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Sorry ive been dead i accidentally got fixated on my friends oc. Take these doodles that i (mostly) did before the tragic impact ft LD&RS moon who belongs to @spadillelicious
#also read love death and rollerskates on ao3 it fucks INSANELY hard#the third one was for an ask but idefk what the ask was anymore whoops#tbh just posting these so they arent lost in the hell that is my file organization#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf security breach#fnaf sun#sundrop#binary resurgence#binary resurgence: round 2 au#fnaf moon#moondrop#dca x reader#sun x reader#moon x reader#mikas stuff
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Kingdom Hearts 3 - The Caribbean
#kingdom hearts 3#kh3#the caribbean#scenery#my gif#my favorite world in the game#it's so beautifully crafted and fun to explore#they did such a good job with port royal i'm no expert on the movies but i'm sure it's a super faithful recreation#there are so many lush islands to find with caves full of treasure. it's like a real pirate adventure#i'm glad that we're able to dive into the water because i really like underwater scenery and being able to freely swim around#i love sora's pirate outfit and that he gets a ship of his own to sail. he has such a blast in this world#the banter between sora donald goofy and jack while on the ship is a lot of fun too#big fan of how they integrated the organization's search for the black box with the chest that contains davy jones's heart#gotta love when the main story ties into the plot of a disney movie#the final cutscenes in this world are insane and so well rendered that they're almost indistinguishable from the movie#i sent screenshots to friends asking if they could tell the difference and they couldn't#not that i'm complaining because it really elevated the experience but why did they go so hard
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am i crazy or. would erik absolutely love twilight. unironically. calls it a romance for the ages. owns maybe an unhealthy amount of merch at some point.
because like 1.) erik is a dracula fanboy, it wouldnt be a stretch to say that it could extend to all vampires, and thats how it gets on his radar to begin with 2.) he would absolutely identify with edwards whole "im a monster" vibe (not to mention the killer part) 3.) there is no universe in which he doesnt yearn to be wanted as much as bella wants edward. to be pursued, wanted, loved, despite what he is... what could he wish for more than that?
#kotaka talks#phantom of the opera#poto#erik#twilight#look i had a thought in the shower and slammed my forehead against my keyboard dont think too hard abt this#or do i wont tell you how to live your life#i honestly dont know that much abt twilight#i did read all the books back in middle school but also promptly forgot everything about them#so when i watched all the movies for the first time recently i felt absolutely insane#also erik 100% learns bellas theme and plays it on repeat on his organ
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on my knees and begging for brennan to give me something to latch onto with mazey bc she seems conceptually so sweet but I can't get behind a date that is like two sentences of actual chatting and then brennan being like "you SEE she is very sweet and calm" rather than the organic development of scenes, like I wish she was better incorporated into the plot man
#fhjy#d20#compelling romance arcs are hard!!#but brennan and lou have played so many I've enjoyed and have felt so organic#it's not even the fact that she was a deliberate love interest from the start#again ricky and esther are one of my fav couples and esther was absolutely designed as ricky's love interest#if we had ANY significant scenes where we just see on our own that mazey is great without being explicitly told it yk#like brennan having her check in on fabian even after his whole shitting episode lmao#even the date which lou deliberate makes fabian overplan is then described as chill and relaxing#and mazey could have clocked that fabian was freaking out!!#idk I love almost every npc we've gotten and fabian's arc this season I am just chomping at the bit for more substance from mazey#I feel like i'm going insane I want to root for them
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aw she's bleeding :((( good luck surviving ta whoever did it lmaooooooooooooooooooooooooo
#two#the war organization#oc stuff#oc: nebulous empress#eyestrain#blood#she looks at you like this and you're donezo kaput on your highway ta hell#nebbie inspires me ta make the most intricate pieces imaginable its insane#i feel like the lineart looked better tho :/#anyways enjoy this ig#im glad yall like her so much b/c i think abt her a lot#shes hard ta write skljfdsklfjskldfjskd#FUCK MAN#after the rfs arc idk what the fuck ta do w/her#like shes too cool ta just toss her aside i cant do that#ill figure it out maybe#the rfs is probably years from now w/the way two updates are going 💀 (they're not)#spacie scribbles
