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captmuldoon · 1 month ago
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Black Sails really tapped into a very specific kind of ghost story where your ghost is not actually you but someone else's perception of you - the person they thought you were and should be. Imagine hating knitting and embrodiery, and you're no good at it, but you do it because you're a governor's wife and people expect you to be at his side, quiet with your head bowed over your needles. You buy a new wardrobe of dresses because your role necessitates it, but you keep your old clothes hidden in your rooms because you can't bear to let go of that part of you yet. And then you die and you come back as a haunting and you're faceless and voiceless, and you're wearing a dress that means nothing to you, and the only sound you can make is that of your knitting needles hitting each other again and again. And this is how the person you love brings you back: a voiceless, faceless thing in the corner.
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karoochui · 11 months ago
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Sorry ive been dead i accidentally got fixated on my friends oc. Take these doodles that i (mostly) did before the tragic impact ft LD&RS moon who belongs to @spadillelicious
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gummi-ships · 7 months ago
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Kingdom Hearts 3 - The Caribbean
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shieldmaiden-tabris · 2 months ago
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I'm never not thinking about the way Viktor everso gently rubs his hand over Jayce's forearm right before they're about to die. It's so subtle, I almost missed it, but when watching the scene back, you can see him move his hand up and down over Jayce's arm in a soothing, comforting motion. In his final moments, Viktor's face is relaxed and peaceful, accepting of his fate, so he uses those last precious seconds to comfort his partner in the way Jayce best understands.
Because if there's one thing about Jayce that's been obvious since the beginning, it's that Jayce uses physical touch to both give and receive comfort throughout the series. It's a big part of how he communicates and how he best connects with people he's close to, whether it's by putting a hand on someone's shoulder or back, or going in for a hug, etc. Even in the final scene, he is CONSTANTLY reaching out to Viktor. There are probably a dozen ways he could have shared his memories of the bad future with Viktor, but Jayce chose to hug him. When Viktor pushes him away and tells him to leave, Jayce first puts a hand on his shoulder to get his attention before taking Viktor's hand and placing the crystal in his palm. To drive his point home, he looks Viktor in the eye and tells him, "we do this together." While the crystal destabilizes, Jayce holds on to Viktor's hand for dear life and when they're forced apart, Jayce fights his way back to grab hold of him again. And finally, when he reaches out to pull Viktor closer for the last time, it gives me the impression that he's almost asking permission to stay with Viktor until the end. Jayce has made his own position pretty clear through his actions. The whole time, he's pretty much saying, "I broke my promise to you and put you on this path because I couldn't bear to lose you. Now, I'm trying to keep that promise, but let me bear the consequences with you. Please let me stay with you. Please don't leave me to face living in a world without you by my side."
And that's when Viktor finally reaches back. He finally accepts Jayce's touch, accepts his love, accepts that Jayce is choosing him, choosing them, here at the end of all things, and chooses him in return. In their last moments, they are true partners once more. Jayce holds on like he's terrified Viktor is going to disappear, Viktor holds on like he knows Jayce won't. With his hand on Jayce's arm, moving gently back and forth, Viktor uses his touch to reaffirm their connection and as a way to soothe Jayce's unspoken fears. It's a way for Viktor to tell him, "I'm right here, I'm here with you now, and I'm not going anywhere without you again."
And it makes me fucking feral.
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ehh-is-the-name · 2 months ago
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THIS.
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I don't have a twitter, but I found a piece by this person on pinterest and then followed it to their twitter account and OH MY FUCKING GOD.
THIS- I did feel like they moved on from his death a little too fast in the movie, but I also understand why they did and also why MePhone wouldn't be like this.
But consider.... consider he did.
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honourablepranksinatra · 23 days ago
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Maple Leafs discourse on their team social medias makes me lose brain cells because wdym they're first in their division and coming off a 5 game win streak & people are commenting that the top players are only in it for the money and have no drive, that particular players are useless and need to be traded asap, that they're a garbage team, that they'll never make it past the first round just because they lost one game.
Apparently because they are being payed handsomely the players must be mindless automatons who perform perfectly every night. It drives me absolutely nuts how quickly alleged fans will completely turn on their own team.
