#and it's excellent but i do want to cause sadness ✨

[chikoritastic]

There is a very sad (but very well made!) piece of art about Chikorita that I am constantly avoiding posting on here to keep everything leaf-positive. You are all welcome 🙏🏻

[catwater1987]

The Sicky PR⦻XY

My Creepypasta OC I tried my best to make her come out as perfect as I wanted, even though her name is a bit silly...i guess? But I hope you guys like her.🫶💖

Her story and history will be changed as appropriate. I apologize if my character offends anyone. With all due respect, I just want to enjoy the fandom and the characters I love, and thanks to all of you, I hope we can be good new friends.🙌✨

(and I'm very sorry for my poor Eng)

History of The Sicky (2024)

FULL NAME

Livia lilly laurel ลิเวีย ลิลลี่ ลอเรล

ALIAS

Livia / Sicky / Livia laurel / Camera girl

/ Mrs. Laurel / Lilly

Age: 20y

Gender: Female

Height: 5'4 (165cm )

weight : 47kk.

OCCUPATION

- Serial killer

- Proxy for the slender man

- Camera girl

- Delivery Girl

POWER/SKILLS

• Better physical recovery than ordinary humans

• Night vision

• High-level inteligence

• Emotional instability

• Physical strength

• Wound resistance ( There is no feeling of pain)

• Excellent speed

• The ability to turn things around

• Ability to unlock doors

• Medical knowledge

• Silent stalking

• Breaking into the victim's home

HOBBY

- Take video of the victim

- Delivering essential supplies to other proxies, including some pasta.

- Investigate the victim's History

- Killing people in the name of Slender Man.

CRIMES

• Hacker

• Serial murder

• Torture

• Vandalism

• Endangerment

• Proxy conspiracy

• Stalking

• Aiding and abetting

• Stealing

• Kidnapping

Most famous catchphrase of The sicky

" There is no place that is safe, and there is no place that can be called home. "

The first description of the sicky

' A strange woman would often appear suspiciously at the edge of a tall forest tree, but when approached, she would disappear as if she had never existed. Sometimes, you can hear the sounds of giggling and humming in the wind from the tall forest trees. No one knows whether what people saw about that woman was a human or a ghost. '

PERSONALITY

Sicky is bipolar and severely moody. As a result of Slender Fever that turned her into a proxy, her mood and personality change so much that it is very difficult to predict her thoughts. Sometimes she is cheerful, but then she is sad and angry immediately. This makes it difficult for anyone to talk to her because of her mood swings. But in reality, she is a talkative and lonely person. She always finds something fun to do when she is free. In fact, she likes to keep herself busy all the time or sometimes she bothers other people.

In her original personality before becoming a proxy, she was a polite and cheerful person. She was someone who always cared about others before herself, which often caused her trouble.

BIOGRAPHY

PAST

Livia Lily Laurel, she is an ordinary girl, half German-Thai. She has an older brother named Eric and a twin sister Fiona. In fact, she was born in Thailand, but when she was 10 years old, her parents moved her and her siblings to USA instead. And she has been living there ever since. But since moving here, their father has been very stressed from work and started drinking and started using violence in the family. Most of the time, the one who was physically abused was their mother. What they were abused with was foul language, insults, or words that caused emotional wounds. Until finally, they divorced because a neighbor reported domestic violence to the police. The police arrested him. But her life after that was not smooth because the impact made Fiona mentally ill from too much stress. Their mother worked hard to make a living and was sick regularly. They were still young, so they could not help their mother much. But on the other hand, their brother was even worse. Because he was the oldest brother, he wanted to help ease the burden as much as possible, both taking care of his two younger sisters and working while studying, including all the expenses in the house. But it seemed like their father would not give up easily. After he was released from prison, he still followed them to cause trouble many times.When Livia and Fiona went to college, they both started to find part-time jobs. Livia worked as a general cashier, while Fiona was a general online fiction writer. Because of her mental illness, her life was difficult. Their brother also took on general jobs while studying to be a doctor. One day, their mother fell ill and died from the disease, leaving the burden completely on Eric. But without their mother, their ex-father became more and more intrusive. Eric could not stand this man anymore. He killed his ex-father by himself without his two sisters knowing about it, and fled the city. But he still left a lot of cash for his two sisters. He had to suffer the consequences of what he did alone. But he was still worried about his two sisters. Even though he didn't contact them back, he still sent money whenever he had the chance. As for Livia and Fiona, even though they weren't having a hard time with money anymore, they missed their older brother. But they had to move on with their lives until their lives changed dramatically again.

BECOMING THE SICKY

Livia twin sister she was hunted by the Slenderman. It was because Fiona got lost in the Slender Forest on a rainy night when she was going home. It was their bad luck that they had to suffer this terrible fate. No matter where they ran, they were found. To make matters worse, she had to survive from the proxies who were sent to hunt them down. After a long chase, Fiona was successfully captured. Livia was badly injured, but she refused to let them take the last of her family. She forced her body to follow the Slender Forest and played their game. She won the game, but because her badly injured body was too much for her to bear, she begged them to let Fiona go and take her life instead. Slender saw that determination and agreed to let Fiona go. But instead of killing Livia but he's don't. he took her as another one of his proxies. Because he liked the recklessness and fearlessness of this young woman, and he believed that she would be a loyal servant.

DISORDERS

-Bipolar disorder

-Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

-Anxiety Disorder

-Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder

-Partial memory loss

-The body twitches when exposed to stress.

-Panic attacks from certain things

-Slender sickness

FAMILY

Andrew Parker Laurel (Farther)

Susan Laurel / ปลายฟ้า (mother)

Eric Cyclamen Laurel ( big brother)

Fiona Asphodel Laurel (twin sister)

Mary lee Matthew ( cousin)

LOVE INTERNET

She thinks she doesn't deserve a lover because She can't protect people she loves.

