A piece of paper is what’s stopping me.”
Felix squeezed her hands tighter. “Then I’m glad you told me now.” She let out a dry laugh. “I thought you’d either scream or run away.” Felix scoffed. “Do you really think I’m that kind of guy?” “I don’t know. I… I barely know you.” His lips curved into a crooked smile. “We can change that.” He let go of her hands only to grab a chair and sit right in front of her. Resting his elbows on his knees, he looked like he was trying to process everything. “Alright. You want to keep it. I want to take responsibility. So that means we’re… partners in crime now or something?” Y/N couldn’t help but smile. “I guess so.” Felix grinned briefly, but then his expression grew serious again. “If you want, I can help you tell your family.” Y/N stared down at her hands. She shook her head. “That won’t be easy.” Felix leaned in closer. “We’ll do it together, okay?” She looked up at him. “Why are you so�� calm?” Felix chuckled softly. “Because I reminded myself that you don’t have to go through this alone. And neither do I.”
He leaned back. “Listen. I know my life is complicated. And now, because of me, yours is even more complicated. But I’m not running away. We’ll figure this out. And no matter what you need—I’m here.”
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the0p · 2 days ago
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based off of "to all the boys I loved before" cuse YES I AM A LOSER LIKE THAT FIGHT ME. mlm, fluff, and some spice?? very long story also a bit of a size thing going on cuse...yeah.
I sat on the floor of my bedroom writing yet another letter to a guy I had complications feeling towards.
it was a recurring patern in my life as the moment I shared something special with someone instead of telling them my feelings I'd write them down on a piece of paper and trow it in a box I kept under my bed.
it was a bit pathetic for sure, but can you blame me? love has never worked out for me before, so I much rather admire from a distance.
this letter was addressed to a guy in my school.
Jeong Yunho.
back in 6rd grade, me, him, and some other friends had a small party where we played spin the bottle. at the time a friend of mine had a crush on him that I knew about, so I begged for the bottle not to land on him, but of course it did. I was hesitant, but nonetheless, we shared a short, small kiss, which was my first. safe to say me and her are not on good terms even till this day.
the cringe letter was finished, and I folded it up nicely, putting it in an envelope and writing down his name on it before throwing it in the box and sliding it under my bed.
I didn't think much of it knowing they couldn't get out, so I chose to go to bed for the night.
in the morning, I rushed to the kitchen, my sister sitting on the sofa on her phone, ready to go as I ran around looking for my laptop.
"we'll be late, you know." she said, looking at me from the sofa standing up, trowing her bag over her shoulder.
"I'm sorry, okay, i just can't find my computer. can you go back to my room and look? maybe I missed it. please?" I asked her with a pleading look, hoping she'd go check, and thankfully, with an annoyed groan, she agreed.
she came back after a few minutes computer in hand. "it was by your bed, clothes trown over it."
"Thank you so much." I said, taking it from her and rushing out the door to my car, her following not too far behind me.
the school day passed by normally. the usual boring classes until lunch period hit.
I never ate in the cafeteria as it was way too crowded for me, so I always camped out in the bathroom eating and scrolling through my phone. sure it wasn't the most sanitary thing to do, but it was quiet.
as I was enjoying my lunch devouring a sandwich I made in a rush I heard the door open a familiar voice coming trough.
"y/n? you in here?" it was yunho. I was confused about why he was looking for me, but I didn't make a sound, wanting him to leave in all honesty. I brought my legs up so he couldn't see which stall I was in, but sadly, my phone fell out of my lap as I did so making a lot of noise.
I knew he heard as he knocked on the door. I didn't answer until he slid my letter under the door.
my heart dropped.
I quickly put my things in my bag, stuffing the sandwich in my mouth, and opened the door.
"how did you get that?" I asked my words a bit muffled thanks to the food.
he stumbled back as I opened the door, putting one hand into his jean pocket.
"I found it in my locker this morning. you didn't put it there?" he asked obviously a but confused.
I was panicking. the thought of him knowing how I felt about him was one of my biggest nightmares. I shook my head, no trying to figure out how he could have gotten it and if any of the other guys got it.
he must have picked up on the panic "your hand writing is nice. I'm actually quite flattered you think of me this way."
his words caught me off guard. was he playing, or was he for real?