#i cannot understand how some people can't seem to comprehend that the players are still human who will have off days and make mistakes#regardless of their work ethic or drive or passion#it's not actual critiquing either it's basically just grown men cyberbullying other grown men#over a GAME#& they have a ton of people in the organization to critique and help them improve! have you ever heard of a coach!#it's like people want to assume the worst so when the leafs perform badly in the playoffs they aren't upset about it bc they see it coming#but they clearly are upset about it because they're commenting on the leafs own social media pages#& these losers never seem to realize how their own behaviour does actively make it harder for the players to perform#maybe some players will not want to play in Toronto because the pressure is so insane & the fanbase can be so toxic!#it really just is bullying#& those people think it's completely fine & warranted because they don't know the players personally & they're famous & rich#maybe try basic human decency for a change? & not letting yourself get super angry about a game?#& just the bad faith element of it all...#it makes it not fun! this is supposed to be entertainment!#stop assuming the worst#some of these people even assume the worst when things are going well! wdym jt is only playing well bc he knows his contract is almost up#isn't it more interesting & inspiring that someone legitimately improved through hard work & the power of the amulet#to the benefit of your team#let's bring back being a fan of your own team ok?#we are basically already doing that with the lb#(affectionate)#thank god for us!#toronto maple leafs#tml#leafs lb#my thoughts
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kotaka-kun · 9 months ago
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am i crazy or. would erik absolutely love twilight. unironically. calls it a romance for the ages. owns maybe an unhealthy amount of merch at some point.
because like 1.) erik is a dracula fanboy, it wouldnt be a stretch to say that it could extend to all vampires, and thats how it gets on his radar to begin with 2.) he would absolutely identify with edwards whole "im a monster" vibe (not to mention the killer part) 3.) there is no universe in which he doesnt yearn to be wanted as much as bella wants edward. to be pursued, wanted, loved, despite what he is... what could he wish for more than that?
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thespoonisvictory · 9 months ago
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on my knees and begging for brennan to give me something to latch onto with mazey bc she seems conceptually so sweet but I can't get behind a date that is like two sentences of actual chatting and then brennan being like "you SEE she is very sweet and calm" rather than the organic development of scenes, like I wish she was better incorporated into the plot man
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odessastone · 7 months ago
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I love writing Lifeweaver fanfic because biolight literally makes no sense at all
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jmtorres · 7 months ago
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in a variant of useless arguments that unfortunately i can't just use the block button on, i am reliving a wtfry from like five years ago because i'm trying to sort through my medical history and figure out if i have any further lurking disasters and i'm currently stuck on
me: i am trying to eat healthier so i want to add more fruits and vegetables to my diet
nutritionist: no don't eat more fruits! that's too much sugar! sugar is bad for you!
like really we're not talking about processed foods or added sugars, this person straight up told me there was too much sugar in raw, fresh fruit
#please god let my labwork imbalances rebalance#i've been prediabetic off and on for a decade and my last A1c was 5.5 so it's not getting worse & i need doctors to get off my ass about it#and I absolutely KNOW if you push me certain ways about food i'll go orthorexic if not anorexic#(and they won't even treat it like an illness because I'm fat)#(at a checkup last week I was commenting on my surgical recover and i lamented 'and i'm still losing weight' and the doc was like 'good!')#(bitch my weightloss was a symptom of an organ crisis i could have died of. no it's not good! i want to STABILIZE!)#i've spent years disentangling myself from the toxic diet culture shit my mother dumped on me like drink a glass of water to feel full#fuck that i barely ever feel hungry in the first place i need to listen to what signals i do get#and after all my hard work they're gonna try to drag me back in#i just fuckin know it#it's not like trying to balance my current dietary restrictions isn't borderline orthorexic already#but i feel like i have a grasp on why i do it and when moderation vs strict adherence is okay#and from past experience counting calories is the line where i will fully go insane#maybe 25 years on I could resist but i don't want to try#i would rather go on metformin or some other fuckin' drug i don't really need than count calories#ugh it's a week until my next appointment to talk about this it would be great if it would get out of my brain until then#chronic illness#medical bullshit#food bullshit