Favorite Songs

In the shadows - Asher Of Angst

THE FACTS

-Since she couldn't stay still for long, she was given a special task: to deliver spare weapons and supplies to some proxies and pastas.

-She isn't in the Slender Forest all the time. Sometimes she disguises herself and blends into the crowds of the town, looking for interesting victim.

-Her and Fiona's birthdays fall on Christmas Eve.

-When she was a new proxy, she was so quiet that people thought she was mute

- She hates being alone because she used to have Fiona with her all the time, but now that's not the case anymore, so she always likes to be with Proxy and other pastas..

- She especially loves orange cats because she used to have an orange cat she name Lucky she loved and took good care of her, but it sadly died of a serious disease.

[aziraphalestartanunderwear]

Okay so let's think a little bit about everyone's favorite danger demon.

✨Crowley✨

He's going to be a mess in season three. An absolute mess. And we have three options and I'll rank them from least likely to most likely (in my semi-professional opinion) (I'm a creative writing major for a reason).

1) Crowley will drive off and disappear and cry alone but nothing will change and he'll just die in the second coming. This won't happen because that is not the story we want to hear and season two was very people pleasing.

2) Crowley will join the forces of Hell again. I doubt this is the option Neil will take. It would make a nice character parallel, yes, but it just doesn't seem like something Crowley would do considering he specifically said he wouldn't. But y'know he could always change due to anger and betrayal.

3) Crowley's anger and sadness will cause him to literally go to the ends of the earth and beyond to get Aziraphale back. Like literally to the point of taking a bath in holy water kind of desire. Maybe he will. That would discorporate him, yes, but there has to be something at steak and what's bigger than a character's entire existence.

But no matter what option happens...

✨Aziraphale✨

...will have a great time being the top bitch for a while. Him and Metatron—who literally looks like he would be Aziraphale's dad—will have a fantastic time. Aziraphale will try his best to forget about Crowley for a while for the sake of ✨goodness✨. But he'll have some kind of sign that will trigger his little angel noggin to be like oh crap I left him and I don't feel complete without him. He'll go to Crowley in a dire moment when everything is falling apart. It'll foil the scene in the end of season two, or at least I'd hope so because that would be excellent structure. And Crowley will have the option to either walk away from Aziraphale because he hurt him, but more likely he'll accept him back because Plot.

They're on their own side and Aziraphale just has to remember that. And something will cause him to remember that. Then they'll come back together and make everything good again. Maybe Aziraphale will even save Crowley as a nice foil. One thing for sure is that they are stronger together. That's shown in both seasons in the most literal ways (the Adam Young vs his dad scene and the beacon scene).

Neil probably doesn't even know what the finished product will be. I don't know if he's even started writing it considering the writer's strike and the fact that he could be taking a break. My predictions or... or wise and accurate prophecies... are simply just analysis of pleasing story structure,

[dragynkeep]

Marco/Connie, Marker, Mitchentine, Clouis, Violetine, Clemerva, Luca/Sherry, Loretta/Nina, Maverick/Svetlana, DeliYang, Yang/Erica, Alex/Galahad, and Striker/Beretta for the ship bingo

marco / connie.

no cause marco & connie are so [clenches fist], there's so much drama there from what we had in their backstories to then the introduction of the destroyers & both of them falling into this toxic destruction of other's making but their love kept them alive long enough to reunite.

my only criticism would be that i wish we had more of them because it really felt like we didn't get much before connie was kidnapped & it made me sad, though the side manga helped to alleviate that.

marco / striker.

the obsession. marco trying so hard to get away from this life but the ghost of striker haunts him until he resurrects in that obsessive love to drag them both down to somewhere marco can never abandon him again. their promise they made as children ended up being a curse & it's so good to see, especially since even after marco's death: striker is still haunted. he'll never escape that man & it's unhinged!

mitch / clementine.

not one of my top ships for clementine but it's definitely up there in the top five because their immediate sardonic, witty banter together definitely endeared me. i think clementine can recognize that surly attitude in him that she definitely had in season 3 & it endears her to him. meanwhile mitch is definitely lowkey fascinated with this all knowing girl that just showed up out of nowhere with a mouth as big as his.

louis / clementine.

my second favourite clementine ship, these two immediately caught my attention when i started playing the 4th season because louis is exactly what clementine needs. someone who can break through that very tough wall she's built & remind her that she's still a kid, as well as someone who regards aj as someone that's the most important thing to her.

canon did them so dirty, why did they do that to my poor boy :((

violet / clementine.

i did really used to like them more but the behaviour of the shippers in two [redacted] servers just absolutely turned me off from the ship. they do have some really cute moments but i do wonder if violet's whole demeanour would end up dragging clementine further into her negative traits rather than someone who will hold her accountable & remind her that she's still a kid at the end of the day. idk.

clementine / minvera.

oh my poor baby scrungles. i loved their dynamic from day one & minverva remains the top wlw ship i have for clementine cause they're just so [clenches fist] fucked up. while other ships serve to remind clementine that she doesn't have to be the way she was for survival anymore, clem / minerva would go the exact opposite way in minerva dragging clementine down into her own trauma because she can't do it alone.

so much good toxicity that i always love to see play out ✨

luca / sherry.

for a background couple, they excel in married energy & i love how nonjudgemental luca is of his wife's profession: in fact he seems to adulate this aspect of who she is & put's her on for show, so everyone knows how amazing his wife is & how much he adores her. get you a man like luca!

loretta / nina.