"Look, you were never supposed to get it. just forget about it, okay?"
"What if I feel the same way? do I still forget about it?"
I stayed quiet, staring at him, not expecting anything like that to come out of his mouth. he sighed, putting the letter in his bag and turning his attention back to me.
"it's actually a bit funny how you never picked up on any of the signs. I don't just go around the school campus trying to strick up a conversation, give compliments, and try to hang out with random people, but you seem quite obvious."
the last sentence struck a bit of a nerve. "I'm not obviou-"
my words were cut off by a pair of soft lips on mine. I was shocked, eyes wide in surprise, tho slowly I calmed down and returned the kiss my hand making its way to his cheek.
he pulled away first, both of us silent as we registered what we (he) just did.
he opened his mouth to say someone, but the bell rang, signalling us that lunch was over.
I pulled away, clearing my throat, and my ears a bit red from embarrassment.
"Let's talk after school, okay? we can meet you back here...if you want, of course."
he nodded the sweet smile on his face that I always adored. "See you then"
...........time skip............
I stood in the bathroom waiting for him. I was a bit scared he would end up not showing up, but I tried to have a bit of hope. my sister decided to go hang out with her friends after school. I didn't really have anything to rush.
20 minutes had passed, and he was still not here. it was upsetting, but somehow, I wasn't too surprised, so I just chose to leave. I got home relatively late as I had stopped at the store to get some food since our fridge was very empty.
my sister was already home sprawled out on the sofa watching a movie as I placed the bags on the kitchen counter.
"How was school?" I asked, glancing at her. for some reason, she was avoiding all eye contact and seemed a bit on edge.
"it was okay. how about you...?"
"it was...interesting, to say the least." I responded, putting the food away as she nodded and stayed quiet.
Once everything was done, I went into my room and instantly checked the box that I kept my letters in. the rest where there but the one yunho got. I instantly knew my sister must have done it in the morning. I wasn't mad, tho since maybe she even did some good?
I sighed and changed, choosing to put my homework off for a bit and relax for a bit to decompose everything that happened today.
it was calm for a while. silent even. until my sister barged in practically braking my door down as I quickly sat up from my bed worried that something had happened. i looked her way, a mischievous smile on her face as she pushed yunho inside my room.
wait, yunho!?
he stood there an awkward smile on his face as he looked around and back at my sister, who closed the door quickly.
"use protection!!" were her last words before she left us there.
I got up quickly and started picking up my clothes, throwing them in my closet to make the place some what clean.
"Hi yunho, I wasn't really expecting anyone, so it's a bit messy"
he laughed and took off his coat, placing it on my dresser that was by the door looking around the room. "it's okay. I did show up without a warning."
I hummed fixing myself up as well to not look too much of a mess.
"I'm sorry that I didn't show up today. I got held back in class. I promise I didn't do it on purpose."
his words seemed honest, and his face had regret written all over it. he walked closer to me, towering over me thanks to his height.
"I couldn't have even texted you a heads up cuse I don't have your number, and I'm so sorry"
I let him finish staying quiet. I had figured as much cuse he didn't seem like the type of person to do something like that. Once he was done, I just kissed him.
I didn't know I had the guts to do something like that but I was glad I did as he returned the kiss immediately his hands finding their way to my waist as mine wrapped around his neck pulling him down slightly.
it got a bit heated surprisingly enough, which I wasn't expecting.
we had moved to my bed making out. it was obvious to both of us that we've been wanting each other for a very long time as things wouldn't be going this far otherwise.
his hands moved up, and my legs, as I pulled away, taking his shirt off, pulling him back into the kiss, we were both getting desperate, but sadly, we got interrupted by my sister.
she came in, completely ignoring the sight in front of her, and sat down on my bed, throwing her homework next to us.
"help me." is all she said.
me and yunho were both very embarrassed, but nonetheless, we stopped what we were doing and both ended up helping her.
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n0tamused · 1 day ago
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⋆.˚ ★— @ n0tamused’s 1.500 followers celebration event!