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pleasedontcareaboutme · 5 months ago
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The urge to spend a 100$ on merch before getting my paycheck is so strong. I might not survive soldiers
#Priorities! Next month no food challenge#At least I can eat my vinyls and CDs 🥰#Man fr I could starve but if Id have some albums#Id be happy#eating my own organs and shit#Okay yes I officially lost it but!#ahiajwineidn the voices#I want to spend money#🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛#Tbh i only eat cheap ass bread anyways so maybe we can do it 👻#me tryna convince myself this would be a good idea and i wouldn't die#Mnaiaisns9jwkq but it's motivation? to keep working right?#....... IM ABT TO ORDER STUFF#IDEK WHAT. BUT. THE. VOICES.#like im soo thinking abt buying the mortal vinyl or atsushis vinyll CUZ THEY LOOK SO GOOD.#I DONT HAVE A MF LP PLAYER BUT IMMA BUY ONE AS WELL#aaaaaaaaa🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠#HM. HmmMM. i can get an LP player on facebook market place rightttt that wont be expensive righttttt#oh to not have to pay 30$ for. shipping would be so good#Ahhhhhhhhh. 😾#Gimme money#Actually I don't even have the money! idek how much am i gonna get paid! but im just thinking abt ordering stuff and hoping ill have enough#insanity is my middle name tbh#also i hate how i literally. dont keep track of my money and i always act on impulse 😭#like man idc how much u pay me i see i have enough imma spend it all#but i should save up to finally move my mf ass away from this great environment i live in#but dang is it hard next to school#getting paid less than minimum wage as a student lowkey. is not fun#But idk what to do cuz i cant skip school to work 😭 so this is shit#n e ways goodnight ily who reads my 3556th diary entry
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teagrammy · 4 months ago
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If you are a public, notable organization with the resources to do so, there is no excuse not to have properly written subtitles on your videos rather than relying on auto-generated captions
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chiistarri · 4 months ago
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i need kaedehara kazuha i crave him
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1eeminho · 11 months ago
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my girl is running a bath and making our bathroom all pretty for me so i can relax in the tub while she cooks us dinner im so lucky how did i get this lucky
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shimelyasmin · 1 year ago
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im kinda suprised ive never seen anybody ship halsin and jaheira. may not be the most interesting couple ever bc theyd be so normal compared to other companions but i like it, its cute. i also just want to see jaheira happy. and also i found her house in baldurs gate and was just thinking about how if halsin was here witnessing how much orphans shes taken in but been a deadbeat mom about he’d have an ‘i can fix her’ moment. he WAS ranting to my durge about how people are so uncaring in the city. maybe adopting half the orphans in baldurs gate and sparking a Thing with jaheira is his purpose post campaign
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a-very-fond-farewell · 11 months ago
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tried to take a day off from writing. still woke up at 5am. let’s write then 😈🔥
#sneaky niki#lamb loose liveblogging#I wanted to take a day off.. but my brain is now accustomed to wake up at 5 I guess??#that’s so not fetch of me#topic of the day is:#I’m pissed bc I had to make a sensible decision and move a plot point a few chapters down the line#which is not fun#but feels more organic#judging by the way I’m keeping steady on this fic I think it will reach 300k#that’s a rough estimate#maybe 280k if I’m being generous instead of acting like a sadistic prick#but that’s just a theory#HDS is making it extremely hard for me to keep a steady pacing too#for example. recently he’s been giving me headache after headache about his growing sense of paranoia#he knows he isn’t sleeping enough#he knows he’s stressed af#the only reason why he has to trust one or two people in his life is bc he will turn absolutely insane if he doesn’t#and this is not me shaming#I remember how I was at my most paranoid during a prolonged episode#trust me. that ain’t fun#but he’s starting to hear things. that’s concerning. that’s suspicious. he needs help#but as usual. he refuses to acknowledge his limitations#also. attic-wifing your nemesis maybe isn’t a safe starting point to discuss with a trained professional during therapy#do criminals go to therapy?#I mean. not convicted ones. I do believe it’s part of their reintegration program. good for them#but like.. sneaky criminals? big fish evading taxes? one inconspicuous attorney holding his amnesiac crush hostage?#idk mate this is fiction#you have fun today ok?#go hug someone. or a pet. or a tree.#:D
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