oh my god no these two would be so cute & i like that they also seem to represent the future of ergastulum, wanting to do better for the good of the people there & that would be something they connect over greatly. also loretta hearing about nina's favourite drink from worick & she ends up buying an entire caseload wheeze.

maverick / svetlana.

not something super on my radar but there's just something so intriguing about these two & how they exist in the dyamics of their "families", how that would interconnect with how they exist within each other.

delico / yang & yang / erica.

putting these two together bc oh the dynamics here are just so !! delico as the replacement for the sister they both lost, that playing into their mutual guilt & tension between each other, they would die for each other & kill for each other but would that extend to what they become if they ever got erica back. how would that dynamic warp & twist with what erica has become, the traumatic psychosexual connections & all three of them just needing to be together. so fascinating.

alex / galahad.

not one of my main ships for either but i can't deny they would be so cute together, especially with galahad's protectiveness over alex & him convincing her to let loose & enjoy herself a little! adorable!

striker / beretta.

the definition of evil soulmates: they'll watch the world burn for each other because even with striker's obsession with marco, he remains at beretta's side. they're two puzzle pieces, a bullet & a gun, a whip & blood splatter. they'll burn the world. they'll survive in each other time & time again because this is just who they are.

[quodekash]

OKAY I HAVE ONE HOUR BEFORE THE OS2 MSP EPISODE COMES OUT SO HOPEFULLY I CAN FINISH THE ABAAB EPISODE BEFORE THEN, imma try to dial it down on the commentary so that its faster 

(also fun fact, i tried to do the mouthfuls of water when i mention how pretty anyone or their hair is thing that i suggested. and i had 48 mouthfuls of water and an immediate need to pee and i was worried that throughout the night i would suddenly become a 3 year old child and pee my bed. anyway.) 

AH SHOOT YEAH THE NOTE HE LEFT 

where the hell did cher go 

we’re probably about to find out but i wanna formulate my thoughts first 

(dang it now im thinking of first kanaphan bc i said ‘first’ STAY ON TRACK STAY ON TRACK STAY ON TRACK) 

presumably hes gone back to like his home town thingy 

but... why 

i have no idea 

we shall see 

OH, STUFF YOU 

VAFFANCULO TU OMOFOBO PEZZO DI MERDA 

LA DETESTO, DETESTO MOLTO 

LEI PUÒ MORIRE IN UNA BUCA FREDDA E BUIA ALL’INFERNO, PER FAVORE 

STRDYTCFUVJYHKB

“you two are not a good match” LIES, LIIEEEESSS 

NOOOOOO HE IS SADDDDDD 

HHHWHYYYYY 

“take care of your health” i love jack so much 

guys we’re nearly 6 minutes in and i havent mentioned jack’s hair ONCE 

okay well i just did BUT THAT DOESNT COUNT 

THIS IS A CAUSE FOR CELEBRATION 

I EXERCISED ✨RESTRAINT✨ 

“please tell him dont be too hard on yourself, and take care” AWWJRGKHB 

poor dude misses cher so much he keeps hallucinating him 

at this point the real cher is gonna show up and he’s gonna think its one of his hallucinations for goodness sake 

gun, go to therapy 

hes so pretty tho 

i love him 

and you didnt have a chance to say goodbye? because you didnt know it was a goodbye? and you desperately want to see him again but youre also terrified of that ever possibly happening because you know itll mean there’s going to be a goodbye, either that day or just at some point in the future, there will always be a goodbye, and you dont know if its worse to never get a chance to say goodbye or being forced to say goodbye against your own will? and youve had too many goodbyes in your life to know how to deal with it but you keep forgetting to bring this up with your psychologist when you see her once a month? 

whaaaat, me? projecting? no wayyyyy 

i love porsche 

porsche and gun are like lesbians 

that makes sense somehow 

porschegun are lesbians 

i will not elaborate 

“you, thyme, and cher. everyone left me. i have no one left.” jEEZ THAT ONE REALLY STABBED ME IN THE HEART SIX TIMES 

KILL MEEEEEEEEE 

whaaaat i have attachment issues? my psychologist said i have high signs of separation anxiety, like im a dog? noooooo waaaaaayyyyyyyy 

bro

DANG IT OF COURSE THAT WAS A DREAM 

“hes been drinking his old coffee for five days in a row” HOLY HELL HES NOT OKAY SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE OR SOMETHING 

i love him

and his hair 

sorry, i know i said i would dial it down but the episode is nearly over and it wouldnt be an abaab commentary post if i didnt mention and screenshot jack’s hair AT LEAST once. 

HES JUST SO PRETTY 

just. look at his face. appreciate his face. and his hair. 

JACK’S SAD LITTLE SMILE AND THEN HE LOOKS AWAY- IM GONNA CRY I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH 

CHER!! :DD 

and... yacht???? (seriously, IS that his name) 

HIS FREAKING BLUE HAIR IS SO PRETTY WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL 

second best hair in this show 

“without you, my tiny room seems tremendous” FIHREBGKJB 

GROUP MOMENT 

THREEZOOOOOO 

PLS I LOVE HIM SO MUCH 

“you’re making us horny” GIUERDBJSGOIRE THIS IS SO FUNNY WHAT THE HELL 

HE IS AMAZING 

AND ZO’S LITTLE FINGER SHAKE DSFDSGSGD 

MY BOI IS GRADUATINGGGGG 

MY BOI IS SEEING HIS BOY 

JRGFJFNGGFVC 

A WONDERFUL END TO THE EPISODE 

THAT WAS EXCELLENT 

I LOVE THEM 

aight time for msp in like. five minutes. 

[jb-nonsense]

Family Headcanons for whoever you'd like: 👨🌟👍😞⚰️✨

Family Headcanons

We're off to the Wheel of names!