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It has been a long time coming, and I am more than happy to announce that it is finally here! I hope you enjoy what I’ve prepared for you all, take this as me giving back to all of you for what you’ve done for me on this platform <3 -Now, what is this about? Well, recently I hit quite a large milestone and I wanted to organize a little event to give back to the community through writing, and perhaps a little doodle here and there if I grab the time for it. I have compiled a little prompt list here which you can choose from and send it to me through my ask box + your character of choice! Example: "Can I get prompt 17."Dance with me." with Zhongli?" (Note: requests can be romantic or platonic, just please make sure to include that in your ask). I will then do my best to write a little something for that prompt. I am planning to do these in a shorter format, just so I can go through all of them as they come in and so they don’t take ages for me to get to, since, unfortunately, I am not yet the speediest writer on the block. Basic requesting rules go but most importantly - don't be rude and be patient!
⋆.˚You can send up to three characters per prompt! And below are the fandoms and characters listed for who I will write:
✶Silmarillion: Maedhros, Fingon, Glorfindel
✶Lord of the Rings: Legolas, Aragorn, Boromir, Eomer, Haldir, Lindir, Thranduil, Elrond
✶Supernatural:  Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
✶Honkai Star Rail: Dr. Ratio, Jing Yuan, Dan Heng/Imbibitor Lunae, Blade, Aventurine, Boothill, Luocha, Welt, Mydei, Castorice, Yukong, Sunday, Gepard, Jiaoqiu
✶Genshin Impact: Zhongli, Neuvillette, Wriothesley, Thoma, Diluc, Childe, Raiden Ei, Al-Haitham, Albedo
✶Game of Thrones: Jon Snow, Robb Stark, Jorah Mormont, Oberyn Martel, Jamie Lannister, Tyrion Lannister, The Hound, Viserys, Theon Greyjoy, Daario Naharis, Gendry, Samwell Tarly, Tywin Lannister
✶House of The Dragon: Daemon Targaryen, Adam of Hull, Harwin Strong, Aemond Targaryen, Aegon Targaryen, Jacaerys Velaryon
Didn’t find your character on the list? You can still try your luck and send your character in and I’ll see what I can do! >:) In the list above are the characters I am most familiar with and that I enjoy writing the most, but that doesn’t mean I am not open to writing others, just means I’ll prioritize the listed ones first. You can always take a stroll through my masterlist and see who I wrote about before too! 
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˖ ࣪⊹Prompts
‧₊Action:
1.A kiss along the jawline
2.A kiss on the forehead
3.A kiss to a scar, birthmark, injury, or other marking
4.Person A patches person B after a fight
5.Feeding the other when they are sick
6.Gently asking the other one if they are okay
7.Person A hogs all the blankets and Person B gets cold so they cling tightly to Person A for warmth
8. Person B won't let Person A get out of bed by cuddling them
9.Person B having to help Person A undress after an injury
10.Person B pressing their forehead against Person A's forehead to check if they have a fever
11.Person A and B are sparring when one of them pins the other to the floor/wall
12.Person A reads aloud to person B
13.Taking a bath together
14.First kiss
15.Last kiss
16.Kissing the other to wake them up
17.Cooking together
18.Walking barefoot on the dew covered grass, hand in hand, under the stars
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19.A tries to hide their blush from B by turning their head away, but the latter doesn’t let them
20. Person A runs their fingers through person B's hair as they fall asleep in A's lap
21. Person A peppering B's face in kisses
22. Making a pinky promise
23. Person A gives person B a massage
‧₊Sentence prompts:
‧₊Fluff:
1."Did you just bite me!?"
2."You bit me? I barely felt it."
3."That was kind of hot."
4.“I never noticed your eyes were this [colour].”
5.“Your hair keeps falling into your eyes, do you know that? Here, lemme just—”
6."I sleep better if you’re around.”
7."Let’s push all of these stuff away. I wanna dance here right now with you."
8.“You wrote me a song/poem?”
9."Can I sit in your lap?"
10."Iwouldn't have called you if it wasn’t important."
11."You are so smart. The world is lucky to have you"
12.''I feel like shit. '' ''you look like shit."
13."It's funny how something as insignificant as a cloud can hide something as grand as the stars"
14."Why do I have to wait for the tables to turn? Can I not just jump across the table and attack you?"
15."Did you notice how the flowers in the garden bloom in patterns that mimic constellations?"
16."I like when you say my name like that."
17."Dance with me."
18."I think we should have another."
19.“Ibuprofen and a red bull is not breakfast.”
20."You know i'm always going to be there for you, right? always."