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I love writing Lifeweaver fanfic because biolight literally makes no sense at all
#like hard light itself was already a stretch. now it's somehow come alive#Symmetra in my fic: but how can particles of light somehow cross the threshold into becoming organic matter? i simply cant understand it#me writing the fic: bitch me too the fuck#this is why I love Overwatch tbh tho like every new hero just makes the world lore increasingly insane#WHO WOULD WIN?!: everything humanity knows about the building blocks of life and what it means for something to be considered alive#VS#one flower hippie with ADHD
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in a variant of useless arguments that unfortunately i can't just use the block button on, i am reliving a wtfry from like five years ago because i'm trying to sort through my medical history and figure out if i have any further lurking disasters and i'm currently stuck on
me: i am trying to eat healthier so i want to add more fruits and vegetables to my diet
nutritionist: no don't eat more fruits! that's too much sugar! sugar is bad for you!
like really we're not talking about processed foods or added sugars, this person straight up told me there was too much sugar in raw, fresh fruit
#please god let my labwork imbalances rebalance#i've been prediabetic off and on for a decade and my last A1c was 5.5 so it's not getting worse & i need doctors to get off my ass about it#and I absolutely KNOW if you push me certain ways about food i'll go orthorexic if not anorexic#(and they won't even treat it like an illness because I'm fat)#(at a checkup last week I was commenting on my surgical recover and i lamented 'and i'm still losing weight' and the doc was like 'good!')#(bitch my weightloss was a symptom of an organ crisis i could have died of. no it's not good! i want to STABILIZE!)#i've spent years disentangling myself from the toxic diet culture shit my mother dumped on me like drink a glass of water to feel full#fuck that i barely ever feel hungry in the first place i need to listen to what signals i do get#and after all my hard work they're gonna try to drag me back in#i just fuckin know it#it's not like trying to balance my current dietary restrictions isn't borderline orthorexic already#but i feel like i have a grasp on why i do it and when moderation vs strict adherence is okay#and from past experience counting calories is the line where i will fully go insane#maybe 25 years on I could resist but i don't want to try#i would rather go on metformin or some other fuckin' drug i don't really need than count calories#ugh it's a week until my next appointment to talk about this it would be great if it would get out of my brain until then#chronic illness#medical bullshit#food bullshit
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The urge to spend a 100$ on merch before getting my paycheck is so strong. I might not survive soldiers
#Priorities! Next month no food challenge#At least I can eat my vinyls and CDs 🥰#Man fr I could starve but if Id have some albums#Id be happy#eating my own organs and shit#Okay yes I officially lost it but!#ahiajwineidn the voices#I want to spend money#🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛#Tbh i only eat cheap ass bread anyways so maybe we can do it 👻#me tryna convince myself this would be a good idea and i wouldn't die#Mnaiaisns9jwkq but it's motivation? to keep working right?#....... IM ABT TO ORDER STUFF#IDEK WHAT. BUT. THE. VOICES.#like im soo thinking abt buying the mortal vinyl or atsushis vinyll CUZ THEY LOOK SO GOOD.#I DONT HAVE A MF LP PLAYER BUT IMMA BUY ONE AS WELL#aaaaaaaaa🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠#HM. HmmMM. i can get an LP player on facebook market place rightttt that wont be expensive righttttt#oh to not have to pay 30$ for. shipping would be so good#Ahhhhhhhhh. 😾#Gimme money#Actually I don't even have the money! idek how much am i gonna get paid! but im just thinking abt ordering stuff and hoping ill have enough#insanity is my middle name tbh#also i hate how i literally. dont keep track of my money and i always act on impulse 😭#like man idc how much u pay me i see i have enough imma spend it all#but i should save up to finally move my mf ass away from this great environment i live in#but dang is it hard next to school#getting paid less than minimum wage as a student lowkey. is not fun#But idk what to do cuz i cant skip school to work 😭 so this is shit#n e ways goodnight ily who reads my 3556th diary entry
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If you are a public, notable organization with the resources to do so, there is no excuse not to have properly written subtitles on your videos rather than relying on auto-generated captions
#ableism#i’m looking for materials for my students#and american battlefield trust has a lot of good resources#but i can’t use these videos because they don’t have proper subtitles to help my ESL kids#on top of that it of course limits people who are deaf/hard of hearing to an insane degree#like you are a notable charity organization dedicated to creating educational programs#do better!!