👨 = What’s your muse’s relationship with their father, what made it that way?

Kadryn Dubslayn - Kadryn's father was killed when Kadryn was 8 years old, so there's only a bit to go on about relationship. Ymres was a man of high expectations for his sons and did not appreciate failure. He was a little less severe on Kadryn, as he was the younger of the two, but still expected him to excel in his education and training. Kadryn respected and at times felt anxious about his father, wanting to not disappoint him. Despite this, the habit of his father being severe helped him through his time as enslaved, and he also keeps some of the lessons in mind as a Jedi, such as weighing pros and cons and not letting his emotions to cause him to act impulsively.

🌟 = Who is your muse’s favorite family member, why?

Shaszaa - Shaszaa has been an orphan for as long as she can remember. She was taken in by the Jedi when she was young and trained. Her master is Feraaji Manjeyt and Feraaji's master was Razesha Shalum. They and other Jedi are the closest thing to family she has. While Shaszaa appreciates her master, Razesha is just a calming and motherly presence she enjoys to be around and helps to calm her down more than her spunky master. Her master is fun but when she needs someone to just rest a shoulder on, it's Razesha.

👍 = Does your muse think they’re a good child and/or sibling?

Feraaji Manjeyt - she thinks she's an excellent padawan, despite the amount of times Razesha has scolded her for her impulsivity. She does her best to listen, but her aunt/master is more of a person to collect and consider, whereas Feraaji is a woman of action. She does do her best, so she thinks she's a good kid.

😞 = Finding an orphaned child would your muse opt to take them in, find someone more qualified, or just leave them?

Rees Dival - uh. This scenario is really funny to me because it would be such a fun combination. He would want to just leave them be but then he would think about himself growing up an orphan on Fest and concede he'll take them for now until he can find someone more qualified to care for them. And then we start in on the found family trope possibility of him not finding someone more qualified and getting attached to the little bugger. This is now going to ferment in my mind thank you wheel of names.

⚰️ = How would the loss of a family member affect them? Does it vary based on type of family member?

Elami Rimal - It would be hard. She'd take adequate time to mourn, to remember, and arrange their funeral. Elami feels very deeply, but she does her best to not allow it to consume her. She tries to keep a clear mind and think about what they would want for her, not what she wants. I don't think it would really vary, unless it's someone distantly related. Still sad but wouldn't be felt quite as deeply.

✨ = How important is family to your muse?

Razesha Shalum - This is a complicated question for a Jedi master. While family is important to her, as she did train her niece to be a Jedi, and she views the Jedi as her family, they are not important enough for her to go to a 'burn the galaxy to save them' kind of way. So they're up there, but she knows her duty as a Jedi will always come first, and family comes second.

[saintobio]

Wah nooo!! :(( Utahime will now think Y/N is a liar and thinks that she is just making everyone around her a villian, then y/n will lose her too :< I mean maybe but not yet hahshshs. I can help but imagine a scene where Y/N will just breakdown in front of sachi because of too much stress/pressure/hate.

S: Why mama sad?

Y/N: Everyone hates me, baby. Do you think mama is a bad person?

S: Nooo. 'Cause mama gives me a lot of milk, kisses, hugs, and loves me very much and I love mama very much too.

Y/N: Promise you won't leave me too, ok?

Or something like that :(((. OR (I'm not sure if Y/N visits her mom's grave but...)

Like she'll be talking to her mom saying thinks like "I'm such a horrible person, you must be so disappointed at me" And wishing that she could hug her and tell her everything will be alright.

+ I forgot to send this ask last last time but I'm so happy for Sera even though I still dislike her HAHSJSHHS, also I really thought that Y/N will take her as a model if she started her clothing line. But after reading the ask about sera's reaction about the hate to Y/N and I can't believe that she still has that attitude!! I can't even believe that sukuna likes her like?!?!?! :,) I do think it is better if she just stay away from Y/N

++ to momjo, I guess just say whatever you want? ಥ‿ಥ I'm just saying that she'll probably regret it soon (hopefully). She saying to utahime that it was better if satoru met her first was like a big slap in the face. Why did she got so mad when Y/N said that is it because it's true? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. Lowkey think that momjo or getou will probably be like "Satoru's happy now and now you want to ruin that too??!" Or something like that in the future chapter maybe after gojohime become a thing (I mean I'm against and hurt with that ship but there is a HIGH possible in the sy for the ANGST) yes we know you saint HHAHSHSH :,)

+++ I like you too utahime but please don't leave Y/N :((. And don't get carried away so easily 'cause satoru just complimented you because he reminds you of HIS WIFE >:D I'm not mad yet but maybe in the future HAHSHSHHS

++++ to that snake nurse, I'll wait for you outside I just wanna talk ok :D

+++++ NAOYA BABAHWHHAHAHSHS. Hilarious and dramatic as always. I agree to mai that he is mean and ugly (jk:)))) can't wait to see how he will react seeing sera :D

++++++ TOJI- 👀 (that ending wasn't enough, I need more!! HaHAHSHSH but still ✨YN×Satoru endgame✨)

++++++ SACHI IS SO CUTE I WANNA SQUISH HIS CHEEKS AND GIVE HIM BEAR HUGS!!! ANDDDD My heart melted during the interaction of him and his father it's so cute🤧 how I wish that everything was like that :<

+++++ you were right about SY is like the start of SN all over again 'cause the general don't see it from Y/N's diana shoes ;) jk her POV like from the start of SN T^T and there are only few people who do understand Y/N but they're slowly drifting away/distancing :<. Same with Satoru I guess :// anyway- jkkk but yes I feel hurt and so much pain for the both of them. Especially to poor innocent sachi. (I just noticed that us readers are like geto and ieri fighting who to side on HAHHAHAHAHSHSH)

I should be doing my papers but here I am stressing over this T^T but yes angst is my comfort and coping mechanism for the constant burnout of college.