21."Can I kiss you?" "You have no idea how long I've waited to hear you ask that."
22.“You’re blushing.” “Yeah, so? Never seen anyone fall for your charm before?”
‧₊Angst:
23. "I am not blushing..." "Yes you are~"
24. "You've gone through all this trouble..for me?"
25. "I love you...all of you. And nothing in this world could change that.."
26. "Do you think we're friends/lovers in every universe?"
27. "Can you sing for me..?"
28."Can you braid my hair?"
1."Where were you when I needed you most?"
2."You used me, just like everyone else."
3."Do you think I'm weak for having scars?" "Never. That's ridiculous. I think your scars make you who you are. And you're beautiful, with or without them."
4."I can do it myself." "I want to help." "But-" "Let. Me. Help."
5.'' I didn't have anywhere else to go.”
6.“Be more careful next time. I don’t want to bandage you up again.”
7.“Don’t ever leave my sight again.”
8.“How can I get rid of you? You keep trying to help me, to save me, and I don´t understand why.”
9."You changed." "I had to."
10.“Why do you always make me regret trusting you?”
11.“Come  on  just . . . talk  to  me”
12.“You’re the one thing keeping me sane right now.”
13.“Please stay with me.”
14.“Yell, scream, cry, please, just say something, anything.”
15.“I can't  believe  you  hid  this  from  me.”
16.“Okay  fine. You  want me to talk  about  it?  Here  it  is”
17.“You could’ve died!”  “I didn’t!”   “Well, you were pretty fucking close”
18.“This is not how a family is supposed to feel like.”
19.“This is what friends are for. To protect you, even if it’s from yourself.”
20.“I have to leave, you know that. I’m just sad that I have to leave you here behind.”
21.“Wherever I go, I will always take a piece of you with me. Even if it’s just the voice in my head”
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22.“Please be okay. Please be okay, please be okay—”
23. "I'm sorry... I'm so sorry..please don't leave me, I can't live without you"
24. "I would do more if I knew what or how to do it, but all you do is push me away! I wish you needed me, I wish you at least trusted me.."
25. "How could you say I do not love you when all I've done was for you!"
26. "You tell me not to live in the past, but all the people I love are there.." "What about me..?"
27. "Get out. GET OUT. I do not want to even look at you! You dare to return to me after you've left me with nothing!"
28. "I thought you were dead..."
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thursdayinspace · 2 hours ago
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Since yesterday was the anniversary of the Sushi episode (Rm9sbG93ZXJz — yes, I just looked it up), here's a little ficlet, set after they came out of that warehouse. I was in need of some fluff, and also I love that episode. tagging @today-in-fic and @poangpals
Somehow, the night seems less quiet all of a sudden as they step back out into the street. It’s almost as if the world has been holding its breath, seeing how this was going to play out. Reality on hold. The nightly noises are back now, wind rustling the leaves, even their steps sounding less hollow. She feels almost dizzy, a little like waking up from a really strange dream. The world feels shaky, not quite solid under her feet.
Mulder sighs deeply next to her and stops walking. She stops too, turning sideways to face him.
“Was that all real?” he asks.
“I think so.”
“Of all the strange things we’ve seen…” He laughs softly.
“That was definitely among the strangest, yes.” She laughs with him, shaking her head. “Remember those times I used to call your theories science fiction?”
“The ones you didn’t call outright crazy.”
“Yeah.”
His smile is soft. “Yeah. I remember.” He pauses for a second before he continues. “So. What happens next?”
She has no idea. But there’s always the safe option. “I should probably go home. I’m pretty tired.”
“Yeah. Me too.”
He smiles at her and she feels her heart beating faster in her chest. The truth is, she wasn’t entirely sure at the beginning of this evening whose house she was going to end up in. Neither one of them had said the word, but that had been a date tonight. She’s sure of it. And if it hadn’t ended so abruptly, if one of them had said something… Her face falls as realization hits her. “Oh.”
“What?” he asks.
“I can’t go home. My house blew up.”
“You—Oh. Right.”
��I should…” She hesitates. “I should probably check on the state of it. To see if there’s anything there left to salvage.”
“Do yo want me to come with you?”