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i need kaedehara kazuha i crave him
#hes MINE AQWOWOOO 🐺🐺#i talk ab my girls like theyre goddesses but kazuha is just a guy and hes so ! Ugh can he be stabbed 😊#fake mitski fan i cant attach mitski songs to my oc x cc of some ships im going insane.. im so sorru#jinchao is literally mitskicore to me its soo hard to put mitski for any other ship jinchao doomed yuri foreva ! i love them#i have a secret au brewing in my mind but i cant spill it here because im svaing it for later when i get my ocs organized#jinchao.. jincaho how i miss u .. jingyi and chao .. Oihhbn mh girls my girls#modeled after me and my gf obv 🙄 we're their happier version#guys my ocs either run away from home happily or kill themselves after being stuck in the same place is that a sign 🤓#im jaykaying#post#maes tag
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my girl is running a bath and making our bathroom all pretty for me so i can relax in the tub while she cooks us dinner im so lucky how did i get this lucky
#we spent the day in our little home just us two for the first time in ages and we had a quiet morning and then we-#organized our paperwork which is always hard for me so she said we'll just do it together and it helped so much!!#and then we did yoga together and now shes running me a bath and she'll cook us dinner while im in the tub#god shes so .#shes always doing the most i feel so cherished and loved its making me go a little insane ngl
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the internet is always hostile to people with ocd but I don't think yall understand the way you've been posting lately has me about to kill myself
#insanely bad times for people with fixations on good/evil i will tell you that#have (hopefully temporarily) unfollowed some people bc their posting is triggering the absolute worst fucking thoughts lately#and blocking tags isnt helping bc people are not tagging and they do not care#'you should be miserable while you sit safe in your home--' i am actually ive been picturing stabbing myself so hard im going to throw up#for the past 20 minutes#i think once i finish this book im uninstalling all my apps except goodreads for a while#says kenna#like. it's not personal. but im already a danger to myself and i do a decent job of controlling that but#i was late to work because i was crying and organizing every dish in the cabinet by color#i will die#🖕🖕🖕#tw ocd#tw suicidal ideation#idfk
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im kinda suprised ive never seen anybody ship halsin and jaheira. may not be the most interesting couple ever bc theyd be so normal compared to other companions but i like it, its cute. i also just want to see jaheira happy. and also i found her house in baldurs gate and was just thinking about how if halsin was here witnessing how much orphans shes taken in but been a deadbeat mom about he’d have an ‘i can fix her’ moment. he WAS ranting to my durge about how people are so uncaring in the city. maybe adopting half the orphans in baldurs gate and sparking a Thing with jaheira is his purpose post campaign
#i also wanna hear them bickering#i remember that in act 1 theres a book where halsin notes stuff about different organizations that r very biased opinions#and that his opinion of the harpers was something about them being too secretive or whatever idr#but it seemed as if it was negative#bg3 blogging#i have more thoughts on that. specifically abt halsin being autistic and jaheira not being so. and how they clash that way#but i shant speak i will make a mile long post#one more thing. i think nothing ever will revoke jaheiras deadbeat mom status#like no matter what shes not staying too long#but i think what would make her go Huh with halsin is if he sticks around her house post campaign to an extent that whats his is hers and#whats hers is his yknow. i am thinking too hard about them now goodbye#im going to play the first games and im going to be insane about her