It's ok saint it doesn't hurt that much, it only feels like huge bite of a dinosaur. :')))))

Anonymous said

OKAY REVIEW TIME! This chapter-like always-continues to be excellent in everything, I feel like a lot of things are currently being set up for later, the building and disintegration of certain relationships as well as other plot points. I think one of the best things about your writing is how multiple points of views exist without one being exalted over one. Both team Gojo and team y/n have their rights and wrongs in their defense, but they are all understandable in their own way. We haven’t really seen how y/n’s family feels at the moment, but we do see how momjo and Geto feel a sense of guilt that they project on to y/n in order to deflect their own feelings of guilt and helplessness. Are they justified in their anger? Probably lying about an abortion is a huge mess and the consequences are not overblown in how they are playing out but are they right in blaming y/n for everything wrong with Gojo? I personally don’t think so I think a point is being made that Gojo was already in a bad state from before marrying y/n but again it’s all very conflicting so good job on that. I’m personally team neutral but I do sympathize with y/n as well as the people who had to see someone they love continuously hurt himself as he suffered the consequences of his actions. I think an important part is that just because someone makes up for their mistakes and changes that doesn’t mean they’re automatically owed forgiveness, but this can also be applied to y/n as well. Now onto the next part- y/n and Toji. I think they’re so tragic in how they’re both in love with other people but still try to move on from that and love each other… only for it to be a complete mess. They have a good relationship but there’s so much going on around them that I feel like any relationship would be extremely strained, but it is sweet how Toji continues to protect y/n and be there for her. Now there are people that I feel like don’t really like how Toji wanted to release his frustration with y/n but I cannot lie, it’s hot as fuck I’m sorry. As a graduate from Saintobio university I know that a little toxicity makes things 10x hotter so I hope there’s smut next chapter yes this is me folding 🙈. No but seriously again great job you were always a great writer but I can really see how you’ve progressed so so much since the beginning of sincerely not. Happy writing <3

Anonymous said

ahhhhh i have so much to say but i’ll keep it short:

each parent is essentially looking out for their child. yn’s dad in sn and gojou’s mum now

to them it’s always going to be the other persons fault no matter what their child did

tbh when it comes to parenting, your baby’s safety and health will always be more important than everything else hence the clouded judgement and irrationality

it’s an endless cycle of he did she did 🥲

well done on capturing this so well! ❤️ another successful chapter to make us all sob! 😂

@shingekinocats said

Aaaahhhh i just wanna say that I recently found your work and I'm so in love with sy and sn, it had me crying, the angst is real!!

I really love Utahime in the canon universe so seeing her portrayed another way has me conflicted lol, either way, I can't wait to see what happens next!

btw....i have my suspicions regarding whatever relationship might happen between Utahime and Gojo, since the only people that are "supportive" of them have been Momjo and that rude nurse who obviously dislikes y/n, so I'm not that afraid....yet 🥺

either way, keep up the good work ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Anonymous said

TW: mild spoilers from chapter 2

The fact that I feel like Satoru and Utahime might happen is giving me a headache. There’s nothing wrong with it but it’s just like, I need Satoru and Y/N to talk things out first when he gets his memories back. Like I honestly feel like they’re both better off without each other and without anyone else for a while. Like I can see them coparent perfectly well and fine but I don’t think I can accept them together with someone else.

And your writing is so good!!! I love your series and I hope you keep doing what you’re doing! Sending positive energy!!

Anonymous said

This chapter… wow the possible complication and the amount of drama of this “pretend we’re still married” Gojo’s mom suggested will really give a big blow later own. Although anevitable given the situation but still not right for Gojo’s mom to blame it all to yn when she also have a contribution to Gojo’s mental state and didn’t even consider yn’s current situation and opinion. I can also see that Gojo’s mom will regret this. Just imagine all those memories suddenly coming all back at once will definitely hurt 100000000x more after having a taste of that perfect happy family yn will play at. My boxes of tissue is ready for this Saint. Thanks for an amazing chapter. And also kinda sad that Sachiro didn’t even know Satoru’s first name. Huhu

Anonymous said

Honestly, I'm kind of waiting until sy is done before reading. Can't take anymore of this for a bit 😂

Like the whole yn stans vs gojo, gojohime stans is tiring and draining. And honestly, I just want yn to be happy. I don't really get (from a personal standpoint, cause from the plot and fun point it's amazing) the whole making yn suffer more. It gets old reading/watching stuff where the woman who suffers a lot in a relationship still suffers for the same man that abused her in different ways after leaving said man. Like, why should Gojo get to now have a new relationship and a chance at happiness all bc he went through hell as consequence of his own actions? All while yn has to fight once again for her mental health and happiness? And as if that wasn't enough, get Gojohime rubbed in her face as if to prove something 🤨 (whether yn ever hid his son from him or not cause that was out of preservation, Gojo did fucked up things bc he wanted to and bc he didn't really respect her until the drowning scene and all that happened after)

I just want my girl to grab her stuff and go back to NYC and forget all about that beautiful asshole. OR everyone on their knees apologizing jkjk 😂 but yeah, i know this will be another great series, Saint. I'll wait till the end to read it. Please take care and don't forget to do your hand stretches and drink lots of water ❣️

-🍷

Anonymous said

I think Getou and satoru’s mom don’t realize that there was healthy way of ending mc’s and Satoru’s relationship. When he was asked for a divorce he should have gone with that and he would be able to see his son and also could prevent TojixMC. I don’t really find them being even slightly right, the most selfish thing mc has done was this and that’s it, while Satoru was selfish from the start to the very beginning. And also, pointing out that mc should have never met with Satoru 🤪 like, they were friends since childhood and what’s she’s on actually. She has to take pink sunglasses and see that from the very start Satoru was in the wrong and that’s the reason why all these happened.