She doesn’t want to go at all. It seems oddly tempting to just forget about it, to pretend it didn’t happen. Honestly, if it burned down then it burned down. She didn’t really have anything of great value in there. Nothing she would really, truly miss, most of her personal items left behind in boxes at Mulder’s house because she didn’t want the reminder of their happier times. Truth be told, she never liked her new place. “You parked your car in front of my house.”
“Yeah.”
“Can you call us a cab? One with a real human driver.”
“Don’t you want to get your phone back first?”
She sighs. “You’re right.”
Everything is where they dumped it earlier and they gather their possessions—she leaves only the vibrator behind.
He calls them a cab. They’re quiet on the way to her house, both of them exhausted. When she gets out in front of what used to be her home, he follows her. There’s a last, lone fire truck there, and she chooses to stand and wait and process as Mulder goes to talk to whoever is in charge. She says nothing until he gets back to her.
“Well,” she says.
“Shit,” he says.
That describes it pretty well.
There isn’t a whole lot left.
She sighs and wraps her arms around herself. “I think I need a place to sleep.”
“You have a place to sleep,” he says simply.
“Thank you.”
“For what?”
She doesn’t have an answer to that question.
**
He drives them back to his house. She feels like she should say something, but even if she wasn’t very attached to her place, being pretty much homeless all of a sudden is not a great feeling.
“I’m sorry, Scully,” Mulder says quietly.
“It’s just… strange, not having a home.”
“You have a home.”
It seems he has made it his mission to state simple facts tonight. She has no idea what to say, but they’re pulling up in front of his house at that moment, and so she gets out of the car and waits for him at the foot of the porch steps. He takes his time joining her there. She knows he’s waiting for her reaction but she’s tired and none of her defenses are in place, and if she speaks now she’ll tell him how she feels, and then he’ll know.
So she watches as he locks the car and makes his slow way over to her. She follows him up the steps, into the house, stands and waits as he closes the door behind them. When he turns to look at her, she forgets to be exhausted, she forgets everything that happened.
His eyes on her are all that matters in the world. The softness in his gaze, the way he stands facing her, solid and unmoving, ready for her to step into his arms and be safe there.
She has never loved anyone this way. Nobody else has even come close.
And she’s done, she’s just done. The world is a mess. But she has something to hold onto. He’s here, he’s right here, and she can’t breathe for a second. She doesn’t believe in fate, but she’s so tired she’s just going to accept it as a sign from the universe that her house blew up after she failed to kiss him after their date. A huge fucking neon sign from the universe, an arrow pointing right at him, flashing letters saying “kiss him, you fucking coward.”
So she does.
She realizes she still hasn’t said anything to him. “You have a home,” he told her, and she’s been looking at him in silence ever since. She hopes he understands that this is her answer.
With a few steps she closes the distance between them and pulls him down into a kiss. He kisses her back immediately, wrapping his arms tightly around her, and yeah, he’s right, she has a home.
She has him.
“Stay,” he whispers against her lips.
She smiles into the next kiss. “I don’t think I have any other choice right now.”
“No.” He pulls back, his eyes amused and hopeful at the same time. “I meant for longer than just tonight.”
“Oh.” She waits for her mind to start screaming at her that this is a bad idea. For the panic to set in. It doesn’t happen. “Yeah.”
He carries her up to bed for no other reason than that he wants to, and she wants him to. She falls asleep in his arms and wakes up there as well.
It feels like being home. Maybe that’s okay.
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pierswife · 2 years ago
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You see, the real April Fool's joke was Vash's placement on my F/O list.
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This right here? A farce.
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Now this? This is the truth.