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tried to take a day off from writing. still woke up at 5am. let’s write then 😈🔥
#sneaky niki#lamb loose liveblogging#I wanted to take a day off.. but my brain is now accustomed to wake up at 5 I guess??#that’s so not fetch of me#topic of the day is:#I’m pissed bc I had to make a sensible decision and move a plot point a few chapters down the line#which is not fun#but feels more organic#judging by the way I’m keeping steady on this fic I think it will reach 300k#that’s a rough estimate#maybe 280k if I’m being generous instead of acting like a sadistic prick#but that’s just a theory#HDS is making it extremely hard for me to keep a steady pacing too#for example. recently he’s been giving me headache after headache about his growing sense of paranoia#he knows he isn’t sleeping enough#he knows he’s stressed af#the only reason why he has to trust one or two people in his life is bc he will turn absolutely insane if he doesn’t#and this is not me shaming#I remember how I was at my most paranoid during a prolonged episode#trust me. that ain’t fun#but he’s starting to hear things. that’s concerning. that’s suspicious. he needs help#but as usual. he refuses to acknowledge his limitations#also. attic-wifing your nemesis maybe isn’t a safe starting point to discuss with a trained professional during therapy#do criminals go to therapy?#I mean. not convicted ones. I do believe it’s part of their reintegration program. good for them#but like.. sneaky criminals? big fish evading taxes? one inconspicuous attorney holding his amnesiac crush hostage?#idk mate this is fiction#you have fun today ok?#go hug someone. or a pet. or a tree.#:D
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what do you think Len tastes like
the realistic answer: depends on what he is in a given storyline i think. if he's an android/robot i can't imagine all the wires/mechanical bits taste all that good (casing/motherboards go crunch ig??????). if he's more human-adjacent and something organic that'd obviously be more like. you know regular human probably.
the funny answer: banana-flavored
#ask#the fucking song cover im listening to while answering this is NOT HELPINGGG HKAJHSKJGH HELP HELP IRONY(?)#you come into MY askbox asking ME about cannibalism shit. ahkjshdkjghsdkjghskhgkdkjg#as much as id love[????] to go into further detail i will look fucking insane 😭😭😭 GOOD LORDDD i mean. again i cannnnnnn but#ill say tho ofc among the various ways ive killed him off in storylines this has happened to him a few times lmao.#or the rare occasion of actually him doing the cannibalizing but we're not here to talk abt that rn :)#its so hard to talk abt my voca shit b/c i dont organize it properly or anything 😭😭😭 and also its insane shit like this sorta#(100% mean that in a /pos way. sorry not sorry fucked up vocahorror/angst stuff is the banger. haters b gone)
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shut up because now I will show you sillies the autograph itself because now I'm home and I can explode in peace
selfi💪
#I LEGIT. ITS LIKE. I DOTN KNOW#BAWLJNG HARD#like ITS REAL! FIRST EVER KIYOTAKA MERCH EVER !#LIKE .IM DOING .SO NORMAL RIGHT NOW. I AM . REACTING LIKE A NORMAL PERSON.WOULD . YUP. MHM.#LIKE I CANNOT THANK BIGMAN ENOUGH I WANT TO CRY SO HARD#ITS FUCKIN. REAL BITCH!#I HAVE IT IN MY OWN HANDS. I CAN HOKD IT ITS A PHYSICAL THING I HAVE NOW#absolutely getting a frame for it too and hanging it in my room or something like i cant keep that in my notebook hell no#also obviously blurred out my actual name so . krynuts real#ANYWYAS. GOING INSANE WANTED TO SHOW U SILLIES#krambles#kiyotaka ishimaru#< organization purposes
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