Anonymous said

Yooo I loved this chapter!! I’m honestly not even mad at utahime and wouldn’t be mad if she and Gojo ended up together. (That nurse can go choke tho) I feel that with all the stuff y/n’s gone through she truly has changed as a person, and I think that Toji is probably the right person for her to be with, if they can get over their respective partners enough to not let them influence their lives. Gojo’s mom on the other hand really had me wanting to tussle with her. Like if we’re really gonna play the blame game, then her abandonment of Gojo is a major reason why he turned out the way he did. And y/n actually calling her out on that was great, I love it when she stands up for herself. I think it’s so strange how she can just automatically forget how kind of person y/n truly is because she made an (admittedly bad) choice that hurt satoru. Like I get it, but at the same time, the lack of emotional maturity from someone that much older really confuses me. She got the chance to move on and be happy at the expense of her son, but y/n does it and it’s suddenly the worst thing ever like… same with Geto. Like at least Shoko understands that keeping the secret wasn’t okay, but there was sound reasoning for making it and rather than demonizing both parties, they should work on getting them the help they need. Idk maybe it just hits super close to home to see someone demonized for making a decision for themselves to leave a toxic situation. Anyway loved this chapter and Toji can get it anytime. Rest up and drink lots of water Saint!!

Anonymous said

I’ve sent anons in the past stating how I think that y/n lying about an abortion was a good idea story wise because it balances out the damage that satoru and y/n have done to each other but I have to ask, are the scene between geto and shoko and y/n and momjo done on purpose? Because it seems to me that it meant to convey how there’s a lot of misdirected anger towards y/n, both about how geto and momjo feel like they failed to be there for gojo, with y/n acting like a scapegoat. Again I’m not minimizing what y/n did because I think she was very very wrong for lying about her abortion (although I do understand her and why she did I just don’t agree) and I’m part of #team neutral. This was a great chapter <3

Anonymous said

Hi Saint!! Loved the new chapter of SY! Your plot is so complicated that it makes me nervous and excited to think about the possibilities. I was reading up on pregnancies with heart conditions, and I was wondering, what could’ve happened had y/n decided not to fake the abortion and instead dealt with satoru trying to apologize or not letting her heal and grow? I know that her angina was triggered by stress, but could something bad have happened to her and sachi? Also, idk if this is a spoiler, but why exactly is the public so fixated on making y/n the bad guy? Is her heart condition public knowledge at all? (Not that it should have to be for people to treat another person so horribly) it’s just terribly baffling to think about why people have so much hate and negativity for someone they don’t even know, nvm someone who’s been cheated on and emotionally abused.

sorry it took me long to respond and i wasn’t able to reply to u all but i really really do appreciate these messages 🥺 these varying opinions are very interesting to read <33

as for the last anon, her heart condition isn’t really known by the public, but they “hate” her bc it’s rooting from jealousy and the fact that people are jumping to conclusions that her marriage failed bc of her own shortcomings. none of them rly understand the full story. also, if she did stay with gojo at the time, it would be very difficult for her pregnancy since she’s physically and emotionally fragile (more fragile than gojo currently is in sy) so we can only imagine the risk she’s putting sachiro through if she was continuously surrounded by negativity.

[gingerbreadmonsters]

dude im so fucking excited for the next project meridian, relistening to it rn and my fucking god its so upsetting (in a great way) no one gives any sort of shit about love, james is such a bastard (WANTING TO USE THE CODE FOR HIS OWN SHIT ARE YOU KIDDING ME YOU ASS) marcus is also a bastard (i get doing some real dumb shit when youre lonely and in denial BUT HOLY SHIT DUDE WHAT, i dont wanna be that empathetic to him cause he was using love even if it did end up hurting him, it was his own fault and he didnt stop it, he makes me feel a lot and i wanna put him in therapy) the other staff resented love as says brian SPEAKING OF he, him being rude and short with love and that still being the only relationship that wasnt deeply toxic for them is heartbreaking, his log was ouch, understanding that love will feel isolated and used (as he says they were) without the code and saying the kinder thing would just be to wipe their memory, and deciding not to cause "we'd lose progress", but him also saying theyre gonna let love chose what happens to marcus, i care him

ALSO marcus making that code is pretty impressive ngl, like it was taking over everything else within lovely, strong shit. sry for ramble im so psyched to see what happens, im glad eriks still making this story

this is an excellent ask and i am SO excited for more project meridian now hehe ✌️

this post does NOT contain spoilers for today's audio (seeing as i haven't listened to it yet), but under the cut anyway bc i rambled lmao

and you're absolutely right - it's REALLY interesting to be placed in this perspective where the listener character is unreliable, where we're not sure how many of our actions and decisions are fueled by this obsession code, where we can't be certain of what we know and what information (like the hidden 'project meridian' data packet) we have inside us. it makes for incredibly compelling storytelling and conceptually i think it's FASCINATING 🤩🤩

and YES we love a bit of moral ambiguity!! inconsistent and flawed morality!! characters who are in conflict with each other and themselves, who are not universally good or even liked!! project meridian to me has always been a series that pushes everything to a logical extreme, if that makes sense - a robot in love who is overwhelmingly obsessed, a sad man who is debilitatingly lonely, a mysterious corporation that is unflinchingly greedy. everything is over the top and spilling over itself, but it's approached in a very realistic and empathetic way, and that makes it far more accessible and less predictable, which i enjoy v much! 🥰✨

tbh i feel similarly about james as i do about vega, especially in his latest audio - it's very clear that we are being manipulated, but it's really interesting to observe from an out-of-universe perspective. it leads to a fun conflict of interest as well: do we want the listener character to turn to the dark side and take them at their word, or resist? what would either of those scenarios look like going forward? how is this going to be resolved? OOH it's so much fun 🤠🤠🤠

(also i agree with marcus' technical skill - it can't have been easy to hide code like that inside an android who is basically being examined at every second of every day! although come to think of it, how well did he hide it...?)