#I have known him for a little bit more than a week but please know i love him very very much#I may call him mr cringefail loser wet napkin of a man but truly and honestly I love him very much#he's been through so much more than any one person should every have to go through and he is through and through a very gentle soul#he also very badly needs a hug and to be told that everything is gonna be okay#he's honestly what's been helping me get through the day because I'm going to be 100% honest#I have been so incredibly burned out with no time to rest and a lot of the things I enjoy were starting to feel dull cause of the burnout#but starting trigun and seeing this funny not so lil guy kinda brought a spark back to things?#tbh i think i just needed something new to get into#but still he makes me feel so many butterflies and brings new feeling of excitement to life because holy shit i have something new#and it's something that checks all the boxes for me#I very rarely will watch things on my own and I have been watching with friends#but I find myself going back to episodes that we've seen already and rewatching them because of how much I enjoy them#and the manga has been SUCH a fun read so far#and I'm ngl I haven't read a manga on my own without being prompted to in YEARS#so it... admittedly feels very nice#I feel like I'm 20 again and playing EO2U on my own and just enjoying myself#and 2020/2021 was a very low point for me that EO2U helped me cope with specifically#and not to say I'm as low as I was then and that I'm at a low now but I do feel super burnt out and having something that I enjoy#and don't feel bogged down while doing it? feels super nice#dhgfsd don't get me wrong I love all my other interests very very much#but imma be real with y'all whenever I go heavy into resident evil posting that's when I'm at my most mentally ill/lowest#and that's when I go and sit down and play that fdhjskgbfs(unless I'm asked to by a friend or once in a blue moon I just really wanna play)#which recently has been I want to play for enjoyment thank goodness#fbdhjsfvbsdjhi anyway vash the stampede my beloved thank you for bringing a new spark to life and help make things less dull for me <3#sweet little bumblebee
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rileyclaw · 2 years ago
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turn on the lights, this cannot last forever
watching and dreaming promo
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claraoswalds · 9 months ago
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#mrs flood who are you: time lord edition
#dwedit#doctor who#mrs flood#fifteenth doctor#the master#jacobi!master#tenth doctor#jack harkness#martha jones#twelfth doctor#ninth doctor#*#okay here is my argument: mrs flood IS a time lord but her presence here has nothing to do with the doctor#instead she's here because of ruby. she's seemingly part of/related to the pantheon of discord & we know that ruby is connected to them too#so i think that she was deliberately placed as ruby's neighbor by the pantheon/oldest one/ruby's mom/? in order to watch over her#it also explains why she was there to check on ruby in 1.04. once she realizes she's on the phone w carla she says 'nothing to do with me'#and she leaves. which implies that it COULD have had something to do with her. if it had been something else going on#ANYWAY. to get to the time lordness of it all. rn i personally believe that she's a time lord that's been hiding on earth for 50+ years#bc i don't think she recognized the police box as a tardis initially. that first quote should be taken at face value.#instead picture this: she's watching over ruby as per usual. a police box is there - weird but nbd. then it dematerializes in front of her.#she drops her groceries. she's shocked. she kinda looks scared. if she already knew it was a tardis why would she react like that?#so imo she knows OF tardises. she DIDN'T know the police box was one. and she's worried the time lords have found her hence the fear.#but when nothing happens and nobody comes at her she realizes she's still safe#later when she sees the doctor she realizes the tardis is his/he must be a time lord. he doesn't identify her but that's happened before#so then when she asks him who he is i think what she's actually asking for is his title. WHICH time lord are you.#bc lbr if she knows abt tardises then she knows about time lords and if she knows abt time lords she knows what it means for ruby#to be joining him - and that's why she wishes ruby good luck. meanwhile this is clearly the outcome she WANTS (them to be together)#bc she gets visibly upset when the doctor seems to decide to leave without ruby.#and for once i'm not master clowning bc the list of names the doctor gives out is VERY interesting. some of them we've never heard before:#the bishop; the conquistador; later he adds the pedant and sagi-shi and reiterates the bishop AGAIN. so i wonder if she's the bishop.....
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hauntingsunshine14 · 6 months ago
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summer olympics 2028 in a universe with no exy we have:
star gymnast neil josten
heavyweight champion andrew minyard
tennis pro kevin day
rugby goddess allison reynolds
d pole laxer matt boyd
marathon swimmer renee walker
volleyball libero aaron minyard
hockey forward dan wilds
synchronized diver nicky hemmick
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angee1011 · 2 months ago
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finally caught up on when the phone rings and what can i say that hasn’t already been said ?
those two freaks are mad obsessed with each other and
i. love. to. see. it.
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julla · 3 months ago
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briefly scrolled though the bigbang subreddit like recommended and - true, it definitely is active! which is fun. one of the first things i saw is that someone got into listening gd bc they knew him from the shoe world 😭😭 i mean that's just amazing lmao
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iholli · 4 months ago
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robot,,, bf,,, my beloved,,,
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lesbianjackies · 2 months ago
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next time someone requests i write an x reader when i haven’t done that in over a year i’m deleting my account and then shooting myself
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