[nafarsiti]

Hey!!! How are you doing? I hope you get to eat some yummy food today✨

I have a question for you haha. Who are your favorite characters from TR? Top 5 maybe?

Nebulaaaaaa~. Hello! I'm dying from school but otherwise I'm doing great! I did eat yummy food, my sister left some sugary cereal in our home and I had it for breakfast with a nice cup of coffee. Plus a lovely peachy tea in the evening. 💖

Okay, I am awful at picking favourites but I can do a top five! I won't do too much rambling but I do love these guys so so much. In no order because everything is always changing.

Baji! He's the whole reason I got into the series. Which is weird cause he's not the kind of character that usually catches my eye, but he stole my heart so fast. Wakui was right when he said Baji best boyfriend, have you ever seen such a noble and self-less man. I would also die for him.

Chifuyu. Literally one of the goodest bois of all time, up there with Yugi Muto. He's so precious, his smile fills me with joy. His relationships with Baji and Kazutora are so beautiful. He's kind, loveable, and is just such a good friend to everyone.

Kazutora. I know I know, but this trio has me in a chokehold. He is so amazingly well written. He's so sad, and I'm glad he's able to get the happier endings that he deserves. Future Kazutora is everything to me.

Mikey Mikey Mikey. I cannot be normal about this guy. Thinking about him makes me want to cry and scream. I want to hold him and yell at him. Also, what a cutie.

Takemichi. He means so much to me. Watching his growth has been one of the best parts of this series to me. I relate to him so much, especially how he was at the very beginning. I wish I had as much courage as he does. Yes, he may not be the prettiest or the smartest, but his strength and spirit inspire me.

Honourary mention: Inupi and Koko. Especially Inupi. Kokonui are an excellent pair. Looking at Inupi makes me feel warm inside. Also. Sanzu is moving up the ranks so fast, every time he shows up I love him even more.

This is so long and my tastes are so basic. But thank you so much for the ask! I hope you're doing well, my friend. 😊

[guildfordd]

I am so sad that Nini and Ricky broke up, but damn did they write and act the shit out of that scene. It feels so authentic for childhood besties who live in smaller town to go through something like this. I think if Ricky were mentally in a good space and comfortable with change, they'd still be together. But he's had such negative experiences with change and now homies so scared. And Nini is growing and figuring out who she is outside of everyone else. And it's just a bad combination right now. They need to know who they are apart from each other. What are your thoughts on this season and character developments?

Ahh that’s a really good way to put it!! I agree with a lot of what you said about each of them, and I can even relate to the childhood besties/smaller town thing hahah. But my soft heart also just wishes it didn’t have to be like this, plus I want to believe there’s a way the show could’ve done this that would not have required a gut-wrenching breakup that caused both sides so much pain. Maybe they could have shown how honest conversation and mutual understanding can allow people to grow in a relationship together…how it’s possible to be on different paths yet still support one another……but I know this is a Disney show about high schoolers, so 😔

Anyways that’s just my wishful thinking—my true biggest gripe about this season is the writing. It’s been a little disappointing to me, kind of in general but especially when it comes to Nini 😢 To preface, I adore Olivia and I adore Nini. I thought Nini was so great in the first season; she was by far my favorite character. She could’ve just been one-dimensional, stereotypical “sweet and shy and nice but shockingly talented, everyone’s so surprised when they hear her sing!” but the depth and nuance given to her character + Olivia’s performance made her so much more than that. Season 1 Nini had some growing and maturing to do, yes for sure, but she was kind and empathetic and earnest and well-meaning—while also learning to believe in herself more and actively go after what she truly wants. It would’ve been so nice if this season she was still that person at heart, but with more maturity and strength, and a growing courage to explore new horizons. Idk if I’m alone in this, but I have sometimes felt like the Nini they’re writing this season is almost someone else entirely 😣 There have been moments or lines where I’ve just been confused, like ??? why would she say/do that, that’s not the Nini we know and love! She’s growing and nurturing her ambition, yes, and that’s genuinely great!! She is so much stronger and more confident and I absolutely love that, but outside of that, her characterization this season feels inconsistent to me. Olivia’s acting has been excellent (the entire cast is on a whole other level this season!) but I’ve just been disappointed in some of the writing she’s been given.

That being said, this season just in general feels inconsistent lol 😩 The plotlines are all over the place, the timing and pacing is a little weird, some of the characterization is rough, some choices don’t make a lot of sense.....it’s like Tim was just like, here’s how we can keep things interesting: let’s try to mess up all of our most beloved characters and relationships, throw in a love triangle here, insert ANOTHER love triangle there because fans sure enjoy those, use time jumps between episodes so we don’t have to actually show certain things, and not sing or reference HSM a single time after the first episode!! 

Season 1 is the kind of season of television that I can rewatch from start to finish multiple times in literally the same week and not get tired of it!!! It has this ✨magic✨ that Season 2 (while still having plenty of great moments!) just hasn’t quite captured for me. I’m sorry, maybe this sounds a little harsh hahaha I am fully aware that this is literally a Disney tv show, and pandemic precautions made things a lot more difficult, and also I know that the “sophomore slump” (aka season 2 struggles) is a real thing in tv! So I’m definitely hoping they figure it out in the remaining episodes, or are given the chance to try again in a third season. That’s the optimistic note I’m leaving this on; y’all know that I DO genuinely still love this show or I wouldn’t be here at all much less making gifs for it sldkfjslf

Wow I apologize for unintentionally writing an essay.....again, these are all just thoughts that have been floating around in my brain, I really hope no one takes offense to any of it!! I only meant to put a few of my scrambled feelings into words so if you actually read all of this, I applaud you and I’m sorry 😂❤️

[mo2k]

YES! Bring Mitsuya too! He would totally be down for it coz.... (maybe I shouldn't say 🤫 it's kind of a spoiler?) Maybe I could get him to make me a dress while he's here 🥺 Girl, if Baji tries to beat you up I'll beat him up 😤 I've got fighting experience coz of my brother so I can hold my ground! Now bring him along coz I lowkey wanna braid his hair 🙂

Face masks have never been my favourite thing to do... but just once.. for you! I feel like Draken would be good with nails too 👀

I can just imagine the confusion on your dad's face 🤣 anyway the first ep really hits you hard! The reason why me and my friend decided to watch AOT is kinda funny 😅 but anyway she watched ep 1 first and told me that it was super sad and gruesome and I was like that sound fun and we both enjoyed it 😅 You should continue but don't push yourself! Ooh the 104th cadets are just Eren,Mikasa, Armin, Jean, Sasha and the rest of the gang and the veterans are Levi, Erwin, Hanji, Mike and the rest! You'll meet them soon

He started watching anime recently tho... I have no idea why (this is my thing!) He mostly calls me out when I simp over chataracters... He watched Haikyuu a few days ago and made it extra clear that he DOES NOT like Oikawa 😐

I feel better now! Actually I didn't feel anything after the vaccine at all 😅 just my legs hurting from running around and standing in line all day But I'm ok now!

Oh sure thing but wdym spoilers — AmAnDa YeR rEaDiNg ThE MaNgAs ArEn’T yEr ? 🧐 Awwww yes yes he will. If he doesn’t I’ll make him do it (‘cause i’m cool yea yea yea pls just ignore me — 😏🙄😅😂) Thank you ! 🥺💖 That’s very kind of yer but no, I don’t want yer to get hurt. I can take on him myself ig 🤡🤡🤡 Babe r u alright ?? I quite understand u tho, i fight with my sis a lot nah almost every day, although it’s more about words than fists oops Alrightyyy Baji-san ! Come over and let amanda braid your hair rn !! 😁 Can I put some bows or maybe some cute hair clips on his hair too ? 🥺🥺🥺 Oh I’m pretty sure yer ain’t goin’ anywhere soon baji-san —

Lol it’s okay luv ! Face masks aren’t everyone thing, not exactly mine either, but it’s good to try smth different <3 See ?? Everyone thinks you’re amazing, draken. Be more proud of yourself ! (And also your marvellous works —)

Ahahahaha well maybe at first, but he immediately understand what’s goin’ on with me the second I pointed to the screen. Ig it really did hit me hard lmao 🤣 Omg wow yeah you like sad anime — I remember yer once told me yer do — so maybe that’s why you say that ? 😂 And oh you like action anime too, tis one’s kinda your type isn’t it ? But yeah I’m glad yer and yer friend enjoyed !! It’s alright dear ! Tyvm ! For me I personally think aot is v. safe tho, like — they don’t really focus too much on scenes where titan gobbled up ppl, and yea that makes it much less scary than I thought it would be. I like that.

Oh oh oh — I see I see — I already meet almost all of ‘em !! Yes I met captain Levi already omgggg — he’s captain ?! 😱😱😱 Plus he’s super cool like he just came for some mins, nah maybe even secs but he already start slashing and killing titans ?! That’s very amazing !! He really impressed me a lot, I’m stunned, really. Yes I admit, I admit right away that’s such an excellent character. *claps claps* So tis da man who’s half of yer heart ? Good taste yer got there 😏✨

Also also — there’s tis scene where it shocks me very much, um prob the one that eren got gobbled by the titan… my jaw hurts bc it was dropped too much but I just can’t help it ‘cause wattttt ?? He’s a main charac isn’t he ?? Then he’s gunna be dead like that ?? No ThAt’S iMpOsSiBlE — but then I found out that he’s a titan but it didn’t shock me that much ‘cause I kinda have guess before that he’s the titan, it still shock me a bit tho… wait what am i even saying rn ??? 💀💀💀

And mikasa’s past !! Super sad… I felt like my heart sank as I watch, damn tis series really hits me hard in… literally everything oh mah gosh —

… Dang it. Tell me when he simps over anime charac too, that’s da time for yer revenge. Calls him out, annoyed him to the death of the world bae. That’s what I’ll do too if I were you, too bad my sissy already simp for anime charac before I even start watching one… ugh —

Hm what ? Why ? WhY ???? Oikawa here — tis baby here is such a good charac… but oh well yea maybe Oikawa’s not really his type nvm — Dw bae maybe he just not like him but we do and that’s what really matter ♡︎

Ah glad to hear that love ! And oh yeah me too ! I didn’t feel anything except the pain in my upper arm, but I still didn’t catch a cold or anything, HELP my mum says that I’m super-tough like a buffalo omlllll 😭😭😭😭 She’s so CRUEL ! Oh I can understand that hehe, but I’m still glad to hear that you’re okay now <3 BUT YER STILL NEED TO TAKE CARE OF YERSELF OR ELSE IMMA CALL SHINICHIRO-SAN ☹️☹️☹️ I’M SUPER-SERIOUS HERE SO DON’T CHA DARE !!!

- With love, BamBam 🦢🌙